I want to spend my life 00:00:01.96\00:00:08.00 Mending broken people 00:00:08.04\00:00:12.91 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.94\00:00:19.08 Removing pain 00:00:19.11\00:00:24.12 Lord, let my words 00:00:24.15\00:00:30.39 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:30.43\00:00:35.00 I want to spend my life 00:00:35.03\00:00:40.74 Mending broken people 00:00:40.77\00:00:46.24 I want to spend my life 00:00:46.27\00:00:51.81 Mending broken people 00:00:51.85\00:00:55.98 Oh, hello. I'm Shelley Quinn. JD Quinn. 00:01:08.63\00:01:11.30 And we welcome you to 3ABN Family Worship. 00:01:11.33\00:01:15.17 We're so excited that the Sabbath has rolled in 00:01:15.20\00:01:18.91 and I just want, let's... 00:01:18.94\00:01:20.68 Before I go on about the Sabbath, 00:01:20.71\00:01:22.08 let's go ahead and introduce the family at the table, 00:01:22.11\00:01:24.91 JD, you wanna do that first? 00:01:24.95\00:01:26.28 I'm gonna start over to my left. 00:01:26.31\00:01:27.65 This is Gayle. 00:01:27.68\00:01:29.02 Glad to have Gayle, 00:01:29.05\00:01:30.39 this is her first family worship. 00:01:30.42\00:01:31.75 We're just tickled that you're here with us. 00:01:31.79\00:01:33.12 Thank you. We got... 00:01:33.15\00:01:34.49 Breathe deeply. 00:01:34.52\00:01:35.86 We got Pastor John, our pastor. Yes. 00:01:35.89\00:01:37.86 Our good friend and his precious wife Angie. 00:01:37.89\00:01:40.53 Yes. I think, everyone knows them. 00:01:40.56\00:01:42.46 And, of course, my precious little wife, Shelley. 00:01:42.50\00:01:44.80 Well, I'll tell you what? 00:01:44.83\00:01:46.50 I want to encourage the young people at home. 00:01:46.53\00:01:49.74 We have people... 00:01:49.77\00:01:51.11 I'll put it this way of experience 00:01:51.14\00:01:52.97 sitting at the table. 00:01:53.01\00:01:54.34 But if you're young, don't just tune out and say, 00:01:54.38\00:01:56.24 well, what can I learn from them? 00:01:56.28\00:01:57.81 Because tonight we will be talking about unending joy. 00:01:57.85\00:02:02.38 And my experience has been, 00:02:02.42\00:02:04.19 this is a lesson that we learn better 00:02:04.22\00:02:07.79 as we mature in Christ. 00:02:07.82\00:02:09.92 And the points we're going to make 00:02:09.96\00:02:11.63 is the difference between happiness and joy. 00:02:11.66\00:02:14.33 Joy rises above persecution and pain. 00:02:14.36\00:02:18.03 Joy is promised to all who abide in the Lord. 00:02:18.07\00:02:21.80 It's the fruit of the Spirit. 00:02:21.84\00:02:23.94 God's word is our source of joy 00:02:23.97\00:02:27.38 because it reveals His promises. 00:02:27.41\00:02:29.41 And how can we restore joy? 00:02:29.44\00:02:32.61 We go all around the United States in the world, 00:02:32.65\00:02:36.89 and we meet joyful people, 00:02:36.92\00:02:38.72 but then we meet a lot of Christians 00:02:38.75\00:02:40.39 who just look like they've been sucking on a persimmon. 00:02:40.42\00:02:43.83 And so we want, 00:02:43.86\00:02:46.29 I think it's important to know that joy can be unending. 00:02:46.33\00:02:51.30 That's right. 00:02:51.33\00:02:52.67 And let me tell you at home 00:02:52.70\00:02:54.24 if you are not familiar with the Sabbath, 00:02:54.27\00:02:57.34 why we are so joyful when the Sabbath rolls in 00:02:57.37\00:03:00.44 because it is, the Bible tells us, 00:03:00.48\00:03:02.78 it's a reminder that God is our Creator. 00:03:02.81\00:03:05.38 He's the one who recreates us in the image of Jesus. 00:03:05.41\00:03:08.72 He is our deliverer. 00:03:08.75\00:03:10.72 But my favorite scripture on the Sabbath is John, 00:03:10.75\00:03:13.56 excuse me, Exodus 31:13, 00:03:13.59\00:03:16.66 where God says, "He gave us his Sabbath 00:03:16.69\00:03:19.29 as a sign that He is the one who sanctifies us." 00:03:19.33\00:03:24.03 Amen. That's right. 00:03:24.07\00:03:25.40 How many of you have tried to sanctify yourself? 00:03:25.43\00:03:27.24 And that doesn't mean to set yourself 00:03:27.27\00:03:28.80 apart from sins. 00:03:28.84\00:03:30.31 It's impossible without His power, 00:03:30.34\00:03:33.81 without Him working in us. 00:03:33.84\00:03:35.31 That's right. So, we're so excited. 00:03:35.34\00:03:37.98 John, why don't you open with prayer? 00:03:38.01\00:03:39.55 Sure. Okay. 00:03:39.58\00:03:40.92 Loving Father in heaven, it is a joy to study Your Word. 00:03:40.95\00:03:44.35 And thank You for the joy 00:03:44.39\00:03:46.12 that we're going to find sharing what You reveal to us. 00:03:46.15\00:03:50.03 Bless us now in the Sabbath hours, 00:03:50.06\00:03:52.33 with Your presence and Your power we ask, 00:03:52.36\00:03:54.86 in Jesus' name, amen. 00:03:54.90\00:03:57.20 Amen. Amen. 00:03:57.23\00:03:58.57 So, JD, would you like to introduce 00:03:58.60\00:04:02.20 the other person of our family. 00:04:02.24\00:04:03.84 Yes. 00:04:03.87\00:04:05.21 First of all, we have Farah Barry. 00:04:05.24\00:04:06.98 She's gonna be playing our special music 00:04:07.01\00:04:10.48 that we're all gonna participate in. 00:04:10.51\00:04:12.71 And, oh, I just love singing, can't sing, but that's okay. 00:04:12.75\00:04:16.15 You know. 00:04:16.18\00:04:17.59 We have two singers at this table, 00:04:17.62\00:04:19.22 I think in way and they are at both the ends. 00:04:19.25\00:04:22.02 And we're gonna be singing 00:04:22.06\00:04:23.49 Leaning on the Everlasting Arms, 00:04:23.53\00:04:25.99 and in the Adventist hymnal lesson number 469. 00:04:26.03\00:04:29.50 But we'll also have the lyrics 00:04:29.53\00:04:31.13 at the bottom of the screen for you. 00:04:31.17\00:04:33.00 So sing along. Sing along with us. 00:04:33.03\00:04:34.64 We're gonna make a joyful noise. 00:04:34.67\00:04:36.34 That's right. 00:04:36.37\00:04:37.71 What a fellowship, what a joy divine 00:04:42.84\00:04:47.62 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:04:47.65\00:04:51.95 What a blessedness, what a peace is mine 00:04:51.99\00:04:56.32 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:04:56.36\00:05:00.03 Leaning, leaning 00:05:00.06\00:05:04.33 Safe and secure from all alarms 00:05:04.37\00:05:08.57 Leaning, leaning 00:05:08.60\00:05:12.54 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:05:12.57\00:05:16.75 O how sweet to walk in this pilgrim way 00:05:16.78\00:05:21.22 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:05:21.25\00:05:25.15 O how bright the path grows from day to day 00:05:25.19\00:05:29.32 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:05:29.36\00:05:33.40 Leaning, leaning 00:05:33.43\00:05:37.60 Safe and secure from all alarms 00:05:37.63\00:05:41.47 Leaning, leaning 00:05:41.50\00:05:45.54 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:05:45.57\00:05:49.91 What have I to dread, what have I to fear 00:05:49.94\00:05:54.75 Leaning on the everlasting arms? 00:05:54.78\00:05:58.95 I have blessed peace with my Lord so near 00:05:58.99\00:06:03.09 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:06:03.12\00:06:07.23 Leaning, leaning 00:06:07.26\00:06:11.07 Safe and secure from all alarms 00:06:11.10\00:06:15.34 Leaning, leaning 00:06:15.37\00:06:19.44 Leaning on the everlasting arms 00:06:19.47\00:06:25.95 Amen. Thank you, Farah. 00:06:25.98\00:06:27.65 And, boy, what? 00:06:27.68\00:06:29.15 You know, it's interesting 00:06:29.18\00:06:30.52 I had that virus that scarred my vocal folds. 00:06:30.55\00:06:34.96 I was trying to sing 00:06:34.99\00:06:36.32 and my voice wouldn't even come out on that key. 00:06:36.36\00:06:39.69 You made a joyful noise. 00:06:39.73\00:06:42.36 That's because I wasn't singing. 00:06:42.40\00:06:43.73 It wouldn't come out. It's a joy to hear you sing. 00:06:43.77\00:06:46.57 If you heard it, then you've got great ears. 00:06:46.60\00:06:49.87 Okay, let's just jump right into this. 00:06:49.90\00:06:53.71 What is the difference between happiness and joy? 00:06:53.74\00:06:59.11 Normally, happiness depends upon our circumstances, 00:07:02.12\00:07:04.75 something happens around you, 00:07:04.79\00:07:06.65 you know, you're either up or you're down subject 00:07:06.69\00:07:09.46 to that particular environment. 00:07:09.49\00:07:11.69 I think that's what I found. 00:07:11.73\00:07:13.06 So happiness can be transitory, it's not a permanent thing. 00:07:13.09\00:07:16.67 I mean, it's hard to be happy 00:07:16.70\00:07:20.07 when your loved one is in ICU, 00:07:20.10\00:07:22.90 and they're dying of cancer say. 00:07:22.94\00:07:26.57 So, as the circumstances change, 00:07:26.61\00:07:28.74 happiness comes and goes. 00:07:28.78\00:07:30.28 Yeah. Well, what is joy? 00:07:30.31\00:07:34.32 I used to think it was the same thing. 00:07:34.35\00:07:35.95 You know, and really until this study, 00:07:37.09\00:07:39.79 and really getting into it. 00:07:39.82\00:07:41.26 I didn't really know the difference. 00:07:42.96\00:07:44.79 And so, some of the scriptures 00:07:44.83\00:07:46.33 didn't really ring really well with me. 00:07:46.36\00:07:50.20 And now it's really great 00:07:50.23\00:07:51.93 to really understand what that is. 00:07:51.97\00:07:54.14 Praise God. 00:07:54.17\00:07:55.50 So joy, our joy, it's a gift of the Holy Spirit. 00:07:55.54\00:08:00.11 And it's founded on God's unchanging nature on His love. 00:08:00.14\00:08:06.01 And let me share something with you. 00:08:06.05\00:08:07.55 We're very familiar if you go to church, 00:08:07.58\00:08:10.52 you hear agape all the time. 00:08:10.55\00:08:12.32 And that's a Greek word. 00:08:12.35\00:08:13.99 It's used in the New Testament. 00:08:14.02\00:08:15.36 It means unconditional love. 00:08:15.39\00:08:18.19 And people don't realize 00:08:18.23\00:08:20.20 there's a word to me that surpasses agape. 00:08:20.23\00:08:24.60 And it's a Hebrew word used throughout the Old Testament, 00:08:24.63\00:08:28.60 hesed, H-E-S-E-D 00:08:28.64\00:08:30.87 and you cannot find one single word 00:08:30.91\00:08:36.48 in the English language into which we can translate 00:08:36.51\00:08:40.62 or hesed can be translated into. 00:08:40.65\00:08:43.42 So sometimes 00:08:43.45\00:08:44.79 it will be translated into His loving kindness, 00:08:44.82\00:08:47.09 His love, His mercy, His faithfulness, 00:08:47.12\00:08:50.33 but hesed is all of that wrapped up in one. 00:08:50.36\00:08:55.10 And throughout the Old Testament, 00:08:55.13\00:08:57.27 over, I think it's 270 times, it talks about God's hesed. 00:08:57.30\00:09:02.30 So this is... 00:09:02.34\00:09:04.17 We can have a permanent sense of well being, 00:09:04.21\00:09:08.71 and an experience, joy in the Lord, 00:09:08.74\00:09:13.55 in the midst of sadness and suffering. 00:09:13.58\00:09:17.09 One of our favorite verses from Nehemiah, John. 00:09:18.45\00:09:22.26 Oh, Nehemiah 8:10, 00:09:22.29\00:09:23.63 "The joy of the Lord is your strength." 00:09:23.66\00:09:25.79 What does that mean? 00:09:25.83\00:09:27.16 That means the joy that we experience is not from us, 00:09:27.20\00:09:31.13 it's the joy of the Lord. 00:09:31.17\00:09:33.27 So therefore like you said a moment ago, 00:09:33.30\00:09:35.07 the fruit of the Spirit, 00:09:35.10\00:09:36.44 that's another gift from the Lord. 00:09:36.47\00:09:38.27 The fruit of the Spirit is amazing. 00:09:38.31\00:09:39.84 Love, joy, the first two, they're together. 00:09:39.87\00:09:42.84 One agape, as you mentioned, and hesed, 00:09:42.88\00:09:45.71 the other one joy, both from the Lord, 00:09:45.75\00:09:47.85 but I like that because the source of believer's joy 00:09:47.88\00:09:51.85 is a relationship with our Heavenly Father. 00:09:51.89\00:09:53.66 Amen. It's a sovereign connection. 00:09:53.69\00:09:56.59 So, you know, if your dad is 00:09:56.62\00:09:58.73 like the kid that was on the plane, 00:09:58.76\00:10:00.10 and the plane was shaking everywhere 00:10:00.13\00:10:01.46 and everybody was nervous. 00:10:01.50\00:10:02.86 And when the plane landed, 00:10:02.90\00:10:04.80 one of the passengers couldn't help, 00:10:04.83\00:10:06.17 but ask the kid, "Why were you not nervous, 00:10:06.20\00:10:07.90 when the plane was falling all over the sky?" 00:10:07.94\00:10:10.91 She said, "Because the pilot is my dad, 00:10:10.94\00:10:12.77 he was just taking me home." 00:10:12.81\00:10:14.14 Amen. 00:10:14.18\00:10:15.51 So she had that relationship with the... 00:10:15.54\00:10:16.88 She knew who was in the cockpit. 00:10:16.91\00:10:18.25 Everybody's nervous, and she says, "He's my daddy, 00:10:18.28\00:10:20.12 he's just taken us home." 00:10:20.15\00:10:21.48 So she was joyful and at peace 00:10:21.52\00:10:24.82 because of the presence of her father. 00:10:24.85\00:10:27.42 That's the same thing with us, right? 00:10:27.46\00:10:29.62 When we have security in His love. 00:10:29.66\00:10:31.59 Security and salvation by grace through faith. 00:10:31.63\00:10:35.13 It's just such a beautiful thing. 00:10:35.16\00:10:37.00 Angie, why don't you read Jude 1:24? 00:10:37.03\00:10:40.74 Hey, I love this text. 00:10:40.77\00:10:42.57 Now, in the King James says, onto him, 00:10:42.60\00:10:45.17 "Now to Him who is able to keep you from stumbling, 00:10:45.21\00:10:49.04 and to present you faultless 00:10:49.08\00:10:50.98 before the presence of His glory 00:10:51.01\00:10:53.21 with exceeding joy." 00:10:53.25\00:10:55.92 Why we have that text right here? 00:10:55.95\00:10:59.15 Well, to me, it's very simple, 00:10:59.19\00:11:01.22 if it to me, if it is indeed true 00:11:01.26\00:11:04.03 that the joy of the Lord is your strength, 00:11:04.06\00:11:06.96 well, then it should be the joy of the Lord 00:11:07.00\00:11:09.33 that is able to keep you from stumble. 00:11:09.36\00:11:11.37 Oh, that's good. 00:11:11.40\00:11:12.73 'Cause He's the one that's in charge, 00:11:12.77\00:11:15.40 and He wants good and perfect gifts for His children. 00:11:15.44\00:11:17.67 Amen. Amen. That's really good. 00:11:17.71\00:11:19.94 And now with that together, but it's very well said. 00:11:19.97\00:11:22.54 But you know, 00:11:22.58\00:11:24.01 I don't know about you all. 00:11:24.05\00:11:25.51 But like I said about the Sabbath. 00:11:25.55\00:11:27.62 I tried for 50 years of my life, 00:11:27.65\00:11:31.09 to be a good little girl. 00:11:31.12\00:11:33.25 I tried to please the Lord. 00:11:33.29\00:11:35.29 I tried to do what I thought He wanted me to do 00:11:35.32\00:11:38.16 and do everything right what everybody expected of me. 00:11:38.19\00:11:41.66 And I found it impossible. 00:11:41.70\00:11:43.93 And I finally, it was just, 00:11:43.97\00:11:46.27 you know, there was ups and downs, 00:11:46.30\00:11:47.97 peaks and valleys. 00:11:48.00\00:11:49.74 But it was when I learned that salvation belongs to God, 00:11:49.77\00:11:54.34 when I was really learning about grace 00:11:54.38\00:11:56.75 and to know 00:11:56.78\00:11:58.41 that He is gonna keep me from stumbling, 00:11:58.45\00:12:02.02 to know that He is gonna present me faultless. 00:12:02.05\00:12:05.82 Amen. 00:12:05.85\00:12:07.19 That's when joy came into my heart. 00:12:07.22\00:12:10.03 That's when that's what you just said 00:12:10.06\00:12:11.69 about this relationship, the security of relationship. 00:12:11.73\00:12:16.56 So, the reason everyone at this, 00:12:16.60\00:12:18.73 is at this table 00:12:18.77\00:12:20.37 is I know each one of you have experienced 00:12:20.40\00:12:24.77 joy rises above persecution and pain. 00:12:24.81\00:12:29.81 JD, let's read about Jesus in Hebrews 12. 00:12:29.84\00:12:33.21 Hebrews 12, I wanna read Hebrews 12:1-2. 00:12:33.25\00:12:37.12 I love this because a lot, you'll understand, 00:12:37.15\00:12:40.09 "Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 00:12:40.12\00:12:44.03 looking unto Jesus, 00:12:44.06\00:12:45.59 the author and the finisher of our faith, 00:12:45.63\00:12:49.26 for the joy that was set before Him 00:12:49.30\00:12:52.20 endured the cross, despising the shame, 00:12:52.23\00:12:54.57 and has sat down at the right hand 00:12:54.60\00:12:56.40 of the throne of God." 00:12:56.44\00:12:58.21 So what was the joy that was set before Him? 00:12:58.24\00:13:01.88 Well, the joy of accomplishing His Father's will. 00:13:01.91\00:13:05.51 You know, His life was in a life of joy. 00:13:05.55\00:13:09.08 But the joy came in knowing 00:13:09.12\00:13:10.79 that whether He was being persecuted, 00:13:10.82\00:13:12.79 whether He was being reviled, 00:13:12.82\00:13:14.99 whether He was being praised, 00:13:15.02\00:13:16.66 whether He was being wrongly accused, 00:13:16.69\00:13:20.30 He kept His mind set on the will of the Father. 00:13:20.33\00:13:24.17 And He said, "I came to do the will of the Father." 00:13:24.20\00:13:26.43 So when you get to that point in your life, 00:13:26.47\00:13:28.60 and sadly enough, 00:13:28.64\00:13:30.07 He was on the cross when He said, "It is finished." 00:13:30.11\00:13:32.14 He didn't say I'm finished, He said, it is finished. 00:13:32.17\00:13:35.58 I'm so glad that my work is done. 00:13:35.61\00:13:38.15 I could die in peace. 00:13:38.18\00:13:39.95 And that was the joy 00:13:39.98\00:13:41.32 that kept Him all the way through. 00:13:41.35\00:13:42.68 And I like that text which says, 00:13:42.72\00:13:44.05 the joy that was set before Him, 00:13:44.09\00:13:46.39 endured the cross, you know, 00:13:46.42\00:13:47.76 beyond this cross is joy. 00:13:47.79\00:13:49.62 As Maya Angelou who said this to Oprah Winfrey, 00:13:49.66\00:13:51.53 when she said, "What do you do when the trials of life come?" 00:13:51.56\00:13:54.40 And Maya Angelou said, 00:13:54.43\00:13:55.76 "Well, I just know that 00:13:55.80\00:13:57.13 whatever on the other side of that trial 00:13:57.17\00:13:58.50 is better than what I have right now." 00:13:58.53\00:14:00.44 So was it joy that was set before Him? 00:14:00.47\00:14:02.47 He endured the cross 00:14:02.50\00:14:03.84 because on the other side of that 00:14:03.87\00:14:05.21 He could come out and say, 00:14:05.24\00:14:06.57 I've accomplished it, 00:14:06.61\00:14:07.94 so that every one of My children 00:14:07.98\00:14:09.84 can be saved. 00:14:09.88\00:14:11.21 Amen. That's some serious joy. 00:14:11.25\00:14:12.58 That is some serious joy. 00:14:12.61\00:14:13.95 And that means that, 00:14:13.98\00:14:15.98 I think you misspoke 00:14:16.02\00:14:17.35 when you said His life wasn't a life of joy. 00:14:17.39\00:14:19.25 His life wasn't a life of happiness. 00:14:19.29\00:14:22.96 But He knew this joy in His Father. 00:14:22.99\00:14:28.06 And it's something that you know, Paul said, 00:14:28.10\00:14:31.63 we are sorrowful, yet always rejoicing. 00:14:31.67\00:14:36.84 Gayle, tell us the story of, 00:14:36.87\00:14:40.98 you know, all of us here have lost someone. 00:14:41.01\00:14:43.18 I know, you lost your mom not too long ago. 00:14:43.21\00:14:45.45 Yes. 00:14:45.48\00:14:46.82 And you know, I don't have any living, 00:14:46.85\00:14:49.78 no immediate family left at all. 00:14:49.82\00:14:51.92 We don't have family. 00:14:51.95\00:14:53.29 I mean, this is my family right here. 00:14:53.32\00:14:54.66 Well, I have brother and sister, 00:14:54.69\00:14:56.19 but no mom and dad. 00:14:56.22\00:14:57.56 I don't even have that. Yeah, only sibling. 00:14:57.59\00:14:59.33 I have no blood relatives left. Wow. 00:14:59.36\00:15:02.20 So as you lose them and you realize, 00:15:02.23\00:15:05.43 hey, I would be all alone in the world, 00:15:05.47\00:15:07.77 except I know the Lord's always with me and this... 00:15:07.80\00:15:09.60 Well, Shelley, you could add me to your will, 00:15:09.64\00:15:11.14 I'll let you. 00:15:11.17\00:15:13.61 I'd be your relative. 00:15:13.64\00:15:14.98 That would be joy for me. 00:15:15.01\00:15:16.34 All right. Amen. 00:15:16.38\00:15:17.71 But the one thing, I think that, 00:15:17.75\00:15:22.02 you know as a couple, 00:15:22.05\00:15:23.39 we know as a couple of the pain 00:15:23.42\00:15:25.85 of not being able to have a child. 00:15:25.89\00:15:27.86 Exactly. Right. 00:15:27.89\00:15:29.22 But I remember praying when I was just 13 years old, 00:15:29.26\00:15:32.86 saying, Lord, please don't... 00:15:32.89\00:15:35.33 I wanted six babies. 00:15:35.36\00:15:38.07 I wanted six, but I said, Lord, 00:15:38.10\00:15:40.20 please don't ever let me have a child, 00:15:40.24\00:15:42.50 if that child will die before me. 00:15:42.54\00:15:45.71 Because I had watched a woman that I babysat for 00:15:45.74\00:15:49.38 when her two-year-old was killed. 00:15:49.41\00:15:51.31 It was so painful 00:15:51.35\00:15:53.11 that I thought I cannot imagine a worst pain 00:15:53.15\00:15:56.65 and you've been through that pain. 00:15:56.69\00:15:58.85 I have. 00:15:58.89\00:16:00.22 Tell us your story. 00:16:00.26\00:16:02.86 It's gonna be three years now in January, January 22. 00:16:02.89\00:16:08.30 I was living in Hawaii, 00:16:08.33\00:16:10.03 and my son Eric was living there also 00:16:10.07\00:16:13.34 and was on a Sunday, I'll never forget it. 00:16:13.37\00:16:19.77 And the police came 00:16:19.81\00:16:21.14 and told me that my son had drowned. 00:16:21.18\00:16:23.88 And I thought, 00:16:23.91\00:16:25.25 what was he doing out there in those crazy waves? 00:16:25.28\00:16:28.22 Because I knew in January, the waves are really bad, 00:16:28.25\00:16:32.82 especially at some of the beaches 00:16:32.85\00:16:34.19 where he was on, 00:16:34.22\00:16:35.56 we were on the Big Island and he was south of Hilo, 00:16:35.59\00:16:37.69 and he was at a beach 00:16:37.73\00:16:39.36 and two people had gotten out in the surf 00:16:39.39\00:16:42.03 and couldn't get back in 00:16:42.06\00:16:44.33 because the waves were so treacherous, 00:16:44.37\00:16:46.84 and he went in to help them, which he did. 00:16:46.87\00:16:50.51 They made it out, but my son didn't. 00:16:50.54\00:16:55.24 And... 00:16:55.28\00:16:56.61 How old was he, Gayle? 00:16:56.64\00:16:57.98 He was 43, and, yeah, 00:16:58.01\00:17:02.58 it's some of that is a big blur still. 00:17:02.62\00:17:07.12 But my daughter, I have a daughter, 00:17:07.16\00:17:10.49 and she lives in Washington State. 00:17:10.53\00:17:12.79 And she said, "Mom, 00:17:12.83\00:17:14.66 I want you to come live with us." 00:17:14.70\00:17:16.36 So I'm now living in Washington, 00:17:16.40\00:17:18.13 but, you know it. 00:17:18.17\00:17:21.74 I remember reading some of these passages 00:17:21.77\00:17:24.01 and you know, it talks about, 00:17:24.04\00:17:25.37 okay, joy in every circumstance. 00:17:25.41\00:17:27.08 And I thought, Lord, that makes no sense to me. 00:17:27.11\00:17:31.31 But I read something 00:17:31.35\00:17:35.58 just last night in the Desire of Ages. 00:17:35.62\00:17:38.75 And hopefully I can get through this. 00:17:38.79\00:17:41.12 It says, "Christ is coming with clouds 00:17:41.16\00:17:43.36 and with great glory, 00:17:43.39\00:17:45.33 a multitude of shining angels will attend to Him, 00:17:45.36\00:17:48.00 He will come to raise the dead 00:17:48.03\00:17:49.76 and to change the living saints from glory to glory." 00:17:49.80\00:17:52.77 He will, excuse me, 00:17:52.80\00:17:54.90 "He will come to honor those who have left him 00:17:54.94\00:17:57.47 and kept His commandments and to take them to Himself, 00:17:57.51\00:18:01.44 He has not forgotten them, nor His promise, 00:18:01.48\00:18:04.75 there will be a rethinking or excuse me, 00:18:04.78\00:18:07.12 a relinking of the family chain. 00:18:07.15\00:18:09.92 When we look upon our dead, we may think of the morning 00:18:09.95\00:18:13.12 when the trump of God just sound, 00:18:13.15\00:18:14.86 when the dead shall be raised incorruptible, 00:18:14.89\00:18:17.33 and we shall all be changed," 1 Corinthians 15:52." 00:18:17.36\00:18:22.13 A little longer, 00:18:22.16\00:18:23.57 and we shall see the King in His beauty a little longer. 00:18:23.60\00:18:28.20 And He will wipe all tears from our eyes, 00:18:28.24\00:18:30.87 a little longer, 00:18:30.91\00:18:32.37 and He will present spotless 00:18:32.41\00:18:34.48 before the presence of His glory 00:18:34.51\00:18:36.44 with exceeding joy," 2:24. 00:18:36.48\00:18:40.25 So how did you, 00:18:40.28\00:18:42.48 how long did it take you 00:18:42.52\00:18:44.62 in going through the pain of that loss? 00:18:44.65\00:18:47.42 I mean, I know it had to be overwhelming. 00:18:51.03\00:18:54.10 But how long did it take you to feel 00:18:54.13\00:18:57.83 that joy of relationship with the Lord? 00:18:57.87\00:19:00.20 Did that ever break or did you find that? 00:19:00.24\00:19:03.77 I mean, was it sustained all the way through, 00:19:07.11\00:19:09.74 the joy of your relationship with God? 00:19:09.78\00:19:13.08 You know, it was amazing. 00:19:13.11\00:19:14.88 I think the Lord really worked 00:19:18.12\00:19:19.99 because He brought a lot of Eric's friends into my life. 00:19:20.02\00:19:24.36 And I was able to share with them 00:19:24.39\00:19:26.19 and learn actually that from one of them 00:19:26.23\00:19:29.70 that Eric had shared God with him, 00:19:29.73\00:19:31.97 which kind of surprised me that in, 00:19:32.00\00:19:35.67 you know, it gave me such hope 00:19:35.70\00:19:37.04 because I know in the mercy and the love of God, 00:19:37.07\00:19:39.87 I'm going to see my son again. 00:19:39.91\00:19:41.54 And it never really, I just trust it. 00:19:41.58\00:19:45.61 You know, I knew I didn't understand, 00:19:45.65\00:19:47.62 but I knew God knows the best 00:19:47.65\00:19:51.05 and He works things to our best. 00:19:51.09\00:19:55.16 And I just felt comfort in that, 00:19:55.19\00:19:57.69 but I also realized I've been in depression 00:19:57.73\00:20:01.30 for a long time. 00:20:01.33\00:20:02.66 And that only ended probably, 00:20:02.70\00:20:05.57 actually while I was down here, finally. 00:20:05.60\00:20:09.67 I think that's interesting because service... 00:20:09.70\00:20:11.94 And that really does fit into Hebrews 12:1-2, 00:20:11.97\00:20:15.01 you know, let it, let us run the race of the parents. 00:20:15.04\00:20:18.35 You know, and looking to Jesus, 00:20:18.38\00:20:21.02 who's the author and the finisher of our faith. 00:20:21.05\00:20:23.79 Please, Lord, increase my faith, you know, 00:20:23.82\00:20:25.75 I do wanna finish this race 00:20:25.79\00:20:28.06 and you do make a difference around here. 00:20:28.09\00:20:30.89 You should know that. Thank you. 00:20:30.93\00:20:32.99 It's been a blessing. Yup. 00:20:33.03\00:20:35.20 Hey, you made a point a moment ago, 00:20:35.23\00:20:36.56 and I'm glad you put that back in context. 00:20:36.60\00:20:39.13 When I said Jesus is not a man of joy, 00:20:39.17\00:20:41.24 actually, not a lot of happiness. 00:20:41.27\00:20:43.54 Because when Isaiah says he was a man of sorrow 00:20:43.57\00:20:46.01 acquainted with grief. 00:20:46.04\00:20:48.04 You know, it's crazy that you could be, 00:20:48.08\00:20:50.51 you know sorrow, be acquainted with grief, 00:20:50.55\00:20:54.12 and still have joy in the midst of all that. 00:20:54.15\00:20:56.48 Because this is, 00:20:56.52\00:20:57.85 who for the joy that was before Him, 00:20:57.89\00:21:01.26 so that moment, He's saying, 00:21:01.29\00:21:04.06 through all of His sorrow and grief, 00:21:04.09\00:21:06.93 joy is waiting to embrace me. 00:21:06.96\00:21:08.96 I'm gonna know it, I'm gonna experience it. 00:21:09.00\00:21:11.17 And I looked at this again for the joy 00:21:11.20\00:21:14.74 that was set before Him, the joy was coming, 00:21:14.77\00:21:18.21 He had joy doing His Father's will, 00:21:18.24\00:21:19.87 but there was a greater joy coming. 00:21:19.91\00:21:21.98 Can you imagine in the morning when He said, 00:21:22.01\00:21:23.51 "All authority is given to Me, 00:21:23.55\00:21:25.78 you know, I am the resurrection of the life." 00:21:25.81\00:21:28.32 That day there was nothing, 00:21:28.35\00:21:29.92 they could not reverse that scenario 00:21:29.95\00:21:31.69 and re-persecute Him, 00:21:31.72\00:21:33.22 or retry Him or re-nail Him to the cross. 00:21:33.25\00:21:35.79 So, yeah, we got to look at the things that 00:21:35.82\00:21:37.39 when you're in that grief and sorrow, 00:21:37.43\00:21:39.26 the joy is still leading you. 00:21:39.29\00:21:41.63 And that reminds me, why don't you read on page 2, 00:21:41.66\00:21:44.63 James 1:2-4, 00:21:44.67\00:21:49.87 because this is an interesting, James 1:2-4. 00:21:49.90\00:21:56.34 Angie, would you read that for us? 00:21:56.38\00:21:57.71 Sure. Yeah. 00:21:57.75\00:21:59.08 "My brethren, count it all joy 00:21:59.11\00:22:00.95 when you fall into various trials, 00:22:00.98\00:22:03.69 knowing that the testing of your faith 00:22:03.72\00:22:05.95 produces patience. 00:22:05.99\00:22:07.79 But let patience have its perfect work, 00:22:07.82\00:22:10.93 that you may be perfect and complete, 00:22:10.96\00:22:13.50 lacking nothing." 00:22:13.53\00:22:16.03 Well, I tell you what? 00:22:16.06\00:22:17.40 That takes a conscious commitment, 00:22:17.43\00:22:19.83 does it not? 00:22:19.87\00:22:21.20 You know, I remember when my sister died 00:22:21.24\00:22:23.10 and it was so unexpected 00:22:23.14\00:22:24.71 and she was for all practical purpose is my baby, 00:22:24.74\00:22:27.94 she was four years younger than I. 00:22:27.98\00:22:29.91 And I'd always basically been her mother, 00:22:29.94\00:22:32.75 she had a very, very difficult life. 00:22:32.78\00:22:36.45 And, oh, man, it just caught me off guard, 00:22:36.48\00:22:40.26 because I wasn't expecting it. 00:22:40.29\00:22:42.66 Yet, when they did an autopsy because she died at home, 00:22:42.69\00:22:46.76 she just went to bed for a nap and didn't wake up. 00:22:46.80\00:22:50.20 The autopsy revealed that she had a heart condition, 00:22:50.23\00:22:54.40 a heart valve condition, 00:22:54.44\00:22:57.37 and also that she had a liver condition. 00:22:57.41\00:22:59.54 And what a doctor told me is 00:22:59.57\00:23:01.58 they could not have treated her for her liver condition 00:23:01.61\00:23:04.01 because of her heart condition. 00:23:04.05\00:23:05.95 They could not have treated her for her heart 00:23:05.98\00:23:08.58 because of her liver. 00:23:08.62\00:23:10.22 So I was as sad as I was, 00:23:10.25\00:23:14.76 I was really quite joyful 00:23:14.79\00:23:16.66 that the Lord had spared her of all of that. 00:23:16.69\00:23:20.13 And because I know I'll see her again and I have, 00:23:20.16\00:23:24.10 I'll get to spend eternity with her. 00:23:24.13\00:23:26.74 Yes, you will. Amen. 00:23:26.77\00:23:28.10 And that's what God show... 00:23:28.14\00:23:29.47 Can you imagine going through 00:23:29.50\00:23:30.84 the death of your beloved mother 00:23:30.87\00:23:32.87 without the blessed hope? 00:23:32.91\00:23:37.05 Well, it's been three years tomorrow 00:23:37.08\00:23:39.21 since I lost my mom. 00:23:39.25\00:23:40.88 And it's so painful. 00:23:40.92\00:23:42.58 But John said to me, 00:23:42.62\00:23:44.32 because I said, why does she have to go? 00:23:44.35\00:23:46.82 You know, she was 89 years old, 00:23:46.86\00:23:49.22 but I still didn't want her to die. 00:23:49.26\00:23:51.23 And you said to me, honey, look, 00:23:51.26\00:23:53.40 it was gradual the way she went, 00:23:53.43\00:23:56.33 imagine if it was sudden, the pain and it's true, 00:23:56.36\00:23:59.30 it was a gradual, it was very gradual 00:23:59.33\00:24:02.07 how she went downhill, 00:24:02.10\00:24:03.44 but as Bible says we'll have eternity together 00:24:03.47\00:24:06.94 and that gives me such hope and joy eternity. 00:24:06.98\00:24:10.85 Can I bring something up here I know that we're talking about 00:24:10.88\00:24:14.82 robbing of our loved ones, Lord, and that is death. 00:24:14.85\00:24:18.65 James 1:1, 2,4. 00:24:18.69\00:24:20.59 Again it says, "Count it all joy 00:24:20.62\00:24:21.96 when you fall into the various trials." 00:24:21.99\00:24:23.49 There's all kinds of trials out there when alive. 00:24:23.53\00:24:25.89 And knowing that the testing your faith produces patience. 00:24:25.93\00:24:29.13 Every morning here at 3ABN, we have a time of worship, 00:24:29.16\00:24:33.10 every department gets together and we have time of worship. 00:24:33.13\00:24:35.77 I like to just take one only one paragraph 00:24:35.80\00:24:38.47 that this is from Ellen White. 00:24:38.51\00:24:41.04 Those that know Ellen White know 00:24:41.08\00:24:42.48 that she knows she's a wordsmith, 00:24:42.51\00:24:45.18 and those that don't, 00:24:45.21\00:24:46.55 oh, this is absolutely fantastic. 00:24:46.58\00:24:49.08 And this is, if you have one of those trials 00:24:49.12\00:24:51.02 and how the Lord fits into your life. 00:24:51.05\00:24:53.15 This comes from what? 00:24:53.19\00:24:54.52 This is The Faith that I Live By, 00:24:54.56\00:24:55.92 it's a devotional book. 00:24:55.96\00:24:57.59 By God's mighty cleaver, 00:24:57.63\00:25:00.50 key word, By God's mighty cleaver of truth 00:25:00.53\00:25:03.37 we have been taken from the quarry of the world 00:25:03.40\00:25:06.30 and brought into the workshop of the Lord to be prepared 00:25:06.33\00:25:08.60 for a place in His temple. 00:25:08.64\00:25:09.97 In this work... 00:25:11.21\00:25:13.48 He's in the quarry, He's got the cleaver. 00:25:13.51\00:25:15.81 In this work the hammer 00:25:15.84\00:25:17.45 and the chisel must act their part, 00:25:17.48\00:25:20.28 and then comes the polishing. 00:25:20.32\00:25:22.48 Rebel not under this process of grace. 00:25:22.52\00:25:26.12 You may be a rough stone, 00:25:26.15\00:25:27.56 on which much work must be done 00:25:27.59\00:25:29.42 before you are prepared for the place 00:25:29.46\00:25:30.79 that God designs you to fill. 00:25:30.83\00:25:33.70 But you need not be surprised 00:25:33.73\00:25:35.43 if the hammer and the chisel of God's trial 00:25:35.46\00:25:38.10 cuts away your defects of character. 00:25:38.13\00:25:41.10 He alone can accomplish this work. 00:25:41.14\00:25:42.90 And be assured 00:25:42.94\00:25:44.57 that He will not strike one useless blow. 00:25:44.61\00:25:48.51 If you are going through a trial, 00:25:48.54\00:25:52.05 if you're going through a test, 00:25:52.08\00:25:54.48 just know that the creator of all 00:25:54.52\00:25:57.52 with His hammer and He's got you in sight, 00:25:57.55\00:26:01.52 and He knows exactly where to make this knock 00:26:01.56\00:26:06.46 with the hammer or the chisel or whatever. 00:26:06.49\00:26:08.76 And then the end result fits into that temple, 00:26:08.80\00:26:12.20 His temple perfectly. 00:26:12.23\00:26:14.14 That's right. Amen. 00:26:14.17\00:26:15.50 What a promise. 00:26:15.54\00:26:16.87 But to me, just the words 00:26:16.91\00:26:18.81 that are used at the special time, 00:26:18.84\00:26:20.64 you know, 'cause most of us are visual. 00:26:20.68\00:26:23.04 And we can just see, so, good news. 00:26:23.08\00:26:27.02 The good news is though, 00:26:27.05\00:26:28.48 even though we do go through these times, 00:26:28.52\00:26:31.32 the end result is gonna be perfection. 00:26:31.35\00:26:33.66 So, John, have you ever had a time this scripture 00:26:33.69\00:26:37.13 what you're saying right here 00:26:37.16\00:26:38.49 talking about the hammer and the chisel. 00:26:38.53\00:26:40.96 Have you ever had a time that the trial 00:26:41.00\00:26:43.60 that you've proven this scripture 00:26:43.63\00:26:45.07 because it says in James1:3, 00:26:45.10\00:26:48.40 when he sang count it all joy when you fall into trials, 00:26:48.44\00:26:51.77 and He says, knowing that 00:26:51.81\00:26:53.54 the testing of your faith produces patience 00:26:53.58\00:26:57.35 and He's going to complete you. 00:26:57.38\00:26:59.38 Can you talk about a time when the testing of your faith, 00:26:59.41\00:27:02.65 did it drive you to deeper communion with the Lord? 00:27:02.68\00:27:05.25 I remember, it was probably about now 13 years ago, 00:27:05.29\00:27:08.42 I think, yeah, 13 years ago, we were here. 00:27:08.46\00:27:12.53 And I remember, it was just before camp meeting, 00:27:12.56\00:27:14.76 and we had been going through particular trial. 00:27:14.80\00:27:17.77 And I remember people are gathered, 00:27:17.80\00:27:20.84 the day before, 00:27:20.87\00:27:22.20 the camp meeting was on Wednesday. 00:27:22.24\00:27:23.81 And I said, to those who are gathering that day, 00:27:23.84\00:27:28.41 I was in the blender, emotionally. 00:27:28.44\00:27:31.65 And I said, have you ever felt like, 00:27:31.68\00:27:33.48 have you ever on your way to church 00:27:33.52\00:27:35.38 felt like just driving by... 00:27:35.42\00:27:37.42 I remember when you said that. And not stopping? 00:27:37.45\00:27:40.39 I said, that's how I feel right now. 00:27:40.42\00:27:42.82 And I broke down right there 00:27:42.86\00:27:44.89 because the Lord was chiseling me. 00:27:44.93\00:27:48.26 And you know, the chiseling, 00:27:48.30\00:27:49.90 as the Lord chastens those whom He love, 00:27:49.93\00:27:55.97 and He says, endure the chastening with the Father, 00:27:56.00\00:27:58.27 as one, as knowing that He loves you. 00:27:58.31\00:28:01.54 He said, but no chastening for the present 00:28:01.58\00:28:04.01 seems to be joyful, 00:28:04.05\00:28:05.41 but after it yields 00:28:05.45\00:28:06.78 the peaceable fruit of the Spirit. 00:28:06.82\00:28:08.88 So I went though that and I thought, wow, 00:28:08.92\00:28:12.22 and pulling off the side of the highway 00:28:12.25\00:28:16.32 and just saying, 00:28:16.36\00:28:17.73 why am I going through this, Lord? 00:28:17.76\00:28:20.16 And you know, 00:28:20.20\00:28:21.53 the Lord once again was chiseling away 00:28:21.56\00:28:23.63 who I am, 00:28:23.67\00:28:25.10 so that He could show it more. 00:28:25.13\00:28:26.74 And, you know, we all have marveled 00:28:26.77\00:28:28.67 at some of the most beautiful sculptors, 00:28:28.70\00:28:30.91 sculptors that we've seen, 00:28:30.94\00:28:33.14 some of the most ornate 00:28:33.17\00:28:34.64 finishing products of great masters. 00:28:34.68\00:28:37.28 But they didn't get that place 00:28:37.31\00:28:38.71 without a lot of hammering and a sawing. 00:28:38.75\00:28:40.42 Yeah. And a lot of chiseling away. 00:28:40.45\00:28:42.28 So here's the point. 00:28:42.32\00:28:43.75 I've told the Lord and my wife, and I know this, 00:28:43.79\00:28:46.49 so whatever it takes to get me ready. 00:28:46.52\00:28:48.02 So, you know, John 1:1-3, 00:28:48.06\00:28:51.03 you know, it does not yet appear 00:28:51.06\00:28:52.39 what we shall be, that's the big old stone. 00:28:52.43\00:28:55.63 1 John, but we do know that when He is revealed, 00:28:55.66\00:28:58.63 we will be like Him. 00:28:58.67\00:29:00.00 So He's chiseling away, 00:29:00.04\00:29:01.37 everything that does not resemble Himself. 00:29:01.40\00:29:02.90 That's why one person asked the sculptor, he said, 00:29:02.94\00:29:06.17 "How do you make these masterpieces?" 00:29:06.21\00:29:09.48 He said, "Whatever I chisel away, 00:29:09.51\00:29:11.08 I chisel away 00:29:11.11\00:29:12.45 whatever doesn't look like the finished product." 00:29:12.48\00:29:15.22 Whatever doesn't look like the finished product, 00:29:15.25\00:29:16.99 I chisel it away. 00:29:17.02\00:29:18.55 And God is doing that. So here I am, 13 years later. 00:29:18.59\00:29:21.56 I knew, it was a trial. Yes. 00:29:21.59\00:29:23.56 We've gone through all the trials too in life, 00:29:23.59\00:29:26.83 but look at what Jesus has done for us. 00:29:26.86\00:29:29.63 He's so good. 00:29:29.66\00:29:31.17 And He's healed so many people, 00:29:31.20\00:29:33.64 you know, He's acquainted with grief and sorrow. 00:29:33.67\00:29:36.40 Yet, He went and heal the sick, raise the dead, 00:29:36.44\00:29:40.24 He brought joy to so many homes. 00:29:40.28\00:29:42.78 So many lives, 00:29:42.81\00:29:44.51 and what a wonderful God He is. 00:29:44.55\00:29:46.65 And He brings joy to our life too... 00:29:46.68\00:29:48.88 That's right. Amen. 00:29:48.92\00:29:50.25 Every day. 00:29:50.29\00:29:51.62 It's kind of like Romans 8:28, it says, 00:29:51.65\00:29:54.32 that He works all things together for the good of those, 00:29:54.36\00:29:56.86 I mean, He didn't cause those circumstances, 00:29:56.89\00:29:58.69 but He used them for the chiseling. 00:29:58.73\00:30:00.60 Because the Bible says, 00:30:00.63\00:30:01.96 He works all things together for the good of those 00:30:02.00\00:30:04.50 who love Him and are called according to His purpose. 00:30:04.53\00:30:07.14 And he goes on to say so that in other words, 00:30:07.17\00:30:11.57 the purpose is that we can be 00:30:11.61\00:30:16.04 like His Son Jesus. 00:30:16.08\00:30:17.41 Amen. 00:30:17.45\00:30:18.78 And, you know, it says those He foreknew, 00:30:18.81\00:30:20.72 He predestined to be conformed 00:30:20.75\00:30:24.12 to the image of Jesus. 00:30:24.15\00:30:26.22 So, when the bad things happen 00:30:26.25\00:30:29.12 and doesn't mean God cause them, 00:30:29.16\00:30:31.43 but when He allows that in our life, 00:30:31.46\00:30:34.76 boy, it's amazing how... 00:30:34.80\00:30:37.33 The worst year of my life was, 00:30:37.37\00:30:39.73 ended up being the best year of my life, 00:30:39.77\00:30:42.60 because it caused me to press into the presence of the Lord, 00:30:42.64\00:30:46.07 I learned the power of His Word, 00:30:46.11\00:30:48.18 and I learned what it means to really abide. 00:30:48.21\00:30:50.58 Let's look at John 15:9-11. 00:30:50.61\00:30:54.25 Here Jesus is talking about the vine 00:30:54.28\00:30:56.72 and He's just got through saying 00:30:56.75\00:30:58.69 that abide in Me and I knew 00:30:58.72\00:31:01.02 and He says, Hey, apart from Me you can do nothing, 00:31:01.06\00:31:03.83 but read verse 9, John 15:9, Angie. 00:31:03.86\00:31:06.86 "As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you, 00:31:06.90\00:31:10.87 abide in My love." 00:31:10.90\00:31:13.10 And keep going? 00:31:13.13\00:31:14.57 "If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, 00:31:14.60\00:31:19.34 just as I have kept My Father's commandments 00:31:19.37\00:31:22.91 and abide in His love. 00:31:22.94\00:31:25.15 These things I have spoken to you, 00:31:25.18\00:31:27.62 that My joy may remain in you, 00:31:27.65\00:31:30.55 and that your joy may be full." 00:31:30.59\00:31:33.36 So what's He saying there? 00:31:33.39\00:31:36.79 To me that says obedience is the pathway to blessings. 00:31:36.83\00:31:40.43 Yes. And joy. 00:31:40.46\00:31:42.36 And joy, that's the source of our joy, isn't it? 00:31:42.40\00:31:45.87 And, you know, it's so funny how many people, 00:31:45.90\00:31:49.30 you know, if you use the word obedience, 00:31:49.34\00:31:52.74 they think that you're unlearned in grace. 00:31:52.77\00:31:55.08 No, we can only obey by grace because when... 00:31:55.11\00:31:59.85 The greatest gifts of God's grace, 00:31:59.88\00:32:02.22 God so loved the world, 00:32:02.25\00:32:03.59 He gave His only begotten Son, 00:32:03.62\00:32:05.59 the Holy Spirit and His Word. 00:32:05.62\00:32:09.39 All three are working in us 00:32:09.42\00:32:12.06 to will and to do His good pleasure. 00:32:12.09\00:32:14.66 We can't do His good pleasure without that. 00:32:14.70\00:32:18.40 He's the one that shows us the path of life. 00:32:18.43\00:32:21.17 So you mentioned... 00:32:21.20\00:32:22.54 Why don't you read Galatians 5:22, 00:32:22.57\00:32:24.41 since we mentioned it, 00:32:24.44\00:32:25.77 the joys of fruit of the Spirit? 00:32:25.81\00:32:27.98 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, 00:32:28.01\00:32:31.78 peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness." 00:32:31.81\00:32:36.12 And self control. 00:32:36.15\00:32:37.49 I didn't go all the way, did I? 00:32:37.52\00:32:38.85 Okay. And that's verse 23. 00:32:38.89\00:32:40.59 Yeah. Gentleness and self control. 00:32:40.62\00:32:41.99 Gentleness and self control. 00:32:42.02\00:32:43.56 I think of that 00:32:43.59\00:32:44.93 as the 3D effect of the fruit of the Spirit. 00:32:44.96\00:32:50.53 Love, joy and peace is something 00:32:50.57\00:32:51.93 that we experience internally. 00:32:51.97\00:32:57.51 Joy, I mean, peace, love, joy and peace, long suffering, 00:32:57.54\00:33:01.64 kindness and goodness is what we express to others. 00:33:01.68\00:33:05.81 Right. 00:33:05.85\00:33:07.18 But the faithfulness, and the gentleness or meekness, 00:33:07.22\00:33:11.39 and self control, 00:33:11.42\00:33:12.75 this is about covenant relationship 00:33:12.79\00:33:15.36 with the Lord, is it not? 00:33:15.39\00:33:17.39 But I love, Gayle, why don't you read Jeremiah 15? 00:33:17.43\00:33:22.63 To me what brings 00:33:22.66\00:33:24.80 the greatest source of joy is the word of God. 00:33:24.83\00:33:28.70 Amen. 00:33:28.74\00:33:30.07 Because we know His thoughts and it reveals His promises. 00:33:30.11\00:33:34.21 Okay, Jeremiah 15:16, 00:33:34.24\00:33:36.78 "Your words were found, and I ate them, 00:33:36.81\00:33:39.81 and Your word was to me 00:33:39.85\00:33:42.22 the joy and rejoicing of my heart, 00:33:42.25\00:33:44.69 For I am called by Your name, O Lord God of hosts." 00:33:44.72\00:33:48.59 Your word that was the joy and the rejoicing of my heart. 00:33:48.62\00:33:54.20 JD, you tell me stories every day, 00:33:54.23\00:33:58.27 about people who've called in, 00:33:58.30\00:34:00.57 and you give them a word from God, 00:34:00.60\00:34:02.97 and they go from being down in the dumps, 00:34:03.00\00:34:06.27 poor pitiful me to feeling joyful 00:34:06.31\00:34:09.54 because they grab hold of the promise of God. 00:34:09.58\00:34:13.88 Yes. 00:34:13.92\00:34:15.82 Well, this is all over the place, 00:34:15.85\00:34:17.19 because I've got three stories right here and... 00:34:17.22\00:34:20.46 Jump in there. 00:34:20.49\00:34:21.82 Well, first of all, as I was looking at this, 00:34:21.86\00:34:24.76 I was so excited, 00:34:24.79\00:34:26.13 because, you know, I'm just learning the word, 00:34:26.16\00:34:29.66 just like a lot of, a lot of you out there. 00:34:29.70\00:34:34.14 So I messed up 00:34:34.17\00:34:36.37 the first two thirds of my life. 00:34:36.40\00:34:38.01 I'm playing catch up, 00:34:38.04\00:34:39.37 but I'll guarantee you with the Lord's help, 00:34:39.41\00:34:40.74 you'll get caught up. 00:34:40.78\00:34:42.11 That's right. And it's absolutely fantastic. 00:34:42.14\00:34:44.41 But as I was reading this, you know, when He's talking, 00:34:44.45\00:34:47.72 Your words were found and I ate them. 00:34:47.75\00:34:49.88 That means that we're feeding on His words, 00:34:49.92\00:34:52.19 we're feeding on His words. 00:34:52.22\00:34:53.96 And then because of those words, 00:34:53.99\00:34:56.12 then it's just saying like supernaturally, 00:34:56.16\00:34:57.99 there's where that joy and rejoicing comes from. 00:34:58.03\00:35:01.13 But then it took me to Psalms 19:10. 00:35:01.16\00:35:05.00 Psalms 19:10. 00:35:05.03\00:35:06.53 I just love this. 00:35:06.57\00:35:07.94 And the words that he were talking about here, 00:35:07.97\00:35:10.41 that's what defined, 00:35:10.44\00:35:11.77 that your words were found, and I ate them. 00:35:11.81\00:35:15.01 How come they were so sweet? 00:35:15.04\00:35:18.45 And in Psalms 19:10, this is what David said. 00:35:18.48\00:35:22.28 Sweet mean that they're sweeter than honey, 00:35:22.32\00:35:26.22 and also sweeter than honeycomb. 00:35:26.25\00:35:29.52 And, wow, you know, now you can see that 00:35:29.56\00:35:32.49 and now you can taste that. 00:35:32.53\00:35:34.26 And if David could taste that at certain place in his life, 00:35:34.30\00:35:38.47 if you're at that place in your life, 00:35:38.50\00:35:40.47 those words apply to you too. 00:35:40.50\00:35:42.14 Yes. That's right. 00:35:42.17\00:35:43.51 But I was just thinking about as you were saying this, 00:35:43.54\00:35:45.24 I had the neatest call, 00:35:45.27\00:35:47.08 yesterday, I think or day before yesterday, 00:35:47.11\00:35:49.74 and this guy was calling 00:35:49.78\00:35:51.41 and he says, "Hello, may I talk to someone in pastoral." 00:35:51.45\00:35:54.52 I says, "I can help you." 00:35:54.55\00:35:56.12 And he says, "I need help, 00:35:56.15\00:36:00.19 does Jesus love me?" 00:36:00.22\00:36:02.32 And I says, "He will never leave you, 00:36:02.36\00:36:04.49 He never forsake you. 00:36:04.53\00:36:06.19 And he started crying. 00:36:06.23\00:36:08.36 And he says, "Do you think that it would be all right 00:36:08.40\00:36:14.24 if I write it my sins even at my own expense? 00:36:14.27\00:36:18.41 And I says, "Be more specific." 00:36:18.44\00:36:20.71 He says, "Well, I stole a whole lot of stuff years ago, 00:36:20.74\00:36:26.21 and I cannot get past that, the Holy Spirit 00:36:26.25\00:36:28.38 is just absolutely 00:36:28.42\00:36:31.29 given me a love spanking. 00:36:31.32\00:36:34.56 And I just feel like I've got to go see these people. 00:36:34.59\00:36:39.29 And I've got to confess, 00:36:39.33\00:36:41.23 and I don't know exactly how they'll take it. 00:36:41.26\00:36:46.17 I come back, 00:36:46.20\00:36:47.67 because I don't know how they'll take it either. 00:36:47.70\00:36:51.54 But it's not my place 00:36:51.57\00:36:52.91 to get in the way of that love spanking. 00:36:52.94\00:36:55.44 That's right. You see. 00:36:55.48\00:36:57.18 So I says, "You know, this is a time 00:36:57.21\00:37:00.95 that we need to go to the Holy Spirit 00:37:00.98\00:37:02.58 and the Holy Spirit promises to make it very clear to you, 00:37:02.62\00:37:05.75 if you are prepared to go confess something 00:37:05.79\00:37:08.79 that you don't know if your reward will be. 00:37:08.82\00:37:11.73 Thank you for sharing, go and sin no more," 00:37:11.76\00:37:14.86 or whether they'll say, "Hold on one second, 00:37:14.90\00:37:17.87 we're gonna call the police." 00:37:17.90\00:37:20.77 So we don't know. 00:37:20.80\00:37:22.24 And I said, "Which one of those is more important to you? 00:37:22.27\00:37:24.94 Which would you?" 00:37:24.97\00:37:26.31 He says, "I don't care, I've just got to call." 00:37:26.34\00:37:28.14 Praise the lord, that was the Holy Spirit. 00:37:28.18\00:37:30.31 It was the Holy Spirit. 00:37:30.35\00:37:32.18 And so I choose to believe that he was gonna call 00:37:32.21\00:37:36.95 when we got off the phone. 00:37:36.99\00:37:38.62 I gave him my extension, because now I'm invested. 00:37:38.65\00:37:42.09 Yeah. 00:37:42.12\00:37:43.46 I want to know, how, what's gonna happen here. 00:37:43.49\00:37:45.89 I'm curious. 00:37:45.93\00:37:47.26 And so I haven't heard today, 00:37:47.30\00:37:50.67 but today's early, 00:37:50.70\00:37:52.53 but I hope at least I'll get to hear by Monday 00:37:52.57\00:37:54.74 that he will call back. 00:37:54.77\00:37:56.10 Amen. Amen. Amen. 00:37:56.14\00:37:59.11 So, it's fair to say 00:37:59.14\00:38:02.24 that when you're not feeling too joyful, 00:38:02.28\00:38:05.95 you can get into the Word and find some promise 00:38:05.98\00:38:09.58 in the Word that is going to turn you back 00:38:09.62\00:38:14.52 to where you're, you know, looking into Jesus, 00:38:14.56\00:38:17.43 the author and finisher of your faith. 00:38:17.46\00:38:19.69 I love to read the Psalms. 00:38:19.73\00:38:22.16 I love because what we want to spend the last few minutes 00:38:22.20\00:38:25.27 of this program 00:38:25.30\00:38:26.63 is focusing on how we can restore joy. 00:38:26.67\00:38:30.51 We know that joy can overcome 00:38:30.54\00:38:33.94 and rise above pain and persecution. 00:38:33.98\00:38:36.85 We know that joy comes as we abide in Christ 00:38:36.88\00:38:40.45 and one of those things is that we walk in obedience, 00:38:40.48\00:38:44.35 that's abiding in Christ. 00:38:44.39\00:38:46.05 We know that the Word is the source of joy 00:38:46.09\00:38:49.86 because all of His promises 00:38:49.89\00:38:51.69 are yes and amen in Christ Jesus. 00:38:51.73\00:38:54.16 We know that that word belongs to us, 00:38:54.20\00:38:57.03 it doesn't return void. 00:38:57.07\00:38:58.73 He watches over His word to perform it. 00:38:58.77\00:39:01.80 But, John, let's talk about Psalms 42. 00:39:01.84\00:39:05.07 Okay. 00:39:05.11\00:39:06.44 And David was in a funk. 00:39:06.47\00:39:11.91 He was in a fiery trial. Yes. 00:39:11.95\00:39:14.02 But what did he say in verse 5? 00:39:14.05\00:39:17.45 He says, Psalms 42:5, 00:39:17.49\00:39:19.42 "Why are you cast down, O my soul? 00:39:19.45\00:39:23.46 And why are you disquieted within me? 00:39:23.49\00:39:26.63 Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him 00:39:26.66\00:39:30.73 for the help of His countenance." 00:39:30.77\00:39:33.54 Wow. 00:39:33.57\00:39:35.10 He's asking himself, why do I feel like this? 00:39:35.14\00:39:38.84 Yeah. 00:39:38.87\00:39:41.24 It would seem strange, but he asked a question 00:39:41.28\00:39:44.51 that probably some of you asked. 00:39:44.55\00:39:47.52 Christians, it's not unusual for us to ask God, 00:39:47.55\00:39:50.29 why do I feel this way? 00:39:50.32\00:39:51.75 And we asked that question because we know Him. 00:39:51.79\00:39:54.16 So if I know God, why do I feel this way? 00:39:54.19\00:39:56.66 That's what David is saying. 00:39:56.69\00:39:58.03 Why am I so empty inside, disquieted? 00:39:58.06\00:40:02.63 That's what he's in essence saying, 00:40:02.66\00:40:04.07 "Why is my inside just not at peace?" 00:40:04.10\00:40:06.77 And we've all been at that place before. 00:40:06.80\00:40:09.20 I remember one evening, I was just so out of it. 00:40:09.24\00:40:12.41 I praise the Lord for my wife, 00:40:12.44\00:40:13.78 because that evening and several occasions 00:40:13.81\00:40:15.74 this has happened when I'm just all worn out. 00:40:15.78\00:40:17.41 But this particular night, 00:40:17.45\00:40:18.78 she just said, I'm gonna read the Bible for you. 00:40:18.81\00:40:21.62 And she just kept reading and kept reading 00:40:21.65\00:40:23.28 and kept reading and kept reading 00:40:23.32\00:40:24.65 and I just lay there still, I mean, I just like motionless, 00:40:24.69\00:40:28.32 until like a car that was empty, 00:40:28.36\00:40:30.76 that you get enough fuel to restart the engine. 00:40:30.79\00:40:34.20 It got to the point 00:40:34.23\00:40:35.56 where my needle started moving off spiritually. 00:40:35.60\00:40:38.97 And I said, I got up and picked up my Bible, 00:40:39.00\00:40:41.17 and then I just couldn't stop it, 00:40:41.20\00:40:43.10 she said, "I gotta go to bed." 00:40:43.14\00:40:44.47 No. "Could you turn the light off?" 00:40:44.51\00:40:46.37 She filled up my empty tank with the Word of God 00:40:46.41\00:40:48.81 and that's what I love when going back a little bit, 00:40:48.84\00:40:51.71 your word was to me, the joy of my rejoicing. 00:40:51.75\00:40:55.28 So when you're at that place 00:40:55.32\00:40:56.65 where you feel like your soul is disquieted, 00:40:56.69\00:40:58.55 and you can't do something, let your physical emotions, 00:40:58.59\00:41:02.36 let your physical body just reach out for the Bible, 00:41:02.39\00:41:04.79 even though you feel that 00:41:04.83\00:41:06.16 it's not gonna do anything for you. 00:41:06.19\00:41:07.53 And then you find that 00:41:07.56\00:41:08.90 the Word of God is living, it's like... 00:41:08.93\00:41:10.83 Active. 00:41:10.87\00:41:12.20 The Bible is living and active, it's powerful, 00:41:12.23\00:41:13.57 if you just let it come in, 00:41:13.60\00:41:15.00 it'd be like a car whose tank is on E 00:41:15.04\00:41:18.31 and just dripping like an ounce at a time. 00:41:18.34\00:41:21.98 And when there's enough gas for that thing 00:41:22.01\00:41:23.51 to pull it in the carburetor, it's gonna start up. 00:41:23.55\00:41:25.85 I've had that experience many, many times 00:41:25.88\00:41:28.18 where I was just empty. 00:41:28.22\00:41:30.02 And God's word got poured in. 00:41:30.05\00:41:31.39 So I know, and then he said, hope in God, 00:41:31.42\00:41:35.82 keep pouring, keep pouring, while I shall yet praise Him 00:41:35.86\00:41:39.19 for the help of His countenance. 00:41:39.23\00:41:40.90 And, you know, hope isn't like, 00:41:40.93\00:41:43.57 well, maybe it will happen or not happen, 00:41:43.60\00:41:46.00 hope, especially in the Greek it 00:41:46.03\00:41:47.37 meant eager expectation. 00:41:47.40\00:41:48.74 That's right. 00:41:48.77\00:41:50.11 So you're expecting God to show up. 00:41:50.14\00:41:51.47 Come on. 00:41:51.51\00:41:52.91 That reminds me of a story. 00:41:52.94\00:41:54.38 We haven't thought about this in 20 years, 00:41:54.41\00:41:57.38 but this guy, he was needing some help, 00:41:57.41\00:42:00.45 he was down on his luck and I said, "Can I help you?" 00:42:00.48\00:42:03.59 And he says, "Well, I'm just totally out of fuel, 00:42:03.62\00:42:07.09 I know, I'm on fumes. 00:42:07.12\00:42:08.66 And I've got some places very important to going. 00:42:08.69\00:42:10.56 I said, "Why don't we just go down 00:42:10.59\00:42:12.49 and I'll gift you with a tank of fuel." 00:42:12.53\00:42:15.80 And you do that? 00:42:15.83\00:42:17.93 And I said, "Yes." 00:42:17.97\00:42:19.30 And so I don't know service stations 00:42:19.33\00:42:20.94 maybe half a block away, so anyway we go down there. 00:42:20.97\00:42:24.07 And he's so excited, 00:42:24.11\00:42:25.87 and I says, "Why don't we get a double pleasure out of this? 00:42:25.91\00:42:29.61 Why don't we just turn the key on 00:42:29.64\00:42:32.18 and watch that gauge as it fills up? 00:42:32.21\00:42:36.08 And we set there and you know put it on automatic 00:42:36.12\00:42:39.65 and it's just running, 00:42:39.69\00:42:41.02 and you're just watching that gauge 00:42:41.06\00:42:42.42 over here on empty, and with that, 00:42:42.46\00:42:46.33 he's getting more excited. 00:42:46.36\00:42:47.80 I was getting more excited. 00:42:47.83\00:42:49.16 How interesting? 00:42:49.20\00:42:50.53 And then the tank was full. 00:42:50.57\00:42:52.20 And we didn't have the car started, 00:42:52.23\00:42:53.57 we just had, let crisp them, 00:42:53.60\00:42:55.14 I mean, you know, it's not smart. 00:42:55.17\00:42:56.64 Don't do that, kids, don't do that. 00:42:56.67\00:42:59.47 Do as I say, not as I do. 00:42:59.51\00:43:02.34 But anyway, I didn't thought about that, 00:43:02.38\00:43:04.91 but what a gift that was to both of us 00:43:04.95\00:43:07.55 to actually see the miracle of God at work... 00:43:07.58\00:43:11.95 Restoration. Seeing it. 00:43:11.99\00:43:13.32 Yeah. Amen. 00:43:13.36\00:43:15.22 Hope in God. Have you ever...? 00:43:15.26\00:43:17.56 I love Psalm 51. 00:43:17.59\00:43:20.73 If there's a time in my life 00:43:20.76\00:43:23.50 that I feel that I need to repent, 00:43:23.53\00:43:26.80 I just go read Psalm 51 again, because it's such a beautiful. 00:43:26.84\00:43:31.14 And sometimes, wouldn't you agree 00:43:31.17\00:43:33.58 sometimes when you're feeling really disquieted 00:43:33.61\00:43:35.94 is because there's something between you and God or... 00:43:35.98\00:43:41.72 Well, anyway, in Psalm 51:2, when David... 00:43:41.75\00:43:46.15 Verse 12, when David was praying 00:43:46.19\00:43:48.42 and he had confessed his sin, 00:43:48.46\00:43:49.79 this was after his sin with Bathsheba, Nathan, 00:43:49.82\00:43:54.23 you know, Nathan had come to him, 00:43:54.26\00:43:55.96 he sent Uriah off, Uriah had been killed. 00:43:56.00\00:43:59.30 So Nathan came and told him the story of the man, 00:43:59.33\00:44:02.40 the rich man that took the poor man's one little lamb. 00:44:02.44\00:44:05.51 And then he says, you're the man. 00:44:05.54\00:44:07.08 You're the man. You know, sure he did. 00:44:07.11\00:44:08.78 So David is repenting. 00:44:08.81\00:44:12.25 But he says something that it's so beautiful to me 00:44:12.28\00:44:14.85 because he says, "Restore to me 00:44:14.88\00:44:18.19 the joy of Your salvation." 00:44:18.22\00:44:21.02 That's right. 00:44:21.06\00:44:22.39 You know, what I have found? 00:44:22.42\00:44:25.29 No matter how bad circumstances are, 00:44:25.33\00:44:28.56 I don't care what's going on around you. 00:44:28.60\00:44:31.73 And I think this is why 00:44:31.77\00:44:33.54 when Paul and Silas were imprisoned and beaten, 00:44:33.57\00:44:36.50 and they were singing and everything, 00:44:36.54\00:44:38.37 they knew the joy of salvation. 00:44:38.41\00:44:41.08 When you think about God came to earth, 00:44:41.11\00:44:45.95 to become a man and then to die on the cross for us, 00:44:45.98\00:44:50.79 to give us the gift of salvation. 00:44:50.82\00:44:54.22 And once you learn, you can't earn salvation, 00:44:54.26\00:44:58.36 that robs your joy. 00:44:58.39\00:44:59.73 That's right. That's right. 00:44:59.76\00:45:01.10 But once you learn that that's a gift 00:45:01.13\00:45:03.97 and that your obedience is just covenant faithfulness. 00:45:04.00\00:45:07.44 Boy, I'll tell you, I can be down in the mouth 00:45:07.47\00:45:10.64 and all of a sudden, I'm just, "Thank you, Lord, 00:45:10.67\00:45:13.41 for what You've done for me." 00:45:13.44\00:45:14.78 And next thing I know I'm through the roof. 00:45:14.81\00:45:16.51 Amen. 00:45:16.54\00:45:17.88 Have you ever had an experience like that, 00:45:17.91\00:45:22.08 Gayle, where you felt like 00:45:22.12\00:45:25.59 maybe you were trying to save yourself 00:45:25.62\00:45:27.62 and it wouldn't work in and you weren't very joyful? 00:45:27.66\00:45:29.96 Oh, for years, probably. 00:45:29.99\00:45:33.09 Yeah. 00:45:33.13\00:45:36.16 I'm trying to think of something in particular, 00:45:36.20\00:45:38.63 but you know, a lot of my life, 00:45:38.67\00:45:43.04 I made some really poor decisions in my life 00:45:43.07\00:45:45.87 and trying to get out of those on my own. 00:45:45.91\00:45:50.61 That was, yeah, it's like on a treadmill. 00:45:50.65\00:45:54.85 You just keep going round and round 00:45:54.88\00:45:56.32 and round and getting nowhere. 00:45:56.35\00:45:58.15 And then when I would actually 00:45:58.19\00:46:02.02 seriously give it to the Lord 00:46:02.06\00:46:04.46 and watch Him work in my life. 00:46:04.49\00:46:07.00 It's just so amazing because He does, 00:46:10.87\00:46:14.07 even though we've tried to hold on 00:46:14.10\00:46:16.30 to all these things all this time ourselves 00:46:16.34\00:46:18.77 and trying to, you know, work out our own salvation 00:46:18.81\00:46:22.08 in whatever circumstance it is. 00:46:22.11\00:46:24.88 And when we give it to Him, 00:46:24.91\00:46:28.28 He does, He takes it and He does make a change. 00:46:28.32\00:46:31.99 And all of a sudden, the doors are open. 00:46:32.02\00:46:34.79 And, you know, I'm out of that circumstance. 00:46:34.82\00:46:38.89 And I didn't think I was really going to be, 00:46:38.93\00:46:43.70 I wasn't sure if I was gonna make it seriously out. 00:46:43.73\00:46:46.40 Did you always know about righteousness 00:46:46.43\00:46:48.20 by faith or there was ever...? 00:46:48.24\00:46:49.57 No. Okay. 00:46:49.60\00:46:50.94 So, I want you to read Isaiah 61:10. 00:46:50.97\00:46:54.04 Because to me, this is one, 00:46:54.08\00:46:57.01 and I'm just gonna tell you at home. 00:46:57.05\00:46:58.38 If you wanna restore your joy, 00:46:58.41\00:47:00.65 meditate on Isaiah 61:10, 00:47:00.68\00:47:05.15 because this ought 00:47:05.19\00:47:06.89 to put your joy through the roof. 00:47:06.92\00:47:09.09 "I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, 00:47:09.12\00:47:11.86 my soul shall be joyful in my God, 00:47:11.89\00:47:14.76 for He has clothed me with the garments of salvation, 00:47:14.80\00:47:18.43 He has covered me 00:47:18.47\00:47:19.80 with the robe of righteousness." 00:47:19.83\00:47:21.57 I mean, that's a two hander. Yes. 00:47:26.07\00:47:27.94 Because it says we recognize, 00:47:27.98\00:47:32.21 He is the one who gives us the robe of right... 00:47:32.25\00:47:35.05 Righteousness by faith to me 00:47:35.08\00:47:37.49 is the most exciting teaching that there is. 00:47:37.52\00:47:42.22 And I know that's what increases my joy. 00:47:42.26\00:47:44.89 Mm-hmm. 00:47:44.93\00:47:46.33 I'm glad you did that two hander there 00:47:46.36\00:47:48.46 because sometimes we read through the text, 00:47:48.50\00:47:51.60 but if you pause and say, 00:47:51.63\00:47:53.54 where did you get your garment from? 00:47:53.57\00:47:56.00 He clothed me with the garment of salvation. 00:47:56.04\00:48:00.24 He has covered me with a robe of righteousness. 00:48:00.28\00:48:04.71 That's beautiful that you say that a lot of times 00:48:04.75\00:48:06.72 that goes over our head 00:48:06.75\00:48:08.08 because, you know, it sounds like a mantra sometimes, 00:48:08.12\00:48:09.95 where His righteousness, His Holiness, 00:48:09.98\00:48:12.05 His faithfulness, but when you think about 00:48:12.09\00:48:15.66 who we are that we can never add to anything. 00:48:15.69\00:48:18.96 And then someone comes along, 00:48:18.99\00:48:20.63 looks at us, filthy, outcast, ready for death, 00:48:20.66\00:48:26.13 miserable, poor, blind, naked. 00:48:26.17\00:48:28.10 And then, He says, close your eyes 00:48:28.14\00:48:31.41 and I gonna redress you. 00:48:31.44\00:48:32.94 Amen. 00:48:32.97\00:48:34.31 And then He does a Joshua thing. 00:48:34.34\00:48:35.78 Amen. 00:48:35.81\00:48:37.15 He just does the Joshua thing. 00:48:37.18\00:48:39.15 He did it to Isaiah, he touched his lips 00:48:39.18\00:48:41.08 where he purified his lips, 00:48:41.12\00:48:42.45 He did it to Peter, He said, Peter... 00:48:42.48\00:48:44.42 And I like this. 00:48:44.45\00:48:45.79 He said, to tell us, 00:48:45.82\00:48:47.16 ask for Me, ask to sift his weed. 00:48:47.19\00:48:49.66 And you know that to me, I told Angie, 00:48:49.69\00:48:52.29 I identify with Peter in so many ways, 00:48:52.33\00:48:53.96 and I remember that the Lord didn't say I'm gonna stop it. 00:48:54.00\00:48:57.63 I'm not gonna stop it from shaking you. 00:48:57.67\00:48:59.83 But I love this. He was a weed, not a tare. 00:48:59.87\00:49:01.77 He says, He wants to sift to his weed. 00:49:01.80\00:49:03.34 Right. 00:49:03.37\00:49:04.71 He was one of God's people. 00:49:04.74\00:49:06.68 He was weed. He was weed, not a tare. 00:49:06.71\00:49:08.84 But then I love this part. 00:49:08.88\00:49:10.45 He didn't say, if you return and He said when? 00:49:10.48\00:49:13.01 When? 00:49:13.05\00:49:14.38 Amen. 00:49:14.42\00:49:15.75 I got to put you through the wringer, 00:49:15.78\00:49:17.19 when you come back, strengthen the brethren. 00:49:17.22\00:49:20.26 And Peter was changed forever, was he not? 00:49:20.29\00:49:23.26 He was changed forever. He never went back. 00:49:23.29\00:49:25.16 The day of Pentecost, the Lord had to get Peter 00:49:25.19\00:49:27.10 out of the way for in time for that sermon 00:49:27.13\00:49:28.46 on the day of Pentecost. 00:49:28.50\00:49:29.83 Amen. 00:49:29.86\00:49:31.83 He was a preacher on the schedule, 00:49:31.87\00:49:33.23 but the Lord just never showed him. 00:49:33.27\00:49:34.60 I got your name under preach, I gotta put you 00:49:34.64\00:49:36.60 through the dryer before I get out to preach. 00:49:36.64\00:49:38.41 And when he got out there, he could say on that day, 00:49:38.44\00:49:41.38 repent and be converted, 00:49:41.41\00:49:42.98 because that's what he experienced. 00:49:43.01\00:49:44.35 Amen. 00:49:44.38\00:49:45.71 He couldn't preach what he did not experience. 00:49:45.75\00:49:47.08 So we got to go through the trials of life 00:49:47.12\00:49:48.58 sometimes to get that garment of salvation, 00:49:48.62\00:49:51.45 that robe of righteousness. 00:49:51.49\00:49:55.19 I like this. It feels good. Oh, boy. 00:49:55.22\00:49:57.49 And it's not just a feeling, it's a reality. 00:49:57.53\00:49:59.56 Praise God for that. I love this topic, Shelley. 00:49:59.59\00:50:00.93 Okay. 00:50:00.96\00:50:02.30 When you said, you just said... 00:50:02.33\00:50:03.67 Angie, I'm gonna give you the next scripture 00:50:03.70\00:50:05.13 because he just got through saying, 00:50:05.17\00:50:06.57 you can't preach what you don't know. 00:50:06.60\00:50:09.14 How true. 00:50:09.17\00:50:11.01 Right. 00:50:11.04\00:50:12.37 And when we are talking about restoring joy, 00:50:12.41\00:50:15.38 I know that this little gal over here, 00:50:15.41\00:50:19.58 my sister, you are a person of prayer and thanksgiving. 00:50:19.61\00:50:25.22 You're constantly giving thanks. 00:50:25.25\00:50:27.82 You know, to me that's so important in my prayer. 00:50:27.86\00:50:30.13 I spent more than 50% of my prayer in thanksgiving. 00:50:30.16\00:50:33.66 Because it puts me in the right attitude. 00:50:33.70\00:50:35.50 And be very grateful. 00:50:35.53\00:50:36.87 Read Psalm 107, because to restore your joy, 00:50:36.90\00:50:42.10 you need a thankful heart. 00:50:42.14\00:50:44.17 A thankful heart is a joyful heart. 00:50:44.21\00:50:46.54 Yes. Okay. 00:50:46.57\00:50:47.91 Here it is. 00:50:47.94\00:50:49.28 "Oh, give thanks to the Lord, for He is good! 00:50:49.31\00:50:52.38 For His mercy endures forever. 00:50:52.41\00:50:56.02 Oh, that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness, 00:50:56.05\00:51:00.49 And for His wonderful works to the children of men! 00:51:00.52\00:51:05.06 For He satisfies the longing soul, 00:51:05.09\00:51:08.33 and fills the hungry soul with goodness." 00:51:08.36\00:51:12.13 That's a thankful heart, isn't it? 00:51:12.17\00:51:13.84 That's right. 00:51:13.87\00:51:15.37 And, you know, I am gonna tell a story, 00:51:15.40\00:51:18.41 there's a lady that calls, I've not met her, 00:51:18.44\00:51:21.44 but I minister to her a lot. 00:51:21.48\00:51:23.24 And sometimes I tell her, 00:51:23.28\00:51:26.15 you realize you're doing the poor pitiful parole act? 00:51:26.18\00:51:29.32 I mean, she's melodramatic, 00:51:29.35\00:51:33.19 she's kind of the chicken little, 00:51:33.22\00:51:34.66 the sky is falling, the sky is falling. 00:51:34.69\00:51:36.96 And she can feel really sorry for herself. 00:51:36.99\00:51:40.26 I mean, you know, what? 00:51:40.30\00:51:41.63 Self pity is straight from the pits of hell. 00:51:41.66\00:51:44.33 Yes. It is. 00:51:44.37\00:51:46.30 And so she will get start 00:51:46.33\00:51:48.10 and then I'll say, Okay, let's make a gratitude list. 00:51:48.14\00:51:53.74 Let's talk about what you have, 00:51:53.78\00:51:56.34 and even, I mean, 00:51:56.38\00:51:57.91 you know, I've been going through a lot of back pain. 00:51:57.95\00:51:59.98 Yes. 00:52:00.02\00:52:01.35 But I praise the Lord that I can walk, 00:52:01.38\00:52:03.35 I praise the Lord that I can see that I can hear. 00:52:03.39\00:52:05.45 You know, you can always look at something, 00:52:05.49\00:52:08.12 you know, what's that old saying? 00:52:08.16\00:52:10.89 I was something about having... 00:52:10.93\00:52:12.66 I was feeling bad about having no shoes 00:52:12.69\00:52:15.03 till I saw a man with no feet. 00:52:15.06\00:52:17.67 So this is something that I think thankfulness 00:52:17.70\00:52:21.27 is the quickest way to restore your joy. 00:52:21.30\00:52:23.67 And when I walk through this with her, 00:52:23.71\00:52:27.41 by the time she gets down to, 00:52:27.44\00:52:29.58 I don't know what I've got to be thankful for? 00:52:29.61\00:52:31.61 You have running water, is it hot water? 00:52:31.65\00:52:33.85 I mean... 00:52:33.88\00:52:35.22 Ready to pull it out. 00:52:35.25\00:52:36.89 Some people, they like that. 00:52:36.92\00:52:38.49 But as soon as you do, guess what? 00:52:38.52\00:52:41.32 She's excited again. 00:52:41.36\00:52:43.29 She's got a joyful heart, when you get off the phone. 00:52:43.32\00:52:47.63 You probably deal with people. 00:52:47.66\00:52:49.33 Yeah, I had a phone call today with someone that called me 00:52:49.36\00:52:53.67 and they were all depressed and everything's going wrong 00:52:53.70\00:52:58.14 with them, nothing's going right. 00:52:58.17\00:53:00.31 And I said, "Well, you have a lot to be thankful for. 00:53:00.34\00:53:04.28 You have a sound mind." 00:53:04.31\00:53:05.98 And when I prayed with her, I pray that prayer, 00:53:06.01\00:53:07.72 you have a sound mind. 00:53:07.75\00:53:09.22 You can walk and talk, so many people, 00:53:09.25\00:53:11.92 they can't talk 00:53:11.95\00:53:13.29 or they don't have what you have. 00:53:13.32\00:53:15.52 And you know, she said, you know, you are so right. 00:53:15.56\00:53:17.96 And those words, the Lord gave me, it was lot more. 00:53:17.99\00:53:21.33 But those words the Lord gave me to encourage her 00:53:21.36\00:53:23.67 because she was just down and out. 00:53:23.70\00:53:26.53 And I'm like, pick your chin up, 00:53:26.57\00:53:29.30 you gonna be okay. 00:53:29.34\00:53:30.67 I think that's why, you know, the Bible says, 00:53:30.71\00:53:32.87 what is it Psalm 100:4, 00:53:32.91\00:53:34.68 that says, "Enter His gates with thanksgiving 00:53:34.71\00:53:37.65 and into His courts with praise." 00:53:37.68\00:53:39.71 I think that as we begin our prayer with thanksgiving, 00:53:39.75\00:53:42.85 no matter how down in the mount we are, 00:53:42.88\00:53:45.22 when we come, 00:53:45.25\00:53:46.59 we're recognizing Him for who He is. 00:53:46.62\00:53:48.36 That's right. 00:53:48.39\00:53:49.72 That He is our Shepherd, we will not want 00:53:49.76\00:53:51.33 and we start giving Him thanks and showing gratitude 00:53:51.36\00:53:56.03 and then the praise, 00:53:56.06\00:53:57.57 and pretty soon our prayer is not about ourself, 00:53:57.60\00:54:00.47 it's for everybody else we know in God's work and the world. 00:54:00.50\00:54:04.64 Okay, we gotta to end on this. 00:54:04.67\00:54:06.17 And, JD, why don't you read this? 00:54:06.21\00:54:08.91 This scripture, I always use this. 00:54:08.94\00:54:12.81 Well, I can't since I've been to 3ABN, 00:54:12.85\00:54:15.28 I don't send out a lot of cards, 00:54:15.32\00:54:17.32 Christmas cards, but I used to always use this, 00:54:17.35\00:54:20.36 but I do in texts. 00:54:20.39\00:54:22.49 I don't have time to do cards anymore. 00:54:22.52\00:54:23.86 Yeah. No one does. 00:54:23.89\00:54:25.23 That's Romans 15:13, JD. 00:54:25.26\00:54:27.93 Oh, wow. 00:54:27.96\00:54:29.33 This is one of my favorites. 00:54:29.36\00:54:30.83 Me too. 00:54:30.87\00:54:32.20 "Now may the God of hope." 00:54:32.23\00:54:34.07 Remember, Shelley, said while ago hope in Greek 00:54:34.10\00:54:36.30 is eager expectation. 00:54:36.34\00:54:37.67 Oh, yeah. 00:54:37.71\00:54:39.04 So now let's read it the way it would perhaps sounding Greek, 00:54:39.07\00:54:41.21 except in English. 00:54:41.24\00:54:43.28 "Now may the God of eager expectation fill you 00:54:43.31\00:54:46.31 with all joy and peace in believing, 00:54:46.35\00:54:48.75 that you may abound in hope and eager expectation 00:54:48.78\00:54:52.45 by the power of the Holy Spirit." 00:54:52.49\00:54:54.49 Amen. 00:54:54.52\00:54:55.86 Man, we've got everybody involved here. 00:54:55.89\00:54:57.59 We got you involved here. 00:54:57.63\00:54:58.96 We got God involved here. 00:54:58.99\00:55:00.33 We got Jesus involved here 00:55:00.36\00:55:01.70 and we got the Holy Spirit involved here. 00:55:01.73\00:55:03.63 And whatever you do, 00:55:03.67\00:55:07.10 in whatever situation you're in, give Him thanks. 00:55:07.14\00:55:10.11 That's right. 00:55:10.14\00:55:11.94 And, Lord, increase my faith, 00:55:11.97\00:55:14.01 thank You, Jesus that I do have that promise of hope. 00:55:14.04\00:55:18.61 And I'm just waiting like a little bird, 00:55:18.65\00:55:20.75 you know, waiting for mama to come feeding, you know. 00:55:20.78\00:55:24.92 And I'm gonna receive that. That's right. 00:55:24.95\00:55:26.79 You know, that bothered me for a long time ago. 00:55:26.82\00:55:30.76 My prayer is this 00:55:30.79\00:55:32.13 and they would say I receive it. 00:55:32.16\00:55:35.00 For some reason I just kind of like 00:55:35.03\00:55:37.67 they're chalking against the blackboard, 00:55:37.70\00:55:39.37 you know, but the more I thought about 00:55:39.40\00:55:41.30 when I was a little bit more mature, 00:55:41.34\00:55:43.20 think, good for you that you are receiving that. 00:55:43.24\00:55:45.77 That's right. 00:55:45.81\00:55:47.14 And so this is a promise that we can all receive 00:55:47.18\00:55:50.05 whatever name you put in there, 00:55:50.08\00:55:52.01 may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace 00:55:52.05\00:55:54.12 in believing that you may abound in hope 00:55:54.15\00:55:58.02 by the power of the Holy Spirit. 00:55:58.05\00:55:59.69 I like the way, I don't have an Amplified version with me, 00:55:59.72\00:56:02.69 but the Amplified version says, so that you can bubble 00:56:02.72\00:56:06.36 over with hope that your heart will just bubble 00:56:06.39\00:56:09.53 over with eager expectation of what's God, 00:56:09.56\00:56:13.27 you know, we have a... 00:56:13.30\00:56:15.80 Here in the United States, 00:56:15.84\00:56:17.51 we have a national holiday, Thanksgiving. 00:56:17.54\00:56:21.38 And often, people stop and they go around the table 00:56:21.41\00:56:26.25 at the meal and they say, one thing they're thankful for, 00:56:26.28\00:56:29.45 but we should be doing that every day. 00:56:29.48\00:56:32.12 Because if you want to restore your joy, 00:56:32.15\00:56:35.56 get into the Word, trust in the Lord. 00:56:35.59\00:56:38.53 Rejoice that His salvation is yours. 00:56:38.56\00:56:43.20 Have a thankful heart 00:56:43.23\00:56:46.17 and eager expectation. 00:56:46.20\00:56:49.37 Thank you all, so much for being here. 00:56:49.40\00:56:50.87 It's wonderful. It just went real fast. 00:56:50.91\00:56:53.81 Thank you, Gayle, for being here. 00:56:53.84\00:56:55.74 Honey, it's always such a pleasure 00:56:55.78\00:56:58.38 and we will be praying afterwards 00:56:58.41\00:57:00.88 because we don't have time to pray right now. 00:57:00.92\00:57:03.35 But just know that 00:57:03.39\00:57:04.72 as we continue in this Sabbath day, 00:57:04.75\00:57:07.12 we pray for you all the time, don't we? 00:57:07.16\00:57:09.19 Yes, we do. 00:57:09.22\00:57:10.56 And our primary prayer for you 00:57:10.59\00:57:13.13 is that the grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, 00:57:13.16\00:57:17.03 and the love, the hesed of the Father, 00:57:17.07\00:57:20.94 and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit 00:57:20.97\00:57:24.07 will be with you, not only this Sabbath day, 00:57:24.11\00:57:27.31 but every day for the rest of your life. 00:57:27.34\00:57:29.51 Thank you for joining us, and let your joy be unending. 00:57:29.54\00:57:33.55 Amen. Amen. 00:57:33.58\00:57:34.92 Amen. That was good. 00:57:34.95\00:57:36.28