I want to spend my life 00:00:01.96\00:00:07.97 Mending broken people 00:00:08.00\00:00:12.77 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.81\00:00:19.08 Removing pain 00:00:19.11\00:00:24.19 Lord, let my words 00:00:24.22\00:00:30.43 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:30.46\00:00:35.00 I want to spend my life 00:00:35.03\00:00:40.44 Mending broken people 00:00:40.47\00:00:46.21 I want to spend my life 00:00:46.24\00:00:51.75 Mending broken people 00:00:51.78\00:00:56.28 Hello, I'm Shelley Quinn. J.D. Quinn. 00:01:09.66\00:01:11.77 And we want to wish you a happy Sabbath. 00:01:11.80\00:01:14.44 Amen. 00:01:14.47\00:01:15.80 And welcome you to Family Worship. 00:01:15.84\00:01:17.17 We are always blessed to have this opportunity 00:01:17.21\00:01:19.81 to welcome in this Sabbath with you. 00:01:19.84\00:01:21.74 And, honey, we've got some family 00:01:21.78\00:01:24.65 around the table. 00:01:24.68\00:01:26.01 Why don't you introduce? Well, I'd be happy to. 00:01:26.05\00:01:27.55 This is my buddy, Ryan over here. 00:01:27.58\00:01:29.02 That's Ryan. 00:01:29.05\00:01:30.39 Ryan, you always feel comfortable with Ryan. 00:01:30.42\00:01:33.76 Really! 00:01:33.79\00:01:35.12 You know, you're just a wonderful man, 00:01:35.16\00:01:38.23 you know the word inside and out and... 00:01:38.26\00:01:40.76 I try, I try. 00:01:40.80\00:01:42.50 You compliment, compliment. 00:01:42.53\00:01:43.87 Praise the Lord. 00:01:43.90\00:01:45.23 And then we have Jason, we have Francine, 00:01:45.27\00:01:47.74 we love Jason and Francine. 00:01:47.77\00:01:49.84 We are in accounting and we're with the kids. 00:01:49.87\00:01:52.14 That's the two responsibilities we have. 00:01:52.17\00:01:53.98 Chief Financial Officer and General Manager 00:01:54.01\00:01:56.91 of 3ABN Kids Network. 00:01:56.95\00:01:58.28 Yes. And this is fun. 00:01:58.31\00:01:59.65 We're gonna have a wonderful time today 00:01:59.68\00:02:01.02 because this is a great topic. 00:02:01.05\00:02:02.38 Yes it is. 00:02:02.42\00:02:03.75 And who do we have at the piano? 00:02:03.79\00:02:05.12 We have our precious Summer boy at the piano. 00:02:05.15\00:02:07.16 Yes. 00:02:07.19\00:02:08.52 We always love you when Summer's here. 00:02:08.56\00:02:09.89 That's right. 00:02:09.92\00:02:11.26 Well, we just want to take this time first 00:02:11.29\00:02:14.10 to thank you for your prayers, and your love, 00:02:14.13\00:02:17.50 and your financial support of 3ABN. 00:02:17.53\00:02:20.34 But our topic tonight, 00:02:20.37\00:02:24.17 let me just start it by reading the scripture 00:02:24.21\00:02:26.24 1 Corinthians 10:12. 00:02:26.27\00:02:29.31 And it's funny. 00:02:29.34\00:02:30.68 I had a man call me many years ago 00:02:30.71\00:02:32.38 when I was first on 3ABN, 00:02:32.41\00:02:34.22 and very busy but still doing the ministry from home. 00:02:34.25\00:02:37.65 This gentleman called me and said, 00:02:37.69\00:02:39.75 "Sister, are you aware of 1 Corinthians 10:12? 00:02:39.79\00:02:42.72 Therefore let him who thinks he stands, 00:02:42.76\00:02:47.56 take heed lest he fall." 00:02:47.60\00:02:50.10 And I told him, "Oh, absolutely. 00:02:50.13\00:02:51.70 I pray that scripture every day and ask the Lord, you know, 00:02:51.73\00:02:55.60 'Help me to examine myself and make sure that, 00:02:55.64\00:03:00.01 first, what I'm teaching is true, 00:03:00.04\00:03:01.88 but second that I really am in relationship with You.'" 00:03:01.91\00:03:05.61 And can you think our topic tonight 00:03:05.65\00:03:08.35 is keep a finger on your spiritual pulse. 00:03:08.38\00:03:11.35 Can you think of an example in the Bible of someone 00:03:11.39\00:03:14.12 who was a bit overconfident and thought he would stand? 00:03:14.16\00:03:18.33 Yet Jesus said to him, 00:03:18.36\00:03:21.76 "Satan desires to sift you like wheat, 00:03:21.80\00:03:24.90 and when you've returned, you know, 00:03:24.93\00:03:27.57 encourage and feed my lambs. 00:03:27.60\00:03:30.11 So Peter was overconfident. 00:03:30.14\00:03:33.81 And just because we are in ministry, 00:03:33.84\00:03:37.18 just because you go to church twice a week, 00:03:37.21\00:03:42.75 we all have to take the counsel 00:03:42.78\00:03:46.76 of 2 Corinthians 13:5, 00:03:46.79\00:03:49.92 where Peter says, "Examine yourselves." 00:03:49.96\00:03:52.89 That's present tense. 00:03:52.93\00:03:54.26 It means keep on examining yourself. 00:03:54.30\00:03:57.33 "As to whether you are in the faith, test yourselves." 00:03:57.37\00:04:01.24 And that also is present tense. 00:04:01.27\00:04:03.34 Keep on testing. 00:04:03.37\00:04:05.11 He said, "Do you not know yourselves, 00:04:05.14\00:04:07.14 that Jesus Christ is in you? 00:04:07.18\00:04:09.81 Unless indeed you are disqualified." 00:04:09.84\00:04:14.62 So what Peter is encouraging us to do 00:04:14.65\00:04:19.52 is to make a regular self examination. 00:04:19.55\00:04:23.06 And not in a fearful way 00:04:23.09\00:04:24.73 because, you know, one good thing is that 00:04:24.76\00:04:27.76 sometimes we feel like 00:04:27.80\00:04:29.16 maybe we're not grasping hold of God, 00:04:29.20\00:04:32.00 strongly enough that He's still holding on to us 00:04:32.03\00:04:34.94 and that's the beautiful thing. 00:04:34.97\00:04:36.77 And that's why we're gonna sing. 00:04:36.81\00:04:38.94 What are we gonna sing, honey? 00:04:38.97\00:04:40.31 Blessed Assurance. And what number is that? 00:04:40.34\00:04:41.98 I love Blessed Assurance. 00:04:42.01\00:04:43.51 And in your hymnal, it's number 649. 00:04:43.55\00:04:47.35 Is that right? 00:04:47.38\00:04:48.72 462. 00:04:48.75\00:04:50.09 Well, if you have problem with reading, then it's 462. 00:04:50.12\00:04:55.16 But the words will also be at the bottom of the screen. 00:04:55.19\00:04:57.63 So sing along with us. 00:04:57.66\00:04:58.99 Let's make a joyful noise. 00:04:59.03\00:05:03.77 Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine 00:05:03.80\00:05:09.20 O what a foretaste of glory divine 00:05:09.24\00:05:14.74 Heir of salvation, purchase of God 00:05:14.78\00:05:20.15 Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood 00:05:20.18\00:05:25.59 This is my story, this is my song 00:05:25.62\00:05:31.09 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:05:31.13\00:05:36.70 This is my story, this is my song 00:05:36.73\00:05:42.17 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:05:42.20\00:05:48.04 Perfect submission, all is at rest 00:05:48.08\00:05:53.78 I in my Savior am happy and blessed 00:05:53.82\00:05:59.49 Watching and waiting, looking above 00:05:59.52\00:06:05.09 Filled with His goodness, lost in His love 00:06:05.13\00:06:10.77 This is my story, this is my song 00:06:10.80\00:06:16.40 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:06:16.44\00:06:22.14 This is my story, this is my song 00:06:22.18\00:06:27.65 Praising my Savior all the day long 00:06:27.68\00:06:33.92 Amen. Thank you. 00:06:33.96\00:06:35.42 One of my favorites. I love that song. 00:06:35.46\00:06:36.79 Amen. Me too. 00:06:36.83\00:06:38.16 Thank you, Summer, so much. 00:06:38.19\00:06:40.80 All right, let's just kick this off. 00:06:40.83\00:06:43.30 It's always good 00:06:43.33\00:06:44.67 to sit around the table and discuss the Bible. 00:06:44.70\00:06:46.47 Yes. 00:06:46.50\00:06:47.84 But I have a question. 00:06:47.87\00:06:49.30 Can we get so busy doing things, 00:06:49.34\00:06:54.14 good things in the name of God 00:06:54.18\00:06:57.15 and find that we're actually ignoring the greatest thing, 00:06:57.18\00:07:04.02 and that is to stay close to Jesus. 00:07:04.05\00:07:08.52 Have you ever had that experience? 00:07:08.56\00:07:10.89 Absolutely. 00:07:10.93\00:07:12.26 Many times, many times, 00:07:12.29\00:07:13.63 especially when you're in a daily relationship 00:07:13.66\00:07:16.87 as it's supposed to be, 00:07:16.90\00:07:18.97 you know, Paul mentioned that he died daily. 00:07:19.00\00:07:20.44 Yes. 00:07:20.47\00:07:21.80 And so that means that he had to learn, 00:07:21.84\00:07:23.17 he had to be in a surrendered state, 00:07:23.20\00:07:25.94 every single day. 00:07:25.97\00:07:27.68 And of course, throughout that journey, 00:07:27.71\00:07:29.31 the Lord's gonna bring things to your attention 00:07:29.34\00:07:31.38 that you weren't aware of. 00:07:31.41\00:07:33.65 And sometimes, it may be shocking, 00:07:33.68\00:07:35.02 like, "Oh, what? 00:07:35.05\00:07:36.38 Really that aspect of my life, 00:07:36.42\00:07:37.75 that aspect of my relationship, 00:07:37.79\00:07:39.12 I never really considered that it was that important 00:07:39.15\00:07:41.36 or that the Lord would want to bring that to my attention 00:07:41.39\00:07:44.06 or that that's something 00:07:44.09\00:07:45.43 that He wants to fix in my life, 00:07:45.46\00:07:47.30 that He wants to cleanse me of." 00:07:47.33\00:07:49.43 What makes it even more dangerous though 00:07:49.46\00:07:51.27 is when you think you're in that relationship 00:07:51.30\00:07:55.24 and you are in that saving relationship, 00:07:55.27\00:07:57.41 and you hear Christians say I'm saved, 00:07:57.44\00:07:59.87 and they take that particular concept 00:07:59.91\00:08:03.98 and they run with it. 00:08:04.01\00:08:05.35 And they don't realize, 00:08:05.38\00:08:07.15 they don't allow Christ to show them. 00:08:07.18\00:08:10.12 And a couple of passages that come to mind. 00:08:10.15\00:08:12.79 I'm thinking of, you know, it's interesting 00:08:12.82\00:08:14.19 'cause Christ began His ministry 00:08:14.22\00:08:16.86 with making this point. 00:08:16.89\00:08:18.83 And He would end His ministry prior to being crucified, 00:08:18.86\00:08:22.46 also making the same point. 00:08:22.50\00:08:24.50 And I'm thinking of Matthew 7:21-23. 00:08:24.53\00:08:27.60 This is the Sermon on the Mount. 00:08:27.64\00:08:28.97 So this is Christ 00:08:29.00\00:08:30.34 beginning His ministry, of course, 00:08:30.37\00:08:31.71 this will be His first ever recorded sermon in scripture. 00:08:31.74\00:08:37.31 And notice what Jesus says here, 00:08:37.35\00:08:39.48 and this is, again, kind of asking the question, 00:08:39.51\00:08:41.42 can we get so busy doing good things 00:08:41.45\00:08:43.32 which reiterating what you would ask. 00:08:43.35\00:08:44.69 That's perfect. 00:08:44.72\00:08:46.05 In the name of God that we forget 00:08:46.09\00:08:47.42 to do the greatest thing 00:08:47.46\00:08:48.79 maintain an intimate relationship with the Lord. 00:08:48.82\00:08:51.16 And it is possible, and we see that it's possible, 00:08:51.19\00:08:54.00 and this kind of brings in the question also is, 00:08:54.03\00:08:56.23 is it possible that I think 00:08:56.26\00:08:59.07 that I'm saved when really I'm not. 00:08:59.10\00:09:00.77 Is it possible that I think everything's okay 00:09:00.80\00:09:02.70 when really, you know what, 00:09:02.74\00:09:04.21 I need to do some self-examination 00:09:04.24\00:09:06.01 and allow Christ to show me. 00:09:06.04\00:09:07.64 This group of people that Christ is talking about 00:09:07.68\00:09:09.54 here in verses 21 through 23 of Matthew 7 00:09:09.58\00:09:13.45 is vitally important 00:09:13.48\00:09:14.85 because it shows us 00:09:14.88\00:09:16.35 the need of surrendering to Christ daily, 00:09:16.38\00:09:19.59 so that He can show us. 00:09:19.62\00:09:20.96 Notice this group here, it says, of course, 00:09:20.99\00:09:22.32 it's Christ speaking, He says, 00:09:22.36\00:09:23.73 "Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' 00:09:23.76\00:09:25.56 shall enter the kingdom of heaven, 00:09:25.59\00:09:27.23 but he who does the will of my Father," 00:09:27.26\00:09:29.00 which is in heaven. 00:09:29.03\00:09:30.37 And then he describes a particular group of people 00:09:30.40\00:09:33.10 that respond to Him, He says, 00:09:33.13\00:09:34.47 "Many will say to Me in that day, 00:09:34.50\00:09:35.84 'Lord, Lord,' 00:09:35.87\00:09:37.21 have we not prophesied in Your name, 00:09:37.24\00:09:38.57 cast out demons in Your name, 00:09:38.61\00:09:40.04 and done many wonders in Your name?" 00:09:40.08\00:09:41.81 So this group of people saying, 00:09:41.84\00:09:43.18 "Hey, Jesus, wait a second, you know me. 00:09:43.21\00:09:45.18 You know, I'm that person that sit in church every week, 00:09:45.21\00:09:46.92 I paid my tithe, 00:09:46.95\00:09:48.28 that was a deacon in the local church 00:09:48.32\00:09:49.65 or I was in altar, 00:09:49.68\00:09:51.02 I was involved in this group and that group 00:09:51.05\00:09:52.65 and this small group study." 00:09:52.69\00:09:54.16 You know, these group of people, 00:09:54.19\00:09:56.02 they're recognizing that they were fully convinced. 00:09:56.06\00:09:59.03 I'm in a saving relationship with Jesus. 00:09:59.06\00:10:01.36 But notice what Christ says in verse 23. 00:10:01.40\00:10:03.23 He says, "And then I will declare to them, 00:10:03.26\00:10:04.67 I never knew you,' 00:10:04.70\00:10:06.27 depart from me, you who practice lawlessness." 00:10:06.30\00:10:09.74 And I'm not gonna read this text, 00:10:09.77\00:10:11.11 but I'm referencing also 00:10:11.14\00:10:13.14 the very last kind of mini sermon 00:10:13.17\00:10:16.08 that Jesus would give to His disciples 00:10:16.11\00:10:18.65 a top the Mount of Olives, 00:10:18.68\00:10:20.35 about a week before He went to the cross. 00:10:20.38\00:10:23.62 In the end, we're talking about the Olivet Discourse, 00:10:23.65\00:10:25.95 where Christ is sitting atop the Mount of Olives, 00:10:25.99\00:10:27.66 He's come out of the temple, 00:10:27.69\00:10:29.02 He's having this private meeting 00:10:29.06\00:10:30.39 with His disciples. 00:10:30.43\00:10:31.76 Then He's pouring through the signs of the times, 00:10:31.79\00:10:33.13 He's telling them what to be aware of. 00:10:33.16\00:10:34.83 And then when we transition 00:10:34.86\00:10:36.20 from Matthew 24 into Matthew 25, 00:10:36.23\00:10:38.43 He starts to tell a parable of these Ten Virgins. 00:10:38.47\00:10:42.17 And of course, these Ten Virgins, 00:10:42.20\00:10:43.54 you have five wise, five foolish, 00:10:43.57\00:10:45.84 they all have their lamps. 00:10:45.87\00:10:47.68 They've got their lamps, you know, 00:10:47.71\00:10:49.18 "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet 00:10:49.21\00:10:50.85 and a light unto my path." 00:10:50.88\00:10:52.21 They have their lamps, 00:10:52.25\00:10:53.58 but five of them were fully convinced 00:10:53.62\00:10:55.28 "I've got my lamp, I'm going out in faith 00:10:55.32\00:10:57.65 to meet the bridegroom," but they lack the oil. 00:10:57.69\00:11:00.82 And it wasn't until the midnight cry went out 00:11:00.86\00:11:03.29 that they realized, "Uh-oh, I don't have enough oil." 00:11:03.32\00:11:05.69 And really at that point, 00:11:05.73\00:11:08.06 they should have had enough oil. 00:11:08.10\00:11:09.43 It was a little too late at that point but nonetheless, 00:11:09.46\00:11:11.63 I think these are biblical examples 00:11:11.67\00:11:13.23 that answer this question, Shelley... 00:11:13.27\00:11:14.60 Absolutely. 00:11:14.64\00:11:15.97 That we can't be going along in our relationship 00:11:16.00\00:11:19.27 and thinking that everything's okay, 00:11:19.31\00:11:21.61 when everything's really not. 00:11:21.64\00:11:23.01 And that's where we have to... 00:11:23.04\00:11:24.38 I love the title of this. 00:11:24.41\00:11:25.81 Keep a finger on our spiritual pulse 00:11:25.85\00:11:27.82 because if we're dying daily, 00:11:27.85\00:11:29.85 and we're in a daily relationship with Jesus, 00:11:29.88\00:11:32.25 then that means each and every day, 00:11:32.29\00:11:33.99 I'm in prayer saying 00:11:34.02\00:11:35.36 "Christ, not my will but yours..." 00:11:35.39\00:11:37.73 Amen. 00:11:37.76\00:11:39.09 "Whatever it is, that's in my life, 00:11:39.13\00:11:40.46 Lord, please help me surrender." 00:11:40.50\00:11:41.83 And I think we have all experienced those times 00:11:41.86\00:11:45.77 when we get so busy doing good 00:11:45.80\00:11:48.00 that we're forgetting the greatest thing. 00:11:48.04\00:11:50.11 So let's talk about how do we know, 00:11:50.14\00:11:54.18 how do we keep a finger on our spiritual pulse. 00:11:54.21\00:11:57.81 Now the very first thing that comes to my mind 00:11:57.85\00:12:00.68 is check your priorities. 00:12:00.72\00:12:03.59 You know, because what we esteem 00:12:03.62\00:12:07.46 is what we spend our time on. 00:12:07.49\00:12:09.06 That's right. 00:12:09.09\00:12:10.86 So, Francine, 00:12:10.89\00:12:12.23 why don't you read Matthew 6:33, 00:12:12.26\00:12:17.17 Matthew 6:33. 00:12:17.20\00:12:19.83 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness 00:12:19.87\00:12:23.24 and all these things shall be added to you." 00:12:23.27\00:12:26.68 And it reminds me also, sometimes, I'm thinking of 00:12:26.71\00:12:30.15 I know Jason's more in the business world, 00:12:30.18\00:12:31.88 but every company or even every school 00:12:31.91\00:12:34.48 that I've been to, 00:12:34.52\00:12:35.85 we always want a mission or some kind of goal to set. 00:12:35.88\00:12:40.32 And when you do that, 00:12:40.36\00:12:43.36 everything hopefully that you do 00:12:43.39\00:12:44.99 in your company or the school 00:12:45.03\00:12:47.30 or whatever you're setting, 00:12:47.33\00:12:48.66 for example, in 3ABN, goes toward that mission. 00:12:48.70\00:12:52.57 And so if you have that light 00:12:52.60\00:12:54.37 of what is your focus for Jesus, 00:12:54.40\00:12:57.81 then hopefully everything that you do throughout the day 00:12:57.84\00:13:01.54 is going toward that goal. 00:13:01.58\00:13:03.11 Amen. That's right. 00:13:03.14\00:13:04.58 Amen. That's really good. 00:13:04.61\00:13:05.95 You would assume that our chief purpose in life, 00:13:05.98\00:13:10.39 even for our existence 00:13:10.42\00:13:13.32 is seeking first the Kingdom of God. 00:13:13.36\00:13:16.59 But how many times do... 00:13:16.62\00:13:19.16 Hey, we never point, I never point fingers. 00:13:19.19\00:13:22.36 Because we've all been through it all I think 00:13:22.40\00:13:25.13 but I mean, there are days that I wake up late, 00:13:25.17\00:13:29.07 actually, today was one, and you hit the floor running 00:13:29.10\00:13:33.61 and you go, go, go, go and you think, 00:13:33.64\00:13:35.31 "Okay, Lord, I don't have time for my devotional. 00:13:35.34\00:13:38.51 I've got to get ready, get to work on time." 00:13:38.55\00:13:41.42 And then you get to work, 00:13:41.45\00:13:42.78 and of course, we're very blessed here 00:13:42.82\00:13:44.19 'cause we get to start our days with a devotional. 00:13:44.22\00:13:47.82 But guess what, today wasn't a time 00:13:47.86\00:13:51.29 that we got to start with a devotional. 00:13:51.33\00:13:54.20 And so all of a sudden you find yourself 00:13:54.23\00:13:57.13 just into the rhythm of the day 00:13:57.17\00:13:59.80 and all the things that are required, 00:13:59.83\00:14:02.67 and it's not till you get home 00:14:02.70\00:14:04.04 and you're going "Oh, Lord, forgive me." 00:14:04.07\00:14:06.74 And you feel like you're giving God leftovers. 00:14:06.78\00:14:09.84 Anybody ever been through that? 00:14:09.88\00:14:11.21 Absolutely. 00:14:11.25\00:14:12.58 And so it happens to everyone. 00:14:12.61\00:14:15.25 And there's something even that I told J.D. 00:14:15.28\00:14:17.75 and particularly the Lord's been bringing it 00:14:17.79\00:14:20.02 to my attention lately. 00:14:20.06\00:14:21.72 He's the most important person on earth to me 00:14:21.76\00:14:25.23 yet I can get so busy working 00:14:25.26\00:14:28.50 that I'm robbing Him of time 00:14:28.53\00:14:31.10 and the Lord's been showing me I need more balance in my life. 00:14:31.13\00:14:35.47 So when I say what we esteem we spend time with, 00:14:35.50\00:14:39.64 there we can become so intimate with someone 00:14:39.67\00:14:44.85 that you can think 00:14:44.88\00:14:46.21 "Oh, okay, I can spend my time doing this 00:14:46.25\00:14:48.92 because this is secure." 00:14:48.95\00:14:51.25 Some people end up getting a divorce because of that, 00:14:51.29\00:14:53.96 but also some people 00:14:53.99\00:14:55.32 who are like these the Ten Virgins 00:14:55.36\00:14:58.43 who aren't surrendered to the Lord. 00:14:58.46\00:14:59.83 Yeah, I think, you know, 00:14:59.86\00:15:01.96 this western American culture that we live in 00:15:02.00\00:15:04.77 has kind of set us up for defeat in that area. 00:15:04.80\00:15:08.30 Because in the culture that we live in, you know, 00:15:08.34\00:15:13.81 trying to attempt to achieve the American dream is... 00:15:13.84\00:15:18.28 Push yourself, work, work, 00:15:18.31\00:15:19.88 work hard, hard, hard, as hard as you can, 00:15:19.91\00:15:22.62 to, you know, reach those goals, 00:15:22.65\00:15:24.72 you know, to be that person you want to be. 00:15:24.75\00:15:26.65 And there's nothing wrong with those things. 00:15:26.69\00:15:28.02 I think we all should have goals, 00:15:28.06\00:15:29.39 we all should love our jobs. 00:15:29.42\00:15:30.76 And, you know, the Bible said 00:15:30.79\00:15:32.13 "You don't work, you don't eat." 00:15:32.16\00:15:33.50 And so we have to work, working is important. 00:15:33.53\00:15:35.43 But I think in this western American culture 00:15:35.46\00:15:37.30 that we live in, you know, 00:15:37.33\00:15:38.77 sometimes talking about priorities, 00:15:38.80\00:15:40.84 we instead of seeking first the Kingdom of God 00:15:40.87\00:15:43.61 at the top, you know, it's kind of, you know, 00:15:43.64\00:15:46.24 it may be, you know, 00:15:46.27\00:15:47.61 family first or maybe job first and then family 00:15:47.64\00:15:50.61 and then relationships and then, you know, 00:15:50.65\00:15:52.81 church and the mission of the church, 00:15:52.85\00:15:54.58 and God's work and the Kingdom of God 00:15:54.62\00:15:56.02 kind of gets shoved down at the bottom, you know, 00:15:56.05\00:15:58.32 if I have any time left over in the week, 00:15:58.35\00:15:59.82 you know, I might go to prayer meeting 00:15:59.85\00:16:01.19 if I feel okay or I might go to church this week 00:16:01.22\00:16:04.16 if I feel like it, if I'm not too tired. 00:16:04.19\00:16:06.09 And so just an example, you know. 00:16:06.13\00:16:08.06 I think when we put that list right side up, 00:16:08.10\00:16:11.33 and then we put Jesus first and His mission and His kingdom 00:16:11.37\00:16:13.80 and the work of the church, 00:16:13.84\00:16:15.60 you know, in a responsible perspective, 00:16:15.64\00:16:18.21 then everything else as He said, it will be added, 00:16:18.24\00:16:20.81 everything else will fall in line 00:16:20.84\00:16:22.54 as it's supposed to. 00:16:22.58\00:16:23.91 And I'm gonna take it one step further 00:16:23.95\00:16:25.81 because I always have Kingdom work first, 00:16:25.85\00:16:29.48 that's where he gets ignored sometimes. 00:16:29.52\00:16:32.62 I think, 00:16:32.65\00:16:34.26 if you're gonna keep a finger on your spiritual pulse, 00:16:34.29\00:16:37.49 they say prayer is the breath of the soul. 00:16:37.53\00:16:39.59 Right. 00:16:39.63\00:16:40.96 I mean, if you're not starting your day 00:16:41.00\00:16:42.53 in serious prayer, and not just a list of, 00:16:42.56\00:16:47.60 you know, like you're thinking he is running a casino 00:16:47.64\00:16:52.77 and you're on the slot machine, 00:16:52.81\00:16:54.14 "Lord, I need this, this, 00:16:54.18\00:16:55.51 and this today or do this or that." 00:16:55.54\00:16:57.11 That's not what I'm talking about. 00:16:57.15\00:16:58.48 If we're not seeking His face, 00:16:58.51\00:17:02.58 that intimate relationship, 00:17:02.62\00:17:05.82 I mean, to me that's when... 00:17:05.85\00:17:07.19 If your prayer life is suffering, 00:17:07.22\00:17:10.03 let me tell you, your spiritual pulse is weak. 00:17:10.06\00:17:13.06 So, J.D, why don't you read Psalms 62:8? 00:17:13.09\00:17:18.30 Psalms 62, because as we go through priorities, 00:17:18.33\00:17:21.54 and how do we stay within the parameters 00:17:21.57\00:17:24.01 of the priorities that we're setting 00:17:24.04\00:17:26.41 as a believing child of God, 00:17:26.44\00:17:29.21 and I believe that it probably starts with prayer. 00:17:29.24\00:17:32.05 And when you think of prayer, you think of David, okay, 00:17:32.08\00:17:35.18 'cause David was just... 00:17:35.22\00:17:37.62 How many books in David? 00:17:37.65\00:17:39.15 150? 00:17:39.19\00:17:40.52 In Psalms? How many Psalms? 00:17:40.56\00:17:42.09 Yes. Yeah. 00:17:42.12\00:17:43.46 So, I mean, lots of prayer there. 00:17:43.49\00:17:45.53 Here in Psalms 62:8, 00:17:45.56\00:17:48.86 "Trust in Him," capital H, 00:17:48.90\00:17:51.00 "trust in Jesus at all times, you people. 00:17:51.03\00:17:54.30 Pour out your heart before Him, 00:17:54.34\00:17:56.20 because God is indeed a refuge for us." 00:17:56.24\00:17:59.81 Amen. Amen. 00:17:59.84\00:18:01.18 So what does it mean 00:18:01.21\00:18:02.54 to pour out your heart before the Lord? 00:18:02.58\00:18:04.98 I would say to give up everything. 00:18:05.01\00:18:07.12 Just to focus on Him. 00:18:07.15\00:18:09.75 You know, I think of Matthew 7:24 00:18:09.78\00:18:13.86 talks about building your life on the rock. 00:18:13.89\00:18:16.83 Amen. 00:18:16.86\00:18:18.19 And when we can do that, that's when, you know, 00:18:18.23\00:18:20.63 we're grounded on something that is solid. 00:18:20.66\00:18:23.70 And, you know, we can move forward. 00:18:23.73\00:18:27.04 You know, I also look at... 00:18:27.07\00:18:29.50 In my life, I love analytics. 00:18:29.54\00:18:33.64 And I go through my whole day. 00:18:33.68\00:18:35.04 And at the end of the day, 00:18:35.08\00:18:36.41 I look at all the things that I could have done better. 00:18:36.44\00:18:40.42 And I analyze those things. 00:18:40.45\00:18:42.88 And then I pray, I'm like, 00:18:42.92\00:18:44.59 "Okay, Lord, tomorrow help me with those kind of things." 00:18:44.62\00:18:50.36 But I find that when I step back, 00:18:50.39\00:18:54.13 that has happened to me in that day 00:18:54.16\00:18:58.27 and those things that I could have done better. 00:18:58.30\00:19:01.70 I ask the Lord, you know, 00:19:01.74\00:19:03.07 "Give me those attributes or give me those things 00:19:03.10\00:19:05.11 that maybe I could have done better with." 00:19:05.14\00:19:08.24 You know, so sometimes stepping back 00:19:08.28\00:19:10.61 and searching your own life, and all the activities 00:19:10.65\00:19:13.75 and all the things that you've done in your life, 00:19:13.78\00:19:15.88 and then focusing on Jesus and saying, 00:19:15.92\00:19:17.95 "Hey, you know, I need to be on the rock. 00:19:17.99\00:19:20.99 I need to be focused on Jesus 00:19:21.02\00:19:22.59 and what He's done in my life and all the attributes 00:19:22.62\00:19:25.83 that He can give me to do better." 00:19:25.86\00:19:28.76 But I always and I always fall 00:19:28.80\00:19:32.47 when I think that I can do it. 00:19:32.50\00:19:36.07 And that's when Jesus... 00:19:36.10\00:19:37.44 You know, that's what's so awesome with Jesus. 00:19:37.47\00:19:39.51 He will never force us 00:19:39.54\00:19:41.68 into doing something that, we... 00:19:41.71\00:19:45.01 You know, we want to do stuff, but sometimes by letting go, 00:19:45.05\00:19:48.98 the Lord can take over. 00:19:49.02\00:19:50.95 But when I say "I can do it." 00:19:50.99\00:19:52.85 Right. 00:19:52.89\00:19:54.22 That's when the Lord said okay, 00:19:54.26\00:19:55.76 He backs off and then He allows us to fall 00:19:55.79\00:20:00.16 and then we get up. 00:20:00.20\00:20:01.53 And as long as we can stand on the rock 00:20:01.56\00:20:04.17 and realize that we have messed up, 00:20:04.20\00:20:07.00 that's when we can go 00:20:07.04\00:20:08.37 to that next rung in that ladder 00:20:08.40\00:20:10.44 and climb to that next step in a relationship with Jesus. 00:20:10.47\00:20:13.71 That's right. 00:20:13.74\00:20:15.08 If my people who are called by my name 00:20:15.11\00:20:17.05 will humble themselves and pray. 00:20:17.08\00:20:20.12 But now, let me ask you something 00:20:20.15\00:20:21.75 I recently... 00:20:21.78\00:20:23.12 Well, actually, today, I was talking with someone, 00:20:23.15\00:20:25.42 and I told them, I just learned 00:20:25.45\00:20:27.32 that I'm going to have to have surgery 00:20:27.36\00:20:29.62 on four vertebrae at once, which is, I mean, 00:20:29.66\00:20:32.59 some serious major back surgery. 00:20:32.63\00:20:35.20 You know, what the most interesting thing. 00:20:35.23\00:20:37.13 When I got the news, part of it was expected, 00:20:37.17\00:20:41.27 the rest of it was not expected. 00:20:41.30\00:20:43.74 And it was like, 00:20:43.77\00:20:45.94 "Ah" and I just cocooned. 00:20:45.97\00:20:52.51 I became like a recluse, and when I was... 00:20:52.55\00:20:55.38 I could pray for other people, but I couldn't pray for myself. 00:20:55.42\00:20:59.49 Does that make sense? 00:20:59.52\00:21:00.86 You know, there are times 'cause we don't want to... 00:21:00.89\00:21:02.86 When we're sitting here, 00:21:02.89\00:21:04.39 I think pouring out our heart to God, 00:21:04.43\00:21:07.93 He knows our fears, 00:21:07.96\00:21:09.30 He knows when we don't want to do something. 00:21:09.33\00:21:11.80 And sometimes even I'll say to Him, 00:21:11.83\00:21:13.70 "Lord, you got to make me willing, 00:21:13.74\00:21:15.84 I'm willing to be made willing, 00:21:15.87\00:21:17.34 but I really don't want to do this." 00:21:17.37\00:21:19.14 That's right. 00:21:19.17\00:21:20.51 But this was a time when it was like, 00:21:20.54\00:21:23.24 I just kept saying, 00:21:23.28\00:21:26.55 "Lord, don't let me make a mistake 00:21:26.58\00:21:27.95 here in the decision." 00:21:27.98\00:21:29.32 That's all I could say, but I couldn't pray anymore. 00:21:29.35\00:21:32.15 There are times that we become like a paralytic, 00:21:32.19\00:21:35.36 be paralytic. 00:21:35.39\00:21:37.26 And when we can't pray for ourselves, 00:21:37.29\00:21:39.59 we need to go to others. 00:21:39.63\00:21:40.96 Oh, absolutely. 00:21:41.00\00:21:42.33 And say, "I need a stretcher bearer." 00:21:42.36\00:21:45.03 And if you will pray for me 00:21:45.07\00:21:48.30 'cause sometimes, other people 00:21:48.34\00:21:50.71 when you've been hit with some news, 00:21:50.74\00:21:52.57 maybe that is just shocking to you, 00:21:52.61\00:21:54.88 you need somebody else 00:21:54.91\00:21:57.41 to help you get to the throne of God. 00:21:57.45\00:21:59.38 That's true. 00:21:59.41\00:22:00.75 Someone just recently... 00:22:00.78\00:22:02.12 This is powerful on the note you're talking about 00:22:02.15\00:22:03.55 because someone just recently sent me a link 00:22:03.59\00:22:05.72 to an inter... 00:22:05.75\00:22:07.29 Well, it's kind of an interview 00:22:07.32\00:22:08.66 but more or less say a testimony of a lady. 00:22:08.69\00:22:11.46 And in this testimony, it's powerful. 00:22:11.49\00:22:15.20 Long story short, 00:22:15.23\00:22:16.56 this lady basically ends up in the hospital 00:22:16.60\00:22:18.23 with a strong bacteria in her bloodstream. 00:22:18.27\00:22:21.67 And she was on the verge of dying 00:22:21.70\00:22:23.61 and she knew it. 00:22:23.64\00:22:25.01 And she was calling everyone in her church, 00:22:25.04\00:22:27.81 everyone she knew, 00:22:27.84\00:22:29.18 "Please, please send up a prayer for me, 00:22:29.21\00:22:30.85 please send up a prayer for me." 00:22:30.88\00:22:32.21 Even herself all night long, laying in that bed 00:22:32.25\00:22:34.55 getting sicker and sicker, praying, praying, praying, 00:22:34.58\00:22:36.25 praying the Lord. 00:22:36.28\00:22:37.62 Eventually this led her 00:22:37.65\00:22:38.99 to this kind of this rock-bottom moment 00:22:39.02\00:22:42.32 where she was kind of almost delirious, 00:22:42.36\00:22:44.39 but at the same time calling out to the Lord saying, 00:22:44.43\00:22:46.36 "Lord, why aren't You hearing me? 00:22:46.39\00:22:48.16 Why aren't You answering my prayer? 00:22:48.20\00:22:49.53 Why aren't You answering? 00:22:49.56\00:22:50.90 Lord, I'm pleading, I'm calling, I'm Your servant, 00:22:50.93\00:22:52.70 I'm asking You to answer my prayer 00:22:52.73\00:22:54.50 but You're silent. 00:22:54.54\00:22:55.87 You're not hearing me, You're not answering me." 00:22:55.90\00:22:57.84 And then she goes to this moment 00:22:57.87\00:22:59.21 where she believes the Lord spoke to her, 00:22:59.24\00:23:01.44 told her, "I'm gonna heal you, 00:23:01.48\00:23:02.81 but it's not because of your prayers. 00:23:02.84\00:23:04.65 It's because there's another person praying for you. 00:23:04.68\00:23:06.68 I'm gonna heal you 00:23:06.72\00:23:08.05 because someone else is praying for you. 00:23:08.08\00:23:09.42 Amen. 00:23:09.45\00:23:10.79 And through this experience, 00:23:10.82\00:23:12.15 this woman had a revival like no other. 00:23:12.19\00:23:14.16 And I think sometimes we have to keep in mind 00:23:14.19\00:23:16.59 that, you know, 00:23:16.62\00:23:17.96 there are people in the Bible, there's examples in the Bible 00:23:17.99\00:23:19.89 were strong men and women in the Lord, 00:23:19.93\00:23:22.50 you know, they found themselves in circumstances 00:23:22.53\00:23:24.23 where they, I'm sure they prayed. 00:23:24.27\00:23:25.60 I could imagine the many years that Joseph spent in jail, 00:23:25.63\00:23:29.74 every single day, "Lord, save me. 00:23:29.77\00:23:31.57 Lord, save me. Lord, save me." 00:23:31.61\00:23:33.51 You know, most of us would probably give up 00:23:33.54\00:23:35.54 after a week or a month or two months, 00:23:35.58\00:23:37.35 and he's in there for years. 00:23:37.38\00:23:38.88 And you can imagine day in and day out, 00:23:38.91\00:23:40.25 "Lord, save me. 00:23:40.28\00:23:41.62 Lord, save me." 00:23:41.65\00:23:42.98 And he could have eventually, you know, threw in the towel 00:23:43.02\00:23:44.35 and say, "Well, I guess, the Lord's just... 00:23:44.39\00:23:45.75 He's given up on me," but He didn't. 00:23:45.79\00:23:48.46 Think of Job, Job went through. 00:23:48.49\00:23:50.49 He could have easily get through 00:23:50.53\00:23:51.86 no throwing in the towel, and said, 00:23:51.89\00:23:53.23 "You know what, the Lord's not hearing me, 00:23:53.26\00:23:54.60 He's ignoring me, He's silent." 00:23:54.63\00:23:56.83 But he isn't. The Lord hears our prayers. 00:23:56.87\00:23:58.50 But sometimes the Lord will answer a prayer 00:23:58.53\00:24:01.27 through someone else to reach us. 00:24:01.30\00:24:03.30 Let me piggyback. 00:24:03.34\00:24:05.07 Let's go back to that Psalms 62:8 00:24:05.11\00:24:07.51 and follow the story 00:24:07.54\00:24:08.88 that you just told on that lady. 00:24:08.91\00:24:11.25 "Trust in him at all times, trust in Jesus at all times. 00:24:11.28\00:24:15.28 Pour out your heart," 00:24:15.32\00:24:16.99 the lady's pouring out her heart before Him, 00:24:17.02\00:24:20.42 "and then God is the refuge." 00:24:20.46\00:24:22.19 That's right. 00:24:22.22\00:24:23.56 We don't have any idea how, you know... 00:24:23.59\00:24:26.23 Great story and the tie in there 00:24:26.26\00:24:28.40 and that's what we all need to do. 00:24:28.43\00:24:30.57 You know, trust in Him at all times. 00:24:30.60\00:24:34.67 It doesn't get any better than that 00:24:34.70\00:24:36.50 if you can understand the hope, 00:24:36.54\00:24:38.67 the eager expectation of when you're going, 00:24:38.71\00:24:40.81 "Lord, I trust in You. 00:24:40.84\00:24:42.18 You're the one that has the plan." 00:24:42.21\00:24:44.31 And you're the one that's from the beginning. 00:24:44.35\00:24:46.11 Yeah. 00:24:46.15\00:24:47.48 But don't stop pouring out your heart to Him 00:24:47.52\00:24:50.39 because now we're cooperating with each other. 00:24:50.42\00:24:53.32 And then the creator what He does best, 00:24:53.36\00:24:57.29 then recreates. 00:24:57.33\00:24:58.66 But, you know, and we've got to remember 00:24:58.69\00:25:00.03 that pouring out our heart, 00:25:00.06\00:25:02.56 I mean, there's nothing wrong 00:25:02.60\00:25:03.93 with having showing our emotions in prayer. 00:25:03.97\00:25:05.87 Now first of all, 00:25:05.90\00:25:07.24 God knows everything we're thinking, right? 00:25:07.27\00:25:09.20 But I think that Psalms 27:8 is one of my favorite verses 00:25:09.24\00:25:13.21 because there was a time that God was teaching me 00:25:13.24\00:25:16.31 to press into His presence 00:25:16.34\00:25:18.71 and, and like David, 00:25:18.75\00:25:20.42 what I heard was seek my face. 00:25:20.45\00:25:23.82 In Psalms 28:7, or Psalms 27:8, 00:25:23.85\00:25:29.32 David said to the Lord, 00:25:29.36\00:25:31.36 "When you said, 'Seek my face'" 00:25:31.39\00:25:34.40 this is God speaking to David. 00:25:34.43\00:25:36.90 "Seek my face." 00:25:36.93\00:25:39.20 He said, "My heart said to you, 00:25:39.23\00:25:41.57 'your face, Lord, I will seek.'" 00:25:41.60\00:25:43.97 And what that means is, 00:25:44.01\00:25:46.51 this is a complete turning to the Lord in devotion, 00:25:46.54\00:25:50.88 not looking for what God can do for you 00:25:50.91\00:25:55.58 but to get to know God. 00:25:55.62\00:25:57.22 That's right. 00:25:57.25\00:25:58.59 And, you know, for me in one way that... 00:25:58.62\00:26:01.99 How do you seek His face? 00:26:02.02\00:26:03.73 What I would do is I would pray. 00:26:03.76\00:26:06.90 And then I'd say, now, Lord... 00:26:06.93\00:26:09.83 John 17:17 says that "You sanctify me by Your word." 00:26:09.86\00:26:13.64 So sanctify me by this word. 00:26:13.67\00:26:15.84 Speak to me through your word." 00:26:15.87\00:26:17.21 And then I would read 00:26:17.24\00:26:18.71 and I pray over the scripture to the Lord. 00:26:18.74\00:26:21.61 So seeking God's face is to get to understand His love, 00:26:21.64\00:26:26.51 and His plan better, don't you think? 00:26:26.55\00:26:27.88 That's right. 00:26:27.92\00:26:29.25 Also on that same note, you know, 00:26:29.28\00:26:30.72 the face of the Lord, I think, the Moses, 00:26:30.75\00:26:32.79 you know, Moses wanted to see God. 00:26:32.82\00:26:34.16 Yeah. That's exactly... 00:26:34.19\00:26:35.52 He was able to see God's body on a couple of accounts, 00:26:35.56\00:26:38.73 but he was never able to look upon the face of God 00:26:38.76\00:26:40.73 because of God's glory. 00:26:40.76\00:26:42.56 And of course, the glory within the face of God 00:26:42.60\00:26:44.47 would represent His character, His righteousness. 00:26:44.50\00:26:46.94 And so when we seek God's face, 00:26:46.97\00:26:48.30 we're seeking His perfect character, 00:26:48.34\00:26:50.01 His righteousness. 00:26:50.04\00:26:51.37 And I love what you said there, we don't want to be seeking... 00:26:51.41\00:26:53.48 There's a song I sing, 00:26:53.51\00:26:54.84 you know, with all my heart and in the lyrics it says, 00:26:54.88\00:26:57.65 "You faithfully supply my need according to Your plan 00:26:57.68\00:27:00.52 so help me, Lord, 00:27:00.55\00:27:01.88 to seek your face before I seek your hand." 00:27:01.92\00:27:03.92 Amen. 00:27:03.95\00:27:05.29 Because a lot of times 00:27:05.32\00:27:06.65 we're in this constant perpetual state of 00:27:06.69\00:27:08.02 "Lord, give me, give me, give me. 00:27:08.06\00:27:09.42 Lord, help me, help me, help me." 00:27:09.46\00:27:11.06 And the Lord does want to give to us 00:27:11.09\00:27:12.79 and He does want to help us. 00:27:12.83\00:27:14.30 But before He always provides, 00:27:14.33\00:27:16.63 the most important thing is that we're transformed. 00:27:16.67\00:27:19.27 And so His face would be of course that knowing factor, 00:27:19.30\00:27:22.50 that personal relationship. 00:27:22.54\00:27:23.87 But looking up on the face of God, 00:27:23.91\00:27:26.27 seeking the face of God is seeking His righteousness, 00:27:26.31\00:27:28.98 His perfect character. 00:27:29.01\00:27:30.35 And I think praying with thanks... 00:27:30.38\00:27:32.21 I begin my prayer with thanksgiving and praise. 00:27:32.25\00:27:35.82 Actually, I would say 50 percent to 70 percent 00:27:35.85\00:27:39.85 of my prayers, thanksgiving and praise. 00:27:39.89\00:27:42.29 And I think that is bringing you 00:27:42.32\00:27:44.46 into where you're really seeing the face of God. 00:27:44.49\00:27:47.96 You know, I've actually experienced that 00:27:48.00\00:27:49.96 I had a pastor where I was working with, 00:27:50.00\00:27:52.93 and we're going through... 00:27:52.97\00:27:54.80 Both of us we're going through some trials. 00:27:54.84\00:27:56.64 And, you know, he told me one morning he goes, 00:27:56.67\00:27:59.71 "You know, we just need to praise God. 00:27:59.74\00:28:02.84 Spend a few minutes just praising God." 00:28:02.88\00:28:05.21 And so I actually started doing that. 00:28:05.25\00:28:06.95 It was amazing, the transformation, 00:28:06.98\00:28:08.78 just in my own mind. 00:28:08.82\00:28:10.89 When, you know, I started, you know... 00:28:10.92\00:28:12.99 And it's not like, "Well, I praise the Lord." 00:28:13.02\00:28:15.22 But it's, you know, outright saying, 00:28:15.26\00:28:18.19 I praise You, to You be all the glory. 00:28:18.23\00:28:22.06 And to praise God in the way that will give glory to Him, 00:28:22.10\00:28:26.03 which, you know, we're denying ourselves, 00:28:26.07\00:28:27.64 we're denying anything, 00:28:27.67\00:28:29.14 but we're realizing 00:28:29.17\00:28:30.51 that without Jesus, we're nothing. 00:28:30.54\00:28:32.64 But then when we focus, and our mission is on Jesus, 00:28:32.67\00:28:38.01 and we start today with just praising God. 00:28:38.05\00:28:42.12 And I can attest you that when I did this, 00:28:42.15\00:28:46.12 and I did it for about three to four minutes 00:28:46.15\00:28:48.19 while I was walking to work. 00:28:48.22\00:28:50.89 And I had this armor. 00:28:50.93\00:28:53.40 Amen. 00:28:53.43\00:28:54.76 It felt like that when people were doing things 00:28:54.80\00:28:57.97 and saying things and acting inappropriate, 00:28:58.00\00:29:02.17 it didn't bother me. 00:29:02.20\00:29:03.61 And, you know, you get through the day... 00:29:03.64\00:29:05.07 And yeah, at the end of the day, 00:29:05.11\00:29:06.44 you felt like you've been, 00:29:06.47\00:29:07.84 you know, you went through a war, 00:29:07.88\00:29:09.48 and you felt tired and all that burden, 00:29:09.51\00:29:12.38 but you were able to get through that day, 00:29:12.41\00:29:15.25 with that start of the day of just praising God 00:29:15.28\00:29:18.42 for all that He has done for us, 00:29:18.45\00:29:20.29 and the glory that is His. 00:29:20.32\00:29:22.86 Well, you know, when you're praising God 00:29:22.89\00:29:24.23 for His faithfulness, for His mercy, 00:29:24.26\00:29:26.03 for His power, it's like, 00:29:26.06\00:29:27.83 suddenly you're remembering who He really, really is. 00:29:27.86\00:29:30.67 That's right. 00:29:30.70\00:29:32.03 But also, one thing that I praise God 00:29:32.07\00:29:34.04 and thank Him for all the time 00:29:34.07\00:29:35.90 is that salvation is a gift. 00:29:35.94\00:29:40.31 And, you know... 00:29:40.34\00:29:41.68 And I'm always telling Him, "Lord, I thank you 00:29:41.71\00:29:43.28 because I know I can never save myself." 00:29:43.31\00:29:46.18 That is for me growing up 00:29:46.21\00:29:49.02 in the pattern in which I grew up. 00:29:49.05\00:29:53.46 I tried so hard to save myself for 50 years, 00:29:53.49\00:29:55.92 and it was just... 00:29:55.96\00:29:57.29 I got so discouraged from time to time. 00:29:57.33\00:29:59.83 But when I really understood God's grace, 00:29:59.86\00:30:02.53 and that I don't obey to be saved, 00:30:02.56\00:30:05.03 I obey because I am saved, 00:30:05.07\00:30:07.70 I obey because I love Him. 00:30:07.74\00:30:09.27 It's just... 00:30:09.30\00:30:10.64 It's how I express my love to Him. 00:30:10.67\00:30:12.57 That made all the difference in the world. 00:30:12.61\00:30:14.54 You know, this certainly brings up 1 Thessalonians 5:17. 00:30:14.58\00:30:17.85 Yes, amen. 00:30:17.88\00:30:19.21 Because we are in prayer, we go to Him, 00:30:19.25\00:30:20.58 we pour out our voices to Him, 00:30:20.62\00:30:23.35 you know, and 1 Thessalonians 5:17 00:30:23.39\00:30:25.75 is "Pray without ceasing, but our love..." 00:30:25.79\00:30:27.66 You have to start with 16, don't you? 00:30:27.69\00:30:29.62 Yeah. 00:30:29.66\00:30:32.53 Rejoice always, 00:30:32.56\00:30:33.90 as you were just saying, you know. 00:30:33.93\00:30:35.26 I mean, I remember when someone... 00:30:35.30\00:30:37.27 You mentioned that to me, 00:30:37.30\00:30:39.90 thanking Him and praising and all things, 00:30:39.93\00:30:41.77 and I did the same thing. 00:30:41.80\00:30:43.37 And, boy, that was a aha moment. 00:30:43.41\00:30:46.04 That next whatever and even to this day, 00:30:46.07\00:30:48.04 "Thank You, Jesus." 00:30:48.08\00:30:49.41 I don't know what's coming but this is what threw me 00:30:49.44\00:30:52.65 because I never really saw the end. 00:30:52.68\00:30:55.55 It's "Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, 00:30:55.58\00:30:57.95 give thanks in all things." 00:30:57.99\00:31:00.36 I just always can't think for all things, 00:31:00.39\00:31:02.49 you know, if it's in all things. 00:31:02.52\00:31:04.33 And man, that's good times bad times. 00:31:04.36\00:31:06.16 And that's hard. 00:31:06.19\00:31:07.53 You bet it's hard. 00:31:07.56\00:31:08.90 I mean, when you're in the hard times, 00:31:08.93\00:31:10.40 you know, I don't feel like praising God... 00:31:10.43\00:31:12.90 Yeah. In those times. 00:31:12.93\00:31:14.27 But I find that when we do that 00:31:14.30\00:31:16.54 when we give up ourselves and we're like, 00:31:16.57\00:31:19.04 "Okay, let's just take that Bible verse 00:31:19.07\00:31:21.11 and let's put it to the test." 00:31:21.14\00:31:23.65 It's amazing how God can transform our lives and, 00:31:23.68\00:31:28.78 you know, and protects us. 00:31:28.82\00:31:30.89 You know, I also look at this also... 00:31:30.92\00:31:32.65 As I ask the question, 00:31:32.69\00:31:35.32 I like asking my question, 00:31:35.36\00:31:36.76 why, why do I do the things I do? 00:31:36.79\00:31:40.23 You know, for what purpose? 00:31:40.26\00:31:41.60 What is... 00:31:41.63\00:31:42.96 You know, as we're talking about 00:31:43.00\00:31:44.40 what is your mission, what's your goals. 00:31:44.43\00:31:46.67 And when I look at Jesus, 00:31:46.70\00:31:48.60 and I look at everything that He has done for me, 00:31:48.64\00:31:52.41 it's all about relational. 00:31:52.44\00:31:53.78 Amen. 00:31:53.81\00:31:55.14 And I do it because number one, I want to be closer to Jesus. 00:31:55.18\00:31:59.98 And I do that because I know 00:32:00.02\00:32:02.75 that there is nothing in my life 00:32:02.78\00:32:04.62 that's really good of myself. 00:32:04.65\00:32:06.05 Amen. 00:32:06.09\00:32:07.42 But it's all because of what Jesus has did for me. 00:32:07.46\00:32:09.82 And He created me for a purpose. 00:32:09.86\00:32:13.53 And He created each one of us for a purpose. 00:32:13.56\00:32:16.70 That's why, you know, 00:32:16.73\00:32:18.37 I look at the fruits of the spirit saying, 00:32:18.40\00:32:20.64 "Okay, I need those attributes 00:32:20.67\00:32:22.84 because we're all brothers and sisters, 00:32:22.87\00:32:25.84 and we need to treat everyone 00:32:25.87\00:32:27.81 with love and respect and have patience." 00:32:27.84\00:32:30.31 And not, you know, 00:32:30.35\00:32:31.71 some people may need more patience 00:32:31.75\00:32:33.65 than others and, 00:32:33.68\00:32:35.32 or I may need more patience, you know, you know. 00:32:35.35\00:32:38.65 So it's... 00:32:38.69\00:32:40.02 And, you know, I'm talking about myself 00:32:40.06\00:32:41.39 because I see a lot of things 00:32:41.42\00:32:43.36 that in my life I need to improve on. 00:32:43.39\00:32:46.23 But I know that I'm doing this 00:32:46.26\00:32:48.66 because I want a relationship with Jesus. 00:32:48.70\00:32:51.77 And the bonus, the goal, 00:32:51.80\00:32:54.64 the final thing is being with Him for eternity. 00:32:54.67\00:32:57.44 Amen. 00:32:57.47\00:32:58.81 So if we're checking our spiritual pulse, 00:32:58.84\00:33:03.14 we start by looking at what are our priorities. 00:33:03.18\00:33:07.85 Sometimes we need to reprioritize things. 00:33:07.88\00:33:11.69 And of course, 00:33:11.72\00:33:15.12 prayer should be one of our top priorities. 00:33:15.16\00:33:17.93 If you love somebody, you want to talk with them. 00:33:17.96\00:33:20.46 But now, prayer is more of a... 00:33:20.50\00:33:23.67 it's actually a two way conversation 00:33:23.70\00:33:25.73 if you learn to listen for His voice. 00:33:25.77\00:33:28.14 But how this God primarily speak to us? 00:33:28.17\00:33:32.27 So I would put that on our second, I mean... 00:33:32.31\00:33:37.15 Our third rink here is reading God's word. 00:33:37.18\00:33:41.98 So you want to read Matthew 4:4, Francine? 00:33:42.02\00:33:45.15 Yeah. Mathew 4:4. Let me get to it. 00:33:45.19\00:33:48.32 Let's see. 00:33:48.36\00:33:49.69 I like that Bible with you. 00:33:54.10\00:33:55.43 I like it. It's nice and big. 00:33:55.46\00:33:57.83 That's a big print. 00:33:57.87\00:33:59.20 "But He answered and said..." 00:33:59.23\00:34:00.94 Am I in the right place? That's it. 00:34:00.97\00:34:02.80 Okay, "It is written, 00:34:02.84\00:34:04.44 Man shall not live by bread alone, 00:34:04.47\00:34:06.17 but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God." 00:34:06.21\00:34:09.74 So what's going on in this scene? 00:34:09.78\00:34:13.62 Well, Jesus is being tempted by the devil of brethrens. 00:34:13.65\00:34:15.98 And by the devil. Yeah. 00:34:16.02\00:34:17.82 And so Jesus is applying a primary example here to us 00:34:17.85\00:34:22.76 because He is our example. 00:34:22.79\00:34:24.26 Peter tells us that He's our example, 00:34:24.29\00:34:26.76 that, you know, 00:34:26.80\00:34:28.13 where Jesus is showing us here that 00:34:28.16\00:34:29.50 when the devil comes along, 00:34:29.53\00:34:31.23 and he brings that temptation, 00:34:31.27\00:34:33.64 that He like Himself, 00:34:33.67\00:34:35.57 we should also follow in His steps 00:34:35.60\00:34:37.01 to defend ourselves 00:34:37.04\00:34:39.07 or to allow the Word of God to defend us 00:34:39.11\00:34:41.18 and declaring the promises 00:34:41.21\00:34:42.88 and the powerful words of the Word of God. 00:34:42.91\00:34:45.51 And so... 00:34:45.55\00:34:46.88 When He says that, we live by this, 00:34:46.92\00:34:50.59 if the Bible is our spiritual nourishment, 00:34:50.62\00:34:54.32 what kind of pulse do you have 00:34:54.36\00:34:55.72 if you're not doing some kind of daily Bible study? 00:34:55.76\00:34:59.86 Probably not much of one 00:34:59.89\00:35:01.30 because you're spiritually malnourished. 00:35:01.33\00:35:03.67 At least that's the concept of it, 00:35:03.70\00:35:05.03 you know, we have to feed on the Word of God. 00:35:05.07\00:35:07.80 I think of the sanctuary, 00:35:07.84\00:35:10.11 the sanctuary is the perfect laid out 00:35:10.14\00:35:12.77 beautiful blueprint plan of salvation. 00:35:12.81\00:35:15.48 And that table of showbread was there for a purpose. 00:35:15.51\00:35:19.01 The priesthood would eat on that bread daily, 00:35:19.05\00:35:23.79 and it was a part of their daily experience 00:35:23.82\00:35:26.49 in the sanctuary. 00:35:26.52\00:35:27.96 And that is an example to us that just as Christ 00:35:27.99\00:35:30.13 is the bread of life, 00:35:30.16\00:35:31.53 we should feast on Him daily in His Word. 00:35:31.56\00:35:34.96 I think of also Isaiah 8:20, which says 00:35:35.00\00:35:37.50 "And to the law and to the prophets," 00:35:37.53\00:35:39.33 if they speak, you know... 00:35:39.37\00:35:40.70 It should be that a law and the testimony 00:35:40.74\00:35:42.07 if they speak not according to this word, 00:35:42.10\00:35:44.27 it is because there is no light in them, 00:35:44.31\00:35:45.71 there's heavy emphasis placed on the importance 00:35:45.74\00:35:48.74 and significance of the Word of God in our life. 00:35:48.78\00:35:51.15 Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. 00:35:51.18\00:35:55.28 So you have a daughter, Amanda. 00:35:55.32\00:35:59.12 And I know that this is something 00:35:59.15\00:36:00.86 that you're teaching and training her up 00:36:00.89\00:36:03.46 is to have this daily Bible study. 00:36:03.49\00:36:06.03 And it's interesting when she takes the time 00:36:06.06\00:36:08.26 and shows that interest and she reads to us on a, 00:36:08.30\00:36:11.87 you know, and she's getting excited. 00:36:11.90\00:36:14.04 I mean, that is again, 00:36:14.07\00:36:16.17 a little bit of the fruit of the Spirit. 00:36:16.20\00:36:17.61 But, you know, 00:36:17.64\00:36:18.97 when I see the bread coming in, we take that in 00:36:19.01\00:36:22.64 and it gives us the nourishment that we need. 00:36:22.68\00:36:25.35 And I like how you said, 00:36:25.38\00:36:26.82 you know, daily check your pulse 00:36:26.85\00:36:28.48 because the blood is giving all this nourishment 00:36:28.52\00:36:32.72 to the different organs, every part of your body. 00:36:32.75\00:36:35.72 And just like the Holy Spirit 00:36:35.76\00:36:37.36 is giving all these different attributes 00:36:37.39\00:36:40.30 of who God is, 00:36:40.33\00:36:41.73 and focusing on all these little areas is 00:36:41.76\00:36:44.70 if you do spend time in prayer, 00:36:44.73\00:36:46.87 if you do try to study God's Word, 00:36:46.90\00:36:49.47 all of these things are again feeding 00:36:49.50\00:36:52.21 into what is going to help you grow spiritually. 00:36:52.24\00:36:55.68 And so it just reminds me again, about... 00:36:55.71\00:36:58.65 It's not just the body, 00:36:58.68\00:37:00.02 but that is a good connection of an example 00:37:00.05\00:37:02.35 of who God is trying to show His character. 00:37:02.38\00:37:05.75 Seems to me like He's reminding us. 00:37:05.79\00:37:08.06 He says, "Yes, being human beings, 00:37:08.09\00:37:10.26 we all need bread, we all need food to sustain us. 00:37:10.29\00:37:14.86 But there's something more important that 00:37:14.90\00:37:18.33 if you want to spend 00:37:18.37\00:37:21.20 a joy filled life for eternity, 00:37:21.24\00:37:26.47 well, then you might pay attention to my words. 00:37:26.51\00:37:31.15 Amen. 00:37:31.18\00:37:32.51 And that's a... 00:37:32.55\00:37:37.09 That's heavy. You know what... 00:37:37.12\00:37:39.22 Because it's stepping out in faith now. 00:37:39.25\00:37:41.99 You know, I mean, 00:37:42.02\00:37:43.36 I can see this loaf of bread here 00:37:43.39\00:37:44.83 and I know boy, I hear my stomach growling. 00:37:44.86\00:37:47.30 And I know about take that and put it here. 00:37:47.33\00:37:49.66 That's just going to satisfy me. 00:37:49.70\00:37:51.87 But, boy, now you're talking about eternity 00:37:51.90\00:37:54.57 and talking about a relationship 00:37:54.60\00:37:56.04 where I have love, joy, peace, 00:37:56.07\00:37:57.97 longsuffering instead, etcetera. 00:37:58.01\00:38:00.48 Wow! I do want that. 00:38:00.51\00:38:03.95 And so that means, well, it's available to you. 00:38:03.98\00:38:07.32 That's right. 00:38:07.35\00:38:08.68 You know, I look at this verse, 00:38:08.72\00:38:10.15 and I see the bread as substance for the body. 00:38:10.19\00:38:15.02 But when it really comes down to the tug of war in life, 00:38:15.06\00:38:19.13 is all about the mind. 00:38:19.16\00:38:20.60 Amen. 00:38:20.63\00:38:21.96 You know, because the devil wants to take your mind 00:38:22.00\00:38:24.07 and pollute it, but Jesus says, "Take My words 00:38:24.10\00:38:27.44 because that's gonna illuminate your minds." 00:38:27.47\00:38:30.44 And it's your mind that, you know, 00:38:30.47\00:38:33.68 what you think is what you're gonna do. 00:38:33.71\00:38:36.85 And so by focusing on the words of the Bible, 00:38:36.88\00:38:41.45 as you were saying, 00:38:41.48\00:38:43.52 that's where we're gonna get the strength, 00:38:43.55\00:38:45.05 we're gonna get the endurance, 00:38:45.09\00:38:46.65 and we're gonna get the peace of mind 00:38:46.69\00:38:48.82 knowing that we're on that rock, 00:38:48.86\00:38:50.89 and we have that power 00:38:50.93\00:38:52.26 and the illumination that God's before us. 00:38:52.29\00:38:55.56 That's right. 00:38:55.60\00:38:57.70 The heart in the Bible is often reference 00:38:57.73\00:39:00.67 to the mind obviously not so, 00:39:00.70\00:39:02.64 you know, give your, you know, love the Lord 00:39:02.67\00:39:04.94 with all your heart, mind, and soul. 00:39:04.97\00:39:06.31 You're not obviously the Bible's not talking 00:39:06.34\00:39:07.68 about your aortic pump in your chest, 00:39:07.71\00:39:09.28 but it's often a reference to the mind. 00:39:09.31\00:39:11.35 And so I think of that scripture, 00:39:11.38\00:39:13.05 the Psalm is right. 00:39:13.08\00:39:14.42 David writes, you know, 00:39:14.45\00:39:15.78 "Thy word I had hid in my heart 00:39:15.82\00:39:17.22 that I might not sin against You." 00:39:17.25\00:39:18.59 And so we're not... 00:39:18.62\00:39:19.95 It's important, as you're stating that, 00:39:19.99\00:39:21.59 you know, Christ... 00:39:21.62\00:39:23.06 You know, let this mind be in you. 00:39:23.09\00:39:25.09 So it's spiritual nourishment for eternity, 00:39:25.13\00:39:28.83 but it is also our defensive weapon. 00:39:28.86\00:39:30.80 I mean, this is the sword of the Spirit. 00:39:30.83\00:39:32.43 The word is the sword of the Spirit. 00:39:32.47\00:39:34.54 And that's how we, it is written. 00:39:34.57\00:39:38.41 This is how we can fend off the devil's rise. 00:39:38.44\00:39:43.11 And it's not an offensive weapon, 00:39:43.14\00:39:46.25 it's a defensive weapon. 00:39:46.28\00:39:48.08 You put on the full armor of God 00:39:48.12\00:39:50.75 because you're trying to be defended 00:39:50.79\00:39:52.35 from the devil's attacks. 00:39:52.39\00:39:54.26 And many people try to use this as an offensive weapon. 00:39:54.29\00:39:57.23 But God never meant for us 00:39:57.26\00:39:58.59 to be used as an offensive weapon, 00:39:58.63\00:39:59.96 but a defensive weapon. 00:40:00.00\00:40:01.53 Defending the devil. Okay. 00:40:01.56\00:40:03.43 Priorities, prayer, the Bible. 00:40:03.47\00:40:07.04 And I have to say, 00:40:07.07\00:40:08.77 if you go a day without reading the Bible, 00:40:08.80\00:40:12.04 I mean, it's not like 00:40:12.07\00:40:13.41 God's up there with His checklist 00:40:13.44\00:40:15.38 saying, "Uh-oh, Ryan didn't read today, 00:40:15.41\00:40:18.75 put a little X by this day." 00:40:18.78\00:40:22.58 This is practical and good advice. 00:40:22.62\00:40:27.99 And we want to be doers that they would not hear us only. 00:40:28.02\00:40:31.23 This is for our eternal benefit. 00:40:31.26\00:40:34.93 But I think it is only as we pray in getting the word 00:40:34.96\00:40:39.30 that we can really be walking in surrender, 00:40:39.33\00:40:43.07 and boy that is, 00:40:43.10\00:40:44.97 you know, bottom line is 00:40:45.01\00:40:46.54 if you want to check your spiritual pulse, 00:40:46.57\00:40:49.04 are you walking in spirits? 00:40:49.08\00:40:51.61 J.D, you want to read Luke 9:23? 00:40:51.65\00:40:54.22 Luke 9:23. Yes, sir. 00:40:54.25\00:40:57.19 Matthew, Mark, Luke, here we are. 00:40:57.22\00:40:59.15 Luke, right here, 9:23, 9:23. 00:40:59.19\00:41:04.33 "And then He said to them all, 00:41:04.36\00:41:07.23 'If anyone desires to come after Me, 00:41:07.26\00:41:10.90 let him deny himself, 00:41:10.93\00:41:12.37 take up his cross daily, and follow Me.' 00:41:12.40\00:41:15.84 " Now walking in surrender. 00:41:15.87\00:41:17.91 You know, that scripture has always been a powerful... 00:41:17.94\00:41:22.21 There is a book I read a few years ago called 00:41:22.24\00:41:25.48 "Not a Fan." 00:41:25.51\00:41:28.25 And the whole book is talking about 00:41:28.28\00:41:29.68 how there's a difference between a fan and a follower. 00:41:29.72\00:41:33.49 And many of us are fans of Jesus. 00:41:33.52\00:41:36.06 We know a lot about Him. 00:41:36.09\00:41:38.29 We're willing to profess His name. 00:41:38.33\00:41:40.83 We're willing to tell others that He's our Lord. 00:41:40.86\00:41:43.90 But really, the experience 00:41:43.93\00:41:45.67 that we're experiencing in Christ 00:41:45.70\00:41:47.47 is more or less a fan experience 00:41:47.50\00:41:49.27 rather than a follower 00:41:49.30\00:41:50.64 because we're willing to stand on the sidelines 00:41:50.67\00:41:52.11 and cheer for Him from the stands. 00:41:52.14\00:41:54.31 But are we willing to follow Him? 00:41:54.34\00:41:56.28 And that the key verse 00:41:56.31\00:41:58.55 throughout this book that is built, 00:41:58.58\00:41:59.95 that this whole book and the purpose of this book 00:41:59.98\00:42:02.05 is built on is Luke 9:23. 00:42:02.08\00:42:04.02 And I love how Jesus starts with, 00:42:04.05\00:42:06.35 "If you desire to come after Me, 00:42:06.39\00:42:08.02 you have to do what first?" 00:42:08.06\00:42:09.56 Deny yourself. 00:42:09.59\00:42:11.39 When you learn to deny yourself, 00:42:11.43\00:42:13.29 then you prepare yourself 00:42:13.33\00:42:14.83 to be placed upon the altar of sacrifice. 00:42:14.86\00:42:17.90 In other words, 00:42:17.93\00:42:19.27 pick up your instrument of death and follow me 00:42:19.30\00:42:23.27 because when Christ was speaking 00:42:23.30\00:42:24.67 of taking up His cross, 00:42:24.71\00:42:26.24 He's not speaking of it 00:42:26.27\00:42:27.61 in the modern western cultural sense of, 00:42:27.64\00:42:29.38 you know, we look at a cross today, 00:42:29.41\00:42:30.75 and we just smile, 00:42:30.78\00:42:32.11 and it's just such a great symbol of hope, 00:42:32.15\00:42:33.85 because of what we see it in hindsight, 00:42:33.88\00:42:36.58 looking back. 00:42:36.62\00:42:37.95 But in His day to go up to someone and say, 00:42:37.99\00:42:40.66 you know, take up your cross 00:42:40.69\00:42:42.26 would be like us telling someone, 00:42:42.29\00:42:44.39 you know, stab yourself in the chest 00:42:44.43\00:42:46.13 with a knife or, you know, 00:42:46.16\00:42:47.93 go grab a noose and, 00:42:47.96\00:42:49.30 you know, hang yourself from a tree. 00:42:49.33\00:42:50.67 That's horrible imagery, but nonetheless, 00:42:50.70\00:42:52.93 that's what Christ was saying. 00:42:52.97\00:42:54.30 Yeah, because they knew in that day 00:42:54.34\00:42:55.94 when they said pick up your cross, 00:42:55.97\00:42:57.31 if you picked up your cross, 00:42:57.34\00:42:58.67 you were gonna go be crucified. 00:42:58.71\00:43:00.41 So, you know, this is when Paul says 00:43:00.44\00:43:02.14 "I die daily." 00:43:02.18\00:43:03.51 He's talking about picking up this cross daily, 00:43:03.55\00:43:06.15 dying to self. 00:43:06.18\00:43:07.52 This isn't... 00:43:07.55\00:43:08.88 I remember once I was in Roswell, New Mexico, 00:43:08.92\00:43:10.25 and I was doing this series, 00:43:10.29\00:43:11.72 and I was talking about how Paul said, 00:43:11.75\00:43:14.32 "I'm crucified with Christ, I'm crucified to the world, 00:43:14.36\00:43:17.06 the world to me, picking up Your cross." 00:43:17.09\00:43:19.29 And this woman came to me afterwards and said, 00:43:19.33\00:43:22.03 "Well, that's just the harshest sermon I've ever heard. 00:43:22.06\00:43:26.53 All this dying to self stuff, and being crucified." 00:43:26.57\00:43:30.77 And I said, "You know, this is how, by dying to self, 00:43:30.81\00:43:35.38 we can only be filled with the Holy Spirit 00:43:35.41\00:43:37.71 to that griever emptied himself. 00:43:37.75\00:43:40.42 So it's as Romans 8:13 says, 00:43:40.45\00:43:45.19 that if you live according to the flesh, 00:43:45.22\00:43:46.92 what's gonna happen? 00:43:46.96\00:43:48.29 You die. 00:43:48.32\00:43:49.66 You're gonna die. 00:43:49.69\00:43:51.03 But if by the power of the Holy Spirit, 00:43:51.06\00:43:55.26 you put to death the mistakes of the flesh, 00:43:55.30\00:43:57.33 you're gonna live. 00:43:57.37\00:43:58.80 So let me say one point on that. 00:43:58.83\00:44:01.80 You and I can't put to death the misdeeds of our flesh, 00:44:01.84\00:44:05.67 not by ourselves. 00:44:05.71\00:44:07.04 It's because Romans 8:13 says, 00:44:07.08\00:44:09.28 "If you, by the power of the Holy Spirit 00:44:09.31\00:44:14.62 put to death misdeeds of your flesh," 00:44:14.65\00:44:16.99 you can't do it on your own. 00:44:17.02\00:44:18.85 And the Holy Spirit's not gonna do it without you. 00:44:18.89\00:44:21.69 So that is where we... 00:44:21.72\00:44:24.49 When we talk about surrender it's yielding to His leading. 00:44:24.53\00:44:29.50 And it's only as we yield to Him, 00:44:29.53\00:44:34.40 and let Him lead, 00:44:34.44\00:44:36.04 that we can die to our selfish desires. 00:44:36.07\00:44:38.97 And there's nothing frightening about it 00:44:39.01\00:44:40.48 'cause God always gives us some banner. 00:44:40.51\00:44:42.91 What were you gonna say? 00:44:42.94\00:44:44.51 Well, you know, I look at this 00:44:44.55\00:44:46.05 and there's what I see in my life, 00:44:46.08\00:44:49.25 that there's no better place 00:44:49.28\00:44:50.62 than being where God wants you to be. 00:44:50.65\00:44:52.22 Amen. 00:44:52.25\00:44:53.59 And when I find myself wanting to do my will 00:44:53.62\00:44:57.13 or wanting to go in my direction, 00:44:57.16\00:45:00.26 I found that the Lord has a way of correcting that. 00:45:00.30\00:45:02.66 Yes. That's right. 00:45:02.70\00:45:04.03 And sometimes you go through situations 00:45:04.07\00:45:07.30 in your life and you're like, "Well, you know, 00:45:07.34\00:45:10.31 I thought I was going in the right direction. 00:45:10.34\00:45:12.11 But when we look at what Jesus is trying to do in our lives, 00:45:12.14\00:45:17.35 and we go in that direction, and we follow Him, 00:45:17.38\00:45:21.48 we're in a perfect spot. 00:45:21.52\00:45:22.85 I know when Francine and I, 00:45:22.88\00:45:24.29 we had to leave Michigan and we went to Washington, 00:45:24.32\00:45:28.56 you know, we left our family, 00:45:28.59\00:45:30.86 we left our jobs that we liked, 00:45:30.89\00:45:33.76 we left, you know, all the things we had 00:45:33.80\00:45:36.63 what we called our dream home, 00:45:36.67\00:45:38.87 we left all that 00:45:38.90\00:45:41.04 because we knew that the Lord was taking us 00:45:41.07\00:45:43.24 in another direction. 00:45:43.27\00:45:45.14 And I'm driving, and it was interesting 00:45:45.17\00:45:47.28 because I had all... 00:45:47.31\00:45:48.81 You know, I had my goals and Francine, 00:45:48.84\00:45:51.35 and we're at that stage, you know, young people, 00:45:51.38\00:45:53.75 we were building our lives, 00:45:53.78\00:45:55.48 and we thought we knew what was good for us. 00:45:55.52\00:45:59.05 And when we realized after three years, 00:45:59.09\00:46:02.26 we didn't really build relationships 00:46:02.29\00:46:04.19 with our neighbors, 00:46:04.23\00:46:05.56 you know, we were doing all the right things. 00:46:05.59\00:46:07.56 You know, we were elders, we were deacons, we were, 00:46:07.60\00:46:10.50 you know, doing Sabbath School in our church, 00:46:10.53\00:46:12.33 we were involved in our church, 00:46:12.37\00:46:13.70 in the conference, you know, 00:46:13.74\00:46:15.07 we're doing all these great things... 00:46:15.10\00:46:16.44 But spiritually. 00:46:16.47\00:46:17.81 But spiritually we were draining ourselves, 00:46:17.84\00:46:19.87 but we weren't getting connected with the Lord. 00:46:19.91\00:46:22.54 And we were doing all these good things. 00:46:22.58\00:46:24.31 But until we realized 00:46:24.35\00:46:25.68 that the Lord has something better for us, 00:46:25.71\00:46:28.72 and we need to focus on that, 00:46:28.75\00:46:30.15 and then move in that direction. 00:46:30.19\00:46:31.82 And when we did that, we had an amazing joy. 00:46:31.85\00:46:35.22 We wouldn't have been able to adopt our little girl 00:46:35.26\00:46:38.03 if we didn't go to Washington, you know. 00:46:38.06\00:46:40.26 So there's a lot of things when we're focusing on Jesus, 00:46:40.30\00:46:43.67 and we realize that He's guiding us 00:46:43.70\00:46:46.43 in the direction, 00:46:46.47\00:46:47.80 even though we have to give up so much, 00:46:47.84\00:46:50.61 there's so much more 00:46:50.64\00:46:52.11 that we don't realize that He's giving us. 00:46:52.14\00:46:54.54 And there's so many times that you wonder 00:46:54.58\00:46:56.75 if you had yielded to God's will more often 00:46:56.78\00:47:00.58 and not be so driven 00:47:00.62\00:47:02.22 on what you thought was the mission, 00:47:02.25\00:47:05.99 then you wonder 00:47:06.02\00:47:07.89 what other blessings God had in store 00:47:07.92\00:47:09.72 that you could have already been blessed with. 00:47:09.76\00:47:12.53 And, you know, 00:47:12.56\00:47:13.90 if you hadn't focused on yourself first 00:47:13.93\00:47:16.23 or what you thought the goal should have been. 00:47:16.26\00:47:19.17 Because I know that I see it in tithing, 00:47:19.20\00:47:21.47 I see it with so many people, 00:47:21.50\00:47:22.84 there are so many people 00:47:22.87\00:47:24.21 that they think they're doing what's right 00:47:24.24\00:47:25.84 and you want to just say, hold back, 00:47:25.87\00:47:28.11 now that I'm a little older, you think in your mind, 00:47:28.14\00:47:31.51 you could be preventing so much 00:47:31.55\00:47:33.52 and God wants to do so much for you. 00:47:33.55\00:47:36.25 You always just want to tell people sometimes, 00:47:36.28\00:47:39.65 and sometimes they just have to learn it. 00:47:39.69\00:47:41.22 Again, it's that relationship with Christ 00:47:41.26\00:47:43.49 when you get to that point. 00:47:43.53\00:47:44.86 And so I think that's why we have to pray for each other, 00:47:44.89\00:47:48.13 is lifting each other up, and those prayers 00:47:48.16\00:47:50.17 that you were talking about earlier 00:47:50.20\00:47:52.07 is because we don't know all these things 00:47:52.10\00:47:54.54 that God really has in store. 00:47:54.57\00:47:56.10 I think there's so much more that God is waiting for us on. 00:47:56.14\00:47:59.67 Amen. Absolutely, absolutely. 00:47:59.71\00:48:01.51 You mentioned earlier that, 00:48:01.54\00:48:02.88 you know, we can't do the work ourselves. 00:48:02.91\00:48:06.28 And, you know, it's hard to move 00:48:06.31\00:48:10.22 when you're nailed to a cross. 00:48:10.25\00:48:13.72 It's hard to be in control when you're nailed to a cross. 00:48:13.76\00:48:17.93 When Jesus was hanging on that cross, 00:48:17.96\00:48:19.43 He was completely vulnerable, 00:48:19.46\00:48:21.20 and in the control of other people. 00:48:21.23\00:48:24.57 And when I read Luke 9:23, 00:48:24.60\00:48:26.57 when we deny ourselves 00:48:26.60\00:48:27.94 and we take up that instrument of death, 00:48:27.97\00:48:30.04 when we hang ourselves on a cross spiritually, 00:48:30.07\00:48:32.37 obviously, when we crucify self, 00:48:32.41\00:48:35.94 we at that moment are saying, "Lord, I don't trust myself. 00:48:35.98\00:48:39.21 I'm nailed to this cross. 00:48:39.25\00:48:40.58 Lord, I don't... 00:48:40.62\00:48:41.95 I'm pining myself to this cross 00:48:41.98\00:48:43.32 because I don't trust myself 00:48:43.35\00:48:44.69 to act, to do, to decide, to make choices 00:48:44.72\00:48:47.12 and what's best in my life, 00:48:47.16\00:48:48.49 Lord, not my will but Yours." 00:48:48.52\00:48:50.46 Yeah, but see, 00:48:50.49\00:48:51.83 we can't even do that by ourselves, 00:48:51.86\00:48:53.19 if we ever gonna try to nail ourselves to the cross, 00:48:53.23\00:48:55.53 we could get one but then it's like, 00:48:55.56\00:48:57.93 "Oh, okay, how do I do this?" 00:48:57.97\00:48:59.90 So, we can't even deny self 00:48:59.93\00:49:03.61 without the Holy Spirit's help. 00:49:03.64\00:49:05.71 And that's why Paul in Ephesians 5:18 says, 00:49:05.74\00:49:08.98 always be filled with the Holy Spirit. 00:49:09.01\00:49:12.01 And I think, you know, 00:49:12.05\00:49:13.38 what we have to look at is if we're walking 00:49:13.42\00:49:16.28 under the influence of the Spirit, 00:49:16.32\00:49:19.49 the Word of God will have control in our lives. 00:49:19.52\00:49:23.26 We will confess our known sins 00:49:23.29\00:49:26.93 and the Holy Spirit will help us to recognize 00:49:26.96\00:49:29.86 when we're not pleasing to God, 00:49:29.90\00:49:32.40 we will die to self according to His will, 00:49:32.43\00:49:35.67 but we're depending upon His power. 00:49:35.70\00:49:37.97 You know, I used to try to do this 00:49:38.01\00:49:39.71 under my own power and it was so discouraging. 00:49:39.74\00:49:42.48 I actually walked away from the Lord once and said, 00:49:42.51\00:49:46.21 shaking my little finger in His face, 00:49:46.25\00:49:48.65 "You demand too much." 00:49:48.68\00:49:51.89 It was just impossible. 00:49:51.92\00:49:53.86 So in Luke 11:13 00:49:53.89\00:49:56.26 is probably one of my favorite scriptures. 00:49:56.29\00:49:59.59 J.D, why don't you read that one. 00:49:59.63\00:50:01.73 Luke 11:13. 00:50:01.76\00:50:04.40 "If you then, being evil, 00:50:04.43\00:50:06.13 know how to give good gifts to your children, 00:50:06.17\00:50:08.24 how much more will your heavenly Father 00:50:08.27\00:50:10.47 give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?" 00:50:10.51\00:50:13.24 Remember, you're walking in surrender here. 00:50:13.27\00:50:15.78 So you're allowing Him to be in charge. 00:50:15.81\00:50:18.58 And so, Him being in charge, He's just saying, 00:50:18.61\00:50:21.38 "Listen, Quinn, I want to give you things 00:50:21.42\00:50:23.02 that you'd never knew that is even possible." 00:50:23.05\00:50:25.02 You know. 00:50:25.05\00:50:26.39 And, you know, when you look in Luke 11, 00:50:26.42\00:50:28.66 this is where Jesus is saying, 00:50:28.69\00:50:31.66 ask and it'll be given to you, 00:50:31.69\00:50:34.36 seek and you will find, 00:50:34.40\00:50:36.10 knock and the door will be open. 00:50:36.13\00:50:37.87 These are linear verbs. 00:50:37.90\00:50:39.40 They are constant present tense. 00:50:39.43\00:50:42.27 So He's saying, 00:50:42.30\00:50:43.91 "Keep on asking, keep on seeking, 00:50:43.94\00:50:47.11 keep on knocking." 00:50:47.14\00:50:49.41 But then He comes down to this point where He says, 00:50:49.44\00:50:53.48 "Here's what I'm telling you. 00:50:53.52\00:50:56.15 You're evil, 00:50:56.18\00:50:57.52 you know how to give good gifts to your kids, 00:50:57.55\00:50:59.05 but if you keep on asking the Father 00:50:59.09\00:51:02.42 for the Holy Spirit, 00:51:02.46\00:51:04.63 how much more is He gonna give you 00:51:04.66\00:51:06.36 that good gift, you know? 00:51:06.39\00:51:08.36 And here's what I want to say. 00:51:08.40\00:51:11.30 If you want to get a finger 00:51:11.33\00:51:12.90 on your spiritual pulse, priorities, 00:51:12.93\00:51:17.37 check your priorities. 00:51:17.41\00:51:19.64 Are you praying in a way that's a friend to friend 00:51:19.67\00:51:24.45 that you're praying to God, 00:51:24.48\00:51:26.65 pouring out your heart before Him, 00:51:26.68\00:51:28.42 seeking His face? 00:51:28.45\00:51:30.22 Are you in His word 00:51:30.25\00:51:31.59 so that you can let Him counsel you? 00:51:31.62\00:51:33.96 And are you saying, praying every day, 00:51:33.99\00:51:37.56 "Lord, fill me with your Holy Spirit." 00:51:37.59\00:51:40.86 And it's not just day by day, sometimes, it's hour by hour. 00:51:40.90\00:51:44.30 That's right. 00:51:44.33\00:51:46.63 Isn't it? Yes. 00:51:46.67\00:51:48.30 'Cause I certainly know 00:51:48.34\00:51:49.67 that I have started my days surrendered 00:51:49.70\00:51:53.41 and somehow you end up not. 00:51:53.44\00:51:54.84 Of course. 00:51:54.88\00:51:56.85 Let's read 2 Corinthians 3:18. 00:51:56.88\00:52:01.22 Francine, you want to read that one? 00:52:01.25\00:52:03.79 All right. 00:52:03.82\00:52:05.15 So 2 Corinthians 3:18. 00:52:05.19\00:52:06.65 "But we all, with unveiled faces 00:52:06.69\00:52:09.56 beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, 00:52:09.59\00:52:13.19 are being transformed in the same image 00:52:13.23\00:52:15.36 from the glory to glory 00:52:15.40\00:52:16.93 just as by the Spirit of the Lord." 00:52:16.97\00:52:21.84 It's just saying it again. 00:52:21.87\00:52:23.20 Again, it's that mirror we want to reflect who Christ is. 00:52:23.24\00:52:26.61 That's right. 00:52:26.64\00:52:27.98 So you don't want them to see you, 00:52:28.01\00:52:29.38 you want them to see God. 00:52:29.41\00:52:31.51 That's what Jesus was communicating 00:52:31.55\00:52:32.91 to Nicodemus in John 3. 00:52:32.95\00:52:35.48 I love how Mrs. White, she says that 00:52:35.52\00:52:37.45 "No other place in the Bible is the gospel 00:52:37.49\00:52:39.45 put on display more clearly than in John 3." 00:52:39.49\00:52:42.29 And that conversation between Jesus and Nicodemus. 00:52:42.32\00:52:45.03 Because Nicodemus is thinking fleshly, earthly. 00:52:45.06\00:52:48.16 Jesus is... 00:52:48.20\00:52:49.53 Jesus is having a vertical conversation 00:52:49.56\00:52:51.77 and Nicodemus's mind is completely horizontal. 00:52:51.80\00:52:54.20 And Jesus says, "No, it's a spiritual thing." 00:52:54.24\00:52:56.64 And if you look in that chapter, 00:52:56.67\00:52:58.94 and you look for the one thing 00:52:58.97\00:53:00.31 that Jesus tells Nicodemus that we must do, 00:53:00.34\00:53:03.55 in order to hurry the work of the Spirit in our life, 00:53:03.58\00:53:07.82 he references Numbers 21. 00:53:07.85\00:53:10.45 The story of Numbers 21. 00:53:10.49\00:53:11.82 He says, 00:53:11.85\00:53:13.19 "As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, 00:53:13.22\00:53:15.66 so shall also the Son of Man be lifted up." 00:53:15.69\00:53:18.83 Jesus said, "I, and if I am lifted up, 00:53:18.86\00:53:20.63 I will draw all men unto myself." 00:53:20.66\00:53:22.76 You know, and sometimes we think 00:53:22.80\00:53:25.00 that us lifting up Jesus, you know, that we're... 00:53:25.03\00:53:27.94 And it is important that we uplift Jesus 00:53:27.97\00:53:29.77 for others to see but, you know, 00:53:29.80\00:53:31.47 we need to uplift Jesus every single day 00:53:31.51\00:53:33.41 so we can see Him. 00:53:33.44\00:53:34.78 Amen. That's good. 00:53:34.81\00:53:36.81 And it's very important that we understand 00:53:36.85\00:53:39.21 and by beholding we become change. 00:53:39.25\00:53:41.15 If I'm keeping my attention and my focus every single day 00:53:41.18\00:53:44.79 on the uplifted Savior, 00:53:44.82\00:53:46.15 and I'm beholding Christ 00:53:46.19\00:53:47.52 and the events that transpired on Calvary 00:53:47.56\00:53:49.52 are in my mind, as Mrs. White would say 00:53:49.56\00:53:52.19 "A thoughtful hour each day on the life of Christ, 00:53:52.23\00:53:54.36 especially the closing ones." 00:53:54.40\00:53:56.16 When we put Christ in our view, 00:53:56.20\00:53:59.70 everything falls in place where it should. 00:53:59.73\00:54:01.87 And the Holy Spirit takes us 00:54:01.90\00:54:03.24 from one level of His character to the next. 00:54:03.27\00:54:05.51 But now we've got... I just looked at the clock. 00:54:05.54\00:54:08.64 It's ticking away. 00:54:08.68\00:54:10.01 Yes, this is probably one of the best ways 00:54:10.05\00:54:13.88 to check your spiritual pulse. 00:54:13.92\00:54:16.38 J.D, John 14:15, what does Jesus say? 00:54:16.42\00:54:19.92 "Abide in me, and I am you, 00:54:19.95\00:54:22.72 as the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, 00:54:22.76\00:54:25.49 unless it abides in the vine, 00:54:25.53\00:54:27.40 neither can you unless you abide in Me. 00:54:27.43\00:54:30.33 I, Jesus Am the vine, you are the branches 00:54:30.37\00:54:34.14 and who who abides in Me and I in him, 00:54:34.17\00:54:37.01 bears much fruit for without Me you can do nothing. 00:54:37.04\00:54:40.34 So that's John 15:4 and 5 that you read. 00:54:40.38\00:54:44.58 And John 14:15, Jesus said, 00:54:44.61\00:54:47.92 "If you love Me, keep my commandments." 00:54:47.95\00:54:51.82 So and, you know, we don't have time 00:54:51.85\00:54:53.46 but in that passage, John 14:15, 00:54:53.49\00:54:57.89 "If you love Me, keep my commandments." 00:54:57.93\00:55:00.16 He's saying our love is obedience, 00:55:00.20\00:55:02.50 I mean, our love is evidence by our obedience. 00:55:02.53\00:55:05.47 But it goes on in verses 15 through 17, 00:55:05.50\00:55:08.84 to say, "If you do this, 00:55:08.87\00:55:10.44 I'm gonna give you the Holy Spirit 00:55:10.47\00:55:11.81 as you're helper." 00:55:11.84\00:55:13.17 So you got supernatural help. 00:55:13.21\00:55:14.54 And in verses 18 through 19, 00:55:14.58\00:55:16.04 He says, you're gonna have a supernatural life. 00:55:16.08\00:55:18.61 And verse 20 through 25, supernatural union, 00:55:18.65\00:55:22.85 and 27 through 31, 00:55:22.88\00:55:24.69 you're gonna know supernatural peace. 00:55:24.72\00:55:27.06 So if you want to keep a finger in your spiritual pulse, 00:55:27.09\00:55:31.63 producing fruit, what you just read, 00:55:31.66\00:55:34.83 what is He saying in John 15:4 and 5? 00:55:34.86\00:55:37.87 What does it mean to abide in Christ? 00:55:37.90\00:55:40.57 Be part of him, 00:55:40.60\00:55:42.04 be an extension of him, you know. 00:55:42.07\00:55:44.74 And it's a dwelling thing, isn't it? 00:55:44.77\00:55:46.17 Most certainly. 00:55:46.21\00:55:47.54 It's a settling thing. 00:55:47.58\00:55:48.91 It's basically giving up your time 00:55:48.94\00:55:50.28 to have that relationship with Him, 00:55:50.31\00:55:52.61 and it's through prayer, reading His word, 00:55:52.65\00:55:54.85 you know, thinking on all that He has done for us, 00:55:54.88\00:55:58.25 I mean, it's a full package. 00:55:58.29\00:56:00.29 Amen. 00:56:00.32\00:56:02.39 What I like is on John 15:7, 00:56:02.42\00:56:07.53 it says, "If you abide in Me and My words abide in you, 00:56:07.56\00:56:11.03 you shall ask what you will 00:56:11.07\00:56:12.47 and it shall be given unto you." 00:56:12.50\00:56:14.04 I mean, that's amazing promise. 00:56:14.07\00:56:15.84 But it's not, you know, what we want, 00:56:15.87\00:56:17.87 but it's what we believe the Lord wants us to do 00:56:17.91\00:56:21.38 when He will give it to us 00:56:21.41\00:56:22.88 as long as we're focusing on Him. 00:56:22.91\00:56:24.88 Praise the lord. Amen. Okay. 00:56:24.91\00:56:26.25 I think that I should coming to Him 00:56:26.28\00:56:27.62 with an unveiled face. 00:56:27.65\00:56:28.98 That's right. Amen. 00:56:29.02\00:56:30.85 I can't believe our time's all gone 00:56:30.89\00:56:32.49 'cause I know we can really expound on this. 00:56:32.52\00:56:35.09 But let's just kind of recap. 00:56:35.12\00:56:37.43 If you want to keep a finger on your spiritual pulse, 00:56:37.46\00:56:41.13 then we want to check our priorities and see, 00:56:41.16\00:56:44.83 "Are we seeking God first?" 00:56:44.87\00:56:46.20 We want to make sure we're staying in prayer 00:56:46.23\00:56:49.70 that that is a persistent and regular prayer, 00:56:49.74\00:56:52.81 that we're reading God's word, 00:56:52.84\00:56:54.68 that we are walking in surrender, 00:56:54.71\00:56:56.88 walking in obedience, bearing fruit, 00:56:56.91\00:57:01.18 fruit of the spirit and the fruit of activity, 00:57:01.22\00:57:04.12 and we will become who we behold. 00:57:04.15\00:57:06.09 Amen. 00:57:06.12\00:57:07.49 I can't believe our time's all gone. 00:57:07.52\00:57:09.32 We want to thank you so much for joining us. 00:57:09.36\00:57:12.66 And our prayer for you 00:57:12.69\00:57:14.30 is that the grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, 00:57:14.33\00:57:16.87 the love of the Father 00:57:16.90\00:57:18.23 and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit 00:57:18.27\00:57:20.17 will be with you this Sabbath and always. 00:57:20.20\00:57:24.31 Happy Sabbath. 00:57:24.34\00:57:25.67