Table Talk

Righteousness by Faith: Wounded

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Participants: David Asscherick, James Rafferty, Jeffrey Rosario, Ty Gibson

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00:01 [Music]
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00:21 --Alright, guys, we're in session number four of our
00:23 Righteousness by Faith series.
00:25 And it's been pretty interesting.
00:27 We began by just unpacking the idea of righteousness by faith
00:32 as a language that a lot people might not be familiar with.
00:34 And even those who are familiar with that language within a
00:37 theological and church context, I think it's important just to
00:41 bring that language down and make it accessible.
00:44 We began to understand that righteousness by faith, while it
00:48 sounds technical...
00:49 --It sounds churchy.
00:50 --Churchy, it's really about relationship with God.
00:55 It's a term that defines a way of relating from God to us and
01:01 then us reciprocating back to God.
01:05 And then we moved on and we really spent a lot of time
01:07 dealing with the Genesis account of the creation of man, the fall
01:13 of man and what that began to look like and then God calling
01:18 Abraham out.
01:19 That's pretty much where we left off.
01:21 And now, we wanna move into territory, where, first of all,
01:26 in Genesis, we find that, what we're calling the sin problem,
01:31 again, it sounds pretty churchy, kinda in house, but we're gonna
01:35 unpack it, what does the sin problem look like?
01:40 When we say the word sin, for example, are we talking about an
01:44 arbitrarily concocted list of rules that God, because he's
01:48 bigger than us and more powerful than us, is just imposing and we
01:53 had better do what he says or else because he's God and we're
01:56 not?
01:57 I mean, could he have just as easily come up with a different
02:00 list, like move those rocks over there and then move them back?
02:03 Or is there something about this word sin in scripture that is
02:08 intrinsic to the operations of our humanity as God created
02:14 humanity.
02:15 --Well, in the bigger picture, we talked about how, in Genesis
02:17 3, they only disobeyed God, we were talking about the process,
02:20 they didn't actually take the fruit until there was a
02:23 psychological sort of process that took place where they began
02:27 to question God.
02:29 So, basically, when trust broke up,
02:32 only then did the actual act follow.
02:35 I think you're talking about the definitions of sin, at a
02:37 fundamental level, it seems to be rooted in in distrust of God.
02:43 --It's relational.
02:44 Broken trust.
02:45 --And because it's relational, it's not arbitrary.
02:47 In other words, I think that that's a great question because
02:49 many people, I think, ourselves, maybe at this table, in the
02:52 past, have thought of things that God does as arbitrary, but
02:56 we should remind ourselves that nothing that God does is ever
02:58 arbitrary.
03:00 It's always purposeful, it's always intentional, and it's
03:02 always with our best good in mind.
03:04 So, when we talk about sin, we're talking about a violation
03:06 of a code, I guess the simplest way to say it would be
03:09 a transgression of God's law, right?
03:12 But then we even have to unpack that.
03:14 What is God's law?
03:15 What does that mean?
03:16 Why does he have a law?
03:17 What kind of a law is it?
03:18 Etc. We're kind of getting ahead of the cart here, but the point
03:20 is, is that sin is not arbitrary, the definition of it
03:24 is not arbitrary, it's patently relational because it's based on
03:27 a distrust of God and when we're coming out of the Genesis story,
03:31 we have seen, and I love that trajectory that you paint there,
03:35 we see from the creation in Genesis 1 and 2, okay, that's
03:37 all is well there, but from 3, 4, 5, 6, there's just this
03:42 downward slide.
03:44 We get into the time of the flood, and it's like, God is
03:46 like, they're thoughts are only evil continually.
03:51 --And actually, before we go that far, do you guys mind if we
03:53 do, if we read what I think is a major transition in the story.
03:58 We're talking about the progression of Genesis from 3
04:02 all the way to the flood, but Genesis 5, specifically, there's
04:05 this interesting detail here that kinda describes a
04:09 transition in human nature.
04:12 In verse 1, this is the book of the genealogy of Adam.
04:16 In the day that God created man, he made him in the likeness of
04:19 God, and the backdrop of that we're familiar with, Genesis 1.
04:24 Verse 2, he created them male and female and blessed them and
04:27 called them mankind the day that were created.
04:30 And verse 3 says, and Adam lived 130 years and begot a son in his
04:36 own likeness.
04:38 --There's the key.
04:39 --After his image, and he named him Seth.
04:42 So, it's really interesting, in the beginning, man, Adam is
04:45 created in the image of God in the likeness of God, then we
04:49 have all hell breaks loose in chapter 3, there's the breaking
04:53 down of trust with God and all the ramifications of that, and
04:57 then, now, in chapter 5 verse 1, there's this transition,
05:00 everyone who is born post Adam, obviously, is now born in his
05:04 image and after his likeness, Adam, that is.
05:07 Adam after the breaking down of his relationship with God.
05:12 So, now, we're coming into this world with a different wired
05:16 system.
05:18 We have different wiring.
05:19 --Well, we see that even in the Genesis 3 account, when God
05:22 comes into the garden to basically take account of what's
05:25 taken place, and he says to Adam, you know, essentially,
05:29 what's going on here?
05:30 Who told you that you were naked?
05:31 And his knee jerk instinctive response is to say, it's the
05:34 woman.
05:36 Right, and now, we sort of play a joke on that, you know, the
05:38 guy blames the girl, and that is, I guess, a little humorous,
05:39 but the larger point is that he has instantaneously gone from a
05:44 desire to please others and to be a blessing to others to being
05:47 other centered, to self-preservation.
05:51 Hey, I've got a, it's exactly what the serpent had said.
05:54 God's looking out for himself to the woman, you need to be
05:56 looking out for yourself.
05:57 Now that this switch has taken place from other centeredness to
05:59 self-centeredness, you don't have to teach him this.
06:03 Instinctively, the first, well, the woman that you gave me.
06:05 So then God turns his attention to her, and instinctively, she's
06:07 all about self-preservation as well, well, you put the serpent
06:10 in the garden.
06:12 So, there's the shift, so, now, you're right, when Seth is made
06:14 in Adam's image, it's not in an image that's naturally, by
06:17 default, inclined to give God the glory and to be service
06:20 oriented and love oriented and other centered, it's inwardly
06:24 focused.
06:26 --And that's the essence of the sin problem right there.
06:28 When we talk about sin, we're not talking about God just
06:31 making up some rules to see if we'll do what he says, we're
06:36 talking about God essentially being a God of love or other
06:40 centeredness in his nature, so he creates human beings to live
06:45 that way, to live with other centeredness, to live in his
06:48 love, and all of his laws, according to scripture, are an
06:53 outgrowth of that essential truth about his character that
06:55 God is love.
06:56 So, when sin is committed, sin is not just behaviorally
07:02 breaking a rule, it is a violation of the integrity of
07:06 love relationship.
07:08 First and foremost, vertically.
07:11 Secondarily, horizontally.
07:13 And you find this, if you fast forward to the New Testament
07:16 where Jesus comes along and he basically says, whatever the
07:19 nature of your relationship is to other human beings, that's
07:24 your relationship to me.
07:26 You remember that in Matthew 25.
07:29 Yeah, you feed somebody who's hungry, it's like you're feeding
07:33 me.
07:34 You don't feed somebody who's hungry, you don't tend to the
07:36 needs of those who are in need, and it impacts me.
07:40 There's this vertical horizon from God's standpoint.
07:44 John goes so far as to say if you hate another human being,
07:48 don't say you love God because there is an inextricable
07:54 connection between our human relationships and our
07:59 relationship with God.
08:00 So, vertical violation of the integrity of the love
08:03 relationship and then horizontal violation of the integrity of
08:07 love relationships.
08:08 --Isn't that the two, when Jesus was asked, what's the greatest
08:11 commandment?
08:12 And he says, well, there's two ways to sum up the whole thing.
08:16 The whole show is summed up with two things, love God and love
08:19 man, love your fellow neighbor.
08:21 So, those are the two things, and I always love the sequence
08:25 there, that the first one is to love God and the second one is
08:29 to love our neighbor.
08:31 Which is why I think, and we've been hitting on this over and
08:34 over in these conversations that the way we view and relate God
08:37 will affect the way we view and relate one another.
08:40 So, Jesus is saying, if you get the first one wrong, there's no
08:43 way you will know how to relate to your fellow man or to your
08:46 neighbor.
08:48 So, everything is centered on how we view God, the minute that
08:50 was broken down in Genesis, how they viewed one another was also
08:53 broken down.
08:54 --So, what do you guys think of this definition?
08:56 Do you think it would be theologically accurate to say
09:00 that sin is, you could put equals there, that sin is
09:05 anti-love?
09:09 Is that accurate?
09:10 --Yeah, totally.
09:11 --Sin is anything that violates the integrity of a love
09:15 relationship between God and humanity and humanity and
09:21 humanity.
09:22 Would you also agree, by logical extension, that all the
09:26 suffering and woe, everything that causes pain and suffering,
09:31 all the trauma of our world is traceable to these kinds of
09:38 violations?
09:40 --Yeah, of course.
09:42 --So, if those two things are true, those who may be sitting
09:46 in on this conversation who aren't that familiar with
09:50 biblical theology or the world view that we're advocating,
09:56 we can say to them, in a very inviting way, listen, God is not
10:02 an arbitrary control freak.
10:04 If you had a picture of God, a sense of God as some kind of
10:08 just sovereign powerful being who wants to get hold of you and
10:12 make you do stuff that is going to, you know, poop your party
10:16 and make life miserable, you've got it all wrong.
10:20 God is interested in bringing about in your life, in my life,
10:27 in every human being's life, consistent love relationships
10:33 that bring joy and happiness and peace, and even, the bible says,
10:37 pleasure.
10:39 God isn't against happiness, he's not against pleasure, he's
10:42 not against freedom, he's not into restriction.
10:46 God is into liberty, but liberty of the genuine kind that happens
10:52 within the parameters of love relationships that have
10:56 integrity.
10:57 --Okay, so, I have a question for you.
10:58 I resonate deeply with all of that, Ty.
11:00 I feel like we need to define our terms here a little bit
11:02 because we're saying sin is a violation of the love
11:04 relationship, it's a violation of the integrity of love.
11:07 Okay, so, we need to define this idea of love.
11:10 I mean, I think we've done is preliminarily, but can we give
11:14 some textual, at least, quick definition of what we're talking
11:19 about.
11:21 It's a violation of, in other words, we did that for sin.
11:22 Sin equals anti-love.
11:23 Okay, so, anti what?
11:25 --Yeah, what is love?
11:26 --Because some people are gonna say, well, you know, we know
11:29 that we live in a society that has taken the word love, it's
11:32 turned it upside down, it's shaken it around and it's spit
11:34 out something that doesn't look like what we see in scripture,
11:36 so let's just, at least for our purposes here, my own purposes,
11:40 let's define that so that we know precisely, if we're gonna
11:44 break down, break down, break down, let's define that, too.
11:47 --Yeah, another way you could say it is if God is saving us
11:50 out of sin into love, we've defined sin, but what is this
11:53 thing he's saving us into?
11:56 --There you go.
11:57 --Well, not to be a broken record or anything, but even in
11:59 just John 3:16, for God so loved the world that he, and then the
12:05 word gave, right?
12:07 So, fundamentally, love has to be other.
12:13 --Other centered.
12:14 --Other centered, right, he gave.
12:15 So, there's others outside of himself that are now central to
12:19 his, to his concern, to his everything, right?
12:24 So, love is other-centered.
12:28 --Jeffrey I want to add to that because
12:29 I don't know if you've ever encountered this, but I
12:34 sometimes, especially in marriage counselling, somebody,
12:38 when you begin to advocate the idea of giving as the definition
12:43 of love, inevitably, all of us have a lurking fear.
12:49 But if I give, what about the other person?
12:52 Are they gonna give?
12:54 Because we're looking at it through the lens of our natural,
12:59 innate, self-centeredness that's in place and it feels dangerous
13:04 to just give.
13:05 It feels like we might be taken advantage of, it feels like, and
13:08 --you might, --you might be taken advantage of.
13:10 So, I wanna add to John 3:16, Jesus gave this statement in,
13:16 this is one of my favorite bible verses.
13:18 It's in chapter 6 of Luke, and verse 38.
13:23 Watch what Jesus says here, this is absolutely astounding.
13:26 There's no punctuation in the original language, by the way,
13:29 so the way this reads, I think, what Jesus is saying here, is
13:34 the first word of verse 38 is give, period, or maybe
13:38 exclamation point if we wanna just emphasize, okay.
13:42 Jesus says give, period.
13:45 Full stop.
13:47 Then, he says this, and it will be given to you, good measure,
13:51 pressed down, shaken together, and running over shall men give
13:57 into your bosom.
14:00 Isn't that something?
14:01 Jesus is describing the circle, the circuit.
14:04 --Giving is receiving.
14:06 --Jesus is basically saying, it's not your responsibility to
14:13 steward the other person's giving.
14:16 It's your responsibility to be infectious with giving on your
14:22 own account.
14:23 To give, some people will take advantage of it.
14:25 Some people will walk all over you, but some people will drink
14:29 in that goodness, and they'll respond by giving back into your
14:34 life, and so the circle, the circuit of beneficence.
14:37 --The whole thing about giving and forgiving is often more for
14:40 our own benefit, even, than it would be for the other person,
14:44 right?
14:45 --The other person might not wanna be forgiven, they might
14:46 still be angry.
14:47 --I remember I was driving down the highway in San Jose,
14:50 California, and I got a phone call from Dominican Republic and
14:54 it was my dad, and I talked to my dad once every 7 years
14:58 throughout my life.
14:59 And I was...
15:01 --And how old are you right now?
15:02 --I am 31 years old.
15:03 --So, you've talked to him 3 times.
15:04 --It's, I've seen him, I could just count with one hand, I just
15:07 barely even know my father.
15:09 Now, he passed away a year and a half ago.
15:11 So, I pick up the phone and it's him, and I'm completely shocked.
15:14 I'm like, it's not my birthday, it's not Christmas, why is hi
15:17 calling?
15:18 I pull over, and in a very serious tone, he basically says,
15:22 I just wanna know that there's nothing that you have nothing
15:27 against me.
15:29 Because, basically, he abandoned the family.
15:32 And it just turned out that he found out recently that he was
15:34 dying of cancer so he got on the phone and he was making the
15:37 rounds, calling all his children to make sure that there was
15:41 nothing against him.
15:42 And for the first time, I realized the gospel has
15:45 liberated me in my, even within my family.
15:50 --In a really practical way.
15:52 --I was able to say, with total honesty, I have nothing, no
15:55 hatred, no bitterness against you at all, and it was such a
16:01 shock to him, because he abandoned his family, you know,
16:03 before I grew up.
16:04 --He expected there to be, what're you doing calling, blah,
16:05 blah, blah.
16:07 --Yeah, and I realized, I'm not doing him a favor to let him off
16:09 the hook.
16:10 This is totally liberating, you know, I've been set free, the
16:13 gospel has set me free.
16:14 So, what you're saying here is, you give, you give, you give,
16:16 you're not sure if you'll receive, if the person will
16:18 reciprocate, but you will receive because the process of
16:21 forgiving is liberating for us as well.
16:25 --That reminds me of the title of the book, and the thing
16:29 that's interesting, the very creative about title of this
16:31 book is about forgiveness, keep that in mind, and
16:35 it's called Getting Even.
16:38 --That's awesome.
16:39 --Just last night, I was talking to our niece, 19 year old niece
16:42 is staying with us, lovely young lady.
16:45 And, you know, she's doing the whole boyfriend thing right now,
16:48 trying to figure that out, she loves God, she wants to put God
16:51 first, but she has a serious boyfriend, and he's from another
16:55 country, so they're kinda doing the long distance thing, he was
16:58 just here visiting, I got a chance to meet him.
17:00 Really great guy, actually.
17:01 After visiting with her last night, I was even more impressed
17:03 with him and just the way that he's carrying himself toward
17:06 her, the way that she's carrying herself toward him, there is a
17:08 responsibility there that I was really pleased to see.
17:11 Well, in the context of that, she, and I'm so thankful that I
17:14 have a relationship with her like this, and my wife does as
17:17 well.
17:18 She's asking us questions.
17:19 Like, what's appropriate?
17:22 How do I know that he loves me?
17:24 How do I know that I love him?
17:25 What should we be doing?
17:26 What shouldn't we be doing?
17:28 And I'm just thrilled in my innermost soul that here, you
17:30 have a 19 year old young lady, she's beautiful and she's asking
17:33 these kinds of questions.
17:35 Well, in the context of that, last night, what I said to her,
17:38 Ty, one of the things I said was, here's the thing,
17:40 a Christian relationship, a biblically based relationship is
17:43 seemingly crazy because you're going into it saying, what I
17:48 want out of this is the best good of the other person.
17:52 And if the other person is coming in with that same
17:54 mentality and perspective, and that's what you're figuring out
17:56 during the courting, dating, and engagement period, you figure
17:59 out, hey, this person really has my best interest in mind, too.
18:01 There is such a freedom and a liberty in knowing that you both
18:05 want the same thing.
18:06 This person wants the best good of this person.
18:08 This person wants the best good of this person.
18:09 So, what you both want is the best good of us.
18:12 This new thing that's been created.
18:13 I said, but when both people, as it were, back into a
18:16 relationship, protecting what's theirs, and the other person's
18:20 backing in and you're both, you can get that to work for a year
18:23 or 5 or maybe even 10, you can pull it off, but if at the end
18:26 of the day, the overarching theme of your marriage is, I'm
18:30 gonna keep what's mine and we get along pretty good and I
18:32 think you're fun and we both enjoy skiing, but I'm looking
18:36 out for what's me.
18:38 And here's something I said to her, I was even surprised when
18:39 this came out of my mouth, I said, many people, the
18:42 relationship that they have with their spouse, or their boyfriend
18:45 or their girlfriend or whatever, they're in a relationship with
18:47 that person because the way that that person makes them feel.
18:51 --I'm being fed by you.
18:52 --I was kinda surprised that I said this, but I said that is a
18:55 kind of social masturbation.
18:58 Because really, what it is, is I'm loving me through you.
19:01 --You're a tool.
19:03 --Exactly, exactly.
19:04 I'm loving me through you, rather than I'm loving you, like
19:06 you did with your father.
19:08 There's such a liberation in that, to not always be looking
19:11 out for yourself.
19:13 And I tell you, it just thrilled my soul to see this lovely young
19:17 growing, because I've known her since she was young, 19 year
19:19 old, just, and she's getting it.
19:22 She's getting and she's living with our family, Violet and I
19:25 have been married now for almost 15 years and we're deeply in
19:27 love.
19:29 And she's seeing, oh, so this can work.
19:31 We're not yelling, we're not screaming, that's just not
19:33 happening in our home.
19:35 So, she's saying, how do you, how do you?
19:37 --That's some good premarital counselling that you're giving.
19:41 I have to admit that I'm more of a sinner than you because you
19:44 all know this young lady I'm talking about, she's one of our
19:46 students, but she's developing a relationship with somebody you
19:50 all know who is also a student of ours, a former student of
19:54 ours.
19:55 So, she sends me an email, just yesterday.
19:57 Actually, a direct message on Twitter, and she says,
20:01 guess what.
20:02 And I said, I can't guess.
20:04 I'm in a relationship, guess who.
20:06 I guessed the wrong person.
20:08 Well, who's he?
20:09 She says.
20:12 So, then, she tells me who it is.
20:16 And I say, can you give him a message for me?
20:18 She says, yes.
20:20 Tell him that I love him dearly but I love you massively and
20:24 that if he hurts you, I'm willing to serve a life sentence
20:26 in prison to rectify the situation.
20:29 So, she actually passed the message on to the guy and then I
20:31 started feeling guilty.
20:32 So, you did a better job than me.
20:33 --Pre-marriage counselling with Ty.
20:36 If you mess with this girl.
20:37 --I'll kill you.
20:38 --I will spend my life in prison.
20:41 --It's okay in prison, I like to read.
20:44 Anyways, we have to take a break, and then, we'll come back
20:45 and we'll continue flushing out the sin problem.
20:49 --Excellent.
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23:23 --We're talking about the sin problem and we're discovering
23:26 that sin is a very practical thing, it's a very relational
23:30 thing, not to make it sound good, it's bad, it's on the bad
23:33 end of the relationships that we have with God and with one
23:37 another.
23:39 But I think we've made, we've made some really good strides
23:42 for ourselves and maybe for others who are sitting in on the
23:45 conversation to define sin in language that helps us
23:51 understand that number one, sin is relational breakdown, and
23:55 number two, God is in favor of relational beauty and integrity
24:00 and he wants us to have relationships that flourish on
24:04 all levels in every way, but the problem is..
24:07 --The horizontal, vertical and horizontal.
24:09 --Yeah, vertical and the horizontal, but the problem is
24:11 that we as human beings are messed up from the word go.
24:16 The bible goes so far, and we'll see this text in a moment, there
24:20 is not righteous, no, not one, but we were in Genesis, I'd like
24:24 to direct our attention and just see what emerges from the
24:28 conversation, to 2 bible verses in the Old Testament that I
24:32 think say a lot about the sin problem.
24:35 The first one is in Isaiah chapter 1, see what you guys
24:38 think of this, Isaiah chapter 1, and there is a local historic
24:43 application because Isaiah is addressing God through Isaiah
24:47 the prophet, is addressing the specific local historic
24:52 dysfunction of his people, Israel, at this juncture of
24:55 their history, okay, so that's the backdrop, but the language
24:58 is so applicable to the human condition as a whole in verses 5
25:03 and 6.
25:04 This is God speaking through Isaiah.
25:07 Why should you be stricken, notice the language, stricken
25:11 again?
25:12 You will revolt more and more.
25:15 The whole head is sick and the whole heart faints.
25:21 From the sole of the foot even to the head, there is no
25:23 soundness in it, but wounds and bruises and putrefying sores.
25:30 They have not been closed or bound up or soothed with
25:34 ointment.
25:35 So, this is medical language, right?
25:38 He's using words like stricken, sick.
25:42 --Putrefying sores.
25:43 --Putrefying sores.
25:44 That's strong language, isn't it?
25:46 --It's a visual.
25:48 --Okay, so, it's all physical language, it's medical language,
25:50 and it says that we have bruises and wounds.
25:52 Now, I just wanna point this out, because I think this is
25:56 true to the text, God is not assessing their physical
26:00 condition.
26:02 He's not looking at their bodies and saying, hey, I see a bruise
26:04 on your right arm.
26:08 You need to bandage that up.
26:09 And he's not saying you need to have some kind of ointment, some
26:13 kind of healing ointment that's made of, you know, Echinacea and
26:16 bee pollen.
26:18 Okay, he's not talking about physical stuff.
26:21 He's talking about the physical realm in order to talk about
26:25 things that are going on in our psyches, in our minds, in our
26:28 hearts, in our emotions, in our relationships.
26:30 And so, if you take it that way, when he says the whole head is
26:34 sick and the heart faints, he's basically saying, of the human
26:37 race, of all of us, even those at this table, he's saying, my
26:42 diagnosis is this, you are psychologically and emotionally
26:46 ill.
26:48 You are sick in the head.
26:49 You are dysfunctional on every level of your operations as a
26:54 human being.
26:56 The way you think, the way you feel and emote and process
27:00 things, the way you relate to people.
27:03 All your interactions are dysfunctional.
27:07 That's what God is basically saying to us here.
27:09 You look in the mirror every morning, you brush your teeth,
27:13 you shave, you comb your hair.
27:14 You are looking into the eyes of a crazy person.
27:18 You are looking into the eyes of somebody who is teetering on the
27:20 edge and but for the grace of God, there is no telling what
27:25 you and I are capable of.
27:27 --You know, what's really interesting here, Ty is.
27:28 --I'm serious, Jeffery.
27:29 --That's depressing.
27:30 --Well, hey, we gotta go down in order to go up.
27:33 --You keep looking straight at me as you're saying that.
27:35 --I'm looking into the eyes of a crazy person.
27:39 --But that's a powerful summary.
27:41 --It is, and we're talking about this in the context of verse 4,
27:44 which, also, in the context of our conversation is sin, we're
27:48 defining sin, we're defining it in relational language in which
27:51 we're talking about it as it affects our emotions and how we
27:54 interact with one another.
27:55 Before God gets into that somewhat cryptic, or we should
27:59 say, symbolic description, verses 5 and 6, he says in verse
28:03 4, ah, sinful nation.
28:06 A people laden with iniquity, a seed of evildoers, children that
28:10 are corrupters that have forsaken the Lord.
28:13 Now, notice this, this verse, these verses, are again,
28:15 augmenting and confirming our understanding of how sin is
28:20 relational.
28:21 Not only is it defined here as sinful, corrupt iniquity, but
28:26 it's also summarized with this phrase, who hath forsaken the
28:29 Lord?
28:31 You've forsaken the Lord, you've forsaken your relationship with
28:32 God, you're not connected to him, and therefore, you have
28:36 these wounds and these bruises and these putrefying sores, and
28:38 they haven't been mullified, they haven't been healed, they
28:42 haven't even been tended to, they're just open and they're
28:44 just putrefying, they're just rotting.
28:46 --When you have an open wound, it stinks.
28:52 We come into one another's proximity in relationships and
28:56 we notice things about each other.
28:58 And the closer you come to any one of us as human beings, you
29:02 start noticing some things that are disconcerting and we realize
29:08 that people are walking with limps, not physical limps
29:11 necessarily, people are walking with spiritual and
29:14 psychological, emotional, relational limps.
29:16 People are sensitive to the touch.
29:19 You know, sometimes you say something to somebody that you
29:22 think is just, you know, nothing, it doesn't mean
29:24 anything, you're just reaching out with your words, you say
29:26 something and they react.
29:29 Why are they reacting?
29:31 Why are they reacting?
29:32 They're reacting because you just touched a sensitive area.
29:36 You sense something,
29:37 --I have to tell this story.
29:38 --you touched a wound.
29:40 --What did you say to who?
29:41 --Oh, no, no.
29:42 Okay.
29:43 --David, we know you say things to people that...
29:44 --I know, I'm a bad human being about that, but I was with this
29:46 person not too long ago, and we were sitting in a group, and I'm
29:50 just talking as I'm, you know, I just talk and just being me and
29:53 just talking, and we started talking about, you know,
29:56 muscles, and, oh, yeah, you know you've got muscles or whatever.
29:58 There was guys and girls in the conversation and somebody
30:01 mentioned something about how they had really small wrists, it
30:04 was a guy, he went, yeah, I have kinda small wrists.
30:05 And I was sitting next to this girl who's a good friend of the
30:08 family's absolutely beautiful, just such a godly Christian
30:11 woman, and I grab her hand and I'm like, like, look at your
30:15 wrists, they're really big and thick,
30:19 and I'm talking to a woman, right?
30:21 And she's like, yeah, and she's goes on, so anyway, I think
30:24 nothing of it, the conversation continues to go.
30:26 So, the next day, one of our friends comes up to me, and
30:30 she's like, I can't believe what you said to...and I'm like,
30:32 what?
30:34 Just a roladex in the mind trying to think of what I said,
30:37 and she's like, you hurt her deeply.
30:39 I'm like, I love this person.
30:40 What could I have said?
30:42 And she's like, never talk about a woman's appearance, much less
30:46 say that she has thick wrists.
30:50 And I was like, but the point is, I don't think she was being
30:54 overly sensitive, I think I was being insensitive, but the
30:58 larger point is, it's not who was at fault, whether I was just
31:01 being insensitive, but the point is, people are sensitive about
31:04 those, you can say something and not even know that you're
31:06 touching a nerve or a wound with somebody because we're all,
31:11 there are things that you could say that would wound me, or I
31:13 should say, would touch me in places that I already have
31:15 wounds and brokenness.
31:17 And so, too, with each of us, there is this, I loved it when
31:21 you said, God, you know, Doctor God, that's kind of the picture
31:23 that emerges.
31:24 He diagnoses the situation.
31:26 And God's diagnosis is not different for Ty and James and
31:29 Jeffery and this lady, you know, I said had large wrists.
31:32 None of that.
31:34 His diagnosis, although the manifestations might be
31:35 different.
31:37 We all have the same disease.
31:39 And the disease is a fundamental brokenness in our relational
31:43 nature which inclines us to self-preservation, at times,
31:48 self-exaltation and just selfishness.
31:52 --I used to see, just to take this a step further, we all have
31:57 interactions with a lot of people.
32:00 Those of us at this table maybe more so than the average person
32:03 because we're continually travelling and staying in
32:07 people's homes even, and we're being hosted places where we're
32:11 conducting public lectures and so on, and so we meet a lot of
32:15 people, and I used to pull back, just emotionally I guess from
32:22 people who were what I would regard as obnoxious, or somebody
32:29 who is just getting too close into my space and you can feel
32:33 spray on your face, and you back up a step, and there are people
32:37 who are insensitive about, yeah, the shower, there are people
32:42 who, and I used to notice these things in people's personalities
32:47 and pull back and then, when I began to understand what's going
32:51 on in the human experience, I began to realize that these are,
32:54 these things like having, being opinionated, or being quote
32:59 unquote, loudmouthed, you know, and just saying things, or being
33:04 obnoxious in personality, and whatever we notice, and we
33:09 notice these things and people notice them in us, I began to
33:13 realize these things are manifestations.
33:15 These are limps, these are wounds.
33:19 The person who I perceive as obnoxious and there's no doubt
33:22 about it that somebody, other people may perceive me as having
33:25 defects of character, and they do, of course, but all of a
33:30 sudden, I began to realize that human contact and acceptance and
33:35 drawing close and affirmation and being friends with somebody
33:40 who's on the margins because of their limp, they've been
33:46 marginalized and nobody can stand them, I began to think
33:50 wait a minute, what would happen if, and I've experienced
33:53 on a number of occasions, now, over the years, that if you draw
33:57 close to somebody who you perceive as obnoxious, then
34:01 they begin to draw close to you, and they begin to
34:05 normalize and you begin in your obnoxious character
34:11 traits, to normalize through people's acceptance.
34:13 We shouldn't be pulling away from people because we see
34:16 things in them that we don't like.
34:18 We should be going out of our way to draw close to people that
34:22 we see things in them that we don't like because they have a
34:25 need and we should simultaneously realize that
34:27 we're not occupying the high ground of meeting their need,
34:30 but then, that we ourselves are in relationships with people
34:34 where we have needs that people would not be offended by the
34:38 stupid things that we say and do, but would accept us no
34:42 matter what.
34:43 --I hate to take this back to Genesis, but I think the point
34:44 you're making is really profound in relationship to Adam and Eve.
34:48 For example, Eve messed up and Adam followed suit.
34:54 In how he related to her, when you take that through to its
34:57 logical conclusion.
34:59 What you're saying here, and the way it came across to me is
35:01 this, and that is not only should we not back up from that
35:05 person that's acting that way, but the very act of backing up
35:09 causes us to be the very same way they are.
35:13 And the very act of drawing close to them causes us to lose
35:17 that attitude that's in us ourselves, because one of the
35:21 reasons we're, in the bible, in Romans, it says one of the
35:23 reasons why we judge others so harshly is because we recognize
35:27 in them the very same principles that we have in our own heart.
35:31 Who are you that judges another man and you do the same things?
35:34 And what he's saying in there is when you judge another man and
35:37 you recognize those principles, when you pull away, you're gonna
35:40 end up doing the same things, but when you pull near, you now
35:43 are developing a character and allowing God to work through you
35:47 to actually rid those principles that are in all of us from your
35:51 own heart.
35:52 --Those limps.
35:53 --Yeah, those limps.
35:54 You're healing yourself in the process of reaching out to heal
35:56 somebody else.
35:57 --It goes back to what we said earlier, that all of scripture
36:00 and almost all of human experience, in some significant
36:03 degree, is a commentary of Genesis chapter 1, 2, and 3.
36:07 There is such a density there, psychologically,
36:11 anthropologically, geologically, I mean just whatever, there's
36:14 just so much in Genesis 1, 2, and 3, the thing that you were
36:19 just saying reminded me of a quotation that I just tweeted
36:21 the day before yesterday from Ralph Waldo Emerson, and he
36:24 says, I love this, it is one of the beautiful compensations of
36:28 life that no man can sincerely try to help another without also
36:33 helping himself.
36:34 That's the thing you're saying.
36:36 When you draw near, it's not just in some great magnanimity
36:39 to be a blessing, you know, in a condescending way to this other
36:41 person, you yourself are being oriented around a grander truth.
36:49 And it's not me occupying, as you said, Ty, the high ground,
36:51 let me stoop down and help you down here.
36:53 --You're not doing them a favor.
36:54 --You're doing yourself a favor and them a favor, but both of
36:56 you are being reoriented toward the vertical, which is the love
37:00 of God, that's the thing.
37:02 --Your cup's being filled and overflowing.
37:03 --My point was, if I perceive that you're obnoxious in some
37:08 aspect of your personality, or that you're annoying, maybe
37:11 that's a better word, I'm really blind if I don't realize that,
37:18 that thing that I see in you is not seen in me from somebody
37:24 else.
37:25 --Well, how does God view, I mean, how is God's perspective
37:29 of us be, and how obnoxious would we be in God's eyes, if we
37:33 related to other, if God related to us in the way that we relate
37:38 to other people, we would be toast.
37:41 --Scripture says that over and over again, there's a, my
37:43 mother, who is not, she's a Christian, I wouldn't call her,
37:46 like, a full on, you know, fundamentalist Christian, but
37:49 early on in my...
37:52 --Which wouldn't be a compliment, by the way, in my
37:53 opinion, I just have to throw that out.
37:55 A full on fundamentalist Christian.
37:56 --No, no, no, that's not a compliment, in other words,
37:58 she's somebody who loves God and who takes him seriously and she,
38:01 even early on in my experience, began to orient me toward this
38:05 other-centeredness, even though I, you know, it's a lesson hard
38:08 learned, but she cross stitched, and I still have this, she cross
38:11 stitched this thing for me, and it was Gandhi that said it,
38:14 actually, and yet, the principle is absolutely, patently biblical
38:18 and Christian, and he said, imperfect, ourselves, we must be
38:23 careful in our treatment of others.
38:27 When we know what our own brokenness, we should be keenly
38:32 aware that God's perspective on us is a whole different
38:35 perspective than my perspective on you.
38:37 I don't occupy some sort of high ground, and you don't occupy
38:39 some sort of high ground over and against me.
38:41 God is the one who occupies the moral high ground of the
38:44 universe.
38:45 He is love in his very nature, in his very essence, in the very
38:47 fiber and fabric of what makes God, God, and we are all
38:51 wallowing, according to Doctor God, in Isaiah 1, with broken
38:55 heads, broken hearts, broken bodies, broken psyches, broken
38:57 relationships, and the only way to be reoriented properly toward
39:02 one another is to be reoriented properly toward him, and it's so
39:07 liberating and it transforms the landscape of all of your
39:12 relationships, both familial, friends, coworkers,
39:15 acquaintances, fathers who have abandoned you, I've had the same
39:18 experience, Ty had the same experience.
39:20 I mean, every one of us at this table did not have a strong
39:24 father figure, and yet, there is such, and my father is still
39:27 alive, even though I've only talked to him on the phone twice
39:29 and he was totally disinterested in getting involved.
39:32 But I have such freedom in my heart toward him, no antagonism,
39:36 nothing.
39:38 It's nothing to me.
39:39 I mean, I would love to, in fact, right after I got
39:41 converted, I contacted him, I was 23 years old, got ahold of
39:44 him, and I just wanted to let him know that I had experienced
39:49 the forgiveness of God in Christ and I just wanted him to know
39:52 that I forgave him and that was there, because it must just be
39:56 eating away at him.
39:57 I mean, me and my brother both.
40:00 Where's he?
40:02 --I had the same experience in mine, you know, we've all
40:04 experienced the abandonment of the father figure, of course,
40:08 I've never known my father at all, but I had a stepfather, who
40:12 was extremely violent and just the mention of his name would
40:17 arouse in my body, my physical body, kind of a shaking, you
40:25 know, just because of the things I witnessed that he had done to
40:29 my mother and what a liberation.
40:32 And this wasn't something that I'd disciplined myself to do, I
40:35 would have to say that this happened to me almost by
40:38 osmosis, just by acquainting myself with the gospel and the
40:43 love of God for me, what a liberation it was to hear his
40:49 name, to think of him, to have somebody bring him up and to
40:52 genuinely feel nothing anymore in my body in my heart.
40:58 --Nothing negative.
40:59 --Nothing negative.
41:00 --Just freedom.
41:01 --Yeah, just total freedom.
41:02 I don't hate him.
41:03 He's still alive, I don't hate him and I think I could have a
41:07 conversation with him.
41:09 Not a warm, fuzzy conversation.
41:11 --But you don't wanna strangle him.
41:13 --But I'm saying, I don't hate him, there's no anger there in
41:18 my heart anymore, and that is not something that I just tried
41:21 hard enough to pull off.
41:23 --I know we have to take a break, but what I love most
41:25 about what you said there, Ty, and in addition to the fact that
41:27 God has given you freedom, God has given you liberty, it's that
41:30 it's not something that you worked for and you went through
41:32 a program, it was by osmosis, as you say, just dwelling and
41:35 abiding in the love of God and in the gospel.
41:40 It's healing you.
41:41 To use the Isaiah 1 metaphor, you are being healed.
41:46 --Incrementally, God's love permeates.
41:50 --It is with huge theological implication that when Jesus
41:53 comes, he spends a lot of time preaching, but he spends even
41:56 more time healing people and sometimes, explicitly saying,
42:01 I'm healing this person's physical body so that you can
42:05 know that I have the ability to heal their relational,
42:08 spiritual, psychological brokenness.
42:11 --I love what we're saying, the way that I've spoken it to
42:16 myself at times is the more I partake of God's love and grace
42:21 and the knowledge of his love and grace toward me, it
42:24 gradually takes up all the emotional space inside of me.
42:30 There's darkness over here, there's anger, there's
42:32 resentment, there's hatred, there's all this stuff that's
42:35 taking up space inside of our heads and our hearts, and the
42:39 love of God just permeates and it just takes up more and more
42:42 space and more and more space and in the process, it's
42:44 squeezing out all the other stuff.
42:48 Well, David, you said we have to take a break and we really do,
42:51 but we do have one final segment in this particular conversation,
42:55 and I think there's even more.
42:57 I said I had 2 scriptures in the Old Testament that I was
43:00 wondering, and there's one more that I'm wondering what you guys
43:02 think of, so we'll talk about that when we come back.
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44:15 --During the break, something kind of funny happened, there
44:19 was an evidence of our fallen condition as a human race,
44:23 because, I don't know why, but we have some play doh on the
44:25 table and Jeffery....
44:28 --I wish you hadn't called attention to the fact that we
44:29 have play doh on the table.
44:31 --Jeffery wouldn't touch any of it because he was afraid that
44:32 our germs or somebody else's germs were on it.
44:34 So, David gave Jeffery his own little piece that nobody's
44:40 touched, well now, David's touched it.
44:42 --Well, I've not like gooped it up though.
44:46 --Jeffery doesn't want it.
44:47 --You guys have atoms, genes, and germs and I wanna stay clear
44:50 of it.
44:51 --That brings me to the second scripture in the Old Testament
44:55 that I'm wondering what you guys think of because these aren't
44:57 common verses, this is Jeremiah 17.
45:00 These aren't common verses that people use to talk about the sin
45:04 problem.
45:06 We just commonly jump to 1 John 3:4, sin is transgression of the
45:10 law, and we focus on the outward aspect of the problem, but as
45:17 Isaiah 1, which we just covered, points out, and now Jeremiah 17,
45:21 look at verse 1 and then look at verse 9, see what you guys think
45:25 here, verse 1, the sin of Judah is written with a pen of iron,
45:32 with the point of a diamond, it is engraved on the tablet of
45:37 their heart.
45:39 Now, this is interesting, first of all, I'm just wondering.
45:42 This language is obviously metaphoric.
45:46 A pen of iron?
45:48 The point of a diamond?
45:49 These are just hard substances that can create indelible,
45:54 deeply etched marks, right?
45:57 And where is this deep, indelible marking taking place?
46:01 It's on the heart, in the heart.
46:03 And notice that it says that the heart is a tablet, what's a
46:06 tablet?
46:08 Well, a tablet, actually, this is a tablet, this is an old
46:10 school tablet that I'm using.
46:12 This is a tablet, and here's a new school tablet, you got the
46:15 iPad here, you got the iPad mini, what's a tablet?
46:18 A tablet is a device for accumulating data or
46:22 information.
46:24 So, this scripture literally says, sin writes things inside
46:29 of us.
46:31 The human heart, the human psyche, the human conscience is
46:35 a receptacle for outside influences that make their
46:41 indelible impression on the inside.
46:44 Guilt is accumulated inside of us through the commission of
46:48 sin.
46:49 Habit patterns are formed through committing sin.
46:52 But then in verse 9, it's just amazing what he says here, the
46:57 heart, that is the heart that in verse 1, has sin inscribed in it
47:00 with the point of a diamond, as it were.
47:03 The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked,
47:08 and then this question, who can know it?
47:12 So, here, Jeremiah is basically saying, the sin problem not only
47:18 involves the outward commission of sin, the outward violations
47:23 of relationships, it also involves an inner dimension of
47:28 sin being written on our hearts and then he says that we're so
47:34 desperately and deeply and profoundly wicked that we don't
47:39 even know ourselves.
47:41 We don't know truly how dysfunctional, broken, wounded,
47:44 damaged, depraved, that we really are.
47:48 And when it says that our hearts are deceitful and who can know
47:51 it, one of the ways that we manifest our brokenness is that
47:57 we basically lie, to ourselves and to others.
48:02 We project, we project personas, we come up with, you know,
48:06 somebody has neglected their children for years and years and
48:11 years, and the way they compensate for that is by
48:14 building a false narrative that elevates them.
48:17 Well, I'm a workaholic.
48:19 Well, it's a little bit demeaning to confess, I'm a
48:22 workaholic, but actually, it elevates me in my estimation so
48:26 I don't have to cope with the deeper issues that I ruined my
48:30 relationship with my children by pursuing money and career and
48:33 profession, but I compensate for it by viewing myself in a
48:40 deceptive way.
48:42 I don't face the thing that's really there, I deceive myself,
48:46 the heart is deceitful above all things, who can know it?
48:48 I don't know how truly fallen, broken, damaged, wicked I am.
48:54 --I don't understand myself.
48:57 But I love verse 10, is the answer to who can know it, verse
48:59 10, I the Lord search the heart.
49:02 I test the mind.
49:04 --He's the doctor, he's the one that can give.
49:06 --You need God in order to understand yourself.
49:08 --That's right.
49:09 --A couple, oh, I don't know, if it was two conversations ago,
49:11 but I mentioned this fantastic quotation.
49:14 I'll have to actually bring up the full quotation.
49:16 By Blaise Pascal, where he basically says, without an
49:19 understanding of the sinfulness that is innate to us and within
49:24 us as a result of the fall described in Genesis 3, he says,
49:28 we remain incomprehensible to ourselves.
49:32 We have, and then he goes on to say, because we are, we find
49:35 ourselves, you know, battered between two positions, having a
49:38 desire for goodness and love, but an incapacity to do it.
49:43 --Yeah, we're morally bankrupt.
49:44 --He said if we had no desire, we would be only like the
49:45 beasts, right?
49:48 We'd just, we're just a bundle of desires and we do the thing,
49:49 but we have this moral desire or longing for something more.
49:54 We have a sense that we were made for something greater, but
49:56 we have an inability to attain to it.
49:58 So, we're trapped between a longing for this, or a
50:02 connection to this being enslaved to this but a longing
50:05 for this, and he says, we're incomprehensible to ourselves.
50:08 --That just reminds me of my whole conversion experience.
50:10 I remember in my early years, teenage years and when I became
50:16 a Christian at 21, I remember having that whole experience.
50:19 I remember one day, just looking out the window, it was winter,
50:23 there was snow on the ground, and we lived in a neighborhood
50:26 with a slight hill and my friends were in the home and we
50:29 were all just kinda listening to rock and roll music and partying
50:33 and whatever and there was a car that was driving up the hill
50:36 really slowly, and one of the reasons it was driving up the
50:39 hill really slowly is because it was wintertime and there was
50:41 snow on the ground and it couldn't get traction, and so it
50:44 was driving up the hill really slowly and my friends, you know,
50:48 when you're standing there looking out the window, people,
50:50 you know, you're in a community, they'll come over, hey, what're
50:52 you looking at, so we're all, so everyone comes over to the
50:55 window and they're all looking at this car, we all start
50:56 looking at this car and we're noticing the predicament it's in
50:59 and everyone just starts laughing, oh, come and look at
51:02 this, this guy can't get up the hill, this guy can't get up the
51:03 hill, this guy can't get up, and normally, that's what I would
51:07 do, that's the way I would think, I would just, ah, yeah,
51:09 look at that, it's so funny.
51:11 But there was something in me, as you describe it there, that
51:14 wanted to be more than just a part of the heard and something
51:19 in me that was looking at that situation in a different way,
51:23 like you said, looking for something that was higher than
51:26 just this animal mentality of ah-ha-ha you know, type of
51:29 thing.
51:32 And something prompted me to say something that was really
51:34 strange to everyone, including myself.
51:37 I said, we should go out there and help him.
51:39 And I'm telling you what, it was so weird because I said, did I
51:42 say that?
51:44 And we did, we all went out there and we helped push that
51:47 car, and you know what was really interesting, what was
51:48 really interesting is, we went out there, we helped push that
51:52 car up the hill, and all of us felt great.
51:56 And all of a sudden it was all of a sudden like, you know what?
51:58 This is what I was made for.
52:01 This is what we're made for.
52:03 --That's the Emerson quote.
52:04 One of the beautiful compensations of life that no
52:06 man can sincerely help another without also benefitting
52:09 himself.
52:11 God has made the universe to work that way.
52:13 --Yes, and that was a major component in my shift of
52:15 direction in life.
52:17 Majorly, just that little thing right there.
52:19 --It is amazing how the little things stick with you.
52:21 When I look back over the things, it's not the, you know,
52:23 it's not always the big, monumental, it's the little
52:25 conversations, I can resonate very much with that.
52:28 Something that occurred to me about the text, you're going
52:32 back to the text, is that if you have to write something with
52:34 iron and a diamond, what does that tell you about the
52:36 substance on which you're writing.
52:38 --It's hard.
52:39 --We have play doh here, right, so if you flatten a play doh,
52:42 you can make a impress, because it's soft, it's pliable and it's
52:45 easy to write, but if God says, oh, on your heart?
52:48 Oh, no, no, no, no.
52:49 --I have to use iron.
52:51 --Iron and diamonds to write on your heart, and to sort of
52:52 utilize another, the same biblical metaphor, but in
52:55 another biblical context, Ezekiel 36, it talks about your
52:58 heart is stony, right, your heart is made of stone and it's
53:03 such a rock hard stone that I can just only barely etch with,
53:08 as it were, a diamond and iron into your heart.
53:11 That tells us that, that hardness is a concrete
53:16 solidification of our heart in a certain direction and in a
53:20 certain bend, that thing that we were describing, being locked
53:22 into this, but longing for this.
53:25 It's a moral hell is what it is.
53:26 --And also, the context of it is, if something is that hard
53:30 that it needs a diamond to write into, it's, you can't remove it.
53:33 Sin is written with the pen of iron.
53:36 So, this is an immovable, this is an immovable thing that
53:41 you're dealing with here, it's in our nature, and you can't
53:43 just erase it.
53:45 You can't just reform it.
53:47 --Great point.
53:49 --James, what you were saying triggered some memories in my
53:51 mind because this text is saying that the human heart is
53:56 deceitful above all things, we imagine ourselves to be elevated
53:59 above others.
54:01 I mentioned a moment ago that I was raised in a home where there
54:03 was a lot of violence.
54:05 Well, one of the things was, as a kid and as a teenager, I so
54:09 recoiled at it that said to myself, I would never, and I
54:13 will never, and I would never ever do anything like that.
54:17 I imagined that violence was foreign to my nature, but then I
54:22 found myself in a situation in the 8th grade with this in my
54:26 background where I'm being continually pushed around by a
54:31 group of kids because I'm the new kid in the neighborhood, and
54:34 finally, I find myself, this person who thinks I could never
54:38 do anything violent at the urging of the other kids, and
54:42 even at the urging of my stepfather, I find myself
54:45 sitting over another human being in the park behind the school
54:49 with my fists clenched, driving my fists violently,
54:55 uncontrollably, into this other kid's face, he's bleeding, he's
55:00 beginning to go unconscious and it takes the other kids to pull
55:04 me off of him.
55:06 This is the kid who says, I would never do that.
55:10 --But your heart is deceitful.
55:11 --My heart is deceitful, I'm capable of violence.
55:16 In fact, I say sometimes in preaching and, inevitably,
55:21 people would come up to me and say, I don't know if that's
55:24 true, that's pretty dark what you just said, and here's what
55:26 it is, and I say, you've never witnessed anything so low, so
55:29 heinous, so horrible that any human being has ever done in
55:33 history that you yourself would not do given the same pressures,
55:39 circumstances, background, you would.
55:43 --Or that you could do.
55:44 --You could do, you're capable of the worst things imaginable.
55:47 --The same wiring in Cain's head is the same wiring system that
55:52 you have in your head.
55:55 --Because at the end of the day, if reality is built around the
55:57 principle of self-preservation, I have to, whether it takes
56:01 violence, deception, manipulation, coercion, whatever
56:05 it takes, and here's the tragedy, and we're getting
56:07 there, but many people imagine that God is just like that,
56:10 because he's the most powerful being in the universe, he's
56:14 above, so if everybody's looking out for their own best interest,
56:16 and God is looking out for his, who's a match for God?
56:19 --And even when we think that we're righteous, the only reason
56:21 I haven't done anything crazy is because you haven't crossed, you
56:24 haven't stepped on my feet, or my toes sufficiently.
56:27 --Good closing point, because it's over, but we're gonna come
56:30 back and explore this subject more.
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