I want to spend my life 00:00:01.36\00:00:07.37 Mending broken people 00:00:07.40\00:00:12.51 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.54\00:00:18.51 Removing pain 00:00:18.55\00:00:23.62 Lord, let my words 00:00:23.65\00:00:29.76 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:29.79\00:00:34.26 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.30\00:00:40.04 Mending broken people 00:00:40.07\00:00:45.57 I want to spend my life 00:00:45.61\00:00:51.15 Mending broken people 00:00:51.18\00:00:55.68 Hello, I'm Shelley Quinn, 00:01:10.97\00:01:12.70 and we want to welcome you once again 00:01:12.73\00:01:15.47 to 3ABN Family Worship. 00:01:15.50\00:01:17.21 Happy Sabbath. 00:01:17.24\00:01:18.57 You know, I have to say 00:01:18.61\00:01:19.94 I'm just a little out of the sorts 00:01:19.97\00:01:21.31 because I'm used to doing Family Worship 00:01:21.34\00:01:23.01 with my precious husband next to me, 00:01:23.04\00:01:26.05 and he's a little under the weather today. 00:01:26.08\00:01:27.85 So I've got the job all alone but let me introduce the family 00:01:27.88\00:01:34.59 'cause by no means, am I alone. 00:01:34.62\00:01:37.73 I have my brother and sister here to my left. 00:01:37.76\00:01:41.76 Almost said right, but, John Dinzey and Idalia Dinzey, 00:01:41.80\00:01:45.00 we're so glad that you can come. 00:01:45.03\00:01:46.74 And I'll be calling you Tita 00:01:46.77\00:01:48.64 because that's what I'm used to calling you. 00:01:48.67\00:01:51.04 And then here we have Tim Parton 00:01:51.07\00:01:53.38 and dear Brother Jason Bradley. 00:01:53.41\00:01:55.74 And we're so glad that you guys are here 00:01:55.78\00:01:58.31 so that I won't be alone. 00:01:58.35\00:01:59.68 Well, we're glad to be here, 00:01:59.71\00:02:01.05 I am at least if it comes behalf of myself. 00:02:01.08\00:02:03.18 It's always a pleasure to be with you. 00:02:03.22\00:02:04.55 I love your smile. I love your heart for the Lord. 00:02:04.59\00:02:06.55 I love your knowledge of the Word. 00:02:06.59\00:02:07.92 Amen. 00:02:07.96\00:02:09.29 And so I'm honored to be here with you. 00:02:09.32\00:02:10.69 Thank you, You know, it's always just fun 00:02:10.73\00:02:13.40 to open up the Bible and study the Bible together, 00:02:13.43\00:02:16.10 but let me ask you a question at home, 00:02:16.13\00:02:20.37 have you ever just wished you could start over? 00:02:20.40\00:02:24.17 I mean, I look back to my BC days 00:02:24.21\00:02:27.61 and I remember how many times I thought, 00:02:27.64\00:02:29.38 "Oh, I wished I could start over. 00:02:29.41\00:02:30.91 I wished I hadn't done that." 00:02:30.95\00:02:32.85 And when I say BC, before Christ. 00:02:32.88\00:02:34.78 You know, I went to church for many years 00:02:34.82\00:02:37.49 but I weren't a Christian. 00:02:37.52\00:02:39.15 I never really learned about heart conversion. 00:02:39.19\00:02:43.19 And so sometimes, 00:02:43.22\00:02:45.89 people feel like either they're too bad 00:02:45.93\00:02:49.10 for the Lord to accept them or they feel like, 00:02:49.13\00:02:52.30 if they have been a Christian and they made a mistake, 00:02:52.33\00:02:55.44 they feel like, "Oops, this is it." 00:02:55.47\00:02:58.37 But I want to tell you something, 00:02:58.41\00:03:00.11 God is the God of new beginnings, 00:03:00.14\00:03:02.71 and that's what we're going to be talking about tonight. 00:03:02.74\00:03:05.25 The God of new beginnings. 00:03:05.28\00:03:08.15 So, Johnny, you want to open in prayer? 00:03:08.18\00:03:10.45 Sure. 00:03:10.49\00:03:11.82 Let's go to the Lord in prayer. 00:03:11.85\00:03:14.06 Our loving heavenly Father, 00:03:14.09\00:03:15.92 we are grateful to You Lord for Your kindness 00:03:15.96\00:03:18.23 and Your mercy to us. 00:03:18.26\00:03:19.73 We thank You that You are the God of new beginnings 00:03:19.76\00:03:23.16 and that at anytime we can come to You, 00:03:23.20\00:03:26.20 and You will not turn us away. 00:03:26.23\00:03:28.34 We ask Lord that You will be with us 00:03:28.37\00:03:29.97 as we worship together. 00:03:30.01\00:03:31.81 And as a family, we are gathered here 00:03:31.84\00:03:34.74 and all around the world with our family members 00:03:34.78\00:03:37.61 wherever they may be. 00:03:37.65\00:03:38.98 We pray for Your blessing upon all 00:03:39.01\00:03:40.72 and we ask Lord 00:03:40.75\00:03:42.08 that Your children will be uplifted, 00:03:42.12\00:03:45.49 to Your throne of grace as we share together. 00:03:45.52\00:03:47.69 In Jesus holy and blessed name, amen. 00:03:47.72\00:03:50.46 Amen. Amen. 00:03:50.49\00:03:52.59 If you know somebody 00:03:52.63\00:03:55.26 that is feeling separated from the Lord 00:03:55.30\00:03:59.40 or just feeling down and out in the mouth, 00:03:59.43\00:04:02.50 please call them and tell them 00:04:02.54\00:04:04.41 you've got to watch this program 00:04:04.44\00:04:07.01 because God's got a better plan for your life 00:04:07.04\00:04:09.51 than the one you're living, 00:04:09.54\00:04:10.88 and we're going to look at that. 00:04:10.91\00:04:12.25 So our sweet Brother Tim has moved over to the piano, 00:04:12.28\00:04:17.35 and we're going to sing something 00:04:17.39\00:04:18.72 that most of you know. 00:04:18.75\00:04:20.66 If you want to follow along, 00:04:20.69\00:04:22.42 the words will be on the screen, 00:04:22.46\00:04:25.09 but you can also find it, 00:04:25.13\00:04:26.49 its hymn number 190 00:04:26.53\00:04:28.36 in the Seventh-day Adventist hymnal, 00:04:28.40\00:04:30.37 "Jesus loves me." 00:04:30.40\00:04:32.63 Jesus loves me this I know 00:04:37.07\00:04:41.21 For the Bible tells me so 00:04:41.24\00:04:45.11 Little ones to Him belong 00:04:45.15\00:04:49.02 They are weak but He is strong 00:04:49.05\00:04:53.22 Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! 00:04:53.25\00:05:00.86 Yes, Jesus loves me! 00:05:00.90\00:05:04.27 The Bible tells me so 00:05:04.30\00:05:08.77 Jesus loves me! 00:05:08.80\00:05:10.97 He who died 00:05:11.01\00:05:12.81 Heaven's gate to open wide 00:05:12.84\00:05:16.75 He will wash away my sin 00:05:16.78\00:05:20.65 Let His little child come in 00:05:20.68\00:05:24.95 Yes, Jesus loves me! 00:05:24.99\00:05:28.59 Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! 00:05:28.62\00:05:36.03 The Bible tells me so 00:05:36.06\00:05:40.60 Jesus, take this heart of mine 00:05:40.64\00:05:44.54 Make it pure and holy Thine 00:05:44.57\00:05:48.64 On the cross, You died for me 00:05:48.68\00:05:52.68 I will love and live for Thee 00:05:52.71\00:05:56.69 Yes, Jesus loves me! 00:05:56.72\00:06:00.59 Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! 00:06:00.62\00:06:07.86 The Bible tells me so 00:06:07.90\00:06:12.60 Amen. 00:06:12.63\00:06:13.97 Amen. Amen. 00:06:14.00\00:06:15.34 I think I was doing a holy dance to that. 00:06:15.37\00:06:18.51 I love that song. 00:06:18.54\00:06:20.04 It reminds me of when I was a little girl. 00:06:20.08\00:06:21.41 Resonate you. 00:06:21.44\00:06:22.78 Yes. Yes. 00:06:22.81\00:06:24.15 And the lyrics to the song are beautiful, 00:06:24.18\00:06:27.82 but let me ask you this question. 00:06:27.85\00:06:30.69 How do we know that God loves us? 00:06:30.72\00:06:32.45 How do we know? that Jesus loves us? 00:06:32.49\00:06:36.93 The Bible says because... 00:06:36.96\00:06:39.66 We love Him because He first loved us. 00:06:39.69\00:06:41.66 Amen. 00:06:41.70\00:06:43.47 So He had a plan all along. 00:06:43.50\00:06:46.33 You know, it's like going into a restaurant. 00:06:46.37\00:06:47.94 I would never go to a restaurant 00:06:47.97\00:06:49.80 that didn't have any food, 00:06:49.84\00:06:53.51 you know, it's like any kind of a business 00:06:53.54\00:06:56.41 that didn't have any product 00:06:56.44\00:06:58.51 that you were there for, 00:06:58.55\00:06:59.88 you know, and you just kind of had to wait around for a... 00:06:59.91\00:07:02.75 especially for a restaurant, you know? 00:07:02.78\00:07:05.15 I'm just saying God had a plan before it was... 00:07:05.19\00:07:08.19 And a smorgasbord. 00:07:08.22\00:07:09.56 And a smorgasbord, exactly right, right. 00:07:09.59\00:07:11.79 And so we love Him because He first loved us, 00:07:11.83\00:07:14.40 we had no capacity. 00:07:14.43\00:07:15.90 But how do we know He loves us? 00:07:15.93\00:07:17.90 Well, when you look... 00:07:17.93\00:07:19.27 Oh, okay. All right. 00:07:19.30\00:07:20.64 Well, when you look at John 3:16, 00:07:20.67\00:07:22.74 "For God so loved the world 00:07:22.77\00:07:25.04 that He gave His only begotten Son, 00:07:25.07\00:07:26.57 that whosoever believeth in Him shall not perish 00:07:26.61\00:07:29.31 but have everlasting life." 00:07:29.34\00:07:31.05 I mean God gave His only begotten Son 00:07:31.08\00:07:34.62 so that we could have a second chance at life. 00:07:34.65\00:07:37.95 That's the ultimate love right there. 00:07:37.99\00:07:40.26 And when you think about it, Romans 5:8 says 00:07:40.29\00:07:43.73 that God demonstrated his life 00:07:43.76\00:07:47.30 and that He sent Christ to die for us, 00:07:47.33\00:07:49.76 to take our place while we were yet sinners. 00:07:49.80\00:07:54.47 So think about that. 00:07:54.50\00:07:55.84 It isn't that... 00:07:55.87\00:07:57.21 You've got to get your act together 00:07:57.24\00:07:59.97 to come to the Lord. 00:08:00.01\00:08:01.34 In fact, you can't get your act together 00:08:01.38\00:08:02.84 without coming to the Lord, can we? 00:08:02.88\00:08:05.88 The Bible says 00:08:05.91\00:08:07.25 that no man can change his heart, 00:08:07.28\00:08:10.85 no more than an Ethiopian can change his skin 00:08:10.89\00:08:13.46 and a leopard can change its spots. 00:08:13.49\00:08:15.89 So we've got to be fully dependent upon Him. 00:08:15.92\00:08:20.50 Have you ever had a time in your life 00:08:20.53\00:08:21.96 where you looked and thought 00:08:22.00\00:08:23.80 "Man, I wished I could start over?" 00:08:23.83\00:08:26.63 Yes. Yeah. 00:08:26.67\00:08:28.00 It's in the morning... "I better go back to bed. 00:08:28.04\00:08:31.11 I better go back to bed," 00:08:31.14\00:08:32.47 'cause I get up on the other side of the bed. 00:08:32.51\00:08:33.84 Exactly. 00:08:33.88\00:08:35.21 My mother used to make me do that 00:08:35.24\00:08:36.58 when I was a little girl. 00:08:36.61\00:08:37.95 Seriously? 00:08:37.98\00:08:39.31 If I ever woke up cranky, she'd say, 00:08:39.35\00:08:40.68 "You got up on the wrong side of the bed. 00:08:40.72\00:08:42.05 Go back to bed." 00:08:42.08\00:08:43.42 And I go get out on the other side... 00:08:43.45\00:08:47.32 Right. 00:08:47.36\00:08:49.46 You know, your question is very important question. 00:08:49.49\00:08:53.53 But looking at John 3:16, it's not Noah saying it, 00:08:53.56\00:08:58.67 it's not Adam saying it, it's not Peter, it's Jesus. 00:08:58.70\00:09:02.17 Amen. 00:09:02.20\00:09:03.54 And when you consider 00:09:03.57\00:09:05.04 that Jesus is the one saying that, 00:09:05.07\00:09:06.64 He has firsthand knowledge to say 00:09:06.68\00:09:10.41 "For God so loved the world 00:09:10.45\00:09:12.21 that He gave His only begotten Son," 00:09:12.25\00:09:14.08 Him, "that whosoever believes in Him 00:09:14.12\00:09:16.25 should not perish but have everlasting life." 00:09:16.28\00:09:18.29 It's a message that should be studied 00:09:18.32\00:09:20.99 not only today but throughout eternity. 00:09:21.02\00:09:23.06 And, you know, for me, 00:09:23.09\00:09:24.43 did you all grow up really understanding 00:09:24.46\00:09:26.26 that God loved you? 00:09:26.29\00:09:28.23 I had a very, very hard... Upbringing? 00:09:28.26\00:09:32.93 Time or, yeah, 00:09:32.97\00:09:34.57 upbringing being in a domestic violent home, 00:09:34.60\00:09:40.01 it was very hard to see that there was any love for us, 00:09:40.04\00:09:43.85 you know, for my mother 00:09:43.88\00:09:45.68 or whatever experiences we experience as kids. 00:09:45.71\00:09:49.02 And so it wasn't until, like, you're out of that environment 00:09:49.05\00:09:52.15 and you are learning to "live." 00:09:52.19\00:09:54.79 You're like, "Oh, it's safe. 00:09:54.82\00:09:56.46 My mom is not on the floor bleeding, you know? 00:09:56.49\00:09:59.39 So, yeah. Yeah, I know that. 00:09:59.43\00:10:01.33 It's just different things 00:10:01.36\00:10:02.90 that affects, it builds up, 00:10:02.93\00:10:08.14 or just smears God's love. 00:10:08.17\00:10:10.94 Yeah. 00:10:10.97\00:10:12.31 When you're a child, you know, it depends on the environment 00:10:12.34\00:10:15.74 that we choose to raise our kids. 00:10:15.78\00:10:18.88 For example, we wanted an environment 00:10:18.91\00:10:20.85 that they can be themselves and it was a safe zone. 00:10:20.88\00:10:25.65 And my kids, I tell them, 00:10:25.69\00:10:27.02 "You're blessed because you have a father, 00:10:27.06\00:10:28.39 I didn't have a father. 00:10:28.42\00:10:29.86 You know, he's just my biological father, 00:10:29.89\00:10:33.93 but he was never a father, you know?" 00:10:33.96\00:10:36.26 So my kids, 00:10:36.30\00:10:38.27 it's easier to show them that God loves you 00:10:38.30\00:10:43.07 because of the example Christ in my husband, 00:10:43.10\00:10:47.34 for being a godly man 00:10:47.38\00:10:49.11 that we can identify what love is in a home, 00:10:49.14\00:10:52.01 you know? 00:10:52.05\00:10:53.38 And a home is something that God blessed and ordained. 00:10:53.42\00:10:58.05 Yeah, you know, 00:10:58.09\00:10:59.42 not only is it what's modeled in the home, 00:10:59.45\00:11:01.79 sometimes it's what's said from the pulpit 00:11:01.82\00:11:04.79 because I grew up... 00:11:04.83\00:11:06.16 I had a love affair with Jesus but I was scared of the Father, 00:11:06.19\00:11:09.50 and all I ever heard, you know... 00:11:09.53\00:11:11.73 What I was taught is that there was a different God 00:11:11.77\00:11:14.70 in the Old Testament 00:11:14.74\00:11:16.07 and He was different in the new. 00:11:16.10\00:11:18.27 And you know, 00:11:18.31\00:11:19.64 now I know that's absolutely wrong. 00:11:19.67\00:11:21.51 God is the same yesterday, today, and forever. 00:11:21.54\00:11:24.45 And when you see that... 00:11:24.48\00:11:25.81 But I remember once that I got so upset 00:11:25.85\00:11:29.12 with God that I shook my fist in His face 00:11:29.15\00:11:32.15 and I turned and walked away. 00:11:32.19\00:11:34.12 And then once you do that, you feel like... 00:11:34.16\00:11:36.79 "What did I just do?" 00:11:36.83\00:11:38.16 "Now what do I do?" You know? 00:11:38.19\00:11:40.30 And He loved me enough to chase me down. 00:11:40.33\00:11:43.47 But I just want you to know, at home, 00:11:43.50\00:11:46.10 if you don't know the love of God, 00:11:46.13\00:11:49.14 we're going to look at how God 00:11:49.17\00:11:50.74 is the God of new beginnings. 00:11:50.77\00:11:52.34 We've heard your story a several times. 00:11:52.37\00:11:54.14 He certainly gave you a new beginning. 00:11:54.18\00:11:55.78 Absolutely. 00:11:55.81\00:11:57.15 I know, for me, He gave me a new beginning. 00:11:57.18\00:12:00.28 And I don't know much about your childhood 00:12:00.32\00:12:03.42 other than you grew up in a musical family. 00:12:03.45\00:12:05.52 Right, yeah. 00:12:05.55\00:12:06.89 But did you know how much God loved you? 00:12:06.92\00:12:09.22 You know, I just don't think 00:12:09.26\00:12:10.59 that any of us can really grasp that, 00:12:10.63\00:12:12.96 I mean, because I grew up in church 00:12:12.99\00:12:16.56 and I was just understood, but only as you get older... 00:12:16.60\00:12:22.10 only as I got older 00:12:22.14\00:12:24.24 and do things that are just stupid, 00:12:24.27\00:12:27.11 you know, and things that, you know, you don't mean... 00:12:27.14\00:12:30.75 They're not necessarily sinful but I guess they're sin 00:12:30.78\00:12:34.95 if they turn against God in any way, 00:12:34.98\00:12:39.25 just even in the slightest thing. 00:12:39.29\00:12:40.76 I look back and think "Man, I was just dumb, 00:12:40.79\00:12:42.79 why did I do that?" 00:12:42.82\00:12:44.16 And yet knowing... 00:12:44.19\00:12:45.99 God allows U-turn, you know, and so you just... 00:12:46.03\00:12:47.93 Amen. 00:12:47.96\00:12:49.30 He more than allows, He creates it. 00:12:49.33\00:12:51.63 Right, exactly, exactly. 00:12:51.67\00:12:53.47 He wants you to. He grants us. 00:12:53.50\00:12:55.04 Yeah, exactly. Yeah. 00:12:55.07\00:12:56.40 So you know, I don't think any of us can grasp, 00:12:56.44\00:12:59.64 even if we are raised in a functional home 00:12:59.67\00:13:03.08 or in an atmosphere of love, there's just no way to... 00:13:03.11\00:13:06.85 God's love is just on a... 00:13:06.88\00:13:08.22 Right. 00:13:08.25\00:13:09.58 It's a supernatural level that we can't even grasp. 00:13:09.62\00:13:12.42 And it takes us a life, and we will spend eternity. 00:13:12.45\00:13:14.96 Amen. 00:13:14.99\00:13:16.32 All the things that He will show us, 00:13:16.36\00:13:17.69 I believe, in the eternity, 00:13:17.73\00:13:19.06 the films and the movies that He will be showing us 00:13:19.09\00:13:21.16 of where He loved us and we didn't even see it. 00:13:21.20\00:13:24.20 Yeah. Amen. 00:13:24.23\00:13:25.57 And so that's... 00:13:25.60\00:13:27.37 I'm blessed to be a part of it. 00:13:27.40\00:13:28.74 Well, I grew up in a Christian home 00:13:28.77\00:13:34.54 going to church, and I don't know... 00:13:34.58\00:13:37.21 I don't remember where I heard it 00:13:37.25\00:13:38.91 but I knew that God was good, God is love. 00:13:38.95\00:13:41.88 I understood that. 00:13:41.92\00:13:43.45 And I used to tell other little kids, 00:13:43.49\00:13:47.82 "God is good. God is really good. 00:13:47.86\00:13:50.83 And He created all the good things, 00:13:50.86\00:13:52.39 you know, the butterflies, and the flowers, 00:13:52.43\00:13:54.50 and all the fruits, God created those things. 00:13:54.53\00:13:56.43 But the bad things like the bees that sting you, 00:13:56.46\00:14:00.17 the devil created those." 00:14:00.20\00:14:02.07 I didn't know that. 00:14:02.10\00:14:03.44 And I used to say, "The ants, you know..." 00:14:03.47\00:14:04.87 Because in Dominican Republic, we have ants that bite you. 00:14:04.91\00:14:08.28 It was a shock to me to come to the US and ants are... 00:14:08.31\00:14:10.85 And I was, you know, getting ants of off me 00:14:10.88\00:14:12.98 thinking they're going to bite me, 00:14:13.01\00:14:14.35 but they didn't bite me. 00:14:14.38\00:14:17.85 In Chicago, they didn't bite us, 00:14:17.89\00:14:19.22 I said, "What's wrong with these ants? 00:14:19.25\00:14:20.59 They don't bite." 00:14:20.62\00:14:22.12 But anyway, that was my concept of God. 00:14:22.16\00:14:24.29 And I don't remember hearing it in a sermon or reading, 00:14:24.33\00:14:26.80 maybe my parents told me, but for some reason, 00:14:26.83\00:14:29.26 I knew that God was good, 00:14:29.30\00:14:31.17 and I thank the Lord for that. 00:14:31.20\00:14:32.53 I wanted to share also that when we are children 00:14:32.57\00:14:36.34 we are in a routine, you know? 00:14:36.37\00:14:39.41 We go to church and it's my mom and my dad's... 00:14:39.44\00:14:43.11 If you have a dad at home, it's your parent's God. 00:14:43.14\00:14:48.08 Yes, you're right. 00:14:48.12\00:14:49.45 When it comes to developing a relationship with God, 00:14:49.48\00:14:52.49 I mean it's a teeter totter, you know? 00:14:52.52\00:14:55.46 As you mature, you know, you're 10-12 years old, 00:14:55.49\00:14:59.06 you're understanding more, then you become a teenager, 00:14:59.09\00:15:02.60 and sometimes, you're too rebellious, 00:15:02.63\00:15:05.07 you know, and feeling bad, you pray at night, 00:15:05.10\00:15:07.90 "I'm sorry, Lord," and you carry on and carry up. 00:15:07.94\00:15:10.57 But as you mature, just like Tim was saying, 00:15:10.61\00:15:14.04 my love for God today is more greater, 00:15:14.08\00:15:18.91 bigger than it was, say, 10-20 years. 00:15:18.95\00:15:21.58 Amen. 00:15:21.62\00:15:23.35 But there may be somebody 00:15:23.39\00:15:24.72 who is joining us for worship tonight, 00:15:24.75\00:15:26.89 and maybe you don't even know God, 00:15:26.92\00:15:29.22 and you say, 00:15:29.26\00:15:30.59 "How can I know He really is the God of new beginnings? 00:15:30.63\00:15:33.53 How can I know that this is His pain? 00:15:33.56\00:15:35.33 You say he loves me. 00:15:35.36\00:15:36.70 How can I know that 00:15:36.73\00:15:38.07 because I am just mired in sin?" 00:15:38.10\00:15:40.84 Let's look at Ephesians 2. 00:15:40.87\00:15:44.24 Tim, would you take Ephesians 2:1-3? 00:15:44.27\00:15:47.04 This is one of my favorite passages, 00:15:47.08\00:15:50.08 Ephesians 2:1-3. 00:15:50.11\00:15:52.95 And let's look and see if these scriptures tell us 00:15:52.98\00:15:58.09 that God is the God of new beginnings. 00:15:58.12\00:16:02.12 "And you He made alive, 00:16:02.16\00:16:04.63 who were dead in trespasses and sins..." 00:16:04.66\00:16:06.86 Whoo! That's a new beginning. 00:16:06.90\00:16:08.23 Right. 00:16:08.26\00:16:09.60 "In which you once walked 00:16:09.63\00:16:10.97 according to the course of this world, 00:16:11.00\00:16:12.93 according to the prince of the power of the air, 00:16:12.97\00:16:16.20 the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, 00:16:16.24\00:16:20.01 among whom also we all once conducted ourselves 00:16:20.04\00:16:22.71 in the lusts of our flesh, 00:16:22.74\00:16:24.71 fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, 00:16:24.75\00:16:27.72 and were by nature children of wrath, 00:16:27.75\00:16:30.42 just as the others." 00:16:30.45\00:16:31.79 So here what's Paul saying, 00:16:31.82\00:16:33.66 He's saying, "Hey, we were all there. 00:16:33.69\00:16:36.66 We were all children of wrath, sons of disobedience. 00:16:36.69\00:16:40.83 We've all been through that." 00:16:40.86\00:16:43.26 And, you know, what hurts me is when you find somebody 00:16:43.30\00:16:45.90 that's grown up in church 00:16:45.93\00:16:48.00 and they think, "Well, I don't commit any of the... 00:16:48.04\00:16:52.64 You know, I don't break any of the 10 Commandments," 00:16:52.67\00:16:55.08 so they don't have a real love for Jesus 00:16:55.11\00:16:57.71 'cause they don't recognize their need of a savior. 00:16:57.75\00:17:00.58 But here he says "We were dead in our trespasses and sin. 00:17:00.62\00:17:04.82 Yes. 00:17:04.85\00:17:06.19 And what did God do 00:17:06.22\00:17:07.56 by sending His Son to die for us 00:17:07.59\00:17:09.46 while we were yet sinners, He made us alive. 00:17:09.49\00:17:14.33 Why don't... 00:17:14.36\00:17:15.70 Jay, would you read Ephesians 2:4-7. 00:17:15.73\00:17:18.27 Sure. This is the Ephesians 2. 00:17:18.30\00:17:21.57 "But God, who is rich in mercy 00:17:21.60\00:17:23.91 because of His great love with which He loved us, 00:17:23.94\00:17:27.08 even when we were dead in trespasses, 00:17:27.11\00:17:29.41 made us alive together with Christ, 00:17:29.44\00:17:31.91 by grace you have been saved, and raised us up together, 00:17:31.95\00:17:36.22 and made us sit together 00:17:36.25\00:17:37.59 in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 00:17:37.62\00:17:40.52 that in the ages to come, 00:17:40.56\00:17:41.89 He might show the exceeding riches 00:17:41.92\00:17:43.99 of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus." 00:17:44.03\00:17:47.66 So do you know that great love? 00:17:47.70\00:17:51.53 Where you dead in trespasses? 00:17:51.57\00:17:52.90 Oh, yeah. Absolutely. 00:17:52.93\00:17:54.27 Do you feel like you're alive in Christ? 00:17:54.30\00:17:56.17 I sure do. 00:17:56.20\00:17:57.54 God is the God of new beginnings, isn't He? 00:17:57.57\00:18:00.08 When you're born again, 00:18:00.11\00:18:02.08 I mean, that's what the Scripture calls it, 00:18:02.11\00:18:03.75 being born again that, 00:18:03.78\00:18:06.92 you know, how many people 00:18:06.95\00:18:10.35 look back on their life and think, 00:18:10.39\00:18:12.09 "Oh, I'd like a do over," 00:18:12.12\00:18:13.99 but you can have a new beginning. 00:18:14.02\00:18:17.13 Okay, Tita, would you read Chapter 2 verses 8-10. 00:18:17.16\00:18:21.50 Eight through ten, "For by grace 00:18:21.53\00:18:23.70 you have been saved through faith, 00:18:23.73\00:18:26.70 and that not of yourselves, 00:18:26.74\00:18:29.30 it is the gift of God, not of works, 00:18:29.34\00:18:32.71 lest anyone should boast. 00:18:32.74\00:18:34.64 For we are His workmanship, 00:18:34.68\00:18:37.21 created in Christ Jesus for good works, 00:18:37.25\00:18:40.42 which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." 00:18:40.45\00:18:45.22 Okay, so let's make sure we look at one point here. 00:18:45.25\00:18:49.69 By grace we're saved, it's a gift. 00:18:49.72\00:18:53.26 Yes, amen. 00:18:53.29\00:18:54.63 But does that mean that we're not going to do good works? 00:18:54.66\00:18:57.23 Oh. No, we do good words. 00:18:57.27\00:19:00.90 What does the Scripture say? 00:19:00.94\00:19:02.97 Well. 00:19:03.00\00:19:04.34 That we were created... 00:19:04.37\00:19:06.31 Created for good works, expound on that? 00:19:06.34\00:19:10.21 It's a marvelous thing, you know, that God can take us, 00:19:10.25\00:19:14.82 that we were once enemies broken. 00:19:14.85\00:19:21.12 Not only subject to death, 00:19:21.16\00:19:22.49 but we had a death penalty on us. 00:19:22.52\00:19:25.26 But this verse says 00:19:25.29\00:19:26.63 that God is rich in mercy and I... 00:19:26.66\00:19:29.56 Thinking about that word rich 00:19:29.60\00:19:30.93 is that he's not going to run out of mercy. 00:19:30.97\00:19:33.03 Nice. That's good. 00:19:33.07\00:19:34.80 He's rich in mercy, 00:19:34.84\00:19:36.17 He's not like, oh, I ran out of mercy, 00:19:36.20\00:19:37.54 sorry, sorry. 00:19:37.57\00:19:38.91 Wow. 00:19:38.94\00:19:40.28 No, He's rich in mercy 00:19:40.31\00:19:41.64 and He extends the invitation to all, 00:19:41.68\00:19:44.08 and we were created for good works 00:19:44.11\00:19:46.45 so, when we give ourselves to Christ 00:19:46.48\00:19:51.35 and we respond to His love, 00:19:51.39\00:19:55.39 we do that which He created us for, 00:19:55.42\00:19:59.66 we do good works. 00:19:59.69\00:20:01.10 And we do it ourself, do we? 00:20:01.13\00:20:03.80 It's what God's working in us to will and to do 00:20:03.83\00:20:08.04 but, you know, it's just like Romans 8:28, 29, 00:20:08.07\00:20:11.51 so many people will quote Romans 8:28, 00:20:11.54\00:20:15.28 "That all things work together for good 00:20:15.31\00:20:17.25 for those who love the Lord, 00:20:17.28\00:20:18.61 and are called according to His purpose," 00:20:18.65\00:20:20.12 and they stop there. 00:20:20.15\00:20:22.28 That's true. 00:20:22.32\00:20:24.02 But you can't separate Romans 8:28 from Romans 8:29 00:20:24.05\00:20:27.59 because what the scripture says 00:20:27.62\00:20:30.99 is that he works all things together, 00:20:31.03\00:20:33.46 and it goes on to say 00:20:33.50\00:20:34.83 to conform us to the image of Jesus, 00:20:34.86\00:20:38.73 so that's part of His plan is good works. 00:20:38.77\00:20:41.70 Christ came to destroy the works 00:20:41.74\00:20:43.71 of the devil. 00:20:43.74\00:20:45.07 He came to save us and to, 00:20:45.11\00:20:47.68 you know, He accepts us just as we are 00:20:47.71\00:20:49.91 but He loves us too much to leave us that way, right? 00:20:49.94\00:20:54.05 Hallelujah for that. 00:20:54.08\00:20:55.42 But, you know, 00:20:55.45\00:20:56.79 one of my other favorite scriptures 00:20:56.82\00:20:58.42 when we think about new beginnings is that 00:20:58.45\00:21:01.02 God is a covenant keeping God 00:21:01.06\00:21:03.19 and one of his covenant promises 00:21:03.22\00:21:05.89 for the new covenant 00:21:05.93\00:21:07.33 is found in Ezekiel 36:26, 27. 00:21:07.36\00:21:13.00 Who would like to read Ezekiel 36:26, 27? 00:21:13.03\00:21:18.57 I'll read it. Okay. 00:21:18.61\00:21:20.71 Based on promise of new covenant 00:21:20.74\00:21:24.11 ultimately fulfilled in Christ... 00:21:24.15\00:21:26.18 I'm reading the top part here. 00:21:26.21\00:21:27.78 Okay, yeah, let's get into 26," 00:21:27.82\00:21:30.02 I will give you a new heart 00:21:30.05\00:21:31.49 and put a new spirit within you..." 00:21:31.52\00:21:33.62 Who's talking here? 00:21:33.66\00:21:35.76 This is God, He's giving us a promise. 00:21:35.79\00:21:38.63 Amen. 00:21:38.66\00:21:40.03 "I will take the heart of stone, 00:21:40.06\00:21:42.06 that old hardened heart, 00:21:42.10\00:21:43.93 out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh, 00:21:43.97\00:21:47.20 sensitive and responsive to the God's touch, 00:21:47.24\00:21:52.74 so we can live in obedience 00:21:52.77\00:21:54.44 I will put My spirit within you 00:21:54.48\00:21:56.85 and cause you to walk in My statutes, 00:21:56.88\00:21:59.61 and you will keep My judgments, and do them." 00:21:59.65\00:22:02.52 You know, this is something 00:22:02.55\00:22:03.89 that I think I was talking to you earlier, Tim, 00:22:03.92\00:22:06.86 sometimes people will say Johnny, 00:22:06.89\00:22:10.69 "Oh, Lord, help me to do such and such." 00:22:10.73\00:22:14.30 And we can't change ourselves, so what we knew... 00:22:14.33\00:22:17.90 What is our part in cooperating with God? 00:22:17.93\00:22:21.47 It's all about yielding to His will, right? 00:22:21.50\00:22:25.74 Right. 00:22:25.77\00:22:27.11 And then we say to Him 00:22:27.14\00:22:28.48 as Acts 5:31, 32 talks about that, 00:22:28.51\00:22:31.68 God grants us repentance, 00:22:31.71\00:22:34.58 He's the one that turns us around. 00:22:34.62\00:22:36.95 So if you want a new beginning and you don't know the Lord, 00:22:36.99\00:22:40.86 all you've got to do is say 00:22:40.89\00:22:42.22 "Lord, I'm a sinner and I need a savior, 00:22:42.26\00:22:46.19 and oh, Jesus come into my heart." 00:22:46.23\00:22:49.03 And the way he does that, 00:22:49.06\00:22:50.40 you know, fill me with Your Holy Spirit so that... 00:22:50.43\00:22:53.84 Christ in Ephesians 3:16-20, 00:22:53.87\00:22:56.91 it says Christ lives in our heart by faith, 00:22:56.94\00:23:00.18 through the Holy Spirit and then what he does is, 00:23:00.21\00:23:03.85 He gives you a new heart, 00:23:03.88\00:23:05.45 it's God's work and it's such a beautiful thing 00:23:05.48\00:23:11.02 when you're born again to follow Him and... 00:23:11.05\00:23:16.49 You want, I mean, He gives you, 00:23:16.52\00:23:19.59 you know, when the Bible says 00:23:19.63\00:23:21.20 that He will give you the desires of your heart, 00:23:21.23\00:23:24.00 you know, what He does first? 00:23:24.03\00:23:25.70 When you are in love with Him, 00:23:25.73\00:23:27.07 His desires become your desires 00:23:27.10\00:23:28.84 so then you're praying according to the Lord. 00:23:28.87\00:23:30.64 That's right. 00:23:30.67\00:23:32.01 But, you know, wanted to share was that, 00:23:32.04\00:23:34.58 we need to invite God to do the work in us. 00:23:34.61\00:23:38.71 Absolutely 00:23:38.75\00:23:40.08 You know, that is the... 00:23:40.12\00:23:41.45 We need to acknowledge 00:23:41.48\00:23:42.82 and recognize the need of the Savior. 00:23:42.85\00:23:44.65 And give Him permission to come into our lives 00:23:44.69\00:23:47.22 and to fill us with His Holy Spirit, 00:23:47.26\00:23:49.29 and to do the work that He Has begun, 00:23:49.32\00:23:51.89 to give Him the permission to finish it in us. 00:23:51.93\00:23:54.00 Amen. 00:23:54.03\00:23:55.36 You know, and as we surrender to Him 00:23:55.40\00:23:57.63 and we start being our self-sufficient, 00:23:57.67\00:24:01.17 independent selves, right? 00:24:01.20\00:24:03.91 We acknowledge that God is the great God 00:24:03.94\00:24:05.74 of the universe 00:24:05.77\00:24:07.11 and with Him all things are possible. 00:24:07.14\00:24:08.58 Right. Amen and amen. 00:24:08.61\00:24:09.94 There is that great line 00:24:09.98\00:24:11.85 that a lot of people think in the Bible 00:24:11.88\00:24:13.25 God helps those who help themselves, 00:24:13.28\00:24:16.18 but God helps those who get out of the way. 00:24:16.22\00:24:19.75 Love themselves and but, 00:24:19.79\00:24:21.52 yeah, it's the new heart that He gives you 00:24:21.56\00:24:23.83 and then with that new heart 00:24:23.86\00:24:26.09 come those new desires to follow Him, 00:24:26.13\00:24:28.20 so it's God's doing. 00:24:28.23\00:24:30.47 So we all agree that each one of us 00:24:30.50\00:24:33.17 has had a new beginning. 00:24:33.20\00:24:34.54 That's right. Amen. 00:24:34.57\00:24:35.90 I mean, every one of us been born again, 00:24:35.94\00:24:37.27 that was a new beginning. 00:24:37.31\00:24:39.21 But what happens after you're born again 00:24:39.24\00:24:43.14 if you sinned, maybe even deliberately sin, 00:24:43.18\00:24:48.08 can you have another beginning? 00:24:48.12\00:24:50.79 Does God give second chances? 00:24:50.82\00:24:53.96 Thank you, Jesus. 00:24:53.99\00:24:55.32 Yeah, you can look at the story of the Israelites 00:24:55.36\00:24:57.33 and see He gives second... 00:24:57.36\00:24:59.09 How many chances? 00:24:59.13\00:25:00.46 Second, third, and fourth. 00:25:00.50\00:25:01.96 Yeah, that's right. 00:25:02.00\00:25:03.33 I can look in my life and say, 00:25:03.37\00:25:04.70 "Thank you, Lord" because, you know, 00:25:04.73\00:25:08.64 I started smoking when I was probably 00:25:08.67\00:25:10.34 four years old, right? 00:25:10.37\00:25:12.31 So it was interesting, it was, 00:25:12.34\00:25:16.08 you know, something different but I was the official, 00:25:16.11\00:25:19.81 you know, go turn on my cigar or my cigarette in the family, 00:25:19.85\00:25:23.35 so I would go and they're like, "Now don't you inhale" or, 00:25:23.39\00:25:27.72 you know, I don't know how you say it 00:25:27.76\00:25:29.09 when you put your mouth on that. 00:25:29.12\00:25:30.46 Inhale. 00:25:30.49\00:25:31.83 Okay, inhale it 00:25:31.86\00:25:33.19 so, you know, I started feeling so important. 00:25:33.23\00:25:37.47 Anyway, so praise the Lord that the Lord did not allow me 00:25:37.50\00:25:42.10 to fall into the funny things because when, 00:25:42.14\00:25:45.71 then when in my teen years I learned to do the chains 00:25:45.74\00:25:48.21 and, you know, blowing through my nose 00:25:48.24\00:25:49.71 and all these cool things. 00:25:49.74\00:25:51.48 I'm like wow! 00:25:51.51\00:25:53.58 It's like a dragon, 00:25:53.62\00:25:54.95 you know, so then when I tried marijuana, 00:25:54.98\00:25:57.92 it's like, "Oh, my goodness." 00:25:57.95\00:26:00.16 Thank you, Jesus, that passion was not in me 00:26:00.19\00:26:03.39 to continue using all these things. 00:26:03.43\00:26:07.30 Tita! 00:26:07.33\00:26:10.40 We have to start family worship, 00:26:10.43\00:26:12.57 you know too much family information, right? 00:26:12.60\00:26:15.97 No, that's the beauty of knowing, 00:26:16.00\00:26:18.54 you know, because a lot of people 00:26:18.57\00:26:20.08 watch us and believe, 00:26:20.11\00:26:22.24 well, we've got our act together. 00:26:22.28\00:26:24.11 Baloney, we're people, 00:26:24.15\00:26:26.48 we're real and that's what God uses real people, 00:26:26.51\00:26:30.02 He loves His people. 00:26:30.05\00:26:31.39 You look through the Bible and you check 00:26:31.42\00:26:32.75 all of the characters that God used 00:26:32.79\00:26:34.39 in the Word of God, 00:26:34.42\00:26:36.26 every one of them were flawed. 00:26:36.29\00:26:37.99 There were no stained glass saints 00:26:38.03\00:26:39.36 in the Word of God. 00:26:39.39\00:26:40.73 And, you know, something that's interesting, 00:26:40.76\00:26:42.10 God called me to full time ministry, 00:26:42.13\00:26:43.90 He told me to be transparent because like you, 00:26:43.93\00:26:46.60 I grew up in a very dysfunctional home 00:26:46.63\00:26:49.14 and you never, 00:26:49.17\00:26:50.61 I mean, you never mentioned it in public, 00:26:50.64\00:26:53.61 but God told me to be transparent 00:26:53.64\00:26:57.88 and you know something, 00:26:57.91\00:26:59.25 there's one sermon or one topic I've never preached on 00:26:59.28\00:27:02.48 and that's anger 00:27:02.52\00:27:03.85 'cause I've got a fuse that's this long, 00:27:03.89\00:27:06.15 it takes a lot to make me angry. 00:27:06.19\00:27:09.06 Bragger 00:27:09.09\00:27:10.66 Well, no, God gave that to me, you know, it just takes a gift. 00:27:10.69\00:27:15.80 It is a gift, I realized that. 00:27:15.83\00:27:18.23 So I don't preach on that because... 00:27:18.27\00:27:21.77 But everything I'm preaching on 00:27:21.80\00:27:23.20 is because it's what God changed, 00:27:23.24\00:27:26.41 yeah, you know, how He changed me, 00:27:26.44\00:27:29.44 and I do think that that's what makes it... 00:27:29.48\00:27:34.22 How God can... 00:27:34.25\00:27:35.58 It gives it power, 00:27:35.62\00:27:36.95 when you can say, hey, here's what I was, 00:27:36.99\00:27:39.59 I was a mess but here's what God did. 00:27:39.62\00:27:41.46 That's how we know He can give a new beginning 00:27:41.49\00:27:43.16 is because we needed it before. 00:27:43.19\00:27:44.53 Amen. 00:27:44.56\00:27:45.89 And He takes it from us, you know, 00:27:45.93\00:27:47.43 I didn't want to become a drug addict, 00:27:47.46\00:27:49.90 I didn't want to become... 00:27:49.93\00:27:51.33 And I felt so bad, 00:27:51.37\00:27:52.90 eventually when I was mature enough 00:27:52.93\00:27:54.74 and I realized what God has... 00:27:54.77\00:27:58.07 That's why I say the love for God grows 00:27:58.11\00:28:01.51 as you mature and as you accept it too 00:28:01.54\00:28:04.41 because sometimes we reject God's love. 00:28:04.45\00:28:06.88 Oh, absolutely. 00:28:06.92\00:28:08.25 We're in such a mess that is like, 00:28:08.28\00:28:09.62 no, no, no, forget it, 00:28:09.65\00:28:10.99 you know, God is not going to love me. 00:28:11.02\00:28:12.35 I give up, it's just too much up and down. 00:28:12.39\00:28:14.56 So one day I'm good, the next day I'm terrible, 00:28:14.59\00:28:16.86 the third day I'm worse so, you know, I better... 00:28:16.89\00:28:20.10 It's easier to give up than... 00:28:20.13\00:28:23.00 Go ahead, I'm sorry. 00:28:23.03\00:28:24.37 Than just surrender to God 00:28:24.40\00:28:25.93 and ask Him to take this from you. 00:28:25.97\00:28:28.74 What I was going to say 00:28:28.77\00:28:30.11 is that I'm looking at this through the... 00:28:30.14\00:28:32.47 As a child, a little, a young little girl, 00:28:32.51\00:28:35.64 a little boy that, 00:28:35.68\00:28:39.18 you know, the kids go through stages. 00:28:39.21\00:28:40.65 Right. 00:28:40.68\00:28:42.02 The parents are doing everything for them, 00:28:42.05\00:28:43.62 they need to eat you and feed them and all this 00:28:43.65\00:28:45.19 but eventually, 00:28:45.22\00:28:46.55 the child learns how to take that spoon 00:28:46.59\00:28:48.42 and grab out a little and put it in his mouth. 00:28:48.46\00:28:51.26 Of course, they make a mess but they're happy to be doing, 00:28:51.29\00:28:54.36 and they say these words "I'll do it myself." 00:28:54.40\00:28:58.57 Oh, yeah. 00:28:58.60\00:28:59.93 And see and as Christians also 00:28:59.97\00:29:01.60 we can sometimes get to the point where 00:29:01.64\00:29:04.27 "I can handle this, Lord, I can do this myself." 00:29:04.31\00:29:06.31 And we try to do it ourselves and we fail, 00:29:06.34\00:29:10.21 so we're always going to need the Lord, 00:29:10.25\00:29:12.41 we're always going to need the Lord 00:29:12.45\00:29:13.78 so that He can enable us to do those things 00:29:13.82\00:29:17.85 He wants us to do so that we can be happy. 00:29:17.89\00:29:20.09 Everything that God wants us to do 00:29:20.12\00:29:21.89 is so that we can be happy. 00:29:21.92\00:29:23.26 Amen. 00:29:23.29\00:29:24.63 You know, He doesn't do anything 00:29:24.66\00:29:25.99 to take happiness from us, 00:29:26.03\00:29:28.40 is to bring us happiness and unfortunately 00:29:28.43\00:29:31.73 some of us have been deceived by the devil to think 00:29:31.77\00:29:34.90 that the bad things bring us happiness, 00:29:34.94\00:29:38.21 but just about every individual, 00:29:38.24\00:29:40.58 every individual will tell you. 00:29:40.61\00:29:42.91 They come to their senses, 00:29:42.94\00:29:44.28 okay, that they're not really happy. 00:29:44.31\00:29:46.05 They enjoy something for a moment 00:29:46.08\00:29:48.42 but then afterwards they're like, 00:29:48.45\00:29:49.92 "Oh, man, why did I do that?" 00:29:49.95\00:29:51.92 And they don't feel good about it. 00:29:51.95\00:29:53.59 They're not really happy, 00:29:53.62\00:29:55.06 it's when you come to the Lord 00:29:55.09\00:29:56.42 that you begin to understand what is true happiness, 00:29:56.46\00:29:59.39 what is true joy, 00:29:59.43\00:30:00.76 you know, and so as a little child 00:30:00.80\00:30:03.26 we come to the point... 00:30:03.30\00:30:04.77 I was always thinking about faith 00:30:04.80\00:30:06.13 because you mentioned something that, 00:30:06.17\00:30:07.90 by faith that we're saved. 00:30:07.94\00:30:09.87 And this thing about... 00:30:09.90\00:30:11.24 I remember talking to a... 00:30:11.27\00:30:12.61 A lady called and she said, "I really want more of faith." 00:30:12.64\00:30:16.08 She was an elderly lady, 00:30:16.11\00:30:18.25 "I just need more faith." 00:30:18.28\00:30:21.95 But it's just like a child also, 00:30:21.98\00:30:24.39 a child learns to trust the parents, 00:30:24.42\00:30:26.96 well how do they do that? 00:30:26.99\00:30:29.72 Well, because they were with them, 00:30:29.76\00:30:31.89 they spend time with them 00:30:31.93\00:30:34.50 and, you know, even when you spank a child, 00:30:34.53\00:30:37.77 which they don't do that today in these days. 00:30:37.80\00:30:40.84 When you spank a child, 00:30:40.87\00:30:42.40 they don't say, "Oh, man, I was spanked, 00:30:42.44\00:30:43.91 I'm leaving this house." 00:30:43.94\00:30:45.67 Why does the child stay there because they know, 00:30:45.71\00:30:48.34 "Oh, they feed me here, they love me here, 00:30:48.38\00:30:50.01 they hug me here, they do things for me, 00:30:50.05\00:30:52.98 they care for me, they hug me, 00:30:53.01\00:30:55.28 they learned that they are loved 00:30:55.32\00:30:57.35 and so, 00:30:57.39\00:30:58.95 of course, they are not able to go on their own 00:30:58.99\00:31:01.62 but anyway, 00:31:01.66\00:31:03.12 faith grows by exercise, 00:31:03.16\00:31:06.66 by the time we spend with the Lord. 00:31:06.70\00:31:08.33 You want more faith, spend time with the Lord. 00:31:08.36\00:31:10.93 Spend time with the Lord. 00:31:10.97\00:31:12.30 Yeah, I think developing that relationship is important, 00:31:12.33\00:31:14.27 you know, Tita, 00:31:14.30\00:31:15.64 you had mentioned earlier about routines 00:31:15.67\00:31:17.64 and how we get so caught up in our routines 00:31:17.67\00:31:19.67 and everything like that but... 00:31:19.71\00:31:21.24 And then we try 00:31:21.28\00:31:22.88 and have a relationship with Christ. 00:31:22.91\00:31:26.08 But through our parents' relationship 00:31:26.11\00:31:28.02 or through our grandparents relationship 00:31:28.05\00:31:30.35 but, you know, our character is not transferable 00:31:30.39\00:31:32.75 and the Bible says, "Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good." 00:31:32.79\00:31:35.46 You can't taste and see that the Lord is good, 00:31:35.49\00:31:37.86 if you don't get in the Word and to have that 00:31:37.89\00:31:41.23 and develop that relationship with Him for yourself, 00:31:41.26\00:31:44.93 and think about some of the experiences 00:31:44.97\00:31:46.90 that you've been delivered from 00:31:46.94\00:31:48.30 and things that you've gone through. 00:31:48.34\00:31:49.84 Amen. 00:31:49.87\00:31:51.21 You know I have to say this because when you said 00:31:51.24\00:31:52.57 that taste and see, some people are out there going, 00:31:52.61\00:31:54.88 "What do you mean, taste and see?" 00:31:54.91\00:31:57.58 But the ancient Hebrews... 00:31:57.61\00:32:00.15 This was a verbal language, 00:32:00.18\00:32:02.05 it was all about action 00:32:02.08\00:32:04.12 and they did everything by their senses, what you... 00:32:04.15\00:32:07.46 I mean, they experienced God. 00:32:07.49\00:32:09.92 I remember when we were at the Western Wall 00:32:09.96\00:32:12.66 in Jerusalem and J.D. 00:32:12.69\00:32:15.36 went in with, 00:32:15.40\00:32:17.00 you know, they separate the men and the women, 00:32:17.03\00:32:19.57 it was welcoming in the Sabbath. 00:32:19.60\00:32:22.30 And he came out just in tears, 00:32:22.34\00:32:25.57 and he was talking about this Jewish family, 00:32:25.61\00:32:28.64 that there was probably like four or five generations 00:32:28.68\00:32:31.65 and he said this very elderly man 00:32:31.68\00:32:33.68 with a very long beard, white beard 00:32:33.72\00:32:36.42 opened up 00:32:36.45\00:32:37.89 as they were welcoming in the Sabbath, 00:32:37.92\00:32:39.62 he opened up something first 00:32:39.65\00:32:41.49 that they could smell some kind of incense perfume 00:32:41.52\00:32:45.03 and was passing it, 00:32:45.06\00:32:46.39 they pass it from generation to generation. 00:32:46.43\00:32:48.96 There was a little three year old 00:32:49.00\00:32:50.93 and then he opened up a box 00:32:50.97\00:32:53.13 and they had him taste it 00:32:53.17\00:32:54.94 because they wanted him to associate with the Lord, 00:32:54.97\00:32:58.31 I mean, they used their senses. 00:32:58.34\00:33:00.68 Sometimes I think we don't use ours enough, 00:33:00.71\00:33:03.75 but let me go back to my question. 00:33:03.78\00:33:05.98 So let's say we've all been born again. 00:33:06.01\00:33:09.28 What happens if perhaps 00:33:09.32\00:33:12.59 we have sinned either through omission, 00:33:12.62\00:33:17.56 by not doing something we knew we should have done 00:33:17.59\00:33:20.80 or by co-mission if we've done something? 00:33:20.83\00:33:23.87 How can we know 00:33:23.90\00:33:26.33 that God is going to give us another chance? 00:33:26.37\00:33:30.01 To me, it's 1 John 1:9. 00:33:30.04\00:33:31.74 Yeah. Right. 00:33:31.77\00:33:33.34 That's what I was thinking. Which says what? 00:33:33.38\00:33:35.38 "If we confess our sins, 00:33:35.41\00:33:36.85 He is faithful and just to forgive our sins 00:33:36.88\00:33:40.02 and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 00:33:40.05\00:33:42.55 So He doesn't always just forgive us, 00:33:42.58\00:33:45.62 He cleanses us from how much unrighteousness? 00:33:45.65\00:33:49.89 All. All. 00:33:49.92\00:33:51.26 1 John 1:9. 00:33:51.29\00:33:53.06 And you know, you guys are both fathers 00:33:53.09\00:33:56.23 and, of course, you're a mother but as a father if your son... 00:33:56.26\00:34:01.47 You both have two sons. 00:34:01.50\00:34:02.84 If your son has done something really stupid, or hurtful, 00:34:02.87\00:34:07.44 or maybe even mean spirited, 00:34:07.48\00:34:10.48 but suddenly they come to you in contrition 00:34:10.51\00:34:13.62 and say, "Daddy, I recognize how wrong I was, I'm sorry." 00:34:13.65\00:34:19.82 I will never forget the phone call I received... 00:34:19.85\00:34:21.96 My son lives in Florida, I have a 16-year-old 00:34:21.99\00:34:25.36 and he called me and told me that he had done something 00:34:25.39\00:34:29.93 that he said, "Dad, I know 00:34:29.96\00:34:31.30 you'll never look at me the same 00:34:31.33\00:34:32.67 and I know you will be ashamed of me." 00:34:32.70\00:34:35.97 And what an honor 00:34:36.00\00:34:38.34 that he would even come to me, 00:34:38.37\00:34:40.81 you know, the verse 8 of 1 John says, "Admit you're a sinner." 00:34:40.84\00:34:46.01 And if you don't admit you're a sinner, 00:34:46.05\00:34:47.42 then you're a liar because we've all sinned. 00:34:47.45\00:34:50.25 And so I told my son, "Are you kidding me. 00:34:50.29\00:34:53.69 I'm so proud to be your father right now 00:34:53.72\00:34:58.59 because you're admitting the situation, 00:34:58.63\00:35:02.66 and I'm not glad that you did it. 00:35:02.70\00:35:04.70 I'm not glad that you had to experience it, 00:35:04.73\00:35:07.17 but, you know, maybe God can use that in your future." 00:35:07.20\00:35:10.84 But the fact that God wants us to get, 00:35:10.87\00:35:14.94 you know, like you, like I said, He allows U-turns, 00:35:14.98\00:35:17.65 He longs for U-turns, 00:35:17.68\00:35:19.51 He wants you to come back in repentance. 00:35:19.55\00:35:22.25 So that's my experience of that being a father. 00:35:22.28\00:35:24.72 So, Johnny, what does Lamentations 3:22 say? 00:35:24.75\00:35:29.26 'Cause you were saying a while ago 00:35:29.29\00:35:31.83 that God is rich in mercy. 00:35:31.86\00:35:36.87 Yes. 00:35:36.90\00:35:38.23 He never runs out of mercy, 00:35:38.27\00:35:39.97 so what does Lamentations 3:22, 23 say? 00:35:40.00\00:35:46.17 Well, I have it here 00:35:46.21\00:35:48.44 and Lamentations 3:22, 23 00:35:48.48\00:35:51.88 has a wonderful message for us and it says, 00:35:51.91\00:35:54.75 "It is through the Lord's mercies 00:35:54.78\00:35:58.59 we are not consumed, 00:35:58.62\00:36:00.06 because His compassions fail not. 00:36:00.09\00:36:04.49 They are new every morning, great is your faithfulness." 00:36:04.53\00:36:09.13 His compassions are new every morning. 00:36:09.16\00:36:13.13 You know, I remember when the Lord was teaching me 00:36:13.17\00:36:15.30 to press into His presence, 00:36:15.34\00:36:17.71 and I've written a book about that experience 00:36:17.74\00:36:20.28 and what it was all about. 00:36:20.31\00:36:22.04 But as, you know, 00:36:22.08\00:36:24.81 when He first called me to it, 00:36:24.85\00:36:27.55 I'm saying, "Lord, 00:36:27.58\00:36:29.35 how can I walk so closely to You 00:36:29.38\00:36:32.29 that I feel Your heart." 00:36:32.32\00:36:33.66 And then I wake up one day and find that I've backslide. 00:36:33.69\00:36:37.06 Essentially what He impressed on my mind was pray... 00:36:37.09\00:36:40.56 I'm going, "How can I prevent this?" 00:36:40.60\00:36:42.73 Pray an hour a day 00:36:42.76\00:36:44.10 and you won't ever backslide again, 00:36:44.13\00:36:46.90 and I'm thinking, 00:36:46.94\00:36:48.27 well, well, you know, because, I mean, 00:36:48.30\00:36:52.51 if you spend an hour with God every day in prayer. 00:36:52.54\00:36:55.74 Even if you mess up by the end of that day, 00:36:55.78\00:37:00.12 the next morning you get up 00:37:00.15\00:37:01.48 and spend an hour in prayer with Him, 00:37:01.52\00:37:03.32 you're right back on track. 00:37:03.35\00:37:04.69 See, it's probably more, 00:37:04.72\00:37:06.86 and I don't do that every day now, 00:37:06.89\00:37:08.39 but the point I'm making is that, 00:37:08.42\00:37:12.39 it's God who's calling us 00:37:12.43\00:37:15.60 to Him in every day. 00:37:15.63\00:37:19.53 I don't care what you've done, 00:37:19.57\00:37:21.17 you may be sitting there saying, 00:37:21.20\00:37:23.61 you know, I used to go to church 00:37:23.64\00:37:25.61 but I got a divorce, 00:37:25.64\00:37:27.68 then I got messed up with the wrong crowd, 00:37:27.71\00:37:30.55 maybe you're doing drugs and you think, 00:37:30.58\00:37:33.08 I already accepted Christ as my savior, 00:37:33.11\00:37:35.18 I'm a mess now. 00:37:35.22\00:37:37.19 Let me tell you something, 00:37:37.22\00:37:38.55 His compassions are new every morning. 00:37:38.59\00:37:42.16 God is the God of new beginnings 00:37:42.19\00:37:46.19 and to me the one verse, 00:37:46.23\00:37:51.20 I'm going to ask you to read it, 00:37:51.23\00:37:53.34 Micah 7:7-9 00:37:53.37\00:37:57.27 'cause I really want to spend a little time. 00:37:57.31\00:38:01.11 If there's ever a passage, 00:38:01.14\00:38:03.35 if you're feeling down in the mouth 00:38:03.38\00:38:05.91 and that God can't bring you back up, 00:38:05.95\00:38:09.32 listen to what Micah says. 00:38:09.35\00:38:12.62 This is Micah 7:7-9. 00:38:12.65\00:38:17.13 "Therefore I will look to the Lord, 00:38:17.16\00:38:19.59 I will wait for the God of my salvation, 00:38:19.63\00:38:23.16 my God will hear me. 00:38:23.20\00:38:25.73 Do not rejoice over me, my enemy. 00:38:25.77\00:38:28.64 When I fall I will arise, when I sit in darkness, 00:38:28.67\00:38:32.61 the Lord will be a light to me. 00:38:32.64\00:38:36.81 I will bear the indignation of the Lord, 00:38:36.85\00:38:40.28 because I have sinned against Him, 00:38:40.32\00:38:43.02 until He pleads my case and executes justice for me. 00:38:43.05\00:38:47.86 He will bring me forth to the light, 00:38:47.89\00:38:50.96 I will see His righteousness." 00:38:50.99\00:38:53.09 Amen and Amen. 00:38:53.13\00:38:54.46 Don't you love that? 00:38:54.50\00:38:55.83 Wonderful. 00:38:55.86\00:38:57.20 Do not rejoice over me, my enemy. 00:38:57.23\00:39:00.20 When I fall I will rise because where am I looking to? 00:39:00.24\00:39:06.17 The God of my salvation. Amen. 00:39:06.21\00:39:09.34 What I like, of course, we've all been there 00:39:09.38\00:39:12.61 when you feel like you're sitting in darkness, 00:39:12.65\00:39:16.12 and then suddenly you get into Scripture 00:39:16.15\00:39:20.19 and God is a light to you 00:39:20.22\00:39:21.56 or you hear something on the TV or the radio, 00:39:21.59\00:39:24.79 and all of a sudden it's like, yes, Lord. 00:39:24.83\00:39:29.30 You're breathing in fresh air, 00:39:29.33\00:39:31.80 and so He's shining His light into your darkness, 00:39:31.83\00:39:34.57 but look at verse 9. 00:39:34.60\00:39:37.64 "I will bear the indignation of the Lord, 00:39:37.67\00:39:40.38 because I have sinned against Him." 00:39:40.41\00:39:42.28 Yeah. 00:39:42.31\00:39:43.65 You know, when you were talking 00:39:43.68\00:39:45.01 about spanking kids a while ago, 00:39:45.05\00:39:47.15 God will discipline us. 00:39:47.18\00:39:48.62 Amen. 00:39:48.65\00:39:49.98 And sometimes we need to accept that, 00:39:50.02\00:39:52.89 you know, I even pray for his discipline. 00:39:52.92\00:39:55.99 And some people go, oh! 00:39:56.02\00:39:57.69 And I say hey... 00:39:57.73\00:39:59.06 You're thanking for them. 00:39:59.09\00:40:00.43 As long as I'm praying for it, I'm expecting it and then, 00:40:00.46\00:40:03.20 because usually the way God starts us. 00:40:03.23\00:40:05.73 No, no, child, that soft little voice, 00:40:05.77\00:40:09.27 no, no, child and you know, okay, 00:40:09.30\00:40:11.37 I shouldn't be going in this way. 00:40:11.41\00:40:13.48 You keep on going 00:40:13.51\00:40:14.84 and its gets a little bit louder, 00:40:14.88\00:40:16.41 a little bit louder 00:40:16.44\00:40:18.08 and then you know, 00:40:18.11\00:40:19.78 I'm resisting the Holy Spirit. 00:40:19.81\00:40:22.05 That's right. But you keep on going. 00:40:22.08\00:40:25.49 You gonna... 00:40:25.52\00:40:26.86 Drawing in His mercy. 00:40:26.89\00:40:28.22 In His mercy, He is going to discipline us 00:40:28.26\00:40:32.03 because He says in Hebrews, 00:40:32.06\00:40:34.10 the writer says that 00:40:34.13\00:40:35.46 "God disciplines those whom He loves." 00:40:35.50\00:40:39.83 But it doesn't mean, look at the rest of that verse. 00:40:39.87\00:40:43.67 He says, "I will bear the indignation my Lord 00:40:43.71\00:40:47.48 because I have sinned against Him, 00:40:47.51\00:40:49.48 until He pleads my case." 00:40:49.51\00:40:51.95 Who is he talking about here? 00:40:51.98\00:40:53.31 Who's pleading our case? 00:40:53.35\00:40:54.68 Jesus. Jesus! 00:40:54.72\00:40:56.82 Our intercessor. 00:40:56.85\00:40:58.19 Yeah. Amen. 00:40:58.22\00:40:59.55 Standing at the right hand. 00:40:59.59\00:41:00.92 Praise the Lord. Yes, yes. 00:41:00.96\00:41:02.29 And executes justice for me. 00:41:02.32\00:41:04.76 He will bring me forth to the light. 00:41:04.79\00:41:07.16 I'm gonna see His righteousness.. 00:41:07.20\00:41:10.27 You talk about the life in verse, 00:41:10.30\00:41:12.17 that's just... 00:41:12.20\00:41:14.24 That's glorious. 00:41:14.27\00:41:17.04 This is where you begin to taste 00:41:17.07\00:41:19.04 and see it what He's like, 00:41:19.07\00:41:21.04 because I'm looking at the first verse 00:41:21.08\00:41:23.31 that we read, 00:41:23.35\00:41:24.68 that Idalia mentioned verse 7, 00:41:24.71\00:41:26.25 "Therefore I will look to the Lord, 00:41:26.28\00:41:29.72 I will wait for the God of my salvation, 00:41:29.75\00:41:32.75 my God will hear me." 00:41:32.79\00:41:34.22 A lot of positive statements there... 00:41:34.26\00:41:35.82 Yeah. 00:41:35.86\00:41:37.19 Where he has the confidence, the trust, 00:41:37.23\00:41:41.13 he knows God loves him, right? 00:41:41.16\00:41:43.13 And he says, I will look to the Lord. 00:41:43.16\00:41:46.33 I will go to the God of my salvation. 00:41:46.37\00:41:48.54 He will hear me. 00:41:48.57\00:41:49.97 he has no doubt, He will hear. 00:41:50.01\00:41:52.91 He will plead my case. 00:41:52.94\00:41:54.28 A lot of wonderful statements here 00:41:54.31\00:41:56.44 of someone that understands God is a loving God. 00:41:56.48\00:41:59.81 He's gonna give you a new beginning. 00:41:59.85\00:42:01.85 Go to the Lord, He will plead my case. 00:42:01.88\00:42:04.29 And He knows he's not alone, 00:42:04.32\00:42:06.05 so that's the experience we need. 00:42:06.09\00:42:08.26 These are all messages for us for today... 00:42:08.29\00:42:10.76 Amen. Yeah, yeah. 00:42:10.79\00:42:12.99 To understand 00:42:13.03\00:42:14.36 that we can go through the Lord 00:42:14.40\00:42:15.96 and He will hear us, He will hear us. 00:42:16.00\00:42:20.94 That's an excellent point. Yeah. 00:42:20.97\00:42:23.44 And like where he says, will, will, will, like, 00:42:23.47\00:42:28.28 I will look to the Lord. 00:42:28.31\00:42:29.68 I will wait for the God of my salvation. 00:42:29.71\00:42:32.68 My God will hear me like you were saying. 00:42:32.71\00:42:35.85 It's not, I'll try to... 00:42:35.88\00:42:38.52 It's not I'll try to look at, you know, to the Lord, 00:42:38.55\00:42:42.29 I'll try to wait for the God of my salvation. 00:42:42.32\00:42:45.29 He's like, like you're saying, he's confident in it, 00:42:45.33\00:42:47.90 I will do this, like, that is awesome. 00:42:47.93\00:42:50.40 To me that almost indicates 00:42:50.43\00:42:51.77 that he had been through this process 00:42:51.80\00:42:53.94 a few times before. 00:42:53.97\00:42:55.30 He knows. So been there, done that. 00:42:55.34\00:42:57.41 Believe me, I've got a testimony here. 00:42:57.44\00:42:59.91 This is what you need to do, go to the Father, 00:42:59.94\00:43:02.91 trust in Him and He'll help, you will relax. 00:43:02.94\00:43:06.35 You know, 2 Corinthians. 00:43:06.38\00:43:08.12 Excuse me, 2 Corinthians 5:17 00:43:08.15\00:43:11.32 says that "When we are in Christ, 00:43:11.35\00:43:13.49 we are new creations, the old is gone, 00:43:13.52\00:43:16.39 the new has come." 00:43:16.42\00:43:17.76 That's right. Well, let me ask you this. 00:43:17.79\00:43:20.43 How often does the old rear its ugly head? 00:43:20.46\00:43:25.30 Well, I know, I know your question, 00:43:25.33\00:43:28.04 I understand your question but the verse says, 00:43:28.07\00:43:32.24 "The old is passed away. 00:43:32.27\00:43:34.08 Our past sins have been forgiven." 00:43:34.11\00:43:35.91 God forgives us and He won't say, 00:43:35.94\00:43:38.08 hey remember what you did, 00:43:38.11\00:43:39.65 you know. 00:43:39.68\00:43:41.02 He forgives us, 00:43:41.05\00:43:42.38 and we are forgiven and cleansed. 00:43:42.42\00:43:44.32 But you're talking about that the things we used to do 00:43:44.35\00:43:47.09 before we try to do again. 00:43:47.12\00:43:49.72 That's what you're referring to and that's a good question. 00:43:49.76\00:43:53.60 You know, my thought is this, 00:43:53.63\00:43:56.70 and God showed me this 00:43:56.73\00:43:58.07 as I began to make affirmations from scripture, 00:43:58.10\00:44:02.27 praying the scripture back. 00:44:02.30\00:44:03.67 I mean, God totally changed my life in 2000 when... 00:44:03.71\00:44:07.71 Well, that was before 2000, I think that was '95. 00:44:07.74\00:44:10.65 When He taught me to pray the scripture. 00:44:10.68\00:44:12.71 But I'm praying and saying, "Oh, Father, 00:44:12.75\00:44:14.88 thank You that You made me a new creation in Christ Jesus. 00:44:14.92\00:44:18.12 Thank You that the old is gone and new is coming." 00:44:18.15\00:44:21.12 The next thing I knew, I'm just sobbing. 00:44:21.16\00:44:23.32 You know what? Lord. 00:44:23.36\00:44:25.53 Well, I don't feel like the old is gone. 00:44:25.56\00:44:29.63 If it were not for scriptures, I mean, 00:44:29.66\00:44:32.00 we feel like we fail the Lord, do we not? 00:44:32.03\00:44:34.57 Many times. 00:44:34.60\00:44:35.94 Many times, 00:44:35.97\00:44:37.31 but you see what the Bible says 00:44:37.34\00:44:41.74 is that God is the God 00:44:41.78\00:44:43.11 who gives life to the dead and He cause things 00:44:43.14\00:44:45.85 that are not 00:44:45.88\00:44:47.68 as though they already were. 00:44:47.72\00:44:49.78 So we just have to by faith accept we're new creation. 00:44:49.82\00:44:54.06 That's right. 00:44:54.09\00:44:55.42 And we can go back to Lamentations 3:22 00:44:55.46\00:44:58.33 and we can say, Oh, Lord, the old reared its ugly head, 00:44:58.36\00:45:03.97 but thank You that Your mercies are new every morning. 00:45:04.00\00:45:06.47 Thank You for Your faithfulness, 00:45:06.50\00:45:08.54 as Lamentations 3:22 and 23 says. 00:45:08.57\00:45:12.24 And, Lord, just as 1 John 1:9 says, 00:45:12.27\00:45:15.14 "I'm confessing my sin before You, 00:45:15.18\00:45:17.55 thank You that You're faithful 00:45:17.58\00:45:19.38 and just to forgive me of my sin. 00:45:19.41\00:45:21.92 And thank You that my enemies can't rejoice over me 00:45:21.95\00:45:26.72 because when I fall, I will arise." 00:45:26.76\00:45:28.69 Lord, it's You that's bringing me up. 00:45:28.72\00:45:31.23 Amen. 00:45:31.26\00:45:32.59 You know, but if it were not for these kind of promises. 00:45:32.63\00:45:36.70 See, we look to ourself sometimes 00:45:36.73\00:45:38.60 instead of looking to the Lord. 00:45:38.63\00:45:40.50 That's right. That is right. 00:45:40.54\00:45:42.20 What I wanted to share was that, 00:45:42.24\00:45:43.67 you know, we will pray this, 00:45:43.71\00:45:46.27 and we will read it 00:45:46.31\00:45:47.64 and then when you get up from that prayer, 00:45:47.68\00:45:51.45 you take three steps and you're feeling, 00:45:51.48\00:45:54.82 uh, why do I do that. 00:45:54.85\00:45:56.95 And then you are, you know, like the bugs, 00:45:56.99\00:45:59.55 you go back and you are nibbling on stuff 00:45:59.59\00:46:03.02 that the Lord has taken from you, 00:46:03.06\00:46:05.19 He's forgiven you, 00:46:05.23\00:46:06.56 leave it at the foot of the cross, 00:46:06.59\00:46:08.70 but we pick it up and we go with it. 00:46:08.73\00:46:11.03 Amen. 00:46:11.07\00:46:12.40 This is the thing of the nature, 00:46:12.43\00:46:14.60 you know, you're talking about the old nature 00:46:14.64\00:46:16.24 tries to come back again. 00:46:16.27\00:46:17.97 The devil tries to press the buttons 00:46:18.01\00:46:20.74 to make things happen for us to choose 00:46:20.78\00:46:25.41 to do the bad things 00:46:25.45\00:46:26.78 that what we used to do in the past. 00:46:26.82\00:46:29.02 He doesn't just try to push the buttons, 00:46:29.05\00:46:30.49 he is pushing those buttons all along. 00:46:30.52\00:46:34.52 But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory. 00:46:34.56\00:46:37.13 We have a choice to make 00:46:37.16\00:46:39.33 and, you know, 00:46:39.36\00:46:41.13 when I was in high school I used to see... 00:46:41.16\00:46:44.27 There was somebody, 00:46:44.30\00:46:45.63 he wore these shirts with some degree of frequency 00:46:45.67\00:46:48.70 that devil made me do it. 00:46:48.74\00:46:51.11 You're walking on the hallway, there is a guy. 00:46:51.14\00:46:52.64 I went to public school by the way, 00:46:52.67\00:46:54.01 it wasn't a Christian school. 00:46:54.04\00:46:55.38 Ah, Christian high school. 00:46:55.41\00:46:56.75 Anyway, I see the guy, he's like, 00:46:56.78\00:46:58.65 "The devil made me do it." 00:46:58.68\00:47:00.02 But that's a fallacy, 00:47:00.05\00:47:01.38 that's a misunderstanding that people have. 00:47:01.42\00:47:03.75 The devil cannot make you do anything. 00:47:03.79\00:47:06.76 Thanks be to God for that, we have a choice. 00:47:06.79\00:47:09.89 Unfortunately we make the wrong choices 00:47:09.92\00:47:11.63 and we'd go back to that, 00:47:11.66\00:47:13.26 we make a decision to do those things 00:47:13.29\00:47:15.83 the old like you say, 00:47:15.86\00:47:17.87 wants to come back, but we have a choice. 00:47:17.90\00:47:20.27 And when we take our eyes off Jesus 00:47:20.30\00:47:22.60 is when we choose to do those things. 00:47:22.64\00:47:25.24 But it's a battle too, 00:47:25.27\00:47:26.88 because you don't want to do it 00:47:26.91\00:47:28.74 and you are moving away a little bit 00:47:28.78\00:47:30.58 and you are doing, 00:47:30.61\00:47:31.95 you know, this tugging and pulling 00:47:31.98\00:47:35.52 and you're like, Lord, 00:47:35.55\00:47:36.89 I mean it's happened to me at even in my age to say, 00:47:36.92\00:47:40.99 something will come up from the past, 00:47:41.02\00:47:42.59 it's like oh, 00:47:42.62\00:47:43.99 and I start thinking about that, 00:47:44.03\00:47:46.59 and it's like, oh, Lord, 00:47:46.63\00:47:47.96 I don't want to go there, 00:47:48.00\00:47:49.33 you know, please save me from myself, 00:47:49.36\00:47:51.07 you know, so I mean 00:47:51.10\00:47:52.77 I can identify with the people 00:47:52.80\00:47:54.40 who have that tug of war going on, 00:47:54.44\00:47:57.54 you know, when the past wants to come up. 00:47:57.57\00:47:59.37 So, you know, for the people who are watching that are in, 00:47:59.41\00:48:03.88 I'm just gonna go to the extreme, 00:48:03.91\00:48:05.78 you know, crack houses, if somebody's come upon. 00:48:05.81\00:48:08.12 While you taken it out, yeah. 00:48:08.15\00:48:09.92 Somebody's just pass through and flip into the channels 00:48:09.95\00:48:12.22 and had stopped and, 00:48:12.25\00:48:13.79 you know, you're in a situation 00:48:13.82\00:48:15.22 where you can't get out of this. 00:48:15.26\00:48:16.96 I mean this, you're in deep 00:48:16.99\00:48:18.89 and it's not just some of us 00:48:18.93\00:48:20.56 who have been Christians our lives 00:48:20.60\00:48:21.93 and we've fallen back into, 00:48:21.96\00:48:23.30 you know, the things that maybe 00:48:23.33\00:48:24.67 we don't want to enter in but we're talking... 00:48:24.70\00:48:26.37 And they might argue Johnny's point 00:48:26.40\00:48:27.74 that it's a choice 00:48:27.77\00:48:29.10 because at that time they are slaves. 00:48:29.14\00:48:30.94 Right, exactly, and furthermore, 00:48:30.97\00:48:32.91 if they, even if they do turn their life over to Christ 00:48:32.94\00:48:35.31 or for this new beginning. 00:48:35.34\00:48:37.91 This is their lifestyle, this is their living, this is, 00:48:37.95\00:48:40.98 you know, how they are paying the bills. 00:48:41.02\00:48:44.75 You know, and so it's difficult for me 00:48:44.79\00:48:46.99 to answer that question 00:48:47.02\00:48:48.36 or how do I get a new beginning out of that, 00:48:48.39\00:48:51.53 but I do know that even in this choice 00:48:51.56\00:48:53.50 like Johnny is saying, 00:48:53.53\00:48:54.90 you know, there's a sacrifice 00:48:54.93\00:48:57.03 for when we decide to follow Christ 00:48:57.07\00:48:59.63 for that to be able to follow in Him 00:48:59.67\00:49:02.00 in that new beginning, 00:49:02.04\00:49:03.81 we've got to not go back to those things. 00:49:03.84\00:49:07.24 We've got to make and say, okay, 00:49:07.28\00:49:08.91 I'm going to just give up my old life, 00:49:08.94\00:49:11.81 you know, and I know this, 00:49:11.85\00:49:14.25 I can't imagine the sacrifice 00:49:14.28\00:49:16.75 because I was not raised in a situation 00:49:16.79\00:49:18.95 where I, you know had... 00:49:18.99\00:49:20.92 Praying it up. 00:49:20.96\00:49:22.29 I just need... 00:49:22.32\00:49:23.66 Go and expound on this. 00:49:23.69\00:49:25.03 No, what I'm thinking is, 00:49:25.06\00:49:27.16 you know, you had mentioned God in the U-turn. 00:49:27.20\00:49:30.00 Yeah. 00:49:30.03\00:49:31.37 It's not just that God wants us to make a U-turn. 00:49:31.40\00:49:34.24 If He sees us 00:49:34.27\00:49:36.10 and we're heading off of the precipice, 00:49:36.14\00:49:38.47 we're getting ready to go overhead. 00:49:38.51\00:49:40.08 Look at what Acts 5 00:49:40.11\00:49:42.58 and we're going to look at verses 31 00:49:42.61\00:49:47.85 and 32 of Acts Chapter 5 00:49:47.88\00:49:51.39 because there probably 00:49:51.42\00:49:52.75 is someone listening to us right now 00:49:52.79\00:49:56.02 around the world 00:49:56.06\00:49:57.39 who's got this addict, addictive personality. 00:49:57.43\00:50:02.13 I mean, they are addictive to a substance. 00:50:02.16\00:50:03.97 We've all got an addiction to something. 00:50:04.00\00:50:07.07 And it's hard to break a habit, 00:50:07.10\00:50:08.57 but he is talking about Jesus here, 00:50:08.60\00:50:11.64 and it says, Him, talking about Jesus.. 00:50:11.67\00:50:15.31 What verse are you in? I'm sorry, Acts 5:31. 00:50:15.34\00:50:18.35 Thank you. 00:50:18.38\00:50:19.71 "Him God has exalted to his right hand 00:50:19.75\00:50:25.15 to be Prince and Savior," 00:50:25.19\00:50:26.86 so you have a Savior. 00:50:26.89\00:50:29.16 But listen then what he says, 00:50:29.19\00:50:31.73 and we, oh... 00:50:31.76\00:50:33.83 In verse, "To be Prince and Savior, 00:50:33.86\00:50:36.83 to give repentance and forgiveness of sin." 00:50:36.87\00:50:42.64 See, I want to encourage you. 00:50:42.67\00:50:45.87 All habit of sin is difficult to break 00:50:45.91\00:50:50.11 but how often do you... 00:50:50.15\00:50:51.48 I mean, I pray this all the time 00:50:51.51\00:50:53.05 after the Lord showed me the scripture. 00:50:53.08\00:50:55.62 How often do you pray for repentance? 00:50:55.65\00:50:59.15 See, I mean, we asked to confess... 00:50:59.19\00:51:02.56 I mean, we confess our sin, but I always said, 00:51:02.59\00:51:05.89 "Lord, grant me repentance, turn me around." 00:51:05.93\00:51:11.50 It's a gift. 00:51:11.53\00:51:12.87 Turn, yeah, it is repentance is a gift from God. 00:51:12.90\00:51:17.17 We can't do it on our own, 00:51:17.21\00:51:19.64 but when someone who might be in a crack house. 00:51:19.67\00:51:25.25 Let me tell you something. 00:51:25.28\00:51:26.61 I was shocked to learn this. 00:51:26.65\00:51:29.08 Did you know that being clean and sober 00:51:29.12\00:51:33.82 is one half of the first step to recovery? 00:51:33.86\00:51:40.26 I learned that from Cheri Peters. 00:51:40.30\00:51:42.30 We were doing a program with a live audience, 00:51:42.33\00:51:45.23 and somebody stood up and said, 00:51:45.27\00:51:47.64 "My husband was clean and sober for 18 months 00:51:47.67\00:51:50.97 and he's down the toilet again." 00:51:51.01\00:51:55.11 And they were so disappointed. 00:51:55.14\00:51:56.48 She just looked at him and said, "Hey, 00:51:56.51\00:51:58.61 that's one half of the first step to recovery. 00:51:58.65\00:52:02.08 You've got to let God 00:52:02.12\00:52:04.72 cleanse you from the inside out. 00:52:04.75\00:52:06.72 He's the God of new beginnings." 00:52:06.76\00:52:08.79 Amen. Right, yeah. 00:52:08.82\00:52:10.16 He's the one that will change your desires 00:52:10.19\00:52:14.50 and what you have to do is you think 00:52:14.53\00:52:16.13 about how you've been programmed through life. 00:52:16.16\00:52:19.70 If you've been programmed to think 00:52:19.73\00:52:21.94 you're not worth anything, 00:52:21.97\00:52:24.24 I wished I had never given birth to you, you know. 00:52:24.27\00:52:27.94 Let me tell you the truth. 00:52:27.98\00:52:29.31 You are worth nothing less than the price 00:52:29.34\00:52:33.35 that God paid for you... 00:52:33.38\00:52:34.72 Right, wonderful. 00:52:34.75\00:52:36.08 With the precious blood of His Son Jesus Christ. 00:52:36.12\00:52:38.95 So God puts great value on you, 00:52:38.99\00:52:41.26 but you can learn that and you can be going along, 00:52:41.29\00:52:46.59 and you know when you talked about the sacrifices. 00:52:46.63\00:52:48.66 Yeah, you, 00:52:48.70\00:52:50.03 really if you're coming out of that lifestyle, 00:52:50.07\00:52:52.67 the Bible says, 00:52:52.70\00:52:54.30 "Bad company corrupts good morals." 00:52:54.34\00:52:58.47 So sometimes it means, 00:52:58.51\00:52:59.84 you got to make a complete break with your past. 00:52:59.87\00:53:02.44 But let's say you're coming along, 00:53:02.48\00:53:04.91 and all of a sudden the next thing, 00:53:04.95\00:53:06.41 you know, you've been clean and sober 00:53:06.45\00:53:07.78 for six months and you do it again. 00:53:07.82\00:53:11.25 That's when you say, 00:53:11.29\00:53:12.62 do not rejoice over me my enemy. 00:53:12.65\00:53:14.66 Right, fall, I will arise. 00:53:14.69\00:53:16.22 "When I fall, I will arise," Micah 7. 00:53:16.26\00:53:20.73 That's the song right there, you need to write it. 00:53:20.76\00:53:22.36 That is a song. 00:53:22.40\00:53:23.97 Yeah, that is a song. 00:53:24.00\00:53:25.37 Yeah. 00:53:25.40\00:53:26.74 There is a song that talks about that, 00:53:26.77\00:53:28.30 run if you want to run... 00:53:28.34\00:53:29.67 It talk a little bit, when I fall down, 00:53:29.70\00:53:31.71 I'm going to try to get up 00:53:31.74\00:53:33.07 because I didn't start out that way 00:53:33.11\00:53:34.44 you know, but it's the idea of I will rise is just powerful. 00:53:34.48\00:53:37.35 And those things like 00:53:37.38\00:53:38.71 when you start thinking about the sacrifices 00:53:38.75\00:53:40.65 that you make when you come to Lord, 00:53:40.68\00:53:42.48 they're really not sacrifices. 00:53:42.52\00:53:44.29 They are at first. Yeah. 00:53:44.32\00:53:45.99 When you really think about it, it's yes, 00:53:46.02\00:53:48.29 you're going to get out of your comfort zone 00:53:48.32\00:53:51.19 but you had to get comfortable in that zone 00:53:51.23\00:53:53.80 that you were in any way at some point, 00:53:53.83\00:53:56.10 but what you've given up, okay, 00:53:56.13\00:53:57.80 let's take a look at premarital sex 00:53:57.83\00:53:59.70 and promiscuity, right? 00:53:59.73\00:54:01.07 So you're promiscuous 00:54:01.10\00:54:03.14 and now you're at a risk for AIDS for, 00:54:03.17\00:54:05.24 you know, all kinds of STDs and things like that. 00:54:05.27\00:54:08.04 So okay, so you've got to give, you've got to give that up. 00:54:08.08\00:54:11.05 Say, you know, I don't want AIDS, 00:54:11.08\00:54:12.88 I don't want, 00:54:12.91\00:54:14.25 you know, these different diseases 00:54:14.28\00:54:15.62 or say drugs, right? 00:54:15.65\00:54:16.99 So now you're giving up the potential overdose, 00:54:17.02\00:54:20.36 you know, let's say alcohol, 00:54:20.39\00:54:22.32 now you're giving up the potential alcohol 00:54:22.36\00:54:24.43 poisoning or damage to your liver or your organs. 00:54:24.46\00:54:28.86 Let's say, thou shalt not steal, 00:54:28.90\00:54:30.80 so you're... 00:54:30.83\00:54:32.17 Okay, you're not going to steal, 00:54:32.20\00:54:33.54 you're giving up a potential prison sentence. 00:54:33.57\00:54:35.34 Okay, now, 00:54:35.37\00:54:37.14 you know, you're talking about thou shalt not commit adultery. 00:54:37.17\00:54:40.48 So you are saying there are greater blessings. 00:54:40.51\00:54:41.84 Absolutely, it's all for our benefit 00:54:41.88\00:54:43.45 so what we're saying no to... 00:54:43.48\00:54:45.05 For our good. 00:54:45.08\00:54:46.41 Is and what we're giving up is just death over here 00:54:46.45\00:54:51.65 and stepping into life, you know, 00:54:51.69\00:54:53.56 so that's, 00:54:53.59\00:54:55.02 that's one of those things like I used to have. 00:54:55.06\00:54:56.83 I used to struggle with drugs and stuff like that 00:54:56.86\00:54:59.49 as I've talked about before, 00:54:59.53\00:55:01.60 and stepping out of that 00:55:01.63\00:55:03.63 is like so much better on this side, 00:55:03.67\00:55:06.40 you know, I don't have to spend any money 00:55:06.43\00:55:08.27 on that stuff anymore, I don't have, 00:55:08.30\00:55:10.01 you know, I'm not dealing with those types of things, 00:55:10.04\00:55:12.74 I'm not putting myself in messed up situations 00:55:12.77\00:55:16.18 and things like that, so I mean, 00:55:16.21\00:55:18.08 you're really stepping into blessings, 00:55:18.11\00:55:20.85 you know, we can block our own blessings. 00:55:20.88\00:55:23.25 So it's nice to give those things up, absolutely. 00:55:23.28\00:55:26.92 Take a risk. 00:55:26.96\00:55:28.29 You know, I think it's Ecclesiastes 3:11, 00:55:28.32\00:55:30.53 you might double check me on that 00:55:30.56\00:55:31.89 but, let's look at it. 00:55:31.93\00:55:33.80 While you're looking it up, 00:55:33.83\00:55:35.16 I just like to quote it really quick. 00:55:35.20\00:55:36.53 You know, we're talking about people 00:55:36.56\00:55:38.00 that were sinners, 00:55:38.03\00:55:40.20 they were sinners 00:55:40.24\00:55:41.57 and anybody in drug addiction whatever habit you have, 00:55:41.60\00:55:45.27 you know, when you give your life to the Lord 00:55:45.31\00:55:47.18 in 1 John 3:1, 00:55:47.21\00:55:48.54 it says, "Behold what manner of love 00:55:48.58\00:55:50.45 God has bestowed upon us." 00:55:50.48\00:55:52.45 You're children of God, 00:55:52.48\00:55:54.35 you can go from being an enemy of God 00:55:54.38\00:55:56.48 to a child of God. 00:55:56.52\00:55:57.85 Because He is the God of new beginnings. 00:55:57.89\00:55:59.42 That's right. All right. 00:55:59.45\00:56:00.79 so listen to this, Ecclesiastes 3:11, 00:56:00.82\00:56:05.29 "He has made everything beautiful in its time 00:56:05.33\00:56:09.00 and He will make you beautiful too." 00:56:09.03\00:56:11.73 Because when we were singing Jesus loves me. 00:56:11.77\00:56:13.74 Let me tell you something, Jesus loves you too. 00:56:13.77\00:56:15.84 Amen. 00:56:15.87\00:56:17.21 And then He says, 00:56:17.24\00:56:18.57 "Also, 00:56:18.61\00:56:19.94 He has put eternity in their hearts." 00:56:19.97\00:56:26.01 Every one of us is born 00:56:26.05\00:56:30.69 to be loved by God and to love God. 00:56:30.72\00:56:34.02 And when we don't... 00:56:34.06\00:56:36.86 I mean, God puts eternity, He wants, 00:56:36.89\00:56:39.33 we were born to spend eternity with Him. 00:56:39.36\00:56:42.83 But when we don't connect with Him, 00:56:42.86\00:56:47.54 it's that God shaped hole that 00:56:47.57\00:56:49.20 then you're talking about the sex, 00:56:49.24\00:56:52.71 or the drugs, or this or that, 00:56:52.74\00:56:56.31 but let me tell you. 00:56:56.34\00:56:58.08 There's times that we need a new beginning 00:56:58.11\00:57:01.68 because we're gossipers. 00:57:01.72\00:57:04.29 We need a new beginning 00:57:04.32\00:57:06.49 because we love to spread rumors. 00:57:06.52\00:57:08.69 We need a new beginning. 00:57:08.72\00:57:10.06 We can't, we're all sinners. 00:57:10.09\00:57:12.63 Aren't we? Absolutely. 00:57:12.66\00:57:14.00 Our time is all gone. 00:57:14.03\00:57:15.36 I can't believe, I just looked at the clock and saw that. 00:57:15.40\00:57:17.63 Tim, thank you so much. 00:57:17.67\00:57:19.33 Jay, thank you for being here. 00:57:19.37\00:57:22.47 And, oh, we love you Tita and Johnny. 00:57:22.50\00:57:25.57 It is such a blessing. 00:57:25.61\00:57:27.38 We want to thank each one of you at home 00:57:27.41\00:57:29.61 as well for joining us this day, 00:57:29.64\00:57:32.41 and our prayer for you 00:57:32.45\00:57:33.78 is that the grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, 00:57:33.82\00:57:36.28 the love of the Father, 00:57:36.32\00:57:37.65 and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit 00:57:37.69\00:57:39.32 will be with you always. 00:57:39.35\00:57:40.99