Welcome to the New Journey,
a program about real-life
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people with real-life
testimonies doing real-life
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ministry for Jesus Christ. I'm
your host, Pastor Marquis Johns.
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Join us on the New Journey.
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The only testimonies aren't
testimonies where you've gone
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out into the world and done a
whole bunch of terrible things.
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There are some testimonies where
you have just a slight brush and
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realize you need to stay on the
straight and narrow. Tate has a
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testimony similar to that
one. Tate, how you doing today?
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I'm doing good.
Fantastic, fantastic. So tell us
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your name and where you're from.
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My name is Tate Kimura
from Tacoma Park, Maryland,
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originally.
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OK, OK. I pastored over
in Hyattsville, Maryland.
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Oh yeah? Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah.
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So did you go to TA?
Yeah, I'm actually a TA grad.
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So for those who don't know
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TA is Tacoma Academy, a
Seventh-day Adventist academy in
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Maryland. So OK Tate, So
you grow up in a good home, good
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Christian home, good Adventist
home if you will. Graduate from
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Tacoma. Take us through what
happened after you graduated TA.
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OK, I want to say this first
of all. Even though I went to
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Christian schools and everything
you know I just really wasn't
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really spiritually minded.
I mean I was one that you know
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I went through the motions of
going to the Bible classes and
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just basically had like a form
of godliness, just kind of going
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through the motions. But I
really wasn't into it like that.
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The whole Jesus
thing, that just wasn't me.
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OK, so then you go through the
motions of academy life, good
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Adventist upbringing, you
graduated TA. So tell us what
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happened after that.
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Well actually it was before
I graduated that I actually
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started getting into drinking
alcohol with some friends. We
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would just hang out, get drunk,
get high. It wasn't too long
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after that I actually got a
motorcycle because of the fact
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that I was getting in so much
trouble with my car. My car kept
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breaking down. I started
asking myself, why is this all
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happening to me? I saw my
friends, everything was going
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nice, had nice clean cars. Me,
I was just kind of struggling
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and I was asking God why is this
stuff happening to me. Just was
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asking myself, am I cursed or
something. So because I couldn't
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keep a car going and it kept
breaking down on me eventually
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I started riding a bicycle to
work. Those were some really low
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moments in my life.
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They were low moments because
you were riding a bicycle or
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because people looked at you and
said that's Tate on a bicycle.
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Yeah. I mean, that's probably
it. I mean, I see my friends
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driving by me, I'm here riding a
bicycle to work. Then eventually
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I got a motorcycle. Kind of the
way I would get enjoyment would
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be getting drunk, getting high,
and riding a motorcycle through
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D.C. and Maryland area, going
to clubs and going to a friend's
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house. It was just kind of a
dangerous lifestyle and I was
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just really confused about
life and discouraged by life.
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OK, so why didn't you go
off, like most kids do that go
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through the motions even and
go through the academy life. Why
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didn't you go off to one of the
Adventist colleges, Adventist
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institutions? Well it
was because of financial
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reasons. So I was going to
have to work. I went to some
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community colleges while I was
working. But it's always a lot
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harder to do it that way and
that was the reason why I didn't
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do that. OK, Ok,
so now you're just in
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and around D.C., partying,
drinking, smoking. From about
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18 to, how old are you now?
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Right now 34. So
from 18 to about...
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Walk us through from
about 18 to about 25.
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What's Tate's life looking like?
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Well I moved out in my
own apartment it was when, I
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believe about 20. And things
were kind of getting worse.
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But that was like the peak of it
because once I had my own place
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I started inviting friends over.
You know it was just getting out
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of hand. People are there you
don't even know. You wake up in
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the morning; you're walking
over people that are passed out,
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people with hangovers, people
vomiting in your bathroom and
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it was just getting out of
hand. What happened was we were
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having a party one night and it
was around this time when things
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were just really getting out
of hand and we just started all
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types of people coming.
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I mean, it was one thing just
getting drunk a couple times a
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week but it was becoming almost
an everyday thing. There was
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one night when there were some
friends over and my next door
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neighbors who I had somewhat
befriended they actually got
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into it and he killed my room
mate's friend. He actually ended
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up stabbing him in
front of my apartment.
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So you have some friends over,
you guys are partying, it was
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late into the night, whatever.
For some reason someone who was
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attending a party at your house
gets into an altercation with a
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neighbor? Yeah. And
my neighbor actually
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ended up pulling a knife on him,
stabbing him in the chest. And
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we thought he was going to go to
the hospital and everyone would
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be OK but it didn't turn out
like that. He actually passed.
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What, how old were
you when this happened?
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I was about 21 I believe.
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What were you thinking? What
was going on in Tate's mind? Now
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Tate, Adventist upbringing. Now
even though you weren't doing
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the Jesus thing and you were
kind of just going through the
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motions, what are you thinking
as you're rushing a friend to
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the hospital with the stab
wound to his chest who passes
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that night? What are you
thinking? What's going through
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your head? I mean,
I don't know what's
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going to happen next. I mean,
I just couldn't believe this was
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happening and it happened right
in front of my house. I was just
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kind of overwhelmed with the
whole situation. I wasn't sure
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should we tell, should we act
like we don't know. Because that
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was the first thing that we
did was act like we didn't know
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because the first reaction
was I don't want to be involved.
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But we ended up
telling and that's why I...
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Wait, wait, wait, pause right
there. So you ended up telling
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the authorities that
you're neighbor had stabbed your
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friend. So what reaction
did your neighbor have to you
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telling that he
stabbed somebody?
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Well he was on the run now
because they're after him. But
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I'll say my reaction is OK you
know I just told on this guy, I
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shot his gun before and he's now
probably going to come after me.
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He's my next door neighbor
and I was still staying at my
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apartment for a few nights and
I know he was still at large.
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So that was probably some of the
most scariest moments in my life
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was just the fact my next door
neighbor, I just told on him for
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killing somebody. And he's
probably after me. He probably
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that we told. And I
was kind of nervous and
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I actually did talk to God, I
had some conversations with God
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I was like if you get me out of
this one, I'm going to serve you
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That didn't happen though.
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OK, OK, so tell us what happened
Since that didn't happen, what
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happened? Well I
had just started a
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relationship just a few months
before that occurrence and it
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started getting more serious
over the phone, long distance
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relationship. I knew someone in
Indiana. I lived with my parents
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because we actually both left
the apartment and we actually
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both me and my roommate moved
back into our parents' homes.
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Both of us were Adventist,
raised in the Adventist church
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and stuff, but just not doing
the right thing. So ended up
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moving to Indiana. Actually I
didn't move with her immediately
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but I was out here pretty much
by myself. Her father actually
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helped me kind of get back
on my feet once I came out here.
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Because I just left with nothing
pretty much, just four boxes of
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of stuff and came out to
Indianapolis and started over
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like a new life. But I
pretty much met the same type of
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people. I started working at
a job and basically met the same
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type of people. Started drinking
and smoking and stuff with
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people I didn't know so well
but they were still almost the
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same type of people that I
was hanging out with before.
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So, you leave Maryland because
you don't want to face the
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potential consequences of this
life style which has erupted
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into a murder that you are a
witness to with the assailant
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still at large possibly with a
vendetta against you. So you're
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like hey I'm getting out of
here I'm going to Indiana where
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there's this young lady that
her and I have been having a
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friendship. That
was the first serious
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relationship and I could kind
of see in the future that this
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would be a serious relationship.
I hadn't had any real serious
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relationships, just
short relations. So it was a
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combination of those two things
that brought me out to Indiana,
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but when I started working at
this job I actually met a young
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brother that was kind of coming
out of the world himself and he
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encouraged me. For the first
time I met someone around my age
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level that
actually was into God.
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OK. So how do you run into
him while still hanging with the
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same kinds of people that you
were hanging with in your life
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in Maryland? Where do
those paths intersect?
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Well, I'll say this that though
I was hanging out... I mean you
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know how it is. You have this
friend and hang out with them
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during the day. You do that and
you have this type of friend.
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He kind of was into more
positive things and that's how
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he was. He wasn't all the
way out of the world yet. He had
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started coming out, but he was
the first one to actually talk
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about God that I could relate
to. He actually went to a non
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denominational church and
he actually invited me to his
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church and I actually started
going there for several months.
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Now previous to that I had been
kind of expressing some of my
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problems in my relationship and
just different problems I had in
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life through visual arts. I was
very much into graphic design
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and I kind of like hip
hop urban graffiti art and I
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would express my views on life
and just the problems of society
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through visual arts.
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OK so you meet this guy
who's a little bit more on the
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positive side than the other
guys. You start attending his
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church. Now how did you
reconcile that with your
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Adventist upbringing? Now you're
going to a non-denominational
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church, obviously on a different
day from what you've learned
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growing up. How are you
reconciling these two that OK
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I'm no longer practicing, or if
you were, I don't know, I'm not
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practicing Adventism as I was
taught it, as I was brought up
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under, and now going to this
non-denominational church. How
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are you reconciling this?
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Yeah, that's what came up
eventually, but at first I'm
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just like you know this is the
first time I'm really seeking
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God. Going back to what I
as doing with my art, as I was
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illustrating on paper some
of the problems I as having,
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looking for an answer, solutions
to life's problems and for the
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first time as I met him I
started to realize that God is
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the actual solution to
relationship problems, to drug
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addiction, to materialism and
just all the things that people
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are going after. I started
to realize that God is solution.
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He's the answer. He's the source
of peace and happiness and I'm
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not even thinking about what
denomination, I'm just thinking
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about this is amazing. I'm
actually into reading the Bible
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and for the first time I'm
actually reading the Bible, not
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because someone tells me because
it feels like where I'm supposed
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to do, but I'm actually reading
it to find understanding,
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reading it to find solutions
to what I'm going through.
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OK, OK, so you so that for
several months. Do you start
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distancing yourself
from those other friends?
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Yeah, slowly distancing and just
not feeling some of the things
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they're into. Encouraging them
to kind of see life a different
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way. I wasn't one to just cut
them off entirely but just kind
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of talking like I'm just not
into that anymore. Why do you
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want to get drunk, man. It just
confuses your mind, makes it
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harder for you
to better your life.
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So as you're going to church for
these several months, you get
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off the alcohol, you get off
the drugs. You're saying I don't
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want any more of that. I'm dry.
The Bible says dry nigh to God
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and he will draw near to you. So
you're drawing nigh to God, God
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is drawing nearer to you and
those things that you once were
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into, they just don't hold sway
over you anymore. So then you
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begin to distance yourself from
your friends, you're becoming
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more, allow me to say, spiritual
When do you start to back track
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to the things that
you learned from a child?
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Well it was my grandmother. See
she was one that always during
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the whole time, in my childhood,
always gave me little books.
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She lived far away from us
in another state and she would
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always send little books
and tracts and stuff and most of
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the time I didn't read it.
Because one time she sent me one
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that had money inside the pages
for my birthday and I was oh man
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I don't want this. Then later
on I can't believe I actually
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looked through it, but I looked
through it several weeks later
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and found it was $20 through the
book. But my grandma, she was
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one that always tried to plant
a seed in me and my parents as
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well, but she sent me this tract
that was called Let's Talk About
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the Sabbath, and that tract was
just amazing to me at that point
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in time. If I had read it
previous to that I probably
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wouldn't have cared about
it. But this tract just asked
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questions and then it answered
the question with a scripture.
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And it was just showing the
importance of if you're going to
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keep some of the commandments
that doesn't make any sense.
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It's either all or none. Now I
was interested in the Bible and
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I started reading that. As I
read through that tract, I was
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convicted. Immediately almost
after I read that tract to
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actually take a stand for
the Sabbath. So I went to this
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pastor of this nondenominational
church and I started asking some
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questions. How come you don't
keep the seventh day Sabbath?
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according to the fourth
commandment, Exodus 20 verses
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8-11 and he was like, does it
really matter. That was the type
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of response that he gave me.
According to the Bible, I mean,
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the commandment's written
on stone and you know the Bible
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says that Christ did not come to
destroy the law or the prophets
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and he says that not one dot
or one tittle will be taken away
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from the law. So according to
the word it wasn't about what I
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felt or what I thought or what
he felt or what anybody thinks
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it's about what does the Bible
say. So I was convicted on it
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and even though seeing that he
didn't take any action on it I
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was like well I don't know how
much I can feel his preaching
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anymore. I mean, it was like
his sermons were powerful before
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that but afterwards I
just wasn't feeling it so much
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because of the fact that I knew
there was a commandment, there
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was a teaching that I knew
was biblical that he didn't seem
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like it was important to him.
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OK so let's paint the picture:
Good kid, Adventist upbringing,
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Christian education whole life,
goes to TA and graduates TA.
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Gets into some things while
he's there, begins to live a
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party lifestyle, doesn't go to
jail, never been incarcerated,
00:17:13.66\00:17:19.23
no drug bust, none of those
things. But this brush, if you
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will with the law by way of your
neighbor killing a friend of
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yours starts the process of
waking you up. A relationship
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that's on the horizon, these
two things joined together cause
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you to relocate. You get out to
Indiana, Indianapolis, you find
00:17:40.32\00:17:44.99
yourself in the same rut. God
begins to reveal himself to you
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through your visual arts
and this friend who's going to a
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non-denominational church.
Grandma who's always on you
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sends you a tract and the tract
is about the Sabbath, a Sabbath
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that you've grown up going
to church on, a Sabbath that you
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probably heard about in Bible
class, a Sabbath that you heard
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mom and dad talk about. She
sends you this tract, you read
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it, boom, you're convicted. You
go to the pastor. Hey man what's
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going on. With this new zeal
and this new fervor, hey want's
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going on? He says hey you
know it doesn't matter. You're
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thinking hey it does
matter because this is what the
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commandments say. You can't feel
his preaching anymore. Up to
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that point something about that
church service and that time of
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your life has you delving deeper
into the Bible. You're finally
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getting to a deeper relationship
with Christ. But after you
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realize this guy is not
preaching the biblical Sabbath
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you don't want anything to do
with this. So where do you go?
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What do you do?
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Well there was an Adventist
Church, a Seventh-day Adventist
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church that was actually
almost walking distance from my
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apartment. In actually my
mind I say OK I'm going start
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attending both churches.
But that really didn't last very
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long because like I said his
preaching wasn't that powerful
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anymore because of the
fact that he overlooked that
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commandment. So I started going
to this Sabbath-keeping church,
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it was a Seventh-day Adventist
church and around that time I
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believe I was living with my
girlfriend and the Lord started
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to convict my conscious. Because
I would tell my friend that
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invited me to his non
denominational church that you
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don't keep the Sabbath. Well he
would tell me well you need to
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stop fornicating. I was like
wait a minute. There was a two
00:19:32.70\00:19:35.97
edged sword. So I started
feeling kind of guilty for that
00:19:36.00\00:19:39.21
for the first time and I started
studying up on that and I made
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a decision. I was like this is
the last time. So she moved out
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and I was just living by myself.
Eventually I got baptized, fully
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committed my life to
Christ in the year 2000.
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So what have you
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been doing since the year 2000.
Well, since the year 2000 I've
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just kind of grown in my
understanding and knowledge of
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Christ. I was influenced by
different pastors like Pastor
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Doug Batchelor and some other
pastors. To start it off, I
00:20:08.84\00:20:12.87
really admired how Doug
Batchelor could quote the
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scriptures and I started
memorizing texts; while I was
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working I was kind of memorizing
texts. I didn't know why I was
00:20:17.68\00:20:20.88
doing it. I just wanted to
have the ammunition to whenever
00:20:20.92\00:20:25.12
somebody asked me about my faith
I would know where to take them.
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So I was like memorizing texts
and just drawing closer to God,
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trying to stay away from women
and keep my focus on Christ. And
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eventually it was 2001,
September 11, that the World
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Trade Center. I mean that just
changed my entire world. I mean
00:20:45.34\00:20:48.91
because I'm here trying to
get closer to God and all of a
00:20:48.94\00:20:54.08
sudden this crisis happens such
as I've never experienced since
00:20:54.12\00:20:58.25
I've been on this planet in this
country and when that terrorist
00:20:58.29\00:21:02.39
attack happened I mean I'm
like man the end is coming in a
00:21:02.42\00:21:06.16
matter of weeks and months. I
actually started praying to God.
00:21:06.19\00:21:09.36
Like Lord just let me know when
you want me to quit this job.
00:21:09.40\00:21:12.20
I was working a full time job,
I was getting paid pretty well.
00:21:12.23\00:21:15.87
And I asked God, Lord whenever
you want me to quit this job
00:21:15.90\00:21:18.57
I don't care. I'm just going to
go out there on the street and
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talk to everybody I know about
Jesus. Well I was always doing
00:21:22.14\00:21:24.35
that after work. You know, I
would spend a few moments going
00:21:24.38\00:21:28.18
out handing out some National
Sunday Laws, Steps to Christ.
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Just trying to spread the
knowledge that I was getting
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But it was around 2005 when
they were really hitting us with
00:21:34.69\00:21:38.99
over time and interfering with
... I started preaching actually
00:21:39.03\00:21:43.97
in 2001. Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait.
In 2000 you get convicted, get
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baptized, 2001
you start preaching.
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Yeah, it was at a
00:21:51.34\00:21:52.67
little house church. When I
was going to that church a lady
00:21:52.71\00:21:57.91
asked me to speak; first time
I ever preached. I didn't sleep
00:21:57.95\00:22:03.08
very well that night, the night
before I spoke but it turned out
00:22:03.12\00:22:08.26
pretty well. So I
started preaching and preaching
00:22:08.29\00:22:12.03
occasions there and then I
was invited like at this other
00:22:12.09\00:22:14.86
church just to speak
occasionally as well.
00:22:14.90\00:22:16.67
It was a couple years after that
I started getting involved in
00:22:16.70\00:22:20.70
prison ministry in
Indianapolis as well.
00:22:20.74\00:22:23.00
OK so what causes you to
want to go into prison ministry?
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Why not go to Southern? Why not
go to PUC? Why not go to Union?
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Why not go to CUC? Why not go to
school and become a pastor? Why
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go into the prison?
00:22:39.85\00:22:41.19
Well I just had a burden for
people that were really at their
00:22:41.22\00:22:46.56
lowest point. And
really it's the same way now.
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When you look at the ministry of
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Christ. He sought to seek to
save that which was lost, part
00:22:52.37\00:23:01.21
of Luke 19:10. He would minister
to those that were at their
00:23:01.24\00:23:06.21
lowest point. I mean, really
anybody. But if you focus on
00:23:06.25\00:23:11.32
those that were really going
through hard time, had sickness,
00:23:11.35\00:23:16.42
disease demon possession.
That was just something
00:23:16.49\00:23:19.79
that I just had a
00:23:19.83\00:23:21.26
burden on my heart for was for
outreach to the people that are
00:23:26.37\00:23:31.07
behind bars. But also just
people on the street, I mean,
00:23:31.14\00:23:32.77
that look like they're going
through some things you know
00:23:32.81\00:23:34.88
depressed and just confused,
like how I was. I was very
00:23:34.91\00:23:39.08
confused. I didn't really go
into that too much but my party
00:23:39.11\00:23:44.12
life was 18 to like 22.
There were some high moments but
00:23:44.15\00:23:47.52
most of it were
low moments, whenever I
00:23:47.56\00:23:49.06
was not drunk I was very
depressed at times and just
00:23:49.09\00:23:54.00
kind of confused about what life
was all about. I really didn't
00:23:54.03\00:23:56.60
have much of a purpose.
00:23:56.63\00:23:58.57
And so now you found a purpose?
00:23:58.60\00:23:59.93
Yeah I definitely found a
purpose. Around 2005 I was
00:23:59.97\00:24:03.84
saying earlier how the job
was going mandatory overtime and
00:24:03.87\00:24:08.84
I had a burden to do more for
Christ and it was interfering
00:24:08.88\00:24:14.98
the ministry that I was doing
and I just made a decision.
00:24:15.02\00:24:18.52
I went full time in ministry
and I quit my job not intending
00:24:18.55\00:24:23.29
to go full time ministry but
someone suggested why don't you
00:24:23.32\00:24:28.03
try colporteur work? And I was
like what's that? So he told me
00:24:28.06\00:24:31.27
about Colporteur Ministry. I
started reading this book and
00:24:31.30\00:24:34.44
after I did that I was convicted
on it and I went out there in
00:24:34.47\00:24:37.44
self-supporting colporteur work.
This was right before because
00:24:37.47\00:24:41.28
I actually got married in 2003.
I have two beautiful little
00:24:41.31\00:24:45.21
girls and my wife. I'm very much
in love with her as well. God
00:24:45.25\00:24:48.55
has blessed me. But right around
that time I found out she was
00:24:48.58\00:24:51.85
pregnant. Once I go full
time in ministry and start the
00:24:51.89\00:24:58.76
colporteur work, found out my
wife's pregnant that's when you
00:24:59.26\00:25:02.76
need that green stuff after that
Yeah, I don't even know if I
00:25:02.80\00:25:05.47
would have done it, I don't know
if I would have had the faith to
00:25:05.50\00:25:10.41
so it if it happened after that.
That's when I found out she's
00:25:10.44\00:25:13.98
pregnant. Yeah, I'm out there,
self-supporting colporteur work
00:25:14.04\00:25:18.01
started out going, just knocking
on doors but I realized I was
00:25:18.05\00:25:21.75
more effective going into the
parking lots, Walmart parking
00:25:21.78\00:25:25.52
lot, an area where there's a lot
of people. On a nice day just
00:25:25.55\00:25:29.22
approaching people.
00:25:29.26\00:25:30.59
Let me interrupt because I get
the story, I get it. There was a
00:25:30.63\00:25:36.70
reformation, there was a revival
and now you realize that God had
00:25:36.73\00:25:41.94
...I'm sure you realize God has
always had a call on your life
00:25:41.97\00:25:45.74
and you were just running away
to some degree from that call.
00:25:45.77\00:25:49.54
What I need you to do right now
is over my shoulder there's a
00:25:49.58\00:25:53.85
camera and what I want you
to do, I want you to talk to a
00:25:53.88\00:25:58.09
specific person the young person
that's going through Adventist
00:25:58.12\00:26:02.29
schooling who's getting into
stuff they know they have no
00:26:02.32\00:26:05.03
business getting into who has
a call on their life. I want you
00:26:05.09\00:26:08.60
take the next minute, Tate, look
in this camera directly over my
00:26:08.63\00:26:12.60
shoulder and talk to Tate, going
through TA, God has a call on
00:26:12.63\00:26:15.64
your life. You don't realize
it. You're disenchanted with the
00:26:15.67\00:26:18.67
church, it's all you've ever
known, but there's a calling on
00:26:18.71\00:26:21.71
your life. Talk about that.
00:26:21.74\00:26:23.08
OK. Well the Bible tells us
to be hot or cold, not lukewarm.
00:26:23.11\00:26:28.58
There's a lot of enticing things
out here. You may be one that
00:26:28.62\00:26:33.56
you've been raised to believe
the Adventist message, that this
00:26:33.62\00:26:37.96
is the truth, but maybe you're
not all the way into it kind of
00:26:37.99\00:26:42.10
like how I was. But if you
commit your life fully to Christ
00:26:42.13\00:26:46.13
that you'll find true joy and
true happiness. It's when you
00:26:46.20\00:26:50.57
stay in between that confusion
comes in. That's not what
00:26:50.61\00:26:54.94
is that its actually be better
to be cold than actually remain
00:26:54.98\00:26:58.85
in a lukewarm condition. So I
encourage someone who's in the
00:26:58.88\00:27:02.48
the Adventist schools or any
Christian schools that because
00:27:02.52\00:27:06.05
you've been raised to do
things and you haven't really
00:27:06.09\00:27:10.99
experimented with the world
think that there's something out
00:27:11.06\00:27:13.76
there that's holding you back
from making a full commitment to
00:27:13.80\00:27:16.40
Christ I encourage you to make a
full commitment to Christ today.
00:27:16.43\00:27:19.60
Because he's the solution to all
of our problems whether it be
00:27:19.63\00:27:23.30
financial problems, depression,
health problems, and ultimately
00:27:23.34\00:27:26.68
the sin problem. You may not
have any of those problems but
00:27:26.71\00:27:29.84
the sin problem is what we
all have and if you want eternal
00:27:29.88\00:27:32.98
life I encourage you to commit
your life to Christ. But also I
00:27:33.01\00:27:36.99
just want to encourage you too
that don't procrastinate. Things
00:27:37.05\00:27:40.96
are wrapping up. We've got wars
and rumors of wars, they got
00:27:40.99\00:27:44.29
tensions in the Middle East and
all types of crazy things are
00:27:44.33\00:27:47.26
happening, natural disasters.
You know this world is coming to
00:27:47.30\00:27:50.20
an end and now is
the time to seek Jesus.
00:27:50.23\00:27:52.83
Amen. We see on today's show
that even though you're a born
00:27:52.87\00:27:57.64
and bred Adventist, God can
still come into your life and
00:27:57.67\00:28:02.34
take you on a New Journey.
Dare to dream. God bless you.
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