Today you're going to meet a man that used to be a Drug Dealer... 00:00:01.06\00:00:04.22 Now, he's got a ministry to dope dealers, murderers, 00:00:04.25\00:00:08.07 robbers and thieves... 00:00:08.10\00:00:09.37 Stay tuned to see and hear 00:00:09.40\00:00:11.01 of the transforming power of God... 00:00:11.04\00:00:12.88 My name is Yvonne Lewis and you're watching 00:00:12.91\00:00:15.72 Urban Report... 00:00:15.75\00:00:16.83 Hello and welcome to Urban Report... 00:00:38.77\00:00:42.04 my special guest today is Lemual Vega 00:00:42.07\00:00:45.28 Founder and Director of Christmas Behind Bars 00:00:45.31\00:00:48.53 and Host of 3ABN's new Program "Free Indeed" 00:00:48.56\00:00:51.74 Welcome to Urban Report Lemuel... 00:00:51.78\00:00:54.08 Welcome Sister... it's a blessing to be here... 00:00:54.11\00:00:56.04 I'm so happy to have you... you have been such a blessing 00:00:56.08\00:00:58.66 to Dare to Dream as well as, of course, 3ABN 00:00:58.70\00:01:01.12 but to Dare to Dream as well, because we were in a pinch 00:01:01.15\00:01:04.17 and you just came through and got us some guests 00:01:04.20\00:01:07.13 for "The New Journey" and I just want to 00:01:07.16\00:01:10.41 thank you publicly for just stepping in 00:01:10.45\00:01:13.20 and being that minute-man for us... 00:01:13.23\00:01:15.92 I hope your viewers will stay tuned for "The New Journey" 00:01:15.95\00:01:19.01 because we have a lot of powerful testimonies 00:01:19.04\00:01:20.99 about transforming power of God, 00:01:21.02\00:01:22.44 and it's not about what God's done in my life 00:01:22.47\00:01:25.31 necessarily here today... 00:01:25.34\00:01:26.43 it's about promising our viewers... 00:01:26.46\00:01:28.46 that God will step up and meet them 00:01:28.49\00:01:30.46 if they'll just open their heart and their will to Him... 00:01:30.49\00:01:32.97 Absolutely... absolutely... you know... 00:01:33.00\00:01:34.72 one of the things that is so important 00:01:34.75\00:01:36.56 for our viewers to know... is that... 00:01:36.59\00:01:38.33 no matter where they are in life... 00:01:38.37\00:01:40.48 God doesn't care about where you are... 00:01:40.52\00:01:42.56 as far as... you know... it doesn't turn Him off... 00:01:42.60\00:01:45.47 Amen... where you are... 00:01:45.51\00:01:46.91 He sees where you're going to be... 00:01:46.94\00:01:48.65 He sees where you can be 00:01:48.69\00:01:50.55 and He has a plan to get you there... 00:01:50.58\00:01:52.34 And then, He empowers us also through His Holy Spirit... 00:01:52.37\00:01:55.15 Yes... Because the woman that got 00:01:55.18\00:01:56.28 caught in the very act of adultery... amen... 00:01:56.32\00:01:58.55 Yes... The very act of adultery... 00:01:58.58\00:01:59.73 they dragged her out to Jesus, Yes... 00:01:59.76\00:02:01.33 Jesus said, "Where are thine accusers?" 00:02:01.37\00:02:02.87 She looked up and said, "Nay Lord... there are none... " 00:02:02.90\00:02:05.01 Yes... Jesus said what? 00:02:05.05\00:02:06.29 "Go and sin no more... " "Neither do I condemn thee... 00:02:06.33\00:02:10.02 but go and sin no more... " so that's the promise 00:02:10.06\00:02:12.80 of the power of the Gospel... in all of our lives 00:02:12.83\00:02:15.50 in the time of earth's history, to be able to live for Christ 00:02:15.54\00:02:17.98 make a decision... and if we're willing... 00:02:18.02\00:02:19.94 He's able... Amen... Amen... 00:02:19.97\00:02:21.33 And you know what... that is such a key point 00:02:21.37\00:02:24.23 the power... is not within us... 00:02:24.26\00:02:26.31 Amen... so you know... 00:02:26.34\00:02:27.46 a lot of times people say, "Well, I can't change... 00:02:27.50\00:02:29.79 I mean... I've been doing drugs all these years... 00:02:29.83\00:02:32.60 or I've been... " any sin... we're all sinners 00:02:32.64\00:02:35.38 saved by grace... so... so any sin... 00:02:35.41\00:02:38.43 God sees us and gives us the power... 00:02:38.46\00:02:41.41 to overcome sin... so, the power doesn't come 00:02:41.44\00:02:44.17 from us... and I think a lot of people 00:02:44.20\00:02:45.48 kind of get confused about where that power 00:02:45.52\00:02:47.87 is from... what they have to "clean up" first 00:02:47.91\00:02:50.31 before they come to God... no... no... come as you are... 00:02:50.34\00:02:53.19 You're justified... that's justification... 00:02:53.23\00:02:55.00 Yes... yes... You come to Christ... 00:02:55.04\00:02:56.53 just as you are... and then invite God into your life 00:02:56.56\00:02:59.15 and then the "yuk" begins to disappear 00:02:59.18\00:03:01.16 out of your life... the light comes in... 00:03:01.20\00:03:03.15 the darkness begins to dissipate 00:03:03.18\00:03:04.38 so whatever neighborhood they're in today... 00:03:04.42\00:03:06.54 whatever situation they're in today... 00:03:06.57\00:03:08.45 I want to let them know, we weren't born crack addicts, 00:03:08.48\00:03:10.90 Right... we weren't born alcoholics 00:03:10.94\00:03:12.38 we weren't born sex offenders... 00:03:12.42\00:03:14.30 we were born with the sin nature... 00:03:14.34\00:03:16.19 Yes... The human nature 00:03:16.22\00:03:17.41 is a sin nature... and when we're born again... 00:03:17.45\00:03:19.55 the Bible says, "We must be born again... " 00:03:19.59\00:03:21.77 at some point in our life... we have to realize 00:03:21.80\00:03:23.92 and desire something different, and our viewers today 00:03:23.95\00:03:26.31 they desire strength... and power and hope 00:03:26.35\00:03:28.34 as you spoke about... Amen... Yes... amen, amen... 00:03:28.38\00:03:30.62 Now let's talk about... you talked about that "yuk" 00:03:30.65\00:03:32.32 Hmmm... hmmm... let's talk about the "yuk" 00:03:32.35\00:03:34.05 that was in your life before... that God has just cleaned away 00:03:34.09\00:03:37.93 where... if you had to use three words 00:03:37.96\00:03:40.88 to describe yourself... back in the day... 00:03:40.92\00:03:43.80 what three words would you use? 00:03:43.84\00:03:45.35 Lonely, empty and broken... Come on... come on now... 00:03:45.39\00:03:47.20 as a child... Yes... 00:03:47.23\00:03:49.12 lonely, empty and broken... I didn't fit in... 00:03:49.16\00:03:51.40 wanted to fit in... wanted to be somebody... 00:03:51.44\00:03:53.61 not realizing that God had a plan for my life, 00:03:53.65\00:03:56.06 so sexual immorality started in my life... 00:03:56.09\00:03:58.47 I mean, as a little child, sitting in first grade... 00:03:58.50\00:04:01.07 the teacher called me out in the hallway 00:04:01.11\00:04:02.86 and said, "You shouldn't be playing with yourself in School" 00:04:02.90\00:04:05.19 I was molested before I was in first grade 00:04:05.23\00:04:07.82 I was robbed before I was in first grade 00:04:07.85\00:04:10.17 in Central Park... in Downtown Chicago... 00:04:10.21\00:04:12.46 because I walked under the viaduct and I got robbed by 00:04:12.49\00:04:15.00 some 13- or 14-year-old kid for a couple of balloons and nickels 00:04:15.03\00:04:17.92 so my life started... I too was born... basically... 00:04:17.96\00:04:20.34 supposedly... on the wrong side of the track... 00:04:20.37\00:04:22.33 even though I was raised in a Christian home 00:04:22.37\00:04:24.77 knew about Christ... this immorality started 00:04:24.81\00:04:27.13 terribly in my life... that was First Grade... 00:04:27.16\00:04:28.91 Second Grade... I was tied in my seat with a jump rope 00:04:28.94\00:04:31.19 because I was so unmanageable, psychiatrists said 00:04:31.23\00:04:34.04 that I needed medication to fix this emptiness 00:04:34.08\00:04:36.86 in my life... and the psychiatric world 00:04:36.89\00:04:39.70 doesn't have the ability through another pill or narcotic 00:04:39.74\00:04:42.99 or another program... to fix the sin problem... 00:04:43.02\00:04:46.27 Hmmm... hmmm... and that's why Jesus came 00:04:46.30\00:04:48.15 and died... so my life has been a spiral 00:04:48.19\00:04:49.51 downward... since a child... how can a child go downward? 00:04:49.55\00:04:52.35 I was in prison by the time I was 18-years-old 00:04:52.38\00:04:54.90 I was sitting in the County Jail facing 10-20 years in prison 00:04:54.93\00:04:58.02 went to prison... overdosed on my way to prison 00:04:58.05\00:05:00.60 and I wanted something different... 00:05:00.64\00:05:02.05 Sister, I'll tell you something, I practiced for one year 00:05:02.08\00:05:05.40 before I got out of the maximum security prison, 00:05:05.44\00:05:07.76 practiced of not getting "high" in prison... 00:05:07.79\00:05:09.93 because I was smart enough to know 00:05:09.96\00:05:11.44 that the day they let me go home, 00:05:11.48\00:05:12.89 I wasn't going to automatically quit... 00:05:12.92\00:05:14.52 I didn't want to come back to prison no more... 00:05:14.56\00:05:16.16 I wanted that internal change 00:05:16.19\00:05:17.85 that all of our viewers desire today... 00:05:17.88\00:05:19.71 in their life... Hmmm... hmmm... 00:05:19.74\00:05:20.88 I desired that... but desire is not enough... 00:05:20.92\00:05:23.57 it takes persevering effort, 00:05:23.60\00:05:25.86 I practiced for a year before I got out of prison, 00:05:25.89\00:05:27.88 I said, "I don't want to come back to prison" 00:05:27.92\00:05:29.04 and it wasn't long... When you say, "you practiced" 00:05:29.07\00:05:33.20 what do you mean... like... 00:05:33.24\00:05:35.21 I practiced not getting high... the dope was there... 00:05:35.24\00:05:37.77 You could have been getting high... how? 00:05:37.81\00:05:38.89 I was still selling dope the year before I got out of prison 00:05:38.92\00:05:41.68 but I said, "I need to practice... 00:05:41.72\00:05:43.19 because I need to "man up" I need to figure out how... 00:05:43.22\00:05:45.56 because I don't want to come back 00:05:45.60\00:05:46.74 so I didn't get "high" and when I made a decision 00:05:46.78\00:05:48.88 to not get high... but I was doing it on my own strength 00:05:48.91\00:05:52.10 I was like, "here come the guards... 00:05:52.13\00:05:53.42 here come the balm... here come the best dope 00:05:53.45\00:05:55.08 through the whole prison... " 00:05:55.12\00:05:56.34 "Come on Vega, here, try this. " I was like, 00:05:56.37\00:05:57.92 "No, Dude, don't you get it? I'm getting ready to go home 00:05:57.96\00:05:59.71 I don't want to get "high" no more... I want change... " 00:05:59.74\00:06:01.26 Hmmm... So our viewers today are 00:06:01.29\00:06:02.98 desiring change in their lives... 00:06:03.01\00:06:04.63 but without the power of God... Hmmm... 00:06:04.66\00:06:06.87 you got to come to Him... just as you are... 00:06:06.91\00:06:09.12 got out of prison... fell back into the ditch... 00:06:09.15\00:06:11.30 as a matter-of-fact I started taking dope back to the prison 00:06:11.33\00:06:13.40 because I thought "I've got it figured out... 00:06:13.44\00:06:14.82 I take dope into the prison, take it to the police, 00:06:14.85\00:06:17.01 give them 300 bucks... whatever... he'll take it 00:06:17.04\00:06:19.16 into my friends... they'll send the money to me... 00:06:19.19\00:06:21.23 and then I'll begin to buy boats and cars and motorcycles" 00:06:21.27\00:06:24.24 and all this "yuk" all this junk... 00:06:24.27\00:06:25.83 Hmmm... hmmm... it never healed, 00:06:25.86\00:06:27.25 it never fixed, it never repaired... 00:06:27.28\00:06:28.65 I was still empty... Hmmm... hmmm... 00:06:28.69\00:06:30.02 finally I made it to treatment 14 years ago 00:06:30.22\00:06:32.38 and I went to treatment, for the first time in my life, 00:06:32.42\00:06:34.42 and for our viewers today, if they have had their son 00:06:34.45\00:06:36.82 or grandson or daughter in treatment 00:06:36.86\00:06:39.00 and then they get out... 30 days later... 00:06:39.04\00:06:40.80 that's because you can't give it to them in a pill... 00:06:40.84\00:06:43.13 another program... outside of Christ... 00:06:43.17\00:06:45.15 if Christ is not the hub of a program... 00:06:45.18\00:06:47.10 they can't fix it... fixing comes from within... 00:06:47.13\00:06:49.70 Hmmm... hmmm... yes... yes... yes... let's go back now to 00:06:49.74\00:06:52.35 the teen years... the adolescent years... 00:06:52.38\00:06:55.12 was there any spirituality in your home... 00:06:55.15\00:06:57.85 what was going on... 00:06:57.89\00:06:59.09 There was spirituality in the home 00:06:59.12\00:07:00.66 I was raised to know that Jesus was the answer 00:07:00.69\00:07:03.78 I tried to do good in School but I couldn't 00:07:03.82\00:07:06.84 because if you don't get it you're behind... 00:07:06.88\00:07:08.61 so I gave up... I gave up... 00:07:08.65\00:07:10.43 and in third grade... I was kicked out of a 00:07:10.46\00:07:12.00 Christian School... kicked out of a Public School 00:07:12.04\00:07:13.92 I gave up... mom kept trying to nurture 00:07:13.96\00:07:16.25 and encourage but moms can't do it 00:07:16.29\00:07:17.94 for their children... but moms need to tell them 00:07:17.97\00:07:20.03 about Jesus... and down the road... 00:07:20.06\00:07:21.66 "Train up a child in the way he should go, 00:07:21.70\00:07:23.45 and he will not depart from it" so years later 00:07:23.49\00:07:25.17 my mother died of cancer, without ever seeing a change 00:07:25.21\00:07:27.88 in my life... but I remember her 00:07:27.92\00:07:29.16 kneeling by her bed... with her Bible open 00:07:29.19\00:07:31.12 praying... and I'd go by her room and say, 00:07:31.16\00:07:33.02 "Mom, give it a break... " then I'd go up to my room 00:07:33.05\00:07:35.20 and get a little bit "higher" so for the moms that are praying 00:07:35.24\00:07:37.52 for the grandmas and grandpas whatever they are praying... 00:07:37.56\00:07:39.55 for the dads that are praying, to not give up... 00:07:39.59\00:07:41.49 even though your children may be going the wayward way... 00:07:41.53\00:07:43.63 That's right... because those prayers follow them... 00:07:43.66\00:07:45.77 Amen... God honors the prayers 00:07:45.80\00:07:47.50 of His saints... even when they go to sleep 00:07:47.53\00:07:49.51 those prayers still can be answered... 00:07:49.54\00:07:51.39 Amen... Your mom would be so proud 00:07:51.43\00:07:53.21 of you today... what God has done in your life. 00:07:53.24\00:07:55.29 One day I look forward to seeing her in heaven... 00:07:55.32\00:07:57.29 Yes... oh yes... yes... yes... so were you angry with God 00:07:57.33\00:08:01.23 at that point... or you just figured... 00:08:01.26\00:08:02.98 No, no... no... no... I wasn't angry with God 00:08:03.02\00:08:04.15 I was trying to fit in 00:08:04.18\00:08:05.27 I was trying to find purpose in life... 00:08:05.30\00:08:07.13 we were short on money at different times 00:08:07.17\00:08:08.93 and I thought... money could fix my mom's problems 00:08:08.97\00:08:11.50 because my mom would buy groceries sometimes 00:08:11.54\00:08:13.52 and she'd have to... once the dollar amount hits... 00:08:13.55\00:08:15.26 she'd have to put the rest of the stuff back 00:08:15.29\00:08:16.97 so for those people that are struggling with 00:08:17.00\00:08:18.65 economic issues... I thought that... 00:08:18.69\00:08:20.82 "Man! if I could make enough money... it would buy 00:08:20.86\00:08:23.51 it would buy my mother's problems... 00:08:23.54\00:08:26.29 it would fix the home problems" Yeah... you know... 00:08:26.32\00:08:28.02 I think that drives a lot of young men in the inner cities... 00:08:28.05\00:08:31.36 For money... For money... the new shoes... 00:08:31.39\00:08:33.17 that they want to fit in... the bling bling... 00:08:33.20\00:08:34.52 all the gold... all that stuff 00:08:34.55\00:08:35.72 Yes... yes... and so they look at these 00:08:35.76\00:08:36.92 drug dealers with fancy cars... low riders... 00:08:36.96\00:08:39.13 fancy stereos... like... that's attaining... 00:08:39.17\00:08:41.45 that's success... Right... 00:08:41.48\00:08:42.62 No, that leads to prisons, jails, institutions and death 00:08:42.66\00:08:45.99 Right... right right... wow! so after you got out... 00:08:46.03\00:08:49.29 after you got out of prison, and we didn't even talk about 00:08:49.33\00:08:51.83 what got you there... Burglary, drugs, just arson, 00:08:51.87\00:08:55.04 just... junk... so just various junk... right 00:08:55.07\00:08:58.21 so, you were in prison, you practiced not getting "high" 00:08:58.24\00:09:03.22 you get out of prison and as soon as you get out... 00:09:03.25\00:09:05.57 you start getting "high" again... 00:09:05.61\00:09:06.70 It was few months probably that I started with Nerve Pills 00:09:06.73\00:09:09.94 Okay... just someone saying, 00:09:09.98\00:09:11.27 "You need a nerve pill... " just all the anxiety 00:09:11.30\00:09:12.63 getting out of prison, you got to get a job, 00:09:12.66\00:09:14.04 you got to do this... you got to get that... 00:09:14.07\00:09:15.38 then I was fixing to get married about 9 months later 00:09:15.42\00:09:17.61 and I'm like really nervous now, because I've never in my life 00:09:17.64\00:09:20.19 done anything for life... and so, I started taking like... 00:09:20.22\00:09:22.73 just a piece of a nerve pill... I said, 00:09:22.77\00:09:24.02 "Yeah, that takes the edge off" 00:09:24.06\00:09:25.22 so the Devil led me back in... not with blatant drugs... 00:09:25.25\00:09:28.23 led me back... a little at a time... 00:09:28.26\00:09:29.75 and then once the doctor didn't want you give you enough, 00:09:29.79\00:09:32.33 then you go right back to the streets... 00:09:32.37\00:09:34.06 Yes... prescription drugs... that's another area of concern. 00:09:34.10\00:09:36.36 Yeah... addiction... worldwide Absolutely... absolutely 00:09:36.40\00:09:39.17 and people... see... one of the things that I 00:09:39.20\00:09:41.61 found, Brother Lemuel, is that Satan doesn't care 00:09:41.65\00:09:44.03 how he gets you... he can get you through 00:09:44.06\00:09:46.66 street drugs... or he'll get you through prescription drugs... 00:09:46.70\00:09:48.89 he doesn't care... 00:09:48.92\00:09:50.42 Gambling, pornography... it doesn't matter... 00:09:50.46\00:09:51.54 Yes... it doesn't matter... he'll find your button 00:09:51.57\00:09:53.96 he knows what your button is, and he'll push it... 00:09:54.00\00:09:56.06 whether it comes through this door or that door... 00:09:56.09\00:09:58.12 Right... right... and the key again... 00:09:58.15\00:09:59.58 is Jesus Christ... Amen... 00:09:59.62\00:10:00.97 How did you find Him? I found Him in a hospital room 00:10:01.00\00:10:03.36 14 years ago... I think... sick and ready to die 00:10:03.40\00:10:05.76 from drug addiction... I threw my crack pipe, 00:10:05.79\00:10:08.12 I threw my Cocaine... I flushed my Valiums... 00:10:08.15\00:10:10.41 I threw them in the parking lot, and I walked into treatment 00:10:10.44\00:10:12.86 for the first time in my life... 00:10:12.90\00:10:14.11 I had never before been to treatment 00:10:14.15\00:10:15.29 I was scared to go to treatment, didn't know what it was about, 00:10:15.33\00:10:17.79 didn't know if they'd inject Thorazine into you... 00:10:17.83\00:10:19.41 didn't know if they'd put you in a rubber room... 00:10:19.45\00:10:21.00 and I didn't know... and I went there 00:10:21.03\00:10:22.80 they begin to tell me about Methadone 00:10:22.84\00:10:25.33 Yoga... Antabuse for the alcoholic... 00:10:25.37\00:10:27.28 Wow! I'm like, "Give me a break... " 00:10:27.31\00:10:29.16 psychiatrists told me from a little child... 00:10:29.19\00:10:31.13 told my parents too... that I had to be on medication 00:10:31.16\00:10:33.86 for the rest of my life... so all my life, 00:10:33.89\00:10:35.29 I've been on medication, self-medicating, 00:10:35.32\00:10:36.65 drug addiction, alcoholism, sexism... 00:10:36.69\00:10:39.31 looking for hope in my life... Hmmm... 00:10:39.34\00:10:41.41 so I go to these College-educated 00:10:41.45\00:10:43.95 Cadillac-driving... BMW-whatever riding 00:10:43.98\00:10:47.16 doctors... college education... 00:10:47.20\00:10:48.92 telling me that I need more medication... 00:10:48.95\00:10:50.93 I'm like... "Man, you need to give me a break... " 00:10:50.96\00:10:52.74 then I went to my room... I pushed the bed up against 00:10:52.78\00:10:54.53 the door... and I was in the valley of decision 00:10:54.56\00:10:56.51 so, here I am... 24 hours in this treatment facility 00:10:56.54\00:10:59.00 with my bed up against the door, the door is shut... 00:10:59.03\00:11:01.63 I didn't know, Sister, whether I wanted to try 00:11:01.66\00:11:04.23 one more time... or not... Hmmm... 00:11:04.26\00:11:06.34 because all my life I failed... for our viewers today 00:11:06.38\00:11:08.61 wherever they're at... they've been trying to do right 00:11:08.64\00:11:10.83 but without the power of God... 00:11:10.87\00:11:12.02 without the power of the gospel in their life, 00:11:12.05\00:11:13.67 they're going to continue to fail... 00:11:13.70\00:11:15.32 Absolutely... and I got down on my knees 00:11:15.36\00:11:16.63 I made a decision... mother's prayers... I remembered 00:11:16.66\00:11:19.41 she said to pray... and I got down on my knees 00:11:19.44\00:11:21.60 and I prayed... my only prayer... 00:11:21.63\00:11:22.95 I was inspired to pray... I was inspired to try 00:11:22.98\00:11:25.04 one more time... because I saw the most beautiful 00:11:25.07\00:11:26.84 sunset... I had ever seen in my whole life... 00:11:26.88\00:11:28.61 Hmmm... hmmm... it was a Friday evening 00:11:28.65\00:11:30.14 and as I saw the sun going down, I remembered to pray... 00:11:30.17\00:11:34.06 and I was in the valley of decision 00:11:34.09\00:11:35.72 I decided to try one more time... 00:11:35.76\00:11:37.31 and I got down on my knees in the hospital room 00:11:37.35\00:11:39.48 and I said, "Dear Jesus, please help me... 00:11:39.52\00:11:41.99 I want to quit but I can't... " you see, I thought it was just 00:11:42.02\00:11:45.11 Cocaine, I thought it was just narcotics... 00:11:45.14\00:11:46.93 but what I found out... walking with Jesus 00:11:46.96\00:11:48.68 is when He is allowed to come in 00:11:48.71\00:11:51.48 invited in... per our request 00:11:51.51\00:11:54.21 the light begins to come on and the "yuk" begins to dissipate... 00:11:54.24\00:11:58.26 from the inside out... Come on... 00:11:58.30\00:12:00.18 not from the medication... not from a program... 00:12:00.21\00:12:01.96 but from the inside out... God would transform the life 00:12:01.99\00:12:04.94 of the sinner... not the drug addict... 00:12:04.97\00:12:06.63 not the gambler... not the sex addict... 00:12:06.67\00:12:08.47 He will transform the life of the sinner... 00:12:08.51\00:12:10.13 that's why Jesus came and died upon the Cross of Calvary. 00:12:10.16\00:12:12.56 It is the most beautiful thing to see what God does 00:12:12.60\00:12:17.37 in our lives and in our hearts, He takes us from one place 00:12:17.40\00:12:21.55 and brings us to another place, and only He can do that... 00:12:21.59\00:12:25.44 Amen... it's such a beautiful thing 00:12:25.48\00:12:28.00 to see... now... so you found the Lord... 00:12:28.03\00:12:30.39 then... you were married at this point... by this point? 00:12:30.42\00:12:34.62 Yeah... yeah... You're married... 00:12:34.65\00:12:36.39 you found the Lord... tell us about 00:12:36.43\00:12:38.13 "Christmas Behind Bars" 00:12:38.17\00:12:40.23 My wife suffered through the first 12 years 00:12:40.26\00:12:43.00 of our marriage while I was addicted to drugs 00:12:43.04\00:12:44.99 so she's suffering through all this time... 00:12:45.02\00:12:46.94 Oh... wow! she's praying... 00:12:46.97\00:12:48.07 she's putting Bible verses in my Lunch... 00:12:48.11\00:12:49.74 when I go to work or I leave 00:12:49.78\00:12:51.05 I'd be gone for days at a time so my suffered through 00:12:51.09\00:12:53.94 all this time... I gave my heart to Christ 00:12:53.98\00:12:56.79 and we begin to live for Him, I had about... 00:12:56.82\00:12:59.60 maybe 6 months clean... and I realized 00:12:59.64\00:13:01.40 that I had to get rid of Hollywood... 00:13:01.44\00:13:03.14 because all the drug... the gangster movies... 00:13:03.17\00:13:05.57 all those immoral movies on TV... and stuff... 00:13:05.61\00:13:07.49 so I got rid of the TV... continued to walk with Christ 00:13:07.52\00:13:10.99 and somebody had the idea of going down 00:13:11.03\00:13:12.97 to a County Jail and taking gift packages 00:13:13.01\00:13:14.71 to men and women that are in the County Jail... 00:13:14.75\00:13:16.41 and I'm like, "Yes, that's a great idea... " 00:13:16.45\00:13:18.08 I had some extra profit in the vans... 00:13:18.11\00:13:20.15 products, cookies, different snacks... 00:13:20.19\00:13:22.20 took them down to the jail 00:13:22.23\00:13:23.27 and on the way home, Sister, 00:13:23.30\00:13:24.67 let me tell you the transforming power of God... 00:13:24.70\00:13:26.29 you're ready... Yeah... ready... 00:13:26.33\00:13:27.62 on the way home... I had one year clean... 00:13:27.65\00:13:29.33 I took my wife's hand and I said, 00:13:29.37\00:13:30.96 "Baby, you couldn't give me a brand-new Corvette 00:13:30.99\00:13:33.86 for the blessing that I received tonight... " 00:13:33.89\00:13:36.73 Wow! and that's the difference 00:13:36.76\00:13:38.40 getting out of prison, wanting to get all this stuff, 00:13:38.43\00:13:40.63 and wherever our viewers are in the world, 00:13:40.66\00:13:42.40 it's not "materialistic goods" or whatever... 00:13:42.44\00:13:44.15 that will fill the void in our lives... 00:13:44.18\00:13:45.54 Yeah... the things that were important 00:13:45.57\00:13:46.86 are no longer important... because you realize 00:13:46.89\00:13:49.00 that they never fill that hole... 00:13:49.03\00:13:51.05 They're dross... we want the gold and the silver from God 00:13:51.08\00:13:53.81 the dross will dissipate as God comes in... 00:13:53.84\00:13:56.31 Yes... and so Christmas Behind Bars 00:13:56.35\00:13:57.67 was started with one jail of 350 inmates 00:13:57.70\00:14:00.09 two jails, five jails, ten jails year after year 00:14:00.13\00:14:02.97 and now we visit, by God's grace, 00:14:03.01\00:14:04.84 many prisons throughout the State of Indiana 00:14:04.88\00:14:06.91 every prison in the State of Indiana 00:14:06.95\00:14:08.07 and then also... around... different states in our 00:14:08.10\00:14:10.69 neighboring area... 00:14:10.73\00:14:14.01 We have a little video of one of the Brothers that 00:14:14.04\00:14:18.01 that has just benefitted so much from Christmas Behind Bars... 00:14:18.04\00:14:20.84 Amen... Let's take a look at it... 00:14:20.88\00:14:22.02 Okay... 00:14:22.06\00:14:24.66 It means a lot when you get people in the house... 00:14:27.87\00:14:30.30 that come in... you know... coming in... 00:14:30.34\00:14:31.99 that might be the only visit we get... when we have 00:14:32.03\00:14:34.94 Christmas Behind Bars 00:14:34.97\00:14:36.19 that might be the only visit 00:14:36.23\00:14:37.81 somebody might get... and that touched the person 00:14:37.85\00:14:43.30 crying... excuse me... 00:14:43.34\00:14:46.21 it is... it's actually a... 00:14:46.24\00:14:55.13 it's unexplainable feeling... because 00:14:55.16\00:14:57.60 it's overwhelming for us... 00:14:57.64\00:14:59.32 just people... I don't know you... 00:14:59.36\00:15:03.27 you don't know me... but you treat me just like 00:15:03.31\00:15:05.39 you've been knowing me all my life, 00:15:05.42\00:15:07.28 like, it's good to be part of a 00:15:07.32\00:15:10.48 Christian family... because sometimes 00:15:10.51\00:15:13.49 your own family just turns their backs on you... 00:15:13.53\00:15:15.47 yeah... I just thank God 00:15:15.51\00:15:22.51 that there are people out there like Christmas Behind Bars 00:15:22.55\00:15:26.88 because a lot of us need 00:15:26.91\00:15:28.95 just the... right there... they encouragement us 00:15:28.98\00:15:32.32 and let us know... there's still hope... 00:15:32.36\00:15:36.75 Wow! you know that just brings tears to my eyes... 00:15:36.79\00:15:40.61 because the loneliness... 00:15:40.65\00:15:42.86 just the words that you used to describe yourself... 00:15:42.89\00:15:46.40 the loneliness... the emptiness these folks don't... 00:15:46.44\00:15:49.92 might not ever get a visitor... 00:15:49.95\00:15:51.86 except when you come with 00:15:51.89\00:15:53.97 with Christmas Behind Bars, 00:15:54.00\00:15:55.93 how large is this now 00:15:55.96\00:15:57.58 how many prisons are you in, what's the scope of 00:15:57.62\00:16:00.96 Christmas Behind Bars now? 00:16:01.00\00:16:02.49 You know, we don't have a count, I don't know if we passed out... 00:16:02.53\00:16:05.71 we visit 30,000 to 40,000 inmates a year, 00:16:05.75\00:16:08.60 but it's somewhere in those numbers 00:16:08.64\00:16:09.85 and the only way I know that is because my aunt 00:16:09.88\00:16:12.02 makes all the copies and stuff for the bags... so she says, 00:16:12.06\00:16:14.73 "we're over 40,000 or 50,000" I don't know... 00:16:14.77\00:16:16.60 40,000 or 50,000 inmates a year so I don't know... 00:16:16.63\00:16:20.13 What a blessing that is... I'm serious... 00:16:20.16\00:16:23.69 seeing how he was so touched, by the love... 00:16:23.73\00:16:27.19 it's about love... He said that it brings him hope 00:16:27.22\00:16:31.57 Yes... and that's the same thing 00:16:31.60\00:16:33.17 I found on my knees... 14 years ago... 00:16:33.20\00:16:34.46 it was, "Dear Jesus, please help me... " 00:16:34.50\00:16:36.25 so that's what we want to share is hope... 00:16:36.29\00:16:37.97 that they can by God's grace attain what Christ has for us... 00:16:38.01\00:16:41.61 Yes... and you know Brother Lemuel... 00:16:41.64\00:16:43.76 the same issues that prisoners confront... 00:16:43.80\00:16:47.63 people in the outside confront, they're not free... 00:16:47.66\00:16:50.36 on the outside... we are in bondage to sin... 00:16:50.39\00:16:53.43 Our world... let's talk a bit about that... 00:16:53.46\00:16:56.47 Our world is in bondage and sin... 00:16:56.50\00:16:58.08 that's why Christ came and died for the whole human race... 00:16:58.12\00:17:00.93 every nation, kindred, tongue and people 00:17:00.96\00:17:03.29 every color, every race, every creed... 00:17:03.33\00:17:05.58 we had a Brother here just a few moments ago, 00:17:05.62\00:17:09.29 Hmmm... hmmm... and he told me that he 00:17:09.32\00:17:11.50 he figured out... he'd just been out of prison 00:17:11.53\00:17:13.60 for 90 days... Hmmm... hmmm... 00:17:13.63\00:17:15.57 maybe only 30 days... he'd been out of prison 00:17:15.60\00:17:17.71 for a short period of time, he said that, well, 00:17:17.75\00:17:19.73 he's using Heroin again... but he figured out 00:17:19.77\00:17:21.58 that he would only use it for two or three days 00:17:21.61\00:17:23.39 that way he doesn't get addicted... 00:17:23.43\00:17:24.85 I'm like, "Look Dude... let me tell you about Christ" 00:17:24.89\00:17:26.96 so here I had an opportunity here at 3ABN 00:17:27.00\00:17:29.53 to share with somebody... who came out here 00:17:29.57\00:17:31.87 just for the ride... of another Brother 00:17:31.90\00:17:34.13 who gave his testimony here just recently... 00:17:34.17\00:17:36.63 so here he is... he's getting sick from Heroin addiction 00:17:36.67\00:17:39.71 and he's telling me that he's just trying to 00:17:39.75\00:17:42.43 tweak it on his own... and I said, 00:17:42.46\00:17:43.92 "Look Dude, I'll tell you something... " 00:17:43.95\00:17:45.48 I had a partner who spent 25 years in the 00:17:45.51\00:17:47.00 Penitentiary... on a life sentence 00:17:47.03\00:17:48.64 got out... doing Heroin... talking about drugs... 00:17:48.68\00:17:51.69 talking about how he's sick... 00:17:51.73\00:17:52.97 and I said, "Look, give it to Jesus... " 00:17:53.00\00:17:54.54 he said, "You don't understand the power of Heroin addiction" 00:17:54.58\00:17:57.59 I said, "No, Dude, you don't understand the power of God" 00:17:57.63\00:18:00.61 Yes... and so, whoever is struggling 00:18:00.64\00:18:02.07 today with alcoholism, drug-ism, whatever it is, 00:18:02.10\00:18:04.79 God, per their invitation, will do for them 00:18:04.82\00:18:07.47 what they can't do for themselves... 00:18:07.50\00:18:08.95 and that's an important point too... 00:18:08.98\00:18:10.35 "per their invitation" because we have to invite Him 00:18:10.39\00:18:13.47 to come in... He's not going to bogard 00:18:13.51\00:18:15.45 like Satan will... we must invite Him in... 00:18:15.48\00:18:18.16 Amen... and then comes the power And then comes the power... 00:18:18.20\00:18:20.43 Yeah... to overcome the human nature... 00:18:20.47\00:18:23.52 Yes... The nature of sin... 00:18:23.56\00:18:24.70 and Christ will impute into us His righteousness 00:18:24.73\00:18:27.44 and the power to daily overcome... 00:18:27.47\00:18:29.50 Yes... amen... amen... now, we were talking 00:18:29.54\00:18:32.60 a little bit earlier... and we were talking about 00:18:32.63\00:18:34.28 lifestyle choices and how those choices 00:18:34.32\00:18:36.63 impact addiction... talk a little bit about that... 00:18:36.67\00:18:39.23 Well, I told you I got rid of the secularism... "Hollywood" 00:18:39.26\00:18:41.83 those kinds of movies because it would pull me back 00:18:41.86\00:18:44.35 to that... it feeds that old nature, 00:18:44.39\00:18:46.24 Hmmm... Okay... and then I heard 00:18:46.27\00:18:48.09 about lifestyle changes 00:18:48.13\00:18:49.70 I went to a place called Wildwood Hospital 00:18:49.74\00:18:51.44 and I heard for the first time how the effects of sugar 00:18:51.48\00:18:54.58 and caffeine and nicotine and all these things 00:18:54.62\00:18:56.91 because we have a lower nature and we have a higher nature 00:18:56.94\00:18:59.39 God wants to elevate the human life 00:18:59.42\00:19:02.03 on to the higher nature, and so, the nicotine, 00:19:02.07\00:19:05.02 and the caffeine, I found myself going to 00:19:05.06\00:19:07.44 a Health Food Store... I was clean vegan 00:19:07.48\00:19:09.36 and I was going to a health food store 00:19:09.40\00:19:11.21 and buying uppity stuff... Ephedras and all these stuff 00:19:11.25\00:19:13.54 and our world is living on energy drinks 00:19:13.58\00:19:15.77 and we need... God wants to live in our lives 00:19:15.80\00:19:18.35 we are the... the Holy Spirit wants... 00:19:18.38\00:19:20.26 we are the temple of God... Yes... 00:19:20.29\00:19:21.92 He wants to dwell in and through us 00:19:21.95\00:19:23.96 so it's not just Cocaine as a... 00:19:24.00\00:19:25.98 it's lifestyle changes... it's what we eat 00:19:26.01\00:19:27.73 makes a difference on our choices 00:19:27.77\00:19:30.06 so they desire different... but God wants to bring us into 00:19:30.09\00:19:33.11 an atmosphere of heaven, even though we live 00:19:33.15\00:19:35.28 in a sin-sick-stricken world... so what we eat... 00:19:35.31\00:19:38.75 water... we need plenty of water... 00:19:38.79\00:19:40.16 people don't know about that, water... we need half of our 00:19:40.20\00:19:43.00 body weight in water... water will help your brain 00:19:43.04\00:19:45.31 to work better... you get rid of the caffeine 00:19:45.35\00:19:47.49 caffeine causes a chemical imbalance in the brain 00:19:47.52\00:19:50.15 if you inject a spider... you know what a spider web 00:19:50.18\00:19:52.39 looks like... it's beautiful... intricately made... 00:19:52.42\00:19:54.59 Right... right... if you inject a spider 00:19:54.63\00:19:56.40 with what is equal to one cup of coffee... 00:19:56.43\00:19:58.13 he cannot make that web but a couple of blurbs... 00:19:58.17\00:20:00.61 his web will not be right up to 72 hours later 00:20:00.65\00:20:03.20 caffeine affects the fine intricate movements 00:20:03.23\00:20:05.84 of the brain... the fine tuning... 00:20:05.88\00:20:07.52 and so, caffeine, nicotine, goes right along 00:20:07.56\00:20:10.22 in my mind with cocaine... because it gives you 00:20:10.25\00:20:12.87 it gives you that boost... you know... 00:20:12.91\00:20:14.34 and so... And usually when you have that 00:20:14.38\00:20:15.74 cigarette or that cup of coffee, you want that cigarette 00:20:15.78\00:20:18.13 they kind of work together, nicotine and caffeine 00:20:18.17\00:20:20.52 kind of work together... Right... 00:20:20.56\00:20:21.69 and I told a Brother today, that's been our of prison 00:20:21.73\00:20:23.73 for 6 years... walking with Jesus 00:20:23.76\00:20:25.10 he said, "The Lord's brought it to me about the nicotine... " 00:20:25.14\00:20:27.49 and he said, "I just can't quit 00:20:27.52\00:20:29.08 I'm smoking a pack and a half a day... " 00:20:29.11\00:20:30.28 I said, "Look, how much caffeine you're doing?" 00:20:30.31\00:20:32.15 he said, "A lot... not drinking no water... " 00:20:32.19\00:20:33.95 I said, "Dude, look, if you quit caffeine and nicotine 00:20:33.99\00:20:37.05 together... I heard medical doctors speak 00:20:37.09\00:20:38.86 that they complement... the side effects will diminish 00:20:38.90\00:20:41.51 together... instead of keep pulling you back 00:20:41.55\00:20:43.54 to one or the other... " so... it's a great blessing 00:20:43.58\00:20:46.14 to live for Jesus, pure and serene... 00:20:46.18\00:20:47.85 clean indeed in Jesus, to be free indeed in Jesus... 00:20:47.89\00:20:50.70 Yes... yes... and speaking of free indeed... 00:20:50.73\00:20:53.01 let's talk about your Program "Free Indeed" 00:20:53.04\00:20:55.28 What is that? What are you doing with 00:20:55.32\00:20:58.12 "Free Indeed"? Free Indeed is an opportunity 00:20:58.15\00:21:00.37 for our Brothers and Sisters behind bars 00:21:00.40\00:21:02.55 to share hope with the world... because the world 00:21:02.58\00:21:05.33 seems like they're in a slumber 00:21:05.36\00:21:06.60 the Laodicean time period... in earth's history 00:21:06.63\00:21:09.16 like... they just think going to Church... 00:21:09.19\00:21:10.62 and reading the Bible and praying is like... 00:21:10.66\00:21:11.98 good enough for them but the inmates are now 00:21:12.02\00:21:14.09 sharing their testimonies, their strengths... their hope 00:21:14.13\00:21:16.63 they've been stripped of everything 00:21:16.67\00:21:18.03 by Society's standards, they have nothing... 00:21:18.06\00:21:19.72 they've lost their families, they don't get a visit, 00:21:19.75\00:21:21.43 they ain't got nothing... but somehow... 00:21:21.47\00:21:23.43 the desires for their heart is being fulfilled and nurtured 00:21:23.46\00:21:26.29 through the Holy Spirit and God working in their lives 00:21:26.33\00:21:28.01 so now... they have an opportunity 00:21:28.04\00:21:29.45 to share their hope with the whole wide world, 00:21:29.49\00:21:31.29 and it's literally going around the world... 00:21:31.33\00:21:33.06 that they can be free indeed in Jesus behind bars 00:21:33.10\00:21:35.36 but not forgotten... Amen... let's take a look 00:21:35.40\00:21:37.63 we have a video back there... 00:21:37.66\00:21:39.06 God has done so much for me that I cannot... 00:21:39.09\00:21:45.46 I cannot... even with the loss of my only child 00:21:45.50\00:21:51.83 I will ever have... I cannot sit here 00:21:51.87\00:21:56.28 and not be thankful for what God has done... 00:21:56.32\00:21:58.88 and tell you that God is moving in my life 00:21:58.91\00:22:01.44 and blessing me... and changing me... 00:22:01.48\00:22:04.35 even with everything that's happened... 00:22:04.39\00:22:07.23 I couldn't do it... 00:22:07.27\00:22:09.89 Wow... I think it's going to be super powerful... 00:22:09.92\00:22:13.91 I think these Programs are powerful 00:22:13.94\00:22:16.03 because again... they attest to the transforming 00:22:16.07\00:22:19.14 power of our almighty God... you know... 00:22:19.18\00:22:21.76 when you came to help us out with "The New Journey" 00:22:21.79\00:22:25.88 you brought with you a young man 00:22:25.91\00:22:28.13 Kyle... and he's staying with you 00:22:28.16\00:22:30.31 on and off... but... tell us a little bit about Kyle 00:22:30.34\00:22:32.72 and his journey and what you and your wife 00:22:32.75\00:22:35.03 are doing in his life... Well Kyle is 14-years-old 00:22:35.06\00:22:37.77 I had met him a couple of years back... 00:22:37.81\00:22:39.15 in "Students out of School" so he's not doing good 00:22:39.18\00:22:41.09 in School... just like I didn't do good in School... 00:22:41.12\00:22:43.00 so I met this guy... I shared with him about my 00:22:43.03\00:22:46.25 experiences... and he kept my card... 00:22:46.28\00:22:48.18 he kept the business card, and he called... 00:22:48.22\00:22:49.95 his parents called... they were in trouble... 00:22:49.99\00:22:52.06 but Kyle went from "Students out of School" 00:22:52.09\00:22:54.41 to selling crack in Houston... How old is he? 00:22:54.44\00:22:57.33 He's 14 now... he was 11 when he was selling 00:22:57.37\00:22:59.06 crack on the streets in Houston so 11- to 12-years-old 00:22:59.09\00:23:02.55 selling... he met this lady... 00:23:02.59\00:23:04.50 and he too wanted money 00:23:04.53\00:23:06.04 he saw this lady... he was cleaning up cars 00:23:06.07\00:23:08.02 he saw all these fancy people coming through here... 00:23:08.06\00:23:09.96 dope dealers and stuff and he said, 00:23:09.99\00:23:11.33 "I want to make some money... " so she set him up 00:23:11.37\00:23:13.41 selling crack... so he began to make his own money 00:23:13.44\00:23:15.41 200 to 300 dollars a day... selling crack on the streets 00:23:15.45\00:23:17.62 in Houston... and so, what happened is... 00:23:17.65\00:23:19.84 his friend got shot... 17-years-old... 00:23:19.87\00:23:21.98 dope dealer come in there not dope dealer... 00:23:22.02\00:23:24.13 drug addict come in there shot the Dude... 00:23:24.17\00:23:26.46 took the dope... and here my friend is Kyle 00:23:26.49\00:23:28.45 losing his friend in the midst of this journey 00:23:28.49\00:23:30.42 his mom moves back to our area... 00:23:30.45\00:23:32.76 struggling... I just say struggling 00:23:32.79\00:23:34.68 with every issue, whether it's water... 00:23:34.72\00:23:36.54 whether it's food, whether it's no washer... 00:23:36.57\00:23:38.20 no dryer... no stove... no refrigerator... 00:23:38.24\00:23:39.83 whatever... they're struggling 00:23:39.87\00:23:40.97 but mom's trying to keep the family together... 00:23:41.00\00:23:42.59 Hmmm... and in the midst of it 00:23:42.62\00:23:45.01 Christ connected us together, dad's in prison for 18 years 00:23:45.05\00:23:48.01 and so we were able to help the mom 00:23:48.04\00:23:49.39 to get her gas turned on... get some water going 00:23:49.43\00:23:51.56 get a dryer... 00:23:51.59\00:23:53.50 and trying to just help out with the physical needs... 00:23:53.53\00:23:55.53 but now Kyle had received a Bible on March the first... 00:23:55.56\00:23:59.15 which was just a moment... 00:23:59.18\00:24:00.22 not too long ago... he received a Bible... 00:24:00.26\00:24:02.04 and you know Sister... let me tell you the power of God 00:24:02.08\00:24:04.07 God would do amazing things, 00:24:04.11\00:24:06.01 we're driving down the highway 00:24:06.04\00:24:07.87 Kyle sees a rainbow... 00:24:07.91\00:24:08.96 and I asked him, "Do you know what that means?" 00:24:08.99\00:24:10.98 he said, "Yeah, it's a sign. " I said, "A sign of what?" 00:24:11.02\00:24:13.88 he said, "It's a sign that God would never destroy 00:24:13.92\00:24:16.08 the earth by flood again... " 00:24:16.12\00:24:17.19 I said, "How do you know that Dude" 00:24:17.22\00:24:18.35 because he wasn't raised up in that atmosphere... 00:24:18.38\00:24:20.66 Right... right... so, Kyle today, as we speak 00:24:20.69\00:24:22.93 is at his grandfather's bedside, who's getting ready to die 00:24:22.96\00:24:28.03 from wrong choices, perhaps, in his life... 00:24:28.06\00:24:30.44 Kyle is there sharing the gospel 00:24:30.48\00:24:32.66 that Grandpa can still find forgiveness... 00:24:32.69\00:24:34.97 and we just pray that God would give Grandpa 00:24:35.01\00:24:38.00 a reprieve from the cancer and from the drugs 00:24:38.04\00:24:41.38 that Kyle can share the gospel with Grandpa 00:24:41.42\00:24:43.33 and that he would be in the Kingdom of Heaven... so 00:24:43.36\00:24:45.29 Wow! so God is doing miraculous 00:24:45.33\00:24:46.80 things... in this time in earth's history 00:24:46.83\00:24:48.13 Amen... amen... what a blessing it will be for little Kyle 00:24:48.17\00:24:51.42 to have shared the gospel with his dying Grandpa 00:24:51.46\00:24:55.30 and if his Grandfather 00:24:55.34\00:24:57.25 accepts the Lord Jesus Christ 00:24:57.28\00:24:58.88 as his Savior... I mean... what a wonderful memory 00:24:58.91\00:25:01.19 that would be for Kyle... Amen... 00:25:01.23\00:25:02.87 And lifestyle choices are being implemented 00:25:02.90\00:25:05.09 in Kyle's life... never ate an apple before 00:25:05.13\00:25:07.24 here he is... 14-years-old... never ate an apple before 00:25:07.28\00:25:09.71 never tasted an orange before, 00:25:09.74\00:25:10.80 I said "Dude, what did you eat?" Pizza, Twinkies... 00:25:10.83\00:25:12.94 and all these kinds of stuff and that's what we don't realize 00:25:12.97\00:25:16.14 that there's a difference... That's right... 00:25:16.17\00:25:17.54 and so Kyle tells me... that he wakes up better 00:25:17.58\00:25:18.99 he feels stronger... he feels better... 00:25:19.03\00:25:20.59 he's drinking water... so in a 14-year-old's life, 00:25:20.62\00:25:23.08 we've seen it first-hand that it does work... 00:25:23.11\00:25:25.05 Yes... it makes all the difference... 00:25:25.09\00:25:26.63 We have worship in the morning, praise God... 00:25:26.66\00:25:29.44 Yes... amen... you are "Living the loving" 00:25:29.48\00:25:32.22 Amen... and that's such a wonderful 00:25:32.26\00:25:34.31 thing... I met your wife and she's precious 00:25:34.34\00:25:36.70 I mean... what a blessing... what a blessing... 00:25:36.73\00:25:39.05 you guys can go back into 00:25:39.08\00:25:41.11 the darkness and actually share the light of Jesus... 00:25:41.14\00:25:43.96 In our last couple of minutes, what do you have 00:25:44.00\00:25:46.63 do you have any message that you'd like to share 00:25:46.66\00:25:49.45 with our viewers that are themselves struggling 00:25:49.48\00:25:52.23 with issues... what would you say? 00:25:52.27\00:25:55.03 Sister, I'll tell you... I'll share with our viewers 00:25:55.07\00:25:58.13 I don't know which camera we're on... 00:25:58.16\00:25:59.70 I'll just share with you today 00:25:59.73\00:26:01.41 that no matter what you're struggling with... 00:26:01.44\00:26:03.39 God found me in the midst of despair 00:26:03.43\00:26:05.66 I've been in prison... I've been down that road... 00:26:05.69\00:26:07.40 and you've been seeking to fill that void in your life, 00:26:07.43\00:26:09.82 you've been wanting something different 00:26:09.85\00:26:11.50 in your life... you want hope... 00:26:11.53\00:26:12.79 you want peace, you want stability... 00:26:12.83\00:26:14.06 you want purpose in life, 00:26:14.10\00:26:15.57 and God created us all with a purpose 00:26:15.61\00:26:17.99 and that's to serve Him supremely... 00:26:18.02\00:26:20.33 to give it all to God so whatever you're struggling 00:26:20.37\00:26:23.05 with this day... please, get down on your knees 00:26:23.08\00:26:25.73 and humble your heart before God and please... just tell him... 00:26:25.76\00:26:28.94 say, "Dear Lord, I want your help... I can't... " 00:26:28.98\00:26:31.03 He understands our struggles 00:26:31.06\00:26:32.39 because God, who in the beginning of time, 00:26:32.42\00:26:34.28 gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him 00:26:34.32\00:26:38.02 should not perish but have everlasting life... 00:26:38.05\00:26:40.42 He will do for us... the omnipotent God... 00:26:40.45\00:26:42.30 that in the beginning that created the heaven 00:26:42.34\00:26:44.16 and the earth... gave His son Jesus... 00:26:44.19\00:26:46.24 for such a time as this... and He wants to plant your feet 00:26:46.27\00:26:48.75 on solid ground... through the trials and 00:26:48.78\00:26:50.74 tribulations of your life, your roots will grow deep 00:26:50.77\00:26:53.33 your dependency on God... that you will be 00:26:53.37\00:26:55.19 in the Kingdom of Heaven but prior to that... 00:26:55.23\00:26:57.01 He has a work for you and me to do... 00:26:57.05\00:26:58.89 so, don't give up... don't look back... 00:26:58.92\00:27:00.72 you may never get out of prison... 00:27:00.76\00:27:02.01 but you have an opportunity 00:27:02.04\00:27:03.40 to carry this message of hope with another Brother or Sister 00:27:03.43\00:27:06.47 in that prison... and we are world filled with sin 00:27:06.50\00:27:09.38 and God will free us... each and every day... Amen... 00:27:09.42\00:27:12.26 Amen... thank you so much Brother Lemuel... 00:27:12.30\00:27:14.70 thank you so much for being with us... 00:27:14.73\00:27:17.06 Well... thank you... What a blessing you are... 00:27:17.10\00:27:18.53 thank you for sharing the light and the love of Jesus Christ 00:27:18.57\00:27:21.54 in the world around us... 00:27:21.58\00:27:22.84 We appreciate the sponsors for 3ABN that make this happen 00:27:22.87\00:27:26.00 and The New Journey and Dare to Dream Network... 00:27:26.04\00:27:28.07 so thank you for your vision 00:27:28.10\00:27:29.36 to bring it into the inner cities... 00:27:29.40\00:27:30.79 Praise the Lord... you know Christ has promised 00:27:30.82\00:27:34.60 that he who the Son sets free 00:27:34.63\00:27:36.74 shall be free indeed... that freedom can be yours 00:27:36.78\00:27:39.76 whether or not you're behind bars... 00:27:39.79\00:27:42.13 that freedom is yours for the taking 00:27:42.16\00:27:44.12 through Jesus Christ our Lord... 00:27:44.16\00:27:46.04 if you want to know more about Jesus... 00:27:46.08\00:27:48.45 contact your local Seventh-day Adventist Church 00:27:48.49\00:27:51.17 or join them in worship on a Saturday morning... 00:27:51.20\00:27:54.26 Well, that wraps up our Program for today... 00:27:54.30\00:27:57.32 Thank you so much for joining us... 00:27:57.35\00:27:59.52 join us next time... we really want and need you here 00:27:59.56\00:28:03.70 you know why? it just wouldn't be the same... 00:28:03.73\00:28:06.06 without you... 00:28:06.10\00:28:07.39