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HELLO AND WELCOME
TO 3ABN TODAY. LIVE.
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WE ARE SO HAPPY TO BE
WITH YOU THIS EVENING.
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I HAVE MY COHOST, MY SON.
>> GOOD BE TO HERE WITH YOU.
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>> GENTLEMAN I SON IS THE
GENERAL MANAGER OF 3ABN'S DARE
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TO DREAM NETWORK AND
DOING AN OUT STANDING JOB.
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PRAISE THE LORD. >>
WE OFTEN SAY THE SAME
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THINGS -- >> AT
THE SAME TIME WITH THE
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SAME TONE IT'S LITTLE SCARY.
WE ARE SO SCARY YOU HAVE TAKEN
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THE TIME OUT TO JOIN US
THIS EVENING BECAUSE WE HAVE A
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PROGRAM THAT IS GOING TO BE SO
HELPFUL TO YOU, SO ENLIGHTNING
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AND TO INFORMATIVE,
AND JUST A BLESSING.
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SO, ARE YOU EXCITED ABOUT THIS?
>> I'M EXCITED I CAN'T WAIT TO
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HEAR ALL THESE
WONDERFUL TESTIMONIES
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>> ME TOO. AND SO
BEFORE WE INTRODUCE OUR
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GUESTS LET'S GO TO THE MUSIC
FOR THE EVENING AND THEN WE'LL
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INTRODUCE THE GUESTS.
WE'RE GOING TO KEEP YOU ON PINS
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AND NEEDLES FOR A FEW MINUTES.
OUR MUSIC IS COMING FROM MESSAGE
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OF MERCY. AND IT'S
WHISPERS TO YOUR HEART.
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¤ ¤ >> HOW LOVELY.
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THAT WHAT LOVELY.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
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WE REALLY APPRECIATE MESSAGE OF
MERCY, THANK YOU FOR BEING WITH
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US. ALL RIGHT.
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JAY? WE HAVE
SPECIAL GUESTS WITH US
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THIS EVENING. >> WE DO.
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WE DO. >> DR.
KNEEL NEDLEY IS WITH US
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AND I'VE TOLD DR. NEDLEY THAT HE
IS ONE OF MY LIFESTYLE MEDICINE
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HEROS. YEARS AGO I BOUGHT PROOF
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POSITIVE, AND IT IS
JUST AN OUTSTANDING BOOK.
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SO, WELCOME DR.
NEDLEY. >> THANK YOU.
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>> WE'RE SO GLAD --
WITH YOU WE HAVE KELY GREEN.
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AND KELY IS GOING TO SHARE HER
TESTIMONY AND WE HAVE SOME OTHER
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GUESTS AS WELL THAT ARE GOING TO
BE ON IN THE LATTER PART OF THE
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PROGRAM. SO YOU'RE
NOT GOING TO WANT TO
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MISS ANY OF
THIS PROGRAM TONIGHT.
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SO DR. NEDLEY TELL US WHAT
YOU HAVE BEEN DOING RECENTLY.
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WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN --
WHAT IS THIS PROGRAM ABOUT?
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>> WELL, REALLY THE PROGRAM
IS ABOUT HEALTH OF OUR BRAIN.
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AND WE DO CONDUCT DEPRESSION AND
ANXIETY RECOVERY PROGRAMS AND
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OPTIMIZE YOUR BRAIN PROGRAMS.
AND ENHANCING IQ AND ALSO EQ
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EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE BUT
MOSTLY KNOWN AT LEAST OVER THE
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LAST 15 YEARS IN OUR EMPHASIS
OUR MENTAL HEALTH, ANXIETY
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DISORDERS, DEPRESSION, ALL FORMS
OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION, AS
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WELL AS THINGS THAT ARE RELATED
TO THAT, LIKE OBSESSIVE COME
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PU PULL SHIV
DISORDER OR PHOBIAS OR
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PANIC DISORDER OR THOSE SORTS OF
THINGS AND BIPOLAR DEPRESSION AS
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WELL. SO WE HAVE
OUTPAEURBGT PROGRAMS
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AND ALSO
RESIDENTIAL PROGRAMS WHERE WE
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ANXIETY. WHEN I
WAS GOING TO COLLEGE IT
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WAS 5%. SO IT IS
MAJORITY OF THEM ARE
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HAVING SIGNIFICANT
MENTAL HEALTH CHALLENGES.
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>> WHAT WOULD YOU SAY
THE CAUSE OF THE INCREASE?
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>> WELL, THE CAUSE IS MULTIPLE
CAUSES, BUT ONE OF THE BIG
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CAUSES IS ACTUALLY THE
ADDICTIONS TO SCREEN AND I
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PHONES AND
THINGS OF THAT NATURE.
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PEOPLE ARE NOT RELATING TO
SOCIETY SO MUCH AND REGULAR
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SOCIAL INTERACTIONS LIKE WE'RE
HAVING HERE.  THEY ARE DOING IT
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OFF OF A SCREEN WHICH IS KIND
OF A FALSE SOCIAL EXPERIENCE.
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IT'S NOT A REAL SOCIAL
EXPERIENCE AND THEN THEY'RE ALSO
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DRIVEN TO
DISTRACTION WITH THESE DEVICES.
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SO THEY GET ON THEIR DEVICE TO
DO SOMETHING USEFUL BUT WITHIN 5
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MINUTES THEY'RE NO
LONGER DOING ANYTHING USEFUL.
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THEY GOT A PUSH NOTIFICATION
AND THEY GOT A SNAPCHAT.
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THEY GOT A NEWS NOTIFICATION.
AND THEY JUST GO OFF AND OF
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COURSE THE PEOPLE THAT ARE IN
CHARGE OF THE INTERNET AND THE
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ONES WHO ARE REALLY TRYING TO
CAPITALIZE ON THIS, TRY TO FIND
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OUT WHAT IT IS THAT ALL OF
US LIKE, AND SO WE'RE IN THERE
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TRYING TO DO SOMETHING USEFUL
AND THEN THERE'S THIS LITTLE
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NOTIFICATION ABOUT SOMETHING
THAT WE'RE INTERESTED IN THAT
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ALL OF A SUDDEN PASSES THE
SCREEN AND THEN OUR MIND IS AWAY
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FROM AN AREA. AND THE
AREA OF OUR BRAIN THAT
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REQUIRES FOCUS ATTENTION IS
IDENTICAL TO THE AREA OF OUR
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BRAIN THAT MANAGES
DISTRESSING EMOTION.
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IF WE CAN'T FOCUS CAN HE
CAN'T MANAGE OUR EMOTIONS.
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THIS AREA OF THE BRAIN IS
ACTUALLY SHRINKING IN PEOPLE
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BECAUSE THEY'RE CONSTANTLY
SHIFTING THEIR ATTENTION AND
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THEY'RE NOT ABLE TO ACTUALLY
FOCUS ON SOMETHING FOR MOON 10
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MINUTES >> AN
EXCESS LEVEL OF STIMULI.
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>> EXACTLY, YES. >>
THAT'S FASCINATING TO ME ON
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SO MANY DIFFERENT LEVELS BECAUSE
FIRST OF ALL, YOU HAVE THE
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SCREEN ADDICTION WHERE YOU KNOW
YOUNG PEOPLE ARE JUST ALWAYS ON
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THEIR SCREENS. AND
NOT JUST YOUNG PEOPLE.
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SOMETIMES MY HUSBAND WILL SAY
TO ME, DID YOU GET DISTRACTED
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BECAUSE I'LL START OUT DOING
ONE THING AND THEN I'LL GET
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DISTRACTED TO DO ANOTHER.
SO I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING
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ABOUT. BUT I
DIDN'T KNOW THAT IT IS A
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CAUSE OF MENTAL ILLNESS. >> YES.
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>> THIS IS REALLY -- MAYBE
THAT'S WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.
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NO, I'M JUST TEASING. >>
WHEN STEVE JOBS CAME OUT WITH
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THE DEVICE HE LIMITED HIS OWN
KIDS AND THEIR ACCESS TO THEM.
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HE RECOGNIZED THERE
COULD BE COMPLICATIONS.
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YOU KNOW, WE ONLY
LOOKED AT THE BENEFITS.
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WE DIDN'T LOOK AT THE RISKS.
AND YOU KNOW, IMAGINE A DRUG
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COMPANY COMING OUT WITH A DRUG
THAT ONLY LOOKED AT THE BENEFITS
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BUT NOT THE RISKS? WE
WOULD TALK ABOUT HOW GREEDTY
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THEY ARE AND UNETHICAL BUT
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED WITH THE
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DEVICES. WE WERE SO
GULLIBLE TO SAY THAT
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EVERY CHILD
SHOULD HAVE ONE OF THESE.
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THERE SHOULD BE NO SCHOOL LEFT
BEHIND AND WE THOUGHT WE WERE
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GOING TO ENTER INTO A WHOLE NEW
SPHERE OF POSITIVE EDUCATION.
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BUT IT TURNS OUT THE
OPPOSITE HAS OCCURRED.
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THE WAY OUR DEVICES ARE NORMALLY
UTILIZED IS ACTUALLY IMPAIRING
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OUR BRAINS. AND
ACTUALLY IMPAIRING OUR
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ABILITY TO MANAGE OUR
EMOTIONS OR REMEMBER THINGS.
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WE'RE SEEING
MEMORIES AT AN ALL TIME LOW.
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>> DIGITAL DEMEID  DEMENTIA.
DIAGNOSED IN PEOPLE IN THEIR
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20'S AND 30'S. THEY
JUST CAN'T REMEMBER THINGS.
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>> I HAD NO IDEA IT'S SO
UBIQUITOUS AND EFFECTING OUR
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YOUNG PEOPLE AT THIS HUGE
RATE. I'M BACK ON THE 60%.
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THAT'S JUST APPALLING TO ME.
>> IT REALLY MAKES SENSE WHEN
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YOU THINK ABOUT IT.
BECAUSE TECHNOLOGY YOU THINK
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IT'S GOING TO ENHANCE THINGS BUT
IT REALLY CRIPPLES YOU IN THE
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SENSE THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO
REMEMBER ANYBODY'S NUMBER, THEIR
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PHONE NUMBER OR ANYTHING.
YOU CAN ASK THESE SMART DEVICES,
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JUST TALK TO IT, AND IT
WILL PULL UP WHATEVER YOU NEED.
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SO THAT'S INTERESTING.
>> YEAH, ABSOLUTELY.
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THIS IS ONE OF
THE OBVIOUS REASONS.
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THE IPHONE CAME OUT IN 2007, SO
IN THE LAST 12 YEARS WE'VE SEEN
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THIS EXPONENTIAL GROWTH IN
MENTAL ILLNESS AND ALL TIME LOWS
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IN EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE.
IT'S A MOST GULLIBLE GENERATION
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AS WELL. THEY DON'T
HAVE FACTS STOCKED IN
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THEIR HEAD. WHEN
SOMEONE COMES UP WITH
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SOMETHING WE RECOGNIZE THAT
IF THIS TRUE AND IF THAT'S TRUE
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THEN THIS CANNOT BE TRUE.
BUT WITH THIS GENERATION SINCE
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THEY DON'T HAVE ANY REAL TRUTHS
THAT ARE SOLIDIFIED IN THEIR
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BRAIN, WHEN SOMEONE COMES UP
WITH SOMETHING THAT'S PRETTY FAR
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OUT THERE AND IT SEEMS
ATTRACTIVE, THEY'LL ACTUALLY
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START GOING THAT DIRECTION AND
IT'S KIND OF ALMOST LUDICROUS
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FOR A PREVIOUS
GENERATION TO GO THAT WAY.
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THAT IS WHY THE WHOLE GULL
ABILITY CRISIS IN FAKE NEWS HAS
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BECOME A BIG THING.
BEFORE THE WORLD WAR II
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GENERATION NEVER WOULD HAVE
-- FAKE NEWS WOULD HAVE GONE
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NOWHERE WITH THEM BECAUSE THEY
HAD FACTS STOCKED IN THEIR HEAD
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AND RECOGNIZED WHAT WAS TRUE AND
WHAT WASN'T MUCH MORE READILY.
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BUT THIS PRESENT GENERATION ALSO
NOT BEING VERY SOCIAL BECAUSE
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THEY TEND TO UTILIZE THEIR
DEVICES IN ISOLATION, THEY ARE
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MORE GULLIBLE AND THEY'RE ALSO
MUCH MORE ANXIOUS WHEN IT COMES
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TO REAL LIFE SOCIAL INTERACTIONS
BECAUSE THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR
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THEM. THERE IS A
LOT GOING ON THAT
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GOES ON. THERE IS
FACIAL ACCOUNTING AND
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ALL DIFFERENT ASPECTS
AND THEY GET FEARFUL OF THAT.
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THEY DON'T REALLY LIKE TO GO OUT
IN PUBLIC AS MUCH AND ISOLATION
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WILL LEAD TO
SIGNIFICANT SADNESS.
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THE PUNISHMENT THAT THE MOST
SEVERE PUNISHMENT WE CAN GIVE A
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PRISONER IS
SOLITARY CONFINEMENT.
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ANY OF OUR KIDS TODAY
ARE COLORADO T -- SOLITARILY
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CONFINED TO 4 WALLS WITH THEIR
TWICE IT HAS THE SIMILAR EFFECTS
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THAT REGULAR SOLITARY CONE
FINEMENT IS BECAUSE THIS IS NOT
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A REASONABLE PERSON. BUT
THEY TREAT IT IN A MUCH MORE
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TREASURABLE MANNER THAN THEY
D THEIR BROTHER OR SISTER OR
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FATHER OR MOTHER. IF
THE BROTHER OR SISTER LEAVES
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NO BIG DEAL. BUT YOU
TAKE MY DEVICE, WHOA.
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>> THERE IS MAJOR
SEPARATION ANXIETY FOR SURE.
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>> I THINK YOU'RE DEALING
WITH THE FALSE SENSE OF REALITY.
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BEAU WHEN YOU GO TO INSTAGRAM
AND FACEBOOK AND SOME OF THESE
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OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA SITES PEOPLE
ARE PAINTING THE BEST PICTURE OF
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THEMSELVES AND SHOWING ALL THESE
THINGS THEY DON'T SHOW YOU THEIR
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STRUGGLES AND THEY DON'T SHOW
YOU DEPRESSION AND THOSE THINGS
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THAT THEY'RE DEALING WITH.
>> IT'S A VERY FALSE WORLD.
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AND WE'RE ONLY SEEING ONE
LITTLE GLIMPSE AND ASPECT.
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THE BIBLE SAYS
COMPARE AMONG OURSELVES.
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AND THAT'S WHAT
SOCIAL MEDIA DOES.
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WE'RE ATTRACTED TO IT
BECAUSE WE CAN CONNECT.
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BUT IT TURNS OUT AFTER WE
CONNECT, WE END UP COMPARING
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MUCH MORE THAN WE'RE CONNECTING.
WE'RE COMPARING OURSELVES AMONG
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OURSELVES. I CAN
TELL YOU MOST OF SOCIETY
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TODAY THAT REVERES HOLLYWOOD
STARS OR REVERES WHOEVER THEY'RE
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REVERING AND THINKING THEY'RE
GREAT PEOPLE, IF THEY ACTUALLY
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SAW WHAT THEIR DAILY LIVES
WOULD BE THEY WOULDN'T BE A BIT
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ENVIOUS. >> THAT IS TRUE.
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>> BECAUSE THEY'RE
PROJECTING THIS FALSEHOOD.
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>> THAT IS VERY TRUE.
>> IN REGARDS TO THEM.
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THEY THINK, BOY, WHY ISN'T MY
LIFE LIKE THIS AND WHY AM I NOT
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DOING THIS? IT'S
KIND OF LIKE, YOU'RE ONLY
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SEEING LESS THAN 1%
OF THAT PERSON'S LIFE.
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>> ABSOLUTELY. >>
AND IF THEY COULD SEE A
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TYPICAL CHRISTIAN'S LIFE WHO IS
IN THE LORD, THEY WOULD GET SO
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MUCH MORE
ATTRACTED TO THAT. >> YES.
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>> BUT THE DEVIL
DOESN'T WANT THEM TO SEE THAT.
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HE JUST WANTS THEM TO SEE THAT
1% OF SOMEONE WHO WILL SUCK THEM
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INTO SOMETHING THAT'S A
DECEPTION AND WIND UP RUINING
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THEM. >> YES, YES FOR SURE.
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AMAZING. KELY, YOU
JUST HAVE BEEN SITTING
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HERE.  YOU HAVE A
VERY FASCINATING STORY.
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DR. NEDLEY, WOULD YOU
GIVE US SOME BACKGROUND.
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>> YOU TALKED ABOUT REASONS FOR
IN CREASED MENTAL ILLNESS BUT
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NOT JUST DEVICES BUT THE
USE OF SUBSTANCES HAS INCREASED.
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IN THE LAST THREE YEARS
LONGEVITY IS A REMARKABLY
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DECREASING IN THE
DECREASING IN THE UNITED STATES.
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THIS IS FIRST TIME SINCE WORLD
WAR I WHEN THE FLU EPIDEMIC AND
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A WORLD WAR WAS GOING ON
THAT LONGEVITY HAS DECREASED.
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SO THAT'S BACK
ALL THE WAY FROM 1916.
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AND THIS NEXT YEAR THEY THINK
IT'S GOING TO GO DOWN SOME MORE.
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WHY IS IT GOING DOWN?
IT'S NOT BECAUSE CANCER IS
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INCREASING AND HEART DECEASE.
THOSE ARE THINGS WERE ON THE
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RIDES BEFORE BUT ACTUALLY DUE TO
WHAT'S CALLED DEATHS OF DESPAIR.
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WE ARE SEEING A MARKED INCREASE
IN ALCOHOL-RELATED DEATHS.
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A MARKED INCREASE IN
OPIOID-RELATED DEATHS AND DRUG
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OVERDOSES AND A
MARK INCREASE IN SUICIDE.
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SUICIDE HAS ACTUALLY BEEN
INCREASING EVEN WHEN THE ECONOMY
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IS GOING UP. WHICH
IS NOT HAPPENED BEFORE.
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WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE HISTORY,
NORMALLY WHEN THE ECONOMY GOES
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UP SUICIDE RATES GO DOWN.
WHEN THE ECONOMY GOES DOWN
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SUICIDE RATES GO UP.
NOT LONG AGO WE HAD THE BEST
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ECONOMY FROM THE 1950S AND
SIXTIES BUT YET SUICIDE RATES
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ARE HIGHER. WHAT IS
GOING TO HAPPEN WHEN THE
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ECONOMY GOES DOWN AGAIN.
YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO GET EVEN
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WORSE. AND SO,
KELY ACTUALLY 'EMULATES
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THE TYPICAL PERSON IN
TODAY THAT HAD SOME STRUGGLES.
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SHE GREW UP WITH SOME STRUGGLES
AND LED HER INTO SOME SUB
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SUBSTANCES. ALL 3 OF
THOSE DEATH OF DESPAIR
00:21:14.40\00:21:16.17
ASPECTS WERE KNOCKING ON HER
DOOR RIGHT RIGHT AFTER THE OTHER
00:21:16.17\00:21:20.68
AND NOW SHE HAS TOTALLY OVERCOME
AND HAS A FULFILLED AND HAPPY
00:21:20.68\00:21:25.85
EXISTENCE. SO, KELY,
YOU MIGHT MENTION WHAT
00:21:25.85\00:21:30.45
WAS YOUR CHILDHOOD LIKE AND WHAT
MIGHT HAVE LEAD YOU INTO SOME OF
00:21:30.45\00:21:33.22
THESE THINGS? >>
WELL, MY PARENTS WERE
00:21:33.22\00:21:36.83
DIVORCED WHEN I WAS 2.
AND THEN BOTH OF MY PARENTS
00:21:36.83\00:21:44.60
REMARRIED BUT IT WAS STILL A
SPLIT HOME AND I LIVED WITH MY
00:21:44.60\00:21:49.70
MOTHER AND STEPFATHER. AND
THAT HOUSEHOLD THEY DID THE
00:21:49.70\00:21:56.08
BEST THEY COULD. IT WAS
A VERY VIOLENT HOUSEHOLD.
00:21:56.08\00:22:01.92
PHYSICALLY AND VERBALLY.
>> SO YOU WERE WATCHING -- YOU
00:22:01.92\00:22:07.49
SAW ALL THAT? >> I SAW A LOT.
00:22:07.49\00:22:09.19
I EXPERIENCED A LOT. I
ALSO PLAYED A PART IN IT.
00:22:09.19\00:22:17.50
SO, I WAS EXPOSED TO BAD
BEHAVIOR, YOU KNOW, FAIRLY YOUNG
00:22:17.50\00:22:30.08
AND IT SHAPED ME INTO A VERY
FEARFUL AND TIMID AND EASILY
00:22:30.08\00:22:37.25
SWAYED. I WAS JUST
SEARCHING FOR I GUESS
00:22:37.25\00:22:41.02
LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE. >>
WHAT WERE YOUR TEENAGE YEARS
00:22:41.02\00:22:47.03
LIKE? >> I DID
VERY POOR IN SCHOOL.
00:22:47.03\00:22:52.50
I HAD A CORE GROUP OF FRIENDS
THAT WERE ACTUALLY A GOOD
00:22:52.50\00:22:57.94
INFLUENCE ON ME, BUT THEN I ALSO
HAD ANOTHER GROUP OF FRIENDS
00:22:57.94\00:23:04.68
THAT I COULD DO WHAT I WANTED
WITH AND THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT
00:23:04.68\00:23:12.19
ME. SO, I WAS VERY CONFUSED AS A
00:23:12.19\00:23:17.03
TEENAGER. I DIDN'T
HAVE ANY DIRECTION, AND
00:23:17.03\00:23:21.60
I DIDN'T HAVE -- I
DIDN'T TRUST ANY ADULTS.
00:23:21.60\00:23:31.17
>> YOU MENTIONED EVEN
TODAY AT AGE 10 YOU STARTED WITH
00:23:31.17\00:23:34.54
SUBSTANCES. >> YES.
00:23:34.54\00:23:36.95
I FOUND -- WELL, I WAS WITH SOME
GIRLFRIEND OF MINE AND WE STOLE
00:23:36.95\00:23:43.22
OUR PARENTS 'CIGARETTES
AND WE SMOKED CIGARETTES.
00:23:43.22\00:23:47.16
>> AT 10 YEARS OLD. SO
THAT KIND OF OPENED THE DOOR
00:23:47.16\00:23:52.33
TO A NEW PATTERN. >> UH-HUH.
00:23:52.33\00:23:53.96
>> OF BEHAVIOR. >> YES.
00:23:53.96\00:23:56.36
>> AND SO, YOU
STARTED WITH TOBACCO AT 10.
00:23:56.36\00:24:08.84
DID THIS BEGIN A PATTERN.
>> THIS BEGAN A PATTERN.
00:24:08.84\00:24:13.82
THE GATES OPENED AND LOOKING
BACK I CAN SEE HOW REALLY THE
00:24:13.82\00:24:21.42
DEVIL JUST TOOK A
HOLD AND DID NOT LET ME GO.
00:24:21.42\00:24:26.23
>> SO AFTER
TOBACCO WHAT WAS IT THEN?
00:24:26.23\00:24:30.07
>> AND THEN IT
WAS ALCOHOL AT 15.
00:24:30.07\00:24:32.97
AND SHORTLY AFTER THAT IT WAS
MARIJUANA AND THEN I STAYED IN
00:24:32.97\00:24:41.14
BETWEEN MARIJUANA,
ALCOHOL AND TOBACCO FOR YEARS.
00:24:41.14\00:24:45.98
>> DID YOUR PARENTS HAVE
ANY IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON?
00:24:45.98\00:24:49.25
>> THEY KNEW
ABOUT THE CIGARETTES.
00:24:49.25\00:24:53.19
THEY COULD SMELL IT BUT THEY
NEVER -- I MEAN, MY MOM SAID,
00:24:53.19\00:24:57.56
YOU SHOULDN'T SMOKE.
BUT IT WASN'T -- IT WAS VERY
00:24:57.56\00:25:01.90
ODD. THEY PUNISHED ME FOR REALLY
00:25:01.90\00:25:05.40
RIDICULOUS THINGS BUT THEY
DIDN'T PUNISH ME FOR SMOKING
00:25:05.40\00:25:07.64
SIGNIFICCIGARETTES OR STEALING
ALCOHOL. >> SO THEY KNEW YOU
00:25:07.64\00:25:13.17
WERE DRINKING TOO. >> YEAH.
00:25:13.17\00:25:15.94
>> DO YOU THINK THAT HAVING TWO
SETS OF FRIENDS KIND OF CAUSED A
00:25:15.94\00:25:21.25
DOUBLE-MINDED
-- >> DEFINITELY --
00:25:21.25\00:25:24.22
>> -- SITUATION. >>
YEAH, I WAS BASICALLY HALFWAY
00:25:24.22\00:25:27.22
IN AND HALFWAY OUT.
>> WHAT WAS THE SPIRITUAL
00:25:27.22\00:25:30.86
CLIMATE IN YOUR
HOME AT THAT TIME?
00:25:30.86\00:25:33.40
OR WAS THERE ANY KIND OF
SPUR WITNESSALITY AT ALL?
00:25:33.40\00:25:38.63
>> THERE WASN'T. WE --
I MEAN, WE MIGHT HAVE GONE
00:25:38.63\00:25:44.07
TO CHURCH A COUPLE
SABBATHS GROWING UP.
00:25:44.07\00:26:02.99
MY GRAND PARENTS ARE THE
ONES FOR BRINGING ME BACK TO THE
00:26:02.99\00:26:08.23
LORD. >> I WANT
TO HEAR ABOUT THAT.
00:26:08.23\00:26:09.46
I HAVE A COUPLE MORE QUESTIONS
BEFORE WE GET INTO THAT.
00:26:09.46\00:26:13.50
AFTER YOU DEALT WITH THE
MARIJUANA, DID YOU GO INTO
00:26:13.50\00:26:15.97
ANYTHING HEAVIER
AND WHAT WAS THAT?
00:26:15.97\00:26:19.97
>> YEAH. I STAYED
WITH MARIJUANA FOR
00:26:19.97\00:26:25.05
YEARS, AND THEN I
ENDED UP PREGNANT.
00:26:25.05\00:26:30.92
I WAS 6 MONTHS PREGNANT AND
I GOT A KIDNEY STONE AND I WAS
00:26:30.92\00:26:39.69
WORKING FOR A PHYSICIAN AND THEY
ADMITTED ME INTO THE HOSPITAL
00:26:39.69\00:26:43.33
AND THEY THOUGHT THEY WERE DOING
THE RIGHT THING FOR ME, BUT
00:26:43.33\00:26:47.67
THAT'S WHAT I WAS INTRODUCED --
BECAUSE OF THE PAIN, I WAS PUT
00:26:47.67\00:26:52.74
ON PA PUMP OF DELL HROD IED AND
GIVEN ORAL PERCOCET FOR A WEEK
00:26:52.74\00:27:04.72
STRAIGHT. AND THAT
REALLY OPENED THE FLOOD
00:27:04.72\00:27:09.16
GATES. THAT
MEDICATION, I BELIEVE, IS
00:27:09.16\00:27:16.63
JUST PEER EVIL. IT
ASO INTERESTING TO ME HOW
00:27:16.63\00:27:48.70
SATAN JUST -- HE DOESN'T
DO EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE.
00:27:48.70\00:27:51.03
HE GIVES YOU A LITTLE BIT
HERE AND STARTS YOU WITH THE
00:27:51.03\00:27:54.44
CIGARETTES AND THEN YOU
TAKES INTO THE ALCOHOL AND THE
00:27:54.44\00:27:57.57
MARIJUANA AND THEN
TAKES YOU INTO THE OPIOIDS.
00:27:57.57\00:28:02.08
I MEAN EVERYTHING -- YOU KNOW,
THERE'S A STRATEGY, HE HAS A
00:28:02.08\00:28:06.88
STRATEGY JUST LIKE
GOD HAS A STRATEGY.
00:28:06.88\00:28:09.68
THE ENEMY HAS A STRATEGY AND HIS
WHOLE THING IS TO DESTROY, TO
00:28:09.68\00:28:15.66
TAKE US ON THIS
DOWNWARD SPIRAL AND DESTROY US.
00:28:15.66\00:28:20.60
AND IT'S JUST AMAZING TO ME
HOW HE WORKS, AND YOU CAN SEE IT
00:28:20.60\00:28:26.47
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
HIS PLAN IS TO DESTROY US.
00:28:26.47\00:28:31.87
AND GOD HAS A
BETTER PLAN. >> AMEN.
00:28:31.87\00:28:33.74
>> HE HAS A BETTER PLAN.
HOW LONG WERE YOU INVOLVED IN
00:28:33.74\00:28:39.51
THIS WHOLE DOWNWARD SPIRAL?
>> IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG, PROBABLY
00:28:39.51\00:28:46.69
5 YEARS I WAS
ADDICTED TO OPIATES.
00:28:46.69\00:28:50.96
>> 5 YEARS. >>
HOW BAD WAS YOUR HABIT
00:28:50.96\00:28:57.77
>> THE LAST YEAR OF ME USING I
WAS TAKING A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT.
00:28:57.77\00:29:02.54
IT WAS UP TO 300 MILLIGRAMS
IN A 24 HOUR PERIOD OF PURE
00:29:02.54\00:29:14.35
OXYCONTIN. >>
NORMALLY 20 MILLION GRAMS IS
00:29:14.35\00:29:16.69
ENOUGH TO LAST A LONG TIME AND
PUT SOMEONE WHO IS NOT USED TO
00:29:16.69\00:29:21.36
NARCOTICS IN A
STOOPER AND WANT TO SLEEP.
00:29:21.36\00:29:25.13
SO OXYCONTIN IS
A POTENT NARCOTIC.
00:29:25.13\00:29:28.63
AND SHE WAS ON 300
MILLION GLAMS A DAY.
00:29:28.63\00:29:34.64
>> I KNOW THAT
WASN'T CHEAP EITHER.
00:29:34.64\00:29:40.11
>> I'M SO EMBARRASSED TO EVEN
SAY IT, AND I KIND OF DON'T WANT
00:29:40.11\00:29:45.28
TO BECAUSE AT THIS POINT I FEEL
LIKE I NEED TO PROTECT SOME OF
00:29:45.28\00:29:50.35
THE PEOPLE THAT WERE INVOLVED.
BUT IT WAS READILY AND EASILY
00:29:50.35\00:29:59.83
AVAILABLE TO ME.
>> BUT IT DID COST.
00:29:59.83\00:30:04.30
>> DID COST. AND
I'M PAYING THAT BACK.
00:30:04.30\00:30:12.11
NOW. >> THE
BEAUTY OF THIS IS THAT
00:30:12.11\00:30:15.68
THAT WAS THE DEAD
PERSON, THAT PERSON IS DEAD.
00:30:15.68\00:30:18.15
THAT PERSON NO LONGER
EXISTS. >> THAT'S RIGHT.
00:30:18.15\00:30:21.22
>> YOU ARE A NEW
CREATURE. >> THAT'S RIGHT.
00:30:21.22\00:30:25.09
AMEN. >> SO ALL
THE FORMER THINGS
00:30:25.09\00:30:28.12
PASSED AWAY AND WHAT YOU HAVE
NOW IS A HOW I GOT OVER, HOW I
00:30:28.12\00:30:33.60
GOT THROUGH
TESTIMONY. BY THE GRACE OF GOD.
00:30:33.60\00:30:38.10
>> IT WAS ONLY GOD. I
HAD NOTHING TO -- I WAS JUST
00:30:38.10\00:30:40.60
THE BODY. >> YOUR
WHOLE COUNT NANCE IS
00:30:40.60\00:30:47.21
LIKE AALIVE IN CHRIST.
HOW DID YOU GO FROM ABJECT
00:30:47.21\00:31:05.66
DESPAIR -- BECAUSE I'M SURE YOU
HAD TO KEEP IT GOING, PHYSICAL
00:31:05.66\00:31:09.86
DEPENDANCE AND EMOTIONAL
DEPENDANCE AND EVERYTHING THAT
00:31:09.86\00:31:12.87
GOES WITH
ADDICTION. IT'S A NIGHTMARE.
00:31:12.87\00:31:19.67
I THINK PEOPLE TEND TO THINK, W
00:31:19.67\00:31:23.04
WELL, I HAVE THIS ADDICTION
BUT NOT THAT ADDICTION.
00:31:23.04\00:31:27.08
SO I'M NOT ON HEROIN BUT
I'M ON PRESCRIPTION DRUGS.
00:31:27.08\00:31:31.49
WHATEVER IT IS
IT IS AN ADDICTION.
00:31:31.49\00:31:33.46
THE DYNAMICS ARE THE SAME.
SO, IT'S LIKE GOD CAN DELIVER
00:31:33.46\00:31:41.13
YOU FROM WHATEVER
HOLDS YOU IN BONDAGE.
00:31:41.13\00:31:43.26
>> AMEN. >>
THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.
00:31:43.26\00:31:45.13
TELL US HOW IT HAPPENED.
>> SO, MARCH 22ND, 2017 I WAS
00:31:45.13\00:31:56.95
DONE. I WAS DONE
WITH ABUSING MY BODY.
00:31:56.95\00:32:00.48
I WAS DONE WITH
ALLOWING OTHERS TO ABUSE ME.
00:32:00.48\00:32:03.72
I WAS JUST DONE, AND I GOT ON
MY KNEES AND WHICH I DON'T -- I
00:32:03.72\00:32:11.13
JUST DON'T DO OR I
DIDN'T DO -- AND I CRIED OUT.
00:32:11.13\00:32:16.33
I WAS IN TEARS. I WAS
BAWLING AND I WAS YELLING,
00:32:16.33\00:32:20.54
I SAID "LORD YOU HAVE TO HELP ME
GET OFF THIS BECAUSE I CANNOT DO
00:32:20.54\00:32:24.47
IT ON MY OWN." AND IT
WAS LIKE, BOOM, I HAD A
00:32:24.47\00:32:30.28
PLAN. I DIDN'T
KNOW WHAT IT WAS BUT I
00:32:30.28\00:32:32.21
MADE A PHONE CALL AND THEN
I MADE ANOTHER PHONE CALL, AND
00:32:32.21\00:32:36.18
THEN YOU KNOW, MY PARENTS --
AS -- I MEAN, AS TORMENTED AS WE
00:32:36.18\00:32:47.13
WERE GROWING UP THEY WERE
STILL THERE FOR ME, AND I ASKED
00:32:47.13\00:32:50.40
THEM -- BECAUSE I AM A NURSE,
IF -- I FELT LIKE IF I WERE TO
00:32:50.40\00:32:57.31
ASK FOR HELP IN THE MEDICAL
PROFESSION THAT IT MAY -- I MAY
00:32:57.31\00:33:06.75
HAVE SOME OTHER THINGS I MIGHT
HAVE TO GET THROUGH OR GET IN
00:33:06.75\00:33:11.65
MORE TROUBLE. SO I
ASKED IF I COULD DO A
00:33:11.65\00:33:19.06
WITHDRAWAL AT THEIR
HOME. >> COLD TURKEY?
00:33:19.06\00:33:21.80
>> COLD TURKEY. >> FROM
THEY HUNDRED MILLIGRAMS?
00:33:21.80\00:33:24.97
>> UH-HUH. >>
WHAT WAS THAT LIKE?
00:33:24.97\00:33:26.60
>> AWFUL. I WOULD
NOT RECOMMEND THAT.
00:33:26.60\00:33:32.24
IT'S VERY SCARY. >>
ONE POINT TO CONSIDER HERE
00:33:32.24\00:33:38.71
THOUGH. OUR
COUNTRY IS DEALING WITH
00:33:38.71\00:33:42.62
OPIOIDS. MORE
PEOPLE DIE FROM OPIOIDS
00:33:42.62\00:33:44.99
THAN AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENTS AND
THERE'S LIKE CLOSE TO 200 PEOPLE
00:33:44.99\00:33:48.12
A DAY THAT ARE DYING FROM OPIOID
OVERDOSE AND WAS VERY, VERY
00:33:48.12\00:33:56.40
CLOSE THAT THIS AND ALCOHOL
PRIOR TO THAT SHE COULD TELL YOU
00:33:56.40\00:33:59.53
MORE ABOUT THE
ALCOHOL AND WHAT THAT DID.
00:33:59.53\00:34:02.64
BUT THEN FROM
ALCOHOL TO OPIOIDS.
00:34:02.64\00:34:07.51
OPIOIDS DO NOT CAUSE
DEATH UPON WITHDRAWAL.
00:34:07.51\00:34:11.08
IT'S NOT LIKE -- EVEN ALCOHOL
YOU CAN HAVE DT'S OR BENZO'S YOU
00:34:11.08\00:34:21.02
CAN HAVE SEIZURES YOU
DON'T SEES FROM OPIOIDS.
00:34:21.02\00:34:24.69
IN FACT OPIOIDS
CAN CAUSE SEIZURES.
00:34:24.69\00:34:28.43
YOU'RE MORE RESISTANT.
IT'S EXTREME DYSPHORIA.
00:34:28.43\00:34:33.17
SO A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE BUT
ONE ONE THAT YOU'LL ACTUALLY DIE
00:34:33.17\00:34:36.54
FROM OPIOID WITHDRAWAL. NOW
YOU CAN HAVE -- WELL, SHE'LL
00:34:36.54\00:34:42.78
EXPLAIN. TELL US
ABOUT SOME OF THE
00:34:42.78\00:34:43.88
SYMPTOMS THAT YOU HAD.
>> IN THE VERY BEGINNING, I
00:34:43.88\00:34:51.92
PROBABLY COULD NOT
FORMULATE A FULL SENTENCE.
00:34:51.92\00:34:55.46
I HAD RACING
THOUGHTS AND JUST RAMBLING ON.
00:34:55.46\00:35:03.37
THEN THE LETHARGY SET IN AND I
HAD NO ENERGY AND ABOUT 48 HOURS
00:35:03.37\00:35:14.91
I WAS THROWING UP NON
STOP. PROBABLY EVERY 15 MINUTES.
00:35:14.91\00:35:20.98
>> WERE YOU
REPLACING FLUIDS OR ANYTHING?
00:35:20.98\00:35:24.65
>> YES, YES. I WAS
TRYING TO, BUT ANY TIME I
00:35:24.65\00:35:28.06
PUT ANYTHING IN MY BODY
IT WOULD COME RIGHT BACK UP.
00:35:28.06\00:35:32.29
SO, I DID WHAT I COULD DO. I
SUCKED ON A LOT OF ICE DURING
00:35:32.29\00:35:36.77
THAT TIME. I
TRIED TO DRINK WATER.
00:35:36.77\00:35:41.04
IT WOULD NOT STAY DOWN.
I GOT IN THE SHOWER A LOT.
00:35:41.04\00:35:46.01
>> WAS ANYBODY WITH YOU
KIND OF WALKING YOU THROUGH THIS
00:35:46.01\00:35:49.78
PROCESS? >> MY
PARENTS WERE KIND OF
00:35:49.78\00:35:51.71
LISTENING IN THE
BACKGROUND BUT I WAS ON MY OWN.
00:35:51.71\00:35:59.65
>> BECAUSE OPIOIDS CAUSE CON
CON INSTAGRAM PAYINGS IT CAUSES
00:35:59.65\00:36:16.24
DIARRHEA: DEHYDRATION CAN
KILL YOU BUT CAN BE TREATED.
00:36:16.24\00:36:38.76
>> THEY WANTED TO GET
ME OUT OF THE WITHDRAWAL.
00:36:38.76\00:36:41.26
THEY WANTED TO
GIVE ME MORE OEUP OWEDS.
00:36:41.26\00:36:44.60
>> BUT SHE REFUSED.
THAT'S WHY GOD WAS INVOLVED.
00:36:44.60\00:36:46.94
SHE SAID WHATEVER YOU
DO, DON'T GIVE ME OPIOIDS.
00:36:46.94\00:36:50.94
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK ON THEM.
SO THEY HYDRATED HER UP WITH
00:36:50.94\00:36:55.31
I.V.'SAND GAVE HER ANTI-MEDICS
AND DISCHARGED HER FROM THE ER
00:36:55.31\00:36:59.58
>> BECAUSE I HAD NO INSURANCE.
>> THAT WILL GET YOU OUT OF
00:36:59.58\00:37:04.89
THERE QUICK. [LAUGHTER]
00:37:04.89\00:37:19.73
>> IT WAS 30 DAYS BEFORE I
STARTED TO FEEL NORMAL OR NOT
00:37:19.73\00:37:24.31
REALLY NORMAL, JUST THAT I
COULD ACTUALLY GO UP A FLIGHT OF
00:37:24.31\00:37:28.54
STAIRS WITHOUT HAVING TO STOP IN
THE MIDDLE AND CATCH MY BREATH
00:37:28.54\00:37:34.32
OR -- IT TOOK THE ENERGY OUT.
>> TOOK A PRETTY BIG CHUNK OUT
00:37:34.32\00:37:39.32
OF YOUR LIFE TOO, RIGHT?
YOU WEREN'T ABLE TO FUNCTION.
00:37:39.32\00:37:41.89
YOU WEREN'T -- YOU
DIDN'T HAVE A JOB AT THE TIME.
00:37:41.89\00:37:45.93
>> NO. I QUIT MY
JOB TWO YEARS PRIOR TO
00:37:45.93\00:37:50.10
MY SOBER DATE
BECAUSE I COULDN'T FUNCTION.
00:37:50.10\00:38:01.24
>> HOW LONG WAS THE
TOTAL TIME ADDICTION FOR YOU?
00:38:01.24\00:38:05.81
>> I WOULD SAY FROM 10 YEARS
ON FROM THAT FIRST CIGARETTE.
00:38:05.81\00:38:13.25
>> WOW. >> GO AHEAD.
00:38:13.25\00:38:15.56
>> AND I DON'T KNOW IF YOU WANT
TO SAY YOUR AGE ON MARCH 22.
00:38:15.56\00:38:26.67
>> 38. THAT MEANS 28 YEARS OF
00:38:26.67\00:38:30.64
ADDICTION. FROM AGE 10 TO 38.
00:38:30.64\00:38:33.88
BUT THEN THE STORY DOESN'T
END. WHEN THE OEPIOIDS ARE DONE.
00:38:33.88\00:38:41.12
BECAUSE MANY TIMES PEOPLE
IN A UTILIZE SUBSTANCES THEY'RE
00:38:41.12\00:38:46.42
SELF-MEDICATING
BECAUSE THERE'S EMOTIONAL PAIN
00:38:46.42\00:39:05.61
>> I BECAME SUICIDAL. I
WAS THINKING ABOUT SUICIDE A
00:39:05.61\00:39:10.41
LOT BECAUSE I JUST COULD NOT
DEAL WITH THAT EMOTIONAL PAIN.
00:39:10.41\00:39:16.92
>> IN A WAY THIS IS WHERE PEOPLE
FEEL TRAPPED BECAUSE THEY KNOW I
00:39:16.92\00:39:21.06
CAN'T GO BACK TO THE OPIOIDS
BECAUSE THAT WAS TERRIBLE AND I
00:39:21.06\00:39:23.79
CAN'T GO BACK TO THE KHOL
BECAUSE THAT'S A TERRIBLE LIFE.
00:39:23.79\00:39:26.43
SO MY WAYS OF SELF-MEDICATING
AREN'T WORKING BUT YET I HAVE
00:39:26.43\00:39:32.27
THIS SEVERE DEPRESSION TO THE
POINT WHERE WHAT IS THE POINT OF
00:39:32.27\00:39:36.94
LIFE, AND MAYBE I SHOULD
JUST -- I'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD.
00:39:36.94\00:39:42.71
SO WITH THAT FEELING OF TRAPPED
AND THE FEELING DOWN, SHE
00:39:42.71\00:39:46.45
STARTED TO GET
INTO THE HOPELESSNESS.
00:39:46.45\00:39:50.55
>> AND I STARTED MAKING
PLANS. >> THIS IS WHERE GOD WAS
00:39:50.55\00:39:58.93
INVOLVED AGAIN. WHEN I
WENT TO MY PARENTS' HOUSE
00:39:58.93\00:40:18.35
TO WITHDRAWAL I ALSO BROUGHT
MY GUN, AND I BROUGHT BULLETS.
00:40:18.35\00:40:24.12
I DON'T KNOW WHY I JUST DID.
AND WHEN I WAS THAT DESPERATE,
00:40:24.12\00:40:31.03
WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH THE
EMOTIONS AND I WAS SOBER, I JUST
00:40:31.03\00:40:35.33
COULDN'T TAKE IT AND I WENT UP
TO MY BEDROOM AND I PULLED THE
00:40:35.33\00:40:39.27
GUN OUT AND I WENT TO PUT
THE BULLETS IN AND I GRABBED THE
00:40:39.27\00:40:44.77
WRONG ONES. THEY WOULDN'T FIT.
00:40:44.77\00:40:48.54
BUT THEN I WAS LIKE, OKAY, WELL,
IF I CAN'T DO IT THIS WAY, I'M
00:40:48.54\00:40:52.98
JUST GOING TO GO OUT AND I'M
GOING TO JUMP IN FRONT OF A CAR.
00:40:52.98\00:40:58.65
AND I DID IT IMMEDIATELY WITHOUT
A SECOND THOUGHT AND I WENT DOWN
00:40:58.65\00:41:01.89
TO THAT BUSY INTERSECTION AND
I WAS JUST WAITING FOR THE RIGHT
00:41:01.89\00:41:08.86
CAR AND A CHILDHOOD FRIEND WAS
AT THE CORNER AT A STOP SIGN IN
00:41:08.86\00:41:15.67
A CAR AND CALLED OUT MY NAME.
AND I LOOKED OVER AT HER AND SHE
00:41:15.67\00:41:21.78
LOOKED AT ME AND
SHE SAID, ARE YOU OKAY?
00:41:21.78\00:41:24.61
AND I WAS LIKE,
NO. I AM NOT OKAY.
00:41:24.61\00:41:30.42
AND SO SHE TOLD ME TO GET IN
HER CAR AND I TOLD HER WHAT WAS
00:41:30.42\00:41:37.39
GOING ON AND SHE GOT
ME TO MY FIRST AA MEETING.
00:41:37.39\00:41:42.53
I NEEDED SOMETHING. THAT
STARTED MY SUPPORT GROUP.
00:41:42.53\00:41:49.57
>> GOD HAD HER RIGHT
THERE. RIGHT ON TIME.
00:41:49.57\00:41:56.41
>> YES. >> AT A
BUSY INTERSECTION.
00:41:56.41\00:42:02.92
>> LOOK AT GOD. >>
WERE THE SUICIDE IDEATIONS
00:42:02.92\00:42:19.27
WERE A RESULT OF THE CHEMICAL
IMBALANCE THAT WAS A RESULT OF
00:42:19.27\00:42:23.77
THE OPIOID ADDICTION YOU THINK.
COULD THIS BE A PHYSIOLOGICAL
00:42:23.77\00:42:33.85
BASIS FOR THE
DEPRESSION. >> YEAH.
00:42:33.85\00:42:36.22
THAT'S WHY SHE WAS
SELF-MEDICATING WITH OPIOIDS AS
00:42:36.22\00:42:40.06
WELL. SHE WOULD
FEEL BA AND TAKE THAT
00:42:40.06\00:42:41.62
AND SINCE IT'S A FRONT OF LOBE
SUPPRESSANT IT'S NOT LIKE SHE
00:42:41.62\00:42:45.83
COULD ANALYZE HER LIFE ON A
DAY-BY-DAY BASIS ON HOW WELL IS
00:42:45.83\00:42:50.23
THIS WORKING. SHE
LOST HER JOB WITHOUT
00:42:50.23\00:42:52.93
EMPLOYMENT FOR TWO YEARS AND
FINALLY CAME TO A MOMENT OF SOEB
00:42:52.93\00:42:56.04
SITE WHERE SHE REALIZED I NEED
TO GET RID OF ALL THIS STUFF.
00:42:56.04\00:43:01.08
BUT YET SHE DIDN'T REALIZE
WHAT LIFE WAS GOING TO BE LIKE
00:43:01.08\00:43:08.45
WITHOUT THAT. EVEN
UNRESOLVED THINGS FROM
00:43:08.45\00:43:12.69
CHILDHOOD AND YES SOME BRAIN
CHEMICAL CHANGES GOING ON IN HER
00:43:12.69\00:43:18.29
AND THEN NOT HAVING ANY SENSE
OF FULFILLMENT AND OF COURSE
00:43:18.29\00:43:22.76
THERE'S BEEN OTHER STRESSORS OF
LIFE THAT WE HAVEN'T MENTIONED.
00:43:22.76\00:43:25.97
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU WANT TO
MENTION SOME OF THE OTHER ONES
00:43:25.97\00:43:28.67
THAT ARE PRETTY BIG THAT SHE
WAS COVERING UP WITH ALL THIS.
00:43:28.67\00:43:45.99
>> >> I OF A DAUGHTER WHO IS 10
00:43:45.99\00:43:48.36
YEARS OLD AND BECAUSE OF
MY CHOICES SHE LIVES WITH HER
00:43:48.36\00:43:53.06
GRANDPARENTS AND HER FATHER.
>> THAT'S ALSO SO HARD I'M SURE.
00:43:53.06\00:43:59.10
>> IT'S VERY DIFFICULT. AND
NOW THAT YOUR CHOICES ARE SO
00:43:59.10\00:44:05.47
DIFFERENT, CAN THAT
BE REVERSED IN ANY WAY?
00:44:05.47\00:44:09.64
>> THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE.
AND I HAVE TO GIVE IT TO THE
00:44:09.64\00:44:17.05
LORD BECAUSE I AM
POWERLESS OVER THAT SITUATION.
00:44:17.05\00:44:20.36
>> BUT THERE'S NO
ONE TO GIVE IT TO YOU.
00:44:20.36\00:44:22.36
>> THAT'S RIGHT. >>
THE OMNIPOTENT WHERE WE ARE
00:44:22.36\00:44:29.86
POWERLESS HE'S OMNIPOTENT.
>> HE'S THE ONE UP FOR THE
00:44:29.86\00:44:34.14
CHALLENGE. >> HOW
DID YOU COME TO TURN
00:44:34.14\00:44:37.81
EVERYTHING OVER TO HIM.
LET'S TALK ABOUT THE REVERSAL.
00:44:37.81\00:44:40.38
HOW DID YOU COME TO REVERSES?
>> MY GRANDPARENTS THEY BOTH GOT
00:44:40.38\00:44:52.05
SICK AND I WAS ABOUT 6 MONTHS
SOBER AND STILL MISERABLE, YOU
00:44:52.05\00:45:00.96
KNOW. AND THOSE
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS WERE
00:45:00.96\00:45:05.93
COMING BACK AND I JUST
WASN'T BEING HONEST ABOUT IT.
00:45:05.93\00:45:10.01
AND MY GRANDMOTHER CALLED AND
JUST SAID, WE REALLY NEED YOUR
00:45:10.01\00:45:15.88
HELP. JUST COME
DOWN HERE AND YOU CAN
00:45:15.88\00:45:17.15
TAKE CARE OF US AND
WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU.
00:45:17.15\00:45:20.45
AND WE'LL GET THROUGH
THIS. PLEASE GET DOWN HERE.  SO
00:45:20.45\00:45:25.72
THEY'RE IN FLORIDA AND I
DROVE FROM VIRGINIA TO FLORIDA.
00:45:25.72\00:45:37.37
I THOUGHT THINGS WERE
GOING TO BE GREAT THERE.
00:45:37.37\00:45:39.33
THEY WERE FOR ABOUT A COUPLE
WEEKS, BUT THEN THE THOUGHTS
00:45:39.33\00:45:45.41
WERE COMING BACK AND I WAS
ISOLATING A LOT, AND FOOD NOW
00:45:45.41\00:45:51.91
BECAME MY ADDICTION. I
PROBABLY GAINED ABOUT 40
00:45:51.91\00:45:54.75
POUNDS WHEN I WHAT YOU THERE.
I WAS SNEAK EATING AT NIGHT AND
00:45:54.75\00:46:01.59
I WAS PRETTY MISERABLE AND
THEN I WAS DEFINITELY PLANNING
00:46:01.59\00:46:11.17
ANOTHER ATTEMPT. AND MY
GRANDMOTHER WHO HAS BEEN
00:46:11.17\00:46:18.77
MY NUMBER ONE FAN AND A VERY
LOYAL DAUGHTER OF GOD PICKED UP
00:46:18.77\00:46:27.62
ON IT. AND I
HEARD HER ON THE PHONE
00:46:27.62\00:46:30.52
WITH MY FATHER SAYING, SHE
IS GOING TO DIE IF WE DON'T DO
00:46:30.52\00:46:36.02
SOMETHING. AND I
JUST REMEMBER THINKING,
00:46:36.02\00:46:38.49
I'M NOT GOING TO DIE. AND
THEN I WAS LIKE, OH, WAIT,
00:46:38.49\00:46:43.87
HOW DOES SHE KNOW? SHE
MUST KNOW, GOD'S TELLING HER
00:46:43.87\00:46:51.87
SOMETHING. AND
SHE WAS THE ONE WHO
00:46:51.87\00:46:57.21
SUGGESTED THAT I CALL
THE NEDLEY HILLS SOLUTIONS.
00:46:57.21\00:47:03.22
AND SET UP MY APPOINTMENT TO
GO TO THE DEPRESSION RECOVERY
00:47:03.22\00:47:09.22
PROGRAM. AND
GRANDMA'S REALLY THE ONLY
00:47:09.22\00:47:11.59
ONE THAT I LISTEN TO. SO
WHEN GRANDMA SAYS SOMETHING
00:47:11.59\00:47:14.36
YOU DO IT. >> SHOULD
WHAT WAS IT LIKE WHEN
00:47:14.36\00:47:17.10
YOU WENT TO THE
PROGRAM? >> OH, MAN.
00:47:17.10\00:47:19.83
IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. IT
WAS LIKE A VACATION BUT IT
00:47:19.83\00:47:28.48
WAS LIKE SELF-HELP VACATION.
I LEARNED HOW TO DEAL WITH THOSE
00:47:28.48\00:47:38.19
UNTRUE NEGATIVE THOUGHT THAT I
HAD BEEN TELLING MYSELF BEFORE I
00:47:38.19\00:47:46.93
WAS 10 YEARS OLD. I
LEARNED HOW TO BE EASY ON
00:47:46.93\00:47:53.67
MYSELF AND HOW TO START A
RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD AND
00:47:53.67\00:47:57.04
THE LORD IS NOT MY EARTHLY
FATHER, HE'S MY HEAVENLY FATHER
00:47:57.04\00:47:59.94
AND THERE IS A
DISTINCTION, HUGE DISTINCTION.
00:47:59.94\00:48:06.01
AND YOU KNOW, I LOOK
TO HIM FOR GUIDANCE NOW.
00:48:06.01\00:48:23.16
EVEN WITH THEM KNOWING HOW BAD
MY LIFE HAD BECOME, YOU KNOW,
00:48:23.16\00:48:29.77
THAT I WAS THE ONE THAT CAUSED
MOST OF THOSE PROBLEMS, IF NOT
00:48:29.77\00:48:37.65
ALL OF THEM, AND I LEARNED THAT
I CAN ALSO FORGIVE; THAT I CAN
00:48:37.65\00:48:45.19
DO IT ABOUT BOUNDARIES. IN
ORDER TO ORDER TO FORGIVE I
00:48:45.19\00:49:06.44
HAVE TO LET IT GO AND TO TRULY
BE HAPPY YOU REALLY JUST HAVE TO
00:49:06.44\00:49:13.75
FORGIVE AND LET IT GO. YOU
CAN'T HANG ON TO IT BECAUSE
00:49:13.75\00:49:21.32
IT'S NOT REALLY --
THAT'S NOT GOD EITHER.
00:49:21.32\00:49:25.76
THAT'S NOT WHAT
GOD WANTS US TO DO.
00:49:25.76\00:49:28.70
>> SHE WENT THROUGH A LOT
OF BEHAVIORAL CHANGES TOO.
00:49:28.70\00:49:32.60
>> SUCH AS? >> THE
THOUGHT PART I'M GLAD YOU
00:49:32.60\00:49:35.34
CENTERED IN ON THAT BECAUSE
THE PROGRAM STARTS OUT WITH MORE
00:49:35.34\00:49:39.77
BEHAVIORAL
CHANGES. PHYSICAL EXERCISE.
00:49:39.77\00:49:43.41
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU
EXERCISED OR NOT BEFORE.
00:49:43.41\00:49:46.38
>> NO. >> BEFORE
COMING TO THE PROGRAM.
00:49:46.38\00:49:48.65
THE HYDRO THERAPY
AND CONTRAST BATHS AND --
00:49:48.65\00:49:51.99
>> THE DIET CHANGE. >> THE DIET.
00:49:51.99\00:49:54.62
IN FACT, WERE YOU THE
BIGGEST LOSER IN THE PROGRAM --
00:49:54.62\00:49:59.93
>> IS I WAS CLOSE TO IT.
I LIKED THE FOOD TOO MUCH.
00:49:59.93\00:50:04.10
I WOULD HAVE LOST MORE
BUT THERE WAS A BREAD BAR.
00:50:04.10\00:50:10.01
>> HOW MUCH DID YOU LOSE DURING?
>> IN THE PROGRAM I LOST -- IN
00:50:10.01\00:50:17.08
10 DAYS I LOST 12 POUNDS AND
THAT WAS LIKE KIND OF OVEREATING
00:50:17.08\00:50:23.89
WITH EXERCISE. IT WAS GREAT.
00:50:23.89\00:50:27.96
BUT IN ALL
ACTUALITY, LET ME DO THE MATH.
00:50:27.96\00:50:31.03
I JUST GOT ON THE
SCALE THE OTHER DAY.
00:50:31.03\00:50:33.40
I DON'T WANT TO
GIVE MY WEIGHT AWAY.
00:50:33.40\00:50:41.77
I'VE LOST 60 POUNDS.
>> THAT'S INCREDIBLE.
00:50:41.77\00:50:46.11
>> HOW DID THE PHYSICAL
CHANGES IMPACT THE MENTAL?
00:50:46.11\00:50:50.95
>> WOW. I MEAN,
THEY GO HAND IN HAND.
00:50:50.95\00:50:57.99
IF I DON'T EXERCISE, I FEEL IF.
MAYBE NOT THE NEXT DAY OR MAYBE
00:50:57.99\00:51:03.06
NOT THAT DAY, BUT IN A
COUPLE OF DAYS, I'LL FEEL IT.
00:51:03.06\00:51:09.23
MY MOOD -- I'LL BE SHORT
TEMPERED OR A LITTLE ANGRY FOR
00:51:09.23\00:51:13.44
NO REASON OR IT WILL JUST
BE LIKE -- IT WILL CATCH ME OFF
00:51:13.44\00:51:20.31
GUARD. AND THEN
I'M LIKE, OH, I GET TO
00:51:20.31\00:51:25.45
GET MY EXERCISE. I HAD CHEESE.
00:51:25.45\00:51:42.56
>> I JUST HAVE A GLOW ABOUT
YOU AND A REAL PEACE IN YOUR
00:51:42.56\00:51:47.60
CONTINENCE, AMEN. GOD
CAN DO AMAZING THINGS.
00:51:47.60\00:51:53.24
LET ME SHARE THIS ONE SCRIPTURE.
FILL LEAPIANS 4:6 FROM THE NEW
00:51:53.24\00:52:00.38
KING JAMES IT SAYS BE ANXIOUS
FOR NOTHING BUT IN EVERYTHING
00:52:00.38\00:52:04.42
WITH THANKSGIVING LET YOUR
REQUEST BE MADE KNOWN TO GOD AND
00:52:04.42\00:52:08.16
IS THE PEACE OF GOD WHICH
SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING WILL
00:52:08.16\00:52:11.66
GUARD YOUR HEARTS AND
MIND THROUGH CHRIST JESUS.
00:52:11.66\00:52:14.73
AND THAT'S WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.
YOU'VE GONE TO GOD AND YOU'VE
00:52:14.73\00:52:19.83
PLACED YOUR REQUEST AT HIS FEET
AND THANKED HIM FOR HIS ANSWERS
00:52:19.83\00:52:23.67
AND HE'S GIVEN YOU HIS PEACE.
AND THAT IS A BEAUTIFUL THING.
00:52:23.67\00:52:29.74
>> SHE'S WORKING AGAIN AND
SHE IS NOW ACTUALLY GOING TO BIB
00:52:29.74\00:52:34.68
BIBLE STUDIES WITH OTHERS.
>> DOES YOUR PROGRAM DEAL WITH
00:52:34.68\00:52:49.40
NICOTINE TOBACCO
ADDICTION? >> ABSOLUTELY.
00:52:49.40\00:52:52.13
YEAH. >> REALLY?
00:52:52.13\00:52:53.13
>> YEAH.
INTERESTING THING WE KEEP DATA
00:52:53.13\00:52:56.27
ON ALL OUR PROGRAMS BUT EVEN
OUR COMMUNITY PROGRAM BECAUSE WE
00:52:56.27\00:52:58.67
HAVE A RESIDENTIAL BUT WE
HAVE AN OUT PATIENT COMMUNITY
00:52:58.67\00:53:02.84
PROGRAM. OUR DATA
ON 6,000 PEOPLE SHOWS
00:53:02.84\00:53:05.78
THAT WHEN THEY COME TO A
DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY RECOVERY
00:53:05.78\00:53:09.18
PROGRAM, THEY'RE ACTUALLY
MORE LIKELY TO GIVE UP THEIR
00:53:09.18\00:53:12.19
ADDICTIONS THAN IF THEY GO TO A
PROGRAM THAT JUST CENTERS IN ON
00:53:12.19\00:53:16.66
THEIR ADDICTION. AND I
THINK IT'S BECAUSE WE'RE
00:53:16.66\00:53:19.53
DEALING WITH THE UNDERLYING
BRAIN CHEMISTRY ISSUES AS WELL
00:53:19.53\00:53:22.50
AS THE THOUGHT ISSUES BECAUSE
WHEN PEOPLE DO GET GET SOBER
00:53:22.50\00:53:27.57
EVEN IN AA THEY'LL FEATURE YOUR
WORST YEAR OF LIFE WILL TEND TO
00:53:27.57\00:53:32.87
BE YOUR FIRST YEAR OF SOEB SITE
BUT IT WON'T BE THAT WAY IF WE
00:53:32.87\00:53:36.11
CAN HELP THE BRAIN CHEMICAL
ISSUES AS WELL AS HELP GET RID
00:53:36.11\00:53:39.98
OF WHAT UNCLE BOB AND AA CLLS
THE STINKIN' THINKIN' WHICH IS
00:53:39.98\00:53:47.76
THE NEGATIVE AUTOMATIC THOUGHTS
THAT ARE NOT TRUE OR AT LEAST
00:53:47.76\00:53:51.76
PARTIALLY NOT TRUE AND THAT'S
WHAT SHE HAD GOTTEN INTO WAS
00:53:51.76\00:53:57.27
THIS STINKIN' THINKIN' WHEN SHE
COULDN'T STOP THE THOUGHTS ALL
00:53:57.27\00:54:01.97
TOGETHER -- YOU HAVE TO STOP
THEM WITH THE DRUGS AND NOW YOU
00:54:01.97\00:54:04.77
HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE THOUGHTS
AND HOW HEALTHFULLY SHE'S
00:54:04.77\00:54:08.04
DEALING WITH
THEM NOW. >> YES, YES.
00:54:08.04\00:54:11.61
>> SO YOU FIND THAT IF YOU WERE
TO SUMMARIZE WHERE YOU ARE NOW
00:54:11.61\00:54:16.15
IN THE LORD AND JUST
EMOTIONALLY, WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
00:54:16.15\00:54:23.96
>> I WOULDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE
MYSELF IF I WAS IN THE WORLD, I
00:54:23.96\00:54:32.53
WOULD NOT
RECOGNIZE WHO I AM TODAY.
00:54:32.53\00:54:37.84
AND I DON'T RECOGNIZE THE GIRL
IN PICTURES FROM A COUPLE OF
00:54:37.84\00:54:43.55
YEARS AGO. IT JUST BAFFLES ME.
00:54:43.55\00:54:48.02
I WOULD SAY THAT MY RELATIONSHIP
WITH THE LORD IS GROWING EVERY
00:54:48.02\00:54:55.72
DAY AND I REALLY APPRECIATE
THE LITTLE MIRACLES AND THE
00:54:55.72\00:55:01.96
RESPONSES THAT I GET FROM
HIM. AS SUBTLE AS THEY ARE.
00:55:01.96\00:55:08.44
THEY'RE HUGE.
SOMETIMES I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY
00:55:08.44\00:55:11.44
MEAN, BUT IT'S
NOT FOR ME TO KNOW.
00:55:11.44\00:55:15.41
I GUESS. HE'S THE ONE IN CHARGE.
00:55:15.41\00:55:19.61
I'M JUST THE BODY. >>
HE GAVE YOU A HUGE HUG WHEN
00:55:19.61\00:55:23.49
HE HAD THAT FRIEND
STTING ON THAT CORNER.
00:55:23.49\00:55:26.79
HE GAVE YOU A
HUGE HUG THEN. >> AMEN.
00:55:26.79\00:55:33.26
>> MOST OF YOUR PATIENTS
AT THE FACILITY HAVE AMAZING
00:55:33.26\00:55:39.00
TESTIMONIES I WOULD IMAGINE
BY THE END OF THEIR TIME THERE.
00:55:39.00\00:55:42.47
HOW LONG IS THE
TREATMENT PROGRAM?
00:55:42.47\00:55:45.57
>> THE TREATMENT
PROGRAM IS 10 DAY PROGRAM.
00:55:45.57\00:55:47.81
THIS IS ALL DONE IN 10 DAYS.
SO NOT EVERY ONE DO WE RECOMMEND
00:55:47.81\00:55:54.42
THEY GO HOME IN 10 DAYS
BUT KELY ENDORSED EVERYTHING.
00:55:54.42\00:55:59.19
PARTLY DUE TO THE
FACT SHE WAS ALREADY SOBER.
00:55:59.19\00:56:01.46
SOME PEOPLE COME AND THEY'RE ON
THESE DRUGS AND WE'RE HAVING TO
00:56:01.46\00:56:06.73
TAKE THEM OFF AND THEN
THEY START HAVING THE STINKIN'
00:56:06.73\00:56:11.30
THINKIN' EVEN WHILE PART OF THE
PROGRAM AND MAY NEED MORE THAN
00:56:11.30\00:56:13.94
10 DAYS. BUT SINCE
SHE WAS ALREADY OFF
00:56:13.94\00:56:16.71
THE DRUGS WHEN SHE CAME THROUGH
THE PROGRAM SHE COMPLIED WITH
00:56:16.71\00:56:20.08
EVERY ASPECT OF THE PROGRAM.
AS A RESULT AS SEVERE AS HER
00:56:20.08\00:56:26.15
DEPRESSION WAS, SUICIDAL
DEPRESSION SHE LEFT WITH NO
00:56:26.15\00:56:36.99
DEPRESSION. IT
TAKES 20 WEEKS TO SOLIDIFY
00:56:36.99\00:56:41.30
THIS PROCESS. >> 20 WEEKS?
00:56:41.30\00:56:42.73
>> WE GAVE HER A DISCHARGE PLAN
TO CONTINUE ON FOR 20 WEEKS, AND
00:56:42.73\00:56:50.47
SHE DID THE
PLAN. >> I STUCK TO IT.
00:56:50.47\00:56:53.58
BUT I HAD HELP. >>
WE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
00:56:53.58\00:57:01.82
SHARING YOUR
TESTIMONY WITH US, KELY.
00:57:01.82\00:57:03.65
IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND WE KNOW
TAT GOD HAS GREAT PLANS FOR YOU
00:57:03.65\00:57:07.12
>> THANK YOU. >> YOU
JUST HAVE TO HOLD ON AND
00:57:07.12\00:57:10.66
CONTINUE WALKING WITH HIM.
AND THANK YOU, TOO, DR. NEDLEY.
00:57:10.66\00:57:15.93
DON'T GO ANYWHERE AND
DON'T YOU GO ANYWHERE.
00:57:15.93\00:57:18.73
WE'RE SO BLESSED TO HAVE
THESE TERMS THIS EVENING.
00:57:18.73\00:57:27.48
BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE
GOING THROUGH DEPRESSION AND
00:57:27.48\00:57:31.25
ANXIETY AND OCD AND ALL KINDS
OF ISSUES THAT ARE EFFECTING OUR
00:57:31.25\00:57:36.79
BEHAVIOR. SO STAY TUNED.
00:57:36.79\00:57:39.69
DON'T GO ANYWHERE.
WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
00:57:39.69\00:57:42.79