The following program
discusses sensitive issues.
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Parents are
cautioned that some material
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may be too candid
for younger children.
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Welcome to The New Journey,
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a program about real life people
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with real life testimonies
doing real life ministry
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for Jesus Christ.
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I'm your host,
Pastor Marquis Johns.
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Join us on The New Journey.
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I'm not only the host
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of The New Journey
television program,
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I'm also a full-time pastor
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at Allegheny's
Conference Metropolitan
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Seventh-day Adventist Church.
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And there are these occasions
in the life of a pastor
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where you get to
learn that what you're doing
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is actually
impacting your congregants
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and fellow Christians.
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In February, we
had the opportunity
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to baptize today's guest,
Brother Kenneth Ambrose Sr.,
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his wife, and six
of their children.
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Just before that baptism,
and or shortly thereafter,
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he received news
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that was not only
devastating to him personally
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but was
devastating to his family.
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And we here at
Metro have tried our best
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to pray with and minister to him
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through this difficult process.
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On today's show, what
we'll do is we'll hear something
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just a little bit different
than we're used to listening.
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This is a story not
about a new journey only
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but about a journey.
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A journey that the Lord
impressed me should be shared
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with as many people
we possibly share with.
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So I would like to
invite at that point,
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Brother Kenneth Ambrose Sr.
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It's a pleasure to
be here, Pastor Johns.
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Thank you very
much for being with us.
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Now we know that
your story is not...
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It's not going to be
easy getting through this.
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I know.
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This is going to be
one of those stories,
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one of those
testimonies if you will,
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that by God's grace will
reach perhaps someone's heart.
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We'll get them
to appreciate life
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as they
currently are experiencing.
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And I want to talk about
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and I want to
pick up from just...
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Let's pick up from
January of this year.
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When did you get the
news that we are referring to?
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When did you get
the news that you had...
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Tell us about your health?
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Lymphoma,
non-Hodgkin's lymphoma,
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2008 going to 2009,
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I had non-Hodgkin's lymphoma
and I went for a checkup
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because I'm a
physical person, you know,
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I always do the right thing,
eat the right food, no smoking,
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no drink, I was born
into the Christian faith.
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And I worked for the government.
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I've been through
a lot of asbestos,
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lead, paint, mold, and
you name it, chemicals,
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I worked for the
navy or army base.
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I've been exposed to a
lot of stuff like that.
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I don't know if
that contributed to
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what I'm going through now
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but myself and my
brother was in the same,
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you know, place.
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He got it before
me but it so happened
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that my own
progressed to the fourth stage
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when I caught it.
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By the time you caught it,
it was already in stage four?
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It was already
in stage four, yes.
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I've been fighting this,
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I thought I could beat
it by the grace of God.
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So I took a lot of treatment
and it went into remission.
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Then... When did
it go into remission?
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In 2010. Okay.
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Felt good.
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But a couple of
months or six months
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after it came back again.
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Brought me to NIH Center.
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What is NIH, for the viewers
who don't know, what is NIH?
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NIH, the medical
center of health.
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So they have a
protocol for me there.
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I went under the protocol,
intense chemo every day,
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intense chemo.
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I got sick, I got
everything coming to me.
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So by the time I
finally, three to four
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or six, seven
months, went away again.
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And felt good
again, looked for job,
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going to work,
it came back again.
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When did it come back?
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Came back in 2011,
yeah, the second time.
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That was...
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From there on, that
was downhill from there
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as I went back to
the hospital center,
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they treated me
again for the same thing
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and my body was filled with
so much of chemical, so much,
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you know,
saturated with chemicals,
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my body
couldn't take it anymore,
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that's what the doctor told me.
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Well, let's not
get there just yet.
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So January the
second time it comes back.
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Obviously, it is
more aggressive...
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More aggressive.
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And so when did you break news
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about the second
reoccurrence to your wife?
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Well, it seems it
happened I told her, my wife,
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what was going on
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because she was in
all the meetings with me,
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the docs told me.
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She was there when the
doctor stopped the chemo
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in the middle of the
treatment, stopped all chemo
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because they said, they
said to me, was going away
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and making it
spread more in my body
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and I said, "Stop it."
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So when they're
stopping they told me,
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"Mr. Ambrose,
there is nothing more
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we can do for
you and they gave me
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six months to live."
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May 4th they told me that.
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So when did you
share that information?
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When did you call the children?
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And how many kids do
you and your wife have?
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Well, me and my
wife have six children.
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Six children. How
long have you been married?
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Ten years. Ten years. Six kids.
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When did you
call the kids and say,
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"You know, dad has news?"
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Well, not right away
because they were doing
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so good at school, I
didn't want to interrupt
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what's going on.
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I was trying to really beat this
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and go another route, you know,
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by doing herbal treatment
and it was working for a while.
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Even the folks are
mature, helped me along the way,
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you know, to get
the herbal treatment.
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But when I get back from
the herbal treatment center,
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the protocol changed for me.
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I didn't get
back on the protocol
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where they teach
me that what to do
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and because it was
a hard road to really
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travel with that,
you know, in Tennessee.
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Yeah.
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So you didn't
tell them right away?
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No.
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But when did
you eventually have,
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you found yourself
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that you have
some breaking news?
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Well, when I got more
ill, when the lesions started
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coming out in my
legs and in my stomach,
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it was very bad
and it was, you know,
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making me rotten all
over to say the least.
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I started telling them
what I'm being going through.
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Lot of crying...
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Now, did they
know that you had been
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fighting cancer since away?
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They didn't know but I
have a positive outlook
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and a positive mind.
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It's like you look at
me, you wouldn't think
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nothing happened
because I was always positive,
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always praying, they
always spurned at me,
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so I never really...
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I think, you know, I
prayed so God will heal me,
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cleanse me every day.
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So they didn't think of nothing
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but their grades
started dropping at the time.
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And that's what called
you and your wife to decide,
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"Well this time we are
not going to tell them.
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We're going to see
if we can beat it."
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And so you kind of
stayed off from sharing
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this unfortunate news with them.
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But in May when you get to know
that you only have six months,
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again, I want to really kind
of get the viewers to understand
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what the process is
from your perspective,
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as well as probably possible
the reaction children gave.
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Now tell us the age
range of your six children.
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They are 15, 13, 12, and
10 because in the process
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I have two set
of twins in between.
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Okay. Yeah.
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So I told them and there
was a lot of crying went on.
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Like I said, their
grades started dropping
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and we showed them
everything is going to be okay
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because people over
this world is praying for me,
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all over the
globe is praying for me.
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I got into prayer line,
my children praying for me,
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the community
church praying for me.
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And every church I
think of in this world,
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praying for me.
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There are lot of
people know me, folks know me.
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So when you
told the kids in May,
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first there was
a lot of crying...
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Was there a one common
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or any one thing
that one of the kids said
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that really, really grabbed you,
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that any one thing
that any one of them said.
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Yeah, they said a lot
of them are praying for God
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for a long time.
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"Why God is not
healing my father?
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Why God is taking
time for healing?"
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So I tell them, "God
do everything in His time
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and it is not what we want
and God has plan for you too."
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I tell them they
got to keep praying.
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All we can do is pray
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and ask God for
healing and cleansing.
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And I spent more
time with my family,
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but I think my spouse
couldn't really take it
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because I was this
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big strong guy doing everything,
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we go everywhere,
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and all of a sudden I
couldn't do it anymore.
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How much weight have you lost?
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I lost about 40 pounds.
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Yeah, but I also
changed my diet tremendously,
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you know, that's the
reason why I lost the weight.
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It was strictly greens, right.
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And our doctor told me
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if I wasn't doing the greens,
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and doing what I'm doing,
I wouldn't have been here.
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So that's what keep me here.
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Praise, all the
praises to God for helping me.
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The best is going to come out.
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And so the kids
have been concerned
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why God didn't showed
up sooner for their dad.
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So what is the
family worship like?
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What are you saying to the kids?
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I'm sure that their
concern is we're losing our dad
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or we have been told that
our dad isn't gonna be here.
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What is the
conversation like at home
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on a day to day
basis between you?
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Sometimes they don't
talk about it at all.
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Some of them don't
want to hear about it
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because every
time we talk about it,
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it makes the kids feel very sad.
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So I try to avoid
the topic at all costs.
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Only when we are praying,
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we discuss it
as much as possible
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but always I
try not to really...
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Because when they go to
school, it really upset them.
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And their friends that
know me, when they go to school
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'cause I'm
accustomed going to the school,
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I'm playing the music for them
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and talking with
all the kids at school,
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so they kind of
miss me coming there
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and doing all that
stuff with the kids.
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And they ask
them, how am I doing?
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And my kids tell
them, everybody gets sad.
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I mean, I don't want to kind
of feeling for them, you know.
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So I try to stay positive
and strong at all costs.
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So, Brother Ambrose,
what led you and the family,
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I'm going to go
back a little bit,
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we're going to get to May
and the subsequent months,
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but what led you and the
family to come for the baptism
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that we were
having here in my show.
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We had just
completed a series in January,
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at the end of
February, the appeal was made
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and we look up and
you, your wife, kids
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and we had the
awesome privilege,
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Pastor Billing and I
have of baptizing all of you
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at the same time.
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But what was going on,
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walk us through
those couple of weeks
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or that week that
you led up to the series
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and then led to your guys
this decision to be baptized?
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Well, when I was at
NIH with an infection,
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I spent a month and
half in the hospital.
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I got to my knees
and prayed saying,
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"God, if you bring
me through this..."
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Because I've been baptized,
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I grew as a
Seventh-day Adventist,
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I was born as
Seventh-day Adventist,
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dedicated as
Seventh-day Adventist,
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I was baptized when I
was 11 years of age, okay?
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So I asked God, I said,
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"God, please let
me get through this.
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I will rededicate
myself and my family to you."
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And He did.
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Got me through
it because I thought
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I was never going to be
here and I just Him every day,
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making me live some more.
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So I said, "Lord, just
help me to get through this
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with these kids and
to see these kids grow."
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And He brought me
through, He brought me through
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in the same time, I
myself, I asked God,
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"You spare my life and I
will get my kids baptized."
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And all my family
baptized unto the Lord
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and that's what I did.
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Now I'm so happy that there was
a very, very happy day for me,
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a very emotional day for me.
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And my son was very
emotional and, you know,
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that's what happened.
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I'm so thankful for that.
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So you really...
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What spurred that decision
was you wanting to be sure
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that having forbid,
you asked before the time,
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you were unable
to see your children.
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Exactly.
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You wanted to have been
present to see your children
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give their lives to Christ
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and that through
the process of baptism.
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Yes.
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And so this was the emphasis,
this was what spurred you
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on you to say, "Hey guys,
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what we're going
to get baptized."
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Yes.
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And so, you know,
the appeal is made,
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you've already been struggling
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Since '08 with the cancer.
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And you get...
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One time it goes into remission
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and we are, you
know, rejoicing...
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Rejoicing.
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It comes back and
it's more aggressive
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and you go and
you begin the chemo,
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you let the kids know,
you let everybody know,
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"Hey, you know,
it's not looking good."
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But then the baptism happens
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but then shortly
after the baptism,
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I mean, and I think
that most people miss this,
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Brother Ambrose,
when you get baptized,
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most people think
that, "Oh, I've been baptized
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and now everything
is gonna get better,
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everything is
gonna be all right."
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And the baptism ensures
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where you will be
in the life hereafter.
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Exactly.
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It does not ensure that
the next day everything is,
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you know, all the
traffic is gonna part
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so you can get
through and, you know,
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you're gonna go to your bank
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and now where
there was zero balance,
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there is now hundreds
of thousands of dollars.
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It just ensures that
you have now major call...
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Exactly.
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And so in February,
you and the whole family,
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you guys get
baptized, we go through
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the month of March,
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April, and then May.
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Let's go into
that, let's go to May.
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May was a rough time.
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I'm in hospital and
I'm taking treatment,
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intense treatment.
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I mean, I'm lying
there and I'm crying
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and even some
doctor from this church
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was one of my doctor.
00:15:07.10\00:15:08.60
I can't remember
her name, but I saw her,
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she was in this church.
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She supported
me, she prayed for me
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and she, you know, gave
me some encouraging words.
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And everything was going
well until I started seeing
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the chemo was making
the tumors spread more
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and that's when they stopped it.
00:15:29.19\00:15:30.53
They say, "Well, this chemo,
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we gave you the strongest chemo,
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it's not working, you
know, and they stopped it.
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And they say, they called me,
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they called all
the doctors around
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and discussed what
they had to discuss.
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They say, "Mr. Ambrose, we
got to come to a conclusion
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and a decision.
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Now, we don't
want to scare you."
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I was positive, just to hear
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what they'd say,
friends gathered around
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and everyone gathered around,
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and said, "Mr. Ambrose,
you got six months to live."
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Okay, I say,
"That's by man's standards
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but God has some
plans for me different."
00:16:04.79\00:16:08.06
So I get that positive feeling.
00:16:08.10\00:16:10.20
If I didn't cry,
or didn't break down,
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I didn't do
anything, I just pray.
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And the doctors
that are around me,
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asked the doctors,
"Can I pray with you?"
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And I prayed with the
doctors and my friends.
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So wait a minute.
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You get a diagnosis
00:16:22.91\00:16:24.25
that you only have
six months to live.
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You call the doctors and
said, "Can I pray with you?"
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Yes. Okay.
00:16:27.62\00:16:28.95
I called the
doctors around and said,
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"I want to pray with you.
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I want to thank you for the time
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you took to treat me
and tell me the truth
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what's going on with me."
00:16:38.19\00:16:39.69
And I prayed, I
prayed, and I prayed.
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Some would get
involved praying with me,
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and I was positive
about everything, you know,
00:16:44.37\00:16:47.10
but God have a
different plans for me.
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You know, so that's
how I faced that battle.
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That was from
May 4th to June 4th,
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June 4th to July 4th.
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July 4th to August 4th.
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August 4th to
September 4th, Four months,
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September 4th to
October 4th is five months.
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We're almost at
the end of October.
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Right. coming up
is November. November.
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Which will make six months.
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Right. November
5th is my birthday.
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That's when I
wish to rest in peace.
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Yeah.
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How are you feeling
today with November 5th
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looming over you,
coming that day...
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I mean, I can imagine
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what it would be like to wake up
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with a time clock knowing
that there is a particular day
00:17:35.48\00:17:38.95
that it should be
my day of expiration
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and you are very
positive about the situation.
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But as we approach
that day, Brother Ambrose,
00:17:45.53\00:17:47.90
how are you feeling?
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What are you thinking?
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How do you process the
emotions in less than...
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At this point it would be
probably less than two weeks.
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Pastor Johns, I'm
so positive and upbeat
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because God has a plan for me.
00:18:04.35\00:18:07.75
You understand?
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And I've put
everything in His hands,
00:18:09.15\00:18:11.95
everything in His hands.
00:18:11.99\00:18:13.86
I did all my
sobbing, I did all my crying,
00:18:13.89\00:18:15.86
I did everything,
00:18:15.89\00:18:17.23
but I pray to Him
each and every day.
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That's how I keep the
faith and be positive.
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It's a rough and a
hard road to travel,
00:18:21.46\00:18:24.57
but as long as you
have God in your life
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and you come to a
decision, if you have to go,
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you want to make
your path clear...
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So you make sure you be
safe when you go over there.
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With my grandmother's
there, my mother's there,
00:18:36.64\00:18:38.31
my father's there,
some of my brothers
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and sisters are there
so I wouldn't be alone.
00:18:40.58\00:18:42.92
But I got to make my path clear.
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And it's my children,
you know, to live in Christ.
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What you're saying is basically,
00:18:49.92\00:18:51.66
you know that by God's grace,
00:18:51.69\00:18:53.29
your grandmother
and family members
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have already gone
asleep in Jesus...
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Right.
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You know that if
you've made your call
00:18:57.83\00:18:59.63
and election show it now,
00:18:59.67\00:19:01.34
that you'll be able to
see them when God comes
00:19:01.37\00:19:04.61
and the dead in
Christ rise first.
00:19:04.64\00:19:06.41
Exactly.
00:19:06.44\00:19:07.78
And so how are you
encouraging and helping the kids
00:19:07.81\00:19:11.15
and the wife to remain positive
00:19:11.18\00:19:12.55
because as this day approaches.
00:19:12.58\00:19:15.55
Well, mostly it's the
kids I'm trying to, you know,
00:19:15.58\00:19:20.92
encourage the kids to
spend some moments with me,
00:19:20.96\00:19:23.59
"Don't give up faith.
00:19:23.63\00:19:25.46
Don't give up faith.
00:19:25.49\00:19:28.00
Whatever I teach you
from birth, you know,
00:19:28.03\00:19:30.83
and I teach you the
Bible, I teach you to do things,
00:19:30.87\00:19:33.90
just take it with
you wherever you go."
00:19:33.94\00:19:36.94
That's how I try to
deal with each and every day
00:19:36.97\00:19:38.94
because I don't want
to discuss it too much
00:19:38.97\00:19:40.94
with the kids
that really upset them
00:19:40.98\00:19:42.31
because I have a
very emotional kids
00:19:42.34\00:19:43.91
and they're very close to
me and I love them very well
00:19:43.95\00:19:47.02
and all the
ones who I had before
00:19:47.05\00:19:49.12
are very, very emotional.
00:19:49.15\00:19:51.29
So they supported
in everything I do,
00:19:51.32\00:19:53.02
whatever I do I would
say they supported me,
00:19:53.05\00:19:55.39
so that's the
best thing I could be.
00:19:55.42\00:19:57.79
So we know where you were.
00:19:57.83\00:19:59.59
We know that, you know,
00:19:59.63\00:20:00.96
big strong man
working for the government,
00:20:01.00\00:20:05.27
come down with
asbestos, it may be that...
00:20:05.30\00:20:07.64
I don't know what it is.
00:20:07.67\00:20:09.00
And the cancer begins to grow
in your body, get treatment,
00:20:09.04\00:20:14.98
goes into
remission, flares back up,
00:20:15.01\00:20:18.08
comes back even more aggressive.
00:20:18.11\00:20:20.05
Doctors pronounce,
you know, six months.
00:20:20.08\00:20:23.25
We're about two
weeks away from that date
00:20:23.28\00:20:25.65
and you're still positive.
00:20:25.69\00:20:27.42
You're still upbeat.
00:20:27.46\00:20:28.89
And this show is...
00:20:28.92\00:20:31.53
this program, excuse
me, is about ministry
00:20:31.56\00:20:34.76
and I think that
pastors, evangelists,
00:20:34.80\00:20:38.27
sometimes we get that the
first most important ministry
00:20:38.30\00:20:42.50
is the ministry to
your family, to your kids.
00:20:42.54\00:20:45.77
So I want to couch
and frame it that way,
00:20:45.81\00:20:48.54
tell me about the ministry now
00:20:48.58\00:20:50.48
that you have
that is your children.
00:20:50.51\00:20:53.52
You know, how is family worship?
00:20:53.55\00:20:56.22
How is the singing together?
00:20:56.25\00:20:59.42
Is it attending church
when you can attend church?
00:20:59.45\00:21:02.32
Tell me about that
ministry because I view that
00:21:02.36\00:21:04.23
as a ministry and especially
with what could potentially be
00:21:04.26\00:21:08.73
a very few more days, you
know, fewer days possibly,
00:21:08.76\00:21:14.74
but we're maintaining a
positive outlook on that.
00:21:14.77\00:21:18.24
Tell me about ministry,
ministering to your children,
00:21:18.27\00:21:20.98
to your wife, to your family.
00:21:21.01\00:21:23.58
As you're priest of your home.
00:21:23.61\00:21:25.88
Well, I do the
best that I can at home
00:21:25.91\00:21:27.32
when I could do
because most of the time,
00:21:27.35\00:21:28.68
I'm in a lot of pain.
00:21:28.72\00:21:30.99
A lot of pain is only
because some of the drugs
00:21:31.02\00:21:33.42
they give me I
don't really take them.
00:21:33.46\00:21:34.79
I'm not a drug taker.
00:21:34.82\00:21:36.16
And those drugs are very strong,
00:21:36.19\00:21:37.69
but the doctor told me I
got to keep taking the drugs.
00:21:37.73\00:21:40.26
So when I can't make it here,
we watch the program at home,
00:21:40.30\00:21:43.40
we study the Bible, we sit down,
00:21:43.43\00:21:44.77
we study the Bible.
00:21:44.80\00:21:46.13
Even though the
Bible is little fast
00:21:46.17\00:21:47.50
but we still try to
keep up with the program.
00:21:47.54\00:21:50.91
And after you
leave we just mark it,
00:21:50.94\00:21:53.71
and we go over it again
00:21:53.74\00:21:55.08
when the screen is
off, just go over it
00:21:55.11\00:21:56.85
and see what we studied and see
00:21:56.88\00:21:58.35
if we can
comprehend what we studied.
00:21:58.38\00:22:01.65
So that's how we do.
00:22:01.68\00:22:03.02
When we come to church
00:22:03.05\00:22:06.02
by all means
necessary we get here. Yeah.
00:22:06.05\00:22:09.62
Now here is what I wanna do.
00:22:09.66\00:22:10.99
That's how
ministry is going at home.
00:22:11.03\00:22:13.73
This television
program is going to give you
00:22:13.76\00:22:15.86
an opportunity because I'm sure
00:22:15.90\00:22:17.53
that over the
last couple of years,
00:22:17.57\00:22:19.87
you're not working.
00:22:19.90\00:22:21.24
Right.
00:22:21.27\00:22:22.60
I'm sure that
bills are piling up.
00:22:22.64\00:22:23.97
Yes. Medical
bills are piling up.
00:22:24.01\00:22:25.67
Yes. You've got
to live somewhere.
00:22:25.71\00:22:29.64
People who rent, they don't say,
00:22:29.68\00:22:32.11
"Oh, okay, don't
worry it, we'll wait."
00:22:32.15\00:22:35.12
So I know that those
things are happening,
00:22:35.15\00:22:36.89
but in the midst of all that,
00:22:36.92\00:22:39.25
you're still
maintaining a positive attitude,
00:22:39.29\00:22:42.62
upbeat, eyes focused on Christ.
00:22:42.66\00:22:44.36
What I would like you
to do, Brother Ambrose,
00:22:44.39\00:22:45.86
is look into
this camera right here
00:22:45.89\00:22:47.96
and I want you
to talk with someone
00:22:48.00\00:22:49.33
who may won't give
up on life not realizing
00:22:49.36\00:22:52.97
that a person like yourself
is holding on to every second
00:22:53.00\00:22:56.37
and treasuring
and seeing it as dear.
00:22:56.40\00:22:58.87
I want you to talk to someone
00:22:58.91\00:23:00.24
who may be in a
similar situation as you are
00:23:00.28\00:23:03.35
and I also want you
to just share your heart.
00:23:03.38\00:23:09.22
You take the next
couple of minutes if you want.
00:23:09.25\00:23:11.19
Just look at the camera
and just speak to our viewers.
00:23:11.22\00:23:17.23
What I want to say is
00:23:17.26\00:23:19.23
God is always in
control doesn't matter
00:23:19.26\00:23:22.70
what the
circumstances was going around.
00:23:22.73\00:23:26.43
He is always in control,
00:23:26.47\00:23:27.84
no matter what
obstacles you're going through.
00:23:27.87\00:23:29.90
There's someone in your
corner at all time to take care,
00:23:29.94\00:23:34.04
you're financially burdened
00:23:34.08\00:23:36.18
and you just got to
put your trust in God
00:23:36.21\00:23:38.35
and He will lead
you through that way.
00:23:38.38\00:23:42.18
He will lead you
whatever you want to do,
00:23:42.22\00:23:44.09
just put everything
in His hands, pray a lot,
00:23:44.12\00:23:48.32
have a lot of
connection with people
00:23:48.36\00:23:49.72
who cares about
you, who seek your needs.
00:23:49.76\00:23:54.20
And reach out
on the prayer line,
00:23:54.23\00:23:56.30
reach out to people
who want to pray with you,
00:23:56.33\00:23:57.93
just doesn't matter
what time of the night,
00:23:57.97\00:24:01.34
where you are in this world.
00:24:01.37\00:24:03.47
Reach out to people and
there is always somebody
00:24:03.51\00:24:05.57
in your corner to pray with you,
00:24:05.61\00:24:07.51
to give you that strength,
and that encouragement,
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at my home church,
they reach out to me
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and I'm so thankful to
be a member of this church.
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Well, Ambrose, again,
I know that, you know,
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we here make sure
try to do it we can.
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Prayer, you know,
an anointing service,
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we've prayed a number of times,
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but I'm sure that
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as you are looking to the future
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and we're looking
beyond November 6th...
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Right, I am so.
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We know that the Lord
is going to do something
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so that we can look
beyond November 6th.
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And we're going to
trust whatever you do,
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up to November
6th and thereafter
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we're going to
trust whatever you got.
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But I know that
right now you are...
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you are every time
I see you in church,
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it just does something for me
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because sometimes people
just roll over and give up.
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Right.
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People just say, "Well
this is my life, fine."
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You know, they don't
come to church, they don't.
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And you don't come
to church just like,
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you'd always have
one nice suit, you know,
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you look good when
you come to church.
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Thank you very much.
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And you are living,
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you are living
every single moment,
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and trying to ensure
that your children's attention
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and focus is on Christ.
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And you were singing,
you were singing this song,
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and I would like you
to sing if you don't mind.
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There's a verse of that
song but before you do so,
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three of your
children are here with us.
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I want to invite them to come up
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so that they can
join you for a minute.
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I want to invite
the kids to come up.
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God is good every time.
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God is wonderful. Amazing.
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Now who do you have with you?
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Selena, Jonathan,
and my precious, Shanese.
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She is very
emotional. And the other three?
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Their names are...
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Joshua, Jacob, and Joseph.
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Good names.
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And so you were
singing a song and your kids
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I think hear
this song a little bit
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because as you were
singing they were smiling.
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And so if you could
give us a verse of that song
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before we go out, I
really appreciate it.
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Yes, I want to go up to
heaven some day to meet my God
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Oh, I want to go up to
heaven some day to meet my God
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But first, I want
to make my road clear,
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I want to put my
life in His hands Lord,
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I want to go up to
heaven some day to meet my God
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Yes, yes, aye
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I want to go up to
heaven some day to meet my God
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I want to go up to heaven
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Some day to meet my God
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First, I want to pave my way
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make it clear for me
to go and straighten road
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I want to go up to
heaven some day to meet my God
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Amen, amen.
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For those who may
be watching at home,
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wherever you're
watching, what you can glean
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from Brother
Ambrose's story is this,
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is that the final word
is God's, it's not man's,
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no matter what man says,
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no matter what man
determines or what they say,
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God has the final word.
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So every single opportunity
that you can, you live,
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and live in Christ.
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Today we've heard
a story of someone
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who was sent home,
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told that their
days were numbered,
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but he has continued to
maintain a positive outlook
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and trust in Christ to rear
his family, to pray with them,
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and to sing to the glory of God.
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Someday, he is
going to go up there.
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Brother Ambrose
is an inspiration
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not only to his family
but to all of us here...
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As we say, he comes in, we know,
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we know that we serve a God
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who is able to do
exceedingly abundantly
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above all we could ask.
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And so we ask you, our viewers,
to join with us now in prayer
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for Brother
Ambrose and his family
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and to keep them in your prayers
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as he continues by God's
grace beyond November 6th,
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beyond November 6th to
and into his new journey.
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We thank you for joining us.
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We bless the Lord
for our guest today
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and we ask again to
keep all The New Journey show
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and Brother
Ambrose and his family.
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God bless you.
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Thank you, Pastor Johns.
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