¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE ¤ ¤ SPEND MY LIFE ¤ 00:00:01.90\00:00:06.97 ¤ MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤ ¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE ¤ 00:00:06.97\00:00:18.38 ¤ REMOVING PAIN ¤ ¤ LORD, LET MY WORDS ¤ 00:00:18.38\00:00:26.52 ¤ LET MY WORDS ¤ ¤ HEAL UP HEARTS THAT HURT ¤ 00:00:26.52\00:00:34.10 ¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE ¤ ¤ MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤ 00:00:34.10\00:00:45.21 ¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE ¤ ¤ MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤ 00:00:45.21\00:00:59.55 >> HELLO. I'M SHELLEY QUINN AND WE WELCOME 00:01:08.83\00:01:12.03 YOU ONCE AGAIN TO 3ABN "TODAY LIVE." 00:01:12.03\00:01:16.17 AND THIS IS A LIVE PROGRAM, SO WE WANT YOU TO CALL IN YOUR 00:01:16.17\00:01:20.84 QUESTIONS, AND YOUR PRAYER REQUESTS THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT 00:01:20.84\00:01:24.05 AND WE'LL TRY TO GET TO AS MANY OF THEM AS POSSIBLE. 00:01:24.05\00:01:27.55 AND I'LL TELL YOU HOW DO THAT IN JUST A SECOND. 00:01:27.55\00:01:31.55 I'M SO EXCITED, BECAUSE I HAVE A DEAR FRIEND HERE IN THE STUDIO 00:01:31.55\00:01:36.42 WITH ME TONIGHT, AND THIS IS A WOMAN SERVANT OF GOD. 00:01:36.42\00:01:41.03 I MEAN, THIS LADY TRAVELS 100,000 MILES PER YEAR SERVING 00:01:41.03\00:01:57.51 THE LORD. AND I'M TALKING ABOUT 00:01:57.51\00:02:01.92 HEATHER-DAWN SMALL WHO IS THE DIRECTOR OF WOMEN'S MINISTRIES. 00:02:01.92\00:02:10.79 THANK YOU FOR COMING. >> I'M SO GLAD TO BE HERE. 00:02:10.79\00:02:15.36 >> WE MET, I BELIEVE, WASN'T IT WHEN WE HAD THE GRACE SYMPOSIUM. 00:02:15.36\00:02:20.04 I THINK THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME -- >> THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME WE 00:02:20.04\00:02:24.21 MET. >> AND WE JUST HAD A IMMEDIATE 00:02:24.21\00:02:27.68 CONNECTION. >> A HOT CONNECTION, I'LL CALL IT.>> DID YOU AY HOT 00:02:27.68\00:02:35.32 OR HARD? >> HEART. >> HEART. 00:02:35.32\00:02:38.42 BUT IT IS A HOT ONE TOO TO THE LORD. 00:02:38.42\00:02:41.26 WE WANT TO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND LOVE AND 00:02:41.26\00:02:45.13 FINANCIAL SUPPORT OF 3ABN, BECAUSE WE COULDN'T DO WHAT 00:02:45.13\00:02:48.10 WE'RE DOING WITHOUT YOU. LET ME READ A SCRIPTURE, AND LET 00:02:48.10\00:02:52.73 ME TELL YOU WHAT WE'LL BE TALKING ABOUT. 00:02:52.73\00:02:58.44 TONIGHT'S TITLE IS REACH THE WORLD. 00:02:58.44\00:03:01.21 WE'RE TALKING ABOUT REACHING THE WORLD AROUND YOU. 00:03:01.21\00:03:03.88 THE THEME FOR THE GENERAL CONFERENCE IS REACH OUR WORLD -- 00:03:03.88\00:03:09.02 >> REACH THE WORLD. >> REACH THE WORD. 00:03:09.02\00:03:11.92 >> THAT'S RIGHT. UH-HUH. 00:03:11.92\00:03:14.99 >> BUT IT'S ONE THING TO THINK ABOUT BEING A MISSIONARY, AND 00:03:14.99\00:03:18.69 GOING OVERSEAS, AND SUPPORTING ALL OF THESE MINISTRIES, BUT 00:03:18.69\00:03:22.66 IT'S QUITE SOMETHING ELSE TO THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE THAT LIVE 00:03:22.66\00:03:25.40 NEXT DOOR TO YOU, OR DOWN THE BLOCK, OR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE 00:03:25.40\00:03:30.07 NEEDY IN YOUR COMMUNITY, AND HEATHER-DAWN SMALL AND THE 00:03:30.07\00:03:34.11 GENERAL CONFERENCE HAVE -- YOU HAVE BEEN 17 YEARS -- 00:03:34.11\00:03:37.45 >> AT THE GENERAL CONFERENCE, YES. 00:03:37.45\00:03:41.82 >> AT THE GENERAL CONFERENCE, AND 15 YEARS -- 00:03:41.82\00:03:46.62 >> AS WOMEN'S MINISTRIES DIRECTOR. 00:03:46.62\00:03:48.42 >> THAT IS AMAZING. YOU MAY BE THINKING WHY DO WE 00:03:48.42\00:03:53.23 NEED WOMEN'S MINISTRIES. SOMETIMES YO SAY WOMEN'S 00:03:53.23\00:03:55.66 MINISTRIES AND PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE HAVING A LITTLE TEA PARTY 00:03:55.66\00:03:59.50 WHERE THEY WEAR HATS, BUT I GUARANTEE YOU, TONIGHT YOU WILL 00:03:59.50\00:04:04.31 FIND OUT WHAT IS THE GOAL OF WOMEN'S MINISTRIES. 00:04:04.31\00:04:06.98 WHAT IS IT ALL ABOUT. WHY IT IS SO IMPORTANT. 00:04:06.98\00:04:10.05 AND HOW THEY ARE TRAINING UP LEADERS AROUND THE WORLD TO 00:04:10.05\00:04:14.45 REACH PEOPLE IN THEIR OWN COMMUNITY FOR CHRIST. 00:04:14.45\00:04:18.42 IT'S AMAZING. NOW I'M GOING TO READ A 00:04:18.42\00:04:22.56 SCRIPTURE, THEN WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SOME MUSIC. 00:04:22.56\00:04:25.13 I KNOW THAT SOMEBODY TOLD ME WHAT IT WAS GOING TO BE. 00:04:25.13\00:04:28.16 THERE WE GO. THE SCRIPTURE IS ISAIAH 61:1-3. 00:04:28.16\00:04:34.64 YOU CHOSE THIS SCRIPTURE FOR US TONIGHT. 00:04:34.64\00:04:36.67 AND HERE IS WHAT THE LORD SAYS. THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS UPON 00:04:36.67\00:04:42.18 ME BECAUSE THE LORD HAS ANOINTED ME TO PREACH GOOD TIDINGS TO THE 00:04:42.18\00:04:46.61 POOR. HE HAS SENT ME TO HEAL THE 00:04:46.61\00:04:49.78 BROKEN HEARTED, THE ONE RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM YOU, TO 00:04:49.78\00:04:53.66 PROCLAIM LIBERTY TO THE CAPTIVES IN THE OPENING OF THE PRISON TO 00:04:53.66\00:04:59.03 THOSE WHO ARE BOUND, TO PROCLAIM THE ACCEPTABLE YEAR OF THE LORD, 00:04:59.03\00:05:03.43 AND THE DAY AVENGEANCE OF OUR GOD TO COMFORT ALL WHO MOURN, TO 00:05:03.43\00:05:12.77 CONSULT THEM AND GIVE THEM BEAUTY FOR ASHES, OIL OF JOY FOR 00:05:12.77\00:05:18.98 MOURNING, THE GARMENT OF PRAISE FOR THE SPIRIT OF HEAVINESS, 00:05:18.98\00:05:22.02 THAT THEY MAY BE CALLED TREES OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, THE PLANTING OF 00:05:22.02\00:05:26.79 THE LORD THAT HE MAY BE GLORIFIED. 00:05:26.79\00:05:30.23 AMEN? >> AMEN. 00:05:30.23\00:05:31.29 >> WELL, BEFOE WE DO OUR MUSIC, LET ME SAY ONE MORE TIME. 00:05:31.29\00:05:35.53 THIS IS A LIVE PROGRAM. IF YOU HAVE A QUESTION OR IF YOU 00:05:35.53\00:05:39.40 HAVE A PRAYER REQUEST, YOU CAN CALL US AT 618-627-4651, OR YOU 00:05:39.40\00:05:49.48 CAN -- IF YOU ARE TECH SAVVY EMAIL US AT LIVE@3ABN.TV. 00:05:49.48\00:06:00.92 THAT'S LIVE@3ABN.TV. BEFORE WE BEGIN WITH OUR SPECIAL 00:06:00.92\00:06:04.56 GUEST TONIGHT, WE HAVE SOMEONE THAT IS VERY PRECIOUS TO ME. 00:06:04.56\00:06:09.23 SHE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST AND MOST GENTLE SPIRITS I HAVE EVER 00:06:09.23\00:06:15.97 MET. AND I LOVE TO LISTEN TO HER 00:06:15.97\00:06:40.10 ¤ THINKING YOU LEFT ME ¤ ¤ I FELT BETRAYED ¤ 00:06:40.10\00:06:41.26 ¤ I KNOW THE PROMISES YOU HAVE MADE ¤ 00:06:41.26\00:06:48.47 ¤ YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME ¤ ¤ YOU SAID BELIEVE ¤ 00:06:48.47\00:06:53.94 ¤ I TRIED SO HARD TO BELIEVE ¤ ¤ HELPLESSLY WONDERING ON MY 00:06:53.94\00:07:13.43 OWN ¤ ¤ ANGRY, AND I JUST COULDN'T 00:07:13.43\00:07:18.20 SEE ¤ ¤ HOW MUCH YOU WERE SUFFERING 00:07:18.20\00:07:24.64 WITH ME ¤ ¤ HERE IT IS, TAKE THE PAIN 00:07:24.64\00:07:38.19 AWAY ¤ ¤ GOOD SHEPHERD PLEASE SHOW ME 00:07:38.19\00:07:42.46 THE WAY ¤-¤ BROKEN AND BLEEDING, I COME TO YOU ¤ 00:07:42.46\00:07:59.37 ¤ YOU HAVE BEEN BROKEN AND BLEEDING TOO ¤ 00:07:59.37\00:08:05.95 ¤ YOU FEEL MY PAIN ¤ ¤ MY GREF ¤ 00:08:05.95\00:08:10.89 ¤ YOU CARRIED IT ALL WITH YOUR CROSS ¤ 00:08:10.89\00:08:17.83 ¤ TAKE ALL MY HURT AND MY ANGER TOO ¤ 00:08:17.83\00:08:22.93 ¤ HELP ME TO GIVE EVERYTHING TO YOU ¤ 00:08:22.93\00:08:31.84 ¤ TEACH ME TO LOVE, CARE, AND FORGIVE ¤ 00:08:31.84\00:08:37.91 ¤ GIVE ME A MEANING TO LIVE ¤ ¤ LONELY ¤ 00:08:37.91\00:08:52.73 ¤ GENTLY SEE ME THROUGH ¤ ¤ GOOD SHEPHERD, I'M TRUSTING IN 00:08:52.73\00:09:00.57 YOU ¤ ¤ HEAL ME ¤ 00:09:00.57\00:09:16.99 ¤ TAKE THE PAIN AWAY ¤ ¤ BRING A BRIGHT DAY ¤ 00:09:16.99\00:09:29.90 ¤ GOOD SHEPHERD PLEASE SHOW ME ¤ ¤ LOVE ME WITH A LOVE THAT'S 00:09:29.90\00:09:38.84 TRUE ¤ ¤ GIVE ME PEACE IN YOU ¤ 00:09:38.84\00:09:46.41 ¤ GOOD SHEPHERD ¤ ¤ I'M TRUSTING IN YOU ¤ 00:09:46.41\00:09:53.02 >> THANK YOU PRECIOUS VONDA. SHE HAS SUCH A SWEET VOICE, AND 00:09:58.43\00:10:03.20 SHE IS A SWEET PERSON. IF YOU ARE JOINING US JUST A 00:10:03.20\00:10:06.84 MOMENT LATE, OUR SPECIAL GUEST IS HEATHER-DAWN SMALL WHO IS THE 00:10:06.84\00:10:12.47 DIRECTOR OF WOMEN'S MINISTRIES FOR THE GENERAL CONFERENCE OF 00:10:12.47\00:10:17.38 SEVENTH-DAY ADVENTIST CHURCH. HEATHER-DAWN BEFORE WE LAUNCH 00:10:17.38\00:10:21.48 INTO THE MINISTRY THAT YOU ARE DOING, COULD YOU PLEASE JUST 00:10:21.48\00:10:25.65 SHARE A LITTLE BIT ABOUT YOU -- I WOULD LIKE TO 00:10:25.65\00:10:29.29 HEAR -- YOUR GROWING UP YEARS, AND HOW GOD MOVED YOU TO ACCPT 00:10:29.29\00:10:36.00 THIS CALL TO DO WHAT YOU ARE DOING TODA? 00:10:36.00\00:10:38.67 >> SO HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU HAVE? [ LAUGHTER ] 00:10:38.67\00:10:42.87 >> OKAY. >> LET ME KEEP IT AS BRIEF AS I 00:10:42.87\00:10:44.94 CAN. I WAS BORN ON THE ISLAND OF 00:10:44.94\00:10:48.94 TRINIDAD AND TOBAGO. I SPENT MY GROWING UP YEARS IN 00:10:48.94\00:10:55.88 LEADS, ENGLAND WHERE MY FAMILY HAD MOVED WHEN MY FATHER WAS 00:10:55.88\00:11:01.79 STUDYING. >> JUST A SECOND. 00:11:01.79\00:11:03.16 WAS YOUR FAMILY CHRISTIAN? >> MY FATHER AND MY MOTHER 00:11:03.16\00:11:06.86 WEREN'T AT THAT TIME. >> OKAY. 00:11:06.86\00:11:08.66 >> AND WHEN WE WENT -- MATTER OF FACT BEFORE WE WENT TO ENGLAND, 00:11:08.66\00:11:14.44 MY GRANDPARENTS WHO WERE SEVENTH-DAY ADVENTIST 00:11:14.44\00:11:19.11 CHRISTIANS, COULD TAKE US THREE KIDS TO CHURCH. 00:11:19.11\00:11:21.84 I WAS A BABE IN ARMS THEN, AND SHE MADE MY FATHER PROMISE THAT 00:11:21.84\00:11:27.82 WHEN HE WENT TO ENGLAND, HE WOULD FIND A CHURCH AND TAKE US 00:11:27.82\00:11:32.22 EVERY SABBATH LIKE THEY USED TO DO. 00:11:32.22\00:11:34.59 AND HE SAID YES, HE WOULD. SO HE WAS STUDYING AT SCHOOL, 00:11:34.59\00:11:38.39 BUT ON SABBATH, HE WASN'T AT SCHOOL. 00:11:38.39\00:11:42.06 SO HE FOUND A SEVENTH-DAY ADVENTIST CHURCH AND HE TOOK US. 00:11:42.06\00:11:44.63 AND HE WOULD SIT IN THE BACK BENCH OF THE CHURCH WHILE 00:11:44.63\00:11:49.27 SABBATH SCHOOL WAS GOING ON. AND IT WAS DURING THE 00:11:49.27\00:11:53.34 WINTERTIME, AND ENGLISH WINTERS CAN BE PRETTY COLD, AND WHAT HE 00:11:53.34\00:11:56.98 WOULD DO WAS -- MOST TIMES IN THE SUMMER, HE WOULD DROP US OFF 00:11:56.98\00:12:01.18 AND COME BACK. BUT IN THE WINTER, HE WOULD SIT 00:12:01.18\00:12:04.85 IN THE LAST BENCH, BECAUSE IT WAS TOO COLD TO GO HOME AND COME 00:12:04.85\00:12:08.89 BACK FOR US, AND THAT'S HOW HE BEGAN TO LISTEN TO THE SERMONS. 00:12:08.89\00:12:14.86 AND HE GOT BAPTIZED FIRST, AND THEN MY MOM GOT BAPTIZED. 00:12:14.86\00:12:21.67 SO MY GRANDMOTHER KNEW WHAT SHE WAS DOING. 00:12:21.67\00:12:27.51 [ LAUGHTER ] >> AND THEN WE RETURNED TO 00:12:27.51\00:12:29.61 TRINIDAD WHERE I WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL AND COLLEGE. 00:12:29.61\00:12:32.71 GOT MARRIED AFTER I FINISHED MY FIRST TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE, AND 00:12:32.71\00:12:37.25 NEVER WANTED TO WORK FOR THE CHURCH. 00:12:37.25\00:12:42.22 I'M BEING VERY HONEST. I NEVER DID. 00:12:42.22\00:12:47.36 I -- I FELT WORKING FOR THE CHURCH WAS A POOR MAN'S 00:12:47.36\00:12:48.60 EXISTENCE, AND I DID NOT WANT TO BE POOR. 00:12:48.60\00:12:49.66 I CAME FROM A VERY WELL OFF HOME, AND I WANTED TO CONTINUE 00:12:49.66\00:12:52.67 THAT, AND I KNEW THAT I COULD DON'T THAT IF I WAS WORKING FOR 00:12:52.67\00:12:56.14 THE CHURCH, BUT GO HAD HIS PLANS, AND HE HUMBLED US. 00:12:56.14\00:13:00.51 >> YES. >> MY HUSBAND AND I CAME FROM 00:13:00.51\00:13:03.78 TWO DIFFERENT SIDES OF THE TRACK, SO I CAME FROM THE 00:13:03.78\00:13:06.78 WELL-OFF SIDE, AND HE CAME FROM THE NOT-SO-WELL-OFF SIDE. 00:13:06.78\00:13:11.22 AND I REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE THINKING ABOUT MARRYING, THERE 00:13:11.22\00:13:15.16 WERE MANY PEOPLE WHO SAID NO, DON'T, BECAUSE YOU TWO ARE NOT 00:13:15.16\00:13:19.19 FROM THE SAME -- WHAT THEY USED TO CALL SOCIOCLASSES BACK THEN. 00:13:19.19\00:13:24.07 WE CALL IT ECONOMIC CLASS. BUT WE HAD PRAYED ABOUT IT, AND 00:13:24.07\00:13:27.77 I WANT TO SAY THIS HERE NOW, BECAUSE WE DID MORE THAN PRAY. 00:13:27.77\00:13:32.17 IN THE BOOK MESSAGES TO YOUNG PEOPLE, WHICH IS A BOOK -- WHICH 00:13:32.17\00:13:37.45 WAS WRITTEN BY ELLEN WHITE, THERE WAS A BUNCH OF QUESTIONS 00:13:37.45\00:13:43.89 TO ASK YOURSELF OF THE PERSPECTIVE PERSON WHO YOU WERE 00:13:43.89\00:13:49.79 GOING TO MARRY, DID HE HAVE THESE QUALITIES AND THE SAME FOR 00:13:49.79\00:13:56.46 THE MEN. AND WE WENT THROUGH AND MADE 00:13:56.46\00:13:59.93 SURE WE COULD ANSWER THOSE CORRECTLY. 00:13:59.93\00:14:02.84 >> YOU WERE VERY COMMITTED CHRISTIANS. 00:14:02.84\00:14:05.54 >> AT THAT TIME, WE WERE. I HAD A HUNG UP, WHERE I WAS 00:14:05.54\00:14:13.98 SAYING WHEN WE GET MARRIED, I'M NEVER GOING TO HAVE FAMILY 00:14:13.98\00:14:20.69 WORSHIP. BECAUSE IT HAD BEEN SUCH A 00:14:20.69\00:14:23.22 BORING THING FOR ME. IT'S LIKE, OH, THEY ARE WAKING 00:14:23.22\00:14:26.49 ME EARLY, AND LAST THING IN THE EVENING, AND I JUST FELT LIKE 00:14:26.49\00:14:30.93 THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO THIS. SO WHEN WE GOT MARRIED, THE 00:14:30.93\00:14:35.24 FIRST MORNING WHEN HE CALLED ME FOR WORSHIP, I SAID I TOLD YOU I 00:14:35.24\00:14:41.44 DON'T DO THIS. AND HE WAS SWEET, HE SAT THERE 00:14:41.44\00:14:44.68 AND DID HIS WORSHIP, AND I HAD MINE IN THE ROOM, AND IT WAS 00:14:44.68\00:14:51.69 AFTER WE HAD KIDS WHEN I REALIZED HOW IMPORTANT THAT WAS. 00:14:51.69\00:14:56.49 >> I HOPE YOU MADE IT EXCITING FOR THEM? 00:14:56.49\00:14:59.06 >> OH, WE DID. WHEN I WAS GROWING UP, IT WAS 00:14:59.06\00:15:04.20 ADULT SABBATH SCHOOL LESSONS, AND THE ADULT LEADING, SO IT 00:15:04.20\00:15:08.00 MEANT NOTHING TO ME, BUT WE FOUGHT THROUGH ALL OF THAT, AND 00:15:08.00\00:15:15.48 THEN WE HAD OUR BIG EXPERIENCE WHEN OUR SON DIED AT THE AGE OF 00:15:15.48\00:15:20.55 FOUR. >> THAT WAS A REALLY TRAGIC 00:15:20.55\00:15:22.85 DEATH. >> YES, IT WAS. 00:15:22.85\00:15:24.55 AND THAT REALLY WAS WHAT TURNED US AROUND. 00:15:24.55\00:15:28.06 WE HAD GONE FROM BEING COMMITTED CHRISTIANS TO BEING VERY 00:15:28.06\00:15:32.69 NOMINAL. >> WAS YOUR HUSBAND A PASTOR? 00:15:32.69\00:15:34.46 >> AT THAT TIME, NO. HE HAD STARTED STUDYING 00:15:34.46\00:15:38.87 THEOLOGY. WHEN WE WERE MARRIED THAT'S WHAT 00:15:38.87\00:15:41.07 HE WAS GOING TO BE A PASTOR. AND THEN HE MOVED OFF FROM THAT, 00:15:41.07\00:15:44.64 AND HE SAID I THINK I'M GOING TO CHANGE TO SOCIAL WORK. 00:15:44.64\00:15:47.94 SO AFTER TWO YEARS OF THEOLOGY, HE DECIDED TO CHANGE TO SOCIAL 00:15:47.94\00:15:57.39 WORK. AND I WAS SO UPSET WITH HIM. 00:15:57.39\00:15:58.99 WE HADN'T PRAYED ABOUT IT, HE JUST CAME HOME AND SAID I 00:15:58.99\00:16:04.43 SWITCHED. AND GOD NEW WHY, BECAUSE OUR 00:16:04.43\00:16:07.30 SPIRITUAL LIFE NEEDED DEEPER ROOTS. 00:16:07.30\00:16:08.83 AND WE GOT THAT WHEN OUR SON DIED, THAT EXPERIENCE. 00:16:08.83\00:16:12.60 AND THEN HE WENT INTO THE MINISTRY HAS AN OLDER PERSON. 00:16:12.60\00:16:16.37 WHEN I SAY OLDER, HE WAS LATE 30S, EARLY 40S, AND -- YEAH. 00:16:16.37\00:16:23.45 >> IT DOESN'T LOOK SO OLD NOW, DOES IT? 00:16:23.45\00:16:27.95 [ LAUGHTER ] >> OKAY. 00:16:27.95\00:16:29.12 LET'S NOT GO THERE SHELLEY. I JUST HAD A BIRTHDAY. 00:16:29.12\00:16:32.15 WE DON'T NEED TO GO THERE. >> OH, MERCY. 00:16:32.15\00:16:35.72 >> AND THEN I GOT CALLED TO WORK WITH THE CHURCH IN TRINIDAD AT 00:16:35.72\00:16:39.83 THE UNION OFFICE, FOR THE CARIBBEAN UNION. 00:16:39.83\00:16:48.24 FROM OUR UNIVERSITY I GOT CALLED TO THE UNION, AND FROM THE 00:16:48.24\00:16:51.41 UNION, I GOT CALLED TO THE GC, BY THEN MY ENTIRE MIND SET HAS 00:16:51.41\00:16:58.51 CHANGED. >> AND NOW YOU ARE IN YOUR THIRD 00:16:58.51\00:17:01.25 TERM AS THE DIRECTOR OF WOMEN'S -MINISTRIES. >> YES. 00:17:01.25\00:17:04.92 >> THAT IS A POITION THAT IS AN ELECTED POSITION. 00:17:04.92\00:17:08.32 >> YES, IT IS. >> SO THAT TELLS ME ONE THING -pHEATHER-DAWN, IT 00:17:08.32\00:17:18.17 TELLS ME THAT GOD WANTS YOU THERE, BUT IT TELLS ME YOU ARE 00:17:18.17\00:17:21.84 PRODUCING A LOT OF FRUIT IN WOMEN'S MINISTRIES. >> WELL, I WILL BACK YOU UP IN 00:17:21.84\00:17:25.67 THAT GOD IS PRODUCING A LOT OF FRUIT. 00:17:25.67\00:17:29.41 >> THERE WE GO. >> AND I KNOW THAT'S WHAT YOU 00:17:29.41\00:17:32.21 MEANT TO SAY, BECAUSE WE ARE SISTERS, SO WE THINK ALIKE. 00:17:32.21\00:17:35.85 >> YES. >> BUT THE AMAZING THING ABOUT 00:17:35.85\00:17:38.49 THIS IS THAT I'M NOT THE KIND OF PERSON THAT I THOUGHT GOD SHOULD 00:17:38.49\00:17:42.69 CHOOSE FOR THIS POSITION, BECAUSE OF MY OWN CHALLENGES 00:17:42.69\00:17:45.69 THAT I FACE, MY OWN HEALTH CHALLENGES, AND SO BEING HERE IS 00:17:45.69\00:17:50.43 A MIRACLE IN ITSELF, AS WELL AS JUST SEEING HOW GOD HAS WORKED. 00:17:50.43\00:17:56.50 YOU KNOW, YOU THINK OF LEADERS AS BEING STRONG, HEALTHY PEOPLE, 00:17:56.50\00:18:00.84 AND -- NO, I'M SORRY, THAT'S NOT THE CATEGORY I FALL INTO. 00:18:00.84\00:18:05.48 AND DURING THE TIME I HAVE BEEN HERE, I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SOME 00:18:05.48\00:18:08.62 SERIOUS HEALTH CHALLENGES, AND YET, GOD HAS SAID NO, THIS IS 00:18:08.62\00:18:13.42 WHERE I NEED YOU TO BE, SO -- >> AMEN. 00:18:13.42\00:18:16.12 >> YEAH. >> AMEN. 00:18:16.12\00:18:17.43 LET'S TALK ABOUT OUR TITLE FOR THE PROGRAM TONIGHT, REACHING MY 00:18:17.43\00:18:22.36 WORLD, IS NOT SOMETHING WE CAME UP WITH. 00:18:22.36\00:18:24.40 THIS IS ACTUALLY -- THIS IS OUR THEME. 00:18:24.40\00:18:27.24 >> YOUR THEME FOR THIS YEAR. >> YEAH. 00:18:27.24\00:18:29.34 >> TELL US - THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT YOU MENTION 00:18:29.34\00:18:34.24 WOMEN'S MINISTRIES AND THEY ARE THINKING YOU ARE GOING TO WEAR A 00:18:34.24\00:18:38.41 BIG HAT AND DRINK TEA TOGETHER. WHAT IS WOMEN'S MINISTRIES? 00:18:38.41\00:18:42.98 >> WOMEN'S MINISTRIES IS ABOUT SERVICE. 00:18:42.98\00:18:45.55 THAT'S WHY THE WORD MINISTRIES. BECAUSE THE WORD MINISTER MEANS 00:18:45.55\00:18:48.99 TO SERVE, AND THAT'S WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT, WOMEN 00:18:48.99\00:18:52.96 SERVING EACH OTHER, AND SERVING OTHERS. 00:18:52.96\00:18:55.26 SERVING OUR FAMILIES, SERVING OUR CHURCH, AND SO -- 00:18:55.26\00:19:00.44 >> SERVING THE COMMUNITY. >> THAT'S RIGHT. 00:19:00.44\00:19:02.97 SO THIS DEPARTMENT IS A VERY IMPORTANT ONE, ESPECIALLY 00:19:02.97\00:19:07.24 BECAUSE WHEN YOU THINK WHEN IT FIRST STARTED BACK IN 1898 WHEN 00:19:07.24\00:19:13.52 THE CHURCH WAS STILL VERY YOUNG -- MEANING THE SEVENTH-DAY 00:19:13.52\00:19:16.22 ADVENTIST CHURCH WAS STILL VERY YOUNG, AND IT WAS STARTED -- IT 00:19:16.22\00:19:19.55 ONLY LASTED TWO YEARS, BECAUSE THE LADY WHO BEGAN IT WAS A 00:19:19.55\00:19:25.59 SOMEWHAT WORK AHOLIC PERSON. SHE BECAME VERY ILL AFTER TWO 00:19:25.59\00:19:34.77 YEARS, TRAVELING 9,000 MILES AROUND THE UNITED STATES AND 00:19:34.77\00:19:37.37 CANADA, MUCH OF IT IN CARRIAGES AND SO FORTH. 00:19:37.37\00:19:42.04 BUT SHE TOOK ILL AND DIED, AND THE WHOLE DEPARTMENT JUST WENT 00:19:42.04\00:19:46.11 QUIET UNTIL 1990 WHEN IT CAME BACK, AND THEN IN 1995, WE 00:19:46.11\00:19:53.15 BECAME A DEPARTMENT, AND I SINCERELY BELIEVE WITH ALL OF MY 00:19:53.15\00:19:57.06 HEART THAT THIS IS GOD'S DOING, BECAUSE THERE IS A WORK FOR THE 00:19:57.06\00:20:00.60 WOMEN TO DO IN THIS END TIME. >> OKAY. 00:20:00.60\00:20:03.60 SO THE GOAL -- TELL US -- WHAT ARE THE PROBLEMS AND THE 00:20:03.60\00:20:12.07 CHALLENGES. YOU TRAVEL OVER A HUNDRED 00:20:12.07\00:20:14.41 THOUSAND MILES A YEAR, I MEAN, THIS WOMAN IS TIRELESS. 00:20:14.41\00:20:20.62 WHAT ARE SOME OF THE GOALS AND CHALLENGES THAT WOMEN ARE FACING 00:20:20.62\00:20:25.59 AROUND THE WORLD? >> WELL, YOU KNOW, WHAT WE HAVE 00:20:25.59\00:20:30.06 DISCOVERED IS THAT WOMEN FACE THE SAME -- THE SAME CHALLENGES 00:20:30.06\00:20:35.16 NO MATTER WHAT COUNTRY THEY ARE IN. 00:20:35.16\00:20:37.73 IT DOESN'T MATTER. IT COULD BE A NORTHERN 00:20:37.73\00:20:43.30 HEMISPHERE, SOUTHERN, IT DOESN'T MATTER, RICH COUNTRY, POOR 00:20:43.30\00:20:48.04 COUNTRY, WE ALL FACE THE SAME CHALLENGES. 00:20:48.04\00:20:52.21 AND I'M TALKING ABOUT WOMEN'S HEALTH. 00:20:52.21\00:20:54.78 WOMEN'S WORK LOADS. WOMEN ARE THE MOST WORKED GENDER 00:20:54.78\00:20:59.62 ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH. WE'RE TALKING ABOUT EDUCATION, 00:20:59.62\00:21:06.03 LACK OF OPPORTUNITY FOR EDUCATION IS A PROBLEM 00:21:06.03\00:21:08.80 EVERYWHERE. YOU THINK OF THE POOR COUNTRIES 00:21:08.80\00:21:11.00 WHERE THERE MAY NOT BE ANY SCHOOLS, YOU THINK OF THE RICH 00:21:11.00\00:21:14.60 COUNTRIES IT'S FAR TOO EXPENSIVE FOR SO MANY PEOPLE. 00:21:14.60\00:21:19.24 THEN WE LOOK AT AREAS LIKE ABUSE, ILLITERACY, AND POVERTY. 00:21:19.24\00:21:25.68 >> SO LET'S -- I KNOW THAT WE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE 00:21:25.68\00:21:30.29 LUNCH TODAY, AND SOMETHING THAT YOU MENTIONED WAS REALLY QUITE 00:21:30.29\00:21:36.52 SHOCKING TO ME, THAT NO MATTER WHAT COUNTRY YOU GO TO, ONE OUT 00:21:36.52\00:21:41.96 OF EVERY THREE WOMEN ARE -- IS ABUSED. 00:21:41.96\00:21:45.50 ONE OUT OF EVERY THREE, AND IT CROSSES ALL SOCIOECONOMIC -- 00:21:45.50\00:21:50.47 >> ALL RELIGIONS, ALL CULTURES, ONE IN THREE WOMEN EITHER HAS 00:21:50.47\00:21:56.58 BEEN, IS, OR WILL BE. >> THAT'S AMAZING. 00:21:56.58\00:22:00.15 >> IT IS AMAZING. >> SO WHEN YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT 00:22:00.15\00:22:03.85 ABUSE, WHAT SPECIFICALLY ARE WE TALKING ABOUT? 00:22:03.85\00:22:07.12 >> WELL, AS WE KNOW WHEN IT COMES TO ABUSE, IT'S NOT ONLY 00:22:07.12\00:22:12.66 PHYSICAL, IT CAN ALSO BE EMOTIONAL, MENTAL ABUSE, SO 00:22:12.66\00:22:16.70 IT -- IT HAPPENS IN DIFFERENT WAYS, AND THEN WE'RE ALSO 00:22:16.70\00:22:22.14 TALKING ABOUT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. WE'RE TALKING ABOUT SEXUAL 00:22:22.14\00:22:26.71 ABUSE. ABUSE OF THE ELDERLY. 00:22:26.71\00:22:29.28 ABUSE OF POWER. RAPE AND ON AND ON. 00:22:29.28\00:22:32.45 AND SO THERE ARE SO MANY ASPECTS. 00:22:32.45\00:22:35.15 IN SOME COUNTRIES IT'S A CULTURAL THING FEMALE GENITAL 00:22:35.15\00:22:43.66 MUTILATION, DAUGHTER NEGLECT, EARLY CHILDHOOD MARRIAGES, SO IT 00:22:43.66\00:22:48.26 TAKES IN QUITE A LOT OF THINGS. >> YEAH, SEE THT'S WHY IT'S 00:22:48.26\00:22:52.07 HARD FOR ME, WHEN YOU SAY THAT IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE YOU GO 00:22:52.07\00:22:56.60 THAT WOMEN ARE SUFFERING THE SAME THING. 00:22:56.60\00:22:58.54 IT SEEMS LIKE THERE ARE DEGREES IN SUFFERING IN SOME PLACES THAT 00:22:58.54\00:23:05.08 ARE MUCH GREATER THAN WHAT I'M FAMILIAR WITH IN THE STATES, BUT 00:23:05.08\00:23:10.59 YET, I REALIZE -- YOU KNOW, SOMETIMES AS A CHRISTIAN, 00:23:10.59\00:23:14.72 ESPECIALLY, I THINK, WORKING AT 3ABN, THE PEOPLE I WORKWITH, I 00:23:14.72\00:23:18.66 GO TO CHURCH WITH. THEY ARE LOVELY WONDERFUL 00:23:18.66\00:23:22.46 CHRISTIANS. WE HAVE A VERY STRONG FAMILY 00:23:22.46\00:23:26.63 ATMOSPHERE HERE, AND SOMETIMES I'LL TELL MY HUSBAND, WE LIVE IN 00:23:26.63\00:23:32.17 A BUBBLE. BECAUSE WE'LL HEAR THINGS. 00:23:32.17\00:23:35.44 I REMEMBER EVEN IN A SMALL TOWN WHERE WE LIVED PRIOR TO LIVING 00:23:35.44\00:23:40.98 HERE. I WAS WORKING WITH SOME OF THE 00:23:40.98\00:23:44.92 PASTORS IN THE ALLIANCE OF PASTORS, WHATEVER IT WAS CALLED, 00:23:44.92\00:23:50.23 AND I LEARNED THAT THERE WAS A LOT OF INCEST, A LOT OF RAPE, A 00:23:50.23\00:23:58.70 LOT OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE GOING ON IN THIS SWEET LITTLE COUNTRY 00:23:58.70\00:24:03.87 TOWN, AND -- AND, YOU KNOW, I REMEMBER JUST -- IT WAS JAW 00:24:03.87\00:24:06.68 DROPPING TO ME. >> YEAH. 00:24:06.68\00:24:09.24 >> SO IT DOES HAPPEN, AND WE HAVE GOT TO WAKE UP, BECAUSE 00:24:09.24\00:24:13.65 THIS IS WHERE WE NEED TO BE ABLE TO REACH OUT. 00:24:13.65\00:24:17.65 TELL US THE STORY OF WHEN YOU WERE GIVING A BIBLE STUDY. 00:24:17.65\00:24:21.82 >> OH, YES, I MENTIONED THAT TO YOU TODAY. 00:24:21.82\00:24:24.76 I WAS A YOUNG PASTOR'S WIFE. WE WERE NEW IN THE MINISTRY, AND 00:24:24.76\00:24:29.33 MY HUSBAND ASKED ME TO GIVE BIBLE STUDIES TO LADY WHO WAS 00:24:29.33\00:24:33.57 INTERESTED IN GIVING HER LIFE TO THE LORD, AND BEING BAPTIZED, SO 00:24:33.57\00:24:39.07 I WAS VISITING HER EVERY WEEK. I WOULD SPEND AN HOUR OR SO WITH 00:24:39.07\00:24:44.65 HER. AND MAYBE ABOUT SIX OR SEVEN 00:24:44.65\00:24:46.78 WEEKS AFTER WE STARTED, I WENT TO HER HOME AND KNOCKED ON THE 00:24:46.78\00:24:51.55 DOOR, AND WHEN SHE OPENED THE DOOR, I COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS 00:24:51.55\00:24:55.96 WRONG. HER EYES WERE RED AND SWOLLEN, 00:24:55.96\00:25:00.36 OBVIOUSLY SHE HAD BEEN CRYING. AND I SAID DO YOU STILL WANT TO 00:25:00.36\00:25:03.37 DO OUR BIBLE STUDY TODAY? AND SHE SAID YES, I'M FINE. 00:25:03.37\00:25:09.17 AND WE WENT INTO THE LIVING ROOM AREA, AND WE SAT DOWN AND I 00:25:09.17\00:25:14.68 STARTED OUR BIBLE STUDY WITH PRAYER, WE WOULD CHAT A LITTLE 00:25:14.68\00:25:18.65 BIT, AND THEN WE WENT INTO IT. ABOUT HALFWAY THROUGH, WHEN I 00:25:18.65\00:25:22.52 WAS TALKING ABOUT THE LOVE OF GOD, SHE SLAMMED HER BIBLE 00:25:22.52\00:25:25.85 CLOSED AND PUT IT DOWN. AND I SAID IS SOMETHING WRONG? 00:25:25.85\00:25:30.69 AND SHE SAID, YES, I DON'T BELIEVE A GOD LOVES ME. 00:25:30.69\00:25:34.66 AND I SAID WHY? SHE SAID THIS DOESN'T MAKE ANY 00:25:34.66\00:25:37.63 SENSE TO ME, BECAUSE IF GOD LOVED ME -- AND SHE PULLED HER 00:25:37.63\00:25:41.67 DRESS OFF OF HER SHOULDER, AND I SAW THE MARKS ON HER BACK, AND 00:25:41.67\00:25:46.17 SHE SAID IF GOD LOVED ME WHERE WAS HE LAST NIGHT WHEN MY 00:25:46.17\00:25:51.01 HUSBAND WAS BEATING ME? AND I HAVE TO BE HONEST WITH 00:25:51.01\00:25:54.42 YOU, I FELL BACK INTO THE NORMAL SOME WOULD SAY SMUG ANSWER, BUT 00:25:54.42\00:26:03.93 IT WAS THE ONLY ANSWER I KNEW AT THAT TIME, WHICH WAS, CAN I PRAY 00:26:03.93\00:26:08.73 FOR YOU? AND SHE SAID NO, THANK YOU. 00:26:08.73\00:26:14.97 AND I SAID DO YOU WANT TO CONTINUE? 00:26:14.97\00:26:15.97 AND SHE SAID NO, I THINK IT'S TIME YOU LEFT. 00:26:15.97\00:26:17.84 AND SHE NEVER CALLED US BACK. AND IT TOOK ME SOME YEARS TO 00:26:17.84\00:26:22.18 REALIZE I MISSED THE MARK WHEN IT CAME TO REACHING OUT TO HER, 00:26:22.18\00:26:25.91 BECAUSE YES, WE NEED TO PRAY FOR THOSE WHO ARE IN PAIN AND 00:26:25.91\00:26:30.32 HURTING, BUT EVEN MORE THAN THAT, WE NEED TO HELP. 00:26:30.32\00:26:33.12 AND I WISH I WOULD HAVE SAID TO HER, CAN I HELP YOU? 00:26:33.12\00:26:36.62 DO YOU WANT TO GO TO THE DOCTOR? DO YOU WANT TO GO TO A FAMILY 00:26:36.62\00:26:42.60 MEMBER? WHAT CAN I HELP YOU WITH? 00:26:42.60\00:26:45.83 AND I DIDN'T DO THAT. I JUST SAID CAN I PRAY FOR YOU, 00:26:45.83\00:26:50.51 WHICH WASN'T WHAT SHE NEEDED AT THAT TIME. 00:26:50.51\00:27:01.95 >> AMEN. SOMETIMES IT'S JUST LIKE YOU ARE 00:27:01.95\00:27:03.02 TRYING TO COMFORT SOMEONE WHO IS GRIEVING, AND WE TRY TO COME UP 00:27:03.02\00:27:04.49 WITH SOMETHING TO SAY, AND WE'RE NOT BEING VULNERABLE AND REAL 00:27:04.49\00:27:06.25 WITH THEM. >> THAT'S RIGHT. 00:27:06.25\00:27:08.32 AND I HAVE BEEN THERE, YEAH. >> I JUST WANT TO ENCOURAGE, 00:27:08.32\00:27:12.03 BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WE GET MANY A CALL HERE. 00:27:12.03\00:27:15.43 I KNOW THAT PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING FROM ABUSE IN THEIR HOME, 00:27:15.43\00:27:19.17 MENTAL, PHYSICAL, AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE, AND IF YOU WOULD LIKE US 00:27:19.17\00:27:23.81 TO PRAY FOR YOU TONIGHT, WE WILL. 00:27:23.81\00:27:26.74 AND NOW I'M SAYING JUST WHAT YOU SAID, BUT WE WANT TO ENCOURAGE 00:27:26.74\00:27:31.21 YOU, THAT IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS BEING ABUSED, PERHAPS A 00:27:31.21\00:27:36.65 FAMILY MEMBER, OR FRIEND OR SOMEONE IN YOUR COMMUNITY, WE 00:27:36.65\00:27:39.95 WANT TO ENCOURAGE YOU TO TAKE ACTION, TO STEP UP TO THE PLATE, 00:27:39.95\00:27:44.83 AND ASK WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP? >> THAT'S RIGHT. 00:27:44.83\00:27:48.80 >> BUT YOU CAN CALL US WITH YOUR PRAYER REQUESTS, OR WITH YOUR 00:27:48.80\00:27:55.07 QUESTIONS AT 618-627-4651, OR EMAIL THEM TO LIVE@3ABN.TV. 00:27:55.07\00:28:02.98 AND WE'LL PUT YOU IN THE HOT SEAT IN THE SECOND HOUR. 00:28:02.98\00:28:07.08 >> THAT'S RIGHT. >> WHAT -- AS -- AS WERE 00:28:07.08\00:28:09.65 TALKING ABOUT THIS, AND WE'LL GO THROUGH SOME OF THESE 00:28:09.65\00:28:13.46 CATEGORIES, POVERTY, WOMEN'S HEALTH, WHEN YOU ARE TRAINING IN 00:28:13.46\00:28:20.70 WOMEN'S MINISTRIES, ARE YOU TRAINING PEOPLE HOW TO HELP? 00:28:20.70\00:28:24.07 >> YES, WE ARE. NOW IN OUR WOMEN'S MINISTRIES, 00:28:24.07\00:28:27.74 AND YOU HAD ASKED ME EARLIER, WHAT OUR GOALS ARE. 00:28:27.74\00:28:31.67 NUTURE AND POWER, SO THAT WE CAN REACH OUT. 00:28:31.67\00:28:36.61 WE NUTURE OUR WOMEN, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT US TO THINK THAT IT'S 00:28:36.61\00:28:40.12 ONLY THE WOMEN OUTSIDE OF THE CHURCH WHO HAVE HURTS AND PAINS. 00:28:40.12\00:28:44.52 THE WOMEN IN THE CHURCH HAVE THEM, AND WE'RE JUST BETTER AT 00:28:44.52\00:28:48.22 COVERING IT UP. >> YES. 00:28:48.22\00:28:49.92 >> AND SO WE WANT TO NUTURE OUR SISTERS SPIRITUALLY, 00:28:49.92\00:28:55.50 EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY, SO A LOT OF WHAT WE DO, A LOT OF OUR 00:28:55.50\00:28:59.57 TRAINING HAS TO DO WITH HOW TO STUDY MY BIBLE? 00:28:59.57\00:29:03.97 HOW AM I GOING TO DIG DEEPER IN GOD'S WORD. 00:29:03.97\00:29:07.91 PHYSICAL EXERCISE. WHAT IS THE IMPORTANCE OF A GOOD 00:29:07.91\00:29:10.98 DIET. WE ALSO LOOK AT THINGS LIKE 00:29:10.98\00:29:13.31 MIXING WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND AS I SAID MENTAL HEALTH. 00:29:13.31\00:29:16.65 WE HAVE A WHOLE SERIES OF TRAINING ON THAT PARTICULAR 00:29:16.65\00:29:19.95 AREA, AND THEN WE WANT TO EMPOWER THEM. 00:29:19.95\00:29:22.52 AND WE EMPOWER THEM THROUGH INFORMATION, KNOWLEDGE, 00:29:22.52\00:29:25.39 TRAINING. WE HAVE A LEADERSHIP 00:29:25.39\00:29:27.93 CERTIFICATION COURSE, AND IT HAS MULTIPLE SEMINARS IN IT THAT 00:29:27.93\00:29:33.87 WOMEN LEARN HOW TO DO THINGS THAT THEY NEVER THOUGHT THEY 00:29:33.87\00:29:37.97 COULD DO BEFORE. YOU KNOW, WHEN WE LOOK AT THE 00:29:37.97\00:29:40.18 CHURCH, AND BECAUSE I LOOK AT IT WITH A GLOBAL PERSPECTIVE, 00:29:40.18\00:29:43.38 I'M -- I'M SEEING MANY WOMEN WHO HAVE NEVER FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL, 00:29:43.38\00:29:47.25 NEVER HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO GO TO COLLEGE, BUT THEY WANT TO GET 00:29:47.25\00:29:53.89 A BETTER JOB OR THEY WANT TO IMPROVE THEMSELVES, SO EVEN 00:29:53.89\00:29:57.89 SEMINARS AS SIMPLE AS HOW TO DRESS PROFESSIONALLY, YOU KNOW? 00:29:57.89\00:30:01.66 SO WHEN I'M IN THE OFFICE OR WHEN I GO FOR AN INTERVIEW. 00:30:01.66\00:30:06.77 LEADERSHIP SEMINARS, COMMUNICATIONS SKILLS SEMINAR, 00:30:06.77\00:30:11.11 SO THAT IN A WORK ENVIRONMENT, IN MY FAMILY, YOU KNOW, I COULD 00:30:11.11\00:30:17.58 EMPLOY THESE. SO IT'S A COMPLETE TRAINING, AND 00:30:17.58\00:30:20.28 THAT EMPOWERS OUR WOMEN. AND IT'S A GRADUATION TIME AT 00:30:20.28\00:30:25.55 THE END. THEY GET A SCERTIFICATE. 00:30:25.55\00:30:30.09 AND I HAVE HAD WOMEN WHO TOLD ME, I TOOK MY CERIFICATE TO MY 00:30:30.09\00:30:33.76 JOB, AND I GOT A RAISE, I GOT A PROMOTION. 00:30:33.76\00:30:37.90 WHEN THEY SAW THE KIND OF TRAINING I HAD DONE, ALL OF THE 00:30:37.90\00:30:41.34 TOPIC AREAS THAT HAD BEEN LOOKED AT, AND SO IT REALLY EMPOWERS 00:30:41.34\00:30:46.17 US, AND WE HAVE BEEN COUNSELED THAT WE NEED TO IMPROVE OUR 00:30:46.17\00:30:50.78 MINDS. >> AMEN. 00:30:50.78\00:30:53.28 >> AND I DON'T THINK AT THE CHURCH WE SHOULD BE BEHIND WHAT 00:30:53.28\00:30:58.69 EVERYBODY ELSE IS DOING. THE WORD IS SAYING MAKE YOURSELF 00:30:58.69\00:31:04.16 BETTER. IMPROVE YOURSELF. 00:31:04.16\00:31:06.26 WELL, THAT'S WHAT GOD WANTS IN US. 00:31:06.26\00:31:08.63 >> AMEN. BUT THIS IS SOMETHING THAT 00:31:08.63\00:31:10.83 INTERESTS ME THAT YOU MENTIONED THE -- TEACHING PEOPLE HOW TO 00:31:10.83\00:31:16.04 STUDY THE WORD, BECAUSE I THINK SOMETIMES YOU MEET PEOPLE WHO 00:31:16.04\00:31:20.18 HAVE BEEN AT THE CHURCH FOR A LONG TIME, AND THEY ARE 00:31:20.18\00:31:23.38 SAYING -- THEY REALLY -- THEY KIND OF HAVE A BELIEF, BUT IT 00:31:23.38\00:31:28.85 MAY BE WHAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAUGHT, AND IT'S NOT SOMETHING 00:31:28.85\00:31:31.72 THAT THEY CAN GO TO THE BIBLE AND SAY HERE IT IS. 00:31:31.72\00:31:34.32 SO WHAT KIND OF STUDIES DO YOU DO FOR THAT? 00:31:34.32\00:31:37.39 >> WELL, ONE OF THE FIRST STUDIES WE DO IS A COURSE CALLED 00:31:37.39\00:31:45.00 INTRODUCTION TO THE BIBLE, BECAUSE WE WANT OUR SISTERS TO 00:31:45.00\00:31:48.14 UNDERSTAND AND TO KNOW WHAT THE BIBLE IS, AND NOT JUST THE BOOKS 00:31:48.14\00:31:52.47 IN THE BIBLE, BUT TO LEARN A LITTLE BIT ABOUT WHO WROTE IT. 00:31:52.47\00:31:57.41 WE'VE GOT SUBJECTS LIKE LIFE IN BIBLE TIMES, SO THAT WOMEN CAN 00:31:57.41\00:32:04.02 UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS THE CULTURE AND THE LIFE FOR A WOMAN IN 00:32:04.02\00:32:08.12 BIBLE TIMES? HOW -- HOW DOES WHAT THE BIBLE 00:32:08.12\00:32:13.23 SAYS IN CERTAIN AREAS -- WHAT DOES IT MEAN, AND HOW CAN IT 00:32:13.23\00:32:18.90 APPLY TO OUR LIVES NOW? SO WE DO SPEND TIME GOING 00:32:18.90\00:32:23.67 THROUGH THOSE BIBLE TOPICS, BUT WE ALSO HAVE SEMINARS THAT DEAL 00:32:23.67\00:32:27.31 WITH MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. >> AMEN. 00:32:27.31\00:32:30.28 >> HOW TO KNOW GOD BETTER. >> AMEN. 00:32:30.28\00:32:33.31 >> MY DEVOTIONAL TIME, WHAT SHOULD THAT LOOK LIKE. 00:32:33.31\00:32:40.06 BIBLE JOURNALLING. WE LOOK AT ALL OF THOSE AREAS, 00:32:40.06\00:32:44.66 BECAUSE WE WANT OUR WOMAN TO BE WOMAN OF THE WORD. 00:32:44.66\00:32:47.93 THEY MUST BE IN IT. I'LL NEVER FORGET ONE TIME I WAS 00:32:47.93\00:32:51.67 PREACHING A SERMON, AND I CALLED OUT A TEXT, AND I THINK IT WAS 00:32:51.67\00:32:59.44 [ INAUDIBLE ] CHAPTER 2 VERSUS SOMETHING -- AND A WOMAN SAID 00:32:59.44\00:33:03.21 WHO? AND I COULD TELL THAT SHE DIDN'T 00:33:03.21\00:33:05.08 EVEN KNOW THERE WAS A BOOK IN THE BIBLE BY THAT NAME. 00:33:05.08\00:33:09.75 AND SO WE WANT OUR WOMEN TO KNOW GOD'S WORD. 00:33:09.75\00:33:19.39 THEY MUST BE ABLE TO RIGHTLY DIVINE IT. 00:33:19.39\00:33:20.46 IT'S NOT JUST SOMETHING FOR OUR MEN. 00:33:20.46\00:33:21.43 LET ME GIVE YOU AN EXAMPLE. I WENT TO A PARTICULAR ISLAND 00:33:21.43\00:33:25.07 LAST YEAR IN THE SOUTH PACIFIC, A LITTLE ISLAND, WHERE I MET 00:33:25.07\00:33:29.77 WITH MY SISTERS ON THE ISLAND, NONE OF THE WOMEN HAD A BIBLE. 00:33:29.77\00:33:40.28 NO, I'M SORRY, ONE WOMAN HAD A BIBLE, AND SO I WAS KIND OF 00:33:40.28\00:33:41.68 CONCERNED, BECAUSE THESE WERE WOMEN IN THE CHURCH. 00:33:41.68\00:33:42.92 AND I SAID HOW COME YOU DON'T HAVE BIBLES? 00:33:42.92\00:33:45.32 AND THEY SAID WELL, IN THIS CULTURE ONLY THE HUSBAND HAS THE 00:33:45.32\00:33:49.46 BIBLE. THERE'S ONE BIBLE, AND IT'S HIS. 00:33:49.46\00:33:51.93 NO ONE CAN TOUCH IT. NOT THE MOTHER, NOT THE 00:33:51.93\00:33:56.13 CHILDREN. IT'S HIS. 00:33:56.13\00:33:59.63 AND I SAID, I DON'T THINK SO. AND SO THERE WAS A BIBLE SOCIETY 00:33:59.63\00:34:01.14 ON THE ISLAND, AND I SAID WE NEED BIBLES FOR ALL OF THESE 00:34:01.14\00:34:05.01 WOMEN, AND WE PAID FOR EVERY WOMAN, AND I CANNOT TELL YOU THE 00:34:05.01\00:34:08.94 LOOK ON THESE WOMEN'S FACES WHEN WE GAVE THEM THEIR OWN BIBLES 00:34:08.94\00:34:12.78 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THEIR LIVES. 00:34:12.78\00:34:14.62 THEY WERE HOLDING THEIR OWN BIBLES, AND THEN THEY SAT ON THE 00:34:14.62\00:34:18.89 GROUND IN GROUPS DOING THEIR FIRST BIBLE STUDY FROM THEIR 00:34:18.89\00:34:23.09 BIBLES. THEY COULD READ, BUT THEY HAD NO 00:34:23.09\00:34:25.76 BIBLES OF THEIR OWN. AND SO GOD HAD JUST OPENED A 00:34:25.76\00:34:30.87 WHOLE NEW WORLD FOR THEM TO BE ABLE TO SEE -- AND ONE LADY SAID 00:34:30.87\00:34:34.34 TO ME, I'M NOT GOING TO LET MY HUSBAND TOUCH MY BIBLE, AND I 00:34:34.34\00:34:39.41 SAID OKAY NOW, WE'RE NOT GOING TO DO THAT, BECAUSE NOT ONLY 00:34:39.41\00:34:42.78 DOES HE HAVE TO TOUCH IT, BUT YOUR KIDS NEED TO READ GOD'S 00:34:42.78\00:34:47.32 WORD ALSO. SO THERE IS A SENSE OF, YEAH, WE 00:34:47.32\00:34:51.32 NEED TO KNOW THE WORD OF GOD. >> TO ME -- AND YOU KNOW MY 00:34:51.32\00:34:55.96 STORY -- BUT WHEN GOD TAUGHT ME IN ISAIAH 55, HE SAYS MY WAYS 00:34:55.96\00:35:03.26 ARE NOT YOUR WAYS. MY THOUGHTS ARE HIGHER THAN YOUR 00:35:03.26\00:35:07.30 WAYS. AND THEN HE -- HE GOES ON TO SAY 00:35:07.30\00:35:11.94 THAT -- ISAIAH 55:11, THAT HIS WORD WILL NOT RETURN TO A VOID, 00:35:11.94\00:35:17.48 BUT IT ACCOMPLISHES EVERY PURPOSE FOR WHICH HE SENT IT. 00:35:17.48\00:35:23.15 AND JEREMIAH SAYS THA HE WATCHES OVER HIS WORD TO PERFORM 00:35:23.15\00:35:28.09 IT. AND, YOU KNOW, IT WAS WHEN GOD 00:35:28.09\00:35:30.13 TAUGHT ME TO TAKE THE PROMISES IN HIS WORD AND IN THE 00:35:30.13\00:35:40.07 COMMANDMENTS ARE PROMISES, AND TO APPLY THEM PERSONALLY. 00:35:40.07\00:35:44.74 THIS IS WHEN I OVERCAME THE IDENTITY CRISIS. 00:35:44.74\00:35:48.54 >> YES. >> -- THAT I WAS HAVING. 00:35:48.54\00:35:51.18 AND WHEN I SAY IDENTITY CRISIS. I WAS CORPORATE LEADER. 00:35:51.18\00:35:55.62 I WAS -- I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT AN EMOTIONAL OR PSYCHO BABEL, 00:35:55.62\00:36:01.06 I'M SAYING, I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHO I WAS AS A CHILD -- 00:36:01.06\00:36:04.79 >> RIGHT, AND WHO YOU BELONGED TO. 00:36:04.79\00:36:06.90 >> AND WHO I BELONGED TO. AND I HAD BEEN IN CHURCH FOR 00:36:06.90\00:36:10.67 YEARS AND YEARS, BUT IT WAS AS I LEARNED GOD'S WORD AND TOOK THAT 00:36:10.67\00:36:16.24 PERSONALLY, THAT WAS LIFE-CHANGING. 00:36:16.24\00:36:18.81 >> THAT'S RIGHT. >> SO THE WOMEN THEN -- YOU ARE 00:36:18.81\00:36:23.21 TEACHING THEM FOR LEADERSHIP, BUT LET'S BACK UP JUST A MOMENT. 00:36:23.21\00:36:26.38 WE HAVE GOT THE ABUSE PROBLEM. DO YOU HAVE A VERY PRACTICAL 00:36:26.38\00:36:31.49 APPROACH TO HOW TO HELP PEOPLE WHO ARE ABUSED? 00:36:31.49\00:36:36.89 >> WE DO HAVE A NUMBER OF THINGS, WHICH WE DO. 00:36:36.89\00:36:40.33 >> OKAY. >> FOR EXAMPLE, THERE WAS 00:36:40.33\00:36:42.43 A -- THERE WAS A DAY EVERY YEAR -- IT'S THE FOURTH SABBATH 00:36:42.43\00:36:47.34 OF EVERY -- EVERY -- FOURTH SABBATHS OF AUGUST EVERY YEAR 00:36:47.34\00:36:51.51 THAT IS KNOWN AS END IT NOW DAY, WHICH IS THE NAME OF OUR 00:36:51.51\00:36:56.01 CAMPAIGN. END IT NOW, ADVENTISTS SAY NO TO 00:36:56.01\00:37:01.38 VIOLENCE. THAT DAY WHEN IT FIRST BEGAN WAS 00:37:01.38\00:37:04.82 ABUSE PREVENTION EMPHASIS DAY, THAT WAS BACK IN 2002. 00:37:04.82\00:37:09.82 WE PRODUCED PACKETS -- AND WHEN I SAY A PACKET, IT'S A WHOLE 00:37:09.82\00:37:14.46 RESOURCE KITS OF SERMONS, SEMINARS, HANDOUTS, CHILDRENS 00:37:14.46\00:37:20.10 STORIES, THAT ALL FOCUS ON ONE TOPIC EACH YEAR. 00:37:20.10\00:37:25.17 FOURTH SABBATH OF AUGUST THIS YEAR, OUR FOCUS WAS ON BULLYING, 00:37:25.17\00:37:29.38 AND SO EVERYTHING FROM THE SERMON TO THE SEMINARS, WHICH WE 00:37:29.38\00:37:34.08 PRODUCE, TO THE POWER POINTS, THE HANDOUTS, EVERYTHING IN THAT 00:37:34.08\00:37:40.99 PACKET FOCUSED ON THAT. AND WE GET DIFFERENT SPECIALISTS 00:37:40.99\00:37:45.09 EVERY YEAR TO WRITE. SO WE HAVE FOCUSED ON THINGS 00:37:45.09\00:37:48.66 LIKE RAPE, AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, AND CHILD SEXUAL 00:37:48.66\00:37:53.80 ABUSE. AND ABUSE OF THE ELDERLY. 00:37:53.80\00:37:56.14 THERE ARE MANY ELDERLY ALL AROUND THE WORLD WHO ARE ABUSED 00:37:56.14\00:38:00.34 BY THEIR CHILDREN, AS WELL AS BY OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS, SO WE HAVE 00:38:00.34\00:38:05.28 BEEN PUTTING THE SPOTLIGHT ON THESE VAIOUS AREAS EVERY YEAR. 00:38:05.28\00:38:09.38 >> HOW -- HOW DO PEOPLE -- IF YOU HAVE GOT ALL OF THESE 00:38:09.38\00:38:12.79 RESOURCES -- AND I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T REALIZE THESE THINGS WERE 00:38:12.79\00:38:18.06 EVEN AVAILABLE. HOW DO THEY GET AN IDEA -- OR 00:38:18.06\00:38:20.96 HOW DO THEY GET IN TOUCH WITH YOU? 00:38:20.96\00:38:22.83 DO THEY JUST GO TO YOUR WEBSITE AND LOOK AT WOMEN'S MINISTRIES 00:38:22.83\00:38:26.84 AND YOU HAVE A LIST OF ALL OF THESE RESOURCES -- 00:38:26.84\00:38:29.80 >> WE HAVE A SPECIFIC WEBSITE CALLED ENDITNOW.ORG. 00:38:29.80\00:38:39.71 THAT HAS ALL OF THE MATERIALS WE HAVE CREATED. 00:38:39.71\00:38:42.18 WHAT IS HAPPENING AROUND THE WORLD. 00:38:42.18\00:38:44.65 THE END IT NOW, WHIC IS OUR ABUSE PREVENTION CAMPAIGN. 00:38:44.65\00:38:48.76 EVERYTHING IS ON THAT WEBSITE. IF YOU GO TO OUR WOMEN'S 00:38:48.76\00:38:51.99 MINISTRIES WEBSITE, IT WILL LINK YOU TO THAT WEBSITE. 00:38:51.99\00:38:55.06 WE ALSO HAVE ALL OF THOSE RESOURCES THERE AS WELL. 00:38:55.06\00:38:57.67 SO WE HAVE A SERIES OF BROCHURES WHICH WE HAVE CREATED. 00:38:57.67\00:39:02.67 I THINK WE HAVE SEVEN NOW. WE DID A BROCHURE FOR THE PASTOR 00:39:02.67\00:39:07.81 SO HE WILL HAVE AN IDEA OF HOW DO I TALK TO THESE WOMEN? 00:39:07.81\00:39:12.58 I THINK TWO YEARS AGO WE DID ONE ON ONE OF THE AREAS OF ABUSE 00:39:12.58\00:39:17.85 THAT IS RISING VERY QUICKLY, WHICH I DATING VIOLENCE. 00:39:17.85\00:39:22.79 AND WE'RE FINDING IT A LOT ON OUR COLLEGE CAMPUSES, HIGH 00:39:22.79\00:39:26.70 SCHOOL CAMPUSES. THIS THING CALLED DATE RAPE, 00:39:26.70\00:39:30.57 DATE VIOLENCE. IT'S REALLY ON THE RISE, AND 00:39:30.57\00:39:34.70 IT'S A GREAT CONCERN TO OURS. SO IF YOU GO TO THE WEBSITE YOU 00:39:34.70\00:39:38.77 CAN DOWNLOAD IT AND PRINT IT OFF YOURSELF. 00:39:38.77\00:39:41.38 EVERYTHING WE DO IS FREE. >> YOU KNOW, I'M JUST BEING 00:39:41.38\00:39:45.41 IMPRESSED RIGHT NOW IN THAT AS PREVALENT HAS THIS PROBLEM IS, 00:39:45.41\00:39:49.72 AS PREVALENT AS ABUSE IS, YOUR CHURCH, IF YOU WANT TO -- IT 00:39:49.72\00:39:55.99 DOESN'T JUST HAVE TO BE FOR WOMEN'S MINISTRIES, YOUR CHURCH 00:39:55.99\00:39:59.89 CAN GET ONLINE AT ENDITNOW.ORG, AND GET SOME OF THESE MATERIALS 00:39:59.89\00:40:12.51 AND DO A COMMUNITY OUTREACH. >> RIGHT. 00:40:12.51\00:40:13.54 >> ADVERTISE THAT THIS IS WHAT YOU ARE DOING. 00:40:13.54\00:40:14.71 THIS IS REALLY AN AMAZING RESOURCE TO THINK THAT THE 00:40:14.71\00:40:16.68 SERMONS AND BROCHURES, EVERYTHING IS ALREADY DONE, AND 00:40:16.68\00:40:19.45 THERE ARE CHURCHES, I KNOW -- BECAUSE WE HEAR ABOUT IT 00:40:19.45\00:40:22.95 ALL THE TIME. WHAT SHOULD WE BE DOING TO REACH 00:40:22.95\00:40:26.86 THE COMMUNITY? >> TO REACH OUT, AND ESPECIALLY 00:40:26.86\00:40:29.89 IN COUNTRIES IN THE NORTHERN HEMISPHERE. 00:40:29.89\00:40:35.76 FOR EXAMPLE, EUROPE. YOU THINK OF COUNTRIES LIKE 00:40:35.76\00:40:42.74 GERMANY AND CZECH, RELIGION IS NOT ON THEIR LIST AS IT IS YEAR. 00:40:42.74\00:40:47.78 IT HAS A HUGE INFLUENCE IN THE UNITED STATES, IN EUROPE NOT SO 00:40:47.78\00:40:51.98 MUCH. END IT NOW HAS BEEN OUR 00:40:51.98\00:40:53.95 CONNECTION POINT, BECAUSE OUR WOMEN WILL TAKE IT INTO THE 00:40:53.95\00:40:58.92 STREETS. THEY WILL PUT A BOOTH UP IN THE 00:40:58.92\00:41:01.76 TOWN SQUARE AND THEY WILL HAVE LITTLE CARDS, WHICH WE HAVE 00:41:01.76\00:41:06.03 MADE, WHICH YOU CAN GET FROM THE WEBSITE THAT YOU GIVE TO PEOPLE. 00:41:06.03\00:41:09.03 YOU GIVE THEM A SHEET THAT THEY COULD SIGN UP TO AGREE THAT THEY 00:41:09.03\00:41:13.70 ARE AGAINST VIOLENCE, AND THE LITTLE CARD THEY KEEP IN 00:41:13.70\00:41:19.04 THEIR -- THEIR WALLET OR THEIR PURSE THAT SAYS THAT I PLEDGE 00:41:19.04\00:41:23.65 THAT I'M AGAINST THIS. SO IT -- IT IS A WAY FOR US TO 00:41:23.65\00:41:27.75 CONNECT, BECAUSE IT'S NOT A CHRISTIAN THING ONLY, YOU KNOW? 00:41:27.75\00:41:31.69 WHEN WE TALK ABOUT THOSE WHO ARE BEING ABUSED AND THOSE WHO ARE 00:41:31.69\00:41:38.49 AGAINST IT, AND THAT'S WHY THE CHURCH NEEDS TO SPEAK UP MORE 00:41:38.49\00:41:44.33 AND WE AS CHRISTIANS NEED TO HAVE A LOUDER VOICE WITH THIS. 00:41:44.33\00:41:48.84 >> THAT'S RIGHT. YOU ARE GIVING ME SOME PROGRAM 00:41:48.84\00:41:53.61 IDEAS. [ LAUGHTER ] 00:41:53.61\00:41:54.31 >> IF YOU ARE -- WELL, WE HAVE GOT 15 MINUTES IN THIS HOUR. 00:41:54.31\00:41:58.51 LET'S TALK SPECIFICALLY ABOUT SOME WOMEN'S HEALTH ISSUES. 00:41:58.51\00:42:03.02 >> YES. >> AND CAN WE BRING IT CLOSER TO 00:42:03.02\00:42:06.42 HOME? I KNOW THA THERE'S A LOT OF THE 00:42:06.42\00:42:08.82 PROLAPSE ISSUES IN SOME F O THESE OTHER COUNTRIES THAT ARE 00:42:08.82\00:42:13.70 HORRIFYING, BUT TO ME, THE NUMBER 1 WOMEN'S HEALTH ISSUE 00:42:13.70\00:42:19.07 THAT I RUN INTO IS WOMEN WHO ARE SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION. 00:42:19.07\00:42:23.41 YOU CAN SPEAK PERSONALLY TO THAT. 00:42:23.41\00:42:25.87 >> YES. >> LET'S TALK ABOUT YOUR STORY 00:42:25.87\00:42:29.71 FOR JUST A MINUTE, AND THEN TALK ABOUT HOW GOD CHANGED YOR LIFE. 00:42:29.71\00:42:37.02 >> WELL, LET ME BEGIN FIRST BY SAYING THAT OUR -- OUR 00:42:37.02\00:42:41.49 ISSUE -- THAT WE LOOK AT IS BOTH WOMEN'S PHYSICAL AND MENTAL 00:42:41.49\00:42:48.73 HEALTH. WHEN MY ASSOCIATE AND I WERE 00:42:48.73\00:42:52.97 VOTED AS ASSOCIATE AND DIRECTOR, BOTH OF US HAVE A HISTORY OF 00:42:52.97\00:42:57.84 DEPRESSION, AND WE BOTH FELT THIS WAS SOMETHING WE NEEDED TO 00:42:57.84\00:43:01.54 TALK ABOUT, AND WITHIN RECENT YEARS -- I WOULD SAY ABOUT FOUR 00:43:01.54\00:43:06.01 OR FIVE YEARS AGO, WE PUT TOGETHER A SERIES OF SEMINARS 00:43:06.01\00:43:10.72 DEALING ON MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES. AND IN THAT DEPRESSION IS TWO 00:43:10.72\00:43:16.19 SEMINARS, ANGER, UNFORGIVENESS, ANXIETY, BECAUSE THOSE ARE THE 00:43:16.19\00:43:22.10 ONES WE FIND MOST PREVALENT AS WE TRAVEL GLOBALLY. 00:43:22.10\00:43:25.30 NOW I HAVE TO ADMIT, IT WASN'T MY IDEA TO GET UP IN FRONT OF A -GROUP OF LADIES AND TALK ABOUT 00:43:25.30\00:43:31.87 MY DEPRESSION. I KNOW HOW -- PEOPLE SAY, OH, 00:43:31.87\00:43:35.31 YOU CAN DO THIS AND YOU CAN DO THAT, AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO 00:43:35.31\00:43:38.65 HAVE SITUATIONAL DEPRESSION. IT'S NOT LONG TERM, THAT CAN BE 00:43:38.65\00:43:44.25 HELPED WITH DIET AND EXERCISE AND SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS, 00:43:44.25\00:43:48.12 BUT MY SITUATION WAS ONE OF CLINICAL DEPRESSION, WHERE THOSE 00:43:48.12\00:43:55.63 CHEMICALS IN MY BRAIN JUST WEREN'T FUNCTIONING LIKE THEY 00:43:55.63\00:43:58.30 SHOULD. SO I NEEDED TO TAKE A LITTLE 00:43:58.30\00:44:00.84 TABLET, AND I HAVE BEEN DOING THAT SINCE 1998 UNTIL PRESENT 00:44:00.84\00:44:06.04 TIME. >> THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT. 00:44:06.04\00:44:07.84 THANK YOU. THANK YOU. 00:44:07.84\00:44:09.81 THANK YOU. >> YEAH. 00:44:09.81\00:44:11.71 >> BECAUSE I RUN INTO PEOPLE ALL THE TIME WHO SAY I ONLY BELIEVE 00:44:11.71\00:44:15.68 IN NATURAL REMEDIES, I DON'T NEED TO TAKE A PILL, AND THEY 00:44:15.68\00:44:20.26 ARE CHRONICALLY, CLINICALLY DEPRESSED AND THEIR LIFE IS JUST 00:44:20.26\00:44:25.69 GOING OUT THE WINDOW, AND I -- I BELIEVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART 00:44:25.69\00:44:30.67 THAT WHEN BRAIN CHEMISTRY IS MESSED UP, THERE'S NOTHING WRONG 00:44:30.67\00:44:35.90 WITH TAKING A PILL TO CORRECT THAT -- 00:44:35.90\00:44:40.38 >> WELL, IF YOU COULD TAKE A PILL FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND 00:44:40.38\00:44:44.81 DIABETES, DEPRESSION IS AN ILLNESS. 00:44:44.81\00:44:46.98 IT'S NOT A -- IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE ARE -- ARE THINKING, 00:44:46.98\00:44:52.35 WELL, YOU KNOW, THIS IS JUST A PHASE, WHICH YOU'RE GOING 00:44:52.35\00:44:56.83 THROUGH, AND IT WILL PASS. NO, IT STAYS WITH YOU, AND I 00:44:56.83\00:45:00.13 KNOW, BECAUSE I COULDN'T GET OUT OF IT. 00:45:00.13\00:45:02.13 AND IT -- IT WAS TO THE POINT TO ME WHERE I WAS SUICIDAL, AND AS 00:45:02.13\00:45:10.41 MUCH AS I LOVE MY HUSBAND AND MY CHILDREN, THE ONLY THOUGHT ON MY 00:45:10.41\00:45:14.24 MIND WAS, I WANT TO GO TO SLEEP AND STOP ALL OF THIS SADNESS 00:45:14.24\00:45:20.52 THAT HAD ENGULFED MY LIFE. THERE'S A PAIN INVLVED, AND I 00:45:20.52\00:45:25.29 JUST WANTED IT TO END, AND THE ONLY WAY I COULD THINK TO END 00:45:25.29\00:45:29.69 IT, WAS TO COMMIT SUICIDE. AND YOU KNOW FROM EVERYTHING 00:45:29.69\00:45:33.26 THAT WE READ IN THE NEWS THAT EVEN THOSE WHO ARE 00:45:33.26\00:45:37.63 NON-CHRISTIANS HAVE A HARD TIME TALKING ABOUT THIS, AND WHEN IT 00:45:37.63\00:45:40.54 HAPPENS TO SOMEONE WHO IS NEWS WORTHY, EVERYBODY IS IN SHOCK. 00:45:40.54\00:45:44.21 WELL, THINK ABOUT US IN THE CHURCH. 00:45:44.21\00:45:46.64 SO IT'S AS YOU SAID, WOMEN ARE SAYING, BUT IF I MAKE 00:45:46.64\00:45:50.45 MEDICATION, IT IS GOING TO DENY THE POWER OF GOD. 00:45:50.45\00:45:53.62 WELL, I'M SORRY, I DON'T ACCEPT THAT. 00:45:53.62\00:45:58.79 BECAUSE IT IS BECAUSE OF GOD'S POWER WORKING IN US THAT WE CAN 00:45:58.79\00:46:03.39 BE DOCTOR'S AND LAWYERS AND TEACHERS, AND EVERYTHING ELSE. 00:46:03.39\00:46:07.03 SCIENCE IS NOT A FIELD MADE UP BY THE DEVIL. 00:46:07.03\00:46:11.30 I REFUSE TO GIVE HIM CREDIT FOR ALL OF THE GOOD STUFF THAT HAS 00:46:11.30\00:46:15.14 COME OUT OF THAT. SO I ENCOURAGE MY SISTERS, AND I 00:46:15.14\00:46:19.54 CANNOT TELL YOU THE WOMEN WHO COME TO ME AND SAY, I'M SO GLAD 00:46:19.54\00:46:23.08 THAT SOMEBODY ELSE IS GOING THROUGH WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH. 00:46:23.08\00:46:26.58 AND I'M TALKING ABOUT FROM AFRICA TO INDIA, TO RUSSIA, TO 00:46:26.58\00:46:31.05 AMERICA, TO THE CARIBBEAN -- IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE, BUT MANY 00:46:31.05\00:46:34.66 ARE SUFFERING SILENTLY. LAST YEAR, I MET A DEAR SISTER 00:46:34.66\00:46:38.89 IN AFRICA, AND SHE SAID TO ME, I COULD NEVER EVEN GO TO SEE A 00:46:38.89\00:46:44.63 DOCTOR ABOUT THIS, IF MY FAMILY NEW, IF MY CHURCH FAMILY KNEW, I 00:46:44.63\00:46:50.11 COULDN'T GO BACK THERE ANYMORE, BECAUSE I WOULD BE DENYING GOD'S 00:46:50.11\00:46:54.78 POWER. >> I INTERVIEWED A DOCTOR WHO 00:46:54.78\00:46:57.51 HAS WRITTEN A WONDERFUL BOOK CALLED DEPRESSION, THE WAY OUT, 00:46:57.51\00:47:01.72 AND WE ARE TALKING -- I HAVE SOMETHING HERE FROM COLIN AND I 00:47:01.72\00:47:07.49 WON'T CALL YOUR LAST NAME. LET ME INTERJECT THIS. 00:47:07.49\00:47:10.56 HE SAYS MEN, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY OTHERS, MALE AND 00:47:10.56\00:47:17.53 FEMALE. WOMEN ARE NOT ALONE IN GETTING 00:47:17.53\00:47:19.87 ABUSED. WE RECOGNIZE THAT. 00:47:19.87\00:47:21.94 AND WE ARE SPEAKING SPECIFICALLY OF WOMEN'S MINISTRIES, AND ARE 00:47:21.94\00:47:26.21 REACHING OUT. SO WE DIDN'T MEAN TO SOUND LIKE 00:47:26.21\00:47:29.04 WOMEN ARE THE ONLY ONES BEING ABUSED. 00:47:29.04\00:47:32.08 HE SAID YOU ARE STARTING TO SOUND LIKE THE WORLD, BELIEVING 00:47:32.08\00:47:35.02 THE LIES IN THE WORLD. IT -- ABUSE IS -- IT GOES ACROSS 00:47:35.02\00:47:39.99 ALL GENDERS, ALL SOCIOECONOMIC -- 00:47:39.99\00:47:42.56 >> ALL AGES. >> BUT WHEN IT COMES TO 00:47:42.56\00:47:46.76 DEPRESSION WOMEN AREN'T THE ONLY ONES WHO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION 00:47:46.76\00:47:50.60 EITHER. >> BUT THEY ARE THE MAJORITY, 00:47:50.60\00:47:52.83 AND IT IS THE SAME WITH ABUSE. THE MAJORITY, WHEN YOU LOOK AT 00:47:52.83\00:47:57.37 ALL GENDERS AND ALL AGES, WOMEN ARE IN THE MAJORITY. 00:47:57.37\00:48:01.41 TO THE POINT THAT AT ONE TIME THE UNITED NATION CALLED IT A 00:48:01.41\00:48:07.68 PANDEMIC FOR WOMEN, BECAUSE SO MANY WOMEN WERE DIEING BECAUSE 00:48:07.68\00:48:10.32 OF ABUSE. WHEN WE TALK ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH 00:48:10.32\00:48:15.22 AND DEPRESSION, THE MAJORITY, AGAIN, ARE WOMEN. 00:48:15.22\00:48:19.16 AND THAT'S WHY I TALK ABOUT IT, BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FOCUS, BUT 00:48:19.16\00:48:23.67 AS THIS GENTLEMAN SAID, IT IS ACROSS THE BOARD, MALE AND 00:48:23.67\00:48:30.77 FE FEMALE. 00:48:30.77\00:48:31.74 >> THE DOCTOR I WAS TALKING ABOUT, GETTING 00:48:31.74\00:48:51.79 ENOUGH SUNSHINE AND ALL OF THESE THINGS AND SEE DRAMATIC 00:48:51.79\00:48:55.66 IMPROVEMENT, BUT I ASKED HIM SPECIFICALLY ONE NIGHT, BECAUSE 00:48:55.66\00:48:59.50 HE HAS WRITTEN THE MANUAL ON -- WHAT WOULD YOU CALL 00:48:59.50\00:49:05.34 IT -- HOLISTIC HEALING TO DEPRESSION. 00:49:05.34\00:49:08.68 AND I SAID DO YOU EVER PRESCRIBE YOUR PATIENTS ANTIDEPRESSANT, 00:49:08.68\00:49:14.85 AND HE SAID SURE. A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE TO AT LEAST 00:49:14.85\00:49:18.09 START WITH THAT, TO KICK OFF THE SEROTONIN DEVELOPMENT IN THEIR 00:49:18.09\00:49:22.52 BRAINS, AND SOME PEOPLE CAN BE WEANED OFF, OTHERS CAN'T. 00:49:22.52\00:49:28.36 >> THAT'S TRUE. >> SO IN YOUR SITUATION YOU HAVE 00:49:28.36\00:49:31.83 FOUND IT NECESSARY TO CONTINUE, BUT LOOK AT WHAT GOD HAS DONE 00:49:31.83\00:49:36.37 WITH YOU. >> AND THAT'S WHY I SAY MY 00:49:36.37\00:49:39.27 JOURNEY IN THIS PARTICULAR POSITION AS WOMEN'S MINISTRIES 00:49:39.27\00:49:43.28 DIRECTOR IS A GOD THING. IT'S NOT ABOUT ME. 00:49:43.28\00:49:46.25 BECAUSE IF IT WAS ABOUT ME, I WOULD SAY NO, LORD, THERE IS NO 00:49:46.25\00:49:50.99 WAY YOU CAN USE SOMEONE LIKE ME. BUT HAVING THE PROBLEMS THAT I 00:49:50.99\00:49:54.89 HAVE, AND SHARING IT, AND THAT'S THE OTHER THING. 00:49:54.89\00:50:02.13 HAVING THAT PUSH FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT WHO SAYS YOU NEED TO TALK 00:50:02.13\00:50:05.43 ABOUT WHAT GOD IS DOING FOR YOU IN THIS AREA AND IN THIS AREA, 00:50:05.43\00:50:09.64 AND WHEN YOU SHARE THAT, IT MEANS THE WORLD TO THE WOMEN AND 00:50:09.64\00:50:13.68 THE MEN, WHO ARE LISTENING, BECAUSE IT'S -- IT'S WONDERFUL 00:50:13.68\00:50:17.95 TO SHARE GOD'S WORD. WE NEED TO DO THAT, BUT WHEN GOD 00:50:17.95\00:50:22.52 PUTS YOU ON A STAGE WHERE YOU ARE NOT SHARING ONLY ONE TO ONE 00:50:22.52\00:50:26.32 OR IN A SMALL GROUP -- YOU ARE SHARING WITH HUNDREDS AND 00:50:26.32\00:50:30.89 THOUSANDS. HE NEEDS YOU TO BEGIN TALKING 00:50:30.89\00:50:32.79 ABOUT -- SO WHAT AM I DOING FOR YOU? 00:50:32.79\00:50:35.73 HOW DOES THIS WORD APPLY TO YOUR LIFE? 00:50:35.73\00:50:38.13 SO IT'S NOT JUST ANOTHER GOOD THEOLOGICAL, BIBLICALLY-BASED 00:50:38.13\00:50:43.74 SERMON, IT HAS GOT TO BE PRACTICAL -- 00:50:43.74\00:50:48.01 >> TO THE VULNERABLE. >> THAT'S RIGHT. 00:50:48.01\00:50:50.68 THAT'S RIGHT. >> IT HAS TO BE TRANSPARENT. 00:50:50.68\00:50:53.45 >> YES. YES. 00:50:53.45\00:50:54.62 SO I ACCEPT THE FACT THAT GOD MADE IT SOMEONE WHO HAS THE 00:50:54.62\00:50:58.22 CHALLENGES THAT I DO. YOU KNOW, I WOULD PREFER IF I 00:50:58.22\00:51:02.26 WASN'T ON THE WORLD STAGE WITH THESE THINGS, TALKING ABOUT IT 00:51:02.26\00:51:05.16 ON TELEVISION, BUT, YOU KNOW, I ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IT IS 00:51:05.16\00:51:09.06 NEEDED AND -- AND THAT THERE ARE WOMEN AND MEN WHO ARE BEING 00:51:09.06\00:51:16.10 HELPED. >> YES. 00:51:16.10\00:51:17.07 LET ME READ SOMETHING THAT -- ONCE AGAIN, THIS IS A 00:51:17.07\00:51:20.91 LIVE PROGRAM, YOU CAN SEND YOUR QUESTIONS OR PRAYER REQUESTS OR 00:51:20.91\00:51:26.58 CALL AT 618-627-4651, OR EMAIL US AT LIVE@3ABN.TV. 00:51:26.58\00:51:31.49 THIS IS A SOBERING REQUEST HERE -- OR QUESTION. 00:51:31.49\00:51:41.56 GLENA FROM MICHIGAN, HOW DOES A PERSON OVERCOME BEING ABUSED 00:51:41.56\00:51:48.74 WHEN THEY WERE A CHILD, AND BY A HUSBAND, AND BY SIBLINGS. 00:51:48.74\00:51:55.61 NOTHING HELPS. HAS BEEN IN HOSPITALS AND MENTAL 00:51:55.61\00:52:02.52 INSTITUTIONS. DOESN'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE, 00:52:02.52\00:52:05.35 AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW TOEFR COME IT. 00:52:05.35\00:52:08.32 >> I HAVE MET WOMEN WHO HAVE TOLD ME SIMILAR STORIES. 00:52:08.32\00:52:13.70 AND WHEN THEY SAY THEY DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. 00:52:13.70\00:52:17.90 THE FIRST THING I CUE INTO IS THIS PERSON IS IN A DARK PLACE. 00:52:17.90\00:52:22.07 WE NEED TO GET THEM OUT OF THAT DARK PLACE. 00:52:22.07\00:52:24.44 >> THEY ARE FEELING HOPELESS. >> THAT'S RIGHT. 00:52:24.44\00:52:28.31 UNTIL YOU CAN GET THEM TO SEE THE LIGHT AT THEN OF THE TUNNEL. 00:52:28.31\00:52:33.55 THIS PERSON SOUNDS VERY DEPRESSED, VERY HOPELESS. 00:52:33.55\00:52:36.65 SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH ALL OF THESE THINGS IN HER LIFE, AND IT 00:52:36.65\00:52:39.85 SEEMS LIKE NOTHING IS WORKING, AND SO THE FIRST THING I WOULD 00:52:39.85\00:52:43.12 SUGGEST IS -- DON'T GO BACK TO THE SAME DOCTOR, IF IT'S THE 00:52:43.12\00:52:46.86 SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. MAYBE SHE NEEDS TO FIND A NEW 00:52:46.86\00:52:50.83 DOCTOR, WHO WILL THEN TRY A NEW MEDICATION ON HER WHERE 00:52:50.83\00:52:55.84 DEPRESSION IS CONCERNED. I HAVE HAD PEOPLE SAY I HAVE 00:52:55.84\00:53:00.74 BEEN TO A DOCTOR AND THEY TRIED THIS AND THIS. 00:53:00.74\00:53:03.58 AND I SAID BEEN THERE, ONE AFTER ONE AFTER ONE, UNTIL WE GOT ONE 00:53:03.58\00:53:08.62 THAT WORKED. BUT I HAD TO DO IT, BECAUSE MY 00:53:08.62\00:53:11.32 FAMILY NEEDED ME TO DO IT, AND I FINALLY DID, AND THROUGH THE 00:53:11.32\00:53:15.22 YEARS WE HAVE CHANGED, AND THROUGH THE YEARS WE HAVE DONE 00:53:15.22\00:53:20.63 THE DOSAGES, LET'S BRING IT DOWN AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS, AND I END 00:53:20.63\00:53:25.03 UP FALLING OFF OF THE CLIFF, AND WE HAVE TO PUT IT BACK UP AGAIN. 00:53:25.03\00:53:28.80 BUT I WOULD DEFINITELY SAY TO HER, LET'S DEAL WITH THE 00:53:28.80\00:53:32.74 DARKNESS AND THE HELPFULLESSNESS FIRST. 00:53:32.74\00:53:39.38 >> SOMETIMES ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN ABUSED BY A 00:53:39.38\00:53:42.55 CHILD -- OR AS A CHILD -- SOMETIMES YOU, THEN, 00:53:42.55\00:53:47.99 ALMOST ATTRACT THAT -- >> YES. 00:53:47.99\00:53:49.72 >> -- AS YOU MARRY THE WRONG PERSON. 00:53:49.72\00:53:52.06 YOU GET ABUSED, BUT THERE IS THAT SENSE OF -- MAYBE 00:53:52.06\00:53:58.93 WORTHLESSNESS, BUT THEN THERE CAN ALSO BE UNFORGIVENESS. 00:53:58.93\00:54:02.97 >> YES. >> HOW WOULD YOU TALK TO THAT? 00:54:02.97\00:54:05.27 >> I'M GOING TO GO EVEN FURTHER THAN THAT. 00:54:05.27\00:54:11.85 THERE COULD ALSO BE DEMONIC INTERFERENCE IN OUR LIFE BECAUSE 00:54:11.85\00:54:14.32 OF WHAT SHE HAS GONE THROUGH AND EXPERIENCED. 00:54:14.32\00:54:16.75 SO I WOULD ALSO RECOMMEND TO HER TO BE ANOINTED. 00:54:16.75\00:54:20.36 >> AMEN. AND I HAVE TO SAY THIS, BECAUSE 00:54:20.36\00:54:24.13 WE DON'T WANT TO END WITH THAT COMMENT, AND WE ONLY HAVE A FEW 00:54:24.13\00:54:30.33 MINUTES. IN THE UNITED STATES WE TAKE 00:54:30.33\00:54:32.97 DEMONIC INFLUENCE JUST KIND OF LIKE -- OKAY. 00:54:32.97\00:54:36.57 I GUARANTEE YOU. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS IN SOUTH 00:54:36.57\00:54:41.38 AFRICA FOR A CAMP MEETING, AND I ASKED THE CONFERENCE PRESIDENT 00:54:41.38\00:54:46.05 AND THE TREASURER AND SOE OTHERS, I LOOKED AT THEM, AND I 00:54:46.05\00:54:49.78 SAID, HOW SERIOUSLY DO YOU TAKE A CALL DELIVERANCE, BECAUSE WE 00:54:49.78\00:54:57.93 WERE GETTING A LOT OF CALLS HERE, COMING FROM THE STATES. 00:54:57.93\00:55:00.86 AND WHEN I SAID THAT, THEY ALL WENT -- THEY ARE LOOKING AROUND, 00:55:00.86\00:55:04.70 AND I THOUGHT, OKAY, THEY THINK I'M CRAZY. 00:55:04.70\00:55:08.34 AND THEY SAID WE'LL TELL YOU HOW SERIOUSLY WE TAKE IT. 00:55:08.34\00:55:12.17 WE FAST AND PRAY FOR THREE DAYS BEFORE WE GO OUT. 00:55:12.17\00:55:15.71 IT IS A VERY REAL THING -- >> IT'S VERY REAL. 00:55:15.71\00:55:18.28 >> -- AND OFTENTIMES THE VICTIM, YOU KNOW, YOU CAN THINK TO SAY 00:55:18.28\00:55:24.22 THAT YOU HAVE DEMONIC INFLUENCE SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE DONE 00:55:24.22\00:55:29.09 SOMETHING WRONG, BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN EXPOSED TO, 00:55:29.09\00:55:35.36 IT CAN OPEN THAT GATE FOR THAT. >> DEFINITELY SO. 00:55:35.36\00:55:38.10 AND THE DEVIL CAN ALSO -- AND WHEN I SAY INFLUENCE, I'M NOT 00:55:38.10\00:55:42.94 SAYING THAT THIS PERSON IS DEMON POSSESSED, THE DEVIL CAN CREATE 00:55:42.94\00:55:47.64 AN ATMOSPHERE AROUND US THAT CAN MAKE US FEEL VERY OPPRESSED, 00:55:47.64\00:55:52.71 VERY MUCH HOPELESS AND HELPLESS, AND AT A TIME LIKE THAT, WHEN 00:55:52.71\00:55:57.39 SOMEBODY REACHES OUT IN PRAYER, THAT CAN LIFT, OR IF WE CRY OUT 00:55:57.39\00:56:02.76 IN PRAYER, AND SAY LORD, HELP ME, I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS, THAT 00:56:02.76\00:56:07.36 CAN LIFT. AND SO, YOU KNOW, WE SHOULD NOT 00:56:07.36\00:56:09.93 TAKE IT LIGHTLY, BECAUSE WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THERE IS A 00:56:09.93\00:56:13.60 BATTLE GOING ON THAT WE CANNOT IGNORE. 00:56:13.60\00:56:18.21 >> AMEN. I WANT TO REMIND YOU AGAIN THIS 00:56:18.21\00:56:21.01 IS LIFE AND YOU CAN CALL US AT 618-627-4651 OR YOU CAN EMAIL US 00:56:21.01\00:56:28.75 AT LIVE@3ABN.TV. AND GLENNA, PLEASE STAY TUNED. 00:56:28.75\00:56:34.79 I WANT TO SHARE A PERSONAL STORY WHEN WE GET ON THE OTHER SIDE, 00:56:34.79\00:56:38.39 AND I WOULD LIKE YOU TO SHARE A LITTLE MORE OF YOUR PERSONAL 00:56:38.39\00:56:42.43 STORY, BECAUSE SOMETIMES WHEN PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN THROUGH 00:56:42.43\00:56:46.94 GREAT TRAGEDIES -- I THINK GOD CAN RAISE YOU UP, AND USE YOU IN 00:56:46.94\00:56:52.61 A POWERFUL WAY, AND GLENNA, I BELIEVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART 00:56:52.61\00:56:59.45 THAT GOD HAS PLANS FOR YOUR LIFE. 00:56:59.45\00:57:01.42 AND IT'S A PLAN TO BRING YOU HOPE AND A FUTURE. 00:57:01.42\00:57:05.79 SO PLEASE, DON'T GIVE UP, BECAUSE GOD LOVES YOU, AND WE'RE 00:57:05.79\00:57:09.59 GOING TO TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT THIS ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND I'LL 00:57:09.59\00:57:14.50 SHARE SOMETHING AND BE A LITTLE TRANSPARENT, AND WE'LL HAVE YOU 00:57:14.50\00:57:19.33 SHARE A LITTLE BIT MORE. WE'RE JUST SO VERY THANKFUL THAT 00:57:19.33\00:57:22.74 EACH ONE OF YOU HAVE JOINED US. I WILL READ ONE QUICK ONE. 00:57:22.74\00:57:28.11 IT SAYS PLEASE PRAY FOR MY DAUGHTER'S FRIEND WHO IS WAITING 00:57:28.11\00:57:35.88 TEST RESULTS FOR POSSIBLE MYELOMA. 00:57:35.88\00:57:39.62 AND WE'LL PRAY FOR THAT PRAYER REQUEST AS SOON AS WE GET BACK. 00:57:39.62\00:57:44.43 SO PLEASE STAY TUNED. THERE'S MORE TO COME. 00:57:44.43\00:57:46.53 ¤ 00:57:46.53\00:57:49.16