[ MUSIC ] >> I
WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE
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MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤ I
WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE REMOVING
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PAIN ¤ LORD, LET
MY WORD HEAL A HEART
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THAT HURTS ¤ I WANT
TO SPEND MY LIFE MENDING
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BROKEN PEOPLE ¤ I
WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE ¤
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MENDING BROKEN PEOPLE ¤ >>
HELLO. WELCOME TO 3ABN TODAY
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LIVE. THANK YOU
FOR SHARING YOUR NO
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DOUBT BUSY DAY FOR US.
WE THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE,
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PRAYERS AND
SUPPORT OF THE MINISTRY.
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WE'RE CONVICTED AND CONVINCED
WE CANNOT DO WHAT WE DO WITHOUT
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YOUR PARTNERSHIP. WHEN
WE SAY THANK YOU, WE MEAN
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THANK YOU. I NEED
TO GIVE YOU A LITTLE
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SECRET. I NEVER
LIKED AND DO NOT LIKE
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AND PROBABLY WILL
NEVER LIKE THE WORD HOST.
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I DO NOT USE IT. IT
DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME.
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WHAT IS A HOST? I
DON'T LIKE THE WORD.
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I'M NOT GOING TO CALL
MYSELF THE HOST OF THE PROGRAM.
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THAT MEANS THE LOVELY LADY
SITTING NEXT TO ME IS NOT A
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GUEST. WHEN I
INTRODUCE, SHELLEY QUINN,
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SHE'S NOT A GUEST.
WE'RE COFACILITATORS.
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BECAUSE OF A NUMBER OF REASONS.
ONE, SUBJECT MATTER I STUDY MOST
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OF MY ADULT LIFE.
SHELLEY HAS WRITTEN ON HER
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WORKS. AND WE'RE
GOING TO TALK ABOUT
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THE EXPERIENCE OF SALVATION.
AND WHEN WE TALK ABOUT THAT, WE
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WANT TO GIVE IT AS MUCH A
BRUSH STROKE, PAST, PRESENT AND
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FUTURE. WHAT
HAPPENS IN HEAVEN, WHAT
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HAPPENS ON EARTH AND WHAT IS
OUR RESPONSE AS WE WALK INTO THE
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EXPERIENCE. WE
DON'T GET TOGETHER IN A
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CORNER, YOU SAY THIS AND
YOU SAY THIS AND YOU SAY THAT.
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WE'VE NEVER DONE THAT
IN ANY OF THE PROGRAMS.
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WE STUDIED INDEPENDENTLY. WE
KNOW OUR WORDS WILL MATCH AND
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BLESSED BY THE LORD BECAUSE
WE'RE STUDYING THE SAME THING.
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>> THAT'S VERY TRUE.
YOU HAVE TO CONFESS WE'RE
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EXPECTING A LARGER PANEL.
>> I WAS HEADING INTO THAT.
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>> WHEN YOU SAY STUDY, I
4T$OUGHT, OH WE HAD A SHORT TIME
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-- >> TO SORT OF PULL IT
TOGETHER. IT WAS OUR INTENTION,
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3ABN'S INTENTION TO
HAVE A FAIRLY LARGE GROUP.
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WE HAVE PEOPLE MINISTERING
ALL OVER IN DIFFERENT STATES,
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DIFFERENT COUNTRIES.
PEOPLE ARE DOING ALL KINDS OF
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THINGS. DANNY IS
HANGING OUT IN THE
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PLAIN AND PASTOR
LAWRENCE IS DOING SOMETHING
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AND WE HAVE SHELLEY IS STUCK IN
HOUSTON, WHO CAN'T GO ANYWHERE
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BECAUSE IT'S
RAINING IN YOUR STATE.
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THEY ARE GROUNDED FOR TWO DAYS.
THEY ARE NOT WHERE THEY WANT TO
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GO. WE HAVE TO
KEEP JOHN AND JORGE
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IN PRAYER. LAST I
TALKED, THEY WERE WAITING
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FOR IT TO RAIN. I
HEARD IT IS GOING TO RAIN THE
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NEXT DAY AND THE NEXT DAY.
IT'S GOING TO RAIN FOR SEVERAL
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DAYS. >> IT'S
EVEN FLOODING IN OUR
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NECK OF THE
WOODS IN CENTRAL TEXAS.
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ONE GOOD THING, THE FARM IS
ELEVATED ENOUGH THAT THEY ARE
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GETTING A LOT OF SOIL EROSION
THERE: THE LOW-LYING AREAS ARE
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GETTING HAMMERED. >> WE
NEED TO PRAY THIS EARTH IS
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WAXING LIKE A GARMENT AND
EACH OF THE DISASTER, MANY ARE
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UNNATURALLY LONG, UNNATURALLY
SEVERE, ARE LETTING US KNOW
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CHRIST IS COMING NEAR.
THIS STUDY IS THE EXPERIENCE OF
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SALVATION IS ONE OF IMPORT
AND IS INDEED PRESENT AND TRUE.
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GET YOUR PENS, PENCIL, iPHONE,
iPAD, WHATEVER YOU TAKE NOTES
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ON. THIS IS A
SUBJECT THAT SHELLEY
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HAS STUDIED VERY MUCH.
WE HAVE A LOT TO TELL YOU.
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SOME YOU MAY KNOW. SOME
MAY AB REFRESHER COURSE TO
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YOU. IT'S NICE TO DRAW CLOSE AND
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LISTEN WELL, BECAUSE WE WILL
TALK TO SOME THINGS AS WE COME
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TO THE LAST DAYS OF
THIS EARTH'S HISTORY.
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BEFORE WE GET TO OUR
MUSIC AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
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DO YOU WANT TO TALK
ABOUT OUR SPECIAL OVER?
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>> THIS IS A LIVE PROGRAM.
YOU ARE INVITED TO SEND IN YOUR
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PRAYER REQUESTS OR YOUR
QUESTIONS THAT WILL GET TO IN
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THE SECOND HOUR,
HOPEFULLY, IF WE HAVE TIME.
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YOU COULD DO THAT BY SUBMITTING
IT TO LIVE AT 3ABN.TV OR CALL
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618-627-4651. AND WE
LOOK FORWARD AND I WANTED
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TO EVEN IF WE DON'T GET TO YOUR
PRAYER REQUESTS ON THE AIR, I
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WANT TO ENCOURAGE
YOU TO SEND THEM IN.
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WE PRAY OVER THEM
WHEN WE FINISH THE PROGRAM.
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THE PASTORAL DEPARTMENT
PRAYS OVER THEM EVERY DAY THE
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FOLLOWING WEEK. IT'S VERY GOOD.
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WE HAVE A FREE OFFER.
IT IS CALLED THE PLAN OF
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REDEMPTION. THIS IS
A SIX PAGE BROCHURE.
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IT'S A BEAUTIFUL STORY OF GOD'S
PLAN TO SAVE MANKIND AND IT'S
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WRITTEN IN STORY
FORM FROM THE BIBLE.
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IT'S SOMETHING YOU WILL ENJOY
AND IT WOULD BE A GREAT SHARING
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TOOL. >> AMEN.
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>> TELL THEM HOW TO GET IT.
YOU COULD CALL AT 618-627-4651
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OR E-MAIL AT
FREE OFFER AT 3ABN.TV.
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>> AMEN. A COUPLE
OF THINGS WE WANT TO DO
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AGAIN. WE WANT
TO ENCOURAGE YOU, IF
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THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO
ADD LIGHT OR HAVE A QUESTION IN
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THE SECOND HOUR, SEND THEM AND
YOU MAY NOT NEED TO WAIT TO THE
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SECOND HOUR. LET US
KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING AND
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YOU'RE LISTENING AND YOU'RE
PROUD OF WHAT WE'RE DOING.
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SO DO THAT AND WE WILL BE GLAD
TO GET TO THEM AS SOON AS WE
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CAN. WE'RE TALKING ABOUT THE
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EXPERIENCE OF SALVATION.
BEFORE WE EVEN GO TO OUR MUSIC,
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SHELLEY I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU.
BECAUSE YOU CAME TO THE MINISTER
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AS AN ADULT. I
JOINED WHEN I WAS 10.
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YOU WERE IN
ANOTHER DENOMINATION.
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YOU STUDIED YOUR
WAY TO ADVENTISM.
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SOME OF THE THINGS YOU RAN
INTO, AS YOU BEGAN TO STUDY,
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PARTICULARLY SALVATION
AND HOW SALVATION IS ATTAINED.
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I HEARD YOU SAY, YOU ARE ONE OF
THE INDIVIDUALS WHO TRY TO WORK
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AND PLEASE GOD
THROUGH YOUR OWN EFFORTS.
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YOU RUN AS IN MARTIN LUTHER, I
WILL WORK MYSELF TO THE GRAVE, I
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WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH,
MY WORKS WILL NEVER MERIT ME TO
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GOD. WALK ME INTO THE BODY OF
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KNOWLEDGE, BODY OF
TRUTH AND THE KIND OF CHANGES.
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YOU CAME FROM A
CORPORATE WORLD, BUSINESS WORLD.
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THEN YOU CAME INTO MINISTRY
AND PLUS CORPORATE AND FULL-TIME
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MINISTRY. AND YOU
MADE THE PROGRESSION.
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AT EACH STEP, YOU
TRUST IN THE LORD MORE.
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LORD, I WILL STEP OUT
AND DO FULL-TIME FOR YOU.
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I HAVE SOME STUFF TO WADE
THROUGH AS FAR AS DOCTRINE.
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WALK US THROUGH THAT. >>
LET ME GIVE YOU THE READER'S
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DIGEST. IN 1996, I
SUFFERED VERTIGO FOR
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A WHOLE YEAR. THAT'S
WHEN THE LORD SPOKE TO ME
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AND SAID TRUST IN HIS WORD.
I GOTTEN INTO THE WORD AND HE
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TAUGHT ME TO PRAY THE WORD BACK.
IT'S AMAZING HOW HE CHANGED MY
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LIFE THEN. WHAT
HAPPENED, AFTER A COUPLE OF
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YEARS OF WALKING SO CLOSE, I
FOUND MYSELF IN A FULL-TIME JOB
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THAT HAD ME
TRAVELLING SEVEN DAYS A WEEK.
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IT WAS UNBELIEVABLE.
SO I STARTED BACK SLIDING
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BECAUSE I GOT OUT OF THE
WORD. AND THEN WHEN THIS COMPANY
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ACTUALLY WENT BANKRUPT IN 1999,
I WAS PRAYING ONE DAY ON THE WAY
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TO SAM'S. I WAS
LEAVING THE FARM AND
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DRIVING TO SAM'S, PRAYING, LORD,
HOW COULD I WALK SO CLOSELY THAT
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I COULD FEEL YOUR
HEARTBEAT AND WALK INTO THIS.
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I WALKED OUT OF SAM'S, EARNESTLY
PRAYING AN HOUR COMING HOME.
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THE LORD IMPRESSED
ME WITH HIS THOUGHTS.
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HE SAID, HOW COULD
I KEEP BACK SLIDING?
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AND THE THOUGHT HE IMPRESSED
WITH, IF YOU COME TO ME, IF YOU
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PRAY AN HOUR THE FIRST THING
EVERY MORNING, I PROMISE WILL
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NEVER BACK SLIDE. HE
TAUGHT ME HOW TO PRAY THAT
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HOUR. IN AS HE
WAS TEACHING ME THAT,
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HE TAUGHT ME THE
FIVE STEPS OF REPENTANCE.
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AS I'M PRAYING EACH DAY FOR
AN HOUR, HE'S TEACHING ME ABOUT
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SURRENDER, HE'S TEACHING ME
ALL THESE THINGS IN MY PRAYER.
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AND THEN I KNEW HE WAS CALLING
ME TO FULL-TIME MINISTRY.
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HERE'S HOW IT GETS EXCITING.
I ALREADY STUDIED MY WAY IN THE
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CHURCH IN WHICH I GREW UP
INTO A NONDENOMINATIONAL ARENA.
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WHEN GOD CALLED ME TO FULL-TIME
MINISTRY, THEN MY HUSBAND, WHO
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HAD BEEN BROUGHT UP ADVENTIST,
BUT WALKED AWAY FROM THE CHURCH
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AT 21, HE THEN IS SAYING,
HOW ARE YOU GOING TO ANSWER MY
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FRIEND WHO
BELIEVES IN THE SABBATH?
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THAT'S EASY. I HAD AN
EIGHT PAGE DOCUMENT WAS
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CHANGED. BUT GOD
CALLED ME TO STUDY THE
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SANCTUARY. AS I
STUDIED THE SANCTUARY,
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THAT'S WHEN IT BECAME
CRYSTAL CLEAR TO ME THAT THE TEN
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COMMANDMENTS WERE STILL ENFORCE.
I PRAISE GOD FOR BIBLE SOFTWARE
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BECAUSE WITH BIBLE SOFTWARE, I
COULD STUDY EVERY SCRIPTURE ON A
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TOPIC FROM
GENESIS TO REVELATION.
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I WOULD PRINTOUT EVERY SCRIPTURE
AND STUDY IT BY CONTENT.
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AND WHAT HAPPENED, I SAW THAT
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS WERE INSIDE
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THE ARC. THEY WERE
THE -- I MEAN THIS IS
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THE FOUNDATION OF HIS THROWN
WITH THE MERCY SEAT ABOVE IT AND
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THAT THE OLD COVENNANT IN
THE LAW OF MOSES, OUTSIDE OF THE
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ARC, WAS A CURSE AGAINST
THEM. THIS DID SOMETHING TO ME.
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THERE'S ONLY ONE COMMANDMENT
I WASN'T KEEPING AND THAT'S THE
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SABBATH. >> I WAS
TAUGHT AND TAUGHT TO AN
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EXTENT, CONVERSION MANY
TIMES COMES WITH CONVICTION.
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A CONVICTION THAT
SOMETHING IS WRONG.
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>> OH, ABSOLUTELY. >>
WERE YOU MOVED BY SOMETHING
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IS WRONG OR JUST A
SEEKER TO TRY TO FIND MORE?
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YOU KNOW, I'M GOING THIS
WAY BUT THIS IS NOT MAKING IT.
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THIS IS NOT DOING IT.
WAS IT A CONVICTION THAT
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SOMETHING WAS WRONG OR WAS IT
SOMETHING, I WANT TO KNOW MORE?
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THEN I RUN INTO THIS AND
NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.
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>> GOD CLEARLY SPOKE TO
ME. AND I SAY THAT, FIRST KINGS
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19:12. FORGET
WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW
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AND I WILL TEACH YOU. SO
WHEN I CAME TO THE WORD, YEAH
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THERE WERE MANY
THINGS IN MY LIFE.
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AT THAT TIME, I WAS
REALLY WALKING WITH HIM.
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WHEN I CAME TO THE WORD, IT'S
LIKE HE TOOK THE BLINDERS OFF
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AND I WAS NOT -- YOU KNOW, OFTEN
WE STUDY THROUGH THE LENS OF OUR
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UNDERSTANDING.
THERE'S NOTHING LIKE A
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PRECONCEIVED NOTION TO
INOCULATE YOU AGAINST TRUTH.
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IT WILL KEEP YOU
FROM UNDERSTANDING TRUTH.
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SO HE KNOCKED ALL OF THAT AWAY
FROM ME AND WHEN I WAS STUDYING
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THE CONVICTION CAME AS I
SAW -- YOU KNOW, I WAS STUDYING
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COLASSIANS 2:13. WHEN I
STUDY, IT WAS NOT FOR THE
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CROSS, AND I
THOUGHT IT WAS FOR THE JEWS.
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AND I STUDIED THE
SABBATH AND I WAS SO EXCITED.
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WHEN I KEPT MY FIRST
SABBATH, J.D. WAS OUT OF TOWN.
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I DIDN'T HAVE A
CHURCH ANYWHERE I KNEW OF.
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I DIDN'T KNOW ADVENTIST YET.
WHEN I KEPT THE FIRST SABBATH,
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IT WAS LIKE, OH, BECAUSE IN
KEEPING THE SABBATH, MY FAVORITE
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SCRIPTURE, EXODUS, 31:13.
SABBATH SHOWS THE SIGN HE'S THE
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ONE THAT SANCTIFIES YOU.
SANG FICICATION, WHICH IS A WORK
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OF GOD, HE WAS
TEACHING ME THESE THINGS.
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BUT WHEN, THE FIRST SABBATH, ALL
I COULD REMEMBER THINKING THE
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WHOLE TIME IS
THAT GOD IS SAVING ME.
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I DON'T HAVE TO SAVE MYSELF.
AND SO IT WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL
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EXPERIENCE. AND YOU
KNOW, SOMETIMES IT WAS
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INTERESTING IN THE BEGINNING.
EVEN THOUGH HE WAS SHOWING ME
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THE TRUTH, TOWARDS THE END
OF THE WEEK, SOMETIMES, COME
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THURSDAY NIGHT OR SOMETHING, I'M
STILL KIND OF BEGINNING TO SLIP
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BACK, OH, I GOT TO DO
THIS. I GOT TO DO THAT.
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WHEN FRIDAY NIGHT WOULD COME
ALONG, I WOULD JUST BE PRAISING
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GOD FOR SAVING ME. SO
MANY PEOPLE AND I GREW UP
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THIS WAY. I ONLY
KNEW ABOUT JUSTIFICATION.
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YOU KNOW. IT
CHANGES YOUR RECORD.
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I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT
SANG FIF F-- SANCTIFICATION.
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THE CONVICTION
CAME WHEN I UNDERSTOOD.
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WHEN I WAS UNDERSTANDING
SANCTIFICATION, THAT THIS IS THE
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WORK OF GOD AND HE
WANTS ME TO COOPERATE.
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AS PAUL SAID, 2:21,
2-12 >> AND I DARE SAY THAT.
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AND KNOWING LITTLE ABOUT YOUR
TESTIMONY, THE KEY PART IS, GOD
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SAID TO YOU AND YOU ALLOWED HIM
OF STRIPPING YOU OF ONE THAT YOU
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KNOWN BEFORE. THE
PSYCHOLOGIST CALL IT BLANK
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SLATE. I'M ERASING KIND OF LIKE
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X-SKETCH. I'M
CLEANING THE SLATE.
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I'M GOING TO LET YOU REWRITE.
THE REASON WHY THE FIRST SABBATH
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WAS A JOY, YOU
BROUGHT NO PRECONCEPTION.
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LORD, I'M WALKING THROUGH, AND
DO FOR ME THROUGH ME WHAT YOU
00:15:35.30\00:15:41.27
WANT. YOU ARE BRINGING A BLESSED
00:15:41.27\00:15:44.34
EXPERIENCE
BECAUSE YOU LET GOD SPEAK.
00:15:44.34\00:15:46.17
>> IT'S THE FIRST DAY OF
YOUR LIFE THAT I JUST BACK AND
00:15:46.17\00:15:51.18
RELAXED AND RESTED IN THE LORD.
I WAS IN THE WORD AND I WAS
00:15:51.18\00:15:54.32
PRAYING. OH, IT WAS
LIKE, I DON'T HAVE TO
00:15:54.32\00:15:57.92
DO THIS, I
DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT.
00:15:57.92\00:16:00.82
I AM A
PERFORMANCE ORIENTED PERSON.
00:16:00.82\00:16:03.46
I CONSTANTLY HAVE A TO-DO LIST.
AND TO JUST SIT BACK AND ENJOY
00:16:03.46\00:16:09.06
COMMUNE WITH GOD. BUT
EVEN, IT WAS LIKE I WAS
00:16:09.06\00:16:12.07
BEING RELIEVED OF ALL MY EARTHLY
DUTIES, BUT THEN TO REALIZE I'M
00:16:12.07\00:16:18.51
BEING RELIEVED OF THE SPIRITUAL
BURDEN TO THINK I HAD TO SAVE
00:16:18.51\00:16:23.41
MYSELF. EVEN
THOUGH I'M TRYING TO COME
00:16:23.41\00:16:27.18
WITH THAT BLANK SLATE, MY
DIFFICULTY IS UNDERSTANDING THE
00:16:27.18\00:16:30.35
CHARACTER OF GOD. I GREW
UP BEING THOUGHT THAT THE
00:16:30.35\00:16:36.26
FATHER WAS JUST UP THERE
WATCHING, READY TO ZAP YOU IF
00:16:36.26\00:16:40.96
YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.
SO I HAD TO IDEA I HAD TO BE
00:16:40.96\00:16:47.44
PERFECT TO
BELOVED BY THE FATHER.
00:16:47.44\00:16:49.40
I HAD A LOVE AFFAIR WITH JESUS.
IT WASN'T UNTIL I GOT TO JESUS
00:16:49.40\00:16:56.61
1-3, JESUS THE EXACT EXPRESSION
OF THE FATHER'S CHARACTER.
00:16:56.61\00:17:00.18
YOU KNOW, THE TWO
SIDES OF THE COIN.
00:17:00.18\00:17:04.72
>> JOHN 10:30. >>
YEAH, IT WAS, THEN THAT I
00:17:04.72\00:17:11.66
UNDERSTAND THAT GOD IS AS LOVING
AS CHRIST IS AS LOVING, THAT HE
00:17:11.66\00:17:15.16
WAS AS PATIENT,
THAT HE IS AS TENDER.
00:17:15.16\00:17:18.90
I WAS BOLD ENOUGH IN PRAYER TO
SAY, HE WAS IMPRESSING ME WITH
00:17:18.90\00:17:23.20
THIS THOUGHT, IF THERE IS
ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE
00:17:23.20\00:17:26.14
TO YOU, THAT YOU
HEARD ABOUT ME, ASK ME.
00:17:26.14\00:17:29.61
YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID?
HOW COULD A GOD OF LOVE BURN
00:17:29.61\00:17:33.65
SOMEBODY FOREVER? AND
GOD TOOK ME ON THIS WHOLE
00:17:33.65\00:17:38.69
STUDY OF HELL AND I LEARNED
THE TRUTH ABOUT THE STATE OF THE
00:17:38.69\00:17:42.42
DEAD. I LEARNED
THE TRUTH ABOUT HELL.
00:17:42.42\00:17:44.59
YOU KNOW, IT HELPED SO MUCH
BEING ABLE TO STUDY WITH THE
00:17:44.59\00:17:48.20
GREEK AND HEBREW
USING THE BIBLE SOFTWARE.
00:17:48.20\00:17:51.97
SO HERE, HE'S
TEACHING ME ALL THESE THINGS.
00:17:51.97\00:17:54.27
I'M IN FULL-TIME MINISTRY.
I'M THERE TEACHING THEM.
00:17:54.27\00:17:58.51
AND THEN HE WAS TEACHING ME
WHEN I LEARNED THE IMPORTANCE OF
00:17:58.51\00:18:03.38
OBEDIENCE. YOU
KNOW, I ALWAYS SAY,
00:18:03.38\00:18:06.38
SALVATION BY GRACE,
RIGHTEOUSNESS BY FAITH IS THE
00:18:06.38\00:18:09.98
ONLY KIND OF
RIGHTEOUSNESS THERE IS.
00:18:09.98\00:18:14.29
ROMAN 6:16 TALKS ABOUT OBEDIENCE
THAT LEADS TO RIGHTEOUSNESS.
00:18:14.29\00:18:21.03
IT'S INCUMBENT UPON
ME TO UNDERSTAND THIS.
00:18:21.03\00:18:25.43
AND WHAT GOD WAS SHOWING ME,
SEE, WAS SO INCREDIBLE BECAUSE I
00:18:25.43\00:18:31.54
LEARNED THAT HE
EMPOWERS ME TO OBEY.
00:18:31.54\00:18:35.04
I OBEY BY GRACE. HE
CHANGED MY WHOLE IDEA WHAT
00:18:35.04\00:18:38.98
GRACE IS. AS I
UNDERSTOOD GRACE AND THE
00:18:38.98\00:18:43.28
THREE GREATEST GIFTS OF
HIS GRACE, GRACE EMPOWERS US.
00:18:43.28\00:18:48.16
IT'S AN INCREDIBLE THING AND
JESUS THE HOLY SPIRIT, THE WORD,
00:18:48.16\00:18:52.76
ARE HIS THREE
GREATEST GIFTS OF GRACE.
00:18:52.76\00:18:54.86
THEY ARE WORKING IN OUR LIVES
TO EMPOWER US, WHILE I'M OUT
00:18:54.86\00:19:00.87
PREACHING. AT THAT
TIME, YOU WAS PREACHING
00:19:00.87\00:19:02.40
IN FIVE DIFFERENT CITIES.
I'M OUT PREACHING THIS MESSAGE
00:19:02.40\00:19:06.91
WITH FERVOR,
THAT WE OBEY BY GRACE.
00:19:06.91\00:19:09.81
ONE DAY WE COME IN AND THE
LITTLE LOCAL DOWN LINK IN OUR
00:19:09.81\00:19:16.55
TOWN, IN CENTRAL TEXAS, LITTLE
TOWN OF 5 THOUSAND WAS PURCHASED
00:19:16.55\00:19:23.76
BY THE ADVENTIST
CHURCH. I WAS SO UPSET.
00:19:23.76\00:19:27.10
I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING
ABOUT ADVENTIST, BUT I HAD A
00:19:27.10\00:19:32.63
MISCONCEPTION THAT
ADVENTIST WAS CALLED.
00:19:32.63\00:19:36.60
IT WAS LATE EVENING, TURNING UP
THE TV AND KENNETH COX WAS ON.
00:19:36.60\00:19:44.15
AND HE SAID, I DON'T KNOW
WHAT EVERYBODY'S PROBLEM WITH
00:19:44.15\00:19:47.75
OBEDIENCE. IT'S ALL BY FAITH.
00:19:47.75\00:19:49.52
I'M TEACHING OBEDIENCE BY GRACE
AND IT'S OWE BEDIANS BY FAITH.
00:19:49.52\00:19:56.49
AND I TUNED IN. AND
SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT --
00:19:56.49\00:20:02.13
I THOUGHT, THEY MUST
NOT BE ALL ADVENTIST.
00:20:02.13\00:20:05.77
I BEGAN TO WATCH AND THIS IS
SOMETHING I PRAISED THE LORD FOR
00:20:05.77\00:20:11.24
3ABN BECAUSE I WAS CLUELESS
WHEN IT CAME TO PROFESSY.
00:20:11.24\00:20:17.78
TOTALLY CLUELESS.
I BEGGED THE LORD.
00:20:17.78\00:20:23.25
I GREW UP, NOT
TO READ REVELATION.
00:20:23.25\00:20:30.23
AND THEN I READ, BLESSED
WHO IS READING REVELATION.
00:20:30.23\00:20:34.36
I WAS BEGGING THE LORD. I
WAS TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF
00:20:34.36\00:20:39.90
IT. LORD, I DON'T
KNOW IF I HAVE THE
00:20:39.90\00:20:43.51
BOOKS OF ALL THESE DIFFERENT
AUTHORS AND NO TWO PROPHETIC
00:20:43.51\00:20:47.88
BOOKS SAID THE SAME THING.
I'M WATCHING 3ABN AND ALL OF A
00:20:47.88\00:20:52.35
SUDDEN, I FIND OUT THAT
DANIEL UNLOCKS -- DANIEL UNLOCKS
00:20:52.35\00:21:00.32
REVELATION. SO
NOW I'M BEGINNING TO
00:21:00.32\00:21:01.96
UNDERSTAND THIS AND THAT'S WHEN
I SENT, I DRAINED MY MINISTRY
00:21:01.96\00:21:09.03
ACCOUNT. IT WAS $770.
00:21:09.03\00:21:10.93
IT WASN'T MUCH.
I SENT IT TO 3ABN.
00:21:10.93\00:21:13.60
I SAID IN A LITTLE LETTER, I'M
SENDING YOU THIS BECAUSE I FOUND
00:21:13.60\00:21:18.27
OUT IN WATCHING 3ABN, EVERYTHING
GOD WAS TEACHING ME, ADVENTISTS
00:21:18.27\00:21:25.91
BELIEVED. SO I'M
SENDING YOU THIS AND THAT
00:21:25.91\00:21:31.09
CANNING FOR YOUR
MINISTRY. PRAY FOR ME.
00:21:31.09\00:21:34.42
THE LORD MAY BE
CALLING ME INTO THIS CHURCH.
00:21:34.42\00:21:37.03
AND THEY PUBLISHED THE
LETTER, NOT WITH MY NAME.
00:21:37.03\00:21:40.16
THE LOCAL PASTOR READ IT,
CALLED UP HERE TO TRY TO GET THE
00:21:40.16\00:21:44.80
INFORMATION AND THEY TOLD THEM,
I'M SORRY, CONFIDENTIALITY.
00:21:44.80\00:21:50.21
AND I'M A PASTOR.
SHE'S SAYING, PRAY FOR ME.
00:21:50.21\00:21:53.24
THAT'S HOW I
CAME INTO THE CHURCH.
00:21:53.24\00:21:55.18
>> IT'S WONDERFUL. ONE
OF THE THINGS THAT THE LORD
00:21:55.18\00:21:58.71
-- YOU REALLY
STUDIED YOURSELF IN.
00:21:58.71\00:22:04.25
AND JUST YOU AND
THE WORD AND THE LORD.
00:22:04.25\00:22:08.12
AND THE IDEA, GRACE
WAS NOT A STATIC ENTITY.
00:22:08.12\00:22:15.33
AND PHILLIPIANS 2.
YOU'RE WORKING GOD'S WILL.
00:22:15.33\00:22:23.37
AND I WANT TO ASK, WHO
CAME BACK, YOU OR J.D.?
00:22:23.37\00:22:28.21
J.D. HAD A FOUNDATION. >> I DID.
00:22:28.21\00:22:30.61
AND I JOINED THE CHURCH IN 2002.
THE PASTOR'S NAME IS JIM GRAY.
00:22:30.61\00:22:37.19
PRECIOUS MAN OF GOD.
WHEN HE CAME TO MY HOUSE THE
00:22:37.19\00:22:39.49
FIRST TIME, HE CALLED ME AND
HE SAID, MRS. QUINN, THIS IS JIM
00:22:39.49\00:22:49.23
GRAIN. OH, PASTOR JIM GRAY?
00:22:49.23\00:22:53.54
>> UH-HUH. >> WELL,
I COULD BE THERE IN 30
00:22:53.54\00:22:59.21
MINUTES. I
DRILLED HIM FOR TWO HOURS.
00:22:59.21\00:23:00.91
HE CAME TO MY HOUSE. I
WAS QUESTIONING HIM, HE
00:23:00.91\00:23:05.58
BELIEVED THE SAME
THING I WAS SEEING AT 3ABN.
00:23:05.58\00:23:08.65
I STARTED GOING TO
CHURCH IN NOVEMBER OF 2001.
00:23:08.65\00:23:12.52
IN 2002, HE ASKED ME, WHAT WOULD
YOU LIKE TO SEE OUR CHURCH DO?
00:23:12.52\00:23:21.66
I SAID STEVE ALDER NAHN.
AND I'M ON FIRE FOR THE LORD.
00:23:21.66\00:23:28.00
I'M TEACHING SABBATH
SCHOOL. I'M NOT EVEN ADVENTIST.
00:23:28.00\00:23:32.87
I'M TEACHING SABBATH SCHOOL.
ANYWAY, WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL
00:23:32.87\00:23:37.21
I JOINED THE CHURCH WAS THAT
STEVE TOLD PASTOR JIM GRAVES,
00:23:37.21\00:23:42.32
YOU'VE GOT TO GET
THIS WOMAN IN THE CHURCH.
00:23:42.32\00:23:44.82
YOU KNOW WHAT
THE PASTOR TOLD HIM?
00:23:44.82\00:23:48.22
OH, NO, GOD HAS
ALREADY TOLD ME. HANDS OFF.
00:23:48.22\00:23:52.53
HE'S BRINGING
HER INTO THE CHURCH.
00:23:52.53\00:24:00.94
THAT NEARLY MAKES ME
CRY WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT.
00:24:00.94\00:24:03.74
I WANTED TO BE SURE I
DIDN'T WANT TO BE FOOLED ABOUT
00:24:03.74\00:24:08.21
ANYTHING. I CAME
INTO THE CHURCH AND ON
00:24:08.21\00:24:12.61
JUNE THE 2nd OF 2002, J.D. CAME
IN SIX MONTHS LATER, REBAPTIZED.
00:24:12.61\00:24:19.15
I DID THE SAME THING
WITH HIM, THAT GOD HAD DONE.
00:24:19.15\00:24:23.76
I DIDN'T PUSH HIM. HE
CAME IN SIX MONTHS LATER AND
00:24:23.76\00:24:27.86
IT'S INTERESTING ON JULY --
EXCUSE ME, ON DECEMBER THE 31st,
00:24:27.86\00:24:33.34
OF 2002, 6 MONTHS AFTER THAT, WE
WERE AT 3ABN TO DO -- WE MET, I
00:24:33.34\00:24:41.61
MET DANNY AT ASI. THEY
INVITED ME TO DO A LIVE ON
00:24:41.61\00:24:47.82
NEW YEAR'S EVE. IT
WAS DECEMBER THE 31st.
00:24:47.82\00:24:50.22
WE DROVE IN. IT HAD SNOWED.
00:24:50.22\00:24:52.72
AS WE'RE COMING DOWN ANGEL LANE,
I SAID TO J.D., JUST THINK, YOU
00:24:52.72\00:24:59.29
KNOW, DAVID SAID THAT ALL THE
DAYS OF OUR LIFE WERE WRITTEN IN
00:24:59.29\00:25:03.63
HIS RECORD BOOK. GOD
KNEW BEFORE WE WERE BORN, WE
00:25:03.63\00:25:06.80
WERE GOING TO BE HERE
DECEMBER THE 31st OF 2002.
00:25:06.80\00:25:11.91
AND J.D. IS
GOING, WOW, THAT'S HEAVY.
00:25:11.91\00:25:14.71
I'M TAKING TOO MUCH TIME >>
I WANTED TO GET -- YOU WALKED
00:25:14.71\00:25:20.72
YOUR WAY IN. YOU
DIDN'T STUDY ADVENTIST.
00:25:20.72\00:25:25.75
AND YOU WERE LOOKING FOR THE
CHURCH THAT LINED UP WHAT GOD
00:25:25.75\00:25:30.63
WAS SHOWING YOU.
FIRST OF ALL, YOU FOUND THE
00:25:30.63\00:25:33.36
MINISTRY IN THE
CHURCH. IN ALL OF THE STUDYING.
00:25:33.36\00:25:40.70
>> AND THANK YOU. I
HATE THAT TERM, ADVENTIST
00:25:40.70\00:25:45.14
DOCTRINE. IT'S
BIBLE DOCTRINE THAT
00:25:45.14\00:25:48.84
ADVENTISTS HAVE ADHERED
TO. >> AND IF YOU COULD FIND A
00:25:48.84\00:25:57.25
CHURCH, I'M HERE
BECAUSE THIS FOLLOWS THE BIBLE.
00:25:57.25\00:26:01.22
I DON'T SEE ANY VARIANCE OF WHAT
THE ADVENTIST CHURCH TEACHES.
00:26:01.22\00:26:08.13
IF I EVER DO, I
WILL JOIN THAT CHURCH.
00:26:08.13\00:26:14.30
AND I THINK
WE'LL GO TO OUR MUSIC.
00:26:14.30\00:26:16.60
THEN WE'LL WALK INTO
THE SALVATION EXPERIENCE.
00:26:16.60\00:26:21.14
>> OUR. HE WANTS
FOR US TO SING, I GIVE
00:26:21.14\00:26:31.85
ALL MY LIFE TO YOU. [ MUSIC ]
00:26:31.85\00:26:35.19
I GIVE ALL MY LIFE TO YOU ¤
I GIVE ALL MY SERVING TO YOU ¤
00:26:50.21\00:27:05.19
NO MATTER THE COST OR WHAT I DO,
I GIVE ALL MY SERVICE TO YOU ¤
00:27:05.19\00:27:22.84
I GIVE ALL MY PROBLEMS TO YOU
¤ I GIVE ALL MY PROBLEMS THROUGH
00:27:22.84\00:27:34.72
YOU ¤ NO MATTER
THE COST, OR WHAT
00:27:34.72\00:27:42.99
OTHERS DO ¤ I GIVE
ALL MY PROBLEMS TO YOU ¤
00:27:42.99\00:27:54.34
I GIVE ALL MY FAMILY TO YOU ¤
I GIVE ALL MY FAMILY, LORD, TO
00:27:54.34\00:28:06.41
YOU ¤ NO MATTER THE COST OR WHAT
00:28:06.41\00:28:15.99
OTHERS DO ¤ I GIVE
ALL MY FAMILY TO YOU ¤
00:28:15.99\00:28:34.18
I GIVE ALL MY FUTURE TO YOU
¤ I GIVE ALL MY FUTURE TO YOU,
00:28:34.18\00:28:45.82
LORD, TO YOU ¤ NO
MATTER THE CALL OR WHAT
00:28:45.82\00:28:55.50
OTHERS DO ¤ I GIVE
ALL MY FUTURE TO YOU ¤
00:28:55.50\00:29:10.85
I GIVE ALL MY WORSHIP TO YOU
¤ I GIVE ALL MY WORSHIP TO YOU ¤
00:29:10.85\00:29:25.43
NO MATTER THE CALL
OR WHAT OTHERS DO ¤
00:29:25.43\00:29:35.94
I GIVE ALL MY WORSHIP TO YOU
¤ I GIVE ALL MY WORSHIP TO YOU ¤
00:29:35.94\00:30:12.81
WELCOME. BEAUTIFUL
SONG THAT I ACTUALLY
00:30:18.95\00:30:20.98
SING MYSELF. WELL DONE.
00:30:20.98\00:30:23.15
SHELLEY AND I WERE TALKING AND
THERE WERE ROUGH PATCHES BECAUSE
00:30:23.15\00:30:27.36
SHE THOUGHT THE ADVENTIST CHURCH
WAS A CULT BECAUSE SOME OF
00:30:27.36\00:30:31.59
PEOPLE SHE MET,
GAVE HER A WRONG FLANK.
00:30:31.59\00:30:38.67
YOU HAVE TO DEFY YOURSELF ON
YOUR LOVE FOR CHRIST, MOVE YOU
00:30:38.67\00:30:43.17
TO DO AND NOT WHAT YOU DO
AND WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT.
00:30:43.17\00:30:49.34
>> IT SOUNDS STRANGE WHAT YOU
SAID WHAT HAPPENED BECAUSE OF
00:30:49.34\00:30:52.58
THIS IS WHEN 3ABN
CAME INTO OUR CITY.
00:30:52.58\00:30:57.62
NOT OUR TOWN, OUR
VILLAGE, I SHOULD SAY.
00:30:57.62\00:31:01.26
IF I CAUGHT J.D. WATCHING 3ABN,
I WOULD SPANK HIS HANDS AND
00:31:01.26\00:31:06.93
CHANGE THE CHANNEL.
DON'T WATCH THAT CULT.
00:31:06.93\00:31:09.76
I REFUSED TO WATCH 3ABN BECAUSE
I HAD A WRONG IDEA FROM WHAT
00:31:09.76\00:31:17.47
SOMEONE SAID WHO ADVENTIST WERE.
>> AND THE CHURCH THROUGHOUT THE
00:31:17.47\00:31:21.58
HISTORY SORT OF WRESTLED WITH
THAT LAW WORTH KIND OF THING AND
00:31:21.58\00:31:26.68
WE SORT OF MOVED THROUGH THAT.
SOMETIMES WE PUT THE LAW AHEAD
00:31:26.68\00:31:31.25
OF JESUS CHRIST. THE
WHOLE 1888 MOVEMENT WAS
00:31:31.25\00:31:35.86
TRYING TO REORIENT
THAT CHRIST COMES FIRST.
00:31:35.86\00:31:39.26
IT'S ALL ABOUT CHRIST.
IF YOU COULD KEEP THE LAWS
00:31:39.26\00:31:42.40
WITHOUT CHRIST,
IT VALUES NOTHING.
00:31:42.40\00:31:44.87
IT'S ALL ABOUT JESUS CHRIST.
I TOUCHED ON SHELLEY A LITTLE
00:31:44.87\00:31:50.97
BIT BEFORE THAT IT OCCURS TO
ME THAT PART OF REPENTANCE IS
00:31:50.97\00:31:56.41
CONVICTION.
CONVICTION IS A SENSE THAT
00:31:56.41\00:31:58.71
SOMETHING IS WRONG.
I'M DOING THE WRONG THINGS.
00:31:58.71\00:32:01.85
I'M GOING IN
THE WRONG DIRECTION.
00:32:01.85\00:32:03.62
WHAT I'VE BEEN TAUGHT IS WRONG.
I'M CONVICTED THAT I NEED TO GO
00:32:03.62\00:32:07.69
ANOTHER WAY. AND IN
LOOKING AT -- I GOT SOME
00:32:07.69\00:32:13.29
NOTES. THE WORD
FOR REPENTANCE, IS
00:32:13.29\00:32:18.13
ELANGO. IT HAS IN
IT, TRAIL OF MEANINGS,
00:32:18.13\00:32:21.77
CONVICTION. LORD IS
TELLING ME THAT I NEED
00:32:21.77\00:32:23.34
TO MAKE A CHANGE.
THE PROBLEM IS THIS.
00:32:23.34\00:32:27.01
MY DEAR MRS. QUINN. MANY
TIMES WE CHRISTIANS STOP AT
00:32:27.01\00:32:33.05
CONVICTION. WE STOP
AT SOMETHING IS WRONG
00:32:33.05\00:32:36.02
AND NEVER GET INTO THE
JESUS WHO MAKES IT RIGHT.
00:32:36.02\00:32:39.49
YOU COULD TELL THOSE CHRISTIANS
WHO ARE STUCK AT, SEE, KNOWING
00:32:39.49\00:32:43.79
THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG
MAY MAKE YOU GO TO CHURCH.
00:32:43.79\00:32:47.40
AND THE OTHER DAY IS NOT
RIGHT. SOME GO ON FRIDAY.
00:32:47.40\00:32:51.07
I KNOW SOMETHING IS
WRONG. WHAT ABOUT WHAT'S RIGHT.
00:32:51.07\00:32:54.57
I'M BESIDES MYSELF IN TERMS
OF WHAT NOT TO DO NOT IN WHAT I
00:32:54.57\00:32:59.51
SHOULD DO. THAT
CONVICTION HAS TO GO INTO A
00:32:59.51\00:33:04.78
REPENTANCE/CONVERSION
EXPERIENCE OR YOU'RE STUCK.
00:33:04.78\00:33:07.05
WHEN MY MOTHER FIRST CAME TO THE
CHURCH, SHE CAME OUT WITH FEAR,
00:33:07.05\00:33:14.59
READ PREPARATION OF
CRYINGS AND CONVICTION.
00:33:14.59\00:33:19.49
AND SHE HADN'T
DEVELOP A LOVE FOR CHRIST.
00:33:19.49\00:33:22.83
THE FEAR HAD TO
DISSOLVE INTO A LOVE FOR JESUS.
00:33:22.83\00:33:26.30
FIRST WE HAVE TO START SOMETHING
IS WRONG AND THEN MOVE TO
00:33:26.30\00:33:29.50
SOMETHING RIGHT. THEN
REPENTANCE MOVES IN THAT
00:33:29.50\00:33:33.44
EXPERIENCE. >> AND
THE FIRST TWO TIMES I WAS
00:33:33.44\00:33:36.41
BAP BAPTIZED, I WAS MOTIVATED BY
00:33:36.41\00:33:42.05
FEAR. I WASN'T
BAPTIZED EXACTLY RIGHT,
00:33:42.05\00:33:44.79
I WASN'T GOING TO HEAVEN. I
HAVE BEEN BAPTIZED FOUR TIMES.
00:33:44.79\00:33:49.22
I JOINED THE ADVENTIST
CHURCH BY PROFESSION OF FAITH.
00:33:49.22\00:33:53.29
YES, CONVICTION -- LET ME SHARE
FIVE STEPS THE LORD GAVE ME FOR
00:33:53.29\00:33:57.97
REPENTANCE AS
HE WAS TEACHING ME.
00:33:57.97\00:33:59.57
THE FIRST IS
RECOGNITION OF SIN. >> UH-HUH.
00:33:59.57\00:34:03.47
>> I THINK WE HAVE TO
SPEND TIME IN THE WORD.
00:34:03.47\00:34:07.01
AS I WAS IN THE WORD AND
FALLING IN LOVE WITH JESUS AND
00:34:07.01\00:34:12.85
UNDERSTANDING HOW MUCH HE LOVED
ME, THEN I WOULD FIND SOMETHING
00:34:12.85\00:34:16.79
IN THE WORD OF GOD AND
I WOULD RECOGNIZE MY SIN.
00:34:16.79\00:34:21.59
THE HOLY SPIRIT WOULD CONVICT ME
THAT I WAS NOT DOING SOMETHING
00:34:21.59\00:34:25.59
OR WAS DOING SOMETHING THAT
I SHOULDN'T BE DOING OR WAS NOT
00:34:25.59\00:34:29.10
DOING SOMETHING. FOR
EXAMPLE, WITH THE SABBATH.
00:34:29.10\00:34:32.17
WHEN I FOUND OUT HOW BEAUTIFUL
THE SABBATH WAS AND HOW
00:34:32.17\00:34:35.54
IMPORTANT IT WAS TO GOD AND TO
MY OWN, MY OWN EXPERIENCE WITH
00:34:35.54\00:34:44.75
GOD, I WAS VERY SORRY FOR
THE YEARS I SLANDERED GOD'S HOLY
00:34:44.75\00:34:49.52
DAY. YES, RECOGNITION OF SIN IS
00:34:49.52\00:34:52.85
DEFINITELY THE FIRST. AND
I THINK THE SECOND STEP IS
00:34:52.85\00:34:58.86
GODLY SORROW THAT
CAUSES US TO REGRET.
00:34:58.86\00:35:01.70
YOU COULD RECOGNIZE YOU'RE
SINNING BUT IF YOU DON'T GO
00:35:01.70\00:35:04.93
BEFORE THE LORD AND PRAY ABOUT
IT, YOU KNOW, THE BIBLE SAYS
00:35:04.93\00:35:10.24
THAT IN 2 CORINTHIANS 7:10
GODLY SORROW PRODUCES REPENTANCE
00:35:10.24\00:35:18.11
LEADING TO SALVATION.
NOT TO BE REGRETTED BUT THE
00:35:18.11\00:35:20.72
SORROW OF THE
WORLD PRODUCES DEATH.
00:35:20.72\00:35:23.25
IT IS THE KINDNESS OF GOD,
THE BIBLE SAYS, THAT LEADS US TO
00:35:23.25\00:35:28.32
REPENTANCE. ONCE YOU
RECOGNIZE YOUR SIN, THE
00:35:28.32\00:35:32.46
CONVICTION ACTUALLY, I BELIEVE
IS IN BRINGING THAT GODLY
00:35:32.46\00:35:37.27
SORROW. IT'S
SOMETHING, LIKE YOU SAID,
00:35:37.27\00:35:39.23
THERE'S PEOPLE WHO
KNOW THEY ARE SINNING.
00:35:39.23\00:35:40.84
THEY GO TO CHURCH AND THEY
NEVER REALLY GET SORROW OVER IT,
00:35:40.84\00:35:44.91
BECAUSE THEY DON'T
UNDERSTAND THE LOVE OF THE LORD.
00:35:44.91\00:35:48.38
THE 3RD THING IS THAT WHEN THAT
GODLY SORROW IS IN OUR HEARTS,
00:35:48.38\00:35:53.52
WHEN THE HOLY SPIRIT IS MOVING
UPON OUR HEART, THAT WE HAVE TO,
00:35:53.52\00:35:59.59
IT KIND OF ALTERS THE ATTITUDE
THAT WE HAVE ABOUT IT AND THEN
00:35:59.59\00:36:05.63
WE CONFESSED OUR
SINS. THAT'S THE 3RD STEP OF
00:36:05.63\00:36:12.97
REPENTANCE, TO
CONFESS YOUR SINS.
00:36:12.97\00:36:14.44
WE LOVE THE PROMISE OF JOHN 8:9.
>> WALK BACK, GIVE US YOUR FIRST
00:36:14.44\00:36:25.78
STEP? >> RECOGNITION.
00:36:25.78\00:36:26.55
>> AND THAT'S WHY YOU
HAVE TO BE IN THE WORD.
00:36:26.55\00:36:30.42
AND THAT'S WHY WE WERE TALKING,
IF YOU DON'T STUDY THE WORD, BY
00:36:30.42\00:36:34.72
THE LAW IT'S THE
KNOWLEDGE OF SIN.
00:36:34.72\00:36:36.79
I'M USING LAW IN
THE WIDEST CONTENTS.
00:36:36.79\00:36:41.50
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO
DEFINE SIN WITHOUT THE WORD.
00:36:41.50\00:36:45.20
SO YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE
WORD. ONE, TO DEFINE SIN.
00:36:45.20\00:36:49.27
AND IF YOU'RE NOT READING
THE WORD, YOU DON'T KNOW THE
00:36:49.27\00:36:52.61
PROMISES TO CLAIM. YOU
DON'T HAVE THE PIN NUMBER TO
00:36:52.61\00:36:55.91
CASH YOUR CHECK
UNLESS YOU'RE IN THE WORD.
00:36:55.91\00:36:58.91
REALLY
FOUNDATIONAL TO YOUR EXPERIENCE.
00:36:58.91\00:37:02.12
I FEEL BAD ABOUT WHAT I'M DOING
BUT I HAVE TO GO TO THE WORD TO
00:37:02.12\00:37:06.15
HOW TO GET OUT
OF THE HOLE I'M IN.
00:37:06.15\00:37:08.86
WITHOUT THAT, YOU DON'T HAVE A
LADDER, A ROPE TO PULL YOURSELF
00:37:08.86\00:37:12.73
UP BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT
GOD REQUIRES OF YOU AND HOW YOU
00:37:12.73\00:37:17.37
COULD ORIENT
YOURSELF TO PLEASE HIM.
00:37:17.37\00:37:19.87
>> I DID A STUDY ON SIN.
>> OF COURSE, WE KNOW FIRST
00:37:19.87\00:37:29.58
JOHN, WHOEVER COMMITS
SIN COMMITMENTS LAWLESSNESS.
00:37:29.58\00:37:36.35
AND JOHN 4:17. TO
THOSE WHO DO IT TO HIM.
00:37:36.35\00:37:43.46
TO SIN MEANS, ONE DEFINITION
IS TO MISS THE MARK OF GOD'S
00:37:43.46\00:37:49.30
RIGHTEOUS
REQUIREMENT. >> UH-HUH.
00:37:49.30\00:37:51.57
>> THERE'S THE OMISSION,
WHATEVER IS NOT OF FACE, IS SIN.
00:37:51.57\00:37:58.17
>> IS SIN. >>
AND THEN TO TRESPASS,
00:37:58.17\00:38:05.15
PROVERBS 7:4:9.
NAUGHTY LITTLE JOKES IS SIN.
00:38:05.15\00:38:09.38
AND OF COURSE, WE
KNOW TO COMMIT INEQUITE.
00:38:09.38\00:38:17.33
THIS ONE CONVICTS
YOU. THIS ONE GOT YOU.
00:38:17.33\00:38:20.13
ONE OF THE DEFINITIONS OF SIN IS
TO BE UNRIGHTEOUS, WHICH MEANS
00:38:20.13\00:38:26.43
ANY DEAFATION FROM GOD'S --
DEVATION FROM GOD'S CHARACTER.
00:38:26.43\00:38:36.68
WHEN YOU THINK JOHN 1:17,
ANYWHERE I DEVIATE FROM GOD'S
00:38:36.68\00:38:46.12
LOVE, ESSENCE OF HIS LOVE,
WHEN I DO SOMETHING OF A SELFISH
00:38:46.12\00:38:50.33
MOTIVATION OR IF I HURT
SOMEONE'S FEELINGS, DOING
00:38:50.33\00:38:54.46
SOMETHING, I'M
SINNING. >> OH, YEAH.
00:38:54.46\00:38:56.90
>> THAT WILL BRING YOU.
WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT SIN IS,
00:38:56.90\00:38:59.83
AS YOU SAID, WHEN YOU GET IN THE
WORD AND YOU ARE READING THIS,
00:38:59.83\00:39:03.74
THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I DID IN
MY LIFE, I HAD NO IDEA THEY WERE
00:39:03.74\00:39:08.24
SIN. ONCE I WAS
IN THE WORD STUDYING
00:39:08.24\00:39:10.75
IT, YOU RECOGNIZE IT, THE HOLY
SPIRIT BRINGS THE CONVICTION,
00:39:10.75\00:39:16.02
THE GODLY SORROW.
LORD, I AM SO SORRY, I DIDN'T
00:39:16.02\00:39:20.92
KNOW. THAT'S
WHEN YOU CONFESS YOUR
00:39:20.92\00:39:26.03
SIN. AND WE SHOULD NEVER BECOME
00:39:26.03\00:39:28.13
CALLUS TO CONFESSION. SOME
PEOPLE SAY, LORD FORGIVE ME
00:39:28.13\00:39:33.07
FOR ALL MY SINS. >> NO,
YOU WANT TO BE SPECIFIC.
00:39:33.07\00:39:36.10
>> IT'S LIKE, LORD, I
RECOGNIZE THIS IS SIN.
00:39:36.10\00:39:39.31
FORGIVE ME FOR DOING THIS
PLEASE.  AND THE GOOD THING
00:39:39.31\00:39:44.28
ABOUT CONFESSION, IT'S THE
CLEARING HOUSE OF OUR CONSCIOUS.
00:39:44.28\00:39:51.62
HALLELUJAH. >>
AND PROVERB 28:13.
00:39:51.62\00:39:55.79
AND SATAN IS ACCUSING YOU OF --
WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE SEPARATION
00:39:55.79\00:40:02.76
OF WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT GOD
DEMANDS, YOU CAN DEPRESS YOU AND
00:40:02.76\00:40:08.24
MAKE YOURS TURN AWAY.
UNTIL YOU REALIZE, HE LOVES YOU
00:40:08.24\00:40:13.64
WITH AN EVER LASTING LOVE
AND THERE'S NO CONDEMNATION.
00:40:13.64\00:40:18.08
THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT TRYING
TO SAY, BAD, BAD, BAD, SHELLEY,
00:40:18.08\00:40:23.28
BAD. THIS IS YOUR CONVICTION.
00:40:23.28\00:40:25.15
THIS IS HOW GOD DESIRES.
THIS IS HOW YOU'RE GOING TO
00:40:25.15\00:40:28.16
BRING INTO THAT. YOU
ARE NOT TO RUN AWAY AND
00:40:28.16\00:40:31.26
HIDE. YOU ARE TO
CONFESS, GOD WILL
00:40:31.26\00:40:32.96
HAVE MERCY ON YOU. >> AS
A MATTER OF FACT, I HAVE A
00:40:32.96\00:40:36.40
TEACHING IN THE FIVE
STEPS, THE JOY OF REPENTANCE.
00:40:36.40\00:40:40.57
PEOPLE ARE LIKE,
THE JOY OF REPENTANCE.
00:40:40.57\00:40:43.41
AND EVEN WHEN I LEARN SOMETHING
THAT I FIND OUT I'M DOING WRONG,
00:40:43.41\00:40:50.01
YOU KNOW, I THINK SOMETIMES WE
KNOW THINGS AND OUR HEART KIND
00:40:50.01\00:40:54.18
OF CONDEMNS US AND WE DON'T
HAVE CONFIDENT TOWARDS GOD.
00:40:54.18\00:40:59.55
IN 1st JOHN 3:21. IF
YOUR HEART DOESN'T CONDEMN
00:40:59.55\00:41:05.63
YOU, YOU HAVE
CONFIDENCE BEFORE GOD.
00:41:05.63\00:41:07.76
THAT'S THE BEAUTY OF CONFESSION
AND CLEARING IT AWAY AND JUST
00:41:07.76\00:41:13.10
KNOW THAT HE IS FAITHFUL AND
JUST TO FORGIVE US OF ALL OUR
00:41:13.10\00:41:18.04
SINS. >> I WANTED
YOU TO SORT OF RERUN
00:41:18.04\00:41:23.08
THAT CONTINUEM OF STEPS.
BECAUSE YOU REALLY HAVE TO KNOW
00:41:23.08\00:41:29.15
WHO JESUS IS TO
UNDERSTAND HIS LOVE.
00:41:29.15\00:41:31.52
YOU CAME OUT OF THE SYSTEM, GOD
WAS LIKE, GOD IS GOING TO GET
00:41:31.52\00:41:35.72
YOU. YOU DON'T
WANT TO RUN TO A GOD
00:41:35.72\00:41:38.09
THAT WILL PUT A SMACK
ON YOU. WHEN YOU COME TO AN
00:41:38.09\00:41:43.80
UNDERSTANDING, HE COMETH
TO ME, I WILL NOWISE CAST OUT.
00:41:43.80\00:41:48.30
YOU COULD COME WITH ALL YOUR
DIRT, AND WITH TRUE REPENTANCE,
00:41:48.30\00:41:52.31
UP WITH, YOUR SIN IS
NOT UNIQUE TO THE UNIVERSE.
00:41:52.31\00:41:56.64
GOD SEEN IT BEFORE.
HE'S FORGIVEN IT BEFORE.
00:41:56.64\00:42:00.58
AS HE FORGIVES IT OTHER TIMES.
I'M STUDYING ABRAHAM AGAIN THIS
00:42:00.58\00:42:08.39
WEEK. WHO WE
REVERE AS FATHER OF THE
00:42:08.39\00:42:14.23
FAITHFUL. ABRAHAM
IS FATHER OF TRUTH.
00:42:14.23\00:42:17.17
EVERY TIME WE GOT ASIDE,
WE LIE. >> WE CALLED IT --
00:42:17.17\00:42:21.47
>> AND THERAPEUTIC
LIE. >> HE WOULD JUST LIE.
00:42:21.47\00:42:26.14
BEFORE GOD COULD USE HIM.
BEFORE GOD COULD MAKE HIM FATHER
00:42:26.14\00:42:30.05
OF MANY NATIONS,
HE HAS TO TEST HIM.
00:42:30.05\00:42:33.82
YOU HAVE A GLITCH IN YOUR
GAME. GOD WILL DO THAT, TOO.
00:42:33.82\00:42:36.72
NOT TO WEAR YOU
OUT. NOT TO DESTROY YOU.
00:42:36.72\00:42:39.39
YOU NEED TO BE TESTING.
THE ONLY WAY YOU HAVE FAITH IS
00:42:39.39\00:42:42.62
TO GET IT TESTED. WHEN
YOU COME IN REPENTANCE,
00:42:42.62\00:42:48.20
UNDERSTANDING WHO GOD IS, YOU
CAN COME HUMBLY AND JOYFULLY.
00:42:48.20\00:42:53.97
YOU KNOW YOU
WILL NOT BE CAST OUT.
00:42:53.97\00:42:57.54
CHRIST SAYS,
WHERE ARE MY ACCUSERS.
00:42:57.54\00:43:01.14
CONDEMN YOU. GO AND SIN NO MORE.
00:43:01.14\00:43:07.32
IT MAKES IT PLEASANT. >>
LET ME TAKE A SIDE BAR AND
00:43:07.32\00:43:10.72
SAY THIS. I GREW
UP IN A NEW TESTAMENT
00:43:10.72\00:43:13.96
CHURCH BUT IT WAS LEGALISTIC.
IT WAS, I HAD TO BE PERFECT TO
00:43:13.96\00:43:17.26
BE LOVED. AT
HOME, THAT WAS VERY MUCH
00:43:17.26\00:43:21.40
REINFORCED. I HAD TO
BE PERFECT TO BE LOVED.
00:43:21.40\00:43:24.67
WHEREAS MY
SISTER, WAS AN EXCEPTION.
00:43:24.67\00:43:26.94
SHE WAS A SPOILED ROTTEN
LITTLE BRAT AND GOT AWAY WITH
00:43:26.94\00:43:32.34
EVERYTHING. FOR ME,
IT WAS REINFORCED AND IT
00:43:32.34\00:43:35.21
WAS SOMETHING THAT WAS
DEEPLY INGRAINED IN ME.
00:43:35.21\00:43:40.68
I WENT FROM WORKS, SALVATION BY
WORKS, INTO A NONDENOMINATIONAL
00:43:40.68\00:43:50.13
ARENA. I NEVER HEARD ABOUT GRACE
00:43:50.13\00:43:53.90
REALLY. I READ THE
BIBLE, NEW TESTAMENT
00:43:53.90\00:43:57.77
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW I MISSED
IT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND GRACE.
00:43:57.77\00:44:02.77
I WENT INTO A NONDENOMINATIONAL
ARENA, WHERE GRACE IS ALMOST,
00:44:02.77\00:44:07.81
THERE'S NOTHING YOU HAVE
TO WORRY ABOUT BECAUSE GRACE.
00:44:07.81\00:44:11.05
IT WAS LIKE, IF YOU TALKED
ABOUT OBEDIENCE, YOU ARE BEING
00:44:11.05\00:44:17.32
LEGALISTIC. AND
WHEN GOD -- WHEN I REALLY
00:44:17.32\00:44:20.29
STARTED STUDYING THE BIBLE AND
UNDERSTOOD THE RELATIONSHIP, I
00:44:20.29\00:44:23.26
WANT TO SHARE THIS ONE THING AND
I WANT TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU AT
00:44:23.26\00:44:27.83
HOME. IT'S SO PRECIOUS.
00:44:27.83\00:44:29.60
THE GRACE, I WAS PRAYING AND FOR
THE LORD TO GIVE ME AN EXAMPLE,
00:44:29.60\00:44:37.64
NOT AN EXAMPLE -- BUT
SOMETHING -- AN ILLUSTRATION OF
00:44:37.64\00:44:46.61
WHAT GRACE IS. AND
HERE'S WHAT HE GAVE ME, THAT
00:44:46.61\00:44:50.92
GOD'S LOVE -- I MEAN HIS HEART
OVERFLOWS WITH LOVE FOR YOU.
00:44:50.92\00:44:55.79
YOU KNOW, THE
BIBLE SAYS GOD IS LOVE.
00:44:55.79\00:44:59.39
THAT'S THE
ESSENCE OF HIS NATURE.
00:44:59.39\00:45:02.33
HIS HEART OVERFLOWS WITH LOVE
FOR YOU SO MUCH SO THAT HE SENT
00:45:02.33\00:45:06.33
HIS SON TO DIE FOR
YOU YET YOU'RE SINNERS.
00:45:06.33\00:45:09.87
AND GOD IS NOT HOLDING BACK
WELL, BEING -- WELL, AS THIS
00:45:09.87\00:45:17.88
WELLS OVER, THIS LOVE, IT COMES
THROUGH THE GRACE PIPELINE.
00:45:17.88\00:45:21.92
AND EVERYTHING IS BY
GRACE. WE'RE SAVED BY GRACE.
00:45:21.92\00:45:26.59
WE OBEY BY GRACE AND
EVERYTHING IS BY GRACE.
00:45:26.59\00:45:32.19
FAITH IS THE FAUCET.
PRAYER IS THE HANDLE THAT OPENS
00:45:32.19\00:45:36.43
THE FAUCET. THE
PRAYER OF FAITH, WHAT IS THE
00:45:36.43\00:45:40.04
FOUNDATION OF THAT? TRUST.
00:45:40.04\00:45:41.54
YOU HAVE TO TRUST IN THE LORD
WITH ALL YOUR HEART, LEAN NOT IN
00:45:41.54\00:45:46.17
YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING.
THE FOUNDATION OF TRUST IS THE
00:45:46.17\00:45:50.78
RELATIONSHIP, THE FOUNDATION
FOR RELATIONSHIP IS LOVE?
00:45:50.78\00:45:55.68
>> SO WE ONLY LOVE HIM
BECAUSE HE FIRST LOVED US.
00:45:55.68\00:46:00.89
AS WE UNDERSTANDS THAT, THEN OUR
RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD GET
00:46:00.89\00:46:07.30
MORE INTIMATE. THEN
YOUR TRUST GETS GREATER.
00:46:07.30\00:46:10.60
THEN YOUR PRAYER
AND FAITH GETS GREATER.
00:46:10.60\00:46:13.27
THEN YOU TAP ON ALL
OF HIS AREAS OF GRACE.
00:46:13.27\00:46:17.47
WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND GOD LIKE
THIS, YOU KNOW, WHEN PAUL SAID,
00:46:17.47\00:46:21.91
IS IT ROMANS 8:32, HE WHO DIDN'T
SPARE HIS OWN SON, HOW MUCH MORE
00:46:21.91\00:46:28.65
WOULD HE GIVE US NOW? SO
WHEN I UNDERSTOOD GOD THAT
00:46:28.65\00:46:35.32
WAY, IT MADE REPENTANCE A
JOY. I WANTED TO COME TO HIM.
00:46:35.32\00:46:40.16
I WANTED TO GET CLEANED
UP. >> AND I'M IN JOHN 14
00:46:40.16\00:46:51.21
>> IF LOVE ME,
KEEP MY COMMANDMENTS.
00:46:51.21\00:46:54.64
WE LOOK AT THE PATTERN, IF
YOU LOVE ME, THEN YOU KEEP.
00:46:54.64\00:46:59.71
I WILL PRAY THE FATHER AND HE
WILL SEND YOU ANOTHER COMFORTER,
00:46:59.71\00:47:04.25
ANOTHER HELPER, HE MAY
ABIDE WITH YOU FOREVER, EVEN THE
00:47:04.25\00:47:10.43
SPIRIT OF TRUTH. LOOK
HOW THE -- WE'RE STILL IN
00:47:10.43\00:47:14.93
COMMANDMENT KEEPING.
IT'S A CONSEQUENCE OF LOVE.
00:47:14.93\00:47:23.64
WHEN YOU SERVE HIM OUT OF LOVE,
HE'S GOING TO SEND YOU THE HOLY
00:47:23.64\00:47:27.34
SPIRIT. IT'S NOT YOUR WORK.
00:47:27.34\00:47:28.64
IT'S NOT YOUR INITIATIVE.
IT'S A DETERMINATION IN YOUR
00:47:28.64\00:47:32.81
MIND, LORD, I
WANT TO FOLLOW YOU.
00:47:32.81\00:47:34.98
I WILL SEND YOU A
HELPER TO DO JUST THAT.
00:47:34.98\00:47:39.12
IT'S NOT LEGALISM. IT'S
JUST WALKING IN THE WILL OF
00:47:39.12\00:47:41.96
THE WAY AND WHAT YOU'VE DONE
IS TO PUT IT IN GRACE PIPELINE,
00:47:41.96\00:47:46.56
YOU'VE GOTTEN THE SHOWER AND
YOU'VE TURNED ON THE FAUCET AND
00:47:46.56\00:47:54.37
THE WATER IS WORKING ON YOU NOW.
YOU'RE NOT WORKING ON YOUR OWN
00:47:54.37\00:47:59.54
STRENGTH. THE
GRACE OF GOD IS WORKING
00:47:59.54\00:48:01.31
THROUGH YOU, AND FOR YOU
SO OBEDIENCE IS A NATURAL
00:48:01.31\00:48:05.25
CONSEQUENCE OF?YOUR
RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST.
00:48:05.25\00:48:08.45
>> WE DON'T OBEY TO BE SAVED
BUT WE OBEY BECAUSE WE'RE SAVED.
00:48:08.45\00:48:16.56
>> WHOEVER IS
SPEAKING, PETER IS SPEAKING.
00:48:16.56\00:48:21.06
HE SAYS, WE'RE HIS WITNESSES TO
THESE THINGS AND SO IS THE HOLY
00:48:21.06\00:48:26.47
SPIRIT WHOM GOD HAS
GIVEN TO THOSE WHO OBEY HIM.
00:48:26.47\00:48:35.71
WE CAN ONLY BE FILLED WITH
THE HOLY SPIRIT TO A DEGREE.
00:48:35.71\00:48:39.08
BEAUTY OF THE OBEDIENCE.
WE DON'T OBEY TO BE SAVED.
00:48:39.08\00:48:43.15
WE OBEY BECAUSE WE LOVE HIM,
WE WANT TO KEEP HIS COMMANDMENTS
00:48:43.15\00:48:47.96
AND WANT TO PLEASE HIM. AS
WE OBEY, WE GET MORE PRESSED
00:48:47.96\00:48:51.96
OUT OF US AND YOU COULD
BE FILLED MORE WITH THE HOLY
00:48:51.96\00:48:57.43
SPISPIRIT >> WHY
SHOULD WE FEAR OBEDOBEDIENCE?
00:48:57.43\00:49:09.18
>> HOW LONG HAVE
YOU BEEN MARRIED?
00:49:09.18\00:49:11.51
>> ALMOST 30 YEARS. >>
AND YOU SAID IN YOUR LIFE, I
00:49:11.51\00:49:19.52
LOVE THIS MAN, I WILL OBEY
HIM. >> WHEN YOU LOVE, WHEN IT'S
00:49:19.52\00:49:25.86
THERE, OBEDIENCE IS AN
NATURAL -- YOU DON'T HAVE TO
00:49:25.86\00:49:30.77
WALK AROUND WITH
YOU WITH A STUNNED GUN.
00:49:30.77\00:49:38.64
HE TRUSTS YOU BECAUSE
OF THE LOVE-RELATIONSHIP.
00:49:38.64\00:49:42.28
>> SOME WOMEN HAVE A LOT OF
TROUBLE WITH THE IDEA OF BEING
00:49:42.28\00:49:56.83
SUBMISSIVE. J.D. LOVES ME.
00:49:56.83\00:49:59.96
HE WANTS WHAT'S BEST FOR ME.
HE'S NOT STANDING OVER ME, YOU
00:49:59.96\00:50:03.70
CAN'T DO THIS,
YOU CAN'T DO THAT.
00:50:03.70\00:50:06.60
HE'S TRYING TO -- EXPAND MY
HORIZONS AND SO -- IT'S SO EASY.
00:50:06.60\00:50:12.71
HE'S LIKE JESUS. YES
SUS GIVES US A POWER OF --
00:50:12.71\00:50:16.75
JESUS GIVES US
A POWER OF CHOICE.
00:50:16.75\00:50:20.68
THE LORD IS, ALL
HE WANTS IS THE BEST.
00:50:20.68\00:50:23.79
HE'S INTERESTED IN
OUR ETERNAL BENEFIT.
00:50:23.79\00:50:26.15
WHEN A MAN IS LIKE THAT, WHEN HE
LOVES A WIFE LIKE CHRIST LOVES
00:50:26.15\00:50:33.06
THE CHURCH, IT'S
EASY TO BE SUBMISSIVE.
00:50:33.06\00:50:38.47
>> THE LORD IS NOT TRYING TO CUT
OUT YOUR FUN, HE KNOWS THE ENDS
00:50:38.47\00:50:45.87
OF HEART IS DEATH. >>
AND IF YOU GET THAT CLEAN
00:50:45.87\00:50:50.08
HEART, YOUR TASTES DO CHANGE.
YOUR MIND-SET DOES CHANGE.
00:50:50.08\00:50:53.62
YOUR RELATIONSHIP
WITH GOD DOES CHANGE.
00:50:53.62\00:50:55.85
IT PLAYS ITSELF OUT IN YOUR
RELATIONSHIP WITH THE WORLD AND
00:50:55.85\00:51:00.86
THE WORLD AROUND YOU.
PEOPLE WILL BEGIN TO SEE THAT IN
00:51:00.86\00:51:03.56
EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO.
AND IT'S A WONDERFUL GODLY
00:51:03.56\00:51:09.60
EXPERIENCE. >> I
WANT TO ADD THESE LAST TWO
00:51:09.60\00:51:12.73
STEPS. IN CASE
SOMEONE CAN'T WATCH THE
00:51:12.73\00:51:14.94
SECOND HOUR. ONCE
YOU HAVE RECOGNIZED YOUR
00:51:14.94\00:51:17.77
SIN GODLY SORROW, HOLY SPIRIT
HAS LED YOU TO GODLY SORROW,
00:51:17.77\00:51:26.05
THEN WE CONFESS OUR SINS.
THE NEXT STEP IS SO IMPORTANT.
00:51:26.05\00:51:31.82
WE MUST RECEIVE
GOD'S FORGIVENESS.
00:51:31.82\00:51:34.76
THERE'S PEOPLE, I'M SURE
YOU TALK TO THEM WHEN THEY CALL,
00:51:34.76\00:51:37.99
PEOPLE WHO FEEL THAT THEY'VE
CONFESSED THE SAME SIN OVER AND
00:51:37.99\00:51:41.70
OVER FOR 30 YEAR, 40 YEARS.
IT'S LIKE, I TALKED TO ONE LADY,
00:51:41.70\00:51:46.74
SHE COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT SHE
WAS STILL -- I HAD AN ABORTION
00:51:46.74\00:51:52.74
40 YEARS AGO.
SHE HAD ASKED GOD FOR
00:51:52.74\00:51:56.44
FORGIVENESS EVERY DAY
OF HER LIFE AFTERWARDS.
00:51:56.44\00:52:00.55
SHE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND
THAT GOD HAD FORGIVEN HER.
00:52:00.55\00:52:05.72
IT'S IMPORTANT THAT ONCE WE'VE
CONFESSED, THAT WE OPEN OUR
00:52:05.72\00:52:10.19
HEARTS AND ACCEPT THAT.
HE SAID, COME NOW IN ISAIAH
00:52:10.19\00:52:14.83
1:18. COME NOW AND LET US REASON
00:52:14.83\00:52:17.63
TOGETHER, SAYS THE LORD.
YOUR SINS ARE LIKE CLOTH, THEY
00:52:17.63\00:52:24.71
ARE WHITE AS SNOW. IF
YOU WANT TO REPENT, GO TO
00:52:24.71\00:52:28.98
PSALM 51. THIS IS
AFTER HE SINNED WITH
00:52:28.98\00:52:35.92
BASHEBA. HE HAD
URIA SENT TO THE FRONT
00:52:35.92\00:52:40.92
LINE TO BE KILLED.
WASH ME OF MY EQUITE.
00:52:40.92\00:52:44.53
WASH ME AND I
SHOULD BE WHITER THAN SNOW.
00:52:44.53\00:52:49.23
AND WHAT I LOVE 1 KING 14:8.
IN 1 KING 14:18, THE AUTHOR IS
00:52:49.23\00:53:00.54
QUOTING GOD. HE SAYS,
YOU HAVE NOT BEEN AS MY
00:53:00.54\00:53:04.11
SERVANT, DAVID, WHO KEPT MY
COMMANDMENTS AND FOLLOWED ME
00:53:04.11\00:53:07.62
WITH ALL OF HIS HEART TO DO
ONLY WHAT IS RIGHT IN MY EYES.
00:53:07.62\00:53:11.62
THIS IS AFTER DAVID'S DEATH.
BUT GOD IS SAYING, HE'S KEPT ALL
00:53:11.62\00:53:15.96
MY COMMANDMENTS. HE
DID ONLY WHAT WAS RIGHT.
00:53:15.96\00:53:20.03
GOD CANNOT LIE. WHAT HE
IS SAYING, AS FAR AS THE
00:53:20.03\00:53:24.73
EAST IS FROM THE WEST, SO
FAR HAS HE CAST OR REMOVED OUR
00:53:24.73\00:53:30.04
TRANSGRESSION. IT
SHOWS US THAT GOD FORGETS
00:53:30.04\00:53:32.61
WHAT WE ASK HIM TO
FORGIVE. SO THERE'S SO MANY.
00:53:32.61\00:53:39.28
IN HEBREWS 8, 10:12, HE WILL
WRITE HIS LINES IN MY HEART.
00:53:39.28\00:53:48.99
AND IN LAWLESS DEEDS I WILL NOT.
BUT HERE'S THE MOST IMPORTANT
00:53:48.99\00:53:53.26
POINT. AND LET
ME GET IT IN, IN THE
00:53:53.26\00:53:55.30
NEXT COUPLE OF MINUTES.
REPENTANCE IS NOT COMPLETE UNTIL
00:53:55.30\00:54:02.60
YOU ACCEPT GOD'S POWER
TO CHANGE YOUR CONDUCT.
00:54:02.60\00:54:06.11
TO REPENT LITERALLY MEANS
YOU'RE GOING TO DO A U-TURN.
00:54:06.11\00:54:11.35
YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE
TURN BACK TOWARD GOD.
00:54:11.35\00:54:14.88
AND HE GIVES US THE POWER.
THIS REPRESENTS SANCTFICICATION.
00:54:14.88\00:54:33.50
GOD HAS EXHALTED FROM HIS
RIGHT HAND, TO GIVE REPENTANCE.
00:54:33.50\00:54:40.28
TO GRANT REPENTANCE TO
ISRAEL AND FORGIVENESS OF SINS.
00:54:40.28\00:54:44.81
WHEN YOU ARE REPENTING, ONE
THING I'VE DONE AND AFTER I'VE
00:54:44.81\00:54:49.68
CONFESSED OR RECEIVED, I ALWAYS
SAY, LORD, GRANT ME REPENTANCE.
00:54:49.68\00:54:53.59
GIVE ME THE POWER
TO TURN AWAY FROM THIS.
00:54:53.59\00:54:58.79
CREATE IN ME A CLEAN HEART,
RENEW A STEADFAST SPIRIT IN ME.
00:54:58.79\00:55:02.63
THE BIBLE SAYS, PAUL
WROTE IN ROMANS 8:13.
00:55:02.63\00:55:08.20
LOVE THIS SCRIPTURE, 8:13.
IF YOU LIVE ACCORDING TO THE
00:55:08.20\00:55:12.24
FLESH, YOU WILL DIE. AND
IF BY THE SPIRIT, YOU PUT
00:55:12.24\00:55:17.78
THE DEEDS THE
BODY, YOU WILL LIVE.
00:55:17.78\00:55:22.72
>> YOU BEAT ME TO
IT. >> THAT'S WHAT IT IS.
00:55:22.72\00:55:26.42
WE CAN'T CHANGE
BY OUR OWN POWER.
00:55:26.42\00:55:28.62
THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL
NOT FORCE US TO CHANGE.
00:55:28.62\00:55:32.36
WE HAVE TO WORK IN TANDEM.
WE MUST COOPERATE WITH THE HOLY
00:55:32.36\00:55:37.70
SPIRIT. >> YOU
HAVE TO LET YOURSELF GO
00:55:37.70\00:55:40.50
ALSO. YOU HAVE
TO BELIEVE IN CHRIST
00:55:40.50\00:55:41.97
WITH THE POWER TO CHANGE, EVEN
THOUGH YOU DON'T NECESSARILY
00:55:41.97\00:55:44.94
FEEL IT. WE'RE
BACKING UP IN ROMANS 8.
00:55:44.94\00:55:49.21
I WANT TO READ THE
THREE VERSUS. THIS IS 8:1.
00:55:49.21\00:55:54.78
THERE IS NOW THEREFORE NOW NO
CONDEMNATION TO THOSE WHO ARE IN
00:55:54.78\00:55:58.89
CHRIST JESUS. ONCE
YOU ACCEPT HIM, HE'S NOT
00:55:58.89\00:56:01.89
SHAKING HIS FINGER ANYMORE.
HE'S NOT POINTING HIS FINGER.
00:56:01.89\00:56:05.63
HE'S NOT CONDEMNING YOU.
THAT'S THE TRICK OF THE ENEMY,
00:56:05.63\00:56:09.43
YOU CAN'T GO TO
GOD WITH THE SIN.
00:56:09.43\00:56:11.87
YOU CAN'T DO THAT AGAIN.
HE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE THAT OR
00:56:11.87\00:56:14.97
HEAR YOU. THERE'S
NO CONDEMNATION IN
00:56:14.97\00:56:18.31
CHRIST JESUS. IN
CHRIST JESUS, WHO WILL NOT
00:56:18.31\00:56:22.74
WALK ACCORDING TO THE FLESH.
A NEW SPIRIT IS TAKING POWER,
00:56:22.74\00:56:26.41
PRESENCE IN YOUR LIFE AND
CHANGING WHO YOU ARE AND HOW GOD
00:56:26.41\00:56:31.49
VIEWS YOU. FOR THE
LAW OF THE SPIRIT OF
00:56:31.49\00:56:34.49
LIFE IN CHRIST JESUS IS -- HAS
MADE ME FREE OF THE LAW OF SIN
00:56:34.49\00:56:39.53
AND DEATH. FOR THE
LAW CANNOT DO, THAT IS
00:56:39.53\00:56:43.87
WEAK FROM THE FLESH. GOD
DID BY SENDING HIS OWN SON
00:56:43.87\00:56:47.97
IN THE LIKENESS OF SINFUL FLESH.
HE CONDEMNED SIN IN THE FLESH.
00:56:47.97\00:56:52.61
IT'S NOT YOU, ANYMORE.
TRUST GOD THAT HE COULD DO WHAT
00:56:52.61\00:56:56.78
HE SAYS HE COULD DO, EVEN
THOUGH YOU DO NOT FEEL IT.
00:56:56.78\00:57:00.05
EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE NOT
EXPERIENCING IT JUST NOW IN YOUR
00:57:00.05\00:57:03.45
MIND. EXPERIENCE
IT IN YOUR HEART AND
00:57:03.45\00:57:07.52
BELIEVE IT IN YOUR HEART.
THE FIRST THING YOU HAVE TO DO,
00:57:07.52\00:57:12.53
AND ONCE HE'S CONVICTED
SOMETHING IS WRONG, GET INTO THE
00:57:12.53\00:57:17.30
WORD. BECAUSE THE
WORD WILL FREE YOU
00:57:17.30\00:57:19.83
FROM CONDEMNATION AND REPENTANCE
HAS ITS ULTIMATE EXPRESSION IN
00:57:19.83\00:57:25.07
CONVERSION, IN TURNING AWAY FROM
SIN AND THE ABILITY TO TURN AWAY
00:57:25.07\00:57:29.94
IS A GIFT SHELLEY SAID, GRANTED
TO YOU BY GOD WHO IS WAITING TO
00:57:29.94\00:57:34.08
GIVE YOU THAT GOOD GIFT EVEN
MORE YOU ARE GOING TO ASK FOR
00:57:34.08\00:57:38.45
THE GOOD GIFT. >>
REPENTANCE IS IN THE GIFT AS
00:57:38.45\00:57:42.66
LONG AS YOU TURN AROUND.
>> HOPEFULLY IT'S AS EXCITING
00:57:42.66\00:57:47.10
FOR YOU AS IT IS FOR US.
WE'LL BE BACK IN TWO MINUTES, 2
00:57:47.10\00:57:52.50
SECONDS. YOU, YOU STAY BY.
00:57:52.50\00:57:53.10