Stay tuned to meet a
young woman who has overcome
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many obstacles and
challenges to share the gospel
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and serve Jesus...
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My name is Yvonne
Lewis and you're watching
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Urban Report...
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Hello and welcome
to Urban Report...
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Today our guest
is Rebekah Willis,
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Author, Vocalist and
Founder of Katy Records...
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Rebekah, welcome
to Urban Report...
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Thank you for having me...
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Oh, it's so great to have
you you know we had you on
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Magnify Him... our Music Program
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and we didn't get
to really talk in depth
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about you and your ministry
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and all that... because
Magnify Him is a music program
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with a brief interview,
so, I wanted to bring you back
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to talk on Urban
Report more about...
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some of the
challenges that you faced
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and how the Lord has used those
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to really
inspire and encourage you
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to press forward into
his divine plan for you...
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so, let's take a
look at your background...
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Tell us who is Rebekah Willis?
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Okay, who is Rebekah Willis
in a short amount of time...
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How do we do it?
Fifty words or less...
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Well, listen... I
am a pastor's daughter
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and I grew up in an
evangelistic family...
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we did "Living Waters
Crusades" all throughout America
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and in Europe
and grew up singing
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and was taught
from a very early age
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to give everything that
we had, all of our talents
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belonged to God and
we needed to make sure
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that we didn't use it
for anything else because,
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you know, that's not
why He gave it to us,
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I'm the youngest of
five and enjoy that...
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So you were the baby...
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I've been called
the baby all my life...
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but thankfully, my
parents were not the type
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to spoil... they
were very disciplined
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and made sure that
we were disciplined...
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taught respect and love
and the fact that we all
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are responsible for each other,
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so, that's pretty much who I am
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I grew up in Michigan
and spent most of my time
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in the Detroit area...
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I graduated from
Peterson-Warren Academy
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All right... shout-out
to them, yes, yes, yes...
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okay... so you grew up
as a PK pastor's kid...
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and many times
when you grow up as a PK
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and also, in a strict
family or a religious family,
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many times, that
message is not necessarily
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you don't really
take it on as your own...
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at what point did you develop
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your own
relationship with Jesus Christ?
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You know, my parents gave
me the best gift possible...
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as I said, we were involved...
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we were a part
of the ministry team
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we didn't just kind
of hang out at Church
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while daddy did his job,
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we were actually
involved in the ministry...
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and I was blessed
to hear the full gospel
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all of the doctrines and tenets
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of the
Seventh-day Adventist Church
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lifestyle messages
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and everything... in
evangelistic meetings
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repeatedly... so, I
fell in love with the Lord
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very early... I fell
in love with him early on
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and had a longing in my
heart and I was begging...
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to be baptized... and my parents
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had a rule in our house
that you had to be six...
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you had to be at
least six-years-old
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before you were baptized...
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so, when I was finally baptized
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at six... it was the
happiest day of my life...
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and I thought that
I was a Christian...
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I loved Jesus... and I
wanted to be like Him...
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and I thought
that I was a Christian
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but unfortunately that
wasn't exactly the case
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because you can do the
best that you can do in life
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and still not be
where Jesus wants you to be
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because He's really
looking for that full commitment
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and that relationship...
He's not just looking for us to
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follow certain things
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and to love each other
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and all of this... He's
actually trying to perfect
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our character...
so gratefully the Lord
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has been working on me...
and, you know, like I said
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I went to
Peterson-Warren Academy
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and my friends used to challenge
me... you know, my classmates,
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we were like family...
God blessed me in that way too
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and they used to
challenge me and say, you know,
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"You're just an Adventist
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because your
father is an Adventist
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and you did this because
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this is the way
you were raised...
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and how do you
know that it's true?"
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and because I was
always a person... that...
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I'm curious... and I questioned
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and research is
one of my passions...
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I decided that I
would not be caught dead...
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doing anything that
just happened to me...
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I didn't want to let
anything to just happen to me...
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I wanted to be a
complete responsible person...
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taking the talent of
my intellect and my life
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and my soul...
seriously... Hmmm...
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so, what I began to do is...
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I began to study religion
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I studied all
different religions
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How old were you at this point?
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I was about 17... Okay...
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and I said, you know, this
is... I'm moving into adulthood
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and I need to really be certain
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that... what I'm going to
do with the rest of my life
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is what I need to be doing
with the rest of my life...
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Ah... and has there been
any kind of spiritual crisis
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that precipitated
this or just the challenge
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from your classmates?
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When you grow up in
an evangelistic family,
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that is a serious
evangelistic family...
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my parents were human
beings but there was one thing
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that always was
doubtless in our home
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and that was the
reality of the Creator God
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and the fact that what
He required of us was real
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it wasn't
imaginary... it wasn't fake...
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you know, you didn't see
one person outside the home
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and another
person inside the home...
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we were dealing with
something that was real
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and you could see it I
mean, we saw miracles...
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in tent meetings...
there were demons that attacked
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the family... and...
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things were very clear
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so, when it comes to a
spiritual crisis... type thing
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we were kind of
living on the front lines...
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Hmmm... okay... I was
living on the front lines
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growing up I had
a very tough time...
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in High School...
dealing with spiritual attacks
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but I approached
it intellectually...
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I was more concerned with
being a responsible human being
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for my life on the planet...
than coming from a place where
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I actually needed something,
a lot of people think seekers
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spiritual
seekers... have a loss...
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that's why they like to
call religion a crutch...
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and things like this but
you actually can just seek God
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and seek an
understanding of creation...
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because you can see
things around you...
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"The heavens
declare the glory of God;
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and the firmament
shows His handiwork... "
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and the fact is...
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if you look around
you can understand that
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there's more to
life than what you see...
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Yes... and so in order to be
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a responsible human
being... I decided to go and
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study the different religions
and to find out for myself
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if the one that I was
taking on was the right one
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or if indeed there was any
need at all... for religion
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Yes... so you didn't...
and this is an important point
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a lot of people think
that Christians are "Sheeple"
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you don't check your
intellect at the door...
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when you become a Christian,
and, in fact, God gives us
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all around us... in creation...
reason to believe in Him
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so, you were like a Berean...
you wanted to study everything,
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you wanted to
see... and it's... you know
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Faith comes by hearing
and hearing by the Word of God
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so you got in there...
you were studying the Word
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but you were also...
you were doing some...
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kind of... it's kind
of a reinforcement thing
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I guess... because
you were reinforcing
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the belief system that you
had, but you also were exploring
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not exploring to become
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something different
but, I guess it was actually
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reinforcing your
own belief system...
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Dr. Lewis, I had no
restraints on the discovery...
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you can't be
scientific if you go in
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with the pre-conceived notion
that you already agreed to...
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Okay... I was completely open...
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I knew who God was...
I knew that He existed...
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Hmmm... hmmm... Okay...
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because I had
experienced Him first hand...
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Hmmm... hmmm... and I
was absolutely in love
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with Jesus...
absolutely in love with Him...
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Hmmm... hmmm...
so, I told Him...
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"Well, this is
what I have to do... "
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I didn't think
He'd be proud of me
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if I just kind
of wandered around
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and so this is
what I need to do...
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so, I mean, I studied
Hinduism I studied Islam,
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I studied Judaism,
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I studied Buddhism, I
studied just about everything
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that there is out
there and shock and all...
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I discovered that the
reality of our universe
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can only be found in
that one great book...
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the 66 books of
the Bible, really...
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if people take a look at it
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and they look at all
of it with an open mind...
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it will show them... give
them a greater understanding
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that there is some
good in most religions...
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Hmmm... hmmm... I
say "most religions"
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because there are some religions
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that only lead to disappointment
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some religions
that subjugate others...
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there are some
religions that are hurtful...
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but if you look at the
66 books of the Bible...
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Hmmm... hmmm...
you'll discover that
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everything in there is beautiful
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and glorious and
true... and it rings true
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with the spirit and it
rings true with day-to-day life
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and I discovered
that lo and behold...
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it actually rang true
with all of the things
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that were taught in the
Seventh-day Adventist Church
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they were all
completely found in the Bible...
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Hmmm... hmmm... hmmm... hmmm...
so, again your belief system
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though... what you're saying
is, you were seeking truth...
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you were just seeking
truth but you found that
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that truth was
totally in the Word of God
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in the Bible... 100 percent...
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100 percent... so what
were some of the challenges
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that you faced...
once you had settled in...
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on "this is the
way... walk ye therein"
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this is how I'm going to be...
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I'm going to be a
Seventh-day Adventist Christian
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because I found that to be true
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Hmmm... hmmm...
what were some of the
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challenges that you faced...
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as a result of that
decision that determination...
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Well, as the
youngest of a big family...
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and it's not just a big family
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in my immediate family,
but I have tons and tons
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of cousins and extended family,
everywhere... you know...
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I went from...
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had finished this great study
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in my transition
into what I consider to be
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"Independent Adulthood" I
went from being surrounded by
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a family-like
environment in my High School
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to just being isolated and
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particularly unknown...
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without acceptance of...
I was engulfed in loneliness
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from my Freshman year of School
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no "thing" can prepare somebody
for that type of situation
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when you're the
youngest, you believe that
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you're all
responsible for each other...
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so this was a huge challenge
for me to go through this
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and because the
personality that I have...
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I just smiled, "Oh, yes...
" you know and went through
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I didn't begin to
complain about things...
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I didn't even have
words to express it...
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I had people that loved
me, friends like Eric Thomas
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when I was down...
and his wife, Dee Dee,
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when I was down at Oakwood...
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I used to walk over to their
house and they would let me in,
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every time I showed up
they would let me in...
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and I'd just sit
there on the couch
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to be with some people
in a familiar space because
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I was drowning in loneliness...
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Hmmm... didn't
you have a roommate?
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I didn't intend
to tell this today
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but I'm going to tell
you... when I was at Oakwood...
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I used to be so lost and
broken, you know, I would get up
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and walk over to the Church
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because there's a
Church on the grounds there
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walk up to the
Church and sit at night
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and beg God to allow
me... to kill myself...
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Oh... because I
was so very lonely...
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and the people that I knew,
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were people that were involved
in music down at Oakwood
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and they were so kind and loving
but they had their own lives
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and their own family
and their own friendships
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and I wasn't used to being
by myself and so isolated...
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so that was huge for
me... and I thought, you know,
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that it was cruel
and unusual punishment...
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Hmmm... did you
have a roommate there...
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I mean, you had absolutely
no support system within the...
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I had 5 different
roommates at Oakwood, Dr. Lewis,
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when I was in College, I
had 5 different roommates...
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And you didn't bond
emotionally with any of them?
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I bonded with all of them...
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in terms of being
a friend to them...
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but as I said, they had
their own friendships...
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their own lives,
their own relationships,
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and as much as I could
do... being the youngest...
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is to show love...
which you do in a family...
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you show love... and then...
either love comes back to you
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or it doesn't...
but what I understood
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later in life is that
the Lord was separating me
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to teach me some
things... and to...
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as I was saying before...
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He's all about
character development...
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and He knows more
about our characters
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than we know
about our characters...
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so, there are things that
you may expect to be ordinary
00:14:30.39\00:14:34.33
and necessary for
health... that the Lord says,
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"Well, I need to take
you away from this so that
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you can see me a
little bit closer... "
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because I have a
tendency to rely on people...
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Hmmm... for
things that I should be
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relying on God for... Okay...
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and I didn't know
that... Hmmm... hmmm...
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I had no idea... so
the Lord had to separate me
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and to say, you
know, "Talk to me...
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if there's a
problem, bring it to me...
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talk to me... don't
pick up the phone and
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call, you know, this
person that you respect...
00:15:01.60\00:15:03.48
pick up and call that
person that you respect...
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I'm standing right here with you
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and if you truly
want this relationship...
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that you believe
I'm able to give you...
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then you need to make
the effort to consult me
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instead of going
over my head at all cost
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and coming to some kind
of intellectual conclusion"
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So, this was the beginning
then of this kind of foray
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into the loneliness...
and the hurt and the rejection
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that you felt over
a period of time...
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I know that you mentioned
something to me about Paris...
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What happened in Paris?
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Oh, I've lived in a lot of
different places in life and
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when I lived
there... I went to a Church...
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it used to take
me about two hours
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to do the commute one way...
there... on Sabbath morning...
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I'd get up early
Sabbath morning...
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get ready... go
down the street...
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it's so empty in
Paris on a Saturday...
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and I would take the bus and
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change and do all the
changes that I needed to...
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to get to Church... and
no one ever talked to me...
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six whole months I
went to that Church,
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people didn't talk to
me... and I'm talking about...
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I mean, if you knew
me personally, Dr. Lewis,
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you would know that
I speak to people...
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I'm not one of these
people that's a wallflower
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standing around and waiting
for people to come to them,
00:16:19.95\00:16:22.22
and I'd go to people... and say,
00:16:22.26\00:16:25.37
"Happy Sabbath, good morning"
and give them a big smile...
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and, you know, I
would get cold stares...
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or it was as just...
people couldn't see me...
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at least I thought
that they couldn't see me...
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six months into my
attendance at this Church...
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I walked in and
somebody held out a bulletin
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which I thought they
were holding out to me...
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and this was the first
time that I saw a bulletin...
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I didn't know they
had bulletins there...
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and I reached out
to take the bulletin...
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and the individual
lifted the bulletin over my head
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I was standing no more
than two feet away from her...
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at arm's length...
she lifted the bulletin
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over my head and gave
it to the person behind me
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Hmmm... and I said,
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"Oh, okay... all right then... "
00:17:03.40\00:17:07.35
So, did this start a...
from the time at Oakwood
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through Paris and
other experiences...
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did you go into a depression,
as a result of this...
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because it seems like you
had a series of rejections
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and isolation and that can
often send you into depression.
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We have to understand...
everyone needs to understand
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their "Love Language"
I don't know, you know,
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if people have
even thought of it...
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but people need to
understand their Love Language
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because a lot of
the disappointments
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they experience in life
can come directly from the idea
00:17:38.24\00:17:43.05
that their needs... in
relation to their love language
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are not being met... my
Love Language is "intimacy"
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so I can have a lot of friends
that I care about and love
00:17:50.08\00:17:52.91
and would die for and
give them the shirt off my back
00:17:52.94\00:17:55.73
but if I can't talk
to you... Hmmm... hmmm...
00:17:55.77\00:17:58.32
or if you don't talk
to me... Hmmm... hmmm...
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and spend time together...
it takes time for these things
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then the need is not met...
so, I discovered after years
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of this happening...
from my Freshman year up until
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many, many years
later... in my travels...
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because I wanted to
live my life in that way...
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exploring the world and
doing the best that I could
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I was very
ambitious... I discovered that
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there is a physical need for the
love language to be fulfilled
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to be understood and
fulfilled and you can actually
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physically feel a
change in your body...
00:18:39.49\00:18:42.11
when you are not
receiving love in the way
00:18:42.15\00:18:44.73
that you need to receive it...
00:18:44.76\00:18:46.67
Yes... yes, I agree with that...
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It's a physical thing...
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I agree with that... yes...
00:18:49.04\00:18:50.17
so, there have been
times of depression in my life
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times of depression that
were situational depression
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because, certain things were
not the way that they need to be
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and not because I
wanted them to be another way
00:19:03.18\00:19:06.20
but because I literally
needed certain things...
00:19:06.24\00:19:09.23
Hmmm... hmmm... that
were unavailable to me
00:19:09.26\00:19:12.93
from the body of Christ... I
did suffer from depression...
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so, how did you... because
I cannot believe that our time
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is winding up... I
haven't even... I haven't even
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you know, it's a
tip of the iceberg thing
00:19:24.23\00:19:27.22
how did you go from there
00:19:27.26\00:19:30.76
into being the
Founder of Katy Records
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how did your experiences...
00:19:35.32\00:19:37.05
first of all, tell
us about Katy Records...
00:19:37.08\00:19:40.41
we need to know about that,
and then I'll ask you about
00:19:40.44\00:19:43.19
your experiences...
opening up the door to that...
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What is Katy Records about?
00:19:46.25\00:19:48.44
Katy Records is a
modern media ministry
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the whole purpose of
Katy Records is to disseminate
00:19:51.95\00:19:55.65
the truth... the Word of God...
in as many different formats
00:19:55.68\00:20:00.39
digital format,
digital media, as possible...
00:20:00.42\00:20:03.62
because there are
people in the world
00:20:03.65\00:20:06.30
who may never
enter a Church yet...
00:20:06.33\00:20:08.87
because they
don't feel comfortable
00:20:08.91\00:20:11.38
but who are
00:20:11.41\00:20:12.61
avid media consumers so
they'll love to listen to music
00:20:12.64\00:20:17.02
and there are people out there
that just want things for free
00:20:17.06\00:20:20.28
so Katy Records offers...
00:20:20.32\00:20:22.08
"Truth Media now, Free or Cheap"
00:20:22.11\00:20:23.69
which is our motto
and it's named after
00:20:23.73\00:20:27.97
my grandfather's shop in Chicago
and everything that you find
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on the website...
is about ministry...
00:20:31.46\00:20:33.44
we want to empower people
00:20:33.47\00:20:34.67
to become and
minister in their life
00:20:34.70\00:20:37.73
because we're responsible
for our own spiritual welfare...
00:20:37.76\00:20:41.81
you can't look around you...
00:20:41.85\00:20:43.67
and say, "Oh, so-and-so
didn't do something for me
00:20:43.70\00:20:46.29
therefore my spiritual
life is falling to bits... "
00:20:46.33\00:20:48.85
you know... or
00:20:48.88\00:20:50.70
"You know, I'm
lonely and therefore
00:20:50.74\00:20:52.24
I can't talk to God anymore"
00:20:52.28\00:20:53.58
we don't blame our best friends
for what our enemy does...
00:20:53.61\00:20:56.03
Hmmm... so, if
we're looking at life...
00:20:56.07\00:20:58.89
we need to be able
to take responsibility
00:20:58.93\00:21:01.68
in talking about a
lifestyle-focused spirituality
00:21:01.72\00:21:06.72
what can I do from day-to-day,
to-day, to-day, to-day... so
00:21:06.76\00:21:10.38
you'll find music there...
you'll find presentations...
00:21:10.42\00:21:14.32
you'll find books...
you'll find all kinds of things
00:21:14.36\00:21:18.23
there... there's
Katy Records Radio...
00:21:18.27\00:21:19.97
which is... just actually
we're launching this Friday and
00:21:20.01\00:21:25.06
just a way to get
the media out there...
00:21:25.09\00:21:28.76
of course, you know, it's
also a media production company
00:21:28.79\00:21:34.67
so we do put out
CDs... and just this summer...
00:21:34.71\00:21:38.36
for instance, we gave
away a hundred free CDs...
00:21:38.39\00:21:42.51
during various Camp
Meetings and events that are...
00:21:42.55\00:21:46.03
it was of an album
that would come out later...
00:21:46.06\00:21:49.68
and, you know, I want
our Viewers to hear you...
00:21:49.71\00:21:52.98
I know you're on
Season 2 of Magnify Him
00:21:53.01\00:21:56.11
but you are an
artist on Katy Records...
00:21:56.15\00:21:59.18
and I just want our Viewers
to hear you sing this song...
00:21:59.21\00:22:03.26
"Nothing Escapes Your View"
so let's let them hear that...
00:22:03.29\00:22:07.30
Singing... I was alone...
00:22:07.34\00:22:11.03
and standing in the
portal all I was seeking
00:22:11.06\00:22:16.09
was lock to my storeroom...
God I had beaten the system
00:22:16.12\00:22:21.84
still had more room...
nothing escapes your view...
00:22:21.88\00:22:27.61
what I was doing was
trying... to seek in my way
00:22:27.65\00:22:32.91
just like a dragon who
took a wider highway...
00:22:32.94\00:22:38.13
there is no secret with
you I can't get by... say...
00:22:38.17\00:22:43.47
nothing escapes your
view... you're the truth
00:22:43.50\00:22:48.35
and the love that
lights up the avenue
00:22:48.39\00:22:53.54
don't let me lose
you... all I have...
00:22:53.58\00:22:58.66
only death ends this stubborn,
broken path... give me eye salve
00:22:58.69\00:23:05.84
so I can see...
00:23:05.88\00:23:09.62
What is this thing
00:23:09.65\00:23:13.28
that is coming over me now...
00:23:13.31\00:23:16.66
I want to be in the way
00:23:16.69\00:23:19.32
I'll get to know
how... it comes by hearing,
00:23:19.35\00:23:23.54
rebuking, changing my style...
nothing escapes your view...
00:23:23.58\00:23:29.35
Oh, how I love you... I
see all you have given...
00:23:29.39\00:23:35.81
never too much did you ask...
00:23:35.85\00:23:38.59
for you I'm living...
00:23:38.63\00:23:40.50
sought me and saved me
00:23:40.54\00:23:42.66
I won't look back
where I've been...
00:23:42.70\00:23:45.23
nothing escapes your view...
00:23:45.26\00:23:49.39
you're the truth... and the
love that lights up the avenue
00:23:49.42\00:23:56.38
don't let me lose you
00:23:56.42\00:23:58.24
all I have... only death
ends the stubborn broken path
00:23:58.28\00:24:05.59
give me eye
salve so I can see...
00:24:05.62\00:24:12.34
I was alone
00:24:12.38\00:24:15.76
and standing in the portal...
00:24:15.79\00:24:19.15
all I was seeking was
a lock to my storeroom
00:24:19.19\00:24:23.19
God I have beaten the
system still had no room
00:24:23.23\00:24:28.88
nothing escapes your view...
00:24:28.92\00:24:32.23
precious you're awesome
00:24:32.26\00:24:35.26
my foundation is so sound
00:24:35.30\00:24:37.75
gifted you keep me
00:24:37.78\00:24:40.16
I'm sleeping
through the night now
00:24:40.20\00:24:42.74
no longer gauging my
will from my account now
00:24:42.78\00:24:48.04
nothing escapes your view...
00:24:48.07\00:24:54.86
Wow! what a blessing...
00:24:54.90\00:25:00.37
and did you write
that song as well?
00:25:00.41\00:25:02.54
Yes, actually, I'd like to say
that the Lord writes the thing
00:25:02.57\00:25:07.14
because sometimes He sends them
to you without your asking...
00:25:07.18\00:25:11.57
Yes, yes, yes, well, thank you
so much for sharing the music
00:25:11.61\00:25:15.97
now how can others get involved
00:25:16.00\00:25:18.06
in a Katy Records Project
00:25:18.09\00:25:22.19
how can they get
involved with that?
00:25:22.22\00:25:24.01
Katy Records is always
looking for any kind of media...
00:25:24.04\00:25:27.95
we have several
pastors who've given us sermons
00:25:27.98\00:25:30.73
that we are able to...
through our little portal
00:25:30.76\00:25:33.47
we are able to
distribute to lots of people
00:25:33.50\00:25:35.74
we have about
20,000 visitors a month
00:25:35.78\00:25:37.69
at katyrecords. org
00:25:37.73\00:25:39.23
and if you have something
00:25:39.26\00:25:41.57
that you want to get
out there... to the world...
00:25:41.60\00:25:43.78
whether it's a book...
whether you're a musician
00:25:43.82\00:25:45.97
or a singer...
whether you have presentations
00:25:46.00\00:25:48.90
that... or you have a
project that you want to share
00:25:48.94\00:25:51.76
with the rest of the
world... all you have to do is
00:25:51.80\00:25:54.73
let me know... e- mail
me at live@katyrecords. org
00:25:54.77\00:25:58.65
that's katyrecords. org
and we'll get it together...
00:25:58.69\00:26:02.54
That's
awesome... thank you so much
00:26:02.58\00:26:04.83
so, what would you
say... in 30 seconds...
00:26:04.87\00:26:08.65
what would you
say to our Viewers
00:26:08.68\00:26:10.77
to our Viewers who, themselves,
are dealing with loneliness
00:26:10.81\00:26:15.40
and isolation...
what would you recommend
00:26:15.44\00:26:18.10
to them? Get
involved in ministry...
00:26:18.13\00:26:21.83
Hmmm... like
this... my good friend
00:26:21.87\00:26:24.05
Derrick Williams... he
just preached a sermon about
00:26:24.08\00:26:26.15
how we are born for eternity...
00:26:26.19\00:26:28.47
we don't come into this
world to just deal with "Now"
00:26:28.50\00:26:32.32
"Lay up for
yourselves treasures in heaven
00:26:32.35\00:26:34.74
where moth and
rust can't destroy... "
00:26:34.77\00:26:36.94
nobody can come and
steal it from you...
00:26:36.98\00:26:39.59
that is your
future... that is your "Now"
00:26:39.63\00:26:42.42
and put your
energy into God's work...
00:26:42.45\00:26:45.21
into His work... put
your energy into Him...
00:26:45.25\00:26:48.13
seek His face because
He will not fail you...
00:26:48.16\00:26:50.58
everything that you
need you can find in Him...
00:26:50.61\00:26:53.69
and trust Him... take
the time and trust Him...
00:26:53.73\00:26:56.77
you know, He said,
00:26:56.80\00:26:58.24
"Taste and see
that the Lord is good"
00:26:58.28\00:26:59.76
he doesn't ask
you to do anything...
00:26:59.80\00:27:01.09
doesn't ask you to
do anything blindly...
00:27:01.13\00:27:03.38
He's given you an
opportunity to taste the stuff
00:27:03.41\00:27:05.62
and I suggest that
that's what you do...
00:27:05.66\00:27:07.93
because human
beings will fail you...
00:27:07.96\00:27:10.16
they're doing the best
they can many of them...
00:27:10.20\00:27:12.45
people are not
intending to reap havoc
00:27:12.48\00:27:15.11
everywhere they go... Right...
00:27:15.15\00:27:16.69
and for some of us...
there are more things going on
00:27:16.72\00:27:20.12
every time you
try to do something,
00:27:20.16\00:27:21.96
the devil will
throw things in your path
00:27:22.00\00:27:23.67
to slow you down or
to stop what you're doing
00:27:23.71\00:27:25.97
to change the way that you're
able to affect your environment
00:27:26.01\00:27:29.10
but remember... if you
are putting your energy
00:27:29.13\00:27:32.02
into God's plan... then
you have the whole heavenly
00:27:32.06\00:27:34.60
host there... working with you
00:27:34.64\00:27:36.53
He will remove the loneliness
00:27:36.56\00:27:38.42
and the pain... if
you give Him a chance...
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Yes... thank you so much...
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thank you so
much for being with us
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and for sharing
your testimony with us...
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and for letting us
know about Katy Records...
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and your music...
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Well, thanks for
tuning in join us next time...
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you know... it just
wouldn't be the same
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without you...
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