¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY
LIFE ¤ ¤ SPEND MY LIFE ¤
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¤ MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤
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¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY
LIFE ¤ ¤ REMOVING PAIN ¤
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¤ LORD LET MY WORDS ¤ ¤
HEAL UP HEARTS THAT HURT ¤
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¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE
¤ ¤ MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤
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¤ I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE
¤ ¤ MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤
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>> HELLO AND WELCOME
TO 3ABN "TODAY LIVE."
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THIS IS OUR
THURSDAY NIGHT PROGRAM.
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OUR TWO HOURS WHERE WE GET TO
COME INTO YOUR HOME, AND WE GET
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TO OPEN UP THE WORD OF GOD AND
SHARE FROM OUR HEARTS TO YOURS,
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AND CONNECT WITH YOU,
AS PART OF OUR 3ABN FAMILY.
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FIRST OF ALL I JUST WANT TO
THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE, YOUR
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PRAYERS, YOUR FINANCIAL
SUPPORT OF THIS MINISTRY.
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BECAUSE OF THAT, BECAUSE OF YOU,
BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DO FOR THIS
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MINISTRY, THE GOSPEL MESSAGE,
THE UNDILUTED THREE ANGELS
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MESSAGES CAN BE
BROADCAST AROUND THE WORLD.
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SO WE'RE SO DELIGHTED
YOU YOINED US TONIGHT.
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MY NAME IS JILL MORIKONE.
AND YOU MIGHT SAY, WE'RE MISSING
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SOME OF OUR KEY PEOPLE. BUT
TONIGHT IS GIRLS' NIGHT OUT.
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AND WE'RE SHARING ON
THE TOPIC OF FORGIVENESS.
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THE FREEDOM YOU AND I CAN
EXPERIENCE IN FORGIVENESS.
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SO I'M EXCITED ABOUT WHAT GOD
HAS IN STORE, EXCITED TO OPEN UP
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THE WORD OF GOD, AND IT'S A LIVE
PROGRAM, AND WE LOOK FORWARD TO
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YOUR QUESTIONS. FIRST
OF ALL I WANT TO INTRODUCE
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YOU TO MY SISTERS IN JESUS. I
COULD SAY MY MOMS AND MENTORS,
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AND WE HAVE WITH US SHELLEY
QUINN, YOUR PROGRAM DEVELOPMENT
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MANAGER FOR 3ABN, AND JUST SUCH
A WOMAN OF GOD, AND MY SISTER,
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AND IT'S A JOY TO HAVE YOU
HERE. >> IT'S A JOY TO BE HERE.
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AND WE'RE TALKING TONIGHT ABOUT
THE FREEDOM OF FORGIVENESS,
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WHERE WE'RE FORGIVING OTHERS.
WE'RE NOT TALKING SO MUCH ABOUT
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GOD FORGIVING US AS -- IF YOU
ARE HAVING A DIFFICULT TIME FOR
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KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS EXPERIENCING
DIFFICULTY IN FORGIVING SOMEONE,
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THEN PLEASE CALL THEM AND
HAVE THEM TUNE IN TONIGHT.
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>> AMEN. AND
SITTING NEXT TO SHELLEY IS
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MOLLIE STEENSON, OUR VICE
PRESIDENT AND GENERAL MANAGER,
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AND BOSS, AND
MOM, AND WOMAN OF GOD.
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AND YOU BOTH HAVE EXPERIENCED
FORGIVENESS, PERSONALLY, BUT YOU
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HAVE EXTENDED FORGIVENESS, EXPE
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EXPERIENCED GOD'S
FORGIVENESS AS WELL.
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IT'S A JOY TO
HAVE YOU HERE, SHELLEY.
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>> IT'S A JOY TO BE HERE.
ALWAYS HONORED AND A LITLE ODD
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THAT THE LORD WOULD USE ME
TO -- TO MINISTER WITH SUCH NICE
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LADIES, AND, YOU KNOW, I JUST
REALLY FEEL LIKE TONIGHT THAT
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THERE IS A -- A MESSAGE, AND
A SPECIAL ONE TO REACH OUT AND
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TOUCH NEEDS OF HURTING PEOPLE.
SO I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE
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WHAT GOD DOES IN
YOUR LIFE. >> AMEN.
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I AM TOO. I'M SO
EXCITED ABOUT THIS
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PROGRAM, BECAUSE
IT IS SUCH A NEED.
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WHEN GREG AND I GO OU AND
TRAVEL AND SPEAK, OR WHEN YOU
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CALL THE OFFICE HERE, SO MANY
PEOPLE STRUGGLE WITH -- I HAVE
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BEEN HURT. I HAVE
BEEN -- SOMEONE HAS HURT
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ME. I HAVE BEEN
ABUSED FROM A CHILD.
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I HAVE DEEP WOUNDS INSIDE, AND
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BREAK FREE.
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I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET RELIEF,
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FORGIVE
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SOMEONE ELSE FOR
WHAT HAS TAKEN PLACE.
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SO IF YOU ARE THIS PERSON,
OR YOU KNOW SOMEONE IN THAT
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POSITION, THIS
PROGRAM IS FOR YOU.
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WE'RE GOING TO SHARE AN EXCITING
NEW DEVELOPMENT THAT IS JUST
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TAKING PLACE AS WELL, BEFORE WE
REALLY LAUNCH INTO OUR PROGRAM,
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BUT BEFORE ALL OF THAT, I
STANNED TO SHARE A SHORT STORY.
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THIS COMES FROM THE BEDOUIN
CULTURE, AND THAT'S THE NAME FOR
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DESSERT DWELLERS, THEY DWELL
IN TENTS OUT IN THE DESERT.
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AND THIS YOUNG MAN HAD AN
ARGUMENT WITH ANOTHER YOUNG MAN.
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AND HE ENDED UP
KILLING THE OTHER YOUNG MAN.
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THE ONE WHO HAD MURDERED
SOMEONE, THEY HAD IN THEIR
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CULTURE, IF THEY FLED TO THE
TRIBAL CHIEF'S TENT, THEY WOULD
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BE SAFE UNTIL THEY HELDTHEIR
SORT OF TRIAL, SO HE RAN THROUGH
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THE DESERT AND ARRIVED AT THE
TRIBAL CHIEF, AND HE WAS AN OLD
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MAN, THE TRIBAL CHIEF, AND HE
WENT IN, AND HE SAID, PLEASE CAN
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I FIND REFUGE AND SAFETY HERE?
AND IT REMINDS ME OF THE OLD
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TESTAMENT AND HOW
THEY HAD CITIES OF REFUGE.
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AND THE TRIBAL CHIEF SAID YOU
CAN SAY, UNTIL WE FIND OUT WHAT
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IS GOING ON, IN THE MEANTIME YOU
WILL BE SAFE IN MY TENT, IN MY
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HOME. THE NEXT THE
PURSUERS CAME AFTER
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THE YOUNG MAN WHO
DID THE MURDERING.
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AND THEY SAID WE ARE HERE FOR
JUSTICE, AND THE TRIBAL CHIEF
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STOOD IN THE DOOR OF HIS TENT,
AND HE SAID NO, NOT RIGHT NOW.
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IT HAS TO GO BEFORE THE
WHOLE -- WHATEVER, THE WHOLE
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VILLAGE, HOWEVER THEY
ESTABLISH THEIR JUSTICE.
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YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR THAT.
AND THEY SAID BUT YOU HAVE NO
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IDEA WHO THIS YOUNG MAN KILLED.
AND THE OLD MAN SAID, NO, YOU
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HAVE TO WAIT FOR THAT. AND
THEY SAID WAIT A MINUTE, YOU
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DON'T KNOW. IT WAS
YOUR SON THAT HE KILLED.
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AND THE OLD MAN JUST BOWED
HIS HEAD AND HE WAS QUIET A LONG
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TIME, AND THE ACCUSED AND THE
ACCUSER STOOD THERE, WHAT IS HE
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GOING TO SAY? AND
ALL OF A SUDDEN HE RAISED
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HIS HEAD, AND HE SAID, THEN, HE
WILL BECOME MY SON, AND WHEN I
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PASS ON, HE WILL
INHERIT EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE.
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TO ME, THAT IS AN
INCREDIBLE STORY OF FORGIVENESS.
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>> SOUNDS LIKE THE STORY
OF WHAT GOD DID, DOESN'T IT?
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>> YES, DOESN'T IT? >> YEAH.
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>> ABSOLUTELY. IT'S
AN INCREDIBLE STORY OF
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FORGIVENESS, SO WE'RE
GOING TO TALK ABOUT FORGIVENESS.
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WHAT IS FORGIVENESS, HOW AM
I SUPPOSED TO GO ON DOING THAT?
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WE'LL LOOK AT TRUST
AND ALL OF THOSE QUESTIONS?
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GO AHEAD, MOLLIE. >>
THAT JUST REMINDED ME OF THE
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SCRIPTURE THAT SAYS THE NAME OF
THE LORD IS A STRONG COWARD THE
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RIGHTEOUS RUN INTO
IT, AND THEY ARE SAFE.
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>> AMEN. >> SO WE
HAVE A PLACE OF REFUGE
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WE CAN RUN INTO AS WELL, AND
IT'S INTO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST.
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>> AMEN. LET'S
OPEN WITH A SCRIPTURE,
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COLOSSIANS 3, AND DO YOU HAVE
THAT, SHELLEY, VERSUS 12 AND 13.
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>> COLOSSIANS 3:12-13, THEREFORE
AS THE ELECTED GOD HOLY AND
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BELOVED PUT ON TENDER MERCIES,
KINDNESS, HUMILITY, LONG
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SUFFERING, BEARING WITH
ONE ANOTHER AND FORGIVING ONE
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ANOTHER. IF
ANYONE HAS A COMPLAINT
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AGAINST ANOTHER, EVEN AS CHRIST
FORGAVE YOU, SO YOU ALSO MUST
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-DO. THAT'S --
THAT'S A TALL, TALL ORDE
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OR ORDER, ISN'T IT?
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>> ABSOLUTELY. >> AND WE'LL TALK
ABOUT THAT AND-pHOW TO GET INTO
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THAT. >> COULD I JUST READ THE
NEXT SCRIPTURE BECAUSE I THINK
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THAT'S THE KEY TO UNDERSTANDING
THIS. >> THANK YOU.
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>> IT SAYS ABOVE ALL OF THESE
THINGS PUT ON LOVE, WHICH IS THE
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BOND OF PERFECTION, AND THE ONLY
WAY THAT WE CAN FORGIVE OTHERS
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AS CHRIST HAS FORGIVEN US IS
IF WE HAVE LOVE OF GOD IN OUR
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HEART. IT'S AS
IF GOD ENABLES US TO
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FORGIVE. >> AMEN.
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WE WANT TO ENCOURAGE
YOU, THIS IS A LIVE PROGRAM.
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AND WE WANT TO HEAR FROM
YOU. WE WANT YOUR QUESTIONS ON
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FORGIVENESS, WHAT YOU ARE
STRUGGLING WITH HOW WE CAN PRAY
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FOR YOU. SO FEEL
FREE TO EMAIL US AT
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3ABN.TV. OR YO
CAN ALWAYS CALL OUT AT
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618-627-4651. THAT
NUMBER ONCE AGAIN IS
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618-627-4651. AND WE
WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU.
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I KNOW WE SENT AN EMAIL OUT
EARLIER TODAY, AND I ALREADY
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HAVE SOME QUESTIONS, SO THOSE
WHO SENT IN AN EMAIL AHEAD OF
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TIME, WE GIVE YOU PRIORITY, AND
THE SECOND HOUR WE'LL KICK OFF
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WITH THESE QUESTIONS AND THEN
PLEASE CALL IN YOUR QUESTIONS
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NOW AND YOUR PRAYER NEEDS
REGARDING FORGIVENESS AND WE'LL
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BE HAPPY TO TACKLE THAT
BEFORE WE GET INTO OUR MUSIC AND
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REALLY JUMP INTO
OUR TOPIC, THOUGH.
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IN THE NEWS RIGHT NOW, THERE ARE
A LOT OF NATURAL DISASTERS GOING
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ON. WE HAVE BEEN HEARING ABOUT
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HURRICANE HARVEY IN HOUSTON
AND THE INCREDIBLE DEVASTATION.
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WHAT IS AMAZING TO ME IS A LOT
OF WHAT IS TAKING PLACE WE WERE
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JUST IN HOUSTON RIGHT THERE AT
THE CONVENTION CENTER AND WHERE
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THEY ARE BRINGING IN THOSE
PEOPLE WHO ARE WITHOUT A HOME,
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AND IN ADDITION, RIGHT NOW,
WE HAVE HURRICANE IRMA THAT IS
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CAUSING
TREMENDOUS HAVOC. >> YES.
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J.D. AND I WERE SUPPOSED TO BE
FLYING OUT TOMORROW TO BARBADOS,
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AND ALL OF THE FLIGHTS HAVE
BEN CANCELED OUT OF MIAMI, AND
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THERE'S NO OTHER WAY.
ALL FLIGHT GOES TO MIAMI, AND
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THEN ON TO BARBADOS.
BUT -- AND WE HAD PRAYED SO
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EARNESTLY. LORD, WE
DIDN'T WANT TO CANCEL,
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UNLESS IT WAS JUST GOING
TO BE IMPOSSIBLE TO GET THERE.
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SO WE WERE PRAYING WHETHER
OR NOT WE SHOULD GO TO THESE
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REPRESENTS AND -- FOR SPEAKING,
AND THEN AMERICAN AIRLINES
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CANCELED THE FLIGHTS, SO
WHAT WE'RE SEEING RIGHT NOW WITH
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HURRICANE IRMA, I THINK THE
GREATEST DESTRUCTION HAS BEEN IN
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BARBUDA, AND THERE 90% OF
THE HOMES HAVE BEEN TOTALLY
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DESTROYED. >> 90%.
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>> 90%. AND IT
LOOKS LIKE A BOMB WENT
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OFF. THIS IS AN OPPOCK LIP TICK
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EVENT. THE SAD THING IS BEHIND
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HURRICANE IRMA IS HURRICANE
JOSE, WHICH WILL LIKELY COVER
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THE SAME PATH. >> UH-HUH.
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>> SO THEY ARE TRYING RIGHT
NOW TO -- THE PRIME MINISTER OF
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BARBUDA IS TRYING TO
EVACUATE ALL OF HIS PEOPLE.
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IT WILL BE MONTHS BEFORE THE
ELECTRICITY IS BACK ON THERE.
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NO WATER, NO ELECTRICITY. SO
WE NEED TO BE PRAYING FOR ALL
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WHO HAVE BEEN AFFECTED BY THIS.
BUT WE ALSO NEED TO BE PRAYING
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FOR THE UNITED STATES, BECAUSE
THIS HURRICANE IS BARRELLING
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TOWARDS MIAMI. HUGE CONE.
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THIS IS A HUGE
HURRICANE. >> UH-HUH.
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IT HAS BEEN A
CATEGORY 5. >> YES.
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AND THANKFULLY THEY THINK
IT WILL BE DOWN TO A CATEGORY 4
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WHEN IT HITS FLORIDA, BUT THEN
THEY ARE EXPECTING IT TO GO UP
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THE COAST TO
GEORGIA AND THE CAROLINAS.
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SO THERE IS GOING TO BE
A LOT OF PEOPLE AFFECTED.
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>> YES. >> WE
REALLY NEED TO BE PRAYING
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FOR GOD'S MERCY. >> AND
WE WANT TO SPENDING SOME
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TIME IN PRAYER FOR THOSE WHO
WILL BE IMPACTED COMING UP, AND
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THOSE WHO HAVE
ALREADY BEEN IMPACTED.
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BUT WE HAVE A SPECIAL,
WONDERFUL OFFER FOR YOU TONIGHT.
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ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE OF
YOU WHO LIVE IN THESE AREAS.
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DANNY SHELTON WROTE THIS LITTLE
BOOKLET, IT'S JUST A FEW PAGES
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AFTER THE STORM, AND HE WROTE IT
ACTUALLY A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO
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INITIALLY, AND IT WAS AFTER
HURRICANE SANDY THAT TOOK PLACE
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IN NEW YORK IN OCTOBER OF '12,
AND THERE ARE MANY OTHER NATURAL
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DISASTERS THAT HAVE
TAKEN PLACE ALL OVER THE WORLD.
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KATRINA, AND THE
TSUNAMI IN SOUTHEAST ASIA.
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AND DANNY ASKS THE QUESTION
WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE
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DEVASTATION? WHERE
IS GOD IN THE MIDST OF
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THIS? AND HOW DO
WE FIND HOPE AFTER
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THE STORM?-AND WE ARE -- PACIFIC
PRESS CONTACTED DANNY, AND THEY
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ARE REPRINTING THIS BOOK -- THIS
BOOKLET, I SHOULD SAY, 200,000
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OF THEM EVEN AS WE SPEAK, AND WE
WANT TO ENCOURAGE YOU.-THIS BOOK
IS AVAILABLE FREE OF
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CHARGE, AND MOLLIE, I DON'T
BELIEVE THERE IS ANY SHIPPING IN
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THIS BOOK EITHER. >> NO.
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WE'RE WANTING TO GET THIS LITTLE
BOOKLET IN THE HANDS OF AS MANY
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PEOPLE AS WE POSSIBLY
CAN, BECAUSE IT DOES ANSWER
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QUESTIONS. SEE, SO
MANY PEOPLE ARE GOING
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THROUGH A
DEVASTATING TIME RIGHT NOW.
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THEY HAVE LOST
EVERYTHING. >> YES.
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>> AND THEY ARE ASKING
QUESTIONS, AND -- AND THE
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QUESTIONS THEY ARE
ASKING IS WHAT NOW?
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WHAT HAPPENS NEXT?
AND THIS LITTLE BOOKLET.
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THIS LITTLE PAMPHLET
ANSWERS THOSE QUESTIONS.
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IT'S A THEOLOGICALLY SOUND BOOK,
AND WHAT WE WANT IS FOR CHURCHES
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TO -- TO ORDER AS MANY AS YOU
FEEL LIKE YOU CAN GIVE OUT IN
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THESE AFFECTED AREAS. IF
YOU ARE NOT IN THESE AFFECTS
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AREAS, REALLY THIS BOOK IS
INTENDED FOR THE PEOPLE THAT ARE
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SUFFERING NOW. >> THAT'S RIGHT.
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>> AND IF WE CAN GET THOSE BOOKS
INTO THE HANDS OF THE PEOPLE IN
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THE SHELTERS, AND THE
PEOPLE THAT -- THAT HAVE LOST
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EVERYTHING. IT WILL
GIVE THEM HOPE IN THAT
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THIS TIME WHEN THEY ARE
BOUND TO BE FEELING SO HOPELESS.
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SO IF YOU ARE A PASTOR IN YOUR
CHURCH, AND IT DOESN'T HAVE TO
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BE A SEVENTH-DAY ADVENTIST
CHURCH, IF YOU ARE A PATOR AND
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LEADER IN YOUR COMMUNITY,
ANYONE THAT IS IN A POSITION OF
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RESPONSIBILITY THAT CAN TAKE
THESE BOOKS AND GET THEM IN THE
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SHELLEY, I'M
SORRY. >> THAT'S OKAY.
00:16:47.60\00:16:49.84
I HAVE NOT READ THE NEW PRINT,
BUT HASN'T IT BEEN UPDATED TO
00:16:49.84\00:16:54.94
HAVE THE NAMES OF
HURRICANE HARVEY AND IRMA.
00:16:54.94\00:16:58.08
>> IT HAS BEEN UPDATED.
WE UPDATED IT BEFORE THE
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REPRINTING. SO
THANK YOU FOR THAT.
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IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE SENDING A
BOOK THAT IS FROM 2012.-THIS IS
UPDATED CURRENT 2017.
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THANK YOU, SHELLEY. SO
LET'S HAVE A SPECIAL PRAYER
00:17:11.19\00:17:14.20
BEFORE WE GO TO OUR
MUSIC FOR MOST PEOPLE WHO ARE
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IMPACTED -- THOSE PEOPLE WHO
HAVE LOST LOVED ONES OR HOMES OR
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THOSE PEOPLE THAT
WILL BE IMPACTED COMING UP.
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MOLLIE WOULD YOU PRAY FOR US.
>> HOLY FATHER WE COME BEFORE
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YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS, WE
PRAISE YOU AND THANK YOU THAT
00:17:30.51\00:17:34.88
NOTHING HAS CAUGHT YOU BY
SURPRISE, THAT YOU ARE AWARE OF
00:17:34.88\00:17:37.72
ALL THAT IS GOING ON, AND
YOU'RE -- YOU'RE HEAD IS TOUCHED
00:17:37.72\00:17:45.33
AND BREAKING FOR US.
FATHER I JUST BRING EVERYONE
00:17:45.33\00:17:48.43
THAT HAS BEEN IN THE PATH
OF THESE HURRICANES BEFORE YOUR
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THROWN OF GRACE, AND ASK ALL
MIGHTY GOD THAT YOU WOULD TOUCH
00:17:51.50\00:17:56.60
HEARTS, FATHER, MAKE THEM
TENDER AND SEWN TOWARD YOU,
00:17:56.60\00:18:02.04
PARTICULARLY AS THEY ARE READING
THIS BOOK, DEAR LORD THAT IT
00:18:02.04\00:18:05.61
WILL MINISTER AND PICK PEOPLE
UP OUT OF THEIR DEPTH OF DESPAIR
00:18:05.61\00:18:10.12
AND DRAW THEM INT A
RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU.
00:18:10.12\00:18:12.99
WE PRAY FOR YOUR LOVE,
PROTECTION, GRACE, MERCY, AND
00:18:12.99\00:18:16.96
GOODNESS TO BE EXTENDED IN
EVERY AREA, AND EVERY SITUATION.
00:18:16.96\00:18:20.50
AND FATHER FOR THIS HURRICANE,
FOR IRMA AND FOR JOSE THAT ARE
00:18:20.50\00:18:25.00
COMING UP -- UP TOWARDS US NOW,
FATHER WE PRAY FOR EVERYONE IN
00:18:25.00\00:18:29.40
THEIR PATH, ALLOW THAT YOUR HAND
OF PROTECTION BE UPON THEM, THAT
00:18:29.40\00:18:35.34
YOU WOULD DIRECT AND PROTECT, SO
LORD, WE COMMEND THEM ALL INTO
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YOUR HANDS, AND THERE IS NO
SAFER PLACE, AND TRULY THE NAME
00:18:40.15\00:18:43.82
OF THE LORD IS A STRONG TOWER.
WE CAN RUN INTO YOU, OH, FATHER,
00:18:43.82\00:18:48.59
AND WE ARE SAFE IN
JESUS NAME. >> AMEN.
00:18:48.59\00:18:51.16
>> AMEN. AMEN.
00:18:51.16\00:18:53.46
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE
AFFECTED OR AFRAID AND WAITING
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FOR MAYBE THE HURRICANE TO COME,
KNOW THAT YOUR 3ABN FAMILY, THAT
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WE'RE STABBING WITH YOU. IN
THAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU,
00:19:00.27\00:19:03.44
NOT JUST TONIGHT ON THE SET, BUT
WE WILL BE CONTINUING TO PRAY
00:19:03.44\00:19:07.64
FOR YOU THAT GOD WILL BRING
DELIVERANCE AND HEALING AND HOPE
00:19:07.64\00:19:12.35
AND RESTORATION. AND
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THE BURCHFIELD BROTHERS WITH US.
AND THE SONG THAT THEY WILL BE
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MINISTERING IS
"THERE IS A QUIET PLACE."
00:19:32.43\00:19:35.47
¤
00:19:35.47\00:19:53.86
>> THANK YOU SO MUCH,
JOHN AND BEN BURCHFIELD.
00:22:08.56\00:22:12.89
WHAT A BLESSING.-"THERE IS A 
QUIET PLACE." I LOVE THAT SONG.
00:22:12.89\00:22:15.83
WE CAN COME ALONE.
WE CAN BE APART FROM THE
00:22:15.83\00:22:21.10
BUSYNESS AND THE HUSTLE AND
BUSTLE, AND BE ALONE WITH JESUS.
00:22:21.10\00:22:25.87
AND THAT'S THE PLACE THAT GOD
WANTS TO BRING EACH ONE OF US.
00:22:25.87\00:22:29.18
IF YOU ARE JUST JOINING US, I
HAVE MOLLIE STEENSON AND SHELLEY
00:22:29.18\00:22:36.45
QUINN, MY SISTERS IN JESUS, AND
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT FORGIVENESS,
00:22:36.45\00:22:43.16
HOW GOD CAN POUR HIS KINDNESS
INTO OUR HEARTS SO WE CAN EXTEND
00:22:43.16\00:22:47.76
THAT TO SOMEBODY ELSE.
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF
00:22:47.76\00:22:52.40
FORGIVENESS? WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
00:22:52.40\00:22:53.94
>> WELL,
FORGIVENESS FROM US TO OTHERS.
00:22:53.94\00:22:56.94
>> GOOD. >> NOW
FROM -- FROM GOD TO US,
00:22:56.94\00:23:00.08
THAT IS OF COURSE
-- HE CLEANSES US.
00:23:00.08\00:23:02.21
HE -- HE -- IT'S AS THOUGH WE
HAVE NEVER -- ONCE WE MAKE JESUS
00:23:02.21\00:23:07.62
CHRIST THE LORD OF OUR LIFE, AND
WE RECEIVE HIS FORGIVENESS, IT'S
00:23:07.62\00:23:14.06
AS THOUGH WE NEVER SIN. WE
ARE PURE AND HOLY BEFORE HIM.
00:23:14.06\00:23:21.33
BUT WHEN SOMEONE SINS AGAINST
US, OR THEY OFFEND US, THIS IS
00:23:21.33\00:23:25.43
WHAT FORGIVENESS IS, ABSOLUTE
TURNING LOOSE OF AN OFFENSE.
00:23:25.43\00:23:31.21
ABSOLUTELY. THAT
MEANS TOTALLY AND
00:23:31.21\00:23:35.08
COMPLETELY. IF YOU
FORGIVE SOMEONE YOU
00:23:35.08\00:23:40.52
TOTALLY RELEASE THAT OFFENSE.
LEAVING THE OFFENSE IN GOD'S
00:23:40.52\00:23:43.85
HANDS AND THEN YOU CAN MOVE ON,
AND YOU KNOW, IF YOU DON'T TURN
00:23:43.85\00:23:48.46
LOOSE OF IT, THEN YOU CAN'T MOVE
ON, AND I WANT TO SHARE AN
-ILLUSTRATION, AFTER SHELLEY
00:23:48.46\00:23:55.30
GIVES HER DEFINITION. >>
MY DEFINITION IS VERY SIMILAR
00:23:55.30\00:23:59.03
TO YOURS, THAT IT'S A CHOICE TO
PARDON SOMEONE WHO HAS HURT YOUR
00:23:59.03\00:24:06.78
FEELINGS OR HARMED YOU IN
SOME WAY, BUT IT IS A CHOICE.
00:24:06.78\00:24:10.11
THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I THINK
SOMETIMES WE FEEL LIKE IT'S -- I
00:24:10.11\00:24:13.98
DO BELIEVE THAT
IT'S A GIFT FROM GOD.
00:24:13.98\00:24:16.22
IN THAT HE HELPS
US TO FORGIVE OTHERS.
00:24:16.22\00:24:19.15
>> ABSOLUTELY. >>
BUT WE HAVE TO MAKE A
00:24:19.15\00:24:21.89
CONSCIOUS CHOICE TO FORGIVE.
FORGIVENESS DOESN'T ALWAYS COME
00:24:21.89\00:24:27.10
EASY, ESPECIALLY IF
SOMEONE -- PERHAPS YOU HAVE BEEN
00:24:27.10\00:24:30.53
ABUSED AS A CHILD, AND WE'RE
GOING TO BE TALKING ABOUT -- YOU
00:24:30.53\00:24:33.87
KNOW, SPEAKING FACE-TO-FACE WITH
THOSE WHO HAVE ABUSED US, BUT
00:24:33.87\00:24:40.08
SOMETIMES YOU CANNOT CONFRONT
OR REBUKE THE PERSON WHO HURT
00:24:40.08\00:24:46.35
YOU -- THEY MAYBE PASSED ON,
AND YOU STILL HAVE ALL OF THIS
00:24:46.35\00:24:51.65
WOUNDEDNESS, AND UNFORGIVENESS
IN YOUR HEART, SO YOU HAVE TO
00:24:51.65\00:24:54.96
GET TO THAT POINT WHERE YOU
UNDERSTAND SCRIPTURE AND GOD'S
00:24:54.96\00:24:59.23
LOVE OF WHAT -- AND
WE'RE GOING TO TALK ABOUT THAT.
00:24:59.23\00:25:02.80
WHY GOD TELLS US TO FORGIVE OUR
ENEMIES EVEN, BECAUSE I'S GOOD
00:25:02.80\00:25:08.14
FOR US, AND YOU'LL FIND THAT
OUT BEFORE THEN OF THE NIGHT.
00:25:08.14\00:25:11.87
>> AMEN. >> YOU
KNOW, IF SOMEBODY HURTS
00:25:11.87\00:25:14.44
US, WHAT IS THE HUMAN
THING THAT WE WANT TO DO?
00:25:14.44\00:25:18.95
>> REVENGE. >> IT'S REVENGE.
00:25:18.95\00:25:21.28
SO WHAT WE'RE DOING IS WE GIVE
UP THE RIGHT TO HURT SOMEBODY
00:25:21.28\00:25:25.79
BACK THAT HAS HURT US. WE
GIVE UP OUR RIGHT TO DO THAT.
00:25:25.79\00:25:31.39
IN THE BIBLE, THE GREEK WORD
TRANSLATED FORGIVENESS LITERALLY
00:25:31.39\00:25:37.20
MEANS TO LET GO. I WANT
TO GIVE MY ILLUSTRATION.
00:25:37.20\00:25:40.84
CAN I GIVE MY
ILLUSTRATION? >> PLEASE.
00:25:40.84\00:25:43.51
>> THE
ILLUSTRATION IS THE MONKEY TRAP.
00:25:43.51\00:25:46.94
YOU KNOW WHAT A MONKEY
TRAP IS? IT'S REAL SIMPLE.
00:25:46.94\00:25:52.25
IT CAN EVEN BE A FRUIT
JAR IF IT'S ANCHORED DOWN.
00:25:52.25\00:25:56.75
AND YOU TAKE THE FRUIT
JAR, WE'RE GOING TO CALL IT THE
00:25:56.75\00:26:00.32
MONKEY TRAP, AND YOU PUT
A GOODY IN IT OF SOME SORT.
00:26:00.32\00:26:03.86
AND THE MONKEY WANTS THAT.
SO HE REACHES HIS HAND INTO THE
00:26:03.86\00:26:08.06
FRUIT JAR AND HE GETS THE GOODY.
ONCE HE GETS THE GOODY IN HIS
00:26:08.06\00:26:13.57
LITTLE FIST, HE CAN'T PULL
HIS FIST OUT OF THE FRUIT JAR.
00:26:13.57\00:26:18.67
YOU KNOW WHAT? THAT
MONKEY TRAP HAS JUST CAUGHT
00:26:18.67\00:26:23.75
HIM. AND THE ONLY
WAY FOR HIM TO GET
00:26:23.75\00:26:25.81
OUT OF THAT MONKEY TRAP IS
TO TURN THE GOODY LOOSE, AND HE
00:26:25.81\00:26:30.92
WILL NOT DO IT. HE
WILL HOLD ON TO THAT GOODY
00:26:30.92\00:26:34.09
AND BE TRAPPED. NOW
THAT'S WHAT FORGIVENESS DOES
00:26:34.09\00:26:37.09
TO US. IT IS JUST
AS MUCH -- IT TRAPS
00:26:37.09\00:26:40.10
US JUST LIKE -- >>
YOU MEAN UNFORGIVENESS.
00:26:40.10\00:26:47.07
>> UNFORGIVENESS. IT
TRAPS US JUST LIKE THE MONKEY
00:26:47.07\00:26:52.97
TRAP DOES TO THE MONKEY, AND
AS LONG AS WE HOLD ON TO THAT
00:26:52.97\00:26:59.55
UNFORGIVENESS, WE ARE TRAPPED.
AND THE SCRIPTURE TELLS US WE
00:26:59.55\00:27:04.35
MUST FORGIVE OTHERS, SO OUR
HEAVENLY FATHER CAN FORGIVE US.
00:27:04.35\00:27:10.16
AND I KNOW I STAND IN
THE NEED OF FORGIVENESS.
00:27:10.16\00:27:17.60
BUT WHEN I TURN LOSE OF THAT
UNFORGIVENESS, THEN I CAN GO
00:27:17.60\00:27:26.04
FREE AND I CAN RECEIVE
FORGIVENESS FROM MY HEAVENLY
00:27:26.04\00:27:38.59
FATHER >> MARK 11:25-26.
00:27:38.59\00:27:45.69
MARK 11:25-26. AND
JESUS SAYS WHENEVER YOU
00:27:45.69\00:27:50.00
STAND PRAYING, IF YOU HAVE
ANYTHING AGAINST ANYONE, FORGIVE
00:27:50.00\00:27:54.90
HIM AND LET IT DROP.
LEAVE IT, LET IT GO, IN ORDER
00:27:54.90\00:27:59.34
THAT YOUR FATHER WHO IS IN
HEAVEN WAY ALSO FORGIVE YOU,
00:27:59.34\00:28:04.05
YOUR OWN FAILINGS AND
SHORTCOMINGS, AND LET THEM DROP.
00:28:04.05\00:28:08.65
BUT IF YOU DO NOT FORGIVE,
NEITHER WILL YOUR FATHER IN
00:28:08.65\00:28:13.09
HEAVEN FORGIVE YOUR
FAILINGS AND SHORTCOMINGS.
00:28:13.09\00:28:16.22
>> THAT IS GOOD. >>
SO FORGIVENESS IS VERY
00:28:16.22\00:28:20.20
IMPORTANT FOR -- WHEN WE HAVE
RECEIVED SO MUCH FORGIVENESS
00:28:20.20\00:28:24.40
FROM GOD, FOR US TO HOLD ON TO
SOME SLIGHT THAT -- IN SOME WAY
00:28:24.40\00:28:31.41
WE HAVE BEEN SLIGHTED, IT'S LIKE
THE PARABLE OF THE UNFORGIVINGER
00:28:31.41\00:28:36.98
IS VAPT. SO IF WE
WANT TO BE FORGIVEN BY
00:28:36.98\00:28:43.69
GOD, WE NEED TO BE
FORGIVEN BY OTHERS.
00:28:43.69\00:28:47.29
>> YOU GAVE THE ILLUSTRATION OF
THE MONKEY TRAP, ALL HE HAD TO
00:28:47.29\00:28:51.59
DO WAS LET HIS HAND
GO, AND HE WOULD BE FREE.
00:28:51.59\00:28:55.30
BUT HOW MANY TIMES DO I
WANT TO HOLD ON TO THAT?
00:28:55.30\00:29:01.10
I SAY I WANT TO HANG ON TO
THIS RESENTMENT BECAUSE IT FEELS
00:29:01.10\00:29:06.68
GOOD, OR BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON
I THINK I WANT TO HOLD THAT,
00:29:06.68\00:29:10.11
INSTEAD OF REALIZING GOD CAN
SET ME FREE, AND IT TAKES THAT
00:29:10.11\00:29:13.75
CHOICE. I LOVE
WHAT YOU SAID, SHELLEY,
00:29:13.75\00:29:17.69
FORGIVENESS IS A CHOICE.
MAKING THAT CHOICE FOR THAT.
00:29:17.69\00:29:20.89
>> DON'T YOU KNOW
WHAT THEY DID TO ME?
00:29:20.89\00:29:28.30
DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW
BADLY THEY TREATED ME?
00:29:28.30\00:29:35.24
YOU HAVE UNFORGIVENESS IN YOUR
HEART, AND THAT HURTS US A LOT
00:29:35.24\00:29:40.08
MORE THAN IT HURTS THE PERSON.
I WAS IN A SITUATION SOME YEARS
00:29:40.08\00:29:43.91
AGO, AND I HAD TO STOP AND
THINK -- NOW THESE PEOPLE THAT I
00:29:43.91\00:29:47.45
FELT LIKE HAD -- HAD BEEN
UNKIND AGAINST ME, SO TO SPEAK.
00:29:47.45\00:29:56.56
THEY MAY HAVE GONE BEFORE
THE HEAVENLY FATHER REPENTH
00:29:56.56\00:30:04.07
PENT -- REPENTED AND I WAS
HOLDING ON TO THIS BITTERNESS.
00:30:04.07\00:30:12.84
AND THEY FELT
LIKE I HAD HURT THEM.
00:30:12.84\00:30:15.74
AND IT WAS HURTING ME HOLDING
ON TO THAT RESENTMENT AND
00:30:15.74\00:30:21.58
BITTERNESS WAS HURTING ME A LOT
MORE THAN IT WAS HURTING THEM.
00:30:21.58\00:30:25.89
I HAVE A LITTLE QUOTE.
UNFORGIVENESS IS LIKE DRINKING
00:30:25.89\00:30:30.56
POISON AND THEN HOPING
IT WILL KILL YOUR ENEMY.
00:30:30.56\00:30:35.43
[ LAUGHTER ] >> NO,
IT HURTS YOU, NOT YOUR
00:30:35.43\00:30:40.20
ENEMY. >> THAT'S RIGHT.
00:30:40.20\00:30:41.97
BECAUSE FORGIVENESS HAS
EVERYTHING TO DO WITH FREEING
00:30:41.97\00:30:45.71
US, RELEASING US
FROM THAT BONDAGE.
00:30:45.71\00:30:49.51
>> I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE AN
ILLUSTRATION THAT THE LORD GAVE
00:30:49.51\00:30:52.81
ME. FIRST OF
ALL, IT SURPRISED ME
00:30:52.81\00:30:56.45
WHEN YOU SAID THAT WHEN SOMEBODY
HURTS US, THAT WE WANT REVENGE.
00:30:56.45\00:31:01.99
SEE I NEVER -- THAT HAS NEVER
COME INTO MY MIND OR HEART.
00:31:01.99\00:31:06.59
BUT WHAT I HAVE DONE JUST
BECAUSE OF THE ENVIRONMENT IN
00:31:06.59\00:31:09.53
WHICH I GREW UP IS THAT
WOUNDEDNESS, I CAN WALL IT OFF.
00:31:09.53\00:31:14.04
>> YES. >> IT'S LIKE, YOU
00:31:14.04\00:31:17.44
KNOW -- YOU -- YOU WITHDRAWAL OR
YOU ARE HIDING YOUR FEELINGS, SO
00:31:17.44\00:31:22.88
THAT'S HOW -- >> SHAME BASED?
00:31:22.88\00:31:24.85
OR JUST WALLED OFF? >>
I THINK IT IS MORE WALLED
00:31:24.85\00:31:28.72
OFF. WHEN
SOMEBODY HURTS ME, I WALL
00:31:28.72\00:31:30.69
THAT OFF, AND IT'S -- I GUESS
THE WAY I DEALT WITH GROWING UP.
00:31:30.69\00:31:36.93
>> UH-HUH. >> BUT
ONE TIME I WAS PRAYING
00:31:36.93\00:31:40.83
VERY EARNESTLY FOR AN
ILLUSTRATION ON FORGIVENESS, AND
00:31:40.83\00:31:45.07
HERE IS WHAT
THE LORD GAVE TO ME.
00:31:45.07\00:31:48.74
IF THERE WERE A -- LET'S SAY
THAT THERE IS A LITTLE MOUNTAIN
00:31:48.74\00:31:52.04
BEHIND ME, AND FROM THAT
MOUNTAIN, THERE'S A STREAM
00:31:52.04\00:31:55.01
COMING DOWN, AND IT -- IT'S THIS
NICE LITTLE VALLEY, AND SAY IT'S
00:31:55.01\00:32:01.52
A 3-FOOT WIDE
STREAM IN THE VALLEY.
00:32:01.52\00:32:04.59
IF YOU WERE TO TAKE A WIRE AND
ANCHOR THAT WIRE ON EACH SIDE OF
00:32:04.59\00:32:09.49
THAT STREAM, THEN SOMEONE
UPSTREAM IN THE MOUNTAIN DUMPS
00:32:09.49\00:32:15.56
CRASH INTO THE RIVER OR
THE STREAM, WHAT HAPPENS?
00:32:15.56\00:32:18.90
THE TRASH COMES FLOWING DOWN,
AND WHEN IT REACHES THAT WIRE,
00:32:18.90\00:32:23.41
WHAT HAPPENS? >> IT GETS CAUGHT.
00:32:23.41\00:32:25.44
>> IT GETS CAUGHT. THEN
SOMEONE ELSE HAS SOME TRASH
00:32:25.44\00:32:29.14
THAT THEY DUM IN, AND OVER TIME
AS THE TRASH IS GETTING DUMPED
00:32:29.14\00:32:33.21
INTO THE WATER, JUST LIKE A
BEAVER WOULD BUILD A DAM, STICK
00:32:33.21\00:32:37.52
BY STICK, WHAT HAPPENS IS THIS
STREAM GETS DAMMED UP, AND THE
00:32:37.52\00:32:42.56
WATER CAN NO LONGER FLOW,
OR THE LORD IS SHOWING ME THIS.
00:32:42.56\00:32:47.60
IT'S KIND OF
LIKE, WELL, YEAH. OKAY.
00:32:47.60\00:32:50.57
AND MAYBE YOU HAVE
ALREADY FIGURED IT OUT.
00:32:50.57\00:32:52.83
I WAS A LITTLE BIT SLOW.
BUT THE LORD SHOWED ME THAT THAT
00:32:52.83\00:32:57.67
LITTLE WIRE IS LIKE
UNFORGIVENESS IN OUR HEARTS.
00:32:57.67\00:33:00.58
>> GOOD. >> AND AS
DIFFERENT PEOPLE MAY
00:33:00.58\00:33:04.18
SAY SOMETHING, YOU KNOW, YOU
HAVE SOMETHING FROM THE PAST,
00:33:04.18\00:33:07.38
THAT UNFORGIVENESS
THAT YOU ARE HOLDING ON TO.
00:33:07.38\00:33:11.52
THAT'S TRASH RIGHT THERE IN YOUR
HEART, AND THEN IF SOMEBODY ELSE
00:33:11.52\00:33:15.22
DOES SOMETHING, AND MAYBE IT
REMINDS YOU OF WHAT HAPPENED,
00:33:15.22\00:33:18.76
DON'T YOU AGREE? >> ABSOLUTELY.
00:33:18.76\00:33:20.66
>> THAT IF YOU SUFFERED
SOMETHING IN THE PAST, AND
00:33:20.66\00:33:24.27
SOMEBODY DOES
SOMETHING SIMILAR --
00:33:24.27\00:33:25.27
>> IT'S LIKE A TRIGGER.
>> YEAH, IT'S LIKE A TRIGGER.
00:33:25.27\00:33:28.57
SO HERE THIS COMES, AND
WHAT HAPPENS IS JUST -- A LITTLE
00:33:28.57\00:33:32.57
PIECE OF TRASH AFTER ANOTHER,
SUDDENLY THE HOLY SPIRIT, THE
00:33:32.57\00:33:38.91
LIVING WATER, CAN NO LONGER FLOW
THROUGH YOUR HEART, BECAUSE THE
-FORGIVENESS IS THE ROOT OF
00:33:38.91\00:33:46.39
BITTERNESS -- >> OH, YEAH.
00:33:46.39\00:33:48.86
>> -- AND
RESENTMENT. UNFORGIVENESS --
00:33:48.86\00:33:52.23
>> UNFORGIVENESS IS THE ROOT OF
BITTERNESS AND RESENTMENT, AND
00:33:52.23\00:33:57.77
YOU GET TO WHERE GOD
CAN'T FLOW THROUGH YOU.
00:33:57.77\00:34:02.17
UNFORGIVENESS IS
THE OPPOSITE OF LOVE.
00:34:02.17\00:34:04.24
>> YEAH. >> SO I
THOUGHT THAT WAS A
00:34:04.24\00:34:06.31
GREAT -- >> FABULOUS.
00:34:06.31\00:34:08.88
>> GREAT ILLUSTRATION.
GOD GETS ALL OF THE STORY.
00:34:08.88\00:34:11.65
>> AMEN. WE ARE
SHARING ILLUSTRATIONS.
00:34:11.65\00:34:15.42
YOU IMAGINE IF YOU HOLD OUT
-- I GOT A BOTTLE OF WATER HERE.
00:34:15.42\00:34:19.05
AND YOU IMAGINE IF YOU
HOLD IT OUT AT FULL LENGTH.
00:34:19.05\00:34:22.92
AND IS THAT HARD TO HOLD? >> NO.
00:34:22.92\00:34:26.70
>> NOT AT ALL. BUT IF
YOU ASK ME TO HOLE IT THE
00:34:26.70\00:34:30.60
WHOLE PROGRAM,
THEN WHAT HAPPENS?
00:34:30.60\00:34:34.14
MY ARM WILL START TO SHAKE AND
IF YOU TOLD ME TO HOLD IT TEN
00:34:34.14\00:34:39.64
HOURS, I WOULD
CALL THAT TORTURE.
00:34:39.64\00:34:42.88
AND TO ME THAT'S KIND OF LIKE
WHEN I HOLD ON TO UNFORGIVENESS.
00:34:42.88\00:34:48.15
THE LONGER I HOLD IT, THE
TIGHTER IT WRAPS AROUND ME.
00:34:48.15\00:34:51.79
THE HARDER -- THE -- THE MORE IT
GETS IN -- LIKE THE INNER FIBERS
00:34:51.79\00:34:56.79
OF MY HEART, MY BEING,
THEN THE HARDER IT IS TO LET GO.
00:34:56.79\00:35:03.23
THE MORE YOU HOLD IT,
THE MORE PAINFUL IT BECOMES.
00:35:03.23\00:35:07.40
THE BIBLE SAYS DON'T LET THE SUN
GO DOWN ON YOUR ANGER, RIGHT?
00:35:07.40\00:35:10.91
SO IF YOU SAY, OKAY, I'M
HARBORING A LITTLE BIT OF
00:35:10.91\00:35:14.91
BITTERNESS, GOD SAYS
RELEASE THAT RIGHT NOW TO ME.
00:35:14.91\00:35:17.78
OKAY. THAT'S EASY.
00:35:17.78\00:35:19.08
AND PRETTY SOON YOU ARE OVER
THAT AND ON TO THE NEXT THING.
00:35:19.08\00:35:22.52
BUT IF I HOLD THIS FOR ONE YEAR,
AND TEN YEARS, AND 30 YEARS,
00:35:22.52\00:35:29.22
WOUNDS AND HURT AND
PAIN, THAT'S A TIGHT BOND.
00:35:29.22\00:35:31.89
SO I KNOW PEOPLE ARE.
WAING TONIGHT, AND THEY ARE
00:35:31.89\00:35:34.86
SAYING, I'M LIKE
THAT. I'M TIGHTLY BOUND UP.
00:35:34.86\00:35:38.40
I HAVE HAD THAT WIRE ACROSS THE
STREAM FOR YEARS, AND THERE IS
00:35:38.40\00:35:42.44
SO MUCH TRASH AND PAIN AND JUNK
ACCUMULATED, I DON'T KNOW IF I
00:35:42.44\00:35:48.54
CAN EVER GET FREE.
HOW CAN WE EXPERIENCE
00:35:48.54\00:35:53.15
FORGIVENESS? >>
I USE THIS EXAMPLE
00:35:53.15\00:35:57.62
OCCASIONALLY. SOME
YEARS AGO -- MAYBE 20 -- 23
00:35:57.62\00:36:02.26
OR 24. A LONG TIME AGO.
00:36:02.26\00:36:05.36
THERE WAS A SITUATION IN MY
LIFE WHERE I WAS -- WAS HURT.
00:36:05.36\00:36:08.66
I FELT LIKE MY FAMILY WAS
TREATED UNFAIRLY; THAT WE -- YOU
00:36:08.66\00:36:12.97
KNOW, AND THERE WAS HURT.
AND I HAD UNFORGIVENESS IN MY
00:36:12.97\00:36:17.81
HEART FOR A GROUP OF PEOPLE
-- >> CAN I ASK YOU A QUICK
00:36:17.81\00:36:22.11
QUESTION. DON'T
YOU THIN WHEN -- IF
00:36:22.11\00:36:24.71
SOMEBODY DOES SOMETHING AGAINST
YOU, IT'S BAD ENOUGH, BUT WHEN
00:36:24.71\00:36:27.62
THEY DO IT AGAINST YOUR FAMILY,
DOESN'T THAT MAKE IT WORSE?
00:36:27.62\00:36:31.95
TO ME IT DOES. >>
YEAH, WHEN I'M OFFENDED
00:36:31.95\00:36:35.49
THAT'S ONE THING, BUT WHEN I
TAKE ON THE OFFENSE OF ANOTHER
00:36:35.49\00:36:39.96
PERSON. IF
SOMEBODY OFFENDS ME, THEN I
00:36:39.96\00:36:42.56
CAN FORGIVE THEM, IF THEY
FORGIVE MY CHILDREN, I TAKE ON
00:36:42.56\00:36:49.80
THEIR OFFENSE. AND ONE
THING HERE, AND I'LL GET
00:36:49.80\00:36:52.67
BACK TO MY LITTLE
STORY IN A MINUTE.
00:36:52.67\00:36:55.78
I REMEMBER ONE TIME DAUGHTER
CALLED ME -- OR SHE TOLD ME
00:36:55.78\00:37:00.22
LATER, SHE SAID I STARTED TO
CALL YOU ABOUT A MONTH AGO, YOU
00:37:00.22\00:37:04.02
WILL NOT BELIEVE WHAT ROGER DID,
HE -- AND I WAS GOING TO CALL
00:37:04.02\00:37:07.59
YOU -- WILL YOU SEND ME
THE MONEY TO BRING ME HOME --
00:37:07.59\00:37:10.93
>> ROGER IS HER HUSBAND?
>> YEAH, THEY HADN'T BEEN
00:37:10.93\00:37:15.43
MARRIED VERY LONG. I
SAID WELL, HONEY, WHAT DID HE
00:37:15.43\00:37:19.77
DO? AND SHE
SAID, I DON'T REMEMBER.
00:37:19.77\00:37:22.34
SHE DIDN'T REMEMBER, BUT SHE
WAS GOING TO CALL ME SHE WAS SO
00:37:22.34\00:37:26.47
UPSET AND MAD AT HIM.
BUT I KNOW I WOULD HAVE
00:37:26.47\00:37:30.41
REMEMBERED EVERY BIT OF IT.
THAT IS BECAUSE SHE LOVED HIM.
00:37:30.41\00:37:34.65
AND SHE FORGAVE HIM AND FORGOT.
BUT HAD SHE SHARED IT WITH HER
00:37:34.65\00:37:40.19
MOTHER, MOTHER
WOULDN'T HAVE FORGOT.
00:37:40.19\00:37:42.62
AND YOU ARE RIGHT, SHELLEY,
IT IS HARDER TO FORGIVE SOMEBODY
00:37:42.62\00:37:46.36
WHEN YOU TAKE ON THEIR OFFENSE.
NOT ONLY DID I FEEL OFFENDED, I
00:37:46.36\00:37:50.40
TOOK ON THE OFFENSE OF MY CHILD
AND MY HUSBAND, AND SO EVERY
00:37:50.40\00:37:55.04
MORNING WHEN I DROVE OUT MY
DRIVEWAY, I HAD TO LOOK OVER
00:37:55.04\00:37:59.47
ACROSS THE STREET TO
WHERE ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE WERE.
00:37:59.47\00:38:02.81
>> OH, WOW. >> AND
-- AND, AGAIN, I DIDN'T
00:38:02.81\00:38:06.88
WANT TO FORGIVE THEM, I DIDN'T
THINK THEY DESERVED FORGIVENESS.
00:38:06.88\00:38:13.89
I THOUGHT GOD OUGHT TO RIDE OUT
OF HEAVEN ON A BIG WHITE HORSE
00:38:13.89\00:38:19.79
AND ZAP THEM. THIS
WAS MY STATE OF MINE.
00:38:19.79\00:38:25.13
BUT LET ME READ MATTHEW. IF
YOU FORGIVE OTHER PEOPLE, GOD
00:38:25.13\00:38:40.45
WILL FORGIVE YOU.
NOW, SEE I KNEW THAT.
00:38:40.45\00:38:44.32
BUT IF YOU DO NOT FORGIVE OTHERS
YOUR SINS, YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER
00:38:44.32\00:38:49.72
WILL NOT FORGIVE YOUR
SINS. I KNEW IF I WANTED GOD TO
00:38:49.72\00:38:54.56
FORGIVE ME, I HAD TO FORGIVE.
AND AGAIN, I DIDN'T WANT TO, AND
00:38:54.56\00:38:58.43
I DON'T THINK THEY -- YOU KNOW?
THIS IS WHERE MY MIND WAS AT THE
00:38:58.43\00:39:03.17
TIME. SO THIS IS
WHAT I STARTED DOING,
00:39:03.17\00:39:05.87
AS I WOULD DRIVE OUT IN THE
MORNINGS, AND IN MY PRAYER TIME,
00:39:05.87\00:39:10.88
FATHER I DON'T FEEL
LIKE FORGIVING THEM.
00:39:10.88\00:39:13.75
I DON'T WANT FORGIVE THEM.
BUT FATHER IF YOU WILL PUT YOUR
00:39:13.75\00:39:18.59
FORGIVENESS IN MY HEART,
I'LL FORGIVE THEM WITH YOUR
00:39:18.59\00:39:22.52
FORGIVENESS. IT WON'T BE MINE.
00:39:22.52\00:39:24.06
BUT I KNOW THAT IN MY
INABILITY HE IS MY ABILITY.
00:39:24.06\00:39:30.73
IN MY WEAKNESS
HE MAKES ME STRONG.
00:39:30.73\00:39:32.80
I CAN DO ALL THINGS, BUT
IT'S ONLY THROUGH CHRIST AS HE
00:39:32.80\00:39:38.67
STRENGTHENS ME, SO FATHER,
I'M WILLING TO LET YOU MAKE ME
00:39:38.67\00:39:45.08
WILLING. AND SO --
AND THIS IS A BIBLICAL
00:39:45.08\00:39:49.92
PRINCIPAL, ANYTHING YOU GIVE TO
GOD -- AND THIS WAS, I NEEDED TO
00:39:49.92\00:39:53.69
WALK IN FORGIVENESS SO I COULD
STAN BEFORE THE FATHER, AND YOU
00:39:53.69\00:39:58.29
KNOW WHAT GOD DID -- IT DIDN'T
HAPPEN INSTANTLY, AND I DON'T
00:39:58.29\00:40:02.43
EVEN REMEMBER WHEN I CAME TO THE
REALIZATION THAT, YOU KNOW, WHEN
00:40:02.43\00:40:06.20
I HEAR THESE PEOPLE'S NAME NOW,
IT'S -- YOU KNOW THAT BURNING
00:40:06.20\00:40:10.67
FEELING -- >> LIKE
THE TIGHT FEELING IN
00:40:10.67\00:40:13.91
YOUR STOMACH. >> YES.
00:40:13.91\00:40:15.34
AND NOW THERE IS A LOVE
IN MY HEART FOR THESE PEOPLE.
00:40:15.34\00:40:18.91
I -- I LOVE THEM, BUT
IT'S -- GOD -- HE CLEANSED MY
00:40:18.91\00:40:22.72
HEART OF UNFORGIVENESS.
UNFORGIVENESS IS A SIN, SO YOU
00:40:22.72\00:40:28.92
HAVE TO ASK, FATHER,
FORGIVE ME, FORGIVE ME FOR THIS
00:40:28.92\00:40:34.10
UNFORGIVENESS THAT I
HAVE. AND AGAIN, IT'S A BIBLICAL
00:40:34.10\00:40:39.47
PRINCIPLE, IF YOU HAVE SOMEBODY
THAT YOU DON'T HAVE LOVE FOR.
00:40:39.47\00:40:42.57
ASK GOD TO PUT HIS
LOVE IN YOUR HEART.
00:40:42.57\00:40:44.97
THAT YOU CAN'T LOVE HIM WITH THE
LOVE THAT IS IN YOUR HEART, BUT
00:40:44.97\00:40:50.18
IF GOD WIL JUST GIVE YOU MORE
LOVE IN YOUR HEART, BECAUSE THE
00:40:50.18\00:40:55.65
LOVE OF GOD HAS BEEN
SHARED ABROAD IN YOUR HEART.
00:40:55.65\00:40:58.39
>> AMEN. >> AND
THEN LET THAT LOVE FLOW
00:40:58.39\00:41:01.16
OUT. WE DON'T
HAVE TO DO THINGS IN
00:41:01.16\00:41:03.53
OUR OWN STRENGTH. I
THINK THAT'S PART OF THE
00:41:03.53\00:41:06.53
BEAUTY OF THIS CHRISTIAN WALK.
WE CAN -- WE CAN RUN IN TO THE
00:41:06.53\00:41:11.60
LORD, AND HE
MAKES US SAFE. >> AMEN.
00:41:11.60\00:41:14.14
>> AMEN. >> I WAS
THINKING OF -- THERE'S
00:41:14.14\00:41:16.91
ONLY ONE TIME -- BECAUSE I --
I WOULD SAY -- I -- I HAVE BEEN
00:41:16.91\00:41:21.08
ASKING MYSELF THIS
ON THE WAY HERE TONIGHT.
00:41:21.08\00:41:24.85
AM I AS
FORGIVING AS I THINK I AM?
00:41:24.85\00:41:27.45
I THINK I'M A PRETTY FORGIVING
PERSON, BUT THERE WAS ONE TIME
00:41:27.45\00:41:31.45
IN MY LIFE THAT I ACTUALLY
FELT HATRED TOWARDS SOMEBODY.
00:41:31.45\00:41:36.59
ONLY ONCE. AND J.D.
AND I HAD A BUSINESS
00:41:36.59\00:41:42.16
PARTNER. WE DATED
FOR SIX MONTHS, BROKE
00:41:42.16\00:41:45.80
UP, THEN WE BECAME BUSINESS
PARTNERS, AND THEN WE ENDED UP A
00:41:45.80\00:41:50.37
COUPLE OF YEARS
LATER GETTING MARRIED.
00:41:50.37\00:41:53.17
>> YOU AND J.D. >> J.D. AND I.
00:41:53.17\00:41:55.28
WE HAD THIS BUSINESS PARTNER
WHO PUT US $250,000 INTO DEBT,
00:41:55.28\00:42:00.88
THROUGH SHADY THINGS THAT HE
DID, AND I WAS -- HE WAS MIDDLE
00:42:00.88\00:42:05.99
EASTERN GENTLEMEN, AND I
WAS TRAIPSING ALL OVER THE WORLD
00:42:05.99\00:42:11.79
UNCOVERING WHAT HE
WAS DOING. >> OH, WOW.
00:42:11.79\00:42:14.30
>> WE HAD HAD -- OUR CORPORATE
ATTORNEY CHECKED HIM OUT THROUGH
00:42:14.30\00:42:21.37
INTERPOL. AND HE
WAS DOING SOME STRANGE
00:42:21.37\00:42:25.41
THINGS. SO WHEN I
WAS IN LUXEMBURG, I
00:42:25.41\00:42:36.02
GOT WORD THAT HE HAD PUT
OUT A DEATH CONTRACT ON ME.
00:42:36.02\00:42:41.12
>> OH. >> BUT
THEN IT WAS SOMETHING
00:42:41.12\00:42:43.49
WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT HE WANTED
TO -- YOU KNOW -- I REMEMBER
00:42:43.49\00:42:47.03
ASKING THE GENTLEMEN
THAT I WAS DEALING WITH THERE.
00:42:47.03\00:42:50.03
DO YOU REALLY THINK HE
HAS THAT KIND OF ABILITY?
00:42:50.03\00:42:53.17
AND HE SAID OF COURSE HE DOES.
SO I SPENT THE NEXT FEW WEEKS IN
00:42:53.17\00:42:57.11
EUROPE LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER,
THINK I THAT I COULD BE KILLED.
00:42:57.11\00:43:00.41
>> YEAH. >> AND BY
THE TIME I RETURNED TO
00:43:00.41\00:43:04.25
THE UNITED STATES, I
FELT PURE HATRED FOR HIM.
00:43:04.25\00:43:07.92
AND WHEN I WAS PRAYING, AS I WAS
PRAYING AND ASKING ONE NIGHT FOR
00:43:07.92\00:43:14.56
FORGIVENESS OF MY SINS, THE LORD
SO CLEARLY SPOKE AND SAID I WILL
00:43:14.56\00:43:22.16
FORGIVE YOU AS
YOU FORGIVE OTHERS.
00:43:22.16\00:43:25.03
THERE WAS ONLY ONE
PERSON I WASN'T FORGIVING.
00:43:25.03\00:43:27.40
AND I SAID LORD, YOU CANNOT
MEAN THAT I NEED TO FORGIVE HIM.
00:43:27.40\00:43:33.34
HE IS NOT
REPENTANT. I'M REPENTING.
00:43:33.34\00:43:36.81
HE IS NOT REPENTING. >> RIGHT.
00:43:36.81\00:43:39.05
>> AND LONG STORY SHORT, THE
LORD -- I -- I DIDN'T KNOW HOW
00:43:39.05\00:43:42.92
TO FORGIVE HIM, AND SO I PRAYED.
AND I SAID LORD, I DON'T EVEN
00:43:42.92\00:43:47.02
KNOW HOW TO FORGIVE HIM. I
MEAN MY HEART WAS JUST FILLED
00:43:47.02\00:43:52.33
WITH HATRED FOR THIS PERSON.
AND THE LORD TOLD ME PRAY FOR
00:43:52.33\00:43:56.67
HIS SALVATION. WELL,
WHEN HE SAID THAT, I SAID
00:43:56.67\00:44:00.04
I DON'T WANT TO
PRAY FOR HIS SALVATION.
00:44:00.04\00:44:03.27
LET HIM BURN YOU KNOW WHERE.
GOD KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING,
00:44:03.27\00:44:06.84
AND I TOLD THE LORD THIS,
BECAUSE I REALLY COULD HAVE
00:44:06.84\00:44:10.91
CARED LESS IF THIS MAN
WERE SAVED AT THE TIME.
00:44:10.91\00:44:14.48
SO THE LORD INSTRUCTED ME TO SO
CLEARLY PRAY FOR HIS SALVATION.
00:44:14.48\00:44:18.89
AND I SAID OKAY. BUT
YOU KNOW I DON'T MEAN IT.
00:44:18.89\00:44:22.36
SOMETHING INTERESTING HAPPENED,
AS I BEGAN PRAYING EVERY DAY FOR
00:44:22.36\00:44:26.70
HIS SALVATION -- I
DIDN'T MEAN IT IN THE BEGINNING.
00:44:26.70\00:44:29.93
I WOULD JUST SAY, LORD, I'M
PRAYING BECAUSE YOU ASKED ME TO.
00:44:29.93\00:44:33.70
>> UH-HUH. >> YOU KNOW?
00:44:33.70\00:44:35.90
BUT I COULD HAVE CARED LESS.
AND THEN -- I DON'T KNOW IF IT
00:44:35.90\00:44:40.68
WAS A WEEK OR TWO WEEKS, BUT ONE
DAY THERE WAS AN EARNEST DESIRE
00:44:40.68\00:44:46.35
IN MY HEART, AND GOD SHOWED
ME -- IT WAS LIKE GOD SHOWED ME
00:44:46.35\00:44:54.09
HOW HE SAW THIS PERSON, AS A
LOST AND SUFFERING PERSON, AND I
00:44:54.09\00:44:58.26
PRAYED FOR HIS
SALVATION AND I MEANT IT.
00:44:58.26\00:45:01.30
AND -- AND GUESS WHAT, AS SOON
AS THAT HAPPENED, FORGIVENESS
00:45:01.30\00:45:05.80
WAS IN MY HEART. >> AMEN.
00:45:05.80\00:45:08.10
>> I MEAN, IT WAS JUST SO
AMAZING THAT I NO LONGER HELD
00:45:08.10\00:45:12.77
ANYTHING AGAINST HIM.
THERE WAS NO BITTERNESS.
00:45:12.77\00:45:16.01
NO RESENTMENT, NO ANYTHING.
I JUST SAW HIM AS THE LOST AND
00:45:16.01\00:45:19.91
SUFFERING MAN HE WAS, AND PRAYED
FOR HIS SALVATION, AND THAT'S
00:45:19.91\00:45:24.65
HOW GOD TAUGHT ME TO FORGIVE
IN MY MOST DIFFICULT HOUR.
00:45:24.65\00:45:29.16
>> AMEN. >> THERE
IS SOMETHING THAT I
00:45:29.16\00:45:31.43
THINK WE HAVE TO REALIZE.
AND YOU MENTIONED THIS EARLIER.
00:45:31.43\00:45:35.53
IT'S BY AN ACT OF
OUR WILL WE CHOOSE.
00:45:35.53\00:45:38.70
>> THAT'S RIGHT. >>
AND IT DOESN'T JUST FALL ON
00:45:38.70\00:45:43.27
US SO OFTEN -- LIKE YOU CAN KNOW
WHAT THE WORD SAYS, AND YOU WANT
00:45:43.27\00:45:47.41
TO BE OBEDIENT TO THE WORD, BUT
SOMETIMES JUST BY AN ACT OF YOUR
00:45:47.41\00:45:52.25
WILL, SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO DO
THINGS, WE DON'T REALLY WANT TO
00:45:52.25\00:45:55.85
DO, BUT BY AN ACT OF OUR
WILL, WE MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE.
00:45:55.85\00:46:01.92
LIKE SHELLEY
MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE.
00:46:01.92\00:46:04.13
SHE STARTED PRAYING FOR THAT
MAN.-SOMETIMES BY AN ACT OF OUR
00:46:04.13\00:46:10.40
WILL, WE MUST CHOOSE TO FORGIVE.
WE MUST CHOOSE TO DISCONTINUE
00:46:10.40\00:46:15.00
WHATEVER WE'RE DOING, AND ASK
GOD THAT HE WOULD STRENGTHEN US,
00:46:15.00\00:46:19.64
AND GIVE US THE GRACE AND MERCY
TO WALK FORWARD IN SOMETHING,
00:46:19.64\00:46:23.51
AND WE'LL DO IT. >> AMEN.
00:46:23.51\00:46:25.68
>> DON'T YOU THINK THE CHRISTIAN
WALK IS ALL ABOUT CHOICE.
00:46:25.68\00:46:30.39
THE BIBLE SAYS CHOOSE YOU
THIS DAY WHO YOU WILL SERVE.
00:46:30.39\00:46:34.72
AND WE MAKE THAT
CHOICE FOR JESUS.
00:46:34.72\00:46:36.83
WE MAKE THE CHOICE TO ASK FOR
HIS FORGIVENESS AND TO ACCEPT IT
00:46:36.83\00:46:40.43
BY FAITH, AND THEN WE MAKE THAT
CHOICE WHEN OTHER PEOPLE HAVE
00:46:40.43\00:46:44.40
HURT OR OFFENDED US, WE
MAKE THAT CHOICE TO REACH OUT IN
00:46:44.40\00:46:50.24
FORGIVENESS. MY
EXPERIENCE WAS SIMILAR IN THE
00:46:50.24\00:46:52.27
PRAYING ASPECT. NOT
THAT ANYBODY HAD A DEATH
00:46:52.27\00:46:59.51
THREAT AGAINST ME, BUT I
REMEMBER WALKING INTO A ROOM,
00:46:59.51\00:47:04.32
AND A WOMAN I
THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND.
00:47:04.32\00:47:06.69
SHE HAD HER BACK TO ME, AND I
WAS RUNNING IN, AND ALL OF A SUD
00:47:06.69\00:47:13.50
INI REALIZED, SHE
IS TALKING ABOUT ME.
00:47:13.50\00:47:16.16
AND THE WORDS WERE CRITICAL AND
CUTTING AND BELITTLING, AND I
00:47:16.16\00:47:20.20
THOUGHT -- I
THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS.
00:47:20.20\00:47:22.54
AND I REMEMBER I JUST STOOD
THERE LIKE STUNG, YOU KNOW, ON
00:47:22.54\00:47:25.57
THE SPOT, YOU ARE
NOT EVEN SURE WHAT TO DO.
00:47:25.57\00:47:28.34
AND I WENT AWAY, AND I
THOUGHT -- THIS IS IN A PRIDEFUL
00:47:28.34\00:47:33.58
WAY. I THOUGHT I
HANDLED IT WELL IN
00:47:33.58\00:47:37.15
MY OWN HUMAN UNDERSTANDING.
I THOUGHT, WELL I'M NOT
00:47:37.15\00:47:41.49
GOSSIPING ABOUT HER. I'M
NOT TALKING BAD ABOUT HER
00:47:41.49\00:47:45.59
BEHIND HER BACK. I'M
DOING THE CHRISTIAN THING,
00:47:45.59\00:47:48.73
BUT ALL I
REALLY DID WAS BURY IT.
00:47:48.73\00:47:54.14
>> THAT'S THE
WALL. >> I GUESS IT IS.
00:47:54.14\00:47:59.64
AND SEVERAL MONTHS WENT BY, AND
IF YOU HAD ASKED ME, JILL, IF
00:47:59.64\00:48:06.15
THERE UNFORGIVENESS IN YOUR
HEART FOR SOMEONE ELSE, I WOULD
00:48:06.15\00:48:10.49
HAVE SAID KNOW. AND ONE
DAY I WAS WASHING DISHES
00:48:10.49\00:48:14.56
AT THE KITCHEN SINK. AND
I LIKE TO PUT SCRIPTURE UP
00:48:14.56\00:48:19.23
IN THE WINDOW, AND I CAN
MEMORIZE SCRIPTURE AS I'M DOING
00:48:19.23\00:48:25.10
DISHES. AND IT
SAID FOLLOW PEACE WITH
00:48:25.10\00:48:27.77
ALL MEN IN HOLINESS, WITHOUT
WHICH, NO ONE SHALL SEE GOD, AND
00:48:27.77\00:48:32.64
MY BITTERNESS AND UNFORGIVENESS
WAS BURIED SO DEEPLY, THAT WHEN
00:48:32.64\00:48:38.35
I RECITED THAT SCRIPTURE, I WAS
LIKE, YES, THANK YOU GOD, THAT
00:48:38.35\00:48:43.82
I'M WALKING IN PEACE WITH
MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS, AND IN
00:48:43.82\00:48:48.59
REALITY I WAS NOT. AND
THE NEXT VERSE JUST JOLTED
00:48:48.59\00:48:53.29
ME, LOOKING DILIGENTLY, THE
BIBLE SAYS, LEST MY PEOPLE BE
00:48:53.29\00:49:06.54
DEFILED. AND AS
SOON AS I READ THAT, IT
00:49:06.54\00:49:09.61
WAS LIKE GOD SPOKE TO MY HEART,
AND HE SAID JILL, YOU HAVE A
00:49:09.61\00:49:15.28
BITTERNESS IN YOUR LIFE. IT
IS GOING TO AFFECT YOUR LIFE,
00:49:15.28\00:49:19.52
YOUR WALK WITH ME. IT
IS GOING TO EFFECT YOUR
00:49:19.52\00:49:22.29
MESSAGE. AND I
REMEMBER I SAID, GOD, I
00:49:22.29\00:49:24.86
DON'T WANT THIS UNFORGIVENESS,
THIS ROOT OF HATRED, AND HE LEAD
00:49:24.86\00:49:35.47
ME TO PRAY FOR HER.
LIKE HE LEAD YOU TO PRAY FOR
00:49:35.47\00:49:39.11
THIS GENTLEMEN.
WHAT I DID WAS I PRAYED
00:49:39.11\00:49:42.61
BLESSINGS OVER HERE.
AND IT FELT FAKE BECAUSE I
00:49:42.61\00:49:46.28
WANTED -- GOD, MAYBE
SHE COULD HAVE AN ACCIDENT.
00:49:46.28\00:49:49.68
MAYBE SHE COULD BREAK A LEG, YOU
KNOW, NOTHING SERIOUS, BUT JUST
00:49:49.68\00:49:53.29
HAVE A LITTLE PAIN FOR
WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH.
00:49:53.29\00:49:55.82
AND GOD SAID, NO, I WANT
YOU TO PRAY BLESSINGS, SO EVERY
00:49:55.82\00:50:00.30
MORNING -- AND I DIDN'T WANT
TO, IT WAS AN ACT OF MY WILL.
00:50:00.30\00:50:04.17
IT WAS A CHOICE. I
WENT BEFORE GOD AND I SAID
00:50:04.17\00:50:07.37
OKAY, GOD, I'M PRAYING
BLESSINGS OVER HER LIFE.
00:50:07.37\00:50:11.37
I ASK THAT YOU BLESS HER WITH
SPIRITUAL BLESSINGS, BLESS HER
00:50:11.37\00:50:20.68
FAMILY, FINANCIALLY, AND
SPIRITUALLY, BLESS HER OU
00:50:20.68\00:50:26.92
OUTOOU
OUTOUTREACH FOR THE KINGDOM.
00:50:26.92\00:50:32.46
AND I FELT SO FAKE. AND
THE NEXT DAY I PRAYED THE
00:50:32.46\00:50:35.63
SAME PRAYER. AND
THE NEXT DAY THE SAME
00:50:35.63\00:50:39.03
PRAYER. AND
SEVERAL DAYS LATER, I WAS
00:50:39.03\00:50:41.94
PRAYING FOR HER,
AND GOD TOOK IT AWAY.
00:50:41.94\00:50:45.07
>> PRAISE GOD. >> THAT BURDEN!
00:50:45.07\00:50:47.84
THAT TIGHTNESS I FELT AROUND ME.
THAT -- AS YOU SAID THAT FEELING
00:50:47.84\00:50:52.01
IN THE PIT OF YOUR STOMACH WHEN
YOU HEAR THAT PERSON'S NAME, IT
00:50:52.01\00:50:56.85
WAS GONE. GOD RELEASED IT.
00:50:56.85\00:50:58.75
AND IT CAME ABOUT AS A
CHOICE, THAT ACT OF WILL.
00:50:58.75\00:51:05.46
AND IT >> -- AND
IT IS SOMETHING THAT
00:51:05.46\00:51:08.70
EVEN THOUGH WE LEARNED OUR
LESSON, AND PERHAPS YOU -- YOU
00:51:08.70\00:51:12.20
HAVE HAD -- YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED
SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE WHEE YOU
00:51:12.20\00:51:17.27
TRULY HAVE FORGIVEN ANOTHER, AND
YOU FEEL LIKE, OH, THANK YOU,
00:51:17.27\00:51:21.91
JESUS, I HAVE
LEARNED HOW TO REALLY LET GO.
00:51:21.91\00:51:24.38
I HAVE TO TELL A STORY ON
MYSELF, BECAUSE THIS HAPPENED
00:51:24.38\00:51:27.75
JUST A FEW YEARS BACK
WHEN MY SISTER PASSED AWAY.
00:51:27.75\00:51:31.89
AND I WAS PREACHING AT -- I
PREACHED AT HER FUNERAL, AND SHE
00:51:31.89\00:51:39.69
HAD A FRIEND WHO MY
BROTHER-IN-LAW ALWAYS TRIED TO
00:51:39.69\00:51:45.23
INTERRUPT THE FRIENDSHIP WITH
THIS PARTICULAR WOMAN, BECAUSE
00:51:45.23\00:51:48.54
THIS WOMAN WAS MANIPULATIVE, AND
SHE USED MY SISTER, AND SHE DID
00:51:48.54\00:51:53.41
SOME HORRIBLE THINGS TO HER.
I MEAN -- AND I WOULD GET PHONE
00:51:53.41\00:51:57.58
CALLS -- MY SISTER CALLED ME
SEVERAL TIMES DURING THE DAY,
00:51:57.58\00:52:01.38
BUT SHE WOULD CALL AND TELL ME
SO AND SO DID -- AND SHE WOULD
00:52:01.38\00:52:05.45
GO ON AND SHE WOULD BE SO
WOULD BE SO WOUNDED AND SO HURT.
00:52:05.45\00:52:16.50
AND SHE WOULD SAY I'M NEVER
GOING TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER
00:52:16.50\00:52:22.44
AGAIN. AND SHE
WOULD BE FRIENDS WITH
00:52:22.44\00:52:24.34
HER AGAIN. AND THIS
WOMAN WAS IRRITATING
00:52:24.34\00:52:28.28
ME, BUT I DIDN'T REALIZE I
WAS KEEPING HER AT ARM'S LENGTH,
00:52:28.28\00:52:32.68
BECAUSE I RECENTED
WHAT SHE DID TO MY SISTER.
00:52:32.68\00:52:37.35
SO I PREACHED TO THE FUNERAL,
AND VARIOUS PEOPLE WERE SAYING
00:52:37.35\00:52:44.03
THINGS, AND HER FRIEND SAID THE
THING I LOVED ABOUT SONNY THE
00:52:44.03\00:52:47.56
MOST WAS THAT SHE WAS SO F
FORGIVING, AND NOT ONLY DID SHE
00:52:47.56\00:52:56.07
FORGIVE, BUT WHEN
SHE FORGAVE, SHE FORGOT.
00:52:56.07\00:53:01.01
SO IT'S NOT -- PLEASE UNDERSTAND
SOMETHING, BECAUSE WE'RE NOT
00:53:01.01\00:53:05.48
TRYING TO SIT UP HERE
AND SAY, WE HAVE ARRIVED.
00:53:05.48\00:53:08.88
>> THANK YOU. >> THAT
WE KNOW HOW TO FORGIVE.
00:53:08.88\00:53:15.79
I THINK EACH TIME THAT ONE OF
THE STEPS THAT I HAVE RECOGNIZED
00:53:15.79\00:53:19.86
ABOUT FORGIVENESS, IS THAT I
HAVE TO GET TO THAT POINT WHEN I
00:53:19.86\00:53:24.00
RECOGNIZE WHEN I'M HOLDING ON TO
SOMETHING FROM THE PAST, THIS IS
00:53:24.00\00:53:27.37
A CHOICE THAT I'M
MAKING TO HOLD ON TO THAT PAIN.
00:53:27.37\00:53:30.74
AND IT'S -- IT'S NOTHING MORE
THAN -- THIS UNFORGIVENESS IS A
00:53:30.74\00:53:36.58
FEELING OR -- OR A -- A THOUGHT,
SOMETHING FROM THE PAST.
00:53:36.58\00:53:41.95
I'M -- I'M CHOOSING, LIKE THE
MONKEY, TO HOLD ON TO THAT PAIN,
00:53:41.95\00:53:47.26
AND SO YOU HAVE TO GET REAL
AS -- AS YOU GO BEFORE GOD WITH
00:53:47.26\00:53:53.53
EACH CASE. YOU KNOW,
FIRST OF ALL, YOU HAVE
00:53:53.53\00:53:55.50
GOT TO RECOGNIZE IT. >> UH-HUH.
00:53:55.50\00:53:57.77
>> AND THAT'S WHEN I RECOGNIZED
IT, AND I WAS ABLE TO PRAY, AND
00:53:57.77\00:54:01.80
I CAN SAY I HAVE TOTALLY
FORGIVEN THIS WOMAN NOW, BUT YOU
00:54:01.80\00:54:06.44
HAVE TO GO BEFORE GOD AND ASK
HIM, FATHER, SHOW ME THE REALITY
00:54:06.44\00:54:11.81
OF THIS SITUATION.
SOMETIMES THERE'S A PERCEIVED
00:54:11.81\00:54:15.72
OFFENSE. >> UH-HUH.
00:54:15.72\00:54:16.99
>> YOU KNOW? AND I
HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING
00:54:16.99\00:54:19.39
ELSE, THE LORD TOLD ME ONCE
IN THE SHOWER IS THE SPIRIT OF
00:54:19.39\00:54:25.99
OFFENSE IS THE SPIRIT OF PRIDE.
SO A LOT OF WHAT WE REACT TO,
00:54:25.99\00:54:30.40
AND ARE HOLDING ON TO IS -- IS
JUST ISSUES OF PRIDE THAT WE'RE
00:54:30.40\00:54:34.50
NOT LETTING GO. BUT
THAT'S WHERE IT BEGINS.
00:54:34.50\00:54:38.17
I'M SURE WE'LL TALK ABOUT STEPS
TO FORGIVENESS IN THE NEXT HOUR.
00:54:38.17\00:54:42.21
BUT THAT'S WHERE IT BEGINS IS
IN RECOGNIZING -- YOU KNOW, AND
00:54:42.21\00:54:45.85
THAT'S WHY WE PRAY.
LORD, SEARCH MY HEART.
00:54:45.85\00:54:50.45
SHOW ME IN THERE'S ANYTHING IN
IT THAT IS NOT PLEASING TO YOU.
00:54:50.45\00:54:53.92
>> AMEN. >> AND
THEN GET REAL WITH GOD
00:54:53.92\00:54:57.96
ABOUT YOUR PART IN IT. >> AMEN.
00:54:57.96\00:55:00.13
>> WE'LL TALK ABOUT
THAT LATER. >> AMEN.
00:55:00.13\00:55:02.80
THAT'S WONDERFUL. I
HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED BY
00:55:02.80\00:55:06.40
HEARING YOUR TESTIMONIES.
WHAT I HAVE PICKED UP IS THAT
00:55:06.40\00:55:11.31
FORGIVENESS IS A CHOICE.
AND FORGIVENESS IS A CHANCE FOR
00:55:11.31\00:55:16.18
GOD TO POUR HIS LOVE INTO
OUR HEART SO THAT QUESTION CAN
00:55:16.18\00:55:22.35
EXTEND THAT TO SOMEONE ELSE.
IT COMES FROM THE LORD JESUS
00:55:22.35\00:55:25.29
CHRIST, AND IF YOU ARE
STRUGGLING IN THIS AREA, MAKE A
00:55:25.29\00:55:28.46
CHOICE TO PRY FOR THE PERSON.
NOW THAT'S A RADICAL DECISION,
00:55:28.46\00:55:32.26
BUT THE RESULTS ARE INCREDIBLE.
THE SECOND HOUR, WE WANT TO TAKE
00:55:32.26\00:55:37.17
MORE -- LOOK MORE AT
SOME STEPS TO FORGIVENESS.
00:55:37.17\00:55:41.74
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ON TRUST, AND IF I FORGIVENESS
00:55:41.74\00:55:48.01
SOMEONE WAS THAT MEAN I
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