I want to spend my life 00:00:01.90\00:00:07.90 Mending broken people 00:00:07.94\00:00:12.71 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.74\00:00:19.01 Removing pain 00:00:19.05\00:00:24.15 Lord, let my words 00:00:24.19\00:00:30.39 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:30.43\00:00:34.93 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.93\00:00:40.37 Mending broken people 00:00:40.40\00:00:46.11 I want to spend my life 00:00:46.14\00:00:51.65 Mending broken people 00:00:51.68\00:00:56.18 Hello, I'm Shelley Quinn. J.D. Quinn. 00:01:09.60\00:01:11.70 And we want to wish you a happy Sabbath. 00:01:11.73\00:01:14.37 Amen. 00:01:14.40\00:01:15.74 And welcome you to Family Worship. 00:01:15.77\00:01:17.11 We are always blessed to have this opportunity 00:01:17.17\00:01:19.74 to welcome in this Sabbath with you. 00:01:19.77\00:01:21.68 And, honey, we've got some family 00:01:21.71\00:01:24.58 around the table. 00:01:24.61\00:01:25.95 Why don't you introduce? Well, I'd be happy to. 00:01:25.98\00:01:27.48 This is my buddy, Ryan over here. 00:01:27.52\00:01:28.95 That's Ryan. 00:01:28.98\00:01:30.35 Ryan, you always feel comfortable with Ryan. 00:01:30.39\00:01:33.72 Really! 00:01:33.76\00:01:35.09 You know, you're just a wonderful man, 00:01:35.12\00:01:38.16 you know the word inside and out and... 00:01:38.19\00:01:40.70 I try, I try. 00:01:40.76\00:01:42.40 You compliment, compliment. 00:01:42.43\00:01:43.80 Praise the Lord. 00:01:43.83\00:01:45.17 And then we have Jason, we have Francine, 00:01:45.20\00:01:47.64 we love Jason and Francine. 00:01:47.67\00:01:49.74 We are in accounting and we're with the kids. 00:01:49.77\00:01:52.04 That's the two responsibilities we have. 00:01:52.07\00:01:53.91 Chief Financial Officer and General Manager 00:01:53.94\00:01:56.81 of 3ABN Kids Network. 00:01:56.88\00:01:58.21 Yes. And this is fun. 00:01:58.25\00:01:59.58 We're gonna have a wonderful time today 00:01:59.61\00:02:01.02 because this is a great topic. 00:02:01.05\00:02:02.38 Yes it is. 00:02:02.42\00:02:03.75 And who do we have at the piano? 00:02:03.79\00:02:05.12 We have our precious Summer boy at the piano. 00:02:05.15\00:02:07.16 Yes. 00:02:07.19\00:02:08.52 We always love you when Summer's here. 00:02:08.56\00:02:09.89 That's right. 00:02:09.92\00:02:11.26 Well, we just want to take this time first 00:02:11.29\00:02:14.10 to thank you for your prayers, and your love, 00:02:14.10\00:02:17.43 and your financial support of 3ABN. 00:02:17.47\00:02:20.30 But our topic tonight, 00:02:20.34\00:02:24.11 let me just start it by reading the scripture 00:02:24.17\00:02:26.17 1 Corinthians 10:12. 00:02:26.21\00:02:29.24 And it's funny. 00:02:29.28\00:02:30.61 I had a man call me many years ago 00:02:30.65\00:02:32.31 when I was first on 3ABN, 00:02:32.35\00:02:34.18 and very busy but still doing the ministry from home. 00:02:34.22\00:02:37.59 This gentleman called me and said, 00:02:37.62\00:02:39.69 "Sister, are you aware of 1 Corinthians 10:12? 00:02:39.72\00:02:42.66 Therefore let him who thinks he stands, 00:02:42.69\00:02:47.50 take heed lest he fall." 00:02:47.56\00:02:50.00 And I told him, "Oh, absolutely. 00:02:50.03\00:02:51.60 I pray that scripture every day and ask the Lord, you know, 00:02:51.63\00:02:55.50 'Help me to examine myself and make sure that, 00:02:55.54\00:02:59.91 first, what I'm teaching is true, 00:02:59.94\00:03:01.84 but second that I really am in relationship with You.'" 00:03:01.88\00:03:05.58 And can you think our topic tonight 00:03:05.61\00:03:08.32 is keep a finger on your spiritual pulse. 00:03:08.35\00:03:11.32 Can you think of an example in the Bible of someone 00:03:11.35\00:03:14.09 who was a bit overconfident and thought he would stand? 00:03:14.16\00:03:18.29 Yet Jesus said to him, 00:03:18.33\00:03:21.70 "Satan desires to sift you like wheat, 00:03:21.73\00:03:24.83 and when you've returned, you know, 00:03:24.87\00:03:27.50 encourage and feed my lambs. 00:03:27.54\00:03:30.07 So Peter was overconfident. 00:03:30.11\00:03:33.74 And just because we are in ministry, 00:03:33.78\00:03:37.11 just because you go to church twice a week, 00:03:37.15\00:03:42.68 we all have to take the counsel 00:03:42.72\00:03:46.72 of 2 Corinthians 13:5, 00:03:46.76\00:03:49.86 where Peter says, "Examine yourselves." 00:03:49.89\00:03:52.83 That's present tense. 00:03:52.86\00:03:54.20 It means keep on examining yourself. 00:03:54.23\00:03:57.23 "As to whether you are in the faith, test yourselves." 00:03:57.30\00:04:01.20 And that also is present tense. 00:04:01.24\00:04:03.30 Keep on testing. 00:04:03.34\00:04:05.07 He said, "Do you not know yourselves, 00:04:05.11\00:04:07.11 that Jesus Christ is in you? 00:04:07.18\00:04:09.78 Unless indeed you are disqualified." 00:04:09.81\00:04:14.58 So what Peter is encouraging us to do 00:04:14.62\00:04:19.49 is to make a regular self examination. 00:04:19.52\00:04:23.02 And not in a fearful way 00:04:23.06\00:04:24.69 because, you know, one good thing is that 00:04:24.73\00:04:27.73 sometimes we feel like 00:04:27.76\00:04:29.10 maybe we're not grasping hold of God, 00:04:29.13\00:04:31.93 strongly enough that He's still holding on to us 00:04:31.97\00:04:34.87 and that's the beautiful thing. 00:04:34.90\00:04:36.71 And that's why we're gonna sing. 00:04:36.77\00:04:38.87 What are we gonna sing, honey? 00:04:38.91\00:04:40.24 Blessed Assurance. And what number is that? 00:04:40.28\00:04:41.91 I love Blessed Assurance. 00:04:41.94\00:04:43.45 And in your hymnal, it's number 649. 00:04:43.51\00:04:47.28 Is that right? 00:04:47.32\00:04:48.65 462. 00:04:48.68\00:04:50.05 Well, if you have problem with reading, then it's 462. 00:04:50.09\00:04:55.09 But the words will also be at the bottom of the screen. 00:04:55.12\00:04:57.59 So sing along with us. 00:04:57.63\00:04:58.96 Let's make a joyful noise. 00:04:58.99\00:05:03.77 Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine 00:05:03.80\00:05:09.17 O what a foretaste of glory divine 00:05:09.20\00:05:14.71 Heir of salvation, purchase of God 00:05:14.74\00:05:20.12 Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood 00:05:20.15\00:05:25.55 This is my story, this is my song 00:05:25.59\00:05:31.06 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:05:31.09\00:05:36.63 This is my story, this is my song 00:05:36.67\00:05:42.10 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:05:42.14\00:05:47.98 Perfect submission, all is at rest 00:05:48.01\00:05:53.72 I in my Savior am happy and blessed 00:05:53.78\00:05:59.42 Watching and waiting, looking above 00:05:59.45\00:06:05.09 Filled with His goodness, lost in His love 00:06:05.13\00:06:10.77 This is my story, this is my song 00:06:10.80\00:06:16.37 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:06:16.40\00:06:22.11 This is my story, this is my song 00:06:22.14\00:06:27.62 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:06:27.65\00:06:33.89 Amen. Thank you. 00:06:33.96\00:06:35.39 One of my favorites. I love that song. 00:06:35.42\00:06:36.76 Amen. Me too. 00:06:36.83\00:06:38.16 Thank you, Summer, so much. 00:06:38.19\00:06:40.80 All right, let's just kick this off. 00:06:40.83\00:06:43.23 It's always good 00:06:43.26\00:06:44.60 to sit around the table and discuss the Bible. 00:06:44.63\00:06:46.40 Yes. 00:06:46.43\00:06:47.77 But I have a question. 00:06:47.80\00:06:49.24 Can we get so busy doing things, 00:06:49.27\00:06:54.08 good things in the name of God 00:06:54.14\00:06:57.11 and find that we're actually ignoring the greatest thing, 00:06:57.15\00:07:04.02 and that is to stay close to Jesus. 00:07:04.05\00:07:08.52 Have you ever had that experience? 00:07:08.56\00:07:10.89 Absolutely. 00:07:10.96\00:07:12.29 Many times, many times, 00:07:12.33\00:07:13.66 especially when you're in a daily relationship 00:07:13.70\00:07:16.87 as it's supposed to be, 00:07:16.90\00:07:18.93 you know, Paul mentioned that he died daily. 00:07:18.97\00:07:20.44 Yes. 00:07:20.47\00:07:21.80 And so that means that he had to learn, 00:07:21.84\00:07:23.17 he had to be in a surrendered state, 00:07:23.20\00:07:25.91 every single day. 00:07:25.94\00:07:27.64 And of course, throughout that journey, 00:07:27.68\00:07:29.28 the Lord's gonna bring things to your attention 00:07:29.31\00:07:31.35 that you weren't aware of. 00:07:31.38\00:07:33.62 And sometimes, it may be shocking, 00:07:33.65\00:07:34.98 like, "Oh, what? 00:07:35.02\00:07:36.35 Really that aspect of my life, 00:07:36.38\00:07:37.72 that aspect of my relationship, 00:07:37.75\00:07:39.09 I never really considered that it was that important 00:07:39.12\00:07:41.32 or that the Lord would want to bring that to my attention 00:07:41.36\00:07:44.03 or that that's something 00:07:44.06\00:07:45.39 that He wants to fix in my life, 00:07:45.43\00:07:47.30 that He wants to cleanse me of." 00:07:47.30\00:07:49.36 What makes it even more dangerous though 00:07:49.40\00:07:51.20 is when you think you're in that relationship 00:07:51.23\00:07:55.17 and you are in that saving relationship, 00:07:55.20\00:07:57.37 and you hear Christians say I'm saved, 00:07:57.41\00:07:59.81 and they take that particular concept 00:07:59.84\00:08:03.98 and they run with it. 00:08:04.01\00:08:05.35 And they don't realize, 00:08:05.38\00:08:07.15 they don't allow Christ to show them. 00:08:07.18\00:08:10.12 And a couple of passages that come to mind. 00:08:10.15\00:08:12.79 I'm thinking of, you know, it's interesting 00:08:12.82\00:08:14.19 'cause Christ began His ministry 00:08:14.22\00:08:16.86 with making this point. 00:08:16.89\00:08:18.83 And He would end His ministry prior to being crucified, 00:08:18.86\00:08:22.43 also making the same point. 00:08:22.46\00:08:24.47 And I'm thinking of Matthew 7:21-23. 00:08:24.50\00:08:27.57 This is the Sermon on the Mount. 00:08:27.64\00:08:28.97 So this is Christ 00:08:29.00\00:08:30.34 beginning His ministry, of course, 00:08:30.37\00:08:31.71 this will be His first ever recorded sermon in scripture. 00:08:31.74\00:08:37.28 And notice what Jesus says here, 00:08:37.35\00:08:39.45 and this is, again, kind of asking the question, 00:08:39.48\00:08:41.38 can we get so busy doing good things 00:08:41.42\00:08:43.28 which reiterating what you would ask. 00:08:43.32\00:08:44.65 That's perfect. 00:08:44.69\00:08:46.02 In the name of God that we forget 00:08:46.05\00:08:47.39 to do the greatest thing 00:08:47.46\00:08:48.79 maintain an intimate relationship with the Lord. 00:08:48.82\00:08:51.13 And it is possible, and we see that it's possible, 00:08:51.16\00:08:54.00 and this kind of brings in the question also is, 00:08:54.00\00:08:56.16 is it possible that I think 00:08:56.20\00:08:59.00 that I'm saved when really I'm not. 00:08:59.03\00:09:00.77 Is it possible that I think everything's okay 00:09:00.80\00:09:02.70 when really, you know what, 00:09:02.74\00:09:04.24 I need to do some self-examination 00:09:04.27\00:09:06.01 and allow Christ to show me. 00:09:06.04\00:09:07.64 This group of people that Christ is talking about 00:09:07.68\00:09:09.54 here in verses 21 through 23 of Matthew 7 00:09:09.58\00:09:13.45 is vitally important 00:09:13.48\00:09:14.85 because it shows us 00:09:14.88\00:09:16.35 the need of surrendering to Christ daily, 00:09:16.38\00:09:19.59 so that He can show us. 00:09:19.62\00:09:20.99 Notice this group here, it says, of course, 00:09:21.02\00:09:22.36 it's Christ speaking, He says, 00:09:22.39\00:09:23.76 "Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' 00:09:23.79\00:09:25.56 shall enter the kingdom of heaven, 00:09:25.59\00:09:27.23 but he who does the will of my Father," 00:09:27.23\00:09:28.96 which is in heaven. 00:09:29.00\00:09:30.37 And then he describes a particular group of people 00:09:30.40\00:09:33.07 that respond to Him, He says, 00:09:33.10\00:09:34.44 "Many will say to Me in that day, 00:09:34.47\00:09:35.80 'Lord, Lord,' 00:09:35.84\00:09:37.21 have we not prophesied in Your name, 00:09:37.24\00:09:38.57 cast out demons in Your name, 00:09:38.61\00:09:40.01 and done many wonders in Your name?" 00:09:40.08\00:09:41.78 So this group of people saying, 00:09:41.81\00:09:43.14 "Hey, Jesus, wait a second, you know me. 00:09:43.18\00:09:45.15 You know, I'm that person that sit in church every week, 00:09:45.18\00:09:46.92 I paid my tithe, 00:09:46.95\00:09:48.28 that was a deacon in the local church 00:09:48.32\00:09:49.65 or I was in altar, 00:09:49.68\00:09:51.02 I was involved in this group and that group 00:09:51.05\00:09:52.62 and this small group study." 00:09:52.65\00:09:54.16 You know, these group of people, 00:09:54.19\00:09:55.99 they're recognizing that they were fully convinced. 00:09:56.02\00:09:58.99 I'm in a saving relationship with Jesus. 00:09:59.03\00:10:01.30 But notice what Christ says in verse 23. 00:10:01.33\00:10:03.16 He says, "And then I will declare to them, 00:10:03.20\00:10:04.60 I never knew you,' 00:10:04.63\00:10:06.20 depart from me, you who practice lawlessness." 00:10:06.23\00:10:09.67 And I'm not gonna read this text, 00:10:09.70\00:10:11.04 but I'm referencing also 00:10:11.07\00:10:13.07 the very last kind of mini sermon 00:10:13.11\00:10:16.01 that Jesus would give to His disciples 00:10:16.04\00:10:18.58 a top the Mount of Olives, 00:10:18.61\00:10:20.28 about a week before He went to the cross. 00:10:20.32\00:10:23.55 In the end, we're talking about the Olivet Discourse, 00:10:23.59\00:10:25.89 where Christ is sitting atop the Mount of Olives, 00:10:25.92\00:10:27.62 He's come out of the temple, 00:10:27.66\00:10:28.99 He's having this private meeting 00:10:29.02\00:10:30.36 with His disciples. 00:10:30.39\00:10:31.73 Then He's pouring through the signs of the times, 00:10:31.76\00:10:33.09 He's telling them what to be aware of. 00:10:33.13\00:10:34.73 And then when we transition 00:10:34.76\00:10:36.10 from Matthew 24 into Matthew 25, 00:10:36.13\00:10:38.33 He starts to tell a parable of these Ten Virgins. 00:10:38.37\00:10:42.07 And of course, these Ten Virgins, 00:10:42.10\00:10:43.44 you have five wise, five foolish, 00:10:43.47\00:10:45.74 they all have their lamps. 00:10:45.77\00:10:47.58 They've got their lamps, you know, 00:10:47.61\00:10:49.08 "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet 00:10:49.11\00:10:50.78 and a light unto my path." 00:10:50.81\00:10:52.15 They have their lamps, 00:10:52.18\00:10:53.52 but five of them were fully convinced 00:10:53.55\00:10:55.18 "I've got my lamp, I'm going out in faith 00:10:55.22\00:10:57.55 to meet the bridegroom," but they lack the oil. 00:10:57.59\00:11:00.79 And it wasn't until the midnight cry went out 00:11:00.86\00:11:03.26 that they realized, "Uh-oh, I don't have enough oil." 00:11:03.29\00:11:05.66 And really at that point, 00:11:05.69\00:11:08.00 they should have had enough oil. 00:11:08.03\00:11:09.36 It was a little too late at that point but nonetheless, 00:11:09.40\00:11:11.57 I think these are biblical examples 00:11:11.60\00:11:13.17 that answer this question, Shelley... 00:11:13.20\00:11:14.54 Absolutely. 00:11:14.57\00:11:15.90 That we can't be going along in our relationship 00:11:15.94\00:11:19.21 and thinking that everything's okay, 00:11:19.24\00:11:21.54 when everything's really not. 00:11:21.58\00:11:22.94 And that's where we have to... 00:11:22.98\00:11:24.31 I love the title of this. 00:11:24.35\00:11:25.75 Keep a finger on our spiritual pulse 00:11:25.78\00:11:27.75 because if we're dying daily, 00:11:27.78\00:11:29.78 and we're in a daily relationship with Jesus, 00:11:29.82\00:11:32.19 then that means each and every day, 00:11:32.22\00:11:33.92 I'm in prayer saying 00:11:33.96\00:11:35.29 "Christ, not my will but yours..." 00:11:35.32\00:11:37.66 Amen. 00:11:37.69\00:11:39.03 "Whatever it is, that's in my life, 00:11:39.06\00:11:40.40 Lord, please help me surrender." 00:11:40.46\00:11:41.76 And I think we have all experienced those times 00:11:41.80\00:11:45.67 when we get so busy doing good 00:11:45.70\00:11:47.90 that we're forgetting the greatest thing. 00:11:47.94\00:11:50.04 So let's talk about how do we know, 00:11:50.07\00:11:54.11 how do we keep a finger on our spiritual pulse. 00:11:54.14\00:11:57.71 Now the very first thing that comes to my mind 00:11:57.75\00:12:00.65 is check your priorities. 00:12:00.72\00:12:03.59 You know, because what we esteem 00:12:03.62\00:12:07.46 is what we spend our time on. 00:12:07.49\00:12:09.02 That's right. 00:12:09.06\00:12:10.83 So, Francine, 00:12:10.86\00:12:12.19 why don't you read Matthew 6:33, 00:12:12.23\00:12:17.13 Matthew 6:33. 00:12:17.17\00:12:19.77 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness 00:12:19.80\00:12:23.17 and all these things shall be added to you." 00:12:23.20\00:12:26.64 And it reminds me also, sometimes, I'm thinking of 00:12:26.68\00:12:30.11 I know Jason's more in the business world, 00:12:30.15\00:12:31.81 but every company or even every school 00:12:31.85\00:12:34.42 that I've been to, 00:12:34.45\00:12:35.78 we always want a mission or some kind of goal to set. 00:12:35.82\00:12:40.26 And when you do that, 00:12:40.32\00:12:43.29 everything hopefully that you do 00:12:43.32\00:12:44.93 in your company or the school 00:12:44.96\00:12:47.23 or whatever you're setting, 00:12:47.30\00:12:48.60 for example, in 3ABN, goes toward that mission. 00:12:48.63\00:12:52.47 And so if you have that light 00:12:52.50\00:12:54.27 of what is your focus for Jesus, 00:12:54.30\00:12:57.71 then hopefully everything that you do throughout the day 00:12:57.74\00:13:01.51 is going toward that goal. 00:13:01.54\00:13:03.08 Amen. That's right. 00:13:03.11\00:13:04.55 Amen. That's really good. 00:13:04.58\00:13:05.91 You would assume that our chief purpose in life, 00:13:05.95\00:13:10.39 even for our existence 00:13:10.42\00:13:13.29 is seeking first the Kingdom of God. 00:13:13.36\00:13:16.56 But how many times do... 00:13:16.59\00:13:19.13 Hey, we never point, I never point fingers. 00:13:19.16\00:13:22.30 Because we've all been through it all I think 00:13:22.33\00:13:25.07 but I mean, there are days that I wake up late, 00:13:25.10\00:13:29.00 actually, today was one, and you hit the floor running 00:13:29.04\00:13:33.54 and you go, go, go, go and you think, 00:13:33.58\00:13:35.24 "Okay, Lord, I don't have time for my devotional. 00:13:35.28\00:13:38.45 I've got to get ready, get to work on time." 00:13:38.48\00:13:41.35 And then you get to work, 00:13:41.38\00:13:42.72 and of course, we're very blessed here 00:13:42.75\00:13:44.15 'cause we get to start our days with a devotional. 00:13:44.19\00:13:47.76 But guess what, today wasn't a time 00:13:47.79\00:13:51.23 that we got to start with a devotional. 00:13:51.26\00:13:54.13 And so all of a sudden you find yourself 00:13:54.20\00:13:57.03 just into the rhythm of the day 00:13:57.10\00:13:59.70 and all the things that are required, 00:13:59.73\00:14:02.64 and it's not till you get home 00:14:02.67\00:14:04.01 and you're going "Oh, Lord, forgive me." 00:14:04.04\00:14:06.71 And you feel like you're giving God leftovers. 00:14:06.78\00:14:09.81 Anybody ever been through that? 00:14:09.84\00:14:11.18 Absolutely. 00:14:11.21\00:14:12.55 And so it happens to everyone. 00:14:12.58\00:14:15.22 And there's something even that I told J.D. 00:14:15.25\00:14:17.72 and particularly the Lord's been bringing it 00:14:17.75\00:14:19.99 to my attention lately. 00:14:20.06\00:14:21.69 He's the most important person on earth to me 00:14:21.72\00:14:25.19 yet I can get so busy working 00:14:25.23\00:14:28.43 that I'm robbing Him of time 00:14:28.46\00:14:31.03 and the Lord's been showing me I need more balance in my life. 00:14:31.07\00:14:35.40 So when I say what we esteem we spend time with, 00:14:35.44\00:14:39.57 there we can become so intimate with someone 00:14:39.61\00:14:44.78 that you can think 00:14:44.81\00:14:46.15 "Oh, okay, I can spend my time doing this 00:14:46.18\00:14:48.85 because this is secure." 00:14:48.88\00:14:51.19 Some people end up getting a divorce because of that, 00:14:51.22\00:14:53.92 but also some people 00:14:53.96\00:14:55.29 who are like these the Ten Virgins 00:14:55.32\00:14:58.36 who aren't surrendered to the Lord. 00:14:58.39\00:14:59.76 Yeah, I think, you know, 00:14:59.79\00:15:01.93 this western American culture that we live in 00:15:01.96\00:15:04.73 has kind of set us up for defeat in that area. 00:15:04.77\00:15:08.27 Because in the culture that we live in, you know, 00:15:08.30\00:15:13.78 trying to attempt to achieve the American dream is... 00:15:13.81\00:15:18.25 Push yourself, work, work, 00:15:18.28\00:15:19.85 work hard, hard, hard, as hard as you can, 00:15:19.88\00:15:22.58 to, you know, reach those goals, 00:15:22.62\00:15:24.69 you know, to be that person you want to be. 00:15:24.72\00:15:26.62 And there's nothing wrong with those things. 00:15:26.65\00:15:27.99 I think we all should have goals, 00:15:28.02\00:15:29.36 we all should love our jobs. 00:15:29.39\00:15:30.73 And, you know, the Bible said 00:15:30.76\00:15:32.09 "You don't work, you don't eat." 00:15:32.13\00:15:33.50 And so we have to work, working is important. 00:15:33.53\00:15:35.36 But I think in this western American culture 00:15:35.40\00:15:37.23 that we live in, you know, 00:15:37.27\00:15:38.70 sometimes talking about priorities, 00:15:38.73\00:15:40.80 we instead of seeking first the Kingdom of God 00:15:40.84\00:15:43.57 at the top, you know, it's kind of, you know, 00:15:43.61\00:15:46.17 it may be, you know, 00:15:46.21\00:15:47.54 family first or maybe job first and then family 00:15:47.58\00:15:50.55 and then relationships and then, you know, 00:15:50.61\00:15:52.75 church and the mission of the church, 00:15:52.78\00:15:54.52 and God's work and the Kingdom of God 00:15:54.55\00:15:55.95 kind of gets shoved down at the bottom, you know, 00:15:55.98\00:15:58.25 if I have any time left over in the week, 00:15:58.29\00:15:59.75 you know, I might go to prayer meeting 00:15:59.79\00:16:01.19 if I feel okay or I might go to church this week 00:16:01.22\00:16:04.16 if I feel like it, if I'm not too tired. 00:16:04.19\00:16:06.09 And so just an example, you know. 00:16:06.13\00:16:08.03 I think when we put that list right side up, 00:16:08.06\00:16:11.30 and then we put Jesus first and His mission and His kingdom 00:16:11.33\00:16:13.77 and the work of the church, 00:16:13.84\00:16:15.57 you know, in a responsible perspective, 00:16:15.60\00:16:18.17 then everything else as He said, it will be added, 00:16:18.21\00:16:20.78 everything else will fall in line 00:16:20.81\00:16:22.51 as it's supposed to. 00:16:22.54\00:16:23.88 And I'm gonna take it one step further 00:16:23.95\00:16:25.78 because I always have Kingdom work first, 00:16:25.81\00:16:29.45 that's where he gets ignored sometimes. 00:16:29.48\00:16:32.59 I think, 00:16:32.62\00:16:34.26 if you're gonna keep a finger on your spiritual pulse, 00:16:34.29\00:16:37.46 they say prayer is the breath of the soul. 00:16:37.53\00:16:39.56 Right. 00:16:39.59\00:16:40.93 I mean, if you're not starting your day 00:16:40.96\00:16:42.46 in serious prayer, and not just a list of, 00:16:42.50\00:16:47.54 you know, like you're thinking he is running a casino 00:16:47.60\00:16:52.71 and you're on the slot machine, 00:16:52.74\00:16:54.08 "Lord, I need this, this, 00:16:54.14\00:16:55.48 and this today or do this or that." 00:16:55.51\00:16:57.05 That's not what I'm talking about. 00:16:57.11\00:16:58.45 If we're not seeking His face, 00:16:58.48\00:17:02.58 that intimate relationship, 00:17:02.62\00:17:05.82 I mean, to me that's when... 00:17:05.85\00:17:07.19 If your prayer life is suffering, 00:17:07.22\00:17:10.06 let me tell you, your spiritual pulse is weak. 00:17:10.09\00:17:13.06 So, J.D, why don't you read Psalms 62:8? 00:17:13.09\00:17:18.27 Psalms 62, because as we go through priorities, 00:17:18.30\00:17:21.50 and how do we stay within the parameters 00:17:21.54\00:17:24.01 of the priorities that we're setting 00:17:24.04\00:17:26.37 as a believing child of God, 00:17:26.41\00:17:29.18 and I believe that it probably starts with prayer. 00:17:29.21\00:17:32.01 And when you think of prayer, you think of David, okay, 00:17:32.05\00:17:35.15 'cause David was just... 00:17:35.18\00:17:37.59 How many books in David? 00:17:37.62\00:17:39.12 150? 00:17:39.15\00:17:40.49 In Psalms? How many Psalms? 00:17:40.56\00:17:42.06 Yes. Yeah. 00:17:42.09\00:17:43.43 So, I mean, lots of prayer there. 00:17:43.46\00:17:45.49 Here in Psalms 62:8, 00:17:45.53\00:17:48.80 "Trust in Him," capital H, 00:17:48.83\00:17:50.93 "trust in Jesus at all times, you people. 00:17:50.97\00:17:54.24 Pour out your heart before Him, 00:17:54.27\00:17:56.14 because God is indeed a refuge for us." 00:17:56.17\00:17:59.74 Amen. Amen. 00:17:59.77\00:18:01.18 So what does it mean 00:18:01.21\00:18:02.54 to pour out your heart before the Lord? 00:18:02.58\00:18:04.98 I would say to give up everything. 00:18:05.01\00:18:07.15 Just to focus on Him. 00:18:07.18\00:18:09.75 You know, I think of Matthew 7:24 00:18:09.78\00:18:13.89 talks about building your life on the rock. 00:18:13.92\00:18:16.86 Amen. 00:18:16.89\00:18:18.23 And when we can do that, that's when, you know, 00:18:18.26\00:18:20.63 we're grounded on something that is solid. 00:18:20.66\00:18:23.67 And, you know, we can move forward. 00:18:23.70\00:18:27.04 You know, I also look at... 00:18:27.07\00:18:29.47 In my life, I love analytics. 00:18:29.50\00:18:33.61 And I go through my whole day. 00:18:33.68\00:18:35.01 And at the end of the day, 00:18:35.04\00:18:36.38 I look at all the things that I could have done better. 00:18:36.41\00:18:40.42 And I analyze those things. 00:18:40.45\00:18:42.85 And then I pray, I'm like, 00:18:42.88\00:18:44.55 "Okay, Lord, tomorrow help me with those kind of things." 00:18:44.59\00:18:50.33 But I find that when I step back, 00:18:50.36\00:18:54.10 that has happened to me in that day 00:18:54.10\00:18:58.20 and those things that I could have done better. 00:18:58.23\00:19:01.70 I ask the Lord, you know, 00:19:01.74\00:19:03.07 "Give me those attributes or give me those things 00:19:03.10\00:19:05.11 that maybe I could have done better with." 00:19:05.14\00:19:08.24 You know, so sometimes stepping back 00:19:08.28\00:19:10.61 and searching your own life, and all the activities 00:19:10.68\00:19:13.75 and all the things that you've done in your life, 00:19:13.78\00:19:15.88 and then focusing on Jesus and saying, 00:19:15.92\00:19:17.95 "Hey, you know, I need to be on the rock. 00:19:17.99\00:19:20.99 I need to be focused on Jesus 00:19:21.02\00:19:22.59 and what He's done in my life and all the attributes 00:19:22.62\00:19:25.83 that He can give me to do better." 00:19:25.86\00:19:28.73 But I always and I always fall 00:19:28.76\00:19:32.43 when I think that I can do it. 00:19:32.47\00:19:36.04 And that's when Jesus... 00:19:36.07\00:19:37.41 You know, that's what's so awesome with Jesus. 00:19:37.44\00:19:39.47 He will never force us 00:19:39.51\00:19:41.64 into doing something that, we... 00:19:41.68\00:19:44.98 You know, we want to do stuff, but sometimes by letting go, 00:19:45.01\00:19:48.95 the Lord can take over. 00:19:48.98\00:19:50.92 But when I say "I can do it." 00:19:50.99\00:19:52.82 Right. 00:19:52.85\00:19:54.19 That's when the Lord said okay, 00:19:54.26\00:19:55.72 He backs off and then He allows us to fall 00:19:55.76\00:20:00.13 and then we get up. 00:20:00.20\00:20:01.50 And as long as we can stand on the rock 00:20:01.53\00:20:04.13 and realize that we have messed up, 00:20:04.17\00:20:06.94 that's when we can go 00:20:07.00\00:20:08.34 to that next rung in that ladder 00:20:08.37\00:20:10.37 and climb to that next step in a relationship with Jesus. 00:20:10.41\00:20:13.64 That's right. 00:20:13.68\00:20:15.01 If my people who are called by my name 00:20:15.04\00:20:17.01 will humble themselves and pray. 00:20:17.05\00:20:20.08 But now, let me ask you something 00:20:20.12\00:20:21.68 I recently... 00:20:21.72\00:20:23.05 Well, actually, today, I was talking with someone, 00:20:23.08\00:20:25.35 and I told them, I just learned 00:20:25.39\00:20:27.26 that I'm going to have to have surgery 00:20:27.32\00:20:29.56 on four vertebrae at once, which is, I mean, 00:20:29.59\00:20:32.53 some serious major back surgery. 00:20:32.56\00:20:35.10 You know, what the most interesting thing. 00:20:35.13\00:20:37.03 When I got the news, part of it was expected, 00:20:37.10\00:20:41.17 the rest of it was not expected. 00:20:41.20\00:20:43.64 And it was like, 00:20:43.67\00:20:45.84 "Ah" and I just cocooned. 00:20:45.87\00:20:52.41 I became like a recluse, and when I was... 00:20:52.45\00:20:55.28 I could pray for other people, but I couldn't pray for myself. 00:20:55.32\00:20:59.39 Does that make sense? 00:20:59.42\00:21:00.86 You know, there are times 'cause we don't want to... 00:21:00.89\00:21:02.82 When we're sitting here, 00:21:02.86\00:21:04.36 I think pouring out our heart to God, 00:21:04.39\00:21:07.86 He knows our fears, 00:21:07.93\00:21:09.23 He knows when we don't want to do something. 00:21:09.26\00:21:11.73 And sometimes even I'll say to Him, 00:21:11.77\00:21:13.64 "Lord, you got to make me willing, 00:21:13.70\00:21:15.77 I'm willing to be made willing, 00:21:15.80\00:21:17.27 but I really don't want to do this." 00:21:17.31\00:21:19.07 That's right. 00:21:19.11\00:21:20.44 But this was a time when it was like, 00:21:20.48\00:21:23.18 I just kept saying, 00:21:23.21\00:21:26.48 "Lord, don't let me make a mistake 00:21:26.51\00:21:27.88 here in the decision." 00:21:27.92\00:21:29.25 That's all I could say, but I couldn't pray anymore. 00:21:29.28\00:21:32.09 There are times that we become like a paralytic, 00:21:32.12\00:21:35.29 be paralytic. 00:21:35.32\00:21:37.19 And when we can't pray for ourselves, 00:21:37.23\00:21:39.53 we need to go to others. 00:21:39.56\00:21:40.90 Oh, absolutely. 00:21:40.93\00:21:42.23 And say, "I need a stretcher bearer." 00:21:42.26\00:21:44.93 And if you will pray for me 00:21:44.97\00:21:48.20 'cause sometimes, other people 00:21:48.24\00:21:50.64 when you've been hit with some news, 00:21:50.67\00:21:52.47 maybe that is just shocking to you, 00:21:52.51\00:21:54.78 you need somebody else 00:21:54.81\00:21:57.31 to help you get to the throne of God. 00:21:57.38\00:21:59.28 That's true. 00:21:59.31\00:22:00.72 Someone just recently... 00:22:00.75\00:22:02.08 This is powerful on the note you're talking about 00:22:02.12\00:22:03.52 because someone just recently sent me a link 00:22:03.59\00:22:05.69 to an inter... 00:22:05.72\00:22:07.26 Well, it's kind of an interview 00:22:07.29\00:22:08.62 but more or less say a testimony of a lady. 00:22:08.66\00:22:11.43 And in this testimony, it's powerful. 00:22:11.46\00:22:15.13 Long story short, 00:22:15.16\00:22:16.50 this lady basically ends up in the hospital 00:22:16.53\00:22:18.17 with a strong bacteria in her bloodstream. 00:22:18.20\00:22:21.60 And she was on the verge of dying 00:22:21.64\00:22:23.57 and she knew it. 00:22:23.61\00:22:24.94 And she was calling everyone in her church, 00:22:24.97\00:22:27.74 everyone she knew, 00:22:27.78\00:22:29.11 "Please, please send up a prayer for me, 00:22:29.14\00:22:30.81 please send up a prayer for me." 00:22:30.85\00:22:32.18 Even herself all night long, laying in that bed 00:22:32.21\00:22:34.48 getting sicker and sicker, praying, praying, praying, 00:22:34.52\00:22:36.18 praying the Lord. 00:22:36.22\00:22:37.55 Eventually this led her 00:22:37.59\00:22:38.92 to this kind of this rock-bottom moment 00:22:38.95\00:22:42.26 where she was kind of almost delirious, 00:22:42.29\00:22:44.33 but at the same time calling out to the Lord saying, 00:22:44.36\00:22:46.29 "Lord, why aren't You hearing me? 00:22:46.33\00:22:48.06 Why aren't You answering my prayer? 00:22:48.10\00:22:49.43 Why aren't You answering? 00:22:49.46\00:22:50.80 Lord, I'm pleading, I'm calling, I'm Your servant, 00:22:50.83\00:22:52.60 I'm asking You to answer my prayer 00:22:52.63\00:22:54.40 but You're silent. 00:22:54.44\00:22:55.77 You're not hearing me, You're not answering me." 00:22:55.80\00:22:57.74 And then she goes to this moment 00:22:57.77\00:22:59.11 where she believes the Lord spoke to her, 00:22:59.14\00:23:01.41 told her, "I'm gonna heal you, 00:23:01.44\00:23:02.78 but it's not because of your prayers. 00:23:02.81\00:23:04.61 It's because there's another person praying for you. 00:23:04.65\00:23:06.65 I'm gonna heal you 00:23:06.72\00:23:08.05 because someone else is praying for you. 00:23:08.08\00:23:09.42 Amen. 00:23:09.45\00:23:10.79 And through this experience, 00:23:10.82\00:23:12.15 this woman had a revival like no other. 00:23:12.19\00:23:14.16 And I think sometimes we have to keep in mind 00:23:14.19\00:23:16.56 that, you know, 00:23:16.59\00:23:17.93 there are people in the Bible, there's examples in the Bible 00:23:17.96\00:23:19.86 were strong men and women in the Lord, 00:23:19.89\00:23:22.43 you know, they found themselves in circumstances 00:23:22.46\00:23:24.17 where they, I'm sure they prayed. 00:23:24.23\00:23:25.57 I could imagine the many years that Joseph spent in jail, 00:23:25.60\00:23:29.67 every single day, "Lord, save me. 00:23:29.70\00:23:31.51 Lord, save me. Lord, save me." 00:23:31.54\00:23:33.44 You know, most of us would probably give up 00:23:33.48\00:23:35.48 after a week or a month or two months, 00:23:35.51\00:23:37.31 and he's in there for years. 00:23:37.35\00:23:38.81 And you can imagine day in and day out, 00:23:38.85\00:23:40.18 "Lord, save me. 00:23:40.22\00:23:41.55 Lord, save me." 00:23:41.58\00:23:42.92 And he could have eventually, you know, threw in the towel 00:23:42.95\00:23:44.29 and say, "Well, I guess, the Lord's just... 00:23:44.32\00:23:45.69 He's given up on me," but He didn't. 00:23:45.72\00:23:48.39 Think of Job, Job went through. 00:23:48.42\00:23:50.43 He could have easily get through 00:23:50.49\00:23:51.83 no throwing in the towel, and said, 00:23:51.86\00:23:53.19 "You know what, the Lord's not hearing me, 00:23:53.23\00:23:54.56 He's ignoring me, He's silent." 00:23:54.56\00:23:56.73 But he isn't. The Lord hears our prayers. 00:23:56.80\00:23:58.40 But sometimes the Lord will answer a prayer 00:23:58.43\00:24:01.24 through someone else to reach us. 00:24:01.27\00:24:03.27 Let me piggyback. 00:24:03.30\00:24:05.04 Let's go back to that Psalms 62:8 00:24:05.07\00:24:07.48 and follow the story 00:24:07.51\00:24:08.84 that you just told on that lady. 00:24:08.88\00:24:11.21 "Trust in him at all times, trust in Jesus at all times. 00:24:11.25\00:24:15.25 Pour out your heart," 00:24:15.28\00:24:16.99 the lady's pouring out her heart before Him, 00:24:17.02\00:24:20.39 "and then God is the refuge." 00:24:20.46\00:24:22.16 That's right. 00:24:22.19\00:24:23.53 We don't have any idea how, you know... 00:24:23.56\00:24:26.19 Great story and the tie in there 00:24:26.23\00:24:28.33 and that's what we all need to do. 00:24:28.36\00:24:30.53 You know, trust in Him at all times. 00:24:30.57\00:24:34.60 It doesn't get any better than that 00:24:34.64\00:24:36.44 if you can understand the hope, 00:24:36.47\00:24:38.61 the eager expectation of when you're going, 00:24:38.64\00:24:40.74 "Lord, I trust in You. 00:24:40.78\00:24:42.11 You're the one that has the plan." 00:24:42.14\00:24:44.25 And you're the one that's from the beginning. 00:24:44.28\00:24:46.05 Yeah. 00:24:46.08\00:24:47.42 But don't stop pouring out your heart to Him 00:24:47.48\00:24:50.35 because now we're cooperating with each other. 00:24:50.39\00:24:53.25 And then the creator what He does best, 00:24:53.32\00:24:57.23 then recreates. 00:24:57.29\00:24:58.63 But, you know, and we've got to remember 00:24:58.66\00:25:00.06 that pouring out our heart, 00:25:00.10\00:25:02.53 I mean, there's nothing wrong 00:25:02.56\00:25:03.90 with having showing our emotions in prayer. 00:25:03.97\00:25:05.83 Now first of all, 00:25:05.87\00:25:07.24 God knows everything we're thinking, right? 00:25:07.27\00:25:09.17 But I think that Psalms 27:8 is one of my favorite verses 00:25:09.20\00:25:13.17 because there was a time that God was teaching me 00:25:13.21\00:25:16.28 to press into His presence 00:25:16.31\00:25:18.68 and, and like David, 00:25:18.71\00:25:20.42 what I heard was seek my face. 00:25:20.45\00:25:23.79 In Psalms 28:7, or Psalms 27:8, 00:25:23.82\00:25:29.29 David said to the Lord, 00:25:29.32\00:25:31.33 "When you said, 'Seek my face'" 00:25:31.36\00:25:34.36 this is God speaking to David. 00:25:34.36\00:25:36.83 "Seek my face." 00:25:36.87\00:25:39.13 He said, "My heart said to you, 00:25:39.17\00:25:41.50 'your face, Lord, I will seek.'" 00:25:41.54\00:25:43.91 And what that means is, 00:25:43.97\00:25:46.44 this is a complete turning to the Lord in devotion, 00:25:46.47\00:25:50.81 not looking for what God can do for you 00:25:50.85\00:25:55.52 but to get to know God. 00:25:55.55\00:25:57.15 That's right. 00:25:57.19\00:25:58.52 And, you know, for me in one way that... 00:25:58.55\00:26:01.99 How do you seek His face? 00:26:02.02\00:26:03.76 What I would do is I would pray. 00:26:03.79\00:26:06.93 And then I'd say, now, Lord... 00:26:06.96\00:26:09.80 John 17:17 says that "You sanctify me by Your word." 00:26:09.83\00:26:13.64 So sanctify me by this word. 00:26:13.67\00:26:15.80 Speak to me through your word." 00:26:15.84\00:26:17.21 And then I would read 00:26:17.24\00:26:18.67 and I pray over the scripture to the Lord. 00:26:18.71\00:26:21.58 So seeking God's face is to get to understand His love, 00:26:21.61\00:26:26.48 and His plan better, don't you think? 00:26:26.51\00:26:27.85 That's right. 00:26:27.88\00:26:29.22 Also on that same note, you know, 00:26:29.25\00:26:30.69 the face of the Lord, I think, the Moses, 00:26:30.72\00:26:32.75 you know, Moses wanted to see God. 00:26:32.79\00:26:34.16 Yeah. That's exactly... 00:26:34.19\00:26:35.52 He was able to see God's body on a couple of accounts, 00:26:35.56\00:26:38.69 but he was never able to look upon the face of God 00:26:38.73\00:26:40.70 because of God's glory. 00:26:40.73\00:26:42.50 And of course, the glory within the face of God 00:26:42.53\00:26:44.40 would represent His character, His righteousness. 00:26:44.43\00:26:46.90 And so when we seek God's face, 00:26:46.94\00:26:48.27 we're seeking His perfect character, 00:26:48.30\00:26:49.97 His righteousness. 00:26:50.01\00:26:51.34 And I love what you said there, we don't want to be seeking... 00:26:51.37\00:26:53.44 There's a song I sing, 00:26:53.48\00:26:54.81 you know, with all my heart and in the lyrics it says, 00:26:54.84\00:26:57.61 "You faithfully supply my need according to Your plan 00:26:57.65\00:27:00.55 so help me, Lord, 00:27:00.58\00:27:01.92 to seek your face before I seek your hand." 00:27:01.95\00:27:03.92 Amen. 00:27:03.95\00:27:05.29 Because a lot of times 00:27:05.32\00:27:06.65 we're in this constant perpetual state of 00:27:06.69\00:27:08.02 "Lord, give me, give me, give me. 00:27:08.06\00:27:09.42 Lord, help me, help me, help me." 00:27:09.46\00:27:11.06 And the Lord does want to give to us 00:27:11.09\00:27:12.79 and He does want to help us. 00:27:12.83\00:27:14.30 But before He always provides, 00:27:14.36\00:27:16.60 the most important thing is that we're transformed. 00:27:16.67\00:27:19.23 And so His face would be of course that knowing factor, 00:27:19.27\00:27:22.47 that personal relationship. 00:27:22.50\00:27:23.84 But looking up on the face of God, 00:27:23.91\00:27:26.24 seeking the face of God is seeking His righteousness, 00:27:26.27\00:27:28.94 His perfect character. 00:27:28.98\00:27:30.35 And I think praying with thanks... 00:27:30.38\00:27:32.18 I begin my prayer with thanksgiving and praise. 00:27:32.21\00:27:35.78 Actually, I would say 50 percent to 70 percent 00:27:35.82\00:27:39.82 of my prayers, thanksgiving and praise. 00:27:39.85\00:27:42.26 And I think that is bringing you 00:27:42.29\00:27:44.43 into where you're really seeing the face of God. 00:27:44.46\00:27:47.93 You know, I've actually experienced that 00:27:47.96\00:27:49.90 I had a pastor where I was working with, 00:27:49.93\00:27:52.87 and we're going through... 00:27:52.90\00:27:54.74 Both of us we're going through some trials. 00:27:54.77\00:27:56.57 And, you know, he told me one morning he goes, 00:27:56.60\00:27:59.64 "You know, we just need to praise God. 00:27:59.67\00:28:02.84 Spend a few minutes just praising God." 00:28:02.88\00:28:05.21 And so I actually started doing that. 00:28:05.25\00:28:06.95 It was amazing, the transformation, 00:28:06.98\00:28:08.78 just in my own mind. 00:28:08.82\00:28:10.92 When, you know, I started, you know... 00:28:10.95\00:28:12.99 And it's not like, "Well, I praise the Lord." 00:28:13.02\00:28:15.22 But it's, you know, outright saying, 00:28:15.26\00:28:18.19 I praise You, to You be all the glory. 00:28:18.23\00:28:22.03 And to praise God in the way that will give glory to Him, 00:28:22.06\00:28:26.00 which, you know, we're denying ourselves, 00:28:26.03\00:28:27.64 we're denying anything, 00:28:27.67\00:28:29.10 but we're realizing 00:28:29.14\00:28:30.51 that without Jesus, we're nothing. 00:28:30.54\00:28:32.61 But then when we focus, and our mission is on Jesus, 00:28:32.64\00:28:37.98 and we start today with just praising God. 00:28:38.01\00:28:42.08 And I can attest you that when I did this, 00:28:42.12\00:28:46.09 and I did it for about three to four minutes 00:28:46.12\00:28:48.16 while I was walking to work. 00:28:48.19\00:28:50.86 And I had this armor. 00:28:50.93\00:28:53.40 Amen. 00:28:53.43\00:28:54.73 It felt like that when people were doing things 00:28:54.76\00:28:57.90 and saying things and acting inappropriate, 00:28:57.93\00:29:02.17 it didn't bother me. 00:29:02.20\00:29:03.64 And, you know, you get through the day... 00:29:03.67\00:29:05.07 And yeah, at the end of the day, 00:29:05.11\00:29:06.44 you felt like you've been, 00:29:06.47\00:29:07.84 you know, you went through a war, 00:29:07.88\00:29:09.48 and you felt tired and all that burden, 00:29:09.51\00:29:12.38 but you were able to get through that day, 00:29:12.41\00:29:15.25 with that start of the day of just praising God 00:29:15.28\00:29:18.42 for all that He has done for us, 00:29:18.45\00:29:20.29 and the glory that is His. 00:29:20.32\00:29:22.86 Well, you know, when you're praising God 00:29:22.89\00:29:24.26 for His faithfulness, for His mercy, 00:29:24.29\00:29:26.03 for His power, it's like, 00:29:26.06\00:29:27.83 suddenly you're remembering who He really, really is. 00:29:27.86\00:29:30.67 That's right. 00:29:30.70\00:29:32.03 But also, one thing that I praise God 00:29:32.07\00:29:34.04 and thank Him for all the time 00:29:34.07\00:29:35.87 is that salvation is a gift. 00:29:35.90\00:29:40.28 And, you know... 00:29:40.31\00:29:41.64 And I'm always telling Him, "Lord, I thank you 00:29:41.68\00:29:43.24 because I know I can never save myself." 00:29:43.28\00:29:46.15 That is for me growing up 00:29:46.18\00:29:48.98 in the pattern in which I grew up. 00:29:49.02\00:29:53.46 I tried so hard to save myself for 50 years, 00:29:53.49\00:29:55.89 and it was just... 00:29:55.92\00:29:57.26 I got so discouraged from time to time. 00:29:57.33\00:29:59.79 But when I really understood God's grace, 00:29:59.83\00:30:02.46 and that I don't obey to be saved, 00:30:02.50\00:30:04.97 I obey because I am saved, 00:30:05.00\00:30:07.64 I obey because I love Him. 00:30:07.67\00:30:09.20 It's just... 00:30:09.24\00:30:10.57 It's how I express my love to Him. 00:30:10.61\00:30:12.51 That made all the difference in the world. 00:30:12.54\00:30:14.48 You know, this certainly brings up 1 Thessalonians 5:17. 00:30:14.51\00:30:17.78 Yes, amen. 00:30:17.81\00:30:19.15 Because we are in prayer, we go to Him, 00:30:19.18\00:30:20.52 we pour out our voices to Him, 00:30:20.58\00:30:23.28 you know, and 1 Thessalonians 5:17 00:30:23.35\00:30:25.69 is "Pray without ceasing, but our love..." 00:30:25.72\00:30:27.62 You have to start with 16, don't you? 00:30:27.66\00:30:29.56 Yeah. 00:30:29.59\00:30:32.46 Rejoice always, 00:30:32.49\00:30:33.86 as you were just saying, you know. 00:30:33.90\00:30:35.20 I mean, I remember when someone... 00:30:35.23\00:30:37.20 You mentioned that to me, 00:30:37.23\00:30:39.80 thanking Him and praising and all things, 00:30:39.83\00:30:41.67 and I did the same thing. 00:30:41.70\00:30:43.27 And, boy, that was a aha moment. 00:30:43.34\00:30:45.94 That next whatever and even to this day, 00:30:45.97\00:30:47.94 "Thank You, Jesus." 00:30:47.98\00:30:49.31 I don't know what's coming but this is what threw me 00:30:49.34\00:30:52.55 because I never really saw the end. 00:30:52.58\00:30:55.45 It's "Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, 00:30:55.48\00:30:57.85 give thanks in all things." 00:30:57.89\00:31:00.36 I just always can't think for all things, 00:31:00.39\00:31:02.46 you know, if it's in all things. 00:31:02.49\00:31:04.33 And man, that's good times bad times. 00:31:04.36\00:31:06.13 And that's hard. 00:31:06.16\00:31:07.50 You bet it's hard. 00:31:07.50\00:31:08.83 I mean, when you're in the hard times, 00:31:08.86\00:31:10.33 you know, I don't feel like praising God... 00:31:10.37\00:31:12.83 Yeah. In those times. 00:31:12.87\00:31:14.20 But I find that when we do that 00:31:14.24\00:31:16.47 when we give up ourselves and we're like, 00:31:16.50\00:31:18.97 "Okay, let's just take that Bible verse 00:31:19.01\00:31:21.04 and let's put it to the test." 00:31:21.08\00:31:23.61 It's amazing how God can transform our lives and, 00:31:23.65\00:31:28.72 you know, and protects us. 00:31:28.75\00:31:30.85 You know, I also look at this also... 00:31:30.89\00:31:32.59 As I ask the question, 00:31:32.62\00:31:35.26 I like asking my question, 00:31:35.29\00:31:36.69 why, why do I do the things I do? 00:31:36.73\00:31:40.16 You know, for what purpose? 00:31:40.20\00:31:41.50 What is... 00:31:41.53\00:31:42.86 You know, as we're talking about 00:31:42.90\00:31:44.30 what is your mission, what's your goals. 00:31:44.33\00:31:46.57 And when I look at Jesus, 00:31:46.60\00:31:48.50 and I look at everything that He has done for me, 00:31:48.54\00:31:52.31 it's all about relational. 00:31:52.34\00:31:53.71 Amen. 00:31:53.74\00:31:55.08 And I do it because number one, I want to be closer to Jesus. 00:31:55.11\00:31:59.88 And I do that because I know 00:31:59.95\00:32:02.72 that there is nothing in my life 00:32:02.75\00:32:04.59 that's really good of myself. 00:32:04.62\00:32:06.02 Amen. 00:32:06.05\00:32:07.39 But it's all because of what Jesus has did for me. 00:32:07.46\00:32:09.79 And He created me for a purpose. 00:32:09.82\00:32:13.50 And He created each one of us for a purpose. 00:32:13.53\00:32:16.63 That's why, you know, 00:32:16.67\00:32:18.30 I look at the fruits of the spirit saying, 00:32:18.33\00:32:20.60 "Okay, I need those attributes 00:32:20.64\00:32:22.77 because we're all brothers and sisters, 00:32:22.80\00:32:25.77 and we need to treat everyone 00:32:25.81\00:32:27.74 with love and respect and have patience." 00:32:27.78\00:32:30.25 And not, you know, 00:32:30.31\00:32:31.65 some people may need more patience 00:32:31.68\00:32:33.58 than others and, 00:32:33.62\00:32:35.25 or I may need more patience, you know, you know. 00:32:35.28\00:32:38.59 So it's... 00:32:38.62\00:32:39.95 And, you know, I'm talking about myself 00:32:40.02\00:32:41.36 because I see a lot of things 00:32:41.39\00:32:43.29 that in my life I need to improve on. 00:32:43.32\00:32:46.16 But I know that I'm doing this 00:32:46.19\00:32:48.56 because I want a relationship with Jesus. 00:32:48.60\00:32:51.67 And the bonus, the goal, 00:32:51.70\00:32:54.54 the final thing is being with Him for eternity. 00:32:54.57\00:32:57.34 Amen. 00:32:57.37\00:32:58.71 So if we're checking our spiritual pulse, 00:32:58.74\00:33:03.11 we start by looking at what are our priorities. 00:33:03.14\00:33:07.82 Sometimes we need to reprioritize things. 00:33:07.85\00:33:11.65 And of course, 00:33:11.69\00:33:15.09 prayer should be one of our top priorities. 00:33:15.12\00:33:17.89 If you love somebody, you want to talk with them. 00:33:17.93\00:33:20.43 But now, prayer is more of a... 00:33:20.50\00:33:23.63 it's actually a two way conversation 00:33:23.67\00:33:25.67 if you learn to listen for His voice. 00:33:25.70\00:33:28.07 But how this God primarily speak to us? 00:33:28.10\00:33:32.21 So I would put that on our second, I mean... 00:33:32.24\00:33:37.11 Our third rink here is reading God's word. 00:33:37.15\00:33:41.92 So you want to read Matthew 4:4, Francine? 00:33:41.95\00:33:45.09 Yeah. Mathew 4:4. Let me get to it. 00:33:45.12\00:33:48.26 Let's see. 00:33:48.29\00:33:49.62 I like that Bible with you. 00:33:54.03\00:33:55.36 I like it. It's nice and big. 00:33:55.40\00:33:57.73 That's a big print. 00:33:57.77\00:33:59.10 "But He answered and said..." 00:33:59.13\00:34:00.94 Am I in the right place? That's it. 00:34:00.97\00:34:02.77 Okay, "It is written, 00:34:02.80\00:34:04.41 Man shall not live by bread alone, 00:34:04.44\00:34:06.14 but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God." 00:34:06.17\00:34:09.71 So what's going on in this scene? 00:34:09.74\00:34:13.62 Well, Jesus is being tempted by the devil of brethrens. 00:34:13.65\00:34:15.95 And by the devil. Yeah. 00:34:15.98\00:34:17.79 And so Jesus is applying a primary example here to us 00:34:17.82\00:34:22.72 because He is our example. 00:34:22.76\00:34:24.23 Peter tells us that He's our example, 00:34:24.26\00:34:26.73 that, you know, 00:34:26.80\00:34:28.10 where Jesus is showing us here that 00:34:28.13\00:34:29.46 when the devil comes along, 00:34:29.50\00:34:31.17 and he brings that temptation, 00:34:31.20\00:34:33.60 that He like Himself, 00:34:33.64\00:34:35.50 we should also follow in His steps 00:34:35.54\00:34:36.97 to defend ourselves 00:34:37.01\00:34:39.01 or to allow the Word of God to defend us 00:34:39.04\00:34:41.11 and declaring the promises 00:34:41.14\00:34:42.81 and the powerful words of the Word of God. 00:34:42.84\00:34:45.45 And so... 00:34:45.48\00:34:46.82 When He says that, we live by this, 00:34:46.88\00:34:50.55 if the Bible is our spiritual nourishment, 00:34:50.59\00:34:54.26 what kind of pulse do you have 00:34:54.29\00:34:55.66 if you're not doing some kind of daily Bible study? 00:34:55.69\00:34:59.79 Probably not much of one 00:34:59.83\00:35:01.26 because you're spiritually malnourished. 00:35:01.30\00:35:03.67 At least that's the concept of it, 00:35:03.70\00:35:05.03 you know, we have to feed on the Word of God. 00:35:05.07\00:35:07.77 I think of the sanctuary, 00:35:07.80\00:35:10.11 the sanctuary is the perfect laid out 00:35:10.14\00:35:12.74 beautiful blueprint plan of salvation. 00:35:12.77\00:35:15.44 And that table of showbread was there for a purpose. 00:35:15.48\00:35:18.98 The priesthood would eat on that bread daily, 00:35:19.01\00:35:23.79 and it was a part of their daily experience 00:35:23.82\00:35:26.45 in the sanctuary. 00:35:26.49\00:35:27.92 And that is an example to us that just as Christ 00:35:27.96\00:35:30.13 is the bread of life, 00:35:30.16\00:35:31.49 we should feast on Him daily in His Word. 00:35:31.53\00:35:34.93 I think of also Isaiah 8:20, which says 00:35:34.93\00:35:37.43 "And to the law and to the prophets," 00:35:37.47\00:35:39.27 if they speak, you know... 00:35:39.30\00:35:40.64 It should be that a law and the testimony 00:35:40.70\00:35:42.04 if they speak not according to this word, 00:35:42.07\00:35:44.21 it is because there is no light in them, 00:35:44.27\00:35:45.64 there's heavy emphasis placed on the importance 00:35:45.67\00:35:48.68 and significance of the Word of God in our life. 00:35:48.71\00:35:51.08 Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. 00:35:51.11\00:35:55.22 So you have a daughter, Amanda. 00:35:55.25\00:35:59.05 And I know that this is something 00:35:59.09\00:36:00.89 that you're teaching and training her up 00:36:00.92\00:36:03.46 is to have this daily Bible study. 00:36:03.49\00:36:06.03 And it's interesting when she takes the time 00:36:06.06\00:36:08.23 and shows that interest and she reads to us on a, 00:36:08.26\00:36:11.83 you know, and she's getting excited. 00:36:11.87\00:36:14.04 I mean, that is again, 00:36:14.07\00:36:16.14 a little bit of the fruit of the Spirit. 00:36:16.17\00:36:17.61 But, you know, 00:36:17.64\00:36:18.97 when I see the bread coming in, we take that in 00:36:19.01\00:36:22.61 and it gives us the nourishment that we need. 00:36:22.64\00:36:25.31 And I like how you said, 00:36:25.35\00:36:26.82 you know, daily check your pulse 00:36:26.85\00:36:28.45 because the blood is giving all this nourishment 00:36:28.48\00:36:32.69 to the different organs, every part of your body. 00:36:32.72\00:36:35.69 And just like the Holy Spirit 00:36:35.72\00:36:37.33 is giving all these different attributes 00:36:37.36\00:36:40.30 of who God is, 00:36:40.33\00:36:41.66 and focusing on all these little areas is 00:36:41.70\00:36:44.63 if you do spend time in prayer, 00:36:44.67\00:36:46.80 if you do try to study God's Word, 00:36:46.84\00:36:49.40 all of these things are again feeding 00:36:49.44\00:36:52.14 into what is going to help you grow spiritually. 00:36:52.17\00:36:55.61 And so it just reminds me again, about... 00:36:55.64\00:36:58.58 It's not just the body, 00:36:58.61\00:37:00.05 but that is a good connection of an example 00:37:00.08\00:37:02.35 of who God is trying to show His character. 00:37:02.38\00:37:05.75 Seems to me like He's reminding us. 00:37:05.79\00:37:08.06 He says, "Yes, being human beings, 00:37:08.09\00:37:10.26 we all need bread, we all need food to sustain us. 00:37:10.29\00:37:14.83 But there's something more important that 00:37:14.86\00:37:18.30 if you want to spend 00:37:18.33\00:37:21.17 a joy filled life for eternity, 00:37:21.20\00:37:26.44 well, then you might pay attention to my words. 00:37:26.47\00:37:31.11 Amen. 00:37:31.15\00:37:32.48 And that's a... 00:37:32.51\00:37:37.09 That's heavy. You know what... 00:37:37.12\00:37:39.19 Because it's stepping out in faith now. 00:37:39.22\00:37:41.96 You know, I mean, 00:37:41.99\00:37:43.32 I can see this loaf of bread here 00:37:43.36\00:37:44.79 and I know boy, I hear my stomach growling. 00:37:44.83\00:37:47.30 And I know about take that and put it here. 00:37:47.30\00:37:49.60 That's just going to satisfy me. 00:37:49.63\00:37:51.80 But, boy, now you're talking about eternity 00:37:51.83\00:37:54.50 and talking about a relationship 00:37:54.54\00:37:55.97 where I have love, joy, peace, 00:37:56.00\00:37:57.91 longsuffering instead, etcetera. 00:37:57.94\00:38:00.51 Wow! I do want that. 00:38:00.54\00:38:03.98 And so that means, well, it's available to you. 00:38:04.01\00:38:07.35 That's right. 00:38:07.38\00:38:08.72 You know, I look at this verse, 00:38:08.75\00:38:10.15 and I see the bread as substance for the body. 00:38:10.22\00:38:15.02 But when it really comes down to the tug of war in life, 00:38:15.06\00:38:19.13 is all about the mind. 00:38:19.16\00:38:20.63 Amen. 00:38:20.66\00:38:21.96 You know, because the devil wants to take your mind 00:38:22.00\00:38:24.07 and pollute it, but Jesus says, "Take My words 00:38:24.10\00:38:27.44 because that's gonna illuminate your minds." 00:38:27.47\00:38:30.41 And it's your mind that, you know, 00:38:30.44\00:38:33.68 what you think is what you're gonna do. 00:38:33.71\00:38:36.85 And so by focusing on the words of the Bible, 00:38:36.88\00:38:41.42 as you were saying, 00:38:41.45\00:38:43.49 that's where we're gonna get the strength, 00:38:43.52\00:38:45.02 we're gonna get the endurance, 00:38:45.05\00:38:46.62 and we're gonna get the peace of mind 00:38:46.65\00:38:48.79 knowing that we're on that rock, 00:38:48.82\00:38:50.86 and we have that power 00:38:50.93\00:38:52.26 and the illumination that God's before us. 00:38:52.29\00:38:55.50 That's right. 00:38:55.53\00:38:57.63 The heart in the Bible is often reference 00:38:57.67\00:39:00.67 to the mind obviously not so, 00:39:00.70\00:39:02.64 you know, give your, you know, love the Lord 00:39:02.67\00:39:04.94 with all your heart, mind, and soul. 00:39:04.97\00:39:06.31 You're not obviously the Bible's not talking 00:39:06.34\00:39:07.68 about your aortic pump in your chest, 00:39:07.71\00:39:09.28 but it's often a reference to the mind. 00:39:09.31\00:39:11.35 And so I think of that scripture, 00:39:11.38\00:39:13.05 the Psalm is right. 00:39:13.08\00:39:14.42 David writes, you know, 00:39:14.45\00:39:15.78 "Thy word I had hid in my heart 00:39:15.82\00:39:17.22 that I might not sin against You." 00:39:17.25\00:39:18.59 And so we're not... 00:39:18.62\00:39:19.95 It's important, as you're stating that, 00:39:19.99\00:39:21.59 you know, Christ... 00:39:21.62\00:39:23.06 You know, let this mind be in you. 00:39:23.09\00:39:25.09 So it's spiritual nourishment for eternity, 00:39:25.13\00:39:28.80 but it is also our defensive weapon. 00:39:28.83\00:39:30.77 I mean, this is the sword of the Spirit. 00:39:30.80\00:39:32.40 The word is the sword of the Spirit. 00:39:32.43\00:39:34.50 And that's how we, it is written. 00:39:34.54\00:39:38.37 This is how we can fend off the devil's rise. 00:39:38.41\00:39:43.08 And it's not an offensive weapon, 00:39:43.11\00:39:46.21 it's a defensive weapon. 00:39:46.25\00:39:48.05 You put on the full armor of God 00:39:48.08\00:39:50.72 because you're trying to be defended 00:39:50.79\00:39:52.32 from the devil's attacks. 00:39:52.35\00:39:54.26 And many people try to use this as an offensive weapon. 00:39:54.29\00:39:57.23 But God never meant for us 00:39:57.26\00:39:58.59 to be used as an offensive weapon, 00:39:58.63\00:39:59.96 but a defensive weapon. 00:40:00.00\00:40:01.46 Defending the devil. Okay. 00:40:01.50\00:40:03.37 Priorities, prayer, the Bible. 00:40:03.43\00:40:07.00 And I have to say, 00:40:07.04\00:40:08.70 if you go a day without reading the Bible, 00:40:08.74\00:40:11.97 I mean, it's not like 00:40:12.01\00:40:13.34 God's up there with His checklist 00:40:13.38\00:40:15.31 saying, "Uh-oh, Ryan didn't read today, 00:40:15.34\00:40:18.68 put a little X by this day." 00:40:18.71\00:40:22.52 This is practical and good advice. 00:40:22.55\00:40:27.92 And we want to be doers that they would not hear us only. 00:40:27.96\00:40:31.16 This is for our eternal benefit. 00:40:31.19\00:40:34.83 But I think it is only as we pray in getting the word 00:40:34.86\00:40:39.20 that we can really be walking in surrender, 00:40:39.23\00:40:42.97 and boy that is, 00:40:43.00\00:40:44.87 you know, bottom line is 00:40:44.91\00:40:46.44 if you want to check your spiritual pulse, 00:40:46.47\00:40:48.94 are you walking in spirits? 00:40:48.98\00:40:51.51 J.D, you want to read Luke 9:23? 00:40:51.55\00:40:54.15 Luke 9:23. Yes, sir. 00:40:54.18\00:40:57.12 Matthew, Mark, Luke, here we are. 00:40:57.15\00:40:59.05 Luke, right here, 9:23, 9:23. 00:40:59.09\00:41:04.33 "And then He said to them all, 00:41:04.36\00:41:07.20 'If anyone desires to come after Me, 00:41:07.23\00:41:10.83 let him deny himself, 00:41:10.87\00:41:12.30 take up his cross daily, and follow Me.' 00:41:12.33\00:41:15.77 " Now walking in surrender. 00:41:15.80\00:41:17.84 You know, that scripture has always been a powerful... 00:41:17.87\00:41:22.14 There is a book I read a few years ago called 00:41:22.18\00:41:25.41 "Not a Fan." 00:41:25.45\00:41:28.18 And the whole book is talking about 00:41:28.22\00:41:29.62 how there's a difference between a fan and a follower. 00:41:29.65\00:41:33.42 And many of us are fans of Jesus. 00:41:33.46\00:41:35.99 We know a lot about Him. 00:41:36.02\00:41:38.23 We're willing to profess His name. 00:41:38.26\00:41:40.76 We're willing to tell others that He's our Lord. 00:41:40.80\00:41:43.80 But really, the experience 00:41:43.83\00:41:45.57 that we're experiencing in Christ 00:41:45.60\00:41:47.37 is more or less a fan experience 00:41:47.40\00:41:49.17 rather than a follower 00:41:49.20\00:41:50.54 because we're willing to stand on the sidelines 00:41:50.57\00:41:52.01 and cheer for Him from the stands. 00:41:52.04\00:41:54.21 But are we willing to follow Him? 00:41:54.24\00:41:56.18 And that the key verse 00:41:56.21\00:41:58.45 throughout this book that is built, 00:41:58.48\00:41:59.85 that this whole book and the purpose of this book 00:41:59.88\00:42:02.02 is built on is Luke 9:23. 00:42:02.05\00:42:03.99 And I love how Jesus starts with, 00:42:04.02\00:42:06.32 "If you desire to come after Me, 00:42:06.35\00:42:07.99 you have to do what first?" 00:42:08.02\00:42:09.52 Deny yourself. 00:42:09.56\00:42:11.36 When you learn to deny yourself, 00:42:11.39\00:42:13.26 then you prepare yourself 00:42:13.29\00:42:14.76 to be placed upon the altar of sacrifice. 00:42:14.83\00:42:17.83 In other words, 00:42:17.87\00:42:19.20 pick up your instrument of death and follow me 00:42:19.23\00:42:23.20 because when Christ was speaking 00:42:23.24\00:42:24.61 of taking up His cross, 00:42:24.64\00:42:26.17 He's not speaking of it 00:42:26.21\00:42:27.54 in the modern western cultural sense of, 00:42:27.58\00:42:29.31 you know, we look at a cross today, 00:42:29.34\00:42:30.71 and we just smile, 00:42:30.75\00:42:32.08 and it's just such a great symbol of hope, 00:42:32.11\00:42:33.78 because of what we see it in hindsight, 00:42:33.82\00:42:36.52 looking back. 00:42:36.55\00:42:37.89 But in His day to go up to someone and say, 00:42:37.92\00:42:40.62 you know, take up your cross 00:42:40.66\00:42:42.19 would be like us telling someone, 00:42:42.22\00:42:44.33 you know, stab yourself in the chest 00:42:44.36\00:42:46.06 with a knife or, you know, 00:42:46.09\00:42:47.86 go grab a noose and, 00:42:47.86\00:42:49.20 you know, hang yourself from a tree. 00:42:49.23\00:42:50.60 That's horrible imagery, but nonetheless, 00:42:50.63\00:42:52.83 that's what Christ was saying. 00:42:52.87\00:42:54.20 Yeah, because they knew in that day 00:42:54.24\00:42:55.84 when they said pick up your cross, 00:42:55.87\00:42:57.24 if you picked up your cross, 00:42:57.27\00:42:58.61 you were gonna go be crucified. 00:42:58.64\00:43:00.38 So, you know, this is when Paul says 00:43:00.41\00:43:02.11 "I die daily." 00:43:02.14\00:43:03.48 He's talking about picking up this cross daily, 00:43:03.55\00:43:06.11 dying to self. 00:43:06.15\00:43:07.52 This isn't... 00:43:07.55\00:43:08.88 I remember once I was in Roswell, New Mexico, 00:43:08.92\00:43:10.25 and I was doing this series, 00:43:10.29\00:43:11.69 and I was talking about how Paul said, 00:43:11.72\00:43:14.29 "I'm crucified with Christ, I'm crucified to the world, 00:43:14.32\00:43:17.03 the world to me, picking up Your cross." 00:43:17.06\00:43:19.26 And this woman came to me afterwards and said, 00:43:19.29\00:43:21.96 "Well, that's just the harshest sermon I've ever heard. 00:43:22.00\00:43:26.47 All this dying to self stuff, and being crucified." 00:43:26.50\00:43:30.71 And I said, "You know, this is how, by dying to self, 00:43:30.77\00:43:35.31 we can only be filled with the Holy Spirit 00:43:35.34\00:43:37.65 to that griever emptied himself. 00:43:37.68\00:43:40.38 So it's as Romans 8:13 says, 00:43:40.42\00:43:45.12 that if you live according to the flesh, 00:43:45.15\00:43:46.86 what's gonna happen? 00:43:46.92\00:43:48.26 You die. 00:43:48.29\00:43:49.62 You're gonna die. 00:43:49.66\00:43:50.99 But if by the power of the Holy Spirit, 00:43:51.03\00:43:55.16 you put to death the mistakes of the flesh, 00:43:55.20\00:43:57.23 you're gonna live. 00:43:57.30\00:43:58.70 So let me say one point on that. 00:43:58.73\00:44:01.77 You and I can't put to death the misdeeds of our flesh, 00:44:01.80\00:44:05.64 not by ourselves. 00:44:05.67\00:44:07.01 It's because Romans 8:13 says, 00:44:07.08\00:44:09.24 "If you, by the power of the Holy Spirit 00:44:09.28\00:44:14.58 put to death misdeeds of your flesh," 00:44:14.62\00:44:16.99 you can't do it on your own. 00:44:17.02\00:44:18.82 And the Holy Spirit's not gonna do it without you. 00:44:18.85\00:44:21.66 So that is where we... 00:44:21.69\00:44:24.46 When we talk about surrender it's yielding to His leading. 00:44:24.49\00:44:29.43 And it's only as we yield to Him, 00:44:29.46\00:44:34.34 and let Him lead, 00:44:34.37\00:44:35.97 that we can die to our selfish desires. 00:44:36.00\00:44:38.91 And there's nothing frightening about it 00:44:38.94\00:44:40.44 'cause God always gives us some banner. 00:44:40.48\00:44:42.84 What were you gonna say? 00:44:42.88\00:44:44.45 Well, you know, I look at this 00:44:44.48\00:44:45.98 and there's what I see in my life, 00:44:46.01\00:44:49.18 that there's no better place 00:44:49.22\00:44:50.55 than being where God wants you to be. 00:44:50.59\00:44:52.15 Amen. 00:44:52.19\00:44:53.52 And when I find myself wanting to do my will 00:44:53.56\00:44:57.09 or wanting to go in my direction, 00:44:57.13\00:45:00.26 I found that the Lord has a way of correcting that. 00:45:00.33\00:45:02.63 Yes. That's right. 00:45:02.66\00:45:04.00 And sometimes you go through situations 00:45:04.07\00:45:07.27 in your life and you're like, "Well, you know, 00:45:07.34\00:45:10.31 I thought I was going in the right direction. 00:45:10.34\00:45:12.07 But when we look at what Jesus is trying to do in our lives, 00:45:12.11\00:45:17.35 and we go in that direction, and we follow Him, 00:45:17.38\00:45:21.45 we're in a perfect spot. 00:45:21.48\00:45:22.82 I know when Francine and I, 00:45:22.85\00:45:24.29 we had to leave Michigan and we went to Washington, 00:45:24.32\00:45:28.52 you know, we left our family, 00:45:28.56\00:45:30.83 we left our jobs that we liked, 00:45:30.86\00:45:33.73 we left, you know, all the things we had 00:45:33.80\00:45:36.56 what we called our dream home, 00:45:36.63\00:45:38.80 we left all that 00:45:38.83\00:45:40.97 because we knew that the Lord was taking us 00:45:41.00\00:45:43.17 in another direction. 00:45:43.20\00:45:45.07 And I'm driving, and it was interesting 00:45:45.11\00:45:47.24 because I had all... 00:45:47.28\00:45:48.74 You know, I had my goals and Francine, 00:45:48.78\00:45:51.28 and we're at that stage, you know, young people, 00:45:51.31\00:45:53.68 we were building our lives, 00:45:53.72\00:45:55.42 and we thought we knew what was good for us. 00:45:55.45\00:45:58.99 And when we realized after three years, 00:45:59.02\00:46:02.26 we didn't really build relationships 00:46:02.29\00:46:04.19 with our neighbors, 00:46:04.26\00:46:05.59 you know, we were doing all the right things. 00:46:05.63\00:46:07.56 You know, we were elders, we were deacons, we were, 00:46:07.60\00:46:10.47 you know, doing Sabbath School in our church, 00:46:10.50\00:46:12.30 we were involved in our church, 00:46:12.33\00:46:13.67 in the conference, you know, 00:46:13.74\00:46:15.07 we're doing all these great things... 00:46:15.10\00:46:16.44 But spiritually. 00:46:16.47\00:46:17.81 But spiritually we were draining ourselves, 00:46:17.84\00:46:19.84 but we weren't getting connected with the Lord. 00:46:19.87\00:46:22.51 And we were doing all these good things. 00:46:22.54\00:46:24.28 But until we realized 00:46:24.31\00:46:25.65 that the Lord has something better for us, 00:46:25.68\00:46:28.68 and we need to focus on that, 00:46:28.72\00:46:30.12 and then move in that direction. 00:46:30.19\00:46:31.79 And when we did that, we had an amazing joy. 00:46:31.82\00:46:35.19 We wouldn't have been able to adopt our little girl 00:46:35.22\00:46:37.99 if we didn't go to Washington, you know. 00:46:38.03\00:46:40.23 So there's a lot of things when we're focusing on Jesus, 00:46:40.30\00:46:43.63 and we realize that He's guiding us 00:46:43.67\00:46:46.37 in the direction, 00:46:46.40\00:46:47.74 even though we have to give up so much, 00:46:47.77\00:46:50.57 there's so much more 00:46:50.61\00:46:52.04 that we don't realize that He's giving us. 00:46:52.07\00:46:54.48 And there's so many times that you wonder 00:46:54.51\00:46:56.71 if you had yielded to God's will more often 00:46:56.75\00:47:00.58 and not be so driven 00:47:00.65\00:47:02.22 on what you thought was the mission, 00:47:02.25\00:47:05.99 then you wonder 00:47:06.02\00:47:07.89 what other blessings God had in store 00:47:07.92\00:47:09.72 that you could have already been blessed with. 00:47:09.76\00:47:12.53 And, you know, 00:47:12.56\00:47:13.93 if you hadn't focused on yourself first 00:47:13.96\00:47:16.20 or what you thought the goal should have been. 00:47:16.23\00:47:19.13 Because I know that I see it in tithing, 00:47:19.17\00:47:21.44 I see it with so many people, 00:47:21.47\00:47:22.80 there are so many people 00:47:22.84\00:47:24.21 that they think they're doing what's right 00:47:24.24\00:47:25.81 and you want to just say, hold back, 00:47:25.84\00:47:28.08 now that I'm a little older, you think in your mind, 00:47:28.11\00:47:31.48 you could be preventing so much 00:47:31.51\00:47:33.52 and God wants to do so much for you. 00:47:33.55\00:47:36.22 You always just want to tell people sometimes, 00:47:36.25\00:47:39.62 and sometimes they just have to learn it. 00:47:39.65\00:47:41.19 Again, it's that relationship with Christ 00:47:41.22\00:47:43.46 when you get to that point. 00:47:43.53\00:47:44.86 And so I think that's why we have to pray for each other, 00:47:44.89\00:47:48.06 is lifting each other up, and those prayers 00:47:48.10\00:47:50.13 that you were talking about earlier 00:47:50.17\00:47:52.00 is because we don't know all these things 00:47:52.03\00:47:54.47 that God really has in store. 00:47:54.50\00:47:56.04 I think there's so much more that God is waiting for us on. 00:47:56.07\00:47:59.61 Amen. Absolutely, absolutely. 00:47:59.64\00:48:01.51 You mentioned earlier that, 00:48:01.54\00:48:02.88 you know, we can't do the work ourselves. 00:48:02.91\00:48:06.28 And, you know, it's hard to move 00:48:06.31\00:48:10.22 when you're nailed to a cross. 00:48:10.25\00:48:13.72 It's hard to be in control when you're nailed to a cross. 00:48:13.79\00:48:17.93 When Jesus was hanging on that cross, 00:48:17.96\00:48:19.43 He was completely vulnerable, 00:48:19.46\00:48:21.16 and in the control of other people. 00:48:21.20\00:48:24.53 And when I read Luke 9:23, 00:48:24.57\00:48:26.53 when we deny ourselves 00:48:26.57\00:48:27.90 and we take up that instrument of death, 00:48:27.94\00:48:30.01 when we hang ourselves on a cross spiritually, 00:48:30.04\00:48:32.34 obviously, when we crucify self, 00:48:32.37\00:48:35.91 we at that moment are saying, "Lord, I don't trust myself. 00:48:35.94\00:48:39.18 I'm nailed to this cross. 00:48:39.21\00:48:40.55 Lord, I don't... 00:48:40.62\00:48:41.95 I'm pining myself to this cross 00:48:41.98\00:48:43.32 because I don't trust myself 00:48:43.35\00:48:44.69 to act, to do, to decide, to make choices 00:48:44.72\00:48:47.09 and what's best in my life, 00:48:47.16\00:48:48.49 Lord, not my will but Yours." 00:48:48.52\00:48:50.43 Yeah, but see, 00:48:50.46\00:48:51.79 we can't even do that by ourselves, 00:48:51.83\00:48:53.16 if we ever gonna try to nail ourselves to the cross, 00:48:53.19\00:48:55.46 we could get one but then it's like, 00:48:55.50\00:48:57.87 "Oh, okay, how do I do this?" 00:48:57.90\00:48:59.83 So, we can't even deny self 00:48:59.87\00:49:03.64 without the Holy Spirit's help. 00:49:03.67\00:49:05.71 And that's why Paul in Ephesians 5:18 says, 00:49:05.74\00:49:08.98 always be filled with the Holy Spirit. 00:49:09.01\00:49:12.01 And I think, you know, 00:49:12.05\00:49:13.38 what we have to look at is if we're walking 00:49:13.45\00:49:16.28 under the influence of the Spirit, 00:49:16.32\00:49:19.49 the Word of God will have control in our lives. 00:49:19.52\00:49:23.26 We will confess our known sins 00:49:23.29\00:49:26.93 and the Holy Spirit will help us to recognize 00:49:26.96\00:49:29.83 when we're not pleasing to God, 00:49:29.86\00:49:32.37 we will die to self according to His will, 00:49:32.40\00:49:35.64 but we're depending upon His power. 00:49:35.67\00:49:37.94 You know, I used to try to do this 00:49:37.97\00:49:39.67 under my own power and it was so discouraging. 00:49:39.71\00:49:42.44 I actually walked away from the Lord once and said, 00:49:42.48\00:49:46.18 shaking my little finger in His face, 00:49:46.21\00:49:48.62 "You demand too much." 00:49:48.65\00:49:51.85 It was just impossible. 00:49:51.89\00:49:53.86 So in Luke 11:13 00:49:53.89\00:49:56.22 is probably one of my favorite scriptures. 00:49:56.26\00:49:59.56 J.D, why don't you read that one. 00:49:59.59\00:50:01.66 Luke 11:13. 00:50:01.70\00:50:04.33 "If you then, being evil, 00:50:04.37\00:50:06.07 know how to give good gifts to your children, 00:50:06.10\00:50:08.17 how much more will your heavenly Father 00:50:08.20\00:50:10.41 give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?" 00:50:10.47\00:50:13.17 Remember, you're walking in surrender here. 00:50:13.21\00:50:15.71 So you're allowing Him to be in charge. 00:50:15.74\00:50:18.51 And so, Him being in charge, He's just saying, 00:50:18.55\00:50:21.32 "Listen, Quinn, I want to give you things 00:50:21.35\00:50:22.95 that you'd never knew that is even possible." 00:50:22.98\00:50:24.95 You know. 00:50:24.99\00:50:26.32 And, you know, when you look in Luke 11, 00:50:26.35\00:50:28.59 this is where Jesus is saying, 00:50:28.62\00:50:31.59 ask and it'll be given to you, 00:50:31.63\00:50:34.30 seek and you will find, 00:50:34.30\00:50:36.00 knock and the door will be open. 00:50:36.03\00:50:37.77 These are linear verbs. 00:50:37.80\00:50:39.30 They are constant present tense. 00:50:39.33\00:50:42.17 So He's saying, 00:50:42.20\00:50:43.84 "Keep on asking, keep on seeking, 00:50:43.87\00:50:47.01 keep on knocking." 00:50:47.04\00:50:49.31 But then He comes down to this point where He says, 00:50:49.34\00:50:53.38 "Here's what I'm telling you. 00:50:53.45\00:50:56.05 You're evil, 00:50:56.08\00:50:57.42 you know how to give good gifts to your kids, 00:50:57.45\00:50:58.95 but if you keep on asking the Father 00:50:58.99\00:51:02.39 for the Holy Spirit, 00:51:02.42\00:51:04.59 how much more is He gonna give you 00:51:04.63\00:51:06.33 that good gift, you know? 00:51:06.36\00:51:08.30 And here's what I want to say. 00:51:08.33\00:51:11.23 If you want to get a finger 00:51:11.27\00:51:12.83 on your spiritual pulse, priorities, 00:51:12.87\00:51:17.31 check your priorities. 00:51:17.37\00:51:19.57 Are you praying in a way that's a friend to friend 00:51:19.61\00:51:24.38 that you're praying to God, 00:51:24.41\00:51:26.58 pouring out your heart before Him, 00:51:26.61\00:51:28.35 seeking His face? 00:51:28.38\00:51:30.15 Are you in His word 00:51:30.19\00:51:31.52 so that you can let Him counsel you? 00:51:31.55\00:51:33.92 And are you saying, praying every day, 00:51:33.96\00:51:37.49 "Lord, fill me with your Holy Spirit." 00:51:37.53\00:51:40.80 And it's not just day by day, sometimes, it's hour by hour. 00:51:40.86\00:51:44.20 That's right. 00:51:44.23\00:51:46.53 Isn't it? Yes. 00:51:46.57\00:51:48.20 'Cause I certainly know 00:51:48.24\00:51:49.57 that I have started my days surrendered 00:51:49.60\00:51:53.31 and somehow you end up not. 00:51:53.34\00:51:54.74 Of course. 00:51:54.78\00:51:56.78 Let's read 2 Corinthians 3:18. 00:51:56.81\00:52:01.18 Francine, you want to read that one? 00:52:01.22\00:52:03.79 All right. 00:52:03.82\00:52:05.15 So 2 Corinthians 3:18. 00:52:05.19\00:52:06.62 "But we all, with unveiled faces 00:52:06.65\00:52:09.52 beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, 00:52:09.56\00:52:13.16 are being transformed in the same image 00:52:13.19\00:52:15.30 from the glory to glory 00:52:15.33\00:52:16.87 just as by the Spirit of the Lord." 00:52:16.93\00:52:21.77 It's just saying it again. 00:52:21.80\00:52:23.14 Again, it's that mirror we want to reflect who Christ is. 00:52:23.17\00:52:26.54 That's right. 00:52:26.57\00:52:27.91 So you don't want them to see you, 00:52:27.94\00:52:29.31 you want them to see God. 00:52:29.34\00:52:31.45 That's what Jesus was communicating 00:52:31.48\00:52:32.85 to Nicodemus in John 3. 00:52:32.88\00:52:35.42 I love how Mrs. White, she says that 00:52:35.45\00:52:37.39 "No other place in the Bible is the gospel 00:52:37.45\00:52:39.39 put on display more clearly than in John 3." 00:52:39.42\00:52:42.22 And that conversation between Jesus and Nicodemus. 00:52:42.26\00:52:44.96 Because Nicodemus is thinking fleshly, earthly. 00:52:44.99\00:52:48.06 Jesus is... 00:52:48.10\00:52:49.43 Jesus is having a vertical conversation 00:52:49.46\00:52:51.67 and Nicodemus's mind is completely horizontal. 00:52:51.70\00:52:54.10 And Jesus says, "No, it's a spiritual thing." 00:52:54.17\00:52:56.54 And if you look in that chapter, 00:52:56.57\00:52:58.84 and you look for the one thing 00:52:58.87\00:53:00.28 that Jesus tells Nicodemus that we must do, 00:53:00.31\00:53:03.55 in order to hurry the work of the Spirit in our life, 00:53:03.58\00:53:07.78 he references Numbers 21. 00:53:07.82\00:53:10.42 The story of Numbers 21. 00:53:10.49\00:53:11.82 He says, 00:53:11.85\00:53:13.19 "As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, 00:53:13.22\00:53:15.62 so shall also the Son of Man be lifted up." 00:53:15.66\00:53:18.79 Jesus said, "I, and if I am lifted up, 00:53:18.83\00:53:20.60 I will draw all men unto myself." 00:53:20.63\00:53:22.70 You know, and sometimes we think 00:53:22.73\00:53:24.93 that us lifting up Jesus, you know, that we're... 00:53:24.97\00:53:27.87 And it is important that we uplift Jesus 00:53:27.90\00:53:29.70 for others to see but, you know, 00:53:29.74\00:53:31.41 we need to uplift Jesus every single day 00:53:31.44\00:53:33.34 so we can see Him. 00:53:33.38\00:53:34.71 Amen. That's good. 00:53:34.74\00:53:36.75 And it's very important that we understand 00:53:36.81\00:53:39.15 and by beholding we become change. 00:53:39.18\00:53:41.08 If I'm keeping my attention and my focus every single day 00:53:41.12\00:53:44.72 on the uplifted Savior, 00:53:44.75\00:53:46.09 and I'm beholding Christ 00:53:46.12\00:53:47.46 and the events that transpired on Calvary 00:53:47.52\00:53:49.46 are in my mind, as Mrs. White would say 00:53:49.49\00:53:52.13 "A thoughtful hour each day on the life of Christ, 00:53:52.16\00:53:54.30 especially the closing ones." 00:53:54.30\00:53:56.06 When we put Christ in our view, 00:53:56.10\00:53:59.60 everything falls in place where it should. 00:53:59.63\00:54:01.84 And the Holy Spirit takes us 00:54:01.87\00:54:03.20 from one level of His character to the next. 00:54:03.24\00:54:05.47 But now we've got... I just looked at the clock. 00:54:05.51\00:54:08.61 It's ticking away. 00:54:08.64\00:54:09.98 Yes, this is probably one of the best ways 00:54:10.05\00:54:13.85 to check your spiritual pulse. 00:54:13.92\00:54:16.35 J.D, John 14:15, what does Jesus say? 00:54:16.38\00:54:19.89 "Abide in me, and I am you, 00:54:19.92\00:54:22.69 as the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, 00:54:22.72\00:54:25.46 unless it abides in the vine, 00:54:25.49\00:54:27.40 neither can you unless you abide in Me. 00:54:27.40\00:54:30.27 I, Jesus Am the vine, you are the branches 00:54:30.33\00:54:34.10 and who who abides in Me and I in him, 00:54:34.14\00:54:36.97 bears much fruit for without Me you can do nothing. 00:54:37.01\00:54:40.28 So that's John 15:4 and 5 that you read. 00:54:40.34\00:54:44.51 And John 14:15, Jesus said, 00:54:44.55\00:54:47.85 "If you love Me, keep my commandments." 00:54:47.88\00:54:51.75 So and, you know, we don't have time 00:54:51.79\00:54:53.42 but in that passage, John 14:15, 00:54:53.46\00:54:57.83 "If you love Me, keep my commandments." 00:54:57.86\00:55:00.16 He's saying our love is obedience, 00:55:00.23\00:55:02.46 I mean, our love is evidence by our obedience. 00:55:02.50\00:55:05.43 But it goes on in verses 15 through 17, 00:55:05.47\00:55:08.80 to say, "If you do this, 00:55:08.84\00:55:10.41 I'm gonna give you the Holy Spirit 00:55:10.44\00:55:11.77 as you're helper." 00:55:11.81\00:55:13.14 So you got supernatural help. 00:55:13.17\00:55:14.51 And in verses 18 through 19, 00:55:14.54\00:55:16.01 He says, you're gonna have a supernatural life. 00:55:16.04\00:55:18.58 And verse 20 through 25, supernatural union, 00:55:18.61\00:55:22.82 and 27 through 31, 00:55:22.85\00:55:24.65 you're gonna know supernatural peace. 00:55:24.69\00:55:27.06 So if you want to keep a finger in your spiritual pulse, 00:55:27.09\00:55:31.59 producing fruit, what you just read, 00:55:31.63\00:55:34.76 what is He saying in John 15:4 and 5? 00:55:34.83\00:55:37.80 What does it mean to abide in Christ? 00:55:37.83\00:55:40.50 Be part of him, 00:55:40.54\00:55:41.97 be an extension of him, you know. 00:55:42.00\00:55:44.67 And it's a dwelling thing, isn't it? 00:55:44.71\00:55:46.11 Most certainly. 00:55:46.14\00:55:47.48 It's a settling thing. 00:55:47.54\00:55:48.88 It's basically giving up your time 00:55:48.91\00:55:50.25 to have that relationship with Him, 00:55:50.28\00:55:52.55 and it's through prayer, reading His word, 00:55:52.58\00:55:54.78 you know, thinking on all that He has done for us, 00:55:54.82\00:55:58.19 I mean, it's a full package. 00:55:58.22\00:56:00.29 Amen. 00:56:00.32\00:56:02.39 What I like is on John 15:7, 00:56:02.42\00:56:07.50 it says, "If you abide in Me and My words abide in you, 00:56:07.56\00:56:11.00 you shall ask what you will 00:56:11.03\00:56:12.43 and it shall be given unto you." 00:56:12.47\00:56:14.04 I mean, that's amazing promise. 00:56:14.07\00:56:15.80 But it's not, you know, what we want, 00:56:15.84\00:56:17.84 but it's what we believe the Lord wants us to do 00:56:17.87\00:56:21.34 when He will give it to us 00:56:21.38\00:56:22.84 as long as we're focusing on Him. 00:56:22.88\00:56:24.85 Praise the lord. Amen. Okay. 00:56:24.88\00:56:26.21 I think that I should coming to Him 00:56:26.25\00:56:27.62 with an unveiled face. 00:56:27.65\00:56:28.98 That's right. Amen. 00:56:29.02\00:56:30.82 I can't believe our time's all gone 00:56:30.89\00:56:32.45 'cause I know we can really expound on this. 00:56:32.49\00:56:35.06 But let's just kind of recap. 00:56:35.09\00:56:37.43 If you want to keep a finger on your spiritual pulse, 00:56:37.46\00:56:41.06 then we want to check our priorities and see, 00:56:41.10\00:56:44.77 "Are we seeking God first?" 00:56:44.80\00:56:46.13 We want to make sure we're staying in prayer 00:56:46.17\00:56:49.64 that that is a persistent and regular prayer, 00:56:49.67\00:56:52.74 that we're reading God's word, 00:56:52.77\00:56:54.61 that we are walking in surrender, 00:56:54.64\00:56:56.81 walking in obedience, bearing fruit, 00:56:56.85\00:57:01.18 fruit of the spirit and the fruit of activity, 00:57:01.22\00:57:04.12 and we will become who we behold. 00:57:04.15\00:57:06.09 Amen. 00:57:06.12\00:57:07.49 I can't believe our time's all gone. 00:57:07.52\00:57:09.32 We want to thank you so much for joining us. 00:57:09.36\00:57:12.66 And our prayer for you 00:57:12.69\00:57:14.30 is that the grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, 00:57:14.36\00:57:16.87 the love of the Father 00:57:16.90\00:57:18.23 and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit 00:57:18.27\00:57:20.14 will be with you this Sabbath and always. 00:57:20.17\00:57:24.31 Happy Sabbath. 00:57:24.34\00:57:25.67