Stay tuned to meet
man who felt hopeless
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but is now
sharing hope with others.
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My name is Yvonne Lewis,
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and you're
watching Urban Report.
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Hello and
welcome to Urban Report.
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My guest today is
Pastor Taj Pacleb,
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Evangelist and Director of
Revelation of Hope Ministries.
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I met Pastor Pacleb at ASI
and he had a great testimony,
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let's take a look.
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I am sitting here
at ASI with a young man
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that I'd just met and I
heard about his testimony,
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and you have to hear it,
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you know, how we
love to share testimonies
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with our Urban Report Viewers
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so I'm here with
Evangelist Taj Pacleb.
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Thank you so much,
Thank you so much Sister.
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it's so nice to
meet you. Likewise.
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And I have heard so
much about your testimony
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that every time I hear that
there's a really good testimony,
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I have to get it for
Urban Report Viewers.
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I appreciate the opportunity.
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Oh, thank you, thank you.
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So, where did you grow up?
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Originally from the
beautiful islands of Hawaii,
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I grew up in the islands.
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Man!
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Catching the waves
and swimming in the ocean.
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Eating the pineapple, oh!
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Yeah, you've got
some good Mangosteen.
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Oh... I was in
Hawaii, it was so long ago,
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like in the
'70s, it's so long ago,
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and I had pineapple
that tasted like sugar,
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I mean it was so
sweet, so fresh, so good,
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it was just... I think I'm
starting to salivate right now.
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Just like the Lord Jesus.
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Amen, oh taste and see
that the Lord is good, right?
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So, I haven't been
there in a long time
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but it's such a
beautiful place. Yeah.
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Did you grow up in affluence?
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You know, I was born
and raised in Hawaii,
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it wasn't always a pretty sight,
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I was brought up in
a very loving family
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but they were not churchgoers
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and they never brought me to
church or anything like that,
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so, growing up, we
grew up in paradise but
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as far as spiritually speaking,
it was like a dry desert,
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not knowing who is
God or what was God,
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my parents, they loved me but
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they didn't know
the Lord for themselves
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so, obviously they can't
give what they don't have,
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but it was
definitely a loving family.
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So you grew up in a
two-parent household?
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Well, most of my life my
parents were not together
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they were not
married when I was born
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and they were
separated for most of my life,
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so there was,
definitely, dysfunction,
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as far as that relationship,
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but I was secure
in their love for me
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but it wasn't
the ideal situation,
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it was brokenness,
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sometimes, go live with dad,
other times, go live with mom,
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and... kind of back and forth,
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in the midst of
a lot of fighting
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and sometimes
animosity between them,
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but the Lord worked all that out
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and praise God,
they're together today.
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Oh... Amen.
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When I was 16-years old they
got married for the first time,
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they got back together and
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I was the only
child for 19 years
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and now I have a
little baby brother
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just me and him and
we're 19 years apart,
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and so my mom is
bringing him to church
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so he has a much
better opportunity than I did
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growing up so,
I'm thankful for that.
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Amen, so who came to church
first, you or your parents?
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Well, it was
actually my mother and I
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at first, we were...
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I was living
with her at the time
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she was a single
mom, I was 14-years old,
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and she and I were
watching television one day
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when all of a sudden the
advertisement came on the screen
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talking about a Revelation
Bible Prophecy Seminar,
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and we'd never gone to
church, up to that point,
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and I started getting
into a lot of trouble,
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just hanging around
with the wrong crowd,
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got into a life
of drugs and whatnot,
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and she... as a
single parent was worried,
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she didn't know
what to do for me
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and... so when we
saw this advertisement,
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she thought that perhaps
this was the way to fix me
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and so,
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she asked me if I wanted to go
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and I wasn't
interested but, nonetheless,
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she forced me to go
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and so we ended up going to
those Bible Prophecy Seminars.
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And how old were you?
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I was 14 and I was
in Honolulu, Hawaii,
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Central Church, yeah.
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Yes, so let's go
back a little bit
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because you just said
you had gotten involved
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with the wrong people,
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like... you had
started doing some things,
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how did you...
how did that happen,
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how did you get on that path?
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Well, by not having a
strong spiritual foundation
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no spiritual
guidance in my life,
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it's just the
influence of the world,
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when I was in elementary school,
I hung out with the wrong people
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started making
terrible decisions,
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and I was introduced...
In elementary school?
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Yeah, as early as
elementary school,
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when I was in
fifth grade, in fact,
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that's when I
first started smoking,
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and am ashamed to say that...
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that I became a compulsive
thief and a compulsive liar
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and I ran away
from home, got arrested,
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when I was in fifth grade
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and it seemed like
God was nowhere in sight,
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and even though
I didn't know him,
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He knew me, He had
His eye on me and so...
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He still had a
purpose for my life.
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Yes. So He's protected me.
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And you know, you know...
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it's so interesting because
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it doesn't
matter where we've been,
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in fact, where we've been,
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when we've been
through some things,
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it makes it so much
sweeter when we find Jesus
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That's right, yeah.
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because when you've been on that
other side, on that dark path,
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like you just said,
you feel ashamed to say it
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but you know,
that's not who you are,
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that's that other guy,
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that's not who you are.
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I love what one preacher said,
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"Every saint has a past,
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thank God every
sinner has a future,"
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and it doesn't
matter where we came from
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but where we're going, and so...
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at that young age,
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my life was heading
down the wrong path,
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when I got into high
school, it just got worse,
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I went to high
school, simply to get "high"
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that's why they
call it high school,
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I don't know about that one...
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but I was just
burning up my brain cells,
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chasing the world,
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just looking for something
to fill the emptiness within,
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that void, Satan is out there,
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he offers so many
attractions and distractions
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but yeah, in
that lost condition,
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the Lord... He still
had a plan for my life,
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He had a purpose for
me, He still desired me
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even though I was
causing Him so much pain,
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and so we received
that invitation, and...
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Yes, we need to look
at too, this whole idea of
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when we're walking
down that dark path,
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God still sees us,
he has not abandoned us,
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because we're away from Him,
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it doesn't mean
that He's away from us,
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He saw you, He saw
who you were going to be,
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and so that whole path
that you were on, it only...
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we're not saying that
people should go down that path,
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but if you're on
that path right now,
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you need to know that
God has not abandoned you,
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that He hasn't
taken His hand off of you,
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that He has a plan for
you, but you have to give in
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and yield to Him,
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in order for your
life to turn around.
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Yeah, I love the illustration,
when you jump in your vehicle
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you have a large
windshield in front of you,
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and a very small
rear-view mirror,
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and that rear-view mirror is
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very small
compared to that windshield
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for the simple reason that,
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what's behind you
is not as important
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as what's in
front of you and so...
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so we all have dark
pasts, but thank God
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that in our
darkness, He is our light,
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He brings us out of it,
He has a plan and purpose,
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for me I had no idea
what my purpose in life was,
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I had no idea, I
was just existing,
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looking for stimulation
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and sin does stimulate,
but it never satisfies,
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and only when I
came to know Jesus,
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I found the satisfaction that...
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of the longings of my
heart, that was always there.
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You know, that's
a great statement,
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it stimulates,
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sin stimulates but
it doesn't satisfy,
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no one can fill that hole
in your soul but Jesus Christ,
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bottom line, end
of story... right?
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So you were fourteen,
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you went to this
Revelation Seminar,
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and what happened,
when you were sitting there,
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were you bored, or
were you... where were you?
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Well, that first Seminar
that my mother and I went to,
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and we had never really
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stepped our foot
in a church before,
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it was at the Central
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Seventh-day
Adventist Church in Honolulu,
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and we'd never been
exposed to these things,
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and we started
learning about the Sabbath,
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we started learning about
what happens when a person dies,
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second coming of Christ,
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and all of these things were
intriguing to me as a young man
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and to make a long story short,
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at the end of those meetings,
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I realized that
this was the truth,
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I mean, it was clear,
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and my mother
and I were baptized
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at the end of those
meetings but at first,
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when I was baptized, it
was just a "head experience"
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I received the
information of truth,
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I acknowledged that the
seventh day was the Sabbath,
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I learned and realized
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that there were things
that we shouldn't be eating,
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I was baptized into
the knowledge of truth
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but not the person of truth,
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and I didn't have
that deep-heart conviction
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and understand what
true repentance really means,
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and so we were
baptized, praise God,
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we started going to church,
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my mother had a
genuine experience,
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she really loved the Lord
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and for her, that
baptism was meaningful,
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but for me,
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I was coming into
it... into church,
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but not fully converted. Why?
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I was still holding on
to the things of the world
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especially Marijuana,
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I would say,
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"I'm not going to
touch the chemical drugs,
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just the natural stuff"
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And make it seem
like that's okay right?
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I'd rationalize it
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and I would go to
my public high school
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and they'd offer me
alcohol, I would say,
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"No, I'm just going to
stick with the natural stuff,
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stuff that God made"
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and I tried to
witnessed to them,
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and they would ask me,
"You're going to church now,
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and you're spiritual, why
are you still smoking Weed?
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and I'd tell them,
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"Well the Bible tells us
that God has given to man,
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every herb yielding seed"
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and so I was basically
twisting the Scriptures
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to do what I wanted to do,
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thinking that... it helps
me to think deep thoughts,
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it helps me to
spiritualize and philosophize,
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but really, I was just
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burning up my brain
cells and rationalizing
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and trying to
serve God and myself
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at the same time
but it wasn't working.
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That Weed,
brother, I've got to say,
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that Weed is such an enemy,
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it's such a tool of the enemy,
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because it has such a grip
on so many of our young people
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that they can't see...
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I've heard that argument
before, "but it's natural... "
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but you know
what? it's really not...
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because it's cut with
all these different chemicals
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over 400 different chemicals,
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can now being in Weed, so
that you're not getting...
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people aren't getting
the Weed that they got
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back in the '60s and '70s,
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they're getting some new
"Frankenstein" kind of deal,
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that... it's just
totally unhealthy,
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not that it was back then,
but now it's way worse than that
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so, we can find a way
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to rationalize the
things we want to do.
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Exactly. And
that's what you did.
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That's human nature, you know,
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I remember one
morning specifically,
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and this was perhaps
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one of the defining moments
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where I understood that
I had to make a decision,
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I was reading the
Bible, having devotions
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because I learned that
that's something good to do
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and so... I had the
Word of God in one hand
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and I had the glass
pipe in the other hand,
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I was reading the Bible and
getting high at the same time.
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Do you smoke
Weed through a pipe?
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Yeah. Oh, wow! is that like...
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now this is my ignorance, right,
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because I don't
know anything about it,
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is it similar to Crack,
I mean the smoking of it?
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No, no, you
just put it in a bowl
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and light it up that way,
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you smoke it
through a pipe and a bong,
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there are a lot
of different ways
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with a Marijuana
joint or a cigarette
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I like to say, "The
Word of God in one hand,
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the Word of Life,
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and the Weed of
death on the other hand"
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and I realized that
I was reading the Bible
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but I wasn't understanding
what I was reading,
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I was reading words,
but it wasn't hitting home
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it was as if God was telling me,
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"Who are you fooling,
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what makes you
think you could have me
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and the world at the same time"
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it's either one or the other,
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it's either the "Weed of
death or the Word of Life"
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and I realized that
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I was rationalizing
and burying my guilt
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and the fact that
I was going to church
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and the fact that I understood
"new" and believed the truth,
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but I was just using that
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to cover the
nakedness of my life,
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the void of not really having
a relationship with Jesus.
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This is good because
what you're saying is that
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you let him come
close but not in...
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Exactly. So he was close and
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close enough for you to
have intellectual assent,
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to say, "This is the truth,
this is the way I should go,"
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but yet, you didn't let Him in,
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I knew about Jesus
but I did not know Him.
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Right... right...
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I knew His
teachings but not the person.
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Right.
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And I didn't come to
that point of full surrender,
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you know, it's
not... "head knowledge"
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it is not
sufficient for salvation,
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it's a heart
experience that we need,
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many times our heads are
full but our hearts are empty.
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Yes, yes.
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And God wants us
to understand truth,
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so that we can
experience Him in our lives,
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and so I didn't take
it to that next step.
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Yes, so you're sitting there
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with the Word in one hand
and the Weed in the other,
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and God speaks to your spirit,
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and so it's time to choose.
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Yes. What did you do?
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So, for the next few weeks,
the conviction continued to grow
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but I was a slave, this thing,
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I had become addicted to it
I smoked it every single day,
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multiple times a day,
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when I didn't have it,
I'd scrape the glass pipe
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and smoke the resin of it,
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and it just...
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its grip upon
my life was strong,
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as well as other things,
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and I didn't know
how to break loose,
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I didn't know how
to be free, but then,
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God brought another
Bible Prophecy Seminar,
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an Evangelistic
Seminar to now our home church,
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in Waianae there in Hawaii,
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and I received
the invitation to that
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and I went to those meetings
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now with the realization
that I was lost in the church,
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and that "head
knowledge" believing in God,
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true belief is more
than an intellectual assent
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to believe is to "be live"
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to let Him take
control of our lives,
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and so I went to those meetings
and as Jesus was lifted up,
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in His prophetic Word,
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my heart was
stirred with conviction,
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and there was a theme
song that was sung every night,
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entitled,
"Change my heart Oh God"
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and I realized that
that's what I was missing,
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I had the information
but my heart was not changed,
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Yes.
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And so I'd go to those
meetings night after night,
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and finally one night,
the conviction was so strong,
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God was calling me,
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but the controversy
was raging in my mind,
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the devil was
giving me every reason
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why I shouldn't
surrender all to Christ.
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Like, what was he saying?
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He was saying, "If you
give your life to Jesus,
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you life's
going to be so boring,
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you can't do
this, you can't do that,
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it's going to be mundane,
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how are you going to stop
hanging out with your friends,
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how are you going to
stop listening to this music,"
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and just going down the list,
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but all the
while, God was saying,
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"I have a better
life for you, my son,
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I'm the one that can
satisfy your longings,"
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and so the controversy
was raging in my mind
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and finally, that
Evangelist that gave the appeal,
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the Spirit used
him in a mighty way,
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I found myself at
the alter weeping,
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crying out to God,
sincerely with all my heart
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saying, "God, I
want you in my life,
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but I realize I can't serve you
and serve this at the same time
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and so I need you to do for me
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what I cannot do for
myself, I need you to free me,
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take away these
drugs and addictions,
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and the desire for them,"
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and when I prayed
that prayer sincerely,
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with a willingness to
loosen my grip on those things,
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God took it from me,
set me free, that moment,
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and by God's grace
I never looked back,
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that was about 16 years ago.
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Look at... wow! there
are so many elements here
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that are just so
beautiful, first of all...
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first of all, you
were open to change
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and you knew that
you couldn't do it,
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we can't do it on our own
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and God doesn't expect
us to do it on our own,
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the only way to do it is
through surrender to Him,
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He does the work,
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He makes Himself
responsible for the work.
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God doesn't need our
help, He needs our permission.
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Yes. How can we help God?
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Taj: We can't help
God. Yvonne: That's right.
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He just needs our permission
to do the work for us,
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I'd like to say it like this,
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we don't have
the power to change,
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the only power we
have is to choose,
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God has all the power to change,
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but He doesn't have
the power to choose,
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so when we give Him our choice,
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He gives us the
change. Come on now...
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It's a divine transaction.
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Yvonne: Come on now, wait a
minute, wait, wait, wait, wait,
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you can choose and change,
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okay give that again, I love
it, I love it, give it again.
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When we give God our
choice, He gives us the change,
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the transformation,
He doesn't need our help,
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He just needs our permission,
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for us to yield,
for us to surrender
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for us to say it like this,
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"In order to wrestle
with the devil and win,
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we first must
wrestle with God and lose"
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let God win in our lives,
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and then we will win in
the wrestling against Satan
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and all of his
attacks and temptations.
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That is so beautiful,
when we get held by...
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there is a sin that
doth so easily beset us,
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everybody has their own
little "pet sins" or whatever,
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and until we're ready to release
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them to God and ask God
to take them away from us,
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we will be held in
bondage, but you...
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and the Lord brought you
to that point of repentance
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because again, He
gets all the praise, right?
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That's right.
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He brought you to
that point of repentance
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and then, you said,
"God, I can't do this,"
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and you were
genuinely sorry and repentant.
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I was willing to loosen my grip
and to let God take it from me,
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and until we come
to that willingness,
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we're always
going to be fighting.
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Yes, yes, it's always
that tug-of-war isn't it?
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Taj: Yeah.
Yvonne: You know always,
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sometimes we don't
even want to let go,
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I mean if we really look at it,
00:19:44.75\00:19:46.65
we don't want to let
go whether it's Weed,
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whether it's
certain TV Programs,
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certain music, whatever it is.
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Because we're so comfortable,
I mean, that's our comfort zone,
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and we're afraid,
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we're insecure about living
life without those things,
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but God... He
gives us the assurance
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that He takes
away something from us
00:20:02.76\00:20:04.83
only to give us
something far better.
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Yes, yes.
00:20:06.70\00:20:08.10
Taj: His security
and His satisfaction.
00:20:08.14\00:20:09.77
Yes, yes.
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The Bible says
in Colossians 2:10
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that in Him we are complete,
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without Him, we're
always going to be incomplete.
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That's right, in
Him we are complete,
00:20:16.58\00:20:19.65
that means, without
Him, we are incomplete.
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Yeah, yeah.
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And so the only
way to get the victory,
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and I think people need
to... you need to know this,
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because, you can't have
victory without Jesus Christ,
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so it's going to be...
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you might be able to temporarily
give something up or whatever,
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but it's not
that "heart change,"
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and the heart change
comes from Jesus Christ.
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Amen. So, after that...
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after that day,
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were you then on
a path for ministry
00:20:48.71\00:20:52.45
or what did you do and how
old were you at this point?
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I was 16 years old
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and at the end of those
meetings I got re-baptized
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and that second
baptism was the real deal.
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That's the one
that "took" hmmm...
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Yeah, the song that
kept going through my mind
00:21:00.99\00:21:03.12
when I was baptized was
the song, "I surrender all"
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truly I let the Lord
strip me from all the things
00:21:05.99\00:21:08.73
that were distractions and
00:21:08.80\00:21:10.23
it was interesting
that during those meetings,
00:21:10.27\00:21:13.90
a few specific nights,
00:21:13.94\00:21:16.27
the Evangelist...
when he preached...
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I remember one
night specifically that
00:21:18.37\00:21:20.88
his eyes would
scan the congregation,
00:21:20.94\00:21:23.01
but they seemed
to always fall on me.
00:21:23.04\00:21:25.08
I guess he could see
the conviction in my face,
00:21:25.11\00:21:27.52
and it seemed like...
like God was singling me out
00:21:27.58\00:21:31.09
in that crowd,
that's how I felt at least,
00:21:31.12\00:21:32.62
and looking back
on that experience
00:21:32.69\00:21:35.06
it was as if God
was saying to me,
00:21:35.09\00:21:37.19
"Taj, one day
you're going to stand
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where that man is standing,
00:21:39.16\00:21:40.50
one day you're going to
be doing what he is doing"
00:21:40.56\00:21:43.60
and I never imagined or
dreamed, dared to dream that
00:21:43.63\00:21:46.53
that would actually take place
00:21:46.57\00:21:48.64
but today,
that's exactly the place
00:21:48.67\00:21:52.41
that God has brought
me to as an Evangelist,
00:21:52.44\00:21:54.64
it didn't happen
overnight obviously,
00:21:54.68\00:21:56.78
but when I was
converted, we just started...
00:21:56.81\00:21:59.65
I just started sharing
my testimony with others,
00:21:59.71\00:22:03.15
my local pastor gave me
an opportunity to preach
00:22:03.22\00:22:06.59
for the first time
when I was 16 years old,
00:22:06.62\00:22:08.62
went back to my
old public high school
00:22:08.66\00:22:10.93
and started passing
out "Steps to Christ"
00:22:10.96\00:22:12.86
to all my friends that I used
to do drugs with and party with,
00:22:12.89\00:22:15.66
and they were
shocked, they were surprised,
00:22:15.70\00:22:18.20
but they could see
the look in my eyes
00:22:18.23\00:22:20.30
and the conviction on my face
00:22:20.34\00:22:21.67
and they realized
that what I had was real,
00:22:21.70\00:22:23.67
so I had personal Bible Studies
00:22:23.71\00:22:25.67
every lunch
period during high school
00:22:25.71\00:22:27.24
and would invite the
whole school to come,
00:22:27.28\00:22:29.11
I didn't know much
but I knew the Lord
00:22:29.14\00:22:30.95
and I just simply shared
the little that I did know,
00:22:30.98\00:22:34.18
and as a result of
those Bible Studies
00:22:34.22\00:22:36.75
we held every day in
the public high school,
00:22:36.79\00:22:39.52
six of my friends and their
family members were baptized
00:22:39.55\00:22:41.96
and came into the truth and...
00:22:41.99\00:22:44.19
Wow! and you didn't
even really, at that point,
00:22:44.23\00:22:46.36
you didn't really know
the Lord like you do now,
00:22:46.39\00:22:48.50
you were just learning,
00:22:48.53\00:22:50.53
you were just
getting it yourself,
00:22:50.60\00:22:52.13
but you wanted to share it.
00:22:52.17\00:22:53.57
Yeah, the Bible Studies were
basically the notes that I took
00:22:53.60\00:22:56.30
at the
Evangelistic Seminar, Wow!
00:22:56.34\00:22:58.67
and so... I had a
little but God blessed that,
00:22:58.74\00:23:01.74
and He used that to make an
impact on other people's lives
00:23:01.78\00:23:05.55
and through that
experience God was confirming
00:23:05.58\00:23:08.25
that He had a call for my life
but, you know, to be honest,
00:23:08.28\00:23:11.25
I felt like I was the
least likely candidate,
00:23:11.29\00:23:12.99
I was slow of speech, very shy,
00:23:13.02\00:23:15.52
introverted, burnt
up a lot of brain cells,
00:23:15.56\00:23:18.63
socially awkward,
00:23:18.66\00:23:20.00
but yet, I've come to realize
00:23:20.03\00:23:23.13
that God is not dependent
upon our own abilities,
00:23:23.20\00:23:25.53
skill and wisdom,
00:23:25.57\00:23:27.00
He's only
dependent on our willingness
00:23:27.04\00:23:29.04
to be used by Him,
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and He's not limited by
our lack of those things.
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That is so true, it's
not about... you know...
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God takes whoever we
are, if we are willing,
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if we are
available to be used by Him,
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He'll fill in the
blanks, just be willing,
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just be available
and that's what you did.
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That's such a beautiful
thing so you were in high school
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and your friends are probably
like, "What is up with him,
00:23:58.97\00:24:02.10
he's a different guy,
00:24:02.14\00:24:03.61
this is not the same Taj
that we were in school with,
00:24:03.71\00:24:07.18
it's a different guy"
00:24:07.21\00:24:08.98
It was
tremendous, it was an honor
00:24:09.01\00:24:10.75
to be able to
share with my friends
00:24:10.85\00:24:12.45
who I had
influenced in a negative way,
00:24:12.48\00:24:14.12
I was able to redeem a
lot of that negative influence
00:24:14.15\00:24:17.29
by showing them the
right way to my own life,
00:24:17.32\00:24:20.06
in my own story,
in my own testimony,
00:24:20.09\00:24:22.52
and many of them
were listening, all ears,
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because they not only
were hearing what I was saying,
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but saw a change in my life.
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Were they trying to get
you to come back in like...
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trying to offer you free
drugs and all that stuff?
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Yeah, I'd tell them
that I found a better high,
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I found a spiritual high,
00:24:37.11\00:24:38.44
and it was a
wonderful experience.
00:24:38.47\00:24:41.58
After graduating
from high school,
00:24:41.61\00:24:44.68
I went to a small
Bible College in Arizona,
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called Souls West,
got further training
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and after graduating there,
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we got picked up by
Central California Conference,
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to do evangelism and Bible
work and literature ministries,
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and we were there for
the last eleven years,
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it's been a wonderful journey,
doing work for the Lord and...
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Yes, that's tremendous,
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seeing other people
changed through our story.
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What is your ministry
titled, it's, "Revelation... "
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Yeah, well, our
Seminar is entitled,
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"Revelation of Hope
Bible Prophecy Seminar"
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and we've done about sixty
evangelistic seminars with that,
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mostly in Central California,
but in recent months,
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my wife and I actually
just made the decision to
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take a step of faith
and take the ministry
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to all the world,
00:25:36.30\00:25:38.57
so we resigned from that
position there in Central,
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just to give us more freedom
to go wherever we were invited
00:25:41.94\00:25:45.64
and to... the Bible says,
00:25:45.67\00:25:47.98
"to every nation,
kindred, tongue and people"
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we believe that time is short,
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we want to be a good
steward over the time,
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the opportunities
that God has given to us
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to make the
biggest impact we can
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for the Lord Jesus.
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Amen. And so our
Ministry is called,
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"Revelation of Hope Ministries"
and now we're full time
00:26:01.62\00:26:04.66
doing Evangelistic Ministry,
00:26:04.69\00:26:07.60
Revivals and training with
that ministry name... so...
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That's great, and
you have a website?
00:26:12.77\00:26:14.44
Yeah,
revelationofhopeministries. com
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that's our website
00:26:16.04\00:26:17.41
and we're just a faith-based
00:26:17.44\00:26:21.28
supporting
ministry of the church,
00:26:21.31\00:26:22.91
and God has given us
a lot of opportunities
00:26:22.94\00:26:26.51
to go here and there and
it's just... no better thing
00:26:26.55\00:26:30.42
than to be in the
center of God's will.
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Amen, amen.
00:26:31.85\00:26:33.56
And it was
definitely a leap of faith,
00:26:33.59\00:26:34.92
resigning... we're in
that comfortable place,
00:26:34.96\00:26:37.66
God blessed, we were
there for eleven years,
00:26:37.69\00:26:40.70
we saturated the territory
00:26:40.73\00:26:42.13
we feel... very thoroughly
00:26:42.16\00:26:44.13
and it's time to broaden
00:26:44.17\00:26:46.03
and do the most that
we can for Him, so...
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Wow! we are so thankful
that you are answering the call
00:26:49.77\00:26:55.44
that's one thing about ASI,
00:26:55.48\00:26:57.25
you don't know
when you're going to get
00:26:57.31\00:26:58.85
one of these grand announcements
00:26:58.88\00:27:00.48
but we are so thankful that
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you are answering the
call that God has given you
00:27:04.12\00:27:07.29
and that you are willing,
00:27:07.32\00:27:09.36
you and your lovely wife are
willing to be available to Him.
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Thank you so much
for being with us,
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may God continue to bless
you, we enjoyed you, thank you.
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I appreciate it, I
appreciate it, Amen.
00:27:20.84\00:27:24.01
What a great
testimony, God is so faithful
00:27:24.04\00:27:27.08
and He will take you from
Point A to Point B to Point C
00:27:27.11\00:27:32.98
if we would just trust in Him,
00:27:33.01\00:27:34.92
it's so good to know
that God has a plan for us,
00:27:34.95\00:27:38.05
and that
wherever we are right now
00:27:38.09\00:27:41.09
does not determine
where we're going to end up,
00:27:41.12\00:27:44.76
it's all about
choices, so choose Jesus today,
00:27:44.79\00:27:48.33
you couldn't make
a better decision,
00:27:48.36\00:27:51.30
than to choose Him today.
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Well, we've reached
the end of another Program,
00:27:52.77\00:27:55.37
join us next time
because you know what?
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it just wouldn't be
the same, without you.
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