>> IF YOU ARE JUST
JOINING US, I FEEL BAD.
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DON'T TUN AWAY. CHERI
PETERS IS IN THE HOUSE
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TONIGHT. THAT
WAS LIKE A 15-MINUTE
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HOUR. >> I
THOUGHT THAT WAS FAST.
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>> IT WAS LIKE A 15-MINUTE HOUR.
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GOOD THINGS
HAPPEN REALLY QUICKLY.
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WE DID GET
COMMENTS AND QUESTIONS IN.
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WE THANK YOU FOR
SENDING THOSE IN.
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WE'LL LET YOU
KNOW HOW TO SEND MORE.
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THE SECOND HOUR WE'LL FIND
OUT MORE ABOUT CHERI PETERS.
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AND WHAT GOD IS
DOING IN HER LIFE NOW.
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SHE IS AT PLACES WHERE
SHE KNEW GOD WOULD LEAD HER.
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ACCEPTED THEM TO live@3abn.tv.
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OR CALL US AT NUMBER PUBLIC.
WE HAVE COMMENTS RIGHT HERE.
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WE THANK YOU FOR
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WE HAVE SOME MUSIC. [¤¤]
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HOW DEEP THE FATHER'S
LOVE. HOW GREAT THE PAIN OF
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SATISFACTORYING LOSS¤ ¤
THE FATHER TURNS HIS FACE
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AWAY. AS WOUNDS
WHICH MAR THE CHOSEN
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ONE¤ ¤ BRING MANY SONS TO GLORY¤
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¤ BEHOLD THE LAMB OF GOD,
MY SIN UPON HIS SHOULDERS¤
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¤ ASHAMED, I
HEAR MY MOCKING VOICE¤
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¤ CALL OUT AMONG THE SCOFFERS¤
¤ IT WAS MY SIN THAT HELD HIM
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THERE¤ ¤ UNTIL
IT WAS ACCOMPLISHED¤
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¤ HIS DYING BREATH
HAS BROUGHT ME LIFE¤
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¤ I KNOW THAT IT IS
FINISHED¤ ¤ I WILL NOT BOAST IN
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ANYTHING¤ ¤ NO
GIFTS, NO POWER, NO
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WISDOM¤ ¤ BUT I
WILL BOAST IN JESUS
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CHRIST¤ ¤ HIS
DEATH AND RESURRECTION¤
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¤ WHY SHOULD I
GAIN FROM HIS REWARD¤
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¤ I CANNOT GIVE AN ANSWER¤
¤ BUT THIS I KNOW WITH ALL MY
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HEART¤ ¤ HIS WOUNDS HAVE PAID MY
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RANSOM¤ ¤ WHY
SHOULD I GAIN FROM HIS
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REWARD¤ ¤ I
CANNOT GIVE AN ANSWER¤
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¤ BUT THIS I KNOW
WITH ALL MY HEART¤
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¤ HIS WOUNDS HAVE
IS PAID MY RANSOM.
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[¤¤] BUT THIS I KNOW WITH ALL MY
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HEART¤ ¤ HIS WOUNDS HAVE PAID MY
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RANSOM. [¤¤]
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>> ISN'T THAT A WONDERFUL SONG?
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>> YES. >> THAT'S
WHAT WE'RE TALKING
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ABOUT. HOW DEEP
IS THE FATHER'S LOVE
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FOR US IS. SCOTT,
THANK YOU FOR THIS
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SINCERITY WITH
WHICH YOU SING THAT SONG.
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YOU SING IT WITH
SINCERITY. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
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GO LIGHT THE WORLD AND HOW
DEEP THE FATHER'S LOVE FOR US.
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YOU KNOW HOW DEEP THE
FATHER'S LOVE FOR YOU IS.
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>> I WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT
PEOPLE DON'T LOSE SIGHT OF THE
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REASON I WANT TO DO A PROGRAM
LIKE THIS, ABOUT GOD'S LEADING
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IS BECAUSE I WANT
PEOPLE TO SEE WHO GOD IS.
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NOT WHO CHERI IS. >> RIGHT.
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>> WHO GOD IS. WHAT
SURPRISES ME ABOUT GOD --
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I DON'T KNOW
WHY IT SURPRISES ME.
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BUT HOW FAITHFUL HE
IS. IN EVERY LITTLE THING.
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WHETHER IT'S BEHIND CLOSED
DURSZ IN YOUR FAMILY OR IN THE
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CRAZINESS IN YOUR OWN HEAD,
HOW LONG IT TAKES HIM TO GET
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RID THOSE LIVES. OR
THE FACT I'M SOCIALLY UNDER
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DEVELOPED AND IT TOOK ME 30
PLUS YEARS TO HAVE PEOPLE OVER
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TO MY HOUSE FOR
DINNER. SAYS IS I'LL WAIT.
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BECAUSE I WANT TO BLESS
YOU. EVERY THING WE'RE TALKING
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ABOUT TONIGHT IS WHO GOD IS.
HE WILL LOOK DIFFERENT IN YOUR
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LIFE THAN MINE. BUT I
HAVE SEEN YOU OVER THE
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YEARS. AMAZING
WHERE HE HAS TAKEN
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YOU. I THINK I
WANT TO BE WHERE YOU
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ARE LYING ON THE
BEACH IN THE BAHAMAS.
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I LOVE THAT STUFF. AT
THE SAE TIME WITH YOUR
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JOURNEY, YOU ARE
BLESSING SOMEONE ELSE WITH THAT
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JOURNEY. IT'S
NOT WHO IT IS IN ONE
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PERSON'S LIFE,
IT'S JUST WHO HE IS.
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>> I LOVE IT,
IT'S JUST WHO HE IS.
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IT WILL TAKE A COLLECTIVE
TAP INDUSTRY OF HUMANITY.
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YOU SEE THE PICTURES WHEN YOU
ZOOM UP, IT'S REALLY FACES OF
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PEOPLE? 3,000
PEOPLE'S FACES AND THEY
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PLACE THEM SO IT LOOKS
LIKE ONE MAJOR PICTURE.
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BUT YOU ZOOM IN AND
8,000 FACES OF PEOPLE.
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I THINK THAT'S
HOW WE'LL SEE GOD.
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WE'LL SEE ALL THE
PEOPLE'S FACES IN GOD.
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HE WILL SAY THAT'S WHO I AM.
I AM ALL OF HUMANITY REDEEMED
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COLLECTIVELY. WE
WILL SEE YOUR FACE, YOUR
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FAMILY'S FACES. BE
PATIENT, GOD IS NOT
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FINISHED WITH YOU
YET. >> DON'T GIVE UP.
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>> PEOPLE SAY I
JUST HAVE NO HOPE.
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I'M THINKING EVERY TIME THEY
LOOK AT YOU, THEY SEE NO HOPE.
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I DON'T KNOW WHAT
THE DEVIL IS SAYING.
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UNLESS THE PERSON IS NO
LONGER BREATHING, THERE IS HOPE.
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EVEN THIS YEAR, I
DID A JOB IN FLORIDA.
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EVEN WHEN I MET GOD, I DID A
JOB IN FLORIDA AS A SPEAKER AT
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AN EVENT. IT WAS AN ATTORNEY'S
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CONFERENCE. THERE
WERE ATTORNEYS AND
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JUDGES. MY
FRIENDS ARE LAUGHING, ARE
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YOU KIDDING ME? DO
THEY KNOW WHO YOU ARE?
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YEAH, THEY INVITED
ME. I GO TO FLORIDA.
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I KNOW ONE OF MY MOTHER'S
BROTHER LIVES IN CLEARWATER,
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FLORIDA. I
HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOREVER.
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OUR FAMILY IS VERY
FRAGMENTED OVER THE YEARS.
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IT'S BEEN SO SAD FOR ME. I
CAN'T SEE THE CHANGES A LOT
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OF TIMES. I GET INVITED.
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I SAY TO MY
UNCLE, I FIND HIS NUMBER.
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I SAY IT WILL BE AN HOUR
AND A HALF, TWO HOURS FROM YOUR
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HOUSE, WOULD YOU MIND IF I
CAME OVER AND JUST SAID HI?
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I WAS EXPECTING NO RESPONSE.
MY UNCLE RESPONDS AND HE SAYS
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HOW ABOUT IF I COME TO
YOUR HOTEL WITH CARLA, MY WIFE.
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WE WILL COME AND
HAVE DINNER TOGETHER.
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>> HOW NICE. >>
I THOUGHT, NO WAY!
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I JUST WANT TO FIGURE,
GOD, HOW DO YOU DO THAT?
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AS A CHILD, I HAVE IS A LOT
OF ABUSE AS A CHILD BUT NOT HAVE
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THIS UNCLE. HE WAS
A DRUGGIE WHO LIKED TO
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SMOKE, DROP ACID AND SURF.
HE WASN'T NORMAL BUT HE WAS MY
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FAVORITE UNCLE. HE DRIVES IN.
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WE ARE BOTH IN RECOVERY
NOW. WE GOT TO SHARE THAT.
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WE GOT TO SHARE THAT HE LEFT
CALIFORNIA BECAUSE HE COULDN'T
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GET CLEAN THERE.
HE HAD BEEN IN FLORIDA
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TOGETHER. WE GOT TO SHARE THAT.
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AS HE IS TALKING TO ME, THE
SUPREME COURT JUSTICE OF KENYA
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COMES BY TO SAY HELLO TO ME.
THEN I GET TO INTRODUCE HIM TO
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MY UNCLE. MY
UNCLE IS LOOKING AT ME
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LIKE, WHO ARE YOU? THAT
YOU ARE IN THIS EVENT AS
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A SPEAKER. ALL OF
A SUDDEN HE IS NOT
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LOOKING AT ME HIKE THIS
DRUGGIE IN RECOVERY OR ABUSED
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CHILD. HE IS
LOOKING AT ME AS A WOMAN
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OF GOD BEING HONORED BY
THE PEOPLE I WAS AROUND.
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I THOUGHT THAT IS SO HONORING
FOR GOD TO DO THAT FOR ME.
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THIS IS MY UNCLE. THE
ONLY DIFFERENCE IN OUR
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FACES, I DON'T HAVE A MUSTACHE.
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>> YOU LOOK JUST LIKE
HIM. >> I REALIZED DURING THAT
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VISIT IS HOW MUCH I MISSED ALL
OF THOSE YEARS AND I LOVE HIM.
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NOT ALL OF US BUT A THE
LOT OF US AND WE LOVE THEM.
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WHEN GOD BRINGS HEALING
AWE YOU SIT NEXT TO SOMEONE AND
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YOU SEE THEM AND THEY
SEE YOU. SUCH A MIRACLE.
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WE HUNGARY OUT AND MET
PEOPLE FROM THE CONFERENCE I WAS
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WORKING. THEN I FLY HOME.
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I'M SO
OVERWHELMED AT WHAT GOD DID.
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HE CALLS MY MOM AND SAYS I GOT
TO HAVE DINNER WITH CHERI AND
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IT WAS SO AMAZING
TO HANG OUT WITH HER.
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I GOT GREAT
FEEDBACK FROM ALL OF TAT.
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THEN I GET A CALL.
HE IS IN TH HOSPITAL.
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I'M THINKING, I JUST
SAW HIM. HE IS HEALTHY.
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I DON'T KNOW IF
YOU CAN SEE THAT.
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HE SKATES EVERY DAY,
ROLLER BLADING AND HE SAILS.
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HE IS JUST HEALTHY.
BUT HE WENT OUT SAILING.
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HE ENDED UP WITH A
SCRATCH ON HIS BACK.
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WITHIN A FEW
DAYS IT GOT WORSE IT.
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WAS LOOKING REALLY BIZARRE.
FINALLY HE CALED AND SAID YOU
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HAVE TO GO INTO THE HOSPITAL.
ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL,
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THEY WATCHED THIS
THING ALMOST JUST GROW.
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HIS NECK STARTED SWELLING
UP. BY THE TIME HE GOT TO THE
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HOSPITAL HE WAS
ACTUALLY IN A COMA.
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HE HAD A FLESH-EATING BACTERIA.
00:12:21.10\00:12:26.81
SO I'M TRYING TO -- THE ENTIRE
FAMILY IS TRYING TO GRASP,
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WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
THE THINGS THAT I'VE SEEN ON
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THE NEWS, HORRENDOUS THINGS,
PEOPLE ENDS UP LOSING LIMBS
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AND STUFF. I
CONTACTED HER AND SHE SAID
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SHE REMOVED ALMOST AL
THE SKIN DOWN TO HIS BACK AND
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REMOVED SOME OF THE FEET
AND THEY FOUND IT IN HIS BRAIN.
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BY THIS TIME, I COULD NOT --
I COULDN'T STOP BECAUSE I KNEW
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WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
MY MOM DOESN'T USUALLY SPEAK
00:13:01.24\00:13:06.41
TO PEOPLE, SHE A PRIVATE
AND DOESN'T SHARE EMOTIONALLY
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MUCH. I THOUGHT I
HAVE TO SEE IF SHE
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IS OKAY. I CALL THE AIRLINES.
00:13:12.35\00:13:15.42
THEY SAID THEY COULD GET ME
THOUGHT IN AN HOUR AND A HALF.
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WHEN I FLEW TO MY MOM'S
HOUSE AND HUNG OUT WITH HER.
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NOT REALLY SAYING
MUCH. SHE DOESN'T SHARE MUCH.
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AS I'M SITTING THERE,
I'M WATCHING GOD THROUGH THIS
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TRAGEDY -- AND IT WAS A TRAGEDY.
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THIS BACTERIA TOOK HIS
LIFE WITHIN THREE DAYS.
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IT WAS SO RAPID.
IT WAS SO HORRIBLE.
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I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT
IT. WAS JUST HORRIBLE.
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MY MOM AT ONE TIME -- SHE IS
NOT CRAZY ABOUT CHRISTIANS AT
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ALL. I AM ONE.
00:14:03.51\00:14:05.14
YOU KNOW. SHE
STARTED TO GO THERE.
00:14:05.14\00:14:08.28
I SAID TO HER, MOM, I BELIEVE
ALL OF THIS, I BELIEVE THAT
00:14:08.28\00:14:15.68
THE WORLD IS
CREATED IN SIX DAYS.
00:14:15.68\00:14:18.35
I BELIEVE THAT
GOD CAME IN THE FLESH.
00:14:18.35\00:14:24.76
I BELIEVE THAT JONAH
WAS SWALLOWED BY THE WHALE.
00:14:24.76\00:14:30.00
I BELIEVE JESUS WALKED ON WATER.
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I BELIEVE HE IS COMING
BACK. I BELIEVE IN HEAVEN.
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AT ONE POINT I THOUGHT
SHE WAS GOING TO MAKE FUN ME.
00:14:36.81\00:14:40.34
THEN SHE SIMPLY SAID, I
WISH I BELIEVED IN ANYTHING.
00:14:40.34\00:14:47.45
WE DON'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP
WHERE I CAN HOLD HER.
00:14:47.45\00:14:50.02
BUT I WANTED TO JUST HOLD HER.
AND I KNEW AT THAT MOMENT THAT
00:14:50.02\00:14:56.29
BETWEEN HER AND I,
ALL OF OUR STUFF WAS DONE.
00:14:56.29\00:14:59.49
IT WAS DONE. GOD HAD
BROUGHT SOME HEALING.
00:14:59.49\00:15:03.33
I COULD FEEL IT IN THE
ROOM. I COULD FEEL IT WITH HER
00:15:03.33\00:15:08.94
EMOTIONAL CONNECTION WITH
ME. THE FACT THAT ALL OF THAT
00:15:08.94\00:15:13.27
MAKING FUN OF AND
SHAMING, ALL OF THAT WAS DONE.
00:15:13.27\00:15:17.38
WHAT I NOTICED EVEN WITH THE
TRAGEDY WITH MY UNCLE, GOD IS
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BRINGING HEALING IN THE FAMILY
IN ALL KIND OF DIFFERENT WAYS.
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SISTERS, BROTHERS, ALL OF THAT.
00:15:28.89\00:15:32.23
IN ALL KIND OF DIFFERENT WAYS.
SO, TO ME, EVEN WITH WHAT WE
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THINK THIS IS A
TRAGEDY. GOD DIDN'T CAUSE.
00:15:38.00\00:15:40.80
THAT HE DIDN'T ST THAT
UP. HE DIDN'T LET THAT HAPPEN.
00:15:40.80\00:15:45.27
HE SAID IF YOU STAY LOOKING
AT ME, I WILL USE EVERYTHING IN
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YOUR LIFE TO BRING YOU
IN A DIRECTION OF HEALING.
00:15:49.44\00:15:53.05
THAT IS WHAT A
LOT OF US DON'T KNOW.
00:15:53.05\00:15:56.35
EVEN WHEN THINGS
LOOK CRAZY AND DARK.
00:15:56.35\00:16:01.26
HOW IS GOD
WORKING IN THAT RIGHT NOW.
00:16:01.26\00:16:05.13
THAT IS NOT OUR PLACE TO ANSWER.
00:16:05.13\00:16:08.20
GOD SAYS I WILL ASK
YOU TO HAVE FAITH IN ME.
00:16:08.20\00:16:11.17
IF YOU CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING
IN ANYTHING ELSE HAVE FAITH IN
00:16:11.17\00:16:16.04
ME. >> DIDN'T YOU HAVE CANCER?
00:16:16.04\00:16:18.74
>> I HAVE CANCER. I
HAVE LARGE LYMPHOCYTIC
00:16:18.74\00:16:26.05
LEUKEMIA. >> HOW ARE UP?
00:16:26.05\00:16:27.78
>> YOU KNOW, I'M GOOD.
IF I GO OUT WITH THIS, I GO
00:16:27.78\00:16:31.39
OUT WITH THIS. I
DON'T THINK I WILL.
00:16:31.39\00:16:33.62
BUT IF I DO, NONE OF
US GET A FREE RIDE HERE.
00:16:33.62\00:16:40.73
IT HAS TAKEN A TOLL. I
MEET PEOPLE THAT I LOST AND
00:16:40.73\00:16:45.47
THEY ARE THE REAL DEAL AS FAR
AS CHRISTIANITY AND THEIR LOVE
00:16:45.47\00:16:49.87
AND THE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.
YET THEY GET HIT WITH A HEART
00:16:49.87\00:16:55.18
ATTACK. WHAT GOD
SAID TO ME WHEN I GOT
00:16:55.18\00:16:58.15
DIAGNOSED WITH
DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER.
00:16:58.15\00:17:01.25
THIS IS NOT THE THAT
I'M DISPLEASED WITH YOU.
00:17:01.25\00:17:02.72
THIS IS THAT YOU
LIVE ON THIS PLANET.
00:17:02.72\00:17:05.95
>> YEP. >> THANK YOU, THAT'S
00:17:05.95\00:17:07.12
IMPORTANT. PEOPLE
THINK THAT THE MOMENT I
00:17:07.12\00:17:09.69
BECOME A CHRISTIAN I'M EXEMPT
AND MY SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER
00:17:09.69\00:17:13.73
IS NOT ON THE MEDICAL LIST.
WE ARE ALL ON THE SAME TRAIN.
00:17:13.73\00:17:18.27
I WILL TAKE
ADVANTAGE OF OUR TIME HERE.
00:17:18.27\00:17:21.20
THERE ARE A LOT
OF PICTURES HERE.
00:17:21.20\00:17:24.24
>> THIS IS WHEN I
WAS HOME FOR CHRISTMAS.
00:17:24.24\00:17:27.24
THIS IS A COUPLE OF MY SISTERS.
00:17:27.24\00:17:29.58
NOT EVERYBODY. WE
WERE JUST MESSING AROUND.
00:17:29.58\00:17:34.15
WE GOT TO HANG
OUT. >> I LIKE THAT.
00:17:34.15\00:17:37.45
>> GOD IS DOING
INCREDIBLE THINGS IN THE FAMILY.
00:17:37.45\00:17:41.36
THIS IS YEARS AND
YEARS DOWN THE ROAD.
00:17:41.36\00:17:43.22
IF I WOULD HAVE SAID IS IN
YEAR 2 GOD, YOU PROMISED AND
00:17:43.22\00:17:50.90
YOU'RE NOT DOING IT. I
NEVER WOULD HAVE GOT TO
00:17:50.90\00:17:52.57
STAND UP TODAY.
IF I SAID IN YEAR 10.
00:17:52.57\00:17:58.34
WHAT GOD HAS BEEN TEACHING ME
AND WHAT IS TRUE IN OUR LIVES,
00:17:58.34\00:18:03.78
SOME THINGS WILL TAKE TIME.
OUR CHILDREN WILL TAKE TIME TO
00:18:03.78\00:18:07.52
COME BACK AROUND.
SOMEBODY WILL TAKE TIME IN
00:18:07.52\00:18:10.29
THEIR RECOVERY.
SOMEBODY THAT HAS FALLEN EVEN
00:18:10.29\00:18:16.09
SPIRITUALLY, TO STAND BACK UP
AND COME BACK INTO THEIR RIGHT
00:18:16.09\00:18:19.29
MIND, IT TAKES TIME. OUR
JUDGMENT AND OUR FEAR AND
00:18:19.29\00:18:27.44
DISCOURAGED JUST GETS IN
THE WAY OF GOD BEING ABLE TO DO
00:18:27.44\00:18:32.47
WHAT GD DOES BEST. HIS
GOAL IS TO GET US HOME.
00:18:32.47\00:18:35.44
NOT GET TO US
FRIDAY. >> I LOVE IT.
00:18:35.44\00:18:41.15
>> LET PATIENCE HAVE PERFECT
WORK THAT YOU MAY BE PERFECT
00:18:41.15\00:18:45.69
AND COMPLETE LACKING NOTHING IT.
00:18:45.69\00:18:46.62
TAKES A WHILE TO GET THERE.
FROM WHERE YOU STARTED, FROM
00:18:46.62\00:18:49.62
WHERE ALL OF US STARTED IT
TAKES A WHILE TO GET THERE.
00:18:49.62\00:18:55.53
I'M ALMOST COMPLETE BUT YOU
ARE NOT COMPLETE UNTIL YOU ARE
00:18:55.53\00:18:59.43
LAID TO REST OR
HE IS COPYING BACK.
00:18:59.43\00:19:02.14
HE WILL DO
COMPLETE AMAZING WORK.
00:19:02.14\00:19:05.01
I WILL GIVE OUR VIEWERS
AND LISTENERS AN OPPORTUNITY.
00:19:05.01\00:19:10.58
YOU MENTIONED G.C. I
SAID GENERAL CONFERENCE.
00:19:10.58\00:19:14.68
IN A NUTSHELL WHAT
ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
00:19:14.68\00:19:17.89
>> FIRST OF ALL, I HAVE TO
SAY HI, TO MY MOM, HI, TO CHRIS,
00:19:17.89\00:19:22.69
MY FRIEND. THE
GENERAL CONFERENCE.
00:19:22.69\00:19:25.06
YEARS AGO WHEN I
FIRST BECAME A CHRISTIAN.
00:19:25.06\00:19:29.36
GOD SAID, YOU KNOW, YOU WILL --
00:19:29.36\00:19:36.87
>> OKAY. >> I'M
ILLITERATE, HEROIN.
00:19:36.87\00:19:39.91
ADDICT IN REHE COVERY,
JUST GETTING PEACE FOR THE FIRST
00:19:39.91\00:19:44.88
TIME. ALL OF THIS CRAZY STUFF.
00:19:44.88\00:19:46.38
I GO BACK TO SCHOOL. GOD
IS GIVING ME THIS SENSE OF
00:19:46.38\00:19:52.29
YOU WILL SEE. OVER
THE YEARS, YOU WILL
00:19:52.29\00:19:58.49
EVENTUALLY BE WORKING FOR
A GENERAL CONFERENCE WHICH IS
00:19:58.49\00:20:04.37
FOR THE ADVENTIST
CHURCH, THE MAIN HEADQUARTERS.
00:20:04.37\00:20:08.54
EVEN BRAD WALKER
SAID THAT YEARS AGO.
00:20:08.54\00:20:12.14
TODAY HE JUST LAUGHS AT THAT.
THIS LAST MARCH, I WAS DOING A
00:20:12.14\00:20:18.78
SPEAKING GIG. I
WAS KEYNOTE SPEAKER FOR
00:20:18.78\00:20:22.88
PROPHECY WEEK. I
DON'T KNOW WHY THEY CALLED
00:20:22.88\00:20:25.32
ME. I WAS THE KEYNOTE SPEAKER.
00:20:25.32\00:20:27.09
THE LAST DAY THE PRESIDENT,
TED WILSON, GOT UP AND WALKED
00:20:27.09\00:20:30.79
UP TO THE PLATFORM. HE
SAID WHY HAVEN'T WE EVER
00:20:30.79\00:20:34.46
HIRED YOU? I SAID I DON'T KNOW.
00:20:34.46\00:20:35.96
BECAUSE I CALLED YOU
WHEN I WAS A LITTLE DRUGGIE IN
00:20:35.96\00:20:39.70
RECOVERY. I SAID
"I THINK YOU SHOULD
00:20:39.70\00:20:42.90
HIRE ME." I THINK
GOD SAW I WOULD BE
00:20:42.90\00:20:46.34
WORKING FOR YOU. HE
SAID, I DON'T THINK THIS IS
00:20:46.34\00:20:53.11
HOW IT WORKS. WHY
HAVEN'T WE HIRED YOU?
00:20:53.11\00:20:57.59
I SAID, I DON'T KNOW. HE
SAID I'D LIKE TO HIRE YOU
00:20:57.59\00:21:00.56
TODAY. HE SAID
THAT ON THE PLATFORM
00:21:00.56\00:21:02.69
IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY.
HE SAID I'LL GET YOU A
00:21:02.69\00:21:05.76
CONTRACT WITHIN
FIVE DAYS. >> WOW.
00:21:05.76\00:21:08.06
>> WHAT WAS REALLY CRAZY IS
RIGHT BEFORE THAT -- THIS IS
00:21:08.06\00:21:13.30
WHAT GOT TO ME. I
REALIZED THAT THERE WAS A
00:21:13.30\00:21:15.60
GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT HAD
BEEN MISSION SPOTLIGHTS, RIGHT?
00:21:15.60\00:21:20.64
THEY WERE IN THE AUDIENCE.
I SAID, WHEN I WAS FIRST IN
00:21:20.64\00:21:25.68
RECOVERY, I USED
TO COME TO CHURCH.
00:21:25.68\00:21:30.12
I WASN'T TOGETHER ENOUGH
OR KNOW ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING.
00:21:30.12\00:21:36.39
I WAS WATCH MISSION
SPOTLIGHT. I WOULD JUST CRY.
00:21:36.39\00:21:39.29
I THOUGHT SOME DAY I
WOULD LOVE YOU TO USE ME IN THAT
00:21:39.29\00:21:43.47
WAY, SOME DAY. THE
FIRST TIME I EVER WORKED
00:21:43.47\00:21:47.47
WITH A METH ADDICT IN
RECOVERY, I WAS IN THE HOUSE,
00:21:47.47\00:21:49.87
THE HOUSE WAS FILTHY
AND THE HOUSE WAS CRAZY.
00:21:49.87\00:21:53.31
GOD SAID THIS IS YOUR MINISTRY.
00:21:53.31\00:21:55.61
I SAID SHUT UP. THIS
IS NOT THE SPOTLIGHT.
00:21:55.61\00:21:59.11
I REMEMBER ARGUING
WITH GOD ABOUT THAT.
00:21:59.11\00:22:01.52
I TOLD THAT STORY AT
THE GENERAL CONFERENCE.
00:22:01.52\00:22:04.12
THAT'S HOW I FOUND OUT THERE
WERE PEOPLE FROM MISSION SPOT
00:22:04.12\00:22:08.49
LIGHT IN THE AUDIENCE.
WHEN I GOT HIRED THE LAST DAY
00:22:08.49\00:22:11.63
BY TED WILSON. I WAS
HIRED TO WORK FOR THE
00:22:11.63\00:22:14.30
PERSON THAT IS IN
CHARGE OF MISSION SPOT LIGHT.
00:22:14.30\00:22:17.47
NOW I WILL BE ON
MISSION SPOTLIGHT.
00:22:17.47\00:22:20.64
I GOT HIRED BY TH G.C. I
GOT HIRED -- NOT HIRED BY-THEM.
00:22:20.64\00:22:28.34
WE ARE TWO SEPARATE ENTITIES.
I WILL BE WORKING FOR THE
00:22:28.34\00:22:35.58
MISSION. I HAVE DONE A FEW GIGS,
00:22:35.58\00:22:39.09
INDONESIA BEING ONE. I
THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING.
00:22:39.09\00:22:44.86
WHAT GOD SHOWED ME, AS I
WAS TELLING THAT STORY AND I
00:22:44.86\00:22:49.00
REALIZED THAT MIGHT HAVE
VERY -- WHEN I WAS NEW IN
00:22:49.00\00:22:54.50
RECOVERY AND SUCH A MESS.
ONE DAY I WANT TO DO THAT.
00:22:54.50\00:22:57.67
NOT REALIZING THAT ONE DAY
I WOULD NOT ONLY BE DOING THAT
00:22:57.67\00:23:00.41
BUT WORKING FOR THE
DMEAEN PUTS THOSE ON.
00:23:00.41\00:23:06.58
SO THE WAY GOD DOES, IF WE
JUST LOOK AT HIM -- HE IS NOT
00:23:06.58\00:23:10.82
ASKING ME TO DO
ANYTHING SUPER HUMAN.
00:23:10.82\00:23:14.29
HE IS NOT ASKING ME
TO EVEN FIGURE IT OUT.
00:23:14.29\00:23:16.96
HE IS JUST
SAYING DAILY, TRUST ME.
00:23:16.96\00:23:21.33
WHEN IT'S GOOD, WHEN IT'S BAD,
WHEN YOU ARE FEELING LIKE YOU
00:23:21.33\00:23:24.17
ARE A FRAUD, WHEN YOU
FEEL LIKE YOU'RE ALL THAT.
00:23:24.17\00:23:27.50
EVERY PART OF YOUR WALK
I WANT YOU TO LOOK AT ME.
00:23:27.50\00:23:30.67
WHEN I GOT HIRED,
EVERYBODY ON MY TEAM HAS A PhD.
00:23:30.67\00:23:38.08
[LAUGHTER] EVEN AT
ONE POINT I THOUGHT
00:23:38.08\00:23:40.58
SHOULD I GET A PhD? I
HEARD THE HOLY SPIRIT SAY,
00:23:40.58\00:23:45.02
NO, I'M NOT ASKING YOU FOR THAT.
00:23:45.02\00:23:47.26
I'M ASKING YOU TO LOOK AT
ME. >> WHEN YOU FIND YOUR WAY TO
00:23:47.26\00:23:52.33
THE LORD HE GIVES YOU
THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART.
00:23:52.33\00:23:55.16
>> YOU KNOW THE
DESIRES OF MY HEART.
00:23:55.16\00:23:57.13
>> HE KNOWS IT. >>
SOME PEOPLE GET CONFUSED ON
00:23:57.13\00:24:00.04
THAT. WHAT I
WOULD LOVE, EVEN FOR MY
00:24:00.04\00:24:04.21
CHURCH, IS NOTE THAT -- I
WOULD LOVE FOR MY CHURCH TO
00:24:04.21\00:24:07.51
KNOW HOW TO SPEAK TO
SOMEBODY THAT IS A MESS LIKE ME.
00:24:07.51\00:24:12.78
OUR CHURCH DOES
GOOD WITH BIBLE PROPHECY.
00:24:12.78\00:24:15.15
OUR CHURCH DOES REALLY
GOOD WITH TEACHING THAT STUFF.
00:24:15.15\00:24:17.69
THE TRUTH IS, THE MESSAGE I
AM SO POUD OF US FOR WHAT WE
00:24:17.69\00:24:23.02
BELIEVE. I DON'T
THINK WE ARE TAKING IT
00:24:23.02\00:24:25.23
AS SERIOUSLY AS WE
NEED TO. ESPECIALLY WITH THE
00:24:25.23\00:24:28.86
NEUROCHEMICAL
CHANGES OF DIGITAL ADDICTION.
00:24:28.86\00:24:31.17
ALL OF THAT IS A BIG DEAL.
I LOVE MY CHURCH IN THAT WAY.
00:24:31.17\00:24:35.87
WHAT I FEEL THE LACK IS THAT
WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK TO
00:24:35.87\00:24:40.51
ANYBODY OUTSIDE OF OUR CHURCH.
NOT THAT WE DON'T SPEAK TO
00:24:40.51\00:24:45.35
ANYBODY BUT THE AT-RISK.
FOR ME MY ONLY CONTRIBUTION IS
00:24:45.35\00:24:50.35
TO TRAIN PEOPLE HOW TO DO THAT.
00:24:50.35\00:24:52.09
HOW DO YOU SPEAK TO THE
PERSON THAT'S NEVER BEEN LOVED.
00:24:52.09\00:24:55.79
HOW DO YOU SPELL
TO IT THE ADDICT.
00:24:55.79\00:24:58.53
HOW DO YOU SPEAK TO THE PERSON
WHO IS LOST AND HAS NO HOPE?
00:24:58.53\00:25:02.06
I THINK WE HAVE
EVERYTHING ELSE DOWN.
00:25:02.06\00:25:05.90
>> THAT IS SO NEEDED.
THE STUFF THAT YOU ARE DOING.
00:25:05.90\00:25:11.24
>> THIS SAYS I DON'T HAVE A
QUESTION BUT RATHER A COMMENT.
00:25:11.24\00:25:14.31
WHENEVER I HEAR
CHERI SPEAK, I SEE JESUS.
00:25:14.31\00:25:19.11
I LOVE THAT. >> I LOVE THAT.
00:25:19.11\00:25:24.72
HER LOVE FOR CHRIST EXCITES
ME AND HELPS TO STRENGTHEN MY
00:25:24.72\00:25:29.12
RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. >> AMEN.
00:25:29.12\00:25:31.19
>> IT YOU ALL THAT YOU HAVE
BEEN OWE BEAT      OBEDIENT.
00:25:31.19\00:25:42.90
>> I WANT TO SAVE THAT
ONE. >> HERE IS ANOTHER ONE.
00:25:42.90\00:25:47.94
I HAVE TO SMILE WHEN YOU SAID
TO ASK GOD TO TELL ME A JOKE.
00:25:47.94\00:25:53.25
HE HAS NEVER TOLD ME A JOKE.
I DO KNOW HE HAS A SENSE OF
00:25:53.25\00:25:56.65
HUMOR. I'M ON YEARS SOBER.
00:25:56.65\00:25:58.39
I LOVE TO HEAR YOU TALK ABOUT
YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD AND
00:25:58.39\00:26:01.72
RECOVERY. IT IS
REAL AND DAILY LIVING.
00:26:01.72\00:26:04.09
THANK YOU FOR
BEING YOU AND SHARING.
00:26:04.09\00:26:07.40
I, TOO, KNOW THAT
GOD IS CRAZY ABOUT ME.
00:26:07.40\00:26:10.67
SISTERS IN GOD AND RECOVERY.
>> MARY, WHEN HE DOES TELL YOU
00:26:10.67\00:26:18.07
A JOKE, TELL HIM THAT IT'S NOT.
00:26:18.07\00:26:22.04
>> I LOVE CHERI, I'VE WATCHED
HER PROGRAMS ON RECOVERY MANY
00:26:22.04\00:26:25.81
YEARS. THIS IS NANCY.
00:26:25.81\00:26:28.22
HER MINISTRY IS AWESOME.
JUST CAME UPON YOUR PROGRAM
00:26:28.22\00:26:32.82
TONIGHT. I HAVE
BEEN BLESSED AGAIN.
00:26:32.82\00:26:34.96
THANK GOD FOR THE
PROGRAM LIKE YOURS.
00:26:34.96\00:26:37.63
BLESSINGS FOR ALL OF
YOU FROM PENNSYLVANIA.
00:26:37.63\00:26:39.96
I LOVE YOU ALL. >> AMEN.
00:26:39.96\00:26:43.70
>> AMEN. >>
SOMEBODY SAYS DOES CHERI
00:26:43.70\00:26:45.80
REMEMBER ATTENDING A
SMALL COUNTRY CAMP MEETING IN
00:26:45.80\00:26:51.81
GLOBAL, VERMONT
-- >> THIS IS RAMONA.
00:26:51.81\00:26:56.71
WE WANT HER TO KNOW WE
ARE WATCHING HER TONIGHT.
00:26:56.71\00:27:00.12
WE WANT HER TO KNOW SHE
IS A BLESSING TO US AT THAT
00:27:00.12\00:27:04.32
CAMPMEETING. >> THE
OTHER SPEAKER WAS --
00:27:04.32\00:27:08.56
>> THAT'S WONDERFUL. WE
TOLD PEOPLE THEY COULDN'T
00:27:08.56\00:27:11.23
COME TO CAMPMEETING UNLESS
THEY BROUGHT THE DOOR PRICE.
00:27:11.23\00:27:17.87
WE HAD THE BEST
TIME IT. WAS SO FUN.
00:27:17.87\00:27:29.91
>> HE KNEW HOW TO TALK
TO PEOPLE, AS YOU SAID.
00:27:29.91\00:27:33.15
>> BECAUSE WE HAD THE ADDICTS
AND ALCOHOLICS IN THE AUDIENCE
00:27:33.15\00:27:37.02
AT THAT CAMPMEETING.
IF HE PUT ALL OF HIS NOTES
00:27:37.02\00:27:40.49
ASIDE AND HE ALLOWED THE
HOLY SPIRIT TO TALK FROM WITHIN.
00:27:40.49\00:27:43.99
>> IT WAS AWESOME. >>
JANE HAS AN ADDICTION TO
00:27:43.99\00:27:50.97
ALCOHOL. THE LORD
WILL GIVE THE FAMILY
00:27:50.97\00:27:53.30
THE GUIDANCE THEY
NEED TO DEAL WITH THIS.
00:27:53.30\00:27:56.17
>> YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.
00:27:56.17\00:28:00.88
CALL THE MINISTRY THAT
CAN GIVE YOU SOME SUPPORT.
00:28:00.88\00:28:02.74
LIKE MY NUMBER
WILL BE UP. CALL US.
00:28:02.74\00:28:06.05
SAY, YOU KNOW, HERE IS WHO I AM.
00:28:06.05\00:28:08.95
WHAT DO YOU SAY TO ME.
FOR TO US PRAY THAT SOMEHOW
00:28:08.95\00:28:14.72
JAMIE WILL LET ME
SPEAK. MY FELLOW JAMAICAN.
00:28:14.72\00:28:20.56
I HAVE TO GET HER IN.
SHE IS WATCHING IN JAMAICA.
00:28:20.56\00:28:24.40
SHE SAYS I'M BURSTING AT
THE SEAMS WITH EXCITEMENT.
00:28:24.40\00:28:26.97
JUST LAST NIGHT I WAS THINKING
I HAVE NOT SEEN THE PROGRAM
00:28:26.97\00:28:31.67
CELEBRATING LIFE IN RECOVERY.
I AM TRYING TO WATCH A VIDEO
00:28:31.67\00:28:36.51
ON MY PHONE. IT
IS REFUSING TO LOAD.
00:28:36.51\00:28:39.75
I TURN ON THE T.V.
THRCIALTION IS CHERI.
00:28:39.75\00:28:44.12
WHOO-HOO! I LOVE MY SISTER.
00:28:44.12\00:28:47.79
HOW CRAZY HE GOD
IS ABOUT ALL OF US.
00:28:47.79\00:28:51.16
CHERI, IF WE DON'T MEET DOWN
THERE, I WILL SEE YOU ON THE
00:28:51.16\00:28:54.13
OTHER SIDE. LOADS OF LOVE.
00:28:54.13\00:28:57.70
>> KAREN INVITE ME TO JAMAICA.
I'LL STAY AT YOUR HOUSE.
00:28:57.70\00:29:02.24
>> THAT MIGHT HAPPEN. >>
THE ONLY TIME I GOT INVITED
00:29:02.24\00:29:08.31
WAS YEARS AGO.
CYNTHIA PRIME INVITED ME TO
00:29:08.31\00:29:13.31
WOMEN'S MINISTRY.
THE WEATHER THING CAME
00:29:13.31\00:29:15.55
THROUGH, SO
EVERYTHING WAS CANCELED.
00:29:15.55\00:29:17.59
>> OH, NO. >> I
WAS SO EXCITED TO GO.
00:29:17.59\00:29:20.46
THE MINISTRY WAS WITH
GOING TO BE IN KINGSTON.
00:29:20.46\00:29:25.03
ALL OF THAT GOT
CANCELED BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER.
00:29:25.03\00:29:27.76
IN MY MIND I KNOW SOME DAY I
WILL STAND THERE WITH SOMEBODY
00:29:27.76\00:29:31.77
IN KINGSTON. MY
FAMILY IS JAMAICAN.
00:29:31.77\00:29:37.61
>> THIS IS WHERE YOU GET
YOUR BEAUTIFUL LOOKS FROM.
00:29:37.61\00:29:40.88
>> OH, STOP. THANK YOU.
00:29:40.88\00:29:43.65
INRA  IN GINA IS FROM IDAHO.
THANK YOU FOR KEEPING CHERI
00:29:43.65\00:29:49.38
ON. SHE SHOULD NEVER RETIRE.
00:29:49.38\00:29:53.15
I'M SBA BECAUSE OF 3ABN.
SHE PRAISES GOD FOR THE GOOD
00:29:53.15\00:29:57.26
THINGS SHE IS
DOING IN PEOPLE'S LIVES.
00:29:57.26\00:29:59.66
GOD IS NOT DONE
WITH CHERI. HE LOVES YOU.
00:29:59.66\00:30:03.43
GOD LOVES YOU, SHE
SAYS. SHE DOES SHE.
00:30:03.43\00:30:07.90
GINA CAME IN AND WHEN I WALKED
IN, SHE CAME INTO MY CHURCH.
00:30:07.90\00:30:13.84
I WALKED IN AND
SHE WAS ON MY TEAM.
00:30:13.84\00:30:18.41
I WALKED IN, SHE JUMPED UP
AND SHE SAID, ARE YOU CHERI
00:30:18.41\00:30:23.92
PETERS? SHE
GRABBED ME AND HUGGED ME.
00:30:23.92\00:30:29.32
LITERALLY TALKED
ABOUT HER JOURNEY.
00:30:29.32\00:30:30.53
TALKED ABOUT
BEING IN THE CHURCH.
00:30:30.53\00:30:32.49
HAD NO IDEA I WAS THERE.
FOUR INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL
00:30:32.49\00:30:37.87
SONS. IF IS REALLY -- IT IS
00:30:37.87\00:30:41.00
INTERESTING, FOR ONE, HOW
BIG AND HOW HE PULLS PEOPLE FROM
00:30:41.00\00:30:45.31
ALL OVER THE WORLD
AND HOW GOD BLESSES US.
00:30:45.31\00:30:48.71
SHE IS SUCH A BLESSING
BECAUSE SHE IS SO REAL.
00:30:48.71\00:30:52.61
HER JOURNEY WITH GOD IS SO REAL.
00:30:52.61\00:30:59.25
>> REAL QUICK. WE
WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT.
00:30:59.25\00:31:06.39
>> STAR RANCH, I NEVER HAVE
ENOUGH -- START SAVING THOSE.
00:31:06.39\00:31:13.60
WE WORK WITH FOSTER KIDS,
WE WORK WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE
00:31:13.60\00:31:19.94
PSSD PRETTY SEVERELY.
THIS IS ONE OF THE VETERANS.
00:31:19.94\00:31:22.41
SHE CAME AND SHE WAS JUST
LITERALLY IN THE DARK HIDING,
00:31:22.41\00:31:26.65
NOT COMING OUT OF HER
ROOM. THE V.A. SAID WE HAVE DONE
00:31:26.65\00:31:30.99
EVERYTHING. CAN
YOU DO INSIGNIFICANT?
00:31:30.99\00:31:32.85
NOW SHE HAS HER
LIFE BACK TOGETHER.
00:31:32.85\00:31:35.32
STAR RANCH IS JUST
THAT. WE HAVE EIHT HORSES.
00:31:35.32\00:31:38.26
WE WORK WITH WHOEVER
WALKS IN FOR HOWEVER LONG.
00:31:38.26\00:31:43.23
WE NEVER CHARGE ANYBODY BUT
WE HAVE TO PAY FOR HEY AND FEED
00:31:43.23\00:31:46.80
AND TRAINERS AND ALL OF THAT.
MY FEELING WITH GOD, EVEN THE
00:31:46.80\00:31:52.74
BOARD SAYS, YOU GOT TO GET RID
OF THAT BECAUSE IT NEVER PAYS
00:31:52.74\00:31:57.78
FOR ITSELF. I SAID I CANNOT.
00:31:57.78\00:32:01.25
I HAVE WATCHED HEALING
AFTER HEALING AFTER HEALING.
00:32:01.25\00:32:03.99
STAR RANCH IS ONE OF THE
THINGS THAT I LOVE THAT GOD
00:32:03.99\00:32:08.12
ALLOWS US TO DO. WHEN
WE GOT THE HORSES, I WAS
00:32:08.12\00:32:11.49
OUT THERE TRYING
TO LEARN TO RIDE.
00:32:11.49\00:32:14.73
I SAID, THANK YOU BECAUSE I
CAN GO TO ANY KID AND SAY DO
00:32:14.73\00:32:19.57
YOU WANT TO LEARN TO
RIDE AND THEY WILL COME OUT.
00:32:19.57\00:32:22.97
AND NOT DEAL WITH
THEIR STUFF RIGHT AWAY.
00:32:22.97\00:32:25.51
BUT DEAL WITH IT AS
WE HAVE RELATIONSHIP.
00:32:25.51\00:32:27.98
I SAID THANK YOU FOR GIVING
US THESE BEAUTIFUL ANIMALS TO DO
00:32:27.98\00:32:31.18
THAT WITH. HE SAID
YOU THINK I GOT THEM
00:32:31.18\00:32:33.68
FOR THE KIDS. I
THOUGHT WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
00:32:33.68\00:32:37.19
HE SAID THE KID
IN YOU NEEDS TO HEAL.
00:32:37.19\00:32:41.96
I GOT IT JUST AS MUCH
FOR YOU. I WANTED TO CRY.
00:32:41.96\00:32:46.83
GOD IS MULTI-TASKING.
CONSTANTLY HE DOES THIS TO
00:32:46.83\00:32:51.33
HELP YOU DO MINISTRY.
HE SAYS I'M ALSO DOING THIS
00:32:51.33\00:32:54.30
BECAUSE YOU NEED TO
HEAL. YOU NEED TO LAUGH.
00:32:54.30\00:32:56.77
YOU NEED TO HAVE
FUN. YOU NEED TO TRUST.
00:32:56.77\00:33:00.14
WHAT I LEARNED IS WHAT GOD
DOES AT STAR, NOT ONLY FOR THE
00:33:00.14\00:33:03.91
PEOPLE WE WORK WITH,
BUT FOR ME EVERY DAY.
00:33:03.91\00:33:07.72
GET ME TO TRUST.
THIS IS INTERESTING.
00:33:07.72\00:33:12.89
>> GLENNA SAYS HOW DO I GET
PEOPLE -- HOW DO I LET PEOPLE
00:33:12.89\00:33:17.33
GET CLOSE TO ME AND LOVE
ME? >> THAT'S THE HARDEST THING.
00:33:17.33\00:33:23.40
IT'S REALLY TOUGH TO -- WHEN
I FINALLY TOOK IT TO GOD AND
00:33:23.40\00:33:28.57
SAID I'M SO AFRAID, I THINK
YOU ARE ASKING ME TO DO THIS
00:33:28.57\00:33:32.71
AND I DON'T KNOW HOW. I
DON'T KNOW WHERE T START.
00:33:32.71\00:33:36.21
I DON'T KNOW
WHERE TO PUT MY FEET.
00:33:36.21\00:33:37.98
I HAVE NEVER TRUSTED ANYBODY.
I HAVE NOT BEEN LOVED EVER.
00:33:37.98\00:33:42.28
WHAT GOD SAYS, THEN YOU WON'T
GET IN MY WAY, BUT YOU HAVE TO
00:33:42.28\00:33:49.62
BRING IT TO ME.
WHAT I WANT T SAY TO YOU,
00:33:49.62\00:33:51.99
HOWEVER YOU CONNECT WITH GOD.
SOME OF US IT'S TOUGH BECAUSE
00:33:51.99\00:33:55.93
GOD IS SAYING TRUST ME AND WE
DON'T KNOW HE WHAT THAT MEANS.
00:33:55.93\00:33:59.13
HOWEVER YOU
CONNECT, JUST SAFE THE WORDS.
00:33:59.13\00:34:01.97
IN SAYING THE WORDS, YOU
ARE BREAKING COVENANTS YOU MADE
00:34:01.97\00:34:05.87
WITH THE ENEMY THAT ARE LIES.
YOU ARE SAYING TO GOD, I DON'T
00:34:05.87\00:34:10.21
KNOW WHAT IT MEANS OR HOW
TO DO IT BUT I WILL GIVE YOU MY
00:34:10.21\00:34:14.08
LIFE. I WILL GIVE YOU THIS AREA.
00:34:14.08\00:34:16.58
GOD, WHENEVER WE GIVE AN AREA
TO HIM, HE SAYS I DON'T CARE
00:34:16.58\00:34:20.12
HOW LONG IT TAKES I WILL
BE RIGHT WITH YOU DURING THE
00:34:20.12\00:34:23.02
HEALING. BEING
ABLE TO TRUST GOD THAT
00:34:23.02\00:34:25.06
HE IS WHO HE SAYS HE IS.
HE DOES WANT THE BEST FOR US.
00:34:25.06\00:34:30.57
IT'S TOUGH FOR KIDS, ADULTS
THAT DON'T KNOW HOW TO TRUST.
00:34:30.57\00:34:35.90
GOD IS SAFE. HE IS.
00:34:35.90\00:34:38.74
>> WELFARE WE HE THE PROGRAMLY
MENTION THE PRAYER ASKS SO WE
00:34:38.74\00:34:42.21
CAN PRAY FOR
THEM ALL AT ONE TIME.
00:34:42.21\00:34:44.45
I WANT TO GO TO
ANOTHER. PICTURE.
00:34:44.45\00:34:49.68
A JAIL MINISTRY FOR
WOMEN. LET'S TALK ABOUT THIS.
00:34:49.68\00:34:53.39
YOU ADMINISTER       MINISTER
ALL OVER. >> I UNDERSTAND THEM
00:34:53.39\00:35:03.10
AND I LOVE THEM.
SOMETIMES, THIS PARTICULAR
00:35:03.10\00:35:06.37
PRISON YOU SEE IN THE SHOT,
OR JAIL, WE WENT IN AND DID A
00:35:06.37\00:35:12.11
THREE-DAY WORKSHOP.
THAT IS VERY RARE THEY WILL
00:35:12.11\00:35:15.71
BRING YOU IN TWO OR
THREE DAYS AT A TIME.
00:35:15.71\00:35:18.08
I GO TO GO IN FOR THREE DAYS.
THE PROCESS OF FORGIVENESS.
00:35:18.08\00:35:23.59
FORGIVENESS IS A
HUGE THING IN OUR HEALING.
00:35:23.59\00:35:28.36
THERE WAS AN INMATE THAT GOT
UP, SHE WAS JUST GOING TO RIP
00:35:28.36\00:35:33.60
ME UP. SHE SAYS
IS I'M NOT FORGIVING
00:35:33.60\00:35:36.73
ANYBODY. YOU
DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT
00:35:36.73\00:35:38.77
HAPPENED. THE
GUARDS WERE GOING TO TAKE
00:35:38.77\00:35:42.10
HER OUT. I SAID PLEASE DON'T DO
00:35:42.10\00:35:44.51
ANYTHING. SHE
FINALLY, WHEN I SAID THAT,
00:35:44.51\00:35:47.21
SHE FALLS ON HER
FACE AND JUST CRIES.
00:35:47.21\00:35:49.84
I SIT ON THE
FLOOR AND CRY WITH HER.
00:35:49.84\00:35:53.18
WE TALK ABOUT THE PROCESS
OF FORGIVING PEOPLE FOR DEEP
00:35:53.18\00:35:58.32
WOUNDINGS. HOW DO WE DO THAT.
00:35:58.32\00:36:00.09
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. HOW
DO WE BREAK THE STRATEGIES
00:36:00.09\00:36:03.73
THAT THE DEVIL HAS AGAINST
US IN THAT UNFORGIVENESS.
00:36:03.73\00:36:09.00
IT'S AN INCREDIBLE THING TO
DO THAT BEHIND BARS AND WATCH
00:36:09.00\00:36:13.74
SOMEBODY CHOOSE FREEDOM
FROM BEHIND BARS, RIGHT?
00:36:13.74\00:36:17.01
THEY ARE TRULY FREE.
EVEN THE GUARD WAS SHOCKED.
00:36:17.01\00:36:21.21
THE STAFF THAT WAS
AROUND US CAME TO CHRIST.
00:36:21.21\00:36:25.91
DEFINITELY SOME
OF THE PRISONERS.
00:36:25.91\00:36:27.58
BUT THE STAFF ITSELF
WITH THE REALNESS OF GOD.
00:36:27.58\00:36:31.99
I THINK MY FAVORITE
THING IS TO DO PRISONS.
00:36:31.99\00:36:35.69
I HAVE BEEN IN PRISONS IN
LOTS OF DIFFERENT COUNTRIES.
00:36:35.69\00:36:39.93
>> SPEAKING OF PRISON,
SHE SAYS PLEASE PRAY FOR MY
00:36:39.93\00:36:44.43
HUSBAND. FEBRUARY
13 WILL MAKE 46 YEARS
00:36:44.43\00:36:47.60
MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN IN PRISON.
APRIL 4 WILL OUR 4 34-D 43rd
00:36:47.60\00:36:59.08
UNIVERSITY. I APPRECIATE YOUR
00:36:59.08\00:37:00.05
ENCOURAGEMENT
TO KEEP HOLDING ON.
00:37:00.05\00:37:01.88
I CAN CERTAINLY RELATE TO
THE FAMILY DRAMA GROWING UP.
00:37:01.88\00:37:05.82
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN
BLESSED BY CHERI'S MINISTRIES.
00:37:05.82\00:37:09.86
PLEASE PRAY THAT THE LORD
WILL BLESS MY HUSBAND AND I TO
00:37:09.86\00:37:13.66
SHARE A LIFE TOGETHER OUTSIDE
THE CONFINES OF PRISON WALLS.
00:37:13.66\00:37:18.93
THANK YOU AND GOD
BLESS YOUR MINISTRY.
00:37:18.93\00:37:22.94
>> ONE OF THE THINGS YOU HAVE
TO REMEMBER DURING THIS TIME,
00:37:22.94\00:37:26.04
TOO, WHAT I FORGOT ALONG
THE WAY FOR A FEW YEARS, IS THAT
00:37:26.04\00:37:30.65
EVERY DAY IS A JOURNEY.
EVERY DAY GOD IS GOING TO SHOW
00:37:30.65\00:37:34.88
YOU AN ASPECT OF WHO
HE IS IN THIS JOURNEY.
00:37:34.88\00:37:38.05
DON'T LOSE SIGHT OF THAT.
THE END FOR MY FAMILY, IT WAS
00:37:38.05\00:37:42.82
30, 40 YEARS, RIGHT? GOD
SAYS, YOU KNOW WHAT, DON'T
00:37:42.82\00:37:47.46
LOSE SIGHT OF
THE DAILY BLESSINGS.
00:37:47.46\00:37:50.73
THE DAILY HEALINGS.
WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS DO'T STEP
00:37:50.73\00:37:53.30
AWAY FROM TRIBULATION TO FAST.
00:37:53.30\00:37:55.44
DON'T STEP AWAY
FROM PROBLEMS TOO FAST.
00:37:55.44\00:37:57.87
LET THEM DO THEIR
WORK AND BRING HEALING.
00:37:57.87\00:38:02.48
DON'T LOSE SIGHT OF
THE EVERYDAY THINGS.
00:38:02.48\00:38:05.11
IF YOU WERE HERE
I'D HUG YOUR NECK.
00:38:05.11\00:38:08.15
MY HEART BREAKS
FOR YOU AS A WOMAN.
00:38:08.15\00:38:10.02
I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW DIFFICULT
THE THINGS YOU ARE GOING
00:38:10.02\00:38:12.99
THROUGH. AS A
SISTER IN CHRIST, I JUST
00:38:12.99\00:38:16.42
WANT TO SAY THERE WILL BE A
DAY THAT YOU WILL NOT FIND ANY
00:38:16.42\00:38:19.56
OF THIS PAIN. THE DAY
AFTER IS GOING TO BE A
00:38:19.56\00:38:22.70
DAY WHEN YOU CAN
CELEBRATE BEING LOVED AND BEING
00:38:22.70\00:38:27.27
SURROUNDED BY
PEOPLE THAT WILL LOVE YOU.
00:38:27.27\00:38:30.24
>> WE SEE THE NEXT
PICTURE. I WANT TO MAKE A POINT.
00:38:30.24\00:38:37.45
TRUE STEP MINISTRIES, CHERI
TALKS ABOUT WHEREVERRER GOD
00:38:37.45\00:38:41.25
SENDS HER SHE IS WILLING TO GO
SHE TALKED ABOUT THE 125R STAR
00:38:41.25\00:38:48.49
RANCH. IF YOU MISSED THAT, THIS
HAPPENS WITHOUT ANYBODY COMING
00:38:48.49\00:38:51.36
TO THE STAR RANCH
TO PAY FOR ANYTHING.
00:38:51.36\00:38:56.13
HER MINISTRY, TRUE STEP
MINISTRIES -- HOW MANY YEARS.
00:38:56.13\00:39:00.90
>> TRUE STEP WE HAVE HAD A
NON-PROFIT WITH TRUE STEP AND
00:39:00.90\00:39:04.44
STAR RANCH SINCE
1996. SO A WHILE.
00:39:04.44\00:39:08.48
I'M LOOKING RIGHT NOW
FOR AN INDOOR RIDING ARENA.
00:39:08.48\00:39:12.95
I AM PRAYING THAT GOD WILL --
EVEN GETTING SOME HAY WOULD BE
00:39:12.95\00:39:19.45
NICE. BUT IF WE
HAD AN INDOOR ARENA,
00:39:19.45\00:39:23.12
WE DON'T HAVE A MONTH OF
NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OUT THERE.
00:39:23.12\00:39:29.56
SNOW, RAINY SEASON, MUDDY.
ONE OF THESE DAYS I'M PRAYING
00:39:29.56\00:39:35.40
THAT SOMEBODY WILL
BLESS US WITH AN INDOOR ARENA.
00:39:35.40\00:39:41.91
>> YOU WATCHING THIS PROGRAM,
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THESE ARE
00:39:41.91\00:39:45.75
REAL WAYS OF
MINISTRY. IF YOU DONATED, IT'S A
00:39:45.75\00:39:51.29
501(C)(3). IT'S TRUE STEP.ORG.
00:39:51.29\00:39:55.76
WE'LL HAVE THAT INFORMATION
IN GREATER DETAIL IN A MOMENT
00:39:55.76\00:39:59.56
BEFORE THE PROGRAM IS DONE.
YOUR FINANCIAL GIFT WILL MAKE
00:39:59.56\00:40:04.13
A DIFFERENCE IN HER MINISTRY.
THE PEOPLE, BECAUSE WE ARE
00:40:04.13\00:40:07.70
TALKING ABOUT BROKEN LIVES.
PEOPLE THAT NEED THAT KIND OF
00:40:07.70\00:40:13.91
ENVIRONMENT. HE IS NOT DONE YET.
00:40:13.91\00:40:16.78
GOD IS BRINGING HER
THROUGH ALL THE EXPERIENCE.
00:40:16.78\00:40:23.15
ONE DAY WE'LL ALL BE
FLOATING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
00:40:23.15\00:40:27.39
YOU MIGHT SAY, LORD,
WHAT WILL YOU HAVE ME TO DO.
00:40:27.39\00:40:31.13
I KNOW SOMEBODY IS WATCHING
THIS PROGRAM THAT MIGHT SAY
00:40:31.13\00:40:34.93
THAT'S NO BIG DEAL TO GIVE
AN INDOOR OR COVERED ARENA.
00:40:34.93\00:40:40.34
THAT'S A WHOLE LOT OF
PROBLEM. I CAN DO THAT.
00:40:40.34\00:40:43.34
YOUR DONATION WILL GO A LONG
WAY IN WHATEVER YOU DECIDE TO
00:40:43.34\00:40:48.11
DONATE. WE'LL LET
YOU KNOW HOW TO DO
00:40:48.11\00:40:50.01
THAT BEFORE THE PROGRAM IS DONE.
00:40:50.01\00:40:51.65
YOUR MINISTRY, CHERI U
WE'VE CALLED YOU WHEN THERE ARE
00:40:51.65\00:40:55.62
PEOPLE IN NEED. I
TELL YOU THE TRUTH.
00:40:55.62\00:41:01.92
I SAID HOW MUCH?
YOU SAID NOTHING.
00:41:01.92\00:41:04.89
I KNOW THE PEOPLE WE SENT
YOU WERE NOT NOTHING PROJECTS.
00:41:04.89\00:41:13.37
I THINK OF HOW MUCH IT
COSTS AND IT'S ASTRONOMICAL.
00:41:13.37\00:41:17.81
YOU SAID PUT THEM ON A PLANE,
THEY COVER THEIR PLANE TICKET.
00:41:17.81\00:41:23.21
WHAT ABOUT --
JUST SEND THEM HERE.
00:41:23.21\00:41:25.18
I KNOW WHAT WE ARE
ASKING IS SIGNIFICANT.
00:41:25.18\00:41:29.02
THIS IS A REAL
WORLD. EVERYTHING COSTS.
00:41:29.02\00:41:31.75
>> EVEN AT THE STUDIO AT THE
RANCH I HAVE A PODCAST STUDIO
00:41:31.75\00:41:36.39
FOR TRAINING VIDEOS ON PODCAST.
00:41:36.39\00:41:38.86
WE ARE DOING A GREEN SCREEN
TO TRAIN PASTORS AND OTHER
00:41:38.86\00:41:43.03
LEADERS THAT ARE YOUNG
ADULTS GROWING INTO THE MISSION
00:41:43.03\00:41:47.70
FIELD. ACE GET
OLDER I REALIZE WE
00:41:47.70\00:41:50.11
HAVE TO PUT
TRAINING STUFF OUT THERE.
00:41:50.11\00:41:54.01
AGAIN, ALL OF THAT IS PRICEY.
BRAD IS GOOD AT BUILDING A
00:41:54.01\00:41:58.55
LOT. I HAVE HIM ALWAYS WITH THE
00:41:58.55\00:42:02.62
HAMMER. LIKE
BEING ABLE TO SAY IF YOU
00:42:02.62\00:42:06.42
CAN HELP, I PROMISE
YOU IT WILL CHANGE LIVES.
00:42:06.42\00:42:09.79
>> ALL RIGHT. >> I
WAS COMING IN AND I
00:42:09.79\00:42:14.76
DIDN'T HAVE MONEY TO BUY MONEY
TO BUY A BOOK AT CAMPMEETING.
00:42:14.76\00:42:21.10
IT BREAKS MY HEART PEOPLE
WHO DON'T HAVE MONEY SO WE DON'T
00:42:21.10\00:42:25.31
CHARGE FOR OUR SRVICES.
>> YOU TALKED ABOUT THIS
00:42:25.31\00:42:27.71
EARLIER IN THE
PROGRAM. THE FIRST HOUR.
00:42:27.71\00:42:29.88
WHERE YOU WERE
BARELY ABLE TO READ.
00:42:29.88\00:42:32.51
HOW MANY BOOKS DO YU HAVE?
>> I THINK I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT
00:42:32.51\00:42:35.95
FIVE BOOKS. NOT WRITTEN THEM.
00:42:35.95\00:42:38.02
I SPEAK THEM
INTO A TAPE RECORDER.
00:42:38.02\00:42:40.69
I'M ADD. >> ARE YOU ADD?
00:42:40.69\00:42:52.93
WE REWROTE STEPS FOR
CHRIST IN RECOVERY LANGUAGE.
00:42:52.93\00:42:55.27
I HAD FIVE DIFFERENT ADDICTS
AND TWO DIFFERENT AUTHORS.
00:42:55.27\00:42:59.14
IT'S A LIFE-CHANGING
BOOK. I DIDN'T WANT TO CHANGE
00:42:59.14\00:43:02.08
ANYTHING. I
WANTED TO KEEP IT LIKE IT
00:43:02.08\00:43:06.25
WAS MEANT BUT BRING
IT UP TO THE LANGUAGE.
00:43:06.25\00:43:10.09
THE COVER HAS A GIRL WITH
TATTOOS AND SHE IS HOLDING
00:43:10.09\00:43:13.89
JESUS' HAND. I'M AT
THE GENERAL CONFERENCE.
00:43:13.89\00:43:17.63
SOMEBODY SAYS, CAN
WE LOOK AT THE BOOK?
00:43:17.63\00:43:20.03
I DIDN'T REALIZE IT
WAS SOMEBODY ON THE BOARD.
00:43:20.03\00:43:25.73
THEY LOOK AT THE
BOOK, READ THE BOOK.
00:43:25.73\00:43:28.67
THE NEXT DAY SHE SAID WOULD
YOU MIND IF WE PUT THAT NEXT
00:43:28.67\00:43:32.27
TO THE ORIGINAL. HERE
IS ELLEN WHITE AND HERE
00:43:32.27\00:43:37.58
IS THE ONE THAT WE
WROTE. I CRIED LIKE A BABY.
00:43:37.58\00:43:42.32
I KNOW SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN SO
PROUD OF US FOR WHAT WE WANTED
00:43:42.32\00:43:45.59
TO D WITH THAT. THE
FACT THAT SOMEBODY HONORED
00:43:45.59\00:43:48.49
US AND SAID WE
WANT TO PUT IT IN THERE.
00:43:48.49\00:43:54.30
GOD BLESSED US IN THAT WAY.
YOU FOLLOW THE DIRECTION AND
00:43:54.30\00:43:58.23
HE SAYS IS, I WILL BLESS YOU.
NOT IN THE SAME WAY HE WOULD
00:43:58.23\00:44:02.34
BLESS A PERSON NEXT TO
YOU. DON'T LOOK AT THEM.
00:44:02.34\00:44:05.41
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO
DO IN OUR RELATIONSHIP.
00:44:05.41\00:44:10.51
KEEP LOOKING AT THE
RELATIONSHIP, NOT WHAT H
00:44:10.51\00:44:12.81
DOES. YOU CAN'T FOLLOW HIM FOR
00:44:12.81\00:44:14.92
MIRACLES. YOU HAVE
TO FOLLOW HIM BECAUSE
00:44:14.92\00:44:17.22
HE IS GOD. >> THAT'S RIGHT.
00:44:17.22\00:44:18.89
>> WHEN YOU GET THAT RIGHT, HE
CAN DO WHATEVER HE NEEDS TO DO
00:44:18.89\00:44:21.92
IN YOUR LIFE. >>
DON'T FOLLOW HIM BECAUSE OF
00:44:21.92\00:44:25.46
WHAT HE IS GIVING,
FOLLOW HIM BECAUSE OF WHO HE IS.
00:44:25.46\00:44:30.17
>> HE IS GOD. >>
WHO ELSE CAN YOU TRUST?
00:44:30.17\00:44:31.93
WE TALK ABOUT THE
BIBLE. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
00:44:31.93\00:44:36.10
>> I GOT DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER.
00:44:36.10\00:44:39.17
BRAD, MY HUSBAND S A
MUSICIAN. HE WAS GONE.
00:44:39.17\00:44:42.21
I GET DIAGNOSED WITH
CANCER. I WAS SCARED.
00:44:42.21\00:44:45.28
I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IT
CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD, YOU KNOW?
00:44:45.28\00:44:53.25
IT'S A T-CELL LEUKEMIA.
AT THE SAME TIME I'M SUPPOSED
00:44:53.25\00:44:57.59
TO BE AT OAKLAND ACADEMY.
I NEVER NOT THINK ABOUT THIS,
00:44:57.59\00:45:03.30
I WILL SPEAK TO THIS
ACADEMY WITH HIGH SCHOOL EVENTS.
00:45:03.30\00:45:06.20
I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL
KIDS AND COLLEGE KIDS.
00:45:06.20\00:45:10.54
I GO TO THIS EVENT. I
SAID TO THE KIDS AT ONE OF
00:45:10.54\00:45:13.34
THE SPEAKING THINGS THAT
I JUST GOT THIS DIAGNOSIS.
00:45:13.34\00:45:17.81
I DIDN'T MEAN TO.
USUALLY I'M NOT A CRYER.
00:45:17.81\00:45:21.28
I TEARED UP.
OKLAHOMA ACADEMY HAS THE BEST
00:45:21.28\00:45:26.35
CHOIR. THEY GO
ALL OVER THE WORLD
00:45:26.35\00:45:28.42
SINGING. ONE OF
THE KIDS FROM THE CHOIR
00:45:28.42\00:45:31.66
SAID, THEY HAD TALKED TO EACH
OTHER AND THEY SAID WOULD YOU
00:45:31.66\00:45:34.86
COME AND SIT RIGHT HERE?
THEY POINTED TO THIS CHAIR.
00:45:34.86\00:45:38.70
I CAME AND SAT. THE
WHOLE CHOIR SURROUNDED ME.
00:45:38.70\00:45:44.17
THEY SAID WE THINK
YOU FORGOT WHO GOD IS.
00:45:44.17\00:45:48.44
AND YOU ARE AFRAID.
THEY SANG A SONG, A CLASSICAL
00:45:48.44\00:45:54.02
SONG ABOUT THE MAJESTY OF GOD.
IT WAS SO POWERFUL AND SO WELL
00:45:54.02\00:45:59.85
DONE THAT I STARTED TO
CRY. I COULDN'T STOP CRYING.
00:45:59.85\00:46:02.59
ANOTHER KID CRIED. THEN ANOTHER.
00:46:02.59\00:46:06.03
PRETTY SOON THEY ARE DROPPING
ALL AROUND THE ROOM IN TEARS.
00:46:06.03\00:46:10.13
I'M IN TEARS. BY
THE TIME WE ARE DONE, WE
00:46:10.13\00:46:12.53
ARE ALL REALIZING THAT IT
WAS SUCH -- FOR GOD TO SAY DON'T
00:46:12.53\00:46:17.44
FORGET WHO I AM, EVEN
IN THE MIDST OF YOUR FEARS.
00:46:17.44\00:46:20.68
EVEN IN THE MIDST OF DISEASE
OR DIAGNOSIS OR ALL OF THAT
00:46:20.68\00:46:24.18
KIND OF STUFF. I AM STILL GOD.
00:46:24.18\00:46:28.12
AFTERWARDS THEY ENDED UP
SIGNING A BIBLE THAT I LOVED.
00:46:28.12\00:46:34.36
EVERY PAGE IS SIGNED.
FRONT TO BACK THESE KIDS
00:46:34.36\00:46:38.29
SAYING WHAT THE WEEK MEANT
TO THEM AND THE CONNECTION WITH
00:46:38.29\00:46:41.70
THE HOLY SPIRIT AND GOD IN
THAT GOD MOMENT TO BE A PART
00:46:41.70\00:46:47.17
OF. SO THAT IS PROBABLY, WHEN I
00:46:47.17\00:46:49.57
LOOK AT THAT, I DON'T LET A
LOT OF PEOPLE EVEN HANDLE IT
00:46:49.57\00:46:55.54
BECAUSE IT'S -- >>
IT'S AMAZING HOW THE KIDS.
00:46:55.54\00:47:05.72
IN DIFFERENT TIMES WE THINK
WE CAN HANDS EVERYTHING THAT
00:47:05.72\00:47:08.59
COMES OUR WAY. THEN
A STORM COMES AND YOU
00:47:08.59\00:47:12.43
DIDN'T KNOW A
STORM LIKE THAT EXISTED.
00:47:12.43\00:47:16.03
YOU STARTED DOUBTING GOD
EVERY IN THE INTENSENESS.
00:47:16.03\00:47:22.30
YOU THINK, GOD,
ARE YOU ON BOARD?
00:47:22.30\00:47:25.91
>> I'M RIGHT HERE. >> I GOT IT.
00:47:25.91\00:47:32.91
>> WITH THE CANCER, I HAVE TO
SAY, PLEASE DON'T TRY TO GO TO
00:47:32.91\00:47:36.69
THIS IT WEBSITE SNLS
YOU PUT IT IN EXACTLY RIGHT.
00:47:36.69\00:47:40.39
I WANTED PEOPLE THAT WERE
HAPPIER WITH THEIR CANCER THAN
00:47:40.39\00:47:43.73
WHAT I WAS FINDING. I
WENT TO A WEBSITE CALLED MY
00:47:43.73\00:47:48.30
CRAZY SEXY CANCER.com. I
REALLY GOT TO HOOK UP WITH
00:47:48.30\00:47:59.67
PEOPLE THAT ARE FUNNY. I
JOINED THE LEUKEMIA SOCIETY
00:47:59.67\00:48:02.94
AND GOT A BIKE AND
STARTED LIEDING BIKES.
00:48:02.94\00:48:08.68
I RODE 100 MILES
AROUND LAKE TAHOE ON A BIKE.
00:48:08.68\00:48:14.46
AGAIN BEING SOMETHING THAT
CONNECTED ME MORE TO PEOPLE.
00:48:14.46\00:48:17.86
CONNECTED ME TO
MYSELF. GOT ME OVER SOME FEARS.
00:48:17.86\00:48:20.96
GOD KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT
HE WILL USE EVERYTHING FOR.
00:48:20.96\00:48:25.23
SOME OF US DON'T
MAKE IT. SOME OF US DO.
00:48:25.23\00:48:27.84
I WILL PROBABLY GO OUT -- I
TRAVEL THE COUNTRIES THAT IT'S
00:48:27.84\00:48:32.67
NOT SAFE TO BE A CHRISTIAN.
I WILL GO OUT IN SOME WAY.
00:48:32.67\00:48:37.41
WHEN I DO, THE NEXT TIME
YOU SEE ME, I WILL BE FLOATING.
00:48:37.41\00:48:46.76
>> THAT'S RIGHT. THIS
IS A COUPLE OF BIPOLAR
00:48:46.76\00:48:53.03
COMMENTS. SHE CAN RELATE TO YOUR
00:48:53.03\00:48:56.97
TESTIMONY AND ONE IN PRAYER.
PRAY FOR MY SONG WHO HAS A
00:48:56.97\00:49:02.30
BIPOLAR DIAGNOSIS.
>> IT'S A TOUGH ONE.
00:49:02.30\00:49:04.31
I HAVE TO SAY, IF IT'S ON YOUR
PLATE, DON'T BE AFRAID, DON'T
00:49:04.31\00:49:13.65
BE ASHAMED. IT'S
JUST SOMETHING ON YOUR
00:49:13.65\00:49:16.08
PLATE. GOD SAYS I AM BIGGER THAN
00:49:16.08\00:49:20.96
THAT. >> ZOOM
IN ON THAT PICTURE.
00:49:20.96\00:49:24.19
THAT'S AMAZING. GOD IS CRAZY.
00:49:24.19\00:49:33.64
AN AMAZING GLOOK WE
REWROTE THE WHOLE THING.
00:49:33.64\00:49:38.47
TO ME THE FACT THEY PUT
IT NEXT TO THE ORIGIN, IT WAS
00:49:38.47\00:49:42.84
SUCH AN HONOR. IF YOU
READ THROUGH THIS BOOK
00:49:42.84\00:49:49.22
OR GIVE IT TO SOMEBODY,
ESPECIALLY SOMEONE NOT USED TO
00:49:49.22\00:49:53.96
CHURCH LANGUAGE. IT'S
WRITTEN TO IT RECOVERY
00:49:53.96\00:49:56.86
LANGUAGE. THEY WILL BE BLESSED.
00:49:56.86\00:50:01.10
>> CAN I SHOW THEM THE
GENERAL CONFERENCE PICTURE?
00:50:01.10\00:50:04.53
>> LET'S HAVE A LOOK AT THAT.
>> I GOT HIRED BY THE GENERAL
00:50:04.53\00:50:08.57
CONFERENCE.
THIS IS MY WORK TEAM.
00:50:08.57\00:50:11.87
WHERE ARE YOU?
>> I'M IN THE FRONT.
00:50:11.87\00:50:14.64
>> AT THE BOTTOM. OH, YEAH.
00:50:14.64\00:50:19.18
>> WHAT IS REALLY INTERESTING
IS GOD SAID AT ONE POINT, YOU
00:50:19.18\00:50:26.55
WILL -- MATERIAL LIKE THIS
WILL BE ALL OVER THE WORLD.
00:50:26.55\00:50:29.29
THEN HE GAVE ME SOMETHING
-- HE WOULD SAY IT WILL BE ALL
00:50:29.29\00:50:32.96
OVER THE WORLD.
SOMEONE WOULD SAY, CHERI,
00:50:32.96\00:50:37.27
YOU'RE SO GRANDIOSE. I
WORKED WITH A GUY FROM THE
00:50:37.27\00:50:41.97
GOVERNMENT IN MEXICO WHO
SAYS THE CITIZENSHIP IS DYING
00:50:41.97\00:50:46.91
EARLIER THAN NORMAL.
IT'S THE FIRST TIME IT'S
00:50:46.91\00:50:49.38
HAPPENED IN 80 YEARS. HE
IS DOING HEALTHY THINGS OUT
00:50:49.38\00:50:54.02
TO GET PEOPLE IN HEALTHIER
IN MEXICO, COLUMBIA AND PARTS OF
00:50:54.02\00:51:00.82
FRANCE. >> HE SAYS
I WANT TO SEND THAT
00:51:00.82\00:51:02.72
OUT TO ALL OF MY CITIZENS.
I THOUGHT HOW FUNNY ARE YOU.
00:51:02.72\00:51:06.76
NOT THAT CHERI DID THAT OR
GOD DID IT TO BLESS ME, EVEN
00:51:06.76\00:51:12.40
THOUGH IT DOES BLESS ME, BUT
HE ALSO WANTS TO BLESS PEOPLE
00:51:12.40\00:51:16.24
THAT KNOW NOTHING ABOUT
HIM. I DO THAT IF YOU STAY
00:51:16.24\00:51:22.11
FAITHFUL. WHEN
GOD STARTS DOING THAT
00:51:22.11\00:51:23.68
KIND OF THING,
IT'S GOD BEING GOD.
00:51:23.68\00:51:29.95
I AM FLAKEY, I'M ADD, I DON'T
HAVE THE QUALIFICATION TO SEE
00:51:29.95\00:51:34.79
DO ANYTHING AND GOD SAYS
DON'T LET THAT SCARE YOU.
00:51:34.79\00:51:40.26
>> YOU DO HAVE THE
QUALIFICATIONS GOD KNOWS YOU
00:51:40.26\00:51:43.00
NEED TO HAVE TO REACH
PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE REACHING.
00:51:43.00\00:51:45.83
I CANNOT REACH THE
PEOPLE YOU ARE REACHING.
00:51:45.83\00:51:48.70
HE PICKED YOU. HE SAW YOU.
00:51:48.70\00:51:52.44
HE STEERED YOU FOR THE
POSSIBLE -- YOU COULD HAVE GOT
00:51:52.44\00:51:57.11
SHOT AND ALL THAT. I
WANT TO MAKE SURE THOSE
00:51:57.11\00:52:00.78
WATCHING THIS
PROGRAM GETS THE ADDRESS.
00:52:00.78\00:52:04.79
WE FIRMLY BELIEVE,
3ABN BELIEVES IN TRUE STEP
00:52:04.79\00:52:08.76
MINISTRIES. WE
HAVE SEEN WHAT GOD
00:52:08.76\00:52:10.89
CONTINUES TO DO IN
CHERI PETERS' LIFE.
00:52:10.89\00:52:18.53
>> WHATEVER YOU
DONATE, SHE WILL SEND A BOOK.
00:52:18.53\00:52:22.27
TRUE STEP MINISTRIES, PO
BOX 163, KUNA, IDAHO, 83634.
00:52:22.27\00:52:30.91
THE PHONE NUMBER
IS 208- 208-562-8477.
00:52:30.91\00:52:38.72
THE WEBSITE IS
TRUESTEP.ORG. THE  208-562-8477.
00:52:38.72\00:52:54.90
>> YOU CAN DONATE
ONLINE AT TRUESTEP.ORG.
00:52:54.90\00:53:00.31
THINK ABOUT THE
LIVES. IN THIS PICTURE HERE.
00:53:00.31\00:53:05.78
>> IF YOU DON'T
DONATE TO US, DONATE TO 3ABN.
00:53:05.78\00:53:13.19
>> YOU ARE IN THE 3ABN FAMILY.
WE DON'T HAVE A TON OF TIME.
00:53:13.19\00:53:18.49
SHOW THAT QUICK PICTURE OF
THE 3ABN FAMILY A 3ABN PEOPLE.
00:53:18.49\00:53:24.13
WE GOT TOGETHER. >>
WHAT IS INCREDIBLE, THE
00:53:24.13\00:53:26.47
REASON I WANTED TO SHOW THIS
PICTURE, AS GOD CONNECTS US IN
00:53:26.47\00:53:32.01
FRIENDSHIP, HE WANTS
TO HEAL US THROUGH THOSE
00:53:32.01\00:53:34.41
RELATIONSHIPS. YOU
GUYS HAVE BEEN VERY MUCH A
00:53:34.41\00:53:36.78
PART OF MY JOURNEY. >> AMEN.
00:53:36.78\00:53:45.62
>> GOD KNOWS THESE PRAYERS,
PRAY FOR MIGHT HAVE GODSON,
00:53:45.62\00:53:51.59
AIDAN. PRAY FOR ADDICTION.
00:53:51.59\00:53:53.80
PRAY FOR BIPOLAR.
WE HAVE 3 MINUTES.
00:53:53.80\00:53:56.20
TAKE ABOUT A MINUTE AND
A HALF AND PRAY FOR THEM.
00:53:56.20\00:54:00.50
PRAY FOR ALL OF
THESE PEOPLE HERE.
00:54:00.50\00:54:06.37
>> DEAR FATHER GOD,
YOU KNOW EACH OF US.
00:54:06.37\00:54:08.94
AND EACH OF THE PEOPLE
REPRESENTED IN THESE PRAYER
00:54:08.94\00:54:12.18
REQUESTS. THOSE
THAT DIDN'T SEND PEOPLE
00:54:12.18\00:54:14.35
IN, YOU KNOW US AND YOU
KNOW OUR FAMILIES, YOU KNOW OUR
00:54:14.35\00:54:19.45
HISTORY, YOU KNOW WHEN
THE ENEMY COMES AGAINST US.
00:54:19.45\00:54:23.19
PUTTING ALL OF
THIS PAINFUL STUFF.
00:54:23.19\00:54:25.79
MENTAL ILLNESS, ADDICTION,
THE LOSS OF THEIR CHILDREN, THE
00:54:25.79\00:54:33.80
REBELLION, SEXUAL
ADDICTION, ALL OF THAT STUFF.
00:54:33.80\00:54:35.57
YET YOU HAVEN'T TURNED
AWAY FROM US FOR A MOMENT.
00:54:35.57\00:54:38.87
I'M AMAZED BY THAT. THE
BLOOD OF CHRIST IS THERE
00:54:38.87\00:54:42.11
AVAILABLE FOR EACH ONE OF US.
I AM CLAIMING FOR EACH ONE OF
00:54:42.11\00:54:46.51
THEIR PRAYERS
THE BLOOD THE CHRIST.
00:54:46.51\00:54:49.15
I'M CLAIMING FORGIVENESS.
I'M CLAIMING HEALING.
00:54:49.15\00:54:52.09
IT SAYS IN THE BIBLE THAT
YOU INTERCEDE FOR US EVERY DAY,
00:54:52.09\00:54:54.79
THE HOLY SPIRIT PRAYS
THINGS THAT WE CAN'T EVEN SAY.
00:54:54.79\00:54:58.13
AND PRAYS FOR US. I'M
PRAYING FOR EACH ONE OF
00:54:58.13\00:55:02.50
THESE FOLKS TO FEEL WHAT
IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE GOD
00:55:02.50\00:55:10.01
INTERCEDE, JESUS
INTERCEDE FOR THEM.
00:55:10.01\00:55:11.51
THE ENEMY FEELS STRONG
AT TIMES BUT HE IS NOT.
00:55:11.51\00:55:15.44
HE IS NOT. THERE IS
NO POWER THAT HE HAS
00:55:15.44\00:55:20.35
OTHER THAN WHAT WE BELIEVE.
SO I'M ASKING THAT GOD BREAKS
00:55:20.35\00:55:26.32
EVERY CHAIN.
LITERALLY RELEASES EVERY ONE,
00:55:26.32\00:55:32.66
RELENTLESSES FROM BONDAGE.
THAT HE STARTS TO ALLOW TO YOU
00:55:32.66\00:55:34.66
FEEL WHAT IT
FEELS LIKE TO BE LOVED.
00:55:34.66\00:55:39.93
COMPLETELY LOVED. I
JUST ASK GOD, WE ARE ASKING
00:55:39.93\00:55:44.61
FOR MIRACLES HERE.
WE ARE ASKING FOR THINGS
00:55:44.61\00:55:48.58
BEYOND WHAT THE WORLD CAN
PROMISE YET YOU PROMISE THEM
00:55:48.58\00:55:50.68
TO US. YOU KNOW
WHO IS LISTENING.
00:55:50.68\00:55:53.82
YOU KNOW WHO IS ASKING.
YOU KNOW HOW YOU ARE WORKING
00:55:53.82\00:55:57.79
WITH THEM. I AM
ASKING YOU TO GIVE THEM
00:55:57.79\00:56:00.69
FAITH. GIVE THEM HOPE.
00:56:00.69\00:56:02.42
GIVE THEM THE ABILITY TO
PATIENTLY WAIT FOR YOU TO
00:56:02.42\00:56:06.80
UNFOLD FOR THEM WHAT YOU
HAVE UNFOLDED FOR EACH OF US.
00:56:06.80\00:56:10.20
CONTINUE TO UNFOLD
THROUGH EACH OF US.
00:56:10.20\00:56:12.67
I PRAY EVERY TIME WE HEAR
FROM THE ENEMY WE RECOGNIZE THAT
00:56:12.67\00:56:16.97
THAT IS A LIE. THAT
IS NOT WHAT GOD SOUNDS
00:56:16.97\00:56:20.88
LIKE. THAT IS NOT WHO THAT IS.
00:56:20.88\00:56:23.81
START TO RECOGNIZE YOUR
VOICE. SHOW THEM SOMETHING
00:56:23.81\00:56:28.28
INCREDIBLE. HELP
US TO STAND UP AND --
00:56:28.28\00:56:32.19
HELP US TO EAT RIGHT AND GET
SLEEP AND GET OFF YOUR DEVICES
00:56:32.19\00:56:37.59
AND CONNECT WITH YOU.
ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT WILL
00:56:37.59\00:56:39.93
BRING HEALING IN
WAYS WE CAN'T IMAGINE.
00:56:39.93\00:56:42.26
>> THAT'S RIGHT. >> I
JUST PRAY FOR US TO BE
00:56:42.26\00:56:46.43
HEALTHY IN CHRIST AND TO BRING
THAT HELMET TO OUR FAMILIES.
00:56:46.43\00:56:50.57
THANK YOU FOR
TONIGHT. IN JESUS NAME, AMEN.
00:56:50.57\00:56:54.58
>> OUR TIME AS COME
AND GONE SO QUICKLY.
00:56:54.58\00:56:57.85
PRAYIOR CHERI. PRAY FOR 3ABN.
00:56:57.85\00:57:00.38
UNTIL WE SEE YOU
AGAIN, GOD IS CRAZY ABOUT YOU.
00:57:00.38\00:57:03.85
THANK YOU SO. GOD BLESS YOU.
00:57:03.85\00:57:06.99
UNTIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN. [¤¤]
00:57:06.99\00:57:27.41