Welcome to The New Journey, a
program about real life people
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with real life testimonies doing
real life ministry for Jesus
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Christ. I'm your host
Pastor Marquis Johns. Join us on
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The New Journey.
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On the way over to a
place called the Gadara Jesus
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encounters the man who for
his life has been riddled with
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demons and no one could do
anything with him. From time to
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time he's been bound with
fetters and chains and he's
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broken those asunder. As
I've read that story I've always
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wondered could that happen today
where Jesus just steps into
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someone's reality, someone who
is professedly demon possessed
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even, and free them from demons.
On today's show we have one such
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a person. Cody, how
are you doing today?
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Doing good. How are you doing?
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Fantastic, fantastic. First of
all tell us your name and where
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you're from. Cody
Stewart from Indianapolis.
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OK, so now you heard my
introduction. That might sound
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to our viewers like a little
bit much. Tell us about your
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upbringing and start to
lead us on your journey.
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Well thinking back on where
everything started out from a
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young kid I watched a lot of
drinking and craziness going on
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in my household. You know, I was
thinking back I used to go to
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18 at Fountain Square and
I'd walk home. You could walk to
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school and when I'd walk home
my mom would be there passed out
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and pill bottles on the
floor and alcohol. My dad wasn't
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around a whole lot. I made
straight F's in school even in
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grade school. I was never there.
I remember one time my wife
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later on in life she found
one of my report cards, like in
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fourth grade, and I made
straight F's and I missed more
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days than I was there.
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I had similar experiences
where you look at your report
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card and you wonder how is this
possible, having just as many
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absences or tardies as you do
actual attendance. Remarkable.
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I don't know how I was able
to do that. But needless to say
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so school is just not your bag.
You're just not there. So, what
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type of activities do you engage
in to supplement you supposedly
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being in school?
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From a young age
I started drinking.
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OK, you say young. Tell us now.
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Probably 14, 15. Drinking, doing
drugs. Everybody was smoking
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pot. I didn't like it. I wanted
something harder, heavier.
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That wasn't my thing.
So, mine was LSD and whiskey.
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So, let's frame this correctly.
So at 14 you're dropping acid,
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and drinking whiskey.
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Yeah. You know it just seemed
normal and it became every day.
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You know at a young age I can
recall back when I was 15, 16
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years old it was nothing to get
a... And my mom, she just didn't
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know no better. Many time
she got me liquor and we'd get
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a bottle with a handle on it,
half gallons of Jim Beam, and
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I mean she'd say well don't
leave the house. She just didn't
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no better. But what happens,
I started pulling a hate over
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everything. Now most
of our viewers may not
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be familiar with the effects
of LSD. I shared with one of our
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previous guests, the LSD became
my drug of choice. LSD, you have
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this blackout 8 hours, 8
hours you got a blackout and
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when you get skilled at it you
realize you need to put in some
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Vitamin C so that the
hallucinogenic properties
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really take root and feed
on that Vitamin C. Now are you
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doing LDS every day?
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I was doing LSD a lot. I was
on some form of a drug whether
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anybody around me would even
know, I was always on something.
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But, LSD, yeah, me and it we
grew to be together, a love/hate
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relationship. LSD, it got to the
point where I'd have to take 10
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hits of acid just to even get me
off because I was so immune to
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it. Yikes! Like I said, as a
young kid I could drink a half
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gallon of whiskey and I'd have
people... I remember one time I
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got arrested. Some things went
down, a police force showed up
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on us. We was young, we was
about 16 years old. We ended up
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getting arrested by being at the
wrong place at the wrong time.
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Let's put it that way. I could
have went away for a long time
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right then. But I remember the
cops kept saying you guys are
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awful young to drink that many
bottles of whiskey. There was
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all kinds of half gallons bottle
we'd drank there that night.
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Wow! So, 15, 16-year-old kid has
made a decision a long time ago
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that school just wasn't for him.
So he's given over to a life of
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alcohol, drugs and violence.
Walk us from about 15 let's say
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to about 20 years of age. Walk
us through that period of time
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in your life.
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Fifteen to about 20? Around
16 I found my dad dead and I
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remember the last thing I'd done
was cuss him out. I was playing
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loud music up in my room,
getting a tattoo, and I remember
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he told me to turn it down and I
cussed him out and he just left
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me alone. Then my mom left
and I either went with her or I
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stayed home. I wasn't going with
her, no way. We didn't have a
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good relationship at all. So
I stayed and just pretty much
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lived and fended for myself.
I ended up getting with my wife
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at a young age. We'd been
together since we was kids.
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By the time we was 21, we had
three kids. I wanted to do right
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I worked a job. I wanted to do
right. Everything in my wanted
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to do right, but I still done
drugs. When nobody knew it, I'd
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be doing drugs. Drinking, I
drank a lot. I drank and drove
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a lot. I'd go out to the clubs.
Just craziness. Packing pistols.
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Running around, just in a mess.
Not knowing how to get out of
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it. In all of
this, the truth of the
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matter is, you saw very little
jail time, very little prison
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time. No prison at all
but just a little jail time.
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By the grace of God.
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Come on now. That's all I can
say, by the grace of God I never
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seen prison until I started
doing the prison ministry.
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Some county, you know, county
paper, house arrest, years, you
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know, all that mess that comes
with it. But by the grace of God
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never went to prison.
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OK, so, let's back up a little
bit. Let's talk about finding
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your dad dead. How old
were you when this happened?
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Sixteen. We already know the
answer to this, but I want you
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to take us into your mindset,
into your emotions at this
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moment where, you're 16
years old. Talk to us about what
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happens. You walk in the room,
he's lying on the floor. What
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happened when you found your dad
dead and then how you behaved
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subsequently thereafter? Take
us through that period of time.
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I partied all night. I
was getting a tattoo. Me and a
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friend of mine was up in my room
hanging out all night. The next
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morning, still in bed, I'd hear
a scream that I just never heard
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before. And I take off running
towards it and it was my mom
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and she was standing over my
dad and he was dead. I just went
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into a fit of rage. The first
thing I did, went and got a half
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gallon of whiskey and went off.
Then I just started drinking the
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whiskey and just kind of roamed
off. I didn't want to be around
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nobody. Like I said, it wasn't'
like we was the Griswold's. I
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wasn't consoling my mom. Not
holding hands and hugging around
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him. No we was dysfunctional.
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So, your dad died
of natural causes.
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He just had a heart
attack in his sleep.
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OK, OK, so dad died of a heart
attack. Boom, you take off like
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light. Get whiskey. Get tripped.
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Well it got so bad shortly after
my dad died, my mom said I'm
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not going to hang with you.
There was me and my brother.
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He's older than me. I'm not
staying here with you two. You
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guys are off the hood. We
partied every night just a mad
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house, all the time. So she said
I'm leaving. And like I said, I
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didn't have a good relationship
with her so I said, good
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riddance, we'll see you.
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Right. So you meet this
young lady. You guys have been
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together since you were kids.
How does she cope with this
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life style of yours?
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(Sighs) You know, I
don't understand that myself.
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You know, and there toward the
end we've had our bouts, we've
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been on and off, and on and off
and there toward the end I was
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just running wild, just off the
chains. But God's restoring it
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today. The Lord's restoring it.
Nothing else would be able to
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restore that. The Lord's
restoring my relationship with
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my kids. I love my family today
they mean everything to me.
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I see that, I see that. So, OK,
again let's frame this correctly
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Fifteen year old kid,
dysfunctional family, mom on
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drugs and alcohol herself.
Dad just found him dead sixteen.
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Partying hard, you and your
brother, police are coming out
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wondering how you guys
are knocking back this many
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bottles of
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whiskey with handles on
them. Somehow you're making it
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through life with little to
no education, an alcohol habit,
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and a drug habit. Cody, come
on That sounds too fanciful. You
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got to walk me through this.
I don't understand that. I mean
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our viewers may not understand
and hindsight being 20/20 we can
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say it was the grace of God.
But come on man. From that time
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until now. How
were you surviving?
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You know, I got locked up in
juvenile when I was young, done
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a little time in juvenile
and then at 18 I caught my first
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DUl. It just stayed steady, like
I said, and then it would go
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a while. So the charges wouldn't
be much and stay in county. I
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didn't even know how I was
living myself. And on top of all
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of this, there was so many
demons on me that I couldn't
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shake them. There's times that
I've been wasted by myself with
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tears coming down my eyes
and I took my own 9 mm out of my
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pocket and I put it to my own
head and I thought man I can't
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take this no more. But I didn't
know no God. I didn't know where
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to turn to. I didn't know there
was anything that could help me.
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'Cause I've been in front
of psychiatrists, I've been to
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places, I've seen things,
I've heard people say things but
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nothing was helping. There
was nothing fixing it. I've had
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psychiatrists tell me that
I need to be put on meds. Well
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meds wouldn't help me. I told
them I was already medicated.
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I've been medicated my whole
life. No Jesus. But there's
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people in my way that I see
back now. I've had people try
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to pray for me before. I came
in one time to work and I was
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methed out, I was methed out,
still smelt like whiskey and I
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come strolling into work and
I remember a guy come up to me
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wanting to pray for me. I said
you don't need to pray for me
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man, I'm going to hell. I don't
know what you're talking about.
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But this man continued to pray
for me, he tells me later, for
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two years solid as he looked
over because he seen the bondage
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that I was in and I
don't understand myself how I
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survived. I was on my way to
this show and a good friend I've
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known, he's been in and out of
prison his whole life and we've
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known each other a long time and
I said did you ever think that
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God will pull us out of what
we've been in that no one else
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could help us out of. Your mama
wouldn't help you out, your dad
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couldn't help you out. Your
family can't get you out of the
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mess that God
can pull you out of.
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So, LSD is the drug of choice.
Tell us about when you get
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introduced to crystal meth. Tell
us about that. How do you...
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Well, I've dabbled with cocaine
my whole life too. I'd do
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anything. My biggest thing was
drinking. As soon as I drank it
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was on. It didn't matter what
you put in my face. But dabbled
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in coke and coke just didn't
give you what... That's what I
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wanted for the money. It didn't
give you the bang for the buck.
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So, here comes meth. Well I
liked it way too much. Another
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one of them deals where... And
what it done, I noticed when I
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would do it, the demons would be
on me even harder. I was trying
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to escape. I wanted to escape.
I couldn't get away from them.
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I wanted to escape and I
couldn't get away from myself.
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Now tell me about this.
You reference the demons that
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attack you, the demons that
you're being assailed by. Tell
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us about when you started
realizing, OK, wait a minute,
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this is something... Because
early on in this interview, you
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said you know I didn't know
nothing about any God. You know.
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What was that? You had a keen
awareness, it seems, of demons.
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Where did this awareness
come from? How did these demons
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manifest themselves. When
did they begin and how did they
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manifest themselves over time?
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It started as a young kid and it
just got worse and got worse and
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worse. The more baggage that was
picked up and the more things
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that was picked up, the more
chains it seemed like was on me.
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The more addiction. The more
that I tried to feel something,
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it seemed like the harder they
were on me. And like I said, I
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didn't know what the Bible said.
I didn't know nothing about it.
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So I remember when I picked up
afterwards. I read in Mark 5. It
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talked about a man that roamed
around in the wilderness. He's
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roaming around and chains can't
hold him or nothing. And when
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Jesus comes upon him he says,
whew, what's your name. He said
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my name is legion for many live
in me. Well when I read that I
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knew it was real.
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You know, interestingly enough,
the reason why the Bible uses
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the word legion is because a
legion was 1000 Roman soldiers
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in the army. An army of Romans
that numbered 1000 were called a
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legion so this man was
completely and fully possessed.
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He had been picking these demons
up over time. You know the way
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you get fully demon possessed
is one demon at a time. But then
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when you look at Matthew,
Matthew talks about how if you
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expel a demon, it comes back
with seven more demons and so,
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that tells us that the demons,
that you get rid of one, they
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don't multiply by one. After
a while they begin to multiply
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by seven and seven leave,
49 come back and you can keep
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multiplying by sevens and you
can reach a thousand demons in
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one person and so what you're
telling me is you had gotten to
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the point you resonated with
a legion of demons who were now
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controlling you.
That's what I felt like at all
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times. You know and I thank
God that he sees inside of us.
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Because nobody sees what we're
going through, the pain, the
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anger, the hurt. Nobody sees
your insides. I don't care if
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they know you your whole life.
I don't care if it was your mama
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that gave birth to you,
they don't know what's going on
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inside you. Only God knows that.
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So, let's paint the picture
here. Kid, again, grows up,
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dysfunctional family. Gets
exposed to alcohol very early.
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Gets exposed to LSD. Finds
dad dead. Mom says hey listen I
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think that you guys are too wild
for me; the same lady who would
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pass out sometimes with pill
bottles in her hand, tells her
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16-year-old son and his older
brother, you guys are too wild
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for me. I'm out of here.
You say good riddance. School is
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nonexistent, who needs school.
But all the while you're feeling
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these demons and you transition
from LSD to coke, from coke to
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crystal meth. And you're just
out of control. You're wild.
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In and out of jail. That's who
you were, that's where you've
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been. So one day you
find yourself in a jail cell.
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That's right. Walk
us through that Cody.
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What happened? I catch a case.
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What kind of case? I
catch a case. I'm driving
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drunk. It's four in the morning.
I'm wasted. About hit a sheriff
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car and I get pulled over. I get
released. I catch another case.
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Back to back. I'm sitting in
a jail cell. You know, sitting
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there full of hate, anger, pain.
I've got murder on my mind.
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I'm out of my head and the
demons are getting worse and
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worse. I don't know to cry out
to nothing. There is nothing.
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In my mind, there is nothing.
There is no God, that ain't real
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That's all a joke. That's phony
I don't know what's in that
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Bible but that ain't what I need
You know. I'm thinking that.
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I'm not thinking nothing about
God at this time, but that's the
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way I thought about God and
the Bible. Didn't know who Jesus
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Christ was. Have I heard his
name? Yeah, of course. But it
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says in II Corinthians 4:4, the
devil's the God of this world
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who blinds those who don't
believe. I didn't believe a lick
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of it. So, I was blind.
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So, you were blinded to the
glorious gospel of Jesus Christ
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by that time. So you're sitting
in that jail cell. What happens?
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I'm sitting in the jail cell and
I'm hearing voices, crazy voices
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Their all over me. I'm feeling
a lot of chains on me. I'm bound
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up. And then all of a sudden
from nowhere it was almost like
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something grabbed ahold of me
and I felt chills from the top
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of my head to the bottom of my
toes. Something I've never felt
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in my life. I went from hate,
anger and pain; it was almost
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like my heart done a flip
and then the next thing I know I
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feel at peace. I feel a love in
my soul that I ain't never felt
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before. I've never talked to
God So at this time I remember
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saying is this, is this you
God. I started to talk to him.
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I'd never prayed, nothing. And
he said I'm going to take you
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out of darkness and you're going
to walk in the light. I didn't
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understand it, I didn't know
what the Bible said. I wasn't
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sitting in a church service.
So what happened is I started to
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seek him. I didn't have a bunch
of friends that was guiding me
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in the right place when I come
out trying to do what I needed
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to do. But I knew what I knew.
As I opened that Bible it said
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the sheep know the shepherd's
voice. I read things like that.
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It said even though your mother
and father will forsake you I
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will take you in as my own.
From then on I felt the Lord. He
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said he'd never leave me nor
forsake me. I felt him walk with
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me and carry me through things
I could've never got through.
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I've been to psychiatrists.
They've tried to put me on meds.
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Jesus was the answer. Nobody
said Jesus was the answer and I
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don't know if I would have
heard it if they would have said
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it but I'm here to tell you that
Jesus Christ is the way, the
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truth and the life. There's no
other way. I didn't hear that.
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I know that. It's not maybe
to me, its' a fact. Because from
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what was going on I figured
that I'd be dead or in the
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penitentiary for life. Something
would go down. That's just the
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way I figured. Instead Jesus
chose to come take me out of the
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pit and put me in the palace.
And today, oh hallelujah, he's a
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restorer. That's right. Not
only that he's given me life.
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I didn't have no life. I
was walking around as a dead man
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for 30 something years and Jesus
Christ cared enough about me to
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come love me in a jail cell. He
didn't say this is what you've
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done bad, I'm going to go
ahead and condemn you. He just
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straight come and loved me. And
he said I got you now son and he
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protected me from the demonic
forces that's been on me my
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whole life, built up over time.
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So, Cody, God overwhelms you
with love and light and brings
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you joy. I can't even imagine
the person you were before now,
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but when you walked in I said
you just have the gentle giant.
00:22:29.34\00:22:35.28
Your soft-spoken demeanor. From
what you're telling me now about
00:22:35.32\00:22:41.19
your upbringing, only Christ
could have done that, only
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Christ could have done that.
But here's what I need you to
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to. I'm going to be taking the
next couple of minutes. Now you
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did a little bit of that as you
we're talking, but right over my
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shoulder there's a camera.
There are some people out there,
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they're drinking, feel forsaken
by their parents, they feel
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bound, they feel in chains, they
feel like there's no way out,
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no way out of the jail cell, no
way out of the alcohol addiction
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no way out of the meth addiction
There is no mother to gather
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them. There's no father to lead
them. I want you to look into
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this camera right now. I want
you to speak, speak to their
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spirits, speak to their
hearts, speak to their minds,
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speak from your experience
having been where somebody
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out there is. Just take the next
few moments and speak into this
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camera. Today the
Lord has placed me
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where I am for a reason. I
could have never called this
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journey out but today he wants
me to speak to a lost and dying
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world. There's somebody bound
in chains. There's somebody
00:23:38.38\00:23:40.88
right now that's got a pistol up
to their head. There's somebody
00:23:40.92\00:23:44.95
right now that's suicidal,
depressed, angry, aggravated,
00:23:44.99\00:23:49.06
frustrated and they got no
hope. There's somebody right now
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sitting in a jail cell think I'm
sitting here in orange or I'm
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sitting here in stripes. Can the
Lord set me free? The Lord will
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set you free right where you're
at. It's not a destination, it's
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God's revelation that sets
us free and puts us up on a rock
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and gives us solid foundation
that we ain't ever going to get
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from anything else in this world
I didn't even know how to pray
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before the Lord stepped in.
Today I know that my prayers
00:24:18.32\00:24:22.36
are just speaking with the Lord.
Today I have a relationship with
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Jesus Christ. Hallelujah.
Today I do ministry in jails and
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prisons and I would have never
called that out. Today, whew,
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I'm drug and alcohol free. Only
by God's grace can that go down.
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I'm here to tell you right
now God ain't coming to look for
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you to judge you. He's coming
to look for you to love you.
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He's coming to give the hopeless
a hope. He coming to get the
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unsavable saved. He's coming
to give the weary rest. You know
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one of my favorite scriptures
is Matthew 11:28: Come to me all
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who are weary and burdened and I
will give you rest. Take my yoke
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upon you for my yoke is easy and
my burdens is light. You're not
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going to get that from nowhere
in the world. You're not going
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to get it from another drug
addiction. You're not going to
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get it from another person or
a soul mate you're looking for.
00:25:16.88\00:25:21.78
Christ and Christ alone came and
died on the cross for our sins
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so that we may be made whole
and so we can. Freedom. Today
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I walk around, it feels like
a house come up off me. Today I
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got love in my heart. I may not
be where I need to be but I'm
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way better than I used to be
and today my worst day today is
00:25:40.70\00:25:46.44
better than my best day before
I knew Jesus Christ. This is for
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real or I wouldn't be sitting
here saying it. I wouldn't have
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just drove all this way to tell
you that Jesus Christ is the
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way and the truth and the life.
All's I ask you today is just
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grab a hold of him. Start
to talk to him. Tell him what's
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going on with you. Just ask him
to comfort you in a storm. Just
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test him and he'll be there.
That's all you need to do is
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just test him 'cause Jesus
Christ came and died so we could
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live. And I thank him for that
and I give him all glory and
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honor. This ain't nothing to
do with me. The Lord is a demon
00:26:24.31\00:26:28.78
slaying, chain breaking,
way making Lord and he is the
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King of kings and I give
him glory and honor today.
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Cody, so this is the message
that you're taking to the prison
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Yes. This is the joy you're
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to us. This is what you walk
into prisons and you're able to
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interact with people who
are hopeless, not just via the
00:26:47.70\00:26:51.87
television screen but you're
doing this on a one-on-one basis
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now in the prisons. Yes.
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Praise the Lord man. I mean that
is an exceptional story, that is
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an exceptional testimony. The
thing I wanted to key in on is
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that you made it very, very
clear that you were bound, that
00:27:07.59\00:27:12.93
you were in chains, that you
were trying not necessarily to
00:27:12.96\00:27:17.13
cut yourself, you tried putting
guns to your head, you put
00:27:17.17\00:27:22.27
alcohol in your body. You
put LSD, cocaine, crystal meth,
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felt abandoned. All of
these things and yet Jesus still
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stepped into your reality,
altered it and brought you to
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where you are now and has now
commissioned you to go to the
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prisons and preach liberty
to the captives. Brothers and
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sisters, here is the reality of
what Cody just said to us. There
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once was a man roaming around
Gadara, out of his mind and then
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in stepped Jesus and when Jesus
stepped in, the Bible records
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that he left that man clothed
and in his right mind. Jesus
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can do it for you. Dare to Dream
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