Stay tuned to meet a man that found that in Hollywood 00:00:01.06\00:00:03.62 all that glitters is not gold. 00:00:03.66\00:00:05.80 My name is Yvonne Lewis and you're watching 00:00:05.84\00:00:08.48 Urban Report... 00:00:08.51\00:00:09.71 Hello and welcome to Urban Report... 00:00:30.63\00:00:33.04 My guest today is Ron Porterfield 00:00:33.07\00:00:35.46 Gospel Medical Missionary Evangelist 00:00:35.49\00:00:37.77 with a compelling journey to share... 00:00:37.81\00:00:40.06 Welcome to Urban Report Ron... 00:00:40.13\00:00:42.30 Thank you Yvonne... it's good to be here... 00:00:42.34\00:00:43.52 So good to have you... 00:00:43.56\00:00:45.37 So Ron... you have a really interesting story... 00:00:45.40\00:00:49.66 tell us about where you grew up 00:00:49.70\00:00:51.89 and how you grew up... I grew up in North of Virginia 00:00:51.92\00:00:55.72 a very simple upbringing we weren't rich or anything 00:00:55.75\00:01:00.18 mostly just very simple and grew up with a mother 00:01:00.22\00:01:04.19 that loved God... my mother and my grandmother 00:01:04.23\00:01:08.17 my brother and I... we loved God... 00:01:08.21\00:01:09.99 but we didn't have a real religious upbringing... 00:01:10.03\00:01:13.62 and as time went on I sort of leaned more towards 00:01:13.66\00:01:17.95 media and entertainment and wanting to actually 00:01:17.99\00:01:22.25 to be an actor... to go for a dream in Hollywood 00:01:22.29\00:01:25.09 and so eventually I went in that direction... 00:01:25.12\00:01:27.85 Now, so you grew up basically in a single-parent household... 00:01:27.88\00:01:31.44 Yes... and... so were there 00:01:31.47\00:01:34.83 male mentors in your home or was it mostly your mom 00:01:34.86\00:01:38.22 and your grandmother that influenced you... 00:01:38.25\00:01:40.04 My mom and my grandmother... we had our uncle there 00:01:40.08\00:01:42.36 but he was an alcoholic, he was lovable... 00:01:42.39\00:01:46.76 not violent or anything like that 00:01:46.79\00:01:48.25 but definitely not a mentor... Hmmm... hmmm... 00:01:48.28\00:01:51.02 there were neighbors that had good influences 00:01:51.05\00:01:53.93 but no one right in the home... so having him 00:01:53.97\00:01:56.78 in your sphere of influence, did that impact you later on 00:01:56.82\00:02:01.25 as far as alcoholism or drugs or anything like that? 00:02:01.28\00:02:04.65 Perhaps... I'm sure it had an influence... 00:02:04.68\00:02:07.22 there again... like I said... he was a lovable drunk but 00:02:07.26\00:02:11.21 but nevertheless a drunk... and so I did get into that 00:02:11.24\00:02:15.16 Hmmm... at what point did you get into that? 00:02:15.19\00:02:18.21 It was around 16... right around there... 00:02:18.25\00:02:21.23 with my friends... began to drink... 00:02:21.27\00:02:22.97 and get into marijuana and those types of things... 00:02:23.01\00:02:25.87 Hmmm... you know what I'm finding is that 00:02:25.90\00:02:29.18 those teen years are so pivotal... 00:02:29.21\00:02:31.91 actually... actually the growing years are so pivotal... 00:02:31.94\00:02:35.39 and many times in our communities... 00:02:35.43\00:02:38.52 we're missing that strong male role model... 00:02:38.56\00:02:41.79 Yes... and so, our boys get caught up 00:02:41.82\00:02:44.60 into the peer pressure... gangs and all of that stuff 00:02:44.63\00:02:48.83 and they're looking for some kind of sense of belonging, 00:02:48.87\00:02:53.31 some kind of sense of identity, 00:02:53.34\00:02:55.28 and they just get swallowed up 00:02:55.32\00:02:57.19 into that whole thing... and it's just such a 00:02:57.22\00:03:00.07 trap of the enemy... yes... it is a trap of the enemy 00:03:00.11\00:03:04.45 and I didn't really have the peer pressure part 00:03:04.49\00:03:07.11 but there again... some of my friends were doing it 00:03:07.15\00:03:09.70 they weren't pressuring me but... because I was sort of shy 00:03:09.74\00:03:12.75 just up to release my ambitions and I could come out and 00:03:12.78\00:03:15.76 be freer once I was drinking something 00:03:15.80\00:03:18.45 or smoking something... I felt freer to be 00:03:18.49\00:03:21.11 who I thought I wanted to be... 00:03:21.14\00:03:22.80 Hmmm... hmmm... it's so interesting that 00:03:22.83\00:03:27.14 the media plays such an important part in us 00:03:27.17\00:03:31.44 making the choices that we make. Yes... 00:03:31.48\00:03:34.42 The other day I was watching a program and it was 00:03:34.45\00:03:38.46 these sisters and these sisters were having fun together 00:03:38.49\00:03:43.52 and these are sisters that are in the 00:03:43.56\00:03:45.28 Entertainment Industry I won't say their names... 00:03:45.32\00:03:47.29 but they're in the Entertainment Industry 00:03:47.33\00:03:50.17 and they actually were smoking marijuana... 00:03:50.21\00:03:53.02 and they were in Jamaica 00:03:53.06\00:03:54.12 and they were smoking marijuana, and making it seem like 00:03:54.16\00:03:57.45 it's okay... and I thought, 00:03:57.49\00:03:59.38 "Man, these women... have such influence 00:03:59.41\00:04:02.73 and they're taking that... 00:04:02.76\00:04:04.91 and really making it look 00:04:04.95\00:04:07.03 making something that is really ultimately dangerous, 00:04:07.07\00:04:09.88 making it look like it's fun and it's okay... " 00:04:09.92\00:04:13.08 and so, once again... it's that pull of the media 00:04:13.12\00:04:16.25 into a lifestyle that is not okay... 00:04:16.28\00:04:20.16 All that glitters... in Hollywood... is not gold... 00:04:20.19\00:04:23.30 It's definitely not gold, Yvonne, and you know 00:04:23.33\00:04:25.97 it's about that influence, so where as I thought 00:04:26.00\00:04:28.31 I was doing something... making my own choices... 00:04:28.34\00:04:30.36 and I was making my own choice to go for those things 00:04:30.40\00:04:32.38 but not really realizing as you are talking 00:04:32.42\00:04:34.70 about the media... how much I was being influenced 00:04:34.73\00:04:37.89 I thought I was being myself but that I was really just 00:04:37.92\00:04:41.03 being a puppet... So how did you get into acting? 00:04:41.07\00:04:45.10 What was your journey with that? 00:04:45.14\00:04:47.84 Well, I was in college 00:04:47.88\00:04:50.04 and I saw a friend 00:04:50.07\00:04:52.17 actually, they weren't friends at the time 00:04:52.20\00:04:54.11 I saw two people walking across campus 00:04:54.14\00:04:56.02 and they were being very dramatic 00:04:56.05\00:04:57.71 acting out some part... 00:04:57.75\00:04:59.41 laughing... having a good time and 00:04:59.44\00:05:01.75 there again... I saw that and 00:05:01.79\00:05:03.76 I just became enamored with that 00:05:03.79\00:05:05.41 and I wanted to be able to do that 00:05:05.44\00:05:06.99 so, eventually I went to a 00:05:07.03\00:05:09.62 campus across town 00:05:09.66\00:05:10.82 I auditioned for a part... 00:05:10.86\00:05:12.61 and I got the part... 00:05:12.64\00:05:13.92 I didn't want to do it where I was going to School 00:05:13.95\00:05:15.36 because I thought... well, you know, 00:05:15.39\00:05:16.44 I may make a fool of myself... 00:05:16.47\00:05:17.65 so I thought... 00:05:17.68\00:05:19.01 You didn't want your friends to know or see it... right... 00:05:19.05\00:05:20.96 so it was okay if I went across town 00:05:20.99\00:05:22.66 because no one would know me... you know... so... 00:05:22.69\00:05:25.37 anyway I got the part and got a good review 00:05:25.41\00:05:28.02 and then I came back to where I was going to school 00:05:28.06\00:05:30.56 and then got more parts... and got good reviews 00:05:30.59\00:05:32.91 so I felt more comfortable... so, there again... 00:05:32.95\00:05:35.82 I think it was growing up with a lot of television 00:05:35.85\00:05:38.68 and something about being influenced 00:05:38.72\00:05:43.00 by people portraying different sides of life 00:05:43.04\00:05:45.96 I've always, I guess, been interested in human behavior 00:05:45.99\00:05:49.89 Hmmm... hmmm... and so, I thought it was 00:05:50.03\00:05:51.49 very attractive to me to be able to 00:05:51.52\00:05:53.26 portray different levels 00:05:53.30\00:05:56.41 of humanity... different aspects of humanity 00:05:56.44\00:05:58.23 so I think... that's where the acting 00:05:58.27\00:06:00.02 really, for me, became so attractive... 00:06:00.06\00:06:02.47 Hmmm... hmmm... the ability to show different 00:06:02.51\00:06:07.25 sides of life and society... Yes... 00:06:07.29\00:06:11.42 Yeah and so... you found that you had a gift for it... 00:06:11.45\00:06:14.43 Yes... and so you got... 00:06:14.47\00:06:16.29 you started getting pulled into it... 00:06:16.32\00:06:18.64 Yes... you got this role and that role 00:06:18.68\00:06:20.96 how far did you go with it? All the way to Hollywood 00:06:21.00\00:06:23.76 Did you... okay... how did you get to Hollywood? 00:06:23.80\00:06:26.53 You know, Yvonne, it's interesting that 00:06:26.56\00:06:27.89 even before I went to Hollywood, I had friends 00:06:27.92\00:06:30.38 that would call me "Hollywood" 00:06:30.41\00:06:32.18 That was your new nickname... 00:06:32.21\00:06:33.90 That was my nickname because of the way I dressed 00:06:33.94\00:06:35.47 to go to Hollywood... so, it was amazing 00:06:35.51\00:06:37.35 how that happened but a friend and myself... 00:06:37.39\00:06:39.14 we decided... "Well, you know what... why don't we... " 00:06:39.17\00:06:41.23 he was into musical theatre... 00:06:41.27\00:06:42.58 so we decided... 00:06:42.62\00:06:43.78 "Why don't we just go for a career... 00:06:43.81\00:06:45.80 let's just go for it... " so we loaded up his car 00:06:45.83\00:06:47.87 went across the Country to Hollywood 00:06:47.91\00:06:49.28 and as soon as I got there 00:06:49.31\00:06:50.99 I began to get into acting classes 00:06:51.03\00:06:53.78 and dance classes and I began to audition 00:06:53.81\00:06:57.52 read the trade papers... everything I could do 00:06:57.56\00:06:59.44 to get busy and to be a working actor 00:06:59.47\00:07:01.98 and eventually I got my Union Card and 00:07:02.01\00:07:05.18 started doing some TV shows and commercials 00:07:05.22\00:07:08.04 and lots of theatre... traveling theatre... 00:07:08.07\00:07:10.35 so it got... very busy... 00:07:10.38\00:07:11.96 Where were you spiritually at this point? 00:07:12.00\00:07:14.50 Well, that's an interesting question because 00:07:14.54\00:07:17.08 when I first got there... after being there for a few 00:07:17.11\00:07:18.95 weeks... finding a job and all those necessary things... 00:07:18.99\00:07:20.79 I was there and I said, 00:07:20.83\00:07:23.02 "You know... something is missing. " 00:07:23.05\00:07:24.17 Hmmm... hmmm... and I realized what it was... 00:07:24.21\00:07:27.08 "Oh, I need to go to Church" because I prayed every morning 00:07:27.11\00:07:30.19 I believed in God... my mother raised us up... 00:07:30.23\00:07:31.84 we prayed... we believed in God... 00:07:31.87\00:07:34.34 so, I said, "Yes, I need a Church" 00:07:34.38\00:07:36.52 and so I went and I found a Church... 00:07:36.55\00:07:38.34 I grew up going to Catholic Church 00:07:38.38\00:07:40.10 so I found a Church... got on the bus... 00:07:40.13\00:07:42.22 went to Church... and that first Service... 00:07:42.25\00:07:44.55 that I went to... I had a sense of fulfillment 00:07:44.58\00:07:46.84 Hmmm... the second time I went there... 00:07:46.88\00:07:50.65 it's like... "No, something's missing" 00:07:50.69\00:07:53.72 Hmmm... and I realized, at that time, 00:07:53.75\00:07:56.71 that was the Church that I was used to... growing up 00:07:56.75\00:07:59.97 that I was used to going to with my mother... 00:08:00.01\00:08:02.63 she would take us to Church, and that now... 00:08:02.67\00:08:05.25 something had changed and this... 00:08:05.29\00:08:06.85 no longer worked for me... before it felt fulfilling 00:08:06.89\00:08:10.64 because it was familiar... Right... 00:08:10.67\00:08:11.88 but it no longer worked... so eventually... 00:08:11.92\00:08:15.15 I went into New Age... Eastern Mysticism... 00:08:15.18\00:08:18.38 Let's talk a little bit about that... 00:08:18.42\00:08:19.60 because I have some background in that myself... 00:08:19.63\00:08:22.43 All right... What did you do with the New Age 00:08:22.47\00:08:25.19 Eastern Mysticism and stuff... where did you go with that? 00:08:25.23\00:08:27.75 Oh... lot of books... did a lot of reading at home 00:08:27.78\00:08:32.18 on my own... I actually went to a Church 00:08:32.22\00:08:34.79 that practiced these types of 00:08:34.83\00:08:38.13 Eastern Mysticism practices 00:08:38.16\00:08:41.39 Such as...? Transcendental Meditation... 00:08:41.42\00:08:45.66 the gonging and just even some of the beliefs 00:08:45.69\00:08:49.50 about what happens when we die... 00:08:49.54\00:08:51.61 and some of the chants... some of the different things 00:08:51.64\00:08:54.67 some of the repetitive sayings, and all these types of things 00:08:54.70\00:08:57.87 even a lot of the beliefs about Heaven and Hell 00:08:57.90\00:09:02.56 there's no evil power... evil only comes from the person 00:09:02.59\00:09:09.00 that it's working in and out through... 00:09:09.03\00:09:10.58 I even went to these weekends where I was being 00:09:10.62\00:09:15.55 a part of exercises where they were 00:09:15.59\00:09:18.47 exercising their power... even surrendering my will to be 00:09:18.51\00:09:21.64 to be moved by these types of entities... 00:09:21.67\00:09:26.53 I guess, I could say... So, you began to... 00:09:26.56\00:09:31.35 you were trying to... tell me if I'm right or not... 00:09:31.38\00:09:35.43 you were trying to fill an empty space 00:09:35.46\00:09:38.97 Yes... and you started 00:09:39.00\00:09:42.46 Eastern Mysticism which... in and of itself... 00:09:42.50\00:09:45.98 can be very interesting... and very dangerous... 00:09:46.01\00:09:49.46 Yes... yes... because it pulls you in 00:09:49.50\00:09:51.28 because you want to know more... Yes... 00:09:51.32\00:09:53.03 right and you... and so... it just kind of pulls you in 00:09:53.07\00:09:56.16 and then you... before you know it... 00:09:56.20\00:09:58.73 you're a part of that whole scene... 00:09:58.77\00:10:01.23 That's what happened to me... I mean the first time 00:10:01.27\00:10:03.38 I went to this particular church I walked in as... "I'm home" 00:10:03.41\00:10:06.75 Wow... "I'm home... " 00:10:06.79\00:10:08.57 Wow... But three-and-a-half years later 00:10:08.60\00:10:10.86 as I went to this one service and I saw what was conducted 00:10:10.89\00:10:14.11 and I had... somehow a shift had taken in my mind 00:10:14.14\00:10:16.78 that sounds almost mystic right there... 00:10:16.81\00:10:19.37 and... 00:10:19.40\00:10:21.29 it was almost as if I was watching a parody 00:10:21.32\00:10:23.92 of the whole event... but it wasn't a parody... 00:10:23.96\00:10:26.49 it was real... and so I said... 00:10:26.53\00:10:28.66 "No, I can't go here anymore" and I stepped away from it... 00:10:28.69\00:10:31.81 Did you feel any sense of evil when you were there? 00:10:31.85\00:10:35.01 Did you get any sense of "this isn't right" 00:10:35.04\00:10:38.68 Not for the three-and-a-half years I was going... 00:10:38.72\00:10:42.29 it was on that particular day that I felt that 00:10:42.32\00:10:46.00 "No, this is not right... " then, it wasn't a real 00:10:46.03\00:10:49.52 overwhelming sense of evil... just something was 00:10:49.55\00:10:52.61 strange... something was peculiar 00:10:52.64\00:10:53.98 Hmmm... hmmm... 00:10:54.01\00:10:55.48 so, I had to remove myself from there... 00:10:55.52\00:10:57.47 One of the things that's happening... 00:10:57.50\00:10:59.53 Brother Ron, that I see, is that... 00:10:59.56\00:11:01.52 Satan has all of these different traps for us... right? 00:11:01.56\00:11:06.13 so, one of them is... when you are a person 00:11:06.16\00:11:11.92 that's inquisitive... and you want to know more... 00:11:11.95\00:11:15.84 you can get caught up into these new-age things 00:11:15.88\00:11:19.17 that actually have to do with, you know, 00:11:19.20\00:11:22.01 human potential and meditation 00:11:22.05\00:11:25.22 and this meditation thing is slipping into the Churches 00:11:25.26\00:11:28.12 in the form of spiritual formation 00:11:28.15\00:11:30.89 contemplative prayer and that kind of thing 00:11:30.92\00:11:33.95 and we have to be so careful because the enemy 00:11:33.98\00:11:36.98 is very shrewd... and he is going to do 00:11:37.01\00:11:39.37 what he can to fill that space... 00:11:39.41\00:11:42.19 there's an empty space in all of us 00:11:42.22\00:11:44.93 for God to fill... and if we don't fill it with Him 00:11:44.97\00:11:49.15 something else is going to fill that space 00:11:49.19\00:11:51.87 and that meditation is a dangerous thing... 00:11:51.91\00:11:54.56 because Biblical meditation says... 00:11:54.59\00:11:58.88 "Meditate on the Word... " TM says... 00:11:58.91\00:12:03.16 "Empty your mind... " Right? 00:12:03.19\00:12:05.67 Oh, yes... so, when you participated 00:12:05.70\00:12:08.68 in this... did you ever get any kind of visitation 00:12:08.71\00:12:13.00 or anything like that? I did get visitation 00:12:13.04\00:12:16.80 when I went that one event that I was mentioning 00:12:16.83\00:12:20.14 where I surrendered my will at the beckoning of the 00:12:20.17\00:12:23.44 teacher that was there... I found myself... 00:12:23.47\00:12:25.02 being taken over physically by this... 00:12:25.06\00:12:29.97 whatever it was... this "force" 00:12:30.00\00:12:32.45 and I found myself moving... or being moved... 00:12:32.48\00:12:36.80 and it was not me willing to do this... 00:12:36.83\00:12:38.78 so, that was very strange... 00:12:38.82\00:12:41.40 Yes... and that's what made you decide... 00:12:41.44\00:12:44.62 "Whoa... this is not for me... " Was it that event? 00:12:44.65\00:12:47.72 No, that was... unfortunate... that was later... 00:12:47.75\00:12:50.79 years later that I decided I needed to be 00:12:50.82\00:12:55.48 completely away from all this type of teaching 00:12:55.52\00:12:58.32 this type of "Movement" Yes... yes... 00:12:58.36\00:13:03.60 that whole philosophy... Yes... 00:13:03.63\00:13:05.66 that whole Eastern philosophy that seems so benign 00:13:05.69\00:13:09.68 is not... the whole idea of Yin and Yang 00:13:09.72\00:13:12.25 Hmmm... hmmm... yes... 00:13:12.28\00:13:13.58 it's not benign... 00:13:13.62\00:13:14.85 It seemed so good in the beginning... 00:13:14.88\00:13:16.43 and it seems logical... Yes... 00:13:16.47\00:13:18.48 there should be a balance in everything... 00:13:18.52\00:13:20.73 Right... balance between hot and cold, 00:13:20.77\00:13:23.07 day and night... but never a balance 00:13:23.11\00:13:25.52 between good and evil... I know... 00:13:25.56\00:13:27.94 Right... the Bible says "Eschew evil... " you know... 00:13:27.97\00:13:30.94 "just do the good... " but with that... 00:13:30.98\00:13:33.51 with Eastern Philosophy it's... 00:13:33.54\00:13:35.34 it's "yin and yang balance good and evil... " 00:13:35.38\00:13:39.97 and we've never been called to do that... 00:13:40.01\00:13:42.26 No... no... So, you got out of that... 00:13:42.30\00:13:44.52 praise God... 00:13:44.55\00:13:45.93 the Lord took you out of that really... 00:13:45.97\00:13:48.13 Praise the Lord... yes... and so, what happened after that 00:13:48.16\00:13:50.25 Well... I'm still in the acting, and that's not going so well... 00:13:50.28\00:13:54.83 because I'm pounding the pavement and 00:13:54.87\00:13:57.77 in Hollywood... you've been in Show Business 00:13:57.81\00:14:01.07 well you can have a tendency to be type-cast... 00:14:01.10\00:14:04.32 Hmmm... type-cast for this role, 00:14:04.36\00:14:06.92 this role and this role... you know I had to wear a bandana 00:14:06.95\00:14:09.34 like I wanted to kill a bunch of people 00:14:09.37\00:14:11.03 you know... So, they were putting you 00:14:11.06\00:14:12.64 in the stereotypical role 00:14:12.68\00:14:13.78 for Black males... 00:14:13.82\00:14:15.10 Yeah... yeah... So that's really what... 00:14:15.14\00:14:17.39 yeah... gangster and a thug and all that... 00:14:17.43\00:14:19.14 that type of thing... yeah... so that got really old 00:14:19.17\00:14:21.06 and then what really moved away 00:14:21.09\00:14:24.29 you know... many times... a broken heart or some pain 00:14:24.33\00:14:27.61 sometimes pain gets your attention... 00:14:27.64\00:14:29.48 Yes... Pain... 00:14:29.52\00:14:30.73 Yes... and so... those pains... 00:14:30.77\00:14:32.49 heart pains is what it was... Hmmm... 00:14:32.53\00:14:34.30 I was in a relationship and I thought this was the one 00:14:34.33\00:14:38.13 I felt like... as a matter-of-fact... 00:14:38.17\00:14:41.43 we went to... she asked me to go to church 00:14:41.47\00:14:43.25 with her... it was a very popular church 00:14:43.28\00:14:44.99 actors go to... we went and I don't know what 00:14:45.03\00:14:47.45 that was about... she wasn't really interested 00:14:47.49\00:14:49.84 but she asked me to go... something about that moved me 00:14:49.88\00:14:52.58 I began, then, to be moved closer... 00:14:52.61\00:14:54.83 to have a desire more for the Lord... 00:14:54.86\00:14:57.01 I don't know where it was so much for her... 00:14:57.04\00:14:59.01 she was going the other way... eventually, months later, 00:14:59.04\00:15:02.09 the relationship disintegrated so that was... 00:15:02.12\00:15:04.59 that turned into pain for me... 00:15:04.62\00:15:06.37 pain in the heart... so I began to go on a search 00:15:06.40\00:15:09.36 sometimes the Lord causes... uses... pain to turn up 00:15:09.39\00:15:12.64 the attention... Yes... 00:15:12.68\00:15:14.11 so that's what He did for me... 00:15:14.14\00:15:16.00 and I began to... search... 00:15:16.04\00:15:17.83 "Oh Lord, what is this all about what is life all about?" 00:15:17.86\00:15:20.07 so I sit down... morning after morning 00:15:20.10\00:15:22.12 after morning... reading all those 00:15:22.15\00:15:24.10 spiritualistic books that I had gone through 00:15:24.14\00:15:26.37 years before... cover to cover... 00:15:26.40\00:15:28.48 over again... sometimes some new ones... 00:15:28.51\00:15:31.37 for several months... and I ended up calling a friend 00:15:31.40\00:15:34.24 who was in the Seventh-day Adventist Church 00:15:34.27\00:15:36.37 and asked him so many questions we used to be actors together 00:15:36.40\00:15:39.75 I asked him so many questions, 00:15:39.79\00:15:41.52 and the next morning I called him back... 00:15:41.55\00:15:43.76 and said, "You know what... I want to go to Church... 00:15:43.80\00:15:45.41 I want to be baptized... " and that was the 00:15:45.44\00:15:48.08 start of a new beginning... Praise the Lord... 00:15:48.11\00:15:50.28 so look at how good God is... He used a relationship 00:15:50.32\00:15:53.40 that wasn't going to last, 00:15:53.43\00:15:54.54 but used that to draw you towards Christianity... 00:15:54.58\00:15:57.87 Yes... away from Eastern mysticism... 00:15:57.91\00:16:00.33 and then you started investigating Christianity 00:16:00.37\00:16:03.00 more and thought... "this is what I've been 00:16:03.03\00:16:05.63 looking for... " Yes... 00:16:05.67\00:16:06.96 "This is what I've been looking for... " and then 00:16:06.99\00:16:08.58 the Lord sent a Seventh-day Adventist 00:16:08.61\00:16:10.58 into your path... and then you just started 00:16:10.62\00:16:13.86 going to Church with him... Yes... 00:16:13.89\00:16:15.53 That's tremendous... that is so tremendous... 00:16:15.56\00:16:18.04 so, what has your journey been since... 00:16:18.08\00:16:20.43 since then... how did you stop the acting? 00:16:20.46\00:16:22.74 Well, it was that stereotyping that... pushing toward that 00:16:22.78\00:16:30.07 that type-casting... that really began to 00:16:30.10\00:16:33.67 change my taste about the whole Industry... 00:16:33.71\00:16:36.97 I really began to get put off with that... 00:16:37.00\00:16:40.23 and not only that... to see how 00:16:40.26\00:16:42.15 that... what an influence what a bad influence 00:16:42.18\00:16:46.18 it had painted upon my life 00:16:46.22\00:16:47.50 it was a famous Hollywood producer... said that... 00:16:47.54\00:16:50.53 more than any other influence in his whole life 00:16:50.56\00:16:53.52 more than school... more than his family 00:16:53.55\00:16:55.88 anything... that his preconceptions 00:16:55.92\00:16:58.18 about life had been... irreversibly shaped by 00:16:58.21\00:17:00.74 a place called Hollywood... 00:17:00.78\00:17:01.86 I realized... that had done that... to me... 00:17:01.90\00:17:05.09 so I began to be put off with that... 00:17:05.13\00:17:07.34 and I decided to eventually get into Medical Missionary Work 00:17:07.37\00:17:12.19 Now, how did you... were you interested in health 00:17:12.22\00:17:15.40 prior to the Medical Missionary work... 00:17:15.43\00:17:19.32 I mean... how did you get... 00:17:19.36\00:17:21.14 navigate through all of that? 00:17:21.18\00:17:22.90 Well I had already been... always been interested in health 00:17:22.93\00:17:25.73 it's amazing that a lot of people in the 00:17:25.77\00:17:28.05 Eastern Mysticism are very health conscious... 00:17:28.08\00:17:31.03 Yeah... yes... but even before that 00:17:31.07\00:17:32.62 I was interested and so... 00:17:32.65\00:17:34.09 when my friend started taking me to church 00:17:34.12\00:17:36.57 he was in the Health Ministry and I used to assist him 00:17:36.61\00:17:39.19 and so that was my entry in that way 00:17:39.22\00:17:41.13 and the he eventually left and went to the other church 00:17:41.16\00:17:43.53 and they asked me to take over, so I was into that... 00:17:43.56\00:17:45.89 and then a friend eventually asked me... 00:17:45.92\00:17:47.45 she said, "Have you ever thought about 00:17:47.48\00:17:48.97 Medical Missionary Work...?" 00:17:49.00\00:17:50.04 I said, "No, I don't really know anything about it... " 00:17:50.08\00:17:52.11 so I send off... got some information 00:17:52.15\00:17:54.84 a good friend of ours... she asked me... 00:17:54.88\00:17:57.51 "Have you ever thought about going to Uchee Pines?" 00:17:57.54\00:18:00.40 Ah... and so, she made some calls 00:18:00.44\00:18:03.41 got some information, I sent in my application 00:18:03.44\00:18:06.01 and eventually ended up going there, studying there, 00:18:06.04\00:18:09.06 and I've been there working... ever since... 00:18:09.09\00:18:12.17 In what capacity? Well, I was working as a 00:18:12.21\00:18:14.73 Lifestyle Counselor in the Lifestyle Center... 00:18:14.76\00:18:17.25 and right now I'm working as the Education Director 00:18:17.28\00:18:20.74 in the Education Department 00:18:20.77\00:18:21.87 having the blessing of training other Medical Missionaries... 00:18:21.90\00:18:25.07 Amen... so look at how God brought you 00:18:25.11\00:18:29.40 all along this journey... on this Program 00:18:29.43\00:18:33.16 on Urban Report... I always say that... 00:18:33.20\00:18:36.41 we might not know where God is taking us 00:18:36.45\00:18:39.59 but God has a plan for us, and if we'll just yield 00:18:39.63\00:18:43.26 to that plan... it's exceedingly and abundantly 00:18:43.30\00:18:46.90 more than we can ever ask or think... 00:18:46.94\00:18:49.06 Where are you now, in your heart of hearts 00:18:49.10\00:18:53.28 versus where you were then... 00:18:53.32\00:18:55.29 how is this more fulfilling for you than 00:18:55.32\00:18:57.92 your previous life? 00:18:57.96\00:18:59.61 There was a 180 degree difference... 00:18:59.65\00:19:02.10 before... I did not realize 00:19:02.13\00:19:03.78 while I was trying to be 00:19:03.81\00:19:05.42 independent... I thought I was making my own choices 00:19:05.46\00:19:07.67 and I was making some choices 00:19:07.71\00:19:08.83 but I realized then that... 00:19:08.87\00:19:10.65 as we look at it... there are only two "powers" 00:19:10.68\00:19:12.57 I was being controlled by the power... by the enemy... 00:19:12.61\00:19:15.21 influenced by this great Industry 00:19:15.25\00:19:17.27 and now... the Lord in His love and His grace has 00:19:17.31\00:19:22.07 called me to His marvelous light... 00:19:22.11\00:19:23.96 and so I have a desire now not to put myself 00:19:24.00\00:19:27.20 up front as "The Product" because 00:19:27.23\00:19:29.76 when you're into this Industry, you are "The Product" 00:19:29.80\00:19:32.04 there's a lot about self, self, self... 00:19:32.07\00:19:34.31 and so now, I want to be used by the Lord 00:19:34.34\00:19:36.50 to benefit others... to help others to bring, 00:19:36.54\00:19:39.95 as I read, "This gospel of release from suffering... " 00:19:39.98\00:19:43.52 Hmmm... oh that's wonderful... Yes... 00:19:43.55\00:19:46.65 So you want to take what God has given you 00:19:46.69\00:19:50.45 and implant it into others... so to speak... 00:19:50.48\00:19:54.17 and just share it... so that they can go out and share it 00:19:54.21\00:19:57.42 Yes... So what would you say 00:19:57.45\00:19:59.55 to that young person right now 00:19:59.59\00:20:01.62 that is grappling with going into "Show Business" 00:20:01.66\00:20:06.31 they want to get into that business 00:20:06.35\00:20:08.62 they want to see if they can be "Stars" 00:20:08.66\00:20:10.85 if you would look into that camera... 00:20:10.89\00:20:14.41 and tell some young person... what... 00:20:14.44\00:20:17.89 speak to some young person that's grappling with 00:20:17.92\00:20:20.61 going to Hollywood and wanting to be a "Star" 00:20:20.65\00:20:23.27 You know, Jesus is not looking for us to be actors and models 00:20:23.30\00:20:27.26 what He is looking for is someone to model His behavior 00:20:27.30\00:20:31.56 because... for all of them... God has sent Jesus to redeem us 00:20:31.59\00:20:35.82 and while many 00:20:35.86\00:20:37.21 may want to go to a place like Hollywood 00:20:37.24\00:20:39.05 because they think it's all glamour and all glitz... 00:20:39.09\00:20:41.49 there's a harsh reality... and that is... 00:20:41.56\00:20:43.89 that the enemy of our souls is the one, many times, 00:20:43.92\00:20:47.56 most times... who is influencing all of us 00:20:47.60\00:20:50.31 to go to these places... 00:20:50.35\00:20:51.47 I would say, "Change your mind... " 00:20:51.50\00:20:56.34 I would say, "Lean more towards your Bible... 00:20:56.38\00:20:59.87 ask those who are near to you 00:20:59.91\00:21:03.23 if they can 00:21:03.27\00:21:04.97 help you and that you would not make such a choice as this" 00:21:05.00\00:21:09.15 Thank you... it's good... it's good 00:21:09.19\00:21:13.99 because our kids need to know that it's all about 00:21:14.03\00:21:18.18 choices... Yes... 00:21:18.21\00:21:19.53 so, whatever choice you make, there's a consequence 00:21:19.56\00:21:23.04 to that choice... Yes... yes... 00:21:23.08\00:21:24.78 and I found consequences... 00:21:24.81\00:21:26.44 I found myself involved in drugs... these types of things, 00:21:26.48\00:21:30.97 alcohol... and I was involved with some of that 00:21:31.00\00:21:34.27 before I even went but we're not... really as 00:21:34.31\00:21:37.55 much as in charge... I was not in charge... 00:21:37.59\00:21:39.86 like I thought I was... And you know what... 00:21:39.90\00:21:42.14 that's a good point too Brother Ron 00:21:42.18\00:21:44.16 because I think that many times we think, 00:21:44.20\00:21:47.42 that "Hey, it's my life... I can do what I want to do 00:21:47.45\00:21:50.62 I'm making my own decisions, I am doing what I want to do" 00:21:50.66\00:21:54.78 and yet... we are controlled by... 00:21:54.81\00:21:58.64 well, God allows us to make a choice... 00:21:58.68\00:22:01.25 but if we don't choose God, we are controlled 00:22:01.29\00:22:05.21 by another entity... That's right... 00:22:05.24\00:22:07.32 and I think that's where a lot of our young people 00:22:07.36\00:22:09.26 don't understand... 00:22:09.30\00:22:10.37 it's not them... that's being in control... 00:22:10.40\00:22:14.02 they are being controlled... Yes... 00:22:14.06\00:22:16.13 and I think a lot of times, we don't realize that... 00:22:16.16\00:22:18.59 you know... tell us, if you would, again 00:22:18.63\00:22:21.92 how you think the media shapes values 00:22:21.95\00:22:25.17 because I think... that's important too... 00:22:25.21\00:22:27.23 to know that what you watch... 00:22:27.27\00:22:30.80 is critical... it makes a difference... 00:22:30.83\00:22:33.28 would you share something about that for us... 00:22:33.31\00:22:35.73 Yes... sure... We don't realize that we 00:22:35.76\00:22:38.01 end up actually imitating what we see... 00:22:38.04\00:22:40.30 Hmmm... hmmm... so, one would say that 00:22:40.34\00:22:42.52 "Art would imitate Life" but then they say, 00:22:42.56\00:22:45.46 then that life would imitate art and finally 00:22:45.49\00:22:48.32 that life would draw the very meaning of its existence 00:22:48.36\00:22:51.39 from art... so, what's happening is 00:22:51.42\00:22:54.81 that many are looking to this media 00:22:54.85\00:22:57.75 for a reason for their existence 00:22:57.78\00:23:00.65 if we can see... what's out there... 00:23:00.68\00:23:02.50 if we're looking to that for our existence... 00:23:02.54\00:23:04.40 it's a very shallow existence, a very dangerous existence 00:23:04.43\00:23:08.39 and with morals that are being put forth... 00:23:08.42\00:23:11.60 that are against God, that are very hurtful, 00:23:11.63\00:23:14.67 that will leave us very empty 00:23:14.71\00:23:16.41 at the end of it all... that is so true... 00:23:16.45\00:23:19.47 we are being desensitized... And deceived... 00:23:19.51\00:23:22.52 and deceived... desensitized and deceived 00:23:22.55\00:23:25.48 we're desensitized to immorality, 00:23:25.52\00:23:29.21 because now we're used to seeing certain things 00:23:29.25\00:23:32.29 on the screen... and it's not as offensive 00:23:32.32\00:23:35.06 maybe as it once was... and the more you watch it 00:23:35.10\00:23:38.94 the more accustomed and familiar you get to it 00:23:38.98\00:23:42.79 and the less repugnant it is... 00:23:42.82\00:23:44.20 and that's all part of Satan's plan... 00:23:44.23\00:23:46.64 isn't it? It is... and a word about 00:23:46.67\00:23:49.01 being desensitized... we come into the Church 00:23:49.05\00:23:52.18 you know, things in Church then begins to be 00:23:52.21\00:23:54.10 a little bit more boring 00:23:54.13\00:23:55.19 Hmmm... then we fall asleep when we hear 00:23:55.23\00:23:58.29 words of truth... those don't hold weight anymore, 00:23:58.32\00:24:01.48 but those are the things that are going 00:24:01.52\00:24:03.80 to give us a foundational life 00:24:03.84\00:24:05.79 that is going to take us through 00:24:05.83\00:24:07.75 when we're in pain... we need something greater 00:24:07.78\00:24:10.52 than what we saw on the screen... 00:24:10.55\00:24:12.62 Yes, that is so true... we need something greater 00:24:12.65\00:24:17.05 than what's on that screen because what's on the screen 00:24:17.08\00:24:19.64 is not real... No... when I was going through 00:24:19.67\00:24:22.02 that heartbreak... I may sit down and look at a 00:24:22.05\00:24:24.33 movie to try to escape... but when that movie is over 00:24:24.36\00:24:28.21 then I'm right back there... I needed Jesus 00:24:28.24\00:24:31.39 That's right... He is the key... He is the balm... is he not... 00:24:31.43\00:24:35.76 Yes, that's right... 00:24:35.80\00:24:36.89 So, what are you doing now, tell us about your ministry now. 00:24:36.93\00:24:40.42 Yes, I'm working at Uchee Pines also I have my own ministry LC3 00:24:40.45\00:24:43.60 Lifestyle Counseling for Mind, Body and Spirit... 00:24:43.64\00:24:45.99 and as a result... I've been able to travel 00:24:46.02\00:24:48.92 to many places in the world... 00:24:48.95\00:24:50.04 and to do Medical Missionary Training 00:24:50.07\00:24:52.22 do Seminars and to be able to work one-on-one with people 00:24:52.25\00:24:56.68 sometimes I've been in their homes 00:24:56.71\00:24:58.68 and to be able to help them and it's been 00:24:58.71\00:25:01.08 a wonderful blessing to see how the Lord 00:25:01.12\00:25:03.16 can heal people and to bring them up higher... 00:25:03.19\00:25:06.89 so if someone has a degenerative disease, 00:25:06.93\00:25:11.37 they could call you and you would come there 00:25:11.40\00:25:15.09 as part of the ministry... you come there and assist them 00:25:15.12\00:25:17.96 how does that work? Well, I do more... teaching now 00:25:18.00\00:25:20.99 and Seminars... those types of things... 00:25:21.02\00:25:23.57 so you lecture to groups... you go to groups 00:25:23.61\00:25:26.09 and work with groups... do you do individual consulting 00:25:26.13\00:25:28.47 when you're there at churches... or... 00:25:28.51\00:25:30.38 Yes... I do some of that... Okay... 00:25:30.42\00:25:32.16 Yes, I do some of that... even perhaps some 00:25:32.19\00:25:35.38 on the phone as well... that can be... 00:25:35.42\00:25:37.10 save a lot of time 00:25:37.13\00:25:38.78 and I can reach many people that way... 00:25:38.81\00:25:40.95 so people can e-mail you if they want to... 00:25:40.98\00:25:43.05 we have your e-mail address we can put it up on the screen, 00:25:43.08\00:25:46.13 Hmmm... hmmm... they can e-mail you 00:25:46.17\00:25:47.90 if they want to invite you to their churches... 00:25:47.94\00:25:51.04 Yes... to come and minister... to them 00:25:51.08\00:25:53.01 Yes... That's an amazing blessing 00:25:53.04\00:25:55.56 an amazing blessing... what kind of fulfillment 00:25:55.60\00:25:58.81 does this give you? Well, you know, considering 00:25:58.85\00:26:02.03 I used to be... all about "self" 00:26:02.06\00:26:03.70 like I said... all about self... 00:26:03.74\00:26:05.34 now to be used by the Lord 00:26:05.38\00:26:07.39 to be a blessing to someone else... 00:26:07.43\00:26:09.34 is such a great fulfillment... it gives me a sense of 00:26:09.38\00:26:12.75 a purpose in life... Yes... 00:26:12.79\00:26:15.35 I'm very fulfilled... Yes... 00:26:15.38\00:26:17.82 to see how the Lord can transform 00:26:17.85\00:26:20.24 lives the way He's transformed my life... 00:26:20.28\00:26:22.60 so I thank God for that... 00:26:22.64\00:26:24.45 Amen... and to know that what you're doing... 00:26:24.49\00:26:27.12 when you're walking in your divine destiny... 00:26:27.15\00:26:29.75 this is what you were supposed to do... 00:26:29.78\00:26:31.76 this is what God has put you on the planet to do... 00:26:31.80\00:26:34.21 Amen... and there's nothing better 00:26:34.25\00:26:35.75 than that... what's more fulfilling than that 00:26:35.79\00:26:37.70 to know that this is why you're here... 00:26:37.73\00:26:40.05 It is a wonderful blessing... Amen... amen... 00:26:40.08\00:26:43.29 Tell us in... about 30 seconds, can you give us a 00:26:43.32\00:26:45.61 story of someone that you've worked with 00:26:45.64\00:26:47.92 whose life has been changed as a result of your work... 00:26:47.96\00:26:50.68 Yes... there was a young man just a few years ago, 00:26:50.72\00:26:54.85 and he was there with his wife... 00:26:54.88\00:26:56.57 and he was dying from cancer, and he was a prodigal son 00:26:56.60\00:26:59.83 he strayed away from the Church... 00:26:59.87\00:27:01.18 one day, he was lying in his room dying... 00:27:01.21\00:27:03.52 and I said, "No, I'm not going to let you lie here and die... " 00:27:03.56\00:27:05.69 so I took him outside him and his wife... 00:27:05.73\00:27:07.53 she helped me get him out, and as we're outside... 00:27:07.56\00:27:10.11 and he was looking at the squirrels and the birds 00:27:10.14\00:27:12.65 and I saw a whole change on his face... 00:27:12.68\00:27:14.66 but that morning... he says, "Ron, I'm in agony... 00:27:14.70\00:27:17.68 please pray for me... " and as he asked me that 00:27:17.71\00:27:20.31 I got down to pray... and he began to pray... 00:27:20.34\00:27:23.55 Now, he wasn't a Christian? He had left... 00:27:23.58\00:27:26.15 Okay... yes, he had left the Church... 00:27:26.18\00:27:28.68 this was years before... but as he asked me to 00:27:28.71\00:27:31.92 pray for him... he began to pray earnestly 00:27:31.95\00:27:35.09 asking... pleading for help... well the next week... 00:27:35.12\00:27:38.05 his wife took him home and he died... 00:27:38.09\00:27:39.43 but I strongly believe... that he returned 00:27:39.47\00:27:43.10 to the Lord... and that one day... 00:27:43.14\00:27:45.57 we will see him... in glory... Yes... 00:27:45.60\00:27:48.00 Yes... That is so beautiful... 00:27:48.03\00:27:50.51 Thank you so much for being with us... 00:27:50.55\00:27:52.56 I really appreciate you... 00:27:52.60\00:27:54.41 thank you and your work... God bless you... 00:27:54.44\00:27:56.07 and thank you for being with us... 00:27:56.11\00:27:57.90 Join us next time... because it wouldn't be the same 00:27:57.94\00:28:00.47 without you... 00:28:00.50\00:28:03.59