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00:13 >> IF YOU ARE JUST JOINING US, I FEEL BAD.
00:15 DON'T TUN AWAY. CHERI PETERS IS IN THE HOUSE 00:19 TONIGHT. THAT WAS LIKE A 15-MINUTE 00:25 HOUR. >> I THOUGHT THAT WAS FAST. 00:26 >> IT WAS LIKE A 15-MINUTE HOUR. 00:30 GOOD THINGS HAPPEN REALLY QUICKLY. 00:32 WE DID GET COMMENTS AND QUESTIONS IN. 00:34 WE THANK YOU FOR SENDING THOSE IN. 00:36 WE'LL LET YOU KNOW HOW TO SEND MORE. 00:38 THE SECOND HOUR WE'LL FIND OUT MORE ABOUT CHERI PETERS. 00:42 AND WHAT GOD IS DOING IN HER LIFE NOW. 00:45 SHE IS AT PLACES WHERE SHE KNEW GOD WOULD LEAD HER. 00:55 ACCEPTED THEM TO live@3abn.tv. 01:01 OR CALL US AT NUMBER PUBLIC. WE HAVE COMMENTS RIGHT HERE. 01:09 WE THANK YOU FOR SENDING THOSE IN. 01:11 WE HAVE SOME MUSIC. [♪♪] 01:41 HOW DEEP THE FATHER'S LOVE. HOW GREAT THE PAIN OF 02:02 SATISFACTORYING LOSS♪ ♪ THE FATHER TURNS HIS FACE 02:08 AWAY. AS WOUNDS WHICH MAR THE CHOSEN 02:15 ONE♪ ♪ BRING MANY SONS TO GLORY♪ 02:23 ♪ BEHOLD THE LAMB OF GOD, MY SIN UPON HIS SHOULDERS♪ 02:37 ♪ ASHAMED, I HEAR MY MOCKING VOICE♪ 02:43 ♪ CALL OUT AMONG THE SCOFFERS♪ ♪ IT WAS MY SIN THAT HELD HIM 02:54 THERE♪ ♪ UNTIL IT WAS ACCOMPLISHED♪ 03:02 ♪ HIS DYING BREATH HAS BROUGHT ME LIFE♪ 03:06 ♪ I KNOW THAT IT IS FINISHED♪ ♪ I WILL NOT BOAST IN 03:20 ANYTHING♪ ♪ NO GIFTS, NO POWER, NO 03:27 WISDOM♪ ♪ BUT I WILL BOAST IN JESUS 03:32 CHRIST♪ ♪ HIS DEATH AND RESURRECTION♪ 03:39 ♪ WHY SHOULD I GAIN FROM HIS REWARD♪ 03:44 ♪ I CANNOT GIVE AN ANSWER♪ ♪ BUT THIS I KNOW WITH ALL MY 03:55 HEART♪ ♪ HIS WOUNDS HAVE PAID MY 04:02 RANSOM♪ ♪ WHY SHOULD I GAIN FROM HIS 04:08 REWARD♪ ♪ I CANNOT GIVE AN ANSWER♪ 04:14 ♪ BUT THIS I KNOW WITH ALL MY HEART♪ 04:21 ♪ HIS WOUNDS HAVE IS PAID MY RANSOM. 04:26 [♪♪] BUT THIS I KNOW WITH ALL MY 04:36 HEART♪ ♪ HIS WOUNDS HAVE PAID MY 04:42 RANSOM. [♪♪] 05:01 >> ISN'T THAT A WONDERFUL SONG? 05:02 >> YES. >> THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TALKING 05:03 ABOUT. HOW DEEP IS THE FATHER'S LOVE 05:06 FOR US IS. SCOTT, THANK YOU FOR THIS 05:10 SINCERITY WITH WHICH YOU SING THAT SONG. 05:15 YOU SING IT WITH SINCERITY. THANK YOU SO MUCH. 05:21 GO LIGHT THE WORLD AND HOW DEEP THE FATHER'S LOVE FOR US. 05:24 YOU KNOW HOW DEEP THE FATHER'S LOVE FOR YOU IS. 05:27 >> I WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT PEOPLE DON'T LOSE SIGHT OF THE 05:32 REASON I WANT TO DO A PROGRAM LIKE THIS, ABOUT GOD'S LEADING 05:36 IS BECAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO SEE WHO GOD IS. 05:39 NOT WHO CHERI IS. >> RIGHT. 05:42 >> WHO GOD IS. WHAT SURPRISES ME ABOUT GOD -- 05:46 I DON'T KNOW WHY IT SURPRISES ME. 05:48 BUT HOW FAITHFUL HE IS. IN EVERY LITTLE THING. 05:52 WHETHER IT'S BEHIND CLOSED DURSZ IN YOUR FAMILY OR IN THE 05:57 CRAZINESS IN YOUR OWN HEAD, HOW LONG IT TAKES HIM TO GET 06:03 RID THOSE LIVES. OR THE FACT I'M SOCIALLY UNDER 06:06 DEVELOPED AND IT TOOK ME 30 PLUS YEARS TO HAVE PEOPLE OVER 06:10 TO MY HOUSE FOR DINNER. SAYS IS I'LL WAIT. 06:13 BECAUSE I WANT TO BLESS YOU. EVERY THING WE'RE TALKING 06:17 ABOUT TONIGHT IS WHO GOD IS. HE WILL LOOK DIFFERENT IN YOUR 06:24 LIFE THAN MINE. BUT I HAVE SEEN YOU OVER THE 06:28 YEARS. AMAZING WHERE HE HAS TAKEN 06:30 YOU. I THINK I WANT TO BE WHERE YOU 06:33 ARE LYING ON THE BEACH IN THE BAHAMAS. 06:37 I LOVE THAT STUFF. AT THE SAE TIME WITH YOUR 06:43 JOURNEY, YOU ARE BLESSING SOMEONE ELSE WITH THAT 06:45 JOURNEY. IT'S NOT WHO IT IS IN ONE 06:48 PERSON'S LIFE, IT'S JUST WHO HE IS. 06:50 >> I LOVE IT, IT'S JUST WHO HE IS. 06:53 IT WILL TAKE A COLLECTIVE TAP INDUSTRY OF HUMANITY. 06:58 YOU SEE THE PICTURES WHEN YOU ZOOM UP, IT'S REALLY FACES OF 07:03 PEOPLE? 3,000 PEOPLE'S FACES AND THEY 07:07 PLACE THEM SO IT LOOKS LIKE ONE MAJOR PICTURE. 07:10 BUT YOU ZOOM IN AND 8,000 FACES OF PEOPLE. 07:12 I THINK THAT'S HOW WE'LL SEE GOD. 07:16 WE'LL SEE ALL THE PEOPLE'S FACES IN GOD. 07:21 HE WILL SAY THAT'S WHO I AM. I AM ALL OF HUMANITY REDEEMED 07:27 COLLECTIVELY. WE WILL SEE YOUR FACE, YOUR 07:36 FAMILY'S FACES. BE PATIENT, GOD IS NOT 07:39 FINISHED WITH YOU YET. >> DON'T GIVE UP. 07:42 >> PEOPLE SAY I JUST HAVE NO HOPE. 07:45 I'M THINKING EVERY TIME THEY LOOK AT YOU, THEY SEE NO HOPE. 07:49 I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE DEVIL IS SAYING. 07:53 UNLESS THE PERSON IS NO LONGER BREATHING, THERE IS HOPE. 08:00 EVEN THIS YEAR, I DID A JOB IN FLORIDA. 08:04 EVEN WHEN I MET GOD, I DID A JOB IN FLORIDA AS A SPEAKER AT 08:12 AN EVENT. IT WAS AN ATTORNEY'S 08:15 CONFERENCE. THERE WERE ATTORNEYS AND 08:17 JUDGES. MY FRIENDS ARE LAUGHING, ARE 08:20 YOU KIDDING ME? DO THEY KNOW WHO YOU ARE? 08:23 YEAH, THEY INVITED ME. I GO TO FLORIDA. 08:27 I KNOW ONE OF MY MOTHER'S BROTHER LIVES IN CLEARWATER, 08:32 FLORIDA. I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOREVER. 08:34 OUR FAMILY IS VERY FRAGMENTED OVER THE YEARS. 08:38 IT'S BEEN SO SAD FOR ME. I CAN'T SEE THE CHANGES A LOT 08:45 OF TIMES. I GET INVITED. 08:49 I SAY TO MY UNCLE, I FIND HIS NUMBER. 08:54 I SAY IT WILL BE AN HOUR AND A HALF, TWO HOURS FROM YOUR 08:58 HOUSE, WOULD YOU MIND IF I CAME OVER AND JUST SAID HI? 09:02 I WAS EXPECTING NO RESPONSE. MY UNCLE RESPONDS AND HE SAYS 09:06 HOW ABOUT IF I COME TO YOUR HOTEL WITH CARLA, MY WIFE. 09:11 WE WILL COME AND HAVE DINNER TOGETHER. 09:15 >> HOW NICE. >> I THOUGHT, NO WAY! 09:18 I JUST WANT TO FIGURE, GOD, HOW DO YOU DO THAT? 09:22 AS A CHILD, I HAVE IS A LOT OF ABUSE AS A CHILD BUT NOT HAVE 09:27 THIS UNCLE. HE WAS A DRUGGIE WHO LIKED TO 09:32 SMOKE, DROP ACID AND SURF. HE WASN'T NORMAL BUT HE WAS MY 09:37 FAVORITE UNCLE. HE DRIVES IN. 09:41 WE ARE BOTH IN RECOVERY NOW. WE GOT TO SHARE THAT. 09:47 WE GOT TO SHARE THAT HE LEFT CALIFORNIA BECAUSE HE COULDN'T 09:51 GET CLEAN THERE. HE HAD BEEN IN FLORIDA 09:53 TOGETHER. WE GOT TO SHARE THAT. 09:55 AS HE IS TALKING TO ME, THE SUPREME COURT JUSTICE OF KENYA 10:00 COMES BY TO SAY HELLO TO ME. THEN I GET TO INTRODUCE HIM TO 10:05 MY UNCLE. MY UNCLE IS LOOKING AT ME 10:08 LIKE, WHO ARE YOU? THAT YOU ARE IN THIS EVENT AS 10:13 A SPEAKER. ALL OF A SUDDEN HE IS NOT 10:16 LOOKING AT ME HIKE THIS DRUGGIE IN RECOVERY OR ABUSED 10:20 CHILD. HE IS LOOKING AT ME AS A WOMAN 10:24 OF GOD BEING HONORED BY THE PEOPLE I WAS AROUND. 10:27 I THOUGHT THAT IS SO HONORING FOR GOD TO DO THAT FOR ME. 10:34 THIS IS MY UNCLE. THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IN OUR 10:38 FACES, I DON'T HAVE A MUSTACHE. 10:40 >> YOU LOOK JUST LIKE HIM. >> I REALIZED DURING THAT 10:46 VISIT IS HOW MUCH I MISSED ALL OF THOSE YEARS AND I LOVE HIM. 10:52 NOT ALL OF US BUT A THE LOT OF US AND WE LOVE THEM. 10:59 WHEN GOD BRINGS HEALING AWE YOU SIT NEXT TO SOMEONE AND 11:04 YOU SEE THEM AND THEY SEE YOU. SUCH A MIRACLE. 11:07 WE HUNGARY OUT AND MET PEOPLE FROM THE CONFERENCE I WAS 11:15 WORKING. THEN I FLY HOME. 11:17 I'M SO OVERWHELMED AT WHAT GOD DID. 11:21 HE CALLS MY MOM AND SAYS I GOT TO HAVE DINNER WITH CHERI AND 11:25 IT WAS SO AMAZING TO HANG OUT WITH HER. 11:31 I GOT GREAT FEEDBACK FROM ALL OF TAT. 11:34 THEN I GET A CALL. HE IS IN TH HOSPITAL. 11:38 I'M THINKING, I JUST SAW HIM. HE IS HEALTHY. 11:43 I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN SEE THAT. 11:46 HE SKATES EVERY DAY, ROLLER BLADING AND HE SAILS. 11:51 HE IS JUST HEALTHY. BUT HE WENT OUT SAILING. 11:54 HE ENDED UP WITH A SCRATCH ON HIS BACK. 12:00 WITHIN A FEW DAYS IT GOT WORSE IT. 12:03 WAS LOOKING REALLY BIZARRE. FINALLY HE CALED AND SAID YOU 12:07 HAVE TO GO INTO THE HOSPITAL. ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL, 12:10 THEY WATCHED THIS THING ALMOST JUST GROW. 12:14 HIS NECK STARTED SWELLING UP. BY THE TIME HE GOT TO THE 12:17 HOSPITAL HE WAS ACTUALLY IN A COMA. 12:21 HE HAD A FLESH-EATING BACTERIA. 12:26 SO I'M TRYING TO -- THE ENTIRE FAMILY IS TRYING TO GRASP, 12:30 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? THE THINGS THAT I'VE SEEN ON 12:35 THE NEWS, HORRENDOUS THINGS, PEOPLE ENDS UP LOSING LIMBS 12:40 AND STUFF. I CONTACTED HER AND SHE SAID 12:47 SHE REMOVED ALMOST AL THE SKIN DOWN TO HIS BACK AND 12:50 REMOVED SOME OF THE FEET AND THEY FOUND IT IN HIS BRAIN. 12:53 BY THIS TIME, I COULD NOT -- I COULDN'T STOP BECAUSE I KNEW 13:01 WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. MY MOM DOESN'T USUALLY SPEAK 13:06 TO PEOPLE, SHE A PRIVATE AND DOESN'T SHARE EMOTIONALLY 13:10 MUCH. I THOUGHT I HAVE TO SEE IF SHE 13:12 IS OKAY. I CALL THE AIRLINES. 13:15 THEY SAID THEY COULD GET ME THOUGHT IN AN HOUR AND A HALF. 13:19 WHEN I FLEW TO MY MOM'S HOUSE AND HUNG OUT WITH HER. 13:23 NOT REALLY SAYING MUCH. SHE DOESN'T SHARE MUCH. 13:28 AS I'M SITTING THERE, I'M WATCHING GOD THROUGH THIS 13:33 TRAGEDY -- AND IT WAS A TRAGEDY. 13:37 THIS BACTERIA TOOK HIS LIFE WITHIN THREE DAYS. 13:43 IT WAS SO RAPID. IT WAS SO HORRIBLE. 13:51 I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT IT. WAS JUST HORRIBLE. 13:56 MY MOM AT ONE TIME -- SHE IS NOT CRAZY ABOUT CHRISTIANS AT 14:03 ALL. I AM ONE. 14:05 YOU KNOW. SHE STARTED TO GO THERE. 14:08 I SAID TO HER, MOM, I BELIEVE ALL OF THIS, I BELIEVE THAT 14:15 THE WORLD IS CREATED IN SIX DAYS. 14:18 I BELIEVE THAT GOD CAME IN THE FLESH. 14:24 I BELIEVE THAT JONAH WAS SWALLOWED BY THE WHALE. 14:30 I BELIEVE JESUS WALKED ON WATER. 14:32 I BELIEVE HE IS COMING BACK. I BELIEVE IN HEAVEN. 14:36 AT ONE POINT I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO MAKE FUN ME. 14:40 THEN SHE SIMPLY SAID, I WISH I BELIEVED IN ANYTHING. 14:47 WE DON'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WHERE I CAN HOLD HER. 14:50 BUT I WANTED TO JUST HOLD HER. AND I KNEW AT THAT MOMENT THAT 14:56 BETWEEN HER AND I, ALL OF OUR STUFF WAS DONE. 14:59 IT WAS DONE. GOD HAD BROUGHT SOME HEALING. 15:03 I COULD FEEL IT IN THE ROOM. I COULD FEEL IT WITH HER 15:08 EMOTIONAL CONNECTION WITH ME. THE FACT THAT ALL OF THAT 15:13 MAKING FUN OF AND SHAMING, ALL OF THAT WAS DONE. 15:17 WHAT I NOTICED EVEN WITH THE TRAGEDY WITH MY UNCLE, GOD IS 15:22 BRINGING HEALING IN THE FAMILY IN ALL KIND OF DIFFERENT WAYS. 15:28 SISTERS, BROTHERS, ALL OF THAT. 15:32 IN ALL KIND OF DIFFERENT WAYS. SO, TO ME, EVEN WITH WHAT WE 15:38 THINK THIS IS A TRAGEDY. GOD DIDN'T CAUSE. 15:40 THAT HE DIDN'T ST THAT UP. HE DIDN'T LET THAT HAPPEN. 15:45 HE SAID IF YOU STAY LOOKING AT ME, I WILL USE EVERYTHING IN 15:49 YOUR LIFE TO BRING YOU IN A DIRECTION OF HEALING. 15:53 THAT IS WHAT A LOT OF US DON'T KNOW. 15:56 EVEN WHEN THINGS LOOK CRAZY AND DARK. 16:01 HOW IS GOD WORKING IN THAT RIGHT NOW. 16:05 THAT IS NOT OUR PLACE TO ANSWER. 16:08 GOD SAYS I WILL ASK YOU TO HAVE FAITH IN ME. 16:11 IF YOU CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING IN ANYTHING ELSE HAVE FAITH IN 16:16 ME. >> DIDN'T YOU HAVE CANCER? 16:18 >> I HAVE CANCER. I HAVE LARGE LYMPHOCYTIC 16:26 LEUKEMIA. >> HOW ARE UP? 16:27 >> YOU KNOW, I'M GOOD. IF I GO OUT WITH THIS, I GO 16:31 OUT WITH THIS. I DON'T THINK I WILL. 16:33 BUT IF I DO, NONE OF US GET A FREE RIDE HERE. 16:40 IT HAS TAKEN A TOLL. I MEET PEOPLE THAT I LOST AND 16:45 THEY ARE THE REAL DEAL AS FAR AS CHRISTIANITY AND THEIR LOVE 16:49 AND THE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. YET THEY GET HIT WITH A HEART 16:55 ATTACK. WHAT GOD SAID TO ME WHEN I GOT 16:58 DIAGNOSED WITH DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER. 17:01 THIS IS NOT THE THAT I'M DISPLEASED WITH YOU. 17:02 THIS IS THAT YOU LIVE ON THIS PLANET. 17:05 >> YEP. >> THANK YOU, THAT'S 17:07 IMPORTANT. PEOPLE THINK THAT THE MOMENT I 17:09 BECOME A CHRISTIAN I'M EXEMPT AND MY SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER 17:13 IS NOT ON THE MEDICAL LIST. WE ARE ALL ON THE SAME TRAIN. 17:18 I WILL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF OUR TIME HERE. 17:21 THERE ARE A LOT OF PICTURES HERE. 17:24 >> THIS IS WHEN I WAS HOME FOR CHRISTMAS. 17:27 THIS IS A COUPLE OF MY SISTERS. 17:29 NOT EVERYBODY. WE WERE JUST MESSING AROUND. 17:34 WE GOT TO HANG OUT. >> I LIKE THAT. 17:37 >> GOD IS DOING INCREDIBLE THINGS IN THE FAMILY. 17:41 THIS IS YEARS AND YEARS DOWN THE ROAD. 17:43 IF I WOULD HAVE SAID IS IN YEAR 2 GOD, YOU PROMISED AND 17:50 YOU'RE NOT DOING IT. I NEVER WOULD HAVE GOT TO 17:52 STAND UP TODAY. IF I SAID IN YEAR 10. 17:58 WHAT GOD HAS BEEN TEACHING ME AND WHAT IS TRUE IN OUR LIVES, 18:03 SOME THINGS WILL TAKE TIME. OUR CHILDREN WILL TAKE TIME TO 18:07 COME BACK AROUND. SOMEBODY WILL TAKE TIME IN 18:10 THEIR RECOVERY. SOMEBODY THAT HAS FALLEN EVEN 18:16 SPIRITUALLY, TO STAND BACK UP AND COME BACK INTO THEIR RIGHT 18:19 MIND, IT TAKES TIME. OUR JUDGMENT AND OUR FEAR AND 18:27 DISCOURAGED JUST GETS IN THE WAY OF GOD BEING ABLE TO DO 18:32 WHAT GD DOES BEST. HIS GOAL IS TO GET US HOME. 18:35 NOT GET TO US FRIDAY. >> I LOVE IT. 18:41 >> LET PATIENCE HAVE PERFECT WORK THAT YOU MAY BE PERFECT 18:45 AND COMPLETE LACKING NOTHING IT. 18:46 TAKES A WHILE TO GET THERE. FROM WHERE YOU STARTED, FROM 18:49 WHERE ALL OF US STARTED IT TAKES A WHILE TO GET THERE. 18:55 I'M ALMOST COMPLETE BUT YOU ARE NOT COMPLETE UNTIL YOU ARE 18:59 LAID TO REST OR HE IS COPYING BACK. 19:02 HE WILL DO COMPLETE AMAZING WORK. 19:05 I WILL GIVE OUR VIEWERS AND LISTENERS AN OPPORTUNITY. 19:10 YOU MENTIONED G.C. I SAID GENERAL CONFERENCE. 19:14 IN A NUTSHELL WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? 19:17 >> FIRST OF ALL, I HAVE TO SAY HI, TO MY MOM, HI, TO CHRIS, 19:22 MY FRIEND. THE GENERAL CONFERENCE. 19:25 YEARS AGO WHEN I FIRST BECAME A CHRISTIAN. 19:29 GOD SAID, YOU KNOW, YOU WILL -- 19:36 >> OKAY. >> I'M ILLITERATE, HEROIN. 19:39 ADDICT IN REHE COVERY, JUST GETTING PEACE FOR THE FIRST 19:44 TIME. ALL OF THIS CRAZY STUFF. 19:46 I GO BACK TO SCHOOL. GOD IS GIVING ME THIS SENSE OF 19:52 YOU WILL SEE. OVER THE YEARS, YOU WILL 19:58 EVENTUALLY BE WORKING FOR A GENERAL CONFERENCE WHICH IS 20:04 FOR THE ADVENTIST CHURCH, THE MAIN HEADQUARTERS. 20:08 EVEN BRAD WALKER SAID THAT YEARS AGO. 20:12 TODAY HE JUST LAUGHS AT THAT. THIS LAST MARCH, I WAS DOING A 20:18 SPEAKING GIG. I WAS KEYNOTE SPEAKER FOR 20:22 PROPHECY WEEK. I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY CALLED 20:25 ME. I WAS THE KEYNOTE SPEAKER. 20:27 THE LAST DAY THE PRESIDENT, TED WILSON, GOT UP AND WALKED 20:30 UP TO THE PLATFORM. HE SAID WHY HAVEN'T WE EVER 20:34 HIRED YOU? I SAID I DON'T KNOW. 20:35 BECAUSE I CALLED YOU WHEN I WAS A LITTLE DRUGGIE IN 20:39 RECOVERY. I SAID "I THINK YOU SHOULD 20:42 HIRE ME." I THINK GOD SAW I WOULD BE 20:46 WORKING FOR YOU. HE SAID, I DON'T THINK THIS IS 20:53 HOW IT WORKS. WHY HAVEN'T WE HIRED YOU? 20:57 I SAID, I DON'T KNOW. HE SAID I'D LIKE TO HIRE YOU 21:00 TODAY. HE SAID THAT ON THE PLATFORM 21:02 IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY. HE SAID I'LL GET YOU A 21:05 CONTRACT WITHIN FIVE DAYS. >> WOW. 21:08 >> WHAT WAS REALLY CRAZY IS RIGHT BEFORE THAT -- THIS IS 21:13 WHAT GOT TO ME. I REALIZED THAT THERE WAS A 21:15 GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT HAD BEEN MISSION SPOTLIGHTS, RIGHT? 21:20 THEY WERE IN THE AUDIENCE. I SAID, WHEN I WAS FIRST IN 21:25 RECOVERY, I USED TO COME TO CHURCH. 21:30 I WASN'T TOGETHER ENOUGH OR KNOW ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING. 21:36 I WAS WATCH MISSION SPOTLIGHT. I WOULD JUST CRY. 21:39 I THOUGHT SOME DAY I WOULD LOVE YOU TO USE ME IN THAT 21:43 WAY, SOME DAY. THE FIRST TIME I EVER WORKED 21:47 WITH A METH ADDICT IN RECOVERY, I WAS IN THE HOUSE, 21:49 THE HOUSE WAS FILTHY AND THE HOUSE WAS CRAZY. 21:53 GOD SAID THIS IS YOUR MINISTRY. 21:55 I SAID SHUT UP. THIS IS NOT THE SPOTLIGHT. 21:59 I REMEMBER ARGUING WITH GOD ABOUT THAT. 22:01 I TOLD THAT STORY AT THE GENERAL CONFERENCE. 22:04 THAT'S HOW I FOUND OUT THERE WERE PEOPLE FROM MISSION SPOT 22:08 LIGHT IN THE AUDIENCE. WHEN I GOT HIRED THE LAST DAY 22:11 BY TED WILSON. I WAS HIRED TO WORK FOR THE 22:14 PERSON THAT IS IN CHARGE OF MISSION SPOT LIGHT. 22:17 NOW I WILL BE ON MISSION SPOTLIGHT. 22:20 I GOT HIRED BY TH G.C. I GOT HIRED -- NOT HIRED BY-THEM. 22:28 WE ARE TWO SEPARATE ENTITIES. I WILL BE WORKING FOR THE 22:35 MISSION. I HAVE DONE A FEW GIGS, 22:39 INDONESIA BEING ONE. I THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING. 22:44 WHAT GOD SHOWED ME, AS I WAS TELLING THAT STORY AND I 22:49 REALIZED THAT MIGHT HAVE VERY -- WHEN I WAS NEW IN 22:54 RECOVERY AND SUCH A MESS. ONE DAY I WANT TO DO THAT. 22:57 NOT REALIZING THAT ONE DAY I WOULD NOT ONLY BE DOING THAT 23:00 BUT WORKING FOR THE DMEAEN PUTS THOSE ON. 23:06 SO THE WAY GOD DOES, IF WE JUST LOOK AT HIM -- HE IS NOT 23:10 ASKING ME TO DO ANYTHING SUPER HUMAN. 23:14 HE IS NOT ASKING ME TO EVEN FIGURE IT OUT. 23:16 HE IS JUST SAYING DAILY, TRUST ME. 23:21 WHEN IT'S GOOD, WHEN IT'S BAD, WHEN YOU ARE FEELING LIKE YOU 23:24 ARE A FRAUD, WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE ALL THAT. 23:27 EVERY PART OF YOUR WALK I WANT YOU TO LOOK AT ME. 23:30 WHEN I GOT HIRED, EVERYBODY ON MY TEAM HAS A PhD. 23:38 [LAUGHTER] EVEN AT ONE POINT I THOUGHT 23:40 SHOULD I GET A PhD? I HEARD THE HOLY SPIRIT SAY, 23:45 NO, I'M NOT ASKING YOU FOR THAT. 23:47 I'M ASKING YOU TO LOOK AT ME. >> WHEN YOU FIND YOUR WAY TO 23:52 THE LORD HE GIVES YOU THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART. 23:55 >> YOU KNOW THE DESIRES OF MY HEART. 23:57 >> HE KNOWS IT. >> SOME PEOPLE GET CONFUSED ON 24:00 THAT. WHAT I WOULD LOVE, EVEN FOR MY 24:04 CHURCH, IS NOTE THAT -- I WOULD LOVE FOR MY CHURCH TO 24:07 KNOW HOW TO SPEAK TO SOMEBODY THAT IS A MESS LIKE ME. 24:12 OUR CHURCH DOES GOOD WITH BIBLE PROPHECY. 24:15 OUR CHURCH DOES REALLY GOOD WITH TEACHING THAT STUFF. 24:17 THE TRUTH IS, THE MESSAGE I AM SO POUD OF US FOR WHAT WE 24:23 BELIEVE. I DON'T THINK WE ARE TAKING IT 24:25 AS SERIOUSLY AS WE NEED TO. ESPECIALLY WITH THE 24:28 NEUROCHEMICAL CHANGES OF DIGITAL ADDICTION. 24:31 ALL OF THAT IS A BIG DEAL. I LOVE MY CHURCH IN THAT WAY. 24:35 WHAT I FEEL THE LACK IS THAT WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK TO 24:40 ANYBODY OUTSIDE OF OUR CHURCH. NOT THAT WE DON'T SPEAK TO 24:45 ANYBODY BUT THE AT-RISK. FOR ME MY ONLY CONTRIBUTION IS 24:50 TO TRAIN PEOPLE HOW TO DO THAT. 24:52 HOW DO YOU SPEAK TO THE PERSON THAT'S NEVER BEEN LOVED. 24:55 HOW DO YOU SPELL TO IT THE ADDICT. 24:58 HOW DO YOU SPEAK TO THE PERSON WHO IS LOST AND HAS NO HOPE? 25:02 I THINK WE HAVE EVERYTHING ELSE DOWN. 25:05 >> THAT IS SO NEEDED. THE STUFF THAT YOU ARE DOING. 25:11 >> THIS SAYS I DON'T HAVE A QUESTION BUT RATHER A COMMENT. 25:14 WHENEVER I HEAR CHERI SPEAK, I SEE JESUS. 25:19 I LOVE THAT. >> I LOVE THAT. 25:24 HER LOVE FOR CHRIST EXCITES ME AND HELPS TO STRENGTHEN MY 25:29 RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. >> AMEN. 25:31 >> IT YOU ALL THAT YOU HAVE BEEN OWE BEAT OBEDIENT. 25:42 >> I WANT TO SAVE THAT ONE. >> HERE IS ANOTHER ONE. 25:47 I HAVE TO SMILE WHEN YOU SAID TO ASK GOD TO TELL ME A JOKE. 25:53 HE HAS NEVER TOLD ME A JOKE. I DO KNOW HE HAS A SENSE OF 25:56 HUMOR. I'M ON YEARS SOBER. 25:58 I LOVE TO HEAR YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD AND 26:01 RECOVERY. IT IS REAL AND DAILY LIVING. 26:04 THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU AND SHARING. 26:07 I, TOO, KNOW THAT GOD IS CRAZY ABOUT ME. 26:10 SISTERS IN GOD AND RECOVERY. >> MARY, WHEN HE DOES TELL YOU 26:18 A JOKE, TELL HIM THAT IT'S NOT. 26:22 >> I LOVE CHERI, I'VE WATCHED HER PROGRAMS ON RECOVERY MANY 26:25 YEARS. THIS IS NANCY. 26:28 HER MINISTRY IS AWESOME. JUST CAME UPON YOUR PROGRAM 26:32 TONIGHT. I HAVE BEEN BLESSED AGAIN. 26:34 THANK GOD FOR THE PROGRAM LIKE YOURS. 26:37 BLESSINGS FOR ALL OF YOU FROM PENNSYLVANIA. 26:39 I LOVE YOU ALL. >> AMEN. 26:43 >> AMEN. >> SOMEBODY SAYS DOES CHERI 26:45 REMEMBER ATTENDING A SMALL COUNTRY CAMP MEETING IN 26:51 GLOBAL, VERMONT -- >> THIS IS RAMONA. 26:56 WE WANT HER TO KNOW WE ARE WATCHING HER TONIGHT. 27:00 WE WANT HER TO KNOW SHE IS A BLESSING TO US AT THAT 27:04 CAMPMEETING. >> THE OTHER SPEAKER WAS -- 27:08 >> THAT'S WONDERFUL. WE TOLD PEOPLE THEY COULDN'T 27:11 COME TO CAMPMEETING UNLESS THEY BROUGHT THE DOOR PRICE. 27:17 WE HAD THE BEST TIME IT. WAS SO FUN. 27:29 >> HE KNEW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE, AS YOU SAID. 27:33 >> BECAUSE WE HAD THE ADDICTS AND ALCOHOLICS IN THE AUDIENCE 27:37 AT THAT CAMPMEETING. IF HE PUT ALL OF HIS NOTES 27:40 ASIDE AND HE ALLOWED THE HOLY SPIRIT TO TALK FROM WITHIN. 27:43 >> IT WAS AWESOME. >> JANE HAS AN ADDICTION TO 27:50 ALCOHOL. THE LORD WILL GIVE THE FAMILY 27:53 THE GUIDANCE THEY NEED TO DEAL WITH THIS. 27:56 >> YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. 28:00 CALL THE MINISTRY THAT CAN GIVE YOU SOME SUPPORT. 28:02 LIKE MY NUMBER WILL BE UP. CALL US. 28:06 SAY, YOU KNOW, HERE IS WHO I AM. 28:08 WHAT DO YOU SAY TO ME. FOR TO US PRAY THAT SOMEHOW 28:14 JAMIE WILL LET ME SPEAK. MY FELLOW JAMAICAN. 28:20 I HAVE TO GET HER IN. SHE IS WATCHING IN JAMAICA. 28:24 SHE SAYS I'M BURSTING AT THE SEAMS WITH EXCITEMENT. 28:26 JUST LAST NIGHT I WAS THINKING I HAVE NOT SEEN THE PROGRAM 28:31 CELEBRATING LIFE IN RECOVERY. I AM TRYING TO WATCH A VIDEO 28:36 ON MY PHONE. IT IS REFUSING TO LOAD. 28:39 I TURN ON THE T.V. THRCIALTION IS CHERI. 28:44 WHOO-HOO! I LOVE MY SISTER. 28:47 HOW CRAZY HE GOD IS ABOUT ALL OF US. 28:51 CHERI, IF WE DON'T MEET DOWN THERE, I WILL SEE YOU ON THE 28:54 OTHER SIDE. LOADS OF LOVE. 28:57 >> KAREN INVITE ME TO JAMAICA. I'LL STAY AT YOUR HOUSE. 29:02 >> THAT MIGHT HAPPEN. >> THE ONLY TIME I GOT INVITED 29:08 WAS YEARS AGO. CYNTHIA PRIME INVITED ME TO 29:13 WOMEN'S MINISTRY. THE WEATHER THING CAME 29:15 THROUGH, SO EVERYTHING WAS CANCELED. 29:17 >> OH, NO. >> I WAS SO EXCITED TO GO. 29:20 THE MINISTRY WAS WITH GOING TO BE IN KINGSTON. 29:25 ALL OF THAT GOT CANCELED BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER. 29:27 IN MY MIND I KNOW SOME DAY I WILL STAND THERE WITH SOMEBODY 29:31 IN KINGSTON. MY FAMILY IS JAMAICAN. 29:37 >> THIS IS WHERE YOU GET YOUR BEAUTIFUL LOOKS FROM. 29:40 >> OH, STOP. THANK YOU. 29:43 INRA IN GINA IS FROM IDAHO. THANK YOU FOR KEEPING CHERI 29:49 ON. SHE SHOULD NEVER RETIRE. 29:53 I'M SBA BECAUSE OF 3ABN. SHE PRAISES GOD FOR THE GOOD 29:57 THINGS SHE IS DOING IN PEOPLE'S LIVES. 29:59 GOD IS NOT DONE WITH CHERI. HE LOVES YOU. 30:03 GOD LOVES YOU, SHE SAYS. SHE DOES SHE. 30:07 GINA CAME IN AND WHEN I WALKED IN, SHE CAME INTO MY CHURCH. 30:13 I WALKED IN AND SHE WAS ON MY TEAM. 30:18 I WALKED IN, SHE JUMPED UP AND SHE SAID, ARE YOU CHERI 30:23 PETERS? SHE GRABBED ME AND HUGGED ME. 30:29 LITERALLY TALKED ABOUT HER JOURNEY. 30:30 TALKED ABOUT BEING IN THE CHURCH. 30:32 HAD NO IDEA I WAS THERE. FOUR INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL 30:37 SONS. IF IS REALLY -- IT IS 30:41 INTERESTING, FOR ONE, HOW BIG AND HOW HE PULLS PEOPLE FROM 30:45 ALL OVER THE WORLD AND HOW GOD BLESSES US. 30:48 SHE IS SUCH A BLESSING BECAUSE SHE IS SO REAL. 30:52 HER JOURNEY WITH GOD IS SO REAL. 30:59 >> REAL QUICK. WE WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT. 31:06 >> STAR RANCH, I NEVER HAVE ENOUGH -- START SAVING THOSE. 31:13 WE WORK WITH FOSTER KIDS, WE WORK WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE 31:19 PSSD PRETTY SEVERELY. THIS IS ONE OF THE VETERANS. 31:22 SHE CAME AND SHE WAS JUST LITERALLY IN THE DARK HIDING, 31:26 NOT COMING OUT OF HER ROOM. THE V.A. SAID WE HAVE DONE 31:30 EVERYTHING. CAN YOU DO INSIGNIFICANT? 31:32 NOW SHE HAS HER LIFE BACK TOGETHER. 31:35 STAR RANCH IS JUST THAT. WE HAVE EIHT HORSES. 31:38 WE WORK WITH WHOEVER WALKS IN FOR HOWEVER LONG. 31:43 WE NEVER CHARGE ANYBODY BUT WE HAVE TO PAY FOR HEY AND FEED 31:46 AND TRAINERS AND ALL OF THAT. MY FEELING WITH GOD, EVEN THE 31:52 BOARD SAYS, YOU GOT TO GET RID OF THAT BECAUSE IT NEVER PAYS 31:57 FOR ITSELF. I SAID I CANNOT. 32:01 I HAVE WATCHED HEALING AFTER HEALING AFTER HEALING. 32:03 STAR RANCH IS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT I LOVE THAT GOD 32:08 ALLOWS US TO DO. WHEN WE GOT THE HORSES, I WAS 32:11 OUT THERE TRYING TO LEARN TO RIDE. 32:14 I SAID, THANK YOU BECAUSE I CAN GO TO ANY KID AND SAY DO 32:19 YOU WANT TO LEARN TO RIDE AND THEY WILL COME OUT. 32:22 AND NOT DEAL WITH THEIR STUFF RIGHT AWAY. 32:25 BUT DEAL WITH IT AS WE HAVE RELATIONSHIP. 32:27 I SAID THANK YOU FOR GIVING US THESE BEAUTIFUL ANIMALS TO DO 32:31 THAT WITH. HE SAID YOU THINK I GOT THEM 32:33 FOR THE KIDS. I THOUGHT WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 32:37 HE SAID THE KID IN YOU NEEDS TO HEAL. 32:41 I GOT IT JUST AS MUCH FOR YOU. I WANTED TO CRY. 32:46 GOD IS MULTI-TASKING. CONSTANTLY HE DOES THIS TO 32:51 HELP YOU DO MINISTRY. HE SAYS I'M ALSO DOING THIS 32:54 BECAUSE YOU NEED TO HEAL. YOU NEED TO LAUGH. 32:56 YOU NEED TO HAVE FUN. YOU NEED TO TRUST. 33:00 WHAT I LEARNED IS WHAT GOD DOES AT STAR, NOT ONLY FOR THE 33:03 PEOPLE WE WORK WITH, BUT FOR ME EVERY DAY. 33:07 GET ME TO TRUST. THIS IS INTERESTING. 33:12 >> GLENNA SAYS HOW DO I GET PEOPLE -- HOW DO I LET PEOPLE 33:17 GET CLOSE TO ME AND LOVE ME? >> THAT'S THE HARDEST THING. 33:23 IT'S REALLY TOUGH TO -- WHEN I FINALLY TOOK IT TO GOD AND 33:28 SAID I'M SO AFRAID, I THINK YOU ARE ASKING ME TO DO THIS 33:32 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW. I DON'T KNOW WHERE T START. 33:36 I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO PUT MY FEET. 33:37 I HAVE NEVER TRUSTED ANYBODY. I HAVE NOT BEEN LOVED EVER. 33:42 WHAT GOD SAYS, THEN YOU WON'T GET IN MY WAY, BUT YOU HAVE TO 33:49 BRING IT TO ME. WHAT I WANT T SAY TO YOU, 33:51 HOWEVER YOU CONNECT WITH GOD. SOME OF US IT'S TOUGH BECAUSE 33:55 GOD IS SAYING TRUST ME AND WE DON'T KNOW HE WHAT THAT MEANS. 33:59 HOWEVER YOU CONNECT, JUST SAFE THE WORDS. 34:01 IN SAYING THE WORDS, YOU ARE BREAKING COVENANTS YOU MADE 34:05 WITH THE ENEMY THAT ARE LIES. YOU ARE SAYING TO GOD, I DON'T 34:10 KNOW WHAT IT MEANS OR HOW TO DO IT BUT I WILL GIVE YOU MY 34:14 LIFE. I WILL GIVE YOU THIS AREA. 34:16 GOD, WHENEVER WE GIVE AN AREA TO HIM, HE SAYS I DON'T CARE 34:20 HOW LONG IT TAKES I WILL BE RIGHT WITH YOU DURING THE 34:23 HEALING. BEING ABLE TO TRUST GOD THAT 34:25 HE IS WHO HE SAYS HE IS. HE DOES WANT THE BEST FOR US. 34:30 IT'S TOUGH FOR KIDS, ADULTS THAT DON'T KNOW HOW TO TRUST. 34:35 GOD IS SAFE. HE IS. 34:38 >> WELFARE WE HE THE PROGRAMLY MENTION THE PRAYER ASKS SO WE 34:42 CAN PRAY FOR THEM ALL AT ONE TIME. 34:44 I WANT TO GO TO ANOTHER. PICTURE. 34:49 A JAIL MINISTRY FOR WOMEN. LET'S TALK ABOUT THIS. 34:53 YOU ADMINISTER MINISTER ALL OVER. >> I UNDERSTAND THEM AND I 35:03 LOVE THEM. SOMETIMES, THIS PARTICULAR 35:06 PRISON YOU SEE IN THE SHOT, OR JAIL, WE WENT IN AND DID A 35:12 THREE-DAY WORKSHOP. THAT IS VERY RARE THEY WILL 35:15 BRING YOU IN TWO OR THREE DAYS AT A TIME. 35:18 I GO TO GO IN FOR THREE DAYS. THE PROCESS OF FORGIVENESS. 35:23 FORGIVENESS IS A HUGE THING IN OUR HEALING. 35:28 THERE WAS AN INMATE THAT GOT UP, SHE WAS JUST GOING TO RIP 35:33 ME UP. SHE SAYS IS I'M NOT FORGIVING 35:36 ANYBODY. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT 35:38 HAPPENED. THE GUARDS WERE GOING TO TAKE 35:42 HER OUT. I SAID PLEASE DON'T DO 35:44 ANYTHING. SHE FINALLY, WHEN I SAID THAT, 35:47 SHE FALLS ON HER FACE AND JUST CRIES. 35:49 I SIT ON THE FLOOR AND CRY WITH HER. 35:53 WE TALK ABOUT THE PROCESS OF FORGIVING PEOPLE FOR DEEP 35:58 WOUNDINGS. HOW DO WE DO THAT. 36:00 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. HOW DO WE BREAK THE STRATEGIES 36:03 THAT THE DEVIL HAS AGAINST US IN THAT UNFORGIVENESS. 36:09 IT'S AN INCREDIBLE THING TO DO THAT BEHIND BARS AND WATCH 36:13 SOMEBODY CHOOSE FREEDOM FROM BEHIND BARS, RIGHT? 36:17 THEY ARE TRULY FREE. EVEN THE GUARD WAS SHOCKED. 36:21 THE STAFF THAT WAS AROUND US CAME TO CHRIST. 36:25 DEFINITELY SOME OF THE PRISONERS. 36:27 BUT THE STAFF ITSELF WITH THE REALNESS OF GOD. 36:31 I THINK MY FAVORITE THING IS TO DO PRISONS. 36:35 I HAVE BEEN IN PRISONS IN LOTS OF DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. 36:39 >> SPEAKING OF PRISON, SHE SAYS PLEASE PRAY FOR MY 36:44 HUSBAND. FEBRUARY 13 WILL MAKE 46 YEARS 36:47 MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN IN PRISON. APRIL 4 WILL OUR 4 34-D 43rd 36:59 UNIVERSITY. I APPRECIATE YOUR 37:00 ENCOURAGEMENT TO KEEP HOLDING ON. 37:01 I CAN CERTAINLY RELATE TO THE FAMILY DRAMA GROWING UP. 37:05 I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BLESSED BY CHERI'S MINISTRIES. 37:09 PLEASE PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL BLESS MY HUSBAND AND I TO 37:13 SHARE A LIFE TOGETHER OUTSIDE THE CONFINES OF PRISON WALLS. 37:18 THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOUR MINISTRY. 37:22 >> ONE OF THE THINGS YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER DURING THIS TIME, 37:26 TOO, WHAT I FORGOT ALONG THE WAY FOR A FEW YEARS, IS THAT 37:30 EVERY DAY IS A JOURNEY. EVERY DAY GOD IS GOING TO SHOW 37:34 YOU AN ASPECT OF WHO HE IS IN THIS JOURNEY. 37:38 DON'T LOSE SIGHT OF THAT. THE END FOR MY FAMILY, IT WAS 37:42 30, 40 YEARS, RIGHT? GOD SAYS, YOU KNOW WHAT, DON'T 37:47 LOSE SIGHT OF THE DAILY BLESSINGS. 37:50 THE DAILY HEALINGS. WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS DO'T STEP 37:53 AWAY FROM TRIBULATION TO FAST. 37:55 DON'T STEP AWAY FROM PROBLEMS TOO FAST. 37:57 LET THEM DO THEIR WORK AND BRING HEALING. 38:02 DON'T LOSE SIGHT OF THE EVERYDAY THINGS. 38:05 IF YOU WERE HERE I'D HUG YOUR NECK. 38:08 MY HEART BREAKS FOR YOU AS A WOMAN. 38:10 I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW DIFFICULT THE THINGS YOU ARE GOING 38:12 THROUGH. AS A SISTER IN CHRIST, I JUST 38:16 WANT TO SAY THERE WILL BE A DAY THAT YOU WILL NOT FIND ANY 38:19 OF THIS PAIN. THE DAY AFTER IS GOING TO BE A 38:22 DAY WHEN YOU CAN CELEBRATE BEING LOVED AND BEING 38:27 SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE THAT WILL LOVE YOU. 38:30 >> WE SEE THE NEXT PICTURE. I WANT TO MAKE A POINT. 38:37 TRUE STEP MINISTRIES, CHERI TALKS ABOUT WHEREVERRER GOD 38:41 SENDS HER SHE IS WILLING TO GO SHE TALKED ABOUT THE 125R STAR RANCH. 38:48 IF YOU MISSED THAT, THIS HAPPENS WITHOUT ANYBODY COMING 38:51 TO THE STAR RANCH TO PAY FOR ANYTHING. 38:56 HER MINISTRY, TRUE STEP MINISTRIES -- HOW MANY YEARS. 39:00 >> TRUE STEP WE HAVE HAD A NON-PROFIT WITH TRUE STEP AND 39:04 STAR RANCH SINCE 1996. SO A WHILE. 39:08 I'M LOOKING RIGHT NOW FOR AN INDOOR RIDING ARENA. 39:12 I AM PRAYING THAT GOD WILL -- EVEN GETTING SOME HAY WOULD BE 39:19 NICE. BUT IF WE HAD AN INDOOR ARENA, 39:23 WE DON'T HAVE A MONTH OF NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OUT THERE. 39:29 SNOW, RAINY SEASON, MUDDY. ONE OF THESE DAYS I'M PRAYING 39:35 THAT SOMEBODY WILL BLESS US WITH AN INDOOR ARENA. 39:41 >> YOU WATCHING THIS PROGRAM, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THESE ARE 39:45 REAL WAYS OF MINISTRY. IF YOU DONATED, IT'S A 39:51 501(C)(3). IT'S TRUE STEP.ORG. 39:55 WE'LL HAVE THAT INFORMATION IN GREATER DETAIL IN A MOMENT 39:59 BEFORE THE PROGRAM IS DONE. YOUR FINANCIAL GIFT WILL MAKE 40:04 A DIFFERENCE IN HER MINISTRY. THE PEOPLE, BECAUSE WE ARE 40:07 TALKING ABOUT BROKEN LIVES. PEOPLE THAT NEED THAT KIND OF 40:13 ENVIRONMENT. HE IS NOT DONE YET. 40:16 GOD IS BRINGING HER THROUGH ALL THE EXPERIENCE. 40:23 ONE DAY WE'LL ALL BE FLOATING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 40:27 YOU MIGHT SAY, LORD, WHAT WILL YOU HAVE ME TO DO. 40:31 I KNOW SOMEBODY IS WATCHING THIS PROGRAM THAT MIGHT SAY 40:34 THAT'S NO BIG DEAL TO GIVE AN INDOOR OR COVERED ARENA. 40:40 THAT'S A WHOLE LOT OF PROBLEM. I CAN DO THAT. 40:43 YOUR DONATION WILL GO A LONG WAY IN WHATEVER YOU DECIDE TO 40:48 DONATE. WE'LL LET YOU KNOW HOW TO DO 40:50 THAT BEFORE THE PROGRAM IS DONE. 40:51 YOUR MINISTRY, CHERI U WE'VE CALLED YOU WHEN THERE ARE 40:55 PEOPLE IN NEED. I TELL YOU THE TRUTH. 41:01 I SAID HOW MUCH? YOU SAID NOTHING. 41:04 I KNOW THE PEOPLE WE SENT YOU WERE NOT NOTHING PROJECTS. 41:13 I THINK OF HOW MUCH IT COSTS AND IT'S ASTRONOMICAL. 41:17 YOU SAID PUT THEM ON A PLANE, THEY COVER THEIR PLANE TICKET. 41:23 WHAT ABOUT -- JUST SEND THEM HERE. 41:25 I KNOW WHAT WE ARE ASKING IS SIGNIFICANT. 41:29 THIS IS A REAL WORLD. EVERYTHING COSTS. 41:31 >> EVEN AT THE STUDIO AT THE RANCH I HAVE A PODCAST STUDIO 41:36 FOR TRAINING VIDEOS ON PODCAST. 41:38 WE ARE DOING A GREEN SCREEN TO TRAIN PASTORS AND OTHER 41:43 LEADERS THAT ARE YOUNG ADULTS GROWING INTO THE MISSION 41:47 FIELD. ACE GET OLDER I REALIZE WE 41:50 HAVE TO PUT TRAINING STUFF OUT THERE. 41:54 AGAIN, ALL OF THAT IS PRICEY. BRAD IS GOOD AT BUILDING A 41:58 LOT. I HAVE HIM ALWAYS WITH THE 42:02 HAMMER. LIKE BEING ABLE TO SAY IF YOU 42:06 CAN HELP, I PROMISE YOU IT WILL CHANGE LIVES. 42:09 >> ALL RIGHT. >> I WAS COMING IN AND I 42:14 DIDN'T HAVE MONEY TO BUY MONEY TO BUY A BOOK AT CAMPMEETING. 42:21 IT BREAKS MY HEART PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE MONEY SO WE DON'T 42:25 CHARGE FOR OUR SRVICES. >> YOU TALKED ABOUT THIS 42:27 EARLIER IN THE PROGRAM. THE FIRST HOUR. 42:29 WHERE YOU WERE BARELY ABLE TO READ. 42:32 HOW MANY BOOKS DO YU HAVE? >> I THINK I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT 42:35 FIVE BOOKS. NOT WRITTEN THEM. 42:38 I SPEAK THEM INTO A TAPE RECORDER. 42:40 I'M ADD. >> ARE YOU ADD? 42:52 WE REWROTE STEPS FOR CHRIST IN RECOVERY LANGUAGE. 42:55 I HAD FIVE DIFFERENT ADDICTS AND TWO DIFFERENT AUTHORS. 42:59 IT'S A LIFE-CHANGING BOOK. I DIDN'T WANT TO CHANGE 43:02 ANYTHING. I WANTED TO KEEP IT LIKE IT 43:06 WAS MEANT BUT BRING IT UP TO THE LANGUAGE. 43:10 THE COVER HAS A GIRL WITH TATTOOS AND SHE IS HOLDING 43:13 JESUS' HAND. I'M AT THE GENERAL CONFERENCE. 43:17 SOMEBODY SAYS, CAN WE LOOK AT THE BOOK? 43:20 I DIDN'T REALIZE IT WAS SOMEBODY ON THE BOARD. 43:25 THEY LOOK AT THE BOOK, READ THE BOOK. 43:28 THE NEXT DAY SHE SAID WOULD YOU MIND IF WE PUT THAT NEXT 43:32 TO THE ORIGINAL. HERE IS ELLEN WHITE AND HERE 43:37 IS THE ONE THAT WE WROTE. I CRIED LIKE A BABY. 43:42 I KNOW SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN SO PROUD OF US FOR WHAT WE WANTED 43:45 TO D WITH THAT. THE FACT THAT SOMEBODY HONORED 43:48 US AND SAID WE WANT TO PUT IT IN THERE. 43:54 GOD BLESSED US IN THAT WAY. YOU FOLLOW THE DIRECTION AND 43:58 HE SAYS IS, I WILL BLESS YOU. NOT IN THE SAME WAY HE WOULD 44:02 BLESS A PERSON NEXT TO YOU. DON'T LOOK AT THEM. 44:05 WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO IN OUR RELATIONSHIP. 44:10 KEEP LOOKING AT THE RELATIONSHIP, NOT WHAT H 44:12 DOES. YOU CAN'T FOLLOW HIM FOR 44:14 MIRACLES. YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW HIM BECAUSE 44:17 HE IS GOD. >> THAT'S RIGHT. 44:18 >> WHEN YOU GET THAT RIGHT, HE CAN DO WHATEVER HE NEEDS TO DO 44:21 IN YOUR LIFE. >> DON'T FOLLOW HIM BECAUSE OF 44:25 WHAT HE IS GIVING, FOLLOW HIM BECAUSE OF WHO HE IS. 44:30 >> HE IS GOD. >> WHO ELSE CAN YOU TRUST? 44:31 WE TALK ABOUT THE BIBLE. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 44:36 >> I GOT DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER. 44:39 BRAD, MY HUSBAND S A MUSICIAN. HE WAS GONE. 44:42 I GET DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER. I WAS SCARED. 44:45 I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD, YOU KNOW? 44:53 IT'S A T-CELL LEUKEMIA. AT THE SAME TIME I'M SUPPOSED 44:57 TO BE AT OAKLAND ACADEMY. I NEVER NOT THINK ABOUT THIS, 45:03 I WILL SPEAK TO THIS ACADEMY WITH HIGH SCHOOL EVENTS. 45:06 I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL KIDS AND COLLEGE KIDS. 45:10 I GO TO THIS EVENT. I SAID TO THE KIDS AT ONE OF 45:13 THE SPEAKING THINGS THAT I JUST GOT THIS DIAGNOSIS. 45:17 I DIDN'T MEAN TO. USUALLY I'M NOT A CRYER. 45:21 I TEARED UP. OKLAHOMA ACADEMY HAS THE BEST 45:26 CHOIR. THEY GO ALL OVER THE WORLD 45:28 SINGING. ONE OF THE KIDS FROM THE CHOIR 45:31 SAID, THEY HAD TALKED TO EACH OTHER AND THEY SAID WOULD YOU 45:34 COME AND SIT RIGHT HERE? THEY POINTED TO THIS CHAIR. 45:38 I CAME AND SAT. THE WHOLE CHOIR SURROUNDED ME. 45:44 THEY SAID WE THINK YOU FORGOT WHO GOD IS. 45:48 AND YOU ARE AFRAID. THEY SANG A SONG, A CLASSICAL 45:54 SONG ABOUT THE MAJESTY OF GOD. IT WAS SO POWERFUL AND SO WELL 45:59 DONE THAT I STARTED TO CRY. I COULDN'T STOP CRYING. 46:02 ANOTHER KID CRIED. THEN ANOTHER. 46:06 PRETTY SOON THEY ARE DROPPING ALL AROUND THE ROOM IN TEARS. 46:10 I'M IN TEARS. BY THE TIME WE ARE DONE, WE 46:12 ARE ALL REALIZING THAT IT WAS SUCH -- FOR GOD TO SAY DON'T 46:17 FORGET WHO I AM, EVEN IN THE MIDST OF YOUR FEARS. 46:20 EVEN IN THE MIDST OF DISEASE OR DIAGNOSIS OR ALL OF THAT 46:24 KIND OF STUFF. I AM STILL GOD. 46:28 AFTERWARDS THEY ENDED UP SIGNING A BIBLE THAT I LOVED. 46:34 EVERY PAGE IS SIGNED. FRONT TO BACK THESE KIDS 46:38 SAYING WHAT THE WEEK MEANT TO THEM AND THE CONNECTION WITH 46:41 THE HOLY SPIRIT AND GOD IN THAT GOD MOMENT TO BE A PART 46:47 OF. SO THAT IS PROBABLY, WHEN I 46:49 LOOK AT THAT, I DON'T LET A LOT OF PEOPLE EVEN HANDLE IT 46:55 BECAUSE IT'S -- >> IT'S AMAZING HOW THE KIDS. 47:05 IN DIFFERENT TIMES WE THINK WE CAN HANDS EVERYTHING THAT 47:08 COMES OUR WAY. THEN A STORM COMES AND YOU 47:12 DIDN'T KNOW A STORM LIKE THAT EXISTED. 47:16 YOU STARTED DOUBTING GOD EVERY IN THE INTENSENESS. 47:22 YOU THINK, GOD, ARE YOU ON BOARD? 47:25 >> I'M RIGHT HERE. >> I GOT IT. 47:32 >> WITH THE CANCER, I HAVE TO SAY, PLEASE DON'T TRY TO GO TO 47:36 THIS IT WEBSITE SNLS YOU PUT IT IN EXACTLY RIGHT. 47:40 I WANTED PEOPLE THAT WERE HAPPIER WITH THEIR CANCER THAN 47:43 WHAT I WAS FINDING. I WENT TO A WEBSITE CALLED MY 47:48 CRAZY SEXY CANCER.com. I REALLY GOT TO HOOK UP WITH 47:59 PEOPLE THAT ARE FUNNY. I JOINED THE LEUKEMIA SOCIETY 48:02 AND GOT A BIKE AND STARTED LIEDING BIKES. 48:08 I RODE 100 MILES AROUND LAKE TAHOE ON A BIKE. 48:14 AGAIN BEING SOMETHING THAT CONNECTED ME MORE TO PEOPLE. 48:17 CONNECTED ME TO MYSELF. GOT ME OVER SOME FEARS. 48:20 GOD KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT HE WILL USE EVERYTHING FOR. 48:25 SOME OF US DON'T MAKE IT. SOME OF US DO. 48:27 I WILL PROBABLY GO OUT -- I TRAVEL THE COUNTRIES THAT IT'S 48:32 NOT SAFE TO BE A CHRISTIAN. I WILL GO OUT IN SOME WAY. 48:37 WHEN I DO, THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME, I WILL BE FLOATING. 48:46 >> THAT'S RIGHT. THIS IS A COUPLE OF BIPOLAR 48:53 COMMENTS. SHE CAN RELATE TO YOUR 48:56 TESTIMONY AND ONE IN PRAYER. PRAY FOR MY SONG WHO HAS A 49:02 BIPOLAR DIAGNOSIS. >> IT'S A TOUGH ONE. 49:04 I HAVE TO SAY, IF IT'S ON YOUR PLATE, DON'T BE AFRAID, DON'T 49:13 BE ASHAMED. IT'S JUST SOMETHING ON YOUR 49:16 PLATE. GOD SAYS I AM BIGGER THAN 49:20 THAT. >> ZOOM IN ON THAT PICTURE. 49:24 THAT'S AMAZING. GOD IS CRAZY. 49:33 AN AMAZING GLOOK WE REWROTE THE WHOLE THING. 49:38 TO ME THE FACT THEY PUT IT NEXT TO THE ORIGIN, IT WAS 49:42 SUCH AN HONOR. IF YOU READ THROUGH THIS BOOK 49:49 OR GIVE IT TO SOMEBODY, ESPECIALLY SOMEONE NOT USED TO 49:53 CHURCH LANGUAGE. IT'S WRITTEN TO IT RECOVERY 49:56 LANGUAGE. THEY WILL BE BLESSED. 50:01 >> CAN I SHOW THEM THE GENERAL CONFERENCE PICTURE? 50:04 >> LET'S HAVE A LOOK AT THAT. >> I GOT HIRED BY THE GENERAL 50:08 CONFERENCE. THIS IS MY WORK TEAM. 50:11 WHERE ARE YOU? >> I'M IN THE FRONT. 50:14 >> AT THE BOTTOM. OH, YEAH. 50:19 >> WHAT IS REALLY INTERESTING IS GOD SAID AT ONE POINT, YOU 50:26 WILL -- MATERIAL LIKE THIS WILL BE ALL OVER THE WORLD. 50:29 THEN HE GAVE ME SOMETHING -- HE WOULD SAY IT WILL BE ALL 50:32 OVER THE WORLD. SOMEONE WOULD SAY, CHERI, 50:37 YOU'RE SO GRANDIOSE. I WORKED WITH A GUY FROM THE 50:41 GOVERNMENT IN MEXICO WHO SAYS THE CITIZENSHIP IS DYING 50:46 EARLIER THAN NORMAL. IT'S THE FIRST TIME IT'S 50:49 HAPPENED IN 80 YEARS. HE IS DOING HEALTHY THINGS OUT 50:54 TO GET PEOPLE IN HEALTHIER IN MEXICO, COLUMBIA AND PARTS OF 51:00 FRANCE. >> HE SAYS I WANT TO SEND THAT 51:02 OUT TO ALL OF MY CITIZENS. I THOUGHT HOW FUNNY ARE YOU. 51:06 NOT THAT CHERI DID THAT OR GOD DID IT TO BLESS ME, EVEN 51:12 THOUGH IT DOES BLESS ME, BUT HE ALSO WANTS TO BLESS PEOPLE 51:16 THAT KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HIM. I DO THAT IF YOU STAY 51:22 FAITHFUL. WHEN GOD STARTS DOING THAT 51:23 KIND OF THING, IT'S GOD BEING GOD. 51:29 I AM FLAKEY, I'M ADD, I DON'T HAVE THE QUALIFICATION TO SEE 51:34 DO ANYTHING AND GOD SAYS DON'T LET THAT SCARE YOU. 51:40 >> YOU DO HAVE THE QUALIFICATIONS GOD KNOWS YOU 51:43 NEED TO HAVE TO REACH PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE REACHING. 51:45 I CANNOT REACH THE PEOPLE YOU ARE REACHING. 51:48 HE PICKED YOU. HE SAW YOU. 51:52 HE STEERED YOU FOR THE POSSIBLE -- YOU COULD HAVE GOT 51:57 SHOT AND ALL THAT. I WANT TO MAKE SURE THOSE 52:00 WATCHING THIS PROGRAM GETS THE ADDRESS. 52:04 WE FIRMLY BELIEVE, 3ABN BELIEVES IN TRUE STEP 52:08 MINISTRIES. WE HAVE SEEN WHAT GOD 52:10 CONTINUES TO DO IN CHERI PETERS' LIFE. 52:18 >> WHATEVER YOU DONATE, SHE WILL SEND A BOOK. 52:22 TRUE STEP MINISTRIES, PO BOX 163, KUNA, IDAHO, 83634. 52:30 THE PHONE NUMBER IS 208- 208-562-8477. 52:38 THE WEBSITE IS TRUESTEP.ORG. THE 208-562-8477. 52:54 >> YOU CAN DONATE ONLINE AT TRUESTEP.ORG. 53:00 THINK ABOUT THE LIVES. IN THIS PICTURE HERE. 53:05 >> IF YOU DON'T DONATE TO US, DONATE TO 3ABN. 53:13 >> YOU ARE IN THE 3ABN FAMILY. WE DON'T HAVE A TON OF TIME. 53:18 SHOW THAT QUICK PICTURE OF THE 3ABN FAMILY A 3ABN PEOPLE. 53:24 WE GOT TOGETHER. >> WHAT IS INCREDIBLE, THE 53:26 REASON I WANTED TO SHOW THIS PICTURE, AS GOD CONNECTS US IN 53:32 FRIENDSHIP, HE WANTS TO HEAL US THROUGH THOSE 53:34 RELATIONSHIPS. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN VERY MUCH A 53:36 PART OF MY JOURNEY. >> AMEN. 53:45 >> GOD KNOWS THESE PRAYERS, PRAY FOR MIGHT HAVE GODSON, 53:51 AIDAN. PRAY FOR ADDICTION. 53:53 PRAY FOR BIPOLAR. WE HAVE 3 MINUTES. 53:56 TAKE ABOUT A MINUTE AND A HALF AND PRAY FOR THEM. 54:00 PRAY FOR ALL OF THESE PEOPLE HERE. 54:06 >> DEAR FATHER GOD, YOU KNOW EACH OF US. 54:08 AND EACH OF THE PEOPLE REPRESENTED IN THESE PRAYER 54:12 REQUESTS. THOSE THAT DIDN'T SEND PEOPLE 54:14 IN, YOU KNOW US AND YOU KNOW OUR FAMILIES, YOU KNOW OUR 54:19 HISTORY, YOU KNOW WHEN THE ENEMY COMES AGAINST US. 54:23 PUTTING ALL OF THIS PAINFUL STUFF. 54:25 MENTAL ILLNESS, ADDICTION, THE LOSS OF THEIR CHILDREN, THE 54:33 REBELLION, SEXUAL ADDICTION, ALL OF THAT STUFF. 54:35 YET YOU HAVEN'T TURNED AWAY FROM US FOR A MOMENT. 54:38 I'M AMAZED BY THAT. THE BLOOD OF CHRIST IS THERE 54:42 AVAILABLE FOR EACH ONE OF US. I AM CLAIMING FOR EACH ONE OF 54:46 THEIR PRAYERS THE BLOOD THE CHRIST. 54:49 I'M CLAIMING FORGIVENESS. I'M CLAIMING HEALING. 54:52 IT SAYS IN THE BIBLE THAT YOU INTERCEDE FOR US EVERY DAY, 54:54 THE HOLY SPIRIT PRAYS THINGS THAT WE CAN'T EVEN SAY. 54:58 AND PRAYS FOR US. I'M PRAYING FOR EACH ONE OF 55:02 THESE FOLKS TO FEEL WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE GOD 55:10 INTERCEDE, JESUS INTERCEDE FOR THEM. 55:11 THE ENEMY FEELS STRONG AT TIMES BUT HE IS NOT. 55:15 HE IS NOT. THERE IS NO POWER THAT HE HAS 55:20 OTHER THAN WHAT WE BELIEVE. SO I'M ASKING THAT GOD BREAKS 55:26 EVERY CHAIN. LITERALLY RELEASES EVERY ONE, 55:32 RELENTLESSES FROM BONDAGE. THAT HE STARTS TO ALLOW TO YOU 55:34 FEEL WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE LOVED. 55:39 COMPLETELY LOVED. I JUST ASK GOD, WE ARE ASKING 55:44 FOR MIRACLES HERE. WE ARE ASKING FOR THINGS 55:48 BEYOND WHAT THE WORLD CAN PROMISE YET YOU PROMISE THEM 55:50 TO US. YOU KNOW WHO IS LISTENING. 55:53 YOU KNOW WHO IS ASKING. YOU KNOW HOW YOU ARE WORKING 55:57 WITH THEM. I AM ASKING YOU TO GIVE THEM 56:00 FAITH. GIVE THEM HOPE. 56:02 GIVE THEM THE ABILITY TO PATIENTLY WAIT FOR YOU TO 56:06 UNFOLD FOR THEM WHAT YOU HAVE UNFOLDED FOR EACH OF US. 56:10 CONTINUE TO UNFOLD THROUGH EACH OF US. 56:12 I PRAY EVERY TIME WE HEAR FROM THE ENEMY WE RECOGNIZE THAT 56:16 THAT IS A LIE. THAT IS NOT WHAT GOD SOUNDS 56:20 LIKE. THAT IS NOT WHO THAT IS. 56:23 START TO RECOGNIZE YOUR VOICE. SHOW THEM SOMETHING 56:28 INCREDIBLE. HELP US TO STAND UP AND -- 56:32 HELP US TO EAT RIGHT AND GET SLEEP AND GET OFF YOUR DEVICES 56:37 AND CONNECT WITH YOU. ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT WILL 56:39 BRING HEALING IN WAYS WE CAN'T IMAGINE. 56:42 >> THAT'S RIGHT. >> I JUST PRAY FOR US TO BE 56:46 HEALTHY IN CHRIST AND TO BRING THAT HELMET TO OUR FAMILIES. 56:50 THANK YOU FOR TONIGHT. IN JESUS NAME, AMEN. 56:54 >> OUR TIME AS COME AND GONE SO QUICKLY. 56:57 PRAYIOR CHERI. PRAY FOR 3ABN. 57:00 UNTIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN, GOD IS CRAZY ABOUT YOU. 57:03 THANK YOU SO. GOD BLESS YOU. 57:06 UNTIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN. [♪♪] |
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