I want to spend my life 00:00:01.36\00:00:07.44 Mending broken people 00:00:07.47\00:00:12.27 I wanna spend my life 00:00:12.31\00:00:18.35 Removing pain 00:00:18.38\00:00:23.39 Lord, let my words 00:00:23.42\00:00:29.86 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:29.89\00:00:34.30 I wanna spend my life 00:00:34.33\00:00:39.97 Mending broken people 00:00:40.00\00:00:45.24 I wanna spend my life 00:00:45.27\00:00:50.98 Mending broken people 00:00:51.01\00:00:54.92 Hello, and welcome to 3ABN Family Worship. 00:01:07.26\00:01:10.53 I'm Shelley Quinn. I am J.D. 00:01:10.57\00:01:12.60 And we are so glad that you are joining us, 00:01:12.63\00:01:15.94 sincerely, this is a special time for us, 00:01:15.97\00:01:18.51 because we get to get together 00:01:18.54\00:01:20.58 with our 3ABN family and with you. 00:01:20.61\00:01:23.38 And to worship the Lord 00:01:23.41\00:01:25.25 as we have this Sabbath evening worship 00:01:25.28\00:01:28.98 and we just truly enjoy it. 00:01:29.02\00:01:30.89 Let me introduce very quickly our guest here, 00:01:30.92\00:01:34.92 we have John and Idalia Dinzey. 00:01:34.96\00:01:36.29 Amen. 00:01:36.32\00:01:37.66 He being the General Manager for the 3ABN Latino, 00:01:37.69\00:01:41.60 she being the assistant 00:01:41.63\00:01:42.96 to the general manager in all ways. 00:01:43.00\00:01:44.93 And we just thank you all so much for being here. 00:01:44.97\00:01:48.10 And then next to me, I have Luis Capote, 00:01:48.14\00:01:50.84 who is our program... 00:01:50.87\00:01:53.27 Program... What is it? 00:01:53.31\00:01:55.21 Program Manager, Program Director. 00:01:55.24\00:01:56.58 Program manager. You're the one that works with the schedule. 00:01:56.61\00:01:58.91 Correct. I know 'cause I work with you. 00:01:58.95\00:02:01.98 Know you by name. Yes. 00:02:02.02\00:02:04.62 And then we have Tim Parton, 00:02:04.65\00:02:06.82 who is the General Manager for Praise Him channel, 00:02:06.86\00:02:10.33 we're really excited about some of the new things 00:02:10.36\00:02:13.19 you're doing and the programs. 00:02:13.23\00:02:15.23 Praise the Lord for that. Yeah. 00:02:15.26\00:02:16.60 We're just glad you're part of our family. 00:02:16.63\00:02:18.97 What we're going to be talking about 00:02:19.00\00:02:21.34 this evening is Revive Us. 00:02:21.37\00:02:24.57 We're gonna look to the Lord and ask Him to revive us. 00:02:24.61\00:02:29.38 You know, sometimes we can get in the heat of battle 00:02:29.41\00:02:33.08 and you just nearly feel like you're gonna faint 00:02:33.11\00:02:35.38 and you need to be revived with a refreshing from the Lord 00:02:35.42\00:02:38.59 and that's what we're gonna look at tonight. 00:02:38.62\00:02:40.09 Amen. Amen. 00:02:40.12\00:02:41.46 But let's start with a prayer of praise. 00:02:41.49\00:02:45.49 And, J.D., I'm gonna ask you to start, 00:02:45.53\00:02:47.46 if we just think about something 00:02:47.50\00:02:49.06 you want to praise God for 00:02:49.10\00:02:50.93 and we'll just go around, no particular order, 00:02:50.97\00:02:53.03 just whoever feels led. 00:02:53.07\00:02:54.50 Amen. 00:02:54.54\00:02:56.50 Father, as we come before you in the name of Jesus, 00:02:56.54\00:02:58.74 I just wanna praise your name, give you all glory, Lord, 00:02:58.77\00:03:02.34 and I just, specially for myself, 00:03:02.38\00:03:04.91 for my wife, for my family, dear Father, 00:03:04.95\00:03:06.82 I just thank you for the good health 00:03:06.85\00:03:08.88 that you're giving each one of us. 00:03:08.92\00:03:11.82 Lord, I thank you for the Sabbath day. 00:03:11.85\00:03:14.56 With a busy week, Lord, 00:03:14.59\00:03:16.29 there's a time where we can come 00:03:16.32\00:03:17.69 and we can just lay it all at your feet 00:03:17.73\00:03:20.20 and you can give us that peace and that joy 00:03:20.23\00:03:23.10 that only comes through you. 00:03:23.13\00:03:25.33 I thank you, Father, 00:03:25.37\00:03:26.70 and I praise you for you are God, 00:03:26.74\00:03:29.10 you're a mighty God, transforming God. 00:03:29.14\00:03:31.97 Amen. 00:03:32.01\00:03:33.74 And I thank you and praise you, Lord, 00:03:33.78\00:03:35.14 for your goodness and mercy to us 00:03:35.18\00:03:37.58 and we thank you that your mercy, it says, 00:03:37.61\00:03:39.25 "As far as the east is from the west, 00:03:39.28\00:03:41.12 as high as heaven is from the earth." 00:03:41.15\00:03:43.45 And, Lord, I thank you for that personal relationship 00:03:43.49\00:03:46.22 that every day, throughout the week, 00:03:46.25\00:03:48.92 that you have given me the privilege to serve you, 00:03:48.96\00:03:51.99 and to love you, and to know you 00:03:52.03\00:03:53.53 on a personal basis. 00:03:53.56\00:03:54.90 Amen. 00:03:54.93\00:03:56.26 Father, I just never tire of thanking you 00:03:56.30\00:03:58.10 for your great grace 00:03:58.13\00:04:00.50 and your greatest gifts of grace, for Jesus Christ, 00:04:00.54\00:04:03.61 our Lord and Savior, 00:04:03.64\00:04:05.34 and for the Holy Spirit, and your word, 00:04:05.37\00:04:07.51 and we ask as we come to your word 00:04:07.54\00:04:10.31 that you will send your Holy Spirit to stir our hearts. 00:04:10.35\00:04:16.25 Father, give us ears to hear what the Holy Spirit has to say 00:04:16.28\00:04:20.12 and I pray for every viewer, every listener of this program, 00:04:20.16\00:04:24.76 Lord, that you would pour out your Holy Spirit 00:04:24.79\00:04:27.43 on each and every one of us. 00:04:27.46\00:04:29.20 In Jesus' name, amen. Amen. 00:04:29.23\00:04:30.87 Amen. Amen. 00:04:30.90\00:04:32.23 Well, we are going to do a song. 00:04:32.27\00:04:33.97 Tim Parton is going to play for us 00:04:34.00\00:04:36.81 on the piano and this song is one of my favorites. 00:04:36.84\00:04:40.88 It's Revive Us Again and when we think about it, 00:04:40.91\00:04:44.71 this is a song that we're actually singing to the Lord. 00:04:44.75\00:04:49.35 The words are written out as a prayer, 00:04:49.38\00:04:51.52 so those words would be on the screen 00:04:51.55\00:04:54.09 and we invite you, sing out with gusto. 00:04:54.12\00:04:58.33 We praise Thee, O God! 00:05:04.70\00:05:07.37 For the Son of Thy love. 00:05:07.40\00:05:09.90 For Jesus who died And is now gone above. 00:05:09.94\00:05:15.21 Hallelujah! Thine the glory. 00:05:15.24\00:05:18.01 Hallelujah, Amen. 00:05:18.05\00:05:20.92 Hallelujah! 00:05:20.95\00:05:22.28 Thine the glory Revive us again. 00:05:22.32\00:05:26.52 We praise Thee, O God! 00:05:26.55\00:05:29.19 For Thy Spirit of light Who hath shown us our Savior 00:05:29.22\00:05:34.76 And scattered our night. 00:05:34.80\00:05:37.43 Hallelujah! Thine the glory. 00:05:37.47\00:05:40.14 Hallelujah, Amen. Hallelujah! 00:05:40.17\00:05:44.34 Thine the glory Revive us again. 00:05:44.37\00:05:48.84 All glory and praise To the Lamb that was slain 00:05:48.88\00:05:54.25 Who hath borne all our sins And hath cleansed every stain 00:05:54.28\00:05:59.85 Hallelujah! Thine the glory. 00:05:59.89\00:06:02.56 Hallelujah, Amen. 00:06:02.59\00:06:05.39 Hallelujah! 00:06:05.43\00:06:06.86 Thine the glory Revive us again. 00:06:06.90\00:06:11.30 All glory and praise To the God of all grace 00:06:11.33\00:06:16.84 Who hast brought us And sought us 00:06:16.87\00:06:19.34 And guided our ways. 00:06:19.37\00:06:22.11 Hallelujah! Thine the glory. 00:06:22.14\00:06:24.98 Hallelujah, Amen. 00:06:25.01\00:06:27.62 Hallelujah! 00:06:27.65\00:06:28.98 Thine the glory Revive us again. 00:06:29.02\00:06:33.52 Revive us again Fill each heart with Thy love 00:06:33.56\00:06:38.89 May each soul be rekindled With fire from above. 00:06:38.93\00:06:44.40 Hallelujah! Thine the glory. 00:06:44.43\00:06:47.04 Hallelujah, Amen. 00:06:47.07\00:06:49.70 Hallelujah! 00:06:49.74\00:06:51.37 Thine the glory Revive us again. 00:06:51.41\00:06:57.21 Amen. Amen. 00:06:57.25\00:06:59.08 Hallelujah! Hallelujah! 00:06:59.11\00:07:01.22 Wow. And how we need that revival? 00:07:01.25\00:07:03.99 Amen. 00:07:04.02\00:07:05.35 Well, what we're going to look at, 00:07:05.39\00:07:06.72 I'm going to, I don't know 00:07:06.76\00:07:08.09 if I should take the time but I will. 00:07:08.12\00:07:09.72 We've got 12 scriptures 00:07:09.76\00:07:11.46 that we want to share with you tonight 00:07:11.49\00:07:14.96 and I hope we get to all of them. 00:07:15.00\00:07:16.67 But what I'm going to do first is 00:07:16.70\00:07:18.77 I'm taking the scriptures of God 00:07:18.80\00:07:22.50 and now I'm gonna pray them back to the Lord 00:07:22.54\00:07:25.47 and then you will see the supporting scriptures 00:07:25.51\00:07:27.78 in just a moment. 00:07:27.81\00:07:29.14 So here is, we call this an affirmation from scripture 00:07:29.18\00:07:33.42 and here's what is written. 00:07:33.45\00:07:36.38 All based on scripture. 00:07:36.42\00:07:38.55 Oh, Father, how did this happen? 00:07:38.59\00:07:40.09 How did I become careless 00:07:40.12\00:07:42.26 and calloused about things that concern You most? 00:07:42.29\00:07:45.39 I don't want to store up wrath 00:07:45.43\00:07:46.93 for the day of your righteous judgment, 00:07:46.96\00:07:48.83 cause me to examine my ways and turn back fully to you. 00:07:48.86\00:07:53.87 I've stumbled in the sin of self-satisfaction. 00:07:53.90\00:07:58.04 My priorities are upside down. 00:07:58.07\00:07:59.71 I have forsaken you as my first love. 00:07:59.74\00:08:03.08 Forgive me, Lord, 00:08:03.11\00:08:04.65 take away my iniquity 00:08:04.68\00:08:06.05 and receive me graciously, I pray. 00:08:06.08\00:08:08.28 My soul is laid low. 00:08:08.32\00:08:10.35 Revive me in keeping with your word, in your tender love, 00:08:10.39\00:08:13.86 according to Your promise. 00:08:13.89\00:08:15.66 I pray for Your mercy and salvation, 00:08:15.69\00:08:17.69 that I may rejoice in You again. 00:08:17.73\00:08:20.53 Cause me to seek You in prayer, and in the word, 00:08:20.56\00:08:23.30 and hear Your voice of unfailing love in the morning. 00:08:23.33\00:08:26.30 Cause me to know the way in which I should stand, 00:08:26.33\00:08:29.14 deliver me from the enemy of my soul, 00:08:29.17\00:08:31.61 teach me to do your will, lead me in your ways, 00:08:31.64\00:08:35.38 revive me for the sake of Your name and righteousness, 00:08:35.41\00:08:39.41 bring my soul out of trouble. 00:08:39.45\00:08:41.65 Father, abolish my apathy. 00:08:41.68\00:08:44.89 Create in me a clean heart. 00:08:44.92\00:08:46.25 Renew a steadfast spirit within me. 00:08:46.29\00:08:48.02 Do not cast me away from Your presence. 00:08:48.06\00:08:51.13 Do not take your precious Holy Spirit from me. 00:08:51.16\00:08:54.00 Restore to me the joy of Your salvation 00:08:54.03\00:08:56.26 and uphold me by Your spirit. 00:08:56.30\00:08:58.33 Then I will share the good news of Your love 00:08:58.37\00:09:00.64 and mercy with others, 00:09:00.67\00:09:02.00 and sinners will turn to You for salvation. 00:09:02.04\00:09:05.81 Holy and righteous Father, keep Your hand upon me, 00:09:05.84\00:09:08.91 revive me, breathe Your life into me, 00:09:08.94\00:09:13.25 and I will call upon Your name. 00:09:13.28\00:09:15.58 Restore me, Lord God Almighty. 00:09:15.62\00:09:18.32 Cause Your face to shine upon me in favor 00:09:18.35\00:09:22.32 and I will be saved. 00:09:22.36\00:09:23.86 Amen. Amen and amen. 00:09:23.89\00:09:25.76 Beautiful. 00:09:25.79\00:09:27.13 That affirmation is taken from 12 scriptures 00:09:27.16\00:09:30.47 and I'd like us to look at each one of those scriptures. 00:09:30.50\00:09:34.24 Have all of us, I assume, been in that place 00:09:34.27\00:09:38.61 where you know that you need God 00:09:38.64\00:09:40.14 to breathe on you again. 00:09:40.18\00:09:41.51 Almost at... 00:09:41.54\00:09:42.88 Or revive you. Yes. 00:09:42.91\00:09:44.25 Even when you're in full-time ministry, 00:09:44.28\00:09:45.61 you can get so busy doing good things that, 00:09:45.65\00:09:47.88 especially, you're in full-time ministry. 00:09:47.92\00:09:50.25 Yeah. 00:09:50.29\00:09:51.62 So this is something that, it's such a serious topic 00:09:51.65\00:09:54.79 and we know that if we've all faced this, 00:09:54.82\00:09:57.43 we trust that you have faced it as well. 00:09:57.46\00:09:59.53 But the good news is, 00:09:59.56\00:10:01.23 all you have to do is cry out to the Lord 00:10:01.26\00:10:03.67 and say, "Revive me." 00:10:03.70\00:10:05.10 And He is anxious to do that very thing. 00:10:05.13\00:10:07.64 Shelley, that's interesting, that you would say, you know, 00:10:07.67\00:10:10.91 speaking from your stance, being in the ministry. 00:10:10.94\00:10:13.84 I would say to any of us 00:10:13.88\00:10:15.28 who have been Christians for a certain amount of time, 00:10:15.31\00:10:18.38 a longer amount of time, 00:10:18.41\00:10:20.22 how easy it is to get in the place where we need revival 00:10:20.25\00:10:26.35 because we get in a groove of thinking 00:10:26.39\00:10:29.39 that we've got it all down. 00:10:29.42\00:10:31.09 We've got, we know, even, 00:10:31.13\00:10:32.86 because even if we're for a relationship with Christ, 00:10:32.89\00:10:35.06 and we're reading the word, 00:10:35.10\00:10:36.43 we're doing all the right things. 00:10:36.46\00:10:37.80 That's true. 00:10:37.83\00:10:39.17 Romans 2:5, which is one of the first scriptures 00:10:39.20\00:10:43.20 in that prayer that you... 00:10:43.24\00:10:46.14 The paragraph that you read. 00:10:46.17\00:10:49.81 First of all, I'll read that scripture. 00:10:49.84\00:10:51.48 It says, Romans 2:5, 00:10:51.51\00:10:53.52 "But in accordance with your hardness 00:10:53.55\00:10:55.98 and your impenitent heart 00:10:56.02\00:10:57.75 you are treasuring up for yourself wrath 00:10:57.79\00:11:00.26 in the day of wrath 00:11:00.29\00:11:01.62 and revelation of the righteous judgment of God." 00:11:01.66\00:11:04.29 Paul is talking to the Romans. 00:11:04.33\00:11:07.46 In the first chapter, 00:11:07.50\00:11:08.83 the chapter prior to chapter two, 00:11:08.86\00:11:13.54 he has been talking about how he is not ashamed of Christ 00:11:13.57\00:11:17.77 and then he goes into talking about the people like him, 00:11:17.81\00:11:21.81 starting in verse 18, 00:11:21.84\00:11:23.45 he starts talking about God's holy wrath indignation 00:11:23.48\00:11:26.68 and indignation are revealed against all the men, 00:11:26.72\00:11:31.59 who in their wickedness repressed the truth 00:11:31.62\00:11:34.76 and then you can read verses 18 through 32 00:11:34.79\00:11:39.39 where he's talking about, they and them, 00:11:39.43\00:11:40.83 and all the sins that they commit 00:11:40.86\00:11:43.23 and it's just, kind of, gets into really dark. 00:11:43.26\00:11:48.77 In chapter two, he turns around 00:11:48.80\00:11:52.31 and starts talking to the Romans. 00:11:52.34\00:11:55.78 And he's saying to, to the saints, 00:11:55.81\00:11:59.05 to the Christians. 00:11:59.08\00:12:00.42 He's saying, "To you though, 00:12:00.45\00:12:03.12 you have no excuse if you judge..." 00:12:03.15\00:12:06.22 Yes. 00:12:06.25\00:12:07.92 "Those who are sinning." 00:12:07.96\00:12:11.33 And so in verse five it says that your callous stubbornness, 00:12:11.36\00:12:15.26 those, that impenitence of heart, 00:12:15.30\00:12:17.33 you who are storing up wrath and indignation for yourself 00:12:17.37\00:12:20.37 on the day of wrath and judgment, 00:12:20.40\00:12:21.74 by judging those who sin. 00:12:21.77\00:12:25.41 Which only tells me that revival is for me, 00:12:25.44\00:12:28.74 for personal, it makes it personal. 00:12:28.78\00:12:31.68 I am not to go judging everyone else who is sinning, 00:12:31.71\00:12:38.55 whenever I listen, when I read the word of God, 00:12:38.59\00:12:40.66 when I listen to sermons, I am to use a rake, 00:12:40.69\00:12:44.59 and rake in these words, 00:12:44.63\00:12:47.33 it's not a shovel to shovel on somebody else's problems. 00:12:47.36\00:12:51.37 It's for me to assess my life, to assess where I am in Christ, 00:12:51.40\00:12:56.84 the pronouns in chapter one talk about, they and them, 00:12:56.87\00:13:00.94 talking about the sins and the sinners. 00:13:00.98\00:13:03.38 But in chapter two, 00:13:03.41\00:13:04.75 it says, "To you who are judging that's..." 00:13:04.78\00:13:09.98 It's just, that's what it's saying, 00:13:10.02\00:13:11.35 "But in accordance with your hardness 00:13:11.39\00:13:13.25 and your impenitent heart..." 00:13:13.29\00:13:17.13 So I've got to just constantly be praying, 00:13:17.16\00:13:20.50 God, revive me to... 00:13:20.53\00:13:24.60 What do you say? 00:13:24.63\00:13:25.97 Keep me from constantly being judgmental 00:13:26.00\00:13:28.10 of everyone else's sin. 00:13:28.14\00:13:31.14 Let me look at the mirror, the man in the mirror, 00:13:31.17\00:13:33.68 that's who, that's who I'm responsible for. 00:13:33.71\00:13:36.11 I want to, you know, 00:13:36.14\00:13:37.48 share the love of Christ with everybody 00:13:37.51\00:13:38.85 but it's me who I've got to, 00:13:38.88\00:13:41.92 I've got to live. 00:13:41.95\00:13:43.28 I've got to answer for myself. 00:13:43.32\00:13:45.45 That's... 00:13:45.49\00:13:46.82 And God in His kindness leads me to repentance, 00:13:46.86\00:13:50.19 in verse four of that same chapter, 00:13:50.23\00:13:52.89 right before five, the last part of it, 00:13:52.93\00:13:54.96 "Are you unmindful 00:13:55.00\00:13:56.33 or actually ignorant of the fact 00:13:56.36\00:13:57.70 that God's kindness is intended to lead you to repent." 00:13:57.73\00:14:01.24 So, so this is a, kind of, interesting place to start 00:14:01.27\00:14:04.51 when we talk about, Revive me, oh, Lord. 00:14:04.54\00:14:07.11 It's, it's at a place of realizing, 00:14:07.14\00:14:10.55 "Okay, this is about me. 00:14:10.58\00:14:12.21 I've got to, you know, 00:14:12.25\00:14:13.58 get my eyes off of everybody else's sin. 00:14:13.62\00:14:15.38 I've got to figure out where I am with Christ." 00:14:15.42\00:14:17.59 When you think about it, 00:14:17.62\00:14:18.95 what is the root of being judgmental? 00:14:18.99\00:14:22.22 It's pride. Right. 00:14:22.26\00:14:23.59 You know, and that's just the opposite. 00:14:23.63\00:14:25.13 I mean, that's, that's the original sin. 00:14:25.16\00:14:26.90 So that's why we've got to be humble enough to come 00:14:26.93\00:14:30.63 before the Lord and ask Him to grant us repentance, 00:14:30.67\00:14:34.40 to revive us. 00:14:34.44\00:14:36.47 So that's an excellent, excellent starting place. 00:14:36.50\00:14:40.21 Yes. 00:14:40.24\00:14:41.64 I can see how we can... 00:14:41.68\00:14:43.91 It's easy to see somebody else's sins 00:14:43.95\00:14:46.48 and feel good about ourselves. 00:14:46.51\00:14:48.22 Well, I am not doing that, you know, I am better. 00:14:48.25\00:14:52.95 I'm not that bad into sin, right? 00:14:52.99\00:14:55.79 So unfortunately, we get into that mentality, 00:14:55.82\00:14:58.46 but God is so merciful and if we should suscept, 00:14:58.49\00:15:02.46 that gift of kindness, 00:15:02.50\00:15:04.23 you know, from God and put it into practice. 00:15:04.27\00:15:07.10 He tells us to, let us search out 00:15:07.14\00:15:09.20 and examine our ways and turn back to the Lord 00:15:09.24\00:15:12.77 as it is in Lamentations 3:40, 00:15:12.81\00:15:16.21 "Let us search out and examine our ways." 00:15:16.24\00:15:19.48 You know, we're so busy searching 00:15:19.51\00:15:21.15 and examining somebody else's life. 00:15:21.18\00:15:23.59 It's time for us to get busy and for me, to search, 00:15:23.62\00:15:28.42 oh, I didn't examine my life, 00:15:28.46\00:15:31.79 just like we were mentioning earlier, 00:15:31.83\00:15:33.86 we get so involved in ministry, we have so many engagements. 00:15:33.90\00:15:38.13 But the time alone with Christ is the most sweet moment 00:15:38.17\00:15:42.07 that we can take in during the day. 00:15:42.10\00:15:44.64 And it's easy to just "think" that we're okay. 00:15:44.67\00:15:49.41 But in reality, 00:15:49.44\00:15:51.51 we need to make a self-evaluation. 00:15:51.55\00:15:54.68 I think it's every day because we're asked to, 00:15:54.72\00:15:57.02 you know, late, take up the cross everyday, right? 00:15:57.05\00:16:01.69 So one time the Lord said to me 00:16:01.72\00:16:03.56 and when I say that, you know what I'm talking about, 00:16:03.59\00:16:06.09 the still small voice of the Lord, 00:16:06.13\00:16:07.90 the Holy Spirit pressed this thought upon me. 00:16:07.93\00:16:10.57 Because I know I was going in the right direction 00:16:10.60\00:16:12.57 and that's what He said, 00:16:12.60\00:16:13.94 "You're headed in the right direction, 00:16:13.97\00:16:15.30 but you're looking over your shoulder." 00:16:15.34\00:16:17.24 And He said, "Turn full face to me, child." 00:16:17.27\00:16:20.78 And sometimes, you know, this is something 00:16:20.81\00:16:23.71 that He doesn't want just our service. 00:16:23.75\00:16:27.68 God wants this, He wants to turn our face, 00:16:27.72\00:16:31.45 full face to Him 00:16:31.49\00:16:32.82 where there's that real intimacy of relationship 00:16:32.85\00:16:36.69 and if you lose the intimacy of relationship, 00:16:36.73\00:16:39.69 you need revival or you're not. 00:16:39.73\00:16:42.20 You know, it's like a runner. 00:16:42.23\00:16:43.93 They don't look sideways, they don't look to the back. 00:16:43.97\00:16:46.13 They don't. 00:16:46.17\00:16:47.50 And we are in a race, 00:16:47.54\00:16:48.87 you know, so we're heaven-bound, 00:16:48.90\00:16:51.87 so we cannot look back, we cannot look to the sides. 00:16:51.91\00:16:54.98 Yes, we must pray for our brethren, 00:16:55.01\00:16:56.98 for our families. 00:16:57.01\00:16:58.35 We have to pray for our own souls 00:16:58.38\00:17:00.05 to be able to finish the race. 00:17:00.08\00:17:01.68 Amen. 00:17:01.72\00:17:03.35 You know, when, when God is trying to work with us 00:17:03.39\00:17:06.65 and we actually feel, 00:17:06.69\00:17:08.16 when He's reviving us from whatever issue 00:17:08.19\00:17:11.99 that we're going through, 00:17:12.03\00:17:13.36 I was born an Adventist, fourth generation Adventist, 00:17:13.40\00:17:16.10 so it's difficult to actually see that in my life, 00:17:16.13\00:17:21.20 but now that I'm in prison ministry, 00:17:21.24\00:17:23.44 when I see the awakening of the inmates, 00:17:23.47\00:17:27.38 when I see their change, when I see how, 00:17:27.41\00:17:31.58 how they completely have turned around 00:17:31.61\00:17:35.38 their thought process, 00:17:35.42\00:17:36.75 what they wanted before, now they don't, 00:17:36.79\00:17:38.62 now they're focusing on Jesus. 00:17:38.65\00:17:40.99 This is beautiful to see, 00:17:41.02\00:17:42.82 it's hard to see sometimes in us 00:17:42.86\00:17:44.76 because we think we're, we're in the ministry, 00:17:44.79\00:17:47.30 we're teaching, we're preaching, 00:17:47.33\00:17:48.70 we're doing all of these things, 00:17:48.73\00:17:50.07 we're hitting the right way, Lord. 00:17:50.10\00:17:51.97 So when God is trying to, to revive us. 00:17:52.00\00:17:55.27 Well, we think, "Oh, well, you know, 00:17:55.30\00:17:57.14 that's just part of the course." 00:17:57.17\00:17:59.37 But when we are seeing in others, 00:17:59.41\00:18:01.94 when you are, Shelley, 00:18:01.98\00:18:03.65 or when you are preaching and you see these individuals, 00:18:03.68\00:18:06.15 you make the altar call, and you see individuals coming, 00:18:06.18\00:18:09.52 and you see their life being revived, being renewed. 00:18:09.55\00:18:13.79 How does that make you feel? 00:18:13.82\00:18:15.16 It's incredible. 00:18:15.19\00:18:16.52 Isn't it amazing? It is. 00:18:16.56\00:18:17.89 You know... 00:18:17.93\00:18:19.26 But I always feel like, I, when I make an altar call, 00:18:19.29\00:18:20.63 that I ought to be down there too. 00:18:20.66\00:18:22.46 That's good. 00:18:22.50\00:18:23.83 You know, I want to say one thing. 00:18:23.87\00:18:25.40 You were not born an Adventist, 00:18:25.43\00:18:27.64 you were born into an Adventist family, 00:18:27.67\00:18:30.51 because I hear people say that so many times 00:18:30.54\00:18:33.21 and, and God doesn't have grandchildren, 00:18:33.24\00:18:36.38 He only has children. 00:18:36.41\00:18:37.75 So the point is you became an Adventist Christian 00:18:37.78\00:18:41.38 as you were rooted in these teachings 00:18:41.42\00:18:46.55 throughout your childhood which is just incredible. 00:18:46.59\00:18:49.82 Well, J.D. 00:18:49.86\00:18:52.23 I don't know why I have this one 00:18:52.26\00:18:55.76 but then again I do know why, 00:18:55.80\00:18:57.27 because we don't talk about a period of my life 00:18:57.30\00:19:00.74 and that's talking about a backslider, 00:19:00.77\00:19:02.90 we're going to go to Proverbs 14:14. 00:19:02.94\00:19:05.74 "The backslider in heart." 00:19:05.77\00:19:07.18 Wow! 00:19:07.21\00:19:08.54 The heart, your mind, they're tied in there together, 00:19:08.58\00:19:10.15 will be filled with His own ways. 00:19:10.18\00:19:12.11 His own ways. 00:19:12.15\00:19:13.48 You're just very selfish. Don't know how you...? 00:19:13.52\00:19:15.98 You go from Christianity, 00:19:16.02\00:19:18.85 having, growing up in a Christian home, 00:19:18.89\00:19:20.76 loving the Lord, and then, 00:19:20.79\00:19:23.26 here you're underneath that category 00:19:23.29\00:19:25.53 called a backslider. 00:19:25.56\00:19:27.30 But then as I think about it, it's because you're selfish. 00:19:27.33\00:19:31.90 Verses, now Proverbs is written by a very wise man, 00:19:31.93\00:19:35.44 now just this sounds like a wise man writing this, 00:19:35.47\00:19:38.41 "The backslider in heart 00:19:38.44\00:19:40.44 will be filled with His own ways, 00:19:40.48\00:19:42.04 but a good man will be satisfied from above." 00:19:42.08\00:19:46.92 Wow! Who's above? 00:19:46.95\00:19:48.55 Jesus is above. 00:19:48.58\00:19:50.15 So here you have that opportunity, are we satisfied? 00:19:50.19\00:19:53.76 Are we dissatisfied? 00:19:53.79\00:19:55.26 Here again, is it dark? Or is it light? 00:19:55.29\00:19:58.49 And thank you, Jesus, being... 00:19:58.53\00:20:05.90 Now I am a backslider again, backsliding toward Jesus. 00:20:05.93\00:20:10.97 You know, and I can tell you which one I prefer. 00:20:11.01\00:20:14.54 Amen. Amen. 00:20:14.58\00:20:15.91 Because I know, one, you have joy in your heart. 00:20:15.94\00:20:19.25 The other, you have condemnation in your heart. 00:20:19.28\00:20:21.22 Always wondering what's wrong because it just wouldn't fit 00:20:21.25\00:20:25.02 and so I would imagine most people that you talk to, 00:20:25.05\00:20:28.72 they've been on the right track 00:20:28.76\00:20:30.23 and then they found them on the wrong track, 00:20:30.26\00:20:32.16 right track, wrong track, 00:20:32.19\00:20:34.23 and I just speak from my own heart. 00:20:34.26\00:20:38.90 There's only one heart, one heart, 00:20:38.93\00:20:40.87 and that's just, boy, you put it perfectly. 00:20:40.90\00:20:42.60 I never thought about this. 00:20:42.64\00:20:43.97 Boy, when you're running that race, man, 00:20:44.01\00:20:45.34 you've got your eyes focused on winning. 00:20:45.37\00:20:48.38 Amen. 00:20:48.41\00:20:49.74 And backsliding, you looking over your shoulder 00:20:49.78\00:20:52.81 to see who's chasing you, I know, so thank you, Jesus. 00:20:52.85\00:20:56.92 I thank you, Jesus, that I got a chance 00:20:56.95\00:20:59.42 to look into my own life on this scripture. 00:20:59.45\00:21:01.26 But, you know, but I... I'm sorry. 00:21:01.29\00:21:03.59 I do appreciate someone with the Spirit of heaven 00:21:03.63\00:21:07.70 to put their arm around me and say, "You know, Idalia. 00:21:07.73\00:21:11.17 I noticed, may I pray for you? 00:21:11.20\00:21:13.57 You know, I wanna help you." 00:21:13.60\00:21:16.17 We're not judging 00:21:16.20\00:21:17.61 but we are nurturing each other. 00:21:17.64\00:21:21.31 Now, you can try to nurture someone with the wrong spirit. 00:21:21.34\00:21:25.95 Like, "You know, Idalia. 00:21:25.98\00:21:28.02 Let me tell you how it is, you know, I've been... 00:21:28.05\00:21:30.72 You know, what you need to do is you need to read the Bible, 00:21:30.75\00:21:33.36 you need to do this, you need to do that." 00:21:33.39\00:21:35.12 When a simple," Idalia, may I pray it with you?" 00:21:35.16\00:21:37.99 You know, I feel something that you're going through and... 00:21:38.03\00:21:42.10 And that just, I don't feel that you're judging me 00:21:42.13\00:21:45.47 but that the Lord is using you, 00:21:45.50\00:21:47.80 because we don't realize that we're backsliding. 00:21:47.84\00:21:50.44 We don't realize that we are leaving our first love, 00:21:50.47\00:21:53.84 you know, and it's like we need to work together, 00:21:53.88\00:21:57.68 we're a team, right? 00:21:57.71\00:21:59.35 So... 00:21:59.38\00:22:00.72 I say that, the Christian walk, 00:22:00.75\00:22:02.92 have you ever seen kids running up and down the escalator? 00:22:02.95\00:22:04.65 Oh, yes. 00:22:04.69\00:22:06.02 Okay, so we do agree. 00:22:06.05\00:22:07.62 We do agree... 00:22:07.66\00:22:10.63 The trend of the world is going down. 00:22:10.66\00:22:12.99 So, and the Christian walk, 00:22:13.03\00:22:14.76 it's like when you see a child walking up the down escalator 00:22:14.80\00:22:18.87 but if, if you stop, 00:22:18.90\00:22:22.20 if you're walking up the down escalator 00:22:22.24\00:22:24.04 and you stop progressing, 00:22:24.07\00:22:26.07 stop going forward, what happens? 00:22:26.11\00:22:28.28 You go down. 00:22:28.31\00:22:29.64 So that's the secret I think in, 00:22:29.68\00:22:34.15 to prevent backsliding 00:22:34.18\00:22:36.55 is we have to constantly be going toward the Lord. 00:22:36.58\00:22:40.22 We can't, if you stop trying to connect with God, 00:22:40.26\00:22:44.49 if you stop progressing, 00:22:44.53\00:22:47.83 you're gonna go back, backwards, 00:22:47.86\00:22:50.17 that's just the bottom line. 00:22:50.20\00:22:51.70 And if you taste it, 00:22:51.73\00:22:53.07 if you've tasted the Christian life, 00:22:53.10\00:22:56.50 you know the Holy Spirit 00:22:56.54\00:22:59.41 will certainly remind you all day long. 00:22:59.44\00:23:01.44 Yes. 00:23:01.48\00:23:02.81 And, you know, and so I just, I just, 00:23:02.84\00:23:06.48 I'm learning more all the time of, 00:23:06.51\00:23:08.15 of what a gift the Holy Spirit is 'cause it does, kind of, 00:23:08.18\00:23:12.12 keeps you inside those parameters, 00:23:12.15\00:23:13.49 those red flags, 00:23:13.52\00:23:14.86 they just go up on every, 00:23:14.89\00:23:16.22 kind of, skew a little bit and... 00:23:16.26\00:23:17.59 That's why the importance of having that 00:23:17.63\00:23:20.10 personal relationship with Christ... 00:23:20.13\00:23:21.93 Every day, it is revival I grew up in, in revivals, 00:23:21.96\00:23:27.24 it was like once a week. 00:23:27.27\00:23:28.60 Once a year, a week long event, 00:23:28.64\00:23:31.37 revival is everyday, I need, I need a daily vitamin, 00:23:31.41\00:23:35.38 that's why it's called daily vitamin, 00:23:35.41\00:23:37.25 you know, and then you can, maybe, 00:23:37.28\00:23:38.61 if you have to have some more supplements for other things, 00:23:38.65\00:23:40.92 to build things. 00:23:40.95\00:23:42.28 But a daily resurgence, and renewing, and restoring, 00:23:42.32\00:23:46.96 that's, that's what, 00:23:46.99\00:23:48.66 that's why it is important to have it every day. 00:23:48.69\00:23:51.33 I think it's important even, you know, to mention that, 00:23:51.36\00:23:55.16 yes, we, we have hectic schedules. 00:23:55.20\00:23:57.90 There are some single fathers out there 00:23:57.93\00:23:59.97 trying to make braids on their little girl's hair, 00:24:00.00\00:24:02.27 trying to rush out the door to get to the, 00:24:02.30\00:24:04.41 to the school in time, to get to work on time, 00:24:04.44\00:24:07.28 but that they, they need to know that even this song 00:24:07.31\00:24:11.71 that we sang at the beginning of this program, 00:24:11.75\00:24:14.38 it was so uplifting to my spirit, you know, 00:24:14.42\00:24:17.29 Revive Us Again, and yours, I'm gonna sing all day, 00:24:17.32\00:24:20.12 "Hallelujah, Thine the glory," 00:24:20.16\00:24:22.36 and you're gonna continue that praise 00:24:22.39\00:24:24.09 and it's gonna help you. 00:24:24.13\00:24:25.46 So if you don't have time to sit down 00:24:25.49\00:24:27.93 with the Lord for five minutes, 00:24:27.96\00:24:29.63 please don't feel that 00:24:29.66\00:24:31.63 the Lord is not gonna take that moment 00:24:31.67\00:24:33.44 to connect with you, and you connect with Him. 00:24:33.47\00:24:36.17 So, guys, let's read. 00:24:36.20\00:24:39.07 Let's see Revelation 2:4, 00:24:39.11\00:24:41.78 It says, "Nevertheless I have this against you, 00:24:41.81\00:24:45.35 that you have left your first love." 00:24:45.38\00:24:49.18 Who's speaking here? 00:24:49.22\00:24:50.59 My goodness, I tell you, 00:24:50.62\00:24:52.49 we have got to self-evaluate our lives, 00:24:52.52\00:24:56.26 we don't realize 00:24:56.29\00:24:57.63 when we are leaving that first love 00:24:57.66\00:24:59.23 because everything becomes so a routine, 00:24:59.26\00:25:01.26 everything is expected and you just do things 00:25:01.30\00:25:04.07 because this is the day you do this, 00:25:04.10\00:25:05.73 this is where you go then and, you know, so, we do need to... 00:25:05.77\00:25:10.07 This goes back to what you said. 00:25:10.11\00:25:12.04 Those of us who are in ministry, 00:25:12.07\00:25:15.48 all the ministries, where they are 00:25:15.51\00:25:16.85 to the church of Ephesians, 00:25:16.88\00:25:18.38 and the, they were doing all the right things 00:25:18.41\00:25:21.32 and all their activities, 00:25:21.35\00:25:22.68 you know, they were really working at, it looked, 00:25:22.72\00:25:25.75 "Look busy, Jesus is coming." 00:25:25.79\00:25:27.19 You know, it's what they, kind of their motto. 00:25:27.22\00:25:28.96 Amen. 00:25:28.99\00:25:30.33 But He says, "Where is your love?" 00:25:30.36\00:25:31.83 It's just routine. 00:25:31.86\00:25:33.80 Right, right, and so we can, we can be doing it, 00:25:33.83\00:25:37.20 but what's our motive for doing it? 00:25:37.23\00:25:38.63 But, and, you know, we remember, 00:25:38.67\00:25:40.07 when you have that first love experience with Jesus. 00:25:40.10\00:25:44.44 I mean, He was all you wanted to talk about, 00:25:44.47\00:25:46.41 you wanted to share Him with others. 00:25:46.44\00:25:48.88 You were so, and you couldn't wait to get into the word, 00:25:48.91\00:25:52.28 prayer was such a joy and sometimes, 00:25:52.31\00:25:56.08 and I do believe that being a Christian, 00:25:56.12\00:25:59.25 it's like a three-legged stool, you've got prayer, 00:25:59.29\00:26:02.02 you've got the word, and you've got service, 00:26:02.06\00:26:04.13 and without any one of those three, 00:26:04.16\00:26:06.23 you're gonna flop. 00:26:06.26\00:26:08.23 But if you let, 00:26:08.26\00:26:11.23 everything you're doing being service 00:26:11.27\00:26:14.30 and you forget your first love, 00:26:14.34\00:26:16.97 that He's the reason you're doing it. 00:26:17.01\00:26:19.34 If you don't stay in the word, stay in prayer with Him, 00:26:19.37\00:26:23.88 then suddenly, it becomes dry as the hills... 00:26:23.91\00:26:26.31 Right. 00:26:26.35\00:26:27.68 Can you imagine sitting on a, a one-legged stool? 00:26:27.72\00:26:30.99 I mean, you've got to use your two legs to balance. 00:26:31.02\00:26:34.26 That's right. 00:26:34.29\00:26:35.62 And how tiring that gets, just like you're saying. 00:26:35.66\00:26:38.06 Yes, yes. I'm exhausted. 00:26:38.09\00:26:39.56 Well, because I've been relying on my own strength 00:26:39.59\00:26:41.66 to stay balanced, 00:26:41.70\00:26:43.16 but it's, if you use those three legs, 00:26:43.20\00:26:45.73 that's you state, that's, God's got it all figured out. 00:26:45.77\00:26:49.84 Amen, hallelujah! 00:26:49.87\00:26:55.01 It's very interesting, I think, for some people. 00:26:55.04\00:27:00.15 It's almost like how can that be 00:27:00.18\00:27:02.78 that you're involved in ministry and, 00:27:02.82\00:27:05.42 you know, you're not connected to the Lord? 00:27:05.45\00:27:07.16 It's interesting. 00:27:07.19\00:27:08.62 I remember many years ago, 00:27:08.66\00:27:10.49 when I was a teenager and I had the, 00:27:10.53\00:27:12.69 I was given the opportunity to do a youth program. 00:27:12.73\00:27:15.83 And you have to prepare the whole thing 00:27:15.86\00:27:17.53 and I decided that day, to talk about how rain happens. 00:27:17.57\00:27:23.17 And we, I mean, I really studied this thing, 00:27:23.20\00:27:27.41 how rain happens? 00:27:27.44\00:27:28.78 And how the moisture goes up into the air and, 00:27:28.81\00:27:31.71 and little specks of dust 00:27:31.75\00:27:33.65 get attached to the water molecules 00:27:33.68\00:27:35.22 and, and then eventually they fall, 00:27:35.25\00:27:36.99 and give people different parts, 00:27:37.02\00:27:39.29 and they shared all these things. 00:27:39.32\00:27:41.52 And then after it was all over, 00:27:41.56\00:27:44.79 the Lord said something to me that I said, I said, "Wow! 00:27:44.83\00:27:50.00 You're right, Lord." 00:27:50.03\00:27:51.37 And this is what He said, you know, 00:27:51.40\00:27:52.73 I didn't hear an audible voice 00:27:52.77\00:27:54.10 but I know the Lord talked to me. 00:27:54.14\00:27:55.47 He said, "Where was I in all of your explanation?" 00:27:55.50\00:27:59.91 See we've got, I got caught up in the mechanics 00:27:59.94\00:28:02.74 of all the scientific explanation of how rain occurs, 00:28:02.78\00:28:06.92 but God was out of it. 00:28:06.95\00:28:08.28 Mercy. And I felt, "Wow!" 00:28:08.32\00:28:10.95 And I really said, "Thank you, Lord. 00:28:10.99\00:28:13.09 Forgive me, forgive me." 00:28:13.12\00:28:15.52 And I said, "I will, by your grace, 00:28:15.56\00:28:17.33 never allow this to happen again." 00:28:17.36\00:28:19.56 And as we sang this song, Revive Us, O Lord. 00:28:19.59\00:28:23.26 Thine is the glory. 00:28:23.30\00:28:24.63 And all these things that... 00:28:24.67\00:28:26.53 So when we're involved in ministry, 00:28:26.57\00:28:28.34 if we forget the Lord of ministry, 00:28:28.37\00:28:33.14 we can't get this connected 00:28:33.17\00:28:34.51 even though we're involved in ministries. 00:28:34.54\00:28:36.61 So as we were talking about backsliding. 00:28:36.64\00:28:39.45 How does one backslide, you know, how does that happen? 00:28:39.48\00:28:43.69 What's the process? 00:28:43.72\00:28:45.32 Little by little, these things happen to us. 00:28:45.35\00:28:47.89 They say that you can, if you put a frog in... 00:28:47.92\00:28:50.83 What do they say, honey? 00:28:50.86\00:28:52.19 If you put a frog in... 00:28:52.23\00:28:53.56 Cold water in the pot. 00:28:53.60\00:28:56.40 In the pot, what happens? 00:28:56.43\00:28:57.77 He gradually, he'll turn on the heat 00:28:57.80\00:29:01.00 and he gradually cooks up, he doesn't even know... 00:29:01.04\00:29:03.34 Yeah, he won't jump out of the water. 00:29:03.37\00:29:05.24 So slowly this thing can happen to you but, you know, 00:29:05.27\00:29:08.78 I believe the Lord is 00:29:08.81\00:29:10.15 constantly trying to draw our attention 00:29:10.18\00:29:12.85 but if we get caught up in, 00:29:12.88\00:29:14.48 self in what we are doing, 00:29:14.52\00:29:17.05 we lose sight of the Lord. 00:29:17.09\00:29:18.42 Amen and amen. 00:29:18.45\00:29:19.89 Well, you know, so these first five scripts 00:29:19.92\00:29:24.09 or four scriptures that we've looked at, 00:29:24.13\00:29:27.23 are talking about our self-examination. 00:29:27.26\00:29:30.23 But I love Hosea 14:1 and 2 00:29:30.27\00:29:33.94 because this is, kind of, the turning point. 00:29:33.97\00:29:37.74 And Hosea 14:1, 2 says this, 00:29:37.77\00:29:42.41 "Return to the Lord your God, 00:29:42.44\00:29:44.48 for you've stumbled because of your inequity. 00:29:44.51\00:29:47.18 Take words with you, and return to the Lord. 00:29:47.22\00:29:51.02 Say to Him, 'Take away all iniquity, 00:29:51.05\00:29:54.02 receive us graciously, 00:29:54.06\00:29:55.62 for we will offer the sacrifices of our lips." 00:29:55.66\00:29:59.53 Take words with you, you know, what He's saying here is when, 00:29:59.56\00:30:04.97 when we recognize that we are backsliding, 00:30:05.00\00:30:10.31 we need to stop and we need to confess our sin, 00:30:10.34\00:30:13.38 we need to go before the Lord, take those words with you 00:30:13.41\00:30:16.81 and confess your sin because when we confess our sin, 00:30:16.85\00:30:20.12 He is faithful and just to forgive us our sin 00:30:20.15\00:30:23.02 and cleanse us of all unrighteousness, 00:30:23.05\00:30:25.75 He says in I John 1:9. 00:30:25.79\00:30:27.86 So confession is the clearinghouse 00:30:27.89\00:30:30.79 of the conscience 00:30:30.83\00:30:32.19 and that's, once you've confessed your sin, 00:30:32.23\00:30:35.93 then you can ask God, 00:30:35.96\00:30:38.97 and I encourage people to pray for this. 00:30:39.00\00:30:42.54 Don't just confess your sins but Acts 5:32 says that, 00:30:42.57\00:30:49.41 "Repentance is a gift of God." 00:30:49.44\00:30:52.68 And so ask God to forgive you of your sins. 00:30:52.71\00:30:58.05 Let's see there, Acts 5:31 or 32, 00:30:58.09\00:30:59.99 but ask God to forgive you of your sin 00:31:00.02\00:31:02.32 and then to grant you repentance 00:31:02.36\00:31:05.19 'cause we can't change ourselves, 00:31:05.23\00:31:06.93 we've got to let God turn us around. 00:31:06.96\00:31:11.17 So, Johnny, why don't you read one? 00:31:11.20\00:31:15.44 Yes, there is one of the scriptures 00:31:15.47\00:31:18.67 that we have selected. 00:31:18.71\00:31:20.04 It is Psalm 119:25, Psalm 119:25 says, 00:31:20.08\00:31:26.65 "My soul clings to the dust. 00:31:26.68\00:31:31.02 Revive me according to your word." 00:31:31.05\00:31:35.32 And I, I have to picture this as I read it. 00:31:35.36\00:31:39.36 My soul clings to the dust, I mean, 00:31:39.39\00:31:41.30 how can you cling to the dust? 00:31:41.33\00:31:44.23 You can't really grab fully, 00:31:44.27\00:31:47.50 but this brings to me a picture of a person 00:31:47.54\00:31:52.47 that is pleading with the Lord. 00:31:52.51\00:31:55.68 Laid low, huh? 00:31:55.71\00:31:57.05 Laid so low, that's as low as you can get, you know. 00:31:57.08\00:32:01.42 It's, it's an extreme condition, 00:32:01.45\00:32:03.92 you're on the ground, 00:32:03.95\00:32:05.29 you're clinging to the dust, and then it says, 00:32:05.32\00:32:09.06 "Revive me according to thy word. 00:32:09.09\00:32:11.33 Bring me back to life." 00:32:11.36\00:32:12.69 There's a scripture that says in Genesis, 00:32:12.73\00:32:15.36 "For you are dust and unto dust you will return." 00:32:15.40\00:32:18.73 And this person spiritually is asking, 00:32:18.77\00:32:20.87 "Lord, don't let me die spiritually. 00:32:20.90\00:32:24.21 Revive me, now bring me back up." 00:32:24.24\00:32:28.11 And so this, this is a prayer 00:32:28.14\00:32:30.65 that I believe God loves to answer. 00:32:30.68\00:32:32.91 Now consider the condition of somebody in the dust like this 00:32:32.95\00:32:38.15 and pleading with God and I bring to that, 00:32:38.19\00:32:41.36 Isaiah 1, that says, "Though your sin be a scarlet, 00:32:41.39\00:32:44.16 though they be as crimson, they'll be as white as wool 00:32:44.19\00:32:46.56 and as white as snow." 00:32:46.59\00:32:48.10 To me, this is a prayer that God loves to answer 00:32:48.13\00:32:50.30 because He's constantly saying, 00:32:50.33\00:32:52.47 "Come unto me, and I will give you rest." 00:32:52.50\00:32:54.54 Amen. 00:32:54.57\00:32:55.90 And, you know, the rest of that scripture, it says that, 00:32:55.94\00:32:58.31 "Though I cling to the dust, revive me by your word." 00:32:58.34\00:33:00.84 And it makes me think of Psalm 107: 20 that says, 00:33:00.88\00:33:06.11 the psalmist said, 00:33:06.15\00:33:07.48 "He sent His word and healed them, 00:33:07.52\00:33:10.45 and delivered them from their destruction." 00:33:10.49\00:33:13.36 So it is, as sometimes, 00:33:13.39\00:33:15.79 if I get so busy with administrative things 00:33:15.82\00:33:19.93 that I don't get to do a deep Bible study for a few days 00:33:19.96\00:33:22.76 and then suddenly you get into that deep Bible study 00:33:22.80\00:33:25.33 and you're praying 00:33:25.37\00:33:26.70 the word back to the Lord and all, 00:33:26.74\00:33:28.90 it's just like... 00:33:28.94\00:33:30.97 Oh, fresh air, you know, and it does revive you. 00:33:31.01\00:33:34.01 You'll have the promises, the Lord's, 00:33:34.04\00:33:36.34 the word is not going to return void. 00:33:36.38\00:33:39.41 You know, there is life in God's word 00:33:39.45\00:33:42.05 and I'm recalling a conversation 00:33:42.08\00:33:44.35 I had with one of our viewers 00:33:44.39\00:33:46.05 suffering from acute depression, 00:33:46.09\00:33:47.99 just so down and out, and this is the first time 00:33:48.02\00:33:53.73 I ever sing to a caller on the phone. 00:33:53.76\00:33:58.43 And I said, 00:33:58.47\00:33:59.80 "Lord, surely you're not impressing me 00:33:59.83\00:34:01.64 to sing to this person." 00:34:01.67\00:34:03.64 And she was too choked up in her tears 00:34:03.67\00:34:07.14 and so focused in the wrong, 00:34:07.18\00:34:10.28 and the bad, and the negative, and the sad, 00:34:10.31\00:34:13.11 and she couldn't really get that word out. 00:34:13.15\00:34:17.25 So, and the Lord just impressed me to sing, I'm like, 00:34:17.29\00:34:21.52 "Okay, Lord, surely but, okay, if it's You, it's gonna work." 00:34:21.56\00:34:26.03 You know, so I sang to the lady and she's sobbing on the phone. 00:34:26.06\00:34:31.33 I sang it again, it's a little chorus. 00:34:31.37\00:34:34.00 I sang it again and she started singing with me 00:34:34.04\00:34:37.24 and I said, "You know, God's word is life. 00:34:37.27\00:34:40.64 God's word is hope, God's word is just strength. 00:34:40.68\00:34:45.41 So I'm not a theologian or anything 00:34:45.45\00:34:48.15 but I love the Lord and I've been where you're at. 00:34:48.18\00:34:50.99 I can identify with you. 00:34:51.02\00:34:52.35 You know, challenges come in our lives 00:34:52.39\00:34:54.49 in different packages, sizes, colors, and shapes, you know." 00:34:54.52\00:34:57.96 So I sang to her and then we read Psalm 103, you know, 00:34:57.99\00:35:02.56 and we focused, "He who takes your life out of the hole," 00:35:02.60\00:35:07.30 you know, you find yourself in that deep hole of depression, 00:35:07.34\00:35:10.84 and negativity, and attacks, and, and it's just amazing 00:35:10.87\00:35:13.88 how the Lord just, His words just guides you to another text 00:35:13.91\00:35:18.71 or another praise and the praises are prayers so, 00:35:18.75\00:35:23.28 and those are all as important. 00:35:23.32\00:35:25.32 So it's a blessing to share God's word 00:35:25.35\00:35:28.19 because it's not only life 00:35:28.22\00:35:30.19 to the people you're sharing it with, 00:35:30.23\00:35:32.26 but to your soul, too. 00:35:32.29\00:35:33.73 Amen. Amen Amen and amen. 00:35:33.76\00:35:36.13 And what's, what's amazing is how He guides us. 00:35:36.16\00:35:40.24 Exactly. 00:35:40.27\00:35:41.60 It's just a great story. Fantastic. 00:35:41.64\00:35:43.71 You know, it's interesting because in the same chapter, 00:35:43.74\00:35:46.44 Psalms 119: 88, 89, 00:35:46.47\00:35:50.78 "Revive me according to Your loving kindness." 00:35:50.81\00:35:54.95 How amazing that is? 00:35:54.98\00:35:56.65 That God is not going to... 00:35:56.69\00:35:58.82 When you are in desperation, 00:35:58.85\00:36:01.16 when you will have all things happening to you, 00:36:01.19\00:36:03.99 God in His loving kindness is the one 00:36:04.03\00:36:06.86 that is going to understand first, 00:36:06.90\00:36:10.40 and then respond second, 00:36:10.43\00:36:11.97 before you even ask third which is so amazing. 00:36:12.00\00:36:14.50 But then, " Revive us in Your loving kindness... 00:36:14.54\00:36:16.14 So that I may keep the testimony of your mouth. 00:36:16.17\00:36:20.74 For ever, O Lord, your word is settled in heaven." 00:36:20.78\00:36:24.81 Amen. Amen. 00:36:24.85\00:36:26.18 Amazing. 00:36:26.21\00:36:27.95 It's so wonderful that His, 00:36:27.98\00:36:30.69 God understands 00:36:30.72\00:36:33.59 that we constantly, 00:36:33.62\00:36:37.73 on a daily basis, are needing to cling to Him, 00:36:37.76\00:36:41.66 like that verse that the pastor was talking about. 00:36:41.70\00:36:44.33 There are times where we are walking all upright, 00:36:44.37\00:36:47.27 everything is wonderful and, and we think we're having, 00:36:47.30\00:36:50.27 even in those times, God still needs to revive us. 00:36:50.31\00:36:53.88 And that's when we really realize when we're thinking, 00:36:53.91\00:36:56.64 "Lord, but I was, I was preaching, 00:36:56.68\00:36:58.31 I was teaching, 00:36:58.35\00:36:59.68 I was doing all of these things. 00:36:59.71\00:37:01.22 But yet, what, where did I go wrong?" 00:37:01.25\00:37:04.65 And this is what's so beautiful about God, 00:37:04.69\00:37:07.06 that whether you are on the dirt 00:37:07.09\00:37:09.39 which you have, you are dead spiritually, 00:37:09.42\00:37:12.83 God comes and does, wakes you up, 00:37:12.86\00:37:16.06 or whether you are, you think that you've got all settled. 00:37:16.10\00:37:19.57 And God has to let you know. 00:37:19.60\00:37:21.60 "Shelley, J.D, Pastor, hold on for a second." 00:37:21.64\00:37:26.34 Like He was talking about when He talked about water, 00:37:26.37\00:37:29.71 He says, "Wait a minute. 00:37:29.74\00:37:31.41 You forgot... 00:37:31.45\00:37:33.42 You said, the chemistry but you forgot the chemist." 00:37:33.45\00:37:36.85 You know, and that's where it's so important 00:37:36.89\00:37:39.12 and this is what this is talking about, 00:37:39.15\00:37:40.96 with loving kindness. 00:37:40.99\00:37:43.63 You know, I don't know this for a fact, 00:37:43.66\00:37:45.53 but I would, I would be pretty certain 00:37:45.56\00:37:48.03 that the word there for loving kindness is, Hesed, 00:37:48.06\00:37:51.00 in the Hebrew, H-E-S-E-D which, you know, 00:37:51.03\00:37:54.00 we talk about agape love, 00:37:54.04\00:37:56.40 there is even a love that's even more beautiful. 00:37:56.44\00:37:59.97 And that is hesed and that's what it's 00:38:00.01\00:38:02.34 all throughout the old testament. 00:38:02.38\00:38:03.98 It is the covenant love and it is, it's, it's usually 00:38:04.01\00:38:10.22 translated loving kindness or mercy. 00:38:10.25\00:38:13.49 But what it means is the strength 00:38:13.52\00:38:16.93 of a committed steadfast love and see this is what we see, 00:38:16.96\00:38:22.76 it's used over 240 times in the old testament, 00:38:22.80\00:38:25.73 hesed and it's God's love. 00:38:25.77\00:38:29.17 When you see Him, you know, 00:38:29.20\00:38:31.27 sending His prophets to tell them. 00:38:31.31\00:38:32.94 This is what's gonna happen to, this is what... 00:38:32.97\00:38:34.78 All these bad things, if you don't turn around. 00:38:34.81\00:38:37.55 And they didn't, they didn't listen to the prophets. 00:38:37.58\00:38:40.22 God let them suffer the consequences 00:38:40.25\00:38:42.32 of their actions 00:38:42.35\00:38:43.69 but then in hesed love 00:38:43.72\00:38:45.82 according to His loving kindness, 00:38:45.85\00:38:49.02 this loyal love, He revived them again. 00:38:49.06\00:38:52.69 Amen. Hallelujah. 00:38:52.73\00:38:54.06 It's easy to understand that we need revival 00:38:54.10\00:38:56.90 when we are on the dirt but it's not easy to understand 00:38:56.93\00:39:00.10 that we need revival 00:39:00.14\00:39:01.64 when we are working on God's level, 00:39:01.67\00:39:03.91 when we are trying to do God's work 00:39:03.94\00:39:05.67 and that's when this comes in, He does it with what? 00:39:05.71\00:39:08.14 Loving kindness. 00:39:08.18\00:39:09.51 He doesn't come and tell, "You know, Luis." 00:39:09.54\00:39:12.15 Slaps you over the face 00:39:12.18\00:39:13.52 and this is what is so interesting, what's so amazing. 00:39:13.55\00:39:16.55 When we're talking about revival, that, 00:39:16.58\00:39:19.65 maybe, the viewer out there is saying, 00:39:19.69\00:39:21.32 "Oh, you guys got it. 00:39:21.36\00:39:22.69 You don't have to worry about it. 00:39:22.72\00:39:24.06 You don't understand the trouble." 00:39:24.09\00:39:25.43 Like Idalia was talking, you're sobbing, you're dying, 00:39:25.46\00:39:27.13 you're miserable, things are falling apart on your life 00:39:27.16\00:39:30.40 and you're saying, "Oh, but look at Luis, 00:39:30.43\00:39:31.77 he's just, he's always smiling, never has a problem. 00:39:31.80\00:39:35.00 You know, he's just wonderful." 00:39:35.04\00:39:36.37 And God has to constantly be reviving me 00:39:36.40\00:39:38.87 because I may not outwardly let you know 00:39:38.91\00:39:42.18 how inwardly dead I am spiritually. 00:39:42.21\00:39:44.21 Amen. That's right. 00:39:44.25\00:39:46.01 By the way that is the word Chesed there in Psalm 119:88, 00:39:46.05\00:39:50.69 all the verses that we're sharing, 00:39:50.72\00:39:52.75 the experiences were sharing, 00:39:52.79\00:39:54.49 our experiences of sincerity that the person wants revival, 00:39:54.52\00:40:01.06 we're not talking about the lip service 00:40:01.10\00:40:03.60 that some people do 00:40:03.63\00:40:05.33 because we remember the words of Jesus 00:40:05.37\00:40:07.04 to the people, He said, 00:40:07.07\00:40:08.47 "These people honor me with their lips, 00:40:08.50\00:40:10.01 but their heart is far from me." 00:40:10.04\00:40:11.37 Yes, yes. We're not talking about that. 00:40:11.41\00:40:13.38 We're talking about the sincere desire to be revived, 00:40:13.41\00:40:16.71 the sincere desire to come back from a backsliden condition. 00:40:16.75\00:40:20.98 A person recognizes that the Lord is calling them 00:40:21.02\00:40:24.95 and they know, they know 00:40:24.99\00:40:26.86 they don't have that peace with God 00:40:26.89\00:40:28.32 and they're looking for it, they're on the ground. 00:40:28.36\00:40:30.83 They're pleading with God, 00:40:30.86\00:40:32.23 "Forgive me for what I have done." 00:40:32.26\00:40:34.66 So this is what we're talking about. 00:40:34.70\00:40:36.23 The person that really wants to be with... 00:40:36.26\00:40:38.13 But, you know, I like what Tim said earlier that 00:40:38.17\00:40:40.47 and I do believe that, that in the heat of the day, 00:40:40.50\00:40:45.91 we can all get where we feel parched, 00:40:45.94\00:40:49.08 I mean, you know, I know that I will say, 00:40:49.11\00:40:51.41 I haven't had a day off in over 30 some odd days. 00:40:51.45\00:40:54.38 I mean, just work, work, work, work, work. 00:40:54.42\00:40:56.65 My life is out of balance right now, 00:40:56.69\00:40:58.25 that three-legged stool is truly out of balance 00:40:58.29\00:41:01.92 but, but there can be that, 00:41:01.96\00:41:07.23 it's day by day but you need to come to the Lord and say, 00:41:07.26\00:41:10.67 "You know, I need you to revive me 00:41:10.70\00:41:13.03 according to Your word, according to Your spirit. 00:41:13.07\00:41:15.40 Fill me with Your spirit." 00:41:15.44\00:41:17.04 Because we cannot go on our own energy. 00:41:17.07\00:41:21.04 That's right. And sometimes we try. 00:41:21.08\00:41:23.41 And I suggest that there are some that say 00:41:23.45\00:41:27.32 it is impossible for me to be revived. 00:41:27.35\00:41:30.72 It sounds good but I don't know 00:41:30.75\00:41:33.36 if that will really happen for me. 00:41:33.39\00:41:35.59 But then again I'm reminded of, 00:41:35.62\00:41:37.03 "If you just had the size of a mustard seed of faith." 00:41:37.06\00:41:40.20 So whatever little faith that we may cling to, 00:41:40.23\00:41:43.50 whatever little shed of light that we may see, 00:41:43.53\00:41:46.97 to cling to that, 00:41:47.00\00:41:48.34 because it will grow, you know, 00:41:48.37\00:41:51.27 and God will manifest His power in our lives 00:41:51.31\00:41:54.28 in such a unique and personal way 00:41:54.31\00:41:57.05 that we will be like, 00:41:57.08\00:41:58.61 "Yes, this is the Lord speaking to me. 00:41:58.65\00:42:00.68 This is the way, "Oh, yes, with my forehead up high. 00:42:00.72\00:42:05.65 Well, I just want to say to anybody that thinks that 00:42:05.69\00:42:08.52 perhaps the Lord couldn't forgive you, 00:42:08.56\00:42:10.59 if you're not familiar 00:42:10.63\00:42:11.96 with the old testament character of Manasseh. 00:42:11.99\00:42:14.86 I ask that you would study him, 00:42:14.90\00:42:16.56 he was one of the most wicked kings 00:42:16.60\00:42:18.97 who turned his back on the Lord, 00:42:19.00\00:42:20.54 and took his people along with him, 00:42:20.57\00:42:23.10 and he was taken off with a hook in his nose 00:42:23.14\00:42:26.27 as a prisoner at war, and he cried out to the Lord 00:42:26.31\00:42:30.38 from that dark place, and God not only restored him, 00:42:30.41\00:42:34.55 this God of grace always, even in the old testament, 00:42:34.58\00:42:38.15 He not only restored him, He restored the kingdom to him. 00:42:38.19\00:42:41.92 So, all right, John Dinzey. 00:42:41.96\00:42:44.76 Oh, no, Tim, it's your turn. 00:42:44.79\00:42:46.36 Let me just finish up in Psalm 119. 00:42:46.39\00:42:48.76 This will be the last scripture we read from Psalm 119, 00:42:48.80\00:42:51.70 "Behold, I long for your precepts." 00:42:51.73\00:42:55.04 This is verses 40 and 41. 00:42:55.07\00:42:58.01 "Behold, I long for your precepts. 00:42:58.04\00:43:00.48 In your righteousness, give me renewed life. 00:43:00.51\00:43:03.65 Let your mercy and loving kindness..." 00:43:03.68\00:43:05.58 There, that is again. 00:43:05.61\00:43:06.95 "Come also to me, O Lord, 00:43:06.98\00:43:08.58 even Your salvation according to Your promise." 00:43:08.62\00:43:12.55 This whole chapter, 00:43:12.59\00:43:14.06 it's like one of the longest chapters in the Psalms, 00:43:14.09\00:43:17.99 the longest Psalm. 00:43:18.03\00:43:19.49 This is a prayer, David's prayer journal. 00:43:19.53\00:43:22.20 So how many of us that need reviving 00:43:22.23\00:43:25.67 don't keep a prayer journal? 00:43:25.70\00:43:27.04 And here, here David is keeping a prayer journal 00:43:27.07\00:43:29.50 and even asking Him, you know, 00:43:29.54\00:43:31.31 in the middle of this long Psalm, 00:43:31.34\00:43:34.38 "I long for your precepts." 00:43:34.41\00:43:37.28 What do you long for? 00:43:37.31\00:43:40.12 I didn't long for dark chocolate 00:43:40.15\00:43:42.65 until I had tasted it. 00:43:42.68\00:43:45.55 So when I deprived myself of dark chocolate, 00:43:45.59\00:43:51.69 I get hungry for it again. 00:43:51.73\00:43:53.06 You know, I think, "Oh, man, that was so good one time." 00:43:53.09\00:43:55.53 It's because I've tasted and seen that the Lord is good 00:43:55.56\00:43:58.87 and then when I may step away or get too busy... 00:43:58.90\00:44:00.97 Amen. 00:44:01.00\00:44:02.34 That's when I think, "Oh, man, 00:44:02.37\00:44:03.71 remember that fresh of breath air 00:44:03.74\00:44:05.07 that His word gave me." 00:44:05.11\00:44:06.44 That's when I long for Your precepts. 00:44:06.47\00:44:08.98 When, you know, in the hospital, 00:44:09.01\00:44:10.55 they use the initials DNR, Do Not Resuscitate, 00:44:10.58\00:44:16.18 and it saddens me whenever I see that 00:44:16.22\00:44:18.59 but, you know, everybody has their reasons 00:44:18.62\00:44:20.02 for not wanting to be resuscitated. 00:44:20.06\00:44:21.39 Yes. 00:44:21.42\00:44:22.76 But personally, I don't wanna die. 00:44:22.79\00:44:25.16 So I can't imagine not being given that opportunity 00:44:25.19\00:44:28.16 to live again if I was, you know, 00:44:28.20\00:44:30.30 if I were to die from whatever situation and... 00:44:30.33\00:44:34.04 So I can't imagine putting DNR above my, above my bed. 00:44:34.07\00:44:37.51 In this situation, in my spiritual life, 00:44:37.54\00:44:40.28 I don't ever want that DNR, I want to be resuscitated. 00:44:40.31\00:44:44.31 "So I long for Your precepts. 00:44:44.35\00:44:47.08 In Your righteousness, God, give me renewed life." 00:44:47.12\00:44:51.12 I want to live the healthiest relationship with You I can. 00:44:51.15\00:44:54.86 And let Your mercy and loving kindness come to me again. 00:44:54.89\00:44:57.19 Those are things that only God... 00:44:57.23\00:44:59.09 He shows us that mercy and loving kindness 00:44:59.13\00:45:01.50 in that relationship, 00:45:01.53\00:45:02.86 so that we can have it in this relationship, 00:45:02.90\00:45:05.37 so even in Your salvation, or even Your salvation, 00:45:05.40\00:45:08.70 God, according to Your promise. 00:45:08.74\00:45:11.71 John Dinzey, I think you're still in the Psalms. 00:45:11.74\00:45:15.51 So much in the Psalms, 00:45:15.54\00:45:16.88 I think now the rest of our scriptures are in the Psalms. 00:45:16.91\00:45:19.31 Well, here in Psalms 85:6, 7, you have these words, 00:45:19.35\00:45:25.12 "Will ye not revive us again, 00:45:25.15\00:45:27.92 and that Your people may rejoice in You. 00:45:27.96\00:45:29.72 Show us Your mercy, Lord, and grant us your salvation." 00:45:29.76\00:45:34.93 Again, this is a pouring out of the heart, 00:45:34.96\00:45:38.50 a pouring out of the heart asking for the Lord 00:45:38.53\00:45:41.70 to revive us again. 00:45:41.74\00:45:44.64 What does revive mean? 00:45:44.67\00:45:46.01 I mean, you're practically dead. 00:45:46.04\00:45:47.54 You want to be brought back to life again. 00:45:47.58\00:45:50.78 Now, what is the reason for this that we may rejoice 00:45:50.81\00:45:54.12 and really rejoice in His salvation? 00:45:54.15\00:45:57.05 You know, you think of many things, 00:45:57.09\00:45:58.42 like Psalms 51 00:45:58.45\00:45:59.79 where David is pouring out his heart to the Lord, 00:45:59.82\00:46:02.16 "Restore unto me the joy of salvation." 00:46:02.19\00:46:05.16 I want to go a little further 00:46:05.19\00:46:06.53 because we're talking about clinging to the dust. 00:46:06.56\00:46:09.86 In Ezekiel 37, and as soon as 00:46:09.90\00:46:12.33 I mentioned Ezekiel, Ezekiel 37. 00:46:12.37\00:46:15.47 There is a very wise prophet and I call him a wise prophet 00:46:15.50\00:46:20.51 because he answered the Lord correctly. 00:46:20.54\00:46:24.11 It says, verse 31, 37:1, 2 and 3, 00:46:24.15\00:46:26.78 "The hand of the Lord was carried upon me 00:46:26.82\00:46:28.95 and carried me out in the Spirit of the Lord, 00:46:28.98\00:46:31.72 and set me down in the midst of the valley 00:46:31.75\00:46:33.86 which was full of bones, and caused me to pass by them, 00:46:33.89\00:46:36.26 run above them. 00:46:36.29\00:46:37.63 Behold, there were very many in the open valley and lo, 00:46:37.66\00:46:40.16 they were very dry and He said unto me, 00:46:40.20\00:46:42.26 'Son of man, can these bones live?' 00:46:42.30\00:46:44.60 And I answered, "O Lord, Thou knowest." 00:46:44.63\00:46:47.27 So he answered right. 00:46:47.30\00:46:48.64 The Lord, He knew. 00:46:48.67\00:46:51.11 But just very briefly here. 00:46:51.14\00:46:53.48 This is the condition that sometimes we may get into, 00:46:53.51\00:46:57.08 dry bones, you look at them, there's no life in them. 00:46:57.11\00:47:00.55 But God says, "I can bring life back into you." 00:47:00.58\00:47:02.68 I can put skin on you, and flesh on you 00:47:02.72\00:47:04.59 and put my breath in you and you can be revived." 00:47:04.62\00:47:07.86 And so that's why we need to approach the Lord. 00:47:07.89\00:47:10.16 And how often do we need to approach the Lord? 00:47:10.19\00:47:11.99 Well, how often do you need to drink water? 00:47:12.03\00:47:14.63 How often do you need to eat? 00:47:14.66\00:47:16.33 You need to come to the Lord everyday. 00:47:16.36\00:47:17.93 And the next, the next scripture 00:47:17.97\00:47:19.83 we'll look at is a passage from Psalm 143:8-11 00:47:19.87\00:47:24.87 and this is actually something that I try to pray. 00:47:24.91\00:47:28.78 I used to pray this scripture every day over my life, 00:47:28.81\00:47:32.15 for over 12 years, and now I don't do it every day 00:47:32.18\00:47:35.68 but I, kind of, a paraphrase of this. 00:47:35.72\00:47:38.15 So let's, let's look at Psalm 143:8-11. 00:47:38.19\00:47:43.22 "Cause me to hear your loving kindness in the morning," 00:47:43.26\00:47:46.56 Again hesed, "For in you do I trust; 00:47:46.59\00:47:51.67 cause me to know the way in which I should walk," 00:47:51.70\00:47:55.37 You know, the Christian virtue 00:47:55.40\00:47:59.54 we don't talk enough about is humility 00:47:59.57\00:48:03.11 and it is prideful for us to think 00:48:03.14\00:48:05.65 that we can control our own life 00:48:05.68\00:48:07.85 and figure out our own life. 00:48:07.88\00:48:09.55 This is this an act of humility, 00:48:09.58\00:48:11.59 when you come before the Lord and say, 00:48:11.62\00:48:13.92 "Cause me to know the way in which I should walk, 00:48:13.96\00:48:16.46 or not my will but Yours be done." 00:48:16.49\00:48:18.53 "For I lift up my soul to you. 00:48:18.56\00:48:21.73 Deliver me, O Lord, from my enemies." 00:48:21.76\00:48:24.30 Particularly the one that's going around 00:48:24.33\00:48:25.90 like a roaring lion. 00:48:25.93\00:48:28.10 "In You I take shelter. 00:48:28.14\00:48:30.24 Teach me to do Your will, for You are my God. 00:48:30.27\00:48:34.81 Your Spirit is good." 00:48:34.84\00:48:37.75 Just pray to be filled with the Spirit 00:48:37.78\00:48:39.81 and know that God is anxious 00:48:39.85\00:48:41.45 to all these things, then he says, 00:48:41.48\00:48:43.99 "Lead me in the land of uprightness." 00:48:44.02\00:48:48.12 That's the righteousness of Christ 00:48:48.16\00:48:50.33 being imputed and imparted to us, 00:48:50.36\00:48:53.09 thinking that, righteousness just means 00:48:53.13\00:48:56.26 that we're right in standing with God, 00:48:56.30\00:48:58.30 it's right doing according to God's way. 00:48:58.33\00:49:01.44 So, "Lead me in the land of uprightness. 00:49:01.47\00:49:04.64 Revive me, O Lord, for Your name's sake! 00:49:04.67\00:49:08.54 For Your righteousness sake, bring my soul out of trouble." 00:49:08.58\00:49:13.62 And this is something that morning by morning, 00:49:13.65\00:49:16.18 I would pray and, you know, there would be times that, 00:49:16.22\00:49:19.69 you talked about that still small voice of the Lord, 00:49:19.72\00:49:22.29 that when you think about any man that starts a journey, 00:49:22.32\00:49:26.13 if you started one step this way 00:49:26.16\00:49:28.26 or one step this way, 00:49:28.30\00:49:29.63 it's gonna be a completely different path 00:49:29.66\00:49:31.00 and if you're going 00:49:31.03\00:49:32.37 in the straight narrow path, right? 00:49:32.40\00:49:34.44 And so sometimes, the Lord would just impress upon you 00:49:34.47\00:49:37.14 as you start to step off. 00:49:37.17\00:49:39.04 "Uh-uh-uh, let me lead you by My Spirit. 00:49:39.07\00:49:41.98 I will... 00:49:42.01\00:49:43.35 You know, let Me show you what My will is for you today." 00:49:43.38\00:49:45.91 So to me that's such a beautiful promise, 00:49:45.95\00:49:48.85 that's Psalm 143:8-11 and it's a prayer. 00:49:48.88\00:49:53.36 It is a, it is a prayer and it's all about God. 00:49:53.39\00:49:56.89 Amen. 00:49:56.93\00:49:58.26 There's nothing I can do, God, 00:49:58.29\00:49:59.73 I need Your loving kindness, I need, in You do I trust. 00:49:59.76\00:50:03.47 And look, just count all the times, 00:50:03.50\00:50:04.83 it's You and nothing I can do. 00:50:04.87\00:50:07.97 So if you, if, if anyone needed us, 00:50:08.00\00:50:13.04 if any of us needed someone to do CPR, 00:50:13.07\00:50:16.28 there's got to be somebody else around, 00:50:16.31\00:50:18.38 you know, you can't do CPR yourself, 00:50:18.41\00:50:21.18 that's my point. 00:50:21.22\00:50:22.55 Sorry. But we need God. 00:50:22.58\00:50:25.45 It's God we're praying, and so I love, you're right. 00:50:25.49\00:50:28.19 I love this scripture because it's... 00:50:28.22\00:50:30.09 It's our relying on Him realizing it. 00:50:30.13\00:50:32.66 And, you know, the humility in Philippians 2:5-7 00:50:32.69\00:50:36.56 where it says, "Let this mind be in You, 00:50:36.60\00:50:38.33 that was in Christ Jesus." 00:50:38.37\00:50:40.97 He humbled Himself into the point 00:50:41.00\00:50:42.57 of obedience of death on the cross. 00:50:42.60\00:50:45.34 You know, He never spoke a word, 00:50:45.37\00:50:48.31 He said that the Father didn't tell Him to speak. 00:50:48.34\00:50:50.25 He only did what the Father told Him to do. 00:50:50.28\00:50:52.85 So His humility 00:50:52.88\00:50:55.78 was to be completely dependent upon, on God. 00:50:55.82\00:51:00.29 That's what we are to be. 00:51:00.32\00:51:02.09 We are to develop that same mindset 00:51:02.12\00:51:04.33 because God's plan of salvation is absolute, 00:51:04.36\00:51:08.60 total dependence upon Him. 00:51:08.63\00:51:10.60 There's nothing we can do to save ourselves, 00:51:10.63\00:51:13.03 we have to be totally dependent upon Him 00:51:13.07\00:51:15.27 and be co-operating. 00:51:15.30\00:51:17.24 Let's get back to that quickly, to that point, 00:51:17.27\00:51:19.07 where that you made about if you feel like 00:51:19.11\00:51:21.51 you've gone too far to be restored, 00:51:21.54\00:51:23.88 you've got no choice. 00:51:23.91\00:51:25.61 Because there's nothing you can do anyway. 00:51:25.65\00:51:27.55 It's our God that can restore you, 00:51:27.58\00:51:29.52 so just give it over to Him. 00:51:29.55\00:51:31.22 Amen. And that is true. 00:51:31.25\00:51:34.16 We've received calls here, where Pastor J.D. knows, 00:51:34.19\00:51:36.96 you receive calls here where people think, 00:51:36.99\00:51:38.79 "I don't think the Lord can forgive me." 00:51:38.83\00:51:41.03 That happens. 00:51:41.06\00:51:42.40 People come to that situation 00:51:42.43\00:51:44.43 or they think they have sin so much, 00:51:44.47\00:51:46.47 that they have become a greater sinner than God is saying. 00:51:46.50\00:51:49.94 I think that's pride, isn't it? 00:51:49.97\00:51:52.77 We think our sins are greater than our God. 00:51:52.81\00:51:55.54 This is really, really quite interesting 00:51:55.58\00:51:57.18 'cause I, once again, 00:51:57.21\00:51:58.71 have a wonderful, wonderful promise here. 00:51:58.75\00:52:01.05 Psalms 51:10-13 and listen to His promises, 00:52:01.08\00:52:05.42 then I'll tell a quick story we have to create. 00:52:05.45\00:52:08.86 We're going to the great physician, 00:52:08.89\00:52:10.66 the great physician, we're talking about CPR now. 00:52:10.69\00:52:13.56 "Create in me a clean heart, O God, 00:52:13.60\00:52:16.33 renew a steadfast spirit within me. 00:52:16.36\00:52:18.23 Do not cast me away from your presence, Lord. 00:52:18.27\00:52:20.87 Do not take Your Holy Spirit from me. 00:52:20.90\00:52:23.14 Restore to me the joy of your salvation 00:52:23.17\00:52:25.74 and uphold me by your generous Spirit." 00:52:25.77\00:52:28.78 And then, "Then I will teach the sinners, 00:52:28.81\00:52:32.38 I will teach the transgressors your ways," 00:52:32.41\00:52:34.95 kept away, "Your ways, Lord, 00:52:34.98\00:52:37.19 and sinners shall be converted to You for Your salvation." 00:52:37.22\00:52:41.12 You know, what, what a wonderful, if you, here, 00:52:41.16\00:52:44.26 I wanna, I wanna create in within you. 00:52:44.29\00:52:45.96 I'm gonna give you. 00:52:45.99\00:52:47.33 I'm gonna give you I'm gonna give you. 00:52:47.36\00:52:48.70 Thank you, Jesus, 00:52:48.73\00:52:50.07 and then because You're giving me, 00:52:50.10\00:52:51.43 then I'm gonna be able to do something, 00:52:51.47\00:52:52.80 you know, because one thing that... 00:52:52.83\00:52:55.44 It tells us in I John 1:9, that He will cleanse us, 00:52:55.47\00:52:58.41 you know, but at the same time, 00:52:58.44\00:53:01.18 any time that He will cleanse us, 00:53:01.21\00:53:02.54 if we truly are making that step across, 00:53:02.58\00:53:05.35 then He's gonna give us that new heart He's talking about. 00:53:05.38\00:53:07.52 Amen. Amen. 00:53:07.55\00:53:08.88 And real quick, you know, 00:53:08.92\00:53:10.25 I just got my assignment the other day 00:53:10.29\00:53:11.62 and I'm on the phone, I received a call, 00:53:11.65\00:53:13.46 not 30 seconds from whenever I got this print out 00:53:13.49\00:53:16.02 and I'm not gonna use the real name. 00:53:16.06\00:53:17.39 I'm just gonna say, David called, and he says, 00:53:17.43\00:53:20.00 "Oh, can you please help me 00:53:20.03\00:53:21.96 because I feel like I'm losing touch with the Holy Spirit?" 00:53:22.00\00:53:26.74 I'm sitting here. 00:53:26.77\00:53:28.10 The name of this is, Revive me, O Lord. 00:53:28.14\00:53:30.71 Oh, thank you, Jesus. 00:53:30.74\00:53:32.17 Now let me give you a couple of scriptures that... 00:53:32.21\00:53:36.18 I'm in just, here, I'm talking about just... 00:53:36.21\00:53:39.68 And, I mean, oh, oh, oh, thank you, Jesus. 00:53:39.71\00:53:43.08 Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus. 00:53:43.12\00:53:45.02 And so, you know, God is real. 00:53:45.05\00:53:48.46 God is real. 00:53:48.49\00:53:49.82 His timing is perfect. 00:53:49.86\00:53:51.89 And this is what He wants to do. 00:53:51.93\00:53:54.43 He says, "I understand you. 00:53:54.46\00:53:56.60 I understand, you know, that whether you're walking at me 00:53:56.63\00:53:59.43 or whether you're backsliding, I am here. 00:53:59.47\00:54:02.07 Two, I created you once. 00:54:02.10\00:54:03.87 I can create you again, I can create you again 00:54:03.91\00:54:06.27 if it takes that, when are you gonna learn? 00:54:06.31\00:54:09.38 You know, I will never leave you, 00:54:09.41\00:54:11.11 I will never forsake you. 00:54:11.15\00:54:13.35 So thank you, Jesus. 00:54:13.38\00:54:15.22 You know, we have time for our last scripture 00:54:15.25\00:54:17.29 but it's gonna have to be rather fast. 00:54:17.32\00:54:18.79 Well, actually, before we go there, 00:54:18.82\00:54:20.16 I have to put a little part here where it says, 00:54:20.19\00:54:21.86 "Do not cast me away from Your presence." 00:54:21.89\00:54:24.09 And I always had issues with that. 00:54:24.13\00:54:26.16 Because God never, has never, 00:54:26.19\00:54:29.00 we're never without God's presence 00:54:29.03\00:54:31.57 but it wasn't until one year that God, 00:54:31.60\00:54:34.27 I felt that His presence wasn't with me, 00:54:34.30\00:54:36.37 that I could identify what He's going through in that time 00:54:36.40\00:54:38.81 and there's gonna be times where we find ourselves 00:54:38.84\00:54:42.94 that we don't have that connection with God, 00:54:42.98\00:54:47.02 but we can plead to Him and He's gonna revive us again 00:54:47.05\00:54:49.75 and now that relationship is gonna be so much greater. 00:54:49.78\00:54:52.62 Quickly Psalms 18: 17,19, it says, 00:54:52.65\00:54:55.76 "Let your hand be upon the man of your right hand, 00:54:55.79\00:54:59.89 upon the son of man, 00:54:59.93\00:55:01.50 whom You have made strong for Yourself, 00:55:01.53\00:55:04.93 then will we not depart from You. 00:55:04.97\00:55:07.57 Receive us, give us life." 00:55:07.60\00:55:08.97 Revive us. 00:55:09.00\00:55:10.34 "Revive us, give us life. 00:55:10.37\00:55:11.71 And we will call upon Your name. 00:55:11.74\00:55:14.54 Restore us, O Lord, God of hosts, 00:55:14.58\00:55:17.48 cause Your face to shine. 00:55:17.51\00:55:19.65 Impressment, approval, and favor on us 00:55:19.68\00:55:22.58 and we shall be saved." 00:55:22.62\00:55:24.95 Cause Your face to shine. Amen. 00:55:24.99\00:55:26.86 Amazing. Praise the Lord. 00:55:26.89\00:55:28.22 So we are just right down to the, to the wire. 00:55:28.26\00:55:32.03 I wish we had, we could spend several programs on this 00:55:32.06\00:55:36.36 but we hope that you see that God wants to revive us, 00:55:36.40\00:55:41.10 He's just waiting for us to turn to Him 00:55:41.14\00:55:43.87 and so I'm gonna ask, J.D., 00:55:43.91\00:55:45.84 if you would have our closing prayer 00:55:45.87\00:55:47.88 while I'll hold hands as our family, here we go. 00:55:47.91\00:55:51.55 Father, as we come to You again in the name of Jesus, 00:55:51.58\00:55:54.12 thank you for Your promises, Lord. 00:55:54.15\00:55:56.18 And, Father, we do, sometimes we come to you, 00:55:56.22\00:55:59.72 dear Father, and we feel like we just may not be up to par, 00:55:59.75\00:56:02.99 but, Father, as we just turn it over to You, 00:56:03.02\00:56:05.86 You are the creator, You are the problem solver, 00:56:05.89\00:56:08.30 let us not forget that, dear Father. 00:56:08.33\00:56:10.67 And, Father, just continue to be there 00:56:10.70\00:56:13.50 and shine on us with Your mercy, Your grace, Lord, 00:56:13.54\00:56:16.37 Your wonderful gifts for salvation. 00:56:16.40\00:56:19.17 So, Father, we thank You that we have this Sabbath 00:56:19.21\00:56:21.94 to able to worship You. 00:56:21.98\00:56:23.31 Thank You for good friends, 00:56:23.35\00:56:24.68 thank You for brothers and sisters in Christ. 00:56:24.71\00:56:27.25 We love You and thank You, in the name of Jesus, amen. 00:56:27.28\00:56:29.95 Amen. Amen. 00:56:29.98\00:56:31.79 Well, what I wanted to say is just one closing thought. 00:56:31.82\00:56:35.59 We were talking about, with our face in the dust 00:56:35.62\00:56:38.46 that you're just nearly dead and need revival. 00:56:38.49\00:56:40.80 But, you know, sometimes people think 00:56:40.83\00:56:42.46 they just need smelling salts and so, so, it's, 00:56:42.50\00:56:45.87 it's just we need, all of us need to, 00:56:45.90\00:56:50.64 if we are forgetting our first love in any way, 00:56:50.67\00:56:54.18 we need to revive. 00:56:54.21\00:56:55.54 Amen. Amen. 00:56:55.58\00:56:56.91 And that first love is Jesus Christ. 00:56:56.95\00:56:58.98 We love Him because He first loved us, in fact, 00:56:59.01\00:57:01.68 He came and He died for us. 00:57:01.72\00:57:04.55 And if you have not made Christ your savior, 00:57:04.59\00:57:06.76 we want to invite you to ask Him 00:57:06.79\00:57:10.23 to come into your heart, 00:57:10.26\00:57:11.59 to put His Holy Spirit in your heart, 00:57:11.63\00:57:12.96 and see what He will do for you. 00:57:12.99\00:57:14.76 Well, our time is all gone. 00:57:14.80\00:57:17.00 Just thank you, guys, we love you 00:57:17.03\00:57:18.37 each and everyone so much. 00:57:18.40\00:57:19.73 Thank you. 00:57:19.77\00:57:21.10 And we love those of you at home. 00:57:21.14\00:57:22.47 Our prayer for you 00:57:22.50\00:57:24.01 is that the grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, 00:57:24.04\00:57:27.11 the love of the Father, 00:57:27.14\00:57:28.48 and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit 00:57:28.51\00:57:30.81 will be with you today and always. 00:57:30.85\00:57:34.15 Amen. God bless. 00:57:34.18\00:57:35.52 God bless. 00:57:35.55\00:57:36.89