The following program discusses sensitive issues. 00:00:01.36\00:00:03.20 Parents are cautioned that some material 00:00:03.23\00:00:05.00 may be too candid for younger children. 00:00:05.03\00:00:09.00 Welcome to The New Journey, 00:00:09.04\00:00:10.74 a program about real life people, 00:00:10.77\00:00:13.31 with real life testimonies, 00:00:13.34\00:00:15.24 doing real life ministry for Jesus Christ. 00:00:15.28\00:00:17.58 I'm your host, Pastor Marquis Johns. 00:00:17.61\00:00:19.98 Join us on The New Journey. 00:00:20.02\00:00:22.45 "Unless we are converted and become as little children, 00:00:54.22\00:00:57.49 we shall in no wise inherit the kingdom of God." 00:00:57.52\00:01:01.02 The interesting thing about that statement is, 00:01:01.06\00:01:02.96 we sometimes believe that little children 00:01:02.99\00:01:05.53 don't have testimonies. 00:01:05.56\00:01:07.40 Well, today we have Kyle Gilbert, 00:01:07.43\00:01:09.80 a young man with a huge testimony. 00:01:09.83\00:01:13.23 Kyle, how are you doing today? 00:01:13.27\00:01:14.60 Very good, Sir. Good, good, good. 00:01:14.64\00:01:16.60 Now first and foremost, 00:01:16.64\00:01:17.97 I want you to tell me your name, 00:01:18.01\00:01:19.34 how old you are and where you're from. 00:01:19.37\00:01:21.28 My name is Kyle Gilbert, I'm 14 00:01:21.31\00:01:23.65 and I'm from Marion, Indiana. 00:01:23.68\00:01:25.71 Marion, Indiana. Okay. 00:01:25.75\00:01:27.32 So now 14 years old, come on, Kyle, you don't have a story. 00:01:27.35\00:01:32.19 You don't have anything to tell us, 00:01:32.22\00:01:33.56 I mean, the people who are watching are thinking, 00:01:33.59\00:01:35.86 what does this kid have? What does he gone through? 00:01:35.89\00:01:38.19 They've gone through so much. 00:01:38.23\00:01:39.56 And yet, you are here with the testimony. 00:01:39.59\00:01:42.96 Yes, Sir. Okay. 00:01:43.00\00:01:44.50 So tell us about your parents if you can. 00:01:44.53\00:01:48.57 If you can tell us about your parents, 00:01:48.60\00:01:49.94 where your parents at? 00:01:49.97\00:01:51.31 Well, to start it, I had a lot of stuff, 00:01:51.34\00:01:52.97 my dad had a good job, 00:01:53.01\00:01:54.34 we had a stable home, we had everything. 00:01:54.38\00:01:56.64 I was spoiled and then, 00:01:56.68\00:01:59.05 my dad just started to cheat on my mom 00:01:59.08\00:02:01.35 with the secretary of his job. 00:02:01.38\00:02:02.78 Oh, wow. And they split up. 00:02:02.82\00:02:04.39 And today my mom figured out, 00:02:04.42\00:02:05.82 she started drinking, beat herself up. 00:02:05.85\00:02:09.12 And my dad started smoking crack. 00:02:09.16\00:02:11.06 Okay. Wow. 00:02:11.09\00:02:12.43 Wow. What a turn around. 00:02:12.46\00:02:13.80 Now how old were you when this divorce happened? 00:02:13.83\00:02:15.30 I was about 11. Eleven years old. 00:02:15.33\00:02:17.33 So 11 years old, 00:02:17.37\00:02:18.83 your parents go through a very terrible 00:02:18.87\00:02:21.40 and it seems like a tumultuous divorce. 00:02:21.44\00:02:23.97 Yes, Sir. Okay. 00:02:24.01\00:02:25.41 So dad is having an affair unfortunately. 00:02:25.44\00:02:29.01 Mom finds out about it and mom goes to drinking. 00:02:29.04\00:02:32.28 Now you said you were spoiled. 00:02:32.31\00:02:33.72 So the moment mom starts drinking 00:02:33.75\00:02:35.62 and dad starts using, 00:02:35.65\00:02:37.45 what happens to that spoil life? 00:02:37.49\00:02:38.82 I mean, I'm assuming you had all the latest video games. 00:02:38.85\00:02:41.62 Yeah. You had all the-- 00:02:41.66\00:02:43.79 You were able to watch all the movies 00:02:43.83\00:02:45.16 that you wanted to. 00:02:45.19\00:02:46.53 So how did things-- 00:02:46.56\00:02:48.53 If you can, how did thing, was it a drastic change, 00:02:48.56\00:02:51.93 the video games disappeared, 00:02:51.97\00:02:54.30 the television disappear, what happened? 00:02:54.34\00:02:55.90 My dad started selling all the stuff, okay. 00:02:55.94\00:02:57.94 Oh, wow. Oh, wow. 00:02:57.97\00:02:59.37 And it's that simple? Yeah, that simple. 00:02:59.41\00:03:01.28 When did you come to the realization 00:03:01.31\00:03:02.88 that this is what dad was doing? 00:03:02.91\00:03:05.11 Well, one day I found 00:03:05.15\00:03:07.35 a crack pipe in my dad's glove box. 00:03:07.38\00:03:09.75 And I knew what it was 'cause I've seen in TV shows. 00:03:09.78\00:03:11.95 Okay, so based on what you have seen on TV, 00:03:11.99\00:03:14.39 when you saw this, you knew exactly what it was. 00:03:14.42\00:03:16.69 Yes, Sir. 00:03:16.73\00:03:18.06 So we got this 11 year old boy, 00:03:18.09\00:03:20.26 parents go through this divorce. 00:03:20.30\00:03:22.10 What's going on, if you can articulate, 00:03:22.13\00:03:24.60 if you can verbalize, if you can tell us, 00:03:24.63\00:03:26.84 what's going on inside of you at this time? 00:03:26.87\00:03:29.37 I was really hurt. 00:03:29.40\00:03:30.91 I didn't know my dad would ever do that 00:03:30.94\00:03:32.51 and it just really shocked me knowing 00:03:32.54\00:03:35.31 my dad was doing that stuff. 00:03:35.34\00:03:36.75 It was just like boom, just hitting. 00:03:36.78\00:03:39.18 I started-- I just started getting 00:03:39.21\00:03:40.92 depressed a little bit, deep down. 00:03:40.95\00:03:43.59 So does anybody noticed that you're depressed? 00:03:43.62\00:03:47.02 No, not really. I stayed in my room a lot. 00:03:47.06\00:03:49.16 Stayed in your room. 00:03:49.19\00:03:50.53 Now did the depression manifest itself 00:03:50.56\00:03:55.10 or come out like anger? 00:03:55.13\00:03:56.46 Did you get angry sometimes? 00:03:56.50\00:03:57.93 Yeah, I punched a few holes in the wall, like two. 00:03:57.97\00:04:02.07 You did two holes in the wall? 00:04:02.10\00:04:03.44 So you're angry, were you still in school at this time? 00:04:03.47\00:04:08.28 Yeah. 00:04:08.31\00:04:09.64 How did your school work and your friends...? 00:04:09.68\00:04:12.11 My grades started going down. 00:04:12.15\00:04:13.48 Grades started going down. Friends, did you-- 00:04:13.52\00:04:15.78 Did you start pushing away from your friends? 00:04:15.82\00:04:18.49 No, I starting to-- I used to have good friends. 00:04:18.52\00:04:20.36 I started picking the bad friends. 00:04:20.39\00:04:21.72 Okay, okay. 00:04:21.76\00:04:23.09 Now what do you think made you want the bad friends now? 00:04:23.12\00:04:26.80 The drugs. Okay. 00:04:26.83\00:04:28.46 So the good friends weren't understanding, 00:04:28.50\00:04:30.43 but the bad friends were understanding 00:04:30.47\00:04:32.13 and the bad friends were introducing you to drugs, 00:04:32.17\00:04:33.94 like what kind of drugs? 00:04:33.97\00:04:35.40 Well, weed. Okay. 00:04:35.44\00:04:37.77 And alcohol. Okay. 00:04:37.81\00:04:39.27 So at 11 years old, you're doing-- 00:04:39.31\00:04:42.14 You're smoking marijuana and you're drinking alcohol. 00:04:42.18\00:04:45.11 Beer. Okay, okay, beer. 00:04:45.15\00:04:46.98 So you're smoking marijuana and drinking beer. 00:04:47.02\00:04:49.45 And because your mom is drinking 00:04:49.48\00:04:51.62 and your dad is on drugs, 00:04:51.65\00:04:53.89 everyone is, everyone is oblivious 00:04:53.92\00:04:55.89 to what's going on with Kyle. 00:04:55.92\00:04:57.56 They weren't oblivious to-- at first I was trying to hide 00:04:57.59\00:05:00.03 but after a while they started to notice. 00:05:00.06\00:05:03.13 Okay, so what was their reaction 00:05:03.16\00:05:04.93 to their 11 year old son smoking and drinking beer? 00:05:04.97\00:05:09.30 They try to discipline 00:05:09.34\00:05:10.67 but I just keep sneaking out so. 00:05:10.71\00:05:13.44 Okay, so what kind of discipline were they-- 00:05:13.48\00:05:14.88 They're trying to ground me, try to whip me, 00:05:14.91\00:05:16.91 she'd try to whip me 00:05:16.95\00:05:18.28 and I'll end sneaking out later that night, 00:05:18.31\00:05:19.91 hanging out with more friends. 00:05:19.95\00:05:21.28 Okay, so even through the affair, 00:05:21.32\00:05:24.75 the drug habit from your father 00:05:24.79\00:05:26.69 and the alcohol addiction from your mother, 00:05:26.72\00:05:28.59 they've stayed together. 00:05:28.62\00:05:30.49 No. No, okay. 00:05:30.53\00:05:31.93 They still communicated though. 00:05:31.96\00:05:33.29 They just communicated and so... 00:05:33.33\00:05:34.66 On a phone. So dad will call and say. 00:05:34.70\00:05:36.03 "Hey, Kyle, you're grounded for that." 00:05:36.06\00:05:39.00 No, my dad didn't really communicate with me a lot. 00:05:39.03\00:05:40.94 Okay, so they were just talking to one another? 00:05:40.97\00:05:43.00 Yeah, but on one day when I was in waiting 00:05:43.04\00:05:46.81 in the car for my mom. 00:05:46.84\00:05:48.34 And my dad said something 00:05:48.38\00:05:50.21 and my mom punched him in the eye. 00:05:50.25\00:05:53.21 It was very bad. Wow, wow, wow. 00:05:53.25\00:05:54.78 Well, they still communicated but in a violent way. 00:05:54.82\00:05:57.62 Okay, okay. So now it's just you and mom. 00:05:57.65\00:06:00.32 Yeah. No siblings. 00:06:00.36\00:06:01.86 Oh, my older sister, 00:06:01.89\00:06:04.99 my brother and my sister's boyfriend. 00:06:05.03\00:06:08.06 Okay, so you're older sister, mom, sister's boyfriend, 00:06:08.10\00:06:11.73 you guys are all living-- 00:06:11.77\00:06:13.10 And your brother and you guys 00:06:13.13\00:06:14.47 are all living together at this moment. 00:06:14.50\00:06:15.84 Yeah. Okay, and so do you guys move? 00:06:15.87\00:06:18.17 Are you staying in the same place? 00:06:18.21\00:06:19.71 Does mom move and get a new place? 00:06:19.74\00:06:21.08 Or does she live in the house 00:06:21.11\00:06:22.44 that you once lived in with dad? 00:06:22.48\00:06:24.01 Now we live there but since like 00:06:24.05\00:06:27.05 the break up went on, we lived-- 00:06:27.08\00:06:29.52 I lived in Texas. 00:06:29.55\00:06:33.12 I lived in three different places down in Texas and-- 00:06:33.15\00:06:36.22 Wait, wait, wait, so you were living, 00:06:36.26\00:06:37.89 were you going these places without your mom, 00:06:37.93\00:06:39.53 was your mom sending you places or were you guys, 00:06:39.56\00:06:41.43 you as a family were moving. 00:06:41.46\00:06:43.20 But we can't afford to stay in one place. 00:06:43.23\00:06:44.97 Okay, so you couldn't afford to stay in one place, 00:06:45.00\00:06:46.87 so you'd moved to another place. 00:06:46.90\00:06:48.24 You couldn't afford to stay there, 00:06:48.27\00:06:49.60 so you'd moved to another place. 00:06:49.64\00:06:50.97 And as you-- 00:06:51.01\00:06:52.34 Are you going from school to school? 00:06:52.37\00:06:53.71 No, it was all in the same district. 00:06:53.74\00:06:55.08 Okay, okay. 00:06:55.11\00:06:56.44 So you're staying in the same school, 00:06:56.48\00:06:57.81 keeping your same bad friends as you call them. 00:06:57.85\00:07:00.02 Yeah. Okay, okay. 00:07:00.05\00:07:01.45 So you intimated to me earlier that you grew up 00:07:01.48\00:07:08.59 around some cribs, did you join a gang? 00:07:08.62\00:07:10.66 Were you were a part of a gang? 00:07:10.69\00:07:12.03 No, just knew some guys who are in gangs? 00:07:12.06\00:07:13.56 When I was-- When I was about 11 00:07:13.60\00:07:15.53 when I moved to Texas, 00:07:15.56\00:07:17.57 I started hanging out with gang members. 00:07:17.60\00:07:21.44 They introduced me. And I saw-- 00:07:21.47\00:07:24.81 Yeah, I was around gang members but I wasn't never in the gang. 00:07:24.84\00:07:27.68 Okay, okay. Good, good. 00:07:27.71\00:07:29.34 And so now you're drinking, you're smoking 00:07:29.38\00:07:33.45 and you're hanging around gang members, 00:07:33.48\00:07:35.05 moving from place to place. 00:07:35.08\00:07:37.69 Mom is trying to discipline you. 00:07:37.72\00:07:41.02 Dad is no longer around. 00:07:41.06\00:07:43.66 You are going through depression, through anger. 00:07:43.69\00:07:47.80 And you punched a hole in a few walls. 00:07:47.83\00:07:49.70 But are you getting into some fights at school? 00:07:49.73\00:07:51.77 Are you getting into some fights with friends? 00:07:51.80\00:07:53.70 Are you getting into any money altercations with friends? 00:07:53.74\00:07:55.87 Well, my fights started, 00:07:55.90\00:07:57.24 it was when my dad went to jail. 00:07:57.27\00:07:59.91 And that's when all my fights started. 00:07:59.94\00:08:01.34 I started getting angry, real angry. 00:08:01.38\00:08:04.08 So tell me about some of these fights. 00:08:04.11\00:08:05.78 Who were you fighting? Why are you fighting? 00:08:05.81\00:08:07.32 What's going on? 00:08:07.35\00:08:08.68 Just kids augmented, they say something to me. 00:08:08.72\00:08:11.95 Even if it's nothing worth fighting over 00:08:11.99\00:08:14.39 I would still punch him in the face, 00:08:14.42\00:08:16.49 I just get angry. 00:08:16.52\00:08:18.63 So you're getting angry, you're having fights. 00:08:18.66\00:08:23.03 Were your bad friends contributing to the-- 00:08:23.06\00:08:25.63 Contributing to this? "Let's just go out and fight." 00:08:25.67\00:08:27.74 Were you running where the pack of guys, you guys-- 00:08:27.77\00:08:29.10 No, there was all like, "Go, punch him in his face." 00:08:29.14\00:08:31.47 They didn't do nothing, they just sat down 00:08:31.51\00:08:32.84 and watch me get in a fights, and me getting in trouble 00:08:32.87\00:08:35.21 and they weren't even doing nothing. 00:08:35.24\00:08:36.71 Okay, okay. And so that's who you are. 00:08:36.75\00:08:41.02 That's where you've been. 00:08:41.05\00:08:42.62 What contributed to the turning point? 00:08:42.65\00:08:47.66 I understand that you had a friend who-- 00:08:47.69\00:08:51.96 Tell us about this friend, 00:08:51.99\00:08:53.33 this recent event that happened. 00:08:53.36\00:08:56.90 A gangster? Hmm. 00:08:56.93\00:08:59.27 Well, there's one, when we moved to Texas. 00:08:59.30\00:09:01.77 And I knew what she was doing, you could just tell, 00:09:01.80\00:09:03.87 she was hanging around with a whole bunch of dope fiends. 00:09:03.91\00:09:06.78 And you could just tell what they're doing. 00:09:06.81\00:09:08.44 And I went up to her, I was like, 00:09:08.48\00:09:09.81 "Hey, I'm in a bad predicament and I want to make some money. 00:09:09.84\00:09:13.65 You think you can help me? 00:09:13.68\00:09:15.32 Hook me up so I can make some money." 00:09:15.35\00:09:17.69 She took me back to what they call-- 00:09:17.72\00:09:19.05 Now wait, wait, I'm sorry, now hold it. 00:09:19.09\00:09:20.86 How old were you at this point? 00:09:20.89\00:09:22.22 I was eleven and a half about to be twelve. 00:09:22.26\00:09:24.63 So you're almost 12 years old and you go to a friend 00:09:24.66\00:09:27.60 and say I want to make some fast money. 00:09:27.63\00:09:30.40 And they say okay, cool. 00:09:30.43\00:09:32.77 So pick up from there? 00:09:32.80\00:09:34.14 Well, they took me back to what they call a tramp house. 00:09:34.17\00:09:36.60 It was in an apartment. 00:09:36.64\00:09:38.47 And they were doing their thing and they gave me crack. 00:09:38.51\00:09:42.51 And I don't really like, they gave me some crack. 00:09:42.54\00:09:46.98 And what I'd do is I'll go hit the block. 00:09:47.02\00:09:50.29 And I'll hop up on my bike and I'll go see 00:09:50.32\00:09:52.95 I'll just be like walk up someone, 00:09:52.99\00:09:54.82 hey, I got that work and if they want to buy 00:09:54.86\00:09:56.66 some of them come up to me and do whatever they do. 00:09:56.69\00:10:01.06 Wow, so you're now out on the track. 00:10:01.10\00:10:03.67 Yeah. Riding your bike. 00:10:03.70\00:10:05.53 Selling, I mean, work now that's-- 00:10:05.57\00:10:10.37 The thing about your story is, 00:10:10.41\00:10:12.47 you know, for me having grown up in South Central 00:10:12.51\00:10:14.74 I can-- that resonates with me. 00:10:14.78\00:10:16.75 I can understand where you're coming from. 00:10:16.78\00:10:18.38 My mom was on drugs. I was early as 12 years of age. 00:10:18.41\00:10:21.32 You know, I was out there on the block, 00:10:21.35\00:10:22.68 getting money, you know what I mean. 00:10:22.72\00:10:25.12 I know. 00:10:25.15\00:10:26.49 Not necessarily on the bike but joining the gang, 00:10:26.52\00:10:28.96 all of this behavior and a lot of times what I-- 00:10:28.99\00:10:30.96 The reason why I was doing it 00:10:30.99\00:10:32.33 was because my mother was no longer 00:10:32.36\00:10:34.16 taking responsibility for me and my parents. 00:10:34.20\00:10:36.26 I mean, me and my siblings. Why would you-- 00:10:36.30\00:10:38.60 Why did you, why did you need extra money? 00:10:38.63\00:10:41.87 We would actually struggle living on money. 00:10:41.90\00:10:45.11 But then what happened is when I was in middle 00:10:45.14\00:10:47.68 making the money my friends, 00:10:47.71\00:10:49.31 some people knew I was making money 00:10:49.34\00:10:50.68 so they'd come over and they introduced me 00:10:50.71\00:10:52.65 to pills, tabs and stuff. 00:10:52.68\00:10:55.78 And I took them and like I felt really good like I wished. 00:10:55.82\00:11:00.36 And what happened is, I end up spending $60, $70 00:11:00.39\00:11:05.59 maybe $100 a day on pills. 00:11:05.63\00:11:07.73 So you transition from marijuana to pills. 00:11:07.76\00:11:12.57 Both. And you're doing both. 00:11:12.60\00:11:14.50 And so now you need to support this habit. 00:11:14.54\00:11:17.71 So this 12 year old kid, with his drug habit. 00:11:17.74\00:11:21.88 And so you're selling drugs 00:11:21.91\00:11:23.38 just to support your drug habit. 00:11:23.41\00:11:26.28 Does anyone, I mean, does your sister, 00:11:26.31\00:11:28.05 does your brother, does anyone noticed this? 00:11:28.08\00:11:30.49 No, they noticed I was-- 00:11:30.52\00:11:32.09 I stayed gone a week or two at a time. 00:11:32.12\00:11:33.82 Okay. And then school-- 00:11:33.86\00:11:35.89 The grades aren't just bad now. 00:11:35.92\00:11:38.29 The grades are, are you in school still? 00:11:38.33\00:11:40.46 I'd go, I went to school but I skipped a lot too. 00:11:40.50\00:11:42.83 Okay, okay. So you're out in a trap. 00:11:42.86\00:11:47.14 You've got the work, you are supporting this habit. 00:11:47.17\00:11:51.11 I'm sure that you've seen some things 00:11:51.14\00:11:53.74 at 12, 13 years of age. 00:11:53.78\00:11:55.84 Tell me some of the things that you've experienced 00:11:55.88\00:11:57.45 and witnessed out in the trap. 00:11:57.48\00:11:59.95 And for those who don't know what the trap 00:11:59.98\00:12:01.32 is what we call now, were you out there hustling 00:12:01.35\00:12:03.22 is you know, you're in a trap. 00:12:03.25\00:12:04.65 But tell us about-- tell us about 00:12:04.69\00:12:06.09 some of the things that you've seen at this young age. 00:12:06.12\00:12:08.62 I've seen prostitutes get picked up 00:12:08.66\00:12:10.29 on side of the street. 00:12:10.33\00:12:13.76 I've seen a lot of stuff like-- 00:12:13.80\00:12:16.63 Well, one day I was at my friend's house partying 00:12:16.67\00:12:19.93 and what happen is my friend came over, 00:12:19.97\00:12:22.07 One of my friends told me, hey, my friend, Joe. 00:12:22.10\00:12:26.41 He got shot two times in the chest 00:12:26.44\00:12:27.78 by a cracker trying to rob him. 00:12:27.81\00:12:29.44 I didn't see but my friend told me about it. 00:12:29.48\00:12:31.81 And is Joe dead? Joe is dead now. 00:12:31.85\00:12:34.78 Okay, okay. Wow. 00:12:34.82\00:12:36.32 So this is, Joe was a guy that you were hanging around with? 00:12:36.35\00:12:39.35 Hanging around with, he helped me like 00:12:39.39\00:12:41.96 if I needed anything he help like-- 00:12:41.99\00:12:43.93 if someone jumped me he would always get them back. 00:12:43.96\00:12:47.16 And how old was Joe? He was 17. 00:12:47.20\00:12:49.43 So Joe, 17 year old friend of yours killed 00:12:49.46\00:12:53.40 out in the streets. 00:12:53.44\00:12:54.77 Yes, Sir. Wow, wow. 00:12:54.80\00:12:56.50 So at this point, did you tell your mom about this, 00:12:56.54\00:13:00.48 does anyone know about your friend 00:13:00.51\00:13:02.14 who gets who gets killed? 00:13:02.18\00:13:03.55 I never really bring it up. Okay. 00:13:03.58\00:13:05.41 It was kept quiet. Okay, okay. 00:13:05.45\00:13:07.28 I didn't want my mom know what I was doing. 00:13:07.32\00:13:09.35 Okay, okay. 00:13:09.38\00:13:10.72 so when does your mom get a wind of 00:13:10.75\00:13:12.52 'cause you couldn't keep her from her forever, could you? 00:13:12.55\00:13:14.12 No. 00:13:14.16\00:13:15.49 So when did she get wind of what was going on with her son? 00:13:15.52\00:13:17.59 When I started disappearing. Okay. 00:13:17.63\00:13:20.33 For weeks and weeks at a time. 00:13:20.36\00:13:21.76 Not too many weeks, I'd stay, gone off like a week, 00:13:21.80\00:13:25.20 maybe sometimes two and I'll come back about 00:13:25.23\00:13:27.67 two, three days, eat, shower 00:13:27.70\00:13:29.50 and do what I need and take off again. 00:13:29.54\00:13:32.14 And so when you would-- 00:13:32.17\00:13:34.44 When you would reemerge after these days or two, 00:13:34.48\00:13:36.88 what would she say, what was the conversation like 00:13:36.91\00:13:38.41 between you two? 00:13:38.45\00:13:40.05 Mad, one day as she was drinking 00:13:40.08\00:13:42.68 and she got mad and she threw a bottle down 00:13:42.72\00:13:44.65 and she just took off and just left the whole night 00:13:44.69\00:13:47.92 but she would never really discipline me that much. 00:13:47.96\00:13:51.39 She done it when we lived in Austin 00:13:51.43\00:13:53.03 but since I was in Texas and stuff, 00:13:53.06\00:13:55.23 she really stopped caring about me. 00:13:55.26\00:13:57.03 She didn't really discipline. 00:13:57.07\00:13:58.53 So you felt like she didn't care. 00:13:58.57\00:14:01.10 And so now where are you? 00:14:01.14\00:14:04.57 Where you now, are you still with your mom? 00:14:04.61\00:14:06.04 Yeah. 00:14:06.07\00:14:07.41 You're still living with your mom? 00:14:07.44\00:14:08.78 I'm doing good now. Okay. 00:14:08.81\00:14:10.15 Well, now why are you doing good now? 00:14:10.18\00:14:11.51 Tell us why you're doing good now, Kyle. 00:14:11.55\00:14:12.88 Well, I started reading the Bible 00:14:12.91\00:14:14.42 and I accepted Jesus in my life two days ago. 00:14:14.45\00:14:18.72 Now what made you start reading the Bible? 00:14:18.75\00:14:20.59 Well, me and my friend what happened is 00:14:20.62\00:14:23.86 we went to do community service for Brother Vega. 00:14:23.89\00:14:27.26 And there was a whole bunch of Bibles over there. 00:14:27.30\00:14:31.27 And like he was a Christian guy so me and-- 00:14:31.30\00:14:34.40 And then couple days later me and my brother-in-law Paul 00:14:34.44\00:14:38.47 went to do some work over there-- 00:14:38.51\00:14:40.88 Community service. 00:14:40.91\00:14:42.78 And he had a stack of Bibles 00:14:42.81\00:14:44.25 and I looked over and I was like, "Hey." 00:14:44.28\00:14:47.35 He was like, "Hey I got Bibles, go pick them." 00:14:47.38\00:14:49.45 And I picked one up. 00:14:49.48\00:14:50.82 And I started reading through it. 00:14:50.85\00:14:52.19 And I felt something. 00:14:52.22\00:14:53.56 I thought it was the Holy Spirit. 00:14:53.59\00:14:54.92 It felt good. 00:14:54.96\00:14:56.29 So here's the picture. 00:14:56.32\00:15:01.20 Eleven year old kid, parents get a divorce, 00:15:01.23\00:15:04.63 he goes from having I'm sure the X boxes. 00:15:04.67\00:15:08.17 New shoes every two or three weeks. 00:15:08.20\00:15:09.97 All of that. 00:15:10.01\00:15:11.61 To a dad who's now using cocaine. 00:15:11.64\00:15:15.61 Crack. Cocaine, crack. 00:15:15.64\00:15:19.35 And mom who's now abusing alcohol. 00:15:19.38\00:15:24.29 And they just seemingly lose interest in your well being. 00:15:24.32\00:15:30.06 So you're out now hanging out, grades are dropping, 00:15:30.09\00:15:34.30 hanging out with the wrong people. 00:15:34.33\00:15:36.63 You start selling drugs 00:15:36.67\00:15:39.03 because you want to continue to use drugs. 00:15:39.07\00:15:42.27 And then one day, you know, 00:15:42.30\00:15:44.54 a friend of yours Joe gets killed. 00:15:44.57\00:15:47.08 One day you run into-- 00:15:47.11\00:15:49.54 Like, tell us how you run into Brother Vega. 00:15:49.58\00:15:51.75 Like, I mean 'cause two days ago 00:15:51.78\00:15:53.45 you said you've accepted Christ into your life. 00:15:53.48\00:15:54.82 So tell me, lead us up to the point of hey, 00:15:54.85\00:15:57.42 I'm doing these pills, I'm smoking marijuana, 00:15:57.45\00:16:00.46 I'm drinking beer. 00:16:00.49\00:16:01.96 Take us from there to two days ago. 00:16:01.99\00:16:03.79 Tell us what happened, what's going on? 00:16:03.83\00:16:05.16 Tell us the ups, the downs, the highs, lows. 00:16:05.19\00:16:07.13 Tell us what's happening. 00:16:07.16\00:16:08.50 Well, I was around in Texas, my mom figured 00:16:08.53\00:16:10.83 it was just too bad of a place for me to stay there. 00:16:10.87\00:16:13.84 So we packed everything up. We moved back to Indiana. 00:16:13.87\00:16:17.41 And what happen is well, I stay there for about a month. 00:16:17.44\00:16:22.21 No heater, no water, no stove, no jar, no washer, 00:16:22.24\00:16:28.28 no refrigerators, there's nothing. 00:16:28.32\00:16:30.92 This ought to be crazy going from a kid 00:16:30.95\00:16:33.12 who had everything 00:16:33.15\00:16:34.69 to being in a place now we don't have heat. 00:16:34.72\00:16:36.89 You don't have water, you don't have a stove. 00:16:36.93\00:16:39.09 And so here you are, you've moved back to Indiana 00:16:39.13\00:16:42.70 but the conditions are terrible. 00:16:42.73\00:16:45.17 Terrible. 00:16:45.20\00:16:46.53 Keep walking us forward, keep moving us forward. 00:16:46.57\00:16:48.00 Well, what happened is I kept doing 00:16:48.04\00:16:50.94 and someone called CPS on us. 00:16:50.97\00:16:54.08 Okay. And Child Protection-- 00:16:54.11\00:16:56.34 Okay. And what happen is-- 00:16:56.38\00:16:57.75 CPS, Child Protective Services, okay, go ahead. 00:16:57.78\00:16:59.88 So my mom knew we needed to get stuff, 00:16:59.91\00:17:03.08 started taking care of and what happened is 00:17:03.12\00:17:06.69 we started talking to a guy named Vega. 00:17:06.72\00:17:10.86 And he was over there. 00:17:10.89\00:17:13.06 And me at first, me and my friend, 00:17:13.09\00:17:15.56 we went, do some community service for him. 00:17:15.60\00:17:17.87 And after, he had a stack of Bibles 00:17:17.90\00:17:21.34 and we looked over there. 00:17:21.37\00:17:22.70 And he had Bible, he said, I picked those up 00:17:22.74\00:17:24.71 and I got them. 00:17:24.74\00:17:26.07 Okay, so basically what happened is 00:17:26.11\00:17:28.11 because Child Protective Services 00:17:28.14\00:17:29.88 have been alerted to the condition 00:17:29.91\00:17:31.58 that you were living in, your mom reached out for help. 00:17:31.61\00:17:34.45 Yeah. 00:17:34.48\00:17:35.82 And when she reached out to help, 00:17:35.85\00:17:37.19 for help she found Brother Vega. 00:17:37.22\00:17:39.25 Yes, Sir. Okay. 00:17:39.29\00:17:40.62 And so Brother Vega begins to-- 00:17:40.66\00:17:42.02 Now this is how long ago was this? 00:17:42.06\00:17:45.19 How long ago? 00:17:45.23\00:17:48.36 I don't know it was a couple months ago, about two months. 00:17:48.40\00:17:50.70 A couple months ago. 00:17:50.73\00:17:52.07 So Brother Vega is coming around 00:17:52.10\00:17:53.44 a little bit more often and trying to help out. 00:17:53.47\00:17:55.34 And so again, what's happening, Kyle 00:17:55.37\00:17:59.11 between a couple of months ago and just two days ago? 00:17:59.14\00:18:02.48 What's happening between you and Brother Vega? 00:18:02.51\00:18:04.08 I mean, okay, I see a bunch of Bibles I go, 00:18:04.11\00:18:06.18 I start reading one. 00:18:06.21\00:18:08.18 Are you going out more and more 00:18:08.22\00:18:09.68 doing community services with him? 00:18:09.72\00:18:11.05 Does mom know that you're hanging out with him? 00:18:11.09\00:18:12.95 How does mom feel about that? Walk us through that. 00:18:12.99\00:18:15.36 Well, actually he's a big help to our family so. 00:18:15.39\00:18:18.63 Okay. 00:18:18.66\00:18:20.00 We decided, "Hey, you need any work done just give us a call. 00:18:20.03\00:18:22.76 We can give you some work. 00:18:22.80\00:18:24.20 Any time just give us was call." 00:18:24.23\00:18:26.23 So we started giving him work and he helped out my dad once 00:18:26.27\00:18:30.71 so I figured I can help him out for-- 00:18:30.74\00:18:33.07 Repaying them. Okay. 00:18:33.11\00:18:34.88 So where is, Dad is still in Indiana? 00:18:34.91\00:18:38.28 In prison. Okay. 00:18:38.31\00:18:39.65 And Brother Vega has a relationship 00:18:39.68\00:18:41.12 to some degree with your dad. 00:18:41.15\00:18:42.72 Yeah, he helped my dad go out with-- 00:18:42.75\00:18:45.72 Put his Christmas behind bars, 00:18:45.75\00:18:47.42 he helped him out with gift packages. 00:18:47.46\00:18:49.19 Okay, so your dad is currently where? 00:18:49.22\00:18:51.96 Pultneyville. Is he in jail? 00:18:51.99\00:18:55.23 He's in prison. Okay. 00:18:55.26\00:18:56.77 How long is he in prison for? He's got an 18 years. 00:18:56.80\00:18:59.93 So what happened? How did he end up getting 18-- 00:18:59.97\00:19:02.04 From going to having a successful business? 00:19:02.07\00:19:04.74 How does he end up doing-- 00:19:04.77\00:19:06.11 Getting 18 years in jail, do you know? 00:19:06.14\00:19:08.51 He was smoking crack then he wanted to call my mom. 00:19:08.54\00:19:12.11 So he went to Wal-Mart 00:19:12.15\00:19:13.48 and he opened up a phone charger 00:19:13.52\00:19:14.85 and he didn't pay for it, he had plugged it in. 00:19:14.88\00:19:16.55 And he had a open thing right here. 00:19:16.58\00:19:18.29 And he was checking a blood pressure, 00:19:18.32\00:19:19.79 he had plug in blood pressure machine. 00:19:19.82\00:19:22.39 And what happened is he wasn't thinking, 00:19:22.42\00:19:25.43 wrapped it up and stuck it in his pocket 00:19:25.46\00:19:26.90 and the police saw him. 00:19:26.93\00:19:28.26 And so they went up 00:19:28.30\00:19:29.63 and they grabbed him by the arm 00:19:29.66\00:19:31.00 and he wasn't thinking pulled out a knife 00:19:31.03\00:19:32.37 and almost went to stab him. 00:19:32.40\00:19:34.10 Then the dude took off running, then my mom, 00:19:34.14\00:19:36.87 my dad, I don't know where I was. 00:19:36.91\00:19:38.77 My dad, he started taking off and ran 00:19:38.81\00:19:41.48 'cause he knew cops are gonna be there soon. 00:19:41.51\00:19:43.65 And he ran and we didn't find him for about a year. 00:19:43.68\00:19:47.08 He was on the run in Atlanta, Georgia. 00:19:47.12\00:19:49.82 Okay. Wow, wow. 00:19:49.85\00:19:52.19 I mean, this is a lot. This is a lot. 00:19:52.22\00:19:56.42 As-- 00:19:56.46\00:19:58.59 And currently you're only 14 years old. 00:19:58.63\00:20:00.80 Yes, Sir. 00:20:00.83\00:20:03.16 So how are you now-- How are you, how are you-- 00:20:03.20\00:20:08.27 And this might be a very adult question to ask you 00:20:08.30\00:20:12.07 but how are you dealing with all of this, Kyle? 00:20:12.11\00:20:13.88 I mean, let me walk you through, 00:20:13.91\00:20:15.54 I mean, you and I haven't talked much. 00:20:15.58\00:20:17.48 Let me tell you who I am and where I am from. 00:20:17.51\00:20:20.42 My mom, my dad, both had drug addictions, you know. 00:20:20.45\00:20:23.39 The one thing that's was my saving grace 00:20:23.42\00:20:25.49 is I've always loved to read. 00:20:25.52\00:20:27.72 And in loving to read I was able to escape 00:20:27.76\00:20:30.83 to Monte Cristo with the Count of Monte Cristo. 00:20:30.86\00:20:34.53 You know I was able to experience 00:20:34.56\00:20:35.90 the "best of times and the worst of times." 00:20:35.93\00:20:38.43 Charles Dickens. 00:20:38.47\00:20:39.80 I was able to go and escape in reading 00:20:39.83\00:20:42.30 and that helped me deal with some of the anger, 00:20:42.34\00:20:44.41 some of the depression that I was suffering from. 00:20:44.44\00:20:47.48 Where has been your outlet 00:20:47.51\00:20:49.24 and how do you get off of the drugs 00:20:49.28\00:20:50.78 that you're on to sit here in front of me right now? 00:20:50.81\00:20:53.88 I don't know if you have an answer for me. 00:20:53.92\00:20:56.15 Do you have one? 00:20:56.18\00:20:57.62 Reading the Bible and Jesus, 00:20:57.65\00:20:59.79 He helped me put joy in my life. 00:20:59.82\00:21:02.59 So Christ has been the saving grace? 00:21:02.62\00:21:04.99 Yes, Sir. Reading the Bible. 00:21:05.03\00:21:06.36 What's your favorite, what's your favorite, 00:21:06.39\00:21:07.73 do you have a favorite Bible text? 00:21:07.76\00:21:09.10 Yeah, but I can't remember it right now 00:21:09.13\00:21:10.87 but I know it's John 3:16. 00:21:10.90\00:21:12.47 Okay, okay. 00:21:12.50\00:21:13.84 It's like-- For God so loved... 00:21:13.87\00:21:15.20 "So loved the world that He sent His one and only Son to die." 00:21:15.24\00:21:18.27 No, not to die-- 00:21:18.31\00:21:19.64 It says, "not to condemn the world 00:21:19.67\00:21:21.01 but to save the world through Him." 00:21:21.04\00:21:22.38 Right, right, right, right, John 3:16 and 17, you quoted. 00:21:22.41\00:21:25.95 And so what has been the favorite, 00:21:25.98\00:21:27.32 your favorite portion of the Bible 00:21:27.35\00:21:30.55 that you've read this far? 00:21:30.59\00:21:33.05 You got a favorite book? Yeah, John. 00:21:33.09\00:21:35.36 John. Okay. 00:21:35.39\00:21:36.76 Now you just won my heart, Kyle. 00:21:36.79\00:21:39.13 John is my favorite gospel as well. 00:21:39.16\00:21:41.73 And the reason why 00:21:41.76\00:21:43.80 and maybe this is why John resonates with you. 00:21:43.83\00:21:46.50 The reason why he resonates with me 00:21:46.53\00:21:48.57 is John was the youngest disciple, theologians suggest. 00:21:48.60\00:21:52.44 He had the youthful perspective on the ministry of Christ. 00:21:52.47\00:21:56.34 Not only that, the Bible tells us 00:21:56.38\00:21:57.88 that it was John who was beloved of Jesus, 00:21:57.91\00:22:01.45 not that He didn't care for the other disciples, 00:22:01.48\00:22:03.42 not that He didn't love them. 00:22:03.45\00:22:04.79 But John held a special place in Jesus' heart. 00:22:04.82\00:22:08.96 Now those are two reasons. 00:22:08.99\00:22:10.33 The other reason why is that John as an author 00:22:10.36\00:22:12.93 of the Book of Revelation, and the three epistles, 00:22:12.96\00:22:15.56 as well as his gospel, 00:22:15.60\00:22:17.13 uses the word love more than anyone else. 00:22:17.17\00:22:23.00 And maybe just maybe as you reading 00:22:23.04\00:22:25.14 through the book of John, 00:22:25.17\00:22:26.51 you're able to experience the love of Jesus. 00:22:26.54\00:22:29.81 Yes, Sir. 00:22:29.84\00:22:32.91 So have you decided to tell anyone 00:22:32.95\00:22:35.92 about this newfound faith and newfound love? 00:22:35.95\00:22:38.99 Yeah, I told my mom and she is really proud of me. 00:22:39.02\00:22:41.29 Okay. 00:22:41.32\00:22:42.66 She told me she loves me every day now 00:22:42.69\00:22:45.49 and just love, joy. 00:22:45.53\00:22:47.13 So Christ has made changes not only in your life 00:22:47.16\00:22:49.30 but also in your mother's life. 00:22:49.33\00:22:50.67 Gave us what we needed so CPS can take us. 00:22:50.70\00:22:54.04 Oh, wow, wow. 00:22:54.07\00:22:55.40 And so now, so now, Kyle, I don't know when you were 11 00:22:55.44\00:22:59.84 what you wanted to be when you grew up. 00:22:59.87\00:23:01.94 But what do you, 00:23:01.98\00:23:03.31 what path do you think you're on now at 14? 00:23:03.35\00:23:05.51 I'm gonna go to right path, I want to travel the world 00:23:05.55\00:23:07.52 and spread the word about Jesus. 00:23:07.55\00:23:08.92 So you want to be, where they used to call 00:23:08.95\00:23:10.99 in the old times, an itinerant preacher 00:23:11.02\00:23:12.69 or today an evangelist. 00:23:12.72\00:23:14.19 Yeah. Yeah. 00:23:14.22\00:23:15.99 Yeah. Yes, Sir. 00:23:16.02\00:23:17.79 So now, Kyle goes from this guy who, 00:23:17.83\00:23:22.13 this kid who's caught out in the trap, 00:23:22.16\00:23:27.17 to now someone who wants to free 00:23:27.20\00:23:29.27 other young people from the trap. 00:23:29.30\00:23:30.81 Yeah, I don't want them to go to the wrong path, 00:23:30.84\00:23:33.31 I want them to go to a right path 00:23:33.34\00:23:35.01 'cause I don't want them see the stuff I've seen. 00:23:35.04\00:23:36.91 I've seen bad stuff. Okay. 00:23:36.95\00:23:38.28 So then here's the segment of the show that I want, 00:23:38.31\00:23:40.15 I want you to look over my shoulder, 00:23:40.18\00:23:43.75 there's a camera here. 00:23:43.79\00:23:45.12 And I want you to talk to-- 00:23:45.15\00:23:46.89 I want you to talk to the Kyles of the world, 00:23:46.92\00:23:49.19 the 13, 14, 15 year old young boys 00:23:49.22\00:23:51.96 who are lost in the trap, who feel there's no way out. 00:23:51.99\00:23:56.50 I want you to say to them, I want you to speak to them 00:23:56.53\00:23:59.23 and tell them what's on your heart 00:23:59.27\00:24:00.84 and this difference that you've now been able to understand, 00:24:00.87\00:24:04.74 the difference between the right and the wrong path. 00:24:04.77\00:24:07.84 Go ahead, talk to them. 00:24:07.88\00:24:09.21 Well, if there's anybody out there my age, 00:24:09.24\00:24:11.68 you need to pick the right path. 00:24:11.71\00:24:13.05 Jesus will put joy in your life. 00:24:13.08\00:24:14.42 If you hit the rock bottom 00:24:14.45\00:24:16.18 and don't feel like you can go anymore, 00:24:16.22\00:24:18.29 just open the Bible and your answer is right there. 00:24:18.32\00:24:21.72 Just Jesus will put joy in your life, He's-- 00:24:21.76\00:24:24.99 He is the answer to true destiny. 00:24:25.03\00:24:27.63 Just follow Jesus and He'll put joy. 00:24:27.66\00:24:31.80 So Jesus will put joy. 00:24:31.83\00:24:34.14 That is the message 00:24:34.17\00:24:36.74 that Kyle Gilbert has for the world. 00:24:36.77\00:24:39.07 Jesus will give you joy. Yes, Sir. 00:24:39.11\00:24:41.64 And so to your mom, to your mom, 00:24:41.68\00:24:45.81 if your mom is watching, 00:24:45.85\00:24:48.05 this has been a long three years. 00:24:48.08\00:24:52.69 You have given your mom some trouble at times. 00:24:52.72\00:24:55.26 A lot. 00:24:55.29\00:24:57.19 What would you like to if your mom is watching, 00:24:57.23\00:24:59.49 if your mom is watching this program, 00:24:59.53\00:25:01.26 and which she most likely will, 00:25:01.30\00:25:03.13 Kyle, is there something you'd like to say to your mom? 00:25:03.16\00:25:07.30 Well, Mom, I'm really sorry for what I've done. 00:25:07.34\00:25:10.47 And I won't do it no more and all of times 00:25:10.51\00:25:14.74 I've given you trouble, I'm really sorry. 00:25:14.78\00:25:17.65 Okay. 00:25:17.68\00:25:19.01 Now in order, Kyle, to become this great evangelist, 00:25:19.05\00:25:23.89 you know the right path 00:25:23.92\00:25:26.25 is not going to be an easy path. 00:25:26.29\00:25:29.52 You know Jesus faced His, 00:25:29.56\00:25:32.66 some of His greatest temptations just after baptism. 00:25:32.69\00:25:36.26 And the path that He was on, 00:25:36.30\00:25:37.93 the path that He has laid for us 00:25:37.97\00:25:40.44 is one that is full of trials and tribulations. 00:25:40.47\00:25:43.81 But I believe that you can do it. 00:25:43.84\00:25:46.21 Here's one of the things I think 00:25:46.24\00:25:47.58 that you're gonna have to think about though, vegetables. 00:25:47.61\00:25:54.45 Grow big and strong. 00:25:54.48\00:25:55.82 Yeah, you're gonna have to eat your vegetables, 00:25:55.85\00:25:57.19 you're gonna eat your wheaties, as they say. 00:25:57.22\00:25:58.55 Yeah, a couple of days ago 00:25:58.59\00:25:59.95 it was my first time eating fruits and vegetables. 00:25:59.99\00:26:01.86 So growing up, mom and dad never made 00:26:01.89\00:26:04.33 you eat any fruit and vegetables? 00:26:04.36\00:26:05.99 I was always like give me some chocolate, 00:26:06.03\00:26:08.40 give me some meat, give me chips. 00:26:08.43\00:26:11.03 I was never into vegetables. 00:26:11.07\00:26:13.34 But I had a play and Mr. Vega told me, 00:26:13.37\00:26:15.80 "You want to finish your veggies." 00:26:15.84\00:26:17.17 And I don't want to disappoint him. 00:26:17.21\00:26:18.54 So I ate them. Okay. 00:26:18.57\00:26:20.08 So the new path and the right path 00:26:20.11\00:26:22.81 is the path that includes 00:26:22.84\00:26:24.18 eating your fruits and veggies, you do know that-- 00:26:24.21\00:26:25.55 My God says, He said this is it's His gift to us. 00:26:25.58\00:26:30.85 Well, Kyle, I am very impressed with your story. 00:26:30.89\00:26:34.79 And one of the reasons why is, I have a little brother, 00:26:34.82\00:26:37.56 I had a little brother, that I wasn't on the right path 00:26:37.59\00:26:43.26 and he was killed before he was 20. 00:26:43.30\00:26:46.30 And when I've seen you, is the possibility for someone, 00:26:46.33\00:26:50.24 a young man to start on the right path 00:26:50.27\00:26:52.11 at an early age because he started down 00:26:52.14\00:26:53.91 the wrong path at a very early age. 00:26:53.94\00:26:57.41 But it brings joy to my heart as you say 00:26:57.45\00:26:59.65 and it makes me very hopeful 00:26:59.68\00:27:01.98 that you can, starting today, you can, starting today, 00:27:02.02\00:27:06.62 stay on the path, stay on this right path, 00:27:06.65\00:27:09.36 know that there is support all around you, 00:27:09.39\00:27:11.49 know that when you get into a tough place, 00:27:11.53\00:27:13.96 know that when things don't seem to be 00:27:14.00\00:27:15.46 going the way you like them ago, 00:27:15.50\00:27:17.17 you have chosen to read the Bible. 00:27:17.20\00:27:19.33 And if you keep that up, you will realize the dream 00:27:19.37\00:27:23.34 that you now say you have. 00:27:23.37\00:27:25.11 And what can happen, what can happen is that 00:27:25.14\00:27:27.68 you can be for others the inspiration 00:27:27.71\00:27:32.18 that they now can dare to dream. 00:27:32.21\00:27:34.65 They can now look at a Kyle. 00:27:34.68\00:27:36.12 And as you realize this dream and you go around preaching, 00:27:36.15\00:27:40.79 young people are gonna gravitate to that testimony. 00:27:40.82\00:27:43.46 Because the Bible says they overcame 00:27:43.49\00:27:44.93 by the blood of the Lamb 00:27:44.96\00:27:46.33 and by the word of their testimony. 00:27:46.36\00:27:48.03 And Kyle, you have a powerful testimony to share. 00:27:48.06\00:27:51.20 And what's gonna make it even more powerful is, 00:27:51.23\00:27:54.37 if you keep it up from this point on 00:27:54.40\00:27:57.97 without faltering, without wavering, 00:27:58.01\00:28:01.11 without moving to the left or to the right. 00:28:01.14\00:28:02.98 And you stay on this new journey. 00:28:03.01\00:28:07.22 Brothers and sisters, God bless you. 00:28:07.25\00:28:09.45