I want to spend my life 00:00:02.00\00:00:07.97 Mending broken people 00:00:08.00\00:00:12.94 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.97\00:00:19.08 Removing pain 00:00:19.11\00:00:24.15 Lord, let my words 00:00:24.19\00:00:30.43 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:30.46\00:00:35.10 I want to spend my life 00:00:35.13\00:00:40.70 Mending broken people 00:00:40.74\00:00:46.21 I want to spend my life 00:00:46.24\00:00:51.81 Mending broken people 00:00:51.85\00:00:56.18 Hello and just a great big old welcome to each and every one. 00:01:09.30\00:01:11.67 We're glad you join us for 3ABN Family Worship. 00:01:11.70\00:01:14.97 I tell you this, this is exciting subject 00:01:15.00\00:01:17.41 and I know you're going to be, 00:01:17.44\00:01:18.77 you're going to need a pencil and paper and a pen 00:01:18.81\00:01:20.38 and jot some of the things down that the Holy Spirit gives 00:01:20.41\00:01:23.04 each one of us and maybe in your mind too 00:01:23.08\00:01:25.31 of how to overcome the enemy. 00:01:25.35\00:01:27.75 I realize that's a subject that many people have covered 00:01:27.78\00:01:30.15 over and over. 00:01:30.19\00:01:31.52 But really I looked at it and I've kind 00:01:31.55\00:01:32.99 of put a star by it to say this is a very, 00:01:33.02\00:01:35.86 very important subject because every day 00:01:35.89\00:01:38.36 the enemy is out to kill, steal and what? 00:01:38.39\00:01:40.83 And destroy. 00:01:40.86\00:01:42.20 So by the grace of God, we're going to look in the Word 00:01:42.23\00:01:44.07 of God today, examine scripture line upon line, 00:01:44.10\00:01:47.20 precept upon precept. 00:01:47.24\00:01:48.84 And we're going to find out 00:01:48.87\00:01:50.21 how we can be more than conquerors 00:01:50.24\00:01:51.97 through Jesus Christ. 00:01:52.01\00:01:53.34 Praise the Lord. Good. 00:01:53.38\00:01:54.71 I need that every day in my life. 00:01:54.74\00:01:56.08 Maybe you do too. 00:01:56.11\00:01:57.45 And we're going to present that as the Holy Spirit 00:01:57.48\00:01:59.21 gives us utterance of the Word today. 00:01:59.25\00:02:00.85 Amen. 00:02:00.88\00:02:02.22 I'm glad to have my wife with me, 00:02:02.25\00:02:03.59 Chris, it's good to have you today right by my side. 00:02:03.62\00:02:05.92 I am glad to be here. 00:02:05.95\00:02:07.29 We always say all the time, you're my balancer. 00:02:07.32\00:02:08.66 You keep me balanced up all the time. 00:02:08.69\00:02:10.36 I get a little carried away and excited sometime 00:02:10.39\00:02:12.19 and she taps me or knees me or something like that, 00:02:12.23\00:02:14.86 so, you know. 00:02:14.90\00:02:16.46 Don't let him fool you. He does the same to me. 00:02:16.50\00:02:20.20 Yeah, I think I probably do at times. 00:02:20.24\00:02:22.00 Okay, I can do like this at times. 00:02:22.04\00:02:23.71 It doesn't do any good. 00:02:23.74\00:02:25.07 But we're glad that you're here today. 00:02:25.11\00:02:26.44 We've got some exciting people with us today. 00:02:26.47\00:02:27.81 Oh, I am happy. And so, yeah. 00:02:27.84\00:02:29.38 I'm very excited. 00:02:29.41\00:02:30.75 I know, you're so excited that I'm not even going to try 00:02:30.78\00:02:32.11 to introduce everyone. 00:02:32.15\00:02:33.48 I'm going to let you do it because you got some thoughts. 00:02:33.52\00:02:35.02 You got some things that you maybe in time, 00:02:35.05\00:02:37.62 maybe not now, but in the moment 00:02:37.65\00:02:38.99 you're going to, we're going to share some things 00:02:39.02\00:02:40.36 because we are excited about. 00:02:40.39\00:02:41.72 I don't want to call them guests, 00:02:41.76\00:02:43.09 I want to call them family. 00:02:43.12\00:02:44.46 They are family. We are family. 00:02:44.49\00:02:45.83 These are people we want to share eternity with. 00:02:45.86\00:02:49.00 We just want to do it. 00:02:49.03\00:02:50.37 We want to just never be separation, no division, 00:02:50.40\00:02:53.23 just be together all the time. 00:02:53.27\00:02:54.60 It would be a wonderful time when we see Jesus. 00:02:54.64\00:02:56.67 That's right. 00:02:56.71\00:02:58.04 So let me just turn it over to you and you just do 00:02:58.07\00:03:00.24 what you want to do. 00:03:00.28\00:03:01.61 I want to first say to those of you at home, 00:03:01.64\00:03:02.98 we want to spend eternity with you as well. 00:03:03.01\00:03:05.01 That's what this is all about. Yes. 00:03:05.05\00:03:07.22 So anyway, I'm very, very excited about our guests today. 00:03:07.25\00:03:11.75 I think for the first time on a Family Worship, 00:03:11.79\00:03:13.99 is this not correct? 00:03:14.02\00:03:15.42 We have Linda and EJ Clark or Eddie Clark. 00:03:15.46\00:03:19.33 In calling either one, I guess you answer by either one. 00:03:19.36\00:03:21.83 I answer by Chrissie or Chris or Christine or Christina, 00:03:21.86\00:03:25.20 so anyway. 00:03:25.23\00:03:26.63 I also call him cowboy, 00:03:26.67\00:03:28.00 so if someone must call him cowboy. 00:03:28.04\00:03:30.41 You answered, you answered honey. 00:03:30.44\00:03:32.81 That's true. Yeah, sweetheart. 00:03:32.84\00:03:34.54 Yes. Yes. I know I do that. 00:03:34.58\00:03:36.28 Anyway, I have known Linda for a few, 00:03:36.31\00:03:38.91 I don't even know how many years now 00:03:38.95\00:03:40.75 but she has been a blessing. 00:03:40.78\00:03:42.28 She is in the health ministry work and as a Master Herbalist 00:03:42.32\00:03:46.76 and we are so thankful that she has chosen 00:03:46.79\00:03:49.32 to move close here to 3ABN and to be in our area. 00:03:49.36\00:03:53.96 I tell you, 00:03:54.00\00:03:55.33 I wish they were ready to see patients because Eddie was just 00:03:55.36\00:03:58.80 kind of saying, "Boy, we haven't been here very long 00:03:58.83\00:04:01.07 and been keeping them busy." 00:04:01.10\00:04:02.90 But there's so many things that 00:04:02.94\00:04:05.27 and so many needs that we have in this area. 00:04:05.31\00:04:07.84 Amen. 00:04:07.88\00:04:09.21 In fact, I met another family yesterday that want 00:04:09.24\00:04:10.75 to meet you. 00:04:10.78\00:04:12.11 They may have gone by, but I think you may have 00:04:12.15\00:04:13.48 shut down early, which is good 00:04:13.52\00:04:14.85 because they're working in the cold right now. 00:04:14.88\00:04:16.82 Yes. And she needed to get out of that cold building. 00:04:16.85\00:04:20.12 But I know the Lord's going to warm it up soon. 00:04:20.16\00:04:23.46 And things are going to be much smoother. 00:04:23.49\00:04:25.43 We're excited to have you. 00:04:25.46\00:04:26.80 So, Edie, tell us a little bit about yourself 00:04:26.83\00:04:29.26 and maybe some of the things you like to do in your ministry 00:04:29.30\00:04:32.47 and then we'll let Linda. 00:04:32.50\00:04:33.84 Well, we were both born and raised in the church. 00:04:33.87\00:04:36.97 And in my later teenage years 00:04:37.01\00:04:40.61 I left and she stayed closer in the church than I did. 00:04:40.64\00:04:44.81 But we've both been married and divorced. 00:04:44.85\00:04:47.72 And coming up on 17 years ago, 00:04:47.75\00:04:51.32 will be when we got married. 00:04:51.35\00:04:54.02 And shortly after that we started her herbal business 00:04:54.06\00:04:58.06 and ministry. 00:04:58.09\00:04:59.43 So we've been doing that 15 or 16 years 00:04:59.46\00:05:02.33 and the Lord has been very gracious to take us to a number 00:05:02.36\00:05:06.90 of different places to witness with the health message. 00:05:06.94\00:05:09.87 We spent a little over a year and a half in Arkansas, 00:05:09.90\00:05:13.64 in northwest Arkansas doing ministry there. 00:05:13.68\00:05:16.41 Was very blessed, have some wonderful friends from there. 00:05:16.44\00:05:19.31 Amen. 00:05:19.35\00:05:20.68 And if any of them are watching, hello. 00:05:20.72\00:05:22.68 Well, I should mention too. 00:05:22.72\00:05:24.85 And a lot of people even in our church, 00:05:24.89\00:05:26.89 they know you by 3ABN Radio. 00:05:26.92\00:05:28.76 We have a Linda and Eddie Clark, 00:05:28.79\00:05:30.66 what is the name of that program? 00:05:30.69\00:05:32.09 It's about 15 minutes long. 00:05:32.13\00:05:34.80 Natural Remedies for Good Health. 00:05:34.83\00:05:36.16 Yes. So they know you by the sound. 00:05:36.20\00:05:38.63 And many of our folks at home 00:05:38.67\00:05:40.34 probably know you from seeing you. 00:05:40.37\00:05:41.94 We've been on 3ABN, you've been on the Today program. 00:05:41.97\00:05:44.97 And I know that you've also been at ASI 00:05:45.01\00:05:47.84 and probably the GC. 00:05:47.88\00:05:49.21 So there's probably a lot of people that say, 00:05:49.24\00:05:51.41 "I know them." 00:05:51.45\00:05:52.88 So that's neat. 00:05:52.91\00:05:54.25 We always tell people that going to ASI 00:05:54.28\00:05:57.15 is really our only vacation. 00:05:57.19\00:05:58.79 Yet we work so hard when we go to 3ABN. 00:05:58.82\00:06:01.22 But we meet people like you, and it's a high. 00:06:01.26\00:06:04.16 It's a high, we're on a high there. 00:06:04.19\00:06:06.19 We call it a working vacation. 00:06:06.23\00:06:07.93 We always come home so blessed. 00:06:07.96\00:06:09.50 Good. Praise the Lord. 00:06:09.53\00:06:11.10 We are looking for a blessing today. 00:06:11.13\00:06:12.87 And at the end of our table 00:06:12.90\00:06:15.14 is a very special precious couple that we love dearly. 00:06:15.17\00:06:19.41 We haven't got to see you. 00:06:19.44\00:06:20.94 We spend a whole lot of time. 00:06:20.98\00:06:22.31 I tell we had them over for dinner one night 00:06:22.34\00:06:24.21 and it was like a prayer meeting, wasn't it? 00:06:24.25\00:06:25.95 The Lord was so good. I think we did that. 00:06:25.98\00:06:28.12 So good. 00:06:28.15\00:06:29.55 And they've come to visit us over Behold the Lamb 00:06:29.58\00:06:31.92 a few times. 00:06:31.95\00:06:33.29 We love that. 00:06:33.32\00:06:34.66 But it's Angela and Ian, 00:06:34.69\00:06:36.02 and I'm going to look at this name 00:06:36.06\00:06:37.39 so I don't mess it up, Vandervalk. 00:06:37.43\00:06:38.76 There you go. Vandervalk. 00:06:38.79\00:06:40.13 Is that German? Dutch. 00:06:40.16\00:06:41.50 Dutch. Yeah. 00:06:41.53\00:06:42.93 Oh, how do you say it in Dutch? How would you? 00:06:42.96\00:06:44.43 Vandervalk. Vandervalk. 00:06:44.47\00:06:45.90 It's just the same in English. 00:06:45.93\00:06:47.74 I was thinking like with the Dutch accent. 00:06:47.77\00:06:50.31 No, no. That's funny. 00:06:50.34\00:06:53.61 But Angie and Ian both work here at 3ABN. 00:06:53.64\00:06:58.15 They're generally behind the scenes. 00:06:58.18\00:06:59.81 But I know by the grace of God that they're coming in front 00:06:59.85\00:07:03.59 of the camera more and more. 00:07:03.62\00:07:04.95 And we have a story to tell. 00:07:04.99\00:07:07.19 But I'm going to hold off to maybe question number one. 00:07:07.22\00:07:10.09 And see if we can, you know, kind of open that up 00:07:10.13\00:07:13.86 and unpack that a little bit. 00:07:13.90\00:07:15.36 Because it's such a blessing 00:07:15.40\00:07:17.37 what the Lord has done in your lives and is continuing to do. 00:07:17.40\00:07:21.84 And this is something defeating 00:07:21.87\00:07:23.44 the enemy that I know you guys realize that you have to do 00:07:23.47\00:07:26.91 each and every day, right? 00:07:26.94\00:07:28.28 Oh, absolutely. Amen. 00:07:28.31\00:07:29.64 So why don't you tell us just a little bit real quick. 00:07:29.68\00:07:31.01 What do you guys do? 00:07:31.05\00:07:32.38 Angie, let's start with you. What do you do here? 00:07:32.41\00:07:33.78 So I work at 3ABN, 00:07:33.82\00:07:35.45 and I usually run camera or do makeup. 00:07:35.48\00:07:38.12 Okay. And I love it. 00:07:38.15\00:07:39.49 It's a blessing. All right. 00:07:39.52\00:07:40.86 You're not making us look like clowns or anything. 00:07:40.89\00:07:42.22 No, no. She just kind of pad. 00:07:42.26\00:07:43.59 She kind of gets rid of the shine, a little bit. 00:07:43.63\00:07:45.29 Yes, that's right. Yeah. Pad the shine off a little bit. 00:07:45.33\00:07:47.63 I actually love it because she likes to come 00:07:47.66\00:07:49.56 and get all my frizzies down. 00:07:49.60\00:07:51.47 And I can say, okay, you've got about an hour. 00:07:51.50\00:07:55.20 Brother Ian, how about you? 00:07:55.24\00:07:57.07 Well, I started off here, running camera. 00:07:57.11\00:07:59.37 But now I'm a floor director. 00:07:59.41\00:08:00.74 And it's just such a blessing to be a part of this ministry 00:08:00.78\00:08:03.45 and just to work with everybody that comes through here. 00:08:03.48\00:08:06.08 It's amazing. 00:08:06.11\00:08:07.45 Amen, and I look forward to for you telling everybody 00:08:07.48\00:08:09.65 where you came from, 00:08:09.68\00:08:11.32 what you were doing for many years, 00:08:11.35\00:08:12.69 what you thought you'd continue to do, 00:08:12.72\00:08:14.36 but how you defeated that. 00:08:14.39\00:08:16.26 God had a different plan, didn't He? Amen. 00:08:16.29\00:08:17.83 Okay. 00:08:17.86\00:08:19.19 I think evangelist some time because every time I see 00:08:19.23\00:08:21.56 a Land Rover, I know it's for me. 00:08:21.60\00:08:26.80 But Angie. Angie, I tell you. 00:08:26.84\00:08:30.31 It's a blessing to be here today. 00:08:30.34\00:08:31.94 And we're going to be first of all, 00:08:31.97\00:08:33.31 we're going to get into the Word. 00:08:33.34\00:08:34.68 So we always we have to pray. Absolutely. 00:08:34.71\00:08:36.44 We pray before and we're going to pray during 00:08:36.48\00:08:38.41 and we're going to pray right now. 00:08:38.45\00:08:39.78 Brother Ian, we ask that you would offer a word of prayer, 00:08:39.81\00:08:43.05 please. Absolutely. Thank you. 00:08:43.08\00:08:44.59 Dear Heavenly Father, Lord, we just as always, 00:08:44.62\00:08:47.62 we thank You for this day, for the Sabbath day. 00:08:47.66\00:08:50.43 And we thank You for all the many blessings 00:08:50.46\00:08:52.33 that You have given each and every one of us. 00:08:52.36\00:08:54.53 There are so many things that we need 00:08:54.56\00:08:55.90 to be thankful for, things that we see 00:08:55.93\00:08:57.40 and even things that we don't see where You're at work, Lord. 00:08:57.43\00:09:00.34 And, Lord, we just ask that You, 00:09:00.37\00:09:03.10 we invite You here to be a part of this family worship, 00:09:03.14\00:09:05.57 we invite Your Holy Spirit to speak through us. 00:09:05.61\00:09:08.38 Remove ourselves from our speech, Lord. 00:09:08.41\00:09:11.31 We just want You to come in 00:09:11.35\00:09:12.78 to work through us because we know 00:09:12.81\00:09:14.22 that there are those, you know here, 00:09:14.25\00:09:16.75 where we need to hear what each person 00:09:16.79\00:09:18.29 is going to say that it may help us grow stronger in You 00:09:18.32\00:09:22.92 Father and help us see Your love 00:09:22.96\00:09:24.56 and Your mercy and Your grace. 00:09:24.59\00:09:25.93 Yes. 00:09:25.96\00:09:27.30 And, Lord, just be with this family worship 00:09:27.33\00:09:28.93 and we just love You. 00:09:28.96\00:09:30.30 We thank You and we praise You. 00:09:30.33\00:09:31.67 In Jesus' name, amen. Amen and amen. 00:09:31.70\00:09:34.30 So they know our subject already. 00:09:34.34\00:09:35.84 We're talking about how to overcome the enemy. 00:09:35.87\00:09:38.81 And so to me, that's just so important because every day 00:09:38.84\00:09:42.54 to me, it seems like it's Battle Royale. 00:09:42.58\00:09:45.28 You know, because the enemy is not just coming at us. 00:09:45.31\00:09:48.42 You know, like this, pestering us a little bit or challenge. 00:09:48.45\00:09:51.45 I mean he's doing as the Bible would say, 00:09:51.49\00:09:52.99 you know, a roaring lion. 00:09:53.02\00:09:54.36 We heard it since we were just small, roaring lion. 00:09:54.39\00:09:56.02 That means he wants to devour, he wants to finish us off, 00:09:56.06\00:09:59.59 and only by the grace of God 00:09:59.63\00:10:00.96 that we're still standing today. 00:10:01.00\00:10:02.80 Thank God for those angels of heaven, isn't that right? 00:10:02.83\00:10:05.50 Thank God for the protection 00:10:05.53\00:10:07.10 of every day because the enemy especially hates those 00:10:07.14\00:10:10.14 who are presenting what is true and present truth. 00:10:10.17\00:10:12.17 And so today this is recalled to me as old subject, 00:10:12.21\00:10:16.64 but it's still present truth. 00:10:16.68\00:10:18.31 Honey, I want you to read the first paragraph. 00:10:18.35\00:10:20.58 And then let's get into some questions 00:10:20.62\00:10:22.25 and whatever else you have on your little heart today, 00:10:22.28\00:10:24.82 because I think this is a very important paragraph in here 00:10:24.85\00:10:29.19 that will set the stage for what we want to talk about. 00:10:29.22\00:10:31.46 Okay, this is taken from Darkness Before Dawn 00:10:31.49\00:10:34.80 and it's on page five, paragraph one and it reads, 00:10:34.83\00:10:37.90 and many of you may have read it elsewhere as well. 00:10:37.93\00:10:40.87 The great controversy between Christ 00:10:40.90\00:10:43.07 and Satan that has been carried forward for nearly 6000 years. 00:10:43.10\00:10:48.21 This is what I thought was so important, 00:10:48.24\00:10:50.15 is soon to close 00:10:50.18\00:10:53.11 and the wicked one redoubles his efforts to defeat the work 00:10:53.15\00:10:57.12 of Christ in man's behalf 00:10:57.15\00:10:59.05 and to fasten souls in his snares, 00:10:59.09\00:11:02.96 to hold the people in darkness and impenitence. 00:11:02.99\00:11:06.66 Impenitence that means that they don't have any sorrow 00:11:06.70\00:11:11.03 or any regret for their sin. 00:11:11.07\00:11:13.40 So it, you know, without that repentance, 00:11:13.44\00:11:15.60 he wants to hold them there till the Savior's mediation 00:11:15.64\00:11:19.37 is ended, and there is no longer a sacrifice for sin 00:11:19.41\00:11:23.55 is the object which he seeks to accomplish. 00:11:23.58\00:11:27.92 So when you look at that the words that come out 00:11:27.95\00:11:30.49 until His mediation is done. 00:11:30.52\00:11:32.69 Can someone kind of explain a little bit about that, 00:11:32.72\00:11:35.82 till His mediation is done? 00:11:35.86\00:11:37.26 You know, what is Christ doing today? 00:11:37.29\00:11:39.69 Is He doing anything? 00:11:39.73\00:11:41.20 Or is He just saying, "I'm going to come back?" 00:11:41.23\00:11:43.16 Is He our mediator? 00:11:43.20\00:11:44.53 That's another subject in itself to get in, 00:11:44.57\00:11:46.77 to begin to unwrap that. 00:11:46.80\00:11:48.60 We give you 10 seconds, get started. 00:11:48.64\00:11:50.14 He is our mediator. Okay. 00:11:50.17\00:11:53.04 He's working in our behalf right now. 00:11:53.07\00:11:55.04 One day, what? 00:11:55.08\00:11:56.41 He's going to stand up, Revelation 15:8 00:11:56.44\00:11:57.78 and smoke fills the temple. 00:11:57.81\00:11:59.15 And that means it said, not another soul will ever come in. 00:11:59.18\00:12:01.95 So the enemy's trying to keep us busy 00:12:01.98\00:12:03.92 until I like the word probation closes. 00:12:03.95\00:12:06.35 I mean, that's, sometimes people get little apprehensive, 00:12:06.39\00:12:08.66 say, you know, only Adventist misunderstand that term. 00:12:08.69\00:12:11.43 No, a lot of people understand when probation has ended, 00:12:11.46\00:12:14.16 that you know, something, we're all on probation, 00:12:14.20\00:12:16.26 are we not in this life, you know, whether it's a lot, 00:12:16.30\00:12:18.53 a lot of years, or just a few years. 00:12:18.57\00:12:20.80 And one of these days Christ going to say it's ended. 00:12:20.84\00:12:24.01 So the devil then is trying to keep all of us busy. 00:12:24.04\00:12:27.81 Maybe a question would be even in good thing, 00:12:27.84\00:12:31.08 is it possible he can keep us busy, 00:12:31.11\00:12:32.85 even to some things, it's kind of good within, 00:12:32.88\00:12:35.25 not wrong to do but as long as he keeps us off track. 00:12:35.28\00:12:38.39 That's right. 00:12:38.42\00:12:39.75 He keeps us busy so we don't have time to study. 00:12:39.79\00:12:41.69 Exactly. 00:12:41.72\00:12:43.06 How do we have time with the Lord? 00:12:43.09\00:12:44.43 It's like, even in church, 00:12:44.46\00:12:45.79 when people like volunteer for so many things, 00:12:45.83\00:12:48.36 it's like, are you even having a relationship with God? 00:12:48.40\00:12:51.00 Oh, good. Okay. Yeah. 00:12:51.03\00:12:52.37 So I feel like and that goes for me too, 00:12:52.40\00:12:54.94 because I work so much. 00:12:54.97\00:12:56.30 Yes. And then I'm so tired. 00:12:56.34\00:12:57.77 I'm like, and then you go home, 00:12:57.81\00:12:59.14 you have to take care of the house, 00:12:59.17\00:13:00.51 take care of your children. 00:13:00.54\00:13:01.88 That's right. 00:13:01.91\00:13:03.24 And then I'm like, when do I have time for God? 00:13:03.28\00:13:04.61 I read a little devotional, but it's like, 00:13:04.65\00:13:05.98 is that really enough? 00:13:06.01\00:13:07.35 Like, I need more, I need more bread. 00:13:07.38\00:13:09.18 Amen. I need more food. 00:13:09.22\00:13:10.72 Good. 00:13:10.75\00:13:12.09 So I need to really pray about that in my own life. 00:13:12.12\00:13:14.82 So do we all. Yeah. 00:13:14.86\00:13:16.19 And that's actually part of the answer to number, 00:13:16.22\00:13:19.79 question number one, may I go ahead and read that? 00:13:19.83\00:13:21.76 Yeah, go ahead, and then we'd discuss, sure. 00:13:21.80\00:13:23.40 So why has Satan been so successful in confusing 00:13:23.43\00:13:25.67 so many people 00:13:25.70\00:13:27.04 and I just want to read this quote that goes right 00:13:27.07\00:13:28.80 along with you, because neglect of Bible study 00:13:28.84\00:13:31.97 and prayer is one of the ways that he confuses the minds 00:13:32.01\00:13:34.64 of the people. 00:13:34.68\00:13:36.01 And that is when we're too busy. 00:13:36.04\00:13:38.18 You know, I've been feeling that myself here lately. 00:13:38.21\00:13:41.08 And so he'll tell you Sunday. 00:13:41.12\00:13:42.95 That was one thing. 00:13:42.98\00:13:44.32 We haven't even had a Sunday off in weeks. 00:13:44.35\00:13:46.59 And I said, today I am spending time 00:13:46.62\00:13:49.32 and I spent several hours in study and prayer. 00:13:49.36\00:13:52.29 And I could feel the difference, praise God. 00:13:52.33\00:13:55.20 Amen. 00:13:55.23\00:13:56.56 But one thing that I read even on Sunday was Satan well knows 00:13:56.60\00:14:00.14 that all whom he can lead to neglect prayer 00:14:00.17\00:14:04.01 and searching of the scriptures will be overcome by his attack. 00:14:04.04\00:14:09.81 So if we are neglecting prayer 00:14:09.84\00:14:11.81 and we're neglecting our studies, 00:14:11.85\00:14:13.92 we're going to be overcome. So that is got to be vital. 00:14:13.95\00:14:17.49 It's got to be number one in our lives. 00:14:17.52\00:14:19.12 So how do we rearrange our schedules? 00:14:19.15\00:14:22.59 As Angela mentioned, we're so busy 00:14:22.62\00:14:25.33 and Satan wants to keep us busy to the point 00:14:25.36\00:14:28.53 where we don't personally study and I hear a number of people 00:14:28.56\00:14:31.83 frequently say, "Well, I listen on the radio 00:14:31.87\00:14:35.30 or I download sermons or I'm always listening." 00:14:35.34\00:14:38.71 Yeah. 00:14:38.74\00:14:40.08 But the personal one on one with the Lord 00:14:40.11\00:14:42.44 and our own personal Bibles. 00:14:42.48\00:14:44.51 That has to be paramount. 00:14:44.55\00:14:46.18 That's what sets the foundation. 00:14:46.21\00:14:48.02 And I want to add to that, 00:14:48.05\00:14:49.55 because I've been doing that a lot. 00:14:49.58\00:14:51.59 I listen to a lot. 00:14:51.62\00:14:52.95 You do learn a lot. 00:14:52.99\00:14:54.56 But I have noticed because I'm listening 00:14:54.59\00:14:58.39 so much that things are changing in my mind. 00:14:58.43\00:15:02.36 Well. 00:15:02.40\00:15:03.73 And so I had to get back and open the physical books, 00:15:03.77\00:15:06.70 open the physical Bible and begin to study again. 00:15:06.74\00:15:10.41 It doesn't take the place. 00:15:10.44\00:15:11.87 It's still good. Right. 00:15:11.91\00:15:13.54 It's still good. 00:15:13.58\00:15:14.91 It's still something, praise God for all the information 00:15:14.94\00:15:17.65 we've been given right now. 00:15:17.68\00:15:19.01 Amen. 00:15:19.05\00:15:20.38 You know, especially in the times that we're living in. 00:15:20.42\00:15:21.75 I just pray, 00:15:21.78\00:15:23.12 I pray for different ones that are standing up for truth. 00:15:23.15\00:15:25.02 Yes. 00:15:25.05\00:15:26.39 And, you know, praise God for these people. 00:15:26.42\00:15:28.16 And that's what He's calling all of us to do. 00:15:28.19\00:15:30.39 How do we keep, you know, 00:15:30.43\00:15:31.83 we're talking about a balance here, 00:15:31.86\00:15:33.76 because I feel like sometimes I'm out of balance with lot 00:15:33.80\00:15:36.40 of things, because so much is going on there. 00:15:36.43\00:15:39.33 Linda and Ian, you, everybody just throwing things here 00:15:39.37\00:15:41.77 because, you know, again, doing the work that we do, 00:15:41.80\00:15:44.97 and then I feel like, I can't neglect 00:15:45.01\00:15:48.04 the study of the Word of God, because we're always preparing 00:15:48.08\00:15:50.81 for something which is a real blessing. 00:15:50.85\00:15:53.55 If we are preparing that means we're in the Word. 00:15:53.58\00:15:55.52 We know we have things to get accomplished, 00:15:55.55\00:15:57.32 you know, down the road. 00:15:57.35\00:15:58.69 So we're studying, we're in the Word of God. 00:15:58.72\00:16:00.42 But then sometime, as I said, "Oh, and how do we do this, 00:16:00.46\00:16:02.86 there's only so many hours in the day." 00:16:02.89\00:16:05.23 And then you find yourself, you know, 00:16:05.26\00:16:06.76 getting up at 2 o'clock in the morning or 3 o'clock 00:16:06.80\00:16:09.20 or 4 and going 4-5 hours in study of God's Word, 00:16:09.23\00:16:12.27 and then go and do physical work all day. 00:16:12.30\00:16:15.87 And then, you know, we're separated. 00:16:15.90\00:16:17.37 So sometimes we find it, 00:16:17.41\00:16:18.84 I do, I find it difficult even in ministry. 00:16:18.87\00:16:22.24 I usually don't get to 00:16:22.28\00:16:23.61 and that's not trying to feel sorry. 00:16:23.65\00:16:24.98 It's just things I've tried to deal with over the years. 00:16:25.01\00:16:27.05 You know, I don't get to ride with her to church. 00:16:27.08\00:16:29.72 We have to take two vehicles. 00:16:29.75\00:16:31.09 I'm going one way, she's going another 00:16:31.12\00:16:32.45 pickup grandkids different thing. 00:16:32.49\00:16:33.92 I never get to sit with her basically unless someone else 00:16:33.96\00:16:37.43 and it's very rare, you know, we sit together during church. 00:16:37.46\00:16:40.10 We're going two different directions. 00:16:40.13\00:16:41.46 She's going to ministry lot of time, 00:16:41.50\00:16:42.83 I'm going other places and visit and then come night. 00:16:42.86\00:16:45.80 She knows she has to be back in the Word if we get home. 00:16:45.83\00:16:48.37 I've got to get back into the Word. 00:16:48.40\00:16:49.87 So we might do a little by supper. 00:16:49.90\00:16:51.97 And then back in the day and pretty soon I look 00:16:52.01\00:16:53.98 and she's already in bed. 00:16:54.01\00:16:55.34 She's already, you know, I mean, so just, 00:16:55.38\00:16:58.05 how do we balance that? 00:16:58.08\00:16:59.78 Well, the first thing that I wanted 00:16:59.81\00:17:02.85 to bring up was and this goes along with exactly 00:17:02.88\00:17:06.39 what we're talking about, and this comes from Patriarchs 00:17:06.42\00:17:08.29 and Prophets. 00:17:08.32\00:17:09.66 You know, there was somebody who we all know, 00:17:09.69\00:17:11.89 Eve who had the same issue. 00:17:11.93\00:17:14.06 And it goes along by saying here 00:17:14.10\00:17:15.60 that the angels had cautioned Eve to beware 00:17:15.63\00:17:17.73 of separating herself from her husband. 00:17:17.77\00:17:19.80 How many times when have we separated 00:17:19.83\00:17:21.50 ourselves from our bridegroom, from Jesus 00:17:21.54\00:17:23.61 when we get caught up with everything? 00:17:23.64\00:17:25.34 You know, we just open up that window for evil to, 00:17:25.37\00:17:28.21 kind of, you know, step in 00:17:28.24\00:17:29.58 and just leave that door cracked just enough, 00:17:29.61\00:17:31.21 and that's all he needs. 00:17:31.25\00:17:32.71 And it goes on to say though, 00:17:32.75\00:17:34.28 while occupied in their daily labor in the garden with him, 00:17:34.32\00:17:38.29 she would be in less danger from temptation 00:17:38.32\00:17:40.72 than if she were alone. 00:17:40.76\00:17:42.09 But it goes on to say, 00:17:42.12\00:17:43.46 but absorbed in her pleasing task, 00:17:43.49\00:17:46.49 she unconsciously wandered from his side. 00:17:46.53\00:17:49.26 So it's the same thing. 00:17:49.30\00:17:50.63 You know how we're all part of a ministry, 00:17:50.67\00:17:52.00 we're all trying to work for God, 00:17:52.03\00:17:53.37 but sometimes we can get so caught up in that, 00:17:53.40\00:17:56.07 that we lose that connection. 00:17:56.10\00:17:57.54 Even though it's a pleasing task, just as Eve had, 00:17:57.57\00:17:59.77 she had a pleasing task, 00:17:59.81\00:18:01.14 but we've lost sight of that connection. 00:18:01.18\00:18:03.11 She wandered away and we've wandered away, 00:18:03.14\00:18:04.78 even though we're doing something that's pleasing 00:18:04.81\00:18:06.35 and good for God. 00:18:06.38\00:18:07.72 Yeah. 00:18:07.75\00:18:09.08 I want to say, from my perspective, 00:18:09.12\00:18:11.35 even though we may not sit together, 00:18:11.39\00:18:14.26 not that I would switch that 00:18:14.29\00:18:15.79 because there's probably nobody with him. 00:18:15.82\00:18:19.06 I mean, they're on camera, I used to be directing. 00:18:19.09\00:18:21.66 And there he doesn't have a bigger amen corner. 00:18:21.70\00:18:24.93 Well, maybe one or two other ladies like puts in competition 00:18:24.97\00:18:28.10 and they're cheering, but I'm still with him, 00:18:28.14\00:18:31.17 you know, in spirit. 00:18:31.21\00:18:32.67 Oh, absolutely. Yeah, that's true. 00:18:32.71\00:18:34.04 So there is a little bit of a difference in that perspective. 00:18:34.08\00:18:36.91 And, you know, I still find 00:18:36.95\00:18:39.61 even if we're in two different rooms, 00:18:39.65\00:18:41.22 studying or whatever, 00:18:41.25\00:18:42.58 I still find comfort that he's in the house, period. 00:18:42.62\00:18:44.95 Yes. Amen. 00:18:44.99\00:18:46.52 You know, so but we try, we try to sneak. 00:18:46.55\00:18:48.36 You said that just the other day, didn't you? 00:18:48.39\00:18:49.86 I did say that. 00:18:49.89\00:18:51.23 Yeah, she said the other day, 'cause I said, and she said, 00:18:51.26\00:18:52.59 "Well, you need to spend more time to study?" 00:18:52.63\00:18:54.03 And then she would be gone. 00:18:54.06\00:18:55.40 Okay, she's gonna leave me some day. 00:18:55.43\00:18:56.77 Do some work, you know and I said, "Well, honey, 00:18:56.80\00:18:59.93 I said, you're going out there to study. 00:18:59.97\00:19:01.30 You are going to be there two or three or four hours. 00:19:01.34\00:19:02.74 I won't see you anyway. 00:19:02.77\00:19:04.31 Or I'm going to be down here preparing for something, 00:19:04.34\00:19:05.77 I won't see anyway. 00:19:05.81\00:19:07.14 So if I just slip out and go do some other things, 00:19:07.18\00:19:08.51 and then come back. 00:19:08.54\00:19:10.01 It'll be comforting to know that you're in the house. 00:19:10.05\00:19:12.78 Well, I did not quite like that. 00:19:12.81\00:19:14.15 Did you win? I did win that win. 00:19:14.18\00:19:17.12 It's true though. Thank you, Ian. 00:19:17.15\00:19:19.55 Yeah. 00:19:19.59\00:19:20.92 Now then, before we get too far into this, 00:19:20.96\00:19:23.43 I want to throw it back to Ian and to Angie, 00:19:23.46\00:19:26.29 because back in I think maybe September, 00:19:26.33\00:19:29.23 was it September possibly or maybe just about October? 00:19:29.26\00:19:32.20 October. October of 2019. 00:19:32.23\00:19:34.50 We met them in Georgia. 00:19:34.54\00:19:36.87 And there was a process of defeating the enemy. 00:19:36.91\00:19:40.84 I know that a lot of the viewers 00:19:40.88\00:19:42.61 have seen you on other programs. 00:19:42.64\00:19:44.18 But this is the first time that we have been together. 00:19:44.21\00:19:48.22 And when we first met you, 00:19:48.25\00:19:50.02 things were not as they are now. 00:19:50.05\00:19:52.15 Amen. Not as they are now. 00:19:52.19\00:19:54.62 So I want to throw this ball back over to you 00:19:54.66\00:19:57.89 and we'll jump in every now 00:19:57.93\00:19:59.66 and again because I know some of it. 00:19:59.69\00:20:01.80 But I want to hear it from you guys. 00:20:01.83\00:20:03.43 You guys tell us how did we meet you? 00:20:03.47\00:20:06.37 Well, that's a long story, but we'll try to make it short. 00:20:06.40\00:20:10.41 Go ahead. It's a blessing. 00:20:10.44\00:20:11.77 Oh, absolutely. 00:20:11.81\00:20:13.14 We should have made this a two part. 00:20:13.17\00:20:14.51 Yeah. It needs to be. 00:20:14.54\00:20:15.88 Yeah. 00:20:15.91\00:20:17.25 But you know my wife was at the time 00:20:17.28\00:20:18.88 she was in the church 00:20:18.91\00:20:20.42 and she was very much a part of God 00:20:20.45\00:20:22.78 and loving Jesus. 00:20:22.82\00:20:25.85 Me, not so much. 00:20:25.89\00:20:27.46 You know, I was in the army at the time. 00:20:27.49\00:20:28.86 And I think I'd been serving what 11, 00:20:28.89\00:20:31.89 I think was about 10 or 11 years at that point. 00:20:31.93\00:20:34.56 And, but God was not a part of my life 00:20:34.60\00:20:38.70 as much as my beautiful wife here tried 00:20:38.73\00:20:42.24 to show me God's love. 00:20:42.27\00:20:43.87 And she prayed for me for so many years. 00:20:43.91\00:20:46.14 I mean, 11 years, I think 00:20:46.17\00:20:47.51 is what it was that she prayed for me. 00:20:47.54\00:20:49.64 And there are so many difficult times in our marriage. 00:20:49.68\00:20:51.61 And, but, yeah, when we met you, 00:20:51.65\00:20:54.18 it was a critical moment in my life, 00:20:54.22\00:20:56.28 because there was a lot happening. 00:20:56.32\00:20:58.12 And I was going downwards. 00:20:58.15\00:21:00.12 I mean, I was talking to somebody yesterday, 00:21:00.16\00:21:03.32 it was pretty much the Nebuchadnezzar effect, 00:21:03.36\00:21:05.49 you know, I was hitting rock bottom. 00:21:05.53\00:21:07.76 And it was really tough. 00:21:07.80\00:21:09.40 But my wife kept praying for me 00:21:09.43\00:21:11.17 and she had me come to an evangelistic series 00:21:11.20\00:21:14.37 that Pastor Kenny, 00:21:14.40\00:21:15.74 that you were conducting at a small church 00:21:15.77\00:21:17.67 just right down the road from us. 00:21:17.71\00:21:19.64 And, you know, previous to that I had slowly been, 00:21:19.67\00:21:23.68 you know, putting, getting my foot in the door at church 00:21:23.71\00:21:25.65 and I was a little more attentive. 00:21:25.68\00:21:27.92 You know, that's a whole another story in its own. 00:21:27.95\00:21:29.68 But how we met you guys was at that church. 00:21:29.72\00:21:31.99 And that was a pivotal moment, 00:21:32.02\00:21:33.36 because I know that the Lord was using you, 00:21:33.39\00:21:36.76 Pastor Kenny, in a way that other preachers, 00:21:36.79\00:21:39.96 other pastors, other people could not reach me. 00:21:40.00\00:21:42.80 There was something in that moment. 00:21:42.83\00:21:44.90 Praise God. 00:21:44.93\00:21:46.27 And I just, I remember specifically that when you 00:21:46.30\00:21:48.24 asked for, you know, you gave an appeal at the end of it. 00:21:48.27\00:21:51.07 And you know, that if anybody wanted to change their life 00:21:51.11\00:21:54.44 and they wanted to feel that love of Christ, 00:21:54.48\00:21:56.41 you know, just to stand up. 00:21:56.44\00:21:58.01 In that moment, I couldn't do it. 00:21:58.05\00:22:00.65 Because all I could hear was, how horrible of a person I am. 00:22:00.68\00:22:04.75 And the things I've done in my past 00:22:04.79\00:22:06.19 and what I've done in the army and, 00:22:06.22\00:22:08.66 you know, what I've done, you know, to my wife. 00:22:08.69\00:22:11.06 Yes. 00:22:11.09\00:22:14.43 So I know the Lord used you for sure. 00:22:14.46\00:22:16.03 Praise God. Amen. 00:22:16.06\00:22:17.40 And it was just... 00:22:17.43\00:22:18.77 That first night, I couldn't stand up, not that first night. 00:22:18.80\00:22:21.67 But when I explained to my wife what had happened, 00:22:21.70\00:22:24.34 she knew I was in that spiritual battle. 00:22:24.37\00:22:26.68 We decided we'd come see you again. 00:22:26.71\00:22:28.61 And we did the following night. 00:22:28.64\00:22:30.41 And that's when I made that decision 00:22:30.45\00:22:33.21 where I wasn't going to listen to what Satan 00:22:33.25\00:22:35.62 was trying to tell me. 00:22:35.65\00:22:36.99 Amen. Because he was trying to keep me down. 00:22:37.02\00:22:38.75 He was, he didn't want me to overcome. 00:22:38.79\00:22:41.62 He wanted me to stay where I was at 00:22:41.66\00:22:43.73 and that was staying away from God 00:22:43.76\00:22:45.19 and believing that I'm not worth it. 00:22:45.23\00:22:47.20 And, you know, but I didn't let him have that victory. 00:22:47.23\00:22:50.10 And I chose to stay on that day. 00:22:50.13\00:22:51.90 And that's when, you know, my entire life changed. 00:22:51.93\00:22:54.84 And I thank my wife, I thank for all the people 00:22:54.87\00:22:57.41 who have stuck with me and I thank you, 00:22:57.44\00:22:59.14 Pastor Kenny, for allowing God to use you 00:22:59.17\00:23:01.51 because it changed my life. 00:23:01.54\00:23:03.41 And it was several nights, and on the Sabbath, 00:23:03.45\00:23:07.28 our very last Sabbath. 00:23:07.32\00:23:09.05 Yep. 00:23:09.08\00:23:10.42 We had been told and there was some 00:23:10.45\00:23:13.15 communication difficulties because this was a community, 00:23:13.19\00:23:16.66 a Korean church. 00:23:16.69\00:23:18.26 And we had been told that there was another church 00:23:18.29\00:23:20.56 that was going to allow us to baptize. 00:23:20.60\00:23:22.20 So we had a few people ready for baptism. 00:23:22.23\00:23:24.83 And while we were thinking we were ready for that, 00:23:24.87\00:23:28.17 you and pastor began to talk 00:23:28.20\00:23:29.90 while the rest of us were eating 00:23:29.94\00:23:31.44 and they were in their own world for several hours. 00:23:31.47\00:23:34.88 Oh, we were. Yeah. 00:23:34.91\00:23:36.28 It was about two, two and half hours. 00:23:36.31\00:23:38.18 Yeah. Standing in the hall. 00:23:38.21\00:23:40.42 I remember that, like he's wasting his time. 00:23:40.45\00:23:42.62 We didn't know anybody was coming and going. 00:23:42.65\00:23:44.39 And he really, truly, 00:23:44.42\00:23:47.42 because you shortened this a lot, 00:23:47.46\00:23:49.26 because I know that they continued to work 00:23:49.29\00:23:52.36 night after night in the struggles. 00:23:52.39\00:23:54.76 It fits exactly what we're talking about. 00:23:54.80\00:23:57.33 One of the ways that he does, 00:23:57.37\00:23:58.80 he works with all diligence to control the minds 00:23:58.83\00:24:01.84 of the worshipers. 00:24:01.87\00:24:03.27 He was working with all diligence 00:24:03.30\00:24:05.04 because he doesn't mind it as long as we sit there 00:24:05.07\00:24:08.28 and we're nonchalant, nothing's really happening. 00:24:08.31\00:24:10.81 But when a soul begins to say, "What must I do to be saved?" 00:24:10.85\00:24:14.28 When he begins to say, 00:24:14.32\00:24:15.78 "You know, maybe that is a better life." 00:24:15.82\00:24:17.75 And he knew he was leading, losing you. 00:24:17.79\00:24:21.22 He began to work harder and you were really struggling. 00:24:21.26\00:24:24.93 And that's what this program is all about. 00:24:24.96\00:24:27.40 How he, how to defeat the enemy, 00:24:27.43\00:24:30.13 how we can stop this confusion. 00:24:30.17\00:24:32.40 And what would you say to people? 00:24:32.43\00:24:34.47 I know you said you came back a second night, 00:24:34.50\00:24:36.81 but what happened in your mind that made you say, 00:24:36.84\00:24:39.44 "Okay, this is enough, I'm breaking that tie." 00:24:39.47\00:24:42.11 You know, my... 00:24:42.14\00:24:44.31 I actually talked to my wife about this recently. 00:24:44.35\00:24:47.78 And this is kind of difficult for me to say so forgive me. 00:24:47.82\00:24:50.09 But for the majority of my life, 00:24:50.12\00:24:52.99 I always felt like I wasn't good enough. 00:24:53.02\00:24:55.26 And it was, I can take that all the way back to my childhood. 00:24:55.29\00:24:59.66 And there were just pivotal moments in my life 00:24:59.69\00:25:01.70 where things had happened. 00:25:01.73\00:25:03.20 And I just never felt good enough. 00:25:03.23\00:25:04.57 I always felt, you know, I couldn't achieve 00:25:04.60\00:25:07.20 or and then especially when it came to God 00:25:07.24\00:25:10.57 and everything that I had done, I mean, I was a drinker, 00:25:10.61\00:25:12.57 I was a smoker. 00:25:12.61\00:25:13.94 I had done drugs, 00:25:13.98\00:25:15.48 you know, I did some terrible things in our marriage. 00:25:15.51\00:25:18.71 And, you know, how could God love a person like that? 00:25:18.75\00:25:21.58 And so all my life, I just felt like, how am I, 00:25:21.62\00:25:24.12 I'll never be good enough. 00:25:24.15\00:25:25.49 And that's what I kept hearing those nights, 00:25:25.52\00:25:28.06 you know, at your evangelistic series, 00:25:28.09\00:25:30.49 just, you're never going to be good enough. 00:25:30.53\00:25:32.49 You can't do it. And, but it was, it was a fight. 00:25:32.53\00:25:35.53 It was really a struggle. 00:25:35.56\00:25:36.97 It wasn't just a mental, I mean, it was physical. 00:25:37.00\00:25:39.20 There was everything was trying to... 00:25:39.23\00:25:41.17 You felt that pressure that Satan used to keep you down. 00:25:41.20\00:25:45.01 I remember the moments that I wanted 00:25:45.04\00:25:46.61 to make that commitment, 00:25:46.64\00:25:48.38 I could feel a pressure on my chest. 00:25:48.41\00:25:50.68 Yes. 00:25:50.71\00:25:52.05 And almost as if I couldn't, you know, 00:25:52.08\00:25:53.42 I could breathe, but it was much more shallow than normal. 00:25:53.45\00:25:58.32 You know, my legs seem to get heavy, 00:25:58.35\00:26:00.02 the palms start to sweat. 00:26:00.06\00:26:01.39 Yeah. Everything was coming after me. 00:26:01.42\00:26:03.02 And then with, I really, I can sit here as clear as day 00:26:03.06\00:26:06.96 and tell you that I would hear, "You're not good enough. 00:26:07.00\00:26:10.53 Look at what you've done. 00:26:10.57\00:26:11.93 Look at who you've hurt and the people that you love 00:26:11.97\00:26:14.04 who you've hurt." 00:26:14.07\00:26:15.40 Yes. But it got to that moment where it just... 00:26:15.44\00:26:18.94 I mean, it had to be Holy Spirit driven. 00:26:18.97\00:26:20.61 Amen. You heard the voice of God. 00:26:20.64\00:26:22.51 And Pastor Kenny kept calling you. 00:26:22.54\00:26:24.61 Oh, yeah. 00:26:24.65\00:26:25.98 Yeah, Pastor Kenny. 00:26:26.01\00:26:27.45 I know God was working 'cause you stalled and stalled. 00:26:27.48\00:26:29.55 You were just, it's like you're just pulling him in. 00:26:29.58\00:26:32.85 It was a miracle. 00:26:32.89\00:26:34.22 It was, I still remember clear as day, 00:26:34.26\00:26:36.73 you walking up and down the aisle and saying, 00:26:36.76\00:26:39.79 "I know that there's somebody here who hasn't done it yet." 00:26:39.83\00:26:42.66 And I don't know if maybe you saw 00:26:42.70\00:26:44.03 the look in my face those couple of nights. 00:26:44.07\00:26:45.73 And you just knew that I was going through that struggle. 00:26:45.77\00:26:47.67 Maybe you did, maybe didn't. 00:26:47.70\00:26:49.50 But the fact is, I knew that the Lord was working on you 00:26:49.54\00:26:52.61 and just buying me time. 00:26:52.64\00:26:54.11 He was just by me because I can honestly tell you right now 00:26:54.14\00:26:57.51 that if I didn't change my life that day, 00:26:57.55\00:26:59.98 if I didn't make that commitment that day, 00:27:00.02\00:27:01.98 I probably wouldn't be sitting here in front of you right now. 00:27:02.02\00:27:04.29 This is a two-hander. Amen. 00:27:04.32\00:27:06.22 This is, Angie, pastor says you leave, 00:27:06.25\00:27:08.22 put one hand down to my knee. 00:27:08.26\00:27:09.66 Amen. Amen. 00:27:09.69\00:27:11.83 Because that is what this is all about. Yes. 00:27:11.86\00:27:14.43 Mrs. White talks about plucking a soul out of the fire. 00:27:14.46\00:27:17.80 And that's what was happening. 00:27:17.83\00:27:19.27 The devil was putting the pressure, 00:27:19.30\00:27:20.90 his angels were holding you down. 00:27:20.94\00:27:22.94 But God was saying, He was giving you the strength. 00:27:22.97\00:27:25.34 And I know you had to have heard Him speaking too, 00:27:25.37\00:27:27.88 perhaps through an audible voice, 00:27:27.91\00:27:29.74 but it was the Spirit of God speaking. 00:27:29.78\00:27:31.31 Absolutely. 00:27:31.35\00:27:32.68 I know, the Lord was working through Pastor Kenny, 00:27:32.71\00:27:34.38 because like I said, he just keep buying time and saying, 00:27:34.42\00:27:36.38 "I know there's somebody." 00:27:36.42\00:27:39.29 And eventually, you know, God just gave me that strength 00:27:39.32\00:27:42.02 to stand up and make that commitment. 00:27:42.06\00:27:43.43 And from that moment on we spoke, 00:27:43.46\00:27:45.69 you know, on Sabbath. 00:27:45.73\00:27:47.06 Yes. 00:27:47.10\00:27:48.43 And I don't know if you remember, 00:27:48.46\00:27:49.80 but I was still a smoker at the time. 00:27:49.83\00:27:51.17 Yes, I did. 00:27:51.20\00:27:52.53 And the pastor of the church that we were going to, 00:27:52.57\00:27:55.14 he didn't want to baptize us because I was still smoking. 00:27:55.17\00:27:59.57 But that was a blessing in disguise too. 00:27:59.61\00:28:01.14 Because I think God was testing me a little bit. 00:28:01.18\00:28:04.51 He wanted to see how committed I really am. 00:28:04.55\00:28:06.78 Because I know a lot of times when we're, 00:28:06.82\00:28:08.42 when we get into something, into trouble, 00:28:08.45\00:28:11.35 what's the first thing that any of us do, even non-Christians? 00:28:11.39\00:28:14.36 God help me. Yes. 00:28:14.39\00:28:15.82 You cry out to God, "God, you know, just get me through this. 00:28:15.86\00:28:18.36 And I promise I'll change." 00:28:18.39\00:28:20.10 You know, and I can't even tell you 00:28:20.13\00:28:21.46 how many times that I had done that. 00:28:21.50\00:28:23.43 And I think this time He wanted to know, 00:28:23.47\00:28:25.00 "Okay, you know, okay, Ian. 00:28:25.03\00:28:27.34 Are you really committed to Me?" That's it. 00:28:27.37\00:28:29.60 Amen. 00:28:29.64\00:28:30.97 And so I quit smoking and I quit everything. 00:28:31.01\00:28:32.47 Praise God. 00:28:32.51\00:28:33.84 And, you know, doesn't mean the attacks don't stop. 00:28:33.88\00:28:35.71 But this time I have God in my heart. 00:28:35.74\00:28:37.65 Amen. And things are little easier now. 00:28:37.68\00:28:39.01 Amen. Amen. 00:28:39.05\00:28:40.38 You know like Sister Linda, that some of the things 00:28:40.42\00:28:41.82 that we've been talking about how to overcome the enemy. 00:28:41.85\00:28:43.82 And he's explained it so well. 00:28:43.85\00:28:45.59 Amen. Tremendous battle, right? 00:28:45.62\00:28:48.32 When the person changes their life 00:28:48.36\00:28:50.83 and turns it over to Christ. 00:28:50.86\00:28:52.63 That's when the enemy really, 00:28:52.66\00:28:54.16 when you're making that decision, 00:28:54.20\00:28:55.53 that's when he was sitting on your chest if I might say. 00:28:55.56\00:28:57.93 Oh, yeah. He was getting into your mind. 00:28:57.97\00:29:00.47 And, you know, and then this is how it's done by committing 00:29:00.50\00:29:03.71 ourselves to Jesus Christ. 00:29:03.74\00:29:05.34 You know, in your experience, you work with a lot of people. 00:29:05.37\00:29:08.94 And you see, they come for one thing, 00:29:08.98\00:29:10.85 but I know you guys give them a little something else. 00:29:10.88\00:29:13.28 How do you do that? 00:29:13.31\00:29:16.02 We just influence them with prayer. 00:29:16.05\00:29:18.79 Yes. And we encourage them. 00:29:18.82\00:29:20.72 Amen. 00:29:20.76\00:29:22.09 Because when it comes to diet, 00:29:22.12\00:29:23.46 particularly I talk to people about their diet 00:29:23.49\00:29:25.16 and lifestyle all day long. 00:29:25.19\00:29:28.00 They have to be encouraged. 00:29:28.03\00:29:29.36 A lot of times, things that people need 00:29:29.40\00:29:30.93 to give up are things that they already know. 00:29:30.97\00:29:33.37 They just need the encouragement. 00:29:33.40\00:29:35.04 They need prayer. 00:29:35.07\00:29:36.40 And every person I speak with, 00:29:36.44\00:29:38.74 we always end into it with prayer. 00:29:38.77\00:29:41.14 And most the time at the end, 00:29:41.18\00:29:43.71 when their struggles you can always hear 00:29:43.75\00:29:45.81 the tears in the background. 00:29:45.85\00:29:47.18 Yeah. 00:29:47.22\00:29:48.55 We're living in perilous times 00:29:48.58\00:29:49.92 and people are so incredibly sick. 00:29:49.95\00:29:51.29 See, what you're bringing out is to me 00:29:51.32\00:29:52.65 is exciting because some people just they don't get it. 00:29:52.69\00:29:54.72 And I'm slow a lot of things, I'm just, 00:29:54.76\00:29:57.29 I'm slow on and I need to learn and relearn. 00:29:57.33\00:30:00.10 But our lesson really brings out. 00:30:00.13\00:30:01.83 Again the enemy is trying to put off us 00:30:01.86\00:30:03.97 making that decision. 00:30:04.00\00:30:05.40 And one of the way he does it 00:30:05.43\00:30:07.47 is by benumbing our senses through appetite. 00:30:07.50\00:30:11.77 Right. 00:30:11.81\00:30:13.27 So if he can get us to, you know, 00:30:13.31\00:30:14.81 continue to do some of the things 00:30:14.84\00:30:16.18 maybe we did in the world, it's very difficult for us 00:30:16.21\00:30:18.68 to make spiritual decisions because 1 Corinthians says, 00:30:18.71\00:30:21.85 "Spiritual things are spiritually discerned." 00:30:21.88\00:30:25.02 So, you know, that's a battle I'm sure you see 00:30:25.05\00:30:26.99 all the time because people 00:30:27.02\00:30:28.36 who are coming maybe say it nicely, 00:30:28.39\00:30:30.59 maybe abuse the body and sometimes the thinking 00:30:30.63\00:30:33.76 is very more difficult. 00:30:33.80\00:30:36.16 And I think we've all abused our body from time to time. 00:30:36.20\00:30:38.87 Oh, yes, yes. And we all need that encouragement. 00:30:38.90\00:30:41.17 Yes. 00:30:41.20\00:30:42.54 But by prayer, we get the Lord's help. 00:30:42.57\00:30:46.04 All things are possible to those who believe, 00:30:46.07\00:30:49.34 and we spend time with God in prayer we can overcome. 00:30:49.38\00:30:52.15 We can be overcomers in everything. Yeah. 00:30:52.18\00:30:54.55 Maybe this is backtrack a little bit, 00:30:54.58\00:30:56.82 but how is appetite a snare of the enemy? 00:30:56.85\00:31:00.86 Well, the enemy has a pit for everyone to fall into, 00:31:00.89\00:31:06.29 and that's exactly where he found me is in a pit. 00:31:06.33\00:31:10.07 Matter of fact that's how come 00:31:10.10\00:31:12.27 we changed into the health field 00:31:12.30\00:31:13.67 because of my own illness. 00:31:13.70\00:31:16.44 And I knew when I got sick 00:31:16.47\00:31:18.31 that I knew that I was at fault. 00:31:18.34\00:31:21.58 So I went to the Lord, saying, 00:31:21.61\00:31:23.38 "Lord, I realized that I'm here, 00:31:23.41\00:31:25.51 I realized that I have violated the laws of health and, 00:31:25.55\00:31:31.29 but I don't know how to get from here 00:31:31.32\00:31:32.69 to where I need to be. 00:31:32.72\00:31:34.06 So you're going to have to meet me where I'm at." 00:31:34.09\00:31:35.42 And He is so gracious 00:31:35.46\00:31:36.96 and He meets everyone where they're at. 00:31:36.99\00:31:39.26 Amen. That's right. 00:31:39.29\00:31:40.63 We actually talked to a lot of people 00:31:40.66\00:31:42.86 that go through exactly what you did. 00:31:42.90\00:31:45.43 But it's through their diet because so many people, 00:31:45.47\00:31:48.67 they, they look at their diet and they say to themselves, 00:31:48.70\00:31:51.77 "I can't change that." 00:31:51.81\00:31:53.98 My taste buds, the way I'm built, 00:31:54.01\00:31:56.14 the, you know, the things my body craves 00:31:56.18\00:31:59.98 and so many people 00:32:00.02\00:32:02.48 that she counsels ministers too, 00:32:02.52\00:32:06.05 they come from the exact same place, 00:32:06.09\00:32:08.22 it's just from the perspective of diet. 00:32:08.26\00:32:10.03 I mean this is so real, 00:32:10.06\00:32:13.16 you know, just two weeks ago, 00:32:13.19\00:32:15.53 missing things is part of the family through marriage, 00:32:15.56\00:32:18.00 blah-blah, whatever else. 00:32:18.03\00:32:19.53 And I'm very familiar with him and with his brother 00:32:19.57\00:32:23.30 and his brother would say, 00:32:23.34\00:32:24.84 he had a problem with diet and you know, 00:32:24.87\00:32:26.91 thing he'd take, he liked to eat 00:32:26.94\00:32:28.74 and his brother would always say, 00:32:28.78\00:32:30.11 "I tell you I'm afraid for my brother. 00:32:30.15\00:32:31.68 I'm afraid, he always said, 00:32:31.71\00:32:33.05 he's going to eat himself to death." 00:32:33.08\00:32:34.42 And you're thinking, well eat yourself to death, 00:32:34.45\00:32:35.78 what do you mean? 00:32:35.82\00:32:37.15 He can't control his appetite, blah-blah. 00:32:37.19\00:32:39.35 And so this went on for years and a couple of weeks ago, 00:32:39.39\00:32:43.56 he left a little note, 00:32:43.59\00:32:44.93 as he killed himself that he can't, 00:32:44.96\00:32:47.90 he can't, he can no longer get out of his chair, 00:32:47.93\00:32:50.47 he can't go to the restaurants and eat like he wants to eat. 00:32:50.50\00:32:53.74 Now, it brings tears to your eyes, you think about it. 00:32:53.77\00:32:56.24 And he couldn't eat and do what he was used 00:32:56.27\00:32:58.51 to doing for so many years, 00:32:58.54\00:33:00.38 that it kind of destroyed his mind and his thinking. 00:33:00.41\00:33:02.61 He said, "If I can't do those things, 00:33:02.64\00:33:04.58 if I can't do what, I'm just going to kill myself." 00:33:04.61\00:33:06.92 And he did. How sad. 00:33:06.95\00:33:08.75 You know, we're seeing more addictive behavior. 00:33:08.78\00:33:12.25 As time goes on, sin becomes more prevalent in the world. 00:33:12.29\00:33:15.62 And also, the vitality of man is getting less and less. 00:33:15.66\00:33:19.89 Yes. 00:33:19.93\00:33:21.26 And addictive behavior is everywhere. 00:33:21.30\00:33:22.93 My little brother, he died as an alcoholic as well. 00:33:22.96\00:33:26.33 And I remember we had sent him to one 00:33:26.37\00:33:28.37 of those institutions to, 00:33:28.40\00:33:30.41 so that he could get cleaned out and get a fresh start. 00:33:30.44\00:33:33.31 And they gave each person that came there a cup 00:33:33.34\00:33:36.68 to put up at the top 00:33:36.71\00:33:38.05 and if they were cleaned for a whole year, 00:33:38.08\00:33:39.91 then you can come back and claim that cup. 00:33:39.95\00:33:42.28 And the walls were just lined with cups 00:33:42.32\00:33:44.99 of people that had not come back to claim their cup. 00:33:45.02\00:33:47.72 But my little brother says, "Mom, I am going to be coming, 00:33:47.76\00:33:51.29 going back to collect that cup." 00:33:51.33\00:33:54.26 He was not one that came back to collect the cup. 00:33:54.30\00:33:57.37 But he died in the Lord and of that I'm very happy, 00:33:57.40\00:34:00.37 but I understand the devastation 00:34:00.40\00:34:02.84 when you cannot trust your own promises to the Lord. 00:34:02.87\00:34:06.98 You feel like they're like ropes of sand. 00:34:07.01\00:34:09.01 You can't get from here to there. 00:34:09.04\00:34:10.71 You can't. 00:34:10.75\00:34:12.08 You don't even know where to start the first step. 00:34:12.11\00:34:14.02 And so I see that, I hear that on the phone. 00:34:14.05\00:34:16.95 And the Lord is so gracious 00:34:16.99\00:34:19.09 and He helps us make that first step. 00:34:19.12\00:34:20.96 Sometimes we need outside help. 00:34:20.99\00:34:23.09 But the Lord is so gracious to help us 00:34:23.12\00:34:25.09 make that first step, if we can make that first step. 00:34:25.13\00:34:27.73 Actually, He's already made that first step 00:34:27.76\00:34:29.53 but if we can join Him. 00:34:29.56\00:34:31.80 So it takes more than good intentions. 00:34:31.83\00:34:34.64 Yes. 00:34:34.67\00:34:36.00 I talk to a lot of people who have good intentions 00:34:36.04\00:34:37.81 were going to do it, but he had good intentions. 00:34:37.84\00:34:39.97 I believe when he said, I'm going to go back 00:34:40.01\00:34:42.18 and get that cup. 00:34:42.21\00:34:43.55 Yes. I believe he meant that at the time. 00:34:43.58\00:34:45.51 He did. 00:34:45.55\00:34:46.88 But circumstances as the enemy, you know, 00:34:46.92\00:34:48.25 begin to continue to work and he'll put it off one day 00:34:48.28\00:34:51.69 and then put it off a week and two weeks there. 00:34:51.72\00:34:53.72 You know, we live in a time where we're at the end. 00:34:53.76\00:34:57.43 We don't have maybe those weeks and months 00:34:57.46\00:34:59.16 and years that we think we had to fool around 00:34:59.19\00:35:01.33 if I might say. 00:35:01.36\00:35:03.13 We need to have more than good intentions is to like you stand 00:35:03.16\00:35:06.94 and just simply say, "God, by Your grace, 00:35:06.97\00:35:08.77 by Your strength, I'm going to follow You." 00:35:08.80\00:35:11.07 And the Lord expects us to copartner with Him. 00:35:11.11\00:35:13.24 That's true. 00:35:13.27\00:35:14.61 We have a part to play when people call 00:35:14.64\00:35:16.34 and they just want one pill shot to heal 00:35:16.38\00:35:19.91 a whole myriad of things. 00:35:19.95\00:35:21.98 You know, I remind them that, you know, 00:35:22.02\00:35:23.82 let's look at your diet here. 00:35:23.85\00:35:25.29 You know what other things that we need to do as well. 00:35:25.32\00:35:28.12 And so we have to copartner with the Lord in every aspect 00:35:28.16\00:35:31.93 of our life. 00:35:31.96\00:35:33.29 You've already said it but say it again. 00:35:33.33\00:35:34.70 Appetite will affect our thinking. 00:35:34.73\00:35:37.87 Is that true? Yes. 00:35:37.90\00:35:39.23 Simply put. 00:35:39.27\00:35:40.60 Yes, our lifestyle, diet and lifestyle. 00:35:40.64\00:35:41.97 Okay. Absolutely. 00:35:42.00\00:35:43.47 The Bible says, "Whatsoever you eat, 00:35:43.51\00:35:47.48 whatsoever you drink..." 00:35:47.51\00:35:48.84 That's right. 00:35:48.88\00:35:50.21 Paul was very specific about those two items. 00:35:50.25\00:35:52.55 And then he adds, "Whatsoever you do, 00:35:52.58\00:35:55.22 do all to the glory of God." 00:35:55.25\00:35:56.82 And so that's one of the things that we always tell people 00:35:56.85\00:35:59.32 when we do seminars, 00:35:59.35\00:36:00.69 it's not salvation by diet not at all, but Jesus said, 00:36:00.72\00:36:05.09 "If you love Me, keep My commandments." 00:36:05.13\00:36:07.53 Yes. 00:36:07.56\00:36:08.90 And one of His commands has to do with our diet 00:36:08.93\00:36:11.17 and our health, whatsoever we eat whatsoever we drink. 00:36:11.20\00:36:14.34 Amen. Helps us defeat the enemy. 00:36:14.37\00:36:16.04 Okay. 00:36:16.07\00:36:17.41 Pastor Kenny, I realize this is taking just 00:36:17.44\00:36:18.77 a little bit different direction, 00:36:18.81\00:36:20.58 but one of my doubts that I had is we decide 00:36:20.61\00:36:24.01 who influences our thinking, who, by how we spend our time. 00:36:24.05\00:36:29.05 I know when my husband I first got married 00:36:29.08\00:36:31.69 and I know this is not, this is something that really 00:36:31.72\00:36:33.96 touches everybody because we've all done this 00:36:33.99\00:36:35.96 and that is watching television. 00:36:35.99\00:36:38.53 Do you remember when we were younger? 00:36:38.56\00:36:41.83 We had, you know, we heard a lot about subliminals. 00:36:41.86\00:36:45.60 And now we don't hear about it so much. 00:36:45.63\00:36:47.80 But if when we were younger, 00:36:47.84\00:36:49.54 we heard about all these subliminal, 00:36:49.57\00:36:51.54 subliminal messages coming through television that we, 00:36:51.57\00:36:56.31 you know, we thought well that was conspiracy theories 00:36:56.34\00:36:59.31 way back then, but if it was true back then, 00:36:59.35\00:37:02.38 what do you think is going on now? 00:37:02.42\00:37:03.85 Okay. 00:37:03.89\00:37:05.22 What are we seeing now or not seeing it, 00:37:05.25\00:37:07.02 but we're subjecting ourselves to these influences 00:37:07.06\00:37:10.36 without even knowing it. 00:37:10.39\00:37:11.96 Amen. And that to me is scary. 00:37:11.99\00:37:14.36 My husband and I when we first married, 00:37:14.40\00:37:16.43 we watched every night, we watched this program 00:37:16.46\00:37:19.53 and we do reruns three hours. 00:37:19.57\00:37:21.90 We didn't realize how much time we were wasting 00:37:21.94\00:37:24.21 until we didn't do it anymore. 00:37:24.24\00:37:26.04 We felt definitely impressed to give it up 00:37:26.07\00:37:29.28 and then once we gave it up, we're like, wow, 00:37:29.31\00:37:32.41 where do we have the time to spend 00:37:32.45\00:37:33.78 all that time on television. 00:37:33.82\00:37:37.35 It's crazy. 00:37:37.39\00:37:38.72 When I was a little girl, one time, 00:37:38.75\00:37:40.16 we, my father and my sisters 00:37:40.19\00:37:42.76 and I were arguing over a TV program 00:37:42.79\00:37:45.19 and my dad got angry and he came in and picked up 00:37:45.23\00:37:47.96 the TV and took it out off the back porch 00:37:48.00\00:37:50.20 and threw it out in the field. 00:37:50.23\00:37:52.53 And we were like, wow. 00:37:52.57\00:37:54.20 And after he was gone, we went and plugged it in 00:37:54.24\00:37:56.50 and it still worked. 00:37:56.54\00:37:58.97 You know, I think what we're doing here 00:37:59.01\00:38:00.98 is bringing this home. 00:38:01.01\00:38:02.34 Yes. 00:38:02.38\00:38:03.71 Because the more we begin to study how he does this, 00:38:03.75\00:38:06.58 how he confuses people, 00:38:06.61\00:38:08.52 you'll find that the enemy is in everything. 00:38:08.55\00:38:10.89 He is in everything. 00:38:10.92\00:38:12.49 You begin to study about food and how it's manufactured. 00:38:12.52\00:38:16.32 Some of it shouldn't even be considered food, 00:38:16.36\00:38:18.66 but they actually study what to put in, 00:38:18.69\00:38:21.20 how much to put in to make you addicted to those products. 00:38:21.23\00:38:25.17 And so I feel like 00:38:25.20\00:38:26.53 the enemy has had his hand in every aspect. 00:38:26.57\00:38:29.34 Very much so. 00:38:29.37\00:38:30.71 There's other things that we kind of talked about 00:38:30.74\00:38:32.07 false teachers in the churches, 00:38:32.11\00:38:33.78 how he can misrepresent people. 00:38:33.81\00:38:38.28 You know, there's a lot of people that come 00:38:38.31\00:38:39.75 to the church and he works through to misrepresent 00:38:39.78\00:38:42.32 and to falsely accuse other people. 00:38:42.35\00:38:44.45 All these things are tactics to keep us from being saved, 00:38:44.49\00:38:49.66 and to keep us on his side. 00:38:49.69\00:38:52.29 Perversion of God's Word. 00:38:52.33\00:38:53.93 We are really, really, really experiencing that 00:38:53.96\00:38:58.00 and the time in which we're living. 00:38:58.03\00:38:59.63 In fact, you've got all of these different Bible 00:38:59.67\00:39:02.44 translations now. 00:39:02.47\00:39:03.81 But if you notice, they may sound the same in a lot 00:39:03.84\00:39:07.68 of places but there's some key issues especially 00:39:07.71\00:39:10.28 when it points out who and what the beast power 00:39:10.31\00:39:12.35 is and overcoming sin that have been changed. 00:39:12.38\00:39:15.85 Mercy. And it's not by the grace of God. 00:39:15.88\00:39:18.12 So we want to stick to like the King James Version 00:39:18.15\00:39:21.56 and I think next to that might be the New King James Version 00:39:21.59\00:39:24.86 to find out what truth 00:39:24.89\00:39:26.23 is because those are the closest to the written, 00:39:26.26\00:39:29.13 the original written document. 00:39:29.16\00:39:30.87 So there's so much going on. 00:39:30.90\00:39:33.97 So let's look into question number two. 00:39:34.00\00:39:36.17 How may we establish 00:39:36.20\00:39:38.17 what is true with all this confusion? 00:39:38.21\00:39:41.04 It's important. Amen. 00:39:41.08\00:39:42.41 And all these things and people they're picking up, 00:39:42.44\00:39:43.91 they think they're reading the right thing 00:39:43.95\00:39:45.88 and it's leading them astray spiritually. 00:39:45.91\00:39:47.75 Yes. How can we know what is truth? 00:39:47.78\00:39:49.82 How can we establish that? 00:39:49.85\00:39:52.52 God's Word is the truth. 00:39:52.55\00:39:53.89 Jesus says in John 14:6, "I am the Way, 00:39:53.92\00:39:56.86 the Truth and the Life." 00:39:56.89\00:39:58.23 Amen. So the word is alive. 00:39:58.26\00:40:00.00 You just have to pick it up, and read it. 00:40:00.03\00:40:03.23 That's right. 00:40:03.26\00:40:04.60 I think we started that in the beginning 00:40:04.63\00:40:06.60 towards the end that you just have to pick it up. 00:40:06.63\00:40:08.87 It's alive. It really is. 00:40:08.90\00:40:10.61 There's a key there though because a lot of people study 00:40:10.64\00:40:13.04 the Bible just to look for ways to get around things 00:40:13.07\00:40:16.71 or to make their own point, to twist it to say 00:40:16.75\00:40:19.81 what they want it to say, but what I have studied 00:40:19.85\00:40:23.25 and what we have all experienced here at this table 00:40:23.28\00:40:26.49 is we need to study the Bible with a humble 00:40:26.52\00:40:30.46 and a teachable heart and mind. 00:40:30.49\00:40:33.06 Amen. Not my will but Thy will be done. 00:40:33.09\00:40:36.97 Amen. 00:40:37.00\00:40:38.33 We need to open it up because the Bible 00:40:38.37\00:40:39.70 is a two-edged sword just as Christ said, 00:40:39.73\00:40:41.70 "It's going to cut, it's going to separate, 00:40:41.74\00:40:43.41 it's going to divide." 00:40:43.44\00:40:44.77 My dad, my stepdad used to say if we don't allow Him to cut 00:40:44.81\00:40:47.68 the dross off now, someday it'll be burned off. 00:40:47.71\00:40:52.51 So what God is doing through His Word is He's recreating us. 00:40:52.55\00:40:56.89 And sometimes it's a little difficult and we have to learn 00:40:56.92\00:41:00.36 to allow the Bible to... 00:41:00.39\00:41:04.46 What's the word I'm looking for? 00:41:04.49\00:41:05.83 The Bible to interpret itself, here a little, 00:41:05.86\00:41:08.50 there a little, line upon line, precept upon precept. 00:41:08.53\00:41:11.93 And we need to learn to do studies, 00:41:11.97\00:41:13.84 because sometimes we can just read through 00:41:13.87\00:41:16.44 some of the stories and we think now, 00:41:16.47\00:41:18.17 Lord, what did that have to do with my salvation 00:41:18.21\00:41:20.84 or my walk with You? 00:41:20.88\00:41:22.44 Now, there's a lot of times you may go back later 00:41:22.48\00:41:25.01 after you've done some studies and say, 00:41:25.05\00:41:26.72 "Oh, I get it, because they went through that. 00:41:26.75\00:41:30.45 I understand that because that may be a trial 00:41:30.49\00:41:33.09 that I may go through 00:41:33.12\00:41:35.22 and You're teaching me to stand." 00:41:35.26\00:41:37.16 So it's beginning to learn to hear His voice in all 00:41:37.19\00:41:40.90 of the Word because the whole Word points to Jesus. 00:41:40.93\00:41:43.26 That's it. 00:41:43.30\00:41:44.63 If a man wants to know what's truth, 00:41:44.67\00:41:47.17 if his will is to know the truth and what John 7:17, 00:41:47.20\00:41:51.04 you know, God's going to make that truth known to them. 00:41:51.07\00:41:53.38 So first we have to want to know what is truth. 00:41:53.41\00:41:56.31 Amen. 00:41:56.34\00:41:57.68 Not try to study to try to defend some kind 00:41:57.71\00:41:59.61 of a position that you have on something. 00:41:59.65\00:42:02.48 But when I open the Word of God, I really, 00:42:02.52\00:42:04.62 I want to know, what is truth? 00:42:04.65\00:42:07.59 Because truth is that which what John 7:17, 00:42:07.62\00:42:12.66 Thy word is truth, in 17... 00:42:12.69\00:42:14.60 Sanctify them through Thy truth Thy Word is true. 00:42:14.63\00:42:18.63 So sanctification or preparation from heaven 00:42:18.67\00:42:20.47 comes by knowing what is true. 00:42:20.50\00:42:22.60 So I understand it's not by twisting and, you know, 00:42:22.64\00:42:26.11 trying to make truth a lie 00:42:26.14\00:42:27.91 but then I'll make it to heaven. 00:42:27.94\00:42:29.58 It's by knowing what really is truth that changes my insides. 00:42:29.61\00:42:34.55 In Psalm 00:42:34.58\00:42:36.45 119:151-152. 00:42:36.48\00:42:41.02 This goes along with what Chris was saying in regard 00:42:41.06\00:42:43.32 to precept upon precept, line upon line. 00:42:43.36\00:42:45.79 Yes, yes. 00:42:45.83\00:42:47.16 It says, "Thou art near, O Lord, 00:42:47.20\00:42:49.16 and all thy commandments are truth. 00:42:49.20\00:42:52.03 Concerning thy testimonies, 00:42:52.07\00:42:53.84 I have known of old that thou hast founded them forever." 00:42:53.87\00:42:58.74 Something that's really popular nowadays is, 00:42:58.77\00:43:01.11 well, that was biblical truth back then, 00:43:01.14\00:43:04.28 you know, and whenever back then was 00:43:04.31\00:43:05.81 that's when back then was, but today what the Bible 00:43:05.85\00:43:09.15 is meaning is. 00:43:09.18\00:43:11.62 And so, and, of course, people do it with Sister 00:43:11.65\00:43:14.06 White's writings as well. 00:43:14.09\00:43:15.42 Yeah. 00:43:15.46\00:43:16.79 But when God speaks through His testimonies, 00:43:16.83\00:43:18.66 through His prophets... 00:43:18.69\00:43:20.03 Amen. It stands forever. 00:43:20.06\00:43:21.70 I love it. 00:43:21.73\00:43:23.06 I think what he's saying is that now 00:43:23.10\00:43:25.20 people are taking opinions of people over the Bible, 00:43:25.23\00:43:30.04 over the Spirit of Prophecy 00:43:30.07\00:43:31.81 and we need to test everything according to the Bible. 00:43:31.84\00:43:34.41 We need to test things according 00:43:34.44\00:43:35.78 to the Spirit of Prophecy. 00:43:35.81\00:43:37.15 Amen. And that's where you find that in Isaiah 8:20? 00:43:37.18\00:43:40.58 Yes. To the law and what? 00:43:40.62\00:43:41.95 To the law and testimony. 00:43:41.98\00:43:43.32 Go ahead, to the law and testimony, and they speak what? 00:43:43.35\00:43:44.69 I'll say right here. 00:43:44.72\00:43:46.05 If they do not speak according to this word 00:43:46.09\00:43:47.46 is because there's no light in them. 00:43:47.49\00:43:49.06 How much light? None. 00:43:49.09\00:43:50.63 None. No. 00:43:50.66\00:43:51.99 Somehow we think eight or nine out of 10 is good enough. 00:43:52.03\00:43:54.86 Most people say, well, they're saying some truth. 00:43:54.90\00:43:56.77 If you're listening to something, 00:43:56.80\00:43:58.13 I'm gonna say it right now, if you're listening 00:43:58.17\00:43:59.53 to something that there's error in it, 00:43:59.57\00:44:01.60 you're listening to what the devil has to say. 00:44:01.64\00:44:04.11 Soon as we detect what is error, 00:44:04.14\00:44:07.48 it's time for us not to listen to it anymore. 00:44:07.51\00:44:10.45 Not to go listen to it... Amen. 00:44:10.48\00:44:12.38 Because the enemy is involved with it. 00:44:12.41\00:44:14.45 God doesn't want us to do that. 00:44:14.48\00:44:15.88 Jesus, how important it was, Matthew was it, 20 something? 00:44:15.92\00:44:19.35 Matthew 22:29, Jesus said, 00:44:19.39\00:44:21.46 "You do err in not knowing 00:44:21.49\00:44:24.16 the Scripture because they're the power of God." 00:44:24.19\00:44:26.93 Amen. Sometimes the church lacks power. 00:44:26.96\00:44:28.90 We lack power in our own life because we err in Scripture. 00:44:28.93\00:44:32.37 Yep. Amen. 00:44:32.40\00:44:33.74 And if we, you know, study to show ourselves 00:44:33.77\00:44:35.10 approved unto God, He's going to do great things. 00:44:35.14\00:44:36.47 You know, speaking of, sorry, Chris. 00:44:36.50\00:44:37.94 No, go ahead. 00:44:37.97\00:44:39.31 Speaking of the opinions of man, 00:44:39.34\00:44:40.68 wouldn't that also include science? 00:44:40.71\00:44:42.44 Oh, absolutely. 00:44:42.48\00:44:43.81 Haven't we glorified science to the point that you know, 00:44:43.85\00:44:47.12 we have science on this side and science on that side 00:44:47.15\00:44:49.98 and that's why people are confused, 00:44:50.02\00:44:51.45 is there everything is science for them. 00:44:51.49\00:44:53.69 Science just hasn't caught up to the Bible yet. 00:44:53.72\00:44:55.59 There you go. 00:44:55.62\00:44:57.43 Science needs to agree with the Bible, 00:44:57.46\00:44:59.39 once we understand where the Bible came from. 00:44:59.43\00:45:01.40 You know, 2 Peter 1:21 tells us 00:45:01.43\00:45:03.70 the Bible came from holy men as God spake 00:45:03.73\00:45:08.10 and they were moved by the Holy Spirit. 00:45:08.14\00:45:10.47 So who is the ultimate scientist here? 00:45:10.51\00:45:13.38 Right. It is God. 00:45:13.41\00:45:14.74 Amen. 00:45:14.78\00:45:16.11 And so when we're dealing with science, 00:45:16.14\00:45:17.48 just like anything else in our lives, 00:45:17.51\00:45:18.85 it needs to fit the Bible. 00:45:18.88\00:45:21.72 It needs to live up to the light of the Word of God. 00:45:21.75\00:45:24.65 If it doesn't, then there's no truth in that either. 00:45:24.69\00:45:27.59 Amen. 00:45:27.62\00:45:28.96 You know, so we need to, I know years 00:45:28.99\00:45:30.89 ago because there's so many good books out there 00:45:30.93\00:45:33.83 that a person could read, 00:45:33.86\00:45:35.86 but most of the time between he and I, 00:45:35.90\00:45:38.43 it's just the Bible and the Spirit of Prophecy. 00:45:38.47\00:45:41.54 It doesn't mean we don't look at other good books. 00:45:41.57\00:45:43.81 Linda has a good book on health. 00:45:43.84\00:45:45.27 I just shared that with someone a few weeks ago. 00:45:45.31\00:45:48.81 But we have to focus mostly upon 00:45:48.84\00:45:52.01 what we know that the Holy Spirit 00:45:52.05\00:45:54.05 is behind and what He wrote. 00:45:54.08\00:45:55.58 And in part of the answer to this question, 00:45:55.62\00:45:57.32 the Lord took me to Proverbs Chapter 2. 00:45:57.35\00:45:59.22 And you can find a lot of things in Proverbs Chapter 2. 00:45:59.25\00:46:02.26 But I just want to just kind of maybe glean just a few 00:46:02.29\00:46:06.23 of the aspects of Proverbs 2:1-11. 00:46:06.26\00:46:09.93 It says, "Receive my words, hide my commandments with you." 00:46:09.96\00:46:13.94 I'm just kind of, proof, you know, going over it quickly. 00:46:13.97\00:46:18.84 Verse 2, "Incline thine ear unto wisdom, 00:46:18.87\00:46:21.81 apply thine heart to understanding." 00:46:21.84\00:46:24.38 So God is giving us direction. 00:46:24.41\00:46:26.15 He's telling us, "You want understanding? 00:46:26.18\00:46:28.15 Here it is. 00:46:28.18\00:46:29.52 Apply your heart to it, and I'm going to give it to you." 00:46:29.55\00:46:32.89 Hide my commandments in your heart and in your mind, 00:46:32.92\00:46:35.46 as the Bible talks about. 00:46:35.49\00:46:37.03 Amen. 00:46:37.06\00:46:38.39 "Yea, if thou criest after knowledge," 00:46:38.43\00:46:40.00 you want to know what knowledge is, 00:46:40.03\00:46:41.90 "and liftest up thy voice for understanding." 00:46:41.93\00:46:46.43 Where do we find it? We find it again in the Word of God. 00:46:46.47\00:46:49.44 "If thou seekest her as silver," 00:46:49.47\00:46:52.34 would it be searching the Bible for those gems, 00:46:52.37\00:46:55.74 those precious, expensive gems of truth, 00:46:55.78\00:46:59.28 "and searchest for her as for hid treasures." 00:46:59.31\00:47:02.35 Verse 5, "Then thou shalt understand 00:47:02.38\00:47:04.95 and fear the fear of the Lord." 00:47:04.99\00:47:07.52 You know, a lot of times we take that out of context 00:47:07.56\00:47:10.03 but it's reverence, it's respect. 00:47:10.06\00:47:13.09 Yes. 00:47:13.13\00:47:14.46 It's even knowing how He's gonna take care 00:47:14.50\00:47:16.16 of us in His love and in His mercy 00:47:16.20\00:47:17.93 and in His grace and find the knowledge of God. 00:47:17.97\00:47:21.14 Will we be able to understand God in all things? 00:47:21.17\00:47:23.67 No. He's beyond finite... 00:47:23.71\00:47:25.47 Yes, it's true. 00:47:25.51\00:47:26.84 That's what the Word says, "For the Lord giveth wisdom out 00:47:26.88\00:47:29.58 of His mouth cometh knowledge and understanding." 00:47:29.61\00:47:32.71 Where do we find that? 00:47:32.75\00:47:34.12 I mentioned when we moved up here, 00:47:34.15\00:47:35.65 you guys recently moved up here from Georgia. 00:47:35.68\00:47:38.29 When we moved up here, we had 65 acres, 00:47:38.32\00:47:42.12 we still have 65 acres in this home, 00:47:42.16\00:47:44.43 and I felt like 00:47:44.46\00:47:46.33 we had been preparing it for living off the grid, 00:47:46.36\00:47:50.23 so to speak, you know, not to the point 00:47:50.27\00:47:52.13 where it should be, but we were doing things 00:47:52.17\00:47:54.04 to do that. 00:47:54.07\00:47:55.40 And when we... 00:47:55.44\00:47:56.77 The Lord began to speak to Kenny 00:47:56.81\00:47:58.87 and to Danny about moving up here closer to 3ABN, 00:47:58.91\00:48:02.54 I thought, oh, wow, is these those boys, 00:48:02.58\00:48:06.11 are they just having this idea to help prove me 00:48:06.15\00:48:10.19 and make me move up here? 00:48:10.22\00:48:11.65 Is this really God? 00:48:11.69\00:48:13.29 And I've been praying and praying and praying. 00:48:13.32\00:48:15.86 And then one morning, I just spent like two hours in prayer 00:48:15.89\00:48:20.06 and crying and asking God, is this Your will? 00:48:20.10\00:48:23.77 You know if this is just some strange idea that they've got 00:48:23.80\00:48:26.74 to be together, you know, where do You want us, Father? 00:48:26.77\00:48:31.41 Amen. 00:48:31.44\00:48:32.77 And I once I finished, I said, "Now I know just 00:48:32.81\00:48:34.84 as we were just reading here, I know that You speak to us 00:48:34.88\00:48:37.95 through Your Word." 00:48:37.98\00:48:39.31 Yes. "Please speak to me." 00:48:39.35\00:48:40.82 Amen. And I kid you not. 00:48:40.85\00:48:43.62 A verse that probably I may have read 00:48:43.65\00:48:45.35 before because there are several like it 00:48:45.39\00:48:47.32 but it never hit home like this time, the very first word, 00:48:47.36\00:48:50.26 the very first verse I read was, 00:48:50.29\00:48:52.46 and in the land, is it found in Deuteronomy, 00:48:52.49\00:48:55.60 that thou goeth to possess, I will bless thee. 00:48:55.63\00:48:59.10 Amen. Wow. 00:48:59.13\00:49:00.54 So I knew with my daughter having moved in next door, 00:49:00.57\00:49:04.01 my grandbabies there for the first time close to me, 00:49:04.04\00:49:07.41 the land, the house, everything I had to leave, 00:49:07.44\00:49:11.61 because there's no better place than where God wants us. 00:49:11.65\00:49:14.18 But if you want to know what knowledge is? 00:49:14.22\00:49:16.05 You want to know where wisdom is? 00:49:16.08\00:49:18.12 We searched the Word of God. 00:49:18.15\00:49:19.65 Understand righteousness, judgment and equity 00:49:19.69\00:49:22.99 and every good path. 00:49:23.02\00:49:25.13 And you guys again at home can go back 00:49:25.16\00:49:26.80 and read that for yourself. 00:49:26.83\00:49:28.33 Read it a little closer. 00:49:28.36\00:49:30.47 Let's look at number three real quick. 00:49:30.50\00:49:32.87 How can we deal with our own personal doubts 00:49:32.90\00:49:35.94 and overcome them? 00:49:35.97\00:49:37.34 Okay, we've been talking a little bit about this already. 00:49:37.37\00:49:39.71 Let's just start and kind of go around a little bit. 00:49:39.74\00:49:43.41 If you got a little answer a little something on that one. 00:49:43.45\00:49:45.91 You know, it's... Any thoughts. 00:49:45.95\00:49:48.18 That's one of the most difficult things really. 00:49:48.22\00:49:50.79 It's your own personal doubts, your own personal fears. 00:49:50.82\00:49:53.89 Okay. 00:49:53.92\00:49:55.26 At least in my case that's been so hard for me 00:49:55.29\00:49:58.09 to overcome those things because for so long, 00:49:58.13\00:50:00.00 like I mentioned earlier, 00:50:00.03\00:50:01.73 I always felt like I wasn't good enough. 00:50:01.76\00:50:03.77 So when you've had this pattern of thinking for the majority 00:50:03.80\00:50:06.40 of your life and now you have to change it. 00:50:06.43\00:50:08.90 Yeah. You can't change it on yourself though. 00:50:08.94\00:50:11.01 You cannot do it. 00:50:11.04\00:50:12.51 You have to claim God's promises 00:50:12.54\00:50:13.94 what He says about you. 00:50:13.98\00:50:15.31 That's actually something I'm going through right now 00:50:15.34\00:50:17.28 for myself is I want to see, what does God say about me? 00:50:17.31\00:50:20.48 Yes. 00:50:20.52\00:50:21.85 You know, because I don't like how I see myself 00:50:21.88\00:50:23.22 and that needs to change. 00:50:23.25\00:50:24.59 Yeah. I hear you. 00:50:24.62\00:50:25.95 But the only way that can change is through Christ. 00:50:25.99\00:50:27.32 Amen. 00:50:27.36\00:50:28.69 You know, He calls us, you know, a light to the world. 00:50:28.72\00:50:30.06 He calls us the salt, you know, so. 00:50:30.09\00:50:32.56 And if you just keep reading His Word, 00:50:32.59\00:50:35.23 you see His promises everywhere of how much He loves you, 00:50:35.26\00:50:38.73 of how much He cares for you. 00:50:38.77\00:50:40.10 You know, what is it? 00:50:40.14\00:50:41.67 There's no greater love than this than to give 00:50:41.70\00:50:43.44 one's life for your friends. 00:50:43.47\00:50:45.14 He's done that for me. Amen. 00:50:45.17\00:50:46.88 He's done that for you. He's done that for all of us. 00:50:46.91\00:50:48.84 And it's so hard to grasp sometimes. Yes. 00:50:48.88\00:50:51.68 But I think when you really focus on that, 00:50:51.71\00:50:53.82 when you look to what Jesus actually went through for you, 00:50:53.85\00:50:56.82 what He suffered for you, 00:50:56.85\00:50:58.95 before you even were in this world, 00:50:58.99\00:51:00.66 He knew what you were possibly going 00:51:00.69\00:51:02.52 to do based on your decisions. 00:51:02.56\00:51:03.93 Yes. 00:51:03.96\00:51:05.29 He took that for you, that pain, that suffering, 00:51:05.33\00:51:07.70 just so you could be happy, 00:51:07.73\00:51:09.06 just so you can live in His love, 00:51:09.10\00:51:11.43 that you can live in His grace. 00:51:11.47\00:51:12.83 Amen. That's good, yes. 00:51:12.87\00:51:14.20 And that's the only way because I'll be honest, 00:51:14.24\00:51:16.81 I've done counseling, I've had counselors, 00:51:16.84\00:51:19.37 I've had psychologists, I've did it through the army 00:51:19.41\00:51:22.04 and they give you, you know, things to practice. 00:51:22.08\00:51:24.61 And yeah, they may help for a little while, 00:51:24.65\00:51:26.51 but eventually, you need Christ. 00:51:26.55\00:51:29.22 Amen. 00:51:29.25\00:51:30.59 It's not going to work, you know, maybe temporarily. 00:51:30.62\00:51:33.49 And if it does, it's probably false 00:51:33.52\00:51:35.12 and you're just kidding yourself. 00:51:35.16\00:51:36.49 There you go. You need Jesus in your heart. 00:51:36.52\00:51:38.19 You need to really, really accept Him. 00:51:38.23\00:51:40.76 What you're talking about, what your experience, 00:51:40.80\00:51:43.23 what you're expressing, I hope everyone at home is hearing it. 00:51:43.26\00:51:46.53 It's because it's real. 00:51:46.57\00:51:47.90 It's not just reading a book. No. 00:51:47.94\00:51:49.80 It's not just claiming empty promises. 00:51:49.84\00:51:52.51 There is power. Power. 00:51:52.54\00:51:54.44 Power. Absolutely. 00:51:54.48\00:51:55.81 He wants to open all of heaven. 00:51:55.84\00:51:57.21 He would pour out all of heaven for just one soul. 00:51:57.25\00:52:00.18 Amen. 00:52:00.22\00:52:01.55 To give them the power to overcome 00:52:01.58\00:52:02.92 but it's our choice, He will never force His will, 00:52:02.95\00:52:05.95 the enemy forces. 00:52:05.99\00:52:07.32 Oh, yeah. We're seeing that in our world today. 00:52:07.36\00:52:10.33 The enemy is forcing things 00:52:10.36\00:52:12.06 that people do not want in their lives. 00:52:12.09\00:52:14.96 Amen. But God never forces. 00:52:15.00\00:52:18.10 That's right. Amen. 00:52:18.13\00:52:19.47 He woos, He calls. 00:52:19.50\00:52:20.84 As she prayed for 11 years, that's why you had the spirit 00:52:20.87\00:52:23.64 of the whole of the living God, 00:52:23.67\00:52:25.74 touching and moving in your mind 00:52:25.77\00:52:27.64 and urging you to something better. 00:52:27.68\00:52:30.08 And you know what? You're not alone. 00:52:30.11\00:52:31.45 There's a lot of us that have felt unworthy. 00:52:31.48\00:52:33.35 And I... 00:52:33.38\00:52:34.72 One of the things that my wife did for me 00:52:34.75\00:52:36.08 and that she showed me the forgiveness of Christ. 00:52:36.12\00:52:38.45 Amen. 00:52:38.49\00:52:39.82 It was, you know, she loved God so much that she didn't want 00:52:39.85\00:52:42.66 to do her will because believe me. 00:52:42.69\00:52:44.86 I wanted to leave you. 00:52:44.89\00:52:46.23 She wanted to run, you know, but she never did. 00:52:46.26\00:52:49.00 Her love for God was greater. Yeah. 00:52:49.03\00:52:51.03 And she always said, "You know, Lord, 00:52:51.07\00:52:53.40 let Your will be done not mine." 00:52:53.44\00:52:55.04 Yeah. And she showed me the forgiveness of Christ. 00:52:55.07\00:52:58.94 So that alone, you need Christ, 00:52:58.97\00:53:02.14 you need God but you also you need that, 00:53:02.18\00:53:04.28 that community, you need those people to help you. 00:53:04.31\00:53:06.82 You've also just shared another thing. 00:53:06.85\00:53:08.88 It takes both of you working together. 00:53:08.92\00:53:10.75 There you go. 00:53:10.79\00:53:12.12 Even though you were on the outside, 00:53:12.15\00:53:13.62 she was holding on to Jesus. 00:53:13.66\00:53:15.09 If she hadn't held on, it would not have worked. 00:53:15.12\00:53:18.19 And eventually, if you hadn't come in, 00:53:18.23\00:53:20.20 it still may not have worked. 00:53:20.23\00:53:22.16 But because both of you working together 00:53:22.20\00:53:25.23 and began to put Christ first, 00:53:25.27\00:53:27.64 then the marriage could be healed. 00:53:27.67\00:53:29.60 Amen. But we had to make... 00:53:29.64\00:53:31.07 We had to make that choice. 00:53:31.11\00:53:32.44 And that's what comes down to, you have to make a choice. 00:53:32.47\00:53:34.74 It's a choice. 00:53:34.78\00:53:36.11 You're either going to go left or you're going to go right 00:53:36.14\00:53:38.15 but I can guarantee you, 00:53:38.18\00:53:39.58 the only way that is right is Christ. 00:53:39.61\00:53:41.25 Amen. That's the only way because you can't describe it. 00:53:41.28\00:53:44.35 You can't... No. 00:53:44.39\00:53:45.72 You can't tell somebody what it's like, 00:53:45.75\00:53:48.36 you have to experience it. 00:53:48.39\00:53:49.72 And the only way you do is by giving up 00:53:49.76\00:53:51.76 what you're comfortable with. 00:53:51.79\00:53:53.13 That's right. 00:53:53.16\00:53:54.50 So what should we see when we, as we say, 00:53:54.53\00:53:55.86 look in the spiritual mirror? 00:53:55.90\00:53:57.87 If I see myself every time I'm in trouble. 00:53:57.90\00:54:01.47 Who should I see? You should see Jesus. 00:54:01.50\00:54:03.20 Should see Jesus in there, isn't that right? 00:54:03.24\00:54:06.17 Let this mind be in you which is also in Christ Jesus. 00:54:06.21\00:54:10.05 And again, it's prompted, I look, I see a total failure, 00:54:10.08\00:54:13.28 you know, but when you look to Christ, 00:54:13.31\00:54:14.65 you see total victory. 00:54:14.68\00:54:16.02 That's right. 00:54:16.05\00:54:17.39 And that's what that devil doesn't want us 00:54:17.42\00:54:18.75 to sense that or feel that. 00:54:18.79\00:54:21.12 He wants us to focus in on our sin, 00:54:21.16\00:54:23.29 our unworthiness instead of the worthiness of Christ. 00:54:23.32\00:54:26.23 It's what you were talking about while ago, 00:54:26.26\00:54:27.73 unworthy, we're not good enough. 00:54:27.76\00:54:30.10 And we can always say, remember, in this life, 00:54:30.13\00:54:32.73 we will never be good enough. 00:54:32.77\00:54:34.87 There's nothing we can say, 00:54:34.90\00:54:36.24 nothing we can do to be good enough to inherit 00:54:36.27\00:54:38.71 the kingdom of God. 00:54:38.74\00:54:40.08 It's all about Christ and He was good enough. 00:54:40.11\00:54:43.04 He gave His life and I by faith 00:54:43.08\00:54:44.98 accept that called righteousness by faith. 00:54:45.01\00:54:48.12 I appreciate you, those words, Pastor Kenny, they're so great. 00:54:48.15\00:54:52.45 One of the things that when I was ill, 00:54:52.49\00:54:54.66 I focused in on the success 00:54:54.69\00:54:56.73 of my getting well was claiming God's promises. 00:54:56.76\00:55:00.70 Amen. 00:55:00.73\00:55:02.06 So if you want to bring it home, 00:55:02.10\00:55:03.43 you got to do the repetition of the promises, 00:55:03.47\00:55:04.93 even when you don't feel them, you don't feel like 00:55:04.97\00:55:07.77 if you are worthy of them, 00:55:07.80\00:55:09.40 you claim them every day. 00:55:09.44\00:55:10.94 Their repetition will become vital to you 00:55:10.97\00:55:13.58 and that's where your success becomes real. 00:55:13.61\00:55:16.08 If you're talking darkness and gloom, what happens? 00:55:16.11\00:55:19.08 That's where you're going. 00:55:19.11\00:55:20.45 It's exactly where you're going. 00:55:20.48\00:55:21.82 So that has to be cast off by the grace of God. 00:55:21.85\00:55:24.75 Every time we say anything with doubt or doubt scripture, 00:55:24.79\00:55:28.69 we've sowed a seed and that seed will spring up 00:55:28.72\00:55:31.79 and produce a harvest somewhere in our life. 00:55:31.83\00:55:34.83 So we have to be careful by the grace of God 00:55:34.86\00:55:36.50 to monitor our words 00:55:36.53\00:55:39.33 and our actions because we're planting seeds 00:55:39.37\00:55:41.17 all along and we don't want that. 00:55:41.20\00:55:43.34 We want the light of the gospel. 00:55:43.37\00:55:45.07 We want the light of truth, 00:55:45.11\00:55:46.44 we want the power of God in our life. 00:55:46.47\00:55:48.14 We're down to less than two minutes, honey, 00:55:48.18\00:55:49.58 may be a couple of quick thoughts here, 00:55:49.61\00:55:51.45 isn't that right? 00:55:51.48\00:55:52.81 I quit, I'm talking too much. 00:55:52.85\00:55:54.18 I wish that we had more time because, Angie, 00:55:54.22\00:55:56.05 I know that I could throw this one back at you 00:55:56.08\00:55:58.39 because by believing you built your faith. 00:55:58.42\00:56:01.09 Amen. 00:56:01.12\00:56:02.46 You know, and your faith was strengthened as you saw 00:56:02.49\00:56:03.93 the power of God working. 00:56:03.96\00:56:05.79 He is just amazing God, 00:56:05.83\00:56:07.56 like, even when we were at that little tiny church, 00:56:07.60\00:56:10.80 it was a little tiny church and Pastor Kenny was there. 00:56:10.83\00:56:14.60 God just has a sense of humor. 00:56:14.64\00:56:16.67 When I don't know if you remember 00:56:16.71\00:56:18.11 where everybody came in, you get a prize 00:56:18.14\00:56:19.91 if you're there and stuff. 00:56:19.94\00:56:21.28 And we, you called our name, and we got the Desire of Ages, 00:56:21.31\00:56:24.71 the big one but we already had it. 00:56:24.75\00:56:26.58 So Pastor Kenny gave us, you know what he gave us? 00:56:26.61\00:56:28.98 He gave us a 3ABN pen. 00:56:29.02\00:56:31.25 How funny is that for God to give us a 3ABN pen? 00:56:31.29\00:56:34.89 Look where we're sitting right now. 00:56:34.92\00:56:36.39 All right. 00:56:36.42\00:56:37.76 God knew what He was doing. Yeah. 00:56:37.79\00:56:39.13 I mean, to take somebody like us, 00:56:39.16\00:56:40.90 to bring us here, it's just God's awesome. 00:56:40.93\00:56:43.47 Amazing. And God's amazing. 00:56:43.50\00:56:44.93 Wonderful. 00:56:44.97\00:56:46.30 You know, I want you to think about this as we begin to close 00:56:46.33\00:56:47.87 because we've got to wrap it up. 00:56:47.90\00:56:49.27 But I also read this week that no man 00:56:49.30\00:56:51.44 is safe for a day or an hour without prayer. 00:56:51.47\00:56:55.34 Think about that. 00:56:55.38\00:56:56.71 A day or an hour we often think about in the morning, 00:56:56.75\00:56:58.95 in the evening, but start talking 00:56:58.98\00:57:01.35 to Him throughout the day. 00:57:01.38\00:57:02.78 Be in constant prayer. 00:57:02.82\00:57:04.52 No man is safe for a day or an hour without prayer. 00:57:04.55\00:57:07.32 Not even a second, isn't that right? 00:57:07.36\00:57:08.92 Amen. 00:57:08.96\00:57:10.29 Well, we just want to thank each one of you. 00:57:10.33\00:57:11.66 Yeah. Thank you. 00:57:11.69\00:57:13.03 Amen. 00:57:13.06\00:57:14.40 You just put out some things was just to me was awesome. 00:57:14.43\00:57:15.76 Good food for thought. 00:57:15.80\00:57:17.13 The Holy Spirit was working with each and every one. 00:57:17.17\00:57:18.50 And again, we want thank you for joining us here at 3ABN. 00:57:18.53\00:57:21.07 You know, this is just exciting subject because we realize 00:57:21.10\00:57:24.31 there's power in the name of Jesus. 00:57:24.34\00:57:25.77 There's victory in the blood of the Lamb. 00:57:25.81\00:57:27.94 Thank you for joining us today. 00:57:27.98\00:57:29.31 We pray the Holy Spirit's plant something in your heart 00:57:29.34\00:57:31.21 and in your mind. 00:57:31.25\00:57:32.58 Until next time, God bless you. 00:57:32.61\00:57:33.95 We'll see you. Amen. 00:57:33.98\00:57:35.55