As you're well aware, 00:00:01.46\00:00:02.80 we're living in unprecedented times. 00:00:02.83\00:00:05.43 Join us now for Today special program. 00:00:05.47\00:00:07.67 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.51\00:00:17.98 Mending broken people 00:00:18.01\00:00:23.15 I want to spend my life 00:00:23.18\00:00:28.99 Removing pain 00:00:29.02\00:00:33.86 Lord, let my words 00:00:33.90\00:00:39.40 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:39.43\00:00:44.31 I want to spend my life 00:00:44.34\00:00:50.05 Mending broken people 00:00:50.08\00:00:55.02 I want to spend my life 00:00:55.05\00:01:00.66 Mending broken people 00:01:00.69\00:01:04.43 Hello, welcome to 3ABN Today. 00:01:15.07\00:01:16.97 My name is John Dinzey. 00:01:17.01\00:01:18.34 And it's a joy and privilege to be with you 00:01:18.37\00:01:20.24 today during this hour. 00:01:20.28\00:01:21.74 We have a program that we have been 00:01:21.78\00:01:23.71 praying for the Lord to bless each person that tunes in, 00:01:23.75\00:01:27.78 watches, listens and shares this program. 00:01:27.82\00:01:33.12 We have a special member of the family, 00:01:33.15\00:01:36.46 a guest that is joining us. 00:01:36.49\00:01:38.56 He's traveled from a little ways 00:01:38.59\00:01:41.33 I would say this far in the east side. 00:01:41.36\00:01:44.90 I am referring to Pastor Pavel Goia. 00:01:44.93\00:01:47.77 Welcome back. 00:01:47.80\00:01:49.74 Thank you so much. 00:01:49.77\00:01:51.11 It's a privilege to be here. 00:01:51.14\00:01:52.51 Amen. Amen. 00:01:52.54\00:01:53.88 We're glad to have you back. 00:01:53.91\00:01:55.51 You work, you know, we say here are 3ABN, 00:01:55.54\00:01:59.28 people wear different hats. 00:01:59.31\00:02:00.65 And I from talking to you briefly, 00:02:00.68\00:02:02.92 you wear different hats. 00:02:02.95\00:02:04.52 The Lord has you busy in many different ways. 00:02:04.55\00:02:06.52 Could you share a little bit of how the Lord has you busy? 00:02:06.55\00:02:09.02 I know one of your titles 00:02:09.06\00:02:10.39 is Director of Ministry Magazine. 00:02:10.43\00:02:12.29 What is Ministry Magazine briefly? 00:02:12.33\00:02:15.56 So I'm the Editor of Ministry Magazine. 00:02:15.60\00:02:18.77 Ministry Magazine goes to pastors worldwide, 00:02:18.80\00:02:23.51 not only to our pastors in our church, 00:02:23.54\00:02:26.68 but to many other denominations, 00:02:26.71\00:02:28.31 many other pastors and gives, 00:02:28.34\00:02:32.15 prepares resources for the pastors to grow 00:02:32.18\00:02:35.35 and to help the church. 00:02:35.38\00:02:36.79 And I would say in a few words, I don't want to say much. 00:02:36.82\00:02:40.06 But in a few words, we get letters from pastors 00:02:40.09\00:02:44.26 from our church or from other denominations 00:02:44.29\00:02:46.59 appreciating the resources that they receive. 00:02:46.63\00:02:49.06 Yes, wonderful. 00:02:49.10\00:02:50.43 Praise the Lord. 00:02:50.47\00:02:51.80 You also work with the General Conference 00:02:51.83\00:02:53.50 of the Seventh-day Adventist Church 00:02:53.54\00:02:55.47 as an Associate Secretary... 00:02:55.50\00:02:57.61 For Ministerial. 00:02:57.64\00:02:58.97 For Ministerial. 00:02:59.01\00:03:00.34 Yes, that also keeps you very busy. 00:03:00.38\00:03:03.18 Amen. Amen. 00:03:03.21\00:03:04.98 If you would lead us in prayer, please? 00:03:05.01\00:03:09.15 I will be glad to. Let's pray. 00:03:09.18\00:03:10.59 Father in heaven, 00:03:12.19\00:03:14.42 what a privilege to come in Your presence. 00:03:14.46\00:03:16.66 We don't deserve it, 00:03:17.76\00:03:19.09 but we come only in Jesus name and in His merits. 00:03:19.13\00:03:22.40 We thank You for Your love, for Your grace, 00:03:22.43\00:03:25.87 for Your promises. 00:03:25.90\00:03:27.24 And we know Jesus is coming soon indeed. 00:03:27.27\00:03:30.87 And we can hardly wait to see Him face to face. 00:03:30.91\00:03:34.11 But, Father, right now we pray in humility for Your Spirit, 00:03:34.14\00:03:38.05 for Your leading, that we may forget self 00:03:38.08\00:03:42.52 and You may be uplifted, 00:03:42.55\00:03:44.59 that Your Spirit may touch our lips 00:03:44.62\00:03:48.02 and may touch the hearts of the listeners. 00:03:48.06\00:03:51.13 And we may be transformed, made all before Your glory. 00:03:51.16\00:03:55.76 We pray in Jesus' name and thank You, Lord. 00:03:55.80\00:03:58.17 Amen. 00:03:58.20\00:03:59.53 Amen. Amen. 00:03:59.57\00:04:01.00 Well, we are going to turn our pages 00:04:01.04\00:04:04.27 to the Bible in John 14:12. 00:04:04.31\00:04:08.28 And we're going to share a scripture, 00:04:08.31\00:04:09.64 and we're going to ask Pastor Goia 00:04:09.68\00:04:11.01 if he will share just some brief comments about it. 00:04:11.05\00:04:12.71 And maybe we can talk a little bit more about it 00:04:12.75\00:04:14.32 later as the Lord leads. 00:04:14.35\00:04:16.99 But John 14:12, Jesus says something 00:04:17.02\00:04:20.09 that is remarkable when you look at it. 00:04:20.12\00:04:23.39 It says, "Most assuredly, I say to you, 00:04:23.43\00:04:26.96 he who believes in Me the work that I do, 00:04:27.00\00:04:32.07 he will do also, and greater works than these 00:04:32.10\00:04:38.41 he will do because I go to My Father." 00:04:38.44\00:04:42.61 These words people have wondered at for years. 00:04:42.64\00:04:47.38 In your experience, what does this mean to you? 00:04:47.42\00:04:49.75 We, so many times why we love God 00:04:51.15\00:04:55.72 and we believe the Bible theoretically we say it, 00:04:55.76\00:05:00.23 but practically sometimes we struggle 00:05:00.26\00:05:03.33 because we see power in the Bible. 00:05:03.37\00:05:07.50 God has unlimited, 00:05:07.54\00:05:09.60 amazing power beyond human imagination. 00:05:09.64\00:05:13.44 God says, and it happens. 00:05:13.48\00:05:16.01 And we see in the Bible, the Red Sea split. 00:05:16.04\00:05:18.31 Can we grasp that, the sea split? 00:05:18.35\00:05:21.08 We see in the Bible, 00:05:21.12\00:05:22.45 the walls of Jericho coming down the sun, 00:05:22.48\00:05:24.59 standing still for several hours. 00:05:24.62\00:05:26.62 How do we explain the gravity and all that process? 00:05:26.65\00:05:30.13 We see in the Bible sick being healed, 00:05:30.16\00:05:32.69 dead being resurrected. 00:05:32.73\00:05:34.46 We see 5000 baptized after a short, simple sermon, 00:05:34.50\00:05:38.13 we see many things. 00:05:38.17\00:05:39.63 And yet, in our lives today, many times we go to church, 00:05:39.67\00:05:44.21 wonderful sermon, wonderful music, we come home, 00:05:44.24\00:05:46.54 and yet we don't see the power. 00:05:46.57\00:05:48.41 Where is the power? 00:05:48.44\00:05:49.84 Is it because God has arthritis? 00:05:49.88\00:05:51.98 He got a little older, He has no more power, 00:05:52.01\00:05:55.35 or He is sleeping, or He's in vacation? 00:05:55.38\00:05:57.92 Or is it because it's not God's power, not God's love, 00:05:57.95\00:06:01.09 not God's promises, 00:06:01.12\00:06:02.56 but on our side something that we need more? 00:06:02.59\00:06:06.09 What is the problem? 00:06:06.13\00:06:08.03 Because Ellen White says in the Spirit of Prophecy 00:06:08.06\00:06:11.10 clearly that the work is gonna close 00:06:11.13\00:06:13.07 with greater power than it started. 00:06:13.10\00:06:15.07 Where is it? 00:06:15.10\00:06:16.44 How do we get it? 00:06:16.47\00:06:17.81 Should we look for power? 00:06:17.84\00:06:19.31 Hmm, very good. 00:06:19.34\00:06:20.68 Praise the Lord. 00:06:20.71\00:06:22.04 So this is going to get started 00:06:22.08\00:06:23.51 in what we will be talking about in a moment. 00:06:23.55\00:06:26.18 We'd like to share with you now, 00:06:26.21\00:06:28.55 what I like to call a musical offering. 00:06:28.58\00:06:30.95 And we have for you during this hour, 00:06:30.99\00:06:33.62 we have a message recorded some time ago by Hope Vasquez 00:06:33.66\00:06:38.66 and you will hear a message entitled, 00:06:38.69\00:06:41.76 "He Knows My Name." 00:06:41.80\00:06:43.50 I have a Maker 00:06:59.71\00:07:06.45 He formed my heart 00:07:06.49\00:07:13.16 Before even time began 00:07:13.19\00:07:18.70 My life 00:07:18.73\00:07:20.30 Was in his hands 00:07:20.34\00:07:27.21 He knows my name 00:07:27.24\00:07:31.11 He knows my every thought 00:07:34.18\00:07:40.79 And He sees Each tear that falls 00:07:40.82\00:07:47.03 And He hears me when I call 00:07:47.06\00:07:52.47 I have a Father 00:07:58.91\00:08:05.95 He calls me His own 00:08:05.98\00:08:12.59 And He'll never leave me 00:08:12.62\00:08:18.63 No matter 00:08:18.66\00:08:20.53 Where I go 00:08:20.56\00:08:26.90 He knows my name 00:08:26.94\00:08:33.98 He knows my every thought 00:08:34.01\00:08:40.78 And He sees Each tear that falls 00:08:40.82\00:08:47.02 And He hears me when I call 00:08:47.06\00:08:51.93 He knows my name 00:08:55.63\00:09:02.94 He knows my every thought 00:09:02.97\00:09:09.74 And He sees Each tear that falls 00:09:09.78\00:09:16.08 And He hears me when I call 00:09:16.12\00:09:22.52 Yes, He hears me when I call 00:09:22.56\00:09:30.13 Amen. 00:09:40.38\00:09:41.71 Hope Vasquez, singing He Knows My Name. 00:09:41.74\00:09:44.55 He knows my name, He knows your name, 00:09:44.58\00:09:46.85 because He loves you, cares about you. 00:09:46.88\00:09:49.15 And more than you know, he has been watching over you. 00:09:49.18\00:09:52.99 We have with us Pastor Pavel Goia, 00:09:53.02\00:09:55.72 and he will be sharing from the Bible 00:09:55.76\00:09:59.26 and personal experience things about the Almighty God 00:09:59.29\00:10:04.17 that we are hoping and praying that will be a blessing to you. 00:10:04.20\00:10:09.70 I first like to ask Pastor Goia, 00:10:09.74\00:10:13.54 did you grow up in a Christian home? 00:10:13.58\00:10:17.18 Yes, I was privileged to be born an Adventist, 00:10:17.21\00:10:21.65 you cannot be born an Adventist 00:10:21.68\00:10:23.02 but to be born in an Adventist family, 00:10:23.05\00:10:25.42 and my father too. 00:10:25.45\00:10:26.96 And my grandfather was, 00:10:26.99\00:10:28.32 he became Adventist when he was 21. 00:10:28.36\00:10:30.09 He was among the pioneers in Romania. 00:10:30.13\00:10:33.60 Praise the Lord. Yes. 00:10:33.63\00:10:34.96 Now, at some point in time, 00:10:35.00\00:10:38.23 the Holy Spirit worked in your life 00:10:38.27\00:10:40.80 that you made a decision to be baptized 00:10:40.84\00:10:44.67 and become a member of the church. 00:10:44.71\00:10:46.81 Amen. 00:10:46.84\00:10:48.18 How did that happen? 00:10:48.21\00:10:49.54 Can you briefly tell us about that? 00:10:49.58\00:10:50.91 Yes, it's a long story, but I'll try to be briefly. 00:10:50.95\00:10:52.38 That's why I said briefly. 00:10:52.41\00:10:53.75 Exactly. 00:10:53.78\00:10:55.12 It's a challenge for me to be brief. 00:10:55.15\00:10:57.05 While I did believe in God, 00:10:57.09\00:10:59.42 and I had an excellent Adventist education, 00:10:59.45\00:11:02.92 I had my time of wandering, 00:11:02.96\00:11:06.03 and to a long story 00:11:06.06\00:11:08.20 that I'm not going to go to right now. 00:11:08.23\00:11:10.27 God helped me understand that He loves me. 00:11:10.30\00:11:12.43 Amen. 00:11:12.47\00:11:13.80 And He has a plan for me. 00:11:13.84\00:11:15.54 And in that night, 00:11:15.57\00:11:16.91 I prayed probably the whole night, 00:11:16.94\00:11:18.94 and asking God for forgiveness and asking God 00:11:18.97\00:11:22.71 for His plan and so on. 00:11:22.74\00:11:24.51 And in that night, I started to study 00:11:24.55\00:11:27.48 and the Bible verses that came was were just 00:11:27.52\00:11:29.95 the answer to my very words, my very prayer, and I... 00:11:29.98\00:11:34.16 That was when God's helped me to turn totally around 00:11:34.19\00:11:39.03 and commit my life to Him and His service. 00:11:39.06\00:11:43.16 So it was, it was you studying and praying the Bible 00:11:43.20\00:11:46.67 that led you to make a decision? 00:11:46.70\00:11:48.04 Not really. 00:11:48.07\00:11:49.40 Or something happened in your life, 00:11:49.44\00:11:50.77 you listening to a sermon? 00:11:50.81\00:11:52.14 Yes. Okay. 00:11:52.17\00:11:53.51 Something happened that you understood, 00:11:53.54\00:11:54.98 God loves you, is willing to forgive you 00:11:55.01\00:11:57.31 and make you His child. 00:11:57.35\00:11:58.68 Yes. Okay. 00:11:58.71\00:12:00.05 Let's fast forward a little bit 00:12:00.08\00:12:01.42 because you have a miracle story. 00:12:01.45\00:12:04.29 You have many miracle stories, 00:12:04.32\00:12:05.65 but a miracle story of something that challenged 00:12:05.69\00:12:08.06 your faith during a time when you were in the military. 00:12:08.09\00:12:11.73 Yes. 00:12:11.76\00:12:13.09 You were born in Romania, Romania. 00:12:13.13\00:12:16.43 Okay. 00:12:16.46\00:12:17.80 And when you went into the military, 00:12:17.83\00:12:20.47 the country was under a communist regime, 00:12:20.50\00:12:23.30 under Ceausescu. 00:12:23.34\00:12:24.84 What is this name again, Nicolae? 00:12:24.87\00:12:26.41 Nicolae Ceausescu. 00:12:26.44\00:12:27.78 Nicolae Ceausescu, and he were in control 00:12:27.81\00:12:31.05 for how many years from what year to what year, 00:12:31.08\00:12:32.65 do you know that? 00:12:32.68\00:12:34.02 Roughly about 45 years more or less. 00:12:34.05\00:12:36.52 Forty five years? 00:12:36.55\00:12:37.89 Yes, I don't. 00:12:37.92\00:12:39.25 I could check it here. Yes. 00:12:39.29\00:12:40.62 So you went into the military volunteer 00:12:40.66\00:12:43.86 or was it mandatory? 00:12:43.89\00:12:45.23 It was mandatory. 00:12:45.26\00:12:46.59 Mandatory. Yes. 00:12:46.63\00:12:47.96 So as a Seventh-day Adventist Christian, 00:12:48.00\00:12:52.13 when you went into the military, 00:12:52.17\00:12:53.50 it challenged your faith, tells us how... 00:12:53.54\00:12:56.60 the miracles the Lord did or some of them? 00:12:56.64\00:12:59.14 Okay. 00:12:59.17\00:13:00.51 There are many stories, 00:13:00.54\00:13:01.88 we are going to go through this story. 00:13:01.91\00:13:03.28 And I will try to use the story to underline a few points 00:13:03.31\00:13:06.48 that would connect to our scripture 00:13:06.51\00:13:08.45 that you just read. 00:13:08.48\00:13:09.82 In Romania, 00:13:11.72\00:13:13.05 the military service was mandatory. 00:13:13.09\00:13:16.52 And you didn't choose where to go. 00:13:16.56\00:13:18.96 The government sent everybody to a specific place. 00:13:18.99\00:13:23.80 They... 00:13:23.83\00:13:25.67 We talk about God's unlimited power, 00:13:25.70\00:13:29.84 but we so many times struggle. 00:13:29.87\00:13:32.64 And as soon as we pray, 00:13:32.67\00:13:34.01 and we don't sense an answer to prayer, we wonder. 00:13:34.04\00:13:36.34 I've been praying for my health, 00:13:36.38\00:13:37.71 for my job, or for my children. 00:13:37.75\00:13:39.95 Why does it take so long? 00:13:39.98\00:13:41.72 And I want to emphasize 00:13:41.75\00:13:43.49 that there is much to say about prayer. 00:13:43.52\00:13:46.25 But usually not always, 00:13:46.29\00:13:48.56 in the Bible answer to prayer is not an event but a process. 00:13:48.59\00:13:53.60 Abraham had to wait 25 years for the answer. 00:13:53.63\00:13:55.96 Moses, 40 years. 00:13:56.00\00:13:57.47 And Joseph in prison so many years. 00:13:57.50\00:13:59.47 Yes. 00:13:59.50\00:14:00.84 Daniel, we looked through the Bible, 00:14:00.87\00:14:03.04 Anna waiting for a baby. 00:14:03.07\00:14:04.81 In the Bible, people wait for God's answer 00:14:04.84\00:14:08.21 those who wait upon the Lord. 00:14:08.24\00:14:10.65 So many times in our life, 00:14:10.68\00:14:12.11 we pray and then we act instead of giving 00:14:12.15\00:14:14.58 God the chance to work. 00:14:14.62\00:14:17.05 I have a question because, you know, you mentioned people 00:14:17.09\00:14:20.26 that the Bible talks about having great faith, 00:14:20.29\00:14:23.56 you talk about Abraham, you talk about Joseph. 00:14:23.59\00:14:27.43 And why do you think briefly, 00:14:27.46\00:14:31.17 is there a delay in answering these prayers? 00:14:31.20\00:14:33.74 Because Abraham was a man of faith, 00:14:33.77\00:14:36.07 a father of the faithful, but here he is having to wait 00:14:36.10\00:14:38.71 about 25 years for his son to be born. 00:14:38.74\00:14:42.58 What do you... 00:14:42.61\00:14:44.01 What can you... How can you explain that? 00:14:44.05\00:14:45.91 Well, I'm not sure if I have the answer, 00:14:45.95\00:14:47.95 but I could suggest two, three reasons. 00:14:47.98\00:14:50.02 Okay. 00:14:50.05\00:14:51.39 For instance, God works with people. 00:14:51.42\00:14:54.42 Yes. 00:14:54.46\00:14:55.79 And we people, we are not perfect, 00:14:55.82\00:14:57.26 far from perfect, 00:14:57.29\00:14:58.99 and God gave us freedom of choice. 00:14:59.03\00:15:01.96 And God respects that, God doesn't abuse His power 00:15:02.00\00:15:05.13 to basically force us to do something. 00:15:05.17\00:15:08.34 He wants us to grow to the point 00:15:08.37\00:15:09.77 that we understand. 00:15:09.80\00:15:11.47 And we joyfully, freely choose to do what He says. 00:15:11.51\00:15:16.04 And usually when God speaks, God speaks big. 00:15:16.08\00:15:20.08 God is not small. 00:15:20.12\00:15:21.98 If I have a plan and it's small, 00:15:22.02\00:15:23.89 that's my plan. 00:15:23.92\00:15:25.25 If it comes from God, the plan is, 00:15:25.29\00:15:27.96 if I can say crazy big. 00:15:27.99\00:15:29.42 For instance, Noah, that was not as mere plan, 00:15:29.46\00:15:32.63 build an ark when there was never a, 00:15:32.66\00:15:34.20 to save the world. 00:15:34.23\00:15:35.56 That was a crazy big plan. 00:15:35.60\00:15:36.93 How do you bring Daniel mercy? 00:15:36.97\00:15:38.30 Why would you build an ark? 00:15:38.33\00:15:39.67 It was a crazy plan. 00:15:39.70\00:15:41.04 God's saying to Moses, "Go and deliver My people." 00:15:41.07\00:15:43.54 "Lord, I don't have an army. 00:15:43.57\00:15:44.91 I used to have, not anymore. 00:15:44.94\00:15:46.27 I don't have power. 00:15:46.31\00:15:47.64 I've been gone for 40 years. 00:15:47.68\00:15:49.11 It's crazy impossible." 00:15:49.14\00:15:50.98 God says, "Cross the sea." 00:15:51.01\00:15:52.91 That's impossible. 00:15:52.95\00:15:54.28 Take Jericho walking around. 00:15:54.32\00:15:55.72 That's impossible. 00:15:55.75\00:15:57.09 God's plans for the human understanding 00:15:57.12\00:16:00.82 that we don't see the picture. 00:16:00.86\00:16:02.19 We don't understand God, how He works, 00:16:02.22\00:16:03.79 how much He loves us. 00:16:03.83\00:16:05.16 God's plans are crazy, impossible, big. 00:16:05.19\00:16:08.26 And because we don't understand, 00:16:08.30\00:16:10.20 we don't obey and don't trust. 00:16:10.23\00:16:12.37 We don't need to understand, we need to know Him, 00:16:12.40\00:16:15.20 not to know how He's going to happen 00:16:15.24\00:16:16.60 in order to obey. 00:16:16.64\00:16:17.97 Yes. 00:16:18.01\00:16:19.34 To know Him enough to obey when we don't understand. 00:16:19.37\00:16:22.44 We cannot, in human wisdom, 00:16:22.48\00:16:24.45 understand God's infinite wisdom, 00:16:24.48\00:16:26.72 therefore, instead of trying to understand in order to obey, 00:16:26.75\00:16:30.55 it's better to try to have a relationship to 00:16:30.59\00:16:32.35 know Him enough, to trust Him 00:16:32.39\00:16:34.09 when you don't understand what is going on. 00:16:34.12\00:16:36.02 And so, number one, God wants us to know Him 00:16:36.06\00:16:39.23 enough that we will obey regardless. 00:16:39.26\00:16:41.80 If God says to Abraham, leave your country, 00:16:41.83\00:16:43.57 sacrifice your son, you don't try to why? 00:16:43.60\00:16:46.60 You just say, "If You say so, I trust in You." 00:16:46.63\00:16:48.34 Amen. Amen. 00:16:48.37\00:16:49.70 So number one, to develop our faith to the point 00:16:49.74\00:16:51.67 that regardless how crazy, how big the plan, 00:16:51.71\00:16:54.01 we'll obey, trust and obey. 00:16:54.04\00:16:55.81 Trust the Lord because He knows what's best for us. 00:16:55.84\00:16:58.98 And He knows the future and He knows the big picture. 00:16:59.01\00:17:01.28 But number two, God has to work with people. 00:17:01.32\00:17:05.25 He says, Angel Gabriel says to Daniel, 00:17:05.29\00:17:07.62 it took three weeks because I had to work 00:17:07.66\00:17:08.99 with the kings of Medes and Persians. 00:17:09.02\00:17:10.63 God has to work with people, and God doesn't force them. 00:17:10.66\00:17:12.83 So it takes a while to prepare you for the plan. 00:17:12.86\00:17:15.56 And it takes a while to prepare the community 00:17:15.60\00:17:17.20 or the church or whatever. 00:17:17.23\00:17:18.70 And so, God works with them with patience and grace, 00:17:18.73\00:17:22.80 unlike us, you know, we have no patience, you know. 00:17:22.84\00:17:25.41 And so, there may be many reasons. 00:17:25.44\00:17:27.11 Yes. 00:17:27.14\00:17:28.48 I would say another one of them, 00:17:28.51\00:17:29.84 and I will stop there, there may be a lot more. 00:17:29.88\00:17:32.65 In God's plan, He doesn't want just to throw a bomb, 00:17:32.68\00:17:37.45 do a miracle, and we are not ready for it. 00:17:37.49\00:17:39.72 He wants us to be much spiritually mature. 00:17:39.75\00:17:43.16 Because if I just give my son a million dollars, 00:17:43.19\00:17:45.96 he may spend it in right away. 00:17:45.99\00:17:47.90 But if you learn to work and to appreciate it, 00:17:47.93\00:17:50.67 then he would value it. 00:17:50.70\00:17:52.03 God may want us to grow spiritually, 00:17:52.07\00:17:53.44 to value these things, we believe in them, 00:17:53.47\00:17:55.90 they become life, not only receive it as a miracle, 00:17:55.94\00:17:59.14 so there'll be many other reasons. 00:17:59.17\00:18:02.01 But in the Bible many times 00:18:02.04\00:18:04.01 answer to prayer, it's a process. 00:18:04.05\00:18:05.41 It's a process. 00:18:05.45\00:18:06.78 I like that, you know, 00:18:06.82\00:18:08.15 because when father and a mother have a child, 00:18:08.18\00:18:10.89 when he is a baby in the crib, they don't go, well, son, 00:18:10.92\00:18:14.89 we have key for your car right here. 00:18:14.92\00:18:16.93 Whenever you're ready to drive, 00:18:16.96\00:18:18.29 just go ahead and grab them and take off. 00:18:18.33\00:18:19.73 It's a process. 00:18:19.76\00:18:21.10 Yes, and some things, some things take time, 00:18:21.13\00:18:23.06 especially when it has to do with the Lord 00:18:23.10\00:18:26.43 working with people. 00:18:26.47\00:18:27.87 And that's something to consider. 00:18:27.90\00:18:29.80 So you were in the army. 00:18:29.84\00:18:31.17 Yes. 00:18:31.21\00:18:32.54 And your faith was challenged in many ways, 00:18:32.57\00:18:35.18 but something particular happened. 00:18:35.21\00:18:37.58 And let's, let's go to that story. 00:18:37.61\00:18:39.85 We are tempted, as I go to the story, 00:18:39.88\00:18:43.28 we are tempted after we pray, 00:18:43.32\00:18:45.39 asking God for help to do something. 00:18:45.42\00:18:47.79 Yes. 00:18:47.82\00:18:49.16 As Abraham was tempted and he will, 00:18:49.19\00:18:50.79 he tried to have a baby 00:18:50.83\00:18:52.63 through his own plans instead of waiting for God's power. 00:18:52.66\00:18:56.56 And God doesn't need our help. 00:18:56.60\00:18:58.60 Those who wait upon the Lord renew their strength. 00:18:58.63\00:19:01.50 God wants us to trust Him and do only 00:19:01.54\00:19:03.54 what He says not what we think that 00:19:03.57\00:19:05.57 it would be good to help God, God doesn't need help. 00:19:05.61\00:19:08.11 We need help. 00:19:08.14\00:19:09.48 And so, I was in the army. 00:19:09.51\00:19:13.18 And they put me in a unit. 00:19:13.21\00:19:16.55 It was a garrison of 5,000 soldiers. 00:19:16.58\00:19:19.75 But they picked, handpicked from the 5,000, 00:19:19.79\00:19:22.29 they picked 51 soldiers and the unit was called Genius. 00:19:22.32\00:19:27.26 Not that we're genius or anything like that. 00:19:27.30\00:19:30.00 And we were trained not only artillery 00:19:30.03\00:19:32.33 or this or that, 00:19:32.37\00:19:33.70 but we were trained to do anything, 00:19:33.74\00:19:35.34 to shoot any type of weapon, regardless from small to big, 00:19:35.37\00:19:38.77 to make a bomb, to plant a bomb, 00:19:38.81\00:19:40.98 to put a big bomb 00:19:41.01\00:19:42.34 that you move part of the mountain 00:19:42.38\00:19:43.71 or a small bomb in a telephone. 00:19:43.75\00:19:45.48 We could go one soldier in the place 00:19:45.51\00:19:47.65 where the whole army could not go 00:19:47.68\00:19:49.28 and do some limiting of the enemy in case of war, 00:19:49.32\00:19:52.75 so we are specially trained. 00:19:52.79\00:19:55.26 And one day, the captain who was also the representant 00:19:55.29\00:20:01.63 of the Communist Party in that unit in the army, 00:20:01.66\00:20:05.73 and they had unlimited power. 00:20:05.77\00:20:08.00 They decided your life or my life 00:20:08.04\00:20:10.11 without any court or justice. 00:20:10.14\00:20:12.04 If they said, this is it, that will be the end. 00:20:12.07\00:20:15.51 And so, he came to me. 00:20:15.54\00:20:17.45 And he said, "Goia, 00:20:17.48\00:20:19.18 you are the enemy of the state." 00:20:19.21\00:20:21.12 I thought he was kidding. 00:20:21.15\00:20:22.62 Wow. I said, "Me, look at me. 00:20:22.65\00:20:24.42 How could I be the enemy? 00:20:24.45\00:20:25.79 Why? 00:20:25.82\00:20:27.16 Why am I so dangerous? 00:20:27.19\00:20:28.52 Are you kidding?" 00:20:28.56\00:20:29.89 He said, "You are the enemy." 00:20:29.92\00:20:31.26 I said, "Why?" 00:20:31.29\00:20:32.63 "Because you believe in God. 00:20:32.66\00:20:34.00 In this country, we have no God. 00:20:34.03\00:20:35.40 If you believe in God, you need to be eliminated. 00:20:35.43\00:20:38.07 You need to be terminated." 00:20:38.10\00:20:39.73 I said, "You don't look like Schwarzenegger 00:20:39.77\00:20:41.77 to be the Terminator. 00:20:41.80\00:20:43.67 Why would you say that?" 00:20:43.71\00:20:45.04 I thought he was joking. 00:20:45.07\00:20:46.41 And he said, "You need to give up your God 00:20:46.44\00:20:50.88 and put country and the government 00:20:50.91\00:20:52.55 and the Communist Party first. 00:20:52.58\00:20:55.08 Let me ask you a question, had he talked to you before? 00:20:55.12\00:20:58.32 How did he know about you? 00:20:58.35\00:20:59.69 They knew everything about everybody. 00:20:59.72\00:21:02.09 Everything was wired. 00:21:02.12\00:21:04.19 We could not talk in the house. 00:21:04.23\00:21:05.89 If we want you to talk about religion or government, 00:21:05.93\00:21:08.23 my father will take us a walk through the forest. 00:21:08.26\00:21:11.00 As soon as you talk in the house, 00:21:11.03\00:21:12.77 they will come and pick you up. 00:21:12.80\00:21:14.14 And that's not an exaggeration. 00:21:14.17\00:21:16.10 Many, many people, many, 00:21:16.14\00:21:18.64 we talk about over two, three million people 00:21:18.67\00:21:20.84 within 45 years were killed because of political 00:21:20.88\00:21:23.68 or religious reasons, including relatives, friends, 00:21:23.71\00:21:27.38 they were picked up and they never came back. 00:21:27.42\00:21:29.02 And so, they knew everything. 00:21:29.05\00:21:31.69 So at this point, 00:21:31.72\00:21:33.05 when he's telling you these things, 00:21:33.09\00:21:34.82 you are doubtful about what his intentions are. 00:21:34.86\00:21:38.59 You're not sure where he's going 00:21:38.63\00:21:39.96 or what he's going to do? 00:21:40.00\00:21:41.33 And he said, "You need to put the country 00:21:41.36\00:21:45.07 and the government and the Communist Party 00:21:45.10\00:21:46.63 first above your God." 00:21:46.67\00:21:48.07 And I said, "Listen, I love my country. 00:21:48.10\00:21:49.97 My bible teaches me to pray for the country, 00:21:50.01\00:21:53.17 to pray for the king, to pray for the president." 00:21:53.21\00:21:55.71 And sometimes we may not agree with this or that 00:21:55.74\00:21:58.25 because I believe in God and you don't. 00:21:58.28\00:22:00.12 But that doesn't mean that we should hate each other, 00:22:00.15\00:22:02.45 the parties that we should fight against each other. 00:22:02.48\00:22:05.29 The Bible says that we should love people, 00:22:05.32\00:22:07.82 love the government, pray for them. 00:22:07.86\00:22:09.92 And I said, "I'm paying for my country. 00:22:09.96\00:22:12.13 I love my country." 00:22:12.16\00:22:13.80 He said, "Well, if it was war, 00:22:13.83\00:22:16.03 and you told your day, Saturday, your Sabbath, 00:22:16.06\00:22:19.17 and I was in danger, I was shot. 00:22:19.20\00:22:22.37 Would you save me?" 00:22:22.40\00:22:23.74 I said, "Absolutely. 00:22:23.77\00:22:25.17 If you are in danger, not only during war, but peace. 00:22:25.21\00:22:28.01 If you had the car accident, or your house was on fire, 00:22:28.04\00:22:30.51 I would absolutely save you." 00:22:30.55\00:22:32.91 He says, "I want you to prove. 00:22:32.95\00:22:34.52 Today Saturday, 00:22:34.55\00:22:35.88 if I command you to dig a hole in the ground, 00:22:35.92\00:22:37.72 will you dig the hole?" 00:22:37.75\00:22:39.09 I said, "No. It's Sabbath. 00:22:39.12\00:22:40.46 Why would I do that?" 00:22:40.49\00:22:41.82 You said, "You'd put country above God." 00:22:41.86\00:22:44.59 I said, "I never said that. God comes first. 00:22:44.63\00:22:46.23 I told you that in an emergency, 00:22:46.26\00:22:48.20 I would be willing to sacrifice my life. 00:22:48.23\00:22:49.96 This is not an emergency. 00:22:50.00\00:22:51.33 There is no war, why would I dig a hole?" 00:22:51.37\00:22:54.50 He said, "Goia, 00:22:54.54\00:22:55.87 that means that you put God above country." 00:22:55.90\00:22:57.57 I said, "Absolutely, God comes first." 00:22:57.61\00:22:59.34 Oh, he didn't like that. 00:22:59.37\00:23:00.88 Oh! He was not happy about that. 00:23:00.91\00:23:02.34 He got angry red, he started to curse. 00:23:02.38\00:23:05.05 I said, "God comes first and then country, 00:23:05.08\00:23:08.42 and I need to give to God what belongs to God 00:23:08.45\00:23:10.49 and to Caesar what belongs to Caesar." 00:23:10.52\00:23:11.92 He said, "There is no God. 00:23:11.95\00:23:13.59 You get in my hands, 00:23:13.62\00:23:14.96 no God will be able to save you from my hands. 00:23:14.99\00:23:16.93 No God will save you from the Communist Party." 00:23:16.96\00:23:19.19 Was there anyone else around you while he was... 00:23:19.23\00:23:21.83 That's what he did next. 00:23:21.86\00:23:23.20 Okay. 00:23:23.23\00:23:24.57 He said to me, "If you disregard my authority, 00:23:24.60\00:23:26.70 between you and me it's seven years prison. 00:23:26.74\00:23:29.07 But if you disregard my authority 00:23:29.10\00:23:30.51 in front of the other soldiers. 00:23:30.54\00:23:31.87 It's 14 year prison and in war you'll be executed on the spot. 00:23:31.91\00:23:35.51 Fourteen year prison or executed on the spot. 00:23:35.54\00:23:39.25 And he called the other soldiers 00:23:39.28\00:23:42.28 50 plus, me 51. 00:23:42.32\00:23:44.02 And he commanded them to align themselves, 00:23:44.05\00:23:46.39 they all got straight, they saluted him. 00:23:46.42\00:23:48.62 And then he commanded me to a Saturday morning, 00:23:48.66\00:23:50.63 Goia three step forward, bang, bang, bang, I took three steps. 00:23:50.66\00:23:54.20 He says, "I command you to dig a hole." 00:23:54.23\00:23:57.47 It was Saturday morning I said, 00:23:57.50\00:23:59.50 "Captain with all due respect, I cannot do it, it is Sabbath. 00:23:59.53\00:24:03.10 I'm not gonna work." 00:24:03.14\00:24:05.07 "You disregard my authority. 00:24:05.11\00:24:08.51 I will destroy you. 00:24:08.54\00:24:10.55 I will make you an example. 00:24:10.58\00:24:12.51 I will show you that there is no God 00:24:12.55\00:24:14.18 that can save you. 00:24:14.22\00:24:15.55 You need to learn a lesson." 00:24:15.58\00:24:17.12 And he went on and on. 00:24:17.15\00:24:18.49 He cursed me and then he started 00:24:18.52\00:24:19.85 to curse God using really terrible dirty words. 00:24:19.89\00:24:22.96 And then says, 00:24:22.99\00:24:24.33 No, God can save you from our hands. 00:24:24.36\00:24:26.13 I want to see what God has power to do that. 00:24:26.16\00:24:28.56 Where is God? 00:24:28.60\00:24:29.93 And then he said, "You dig a hole right now." 00:24:29.96\00:24:33.50 I said, "I'm sorry. I cannot." 00:24:33.54\00:24:34.97 I said, "Give me a reason." 00:24:35.00\00:24:37.31 "There is war. 00:24:37.34\00:24:39.07 The enemy airplanes are attacking you right now. 00:24:39.11\00:24:41.61 Dig a hole and hide." I said... 00:24:41.64\00:24:45.45 You looked around. 00:24:45.48\00:24:46.82 There is no enemy airplanes dropping bombs on me. 00:24:46.85\00:24:51.55 "I want you to imagine that there are airplanes." 00:24:51.59\00:24:54.26 I said, "Well then I want you to imagine 00:24:54.29\00:24:55.62 that I dug the hole." 00:24:55.66\00:24:58.96 So you, this, from the military standpoint, 00:24:58.99\00:25:02.46 you are speaking to a superior, 00:25:02.50\00:25:05.20 a superior officer in a way that will get him really upset. 00:25:05.23\00:25:09.10 Oh, people were afraid of them. 00:25:09.14\00:25:11.87 People were shaking, 00:25:11.91\00:25:13.24 people could lose freedom in a second. 00:25:13.27\00:25:15.08 And people would bow down and stay with their heads down. 00:25:15.11\00:25:18.81 And people who tremble and say, 00:25:18.85\00:25:21.15 please, please, please, I have a family. 00:25:21.18\00:25:23.12 And my father taught me that God's presence 00:25:23.15\00:25:26.45 would cast away fear. 00:25:26.49\00:25:27.82 And that if you are afraid your God must be very small. 00:25:27.86\00:25:30.46 Because if you have a big God, you have no reason. 00:25:30.49\00:25:33.16 God is in control, and nothing would happen 00:25:33.19\00:25:35.16 to you unless He allows it. 00:25:35.20\00:25:36.60 And if He allows it, He has a reason. 00:25:36.63\00:25:38.37 Like He allowed Joseph to go to prison. 00:25:38.40\00:25:40.10 He had the reason. 00:25:40.14\00:25:41.47 He allowed Daniel to go to Babylon, He had the reason. 00:25:41.50\00:25:43.77 And that you don't need to understand, 00:25:43.81\00:25:45.14 but you need to know Him enough to trust Him 00:25:45.17\00:25:46.68 when you don't understand what is going on. 00:25:46.71\00:25:48.74 So I got my back straight. 00:25:48.78\00:25:51.18 And he expected me to shake and I said, 00:25:51.21\00:25:53.08 Well, God is with me. 00:25:53.11\00:25:54.88 And if God is with me who can be against me? 00:25:54.92\00:25:56.75 He says, "Are you crazy? 00:25:56.79\00:25:58.75 What God is with you? 00:25:58.79\00:26:00.42 Let me ask you a question. 00:26:00.46\00:26:01.79 Because you said the other soldiers were there. 00:26:01.82\00:26:05.26 Did they have any rifles or weapons 00:26:05.29\00:26:07.63 that in case he commanded them to kill you, 00:26:07.66\00:26:09.80 they all did. 00:26:09.83\00:26:11.17 All of them. We were in training field. 00:26:11.20\00:26:12.63 Okay. 00:26:12.67\00:26:14.00 And you're basically he would call us every day. 00:26:14.04\00:26:16.00 And that on Saturdays, when he would call us to train, 00:26:16.04\00:26:18.27 I would refuse. 00:26:18.31\00:26:19.64 And usually I would go and lock myself 00:26:19.67\00:26:21.01 in the backroom, and pray and study and rest Sabbath. 00:26:21.04\00:26:24.98 And so there are other stories 00:26:25.01\00:26:26.82 as he tried to put me in prison before. 00:26:26.85\00:26:28.68 But right now, he commanded in front of the whole unit, 00:26:28.72\00:26:33.42 basically, to have witnesses and the reason 00:26:33.46\00:26:35.69 to put me in prison. 00:26:35.72\00:26:37.16 Wow, this is a situation that I think 00:26:37.19\00:26:40.90 the majority of people that are with us 00:26:40.93\00:26:43.83 or listening would say, I don't think, 00:26:43.87\00:26:47.67 I think I would go ahead 00:26:47.70\00:26:49.04 and dig the hole to live another day, 00:26:49.07\00:26:51.07 but you were challenged. 00:26:51.11\00:26:52.51 This is serve God or serve man. 00:26:52.54\00:26:55.68 What happened? 00:26:55.71\00:26:57.05 I want to make a parenthesis 00:26:57.08\00:26:58.58 to try to touch a little on a lesson. 00:26:58.61\00:27:01.35 It's easy to say, Oh, I would not, 00:27:01.38\00:27:03.08 I would go to prison. 00:27:03.12\00:27:04.45 It's easy to say it. 00:27:04.49\00:27:05.82 But when you get there, it's a little struggle. 00:27:05.85\00:27:08.49 Yes. 00:27:08.52\00:27:09.86 It's easy to tell the story now. 00:27:09.89\00:27:11.23 But it was not easy then. 00:27:11.26\00:27:12.59 Number two, when we go through small crisis, 00:27:12.63\00:27:15.03 and we pray and we don't seem to get an answer right away, 00:27:15.06\00:27:18.40 we struggle more over a big crisis. 00:27:18.43\00:27:20.77 And if we don't learn to trust God in small, 00:27:20.80\00:27:23.17 daily challenges, how are you going to trust God 00:27:23.20\00:27:26.47 in the final crisis, the biggest of earth's history, 00:27:26.51\00:27:29.24 and we need to learn to know our God and to trust our God. 00:27:29.28\00:27:33.55 But anyway, another point 00:27:33.58\00:27:35.08 that I want to draw attention to, 00:27:35.12\00:27:37.62 is that we so many times focus on self, 00:27:37.65\00:27:42.22 my freedom, my health, my job, 00:27:42.26\00:27:44.33 my blessings, my need, my family, 00:27:44.36\00:27:46.06 my and, and in the Bible, 00:27:46.09\00:27:48.96 we are called to put God first, His kingdom, His honor, 00:27:49.00\00:27:53.30 His interest, to love God more than self. 00:27:53.34\00:27:56.30 In fact, the Bible says, 00:27:56.34\00:27:57.67 whoever doesn't give up mother and father, 00:27:57.71\00:27:59.24 He said cannot be My disciple. 00:27:59.27\00:28:01.01 We are called to die to self. 00:28:01.04\00:28:02.44 Yes. 00:28:02.48\00:28:03.81 We are not called to seek blessings, 00:28:03.85\00:28:05.18 but to give up everything, 00:28:05.21\00:28:06.55 including comfort and freedom in life. 00:28:06.58\00:28:08.58 We are called to do what Jesus did and unless 00:28:08.62\00:28:12.45 we are ready to put God first. 00:28:12.49\00:28:13.82 Yes. 00:28:13.86\00:28:15.19 Jesus says, you are no My disciple. 00:28:15.22\00:28:17.16 And like the rich young ruler, Lord, I keep the commandments. 00:28:17.19\00:28:20.76 I eat vegetables, I go to church, 00:28:20.80\00:28:23.06 and I know the doctrines, 00:28:23.10\00:28:24.43 and Jesus said, give up everything. 00:28:24.47\00:28:25.80 Yes. 00:28:25.83\00:28:27.17 Unless we are willing to surrender all. 00:28:27.20\00:28:29.00 Paul says, "I consider all things a loss." 00:28:29.04\00:28:32.47 Unless we are willing to surrender all, 00:28:32.51\00:28:35.71 we are not really Christians, 00:28:35.74\00:28:37.25 because whatever comes between us and God, 00:28:37.28\00:28:39.15 and we cannot surrender, that's what we worship. 00:28:39.18\00:28:41.15 Wow. This is true. 00:28:41.18\00:28:43.32 This is true. 00:28:43.35\00:28:44.69 Now, this was life or death. 00:28:44.72\00:28:46.96 And the way you're presenting to us this story, 00:28:46.99\00:28:50.43 this is life or death, 00:28:50.46\00:28:51.79 he was ready to challenge your faith. 00:28:51.83\00:28:54.93 Yes. 00:28:54.96\00:28:56.30 And have you, had you seen him do things 00:28:56.33\00:28:59.97 that you asked yourself, why would he do that before? 00:29:00.00\00:29:02.60 Then you had seen him many times. 00:29:02.64\00:29:03.97 Many times. Okay, so what happened next? 00:29:04.01\00:29:05.94 He got red angry, started to mumble something 00:29:05.97\00:29:11.91 that was obviously so angry 00:29:11.95\00:29:13.88 that he couldn't speak fluently and clearly. 00:29:13.92\00:29:16.18 He said, "I'm going back. 00:29:16.22\00:29:18.05 And today is the last day of your freedom. 00:29:18.09\00:29:19.52 I'm going to propose maximum prison 14 years 00:29:19.55\00:29:22.29 in the toughest facility in the country." 00:29:22.32\00:29:23.99 And he named it. 00:29:24.03\00:29:25.73 Many people who entered that facility never came back. 00:29:25.76\00:29:29.30 He said, "You will face torture, 00:29:29.33\00:29:31.00 your beatings, and so on and so forth. 00:29:31.03\00:29:32.83 You, I'm going to teach you a lesson. 00:29:32.87\00:29:35.17 And I want to see what God can save you." 00:29:35.20\00:29:37.41 And then he said, 00:29:37.44\00:29:38.97 "There, if you don't obey what they say, 00:29:39.01\00:29:40.84 and you keep putting your God first, 00:29:40.88\00:29:43.71 they are going to double, triple your sentence, 00:29:43.75\00:29:45.35 you will never come back. 00:29:45.38\00:29:46.72 He says, "I'm going to show you that we decide your destiny. 00:29:46.75\00:29:49.48 And I'm going to teach you to give up your God. 00:29:49.52\00:29:51.52 And he left all the soldiers in the training field on me 00:29:51.55\00:29:54.99 and he went to the garrison. 00:29:55.02\00:29:56.73 He called an emergency meeting to propose prison for me. 00:29:56.76\00:30:01.50 In that moment, I left the training field. 00:30:01.53\00:30:04.33 I was in charge of the warehouse. 00:30:04.37\00:30:06.27 I went inside the warehouse, 00:30:06.30\00:30:07.87 locked myself inside 00:30:07.90\00:30:09.44 and started to do whatever Christians do. 00:30:09.47\00:30:11.77 Pray, Lord, help me please, Lord, I am in trouble. 00:30:11.81\00:30:14.84 My health, my job, my health, my, Lord, have me my freedom, 00:30:14.88\00:30:17.91 Lord, like I started to pray as we all do. 00:30:17.95\00:30:20.32 Yes. 00:30:20.35\00:30:21.68 But this is what my father used to say to me. 00:30:21.72\00:30:24.79 The more you looked at the problems, 00:30:24.82\00:30:26.65 the more discouraged you are. 00:30:26.69\00:30:28.42 The more you look at the... 00:30:28.46\00:30:29.79 This is something one of those things 00:30:29.82\00:30:31.16 you kind of underline, 00:30:31.19\00:30:32.53 the more you looked to the problem, 00:30:32.56\00:30:33.93 the more discouraged you are. 00:30:33.96\00:30:35.30 The bigger the problem seemed to be, like King Saul. 00:30:35.33\00:30:38.30 He was taller than the others in Israel. 00:30:38.33\00:30:40.30 But when he looked to giant, to Goliath, 00:30:40.34\00:30:43.10 Goliath seemed pretty big, even compared to Saul. 00:30:43.14\00:30:45.31 Yes. 00:30:45.34\00:30:46.68 But David, who was only a child, 00:30:46.71\00:30:49.11 probably very short. 00:30:49.14\00:30:50.48 Yes. 00:30:50.51\00:30:51.85 When he looked, he didn't look to Goliath, 00:30:51.88\00:30:53.21 he looked to God. 00:30:53.25\00:30:54.58 He says, "I come to you in the name of our God, 00:30:54.62\00:30:56.48 the Almighty God of Israel." 00:30:56.52\00:30:58.15 Amen. 00:30:58.19\00:30:59.52 When he looked to God, Goliath seemed to be a baby. 00:30:59.55\00:31:01.39 Yes. 00:31:01.42\00:31:02.76 We have big problems because we look too much 00:31:02.79\00:31:04.76 to the problems and too little to God 00:31:04.79\00:31:06.26 and we have a very small God. 00:31:06.29\00:31:07.70 The more you look to God, the more you understand 00:31:07.73\00:31:10.17 what He has done in the past, His promises, His might, 00:31:10.20\00:31:13.54 His love, the more peace we have 00:31:13.57\00:31:16.24 when you look to the problem. 00:31:16.27\00:31:17.64 The bible says, you keep him in perfect peace 00:31:17.67\00:31:19.94 him whose mind is fixed on you. 00:31:19.97\00:31:21.58 Amen. Amen. 00:31:21.61\00:31:22.94 And so, we seek turn your eyes upon Jesus, 00:31:22.98\00:31:26.28 but we so many times focus on problems 00:31:26.31\00:31:29.45 and solutions instead of focusing on God 00:31:29.48\00:31:31.92 and His grace and His power, and His promise 00:31:31.95\00:31:34.39 and what He has done in the past. 00:31:34.42\00:31:35.76 We have nothing to fear unless we forget how God has led us. 00:31:35.79\00:31:39.29 And so, I was praying for my freedom. 00:31:39.33\00:31:42.23 Lord, I don't want to go to prison. 00:31:42.26\00:31:43.63 Lord, they are going to beat me. 00:31:43.67\00:31:45.03 And, Lord, what's going to happen 14 years, Lord, 00:31:45.07\00:31:47.70 and the more I prayed the more desperate 00:31:47.74\00:31:49.47 I was because I was looking to prison 00:31:49.50\00:31:51.97 and it came in my mind, fix your eyes. 00:31:52.01\00:31:54.34 My father used to say, 00:31:54.38\00:31:55.71 "They are going to challenge your faith, 00:31:55.74\00:31:57.15 there will be a time that you will have no solution. 00:31:57.18\00:32:00.22 Turn your eyes upon Jesus. 00:32:00.25\00:32:01.98 Don't only sing the song, do the song." 00:32:02.02\00:32:04.72 Oh, praise the Lord. He'd tell me. 00:32:04.75\00:32:06.65 Many times the Communist party came 00:32:06.69\00:32:08.39 and took him to police 00:32:08.42\00:32:10.16 because he was bringing Bibles from former Yugoslavia 00:32:10.19\00:32:13.56 and he would say to me, "Turn your eyes upon your God, 00:32:13.60\00:32:15.83 have a real God, not a theory of God. 00:32:15.86\00:32:18.33 And he will say to me, "Your God is big, 00:32:18.37\00:32:20.64 why are you afraid?" 00:32:20.67\00:32:22.67 And he would say to me, in Revelation Chapter 13, 00:32:22.70\00:32:27.48 he says that this and this and this will not go to heaven, 00:32:27.51\00:32:29.71 and on top of the list is people who are afraid. 00:32:29.74\00:32:31.18 Yes. 00:32:31.21\00:32:32.55 If you have a real God, you should not be afraid, 00:32:32.58\00:32:34.48 you should have courage. 00:32:34.52\00:32:35.85 Jesus says from Genesis to Revelation, 00:32:35.88\00:32:38.92 don't be afraid, for I am with you. 00:32:38.95\00:32:40.36 At the Red Sea, tell them not to be afraid, 00:32:40.39\00:32:42.22 because I will go ahead of them. 00:32:42.26\00:32:43.63 At Jericho, be courageous, I'm with you. 00:32:43.66\00:32:45.96 If God is with you, why are you afraid? 00:32:45.99\00:32:47.96 That's right. That's right. 00:32:48.00\00:32:49.33 And so, I was praying and I was wondering 00:32:49.36\00:32:52.57 am I a Christian if I'm afraid of prison. 00:32:52.60\00:32:56.24 Jesus gave His life to save even one soul. 00:32:56.27\00:32:59.37 What if God has one soul in prison to be saved? 00:32:59.41\00:33:01.98 Shouldn't if Joseph didn't go to prison, 00:33:02.01\00:33:04.05 he would have never been prime minister, 00:33:04.08\00:33:05.58 not that I will be prime minister 00:33:05.61\00:33:06.95 or anything like that, but what if God wants me to go 00:33:06.98\00:33:09.32 to prison to save a soul. 00:33:09.35\00:33:10.69 Could be. 00:33:10.72\00:33:12.05 And I said, "But I don't want to go to prison. 00:33:12.09\00:33:13.42 Am I crazy? 00:33:13.46\00:33:14.79 I don't want to go to prison." 00:33:14.82\00:33:16.16 And then it came in my mind whoever doesn't love God 00:33:16.19\00:33:18.56 more than self cannot be My disciple. 00:33:18.59\00:33:21.03 And I said, "But, Lord, I love you more than freedom, 00:33:21.06\00:33:24.20 but I don't want to go to prison." 00:33:24.23\00:33:26.53 Let me ask you just in case because there are people 00:33:26.57\00:33:29.10 watching of different ages. 00:33:29.14\00:33:30.54 How old were you at this time 00:33:30.57\00:33:32.74 when you receive this challenge? 00:33:32.77\00:33:34.11 Eighteen. Eighteen years old. 00:33:34.14\00:33:35.64 Yeah, that was 100 years ago. 00:33:35.68\00:33:39.65 So you're praying, asking the Lord to deliver you 00:33:39.68\00:33:42.28 from prison and how was the transition, 00:33:42.32\00:33:47.19 how did you find peace and tranquility 00:33:47.22\00:33:50.03 in the Lord in the midst of this great challenge? 00:33:50.06\00:33:51.89 It came in my mind what my father would say again 00:33:51.93\00:33:55.13 and again, every time would have a challenge, 00:33:55.16\00:33:56.50 I will talk to him, 00:33:56.53\00:33:57.87 and he will not give me the answer 00:33:57.90\00:33:59.23 but he will throw some tips. 00:33:59.27\00:34:00.94 He said to me that in our life we have no blessings, 00:34:00.97\00:34:06.07 no growth, no power, no victory, 00:34:06.11\00:34:08.41 and we are unable to even help others 00:34:08.44\00:34:11.28 because we don't learn to trust God 00:34:11.31\00:34:13.58 and to fully surrender and let Him deal with it 00:34:13.62\00:34:15.88 everything, regardless of the spiritual matter 00:34:15.92\00:34:17.95 or whatever, to surrender. 00:34:17.99\00:34:20.66 We talk about surrendering, give Him permission to work, 00:34:20.69\00:34:23.53 but then we act ourselves. 00:34:23.56\00:34:25.39 And my father said, 00:34:25.43\00:34:27.20 "All Bible stories 00:34:27.23\00:34:28.56 are because people surrender everything. 00:34:28.60\00:34:30.73 They trust in God even with life. 00:34:30.77\00:34:32.10 Yes. 00:34:32.13\00:34:33.47 And in history, people of faith have been people 00:34:33.50\00:34:36.74 that learned to surrender. 00:34:36.77\00:34:38.77 And my father would say, "Moses gave up everything." 00:34:38.81\00:34:41.54 God could not use you unless you give up everything. 00:34:41.58\00:34:44.11 As long as you are in control 00:34:44.15\00:34:45.71 and you keep some things for you, 00:34:45.75\00:34:47.48 God cannot give you power 00:34:47.52\00:34:48.85 because you are going to use the power in a selfish way, 00:34:48.88\00:34:51.39 self centered way according to your good plans, 00:34:51.42\00:34:54.52 your good wisdom, but when you fully surrender 00:34:54.56\00:34:58.36 and God takes over 00:34:58.39\00:34:59.73 and He's in control of your life, 00:34:59.76\00:35:01.50 then God can give you power because He's going to control 00:35:01.53\00:35:04.23 how you use that power. 00:35:04.27\00:35:05.87 And Paul says, "I've been crucified, 00:35:05.90\00:35:08.50 I no longer live, Christ lives and leads and so on." 00:35:08.54\00:35:12.11 He says, "I die daily." 00:35:12.14\00:35:13.71 Basically my father will say, 00:35:13.74\00:35:15.38 "If you really want to see God's power in your life, 00:35:15.41\00:35:17.88 you first need to die. 00:35:17.91\00:35:19.78 Unless you die, you will never produce fruit. 00:35:19.81\00:35:21.88 As long as you are alive, God cannot give you power 00:35:21.92\00:35:24.45 because you will control that power." 00:35:24.49\00:35:26.35 So when you say, you have to die, 00:35:26.39\00:35:28.22 you're talking about having control, 00:35:28.26\00:35:31.56 you're saying dying to self, your ideas, your ways. 00:35:31.59\00:35:34.83 You're saying, allow God to control? 00:35:34.86\00:35:36.60 Okay. 00:35:36.63\00:35:37.97 And he will repeat again and again that basically 00:35:38.00\00:35:43.20 if you want to keep your life or your house or your salary, 00:35:43.24\00:35:46.57 you will lose it, 00:35:46.61\00:35:47.94 but if you're willing to give it to God, 00:35:47.98\00:35:49.31 then you will save it because God can preserve it 00:35:49.34\00:35:52.28 better than you can, and you need to be willing 00:35:52.31\00:35:54.22 to let go for God to be able to grow it, 00:35:54.25\00:35:56.48 bless it, preserve it. 00:35:56.52\00:35:58.12 For instance, he would say, 00:35:58.15\00:35:59.49 "If you love your family more than God, you'll lose it. 00:35:59.52\00:36:01.52 But if you put God first, 00:36:01.56\00:36:02.96 He will be able to preserve your family for you 00:36:02.99\00:36:04.89 better than you do it." 00:36:04.93\00:36:06.39 He will say, "In God's hands it's safer than in your hands." 00:36:06.43\00:36:09.63 And so, when it came in my mind to surrender my freedom, 00:36:09.66\00:36:13.13 and if I want to keep my freedom, 00:36:13.17\00:36:14.77 I'm going to lose it. 00:36:14.80\00:36:16.14 But if I'm willing to give it to God, 00:36:16.17\00:36:17.51 He will do best. 00:36:17.54\00:36:19.27 I was struggling to pray a new prayer. 00:36:19.31\00:36:22.61 And I said, "Lord, I really don't want to go to prison. 00:36:22.64\00:36:26.55 But I am willing to surrender my freedom. 00:36:26.58\00:36:29.18 Do to me whatever You want, I give you my permission. 00:36:29.22\00:36:33.12 I know You respect my freedom. 00:36:33.15\00:36:34.62 So, Lord, if You want to give me freedom, 00:36:34.66\00:36:37.59 please do that. 00:36:37.63\00:36:38.96 But if not, if You have a job for me in prison, 00:36:38.99\00:36:41.96 like Joseph, like, let me go to prison. 00:36:42.00\00:36:44.10 And if You want me to love You more than freedom, 00:36:44.13\00:36:47.40 let me love You joyfully more than freedom or life. 00:36:47.44\00:36:50.97 And so, Lord, I joyfully surrender 00:36:51.01\00:36:53.27 my freedom and my life, 00:36:53.31\00:36:54.94 even if I will be beaten or tortured, 00:36:54.98\00:36:57.11 do whatever You want." 00:36:57.15\00:36:58.51 And then it came these words in my mouth, I don't know why. 00:36:58.55\00:37:00.98 But I said, "Do to me, not what I ask or what I want, 00:37:01.02\00:37:04.85 or what is important to me. 00:37:04.89\00:37:06.29 Do to me what would honor you and serve you, 00:37:06.32\00:37:09.66 and your kingdom and your mission 00:37:09.69\00:37:11.33 and your honor to the point that this communist people, 00:37:11.36\00:37:14.46 secular communist that don't know you, 00:37:14.50\00:37:16.80 they will have a chance to know 00:37:16.83\00:37:18.27 that there is a God in heaven and to be saved. 00:37:18.30\00:37:20.20 So, Lord, I'm gonna put You, Your mission, Your honor, 00:37:20.24\00:37:24.21 Your work above my freedom. 00:37:24.24\00:37:26.78 When I said those words, though I should have cried 00:37:26.81\00:37:29.94 because hey, I'm willing to give up my freedom. 00:37:29.98\00:37:32.38 Instantly, before when I paid for freedom, 00:37:32.41\00:37:36.69 I was struggling. 00:37:36.72\00:37:38.05 When I said, "Do to me whatever You want." 00:37:38.09\00:37:39.92 Instantly I had peace like, 00:37:39.95\00:37:41.46 there was no problem with my freedom. 00:37:41.49\00:37:43.32 And I didn't know what will happen next. 00:37:43.36\00:37:46.09 But I stopped asking. 00:37:46.13\00:37:47.96 I didn't feel the need to ask anymore, 00:37:48.00\00:37:49.40 like, basically, I gave it to God. 00:37:49.43\00:37:50.90 And I was like, "No need to ask, He knows it. 00:37:50.93\00:37:53.60 He's in control." Yes. 00:37:53.64\00:37:54.97 I gave up my freedom. 00:37:55.00\00:37:56.34 I gave it to Him. 00:37:56.37\00:37:57.71 It's His problem, not mine. 00:37:57.74\00:37:59.07 So you are willing to face no matter what happened? 00:37:59.11\00:38:01.58 Even if you had to go to prison, 00:38:01.61\00:38:02.94 you were willing to face that if that was God's will? 00:38:02.98\00:38:05.05 I didn't even think about it anymore. 00:38:05.08\00:38:06.98 And for some reason, I was afraid to open my eyes. 00:38:07.02\00:38:09.88 I sensed that God is right there. 00:38:09.92\00:38:11.99 He can hear me. 00:38:12.02\00:38:13.36 He knows my heart. 00:38:13.39\00:38:14.72 He knows the future. 00:38:14.76\00:38:16.09 And He's in control. 00:38:16.12\00:38:17.46 And I said, Lord, you know it all, You are God. 00:38:17.49\00:38:19.13 And they started for some reason to sing, 00:38:19.16\00:38:21.30 literally a song that is the one 00:38:21.33\00:38:23.60 that trust in the Lord he has peace 00:38:23.63\00:38:25.37 and the Romanian words. 00:38:25.40\00:38:26.74 Yes. 00:38:26.77\00:38:28.10 And I started to sing and while I was singing, 00:38:28.14\00:38:30.14 somebody knocked in the door, powerful in the warehouse door, 00:38:30.17\00:38:34.04 and I stopped singing and I opened the door. 00:38:34.08\00:38:36.24 And it was a sergeant, 00:38:36.28\00:38:37.61 his name was Chu-Chu Marian, short guy. 00:38:37.65\00:38:40.32 He says, "Pavel, you're an Adventist." 00:38:40.35\00:38:41.95 I said, "Yes." 00:38:41.98\00:38:43.32 "You cannot lie." 00:38:43.35\00:38:44.69 I said, "I'm trying to tell the truth always." 00:38:44.72\00:38:47.92 "I want you to tell me the truth." 00:38:47.96\00:38:49.29 I said, "Okay." 00:38:49.32\00:38:50.66 "Do you know General Jonna? 00:38:50.69\00:38:52.63 General Joni? 00:38:52.66\00:38:54.00 Jonna. 00:38:54.03\00:38:55.36 I said, "I don't know General Jonna." 00:38:55.40\00:38:57.07 "Oh, yes, you do." 00:38:57.10\00:38:58.43 I said, "Who is he?" 00:38:58.47\00:39:01.47 "Pavel, you cannot lie. 00:39:01.50\00:39:03.54 Your God can hear you." 00:39:03.57\00:39:05.67 I said, "What are you talking about?" 00:39:05.71\00:39:07.98 "You don't know him?" "No, I don't know him. 00:39:08.01\00:39:09.64 Who is he?" 00:39:09.68\00:39:11.01 Well, all armies in Romania are divided in four, 00:39:11.05\00:39:13.52 four big armies. 00:39:13.55\00:39:15.52 And there are four generals 00:39:15.55\00:39:16.89 who are responsible 00:39:16.92\00:39:18.25 with the four armies of Romania. 00:39:18.29\00:39:19.99 And over them is the minister of defense 00:39:20.02\00:39:21.82 and over them the president. 00:39:21.86\00:39:23.59 And these four people are people 00:39:23.63\00:39:25.26 that everybody is afraid of them. 00:39:25.29\00:39:27.06 And the most fearful among all, 00:39:27.10\00:39:29.73 the one that people really shake his presence. 00:39:29.76\00:39:32.10 He has the power to take anybody's life. 00:39:32.13\00:39:34.37 That guy is extremely powerful 00:39:34.40\00:39:36.57 in our country is General Jonna. 00:39:36.60\00:39:38.01 We are in a meeting to put you in prison 14 years, 00:39:39.11\00:39:41.91 and the door opened and guess who came? 00:39:41.94\00:39:44.91 From Bucharest to this city, countryside, 00:39:44.95\00:39:47.92 General Jonna showed up with his guards. 00:39:47.95\00:39:51.32 And we all got straight... 00:39:51.35\00:39:52.92 This is interesting. 00:39:52.95\00:39:54.29 We said, "This is it. 00:39:54.32\00:39:55.66 We are done." 00:39:55.69\00:39:57.03 If he came to inspect our garrison, 00:39:57.06\00:39:58.39 we are in trouble. 00:39:58.43\00:39:59.93 And we were afraid for our jobs or freedom. 00:39:59.96\00:40:02.43 And he said, "Relax, sit down." 00:40:02.46\00:40:04.50 We all sat down, waited. 00:40:04.53\00:40:06.43 He says, "I came three years ago to inspect the garrison 00:40:06.47\00:40:08.87 and you're to arrest. 00:40:08.90\00:40:11.54 The fence was broken, the driveway was broken, 00:40:11.57\00:40:13.44 the roof was leaking, 00:40:13.48\00:40:14.81 the windows were broken of the museum. 00:40:14.84\00:40:16.48 And you said you have no funds, no money. 00:40:16.51\00:40:18.88 I came now to inspect. 00:40:18.91\00:40:20.78 You have a nice new fence, who fixed it for you?" 00:40:20.82\00:40:23.52 "Well, there is a soldier, his name is Goia. 00:40:23.55\00:40:25.05 He fixed it." 00:40:25.09\00:40:26.42 "How much did you pay him?" 00:40:26.45\00:40:27.79 "Oh, he volunteered. 00:40:27.82\00:40:29.16 He did it for free." 00:40:29.19\00:40:30.53 Nice. 00:40:30.56\00:40:31.89 Praise the Lord. 00:40:31.93\00:40:33.26 "The driveway is fixed." 00:40:33.29\00:40:34.63 "He fixed the driveway." 00:40:34.66\00:40:36.00 "Who?" "Goia. 00:40:36.03\00:40:37.37 "The same soldier?" "Yes." 00:40:37.40\00:40:38.73 "The roof is fixed, you got new roof." 00:40:38.77\00:40:40.10 "Well, he worked with his father roofs 00:40:40.14\00:40:41.47 and construction and he fixed the roof." 00:40:41.50\00:40:43.51 "Who? "The same soldier Goia." 00:40:43.54\00:40:45.87 "How much did he charge?" 00:40:45.91\00:40:47.24 "Oh, every day he fixes something around the building. 00:40:47.28\00:40:50.01 He goes and he will fix something." 00:40:50.05\00:40:52.45 He says that "He has to do everything 00:40:52.48\00:40:53.88 as he will do it for God." 00:40:53.92\00:40:56.02 "Oh, I noticed that the windows are replaced." 00:40:56.05\00:40:58.72 He worked on glass with his father. 00:40:58.75\00:41:00.09 He owns a business in glass. 00:41:00.12\00:41:01.49 He knows how to, he replaced the windows." 00:41:01.52\00:41:03.22 "The museum who did?" 00:41:03.26\00:41:04.63 "He did the museum." 00:41:04.66\00:41:05.99 "The warehouse was missing tools. 00:41:06.03\00:41:07.76 Soldiers would sell them to buy alcohol. 00:41:07.80\00:41:10.13 Right now nothing is missing, 00:41:10.17\00:41:11.67 who is in charge of the warehouse." 00:41:11.70\00:41:13.03 Goia, he doesn't allow anybody to steal. 00:41:13.07\00:41:15.07 He keeps them clean." 00:41:15.10\00:41:16.87 "Man, what have you done to reward him, 00:41:16.91\00:41:19.57 to put a picture of him under flag to send him home, 00:41:19.61\00:41:22.71 to put him on the TV, to give him a financial reward? 00:41:22.74\00:41:26.25 What have you done to honor him?" 00:41:26.28\00:41:28.82 And they said, "Nothing." 00:41:28.85\00:41:30.99 "Why are you here?" 00:41:31.02\00:41:32.35 "An emergency meeting. "Why?" 00:41:32.39\00:41:33.96 "We want to put a soldier in prison, 00:41:33.99\00:41:35.79 maximum sentence." 00:41:35.82\00:41:37.16 "Who?" "Goia." 00:41:37.19\00:41:38.66 "Why would you do that? 00:41:38.69\00:41:40.03 You see a traitor." "No." 00:41:40.06\00:41:42.26 "Is he talking against the government?" 00:41:42.30\00:41:43.90 "No. 00:41:43.93\00:41:45.27 But he believes in God." 00:41:45.30\00:41:46.63 "Well, many people believe in God, 00:41:46.67\00:41:48.14 though we don't like it. 00:41:48.17\00:41:49.50 Are you planning to kill them all? 00:41:49.54\00:41:50.87 Is he going against our country?" 00:41:51.81\00:41:53.21 "No." 00:41:53.24\00:41:54.58 "If there was an emergency, would he?" 00:41:54.61\00:41:56.31 "Oh, yeah. 00:41:56.34\00:41:57.68 In an emergency he would give his life." 00:41:57.71\00:41:59.58 "What was the problem?" 00:41:59.61\00:42:01.15 "We asked him to dig a hole 00:42:01.18\00:42:02.52 and it was Saturday and he refused." 00:42:02.55\00:42:04.39 "Why would you ask him to dig a hole?" 00:42:04.42\00:42:06.39 "Well, we wanted to see if he'll obey." 00:42:06.42\00:42:09.19 "Why would you do that?" 00:42:09.22\00:42:10.76 "Well, we told him that there is work." 00:42:10.79\00:42:12.13 "But there is no work." 00:42:12.16\00:42:14.36 Praise the Lord. 00:42:14.40\00:42:15.73 He said, "You wish you had all soldiers like him. 00:42:15.76\00:42:19.17 Why would you go against your best soldier?" 00:42:19.20\00:42:21.20 And then the General said, "You touch him, you touch me. 00:42:21.24\00:42:24.61 You go against him. 00:42:24.64\00:42:25.97 I'm going to make you lose your jobs and your freedom. 00:42:26.01\00:42:28.04 I myself, I'm going to go against you. 00:42:28.08\00:42:30.38 Don't you touch Goia?" 00:42:30.41\00:42:32.15 Wow! 00:42:32.18\00:42:33.52 This is something amazing. 00:42:33.55\00:42:35.12 And then the sergeant said to me, 00:42:35.15\00:42:36.79 "You tell me that you don't know him." 00:42:36.82\00:42:38.29 I said, "Nope. 00:42:38.32\00:42:39.65 But I know somebody bigger." 00:42:39.69\00:42:41.96 "You know, the president or who?" 00:42:41.99\00:42:43.89 "I said somebody bigger." 00:42:43.93\00:42:45.26 I was referring to God. Praise God. 00:42:45.29\00:42:46.76 He says, "I'm gonna tell everybody 00:42:46.80\00:42:48.66 that you know somebody bigger than the general." 00:42:48.70\00:42:51.67 Sure enough, from that day 00:42:51.70\00:42:53.84 to the end of the military service, 00:42:53.87\00:42:55.94 they never asked me to do anything. 00:42:55.97\00:42:57.31 They would ask me, "Go home, go to church, do whatever. 00:42:57.34\00:42:59.77 You don't have to work, you don't have to do training, 00:42:59.81\00:43:01.68 you can go in your room and pray. 00:43:01.71\00:43:03.45 Just call the general and talk to him about us. 00:43:03.48\00:43:05.65 Maybe we get the promotion." 00:43:05.68\00:43:07.18 I said, "I don't know the general, 00:43:07.22\00:43:08.55 I know somebody bigger." 00:43:08.58\00:43:09.92 "Well, whoever you know bigger, talk to him for us." 00:43:09.95\00:43:11.99 I said, "I am doing every day. 00:43:12.02\00:43:13.59 I'm talking to him about you," because I was praying for them. 00:43:13.62\00:43:16.42 Yes. Praise the Lord. 00:43:16.46\00:43:18.16 But so many times, we want God to serve us, 00:43:18.19\00:43:24.83 while we put our needs above God. 00:43:24.87\00:43:28.20 And God cannot really serve us 00:43:28.24\00:43:30.74 because we are supposed to serve Him. 00:43:30.77\00:43:32.64 And we need to be willing to put God, 00:43:32.67\00:43:34.74 His honor, His service, 00:43:34.78\00:43:36.71 the proclamation of the good news of the gospel. 00:43:36.75\00:43:40.32 We need to put God first and ready to give up life, 00:43:40.35\00:43:43.62 freedom, money. 00:43:43.65\00:43:44.99 It's not about money, it's about everything, 00:43:45.02\00:43:46.55 time, energy, house, job, family, we need self health. 00:43:46.59\00:43:51.13 We need to put God above everything, 00:43:51.16\00:43:53.16 because whatever is your treasure, 00:43:53.19\00:43:55.63 that's where your heart is. 00:43:55.66\00:43:57.17 We need to put God above these things 00:43:57.20\00:43:59.23 in order to allow God to work at any place. 00:43:59.27\00:44:02.10 Praise the Lord. 00:44:02.14\00:44:03.47 You know, you're, as you're telling the story 00:44:03.51\00:44:06.41 and how this general showed up at the time 00:44:06.44\00:44:09.98 when they were about to make a decision 00:44:10.01\00:44:11.55 to put you in prison. 00:44:11.58\00:44:13.21 The Lord directed him to come 00:44:13.25\00:44:15.92 long before the meeting started. 00:44:15.95\00:44:18.85 What's the distance between Bucharest 00:44:18.89\00:44:21.49 where he was 00:44:21.52\00:44:22.86 and where your military base was? 00:44:22.89\00:44:24.83 I even checked online, but with the train 00:44:24.86\00:44:28.00 would probably be seven, eight hours. 00:44:28.03\00:44:31.37 I don't know in... 00:44:31.40\00:44:32.73 This is one of those things that... 00:44:32.77\00:44:34.10 Five six hundred kilometers, about 300-400 miles. 00:44:34.14\00:44:36.91 Obviously the Lord was in control. 00:44:36.94\00:44:39.07 He knew what emergency His child, 00:44:39.11\00:44:41.74 and I'm saying you His child in this case, 00:44:41.78\00:44:43.78 was going to be facing 00:44:43.81\00:44:45.15 and the Lord brought the solution. 00:44:45.18\00:44:47.35 The Lord had the solution 00:44:47.38\00:44:48.72 before you even started praying. 00:44:48.75\00:44:50.42 The Lord had the victory done before I even had the trial. 00:44:50.45\00:44:54.39 God knows the future. 00:44:54.42\00:44:55.76 The problem is not with God, 00:44:55.79\00:44:57.13 God's hand is not shorter than before. 00:44:57.16\00:44:58.66 God doesn't change. 00:44:58.69\00:45:00.10 The problem is that we are so focused 00:45:00.13\00:45:01.80 on self and our needs that we forget to worship God, 00:45:01.83\00:45:05.07 to know Him, to trust Him, to serve Him. 00:45:05.10\00:45:07.24 And we try to solve our own problems 00:45:07.27\00:45:08.94 and we make a mess. 00:45:08.97\00:45:10.34 Instead of putting God first and learning to trust in Him 00:45:10.37\00:45:13.84 that He promised. 00:45:13.88\00:45:15.21 If we put Him first, 00:45:15.24\00:45:16.58 He will take care of the other things. 00:45:16.61\00:45:17.95 Praise the Lord, you know, before times run, runs out, 00:45:17.98\00:45:21.05 we need to share your contact information. 00:45:21.08\00:45:22.98 So those of you at home 00:45:23.02\00:45:24.35 that would like to contact him via email. 00:45:24.39\00:45:27.02 We're going to put his email on the screen in a few moments 00:45:27.06\00:45:29.89 and we'll read it for you, so those that are listening. 00:45:29.92\00:45:34.00 How do you get there? 00:45:34.03\00:45:35.36 How do you get to the place where you learn to trust God 00:45:35.40\00:45:40.04 no matter what the circumstances? 00:45:40.07\00:45:41.40 Very good question. 00:45:41.44\00:45:42.77 Because every day, we are facing challenges 00:45:42.80\00:45:47.01 and faith fails, 00:45:47.04\00:45:48.94 we begin to doubt like you said, 00:45:48.98\00:45:51.55 we begin to look at the problem, 00:45:51.58\00:45:53.11 the problem gets bigger. 00:45:53.15\00:45:54.48 How do you learn not to look at the problem, 00:45:54.52\00:45:56.45 but to look to God? 00:45:56.48\00:45:58.39 So many times we do want to have faith, 00:45:58.42\00:46:00.09 but you struggle. 00:46:00.12\00:46:01.46 Help my unbelief, you know, I believe help my unbelief. 00:46:01.49\00:46:04.23 I believe and I could be wrong again, 00:46:04.26\00:46:06.29 I don't pretend that I had the answers. 00:46:06.33\00:46:08.36 But from my experience from studying in the Bible, 00:46:08.40\00:46:12.63 in the Spirit of Prophecy, 00:46:12.67\00:46:14.64 I believe that God would never allow 00:46:14.67\00:46:18.37 over us more than we can handle. 00:46:18.41\00:46:19.77 And He would prepare also the way out 00:46:19.81\00:46:21.58 when He allows a challenge, a crisis, 00:46:21.61\00:46:23.91 and that God to daily challenges 00:46:23.95\00:46:27.65 small daily things that we believe 00:46:27.68\00:46:30.85 they are not related to anything, 00:46:30.89\00:46:32.22 oh, today, I had a flat tire, 00:46:32.25\00:46:34.46 small things that may not seem connected to anything 00:46:34.49\00:46:37.33 in our spiritual life, 00:46:37.36\00:46:38.69 God through daily trials is teaching us faith, trust, 00:46:38.73\00:46:43.77 dependence, humility, whatever we need. 00:46:43.80\00:46:47.17 And in the several pages towards the end, 00:46:47.20\00:46:50.01 in the last two, three, four chapters, 00:46:50.04\00:46:51.91 the Spirit of Prophecy says that so many times people 00:46:51.94\00:46:55.48 wait for a big thing, but they need to be faithful 00:46:55.51\00:46:58.05 in daily small things and unless they are faithful 00:46:58.08\00:47:00.38 in small things, it grows them for bigger things, 00:47:00.42\00:47:02.68 and they have faith. 00:47:02.72\00:47:04.05 And so it's a progression. 00:47:04.09\00:47:06.59 It's a growing experience. 00:47:06.62\00:47:09.36 And so I believe that we need to, 00:47:09.39\00:47:11.59 instead of looking for big faith, 00:47:11.63\00:47:13.50 we need to learn in daily things to trust God. 00:47:13.53\00:47:16.83 And as we are faithful daily, and learn to trust Him, 00:47:16.87\00:47:19.97 as we stretch our faith, 00:47:20.00\00:47:21.40 we step out in faith in small things. 00:47:21.44\00:47:23.97 And we see how wonderful God is that will prepare us 00:47:24.01\00:47:27.24 for bigger things, and then bigger things. 00:47:27.28\00:47:29.74 And this week, God is growing us. 00:47:29.78\00:47:32.25 Growing us every day. 00:47:32.28\00:47:33.88 You mentioned a book, 00:47:33.92\00:47:35.25 what was the name of the book, again? 00:47:35.28\00:47:36.62 Desire of Ages. Desire of Ages. 00:47:36.65\00:47:37.99 So you're saying towards the end? 00:47:38.02\00:47:39.35 Okay. 00:47:39.39\00:47:40.72 I would, apparently you recommend 00:47:40.76\00:47:42.09 reading this book? 00:47:42.12\00:47:43.46 Absolutely. 00:47:43.49\00:47:44.83 It's a life changing book. 00:47:44.86\00:47:46.36 And I believe that people say, I've been praying, studying, 00:47:46.39\00:47:50.63 trying to trust God every day, and still there is no growth. 00:47:50.67\00:47:53.64 People need to understand that growth happens slow, 00:47:53.67\00:47:58.87 children grow, but you don't see them growing. 00:47:58.91\00:48:01.21 But five years later, you look, and they are a lot taller. 00:48:01.24\00:48:05.48 So the work of the Holy Spirit is like the wind, 00:48:05.51\00:48:08.15 you don't see the wind, but you do see the effects. 00:48:08.18\00:48:10.52 So growth should not be our concern. 00:48:10.55\00:48:13.86 We should stop monitoring self. 00:48:13.89\00:48:15.69 Yes. 00:48:15.72\00:48:17.06 I want my job is to be connected to God, 00:48:17.09\00:48:19.03 to love Him, to trust Him, to surrender daily, 00:48:19.06\00:48:21.63 to spend time with Him in prayer and study, 00:48:21.66\00:48:24.03 to trust in Him even in small things. 00:48:24.07\00:48:26.60 His job is growth and transformation and victory. 00:48:26.63\00:48:30.01 So I need to do my job, stay connected, 00:48:30.04\00:48:32.17 and trust that God will finish what He said. 00:48:32.21\00:48:34.08 He will do His job. 00:48:34.11\00:48:35.44 And so, instead of monitoring, 00:48:35.48\00:48:37.05 oh, I didn't grow from yesterday to today, 00:48:37.08\00:48:39.28 just stay connected. 00:48:39.31\00:48:40.98 Two, three years down the road as you look back, 00:48:41.02\00:48:42.95 you will see that God has been working faithfully. 00:48:42.98\00:48:45.35 And this is probably one of the keys. 00:48:45.39\00:48:48.86 In my opinion, it doesn't matter 00:48:48.89\00:48:51.16 if you are here or here or here 00:48:51.19\00:48:53.06 in your spiritual growth 00:48:53.09\00:48:54.43 as long as you are in Christ. 00:48:54.46\00:48:56.03 Because God doesn't save us based on how good we are, 00:48:56.06\00:48:59.60 but based on His unbelievable grace. 00:48:59.63\00:49:03.34 God saved the thief on the cross 00:49:03.37\00:49:04.71 was in the beginning of the spiritual growth. 00:49:04.74\00:49:07.38 He was a baby. Yes. 00:49:07.41\00:49:08.74 And God saved Paul, who was probably at the end 00:49:08.78\00:49:10.55 of the fight, after running the good fight, you know. 00:49:10.58\00:49:13.85 And so, wherever you are, you need to be in Christ 00:49:13.88\00:49:16.79 and let Him grow you. 00:49:16.82\00:49:18.19 Amen. Amen. 00:49:18.22\00:49:19.55 Well, let's share your contact information. 00:49:19.59\00:49:21.89 So that those of you that would like to contact 00:49:21.92\00:49:24.59 Pastor Goia can do so. 00:49:24.63\00:49:26.70 What is your email that you can share with us? 00:49:26.73\00:49:29.90 It's P... 00:49:29.93\00:49:31.27 Pgoia777@ gmail.com. 00:49:31.30\00:49:35.54 Pgoia777... 00:49:35.57\00:49:38.94 Three sevens @Gmail. Gmail.com. 00:49:38.97\00:49:41.64 I want to mention something that can sound a little rude, 00:49:41.68\00:49:43.95 but sometimes I receive, 00:49:43.98\00:49:46.85 I'm exaggerating 20 pages emails 00:49:46.88\00:49:49.22 like a whole episode, you know, 00:49:49.25\00:49:51.45 and when you receive 140-150 emails a day, 00:49:51.49\00:49:54.66 it's better if there is an email 00:49:54.69\00:49:56.12 that is short straight to the subject 00:49:56.16\00:49:57.89 without too many introductions, and... 00:49:57.93\00:49:59.39 Yes. 00:49:59.43\00:50:00.76 Because you know, you can read and answer so many. 00:50:00.80\00:50:03.06 Yes, this is true. This is true. 00:50:03.10\00:50:04.80 So patients, if you contact Pastor Goia, 00:50:04.83\00:50:07.77 I have some patients that he has opportunity 00:50:07.80\00:50:09.94 to answer you because he gets many, 00:50:09.97\00:50:11.31 many emails, many, many emails. 00:50:11.34\00:50:13.27 So praise the Lord. 00:50:13.31\00:50:14.64 The Lord took you from this experience 00:50:14.68\00:50:16.24 that you were facing possibly 14 years of prison, 00:50:16.28\00:50:19.91 but you surrendered. 00:50:19.95\00:50:21.38 This is what you say, how in a couple of minutes, 00:50:21.42\00:50:25.22 how do you surrender to the Lord? 00:50:25.25\00:50:27.56 Because you have to discover this. 00:50:27.59\00:50:30.76 The Spirit of Prophecy uses a very nice word consent. 00:50:30.79\00:50:34.23 And I have the paragraph, the quotation in my briefcase 00:50:34.26\00:50:36.70 in one of my spiritual growth presentation, 00:50:36.73\00:50:40.00 how do you grow more and more like Jesus? 00:50:40.04\00:50:43.97 And so, she says, "Give Him the consent daily." 00:50:44.01\00:50:48.21 Basically, how do you surrender? 00:50:48.24\00:50:51.45 Daily in the morning, give God the consent. 00:50:51.48\00:50:54.38 Give Him the permission to do in your life 00:50:54.42\00:50:57.35 what is necessary for you instance, 00:50:57.39\00:50:59.42 and this is a challenging sentence 00:50:59.45\00:51:02.42 that I'm going to say next. 00:51:02.46\00:51:04.03 As soon as we face a problem, we got to solve it. 00:51:04.06\00:51:09.40 But we need to think about it. 00:51:09.43\00:51:11.03 If I say, Lord, give me patience. 00:51:11.07\00:51:12.90 Basically, I'm asking for trouble. 00:51:12.93\00:51:15.30 Because how God could teach me patience 00:51:15.34\00:51:16.91 if nobody bothers me. 00:51:16.94\00:51:18.27 So when I say, give me patience, 00:51:18.31\00:51:19.64 God has to send somebody 00:51:19.67\00:51:21.01 that would really bother me to how do I develop patience, 00:51:21.04\00:51:24.98 if I don't have a situation to exercise patience. 00:51:25.01\00:51:27.85 So then God has to allow somebody to bother me. 00:51:27.88\00:51:30.45 And as soon as somebody bothers me, 00:51:30.49\00:51:31.89 I say, "Lord, please solve this problem with my boss." 00:51:31.92\00:51:34.76 But God says, "Given to us for patience." 00:51:34.79\00:51:36.93 So instead of asking God to solve my problem, 00:51:36.96\00:51:39.76 we should rather ask God to grow us. 00:51:39.79\00:51:42.16 And then after we learned the lesson, 00:51:42.20\00:51:44.10 if you want to remove the problem. 00:51:44.13\00:51:46.17 And so, many times the challenge 00:51:46.20\00:51:48.27 that we ask God to take care of them 00:51:48.30\00:51:50.07 are actually the very answers to our prayer to grow faith, 00:51:50.11\00:51:54.94 patience, trust, and so on. 00:51:54.98\00:51:57.31 Praise the Lord. Thank you so much. 00:51:57.35\00:51:59.01 We have another closing remarks 00:51:59.05\00:52:02.12 that we would like to get to in a moment. 00:52:02.15\00:52:03.75 But we are now going to take the opportunity 00:52:03.79\00:52:06.32 to give you the opportunity to hear news and things 00:52:06.35\00:52:10.99 that are going on at 3ABN that are things 00:52:11.03\00:52:13.46 that you would say praise the Lord, 00:52:13.50\00:52:15.23 and also things that you can pray for 3ABN. 00:52:15.26\00:52:18.03 So we're going to go to a news break at this time, 00:52:18.07\00:52:22.04 so that you can hear all the wonderful things 00:52:22.07\00:52:23.74 that God is doing. 00:52:23.77\00:52:25.11 And also we want to include you 00:52:25.14\00:52:27.31 to stand by because Pastor Goia will be back 00:52:27.34\00:52:29.58 for some final comments to end this program. 00:52:29.61\00:52:31.65 And we'll see you in a moment. 00:52:31.68\00:52:33.01