Stay tuned to meet a man that found that in Hollywood 00:00:01.06\00:00:03.50 all that glitters is not gold. 00:00:03.53\00:00:05.70 My name is Yvonne Lewis and you're watching 00:00:05.73\00:00:08.37 Urban Report... 00:00:08.40\00:00:09.67 Hello and welcome to Urban Report... 00:00:30.53\00:00:32.96 My guest today is Ron Porterfield 00:00:32.99\00:00:35.33 Gospel Medical Missionary Evangelist 00:00:35.36\00:00:37.67 with a compelling journey to share... 00:00:37.70\00:00:39.97 Welcome to Urban Report Ron... 00:00:40.00\00:00:42.20 Thank you Yvonne... it's good to be here... 00:00:42.24\00:00:43.41 So good to have you... 00:00:43.44\00:00:45.27 So Ron... you have a really interesting story... 00:00:45.31\00:00:49.58 tell us about where you grew up 00:00:49.61\00:00:51.78 and how you grew up... I grew up in North of Virginia 00:00:51.81\00:00:55.62 a very simple upbringing we weren't rich or anything 00:00:55.65\00:01:00.09 mostly just very simple and grew up with a mother 00:01:00.12\00:01:04.09 that loved God... my mother and my grandmother 00:01:04.13\00:01:08.06 my brother and I... we loved God... 00:01:08.10\00:01:09.86 but we didn't have a real religious upbringing... 00:01:09.90\00:01:13.50 and as time went on I sort of leaned more towards 00:01:13.54\00:01:17.84 media and entertainment and wanting to actually 00:01:17.87\00:01:22.14 to be an actor... to go for a dream in Hollywood 00:01:22.18\00:01:24.98 and so eventually I went in that direction... 00:01:25.01\00:01:27.75 Now, so you grew up basically in a single-parent household... 00:01:27.78\00:01:31.35 Yes... and... so were there 00:01:31.39\00:01:34.72 male mentors in your home or was it mostly your mom 00:01:34.76\00:01:38.13 and your grandmother that influenced you... 00:01:38.16\00:01:39.96 My mom and my grandmother... we had our uncle there 00:01:40.00\00:01:42.23 but he was an alcoholic, he was lovable... 00:01:42.26\00:01:46.63 not violent or anything like that 00:01:46.67\00:01:48.14 but definitely not a mentor... Hmmm... hmmm... 00:01:48.17\00:01:50.91 there were neighbors that had good influences 00:01:50.94\00:01:53.84 but no one right in the home... so having him 00:01:53.88\00:01:56.68 in your sphere of influence, did that impact you later on 00:01:56.71\00:02:01.15 as far as alcoholism or drugs or anything like that? 00:02:01.18\00:02:04.55 Perhaps... I'm sure it had an influence... 00:02:04.59\00:02:07.12 there again... like I said... he was a lovable drunk but 00:02:07.16\00:02:11.13 but nevertheless a drunk... and so I did get into that 00:02:11.16\00:02:15.03 Hmmm... at what point did you get into that? 00:02:15.06\00:02:18.10 It was around 16... right around there... 00:02:18.13\00:02:21.14 with my friends... began to drink... 00:02:21.17\00:02:22.87 and get into marijuana and those types of things... 00:02:22.90\00:02:25.77 Hmmm... you know what I'm finding is that 00:02:25.81\00:02:29.08 those teen years are so pivotal... 00:02:29.11\00:02:31.81 actually... actually the growing years are so pivotal... 00:02:31.85\00:02:35.28 and many times in our communities... 00:02:35.32\00:02:38.42 we're missing that strong male role model... 00:02:38.45\00:02:41.69 Yes... and so, our boys get caught up 00:02:41.72\00:02:44.49 into the peer pressure... gangs and all of that stuff 00:02:44.53\00:02:48.73 and they're looking for some kind of sense of belonging, 00:02:48.76\00:02:53.20 some kind of sense of identity, 00:02:53.23\00:02:55.17 and they just get swallowed up 00:02:55.20\00:02:57.07 into that whole thing... and it's just such a 00:02:57.11\00:02:59.91 trap of the enemy... yes... it is a trap of the enemy 00:02:59.94\00:03:04.35 and I didn't really have the peer pressure part 00:03:04.38\00:03:07.02 but there again... some of my friends were doing it 00:03:07.05\00:03:09.62 they weren't pressuring me but... because I was sort of shy 00:03:09.65\00:03:12.65 just up to release my ambitions and I could come out and 00:03:12.69\00:03:15.69 be freer once I was drinking something 00:03:15.72\00:03:18.36 or smoking something... I felt freer to be 00:03:18.39\00:03:21.00 who I thought I wanted to be... 00:03:21.03\00:03:22.66 Hmmm... hmmm... it's so interesting that 00:03:22.70\00:03:27.04 the media plays such an important part in us 00:03:27.07\00:03:31.34 making the choices that we make. Yes... 00:03:31.37\00:03:34.31 The other day I was watching a program and it was 00:03:34.34\00:03:38.35 these sisters and these sisters were having fun together 00:03:38.38\00:03:43.42 and these are sisters that are in the 00:03:43.45\00:03:45.19 Entertainment Industry I won't say their names... 00:03:45.22\00:03:47.19 but they're in the Entertainment Industry 00:03:47.22\00:03:50.09 and they actually were smoking marijuana... 00:03:50.13\00:03:52.93 and they were in Jamaica 00:03:52.96\00:03:54.10 and they were smoking marijuana, and making it seem like 00:03:54.10\00:03:57.33 it's okay... and I thought, 00:03:57.37\00:03:59.27 "Man, these women... have such influence 00:03:59.30\00:04:02.60 and they're taking that... 00:04:02.64\00:04:04.81 and really making it look 00:04:04.84\00:04:06.94 making something that is really ultimately dangerous, 00:04:06.98\00:04:09.78 making it look like it's fun and it's okay... " 00:04:09.81\00:04:12.98 and so, once again... it's that pull of the media 00:04:13.01\00:04:16.15 into a lifestyle that is not okay... 00:04:16.18\00:04:20.06 All that glitters... in Hollywood... is not gold... 00:04:20.09\00:04:23.19 It's definitely not gold, Yvonne, and you know 00:04:23.22\00:04:25.89 it's about that influence, so where as I thought 00:04:25.93\00:04:28.20 I was doing something... making my own choices... 00:04:28.23\00:04:30.27 and I was making my own choice to go for those things 00:04:30.30\00:04:32.27 but not really realizing as you are talking 00:04:32.30\00:04:34.57 about the media... how much I was being influenced 00:04:34.60\00:04:37.77 I thought I was being myself but that I was really just 00:04:37.81\00:04:40.94 being a puppet... So how did you get into acting? 00:04:40.98\00:04:45.01 What was your journey with that? 00:04:45.05\00:04:47.75 Well, I was in college 00:04:47.78\00:04:49.95 and I saw a friend 00:04:49.98\00:04:52.09 actually, they weren't friends at the time 00:04:52.12\00:04:54.02 I saw two people walking across campus 00:04:54.06\00:04:55.92 and they were being very dramatic 00:04:55.96\00:04:57.63 acting out some part... 00:04:57.66\00:04:59.33 laughing... having a good time and 00:04:59.36\00:05:01.63 there again... I saw that and 00:05:01.66\00:05:03.63 I just became enamored with that 00:05:03.67\00:05:05.30 and I wanted to be able to do that 00:05:05.33\00:05:06.87 so, eventually I went to a 00:05:06.90\00:05:09.50 campus across town 00:05:09.54\00:05:10.71 I auditioned for a part... 00:05:10.74\00:05:12.51 and I got the part... 00:05:12.54\00:05:13.81 I didn't want to do it where I was going to School 00:05:13.84\00:05:15.24 because I thought... well, you know, 00:05:15.28\00:05:16.34 I may make a fool of myself... 00:05:16.38\00:05:17.55 so I thought... 00:05:17.58\00:05:18.78 You didn't want your friends to know or see it... right... 00:05:18.81\00:05:20.85 so it was okay if I went across town 00:05:20.88\00:05:22.55 because no one would know me... you know... so... 00:05:22.58\00:05:25.29 anyway I got the part and got a good review 00:05:25.32\00:05:27.92 and then I came back to where I was going to school 00:05:27.96\00:05:30.46 and then got more parts... and got good reviews 00:05:30.49\00:05:32.83 so I felt more comfortable... so, there again... 00:05:32.86\00:05:35.70 I think it was growing up with a lot of television 00:05:35.73\00:05:38.57 and something about being influenced 00:05:38.60\00:05:42.90 by people portraying different sides of life 00:05:42.94\00:05:45.84 I've always, I guess, been interested in human behavior 00:05:45.87\00:05:49.88 Hmmm... hmmm... and so, I thought it was 00:05:49.91\00:05:51.38 very attractive to me to be able to 00:05:51.41\00:05:53.18 portray different levels 00:05:53.21\00:05:56.32 of humanity... different aspects of humanity 00:05:56.35\00:05:58.15 so I think... that's where the acting 00:05:58.19\00:05:59.89 really, for me, became so attractive... 00:05:59.92\00:06:02.39 Hmmm... hmmm... the ability to show different 00:06:02.42\00:06:07.13 sides of life and society... Yes... 00:06:07.20\00:06:11.30 Yeah and so... you found that you had a gift for it... 00:06:11.33\00:06:14.34 Yes... and so you got... 00:06:14.37\00:06:16.17 you started getting pulled into it... 00:06:16.20\00:06:18.54 Yes... you got this role and that role 00:06:18.57\00:06:20.88 how far did you go with it? All the way to Hollywood 00:06:20.91\00:06:23.68 Did you... okay... how did you get to Hollywood? 00:06:23.71\00:06:26.41 You know, Yvonne, it's interesting that 00:06:26.45\00:06:27.78 even before I went to Hollywood, I had friends 00:06:27.82\00:06:30.29 that would call me "Hollywood" 00:06:30.32\00:06:32.09 That was your new nickname... 00:06:32.12\00:06:33.82 That was my nickname because of the way I dressed 00:06:33.86\00:06:35.39 to go to Hollywood... so, it was amazing 00:06:35.42\00:06:37.26 how that happened but a friend and myself... 00:06:37.29\00:06:39.06 we decided... "Well, you know what... why don't we... " 00:06:39.09\00:06:41.13 he was into musical theatre... 00:06:41.16\00:06:42.46 so we decided... 00:06:42.50\00:06:43.67 "Why don't we just go for a career... 00:06:43.70\00:06:45.67 let's just go for it... " so we loaded up his car 00:06:45.70\00:06:47.77 went across the Country to Hollywood 00:06:47.80\00:06:49.17 and as soon as I got there 00:06:49.20\00:06:50.87 I began to get into acting classes 00:06:50.91\00:06:53.68 and dance classes and I began to audition 00:06:53.71\00:06:57.41 read the trade papers... everything I could do 00:06:57.45\00:06:59.35 to get busy and to be a working actor 00:06:59.38\00:07:01.88 and eventually I got my Union Card and 00:07:01.92\00:07:05.09 started doing some TV shows and commercials 00:07:05.12\00:07:07.96 and lots of theatre... traveling theatre... 00:07:07.99\00:07:10.26 so it got... very busy... 00:07:10.29\00:07:11.89 Where were you spiritually at this point? 00:07:11.93\00:07:14.40 Well, that's an interesting question because 00:07:14.46\00:07:16.97 when I first got there... after being there for a few 00:07:17.00\00:07:18.83 weeks... finding a job and all those necessary things... 00:07:18.87\00:07:20.67 I was there and I said, 00:07:20.70\00:07:22.90 "You know... something is missing. " 00:07:22.94\00:07:23.94 Hmmm... hmmm... and I realized what it was... 00:07:23.97\00:07:26.98 "Oh, I need to go to Church" because I prayed every morning 00:07:27.01\00:07:30.08 I believed in God... my mother raised us up... 00:07:30.11\00:07:31.75 we prayed... we believed in God... 00:07:31.78\00:07:34.25 so, I said, "Yes, I need a Church" 00:07:34.28\00:07:36.42 and so I went and I found a Church... 00:07:36.45\00:07:38.25 I grew up going to Catholic Church 00:07:38.29\00:07:39.99 so I found a Church... got on the bus... 00:07:40.02\00:07:42.12 went to Church... and that first Service... 00:07:42.16\00:07:44.46 that I went to... I had a sense of fulfillment 00:07:44.49\00:07:46.76 Hmmm... the second time I went there... 00:07:46.80\00:07:50.53 it's like... "No, something's missing" 00:07:50.57\00:07:53.60 Hmmm... and I realized, at that time, 00:07:53.64\00:07:56.60 that was the Church that I was used to... growing up 00:07:56.64\00:07:59.87 that I was used to going to with my mother... 00:07:59.91\00:08:02.54 she would take us to Church, and that now... 00:08:02.58\00:08:05.15 something had changed and this... 00:08:05.18\00:08:06.75 no longer worked for me... before it felt fulfilling 00:08:06.78\00:08:10.55 because it was familiar... Right... 00:08:10.59\00:08:11.79 but it no longer worked... so eventually... 00:08:11.82\00:08:15.06 I went into New Age... Eastern Mysticism... 00:08:15.09\00:08:18.29 Let's talk a little bit about that... 00:08:18.33\00:08:19.36 because I have some background in that myself... 00:08:19.39\00:08:22.33 All right... What did you do with the New Age 00:08:22.36\00:08:25.07 Eastern Mysticism and stuff... where did you go with that? 00:08:25.10\00:08:27.64 Oh... lot of books... did a lot of reading at home 00:08:27.67\00:08:32.07 on my own... I actually went to a Church 00:08:32.11\00:08:34.68 that practiced these types of 00:08:34.71\00:08:38.01 Eastern Mysticism practices 00:08:38.05\00:08:41.28 Such as...? Transcendental Meditation... 00:08:41.32\00:08:45.55 the gonging and just even some of the beliefs 00:08:45.59\00:08:49.42 about what happens when we die... 00:08:49.46\00:08:51.53 and some of the chants... some of the different things 00:08:51.56\00:08:54.56 some of the repetitive sayings, and all these types of things 00:08:54.60\00:08:57.77 even a lot of the beliefs about Heaven and Hell 00:08:57.80\00:09:02.44 there's no evil power... evil only comes from the person 00:09:02.47\00:09:08.88 that it's working in and out through... 00:09:08.91\00:09:10.48 I even went to these weekends where I was being 00:09:10.51\00:09:15.45 a part of exercises where they were 00:09:15.48\00:09:18.39 exercising their power... even surrendering my will to be 00:09:18.42\00:09:21.56 to be moved by these types of entities... 00:09:21.59\00:09:26.43 I guess, I could say... So, you began to... 00:09:26.46\00:09:31.23 you were trying to... tell me if I'm right or not... 00:09:31.27\00:09:35.30 you were trying to fill an empty space 00:09:35.34\00:09:38.87 Yes... and you started 00:09:38.91\00:09:42.38 Eastern Mysticism which... in and of itself... 00:09:42.41\00:09:45.88 can be very interesting... and very dangerous... 00:09:45.91\00:09:49.38 Yes... yes... because it pulls you in 00:09:49.42\00:09:51.19 because you want to know more... Yes... 00:09:51.22\00:09:52.95 right and you... and so... it just kind of pulls you in 00:09:52.99\00:09:56.09 and then you... before you know it... 00:09:56.12\00:09:58.66 you're a part of that whole scene... 00:09:58.69\00:10:01.13 That's what happened to me... I mean the first time 00:10:01.16\00:10:03.26 I went to this particular church I walked in as... "I'm home" 00:10:03.30\00:10:06.63 Wow... "I'm home... " 00:10:06.67\00:10:08.47 Wow... But three-and-a-half years later 00:10:08.50\00:10:10.74 as I went to this one service and I saw what was conducted 00:10:10.77\00:10:14.01 and I had... somehow a shift had taken in my mind 00:10:14.04\00:10:16.68 that sounds almost mystic right there... 00:10:16.71\00:10:19.28 and... 00:10:19.31\00:10:21.18 it was almost as if I was watching a parody 00:10:21.22\00:10:23.82 of the whole event... but it wasn't a parody... 00:10:23.85\00:10:26.39 it was real... and so I said... 00:10:26.42\00:10:28.56 "No, I can't go here anymore" and I stepped away from it... 00:10:28.59\00:10:31.73 Did you feel any sense of evil when you were there? 00:10:31.76\00:10:34.93 Did you get any sense of "this isn't right" 00:10:34.93\00:10:38.57 Not for the three-and-a-half years I was going... 00:10:38.60\00:10:42.17 it was on that particular day that I felt that 00:10:42.20\00:10:45.87 "No, this is not right... " then, it wasn't a real 00:10:45.91\00:10:49.41 overwhelming sense of evil... just something was 00:10:49.44\00:10:52.51 strange... something was peculiar 00:10:52.55\00:10:53.88 Hmmm... hmmm... 00:10:53.92\00:10:55.38 so, I had to remove myself from there... 00:10:55.42\00:10:57.39 One of the things that's happening... 00:10:57.42\00:10:59.42 Brother Ron, that I see, is that... 00:10:59.45\00:11:01.42 Satan has all of these different traps for us... right? 00:11:01.46\00:11:06.03 so, one of them is... when you are a person 00:11:06.06\00:11:11.80 that's inquisitive... and you want to know more... 00:11:11.83\00:11:15.74 you can get caught up into these new-age things 00:11:15.77\00:11:19.07 that actually have to do with, you know, 00:11:19.11\00:11:21.91 human potential and meditation 00:11:21.94\00:11:25.11 and this meditation thing is slipping into the Churches 00:11:25.15\00:11:28.02 in the form of spiritual formation 00:11:28.05\00:11:30.79 contemplative prayer and that kind of thing 00:11:30.82\00:11:33.86 and we have to be so careful because the enemy 00:11:33.89\00:11:36.89 is very shrewd... and he is going to do 00:11:36.93\00:11:39.29 what he can to fill that space... 00:11:39.33\00:11:42.06 there's an empty space in all of us 00:11:42.10\00:11:44.83 for God to fill... and if we don't fill it with Him 00:11:44.87\00:11:49.04 something else is going to fill that space 00:11:49.07\00:11:51.77 and that meditation is a dangerous thing... 00:11:51.81\00:11:54.44 because Biblical meditation says... 00:11:54.48\00:11:58.78 "Meditate on the Word... " TM says... 00:11:58.81\00:12:03.05 "Empty your mind... " Right? 00:12:03.08\00:12:05.59 Oh, yes... so, when you participated 00:12:05.62\00:12:08.59 in this... did you ever get any kind of visitation 00:12:08.62\00:12:12.93 or anything like that? I did get visitation 00:12:12.96\00:12:16.67 when I went that one event that I was mentioning 00:12:16.70\00:12:20.04 where I surrendered my will at the beckoning of the 00:12:20.07\00:12:23.34 teacher that was there... I found myself... 00:12:23.37\00:12:24.91 being taken over physically by this... 00:12:24.94\00:12:29.88 whatever it was... this "force" 00:12:29.91\00:12:32.35 and I found myself moving... or being moved... 00:12:32.38\00:12:36.69 and it was not me willing to do this... 00:12:36.72\00:12:38.69 so, that was very strange... 00:12:38.72\00:12:41.32 Yes... and that's what made you decide... 00:12:41.36\00:12:44.53 "Whoa... this is not for me... " Was it that event? 00:12:44.56\00:12:47.60 No, that was... unfortunate... that was later... 00:12:47.66\00:12:50.67 years later that I decided I needed to be 00:12:50.70\00:12:55.37 completely away from all this type of teaching 00:12:55.40\00:12:58.21 this type of "Movement" Yes... yes... 00:12:58.24\00:13:03.48 that whole philosophy... Yes... 00:13:03.51\00:13:05.55 that whole Eastern philosophy that seems so benign 00:13:05.58\00:13:09.58 is not... the whole idea of Yin and Yang 00:13:09.62\00:13:12.15 Hmmm... hmmm... yes... 00:13:12.19\00:13:13.49 it's not benign... 00:13:13.52\00:13:14.76 It seemed so good in the beginning... 00:13:14.79\00:13:16.36 and it seems logical... Yes... 00:13:16.39\00:13:18.39 there should be a balance in everything... 00:13:18.43\00:13:20.66 Right... balance between hot and cold, 00:13:20.70\00:13:22.96 day and night... but never a balance 00:13:23.00\00:13:25.40 between good and evil... I know... 00:13:25.43\00:13:27.84 Right... the Bible says "Eschew evil... " you know... 00:13:27.87\00:13:30.84 "just do the good... " but with that... 00:13:30.87\00:13:33.41 with Eastern Philosophy it's... 00:13:33.44\00:13:35.24 it's "yin and yang balance good and evil... " 00:13:35.28\00:13:39.88 and we've never been called to do that... 00:13:39.91\00:13:42.18 No... no... So, you got out of that... 00:13:42.22\00:13:44.42 praise God... 00:13:44.45\00:13:45.85 the Lord took you out of that really... 00:13:45.89\00:13:48.02 Praise the Lord... yes... and so, what happened after that 00:13:48.06\00:13:50.16 Well... I'm still in the acting, and that's not going so well... 00:13:50.19\00:13:54.73 because I'm pounding the pavement and 00:13:54.76\00:13:57.67 in Hollywood... you've been in Show Business 00:13:57.70\00:14:00.97 well you can have a tendency to be type-cast... 00:14:01.00\00:14:04.21 Hmmm... type-cast for this role, 00:14:04.24\00:14:06.81 this role and this role... you know I had to wear a bandana 00:14:06.84\00:14:09.24 like I wanted to kill a bunch of people 00:14:09.28\00:14:10.91 you know... So, they were putting you 00:14:10.95\00:14:12.55 in the stereotypical role 00:14:12.58\00:14:13.68 for Black males... 00:14:13.72\00:14:15.02 Yeah... yeah... So that's really what... 00:14:15.05\00:14:17.29 yeah... gangster and a thug and all that... 00:14:17.32\00:14:19.05 that type of thing... yeah... so that got really old 00:14:19.09\00:14:20.96 and then what really moved away 00:14:20.99\00:14:24.19 you know... many times... a broken heart or some pain 00:14:24.23\00:14:27.50 sometimes pain gets your attention... 00:14:27.56\00:14:29.36 Yes... Pain... 00:14:29.40\00:14:30.63 Yes... and so... those pains... 00:14:30.67\00:14:32.37 heart pains is what it was... Hmmm... 00:14:32.40\00:14:34.17 I was in a relationship and I thought this was the one 00:14:34.20\00:14:38.04 I felt like... as a matter-of-fact... 00:14:38.07\00:14:41.34 we went to... she asked me to go to church 00:14:41.38\00:14:43.14 with her... it was a very popular church 00:14:43.18\00:14:44.88 actors go to... we went and I don't know what 00:14:44.91\00:14:47.35 that was about... she wasn't really interested 00:14:47.38\00:14:49.75 but she asked me to go... something about that moved me 00:14:49.78\00:14:52.49 I began, then, to be moved closer... 00:14:52.52\00:14:54.72 to have a desire more for the Lord... 00:14:54.76\00:14:56.93 I don't know where it was so much for her... 00:14:56.96\00:14:58.93 she was going the other way... eventually, months later, 00:14:58.96\00:15:01.96 the relationship disintegrated so that was... 00:15:02.00\00:15:04.47 that turned into pain for me... 00:15:04.50\00:15:06.27 pain in the heart... so I began to go on a search 00:15:06.30\00:15:09.24 sometimes the Lord causes... uses... pain to turn up 00:15:09.27\00:15:12.54 the attention... Yes... 00:15:12.57\00:15:14.01 so that's what He did for me... 00:15:14.04\00:15:15.91 and I began to... search... 00:15:15.94\00:15:17.71 "Oh Lord, what is this all about what is life all about?" 00:15:17.75\00:15:19.98 so I sit down... morning after morning 00:15:20.02\00:15:22.02 after morning... reading all those 00:15:22.05\00:15:24.02 spiritualistic books that I had gone through 00:15:24.05\00:15:26.29 years before... cover to cover... 00:15:26.32\00:15:28.39 over again... sometimes some new ones... 00:15:28.42\00:15:31.29 for several months... and I ended up calling a friend 00:15:31.33\00:15:34.13 who was in the Seventh-day Adventist Church 00:15:34.20\00:15:36.26 and asked him so many questions we used to be actors together 00:15:36.30\00:15:39.63 I asked him so many questions, 00:15:39.67\00:15:41.40 and the next morning I called him back... 00:15:41.44\00:15:43.67 and said, "You know what... I want to go to Church... 00:15:43.71\00:15:45.31 I want to be baptized... " and that was the 00:15:45.34\00:15:47.98 start of a new beginning... Praise the Lord... 00:15:48.01\00:15:50.18 so look at how good God is... He used a relationship 00:15:50.21\00:15:53.28 that wasn't going to last, 00:15:53.31\00:15:54.38 but used that to draw you towards Christianity... 00:15:54.42\00:15:57.79 Yes... away from Eastern mysticism... 00:15:57.82\00:16:00.26 and then you started investigating Christianity 00:16:00.29\00:16:02.89 more and thought... "this is what I've been 00:16:02.92\00:16:05.56 looking for... " Yes... 00:16:05.59\00:16:06.86 "This is what I've been looking for... " and then 00:16:06.90\00:16:08.46 the Lord sent a Seventh-day Adventist 00:16:08.50\00:16:10.47 into your path... and then you just started 00:16:10.50\00:16:13.74 going to Church with him... Yes... 00:16:13.77\00:16:15.40 That's tremendous... that is so tremendous... 00:16:15.44\00:16:17.94 so, what has your journey been since... 00:16:17.97\00:16:20.31 since then... how did you stop the acting? 00:16:20.34\00:16:22.64 Well, it was that stereotyping that... pushing toward that 00:16:22.68\00:16:29.98 that type-casting... that really began to 00:16:30.02\00:16:33.59 change my taste about the whole Industry... 00:16:33.62\00:16:36.89 I really began to get put off with that... 00:16:36.93\00:16:40.13 and not only that... to see how 00:16:40.16\00:16:42.03 that... what an influence what a bad influence 00:16:42.06\00:16:46.07 it had painted upon my life 00:16:46.10\00:16:47.40 it was a famous Hollywood producer... said that... 00:16:47.44\00:16:50.41 more than any other influence in his whole life 00:16:50.44\00:16:53.41 more than school... more than his family 00:16:53.44\00:16:55.78 anything... that his preconceptions 00:16:55.81\00:16:58.08 about life had been... irreversibly shaped by 00:16:58.11\00:17:00.65 a place called Hollywood... 00:17:00.68\00:17:01.78 I realized... that had done that... to me... 00:17:01.82\00:17:04.99 so I began to be put off with that... 00:17:05.02\00:17:07.26 and I decided to eventually get into Medical Missionary Work 00:17:07.29\00:17:12.09 Now, how did you... were you interested in health 00:17:12.13\00:17:15.26 prior to the Medical Missionary work... 00:17:15.30\00:17:19.20 I mean... how did you get... 00:17:19.23\00:17:21.04 navigate through all of that? 00:17:21.07\00:17:22.77 Well I had already been... always been interested in health 00:17:22.80\00:17:25.64 it's amazing that a lot of people in the 00:17:25.67\00:17:27.94 Eastern Mysticism are very health conscious... 00:17:27.98\00:17:30.95 Yeah... yes... but even before that 00:17:30.98\00:17:32.51 I was interested and so... 00:17:32.55\00:17:33.98 when my friend started taking me to church 00:17:34.02\00:17:36.48 he was in the Health Ministry and I used to assist him 00:17:36.52\00:17:39.09 and so that was my entry in that way 00:17:39.12\00:17:41.02 and the he eventually left and went to the other church 00:17:41.06\00:17:43.43 and they asked me to take over, so I was into that... 00:17:43.46\00:17:45.79 and then a friend eventually asked me... 00:17:45.83\00:17:47.36 she said, "Have you ever thought about 00:17:47.40\00:17:48.86 Medical Missionary Work...?" 00:17:48.90\00:17:50.07 I said, "No, I don't really know anything about it... " 00:17:50.10\00:17:52.00 so I send off... got some information 00:17:52.03\00:17:54.74 a good friend of ours... she asked me... 00:17:54.77\00:17:57.41 "Have you ever thought about going to Uchee Pines?" 00:17:57.44\00:18:00.31 Ah... and so, she made some calls 00:18:00.34\00:18:03.31 got some information, I sent in my application 00:18:03.35\00:18:05.91 and eventually ended up going there, studying there, 00:18:05.95\00:18:08.95 and I've been there working... ever since... 00:18:08.98\00:18:12.09 In what capacity? Well, I was working as a 00:18:12.12\00:18:14.62 Lifestyle Counselor in the Lifestyle Center... 00:18:14.66\00:18:17.16 and right now I'm working as the Education Director 00:18:17.19\00:18:20.66 in the Education Department 00:18:20.70\00:18:21.93 having the blessing of training other Medical Missionaries... 00:18:21.96\00:18:24.97 Amen... so look at how God brought you 00:18:25.00\00:18:29.27 all along this journey... on this Program 00:18:29.30\00:18:33.07 on Urban Report... I always say that... 00:18:33.11\00:18:36.31 we might not know where God is taking us 00:18:36.34\00:18:39.48 but God has a plan for us, and if we'll just yield 00:18:39.51\00:18:43.18 to that plan... it's exceedingly and abundantly 00:18:43.22\00:18:46.82 more than we can ever ask or think... 00:18:46.86\00:18:48.99 Where are you now, in your heart of hearts 00:18:49.02\00:18:53.19 versus where you were then... 00:18:53.23\00:18:55.16 how is this more fulfilling for you than 00:18:55.20\00:18:57.80 your previous life? 00:18:57.83\00:18:59.50 There was a 180 degree difference... 00:18:59.53\00:19:01.97 before... I did not realize 00:19:02.00\00:19:03.67 while I was trying to be 00:19:03.71\00:19:05.31 independent... I thought I was making my own choices 00:19:05.34\00:19:07.58 and I was making some choices 00:19:07.61\00:19:08.74 but I realized then that... 00:19:08.78\00:19:10.55 as we look at it... there are only two "powers" 00:19:10.58\00:19:12.48 I was being controlled by the power... by the enemy... 00:19:12.51\00:19:15.12 influenced by this great Industry 00:19:15.15\00:19:17.19 and now... the Lord in His love and His grace has 00:19:17.22\00:19:21.99 called me to His marvelous light... 00:19:22.02\00:19:23.89 and so I have a desire now not to put myself 00:19:23.93\00:19:27.10 up front as "The Product" because 00:19:27.13\00:19:29.66 when you're into this Industry, you are "The Product" 00:19:29.70\00:19:31.93 there's a lot about self, self, self... 00:19:31.97\00:19:34.20 and so now, I want to be used by the Lord 00:19:34.24\00:19:36.40 to benefit others... to help others to bring, 00:19:36.44\00:19:39.84 as I read, "This gospel of release from suffering... " 00:19:39.87\00:19:43.41 Hmmm... oh that's wonderful... Yes... 00:19:43.45\00:19:46.55 So you want to take what God has given you 00:19:46.58\00:19:50.35 and implant it into others... so to speak... 00:19:50.39\00:19:54.09 and just share it... so that they can go out and share it 00:19:54.12\00:19:57.33 Yes... So what would you say 00:19:57.36\00:19:59.46 to that young person right now 00:19:59.49\00:20:01.50 that is grappling with going into "Show Business" 00:20:01.53\00:20:06.20 they want to get into that business 00:20:06.23\00:20:08.50 they want to see if they can be "Stars" 00:20:08.54\00:20:10.74 if you would look into that camera... 00:20:10.77\00:20:14.31 and tell some young person... what... 00:20:14.34\00:20:17.78 speak to some young person that's grappling with 00:20:17.81\00:20:20.52 going to Hollywood and wanting to be a "Star" 00:20:20.55\00:20:23.18 You know, Jesus is not looking for us to be actors and models 00:20:23.22\00:20:27.19 what He is looking for is someone to model His behavior 00:20:27.22\00:20:31.46 because... for all of them... God has sent Jesus to redeem us 00:20:31.49\00:20:35.70 and while many 00:20:35.73\00:20:37.10 may want to go to a place like Hollywood 00:20:37.13\00:20:38.93 because they think it's all glamour and all glitz... 00:20:38.97\00:20:41.40 there's a harsh reality... and that is... 00:20:41.44\00:20:43.77 that the enemy of our souls is the one, many times, 00:20:43.81\00:20:47.48 most times... who is influencing all of us 00:20:47.51\00:20:50.21 to go to these places... 00:20:50.25\00:20:51.38 I would say, "Change your mind... " 00:20:51.41\00:20:56.25 I would say, "Lean more towards your Bible... 00:20:56.28\00:20:59.79 ask those who are near to you 00:20:59.82\00:21:03.16 if they can 00:21:03.19\00:21:04.89 help you and that you would not make such a choice as this" 00:21:04.93\00:21:09.03 Thank you... it's good... it's good 00:21:09.06\00:21:13.87 because our kids need to know that it's all about 00:21:13.90\00:21:18.07 choices... Yes... 00:21:18.11\00:21:19.41 so, whatever choice you make, there's a consequence 00:21:19.44\00:21:22.94 to that choice... Yes... yes... 00:21:22.98\00:21:24.68 and I found consequences... 00:21:24.71\00:21:26.35 I found myself involved in drugs... these types of things, 00:21:26.38\00:21:30.89 alcohol... and I was involved with some of that 00:21:30.92\00:21:34.19 before I even went but we're not... really as 00:21:34.22\00:21:37.46 much as in charge... I was not in charge... 00:21:37.49\00:21:39.79 like I thought I was... And you know what... 00:21:39.83\00:21:42.03 that's a good point too Brother Ron 00:21:42.06\00:21:44.07 because I think that many times we think, 00:21:44.10\00:21:47.30 that "Hey, it's my life... I can do what I want to do 00:21:47.34\00:21:50.51 I'm making my own decisions, I am doing what I want to do" 00:21:50.54\00:21:54.68 and yet... we are controlled by... 00:21:54.71\00:21:58.55 well, God allows us to make a choice... 00:21:58.58\00:22:01.15 but if we don't choose God, we are controlled 00:22:01.18\00:22:05.12 by another entity... That's right... 00:22:05.15\00:22:07.22 and I think that's where a lot of our young people 00:22:07.26\00:22:09.19 don't understand... 00:22:09.22\00:22:10.29 it's not them... that's being in control... 00:22:10.33\00:22:13.93 they are being controlled... Yes... 00:22:13.96\00:22:16.00 and I think a lot of times, we don't realize that... 00:22:16.03\00:22:18.47 you know... tell us, if you would, again 00:22:18.50\00:22:21.80 how you think the media shapes values 00:22:21.84\00:22:25.07 because I think... that's important too... 00:22:25.11\00:22:27.14 to know that what you watch... 00:22:27.18\00:22:30.68 is critical... it makes a difference... 00:22:30.71\00:22:33.18 would you share something about that for us... 00:22:33.21\00:22:35.62 Yes... sure... We don't realize that we 00:22:35.65\00:22:37.92 end up actually imitating what we see... 00:22:37.95\00:22:40.22 Hmmm... hmmm... so, one would say that 00:22:40.26\00:22:42.42 "Art would imitate Life" but then they say, 00:22:42.46\00:22:45.36 then that life would imitate art and finally 00:22:45.39\00:22:48.20 that life would draw the very meaning of its existence 00:22:48.23\00:22:51.27 from art... so, what's happening is 00:22:51.30\00:22:54.70 that many are looking to this media 00:22:54.74\00:22:57.64 for a reason for their existence 00:22:57.67\00:23:00.54 if we can see... what's out there... 00:23:00.58\00:23:02.41 if we're looking to that for our existence... 00:23:02.44\00:23:04.28 it's a very shallow existence, a very dangerous existence 00:23:04.31\00:23:08.28 and with morals that are being put forth... 00:23:08.32\00:23:11.49 that are against God, that are very hurtful, 00:23:11.52\00:23:14.59 that will leave us very empty 00:23:14.62\00:23:16.32 at the end of it all... that is so true... 00:23:16.36\00:23:19.39 we are being desensitized... And deceived... 00:23:19.43\00:23:22.40 and deceived... desensitized and deceived 00:23:22.43\00:23:25.37 we're desensitized to immorality, 00:23:25.40\00:23:29.10 because now we're used to seeing certain things 00:23:29.14\00:23:32.17 on the screen... and it's not as offensive 00:23:32.21\00:23:34.98 maybe as it once was... and the more you watch it 00:23:35.01\00:23:38.85 the more accustomed and familiar you get to it 00:23:38.88\00:23:42.68 and the less repugnant it is... 00:23:42.72\00:23:44.09 and that's all part of Satan's plan... 00:23:44.12\00:23:46.55 isn't it? It is... and a word about 00:23:46.59\00:23:48.92 being desensitized... we come into the Church 00:23:48.96\00:23:52.09 you know, things in Church then begins to be 00:23:52.13\00:23:54.00 a little bit more boring 00:23:54.00\00:23:55.06 Hmmm... then we fall asleep when we hear 00:23:55.10\00:23:58.17 words of truth... those don't hold weight anymore, 00:23:58.20\00:24:01.37 but those are the things that are going 00:24:01.40\00:24:03.71 to give us a foundational life 00:24:03.74\00:24:05.67 that is going to take us through 00:24:05.71\00:24:07.64 when we're in pain... we need something greater 00:24:07.68\00:24:10.41 than what we saw on the screen... 00:24:10.45\00:24:12.51 Yes, that is so true... we need something greater 00:24:12.55\00:24:16.95 than what's on that screen because what's on the screen 00:24:16.99\00:24:19.55 is not real... No... when I was going through 00:24:19.59\00:24:21.92 that heartbreak... I may sit down and look at a 00:24:21.96\00:24:24.23 movie to try to escape... but when that movie is over 00:24:24.26\00:24:28.10 then I'm right back there... I needed Jesus 00:24:28.13\00:24:31.27 That's right... He is the key... He is the balm... is he not... 00:24:31.30\00:24:35.67 Yes, that's right... 00:24:35.70\00:24:36.91 So, what are you doing now, tell us about your ministry now. 00:24:36.94\00:24:40.31 Yes, I'm working at Uchee Pines also I have my own ministry LC3 00:24:40.34\00:24:43.51 Lifestyle Counseling for Mind, Body and Spirit... 00:24:43.55\00:24:45.88 and as a result... I've been able to travel 00:24:45.91\00:24:48.82 to many places in the world... 00:24:48.85\00:24:49.95 and to do Medical Missionary Training 00:24:49.98\00:24:52.12 do Seminars and to be able to work one-on-one with people 00:24:52.15\00:24:56.59 sometimes I've been in their homes 00:24:56.62\00:24:58.59 and to be able to help them and it's been 00:24:58.63\00:25:00.96 a wonderful blessing to see how the Lord 00:25:01.00\00:25:03.03 can heal people and to bring them up higher... 00:25:03.06\00:25:06.77 so if someone has a degenerative disease, 00:25:06.80\00:25:11.27 they could call you and you would come there 00:25:11.31\00:25:14.98 as part of the ministry... you come there and assist them 00:25:15.01\00:25:17.88 how does that work? Well, I do more... teaching now 00:25:17.91\00:25:20.88 and Seminars... those types of things... 00:25:20.92\00:25:23.49 so you lecture to groups... you go to groups 00:25:23.52\00:25:25.99 and work with groups... do you do individual consulting 00:25:26.02\00:25:28.39 when you're there at churches... or... 00:25:28.42\00:25:30.29 Yes... I do some of that... Okay... 00:25:30.33\00:25:32.06 Yes, I do some of that... even perhaps some 00:25:32.09\00:25:35.26 on the phone as well... that can be... 00:25:35.30\00:25:36.97 save a lot of time 00:25:37.00\00:25:38.67 and I can reach many people that way... 00:25:38.70\00:25:40.84 so people can e-mail you if they want to... 00:25:40.87\00:25:42.94 we have your e-mail address we can put it up on the screen, 00:25:42.97\00:25:46.04 Hmmm... hmmm... they can e-mail you 00:25:46.07\00:25:47.81 if they want to invite you to their churches... 00:25:47.84\00:25:50.95 Yes... to come and minister... to them 00:25:50.98\00:25:52.91 Yes... That's an amazing blessing 00:25:52.95\00:25:55.48 an amazing blessing... what kind of fulfillment 00:25:55.52\00:25:58.72 does this give you? Well, you know, considering 00:25:58.75\00:26:01.92 I used to be... all about "self" 00:26:01.96\00:26:03.63 like I said... all about self... 00:26:03.66\00:26:05.26 now to be used by the Lord 00:26:05.29\00:26:07.30 to be a blessing to someone else... 00:26:07.30\00:26:09.23 is such a great fulfillment... it gives me a sense of 00:26:09.26\00:26:12.63 a purpose in life... Yes... 00:26:12.67\00:26:15.24 I'm very fulfilled... Yes... 00:26:15.27\00:26:17.71 to see how the Lord can transform 00:26:17.74\00:26:20.14 lives the way He's transformed my life... 00:26:20.18\00:26:22.51 so I thank God for that... 00:26:22.54\00:26:24.35 Amen... and to know that what you're doing... 00:26:24.38\00:26:27.02 when you're walking in your divine destiny... 00:26:27.05\00:26:29.65 this is what you were supposed to do... 00:26:29.68\00:26:31.69 this is what God has put you on the planet to do... 00:26:31.72\00:26:34.12 Amen... and there's nothing better 00:26:34.16\00:26:35.66 than that... what's more fulfilling than that 00:26:35.69\00:26:37.59 to know that this is why you're here... 00:26:37.63\00:26:39.96 It is a wonderful blessing... Amen... amen... 00:26:40.00\00:26:43.16 Tell us in... about 30 seconds, can you give us a 00:26:43.20\00:26:45.50 story of someone that you've worked with 00:26:45.53\00:26:47.80 whose life has been changed as a result of your work... 00:26:47.84\00:26:50.57 Yes... there was a young man just a few years ago, 00:26:50.61\00:26:54.74 and he was there with his wife... 00:26:54.78\00:26:56.48 and he was dying from cancer, and he was a prodigal son 00:26:56.51\00:26:59.75 he strayed away from the Church... 00:26:59.78\00:27:01.08 one day, he was lying in his room dying... 00:27:01.12\00:27:03.42 and I said, "No, I'm not going to let you lie here and die... " 00:27:03.45\00:27:05.59 so I took him outside him and his wife... 00:27:05.62\00:27:07.42 she helped me get him out, and as we're outside... 00:27:07.46\00:27:10.03 and he was looking at the squirrels and the birds 00:27:10.06\00:27:12.56 and I saw a whole change on his face... 00:27:12.59\00:27:14.56 but that morning... he says, "Ron, I'm in agony... 00:27:14.60\00:27:17.57 please pray for me... " and as he asked me that 00:27:17.60\00:27:20.20 I got down to pray... and he began to pray... 00:27:20.24\00:27:23.44 Now, he wasn't a Christian? He had left... 00:27:23.47\00:27:26.04 Okay... yes, he had left the Church... 00:27:26.07\00:27:28.58 this was years before... but as he asked me to 00:27:28.61\00:27:31.81 pray for him... he began to pray earnestly 00:27:31.85\00:27:34.98 asking... pleading for help... well the next week... 00:27:35.02\00:27:37.95 his wife took him home and he died... 00:27:37.99\00:27:39.35 but I strongly believe... that he returned 00:27:39.39\00:27:43.02 to the Lord... and that one day... 00:27:43.06\00:27:45.49 we will see him... in glory... Yes... 00:27:45.53\00:27:47.86 Yes... That is so beautiful... 00:27:47.93\00:27:50.40 Thank you so much for being with us... 00:27:50.43\00:27:52.47 I really appreciate you... 00:27:52.50\00:27:54.30 thank you and your work... God bless you... 00:27:54.34\00:27:55.97 and thank you for being with us... 00:27:56.00\00:27:57.81 Join us next time... because it wouldn't be the same 00:27:57.84\00:28:00.38 without you... 00:28:00.41\00:28:03.55