The following program discusses sensitive issues. 00:00:01.36\00:00:03.33 Parents are cautioned that some material 00:00:03.37\00:00:05.13 may be too candid for younger children. 00:00:05.17\00:00:09.20 Today, you will meet a man from the life of hard knocks. 00:00:09.24\00:00:11.91 But now, he serves Jesus. Find out how. 00:00:11.94\00:00:14.51 Join us on The New Journey. 00:00:14.54\00:00:16.08 Welcome back to The New Journey. 00:00:48.28\00:00:49.61 On today's program, we have a young man 00:00:49.64\00:00:51.65 by the name of Annex Luberisse. 00:00:51.68\00:00:53.72 Welcome to the program again, Annex. 00:00:53.75\00:00:55.18 Thank you. Thank you. All right. 00:00:55.22\00:00:56.58 For the record, how old are you and where are you from? 00:00:56.62\00:00:58.75 I'm 30 years old, and I'm from-- 00:00:58.79\00:01:01.49 Originally I'm from Haiti. 00:01:01.52\00:01:03.19 But I grew up in Florida, my whole life. 00:01:03.22\00:01:05.56 In West Palm Beach, Florida. All right. 00:01:05.59\00:01:07.33 And Palm Beach is by Lake Worth and Miami, Florida, correct? 00:01:07.36\00:01:10.77 Yeah, it's like 45 minutes outside of a Miami, 00:01:10.80\00:01:14.20 heading south. 00:01:14.24\00:01:15.57 And it's right around that facility. 00:01:15.60\00:01:17.51 Okay, as a young man growing up in Florida, 00:01:17.54\00:01:20.14 in infamous Miami, Lake Worth area. 00:01:20.18\00:01:23.11 What was it like growing up in that area? 00:01:23.14\00:01:24.75 Well, it was pretty hard. 00:01:24.78\00:01:26.82 It was pretty difficult. 00:01:26.85\00:01:28.52 Reason being is because when I first moved 00:01:28.55\00:01:30.75 to the States from Haiti, 00:01:30.79\00:01:33.19 I had a little problems speaking the language. 00:01:33.22\00:01:35.62 So it was pretty hard coming up. 00:01:35.66\00:01:38.56 You know to be able to speak the language 00:01:38.59\00:01:40.70 and to also be able to communicate. 00:01:40.73\00:01:42.20 So, it was a little hard growing up in West Palm. 00:01:42.23\00:01:44.87 Okay, what age did you move from Haiti to America? 00:01:44.90\00:01:48.10 Well, my parents are, 00:01:48.14\00:01:49.54 my father moved me from Haiti since I was three years old. 00:01:49.57\00:01:54.34 So I have been staying at Florida 00:01:54.38\00:01:56.21 since I was about three years old. 00:01:56.24\00:01:57.88 Okay. Okay. 00:01:57.91\00:01:59.51 Now, you grew up 00:01:59.55\00:02:00.88 with your mother, your father, and your siblings. 00:02:00.92\00:02:02.88 Talk about your home environment growing up in, 00:02:02.92\00:02:05.92 eventually your parents did separate? 00:02:05.95\00:02:08.12 My home environment was pretty hard. 00:02:08.16\00:02:10.19 It was pretty bit difficult 00:02:10.23\00:02:11.56 because my father was a hard man. 00:02:11.59\00:02:14.83 You know, I used to have to watch them 00:02:14.86\00:02:16.43 argue back and forth all the time, 00:02:16.46\00:02:18.80 fist fights most of the time with my, not just, not just 00:02:18.83\00:02:23.30 but with my mother but my brother 00:02:23.34\00:02:26.11 and also some of my elder siblings. 00:02:26.14\00:02:27.98 So growing up was pretty hard, I was more a quiet kid. 00:02:28.01\00:02:31.81 I stayed in my place 00:02:31.85\00:02:33.85 because I didn't want my father to know I was there. 00:02:33.88\00:02:37.22 Get out of line, and get you back in line. 00:02:37.25\00:02:39.15 Yeah, get you back in line real good. 00:02:39.19\00:02:40.82 Okay, okay. He was good at that. 00:02:40.86\00:02:42.19 Now, you eventually got involved 00:02:42.22\00:02:43.93 in infamous Top 6 gang. 00:02:43.96\00:02:46.49 I remember, I first heard of Top 6, 00:02:46.53\00:02:48.86 actually maybe a year ago or so, 00:02:48.90\00:02:51.13 and it was, I was a watching a program called Gangland. 00:02:51.17\00:02:54.87 And it was talking heavily about this, this violent gang, 00:02:54.90\00:02:57.84 and you eventually got involved in Top 6, 00:02:57.87\00:03:00.51 which is based out of Lake Worth, Florida. 00:03:00.54\00:03:02.84 Talk about that? 00:03:02.88\00:03:04.28 Well, Top 6 is based out of Lake Worth, Florida. 00:03:04.31\00:03:09.15 And Top 6 was a street gang 00:03:09.18\00:03:15.19 and also a rap gang. 00:03:15.22\00:03:16.96 But I didn't get involved into Top 6 00:03:16.99\00:03:21.23 until I got into high school. 00:03:21.26\00:03:24.57 When I was in high school, 00:03:24.60\00:03:26.20 the same guys I will see in school 00:03:26.23\00:03:28.74 would be the same guys I will see at the club. 00:03:28.77\00:03:30.74 And when things break out at the club, 00:03:30.77\00:03:32.21 they would always have my back. 00:03:32.24\00:03:33.98 So Top 6 ran the streets from Lake Worth going down. 00:03:34.01\00:03:38.85 Our gang name was San Castle, 00:03:38.88\00:03:41.22 we ran it from Hypoluxo, Lantana 00:03:41.25\00:03:43.65 all the way down to Delray. 00:03:43.69\00:03:45.15 And when you said getting involved, 00:03:45.19\00:03:46.59 I didn't get involved in gang, I was the gang. 00:03:46.62\00:03:49.22 You was. Okay. I started it. 00:03:49.26\00:03:50.59 I created it. 00:03:50.63\00:03:51.96 So, I didn't get the opportunity 00:03:51.99\00:03:53.73 to just get involved in the gang, 00:03:53.76\00:03:55.60 to run it like there. 00:03:55.63\00:03:56.97 Now, why do a lot of young people 00:03:57.00\00:04:00.37 get involved with gangs? 00:04:00.40\00:04:02.20 You see, Aaron, most of the time, 00:04:02.24\00:04:04.34 young people would get involve in gangs 00:04:04.37\00:04:06.61 because they would be looking for protection. 00:04:06.64\00:04:09.04 You know, they would be, 00:04:09.08\00:04:10.41 they would be trying to prove their self, 00:04:10.45\00:04:11.78 trying to make it seem like they are tough. 00:04:11.81\00:04:14.75 But that wasn't why we became a gang. 00:04:14.78\00:04:20.19 We was home boys. 00:04:20.22\00:04:22.66 What I mean by home boys is that 00:04:22.69\00:04:24.76 we would stay together, we would live together, 00:04:24.79\00:04:26.86 we would do everything together. 00:04:26.90\00:04:28.46 Every weekend, we was at the club together. 00:04:28.50\00:04:30.57 So, it was very natural for us to have each other back 00:04:30.60\00:04:32.90 in case anything break out. 00:04:32.93\00:04:34.60 So, we was very deeply rooted with each other. 00:04:34.64\00:04:41.14 So did you find that you got like this brotherhood, 00:04:41.18\00:04:43.68 this loving brotherhood bond by being in the gang? 00:04:43.71\00:04:50.35 Of being in a gang really helped me out 00:04:50.39\00:04:56.09 in a many different ways, because it helped me. 00:04:56.12\00:05:02.03 All my life I have been chasing after one thing. 00:05:02.06\00:05:06.87 Okay. 00:05:06.90\00:05:08.50 My guys in the streets was more to me like a brother. 00:05:08.54\00:05:12.14 You know when the Bible says that 00:05:12.17\00:05:13.51 "There is a friend that sticks to you closer, 00:05:13.54\00:05:16.41 there is a friend that sticks closer to you 00:05:16.44\00:05:18.15 than a family member." 00:05:18.18\00:05:19.51 Top 6, San Castle was that. 00:05:19.55\00:05:21.12 They are friend, 00:05:21.15\00:05:22.48 they stuck to me closer than the family member. 00:05:22.52\00:05:24.82 That was my life. That's who I knew. 00:05:24.85\00:05:26.76 So when anything happened, that's who I turn to. 00:05:26.79\00:05:28.99 Now you said something interesting. 00:05:29.02\00:05:30.53 You said that you were always searching for that one thing. 00:05:30.56\00:05:33.80 What was that one thing that you were searching for? 00:05:33.83\00:05:36.03 Well Aaron, as a kid growing up, 00:05:36.06\00:05:38.83 my father didn't really care about me, 00:05:38.87\00:05:41.10 at least he didn't show that. 00:05:41.14\00:05:43.17 My mother worked two jobs. 00:05:43.20\00:05:45.04 She was never there. She did the best she can. 00:05:45.07\00:05:47.34 Okay. 00:05:47.38\00:05:48.71 So, I never had love. Okay. 00:05:48.74\00:05:51.05 I chased after it my whole life. 00:05:51.08\00:05:53.28 I was involved in the gang because of love. 00:05:53.31\00:05:55.62 You know, it's very difficult when a kid grow up, 00:05:55.65\00:05:57.49 mother never hugged him, father never kissed him. 00:05:57.52\00:05:59.75 They never mentioned that word, "I love you," to me. 00:05:59.79\00:06:01.92 So, I spent my whole life chasing after love. 00:06:01.96\00:06:05.03 I would do anything for love. 00:06:05.06\00:06:06.39 I would even kill, I would even be killed for it. 00:06:06.43\00:06:09.53 Looking for something, you know, it's interesting, 00:06:09.56\00:06:12.23 because in my life growing up, I had that love. 00:06:12.27\00:06:15.84 I had the mother and the father that hugged me, kissed me 00:06:15.87\00:06:18.34 and all that stuff like that. 00:06:18.37\00:06:20.34 But still I gravitated to that kind of lifestyle, 00:06:20.38\00:06:23.55 to the street lifestyle. 00:06:23.58\00:06:25.75 Do you think that there was like a strong pool 00:06:25.78\00:06:28.22 that was saying, you know, 00:06:28.25\00:06:29.62 "Get involved in this and that," 00:06:29.65\00:06:31.65 you know, whether or not you had the love or not? 00:06:31.69\00:06:33.29 Oh yeah, it's a very, very strong pool. 00:06:33.32\00:06:35.36 When you see these guys, and they have everything, 00:06:35.39\00:06:37.93 everything you want, you know, 00:06:37.96\00:06:41.30 they treat you like a brother, they always there for you. 00:06:41.33\00:06:46.17 You know, it's a pool to always have a support base. 00:06:46.20\00:06:50.14 You know we are very social creatures. 00:06:50.17\00:06:52.14 So we're always looking for someone 00:06:52.17\00:06:53.61 that we can talk to, someone that we can depend on. 00:06:53.64\00:06:56.18 And I didn't have the family upbringing for that. 00:06:56.21\00:06:58.88 So, whenever I need a guidance, whenever I need a help, 00:06:58.91\00:07:01.98 I would always fall back on my friends. 00:07:02.02\00:07:04.45 Okay. Okay. 00:07:04.49\00:07:05.82 You know, I have done that a lot of times too, 00:07:05.85\00:07:07.72 even though I had the parents to talk to, 00:07:07.76\00:07:10.36 could have prayed with and various things like that. 00:07:10.39\00:07:12.56 I would always, you know, fall back on the friends. 00:07:12.59\00:07:15.80 I would trust my friends 00:07:15.83\00:07:17.37 more than I would trust my own family. 00:07:17.40\00:07:19.40 And I remember even when I was changing my life, 00:07:19.43\00:07:22.97 that I didn't want to contact my friends, 00:07:23.00\00:07:26.14 because I felt if I contact them, 00:07:26.17\00:07:28.58 they'd kind of give you this prescription. 00:07:28.61\00:07:30.11 And the prescription will be, "Well, smoke a blunt, 00:07:30.15\00:07:33.01 drink some alcohol, and call me in the morning." 00:07:33.05\00:07:34.95 Kind of like the doctor's prescription. 00:07:34.98\00:07:37.09 Now, you have lost friends in the street though. 00:07:37.12\00:07:40.62 Talk about that, those feelings that you got, 00:07:40.66\00:07:43.89 when you would see friends or even loved ones, 00:07:43.93\00:07:46.83 lost in the streets? 00:07:46.86\00:07:48.20 Well, the thing is that's one of the most difficult things 00:07:48.23\00:07:52.37 you can go through with your life, is losing 00:07:52.40\00:07:54.60 friends or family members in the street. 00:07:54.64\00:07:56.64 But the more and more you end up 00:07:56.67\00:07:58.01 losing people in the streets, the easier and easier it gets. 00:07:58.04\00:08:00.41 Okay. 00:08:00.44\00:08:01.78 One of my home boys, 00:08:01.81\00:08:03.14 he stayed three houses down the street from me. 00:08:03.18\00:08:05.11 The night before he got murdered, 00:08:05.15\00:08:06.82 I remember I was telling him, 00:08:06.85\00:08:08.18 "Hey, you know, just be careful." 00:08:08.22\00:08:09.85 Because I already knew 00:08:09.88\00:08:11.22 what he was getting ready to do. 00:08:11.25\00:08:12.59 So I told him be careful, you know. 00:08:12.62\00:08:14.56 The next day I was at work, I received a phone call, 00:08:14.59\00:08:18.46 one of my other friends called me and told me 00:08:18.49\00:08:19.89 that he was just gunned down. 00:08:19.93\00:08:21.90 And it really hit a home, when the last words 00:08:21.93\00:08:25.50 you can tell your friend was be careful. 00:08:25.53\00:08:27.00 Yeah. 00:08:27.04\00:08:28.37 Now, you know, you had to go to a funeral 00:08:28.40\00:08:29.74 because he is been murdered. 00:08:29.77\00:08:31.94 But the next one really hit close to home, Aaron. 00:08:31.97\00:08:34.58 Reason being because this next guy was like, 00:08:34.61\00:08:39.28 he was a family. 00:08:39.31\00:08:40.95 I grew up with him, I live with him. 00:08:40.98\00:08:43.35 He was mainly like a brother to me. 00:08:43.39\00:08:48.89 He was told prior to him getting, 00:08:48.92\00:08:53.03 prior to him dying that if he didn't retaliate, 00:08:53.06\00:08:55.73 the person that he had the issue with would retaliate. 00:08:55.76\00:08:59.77 But he didn't retaliate. Okay. 00:08:59.80\00:09:01.47 So, he was gunned down, down the street from-- 00:09:01.50\00:09:03.81 I actually watched him die in the street. 00:09:03.84\00:09:07.54 Wow, you know, on the streets 00:09:07.58\00:09:08.91 it's kind of like a killer be killed type world. 00:09:08.94\00:09:11.61 You know, you have many people, you know, out to get you. 00:09:11.65\00:09:14.52 You know, I told him. 00:09:14.55\00:09:17.19 I told him that, you know, 00:09:17.22\00:09:18.85 if you don't take care of your business, 00:09:18.89\00:09:20.62 your business will take care of you. 00:09:20.66\00:09:21.99 You live by the gun, you die by the gun. 00:09:22.02\00:09:24.19 And you know, you've told me before 00:09:24.23\00:09:26.09 that you develop that mentality 00:09:26.13\00:09:27.96 "live by the gun, die by the gun." 00:09:28.00\00:09:29.76 First of all, explain what does that mean, 00:09:29.80\00:09:32.00 and then how did you come to that type of mentality? 00:09:32.03\00:09:34.90 Well it's simple, it's just like in Matthew 00:09:34.94\00:09:36.91 when Jesus says, "Then that lived by the sword, 00:09:36.94\00:09:39.21 will perish with the sword." 00:09:39.24\00:09:41.34 It's the same thing. 00:09:41.38\00:09:42.71 You live by the gun, you will die by the gun. 00:09:42.74\00:09:44.88 You know, if you are going to shoot people, 00:09:44.91\00:09:47.02 be ready to be shot. 00:09:47.05\00:09:48.48 You know, because the devil is out to take it out. 00:09:48.52\00:09:51.25 He is not out to play around. 00:09:51.29\00:09:53.32 The devil is not out to give you a second chance. 00:09:53.36\00:09:55.39 He is out to take you out and your family out. 00:09:55.42\00:09:57.79 So if you gonna live with a gun, 00:09:57.83\00:09:59.66 be ready for someone else to take care of you as well. 00:09:59.69\00:10:01.10 Be ready to use it. Yeah. 00:10:01.13\00:10:02.46 And you know, people used to say on the streets, 00:10:02.50\00:10:03.83 "If you are going pull it, make sure you use it." 00:10:03.87\00:10:05.47 And the interesting thing about it is 00:10:05.50\00:10:07.60 we grew up with the mentality, 00:10:07.64\00:10:09.00 "If you gonna use it, use it right." 00:10:09.04\00:10:10.71 You know, if you gonna shoot some one, 00:10:10.74\00:10:12.67 make sure you don't just shoot him in his side 00:10:12.71\00:10:14.68 because they are gonna come back. 00:10:14.71\00:10:16.38 They are gonna come back and they are gonna kill you. 00:10:16.41\00:10:18.18 They are not just gonna shoot you. 00:10:18.21\00:10:19.55 When we shoot, we shoot to kill. 00:10:19.58\00:10:20.92 And that is the reality out at streets. 00:10:20.95\00:10:23.59 You know, I often tell people, "Not everybody makes it back." 00:10:23.62\00:10:26.76 We are blessed and fortunate that we can sit here today, 00:10:26.79\00:10:31.29 and we can communicate. 00:10:31.33\00:10:33.19 But many ones that you know, ones that I know, 00:10:33.23\00:10:35.66 they are dead 00:10:35.70\00:10:37.03 or they're incarcerated doing years behind bars. 00:10:37.07\00:10:40.27 You know, but it's a blessing to be able to walk away 00:10:40.30\00:10:43.57 from that stuff with your life. 00:10:43.61\00:10:45.97 Now at this point in your life, 00:10:46.01\00:10:47.38 what was your religious background? 00:10:47.41\00:10:49.11 Well, it's interesting that you asked that question. 00:10:49.14\00:10:51.81 At that point in my life, I was a baptized Mormon. 00:10:51.85\00:10:55.42 I was a Mormon. 00:10:55.45\00:10:56.89 And, but I wasn't really going to church, 00:10:56.92\00:10:59.75 like I was supposed to be going to church as a Mormon. 00:10:59.79\00:11:02.52 So, my understanding of the Bible 00:11:02.56\00:11:04.69 and of my Savior Jesus Christ was very limited. 00:11:04.73\00:11:07.66 So, as being a Mormon 00:11:07.70\00:11:10.23 and as growing up in a very secular household, 00:11:10.27\00:11:15.14 it was very hard. 00:11:15.17\00:11:16.50 It was very hard for me to learn about Jesus 00:11:16.54\00:11:18.71 or for me to know anything about Jesus. 00:11:18.74\00:11:20.78 So, I pulled away from the Mormon Church 00:11:20.81\00:11:23.28 to run into streets. 00:11:23.31\00:11:25.11 Now, in your household was anybody else a Mormon 00:11:25.15\00:11:28.22 or did they frequently go to church, 00:11:28.25\00:11:30.12 or was it just you? 00:11:30.15\00:11:31.55 Well, at first it was just me. 00:11:31.59\00:11:33.69 And I think my brother got involved into it a little bit. 00:11:33.72\00:11:36.46 And my sister got involved into it a little bit. 00:11:36.49\00:11:40.03 But just like I said, 00:11:40.06\00:11:41.50 they get involved for a little time 00:11:41.53\00:11:43.30 and then they fade off. 00:11:43.33\00:11:44.67 You know, it was never a binding relationship 00:11:44.70\00:11:48.34 with the Lord Jesus Christ. 00:11:48.37\00:11:49.87 It was just something that you would do every Sunday. 00:11:49.90\00:11:51.84 Okay. 00:11:51.87\00:11:53.21 Now talk about your involvement 00:11:53.24\00:11:54.74 in hip-hop music, secular hip-hop music 00:11:54.78\00:11:57.08 as well as doing shows in clubs as a underground rapper. 00:11:57.11\00:12:00.35 Talk about that? 00:12:00.38\00:12:01.72 Well, as hip-hop played a big part of my life. 00:12:01.75\00:12:03.39 Okay, as it did for mine as well. 00:12:03.42\00:12:04.92 Yeah, yeah, you know how it is. 00:12:04.95\00:12:06.72 We talk hip-hop, we live hip-hop. 00:12:06.76\00:12:09.52 It becomes a part of our culture. 00:12:09.56\00:12:11.86 You know, so, most of those guys 00:12:11.89\00:12:14.03 that I was with as growing up, we love music. 00:12:14.06\00:12:17.63 So we would always do music. 00:12:17.67\00:12:19.33 I would love to write song, 00:12:19.37\00:12:20.70 because that's the closest I can get to write poetry, 00:12:20.74\00:12:22.97 without my homeboys calling me self. 00:12:23.00\00:12:25.04 You know, so, we was, 00:12:25.07\00:12:27.41 every week we was in the studio, 00:12:27.44\00:12:29.04 and after we get out of the studio, 00:12:29.08\00:12:30.61 we would go to the club to perform the music, 00:12:30.65\00:12:33.08 and to do various things 00:12:33.11\00:12:34.95 like do concerts and things like that. 00:12:34.98\00:12:38.59 Okay. Okay. 00:12:38.62\00:12:39.95 Now, talk about that time where you said 00:12:39.99\00:12:42.82 the devil fully began to enter you. 00:12:42.86\00:12:44.96 Now, it's interesting that you say that 00:12:44.99\00:12:47.43 because, you know, all these things 00:12:47.46\00:12:49.13 that you and I were doing in the streets 00:12:49.16\00:12:51.20 were "devilish." 00:12:51.23\00:12:52.97 But there was a specific incident 00:12:53.00\00:12:55.07 that you kind of really felt that the devil entered you. 00:12:55.10\00:12:57.44 Talk about that? 00:12:57.47\00:12:58.81 Well, it was on a Friday. Okay. 00:12:58.84\00:13:02.81 It was on a Friday night, 00:13:02.84\00:13:04.18 I was with the group of friends, 00:13:04.21\00:13:06.21 and we was getting ready to go to the club. 00:13:06.25\00:13:08.05 Okay. 00:13:08.08\00:13:09.42 Now, prior to getting ready to go to the club, 00:13:09.45\00:13:11.32 I had told one of my closest friends 00:13:11.35\00:13:13.62 that I was gonna go to the club. 00:13:13.66\00:13:14.99 I had a right hand man. 00:13:15.02\00:13:16.36 Okay. 00:13:16.39\00:13:17.73 But he told me that he wasn't gonna be there. 00:13:17.76\00:13:19.66 He was gonna be at a-- 00:13:19.69\00:13:21.26 I think he was gonna be at a basketball game, somewhere 00:13:21.30\00:13:25.63 but he wasn't there. 00:13:25.67\00:13:27.00 So, I end up going to the club with these group of friends. 00:13:27.04\00:13:29.00 They wasn't San Castle nor Top 6. 00:13:29.04\00:13:31.34 It was just a group of friends. 00:13:31.37\00:13:33.11 So, we end up going to the concert. 00:13:33.14\00:13:34.78 At that concert, Top 6 was there. 00:13:34.81\00:13:37.61 They was performing. 00:13:37.65\00:13:39.21 So when they got done performing, 00:13:39.25\00:13:43.18 I remember like it was yesterday. 00:13:43.22\00:13:44.59 I was standing on stage, standing in front of the stage. 00:13:44.62\00:13:48.72 And once they got done performing, 00:13:48.76\00:13:50.09 they jumped off the stage 00:13:50.13\00:13:51.73 and another group came on to perform. 00:13:51.76\00:13:56.06 As that other group was performing, 00:13:56.10\00:13:57.47 I was talking to a girl on my right. 00:13:57.50\00:14:02.17 And as I was talking to her, 00:14:02.20\00:14:03.84 I overheard the guy that was performing. 00:14:03.87\00:14:06.61 After he got done, he said 00:14:06.64\00:14:07.98 "If anyone wants to see about me, 00:14:08.01\00:14:10.51 meet me outside." 00:14:10.55\00:14:11.88 You know, I knew what that means, 00:14:11.91\00:14:14.65 you know, I have been putting these predicaments before. 00:14:14.68\00:14:16.82 So, I already knew those was fighting words, 00:14:16.85\00:14:19.09 or possibly killing words. 00:14:19.12\00:14:20.66 So, it was like a threat. Yeah, it's a threat. 00:14:20.69\00:14:22.39 You know, first ones to the trunk wins. 00:14:22.42\00:14:24.49 You know, 'cause be the first one 00:14:24.53\00:14:25.89 to grab your gun, you win, 00:14:25.93\00:14:27.26 because everything else is history. 00:14:27.30\00:14:30.47 Okay. So, I knew what that meant. 00:14:30.50\00:14:32.37 So as I'm talking to this girl on my right, 00:14:32.40\00:14:35.90 as I'm trying to wrap up the conversation with her, 00:14:35.94\00:14:38.67 the guy jumps off stage. 00:14:38.71\00:14:40.28 So as soon as he jumps off stage, 00:14:40.31\00:14:42.01 I'm thinking, "Okay, what is this guy gonna do?" 00:14:42.04\00:14:44.68 So I have one eye on him and another eye on the girl, 00:14:44.71\00:14:47.52 'cause I'm trying to finish doing 00:14:47.55\00:14:48.88 what I have to do with her, 00:14:48.92\00:14:50.25 so I can attend to this situation. 00:14:50.29\00:14:52.92 So, I looked at him, just like I'm looking at you right now. 00:14:52.95\00:14:56.12 So he saw me. 00:14:56.16\00:14:57.99 I don't know if he recognized me, 00:14:58.03\00:14:59.46 but he started-- 00:14:59.49\00:15:00.83 Now, he was walking towards the crowd, 00:15:00.86\00:15:02.20 he started walking towards me. 00:15:02.23\00:15:03.63 So, as he is walking towards me, 00:15:03.67\00:15:06.30 he picks up a bottle. 00:15:06.33\00:15:07.67 Okay. 00:15:07.70\00:15:09.04 So when he picks up the bottle, 00:15:09.07\00:15:10.47 the girl grabs my attention again. 00:15:10.51\00:15:12.07 So, I turned back to look at her. 00:15:12.11\00:15:14.64 And as soon as I turned back to look at her, 00:15:14.68\00:15:16.64 I tried to turn back to see where he was at. 00:15:16.68\00:15:19.08 And he hits me right over the face 00:15:19.11\00:15:21.08 with the bottle. 00:15:21.12\00:15:23.12 So when he hits me over the face with the bottle, 00:15:23.15\00:15:25.52 I turn around and I catch him with the hard right. 00:15:25.55\00:15:27.49 So, he falls back. He falls back. 00:15:27.52\00:15:29.36 So, I jumped on top of him. 00:15:29.39\00:15:31.29 And I just went to, I just went to work. 00:15:31.33\00:15:33.63 You know, I went to hit him 00:15:33.66\00:15:35.10 and as they are trying to pull me off of him 00:15:35.13\00:15:37.37 at no success. 00:15:37.40\00:15:38.73 I was gonna beat him until he just stopped breathing 00:15:38.77\00:15:40.90 because that's just the way it is in the streets. 00:15:40.94\00:15:42.30 Oh yeah, that's exactly how it is. 00:15:42.34\00:15:43.67 We don't fight to fight later, we fight and end it now. 00:15:43.71\00:15:47.48 So, I wasn't coming off of him. 00:15:47.51\00:15:49.04 I was gonna beat him until he stops. 00:15:49.08\00:15:50.91 So as would stop, as he begin to stop moving, 00:15:50.95\00:15:54.25 I heard some say, "Move, move, move, move." 00:15:54.28\00:15:56.48 So someone hits me over the head with a bar stool. 00:15:56.52\00:15:59.05 So, I roll over, 00:15:59.09\00:16:01.19 after being hit with a bar stool, 00:16:01.22\00:16:02.92 and I get up and that's when everything breaks loose. 00:16:02.96\00:16:05.43 Now, everyone's fighting for their life. 00:16:05.46\00:16:07.73 So as we, as we fighting, I'm fighting like 00:16:07.76\00:16:10.43 with like six or seven people on me. 00:16:10.47\00:16:14.14 The group that was there, they had a lot of people 00:16:14.17\00:16:16.94 that was on their side. 00:16:16.97\00:16:18.37 So, six or seven people on me, and we are fighting, 00:16:18.41\00:16:21.88 I'm fighting for my life. 00:16:21.91\00:16:23.31 In a fight, I always-- 00:16:23.35\00:16:25.25 By being in the street so long, 00:16:25.28\00:16:26.61 I knew that you have to get your back against the wall. 00:16:26.65\00:16:29.02 Because you don't know, 00:16:29.05\00:16:30.39 you don't want somebody coming behind you. 00:16:30.42\00:16:32.49 So, I'm trying to find, 00:16:32.52\00:16:33.86 I'm trying to get my back to the wall. 00:16:33.89\00:16:35.22 So, as I get my back into the wall, 00:16:35.26\00:16:37.13 we're just fighting, you know, 00:16:37.16\00:16:39.86 it's really, really getting intense. 00:16:39.89\00:16:41.23 So it's just mayhem in a club? It's mayhem. 00:16:41.26\00:16:43.00 It's crazy. Wow. 00:16:43.03\00:16:44.37 Chairs are being throne, bottles are being-- 00:16:44.40\00:16:45.97 Everything. 00:16:46.00\00:16:47.34 So, a long time into this fight, 00:16:47.37\00:16:51.17 you know, it's just more and more people 00:16:51.21\00:16:53.21 are building up on me. 00:16:53.24\00:16:54.88 So, I started to lose energy. 00:16:54.91\00:16:58.28 I started to get exhausted from all of that fighting, 00:16:58.31\00:17:00.48 all of that fist war. 00:17:00.52\00:17:02.08 So, I was starting to give up. Okay. 00:17:02.12\00:17:06.12 So, one of my homeboys from Top 6, 00:17:06.15\00:17:07.92 he jumped in and he helped me out, 00:17:07.96\00:17:09.66 you know, he got a couple of 'em off from me. 00:17:09.69\00:17:11.49 So, he basically saved my life. 00:17:11.53\00:17:14.36 He gave me the opportunity to get away. 00:17:14.40\00:17:16.90 So, I came outside, and as soon as I came outside, 00:17:16.93\00:17:20.10 more of 'em was outside than they was inside. 00:17:20.14\00:17:22.50 So, they got back on me again, 00:17:22.54\00:17:24.14 and they just started really, really starting to work me. 00:17:24.17\00:17:27.68 They started to really beating me, 00:17:27.71\00:17:29.21 beating the life out of me. 00:17:29.24\00:17:30.58 So, at that time, I couldn't fight 'em. 00:17:30.61\00:17:32.75 Where I was tired. Okay. 00:17:32.78\00:17:34.12 I had no more strength left in me. 00:17:34.15\00:17:35.48 Okay, now at that point, were you on any type 00:17:35.52\00:17:37.15 of narcotic or alcohol or anything like that? 00:17:37.19\00:17:39.72 Interesting, I've never drunk, I've never did narcotics 00:17:39.75\00:17:44.56 or drugs and nothing like that. 00:17:44.59\00:17:45.93 Okay, and that is very interesting 00:17:45.96\00:17:47.30 'cause most people that have been in streets, 00:17:47.33\00:17:50.07 they get high, they drink, you know, it's just, 00:17:50.10\00:17:52.00 it's almost like it comes with the lifestyle, 00:17:52.03\00:17:53.64 the territorial almost. 00:17:53.67\00:17:55.00 Well, yeah, those people, we were more smart. 00:17:55.04\00:17:59.01 We usually look at those people as people that didn't really-- 00:17:59.04\00:18:01.54 Because you can't use what you are selling. 00:18:01.58\00:18:03.41 Once you start using what you are selling, 00:18:03.45\00:18:04.78 you become addicted 00:18:04.81\00:18:06.15 to what you are selling, and now-- 00:18:06.18\00:18:07.52 There is less profit in your pocket. 00:18:07.55\00:18:08.88 Now, less profit in your pocket. 00:18:08.92\00:18:10.25 So, I wasn't on narcotics, I was pretty aware. 00:18:10.29\00:18:13.12 That's why I remember it so good. 00:18:13.15\00:18:14.92 So as I'm fighting and the girls, 00:18:14.96\00:18:18.16 and I heard this girl saying, "It's Annex, it's Annex." 00:18:18.19\00:18:21.30 So after that, I'm pretty much helpless. 00:18:21.33\00:18:24.60 I'm on my knees, defenseless. And they just working me. 00:18:24.63\00:18:27.70 So, I heard three shots fire, pop-pop-pop. 00:18:27.74\00:18:30.97 So, that stopped, that stopped. I won't be hitting no more. 00:18:31.01\00:18:35.34 I don't know if, I think they helped me out. 00:18:35.38\00:18:38.71 So, I was just lying there in the puddle of blood 00:18:38.75\00:18:41.75 actually fighting for my life. 00:18:41.78\00:18:43.59 And this girl comes up to me and she grabs me 00:18:43.62\00:18:45.69 and she says, "You will be okay, 00:18:45.72\00:18:47.06 you will be okay." 00:18:47.09\00:18:48.42 So, I said, "I'm thirsty, give me something to drink." 00:18:48.46\00:18:50.53 And she says, "Okay". So she gives me some water. 00:18:50.56\00:18:52.96 Okay. 00:18:52.99\00:18:54.33 So after I get the water, 00:18:54.36\00:18:55.70 I told, "I'm tired, I feel sleepy." 00:18:55.73\00:18:58.63 So automatically, she says, 00:18:58.67\00:19:00.00 "No, no, no, no, no, no, don't go to sleep." 00:19:00.04\00:19:01.74 "Don't go to sleep, don't go to sleep, 00:19:01.77\00:19:03.10 stay awake, stay awake." 00:19:03.14\00:19:04.47 I'm covered in blood. 00:19:04.51\00:19:05.84 We don't know where the blood is coming from. 00:19:05.87\00:19:07.21 Okay. So, I said, "I couldn't." 00:19:07.24\00:19:09.61 Because at that time, it was easier to go to sleep 00:19:09.64\00:19:11.78 than it was easier to fight. 00:19:11.81\00:19:13.25 Death seemed a lot more easier 00:19:13.28\00:19:14.88 than to try to fight to stay alive. 00:19:14.92\00:19:16.58 Yeah, exactly. So, I went to sleep. 00:19:16.62\00:19:20.29 So, and I remember waking up in a ambulance. 00:19:20.32\00:19:24.29 And the guy in ambulance is telling me, "Stay awake, 00:19:24.33\00:19:26.70 stay awake, stay awake. 00:19:26.73\00:19:28.06 What's your name? What's your name?" 00:19:28.10\00:19:29.56 And I don't remember if I answered him 00:19:29.60\00:19:31.53 or told him my name but they were able 00:19:31.57\00:19:33.57 to stabilize me in the hospital. 00:19:33.60\00:19:35.60 I had major head trauma. 00:19:35.64\00:19:37.61 I lost my hearing in one side of my-- 00:19:37.64\00:19:40.94 On this side, I can't really hear 00:19:40.98\00:19:43.48 that well in this side. 00:19:43.51\00:19:45.15 I came three inches away from being completely blind. 00:19:45.18\00:19:48.78 From after when he hit me over the face with the bottle. 00:19:48.82\00:19:50.89 Yeah, okay. So, the Lord spared my life. 00:19:50.92\00:19:54.22 Praise the Lord. 00:19:54.26\00:19:55.59 But I really didn't look at it that way. 00:19:55.62\00:19:57.03 I was so corrupt, that I didn't see it that way. 00:19:57.06\00:20:00.33 The way I looked at it is like, 00:20:00.36\00:20:02.03 "These guys was going to kill me." 00:20:02.06\00:20:03.67 Okay. 00:20:03.70\00:20:05.03 So now, Aaron, I lost complete control. 00:20:05.07\00:20:07.47 The devil had full sway. I would-- 00:20:07.50\00:20:10.54 Up until that time, I had sympathy for people. 00:20:10.57\00:20:13.07 You know, sometimes my friends would do something, 00:20:13.11\00:20:15.34 "Nah, nah, nah, just leave that alone." 00:20:15.38\00:20:17.08 You know I would, I would tell him not to do it, 00:20:17.11\00:20:19.88 because I had sympathy towards people. 00:20:19.91\00:20:22.18 At that point-- But after that incident-- 00:20:22.22\00:20:23.75 I understand that these guys was gonna kill me 00:20:23.79\00:20:25.69 if they had the chance. 00:20:25.72\00:20:27.06 Yeah. If they didn't get-- 00:20:27.09\00:20:28.92 If those shots wasn't fired, if they didn't get shot, 00:20:28.96\00:20:31.26 they was gonna literally make sure that I was dead. 00:20:31.29\00:20:33.19 Yeah, okay. 00:20:33.23\00:20:34.56 So at that point, I, my life completely turned around. 00:20:34.60\00:20:36.93 I was gonna kill, or I was gonna be killed. 00:20:36.97\00:20:38.77 Yeah. So, the devil had full control. 00:20:38.80\00:20:40.90 So, the people that your beating in the club, 00:20:40.94\00:20:43.00 did you know them or was it just some kind of random? 00:20:43.04\00:20:45.77 Well, we always knew each other. 00:20:45.81\00:20:47.61 We always knew the group 00:20:47.64\00:20:49.34 that you don't want to get caught in their territory, 00:20:49.38\00:20:51.75 or they don't want to be caught in your territory. 00:20:51.78\00:20:53.11 And if you are caught in their territory, 00:20:53.15\00:20:54.92 you better make sure you have strap. 00:20:54.95\00:20:57.19 You strap. 00:20:57.22\00:20:58.85 Because when they come, they come in 00:20:58.89\00:21:01.49 and if you get caught alone in their place, 00:21:01.52\00:21:05.09 they would take care of you. 00:21:05.13\00:21:06.46 And I mean by taking care of you 00:21:06.49\00:21:07.83 that they would make sure that you don't make it out alive. 00:21:07.86\00:21:10.03 Because if you make it out alive, 00:21:10.07\00:21:11.40 you will come back and you'll make sure that 00:21:11.43\00:21:12.93 they don't make it out alive. 00:21:12.97\00:21:14.30 Now, let me ask you this. 00:21:14.34\00:21:15.67 How much of an influence do you think that music had on, 00:21:15.70\00:21:18.17 a secular hip-hop music had on your life at the time? 00:21:18.21\00:21:20.94 Let me tell you something. I'm gonna tell you a story. 00:21:20.98\00:21:23.41 We couldn't perform an act without music. 00:21:23.45\00:21:26.82 We couldn't go to war without music. 00:21:26.85\00:21:30.59 We needed to listen to music. 00:21:30.62\00:21:32.09 We needed to listen to Master P, 00:21:32.12\00:21:33.86 we needed to listen to Trick Daddy, 00:21:33.89\00:21:35.42 we needed that mental build up to get us to do something. 00:21:35.46\00:21:39.06 Without the music, we couldn't really, really do nothing. 00:21:39.09\00:21:41.80 So, when we did music, we did the music 00:21:41.83\00:21:44.43 pertaining to what we are doing. 00:21:44.47\00:21:46.07 Oh, yeah. How we are living. 00:21:46.10\00:21:47.44 So when we listened to our song, 00:21:47.47\00:21:49.07 we're more ready to attack. 00:21:49.10\00:21:52.01 Yeah, I understand, I know for myself, 00:21:52.04\00:21:55.14 times when I become really angry, 00:21:55.18\00:21:56.85 I would listen to Bone Thugs-N-Harmony. 00:21:56.88\00:21:59.11 And it was like that the evil inside of the music 00:21:59.15\00:22:02.68 would just speak to me, 00:22:02.72\00:22:04.05 and make that aggression even worse. 00:22:04.09\00:22:06.39 So, I can very much relate with you, Annex, 00:22:06.42\00:22:08.49 in terms of that. 00:22:08.52\00:22:10.19 But you began to make a transition in your life 00:22:10.23\00:22:12.16 out of the gang. 00:22:12.19\00:22:13.53 You didn't change your life at that point. 00:22:13.56\00:22:15.43 And start coming closer to Jesus, 00:22:15.46\00:22:17.43 but you did make a transition out of the gang. 00:22:17.47\00:22:19.87 How did that inspired? 00:22:19.90\00:22:21.34 Well, as I was in the streets, I always had a day job. 00:22:21.37\00:22:25.44 I had a day job during the day time. 00:22:25.47\00:22:27.51 And on that day job, I used to work at a warehouse. 00:22:27.54\00:22:30.55 And I got my CDO. 00:22:30.58\00:22:32.31 So, I started to drive trucks. 00:22:32.35\00:22:34.35 And driving trucks, I went to truck driving school. 00:22:34.38\00:22:38.05 And as I was coming back home from the truck driving school, 00:22:38.09\00:22:40.46 I was at a train station, waiting to catch a train 00:22:40.49\00:22:42.29 to go back to West Palm. 00:22:42.32\00:22:44.23 And I was sitting at the train station, 00:22:44.26\00:22:45.96 and that's when the spirit of God 00:22:45.99\00:22:47.33 started to strive with me. 00:22:47.36\00:22:48.70 You know, I had a little bit of Mormon background, 00:22:48.73\00:22:50.27 so I had to form of godliness but denied the power thereof. 00:22:50.30\00:22:53.87 Yes. 00:22:53.90\00:22:55.24 You know, so I knew 00:22:55.27\00:22:57.27 that my past was covered with blood. 00:22:57.31\00:23:00.98 I had no future. 00:23:01.01\00:23:02.34 So at that point of time, I got down on my knees and I prayed. 00:23:02.38\00:23:06.82 It was very simple. 00:23:06.85\00:23:08.18 I said, "Lord, Jesus, if there is a God out there, 00:23:08.22\00:23:12.05 please, I have done everything that there is to do. 00:23:12.09\00:23:15.32 I have broken all Your commandments, 00:23:15.36\00:23:17.46 I have done everything that You said not to do." 00:23:17.49\00:23:20.03 Okay. 00:23:20.06\00:23:21.40 There is two things that I have not done 00:23:21.43\00:23:23.43 and I promise you. 00:23:23.47\00:23:24.83 If You watch my back, 00:23:24.87\00:23:26.33 I will never do those two things. 00:23:26.37\00:23:28.07 I will never drink a day in my life, 00:23:28.10\00:23:29.94 and I will never smoke. 00:23:29.97\00:23:31.31 And that was all that I haven't done. 00:23:31.34\00:23:32.97 Everything else, I have done it." 00:23:33.01\00:23:34.61 So I was like, "If You can just watch my back, 00:23:34.64\00:23:38.31 I will not do these things." 00:23:38.35\00:23:39.68 And before I can finish praying, 00:23:39.71\00:23:41.05 a lady tapped me on my shoulder, 00:23:41.08\00:23:42.42 and she said, "Do you believe in God?" 00:23:42.45\00:23:43.79 I said, "Yeah, I believe in God." 00:23:43.82\00:23:45.52 And she gave me a tract 00:23:45.55\00:23:47.26 and she gave me her phone number, 00:23:47.29\00:23:49.46 she was a Jehovah's Witnesses. 00:23:49.49\00:23:51.13 So, I went back home 00:23:51.16\00:23:52.49 and that's when the transformation 00:23:52.53\00:23:53.86 started to happen getting out of streets. 00:23:53.90\00:23:55.33 Okay, but, you got out of streets, 00:23:55.36\00:23:57.47 but you still didn't make a change, 00:23:57.50\00:23:59.03 and actually we are gonna have a part two of you 00:23:59.07\00:24:02.40 and find out what happened after the gang life. 00:24:02.44\00:24:05.74 But let me ask you this. 00:24:05.77\00:24:07.11 You know most people, they say they can't leave the gang, 00:24:07.14\00:24:10.05 or if they do, the only way they will 00:24:10.08\00:24:12.61 is in a body bag pretty much. 00:24:12.65\00:24:14.22 So how were you able to pull away from the gang 00:24:14.25\00:24:17.15 without the repercussions of leaving the gang? 00:24:17.19\00:24:19.79 Well, it was pretty difficult. Okay. 00:24:19.82\00:24:21.62 The street life, you never get away from it. 00:24:21.66\00:24:22.99 Yeah. 00:24:23.02\00:24:24.36 You know, it's hard to get away from it. 00:24:24.39\00:24:26.39 You can never get away from it. 00:24:26.43\00:24:27.76 Only Christ can pull you away from it. 00:24:27.80\00:24:29.76 And the transition started happening 00:24:29.80\00:24:33.80 as I started to move towards Atlanta. 00:24:33.84\00:24:36.44 But as I started to move towards Atlanta, 00:24:36.47\00:24:39.17 the streets kept coming with me. 00:24:39.21\00:24:40.54 Yeah. Oh, yeah. 00:24:40.58\00:24:41.91 You know, the streets kept coming with me. 00:24:41.94\00:24:43.28 So it was, it was very difficult 00:24:43.31\00:24:45.88 to leave that type of stuff alone. 00:24:45.91\00:24:48.15 What really helped me out 00:24:48.18\00:24:49.52 was the more and more violent it got, 00:24:49.55\00:24:53.36 the more and more the friends 00:24:53.39\00:24:54.72 that really know me starting to die off. 00:24:54.76\00:24:56.83 You know, they would get murdered, 00:24:56.86\00:24:58.63 they would end up in jail. 00:24:58.66\00:25:00.30 And so other people would fill in their slot 00:25:00.33\00:25:03.77 that didn't know me that well, 00:25:03.80\00:25:05.53 that really helped me out as well. 00:25:05.57\00:25:06.94 But it was still a hard, it was still hard 00:25:06.97\00:25:10.94 to be able to completely pull yourself away. 00:25:10.97\00:25:12.31 To walk away, yeah. 00:25:12.34\00:25:13.68 Now, the ones that you walked away, 00:25:13.71\00:25:15.84 they were like these brothers to you. 00:25:15.88\00:25:18.81 Are you still in communication with them today? 00:25:18.85\00:25:20.98 Have you tried to reach out to them or how was that going? 00:25:21.02\00:25:23.99 Well, some of 'em are on my Facebook page. 00:25:24.02\00:25:29.02 So, yeah, I do try to reach out to some of them, 00:25:29.06\00:25:31.46 but you have to be careful with these guys. 00:25:31.49\00:25:33.43 Oh, yeah, yeah. 00:25:33.46\00:25:34.80 Because when you look at it, 00:25:34.83\00:25:37.57 they are still in the same things 00:25:37.60\00:25:39.93 that they was in before. 00:25:39.97\00:25:41.30 Yeah. 00:25:41.34\00:25:42.67 So, it's very difficult as the type of wrap 00:25:42.70\00:25:45.31 that I have to easily try to reach out to. 00:25:45.34\00:25:48.91 But I always try to be an example 00:25:48.94\00:25:52.58 for the next person. 00:25:52.61\00:25:53.95 You know, if I can make it out, 00:25:53.98\00:25:55.55 it's possible for them to make it out as well. 00:25:55.58\00:25:56.92 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 00:25:56.95\00:25:58.29 So, your life is pretty much 00:25:58.32\00:26:00.06 what helps other people to come out of that transition. 00:26:00.09\00:26:03.06 Okay, now, as I stated, 00:26:03.09\00:26:04.63 we are gonna do a part two, Annex. 00:26:04.66\00:26:06.39 But some people may not see part two. 00:26:06.43\00:26:08.86 Some young man that is in your situation 00:26:08.90\00:26:11.67 right now that you were years ago in gangs. 00:26:11.70\00:26:14.50 What word can you say to that young person 00:26:14.54\00:26:17.11 to turn him away from that street life? 00:26:17.14\00:26:19.04 Well, what I can say is, brothers and sisters, 00:26:19.07\00:26:24.31 Jesus still save. 00:26:24.35\00:26:25.98 Up until this day He still save. 00:26:26.01\00:26:28.35 He brought me out of the streets, 00:26:28.38\00:26:29.72 so He can bring anyone else out of streets." 00:26:29.75\00:26:31.99 Like John 3:16 say, "For God so loved..." 00:26:32.02\00:26:34.86 So loved the world. You, not the world. 00:26:34.89\00:26:38.03 "For God so loved you 00:26:38.06\00:26:39.59 that He gave His only begotten Son." 00:26:39.63\00:26:41.56 Jesus is the only way. 00:26:41.60\00:26:43.16 Yes, He is the only way. 00:26:43.20\00:26:44.53 He is the way. 00:26:44.57\00:26:45.90 Everything else is a counterfeit. 00:26:45.93\00:26:48.04 Nothing else will save you except for Jesus. 00:26:48.07\00:26:50.84 Because, it's hard, Aaron, it's very, very hard 00:26:50.87\00:26:54.31 to sit and to watch your friends die. 00:26:54.34\00:26:56.14 I had the cars, I had the clothes, 00:26:56.18\00:26:58.01 I had the money. 00:26:58.05\00:26:59.38 I ran the streets. I lived the fast life. 00:26:59.41\00:27:01.85 All of that is vanity. Yeah. 00:27:01.88\00:27:03.79 There is nothing in that to gain. 00:27:03.82\00:27:06.32 There is nothing in that 00:27:06.35\00:27:07.69 that you can take with you to the afterlife. 00:27:07.72\00:27:09.42 Only thing you can take is that Lord Jesus Christ, 00:27:09.46\00:27:11.59 Lord and Savior. 00:27:11.63\00:27:12.96 So, my appeal would be to the young people is, 00:27:12.99\00:27:16.70 all of that stuff means nothing. 00:27:16.73\00:27:18.83 Hold on to Jesus, grab hold on to Jesus, 00:27:18.87\00:27:21.40 and don't let Him go. 00:27:21.44\00:27:22.77 You don't want to go through what I went through. 00:27:22.80\00:27:25.54 You gonna-- 00:27:25.57\00:27:27.21 Someone's mother is gonna cry at the end of the day. 00:27:27.24\00:27:29.71 Someone's mother is gonna be in black and white. 00:27:29.74\00:27:32.25 You don't want your mother to be 00:27:32.28\00:27:34.02 coming to see you at a funeral nor in jail. 00:27:34.05\00:27:37.35 So, you have to really, really do it for your mother sake. 00:27:37.39\00:27:40.66 If not for your mother sake, for your God sake. 00:27:40.69\00:27:43.09 And the thing about it is really, really interesting 00:27:43.12\00:27:45.26 is that I came from this part. 00:27:45.29\00:27:48.43 Annex, I would like to thank you 00:27:48.46\00:27:49.80 for being on the program. 00:27:49.83\00:27:51.17 Please tune in next week for part two. 00:27:51.20\00:27:54.07