I want to spend my life 00:00:02.00\00:00:07.87 Mending broken people 00:00:07.90\00:00:12.77 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.81\00:00:19.08 Removing pain 00:00:19.11\00:00:24.09 Lord, let my words 00:00:24.12\00:00:30.29 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:30.33\00:00:34.93 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.96\00:00:40.64 Mending broken people 00:00:40.67\00:00:46.21 I want to spend my life 00:00:46.24\00:00:51.68 Mending broken people 00:00:51.71\00:00:55.65 Hello, I'm Shelley Quinn. 00:01:10.17\00:01:11.50 I'm JD Quinn. 00:01:11.53\00:01:12.87 And we want to welcome you tonight 00:01:12.90\00:01:14.34 around the table for 3ABN Family Worship. 00:01:14.37\00:01:17.47 We're so glad that you're joining us, 00:01:17.51\00:01:19.84 and we always want to take the opportunity 00:01:19.87\00:01:23.45 when we come before you to tell you 00:01:23.48\00:01:25.75 thank you so much for your love and your prayers 00:01:25.78\00:01:28.15 and your financial support of this wonderful ministry. 00:01:28.18\00:01:31.09 But... Whoohoo! 00:01:31.12\00:01:32.89 It's Sabbath, and this is Family Worship. 00:01:32.92\00:01:36.06 Amen. Amen. 00:01:36.09\00:01:37.43 We're excited. 00:01:37.46\00:01:38.79 Why don't you introduce everybody, 00:01:38.83\00:01:40.30 then I'll share about the topic here. 00:01:40.33\00:01:42.20 Okay, we're going to start over here to my right. 00:01:42.23\00:01:44.93 And this is Janelle, 00:01:44.97\00:01:46.30 Janelle Owen, her precious husband Don. 00:01:46.33\00:01:49.00 We work together in pastoral. 00:01:49.04\00:01:50.57 Don is a man of God. 00:01:50.61\00:01:53.24 And then, I got my buddy here Ryan. 00:01:53.27\00:01:56.71 President accounted for... Amen. 00:01:56.75\00:01:58.78 It's a blessing to always be a part of Family Worship. 00:01:58.81\00:02:00.75 Always love being with Ryan 00:02:00.78\00:02:02.25 because Ryan is one of these people 00:02:02.28\00:02:04.05 that knows all the answers. 00:02:04.09\00:02:05.55 Oh, that's not true. 00:02:05.59\00:02:07.26 It's a good feeling being next to an A student. 00:02:07.29\00:02:10.03 No pressure, yeah. 00:02:10.06\00:02:11.39 No pressure. 00:02:11.43\00:02:12.76 Striving to know all the answers. 00:02:12.79\00:02:14.13 There you go. And then we have Jason Bradley. 00:02:14.16\00:02:15.66 We love Jason. 00:02:15.70\00:02:17.03 Jason, he's the headman of Dare to Dream. 00:02:17.07\00:02:20.84 Got some big boats that he feels totally. 00:02:20.87\00:02:23.44 Anyway, good to have you. That's right. 00:02:23.47\00:02:25.54 And we forgot to mention it, Janelle, you are in our... 00:02:25.57\00:02:29.51 Publishing. 00:02:29.54\00:02:30.88 Print, publishing department, 00:02:30.91\00:02:32.25 and you are the one who designs the magazine. 00:02:32.28\00:02:35.82 You do a lot. 00:02:35.85\00:02:37.19 So we're so glad you're here. 00:02:37.22\00:02:38.55 Your plate's full. 00:02:38.59\00:02:39.92 You know, the reason every one of us 00:02:39.95\00:02:42.26 are sitting around this table tonight 00:02:42.29\00:02:44.99 is because we are all prodigals. 00:02:45.03\00:02:48.00 You've heard the story of the prodigal son, 00:02:48.03\00:02:50.90 who was in the father's house, 00:02:50.93\00:02:52.37 left and then came to his senses 00:02:52.40\00:02:54.74 and came back to his father. 00:02:54.77\00:02:56.14 Well, you could say every person sitting here 00:02:56.17\00:02:59.77 is a prodigal. 00:02:59.81\00:03:01.14 Tonight, we will talk about God as the God of New Beginnings. 00:03:01.18\00:03:06.31 And so there's gonna be three questions 00:03:06.35\00:03:08.22 that we're gonna look at. 00:03:08.25\00:03:09.85 How can we know that God is the God of New Beginnings? 00:03:09.88\00:03:13.32 And then how can we receive a new beginning? 00:03:13.36\00:03:17.29 And finally, and thankfully, 00:03:17.33\00:03:21.26 we will talk about if we have sinned 00:03:21.30\00:03:24.57 after being born again, 00:03:24.60\00:03:26.70 how can we be sure 00:03:26.74\00:03:28.07 God will give us another chance? 00:03:28.10\00:03:29.44 Amen. I don't know about y'all. 00:03:29.47\00:03:31.24 But I found that the Lord, 00:03:31.27\00:03:33.81 it's more than just a new beginning. 00:03:33.84\00:03:37.55 As matter of fact, I had this thought this morning 00:03:37.58\00:03:39.55 when I woke up. 00:03:39.58\00:03:40.95 Every morning is a new beginning. 00:03:40.98\00:03:42.68 That's right. 00:03:42.72\00:03:44.05 You know, wake up. 00:03:44.09\00:03:45.42 Praise the Lord. 00:03:45.45\00:03:46.79 But first, we're gonna sing. 00:03:46.82\00:03:48.16 What are we gonna do? 00:03:48.19\00:03:49.52 And we've got to introduce the family member 00:03:49.56\00:03:52.13 that's sitting at the piano. 00:03:52.16\00:03:55.43 And we're going to be singing Fill my cup Lord. 00:03:55.46\00:03:57.93 I love this music. 00:03:57.97\00:03:59.30 I love the words. 00:03:59.33\00:04:00.67 Yes. 00:04:00.70\00:04:02.04 And so, it will be followed along 00:04:02.07\00:04:04.44 at the bottom of the screen. 00:04:04.47\00:04:05.87 So, step out of your comfort zone 00:04:05.91\00:04:07.78 and sing with us. 00:04:07.81\00:04:09.14 And we just want to welcome Summer Boyd 00:04:09.18\00:04:11.01 who is our pianist today, precious sister in the Lord. 00:04:11.05\00:04:14.38 Amen. 00:04:14.42\00:04:15.75 Like the woman at the well 00:04:20.09\00:04:22.89 I was seeking 00:04:22.92\00:04:25.73 For things that could not satisfy 00:04:25.76\00:04:31.13 And then I heard my Savior speaking 00:04:31.17\00:04:35.77 "Draw from My well that never will run dry" 00:04:35.80\00:04:41.48 Fill my cup, Lord 00:04:41.51\00:04:44.01 I lift it up, 00:04:44.05\00:04:45.61 Lord Come and quench, 00:04:45.65\00:04:48.68 this thirsting of my soul 00:04:48.72\00:04:52.12 Bread of heaven, 00:04:52.15\00:04:54.19 Feed me till I want no more 00:04:54.22\00:04:58.36 Fill my cup, fill it up and make me whole 00:04:58.39\00:05:04.00 So my children if the things 00:05:04.03\00:05:06.77 This world gave you 00:05:06.80\00:05:09.74 Leave hungers that won't go away 00:05:09.77\00:05:14.74 My blessed Lord will come and save you 00:05:14.78\00:05:19.68 If you kneel to Him and humbly pray 00:05:19.71\00:05:24.99 Fill my cup, Lord I lift it up, Lord 00:05:25.02\00:05:30.26 Come and quench, this thirsting of my soul 00:05:30.29\00:05:35.50 Bread of heaven, feed me till I want no more 00:05:35.53\00:05:41.90 Fill my cup, fill it up and make me whole 00:05:41.94\00:05:47.78 Amen. Thank you. 00:05:47.81\00:05:49.14 I love that song. 00:05:49.18\00:05:50.51 One of the best. 00:05:50.55\00:05:51.88 You know, I love that story 00:05:51.91\00:05:53.25 because when Jesus met the woman at the well, 00:05:53.28\00:05:56.32 you know, what He says to her? 00:05:56.35\00:05:58.49 He said, "If only you knew the gift of God, 00:05:58.52\00:06:04.16 and who it was that speaks to you." 00:06:04.19\00:06:07.23 Jesus is the gift of God. That's right. 00:06:07.26\00:06:09.26 I wanted to start off. 00:06:09.30\00:06:10.73 I didn't put this on the... 00:06:10.77\00:06:12.40 Our little lesson study here. 00:06:12.43\00:06:14.57 But this scripture I woke up in this morning 00:06:14.60\00:06:16.97 and this scripture was in my mind, 00:06:17.01\00:06:18.94 and I just want to read it to you all. 00:06:18.97\00:06:21.08 Isaiah 43:19. 00:06:21.11\00:06:27.12 And this is what the Lord 00:06:27.15\00:06:30.09 is speaking in Isaiah 43:19. 00:06:30.12\00:06:36.93 He says, "Behold, 00:06:36.96\00:06:40.43 I will do a new thing! 00:06:40.46\00:06:42.20 Now..." 00:06:42.23\00:06:43.57 Well, let me start with verse 18. 00:06:43.60\00:06:45.50 That's where I want to start. 00:06:45.53\00:06:47.17 He says, "Do not remember the former things." 00:06:47.20\00:06:51.71 One version I have says, "Don't dwell on the past." 00:06:51.74\00:06:55.34 That's right. Amen. 00:06:55.38\00:06:56.71 It says, "Nor consider the things of old. 00:06:56.75\00:06:59.65 Behold, I will do a new thing, now it shall spring forth. 00:06:59.68\00:07:04.09 Shall you not know it? 00:07:04.12\00:07:06.62 I will even make a road in the wilderness 00:07:06.65\00:07:10.16 and rivers in the desert." 00:07:10.19\00:07:12.53 Amen. That's right. 00:07:12.56\00:07:13.93 You know, this is where we want to start tonight. 00:07:13.96\00:07:18.50 God is the God of New Beginnings. 00:07:18.53\00:07:22.54 And like I said, 00:07:22.57\00:07:23.94 every day that you wake up on this side of the grave, 00:07:23.97\00:07:27.58 you have the chance 00:07:27.61\00:07:29.04 for a new beginning with the Lord. 00:07:29.08\00:07:30.58 Amen. 00:07:30.61\00:07:31.95 And what I'd like to do, JD, 00:07:31.98\00:07:33.68 do you want to have our opening prayer? 00:07:33.72\00:07:35.48 Most certainly. 00:07:35.52\00:07:39.32 Our dear precious Father, 00:07:39.35\00:07:40.92 we come to You in the name of Jesus 00:07:40.96\00:07:42.56 and we take this opportunity, Lord, 00:07:42.59\00:07:44.53 being representatives of Your kingdom of oneness, 00:07:44.56\00:07:47.26 our dear Father, 00:07:47.30\00:07:48.70 to impress upon our heart to the aid of the Holy Spirit 00:07:48.73\00:07:51.67 to do those things that are pleasing to You. 00:07:51.70\00:07:54.50 Father, as we just exchange thoughts, 00:07:54.54\00:07:58.24 we thank You, Lord, that You will just bless those 00:07:58.27\00:08:01.84 and we can just work off 00:08:01.88\00:08:03.21 of each one bringing glory to You. 00:08:03.24\00:08:05.31 We love You. We thank You. 00:08:05.35\00:08:06.68 We thank You for this Sabbath day. 00:08:06.72\00:08:08.52 In the name of Jesus, amen. 00:08:08.55\00:08:10.55 Amen. Amen, amen. 00:08:10.59\00:08:12.22 Okay. 00:08:12.25\00:08:13.59 So one of my favorite scriptures in the whole Bible 00:08:13.62\00:08:18.09 is Romans 5:8. 00:08:18.13\00:08:20.63 That says, "God demonstrates His love for us." 00:08:20.66\00:08:25.20 His own love toward us. 00:08:25.23\00:08:27.14 And that while we were still sinners, 00:08:27.17\00:08:30.57 He sent His Son to die for us. 00:08:30.61\00:08:33.14 That is the most amazing thought 00:08:33.17\00:08:36.44 that if Christ would come, 00:08:36.48\00:08:40.45 if God would come and become a man, 00:08:40.48\00:08:43.18 while we were still sinners, because His love was so great. 00:08:43.22\00:08:46.62 Let me tell you something, and I say this often, 00:08:46.65\00:08:49.09 but I make no apologies because the Lord's told me. 00:08:49.12\00:08:52.33 He told me, remember to say this every time you speak, 00:08:52.36\00:08:55.76 and that is, some people have been told you're worthless, 00:08:55.80\00:09:00.64 you don't amount to anything. 00:09:00.67\00:09:03.00 And this is the truth, you're valued, 00:09:03.04\00:09:07.51 you're worth to God, 00:09:07.54\00:09:09.28 you're worth nothing less than the price 00:09:09.31\00:09:11.78 that He paid for you 00:09:11.81\00:09:13.42 with the precious life blood of His Son Jesus Christ. 00:09:13.45\00:09:17.22 Amen. Ain't that amazing patience. 00:09:17.25\00:09:19.32 Praise God. 00:09:19.35\00:09:20.72 All right. 00:09:20.76\00:09:22.09 Why don't you, Janelle... 00:09:22.12\00:09:23.86 Ladies go first. 00:09:23.89\00:09:25.23 Do you want to read Ephesians 2, 00:09:25.26\00:09:27.86 and if you will take the first four verses, 00:09:27.90\00:09:32.63 then we'll jump on the other side of the table. 00:09:32.67\00:09:35.60 Jason if you'll take verses... 00:09:35.64\00:09:38.71 You take the first three, Jason do verse 4-7. 00:09:38.74\00:09:43.11 And then we'll let... 00:09:43.14\00:09:45.48 Ryan. 00:09:45.51\00:09:46.85 Ryan take verses 8-10. 00:09:46.88\00:09:49.52 Can I add some when we're finished here 00:09:49.55\00:09:51.25 because there's some more in that chapter 00:09:51.29\00:09:53.42 that I want that really just stuck out to me 00:09:53.46\00:09:56.09 so after we're done. 00:09:56.12\00:09:58.19 Okay. 00:09:58.23\00:09:59.56 This is Ephesians 2, we'll begin with verse 1. 00:09:59.59\00:10:02.23 "And you he made alive 00:10:02.26\00:10:04.23 who were dead in trespasses and sins, 00:10:04.27\00:10:07.40 in which you once walked 00:10:07.44\00:10:09.27 according to the course of this world, 00:10:09.30\00:10:11.57 according to the prince of the power of the air, 00:10:11.61\00:10:14.44 the Spirit who now works and the sons of disobedience, 00:10:14.48\00:10:18.15 among whom also we all once conducted ourselves 00:10:18.18\00:10:21.75 in the lust of our flesh, 00:10:21.78\00:10:23.75 fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind. 00:10:23.79\00:10:27.46 And we're by nature children of wrath, 00:10:27.49\00:10:29.79 just as the others." 00:10:29.82\00:10:31.19 Hits the pause button here. 00:10:31.23\00:10:33.33 How many of us were sons of disobedience? 00:10:33.36\00:10:35.90 All of the lust sinful flesh. 00:10:35.93\00:10:37.70 Amen. 00:10:37.73\00:10:39.17 Just prodigal son. 00:10:39.20\00:10:40.67 Children of wrath. Whoo! 00:10:40.70\00:10:42.17 That's powerful. Every sinner has. 00:10:42.20\00:10:44.17 Yes, and that's, you know, something. 00:10:44.21\00:10:47.11 I remember meeting a lady who said, 00:10:47.14\00:10:51.08 "I've never broken any of the Ten Commandments. 00:10:51.11\00:10:53.65 I'm in good shape. 00:10:53.68\00:10:55.05 And she didn't have a personal relationship with the Lord 00:10:55.08\00:10:57.45 because how she said is I haven't broken the Big Ten. 00:10:57.49\00:11:00.62 I've been to church since I was a child. 00:11:00.66\00:11:03.96 But if we don't recognize our own filthy rags, 00:11:03.99\00:11:09.83 we don't recognize our need for a savior, 00:11:09.86\00:11:12.13 we don't come into that close relation. 00:11:12.17\00:11:14.14 And the thing I underlined in the beginning 00:11:14.17\00:11:15.97 in that verse 1 is, we're dead. 00:11:16.00\00:11:19.24 We're dead. We're dead. 00:11:19.27\00:11:20.94 Yeah. We need to be revived. 00:11:20.98\00:11:22.31 Right. Yeah. 00:11:22.34\00:11:23.68 And it's like, you know, 00:11:23.71\00:11:25.21 I know that I didn't recognize that I was dead spiritually, 00:11:25.25\00:11:29.52 you know, and but it's... 00:11:29.55\00:11:32.45 Praise the Lord that He brings us 00:11:32.49\00:11:33.89 out of that death into the real life, 00:11:33.92\00:11:37.13 the new life. 00:11:37.16\00:11:38.66 And that's where it's at. Absolutely. 00:11:38.69\00:11:40.56 Okay, so he made us alive. 00:11:40.60\00:11:42.56 All right, verses 4-7. 00:11:42.60\00:11:44.73 All right. 00:11:44.77\00:11:46.10 "But God who is rich in mercy because of His great love 00:11:46.13\00:11:49.00 with which He loved us, 00:11:49.04\00:11:50.71 even when we were dead in trespasses 00:11:50.74\00:11:52.71 made us alive together with Christ, 00:11:52.74\00:11:56.44 and raised us up together and made us sit..." 00:11:56.48\00:11:58.75 Oh, he says by grace you have been saved. 00:11:58.78\00:12:00.88 "Oh, by grace you have been saved, 00:12:00.92\00:12:02.45 and raised us up together and made us sit together 00:12:02.48\00:12:05.12 in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 00:12:05.15\00:12:07.86 that in the ages to come, 00:12:07.89\00:12:09.36 he might show the exceeding riches 00:12:09.39\00:12:11.16 of His grace and His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus." 00:12:11.19\00:12:15.66 Okay, hit the pause button again. 00:12:15.70\00:12:18.53 I just have to insert here. 00:12:18.57\00:12:20.54 I praise the Lord for that but. 00:12:20.57\00:12:22.90 Yeah. Amen. 00:12:22.94\00:12:24.37 That simple but there. 00:12:24.41\00:12:25.87 But God, because, you know, you reading verses 1-3 there 00:12:25.91\00:12:30.21 and it's just like, yeah, that's me. 00:12:30.25\00:12:31.61 Yeah, that's me. 00:12:31.65\00:12:32.98 Oh, I'm so horrible. 00:12:33.01\00:12:34.35 And then it's like, but... 00:12:34.38\00:12:36.35 But God. 00:12:36.38\00:12:39.49 Praise the Lord. 00:12:39.52\00:12:41.06 So this God who is rich in mercy, 00:12:41.09\00:12:43.69 how many of you... 00:12:43.73\00:12:45.06 I mean, if you want to jump in 00:12:45.09\00:12:46.43 and tell some of your personal stories, 00:12:46.46\00:12:47.80 feel free to, but He says, 00:12:47.83\00:12:51.07 even when we were dead in our trespasses, 00:12:51.10\00:12:56.20 He made us alive. 00:12:56.24\00:12:57.57 By grace, you've been saved. 00:12:57.61\00:12:58.94 Who wants to speak to that? 00:12:58.97\00:13:00.78 I just, you know, for me personally, 00:13:00.81\00:13:02.44 the blessing that I've been able to do prison ministry, 00:13:02.48\00:13:05.31 but how God can take such erring broken, 00:13:05.35\00:13:09.18 you know, human beings, like you mentioned earlier, 00:13:09.22\00:13:10.72 like not feeling worthless, 00:13:10.75\00:13:12.72 and to be able to stand out in front of a group of people 00:13:12.75\00:13:14.59 and lead out, 00:13:14.62\00:13:15.96 I mean, that's difficult for me 00:13:15.99\00:13:17.33 because I feel really worthless, 00:13:17.36\00:13:18.69 and like back then I feel like trash, 00:13:18.73\00:13:20.06 but when I see how God came into my life, 00:13:20.10\00:13:22.66 and He made all this junk that I was doing, 00:13:22.70\00:13:24.47 He fixed me, He just healed me. 00:13:24.50\00:13:27.67 He, I don't know, He restored me 00:13:27.70\00:13:29.04 and so now I get to go and share with other people. 00:13:29.07\00:13:30.64 And it's just, I don't know, it's just I'm so thankful 00:13:30.67\00:13:33.01 for His mercy and His grace. 00:13:33.04\00:13:34.38 It's just incredible. 00:13:34.41\00:13:35.74 And to piggyback off of that what I like 00:13:35.78\00:13:38.71 and watching Don grow, I mean, 00:13:38.75\00:13:41.52 I have that privilege to watch him grow. 00:13:41.55\00:13:44.22 But in reality, we're all growing. 00:13:44.25\00:13:47.82 And I think through the aid of the Holy Spirit, 00:13:47.86\00:13:51.26 we're tweaking this, we're tweaking that. 00:13:51.29\00:13:54.86 And so, as time goes by, 00:13:54.90\00:13:57.17 because someday we wake up and we're somewhat mature, 00:13:57.20\00:14:00.57 because we have been tweaking 00:14:00.60\00:14:02.17 through the aid of the Holy Spirit. 00:14:02.20\00:14:04.17 And I think that's what it's saying here, 00:14:04.21\00:14:05.77 you know, that because of His rich mercy, 00:14:05.81\00:14:08.54 because of His love that He gave to us, 00:14:08.58\00:14:11.11 He gives us that ability, that positive ability to tweak. 00:14:11.15\00:14:15.22 But, you know, when you think about this, 00:14:15.25\00:14:17.99 I just have to say, 00:14:18.02\00:14:20.22 it's so funny 00:14:20.26\00:14:21.99 when I first was getting to know you all, 00:14:22.02\00:14:25.09 and then I heard your personal testimony. 00:14:25.13\00:14:27.86 And I'm sitting there thinking, these two precious, 00:14:27.90\00:14:31.30 little, innocent, sweet, loving Christians were what! 00:14:31.33\00:14:37.07 What! 00:14:37.11\00:14:38.44 And then I heard your testimony, 00:14:38.47\00:14:40.78 and I'm going, this... 00:14:40.81\00:14:42.84 Yeah, I say what... 00:14:42.88\00:14:44.35 And you know what? 00:14:44.38\00:14:45.71 I haven't told all of my testimonies. 00:14:45.75\00:14:48.85 Everybody's got a story. 00:14:48.88\00:14:50.52 What! 00:14:50.55\00:14:52.79 But praise God. 00:14:52.82\00:14:55.72 I praise God for that new beginning. 00:14:55.76\00:14:58.93 And let's talk about this idea of being saved by grace. 00:14:58.96\00:15:03.13 We'll go ahead and let you read verses 8-10. 00:15:03.16\00:15:05.93 And let's talk about that. 00:15:05.97\00:15:08.17 Two of the most powerful verses in Scripture right here. 00:15:08.20\00:15:11.27 And I love how this is a response to everything. 00:15:11.31\00:15:13.44 You know, Paul's a progressive speaker. 00:15:13.48\00:15:14.81 So he's writing everything in a progressive state. 00:15:14.84\00:15:16.91 And so this is response to everything he said so far. 00:15:16.95\00:15:19.45 He says, "For by grace, 00:15:19.48\00:15:20.82 you have been saved through faith, 00:15:20.85\00:15:22.62 and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God, 00:15:22.65\00:15:25.99 not of works lest anyone should boast. 00:15:26.02\00:15:29.99 For we are His workmanship created in Christ Jesus 00:15:30.03\00:15:34.00 for good works, 00:15:34.03\00:15:35.70 which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." 00:15:35.73\00:15:40.54 And I just have to add just really, 00:15:40.57\00:15:42.97 quickly here kind of my own little story into this 00:15:43.00\00:15:44.87 because those words there, 00:15:44.91\00:15:47.74 "For by grace, 00:15:47.78\00:15:49.11 you have been saved through faith." 00:15:49.14\00:15:52.55 Those words are so powerful. 00:15:52.58\00:15:55.32 And then they're so powerful in the sense 00:15:55.35\00:15:57.42 that the devil understands the power of those words 00:15:57.45\00:15:59.85 and he allows people to be manipulated 00:15:59.89\00:16:03.22 by not fully understanding the power of those words 00:16:03.26\00:16:06.93 and the truth behind those words. 00:16:06.96\00:16:08.50 You know, I think all of us here, of course, 00:16:08.53\00:16:11.63 have our personal testimony. 00:16:11.67\00:16:13.20 You know, you referenced the prodigal, 00:16:13.23\00:16:16.27 so the prodigal earlier. 00:16:16.30\00:16:18.51 The prodigal son, he leaves the father's house, 00:16:18.54\00:16:21.41 and he goes and does his wild... 00:16:21.44\00:16:22.91 sows his wild, you know, seed and oats 00:16:22.94\00:16:25.05 and whatever you wanna call it, out into the world, 00:16:25.08\00:16:27.72 all the while, he's also got a son 00:16:27.75\00:16:29.35 that never left his house. 00:16:29.38\00:16:31.02 And we know that there's two sons, 00:16:31.05\00:16:32.75 you know, in this story, 00:16:32.79\00:16:34.52 one that goes and does all the bad things, 00:16:34.56\00:16:36.59 the one that stays with the father, 00:16:36.62\00:16:37.96 but when the one returns, 00:16:37.99\00:16:39.59 the other one becomes bitter hearted, and... 00:16:39.63\00:16:42.53 But, you know, my experience was interesting in the sense 00:16:42.56\00:16:44.80 that I was kind of an amalgamation 00:16:44.83\00:16:46.43 of the two brothers. 00:16:46.47\00:16:47.80 In that I was... 00:16:47.84\00:16:49.17 I never really fully left the father's house, 00:16:49.20\00:16:50.87 but I was a prodigal in the father's house. 00:16:50.91\00:16:53.54 And, you know, I never really left the church, 00:16:53.58\00:16:56.78 I always was somehow connected a churchgoer. 00:16:56.81\00:17:01.52 But at the same time, man, I was in the world. 00:17:01.55\00:17:03.89 I was a professional DJ for 4.5 years, 00:17:03.92\00:17:06.82 playing in clubs, and joints and places 00:17:06.86\00:17:10.79 and atmospheres, playing horrible music, 00:17:10.83\00:17:12.86 living horrible lives. 00:17:12.89\00:17:14.23 I had an anger problem, 00:17:14.26\00:17:15.86 and I could just build up all of these horrible things. 00:17:15.90\00:17:19.10 But in that state, you know, 00:17:19.13\00:17:20.87 God had every right in the world 00:17:20.90\00:17:22.34 to say you're not worthy. 00:17:22.37\00:17:24.37 You're the hypocritical hypocrite, 00:17:24.41\00:17:26.11 you're not worthy. 00:17:26.14\00:17:27.48 But praise the Lord, 00:17:27.51\00:17:28.84 that I'm saved by grace through faith. 00:17:28.88\00:17:30.95 Because the Lord never... 00:17:30.98\00:17:32.31 As the Bible says, He never leaves us 00:17:32.35\00:17:33.68 nor forsake us. 00:17:33.72\00:17:35.05 And I love the story of the prodigal son 00:17:35.08\00:17:36.42 because get this. 00:17:36.45\00:17:37.79 A lot of times we study that story, 00:17:37.82\00:17:39.15 we read that story 00:17:39.19\00:17:40.52 from a Western cultural perspective. 00:17:40.56\00:17:42.59 But when you study it 00:17:42.62\00:17:43.96 from an Eastern cultural perspective, 00:17:43.99\00:17:46.03 there was a guy by the name of Kenneth Bailey, 00:17:46.06\00:17:48.10 he was a seminary professor. 00:17:48.13\00:17:50.03 He took a sabbatical that ended up 00:17:50.07\00:17:51.47 being a 40-year sabbatical, 00:17:51.50\00:17:53.17 a four week sabbatical turned into a 40-year sabbatical. 00:17:53.20\00:17:56.37 He went overseas. 00:17:56.40\00:17:57.74 And you can actually read this online 00:17:57.77\00:17:59.11 and study this up. 00:17:59.14\00:18:00.48 It's interesting what happened. 00:18:00.51\00:18:01.84 He was reading that parable of the prodigal son. 00:18:01.88\00:18:05.38 And he went over to the Middle East 00:18:05.41\00:18:06.75 to do research to see, is this possible the kids, 00:18:06.78\00:18:10.52 the children ask for the inheritance beforehand. 00:18:10.55\00:18:13.36 Long story short, 00:18:13.39\00:18:14.72 he come to find out that in the Middle East 00:18:14.76\00:18:16.66 and 99% of the time, even still to this day, 00:18:16.69\00:18:19.79 if a young man or woman asked for the inheritance 00:18:19.83\00:18:22.80 before the father dies, 00:18:22.83\00:18:25.17 that is a penalty of death, 00:18:25.20\00:18:27.17 that brings a penalty of death. 00:18:27.20\00:18:29.14 They will stone you alive in these cultures. 00:18:29.17\00:18:33.71 And it's amazing how you see the grace of God in this story, 00:18:33.74\00:18:36.38 because what does the father do when the son returns? 00:18:36.41\00:18:39.91 He runs. 00:18:39.95\00:18:41.88 Why did he run? 00:18:41.92\00:18:44.52 You see, he found out this is powerful. 00:18:44.55\00:18:46.99 See, in the Middle East, the father understood. 00:18:47.02\00:18:50.19 When you study it from that perspective, 00:18:50.23\00:18:52.13 the father understood the penalty 00:18:52.16\00:18:53.63 that that young men was coming home to, 00:18:53.66\00:18:56.77 and instead of allowing his community 00:18:56.80\00:18:58.77 to stone that which was shameful, 00:18:58.80\00:19:02.20 he runs at the son 00:19:02.24\00:19:03.57 and he throws himself on to the son, 00:19:03.61\00:19:05.37 and he hugs him and he kisses him. 00:19:05.41\00:19:06.91 In another word, and he puts his, 00:19:06.94\00:19:08.28 you know, his coat around him, he gives him the ring. 00:19:08.31\00:19:10.11 He did everything to tell that community, 00:19:10.15\00:19:12.28 this is my son 00:19:12.31\00:19:13.65 and I will not allow him to die. 00:19:13.68\00:19:17.19 Save by grace. 00:19:17.22\00:19:18.55 It's powerful. 00:19:18.59\00:19:19.92 And then that's all of us here. 00:19:19.95\00:19:21.29 That's all of us. 00:19:21.32\00:19:22.66 You know, I think of Revelation. 00:19:22.69\00:19:24.03 We're talking about God of New Beginnings. 00:19:24.06\00:19:25.39 Revelation 21:5, 00:19:25.43\00:19:26.76 "God is gonna make all things new." 00:19:26.80\00:19:28.13 He says right there. 00:19:28.16\00:19:29.50 Then he that sat up on the throne said, 00:19:29.53\00:19:30.87 "Behold, I make all things new." 00:19:30.90\00:19:32.23 Jesus accepts us like we are. 00:19:32.27\00:19:34.44 But He doesn't want to leave us the way we are. 00:19:34.47\00:19:35.94 He says, "You come to me, I'm gonna make all things new." 00:19:35.97\00:19:39.34 Praise the Lord for God's grace. 00:19:39.37\00:19:40.74 And you know, it's just like Paul said 00:19:40.78\00:19:42.11 in 2 Corinthians 5:17, 00:19:42.14\00:19:43.75 "When we are in Christ, we're a new creation." 00:19:43.78\00:19:47.52 The old is gone and new has come. 00:19:47.55\00:19:49.28 And that's the way God looks at us. 00:19:49.32\00:19:51.25 There's a beautiful scripture in Ezekiel, 00:19:51.29\00:19:52.99 which I really love and I share with people on prayer line. 00:19:53.02\00:19:55.42 I'll just try to read it here. 00:19:55.46\00:19:56.99 Let's see I got it somewhere. 00:19:57.03\00:19:58.99 He talks about in us. 00:19:59.03\00:20:00.36 It's Ezekiel 16, it says in verse 6... 00:20:00.40\00:20:04.33 Amplified. Yeah, in Amplified. 00:20:04.37\00:20:05.70 It says, "And when I passed by you 00:20:05.73\00:20:07.07 and saw you rolling about in your blood, 00:20:07.10\00:20:09.10 I said to you and your blood, 'Live!' 00:20:09.14\00:20:10.51 Yes, I said to you still in your natal blood, 'Live!' 00:20:10.54\00:20:13.68 I cause you Israel to multiply as a bud 00:20:13.71\00:20:15.44 which grows in the field 00:20:15.48\00:20:16.81 and you increased and became tall, 00:20:16.85\00:20:18.25 you came to full maidenhood and beauty. 00:20:18.28\00:20:22.72 Your breasts were formed and your hair grown, 00:20:22.75\00:20:24.35 yet you were naked and bare. 00:20:24.39\00:20:26.22 Now I passed by you again and looked upon you, 00:20:26.25\00:20:29.12 behold you were maturing at that time for love. 00:20:29.16\00:20:33.09 And I spread My skirt over you and covered your nakedness. 00:20:33.13\00:20:36.03 Yes, I plighted My troth to you 00:20:36.06\00:20:37.53 and entered into a covenant with you, 00:20:37.57\00:20:38.90 says the Lord and you became Mine." 00:20:38.93\00:20:40.47 So that speech is talked about that idea that prodigal son, 00:20:40.50\00:20:44.04 the father, you know, putting his arms, 00:20:44.07\00:20:45.41 just like covering him. 00:20:45.44\00:20:46.88 Covered him, covered you in your skirts. 00:20:46.91\00:20:49.01 And, you know, that's the beautiful thing. 00:20:49.04\00:20:50.75 I love this whole topic about New Beginnings 00:20:50.78\00:20:54.72 because I'm so thankful 00:20:54.75\00:20:56.08 that I received a new beginning. 00:20:56.12\00:20:57.65 I was once looking at a potential 00:20:57.69\00:20:59.49 maximum prison sentence of 15 years in prison. 00:20:59.52\00:21:02.82 Fifteen years, that's a long time. 00:21:02.86\00:21:05.66 And, you know, it was for a drug charge. 00:21:05.69\00:21:09.16 Anyway, to make a long story short, 00:21:09.20\00:21:12.27 I ended up getting sentenced to two years probation 00:21:12.30\00:21:14.84 and other stipulations with that drug test 00:21:14.87\00:21:17.91 and all this other stuff. 00:21:17.94\00:21:19.81 But what took place was I had a plea deal, 00:21:19.84\00:21:22.84 first offenders deferred adjudication. 00:21:22.88\00:21:25.25 Now when you have first offenders deferred, 00:21:25.28\00:21:27.28 the rest still shows up on your record. 00:21:27.32\00:21:30.49 So it's still there, it's lingering there. 00:21:30.52\00:21:35.56 But later on down the line, 00:21:35.59\00:21:37.43 I was able to get my record expunged. 00:21:37.46\00:21:40.46 So my record is sealed 00:21:40.50\00:21:41.96 and so there's nothing that shows up 00:21:42.00\00:21:45.40 when that check is done. 00:21:45.43\00:21:47.04 Shh! 00:21:47.07\00:21:48.40 We won't tell anybody. 00:21:48.44\00:21:49.77 They'll never know. 00:21:49.80\00:21:51.14 There we go. 00:21:51.17\00:21:52.51 But that's what Christ wants for each and every one. 00:21:52.54\00:21:55.84 He wants to give us that new beginning 00:21:55.88\00:21:57.48 that second chance at life. 00:21:57.51\00:21:59.61 Blot out our sins with His blood. 00:21:59.65\00:22:00.98 Blot out our sins with His blood 00:22:01.02\00:22:03.02 where we committed the crime, He did the time. 00:22:03.05\00:22:06.72 We were walking down death row. 00:22:06.76\00:22:09.79 We're walking down death row, and He said, 00:22:09.82\00:22:14.10 "You just stay right there. I got this." 00:22:14.13\00:22:16.06 That's amazing. 00:22:16.10\00:22:17.43 And, you know, what I love about 00:22:17.47\00:22:18.80 how even though we make those choices 00:22:18.83\00:22:21.54 and suffer the consequences, and when He finds us, 00:22:21.57\00:22:26.51 we don't have to live in that shame 00:22:26.54\00:22:28.01 because now He can use us in ministry to reach people 00:22:28.04\00:22:33.38 that were or are where we were, 00:22:33.42\00:22:36.25 and nothing is wasted with God 00:22:36.28\00:22:38.19 and He redeems the time through our bad choices. 00:22:38.22\00:22:42.82 He still can use us, and you know, 00:22:42.86\00:22:45.23 make something out of that. 00:22:45.26\00:22:47.43 That's what gives me the hope. 00:22:47.46\00:22:48.80 Amen. 00:22:48.83\00:22:50.17 Well, it's interesting because, 00:22:50.20\00:22:51.53 you know, life is constantly moving, 00:22:51.57\00:22:54.50 and life picks up where you meet somebody. 00:22:54.54\00:22:57.94 So this is what Shelley was saying, 00:22:57.97\00:22:59.57 you know, you're both just a neat couple, 00:22:59.61\00:23:03.98 a loving couple, a helping couple. 00:23:04.01\00:23:06.31 And that's the people that always knew. 00:23:06.35\00:23:08.85 So it's kind of interesting, 00:23:08.88\00:23:10.55 you know, that there was another couple out there. 00:23:10.59\00:23:15.82 And so, but I think that, especially since, 00:23:15.86\00:23:20.20 wow, that's who you were. 00:23:20.23\00:23:22.76 Now, you start looking at consistency. 00:23:22.80\00:23:25.77 We gauge things by consistency. 00:23:25.80\00:23:28.80 And I mean, you've been here for five years now? 00:23:28.84\00:23:30.17 Six. 00:23:30.21\00:23:31.54 Six years, and you've been continually consistent. 00:23:31.57\00:23:35.94 So you can't picture anything else. 00:23:35.98\00:23:38.21 With you, I mean, with you, I mean, 00:23:38.25\00:23:40.98 this kind of like because of your consistent 00:23:41.02\00:23:42.92 and your walk with the Lord, this is who you have become. 00:23:42.95\00:23:48.52 And then you just add tweaking on top of it, 00:23:48.56\00:23:51.13 and it's gonna be interesting, 00:23:51.16\00:23:52.99 should the Lord tarry 00:23:53.03\00:23:56.00 how this end of the story is gonna end. 00:23:56.03\00:23:58.43 There's a scripture in here 00:23:58.47\00:23:59.80 and you kind of touch on a little bit, Shelley, 00:23:59.83\00:24:02.07 concept that when He blots out your transgressions 00:24:02.10\00:24:04.44 and when people actually realize, 00:24:04.47\00:24:06.68 and I had a lady on prayer line, 00:24:06.71\00:24:08.04 she's in her late 70s, early 80s. 00:24:08.08\00:24:09.88 And I said, "You realize, 00:24:09.91\00:24:11.25 if you confess your sin and repented of it, 00:24:11.28\00:24:13.28 Jesus takes His blood 00:24:13.31\00:24:14.65 and He smears it over your record. 00:24:14.68\00:24:16.25 It's wiped out. It's gone." 00:24:16.28\00:24:17.62 She said, "Are you telling me that's gone, it's on record?" 00:24:17.65\00:24:20.26 As you talked about expunge, and she's just like, 00:24:20.29\00:24:23.26 "Oh my goodness, I feel so free. 00:24:23.29\00:24:24.99 I haven't seen it before." 00:24:25.03\00:24:26.53 She is in 70s... 00:24:26.56\00:24:27.90 Praise the Lord. 00:24:27.93\00:24:29.26 I think they call that the good news. 00:24:29.30\00:24:31.13 Yes, very good news. 00:24:31.17\00:24:33.97 Amen. 00:24:34.00\00:24:35.60 When you were talking about the prodigal son 00:24:35.64\00:24:39.77 and his brother who stayed, you know, this brother, 00:24:39.81\00:24:46.55 and you were the prodigal in the church. 00:24:46.58\00:24:48.88 He was really a prodigal 00:24:48.92\00:24:50.39 in the home of the father, was he not? 00:24:50.42\00:24:52.65 That reminds me of the lady who said, 00:24:52.69\00:24:55.32 "I've always gone to church. 00:24:55.36\00:24:56.69 I've never broken any of the Big Ten." 00:24:56.73\00:24:59.86 She actually said, 00:24:59.89\00:25:01.23 "What's the big deal about Jesus?" 00:25:01.26\00:25:05.30 And so this is, 00:25:05.33\00:25:08.30 I think when people who are in the church 00:25:08.34\00:25:11.34 and think that church going is gonna save them, 00:25:11.37\00:25:14.44 nothing saves you except the blood of Jesus. 00:25:14.48\00:25:16.44 Or taking a step further, what's powerful is, 00:25:16.48\00:25:19.75 you have those who are in the church, 00:25:19.78\00:25:21.12 they're in the Father's house. 00:25:21.15\00:25:23.12 All the while they have one leg in the world and they think 00:25:23.15\00:25:26.12 that the Father's not going to notice their departure. 00:25:26.15\00:25:29.62 And that was me, that was me. 00:25:29.66\00:25:31.13 I would show up on Sunday, I was the drummer. 00:25:31.16\00:25:33.26 I was up on stage playing the drums, 00:25:33.29\00:25:35.30 singing the pray, leading out in praise and worship. 00:25:35.33\00:25:37.83 You know, I was helpful in classes, 00:25:37.87\00:25:40.37 you know, teaching and all that. 00:25:40.40\00:25:41.87 And then on weekends, you know, 00:25:41.90\00:25:43.44 I was out playing for the devil, 00:25:43.47\00:25:45.34 living a life. 00:25:45.37\00:25:46.71 That's amazing. 00:25:46.74\00:25:48.08 And justifying. 00:25:48.11\00:25:49.44 Yeah, all the while thinking I'm saved. 00:25:49.48\00:25:51.91 Okay, so we have established, 00:25:51.95\00:25:54.48 there is no if ands or buts about it, 00:25:54.52\00:25:56.82 that God is the God of New Beginnings. 00:25:56.85\00:25:59.22 We've all experienced, 00:25:59.25\00:26:00.76 and we hope at home 00:26:00.79\00:26:03.32 that you have experienced it as well. 00:26:03.36\00:26:05.39 If you haven't, we want to talk about 00:26:05.43\00:26:07.76 how can we receive a new beginning. 00:26:07.80\00:26:11.30 And, first of all, 00:26:11.33\00:26:12.83 we just have to accept it by faith. 00:26:12.87\00:26:15.50 You pray, acknowledge your need 00:26:15.54\00:26:18.01 for a savior. 00:26:18.04\00:26:19.47 And just as God, 00:26:19.51\00:26:21.58 you can't even turn away 00:26:21.61\00:26:23.35 from your sins by your own power. 00:26:23.38\00:26:24.95 Acts 5:32 says, 00:26:24.98\00:26:26.68 "God gives us the gift of repentance." 00:26:26.72\00:26:29.88 So you ask Christ to come into your heart, 00:26:29.92\00:26:33.12 be filled with the Holy Spirit, 00:26:33.15\00:26:35.42 and to give you the power to repent. 00:26:35.46\00:26:38.13 And I'll tell a quick story. 00:26:38.16\00:26:40.30 My sister was gang raped when she was 13 years old, 00:26:40.33\00:26:46.74 messed her little head up pretty badly. 00:26:46.77\00:26:49.64 But anyway, she ended up on drugs. 00:26:49.67\00:26:52.27 And I prayed for that child for 15. 00:26:52.31\00:26:54.34 She says 20 years but I remember, 15 of them. 00:26:54.38\00:26:59.98 I prayed so hard for her and she came to live with us 00:27:00.02\00:27:03.42 when we'd first been married. 00:27:03.45\00:27:05.82 And because she was coming out, 00:27:05.85\00:27:09.89 you know, we'd sent her the plane tickets. 00:27:09.92\00:27:11.99 She was coming out of this horrible lifestyle, 00:27:12.03\00:27:17.17 and poor JD, he was a nervous wreck. 00:27:17.20\00:27:20.84 And it was enough to make anybody 00:27:20.87\00:27:22.20 a nervous wreck, 00:27:22.24\00:27:23.57 but we'd take her to church with us 00:27:23.61\00:27:25.37 and I would pray with her at night and talk to her, 00:27:25.41\00:27:31.05 catch her shooting up in the bathroom. 00:27:31.08\00:27:34.15 I mean, we were arm wrestling with this syringe, 00:27:34.18\00:27:38.99 and then she left 00:27:39.02\00:27:41.22 and went to live with my mother. 00:27:41.26\00:27:42.82 And she called me two weeks after she got there. 00:27:42.86\00:27:45.09 You know what she said, 00:27:45.13\00:27:46.66 "I know that, I know that, 00:27:46.70\00:27:48.03 I know I'll never do drugs again." 00:27:48.06\00:27:49.86 I said, "How you know?" 00:27:49.90\00:27:52.40 I mean, she'd been, you know, 00:27:52.43\00:27:56.44 she'd been through several rehab programs. 00:27:56.47\00:27:58.51 Nothing ever worked. 00:27:58.54\00:28:00.38 And I said, "How do you know?" 00:28:00.41\00:28:02.08 She said, "I just went out in the backyard last night, 00:28:02.11\00:28:04.35 looked up at the stars and said, 00:28:04.38\00:28:06.45 'Okay, Lord, if it's true what my sister says, 00:28:06.48\00:28:08.75 all I have to do is tell you that I recognize I'm a sinner. 00:28:08.78\00:28:14.79 I need a savior, and Jesus, You'll come live in my heart, 00:28:14.82\00:28:19.13 by the power of the Holy Spirit, 00:28:19.16\00:28:20.50 fill me with Your Spirit. 00:28:20.53\00:28:21.93 Give me the power to turn away from this.'" 00:28:21.96\00:28:24.77 Did you know? 00:28:24.80\00:28:27.04 God healed her. 00:28:27.07\00:28:28.40 I mean, she was doing cocaine and heroin, 00:28:28.44\00:28:30.74 shooting up together. 00:28:30.77\00:28:32.44 I mean, hardball, speedball or whatever. 00:28:32.47\00:28:36.38 God delivered her and for, until the day of her death, 00:28:36.41\00:28:40.68 she had not done drugs again, after all of this. 00:28:40.72\00:28:44.09 So you can receive a new beginning. 00:28:44.12\00:28:46.89 Now Cheri Peters always says, "I hate that story." 00:28:46.92\00:28:49.89 And I said, "What do you mean?" 00:28:49.92\00:28:51.26 And she said, "Well, with me it was day by day," 00:28:51.29\00:28:53.80 but God knows what we need. 00:28:53.83\00:28:55.70 So let's talk about 00:28:55.73\00:28:57.57 being born again and giving the new heart. 00:28:57.60\00:29:00.64 Why don't you hit that one on those two points? 00:29:00.67\00:29:04.61 2 Corinthians 5:17, "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, 00:29:04.64\00:29:10.15 he is a new creation." 00:29:10.18\00:29:12.25 Praise the Lord. 00:29:12.28\00:29:13.62 "Old things have passed away, 00:29:13.65\00:29:15.68 behold all things have become new." 00:29:15.72\00:29:18.19 Wow. You know... 00:29:18.22\00:29:19.55 Let me stop and ask you. 00:29:19.59\00:29:21.59 How often do you feel like everything's new 00:29:21.62\00:29:24.33 and all the old is passed away? 00:29:24.36\00:29:26.46 Oh, my, I feel like Paul in Romans 7, 00:29:26.49\00:29:28.80 the things I don't want to do, I always do little things. 00:29:28.83\00:29:31.23 Man, what a wretch I am. 00:29:31.27\00:29:33.77 I know, I mean, you gotta remember Romans 4:17 00:29:33.80\00:29:36.60 that God is the God who gives life to the dead 00:29:36.64\00:29:39.27 and calls sins that are not as though they already were. 00:29:39.31\00:29:41.51 In Romans 8:1. Yeah. 00:29:41.54\00:29:43.14 "Therefore there is no condemnation 00:29:43.18\00:29:45.58 for those who are in walk." 00:29:45.61\00:29:46.95 Amen. 00:29:46.98\00:29:48.32 Because, you know, this is what God is telling us 00:29:48.35\00:29:50.85 when you're in Christ, 00:29:50.89\00:29:52.75 when you accept Christ as your Savior, 00:29:52.79\00:29:55.69 you become a child of God. 00:29:55.72\00:29:58.93 He's adopting you. 00:29:58.96\00:30:00.56 In His eyes, He's seeing you 00:30:00.60\00:30:04.20 with the robe of righteousness of Christ, right? 00:30:04.23\00:30:07.24 So let's talk about the new heart. 00:30:07.27\00:30:09.24 Let me bring something tonight before we move on. 00:30:09.27\00:30:12.14 I learned this along whenever I had a 51 Ford, 00:30:12.17\00:30:16.14 a flathead 51 Ford, I took a beautiful car, messed it up. 00:30:16.18\00:30:21.45 It's nice you need to hear it, that's another day. 00:30:21.48\00:30:23.72 But I learned something with that old 51 Ford, 00:30:23.75\00:30:26.62 it had a great big back windshield. 00:30:26.65\00:30:29.42 And then I had the rearview mirror a pair. 00:30:29.46\00:30:32.23 And I've probably spent half of my life 00:30:32.26\00:30:34.10 as I'm driving down the road, 00:30:34.13\00:30:36.20 look in that rearview mirror and see what was behind me. 00:30:36.23\00:30:38.77 Now how come I did that I don't know, 00:30:38.80\00:30:41.27 but I learned a valuable lesson. 00:30:41.30\00:30:43.64 And I talked to people quite often 00:30:43.67\00:30:46.24 that they want to do this. 00:30:46.27\00:30:48.94 They want a change in their life, 00:30:48.98\00:30:51.35 but they've got their eye on that rearview mirror 00:30:51.38\00:30:53.31 because they haven't quite made that total change. 00:30:53.35\00:30:56.99 And so my challenge to you out there 00:30:57.02\00:31:00.19 is if you're concentrating 00:31:00.22\00:31:01.56 on that rearview mirror too much, take it out. 00:31:01.59\00:31:06.09 You don't need to harbor on the things of yesteryear. 00:31:06.13\00:31:09.43 Isaiah 43:18 and 19. 00:31:09.46\00:31:12.23 I would like to kind of, I guess, 00:31:12.27\00:31:15.47 also add to what you're saying is the fact 00:31:15.50\00:31:17.41 that I think sometimes, you know, 00:31:17.44\00:31:20.04 like we always talking about having a balance 00:31:20.08\00:31:21.94 is acknowledging where we came from 00:31:21.98\00:31:23.85 not forgetting where we came from, 00:31:23.88\00:31:25.48 and what God brought us from to use that, 00:31:25.51\00:31:27.98 you know, to see how much the work that He's done in us. 00:31:28.02\00:31:32.25 And, you know, 00:31:32.29\00:31:33.62 sometimes I think it's kind of like, 00:31:33.66\00:31:35.36 we can get so far away from where we were 00:31:35.39\00:31:37.36 that we forget how to relate to people. 00:31:37.39\00:31:39.76 And I think that's a danger to that, you know, 00:31:39.79\00:31:42.36 if we forget that, we don't want to dwell there, 00:31:42.40\00:31:44.83 but we don't want to forget it either. 00:31:44.87\00:31:46.43 That's kind of like part of, you know, who we are. 00:31:46.47\00:31:48.74 It's a testimony. 00:31:48.77\00:31:50.11 And that's where Romans 8:1 comes in. 00:31:50.14\00:31:52.17 It's when, if you're looking back at the past, 00:31:52.21\00:31:56.95 and dwelling on the past with shame and condemnation, 00:31:56.98\00:32:01.05 you know, that's not God's will, 00:32:01.08\00:32:02.42 I mean, you're not accepting and receiving His forgiveness. 00:32:02.45\00:32:06.09 Yeah, yeah. 00:32:06.12\00:32:07.46 And that's where you... 00:32:07.49\00:32:08.82 Like you said, when you're just focused on that... 00:32:08.86\00:32:10.83 Now what you're talking about, 00:32:10.86\00:32:12.36 everybody needs to look up now 00:32:12.39\00:32:14.80 and then make sure my pet peeve is a tailgater, 00:32:14.83\00:32:20.40 you know, 'cause I know how dangerous tailgate is. 00:32:20.44\00:32:23.10 So I will check my mirror from time to time, 00:32:23.14\00:32:25.74 and I had a guy the other day 00:32:25.77\00:32:27.28 that was like 3 feet away from me. 00:32:27.31\00:32:29.58 So I kind of sped up, I saw a place and I pulled off, 00:32:29.61\00:32:32.38 and I just let him go around because, 00:32:32.41\00:32:34.12 I mean, it's amazing 00:32:34.15\00:32:35.78 how to get to, you know, gain two seconds. 00:32:35.82\00:32:38.65 They're just... 00:32:38.69\00:32:40.02 But we do need to look back every now and then 00:32:40.06\00:32:43.22 and use that as our testimony. 00:32:43.26\00:32:44.66 Especially in Southern Illinois 'cause we like a lot of places, 00:32:44.69\00:32:47.10 there's deer everywhere when we're going home. 00:32:47.13\00:32:49.96 Boy, you know, it scares me because, 00:32:50.00\00:32:51.57 you know, you're just taking, 00:32:51.60\00:32:52.93 going down the road at normal speed 00:32:52.97\00:32:54.70 and people right behind you 00:32:54.74\00:32:56.24 and you slam your brakes on 00:32:56.27\00:32:58.97 because there's a deer runs out in front of you. 00:32:59.01\00:33:01.24 And I probably never in a million years 00:33:01.28\00:33:02.94 thought about that, pay attention to consequences. 00:33:02.98\00:33:05.48 Amen. 00:33:05.51\00:33:06.85 Both the ends like comes to my mind, 00:33:06.88\00:33:08.22 we're talking about this looking behind 00:33:08.25\00:33:09.58 and not looking beyond, Philippians 3:12 says, 00:33:09.62\00:33:11.85 "Not as though I had already attained, 00:33:11.89\00:33:14.12 either we're already perfect, 00:33:14.16\00:33:15.49 but I follow after if that I may apprehend that 00:33:15.52\00:33:17.99 which also I am apprehend of Christ Jesus brother, 00:33:18.03\00:33:20.86 and I count not myself to have apprehended. 00:33:20.90\00:33:23.16 But this one thing, 00:33:23.20\00:33:24.53 I do for getting those things which are behind 00:33:24.57\00:33:26.47 and reaching forth under those things which are before, 00:33:26.50\00:33:29.57 I press toward the mark of the prize 00:33:29.60\00:33:31.11 of the high calling of God and Christ Jesus." 00:33:31.14\00:33:33.34 Amen. 00:33:33.38\00:33:34.71 Pressing forward, I think that's important, 00:33:34.74\00:33:36.78 you know, because you can stay stagnant. 00:33:36.81\00:33:39.81 What is your relationship with Christ 00:33:39.85\00:33:41.18 and if you're just always focused on the past 00:33:41.22\00:33:43.25 all the time, you've got to move forward. 00:33:43.28\00:33:46.22 Let's get into... 00:33:46.25\00:33:47.59 I mean, this new beginning, when you make this prayer, 00:33:47.62\00:33:53.26 God doesn't expect us, you know, as you read, 00:33:53.29\00:33:56.33 He said that we're saved by grace 00:33:56.36\00:33:58.53 not by works that anyone should boast. 00:33:58.57\00:34:00.94 But then He went on to say, for we are God's workmanship. 00:34:00.97\00:34:05.81 We are His work of art, 00:34:05.84\00:34:08.84 created in Christ Jesus for good works, 00:34:08.88\00:34:12.05 which God had prepared beforehand. 00:34:12.08\00:34:14.15 So this new beginning, 00:34:14.18\00:34:16.99 sometimes I think people think that, 00:34:17.02\00:34:19.19 "Okay, yeah, I do want to follow Jesus." 00:34:19.22\00:34:22.22 They say that prayer, and then they struggle. 00:34:22.26\00:34:26.09 But God will give us a new heart. 00:34:26.13\00:34:28.43 This is God's work, we just have to cooperate. 00:34:28.46\00:34:31.30 So let's talk about Ezekiel 36:26 and 27 'cause... 00:34:31.33\00:34:38.27 Why don't you take that, Jason? 00:34:38.31\00:34:40.08 Okay. 00:34:40.11\00:34:42.01 Ezekiel 36:26 and 27. 00:34:42.04\00:34:46.51 Okay. 00:34:46.55\00:34:47.88 "I will give you a new heart 00:34:47.92\00:34:49.25 and put a new spirit within you. 00:34:49.28\00:34:51.02 I will take the heart of stone, 00:34:51.05\00:34:52.55 that old hardened heart out of your flesh 00:34:52.59\00:34:55.22 and give you a heart of flesh 00:34:55.26\00:34:59.13 sensitive in responsive to God's touch. 00:34:59.16\00:35:03.70 So we can live in obedience. 00:35:03.73\00:35:05.83 I will put my spirit within you 00:35:05.87\00:35:07.54 and cause you to walk in my statutes, 00:35:07.57\00:35:10.21 and you will keep my judgments and do them." 00:35:10.24\00:35:12.91 So this is a new covenant promise. 00:35:12.94\00:35:14.98 Of course. 00:35:15.01\00:35:16.34 And God is saying, I'm gonna give you a new heart. 00:35:16.38\00:35:19.58 You know what? 00:35:19.61\00:35:20.95 I even, I found myself praying for that, 00:35:20.98\00:35:23.89 a few weeks back. 00:35:23.92\00:35:25.49 I just woke up one more... 00:35:25.52\00:35:27.19 No, actually I was going to bed one night. 00:35:27.22\00:35:29.16 And I'm just, Lord, I need a new heart. 00:35:29.19\00:35:32.06 I've just had, I've just been apathetic, 00:35:32.09\00:35:34.16 the last couple of weeks, just reach down here, 00:35:34.20\00:35:37.57 do a heart transformation on me. 00:35:37.60\00:35:40.30 And, you know, just because we're on TV... 00:35:40.34\00:35:43.34 I'm gonna share something with you. 00:35:43.37\00:35:46.04 You can get so busy 00:35:46.07\00:35:48.21 in the Lord's business that you... 00:35:48.24\00:35:51.35 You know, I talk with pastors all the time. 00:35:51.38\00:35:54.18 One pastor we interviewed quit and 12 years later came back. 00:35:54.22\00:35:59.62 But he said, I still given good sermons, 00:35:59.65\00:36:04.13 according to my congregation, great sermons, 00:36:04.16\00:36:07.40 but he did not have the personal time 00:36:07.43\00:36:09.73 with the Lord. 00:36:09.76\00:36:11.10 And so we all have to keep that finger 00:36:11.13\00:36:13.60 on our spiritual pulse. 00:36:13.64\00:36:15.67 And this is something that 00:36:15.70\00:36:18.41 when you think about this new heart, 00:36:18.44\00:36:20.88 I love verse 27. 00:36:20.91\00:36:23.48 Read, read that again, honey, verse 27. 00:36:23.51\00:36:26.41 It says that, "I will put my spirit 00:36:26.45\00:36:28.15 within you and cause you to walk in my statute." 00:36:28.18\00:36:30.92 Oh, I'm glad that you emphasize that. 00:36:30.95\00:36:34.82 See, God will cause us to be 00:36:34.86\00:36:39.63 what He has called us to be. 00:36:39.66\00:36:44.43 It's God working in us to will and to do His good pleasure. 00:36:44.47\00:36:47.44 Right. I think... 00:36:47.47\00:36:49.10 I think that sometimes when people say that prayer, 00:36:49.14\00:36:51.57 asking Christ into their life, 00:36:51.61\00:36:53.78 and I think that sometimes after they pray that, 00:36:53.81\00:36:58.25 they still try and do things in their own strength. 00:36:58.28\00:37:00.32 And they take matters 00:37:00.35\00:37:01.68 into their own hands and they try. 00:37:01.72\00:37:03.39 And so when they do that, they fail, they fall. 00:37:03.42\00:37:07.26 And so that right there 00:37:07.29\00:37:11.86 just tells us, you know, it is God, 00:37:11.89\00:37:14.60 it is Christ that will work in us. 00:37:14.63\00:37:17.37 I like that. Pardon. 00:37:17.40\00:37:18.73 I'm sorry. 00:37:18.77\00:37:20.10 It's kind of like having training wheels. 00:37:20.14\00:37:21.47 Yeah. 00:37:21.50\00:37:22.84 He's causing you. 00:37:22.87\00:37:24.21 That's right. 00:37:24.24\00:37:25.57 Because you get in the habit of doing that, 00:37:25.61\00:37:27.44 then it becomes who you are. 00:37:27.48\00:37:29.24 That goes back to that consistency 00:37:29.28\00:37:30.91 that I was talking about while ago. 00:37:30.95\00:37:32.51 Amen. 00:37:32.55\00:37:33.88 Amen. 00:37:33.92\00:37:36.22 Verse 26 that Jason read in that version, 00:37:36.25\00:37:40.96 the version of the Bible at the end of that, 00:37:40.99\00:37:43.53 it says sensitive and responsive to God's touch. 00:37:43.56\00:37:47.16 And I like that because it's, 00:37:47.20\00:37:49.76 it really does describe the attitude that our hearts 00:37:49.80\00:37:53.37 should have is sensitive and responsive to his touch. 00:37:53.40\00:37:58.11 So it's only the new heart filled with the Holy Spirit 00:37:58.14\00:38:01.58 that can be sensitive to him, right? 00:38:01.61\00:38:04.51 So if the Holy Spirit is in us... 00:38:04.55\00:38:10.72 So, you know, what in Jesus... 00:38:10.75\00:38:12.85 When God came down 00:38:12.89\00:38:14.39 and became a man, I mean, some of us... 00:38:14.42\00:38:18.06 I think some people think about, oh, the little God's, 00:38:18.09\00:38:22.26 Son of God came down to become a man. 00:38:22.30\00:38:24.53 No, God came down to become a man, 00:38:24.57\00:38:27.50 to become the Son of God, right? 00:38:27.54\00:38:29.74 So when He came here, 00:38:29.77\00:38:32.87 what did He take back to heaven 00:38:32.91\00:38:36.24 that He didn't have when He arrived? 00:38:36.28\00:38:39.71 Humanity. 00:38:39.75\00:38:41.32 Flesh. 00:38:41.35\00:38:42.68 Flesh. 00:38:42.72\00:38:44.09 So if He's in the flesh, 00:38:44.12\00:38:47.09 He can't actually dwell in our hearts 00:38:47.12\00:38:50.16 except by faith, right? 00:38:50.19\00:38:52.73 It's by the Holy Spirit because if the Father, 00:38:52.76\00:38:56.00 the Son and the Spirit are the same, 00:38:56.03\00:38:57.83 it's by the Spirit. 00:38:57.87\00:38:59.20 So let's look... 00:38:59.23\00:39:00.57 Honey, why don't you read, Ephesians 3:16-20? 00:39:00.60\00:39:05.61 "He would grant you 00:39:05.64\00:39:06.98 according to the riches of His glory, 00:39:07.01\00:39:09.84 to be strengthened with my through the Spirit 00:39:09.88\00:39:12.05 in the inner man." 00:39:12.08\00:39:13.42 So how are we strengthened with might? 00:39:13.45\00:39:15.32 By the Spirit. 00:39:15.35\00:39:16.69 By the Holy Spirit. 00:39:16.72\00:39:18.05 Through His Spirit in us. 00:39:18.09\00:39:19.42 Amen. 00:39:19.45\00:39:20.79 That Christ may dwell in your heart through faith... 00:39:20.82\00:39:22.16 Whoo! 00:39:22.19\00:39:23.53 There's the thing. 00:39:23.56\00:39:24.89 It's when the Spirit is in you, that Christ is in you by faith. 00:39:24.93\00:39:30.67 That's right. 00:39:30.70\00:39:32.03 That you being rooted and grounded in love, 00:39:32.07\00:39:35.44 may be able to comprehend 00:39:35.47\00:39:36.91 with all the saints what is the width, 00:39:36.94\00:39:39.04 the length, the depth, and the height. 00:39:39.07\00:39:41.74 To know the love of Christ, 00:39:41.78\00:39:43.24 which passes knowledge that you may be filled 00:39:43.28\00:39:46.92 with all the fullness of God, 00:39:46.95\00:39:49.32 and now to him who is able to do 00:39:49.35\00:39:51.12 exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, 00:39:51.15\00:39:54.82 according to the power that works in us. 00:39:54.86\00:39:58.59 It's a bunch. 00:39:58.63\00:39:59.96 It is. 00:40:00.00\00:40:01.33 That's right. 00:40:01.36\00:40:02.70 You know, I think of, you know, 00:40:02.73\00:40:04.07 someone who may be watching this program at home right now. 00:40:04.10\00:40:06.53 And they're thinking to themselves, you know, 00:40:06.57\00:40:07.90 all of this sounds great and all but I'm too far gone. 00:40:07.94\00:40:12.41 I'm too far gone, I'm too, 00:40:12.44\00:40:14.51 too much drowned in my current situation 00:40:14.54\00:40:17.18 that there's no turning back for me and, 00:40:17.21\00:40:19.08 and I just want to encourage everyone 00:40:19.11\00:40:20.72 who's watching at home, 00:40:20.75\00:40:22.08 and anyone who may watch this program 00:40:22.12\00:40:24.32 that it's never too late. 00:40:24.35\00:40:25.99 There's just too many biblical examples 00:40:26.02\00:40:27.56 of people who were drenched in their sin, 00:40:27.59\00:40:29.99 who were living a life of sin, who, 00:40:30.03\00:40:31.86 some people might say they're too far gone. 00:40:31.89\00:40:34.46 And what we see is 00:40:34.50\00:40:35.83 when they have an encounter with Jesus, things change. 00:40:35.86\00:40:39.03 And I just, I wrote down just a few examples, 00:40:39.07\00:40:40.87 as I was brainstorming, as I was studying through this. 00:40:40.90\00:40:43.24 You know, I think of the demoniac 00:40:43.27\00:40:44.97 that Jesus had an encounter with. 00:40:45.01\00:40:46.51 I mean, that's about as far gone 00:40:46.54\00:40:48.34 as you could possibly imagine. 00:40:48.38\00:40:49.84 This guy is full of not just one demon, 00:40:49.88\00:40:52.71 maybe not two or three but a legion of demons. 00:40:52.75\00:40:56.15 So much that this brother comes storming down the hill 00:40:56.18\00:40:58.99 as Christ is getting out of the boat, 00:40:59.02\00:41:01.39 almost in an attempt to maybe attack 00:41:01.42\00:41:03.29 as he had everyone else who would pass through. 00:41:03.32\00:41:05.56 But when he had an encounter with Jesus, that's it. 00:41:05.59\00:41:09.80 And it's amazing because 00:41:09.83\00:41:11.17 when you read that story, you know, 00:41:11.20\00:41:12.93 he's coming at him in a demonic way at first. 00:41:12.97\00:41:14.97 And then when he banishes those demons out of them, 00:41:15.00\00:41:17.87 the response of the people versus this demoniac, 00:41:17.91\00:41:21.31 the people who didn't have all these demons, 00:41:21.34\00:41:23.68 they're the ones saying, Jesus get out of here. 00:41:23.71\00:41:25.71 And that yet this man is at Jesus' feet saying, 00:41:25.75\00:41:27.58 please take me with You. 00:41:27.62\00:41:29.58 You know, that's what we would call 00:41:29.62\00:41:31.32 a radical transformation. 00:41:31.35\00:41:33.76 And so and sometimes 00:41:33.79\00:41:35.12 it's a quick transformation for some, 00:41:35.16\00:41:37.19 sometimes, you know, it's a fight, it's a struggle, 00:41:37.23\00:41:40.13 but I think if you know, 00:41:40.16\00:41:41.50 I think of another one like Mary, 00:41:41.53\00:41:42.86 Mary Magdalene who was caught in adultery. 00:41:42.90\00:41:44.77 I mean, she struggled with this all of her life, 00:41:44.80\00:41:47.24 and but yet she had an encounter with Jesus. 00:41:47.27\00:41:50.01 And what did Jesus tell her? You know what? 00:41:50.04\00:41:51.97 I don't condemn you, but, hey, go and sin no more. 00:41:52.01\00:41:54.88 And we see a radical transformation 00:41:54.91\00:41:57.48 in her life from that point forward. 00:41:57.51\00:41:59.31 I think of the Ethiopian eunuch in Acts Chapter 8. 00:41:59.35\00:42:02.32 I mean, this guy, you know, he's an Ethiopian, 00:42:02.35\00:42:04.45 he's from a country 00:42:04.49\00:42:06.25 and an area steeped in paganism. 00:42:06.29\00:42:08.62 And he comes and he has an encounter 00:42:08.66\00:42:10.33 with Christ in His Word, encounter with the Holy Spirit. 00:42:10.36\00:42:13.96 And he walks away changed, forever change. 00:42:14.00\00:42:16.26 And then, of course, 00:42:16.30\00:42:17.63 here's probably the champions of all major conversions, 00:42:17.67\00:42:20.60 and that's Paul, in Acts Chapter 9. 00:42:20.64\00:42:22.87 I mean, he thought he was, 00:42:22.90\00:42:25.57 he was living in sin because he was basically, 00:42:25.61\00:42:29.68 as Paul himself says in his own writings, he says, 00:42:29.71\00:42:32.38 "I once was a blasphemer, a persecutor." 00:42:32.41\00:42:35.38 He was persecuting people in the name of God. 00:42:35.42\00:42:38.29 A religious zealot. Yeah. 00:42:38.32\00:42:39.92 And so we see that amazing transformation. 00:42:39.95\00:42:42.69 He's blinded in for three days, he has this, 00:42:42.72\00:42:45.59 this amazing experience with the Lord 00:42:45.63\00:42:47.60 in a blinded state where the Lord 00:42:47.63\00:42:49.10 is able to humble him and sometimes 00:42:49.13\00:42:51.37 we have to go through that, I think. 00:42:51.40\00:42:53.80 And it may sometimes for some of us, 00:42:53.84\00:42:55.47 be in a quick, you know, 00:42:55.50\00:42:57.51 almost instantaneous thing like what you said with your sister, 00:42:57.54\00:43:00.08 you know, I said that prayer and, you know, and then others, 00:43:00.11\00:43:03.58 you know, it's a struggle, it's a fight. 00:43:03.61\00:43:06.08 But I think we have too many biblical promises here, 00:43:06.11\00:43:09.78 where God has promised us and said, "I'm there." 00:43:09.82\00:43:12.89 But I had to say this. 00:43:12.92\00:43:14.26 My sister never did drugs again. 00:43:14.29\00:43:16.36 But I watch, I mean, we all, nobody just is like, okay, 00:43:16.39\00:43:21.23 this is it, we're there, 00:43:21.26\00:43:22.73 because my sister had a very strong personality. 00:43:22.76\00:43:26.74 And I remember being at her home once 00:43:26.77\00:43:28.97 and she was kind of 00:43:29.00\00:43:30.61 in a spiritual valley, I'll say. 00:43:30.64\00:43:34.41 And so, boy, I mean, 00:43:34.44\00:43:37.15 I felt like when you're around her, 00:43:37.18\00:43:39.48 if she wasn't with the Lord, it was like, 00:43:39.51\00:43:42.85 you are hit with a bulldozer, the word I was thinking, 00:43:42.88\00:43:48.66 I mean, you just, you know, 00:43:48.69\00:43:50.09 so I am praying like everything, 00:43:50.13\00:43:52.13 you know what I said? 00:43:52.16\00:43:53.50 I said, "O Lord, change her, change her. 00:43:53.53\00:43:55.83 She's just so overbearing. 00:43:55.86\00:43:58.43 She's so... 00:43:58.47\00:43:59.80 And you know what the Lord said to me?" 00:43:59.83\00:44:01.60 He said, "I gave her that personality. 00:44:01.64\00:44:03.54 That's what makes her such a strong witness 00:44:03.57\00:44:07.01 when she is surrendered." 00:44:07.04\00:44:09.64 Yeah, and it is true. 00:44:09.68\00:44:11.85 When she, I mean, 00:44:11.88\00:44:13.25 it didn't take her 48 hours to be surrendered again. 00:44:13.28\00:44:16.58 And she was kind of like you. 00:44:16.62\00:44:19.75 I mean, she could approach 00:44:19.79\00:44:21.62 any stranger anywhere and would... 00:44:21.66\00:44:25.19 She was constantly witnessing for the Lord. 00:44:25.23\00:44:27.66 Wow. Amen. 00:44:27.70\00:44:29.20 Demoniac. 00:44:29.23\00:44:30.57 Yeah, yeah. 00:44:30.60\00:44:31.93 I was gonna, I would like to go back 00:44:31.97\00:44:33.30 to what Ryan was talking about, 00:44:33.34\00:44:34.67 all those examples that you shared to me, 00:44:34.70\00:44:36.17 like when I was a baby Christian 00:44:36.20\00:44:38.94 those what gave me hope is reading these stories 00:44:38.97\00:44:41.48 about imperfect people, that had problems, 00:44:41.51\00:44:44.48 that God still used despite their issues. 00:44:44.51\00:44:47.45 And to me that's, that's hope, you know, and because, I mean, 00:44:47.48\00:44:52.99 when I was a kid, I thought God was a dictator, and... 00:44:53.02\00:44:59.13 And that's amazing because 00:44:59.16\00:45:00.50 when you look at the Old Testament, 00:45:00.53\00:45:01.90 so many people, you know, again, 00:45:01.93\00:45:04.10 I've made them all the time. 00:45:04.13\00:45:05.47 In fact, I used to think this because it was kind of 00:45:05.50\00:45:07.27 taught to me that the God of the Old Testament 00:45:07.30\00:45:09.57 and the New Testament are two different people, 00:45:09.60\00:45:11.87 that you see a God of grace and love in the New Testament, 00:45:11.91\00:45:14.71 but you see a God of, you know, 00:45:14.74\00:45:16.28 of harsh vengeance and judgment. 00:45:16.31\00:45:18.98 But I, as I have come to know God through His Word, 00:45:19.01\00:45:22.48 I'm like you, I see, 00:45:22.52\00:45:24.09 I see a God of compassion in the Old Testament, 00:45:24.12\00:45:26.45 I see that same love 00:45:26.49\00:45:28.06 being put on display all the way through. 00:45:28.09\00:45:30.33 Yeah. 00:45:30.36\00:45:31.69 Man, he is the, sick. 00:45:31.73\00:45:33.06 That is a mystery of life right there, 00:45:33.09\00:45:35.06 trying to explain all of that. 00:45:35.10\00:45:36.63 I think that when you touch on that, 00:45:36.67\00:45:38.00 you know, the Lord impressed me. 00:45:38.03\00:45:39.60 I studied some scripture, John 1:18. 00:45:39.63\00:45:41.80 It says, "No man has seen God at any one time." 00:45:41.84\00:45:43.77 Yeah. 00:45:43.81\00:45:45.14 Adam was a man. 00:45:45.17\00:45:46.51 So who did he see when he opened his eyes? 00:45:46.54\00:45:48.08 He saw Jesus. 00:45:48.11\00:45:49.44 So if you see Jesus in the very beginning 00:45:49.48\00:45:50.81 of the Old Testament, 00:45:50.85\00:45:52.18 you'll see Him all the way through, 00:45:52.21\00:45:53.55 you're going to realize who God is, 00:45:53.58\00:45:55.15 and I think that's powerful. 00:45:55.18\00:45:56.82 But I do want to make this comment right here, 00:45:56.85\00:45:58.72 talking about the people that are, 00:45:58.75\00:46:02.42 that think that they're not worthy. 00:46:02.46\00:46:05.16 That is probably the number one life saving right there. 00:46:05.19\00:46:09.66 You know, just got, 00:46:09.70\00:46:11.33 you are worthy as Shelley mentioned earlier, 00:46:11.37\00:46:13.47 worth nothing less than the price 00:46:13.50\00:46:15.27 that He paid for you. 00:46:15.30\00:46:16.64 Amen. Yeah. Amen. 00:46:16.67\00:46:18.01 He puts a great value on us. 00:46:18.04\00:46:19.41 Okay, so, we're, I kind of want to, 00:46:19.44\00:46:24.55 let's get to our third question. 00:46:24.58\00:46:26.11 We're going to skip much of this. 00:46:26.15\00:46:28.35 But the bottom line is that, 00:46:28.38\00:46:30.59 you know, Philippians 2:12-13 says, 00:46:30.62\00:46:33.56 "Work out your own salvation," 00:46:33.59\00:46:35.22 Paul says, "in fear and trembling." 00:46:35.26\00:46:36.89 I used to stop there and my knees knocked, they did. 00:46:36.93\00:46:41.70 I was trying to be a good girl for the Lord 00:46:41.73\00:46:44.27 trying to do everything and I grew up 00:46:44.30\00:46:46.84 when you said like a tyrant. 00:46:46.87\00:46:48.80 I remember walking away from the Lord once just saying, 00:46:48.84\00:46:52.41 I can't please you. 00:46:52.44\00:46:54.01 You know, you're too demanding. 00:46:54.04\00:46:56.54 No use even trying because I was and I thought 00:46:56.58\00:47:00.02 that I was consigned to eternal punishing, 00:47:00.05\00:47:05.75 I thought I was just gonna, and I thought, 00:47:05.79\00:47:08.46 I may as well enjoy myself now. 00:47:08.49\00:47:10.39 Yeah, and torture yourself, you would torture. 00:47:10.43\00:47:12.26 So yeah, but when God got a hold of me, 00:47:12.29\00:47:18.87 you know Philippians 2:13 is one of my favorites, 00:47:18.90\00:47:22.34 that and this is what he's saying, he says, 00:47:22.37\00:47:25.24 "Work out what God's put in you, 00:47:25.27\00:47:27.48 but not in your own power," 00:47:27.51\00:47:29.44 because He continues to say, 00:47:29.48\00:47:31.15 "It is God who works in you both to will and to do." 00:47:31.18\00:47:37.99 So first, He lines our will up with His, 00:47:38.02\00:47:42.02 but then He doesn't force us to act. 00:47:42.06\00:47:45.36 It's when we take a step of faith, and we say, 00:47:45.39\00:47:47.96 "Yes, Lord, I want Your way." 00:47:48.00\00:47:50.00 We take one step of faith 00:47:50.03\00:47:51.83 and the power of the Holy Spirit shows up 00:47:51.87\00:47:54.80 and He works in us to do. 00:47:54.84\00:47:57.54 That's right. Yeah. 00:47:57.57\00:47:58.91 So, Jason, if we sin after being born again, 00:47:58.94\00:48:05.05 how can we be sure that God gives us another chance? 00:48:05.08\00:48:07.98 Well, let's look at 1 John 1:9 and see, 00:48:08.02\00:48:11.29 see what we can find out. 00:48:11.32\00:48:13.32 "If we confess our sins, 00:48:13.36\00:48:14.69 He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins 00:48:14.72\00:48:17.29 and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 00:48:17.33\00:48:21.26 All unrighteousness. 00:48:21.30\00:48:25.67 You know, when you think 00:48:25.70\00:48:27.04 about the price that Christ paid, 00:48:27.07\00:48:29.70 why would He pay that if He wouldn't forgive us 00:48:29.74\00:48:32.77 if we confessed our sins and had been, 00:48:32.81\00:48:35.54 were genuine in our repentance? 00:48:35.58\00:48:38.85 You know, why would He not forgive us? 00:48:38.88\00:48:41.28 And then when you look at the word, if you, 00:48:41.32\00:48:44.55 if you don't believe that God will forgive you of your sins 00:48:44.59\00:48:50.73 when you confess, 00:48:50.76\00:48:52.09 and then essentially you're calling Him a liar. 00:48:52.13\00:48:54.33 'Cause the God that I serve, He doesn't lie. 00:48:54.36\00:48:56.67 He's the same, He was the same way back when, 00:48:56.70\00:49:01.00 He's the same a couple years after that, 00:49:01.04\00:49:03.74 He's the same today 00:49:03.77\00:49:05.11 and He will be the same tomorrow. 00:49:05.14\00:49:06.47 And He's unchanging, He loves us so much. 00:49:06.51\00:49:09.14 You know with the whole second chance thing, 00:49:09.18\00:49:11.85 He's standing there. 00:49:11.88\00:49:13.38 If you feel like you've gone too far, 00:49:13.42\00:49:14.85 He's standing there with open arms, 00:49:14.88\00:49:17.02 waiting, just come home, just come home, just come home. 00:49:17.05\00:49:21.56 God wants a relationship with everybody. 00:49:21.59\00:49:25.96 He wants to save as many people as He possibly can. 00:49:25.99\00:49:28.33 That's right. Absolutely. 00:49:28.36\00:49:29.70 I mean, that's incredible. 00:49:29.73\00:49:31.07 That's the God of love. Amen. 00:49:31.10\00:49:32.43 Thinking of 1 John 2:1 goes right along with it. 00:49:32.47\00:49:35.40 It says, "My little children, 00:49:35.44\00:49:36.77 these things write I unto you that you sin not. 00:49:36.81\00:49:39.91 And if any man sin, 00:49:39.94\00:49:41.28 we have an advocate with the Father, 00:49:41.31\00:49:42.64 Jesus Christ the righteous." 00:49:42.68\00:49:44.05 Amen. 00:49:44.08\00:49:45.41 He stands on our behalf. Praise the Lord. 00:49:45.45\00:49:46.78 He's good. 00:49:46.82\00:49:48.15 You know, go ahead. 00:49:48.18\00:49:49.52 No, go ahead. 00:49:49.55\00:49:50.89 Okay, I was thinking on that same note, Proverbs 24:16. 00:49:50.92\00:49:53.96 Oh, yes. 00:49:53.99\00:49:55.32 Which says, "For a righteous men 00:49:55.36\00:49:56.69 may fall seven times and rise again, 00:49:56.73\00:50:00.73 but the wicked shall fall by calamity." 00:50:00.76\00:50:02.43 I love that scripture because, you know, you can't. 00:50:02.46\00:50:05.10 It's interesting. 00:50:05.13\00:50:06.47 You can only fall if you're standing. 00:50:06.50\00:50:09.04 If you're laying on the ground, you know, 00:50:09.07\00:50:10.41 and a lot of people do this, they, 00:50:10.44\00:50:12.61 in their walk with the Lord, 00:50:12.64\00:50:14.21 they struggle with the battle of self, 00:50:14.24\00:50:16.01 welcome to the club that's what I tell, 00:50:16.04\00:50:18.78 welcome to you all. 00:50:18.81\00:50:20.15 So we often find ourselves and again, 00:50:20.18\00:50:21.95 this is no excuse for sin. 00:50:21.98\00:50:23.32 And we're certainly not communicating that 00:50:23.35\00:50:24.89 because God hates sin, He loves us. 00:50:24.92\00:50:28.32 But He hates the sin and He wants to, 00:50:28.36\00:50:30.29 He wants to purge us of that sin. 00:50:30.33\00:50:32.76 But He understands that, you know, 00:50:32.79\00:50:34.56 He has patience with us, yes, we're in a sanctifying process. 00:50:34.60\00:50:38.33 And so when we come to Him, and we become born again, 00:50:38.37\00:50:40.90 because we're fully converted to Him, there's times, 00:50:40.94\00:50:43.34 as a righteous man, you're going to fall. 00:50:43.37\00:50:46.07 But when you fall, here's the key, 00:50:46.11\00:50:47.44 don't stay down. 00:50:47.48\00:50:49.18 Because a lot of people they get into that 00:50:49.21\00:50:50.55 perpetual state of, 00:50:50.58\00:50:51.91 "Oh, I fall, I've fallen so many times. 00:50:51.95\00:50:53.95 Well, I'm just going to, 00:50:53.98\00:50:55.32 obviously I'm losing this battle." 00:50:55.35\00:50:57.35 Then they see God in a different light. 00:50:57.39\00:50:58.85 They see God as the devil wants you to see Him, which is, 00:50:58.89\00:51:02.39 surely God is disappointed in me so much 00:51:02.42\00:51:04.56 that He's just given up on me. 00:51:04.59\00:51:06.03 And so people stay in that laying position. 00:51:06.06\00:51:08.53 And can you fall in a laying position? 00:51:08.56\00:51:11.23 No, because you've already fallen? 00:51:11.27\00:51:12.90 But if righteous men may fall, notice, 00:51:12.93\00:51:15.00 seven times he rises again, when you fall, quick, 00:51:15.04\00:51:18.51 be quick to repent, 00:51:18.54\00:51:19.94 flee to Him and He will forgive you 00:51:19.97\00:51:22.41 if you are genuine and you are sincere. 00:51:22.44\00:51:24.58 And I just want to also add here, 00:51:24.61\00:51:26.78 because a lot of times, 00:51:26.82\00:51:28.58 and I think you guys are all understanding 00:51:28.62\00:51:29.98 where I'm going with this. 00:51:30.02\00:51:31.35 And that is when you ask this question sometimes, 00:51:31.39\00:51:32.95 if we sin after being born again, 00:51:32.99\00:51:34.52 can we be sure that God gives us 00:51:34.56\00:51:35.99 another chance? 00:51:36.02\00:51:37.36 That absolutely, 00:51:37.39\00:51:38.73 that is true that He does give us another chance, 00:51:38.76\00:51:40.80 but sometimes we may hear a gospel that is false 00:51:40.83\00:51:45.77 that tells us that you know what? 00:51:45.80\00:51:47.27 I was once saved way back here. 00:51:47.30\00:51:49.57 I got saved back in 19 whatever, and my sins, 00:51:49.60\00:51:53.27 and I actually heard this the other day 00:51:53.31\00:51:54.64 because I saw someone posted on Facebook, 00:51:54.68\00:51:56.01 my sins, past, present and future are wiped away. 00:51:56.04\00:52:00.25 In other words, I can sin, sin, sin. 00:52:00.28\00:52:01.82 In fact, this person actually posted online. 00:52:01.85\00:52:04.02 I'm going to continue to sin, sin, sin until Jesus comes, 00:52:04.05\00:52:06.96 because I can't help it. 00:52:06.99\00:52:08.32 Well, that's presumptuous for one thing and number two, 00:52:08.36\00:52:12.09 what victory has God given you? 00:52:12.13\00:52:13.93 Right, right, What victory, you know, 00:52:13.96\00:52:15.33 Jesus died for much more than forgiveness. 00:52:15.36\00:52:18.00 And He will forgive us. 00:52:18.03\00:52:19.57 He does want to cleanse us. 00:52:19.60\00:52:21.07 But again with that He wants to give us complete victory. 00:52:21.10\00:52:24.11 And the Bible says that He came 00:52:24.14\00:52:26.27 to destroy the works of the devil. 00:52:26.31\00:52:29.41 Amen. Amen. 00:52:29.44\00:52:30.85 I think and we don't have time to get into this, 00:52:30.88\00:52:33.38 but I'm just gonna say it. 00:52:33.42\00:52:34.78 I think that the covenant narrative 00:52:34.82\00:52:38.85 has been so filled with error, that people you know, 00:52:38.89\00:52:43.49 like in the old covenant that people will say, 00:52:43.53\00:52:45.96 "Oh, it's a covenant of works." 00:52:45.99\00:52:47.33 No, no, no, no, it's never been a covenant of words, 00:52:47.36\00:52:51.03 and it's a progressive covenant that this everlasting gospel, 00:52:51.07\00:52:56.71 the Lamb who was slain 00:52:56.74\00:52:58.14 from the foundation of the earth. 00:52:58.17\00:53:00.51 It's a progressive, 00:53:00.54\00:53:01.88 it just kind of builds one on the other. 00:53:01.91\00:53:04.91 So, when Jesus said, 00:53:04.95\00:53:08.85 "If you love Me, keep My commandments." 00:53:08.88\00:53:11.15 See, the whole idea of covenant 00:53:11.19\00:53:14.06 is that God makes all the promises. 00:53:14.09\00:53:17.36 Then He says, 00:53:17.39\00:53:18.89 "You want to come into covenant with Me. 00:53:18.93\00:53:20.53 I expect covenant loyalty. 00:53:20.56\00:53:23.13 I want you to love Me. 00:53:23.16\00:53:25.43 And you know, you can't even love Me 00:53:25.47\00:53:26.84 with all your heart, soul, mind and strength 00:53:26.87\00:53:29.70 unless I pour My Holy Spirit into you," 00:53:29.74\00:53:32.11 Romans 5:5. 00:53:32.14\00:53:33.51 You know, He shed a blood, 00:53:33.54\00:53:35.44 He fills us our heart with the Holy Spirit. 00:53:35.48\00:53:38.21 So there's people who, oh, I'm safe, but, you know, 00:53:38.25\00:53:41.65 I grew up not ever hearing about grace. 00:53:41.68\00:53:44.45 I grew up in a New Testament Church. 00:53:44.49\00:53:47.59 You think you'd hear about grace? 00:53:47.62\00:53:49.02 No, I mean, it was pretty legalistic. 00:53:49.06\00:53:55.86 And I never heard about grace, 00:53:55.90\00:53:58.60 had a love affair with the Father. 00:53:58.63\00:54:00.44 I mean with Jesus, scared to death of the Father, 00:54:00.47\00:54:04.64 because all I thought He was going to do is watch me 00:54:04.67\00:54:07.11 and zap me and throw me into hell. 00:54:07.14\00:54:11.21 And when I studied my way out of that, 00:54:11.25\00:54:16.55 I got into this environment 00:54:16.58\00:54:18.45 where all of a sudden it was grace, 00:54:18.49\00:54:19.85 grace and no obedience. 00:54:19.89\00:54:21.82 And I knew this weren't right, as I'm reading. 00:54:21.86\00:54:24.56 And then it was when I just, 00:54:24.59\00:54:26.03 you know really studied to the Lord, 00:54:26.06\00:54:27.83 understood grace that... 00:54:27.86\00:54:29.20 Good. 00:54:29.23\00:54:30.57 When you're finished, 00:54:30.60\00:54:31.93 I was going to share something that kind of goes along 00:54:31.97\00:54:33.70 with everything we're talking about. 00:54:33.74\00:54:35.60 There was a verse. 00:54:35.64\00:54:36.97 We read from Ephesians earlier in Chapter 2 verse 21, 00:54:37.01\00:54:40.98 it reminded me of something that we had read in devotional. 00:54:41.01\00:54:45.31 Anyway, it's Ephesians 2:21. 00:54:45.35\00:54:48.08 It says, "In whom all the building 00:54:48.12\00:54:50.02 fitly framed together groweth 00:54:50.05\00:54:51.55 unto a holy temple in the Lord." 00:54:51.59\00:54:54.49 In whom, this is verse 22, 00:54:54.52\00:54:56.19 "In whom you also are built it together 00:54:56.22\00:54:57.79 for the habitation of God through the Spirit." 00:54:57.83\00:54:59.89 And it's that process that He's building us. 00:54:59.93\00:55:02.43 And I have to share this too, 00:55:02.46\00:55:03.80 because this is from the Faith I Live By, 00:55:03.83\00:55:05.63 this devotional we've been going through. 00:55:05.67\00:55:08.60 It says, "Those who refuse to be heed 00:55:08.64\00:55:10.21 by the prophets and failed to purify their souls 00:55:10.24\00:55:12.47 and obeying the whole truth and who are willing to believe 00:55:12.51\00:55:15.08 that their condition is far better 00:55:15.11\00:55:16.91 than it really is, 00:55:16.95\00:55:18.28 will come up to the time of the falling of the plagues, 00:55:18.31\00:55:21.12 and see that they, 00:55:21.15\00:55:22.48 they needed to be hued and squared for the building." 00:55:22.52\00:55:25.15 And it's that, the idea that God is, is on, 00:55:25.19\00:55:29.52 he's got us on that journey of building us 00:55:29.56\00:55:32.23 so that we can be indwelling for him. 00:55:32.26\00:55:34.76 And I just think that, you know, it's kind of, 00:55:34.80\00:55:36.93 it's what he's doing in each of our lives 00:55:36.97\00:55:38.87 as we let him hue us. 00:55:38.90\00:55:40.60 And it's a process. 00:55:40.64\00:55:41.97 It takes time. 00:55:42.00\00:55:43.34 How is it work? 00:55:43.37\00:55:44.71 Why don't you read Micah 7:7-9 00:55:44.74\00:55:46.47 because that goes with the verse from Proverbs 00:55:46.51\00:55:48.58 that you've read that, JD, why don't you read that? 00:55:48.61\00:55:51.88 Yes. 00:55:51.91\00:55:53.25 "Therefore I will look to the Lord, 00:55:53.28\00:55:54.75 I will wait for the God of my salvation. 00:55:54.78\00:55:57.39 And my God will hear me, 00:55:57.42\00:55:59.35 do not rejoice over me my enemy. 00:55:59.39\00:56:01.79 When I fall, I will arise and when I sit in darkness, 00:56:01.82\00:56:04.69 the Lord will be a light to me. 00:56:04.73\00:56:06.80 I will bear the indignation of the Lord 00:56:06.83\00:56:08.90 because I have sinned against Him. 00:56:08.93\00:56:11.00 And until He pleads my case and executes justice for me, 00:56:11.03\00:56:14.24 He will bring me forth to the light 00:56:14.27\00:56:16.74 will see His righteousness." 00:56:16.77\00:56:18.27 Amen. Praise the Lord. 00:56:18.31\00:56:20.11 Do not rejoice over me, 00:56:20.14\00:56:21.51 my enemy because my God's mercies 00:56:21.54\00:56:24.25 are new every morning. 00:56:24.28\00:56:27.55 Great is His faithfulness. 00:56:27.58\00:56:29.45 He's running for us, 00:56:29.48\00:56:30.82 He's running to us to embrace us. 00:56:30.85\00:56:33.19 And we just, oh boy, we're right down, 00:56:33.22\00:56:36.12 just have to say this. 00:56:36.16\00:56:37.66 What a system. 00:56:37.69\00:56:39.03 Our judge Jesus Christ is also our advocate, 00:56:39.06\00:56:42.96 our defense attorney. 00:56:43.00\00:56:44.73 You talk about an amazing plan of salvation. 00:56:44.77\00:56:51.47 God wants you to know 00:56:51.51\00:56:52.87 that His mercies are new every morning 00:56:52.91\00:56:55.48 that He will do a work in you. 00:56:55.51\00:57:00.35 Don't dwell on the past, He will do a new thing, 00:57:00.38\00:57:04.45 it will suddenly spring forward, 00:57:04.49\00:57:07.62 and He's gonna make rivers in the desert. 00:57:07.66\00:57:11.26 Thank you all so much for being here. 00:57:11.29\00:57:14.06 We can all celebrate and give God the praise 00:57:14.10\00:57:17.60 for the new beginnings. 00:57:17.63\00:57:19.60 And we want to encourage you at home please, 00:57:19.63\00:57:23.67 day by day pray to be filled with the Holy Spirit. 00:57:23.71\00:57:27.14 Don't try to, 00:57:27.18\00:57:28.74 if you're trying to do this on your own, 00:57:28.78\00:57:30.48 you're to be pitied, but with the power of God, 00:57:30.51\00:57:34.05 you'll have the new beginning every day. 00:57:34.08\00:57:36.02 God bless you. 00:57:36.05\00:57:37.39