Hello and welcome
to 3ABN Worship Hour.
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I'm Jill Morikone,
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and we're so glad
that you have tuned in
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as we study God's
Word and worship together.
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As news of COVID-19
sweeps across the world,
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we see families
becoming infected,
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and communities, and
country after country.
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Where is God in
the midst of this
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and how can we trust
Him in a tumultuous time?
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We're going to
look at that today
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as we discussed
trusting when I can't see.
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I want to encourage
you to get your Bible
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as we open up God's Word
and look at His Word for hope,
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and help, and healing.
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But before we do that,
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we want to go
before the throne of grace,
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and Tim Parton is
going to lead us there.
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Psalm 84:11 and 12 say,
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"For the Lord God
is a son and shield.
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The Lord will
give grace and glory,
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no good thing will He withhold
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from those who walk up rightly.
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O Lord of hosts,
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blessed is the man
who trusts in You."
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Do you acknowledge
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that the Lord is
all that you need?
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Do you grasp
that what God is to us
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is what the sun
is to our universe,
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the source of life and light.
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Without the sun,
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life would
vanish from the earth,
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and without God,
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we would have
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neither physical
life nor spiritual life.
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God is our
provision and our protection.
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He is the giving God,
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and He gives grace and glory,
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grace for the journey
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and glory at the
end of the journey.
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If we walk by faith,
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then whatever begins with grace
will ultimately end with glory.
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God does not give
us everything we want,
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but He bestows upon us
all that is good for us,
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all that we need.
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No good thing will He withhold
from those who walk up rightly.
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Do you delight
in the Lord today?
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Do you seek Him?
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Do you depend on His strength?
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Do you walk and work by faith?
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Are you among those
who walk up rightly?
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Blessed is the
man who trusts in God.
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When we walk with the Lord
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In the light of His word
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What a glory He sheds On our way
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While we do His good will
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He abides with us still
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And with all who will trust
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And obey
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Not a burden we bear
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Not a sorrow we share
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But our toil He
doth richly repay
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Not a grief, nor a loss
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Not a frown or a cross
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But is blessed
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If we trust
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And obey
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Trust and obey
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For there's no other way
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To be happy in Jesus
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But to trust
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And obey
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But we never can prove
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The delights of His love
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Until all on the altar
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We lay
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For the favor He shows
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For the joy that He bestows
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Are for those who will trust
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And obey
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Then in fellowship sweet
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We will sit at His feet
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Or will walk in the way
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By His side
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What He says we will do
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Where He sends we will go
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Never fear only trust
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And obey
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Trust and obey
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For there's no other way
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To be happy in Jesus
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But to trust
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And obey
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Let's spend some time praying.
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Father, as Your children,
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I thank You
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that we have
constant open access
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into Your presence
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because of the shed
blood of Jesus Christ
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and His constant
intercession for us in heaven.
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Thank You, Lord,
for this wonderful gift.
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And thank You for
hearing our prayers.
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God, You made the
world and everything in it.
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You are Lord of
heaven and earth.
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You don't dwell in
temples made with hands.
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And even our feeble
attempt to worship You,
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You really don't need
because You are the giver.
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You give life, You give breath,
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You give all things.
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And You have
made from one blood,
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every nation of men to dwell
on all the face of the earth.
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Lord, it is You
who have determined
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our preappointed times,
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and the
boundaries of our dwellings,
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so that we should seek You
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in the hope that
we might find You,
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though, Lord, You're
really never far from us.
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For we acknowledge
God that it is in You
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that we live and
move and have our being.
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We are Your children.
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Father God, I pray for those
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who are in
authority around the world.
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Those leaders who
form our policies,
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those who bear the weight
of making the hard decisions.
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God, Your Word declares
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that You put our
leaders in office.
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So I will trust
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that You are
causing all things to work
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for our good and for Your glory.
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And today, God, I
lift up our families,
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that precious unit
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that You sanctioned
from the start of time.
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God, I pray that You
will bind us together
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with love and understanding.
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Fill us with
forgiveness and mercy.
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Lord, I pray that You
would touch marriages,
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that You would fill husbands
with love for their wives,
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fill wives with
respect for their husbands.
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May they live
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with
understanding and compassion
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for one another.
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And, Lord, grant restoration
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to those marriages and families
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that the enemy is tearing apart.
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Oh, God fill each of us
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with a renewed desire
to be faithful to You.
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God, Your Word declares
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that the generous will prosper.
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Those who refresh others
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will themselves be refreshed.
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Lord, may we Your children
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not give in to the
world's urge to hoard.
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Only using our
resources on ourselves,
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measuring
carefully what we give away,
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climbing over others
in our way to get more.
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Holy Spirit stirs us
to think of others needs,
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to give without fear of
being taken advantage of,
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to look out for
other's interests
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above our own.
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I thank You, God, that
every need is supplied,
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according to
your riches and glory.
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And our greatest need,
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salvation from sin
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has been paid in full
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by the precious
blood of Jesus Christ.
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Lord, may we share
that truth lavishly,
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the most expensive
possession that any of us owns
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was so freely given by You.
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The precious blood of Jesus.
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So, Lord, I pray that
You would open our eyes
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to the vast opportunities
around us to be generous.
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Clean out our self involved,
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self protective,
self focused hearts.
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Make us available to You.
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And may we do generous deeds
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that are beyond reimbursement,
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showing kindness
without compensation.
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God, I choose
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to trust and to obey You
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in Jesus' name.
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Amen. Thank you so much, Tim.
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Aren't you grateful
that we can trust God
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in the midst of
this virus pandemic,
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in the midst of
trouble and tribulation,
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we can trust even
when we cannot see.
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Until I learned to
trust, I never learned to pray.
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I never learned to fully
trust till sorrows came my way.
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Until I felt my weakness,
His strength I never knew,
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nor dream till I was stricken
that He would see me through.
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Who deepest drinks of sorrow,
drinks deepest too of grace.
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He sends the storm
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so He Himself can
be our hiding place.
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His heart that
seeks our highest good
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knows well when things annoy.
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We would not long for
heaven if earth held only joy.
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You know, if you
do a little research,
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there's supposed to be
195 countries in the world.
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Some people say
there's 197 countries.
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That depends if you
count Taiwan and Kosovo,
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but there's quite a
few countries in the world.
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Now the danger
of mentioning this
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because this is Sabbath
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and the program was
recorded a few days before
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is that, this COVID-19
is spreading so rapidly
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that the statistics change
not just on a daily basis,
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but the statistics
change on an hourly basis.
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In fact, overnight,
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they said 400 more people
died in the country of Spain.
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And another 4,000
people were diagnosed
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in just simply a 24 hour period.
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In the United States, we say,
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it would be older people
who would contract the disease.
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But yet the
newest reports coming out
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are of those people
who are hospitalized
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with a serious case
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that 40% of them
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are between the
ages of 20 and 54.
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For the countries
that have been affected,
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it depends on the
statistics that you look at.
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There's anywhere
between 159 countries
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to 192
countries and territories.
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This virus pandemic has impacted
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not just a local
region, not just a community,
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not just a state or a
country but the entire world.
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And there's fears,
will I lose my job?
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Those were financial fears.
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Can I still
provide for my family?
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How will it affect
them? Physical fears.
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What if I become ill?
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Or what if my
loved one becomes ill?
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Will they die?
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When everything we
know is stripped away,
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when you get rid of all of that,
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we discover our priorities
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and what is
really important in life.
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We discover our fears
and who we really are inside.
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We discover our God
and who He really is.
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I remember driving one
day and seen on a sign.
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It said,
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"The teacher is always
silent when the test is given."
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What does that mean?
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Does that mean that
the teacher is present?
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Absolutely.
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Does that mean that
the teacher left the room?
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No.
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The teacher is there,
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but the teacher is always silent
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when the test is given.
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Are we going
through a testing time
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right now in the world?
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Absolutely.
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Today, we want to look at
how we can still trust God,
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when we cannot see.
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Let's pray.
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Holy Father, we come
before You in the name of Jesus.
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Thank You for Your Word.
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Thank You for the
anointing of Your Word.
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Thank You that You are good.
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And You were God, and
You are on the throne,
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even in the midst of this time.
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We ask right now
that You would speak,
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that You would bring
hope and comfort to our hearts
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through Your Word.
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And we ask this in the
precious and Holy name of Jesus.
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Amen.
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An email crossed my
desk just last week.
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And all of a sudden
that popped into the inbox
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and I looked at it and
it was from a gentleman,
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and he and his wife
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had been to 3ABN
Fall Camp Meeting.
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So they had been
right here at 3ABN
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and we met them last fall.
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And he said, "Please pray,
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because my daughter
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was just
diagnosed with COVID-19."
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What do you do in
the midst of that?
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What do you do
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when a family
member is diagnosed,
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and you're
struggling with the stress
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of what the future holds
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and what's going to happen?
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I think just in the
space of a couple of weeks,
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and this is just
things impacting my own life.
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I think about people
who have contacted me.
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I think of a woman
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that is in an
abusive relationship,
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beat and hit by her husband.
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And she showed me the bruises.
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I think of
another friend's marriage
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who's falling apart in
the midst of difficulty.
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I think of another
friend who texted and said,
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"Every day, I
think of killing myself.
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Every day, I wonder if
I should commit suicide."
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We go through trials
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that might not be
the COVID-19 virus,
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although that is
definitely gripping the world.
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But we have marriage struggles,
we have financial struggles,
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we have family struggles.
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What are we to do when
we cannot see the future?
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How do we trust
God when we can't see?
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You know, I like lists.
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So there's three
points for today's message.
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How do I trust
Him when I can't see?
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First, remember who He is.
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Second, remember where He is.
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And third, remember where I am?
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Did you get those three points?
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What are they?
Let's say them together.
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Remember who He is.
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Remember where He
is. Remember where I am.
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So let's look at number one.
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Remember who He is. Who is He?
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Of course, Jesus is
many things and we could go,
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spend the entire hours
just talking about that.
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But we're going to
look at for Who is He?
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First, He is the Creator.
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Go with me to
the Book of Genesis,
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the very beginning
where everything began,
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we see that, Genesis 2:7,
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this is the
creation of humankind.
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It says, "Then the
Lord God formed man
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of the dust of the ground,
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and breathed into his
nostrils the breath of life,
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and man became a living being."
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Now if He is the Creator,
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I can think of that
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and I can even
distance myself from that
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or be separate from that.
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I can say, okay,
He is the Creator,
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that's wonderful,
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but that really has
nothing to do with me inside.
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But He is not just the
Creator, He is my creator,
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He is your creator.
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Jeremiah, I love this
chapter. Jeremiah Chapter 1.
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He was a young prophet,
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and he didn't know much about
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what God was calling him to do.
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He didn't know who
he was supposed to be
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and yet God gave
him this assurance
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in Jeremiah Chapter 1.
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Jeremiah 1:5,
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"Before I formed you..."
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God is speaking to Jeremiah,
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but really today
God is speaking to you.
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"Before I formed you
in the womb, I knew you,
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before you were
born, I sanctified you."
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That word in the
Hebrew means, I set you apart.
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I ordained you a
prophet to the nations.
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Now we're not all ordained
to be a prophet to the nations.
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But we are all
called to be set apart,
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from the very beginning of time
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in your mother's
womb God knew you.
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He created you.
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Remember who He
is. He is our creator.
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He's your creator.
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But it doesn't stop there.
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He is our redeemer.
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Turn with me to Isaiah 43.
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This is probably one
of my favorite passages
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in the Book of Isaiah.
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The first half of
the Book of Isaiah
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is definitely a
book of judgment.
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The people had
walked in their own way,
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they had followed other gods,
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they had
intermarried with a heathen.
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And God said,
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"If you don't repent, if
you don't turn back to Me,
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judgment will fall upon you."
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And the people said,
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"We're done with you, God,
we want to do our own thing."
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We don't want that.
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But the second half of the book,
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the book of comfort,
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God says, "I love you
with an everlasting love."
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God says, "I
want to forgive you,
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I want to bring
you back to Myself."
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So we're in Isaiah 43,
the first three verses.
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This is God is our redeemer.
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First one, now this says,
"The Lord who created you"
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now that word in
Hebrew, means to form or shape.
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So God, here it
mentions Him as our creator.
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He formed us, "He created us,
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and He who formed you O, Israel,
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fear not, for I
have," what's the next word?
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"I have redeemed you.
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I have called you by your name.
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You are mine."
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We belong to Him.
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You see, we're twice bought.
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First, He created us.
Second, He bought us back.
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He redeemed us.
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You know, there's a story I love
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about a little boy
who made a sailboat.
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And he was just a little
guy, maybe six, seven years old,
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and he loved his sailboat.
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And he was so excited about it.
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And so he got the little
wood and he put it together,
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and he fixed the sail
and he got out his paints
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and he painted the sailboat.
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He was very excited about it.
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And then he took
it out the first day,
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he's so excited and
he put it on the lake
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and it went out sailing
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and he watched it
and it came back to him.
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Then the next day he said,
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I'm going to go
out and play again,
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and he took his
sailboat and it went out
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and he did this
for several weeks,
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and then one day his
sailboat never came back.
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And he went in the
water and he looked for it
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and he couldn't find it.
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And he went home and he cried.
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And he said,
"Daddy, I lost my sailboat.
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I made it.
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It's mine. But I lost it."
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And so every day he
would go out to the lake,
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and he would
look for his sailboat
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and he couldn't
find his sailboat.
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And the next day, he'd go out
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and he couldn't find a sailboat.
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And one day he was
walking down the street.
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And he looked in
the store window,
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and there was a
sailboat, his sailboat,
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the one he had made,
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and he could see
the little nick on it,
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and he could see the
way he had painted it.
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So he went in the shop
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and he looked at the store owner
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and he said,
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"Mister, you have my sailboat."
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And the man said, I
don't know about that.
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This is a
sailboat we're selling.
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But if you want it,
you can buy it back.
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And so the little boy went home
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and he raked
leaves for his parents
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and maybe he dug dandelion weeds
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like Greg's parents paid him
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when he was a little
boy to dig dandelion weeds.
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Maybe he made his bed.
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I don't know, whatever
he did, he did some chores.
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He earned pennies after pennies.
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And then one day he had enough.
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And he went back into
the store and he said,
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"I'm ready to
buy my sailboat now."
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And he bought it back.
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You see, he made the
sailboat in the beginning.
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And then it went its
own way and it got lost,
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but he bought it back.
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That's when I look at Isaiah 43,
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that's what I see.
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God says, "I made
you in the beginning
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and you went your own way,
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but I bought you back
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with a precious blood of Jesus."
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But it doesn't stop there.
Verse 2, we're in Isaiah 43:2.
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"When you pass
through the waters,
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I will be with you."
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Are you going
through a storm right now?
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Are you going
through a difficult time?
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Are you going through a time
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where you don't
see where Jesus is?
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He is with you.
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"And through the rivers,
they shall not overflow you,
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when you walk through the fire
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you, shall not be burned,
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nor shall the flame scorch you,
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for I am the Lord, your God,
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the Holy One of
Israel, your savior."
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I love that.
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In this verse,
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you see that
when we're redeemed,
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we don't have to be afraid.
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Did you catch that?
That was in verse 1.
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It says, "Fear not
for I have redeemed you."
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When we are redeemed, we
do not have to be afraid.
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So we remember who He is.
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He's our God, He's our creator.
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Number two, He's our redeemer.
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Number three, He is
our light and salvation.
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Turn with me to Psalm 27.
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Now, Psalm 27 is
an interesting chapter
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there in the Book of Psalms.
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David and his men were hiding
in the wilderness from Saul.
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And so they were in the rocks,
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in the cliffs and hiding,
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this was a time of trauma
and a time of terror for them.
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And yet in verse 1,
David declares, Psalm 27:1,
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"The Lord is my
light and my salvation,
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whom shall I fear?
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The Lord is the
strength of my life
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of whom shall I be afraid?"
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Now here you notice
again that if we are saved,
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it says, the Lord is
my light and my salvation,
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whom shall I fear?
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If we are saved, we
do not have to be afraid.
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When we're saved,
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we don't need to
be afraid of people.
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And we don't need to
be afraid of situations.
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You know, several
years ago in my life,
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I went through a
difficult experience
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with a co-worker.
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It was one of those experiences
where you lay awake at night
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and you can't sleep.
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Or maybe you cry
yourself to sleep.
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Or maybe as you're
going throughout the day,
00:24:45.85\00:24:47.78
you're trying to figure
out how best to deal with this.
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I was afraid of him.
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I was afraid of
what he would do.
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I was afraid of
what he would say.
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I was afraid of
how he would treat me
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and I lived my life in fear.
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And then one day,
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a friend gave me a verse.
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I want to look at
that verse with you.
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It's in Isaiah Chapter 51.
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We're going to just
jump over from 43 to 51.
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Isaiah Chapter 51,
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we're gonna pick
it up in verse 12.
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I have written
00:25:19.88\00:25:21.22
actually in the
margin of my Bible,
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the day, the month and the year
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when God
revealed this verse to me,
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and it was in context
of that difficult situation
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that I was experiencing.
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And God said, "Jill, you
do not have to be afraid."
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It says Isaiah 51:12,
00:25:41.70\00:25:43.34
"I, even I, am
He who comforts you.
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Who are you
00:25:47.84\00:25:49.18
that you should be
afraid of a man that will die,
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and of the son of a man
who will be made like grass?"
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As soon as I
read that, God said,
00:25:55.88\00:25:57.22
"Jill, why are you
afraid of this person?
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Why you're afraid of
what they're going to do?
00:25:59.05\00:26:00.39
Why you're afraid
00:26:00.42\00:26:01.76
of what they are
doing in your life?
00:26:01.79\00:26:03.32
Who are you that
you should be afraid,"
00:26:03.36\00:26:06.19
but it doesn't stop there.
00:26:06.23\00:26:07.56
It says, verse 13,
00:26:07.60\00:26:08.93
"And you forget
the Lord your maker,
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who stretched out the heavens
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and laid the
foundations of the earth.
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You have feared
continually every day."
00:26:17.21\00:26:19.51
Are you walking in a situation
with people in your life
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that you're afraid of,
00:26:24.51\00:26:25.85
or a situation
that you're afraid of?
00:26:25.88\00:26:28.32
Have you feared
continually every day
00:26:28.35\00:26:31.22
because of the
fury of the oppressor
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when he is prepared to destroy?
00:26:33.12\00:26:35.26
What's this say?
00:26:35.29\00:26:36.62
Where is the
fury of the oppressor?
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The captive exile
hastens, that he may be loosed.
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Verse 15,
00:26:42.90\00:26:44.23
"But I am the Lord, your God,
00:26:44.27\00:26:45.90
who divided the
sea whose waves roared.
00:26:45.93\00:26:49.44
The Lord of hosts is His name.
00:26:49.47\00:26:52.07
And I have put My
words in your mouth,
00:26:52.11\00:26:56.08
and I have covered you
with the shadow of My hand."
00:26:56.11\00:27:00.62
What is God saying?
00:27:00.65\00:27:01.98
He's saying, "I
divided the Red Sea.
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I can move mountains, I
can do anything in your life.
00:27:04.39\00:27:08.69
Why are you afraid of people?
00:27:08.72\00:27:10.26
Why are you afraid of situations
00:27:10.29\00:27:12.19
because I am God."
00:27:12.23\00:27:15.36
We remember who He is.
00:27:15.40\00:27:18.03
We remember that
He is our creator,
00:27:18.07\00:27:20.77
that He is our redeemer,
00:27:20.80\00:27:23.47
that He is our light
and salvation and strength.
00:27:23.51\00:27:27.98
Number four, we
remember that He is our rock,
00:27:28.01\00:27:31.25
our fortress and deliverer.
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You know where
I'm going, Psalm 18.
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Now this verse,
Psalm was written by David,
00:27:36.32\00:27:39.29
when God delivered him
from Saul and the enemies.
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Now remember, the
previous psalm we read
00:27:42.96\00:27:44.59
was written by
David when he's hiding
00:27:44.63\00:27:47.30
from Saul and the
enemies and he's hiding there.
00:27:47.33\00:27:50.17
But this psalm is
written when God delivered him
00:27:50.20\00:27:53.40
from his enemies.
00:27:53.44\00:27:54.77
We're in Psalm 18:2,
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"The Lord is my rock,
00:27:57.04\00:27:59.21
my fortress and my deliverer.
00:27:59.24\00:28:02.68
My God, my strength
in whom I will trust."
00:28:02.71\00:28:07.02
Now the wording, I will trust
00:28:07.05\00:28:09.68
in the original language
in Hebrew literally means,
00:28:09.72\00:28:13.15
I will seek refuge.
00:28:13.19\00:28:16.32
So in God we trust.
What does that mean?
00:28:16.36\00:28:18.73
We run to Him and
seek refuge in Him.
00:28:18.76\00:28:23.60
You know, there's seven
00:28:23.63\00:28:24.97
I am statements
in the Book of John,
00:28:25.00\00:28:26.97
speaking of Jesus.
00:28:27.00\00:28:28.37
Jesus is, He says,
00:28:28.40\00:28:29.74
"I am the bread of life.
00:28:29.77\00:28:31.94
I am the light of the world.
00:28:31.97\00:28:34.24
I am the door,
the Good Shepherd,
00:28:34.28\00:28:36.54
the resurrection and the life,
00:28:36.58\00:28:37.91
the way the truth and
the life and the true vine."
00:28:37.95\00:28:41.52
In Revelation,
there's 17 statements,
00:28:41.55\00:28:44.19
at least 17
statements for who He is.
00:28:44.22\00:28:49.82
He says,
00:28:49.86\00:28:51.19
"He is and was and is to come.
He is the first and the last.
00:28:51.23\00:28:54.33
He is the Alpha and the Omega.
00:28:54.36\00:28:55.86
He's the ruler over
the kings of the earth.
00:28:55.90\00:28:58.13
He is the Amen.
00:28:58.17\00:28:59.90
He is the first
begotten of the dead.
00:28:59.93\00:29:02.24
He is the Son of
Man and the Son of God.
00:29:02.27\00:29:05.31
He shuts and no man opens.
00:29:05.34\00:29:07.31
He is holy and true, He is Lord.
00:29:07.34\00:29:09.64
He is lion of
the tribe of Judah,
00:29:09.68\00:29:11.65
the Root of
David, the Lamb of God,
00:29:11.68\00:29:14.32
King of kings and Lord of lords.
00:29:14.35\00:29:16.38
He is the word of God."
00:29:16.42\00:29:18.22
Now you can say
that's wonderful, Jill,
00:29:18.25\00:29:19.65
but who is He to me?
00:29:19.69\00:29:21.39
He is your
creator and your redeemer.
00:29:21.42\00:29:25.59
He is your light,
and your salvation,
00:29:25.63\00:29:28.56
and your strength.
00:29:28.60\00:29:30.37
He is your rock,
and your fortress,
00:29:30.40\00:29:33.03
and your deliverer.
00:29:33.07\00:29:35.17
When we cannot see the future
00:29:35.20\00:29:37.57
and God calls upon us to trust,
00:29:37.61\00:29:40.98
we remember who He is.
00:29:41.01\00:29:44.15
Number two, we
remember where He is.
00:29:44.18\00:29:49.18
Now, there's many
places that He is,
00:29:49.22\00:29:50.89
but I want to give you
five places that He is.
00:29:50.92\00:29:54.16
And the first
number one, He is with God.
00:29:54.19\00:29:57.46
Remember John 1:1.
00:29:57.49\00:29:59.89
This is a parallel
00:29:59.93\00:30:01.26
to the beginning
of the entire Bible,
00:30:01.30\00:30:03.06
Genesis Chapter 1.
00:30:03.10\00:30:04.43
It starts with in the beginning.
00:30:04.47\00:30:06.23
"In the
beginning was the Word..."
00:30:06.27\00:30:08.14
Who's the Word?
00:30:08.17\00:30:09.50
Jesus Christ,
00:30:09.54\00:30:10.87
"And the Word was with
God, and the Word was God."
00:30:10.91\00:30:14.38
In the beginning,
00:30:14.41\00:30:15.74
Jesus was with
God and Jesus was God.
00:30:15.78\00:30:18.91
Where is He?
00:30:18.95\00:30:20.28
You might be saying,
"I'm in the midst of trouble,
00:30:20.32\00:30:21.98
and distress, and struggle.
00:30:22.02\00:30:23.72
Where is God right now?"
00:30:23.75\00:30:26.99
He is divine,
and He is with God.
00:30:27.02\00:30:30.26
Number two, He is with you.
00:30:30.29\00:30:35.26
Isn't that amazing
00:30:35.30\00:30:36.63
how by the power
of the Holy Spirit
00:30:36.67\00:30:38.77
that God can be everywhere.
00:30:38.80\00:30:41.90
So He is not only
divine and with God,
00:30:41.94\00:30:44.21
clearly He's overall,
00:30:44.24\00:30:45.57
He's looking
00:30:45.61\00:30:46.94
at what's happening
on this world right now.
00:30:46.98\00:30:49.48
And He sees
00:30:49.51\00:30:50.85
what's happening in
your life right now.
00:30:50.88\00:30:53.55
But not only that, He's with us.
00:30:53.58\00:30:55.82
Now you might think
we're going to Matthew 28.
00:30:55.85\00:30:58.35
You know that
promise Jesus saying,
00:30:58.39\00:30:59.82
"Lo, I'm with you always,
even to the end of the world."
00:30:59.85\00:31:03.66
You might think
that's where we're going,
00:31:03.69\00:31:05.19
but we're
actually going to Joshua.
00:31:05.23\00:31:07.00
Joshua Chapter 1.
00:31:07.03\00:31:08.86
Remember, Joshua
was, you could say
00:31:08.90\00:31:10.97
one of the right
hand men with Moses.
00:31:11.00\00:31:13.30
So Moses led the
people through the children,
00:31:13.34\00:31:15.94
the children of Israel
through the wilderness.
00:31:15.97\00:31:18.01
But remember, Moses
00:31:18.04\00:31:19.37
was not allowed to go
into the Promised Land.
00:31:19.41\00:31:23.18
Remember when he struck the rock
00:31:23.21\00:31:24.98
and he repented of that,
00:31:25.01\00:31:26.48
but he was not allowed to
go into the Promised Land.
00:31:26.51\00:31:29.18
Joshua however was called by God
00:31:29.22\00:31:32.02
to lead the people
into the Promised Land,
00:31:32.05\00:31:36.16
but he was afraid.
00:31:36.19\00:31:38.93
It was a task that
seemed too big for him.
00:31:38.96\00:31:42.36
It was something he
was not sure he could do.
00:31:42.40\00:31:46.00
And God told him in
Joshua 1:9, I love this passage.
00:31:46.03\00:31:50.71
"Have not I commanded you,
be strong and of good courage.
00:31:50.74\00:31:54.84
Do not be
afraid, nor be dismayed,
00:31:54.88\00:31:58.65
for the Lord
your God is with you
00:31:58.68\00:32:02.32
wherever you go."
00:32:02.35\00:32:04.49
You see here
again God's presence
00:32:04.52\00:32:07.29
is associated with
us not having fear.
00:32:07.32\00:32:10.16
When He is with us, we
do not need to be afraid.
00:32:10.19\00:32:15.06
Where is He?
00:32:15.10\00:32:16.43
He is with God, He is with us.
00:32:16.46\00:32:18.63
Number three,
He is in our midst.
00:32:18.67\00:32:22.50
Turn with me to Zephaniah 3.
00:32:22.54\00:32:25.54
I like this passage.
00:32:25.57\00:32:27.14
It's probably one
of my favorite passages
00:32:27.18\00:32:29.08
in the Minor Prophets.
00:32:29.11\00:32:32.25
Zephaniah 3:16 and 17.
00:32:32.28\00:32:39.22
"In that day it
shall be said to Jerusalem:
00:32:39.25\00:32:41.12
'Do not fear, Zion, let
not your hands be weak."
00:32:41.16\00:32:44.39
Here again, "Do not fear."
00:32:44.43\00:32:46.26
Why?
00:32:46.29\00:32:47.63
"Because God is with you.
00:32:47.66\00:32:49.00
The Lord your God, in
your midst, the Mighty One,
00:32:49.03\00:32:53.57
He will save,
00:32:53.60\00:32:54.94
He will rejoice
over you with singing.
00:32:54.97\00:32:58.04
He will quiet you with His love,
00:32:58.07\00:33:01.54
He will rejoice
over you with singing."
00:33:01.58\00:33:03.78
Aren't you grateful
that God is in our midst?
00:33:03.81\00:33:07.82
So you might be
encountering something,
00:33:07.85\00:33:10.62
you might be going
through difficulty,
00:33:10.65\00:33:13.32
but God is in your midst.
00:33:13.36\00:33:16.19
God is there beside you,
00:33:16.22\00:33:18.83
right now in the middle of that.
00:33:18.86\00:33:21.23
He's not just in the midst,
but He is with us when we pray.
00:33:21.26\00:33:25.83
That's number four.
00:33:25.87\00:33:27.20
He is among those who pray.
00:33:27.24\00:33:30.87
Matthew 18:20,
Jesus speaking, He says,
00:33:30.91\00:33:34.91
"Where two or three
are gathered in My name,
00:33:34.94\00:33:39.11
there I am in
the midst of them."
00:33:39.15\00:33:42.22
Now I know during this time,
we practice social distancing.
00:33:42.25\00:33:46.29
And in fact, even here at 3ABN,
00:33:46.32\00:33:48.16
we're seeking to
practice social distancing.
00:33:48.19\00:33:50.99
We have many of our employees
who are working from home,
00:33:51.03\00:33:54.56
because that's just safety
right now during this time,
00:33:54.60\00:33:58.83
and we need to do that.
00:33:58.87\00:34:00.60
Then when we're
here at the office,
00:34:00.64\00:34:02.27
we call on the phone
instead of have meetings
00:34:02.30\00:34:05.37
or we practice
even in the studio here
00:34:05.41\00:34:07.58
remaining that
six feet of separation
00:34:07.61\00:34:10.11
between people,
00:34:10.15\00:34:11.48
even when we're
trying to record programs
00:34:11.51\00:34:13.42
or we do our
best to maintain that.
00:34:13.45\00:34:16.28
But we can pray
during this time.
00:34:16.32\00:34:19.72
You can pray on
the phone with someone.
00:34:19.75\00:34:21.72
You can pray through email.
00:34:21.76\00:34:25.99
We can connect with
people, join together.
00:34:26.03\00:34:29.26
Of course, you can
gather your family to pray,
00:34:29.30\00:34:30.97
but if you can't gather
other people right now to pray,
00:34:31.00\00:34:34.47
know that as you're praying,
00:34:34.50\00:34:36.67
your 3ABN family
is praying for you
00:34:36.71\00:34:38.77
at the same time.
00:34:38.81\00:34:40.58
Know that He is
among those who pray,
00:34:40.61\00:34:44.05
and where two or
three gather in His name,
00:34:44.08\00:34:47.12
His presence is there.
00:34:47.15\00:34:49.62
My favorite place where He is?
00:34:49.65\00:34:52.25
I like the fact that
He's God because if He,
00:34:52.29\00:34:54.79
if we didn't have
God, where would we be?
00:34:54.82\00:34:57.33
And who would we be right now?
00:34:57.36\00:34:59.89
I like the fact
that He's with us
00:34:59.93\00:35:01.76
because I want to know
00:35:01.80\00:35:03.53
that Jesus can
be right beside me.
00:35:03.57\00:35:06.23
I love the fact
that He's in our midst,
00:35:06.27\00:35:09.20
and He rejoices over
us and because of that,
00:35:09.24\00:35:12.47
we don't have to be afraid.
00:35:12.51\00:35:15.18
I love the fact that
He comes in a special way
00:35:15.21\00:35:18.18
in His presence,
00:35:18.21\00:35:19.65
when we gather to pray.
00:35:19.68\00:35:22.35
But my favorite
place where He is,
00:35:22.38\00:35:24.85
is He dwells inside us.
00:35:24.89\00:35:27.56
Galatians 2:20,
00:35:27.59\00:35:30.06
"I have been
crucified with Christ,
00:35:30.09\00:35:32.73
but it is no longer I who live,
00:35:32.76\00:35:34.30
but Christ who lives in me,
00:35:34.33\00:35:37.10
and the life which I
now live in the flesh
00:35:37.13\00:35:39.13
I live by faith
in the Son of God,
00:35:39.17\00:35:42.30
who loved me and
gave Himself for me."
00:35:42.34\00:35:48.74
By the power of the Holy Spirit,
00:35:48.78\00:35:50.28
Christ wants to dwell in us.
00:35:50.31\00:35:53.42
I don't know if you've
ever heard of this little book.
00:35:53.45\00:35:55.28
I have. It's an itty-bitty book.
00:35:55.32\00:35:57.19
I have it right here.
00:35:57.22\00:35:58.55
It's called "My
Heart Christ's Home."
00:35:58.59\00:36:02.19
It's written by
Robert Boyd Munger.
00:36:02.22\00:36:04.16
And it's a great book
00:36:04.19\00:36:05.53
when it talks
about Christ in you,
00:36:05.56\00:36:08.33
the hope of glory.
00:36:08.36\00:36:09.70
What does it literally
mean to be crucified with Christ
00:36:09.73\00:36:12.93
and it's not me living anymore,
00:36:12.97\00:36:14.94
but it's Jesus
Christ living in me.
00:36:14.97\00:36:17.84
What does that mean?
00:36:17.87\00:36:19.21
And what does
that even look like
00:36:19.24\00:36:20.58
in the Christian's life?
00:36:20.61\00:36:21.94
We can say that many times
00:36:21.98\00:36:23.31
"Oh, yeah, I want
Jesus to live in me.
00:36:23.35\00:36:24.68
I'm good."
00:36:24.71\00:36:26.05
But what does
that literally mean?
00:36:26.08\00:36:27.95
And how do we have
Christ dwell in us?
00:36:27.98\00:36:31.79
This book,
equates, you could say,
00:36:31.82\00:36:35.46
rooms of a house to
the rooms of our hearts.
00:36:35.49\00:36:40.23
It talks about the study.
00:36:40.26\00:36:41.60
In fact, I think the
book starts with the study,
00:36:41.63\00:36:44.33
which it calls the
library of the mind.
00:36:44.37\00:36:47.84
You know, in many homes,
00:36:47.87\00:36:49.20
you literally would have a study
00:36:49.24\00:36:50.57
and what would it have?
00:36:50.61\00:36:51.94
It would be filled with
books that line the wall.
00:36:51.97\00:36:55.61
It would have
maybe some magazines
00:36:55.64\00:36:57.81
or The Wall Street journal
or some newspapers in it.
00:36:57.85\00:37:01.38
That's what you would
have in your study nowadays.
00:37:01.42\00:37:03.92
This book was
written some time ago.
00:37:03.95\00:37:05.29
Nowadays,
00:37:05.32\00:37:06.65
you get all
that on the internet,
00:37:06.69\00:37:08.02
but or an eBook,
00:37:08.06\00:37:09.39
or you could read
it on your Kindle,
00:37:09.42\00:37:10.76
but the study,
00:37:10.79\00:37:12.23
but what does
that mean literally?
00:37:12.26\00:37:15.00
That means that God
wants to clean my mind.
00:37:15.03\00:37:19.80
He wants to put in my thoughts,
00:37:19.83\00:37:24.57
a picture of Himself.
00:37:24.61\00:37:26.57
Remember, Paul tells us
00:37:26.61\00:37:28.71
that we by
beholding 2 Corinthians 3:18,
00:37:28.74\00:37:31.88
"By beholding, we become changed
00:37:31.91\00:37:36.05
into the same image."
00:37:36.08\00:37:37.52
And so God calls
us to hang as it were,
00:37:37.55\00:37:39.82
in the hall of the
mind, the study of the mind,
00:37:39.85\00:37:43.19
a picture of
Jesus that we look at.
00:37:43.22\00:37:47.00
He calls us to line the
shelves with the Word of God.
00:37:47.03\00:37:53.07
He calls us to
think on Philippians 4:8,
00:37:53.10\00:37:55.97
what is true.
00:37:56.00\00:37:58.77
That's a study. Go
into the living room.
00:37:58.81\00:38:03.58
And I love how the
book talks about it,
00:38:03.61\00:38:05.31
how every
morning they set a date
00:38:05.35\00:38:08.48
where they would
spend time with Jesus.
00:38:08.52\00:38:10.65
So the
fireplace would be kindled
00:38:10.69\00:38:12.45
and Jesus would be
sitting on the couch,
00:38:12.49\00:38:14.62
and we would run
down to meet with Jesus
00:38:14.66\00:38:17.73
but then pretty
soon, maybe one morning,
00:38:17.76\00:38:20.50
you're in a hurry
00:38:20.53\00:38:21.86
and you rush
off to work and say,
00:38:21.90\00:38:23.23
"I don't think I
can do that today, God."
00:38:23.26\00:38:24.67
And then the next day,
00:38:24.70\00:38:26.03
and then one
morning running down.
00:38:26.07\00:38:27.54
And I know this
has happened to me.
00:38:27.57\00:38:30.24
Running down,
hurrying out to work.
00:38:30.27\00:38:34.01
And there's Jesus
sitting on the couch.
00:38:34.04\00:38:37.38
"Oh, have you been
here every morning?"
00:38:37.41\00:38:39.85
And He said, "Yes,
00:38:39.88\00:38:41.22
I love our time together
to make that a priority."
00:38:41.25\00:38:47.39
Spend time with
Him in the living room.
00:38:47.42\00:38:49.16
That's time with Him
every day in His Word.
00:38:49.19\00:38:53.70
There's the
bedroom and the rec room,
00:38:53.73\00:38:55.70
the dining room,
00:38:55.73\00:38:57.07
but the whole
closet is where it ends,
00:38:57.10\00:38:59.43
and I love that.
00:38:59.47\00:39:02.47
I don't know if
you've ever experienced this
00:39:02.50\00:39:03.84
in your life,
00:39:03.87\00:39:05.21
but I know I
have that Jesus says
00:39:05.24\00:39:09.48
there's an odor
here Jill in your life,
00:39:09.51\00:39:11.35
something is dead.
00:39:11.38\00:39:12.88
And I say, "I don't know
what you're talking about."
00:39:12.91\00:39:15.35
Because there's maybe
certain things in my life
00:39:15.38\00:39:18.49
that I want to
keep under lock and key.
00:39:18.52\00:39:20.96
And I just don't want anybody
to know about in particularly
00:39:20.99\00:39:24.56
I don't want Jesus
to know about them.
00:39:24.59\00:39:27.23
And yet as we walk upstairs
as it were in the house,
00:39:27.26\00:39:30.60
Jesus says, the
smell is getting stronger.
00:39:30.63\00:39:32.43
I think it's
coming from in here.
00:39:32.47\00:39:35.14
And then sometimes I get angry.
00:39:35.17\00:39:38.64
God, I gave you
access to the living room,
00:39:38.67\00:39:41.14
and I gave you
access to the study,
00:39:41.18\00:39:42.68
and I gave you
access to the rec room,
00:39:42.71\00:39:44.28
and the bedroom,
and the dining room.
00:39:44.31\00:39:45.65
Why do you have to have
access to the hall closet too?
00:39:45.68\00:39:48.38
God, do You have
to have everything,
00:39:48.42\00:39:50.32
I really like to keep that?
00:39:50.35\00:39:52.29
And then Jesus, He never forces.
00:39:52.32\00:39:54.42
He'll say, "You know what, Jill?
00:39:54.46\00:39:56.32
It's okay.
00:39:56.36\00:39:57.69
I can sleep on
the porch tonight."
00:39:57.73\00:39:59.16
I don't know
00:39:59.19\00:40:00.53
if you have ever
experienced walking with Jesus,
00:40:00.56\00:40:04.70
and then all of a sudden
00:40:04.73\00:40:06.13
sensing the
withdrawal of His face
00:40:06.17\00:40:09.37
and His presence from you.
00:40:09.40\00:40:11.51
It's a horrible experience.
00:40:11.54\00:40:13.34
It is not something that I want.
00:40:13.38\00:40:15.11
And so when that
happens in my life, I say, "God,
00:40:15.14\00:40:18.31
I don't want you to leave
00:40:18.35\00:40:19.78
but I can't even
get rid of the things
00:40:19.81\00:40:22.68
in the closet.
00:40:22.72\00:40:24.05
I want them out of my life.
00:40:24.09\00:40:25.42
Those things I
keep under lock and key,
00:40:25.45\00:40:27.29
those things that I
don't want to give to you.
00:40:27.32\00:40:28.89
I want them out of my life.
00:40:28.92\00:40:30.26
But God, I don't
know how to do that.
00:40:30.29\00:40:33.73
And so He says,
00:40:33.76\00:40:35.10
"Oh, gladly,
just give me the key.
00:40:35.13\00:40:38.10
And I can take those
things out of your life."
00:40:38.13\00:40:41.30
And so I give Him the
key and He handles them.
00:40:41.34\00:40:44.77
And then, I
don't know about you,
00:40:44.81\00:40:47.01
but in my own
journey, sometimes I get busy
00:40:47.04\00:40:49.04
running from room to room,
00:40:49.08\00:40:50.41
okay, now the study is clean,
oh, the living room's a mess.
00:40:50.45\00:40:52.85
Oh, I just get the
living room clean it.
00:40:52.88\00:40:54.38
Oh, the rec room
over here's a mess.
00:40:54.42\00:40:57.49
And then I thought,
what if I went to God.
00:40:57.52\00:41:01.99
And like He handled the closet
00:41:02.02\00:41:03.53
where I couldn't
even handle it myself.
00:41:03.56\00:41:06.13
What if I went to Him and said,
00:41:06.16\00:41:07.50
"I'm giving you
title to the whole house.
00:41:07.53\00:41:09.83
I'm giving you everything.
00:41:09.86\00:41:11.90
I want you to run my life."
00:41:11.93\00:41:14.90
And I will stay as a servant.
00:41:14.94\00:41:18.04
That is Galatians
2:20 in a nutshell,
00:41:18.07\00:41:21.54
Christ in us the hope of glory,
00:41:21.58\00:41:25.21
giving Jesus access to
those places in our life.
00:41:25.25\00:41:29.88
So we trust Him
when we can't see
00:41:29.92\00:41:32.15
because we remember who He is.
00:41:32.19\00:41:35.12
We remember where He is.
00:41:35.16\00:41:38.36
And third, final point,
00:41:38.39\00:41:40.40
we remember where I am.
00:41:40.43\00:41:45.83
Where are you?
00:41:45.87\00:41:47.20
Number one, I am
my Father's child.
00:41:47.24\00:41:51.94
1 John 3:1, what's
the Word of God say?
00:41:51.97\00:41:55.28
"Behold, what manner of love
00:41:55.31\00:41:57.18
the Father has bestowed on us
00:41:57.21\00:41:59.38
that we should be
called the children of God."
00:41:59.41\00:42:03.28
God doesn't call us slaves.
He doesn't call us servants.
00:42:03.32\00:42:07.42
He calls us sons and daughters,
00:42:07.46\00:42:10.56
heirs according to the promise.
00:42:10.59\00:42:13.16
You know, when I
first went off to college,
00:42:13.19\00:42:14.76
I remember my dad
and mom saying this,
00:42:14.80\00:42:18.50
"Jilly,
00:42:18.53\00:42:19.87
remember whose you are."
00:42:19.90\00:42:23.20
What does that mean?
00:42:23.24\00:42:24.61
It just means
simply, remember your name,
00:42:24.64\00:42:27.38
remember your parents,
remember your heritage.
00:42:27.41\00:42:31.58
Before I became a
Morikone, I was a Penny,
00:42:31.61\00:42:33.82
that's my maiden name.
00:42:33.85\00:42:35.38
And so when I went to college,
00:42:35.42\00:42:36.99
and I would talk with people
00:42:37.02\00:42:38.55
or I would be engaged
00:42:38.59\00:42:40.16
in things in class or activities
00:42:40.19\00:42:42.92
that would stick in
the back of my mind.
00:42:42.96\00:42:45.33
Remember, whose you are?
00:42:45.36\00:42:48.33
You were Penny.
00:42:48.36\00:42:49.76
Do the name proud as it were.
00:42:49.80\00:42:52.17
So remember that we are
sons and daughters of God.
00:42:52.20\00:42:58.51
When life is uncertain,
00:42:58.54\00:42:59.91
remember that you are His child.
00:42:59.94\00:43:02.74
When you don't know
what others think of you,
00:43:02.78\00:43:04.41
remember that you are His child.
00:43:04.45\00:43:07.65
When you lack money,
00:43:07.68\00:43:09.02
remember that you are His child.
00:43:09.05\00:43:12.19
When you are
afraid for the future
00:43:12.22\00:43:13.62
and you don't know
what's going to happen,
00:43:13.66\00:43:15.32
remember that you are His child.
00:43:15.36\00:43:19.26
We are the Father's children.
00:43:19.29\00:43:23.13
Number two, where are we?
00:43:23.16\00:43:24.80
We're not just His
children, He is with us.
00:43:24.83\00:43:28.87
Hebrews 13:5,
00:43:28.90\00:43:30.77
"For Himself has
said," that's Jesus,
00:43:30.81\00:43:32.64
"God has said,
00:43:32.67\00:43:34.01
I will never leave
you nor forsake you."
00:43:34.04\00:43:38.31
So that we may boldly
say, the Lord is my helper,
00:43:38.35\00:43:40.88
I will not fear
what can men do to me.
00:43:40.92\00:43:45.25
His presence,
the presence of Jesus
00:43:45.29\00:43:49.46
takes away fear.
00:43:49.49\00:43:52.03
Remember, where are we?
00:43:52.06\00:43:53.73
We are the Father's children.
00:43:53.76\00:43:55.46
We are with Him
and I love this one.
00:43:55.50\00:43:58.43
We are in His arms.
00:43:58.47\00:44:02.70
Deuteronomy 33:27,
00:44:02.74\00:44:05.47
"The eternal God is your refuge,
00:44:05.51\00:44:07.38
and underneath are
the everlasting arms.
00:44:07.41\00:44:12.35
He will thrust out
the enemy from before you,
00:44:12.38\00:44:15.45
and will say, 'Destroy!'"
00:44:15.48\00:44:18.75
I went through a
difficult time in college
00:44:18.79\00:44:21.02
with some
physical issues and pain.
00:44:21.06\00:44:25.06
It lasted maybe
two, three months.
00:44:25.09\00:44:27.93
And I remember
going through that time
00:44:27.96\00:44:31.60
and when your mind
is clouded with pain,
00:44:31.63\00:44:33.57
it's difficult
00:44:33.60\00:44:34.94
emotionally and spiritually
to deal with other things.
00:44:34.97\00:44:37.11
I don't know if
you've ever walked that road,
00:44:37.14\00:44:39.67
or experienced that road.
00:44:39.71\00:44:42.24
And I remember
one day coming down
00:44:42.28\00:44:43.71
we had in the mailroom
00:44:43.75\00:44:45.18
where all the
calls would come in
00:44:45.21\00:44:46.61
and the
receptionist and all of that,
00:44:46.65\00:44:48.12
there was a
whole bunch of boxes,
00:44:48.15\00:44:50.65
we had our mailboxes
00:44:50.69\00:44:52.02
and I can still remember mine
was right up there at the top.
00:44:52.05\00:44:54.19
It's been over 20 years.
00:44:54.22\00:44:55.56
So just don't
even laugh about that.
00:44:55.59\00:44:57.29
So went up there
00:44:57.33\00:44:58.66
and I remember pulling that out.
00:44:58.69\00:45:00.46
And there was a note.
00:45:00.50\00:45:02.93
And it said, when your
mind is clouded by pain,
00:45:02.96\00:45:06.40
do not try to think, just rest.
00:45:06.43\00:45:09.97
Rest in the arms of Jesus.
00:45:10.01\00:45:13.27
Are you experiencing
physical pain today?
00:45:13.31\00:45:15.98
Maybe you're dealing
with COVID-19 yourself.
00:45:16.01\00:45:18.91
Maybe you've
gone through a surgery
00:45:18.95\00:45:21.38
and you're dealing
with pain from that.
00:45:21.42\00:45:23.42
Maybe you're
encountering cancer,
00:45:23.45\00:45:27.52
know that you are in His arms.
00:45:27.56\00:45:31.73
Maybe you're going
through spiritual pain right now
00:45:31.76\00:45:33.66
and you're saying who am I?
00:45:33.70\00:45:36.13
Will God take me?
00:45:36.16\00:45:37.53
Will He forgive me?
00:45:37.57\00:45:40.04
Will He love me?
00:45:40.07\00:45:42.94
Maybe you're going through
emotional pain like my friend
00:45:42.97\00:45:45.47
who wants to commit suicide.
00:45:45.51\00:45:50.61
And you're
saying, I don't even know
00:45:50.65\00:45:51.98
what to do with this.
00:45:52.01\00:45:53.35
Know that you are in His arms.
00:45:53.38\00:45:57.89
How do you trust
when you can't see?
00:45:57.92\00:45:59.92
You know, they say
that seeing is believing.
00:45:59.95\00:46:03.93
Have you ever heard that before?
00:46:03.96\00:46:05.46
Seeing is believing, but
I'm not sure that's true.
00:46:05.49\00:46:09.13
I believe that
believing is seeing,
00:46:09.16\00:46:14.10
you know, Jesus
said that in John 11.
00:46:14.14\00:46:16.17
Remember John 11,
that's the story of Lazarus.
00:46:16.20\00:46:18.97
And he died.
00:46:19.01\00:46:20.34
And remember that, the
disciples said to Jesus,
00:46:20.38\00:46:22.61
they said, oh,
Lazarus is, remember he was,
00:46:22.64\00:46:26.01
Jesus said, "He's sleeping."
00:46:26.05\00:46:27.38
And the disciples said,
00:46:27.42\00:46:28.75
"Oh, great, he's
going to get better."
00:46:28.78\00:46:30.12
And Jesus says,
"You don't understand.
00:46:30.15\00:46:32.19
Lazarus is dead."
00:46:32.22\00:46:35.52
And so Jesus came to the home,
00:46:35.56\00:46:38.93
came back to Bethany,
00:46:38.96\00:46:40.30
came back to the home
00:46:40.33\00:46:41.73
of the one that
He had loved so much,
00:46:41.76\00:46:43.40
knowing that
Lazarus was in the grave
00:46:43.43\00:46:45.17
and remember, Mary came
running out to meet Him.
00:46:45.20\00:46:47.57
And in John 11:40,
Jesus said to Martha,
00:46:47.60\00:46:52.97
"Did I not say to you
that if you would believe
00:46:53.01\00:46:56.75
you would see the glory of God."
00:46:56.78\00:46:59.88
You see, in this case,
believing preceded the scene,
00:46:59.91\00:47:04.85
she had to believe.
00:47:04.89\00:47:06.29
And if she believed,
00:47:06.32\00:47:07.92
then she would
see the glory of God.
00:47:07.96\00:47:11.99
How do you know
you'll see the glory of God?
00:47:12.03\00:47:14.20
Do you know
because it feels good.
00:47:14.23\00:47:16.26
Do you know because it's easy?
00:47:16.30\00:47:17.73
Do you know
because it's what you want?
00:47:17.77\00:47:20.37
You know, because He is God.
00:47:20.40\00:47:23.17
Because He is good,
00:47:23.20\00:47:25.24
because He is my
creator and my redeemer,
00:47:25.27\00:47:29.01
because He dwells
with me and He sustains me.
00:47:29.04\00:47:32.85
And He walks with
me and lives with me.
00:47:32.88\00:47:36.45
And because He carries me.
00:47:36.48\00:47:39.52
You see, trusting
Him doesn't always mean
00:47:39.55\00:47:42.99
that I can see the future,
00:47:43.02\00:47:44.73
but that I know who can.
00:47:44.76\00:47:47.86
That's the Lord Jesus Christ.
00:47:47.90\00:47:49.63
Trusting Him doesn't always mean
00:47:49.66\00:47:51.13
that my
circumstances will change,
00:47:51.17\00:47:54.14
but that I know
who walks beside me
00:47:54.17\00:47:57.41
in the midst of
those circumstances.
00:47:57.44\00:48:00.31
And I know who will carry me
00:48:00.34\00:48:03.65
through those circumstances.
00:48:03.68\00:48:06.88
Knowing Him, knowing
the Lord Jesus Christ
00:48:06.92\00:48:11.15
makes all the
difference in the world.
00:48:11.19\00:48:13.29
Do you know Him today?
00:48:13.32\00:48:15.96
You know, when I
was 13 years old,
00:48:15.99\00:48:18.33
I went through a
difficult time in my life,
00:48:18.36\00:48:21.83
not knowing if I
wanted to follow God.
00:48:21.86\00:48:24.27
I should really
phrase that a different way.
00:48:24.30\00:48:27.20
I went through that time,
00:48:27.24\00:48:29.94
making a choice to
walk away from Jesus.
00:48:29.97\00:48:33.04
You see,
00:48:33.07\00:48:34.41
this is no fault of anyone
in my life or in my family,
00:48:34.44\00:48:37.55
anyone in my own circumstances,
00:48:37.58\00:48:40.02
but I felt
00:48:40.05\00:48:43.08
that there was a lot
of hypocritical Christians
00:48:43.12\00:48:44.99
in my life.
00:48:45.02\00:48:46.35
And so as I journeyed through,
00:48:46.39\00:48:49.52
I'm 13 years old,
young, impressionable,
00:48:49.56\00:48:52.93
it seemed like
everyone around me,
00:48:52.96\00:48:55.36
everyone in my church.
00:48:55.40\00:48:56.83
I'm not saying that was true.
00:48:56.87\00:48:58.20
It's just how it appeared to me.
00:48:58.23\00:49:00.40
That they didn't
really walk with God,
00:49:00.44\00:49:02.77
that they
didn't really know God,
00:49:02.80\00:49:04.71
that they had
never experienced Him
00:49:04.74\00:49:07.68
for themselves.
00:49:07.71\00:49:10.78
I remember reading the Bible.
00:49:10.81\00:49:12.65
And it was very clear to
me that Jesus walked on water,
00:49:12.68\00:49:16.72
and that He enabled
Peter to walk on water.
00:49:16.75\00:49:19.12
It was clear to me
00:49:19.15\00:49:20.49
that He raised
people from the dead.
00:49:20.52\00:49:22.99
It was clear that He
touched the blinds' eyes
00:49:23.02\00:49:26.26
and they saw
00:49:26.29\00:49:27.66
and that He
reached out to lepers
00:49:27.70\00:49:30.00
and that they were healed.
00:49:30.03\00:49:31.73
And yet I had never seen,
00:49:31.77\00:49:34.34
I had never experienced
00:49:34.37\00:49:36.94
that in my own
heart and in my own life,
00:49:36.97\00:49:41.68
I had never seen it.
00:49:41.71\00:49:43.08
And so I said, God,
Your Word says You're true.
00:49:43.11\00:49:46.11
Your Word says You can do this.
00:49:46.15\00:49:48.62
Your Word says you are real,
00:49:48.65\00:49:51.22
but I've never seen it myself.
00:49:51.25\00:49:54.79
So I'm making a choice.
00:49:54.82\00:49:56.62
And I'm walking away from You.
00:49:56.66\00:49:59.23
I remember
writing it in my journal.
00:49:59.26\00:50:02.70
"God, I'm done with You.
00:50:02.73\00:50:05.30
You're fake.
00:50:05.33\00:50:06.80
Everything I read in
the Bible is not true.
00:50:06.84\00:50:09.80
I want to do my own thing."
00:50:09.84\00:50:12.67
And so for six months,
00:50:12.71\00:50:15.48
I lived without Jesus,
00:50:15.51\00:50:17.41
not that I'd ever really known
and experienced Him before,
00:50:17.45\00:50:20.42
but I clearly
lived without Jesus.
00:50:20.45\00:50:23.69
And then at the
end of that six months,
00:50:23.72\00:50:26.02
something happened.
00:50:26.05\00:50:27.92
And that was in my own home,
00:50:27.96\00:50:32.66
I saw a difference in my mom.
00:50:32.69\00:50:34.40
Now, my mom's a wonderful mom.
00:50:34.43\00:50:36.67
And I love her dearly.
00:50:36.70\00:50:38.63
She would tell you this as well,
00:50:38.67\00:50:40.37
that when we were growing up,
00:50:40.40\00:50:42.30
that she did not know Jesus.
00:50:42.34\00:50:45.97
And that if you
don't know Jesus,
00:50:46.01\00:50:47.48
of course, that's exhibited
00:50:47.51\00:50:49.38
in the way that you
interact with people
00:50:49.41\00:50:51.45
and your children especially.
00:50:51.48\00:50:53.75
And so, my mom
00:50:53.78\00:50:55.65
at the end of the
six month period of time,
00:50:55.68\00:50:57.49
my mom began to change
00:50:57.52\00:50:59.65
and I didn't
know what caused it,
00:50:59.69\00:51:01.86
but I did everything I
could to make her upset
00:51:01.89\00:51:05.46
and to push her
buttons and to get her to react
00:51:05.49\00:51:08.76
in the same way
that she used to.
00:51:08.80\00:51:11.90
And all of a
sudden, I discovered that
00:51:11.93\00:51:13.87
the mom I used to know was gone.
00:51:13.90\00:51:16.64
And a completely new
mom had taken her place.
00:51:16.67\00:51:19.97
So I would spend
time at night lying awake,
00:51:20.01\00:51:22.48
what's different?
Why is my mom so changed?
00:51:22.51\00:51:25.35
Why is she happy?
00:51:25.38\00:51:26.88
Why does she sing in the house?
00:51:26.92\00:51:28.95
Why does she not get upset?
00:51:28.98\00:51:30.85
What is different?
00:51:30.89\00:51:32.22
And finally, one day, I
just couldn't wait anymore.
00:51:32.25\00:51:34.99
And so I went to her and I said,
00:51:35.02\00:51:36.36
"Okay, what changed?
00:51:36.39\00:51:39.23
What's different in your life?"
00:51:39.26\00:51:41.56
And she said, "Jilly, am
I really that different?"
00:51:41.60\00:51:45.23
And I said, "It's
like night and day."
00:51:45.27\00:51:47.60
And she said, "I met Jesus."
00:51:47.64\00:51:51.84
And if you want,
00:51:51.87\00:51:55.84
you can meet Him too.
00:51:55.88\00:51:58.41
And so I made a choice
that day that I wanted to know,
00:51:58.45\00:52:03.82
not just the Jesus
in the Word of God,
00:52:03.85\00:52:06.65
because He's true,
00:52:06.69\00:52:08.02
but I wanted to
know Him for myself.
00:52:08.06\00:52:10.23
I wanted to taste
and see that God is good.
00:52:10.26\00:52:15.50
I don't know
where you are right now.
00:52:15.53\00:52:20.70
In your journey,
00:52:20.74\00:52:22.07
you might be at home
terrified of COVID-19.
00:52:22.10\00:52:26.57
You might have just laid to rest
00:52:26.61\00:52:29.51
someone with a disease
00:52:29.54\00:52:31.25
or someone with
some other disease.
00:52:31.28\00:52:33.72
You might be
encountering marriage issues,
00:52:33.75\00:52:36.18
family issues, financial issues.
00:52:36.22\00:52:40.76
Reach out to Jesus.
00:52:40.79\00:52:43.96
He knows you.
00:52:43.99\00:52:45.79
He loves you.
00:52:45.83\00:52:47.80
He wants you to taste
00:52:47.83\00:52:50.87
and see that He's good.
00:52:50.90\00:52:53.23
Not a burden, we bear
00:52:56.30\00:53:01.01
Not a sorrow we share
00:53:01.04\00:53:06.08
But our toil
00:53:06.11\00:53:07.82
He doth richly repay
00:53:07.85\00:53:14.79
Not a grief or a loss
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Not a frown or a cross
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But is blessed
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If we will trust
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And obey
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So trust and obey
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For there's no other way
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To be happy in Jesus
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But to trust and obey
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Trust and obey
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For there's no other way
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To be happy
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In Jesus
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But to trust
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And obey
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Until I learned to
trust, I never learned to pray.
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I never learned to fully trust
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till sorrows came my way,
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until I felt my weakness
His strength I never knew,
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nor dream till I was stricken
00:54:37.91\00:54:39.87
that His grace
would see me through.
00:54:39.91\00:54:43.68
Who deepest drinks of sorrow,
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drinks deepest too of grace.
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He sends the storm
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so He Himself can
be our hiding place.
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His heart that
seeks our highest good
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knows well when things annoy.
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We would not long for heaven,
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if earth held only joy.
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You see, I trust Him
00:55:08.60\00:55:11.47
because He can
see behind the veil,
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He can see above everything
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and He can hold my
heart through the storm.
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How do I trust
when I cannot see?
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I remember who He is
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that He is not just the Creator.
00:55:29.06\00:55:32.03
He is my Creator.
00:55:32.06\00:55:34.96
He's not just the
redeemer or a redeemer.
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He is my Redeemer.
00:55:39.77\00:55:43.00
He is my light, my salvation,
00:55:43.04\00:55:48.04
my rock, my fortress,
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He is my deliverer.
00:55:52.15\00:55:54.82
That's who He is.
00:55:54.85\00:55:56.82
I remember where He is.
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I remember that He is
God, and He is with God.
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I remember that He
is with us forever,
00:56:04.69\00:56:09.36
for always.
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I remember that
He is in our midst,
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and that He dwells with us,
00:56:13.47\00:56:17.01
and He wants to dwell in us.
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I remember where I am,
00:56:20.01\00:56:22.74
that I am my Father's child,
00:56:22.78\00:56:26.15
that I am with Him,
00:56:26.18\00:56:29.25
and that I am most
importantly in His arms.
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Do you want to accept
Him into your heart today?
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Do you want to stay in
the midst of this trouble,
00:56:36.83\00:56:39.49
in the midst of this turmoil,
00:56:39.53\00:56:40.93
in the midst of
what I am going through?
00:56:40.96\00:56:43.63
Yes, God, I want
to reach my hand out.
00:56:43.67\00:56:46.63
I want to trust You,
even when I can't see.
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Father, we come before
You now as Your children,
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grateful that You are God.
00:56:56.51\00:56:59.88
Grateful that You are love.
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Grateful that You
have a plan for our lives.
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And even when we can't
see, even when we don't know,
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even when we
don't see the future,
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we can still trust You.
00:57:12.66\00:57:15.36
And so God we reach
up our hands right now
00:57:15.40\00:57:18.50
saying, we trust You, we
trust You with our lives.
00:57:18.53\00:57:22.20
We trust You with our families,
00:57:22.24\00:57:24.47
we trust You with our neighbors
and community with our church.
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We put and commit our lives
00:57:30.15\00:57:32.98
into Your hands
now in Jesus' name.
00:57:33.01\00:57:35.92
Amen.
00:57:35.95\00:57:37.29