I want to spend my life 00:00:01.36\00:00:07.27 Mending broken people 00:00:07.30\00:00:12.37 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.41\00:00:18.45 Removing pain 00:00:18.48\00:00:23.52 Lord, let my words 00:00:23.55\00:00:29.72 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:29.76\00:00:34.30 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.33\00:00:40.00 Mending broken people 00:00:40.04\00:00:45.47 I want to spend my life 00:00:45.51\00:00:51.08 Mending broken people 00:00:51.11\00:00:54.35 Hello, and welcome to 3ABN Today, 00:01:07.73\00:01:10.07 my name is CA Murray. 00:01:10.10\00:01:11.43 Allow me once again to thank you 00:01:11.47\00:01:13.23 for sharing just a little of your 00:01:13.27\00:01:15.74 no doubt busy day with us. 00:01:15.77\00:01:18.17 So thank you for your love, your prayers, 00:01:18.21\00:01:19.54 and support of this ministry 00:01:19.57\00:01:21.04 because we are convinced and convicted 00:01:21.08\00:01:23.41 that we could not do what we are called to do 00:01:23.45\00:01:25.51 without your partnership. 00:01:25.55\00:01:26.88 So when we say, "Thank you," 00:01:26.92\00:01:28.25 we mean it from the bottom of our hearts 00:01:28.28\00:01:29.62 because it is together 00:01:29.65\00:01:31.22 that we lift up the mighty and matchless name of Jesus. 00:01:31.25\00:01:33.96 So we do thank you. 00:01:33.99\00:01:35.32 I'm excited today because of our program, 00:01:35.36\00:01:37.26 because of my guests or better said, 00:01:37.29\00:01:41.06 "family members", 00:01:41.10\00:01:42.70 and because of the subject matter 00:01:42.73\00:01:44.37 that we are trying to tackle to opine on this very day. 00:01:44.40\00:01:50.97 I think we should call this program 00:01:51.01\00:01:52.77 one in a series of programs 00:01:52.81\00:01:54.14 that deal with pragmatic Christianity. 00:01:54.18\00:01:57.65 You've got systematic theology, you've got doctrines, 00:01:57.68\00:02:00.28 those kinds of things, you've got prophecy, 00:02:00.32\00:02:02.12 all are very, very important. 00:02:02.15\00:02:04.09 But what is equally as important is 00:02:04.12\00:02:06.86 how do we walk with Jesus each and every day of our lives. 00:02:06.89\00:02:10.59 How do we make decisions, 00:02:10.63\00:02:11.96 how do we prosecute our lives... 00:02:11.99\00:02:14.23 the time that God has given us, 00:02:14.26\00:02:15.90 how do we make wise decisions 00:02:15.93\00:02:17.57 and how do we determine 00:02:17.60\00:02:19.50 whether a given course 00:02:19.53\00:02:22.47 that we want to pursue is given to us 00:02:22.50\00:02:25.21 by God or something that is in our own heart. 00:02:25.24\00:02:29.84 Is that rumbling that we feel in the pit of our stomach 00:02:29.88\00:02:33.31 the voice of God or is it pizza 00:02:33.35\00:02:35.48 that we ate a little late last night, 00:02:35.52\00:02:36.92 that kind of thing. 00:02:36.95\00:02:38.29 How do we determine the voice of God? 00:02:38.32\00:02:39.79 That's the subject matter we want to wrestle 00:02:39.82\00:02:41.72 with this very day on this program. 00:02:41.76\00:02:44.46 How do you know when it's God leading? 00:02:44.49\00:02:46.56 How do you know when God is telling you 00:02:46.59\00:02:48.10 to do a certain thing? 00:02:48.13\00:02:49.46 How do you amplify the voice of God 00:02:49.50\00:02:52.43 and sort of turn down the volume 00:02:52.47\00:02:53.80 on all of those other false voices 00:02:53.84\00:02:55.80 which may just as insistent and sometimes just as loud? 00:02:55.84\00:02:59.84 To help us wade through this very important chapter, 00:02:59.87\00:03:03.18 we have Jill Morikone. 00:03:03.21\00:03:04.55 Jill, good to have you here. 00:03:04.58\00:03:05.91 Thank you so much, Pastor. It's a privilege to be here. 00:03:05.95\00:03:07.68 Administrative Assistant to the president, 00:03:07.72\00:03:09.05 good to have you here. 00:03:09.08\00:03:10.42 Miss Mollie Steenson, 00:03:10.45\00:03:11.79 General Manager of 3ABN and Vice President of 3ABN. 00:03:11.82\00:03:16.93 Always a joy to be here. 00:03:16.96\00:03:18.79 And the pastor of the Marion district, 00:03:18.83\00:03:21.10 Pastor Ferguson, good to have you here, man. 00:03:21.13\00:03:22.46 Great to be here. 00:03:22.50\00:03:23.83 He is becoming a familiar and much welcomed face on 3ABN. 00:03:23.87\00:03:27.50 It's good to have you here. 00:03:27.54\00:03:28.87 He brings much wisdom and a nice pastoral slant 00:03:28.90\00:03:32.64 to the things that we're going to talk about, today. 00:03:32.67\00:03:35.41 Wanna start off with a little something 00:03:35.44\00:03:37.91 then go to music and then sort of loosen 00:03:37.95\00:03:39.51 and let you go 00:03:39.55\00:03:40.88 because we're talking about identifying the voice of God. 00:03:40.92\00:03:43.89 There are times in your life 00:03:43.92\00:03:45.25 when some things are very obvious. 00:03:45.29\00:03:47.06 There are other times when you want to do something 00:03:47.09\00:03:48.82 and you really need to know what the Lord is saying. 00:03:48.86\00:03:52.66 I give an example: Years ago before I married Irma, 00:03:52.69\00:03:55.83 she took me down to meet her parents. 00:03:55.86\00:03:58.53 Her family, they're all good swimmers 00:03:58.57\00:04:00.50 including her dad was in his 80s 00:04:00.54\00:04:02.27 I think at the time, 00:04:02.30\00:04:03.64 he used to get on the high cliffs and dive off. 00:04:03.67\00:04:05.41 They like to swim in rivers as opposed to the ocean, 00:04:05.44\00:04:08.94 lot of ocean, but they like fast flowing rivers. 00:04:08.98\00:04:12.41 And her dad would, in his socks, 00:04:12.45\00:04:14.38 climb on a high mountain and dive in just water. 00:04:14.42\00:04:17.59 I am not a swimmer at all. I don't swim. 00:04:17.62\00:04:23.09 Irma's family are all swimmers. 00:04:23.12\00:04:24.83 They decided to take a rubber raft 00:04:24.86\00:04:27.06 and go upstream and white water raft down. 00:04:27.10\00:04:30.30 And, you know, when you're dating someone 00:04:30.33\00:04:32.83 you try to impress them. 00:04:32.87\00:04:34.20 Of course. 00:04:34.24\00:04:35.57 But they were saying, "Well, let's go with us," you know, 00:04:35.60\00:04:37.87 and I was not impressed to do that. 00:04:37.91\00:04:41.04 You know, I said, 00:04:41.08\00:04:42.41 "Impression be hanged, I'm not going in that raft." 00:04:42.44\00:04:45.18 They said, "Come on, you're chickening," 00:04:45.21\00:04:46.55 that kind of thing. 00:04:46.58\00:04:47.95 I said, "I'll wait for you to come back." 00:04:47.98\00:04:49.32 So they grabbed this big inner tube 00:04:49.35\00:04:51.15 and they took it over the heads and they walked upstream. 00:04:51.19\00:04:53.66 Waited 15 minutes, 20 minutes, 25 minutes an hour, 00:04:53.69\00:04:57.06 an hour and 10, nobody is coming down. 00:04:57.09\00:05:00.13 Finally I see them coming down walking, 00:05:00.16\00:05:02.53 no raft, Irma's leg is bleeding, 00:05:02.56\00:05:05.17 my sister-in-law's glasses are broken, 00:05:05.20\00:05:08.00 my brother-in-law is bleeding. 00:05:08.04\00:05:10.04 And I said, "What happened?" 00:05:10.07\00:05:11.41 They said, "The raft flipped over 00:05:11.44\00:05:13.11 and we almost drowned." 00:05:13.14\00:05:15.11 Now, they're all good swimmers, they almost drowned. 00:05:15.14\00:05:18.88 I, a non-swimmer, 00:05:18.91\00:05:20.62 we wouldn't be here having this conversation today. 00:05:20.65\00:05:22.58 Thank you, Jesus, you did not get in the raft. 00:05:22.62\00:05:23.95 Right. 00:05:23.99\00:05:25.32 So, to me that was not a big handwriting 00:05:25.35\00:05:27.86 on the wall kind of thing. 00:05:27.89\00:05:29.42 Dangerous, I don't swim, why would I do that? 00:05:29.46\00:05:33.63 So that was not, that was not a tough decision for me, 00:05:33.66\00:05:36.43 but the truth is there are times 00:05:36.46\00:05:37.80 when you want to know the will of God. 00:05:37.83\00:05:40.57 Because you've got something the Lord is asking you to do, 00:05:40.60\00:05:42.74 you may be wading out into unfamiliar territory, 00:05:42.77\00:05:45.07 unfamiliar waters, and you need to know 00:05:45.11\00:05:47.41 what God's will is for your life, 00:05:47.44\00:05:49.21 like, should I marry her? 00:05:49.24\00:05:52.18 Should I marry him? 00:05:52.21\00:05:53.95 Should I move and take this job? 00:05:53.98\00:05:55.48 There are certain kinds of things 00:05:55.52\00:05:56.85 you just need to know the will of God. 00:05:56.89\00:05:58.85 And that's what we want to sort of wrestle with today. 00:05:58.89\00:06:01.42 How do we identify the voice of God 00:06:01.46\00:06:04.93 in and among all of these other voices 00:06:04.96\00:06:06.96 which are vying for our attention. 00:06:07.00\00:06:09.23 So we want to wrestle with that. 00:06:09.26\00:06:10.60 Before we sort of loosen and let you go, 00:06:10.63\00:06:12.40 we're gonna call upon Tim Parton, 00:06:12.43\00:06:14.54 a good friend of this ministry, 00:06:14.57\00:06:17.21 brother in Christ, member of the 3ABN family. 00:06:17.24\00:06:19.91 He is gonna be doing a song 00:06:19.94\00:06:21.64 that I've tried to sing many times 00:06:21.68\00:06:23.68 and every time I get about two lines, 00:06:23.71\00:06:25.55 and it makes me cry. 00:06:25.58\00:06:27.25 It's just a wonderful, wonderful, spiritual song, 00:06:27.28\00:06:30.15 "God's Been Good." 00:06:30.19\00:06:33.02 Lately I've been looking back along this winding road 00:06:43.23\00:06:50.71 To the old familiar markers 00:06:50.74\00:06:54.31 Of the mercies that I have known 00:06:54.34\00:06:59.55 I know it may sound simple 00:06:59.58\00:07:03.35 But it's more than a cliche 00:07:03.39\00:07:07.46 For there's no better way to tell you 00:07:07.49\00:07:11.96 Than to say 00:07:11.99\00:07:16.50 God's been good 00:07:16.53\00:07:21.64 In my life 00:07:21.67\00:07:25.87 And I feel blessed beyond my wildest dreams 00:07:25.91\00:07:31.08 When I go to sleep each night 00:07:31.11\00:07:34.25 And though I've had my share of hard times 00:07:34.28\00:07:38.89 I wouldn't change them if I could 00:07:38.92\00:07:43.22 For through it all, 00:07:43.26\00:07:47.60 God's been good 00:07:47.63\00:07:52.43 The times replay, and I can see 00:07:58.11\00:08:02.14 That I've cried some bitter tears 00:08:02.18\00:08:05.91 But I've felt His arms around me 00:08:05.95\00:08:09.22 As I've faced my greatest fears 00:08:09.25\00:08:13.46 You see, I've had more gains than losses 00:08:13.49\00:08:17.73 And I've known more joy than hurt 00:08:17.76\00:08:21.40 As His grace rolled down upon me 00:08:21.43\00:08:27.27 So undeserved 00:08:27.30\00:08:29.87 For God's been good in my life 00:08:29.90\00:08:37.68 And I feel blessed beyond my wildest dreams 00:08:37.71\00:08:43.12 When I go to sleep each night 00:08:43.15\00:08:46.42 And though I've had my share of hard times 00:08:46.45\00:08:51.16 I wouldn't change them if I could 00:08:51.19\00:08:55.36 For through it all, 00:08:55.40\00:08:59.23 God's been good 00:08:59.27\00:09:04.34 For you see God has been my Father, 00:09:04.37\00:09:08.24 My Savior, and my Friend 00:09:08.28\00:09:11.68 And His love was my beginning and His love will be my end 00:09:11.71\00:09:19.35 Oh, I could spend forever trying to tell you everything 00:09:19.39\00:09:27.36 He is But the best way 00:09:27.40\00:09:34.20 That I can say it is simply this 00:09:34.24\00:09:40.24 God's been good 00:09:43.28\00:09:49.28 In my life 00:09:49.32\00:09:53.76 And I feel so blessed beyond my wildest dreams 00:09:53.79\00:10:00.20 When I go to sleep each night 00:10:00.23\00:10:03.73 And though I've had my share of hard times 00:10:03.77\00:10:09.17 I wouldn't change them if I could 00:10:09.20\00:10:13.38 For through it all 00:10:13.41\00:10:19.21 God's been good 00:10:22.28\00:10:30.26 Amen. What a beautiful song. 00:10:48.21\00:10:50.38 So beautifully ministered by Tim Parton, "God's been good". 00:10:50.41\00:10:55.08 We are talking about 00:10:55.12\00:10:56.45 a dealing with identifying the voice of God. 00:10:56.48\00:10:59.12 Jill Morikone, Mollie Steenson, Pastor Tom Ferguson, 00:10:59.15\00:11:01.92 good to have you all here. 00:11:01.96\00:11:03.39 I want to set this up before I loose you by saying, 00:11:03.43\00:11:06.93 in our lives, 00:11:06.96\00:11:09.36 when you're trying to make a decision, 00:11:09.40\00:11:10.83 particularly when you're trying to do something 00:11:10.87\00:11:12.20 for the Lord... 00:11:12.23\00:11:16.74 You've got the natural testing of the Lord, 00:11:16.77\00:11:19.34 the Lord allows tests to come into our lives, 00:11:19.37\00:11:22.71 one to determine for us our own sincerity 00:11:22.74\00:11:27.35 because He knows, 00:11:27.38\00:11:29.32 then you've got the natural inertia 00:11:29.35\00:11:31.59 that comes any time you're trying to do something 00:11:31.62\00:11:33.29 for the Lord. 00:11:33.32\00:11:34.66 You know, you just, your sinful condition 00:11:34.69\00:11:36.02 will try to hold you back. 00:11:36.06\00:11:38.13 Then you've got active resistance by the devil. 00:11:38.16\00:11:42.53 Then you've got times when the Lord is saying, 00:11:42.56\00:11:44.87 "No, this is not the way." 00:11:44.90\00:11:47.30 So you've got a minimum of four realities 00:11:47.34\00:11:51.21 that you've got to work your way through. 00:11:51.24\00:11:54.21 Is this just the natural resistance that comes 00:11:54.24\00:11:58.45 when I'm trying to do something for the Lord 00:11:58.48\00:12:00.25 or is it just the Lord closing a door? 00:12:00.28\00:12:02.08 Is this a flat no or is this just demonic resistance? 00:12:02.12\00:12:07.06 So how do you wade your way through on being opposed, 00:12:07.09\00:12:10.73 is it me, is it the devil, is it the Lord, 00:12:10.76\00:12:13.40 is it my own inertia? 00:12:13.43\00:12:15.50 Which is behind door number four? 00:12:15.53\00:12:18.47 Which is the real one? 00:12:18.50\00:12:20.10 And we need to know that 00:12:20.14\00:12:21.47 because we want to do the will of God. 00:12:21.50\00:12:22.84 So how do you determine the voice of God? 00:12:22.87\00:12:24.77 I've got some things here, 00:12:24.81\00:12:26.14 but I wanna, sort of, let you go 00:12:26.17\00:12:27.51 and then I will sort of chime in this a little bit. 00:12:27.54\00:12:28.88 Who wants to take it off? 00:12:28.91\00:12:30.25 You know, in my own experience 00:12:30.28\00:12:31.61 I was just thinking it seems like 00:12:31.65\00:12:33.68 when Satan comes, this is something that helps me 00:12:33.72\00:12:37.05 when I try to make a decision or when I'm facing something, 00:12:37.09\00:12:40.72 Satan's voice or voices, you know, 00:12:40.76\00:12:43.63 he uses other people too to push back against that. 00:12:43.66\00:12:47.20 His voice would always be one of judgment, condemnation, 00:12:47.23\00:12:52.80 shame while the voice of Jesus is the voice of encouragement, 00:12:52.83\00:12:58.87 hope, and conviction. 00:12:58.91\00:13:00.71 The Holy Spirit does bring conviction 00:13:00.74\00:13:02.31 to our heart and to our life. 00:13:02.34\00:13:03.81 So to me in my own experience 'cause I have faced that, 00:13:03.85\00:13:06.72 "Okay, is this something should I not be going here 00:13:06.75\00:13:09.28 because I don't feel good about this. 00:13:09.32\00:13:11.15 Is this... 00:13:11.19\00:13:12.52 Or is that Satan just trying to bring discouragement?" 00:13:12.55\00:13:16.22 And I think Satan always brings discouragement. 00:13:16.26\00:13:18.69 Satan always wants you to feel hopeless, like, 00:13:18.73\00:13:21.23 "Why do you try? 00:13:21.26\00:13:22.60 You'll never be good at that. 00:13:22.63\00:13:23.97 You know, you can't do that." 00:13:24.00\00:13:25.77 Where God says, "You are my child, I love you. 00:13:25.80\00:13:30.97 I have a future and a hope for you." 00:13:31.01\00:13:32.71 So I think when I'm facing things, 00:13:32.74\00:13:34.74 if I'm feeling discouraged 00:13:34.78\00:13:36.75 always know the devil's in that. 00:13:36.78\00:13:39.88 I like that. 00:13:39.91\00:13:41.25 We have a statement by Ellen White, 00:13:41.28\00:13:42.95 I'm bringing it off the top where she says, 00:13:42.98\00:13:45.22 "The Lord never sends discouragement. 00:13:45.25\00:13:47.29 That is not a tool or weapon in His arsenal. 00:13:47.32\00:13:50.03 Discouragement always comes from Satan. 00:13:50.06\00:13:52.79 There is enough in the world to be discouraged about 00:13:52.83\00:13:55.23 without the Lord sending you discouragement." 00:13:55.26\00:13:56.83 So if you're, nobody knows the trouble 00:13:56.87\00:13:58.60 I've seen as, Mollie, 00:13:58.63\00:13:59.97 I'm gonna say, I was just gonna sit down and eat worms, 00:14:00.00\00:14:01.54 that's not from the Lord. 00:14:01.57\00:14:02.90 That's not from the Lord. He doesn't send discouragement. 00:14:02.94\00:14:04.97 He will correct you, He will chastise you 00:14:05.01\00:14:06.91 but He will not discourage you. 00:14:06.94\00:14:08.28 He's not designed to do that, that comes from the enemy. 00:14:08.31\00:14:10.71 So I think that's one good rule book 00:14:10.75\00:14:13.35 that we can put down. 00:14:13.38\00:14:14.72 If it's a discouraging thought, 00:14:14.75\00:14:16.25 if it's, "I can't do it, it's not about me. 00:14:16.28\00:14:19.02 I'm never gonna succeed," that's not from the Lord 00:14:19.05\00:14:21.62 because He doesn't work that way. 00:14:21.66\00:14:23.32 It's not in His arsenal. 00:14:23.36\00:14:24.69 Well said, Mollie? 00:14:24.73\00:14:26.06 Well, I was thinking, I remember when early Christian 00:14:26.09\00:14:29.56 and people would say, 00:14:29.60\00:14:32.30 "The Lord told me this or God spoke this to me" 00:14:32.33\00:14:35.47 and I kept trying to hear the voice of God 00:14:35.50\00:14:38.07 and He never would speak to me, 00:14:38.11\00:14:39.77 I've never heard the voice of God." 00:14:39.81\00:14:41.18 To this day I have not heard of... 00:14:41.21\00:14:45.25 Audible. An audible, loud voice. 00:14:45.28\00:14:47.52 So here are three little things that may help you 00:14:47.55\00:14:51.72 if you're looking to get direction from the Lord. 00:14:51.75\00:14:55.82 First and foremost, 00:14:55.86\00:14:57.33 God's voice is always consistent with His Word. 00:14:57.36\00:14:59.89 Amen. 00:14:59.93\00:15:01.26 He'll never tell you to do anything 00:15:01.30\00:15:03.70 and then the scripture tell you something different. 00:15:03.73\00:15:05.77 It's always consistent with His word. 00:15:05.80\00:15:07.80 And here's the thing that helped me, 00:15:07.84\00:15:10.47 His voice is quiet. 00:15:10.51\00:15:12.54 Yes. 00:15:12.57\00:15:13.91 He's not going to speak loudly too, it would... 00:15:13.94\00:15:17.78 Oh, it would be so good 00:15:17.81\00:15:19.15 if they would just come sit down with you 00:15:19.18\00:15:20.65 and just you know, tell you, 00:15:20.68\00:15:23.05 "Are you hearing it, Mollie, 00:15:23.08\00:15:24.42 I want you to do this, this, and this." 00:15:24.45\00:15:26.55 It's a quiet voice. 00:15:26.59\00:15:27.92 It's that inner witness, and the Lord speaks clearly, 00:15:27.96\00:15:31.86 it's not garbled. 00:15:31.89\00:15:33.23 You don't have to wonder what He's telling you. 00:15:33.26\00:15:35.63 When the Lord gives you direction 00:15:35.66\00:15:37.60 it's first and foremost consistent with His word, 00:15:37.63\00:15:40.87 it's a quiet voice, 00:15:40.90\00:15:42.40 and we know the scripture where He wasn't in the thunder, 00:15:42.44\00:15:47.81 He wasn't in the lightning, He was... 00:15:47.84\00:15:50.11 It was the still small voice that God spoke to, 00:15:50.15\00:15:53.08 I believe it was Elijah that He was speaking to. 00:15:53.11\00:15:55.88 Still small voice and He will give you clear direction. 00:15:55.92\00:15:59.95 You don't have to wonder what direction to take 00:15:59.99\00:16:02.82 if it's the north or the south, He'll give you clear direction. 00:16:02.86\00:16:05.73 Yeah. I like all three. 00:16:05.76\00:16:08.43 History has shown 00:16:08.46\00:16:09.86 that when God asks you to do something 00:16:09.90\00:16:13.10 there tends to be not a lot of grey area. 00:16:13.13\00:16:16.04 It's either kind of, yea or nay, come or go, 00:16:16.07\00:16:20.68 not a lot of hazy area. 00:16:20.71\00:16:22.64 And this idea that He's not gonna shout, 00:16:22.68\00:16:26.15 He's not gonna try to speak over your television set, 00:16:26.18\00:16:28.48 He's not gonna try to blast over your car radio. 00:16:28.52\00:16:30.92 Sometimes you've got to turn all of that ambient stuff off 00:16:30.95\00:16:34.06 so that you can distinctly hear the voice of God. 00:16:34.09\00:16:36.39 You got to listen for the voice of God 00:16:36.42\00:16:38.13 and then you got be in the mindset to accept 00:16:38.16\00:16:41.26 what you're going to hear. 00:16:41.30\00:16:42.63 That's it. 00:16:42.66\00:16:44.00 I don't think God is under any obligation, pastor, 00:16:44.03\00:16:45.70 to give you information 00:16:45.73\00:16:48.24 that you're gonna toss in the trash can. 00:16:48.27\00:16:49.60 Right. 00:16:49.64\00:16:50.97 You know, first up there must be a willingness to do 00:16:51.01\00:16:54.28 then you will know. 00:16:54.31\00:16:55.64 It seems counterintuitive 00:16:55.68\00:16:57.01 but that's the way God will have. 00:16:57.05\00:16:58.38 If you say, "Lord, whatever you show me 00:16:58.41\00:16:59.75 I'm willing to do," 00:16:59.78\00:17:01.12 well, now He's on the line to show you. 00:17:01.15\00:17:03.72 But if you have no intention of doing, 00:17:03.75\00:17:05.29 then why would he show you 00:17:05.32\00:17:06.65 something that is not that you don't intend on doing. 00:17:06.69\00:17:08.66 Pastor, what do you think? 00:17:08.69\00:17:10.03 You know, whereas as you mentioned the still small voice 00:17:10.06\00:17:12.99 and that's 1 Kings 19 and when Elijah... 00:17:13.03\00:17:18.53 Actually he was in the situation 00:17:18.57\00:17:19.90 where he was afraid of the voices of the enemy. 00:17:19.93\00:17:23.34 And he was in hiding and God comes up to him 00:17:23.37\00:17:27.38 with His still small voice and says, 00:17:27.41\00:17:29.01 "I have a work for you to do." 00:17:29.04\00:17:31.15 First He shows him His strength, His power, 00:17:31.18\00:17:33.45 but He speaks to him, 00:17:33.48\00:17:34.92 He gives him the assurance that He's there 00:17:34.95\00:17:36.75 and He's more powerful than all these other voices. 00:17:36.79\00:17:38.92 The still small voice is what beckoned Elijah to go 00:17:38.95\00:17:43.43 and to set up kings, to call Elisha into ministry. 00:17:43.46\00:17:48.20 God was not finished with him. 00:17:48.23\00:17:49.76 He had a work for him to do. 00:17:49.80\00:17:51.80 And oftentimes the enemy can paralyze us 00:17:51.83\00:17:54.77 and have us afraid of the obstacles 00:17:54.80\00:17:57.64 instead of the opportunities that God has for us. 00:17:57.67\00:18:00.98 When I think of my own journey in hearing the voice of God, 00:18:01.01\00:18:04.95 you mentioned earlier that where I can't do that, 00:18:04.98\00:18:07.35 I can't do that, you know, I will say to myself, 00:18:07.38\00:18:09.32 "That's right, I can't do that but God qualifies the called." 00:18:09.35\00:18:13.36 Amen. 00:18:13.39\00:18:14.72 "And He can do that through me 00:18:14.76\00:18:16.12 if He wants to and I do not belong there 00:18:16.16\00:18:19.46 unless it's the voice of God taking me there 00:18:19.49\00:18:21.90 and then sustaining me while I'm there." 00:18:21.93\00:18:24.53 And that is a journey we're all on. 00:18:24.57\00:18:28.47 And I don't know how, well, as matter of fact, 00:18:28.50\00:18:31.91 Jesus was a supreme example of that voice. 00:18:31.94\00:18:34.98 I do have a text if you'd like to... 00:18:35.01\00:18:38.31 Let's go to Isaiah 50. 00:18:38.35\00:18:41.95 As I was doing some study, 00:18:41.98\00:18:43.99 I was thinking about these verses 4 and 5, 00:18:44.02\00:18:46.55 Isaiah 50:4-5. 00:18:46.59\00:18:51.46 And this is actually about the servant, 00:18:51.49\00:18:53.19 the servant of God which He asks us all to be, 00:18:53.23\00:18:57.13 and in verse 4 the second half it says, 00:18:57.17\00:19:00.44 "He awakens me morning by morning." 00:19:00.47\00:19:02.44 Yes. 00:19:02.47\00:19:03.81 I don't know if anybody else here 00:19:03.84\00:19:05.17 have God wake you in the morning, 00:19:05.21\00:19:06.54 would that be the voice of God, 00:19:06.57\00:19:07.91 'cause I think that's in line what we're talking about. 00:19:07.94\00:19:10.28 "He awakens my ear to hear as the learned." 00:19:10.31\00:19:15.42 So in other words your school master 00:19:15.45\00:19:17.72 is the Lord himself. 00:19:17.75\00:19:20.52 And then verse 5, "The Lord God has opened my ear 00:19:20.56\00:19:23.96 and I was not rebellious nor did I turn away." 00:19:23.99\00:19:27.20 And verse 6 talks about giving his back 00:19:27.23\00:19:29.56 to those that struck him 00:19:29.60\00:19:30.93 and his cheeks to those that plucked out his beard." 00:19:30.97\00:19:33.87 So it was the voice of God that led Jesus into the wilderness, 00:19:33.90\00:19:36.94 it was the voice of God that led Him to the cross, 00:19:36.97\00:19:40.41 and the reason why He was able to go 00:19:40.44\00:19:42.54 through those experience is 00:19:42.58\00:19:43.91 because He had the voice of God 00:19:43.95\00:19:45.28 He had been listening to His entire life. 00:19:45.31\00:19:48.02 I was amazed when I see that Jesus sees the sanctuary 00:19:48.05\00:19:52.65 for the first time at age 12 and realizes that's about Him 00:19:52.69\00:19:57.43 and God's call in His life. 00:19:57.46\00:19:59.76 He was listening to the voice of God 00:19:59.79\00:20:02.03 and the ones around Him 00:20:02.06\00:20:03.47 when He actually turned the tables over 00:20:03.50\00:20:06.84 with the money changers, 00:20:06.87\00:20:08.20 they were listening to all these other voices 00:20:08.24\00:20:10.34 but He knew the voice of God throughout His entire life 00:20:10.37\00:20:13.44 and He's a supreme example for me to understand 00:20:13.48\00:20:16.58 when God is calling in my life as well. 00:20:16.61\00:20:18.05 Yeah, I like that. 00:20:18.08\00:20:19.41 I like something you brought up, Pastor Tom, 00:20:19.45\00:20:21.55 about the relationship that reminds me, 00:20:21.58\00:20:23.85 if we can go to John 10... 00:20:23.89\00:20:25.65 Yeah. It reminds me of that. 00:20:25.69\00:20:28.46 I had six keys for identifying the voice of God 00:20:28.49\00:20:32.26 and I know we'll probably discuss all different keys here 00:20:32.29\00:20:34.96 but my first one was what you had mentioned Mollie, 00:20:35.00\00:20:36.93 the Word of God. 00:20:36.97\00:20:38.30 Making sure everything lines up with the Word of God 00:20:38.33\00:20:41.27 because God's voice will never speak 00:20:41.30\00:20:43.04 contrary to His Word. 00:20:43.07\00:20:46.74 But then the second one is the relationship 00:20:46.78\00:20:49.08 and you touched on that, Pastor Tom. 00:20:49.11\00:20:50.65 John 10, this is the "good shepherd and the sheep", 00:20:50.68\00:20:54.78 and it's interesting to me that John 9 comes before John 10, 00:20:54.82\00:20:58.69 I mean, obviously chronologically they do 00:20:58.72\00:21:00.52 but John 9, of course, 00:21:00.56\00:21:02.26 is the man who was born blind and then he received his sight. 00:21:02.29\00:21:05.89 And remember the false teachers 00:21:05.93\00:21:08.40 you could say had instructed the Pharisees, 00:21:08.43\00:21:11.63 the Sadducees, the religious leaders of that day 00:21:11.67\00:21:14.00 had instructed the people that if you had an ailment, 00:21:14.04\00:21:20.08 if you had an issue it was due to sin in your life. 00:21:20.11\00:21:24.81 Remember the disciples said, "Who sinned? 00:21:24.85\00:21:26.72 Was it this man or his parents?" 00:21:26.75\00:21:28.55 And Jesus said, "Neither," 00:21:28.58\00:21:30.25 it's that God could be glorified. 00:21:30.29\00:21:32.32 But it's interesting that just after chapter 9, 00:21:32.35\00:21:35.49 we jump into chapter 10 00:21:35.52\00:21:36.93 and I think there's a certain reason for that. 00:21:36.96\00:21:40.56 John 10:1, "Most assuredly, I say to you, 00:21:40.60\00:21:45.00 he who does not enter the sheepfold by the door, 00:21:45.03\00:21:48.37 but climbs up some other ways the thief and the robber," 00:21:48.40\00:21:51.21 and I think Jesus is saying, 00:21:51.24\00:21:52.57 "You have been sitting under false teachers, 00:21:52.61\00:21:54.74 you have been listening to false teachers." 00:21:54.78\00:21:57.11 "He who enters by the door is the shepherd of the sheep." 00:21:57.15\00:22:00.12 And then as we jump down verse 4, I love this, 00:22:00.15\00:22:03.28 "When he brings out his own sheep, 00:22:03.32\00:22:04.95 he goes before them and the sheep follow him," Why? 00:22:04.99\00:22:09.86 "For they know his voice." 00:22:09.89\00:22:13.23 So how can I think, "Okay, 00:22:13.26\00:22:16.87 I want to identify the voice of God, 00:22:16.90\00:22:19.27 but how can I identify the voice of God 00:22:19.30\00:22:22.00 unless I know him? 00:22:22.04\00:22:23.64 Unless I know Jesus and I'm friends with him?" 00:22:23.67\00:22:27.31 You know, if you're in a crowded room 00:22:27.34\00:22:28.71 and there's a lot of noise 00:22:28.74\00:22:30.35 and all of a sudden Greg talks, guess what, 00:22:30.38\00:22:32.18 I can hear his voice. 00:22:32.21\00:22:33.55 Right. 00:22:33.58\00:22:34.92 Because I know and instantly 00:22:34.95\00:22:36.28 I recognize or identify his voice. 00:22:36.32\00:22:38.55 Or my office is down the hall from, 00:22:38.59\00:22:40.82 you know, the door at the end there 00:22:40.86\00:22:42.72 and when my boss, Danny Shelton walks in, 00:22:42.76\00:22:45.39 sometimes I can hear his voice when he walks in and I think, 00:22:45.43\00:22:48.56 "Oh, good, he's in the office. 00:22:48.60\00:22:49.96 I gotta catch him and ask him to do this and that," 00:22:50.00\00:22:52.40 because you recognize somebody's voice. 00:22:52.43\00:22:54.94 And I think that's key in identifying 00:22:54.97\00:22:57.41 when God speaks to me, 00:22:57.44\00:22:58.77 I have to fall in love with Him, 00:22:58.81\00:23:00.21 I have to know Him intimately. 00:23:00.24\00:23:03.38 Well said. 00:23:03.41\00:23:04.75 You know, the Bible says, 00:23:04.78\00:23:06.11 "Ask us to let this mind be in you 00:23:06.15\00:23:07.85 which is also in Christ Jesus." 00:23:07.88\00:23:09.35 There are certain prerequisites to hearing the voice of God. 00:23:09.38\00:23:14.06 I was watching the National Geographic Special ones 00:23:14.09\00:23:16.83 and it was talking about penguins 00:23:16.86\00:23:19.46 hearing the call of the parent penguin 00:23:19.49\00:23:22.33 and you've got half a million birds, 00:23:22.36\00:23:24.57 all squawking but they can pick out... 00:23:24.60\00:23:27.44 mama can pick out child and child can pick out mama 00:23:27.47\00:23:30.34 because you become attuned to that voice. 00:23:30.37\00:23:34.31 The Bible tells us that 00:23:34.34\00:23:35.68 spiritual things are spiritually discerned. 00:23:35.71\00:23:37.51 So you must have a spiritual mind 00:23:37.55\00:23:39.71 if you're going to undertake to do spiritual things. 00:23:39.75\00:23:43.59 Ellen White says, she said in Review and Herald, 00:23:43.62\00:23:45.39 this is August in 1888 that, 00:23:45.42\00:23:48.56 "There is no need to try to exercise yourself 00:23:48.59\00:23:52.49 in spiritual realms 00:23:52.53\00:23:54.23 unless you have the spirit of God 00:23:54.26\00:23:56.70 animating that exercise and directing how it's done. 00:23:56.73\00:24:00.17 So you need to have God's direction and God's plan 00:24:00.20\00:24:04.14 and if you don't have them, 00:24:04.17\00:24:05.51 then you're not sure you're on the right track. 00:24:05.54\00:24:07.74 You got to be accustomed to hearing the voice of God 00:24:07.78\00:24:10.11 which presupposes that you're prayed up 00:24:10.15\00:24:14.58 before you begin to act up. 00:24:14.62\00:24:16.28 You know, you got to be prayed up, 00:24:16.32\00:24:17.65 you got to talk with Him 00:24:17.69\00:24:19.02 and open up that line of communication 00:24:19.05\00:24:20.39 so that when, 00:24:20.42\00:24:21.86 you know, you got to watch and pray, 00:24:21.89\00:24:23.53 because if you're watching and not praying 00:24:23.56\00:24:25.36 you'll see it and miss it, 00:24:25.39\00:24:26.73 if you're praying and not watching 00:24:26.76\00:24:28.33 when it happens you're not ready to act, 00:24:28.36\00:24:29.70 you're not ready act on it. 00:24:29.73\00:24:31.07 So you must watch and pray, 00:24:31.10\00:24:32.43 then you'll be ready to act on what God shows you to do. 00:24:32.47\00:24:34.50 Mollie? 00:24:34.54\00:24:35.87 You know, Psalms 46:10, 00:24:35.90\00:24:37.24 "Be still, and know that I am God." 00:24:37.27\00:24:41.64 I don't know about you 00:24:41.68\00:24:43.01 and I hope this isn't true for you, 00:24:43.04\00:24:44.81 but it seems like the busyness in my life 00:24:44.85\00:24:49.22 keeps me so preoccupied 00:24:49.25\00:24:50.89 and there's so much to do and what I need to do, 00:24:50.92\00:24:55.89 I'm just gonna speak for myself, 00:24:55.92\00:24:57.96 is fix my receiver to get still, to be still... 00:24:57.99\00:25:02.40 Absolutely. 00:25:02.43\00:25:03.77 And put myself in a position to hear that still small voice. 00:25:03.80\00:25:07.17 I get my ear attuned and how do you do that is, 00:25:07.20\00:25:10.17 you know, spending time. 00:25:10.21\00:25:11.71 There is no quick fix, there is no easy quick way 00:25:11.74\00:25:17.15 for you to put yourself in right relationship with God 00:25:17.18\00:25:20.12 and get your heart prepared to receive. 00:25:20.15\00:25:22.72 It takes spending time in his presence. 00:25:22.75\00:25:25.59 It's, you know, we are such a quick fix people 00:25:25.62\00:25:29.76 and we are so busy to... 00:25:29.79\00:25:31.13 Pastor Ferguson, are you ever too busy? 00:25:31.16\00:25:34.10 Do we ever... Never, never, what is that? 00:25:34.13\00:25:35.93 What is... Yeah. 00:25:35.96\00:25:37.30 We catch ourselves at times 00:25:37.33\00:25:41.40 just rushing from one thing to another, 00:25:41.44\00:25:44.11 there has got to be time and the best time in the world, 00:25:44.14\00:25:46.71 and boy, and I'm speaking to myself, 00:25:46.74\00:25:49.01 is those early morning hours where... 00:25:49.04\00:25:52.35 And I think we said earlier at 4 o'clock in the morning 00:25:52.38\00:25:56.08 when you wake up, 00:25:56.12\00:25:57.45 the enemy wouldn't wake you up 00:25:57.49\00:25:58.89 and tell you to pray at 4 o'clock in the morning. 00:25:58.92\00:26:01.49 That's gonna be God telling... 00:26:01.52\00:26:03.73 that time of early morning prayer 00:26:03.76\00:26:05.79 when you're the freshest just being God in His presence 00:26:05.83\00:26:09.00 and spend time in God's presence 00:26:09.03\00:26:11.20 and allow Him to speak to your heart, 00:26:11.23\00:26:13.20 spend time in His word, 00:26:13.23\00:26:14.74 and let the busyness of this world just melt away 00:26:14.77\00:26:18.51 and spend time with Him. 00:26:18.54\00:26:20.11 It's good. 00:26:20.14\00:26:21.51 I was just thinking too that everyone who is in ministry 00:26:21.54\00:26:25.28 and we all are ministers, 00:26:25.31\00:26:27.15 when you are ministering, 00:26:27.18\00:26:28.85 it is, God can be the voice of God to someone else 00:26:28.88\00:26:32.92 that needs that voice. 00:26:32.95\00:26:35.42 And unless you're in the condition 00:26:35.46\00:26:37.26 that you just stated, 00:26:37.29\00:26:38.79 it's impossible for you to be a minister that day 00:26:38.83\00:26:41.10 or that moment. 00:26:41.13\00:26:42.90 I wanted to look at John 10 again 00:26:42.93\00:26:45.23 and 'cause there's a couple of other things 00:26:45.27\00:26:46.74 that I saw there too that were pretty neat. 00:26:46.77\00:26:49.44 If we go to verse 2, it says, 00:26:49.47\00:26:51.57 "To Him, the doorkeeper opens and the sheep hear his voice." 00:26:51.61\00:26:57.25 Do you know who the doorkeepers are when I study that out? 00:26:57.28\00:26:59.78 His disciples. 00:26:59.81\00:27:02.92 And I thought, "Wow, that is really neat." 00:27:02.95\00:27:06.62 God has a calling for us to help others 00:27:06.65\00:27:08.79 hear the voice of God. 00:27:08.82\00:27:10.53 Do you ever wonder if there is one voice 00:27:10.56\00:27:13.09 and everyone thinks they're following that voice 00:27:13.13\00:27:15.76 and there's 30,000 plus denominations out there, 00:27:15.80\00:27:19.87 and we're all thinking we're hearing His voice. 00:27:19.90\00:27:24.01 I just recently officiated a funeral 00:27:24.04\00:27:27.61 and I heard a lot of different voices out there 00:27:27.64\00:27:30.45 as to what is happening with that individual right now, 00:27:30.48\00:27:33.52 and yeah, we're opening the same Bible. 00:27:33.55\00:27:36.08 So what voice are we listening to? 00:27:36.12\00:27:38.15 And one of the things that I find encouraging, 00:27:38.19\00:27:40.82 if you go down to verse 16, 00:27:40.86\00:27:45.63 first of all He says in verse 14, 00:27:45.66\00:27:47.36 "I know my sheep and I'm known by my own." 00:27:47.40\00:27:50.57 "And other sheep I have," verse 16, 00:27:50.60\00:27:53.23 "Which are not of this fold, them also I must bring, 00:27:53.27\00:27:57.37 and they will hear my voice, and there will be one flock, 00:27:57.41\00:28:00.68 and one shepherd." 00:28:00.71\00:28:02.04 Recently, I had someone tell me that... 00:28:02.08\00:28:06.65 Going to attend a church two years ago 00:28:06.68\00:28:08.88 and it was going to be their first 00:28:08.92\00:28:10.49 and their very last time 00:28:10.52\00:28:11.85 they were ever gonna go to a church. 00:28:11.89\00:28:13.22 Oh, wow. 00:28:13.25\00:28:14.59 But God had been calling on their lives, 00:28:14.62\00:28:16.52 they didn't recognize it was the voice of God yet, 00:28:16.56\00:28:19.43 but He had been working with them 00:28:19.46\00:28:20.96 and that was their testimony. 00:28:21.00\00:28:22.33 He works on us before we know Him personally, 00:28:22.36\00:28:25.13 He draws us. 00:28:25.17\00:28:26.50 And when he went to that church it was a beautiful sermon, 00:28:26.53\00:28:29.74 there was an altar call and he found himself 00:28:29.77\00:28:31.24 standing in the front of the church 00:28:31.27\00:28:33.07 and he hasn't missed church since. 00:28:33.11\00:28:34.71 Amen. 00:28:34.74\00:28:36.08 So the voice of God in the beginning, 00:28:36.11\00:28:38.18 in the early reign is it has a converting effect, 00:28:38.21\00:28:41.35 and the voice of God as we continue 00:28:41.38\00:28:43.92 has a sanctifying effect making us like Jesus. 00:28:43.95\00:28:47.86 So that's one of the key indicators for me 00:28:47.89\00:28:50.03 if it's the voice of God it's either drawing us to Him, 00:28:50.06\00:28:52.83 making us more like Him, 00:28:52.86\00:28:54.20 usually means we have to sacrifice 00:28:54.23\00:28:55.90 may be what we think is best to what He knows is best. 00:28:55.93\00:29:00.10 And that's key 00:29:00.14\00:29:02.54 but, yeah, there's still a lot of confusion in this world 00:29:02.57\00:29:05.04 about the voice of God, 00:29:05.07\00:29:07.14 and for instance when two Christians disagree, 00:29:07.18\00:29:11.11 where is the voice of God in that situation? 00:29:11.15\00:29:16.08 I think one of the things that we should always remember 00:29:16.12\00:29:21.26 with few exceptions, God does not make, 00:29:21.29\00:29:24.76 and I'm thinking of rather specific circumstances here, 00:29:24.79\00:29:28.00 God will not make an exception for you 00:29:28.03\00:29:32.67 to a established biblical principle. 00:29:32.70\00:29:37.04 We should not be unequally yoked. 00:29:37.07\00:29:42.74 But he's handsome and he's got a good job, 00:29:42.78\00:29:45.01 and he treats me nice and she's gorgeous and... 00:29:45.05\00:29:49.95 So God is gonna give me a pass 00:29:49.98\00:29:53.22 because God wants me to be happy. 00:29:53.25\00:29:56.19 In fact, I have a good friend, a Korean fellow, 00:29:56.22\00:30:00.16 who is Presbyterian and he works seven days a week, 00:30:00.20\00:30:03.57 he works all day, he owns three dry cleaners. 00:30:03.60\00:30:07.24 He does his own books, his own accounting. 00:30:07.27\00:30:09.37 He banks his money himself. 00:30:09.40\00:30:10.74 He opens them himself, he closes them himself. 00:30:10.77\00:30:13.41 He has a degree 00:30:13.44\00:30:14.78 from the Culinary Institute of America. 00:30:14.81\00:30:16.14 He cooks for his family. 00:30:16.18\00:30:17.51 So when he leaves the dry cleaners 00:30:17.55\00:30:18.88 he goes home and his family sitting at a table 00:30:18.91\00:30:20.38 waiting for him to come and cook... 00:30:20.42\00:30:21.75 Bless him. 00:30:21.78\00:30:23.12 Then on Sunday he sings in a choir, 00:30:23.15\00:30:24.49 he cooks for the church. 00:30:24.52\00:30:25.89 And I told him... 00:30:25.92\00:30:27.26 When does he rest? You are going to die. 00:30:27.29\00:30:29.92 You can't keep up that schedule. 00:30:29.96\00:30:32.19 What he says, "I like money 00:30:32.23\00:30:35.16 and I work seven days a week to have money 00:30:35.20\00:30:38.53 and that makes me happy and God wants me to be happy." 00:30:38.57\00:30:40.40 That's his theology. 00:30:40.44\00:30:44.07 But you're killing yourself, 00:30:44.11\00:30:45.47 you know, he is getting old and getting old fast. 00:30:45.51\00:30:48.78 So he thinks God is gonna make an exception 00:30:48.81\00:30:50.91 to health laws for him, 00:30:50.95\00:30:53.68 because my family needs me to cook. 00:30:53.72\00:30:55.18 So they sit with their hands folded 00:30:55.22\00:30:56.55 waiting for me to come home and cook. 00:30:56.58\00:30:58.35 And they're just sitting at the table waiting for me, 00:30:58.39\00:31:00.46 so God is going to keep me 00:31:00.49\00:31:02.22 while I just butcher these health laws 00:31:02.26\00:31:04.83 because I'm the exception to the rule 00:31:04.86\00:31:07.66 that if you burn the candle at both ends 00:31:07.70\00:31:09.16 you're going to burn the candle out." 00:31:09.20\00:31:10.60 God doesn't do that... That's right. 00:31:10.63\00:31:12.33 God doesn't do that. 00:31:12.37\00:31:13.70 He's sincere but he is sincerely wrong. 00:31:13.74\00:31:16.17 And there are doctors who own yachts and Mercedes 00:31:16.20\00:31:20.74 and big mansions 00:31:20.78\00:31:22.11 because people think that they can abrogate health laws 00:31:22.14\00:31:25.05 and God's gonna make an exception just for them, 00:31:25.08\00:31:26.85 that ain't so. 00:31:26.88\00:31:28.48 So God is not gonna make an exception for you. 00:31:28.52\00:31:30.62 You've got to follow those laws and principles 00:31:30.65\00:31:32.82 that are laid down by the Lord. 00:31:32.85\00:31:34.92 You know, people who have heard the voice of God 00:31:34.96\00:31:39.16 and ignored it, they know it. 00:31:39.19\00:31:40.53 That's right. 00:31:40.56\00:31:41.90 It doesn't escape them 00:31:41.93\00:31:43.93 and I just wanted to can to address that because... 00:31:43.97\00:31:49.47 God will redeem that. 00:31:49.50\00:31:51.11 He can redeem... 00:31:51.14\00:31:52.47 If you spend time with Him and put yourself back 00:31:52.51\00:31:56.88 in the right relation with the Lord, 00:31:56.91\00:31:58.88 although you, you know that He spoke to you 00:31:58.91\00:32:02.48 and He gave you direction, 00:32:02.52\00:32:04.62 told you not to do this or to do this 00:32:04.65\00:32:06.86 and you ignored that, 00:32:06.89\00:32:08.59 then you find yourself in a situation, 00:32:08.62\00:32:11.19 may be a bad situation, 00:32:11.23\00:32:12.93 and although your circumstance may not change, 00:32:12.96\00:32:15.96 God can redeem you. 00:32:16.00\00:32:17.63 That's right. 00:32:17.67\00:32:19.00 So spend time with Him, He will reward your devotion, 00:32:19.03\00:32:23.07 that's what He will reward. 00:32:23.10\00:32:24.81 And so don't, don't put... 00:32:24.84\00:32:26.94 And I just wanted to ask, have you ever said to yourself, 00:32:26.98\00:32:30.88 "I knew I shouldn't have done it when I did it," 00:32:30.91\00:32:33.92 but it was the practical thing to do 00:32:33.95\00:32:36.35 and you were being pressured to do it 00:32:36.38\00:32:37.99 but there was just this knowing in your mind that, 00:32:38.02\00:32:41.52 "I am about to do the wrong thing 00:32:41.56\00:32:43.69 but it seemed so right that you did it." 00:32:43.73\00:32:47.40 You know, it's amazing because... 00:32:47.43\00:32:49.00 I don't mean to cut you off, Mollie... 00:32:49.03\00:32:50.37 No, no, not at all. 00:32:50.40\00:32:51.80 It's amazing because I think that we say as Christians, 00:32:51.83\00:32:55.47 "Oh, I struggle hearing and knowing the voice of God," 00:32:55.50\00:32:58.07 and there were times that we do, 00:32:58.11\00:32:59.54 but I think in my own experience 00:32:59.57\00:33:01.74 more often than not I struggle obeying the voice of God. 00:33:01.78\00:33:05.35 I struggle following what I know God wants me to do. 00:33:05.38\00:33:09.72 You read Pastor Tom in Isaiah 50, 00:33:09.75\00:33:12.19 "The Lord has given me the tongue of the learned," 00:33:12.22\00:33:13.99 that one in the end of verse 5, 00:33:14.02\00:33:17.36 "The Lord has opened my ear and I was not rebellious 00:33:17.39\00:33:20.13 nor did I turn away," 00:33:20.16\00:33:21.50 but how many times does God call for our heart 00:33:21.53\00:33:24.17 and say, "Okay, Jill, I want you to step out 00:33:24.20\00:33:26.97 in this decision. 00:33:27.00\00:33:28.34 I want you to do this" 00:33:28.37\00:33:29.70 and I say, "but it looks too hard, 00:33:29.74\00:33:31.71 it looks too big. 00:33:31.74\00:33:33.41 I don't want to do that," or it goes against my flesh, 00:33:33.44\00:33:37.11 my own desires, 00:33:37.15\00:33:39.35 and so then I say, "I don't want to do it." 00:33:39.38\00:33:41.18 Yes, go ahead, I'm sorry. 00:33:41.22\00:33:42.55 Yeah, just don't want to pay the price, sorry to interrupt. 00:33:42.58\00:33:44.05 Yeah, no, absolutely. 00:33:44.09\00:33:45.55 So, yeah, so it's a great point, Mollie. 00:33:45.59\00:33:48.22 Yeah. 00:33:48.26\00:33:49.59 You know, I wanted you to give, and I'm sure all of us will, 00:33:49.62\00:33:53.19 examples where the Lord spoke to me 00:33:53.23\00:33:57.13 and it wasn't, again, it wasn't that verbal voice 00:33:57.17\00:33:59.20 and one of them is just, just practical 00:33:59.23\00:34:03.41 how to make right decisions in the ministry, 00:34:03.44\00:34:06.47 and the other one does have 00:34:06.51\00:34:07.84 more of a spiritual connotation to it, 00:34:07.88\00:34:10.11 but I remember one time 00:34:10.15\00:34:12.08 the then Production Manager came to my office 00:34:12.11\00:34:17.29 because they were having a bit of an issue on the set 00:34:17.32\00:34:20.82 and what it was, you know, 00:34:20.86\00:34:22.26 I'll explain this as carefully as I can. 00:34:22.29\00:34:25.09 We had two gentlemen, 00:34:25.13\00:34:26.83 they were physicians I believe 00:34:26.86\00:34:29.63 it was from Andrews University 00:34:29.66\00:34:31.57 and they were giving an illustration or instruction 00:34:31.60\00:34:34.67 on how women were to check themselves every month, 00:34:34.70\00:34:38.77 check their breasts every month for lumps 00:34:38.81\00:34:43.08 which is a very practical thing for us to learn how to do. 00:34:43.11\00:34:46.21 And so what they have was... 00:34:46.25\00:34:48.25 a mannequin, a dummy 00:34:48.28\00:34:51.55 and it was very modest 00:34:51.59\00:34:56.09 but they still felt like it could be misconstrued. 00:34:56.12\00:35:01.06 And they also wanted my hands because they were women 00:35:01.10\00:35:04.07 and they didn't want to show a man... 00:35:04.10\00:35:05.57 That's right. 00:35:05.60\00:35:06.94 Just so they were gonna use my hands. 00:35:06.97\00:35:08.30 But they said, you know, 00:35:08.34\00:35:09.67 "What can we do to make this even more modest?" 00:35:09.70\00:35:12.77 Well, this was asked me in my office. 00:35:12.81\00:35:14.94 While, as I was coming through the lobby 00:35:14.98\00:35:17.81 the word blurring was dropped into my heart, 00:35:17.85\00:35:20.95 or blurring came to my mind, wherever it came, and blurring. 00:35:20.98\00:35:25.59 Well, I had no idea what they were actually gonna ask me 00:35:25.62\00:35:28.29 but when we got out to the set there it was, 00:35:28.32\00:35:30.93 "What can we do to make this more modest?" 00:35:30.96\00:35:33.63 And I said, "Well, 00:35:33.66\00:35:35.13 isn't there a thing called blurring that we could do?" 00:35:35.16\00:35:37.33 They said, "Why didn't we think of that?" 00:35:37.37\00:35:39.23 Well, see I knew I didn't think of that, it's... 00:35:39.27\00:35:41.47 That's right. So was that the voice of God? 00:35:41.50\00:35:43.54 It sure wasn't me. 00:35:43.57\00:35:44.91 So I think the Lord... 00:35:44.94\00:35:46.27 see how that's just practical. 00:35:46.31\00:35:47.64 God's given you instruction on what to do. 00:35:47.68\00:35:50.88 And then in Sabbath school, 00:35:50.91\00:35:53.35 all of this was maybe four or five weeks ago, 00:35:53.38\00:35:57.35 a lady, her name is Maria, she is now here, 00:35:57.39\00:36:01.02 she is a volunteer, a wonderful volunteer here at 3ABN. 00:36:01.06\00:36:05.43 Well, she was from another area and she was reading her Bible 00:36:05.46\00:36:10.67 and heard a sermon by her pastor 00:36:10.70\00:36:14.30 and it was talking about God setting His families in flocks. 00:36:14.34\00:36:19.97 And she... 00:36:20.01\00:36:22.44 that just really dropped into her heart... 00:36:22.48\00:36:24.51 You mean the solitary in families? 00:36:24.55\00:36:26.58 Well, I've got the scripture here, 00:36:26.61\00:36:28.62 it's Psalm 68:6, "God sets the solitary in families," 00:36:28.65\00:36:32.29 in Psalms 107:41, "Makes families like a flock." 00:36:32.32\00:36:35.82 "God sets the solitary in families," 00:36:35.86\00:36:38.13 that's Psalm 68:6. 00:36:38.16\00:36:39.59 Well, she was reading that scripture 00:36:39.63\00:36:41.90 and then the sermon and she said, 00:36:41.93\00:36:44.53 "You know, I want to be part of a family 00:36:44.57\00:36:47.37 and 3ABN is my family. 00:36:47.40\00:36:49.50 I'm a part of the blessing is on the go, 00:36:49.54\00:36:52.87 and I'm part of the family already. 00:36:52.91\00:36:55.68 So I'm gonna go down to 3ABN and volunteer 00:36:55.71\00:37:00.05 and see if this isn't where the Lord has directed me." 00:37:00.08\00:37:02.58 She felt so strongly that God was directing her in that area. 00:37:02.62\00:37:06.62 So she came in to Sabbath school class 00:37:06.65\00:37:08.66 and she came a little late 00:37:08.69\00:37:10.23 because she had a little difficulty 00:37:10.26\00:37:11.73 getting to the church, 00:37:11.76\00:37:13.09 and just as she walked into the classroom 00:37:13.13\00:37:16.60 and sat down, 00:37:16.63\00:37:17.97 now this scripture wasn't in my Sabbath school lesson, 00:37:18.00\00:37:22.57 it's just the Lord strongly impressed upon my heart 00:37:22.60\00:37:26.07 for me to use this scripture 00:37:26.11\00:37:28.18 in one of the examples that I was using. 00:37:28.21\00:37:30.88 So I told her, so I was speaking to the class 00:37:30.91\00:37:34.22 and the Lord tells us in Psalm 68:6, 00:37:34.25\00:37:37.12 "God sets the solitary in families," 00:37:37.15\00:37:40.16 and that was the very scripture 00:37:40.19\00:37:42.72 that God had impressed upon her heart 00:37:42.76\00:37:45.19 when she said it's time for me to, 00:37:45.23\00:37:47.96 you know, to go volunteer at 3ABN. 00:37:48.00\00:37:50.47 So that was an... 00:37:50.50\00:37:53.27 where God impressed upon my heart 00:37:53.30\00:37:55.80 to put that scripture into my Sabbath School lesson 00:37:55.84\00:38:01.01 and did I know that the Lord was speaking that to me? 00:38:01.04\00:38:04.28 Well, I was hoping He was 00:38:04.31\00:38:05.65 'cause I always pray and ask the Lord to help, 00:38:05.68\00:38:07.75 Lord, help when you're putting a lesson together. 00:38:07.78\00:38:10.29 That one was just a practical example here 00:38:10.32\00:38:14.92 of something we do here at 3ABN 00:38:14.96\00:38:16.83 and one it really helped that lady know that 00:38:16.86\00:38:19.86 this really was what God wanted. 00:38:19.89\00:38:21.46 Amen. 00:38:21.50\00:38:22.83 But you know what, that's an example of, 00:38:22.86\00:38:24.20 is that is God using you 00:38:24.23\00:38:26.74 to speak and share the voice of God 00:38:26.77\00:38:28.94 into someone else's life, 00:38:28.97\00:38:30.47 you know, because as we come before God 00:38:30.51\00:38:32.77 and we look at the scripture 00:38:32.81\00:38:34.88 and we want to walk and surrender 00:38:34.91\00:38:36.24 whatever God calls for us, whatever He wants us to do. 00:38:36.28\00:38:39.08 But at the same time God uses each other. 00:38:39.11\00:38:42.12 God uses people to speak into other people's lives. 00:38:42.15\00:38:45.65 Yes. 00:38:45.69\00:38:47.02 Who can say, Pastor Tom can say, 00:38:47.06\00:38:48.39 "You know what, Jill, the Lord has put this" 00:38:48.42\00:38:49.76 on my heart for you, and you know what? 00:38:49.79\00:38:51.56 That could be the voice of God 00:38:51.59\00:38:52.93 coming through someone else sharing. 00:38:52.96\00:38:54.80 Very true, very true. Absolutely. 00:38:54.83\00:38:56.56 As a matter of fact in a corporate sense 00:38:56.60\00:38:58.27 when the majority of the church 00:38:58.30\00:39:00.00 is listening to the voice of God, worship happens. 00:39:00.04\00:39:03.41 Do you ever wonder how people 00:39:03.44\00:39:04.77 from so many different backgrounds 00:39:04.81\00:39:06.14 view life so differently could come together 00:39:06.17\00:39:08.44 and have unity and peace and worship? 00:39:08.48\00:39:10.98 I have prepared sermons 00:39:11.01\00:39:13.11 and I say, "Lord, I don't know 00:39:13.15\00:39:14.98 what Your people need to hear today 00:39:15.02\00:39:16.82 or this weekend but You do and please put this together." 00:39:16.85\00:39:22.26 He puts a message in my heart, I put the message out on paper 00:39:22.29\00:39:26.43 and then I open up my quarterly 00:39:26.46\00:39:28.53 and discover the Sabbath School lesson 00:39:28.56\00:39:30.17 is the exact same theme. 00:39:30.20\00:39:32.60 Then someone comes into special music, 00:39:32.63\00:39:35.34 they sing a song that is right in tune with the theme. 00:39:35.37\00:39:38.14 Someone does a children story 00:39:38.17\00:39:39.51 and it fits right in with the theme 00:39:39.54\00:39:41.11 and none of us had a conversation beforehand. 00:39:41.14\00:39:43.85 So when the voice of God is in control of His church, 00:39:43.88\00:39:46.68 there's unity. 00:39:46.72\00:39:48.05 I think about when we no longer have sin 00:39:48.08\00:39:51.15 and we're spending eternity with God and pre-impose sin, 00:39:51.19\00:39:55.16 everyone was listening to the voice of God. 00:39:55.19\00:39:58.03 Self was crucified and God was, His voice was driving things. 00:39:58.06\00:40:04.43 And that's all He's calling us to again as a church 00:40:04.47\00:40:07.04 is to allow that to happen, 00:40:07.07\00:40:08.67 and He's going to work through us 00:40:08.70\00:40:11.54 as we allow it to actually have 00:40:11.57\00:40:14.74 transformational effects on others. 00:40:14.78\00:40:16.58 It's a blessing for us as it blesses others. 00:40:16.61\00:40:19.25 But the voice of God must reign supreme in the Christian's life 00:40:19.28\00:40:23.49 and that's when we see 00:40:23.52\00:40:25.25 mountains move and we see the hand of God in everything. 00:40:25.29\00:40:28.22 Amen. Well said, well said. 00:40:28.26\00:40:30.33 You know, yesterday, 00:40:30.36\00:40:31.89 no, just a couple of days ago I guess, 00:40:31.93\00:40:33.90 on Sabbath, Pastor John Lomacang was preaching 00:40:33.93\00:40:37.07 and I'm always blessed when he ministers 00:40:37.10\00:40:39.83 but for some reason 00:40:39.87\00:40:41.20 this Sabbath I was especially ministered to. 00:40:41.24\00:40:43.84 And Greg and I were sitting there in the pew 00:40:43.87\00:40:46.37 and all of a sudden he shared something 00:40:46.41\00:40:50.38 that as soon as he spoke it was just like, 00:40:50.41\00:40:53.05 I don't know how else to explain it, 00:40:53.08\00:40:54.52 it was just as if each word 00:40:54.55\00:40:56.65 just went straight into my heart... 00:40:56.69\00:41:01.59 and it was what I needed. 00:41:01.62\00:41:03.49 Now, he didn't know I was struggling with something, 00:41:03.53\00:41:06.59 he didn't know there was an issue in my life 00:41:06.63\00:41:09.16 and then as soon as he said that, 00:41:09.20\00:41:11.63 the Holy Spirit said, 00:41:11.67\00:41:13.00 "Jill, that is what you're dealing with." 00:41:13.03\00:41:14.90 Well, I didn't even know what I was dealing with. 00:41:14.94\00:41:16.87 I didn't even know what the issue was, 00:41:16.91\00:41:18.97 I just knew there was something going on 00:41:19.01\00:41:20.88 but I couldn't identify it. 00:41:20.91\00:41:23.04 And when he spoke, the Holy Spirit used him. 00:41:23.08\00:41:25.31 Yes. 00:41:25.35\00:41:26.68 And the Holy Spirit spoke conviction to my heart. 00:41:26.72\00:41:30.12 And then I can go back and say, "Oh Father, 00:41:30.15\00:41:32.19 thank You for showing me what's in my heart 00:41:32.22\00:41:35.59 and I repent of that. 00:41:35.62\00:41:37.59 And I ask that you would cleanse me, 00:41:37.63\00:41:40.20 give me clean hands, as Mollie always says, 00:41:40.23\00:41:42.26 and a pure heart. 00:41:42.30\00:41:44.20 And so praise the Lord, He uses each one of us 00:41:44.23\00:41:47.37 to speak a word into someone else's life. 00:41:47.40\00:41:49.67 Amen. 00:41:49.70\00:41:51.04 Life has convicted me of the following. 00:41:51.07\00:41:53.01 One that if you are willing to be led and used of God, 00:41:53.04\00:41:58.85 He is more willing to lead you and use you 00:41:58.88\00:42:02.08 than you are to be used and led. 00:42:02.12\00:42:05.22 He is very willing to give you 00:42:05.25\00:42:07.72 and quite able to give you good gifts 00:42:07.76\00:42:09.56 and to direct your steps. 00:42:09.59\00:42:12.69 2 Corinthians 8 tells us, 00:42:12.73\00:42:14.46 "First there must be a willing mind." 00:42:14.50\00:42:17.17 So before you even ask to be directed 00:42:17.20\00:42:19.83 or to be used or to be led, you have to say, 00:42:19.87\00:42:23.30 "I am willing to be directed and led." 00:42:23.34\00:42:26.17 And that opens the way for God to lead and to use you. 00:42:26.21\00:42:31.15 A pastor came to the pulpit with a mind 00:42:31.18\00:42:33.62 that was willing to be used and led. 00:42:33.65\00:42:37.22 And so we know one person 00:42:37.25\00:42:39.52 that he was used to bless and that was you. 00:42:39.55\00:42:42.22 And of course, there were many, many others 00:42:42.26\00:42:43.93 in that congregation. 00:42:43.96\00:42:46.33 So if you want to know the will of God, 00:42:46.36\00:42:49.30 God wants you to know His will. 00:42:49.33\00:42:51.57 He is not trying to keep anything from you. 00:42:51.60\00:42:53.40 What is it? 00:42:53.44\00:42:54.77 Amos 3 says, "Surely the Lord will do nothing." 00:42:54.80\00:42:57.31 And, of course, that's talking about big things 00:42:57.34\00:42:59.21 but even in little things, 00:42:59.24\00:43:00.68 in little should I go should I not, 00:43:00.71\00:43:03.01 should I spend this, should I save it, 00:43:03.04\00:43:04.75 should I stay home and wait, 00:43:04.78\00:43:06.45 you know, or should I go to the store, 00:43:06.48\00:43:08.68 even in those little things God is willing to... 00:43:08.72\00:43:10.65 I don't think there is anything that comes against us 00:43:10.69\00:43:13.66 or that we deal with that is beneath the notice of God. 00:43:13.69\00:43:16.06 Amen. 00:43:16.09\00:43:17.43 He is as willing to be involved 00:43:17.46\00:43:18.79 in as intimate of the details of your life 00:43:18.83\00:43:22.23 as you're willing to allow Him to be involved 00:43:22.26\00:43:24.13 in those intimate little details. 00:43:24.17\00:43:25.73 "Where are my keys?" 00:43:25.77\00:43:27.17 God cares about that. 00:43:27.20\00:43:28.87 "I got to get to work, I need to find my keys. 00:43:28.90\00:43:31.24 Lord, I need to find my keys," you'll find you keys. 00:43:31.27\00:43:34.04 You know, He's... 00:43:34.08\00:43:35.74 And the thing is and I say this quickly, 00:43:35.78\00:43:37.78 if you are accustomed to bringing the Lord 00:43:37.81\00:43:39.35 into your life into little things like keys, 00:43:39.38\00:43:41.75 when the big stuff comes, like you go to the doctor 00:43:41.78\00:43:43.82 and the doctor says, "That's cancer," 00:43:43.85\00:43:45.62 or the doctor says, "We don't know what that is, 00:43:45.65\00:43:47.62 we don't know how to treat it." 00:43:47.66\00:43:49.12 You don't lose your religion or your mind 00:43:49.16\00:43:52.49 because you've been walking with the Lord 00:43:52.53\00:43:54.20 over those little things 00:43:54.23\00:43:55.56 so when the big stuff comes you know where God is, 00:43:55.60\00:43:57.73 you want to go searching. 00:43:57.77\00:43:59.10 It's too late to go find God in the rainy storm. 00:43:59.13\00:44:02.27 You find God in the sunshiny day 00:44:02.30\00:44:04.51 so that when the storm comes and the lights are out 00:44:04.54\00:44:06.91 and there's nobody to direct you, 00:44:06.94\00:44:08.44 you walk that path... 00:44:08.48\00:44:11.21 I am a male over 50. 00:44:11.25\00:44:14.25 I get up at night and go several times to the restroom, 00:44:14.28\00:44:18.19 happens when you get over 50. 00:44:18.22\00:44:19.99 I never put on a light. 00:44:20.02\00:44:21.86 First of all, it disturbs Irma, so I get up and I know the way. 00:44:21.89\00:44:24.69 I don't bump into anything 00:44:24.73\00:44:26.06 unless there's something there that God left. 00:44:26.09\00:44:27.43 I know how to go into the bathroom 00:44:27.46\00:44:28.80 do what I have to do, wash my hands, 00:44:28.83\00:44:30.17 put the towel back and go to bed 00:44:30.20\00:44:31.53 in total darkness, why? 00:44:31.57\00:44:32.93 Because I have radar? 00:44:32.97\00:44:34.30 No, I've done it so many times, I've worn that path. 00:44:34.34\00:44:37.94 So now when something comes that I'm not ready for, 00:44:37.97\00:44:41.04 I know where God is. 00:44:41.08\00:44:42.84 I don't have to say, "Jill, could you show me Jesus?" 00:44:42.88\00:44:45.48 I know Jesus, I can find Him for myself. 00:44:45.51\00:44:48.18 I've walked that path during a sunshiny day 00:44:48.22\00:44:50.55 so now that when the clouds come, 00:44:50.59\00:44:52.15 I can make it there because I've done it all the time. 00:44:52.19\00:44:54.16 So you bring Him into the little things 00:44:54.19\00:44:57.16 and then when the big things come, 00:44:57.19\00:44:58.76 you know the voice because you've heard that voice 00:44:58.79\00:45:00.43 so many times. 00:45:00.46\00:45:02.53 If we have time I just want to share too. 00:45:02.56\00:45:04.23 I wonder how many people missed out 00:45:04.27\00:45:06.33 because they said no to the voice of God 00:45:06.37\00:45:08.50 to the point where Zachariah, 00:45:08.54\00:45:11.31 they refused to listen and Zachariah 7:11-13 00:45:11.34\00:45:14.41 and Jeremiah 6:10, 00:45:14.44\00:45:15.84 "Who will listen," God's pleading. 00:45:15.88\00:45:17.68 Who's going listen to me?" 00:45:17.71\00:45:19.25 It took the Lord five years to call me to the literature work, 00:45:19.28\00:45:22.82 to be a literature evangelist. 00:45:22.85\00:45:24.29 And I kept saying no, 00:45:24.32\00:45:25.65 I hate salesman, I don't like them. 00:45:25.69\00:45:27.56 And poor Ron being the publishing director, 00:45:27.59\00:45:29.29 I come into his office 00:45:29.32\00:45:30.66 and he had one objection after the other. 00:45:30.69\00:45:32.03 As a matter of fact, after 14 years in literature work 00:45:32.06\00:45:34.80 I never heard anyone else 00:45:34.83\00:45:36.36 use all of the objections I used on that one man 00:45:36.40\00:45:38.77 trying to get out of the work that God kept calling me to. 00:45:38.80\00:45:41.54 I had my own ideas of how it should be done 00:45:41.57\00:45:44.37 and I just kept saying no to God 00:45:44.41\00:45:45.87 but finally I did it, the Lord blessed. 00:45:45.91\00:45:48.58 He took me on a path that I would not have chosen 00:45:48.61\00:45:50.65 but it actually prepared me for what I was about to do. 00:45:50.68\00:45:54.68 He called me to success, not failure, 00:45:54.72\00:45:57.09 if I just let Him have control. 00:45:57.12\00:45:58.99 What I've learned over the years is, 00:45:59.02\00:46:01.46 you know, when I was called to Michigan, 00:46:01.49\00:46:04.73 it was three times to go to Michigan 00:46:04.76\00:46:07.16 to do the literature work and I said no twice. 00:46:07.20\00:46:09.60 The third time I decided, 00:46:09.63\00:46:11.57 "Okay, Lord, I will check into this." 00:46:11.60\00:46:13.74 And when I went to 00:46:13.77\00:46:15.17 the publishing director's office, 00:46:15.20\00:46:16.60 I said, "I need a house before I leave, 00:46:16.64\00:46:19.37 a place for us to live." 00:46:19.41\00:46:20.74 If this is God's call, He'll provide a place. 00:46:20.78\00:46:23.08 Within four hours, I had a place to move to. 00:46:23.11\00:46:26.41 Then a year later I was called to Leadership in Illinois 00:46:26.45\00:46:28.88 in 1994. 00:46:28.92\00:46:30.62 In that call I knew in the heart of hearts 00:46:30.65\00:46:33.66 I had such peace about it, 00:46:33.69\00:46:35.02 this is exactly what God was calling me to. 00:46:35.06\00:46:36.73 All along I could see that He had a plan. 00:46:36.76\00:46:39.93 It got to the point now where this last district I was in, 00:46:39.96\00:46:43.37 we were there 10 years, 00:46:43.40\00:46:44.73 which for an Adventist pastor is a long term. 00:46:44.77\00:46:47.67 And there were things that had happened in times 00:46:47.70\00:46:50.11 where I thought, "Lord, is it time to go, 00:46:50.14\00:46:51.61 is it time to leave?" 00:46:51.64\00:46:53.38 And because I was getting to the point 00:46:53.41\00:46:55.34 where, yeah, I'm ready but He wasn't ready. 00:46:55.38\00:46:59.71 Another year, two years, three years went by. 00:46:59.75\00:47:02.25 And when it was time, 00:47:02.28\00:47:04.75 you know, you don't, you never wanna say, 00:47:04.79\00:47:06.15 "Yeah, I'll go, bye," you know, you wanna say, 00:47:06.19\00:47:08.02 "I'll pray about it." 00:47:08.06\00:47:09.72 And I did pray about it and I had total peace 00:47:09.76\00:47:12.46 and it was to come to this district. 00:47:12.49\00:47:14.76 And one of the thoughts, fleeting thoughts was, 00:47:14.80\00:47:17.33 "Lord, it's kind of crazy but it just... 00:47:17.37\00:47:21.00 do you really actually want me to be on 3ABN at all? 00:47:21.04\00:47:23.30 Is that part of Your plan?" 00:47:23.34\00:47:24.67 And here I sit. 00:47:24.71\00:47:26.51 And I've been saying, 00:47:26.54\00:47:28.04 I've been kind of digging my heels in the whole time 00:47:28.08\00:47:30.95 not wanting to go this direction 00:47:30.98\00:47:32.88 but I realized, "Lord, if it's you, 00:47:32.91\00:47:34.48 you're gonna give me peace." 00:47:34.52\00:47:36.08 I have learned over the years 00:47:36.12\00:47:37.62 that try to get in step with the will of God, 00:47:37.65\00:47:40.69 get all those other voices out, wait on Him. 00:47:40.72\00:47:44.76 It's really bad when you get behind Him 00:47:44.79\00:47:46.59 and when you get ahead of Him, you want to be in step. 00:47:46.63\00:47:49.76 And getting in step with God is, 00:47:49.80\00:47:52.10 I think it takes experience with Him and He's patient, 00:47:52.13\00:47:56.14 He works with us. 00:47:56.17\00:47:57.51 He'll develop that in us 00:47:57.54\00:48:00.38 so that we actually as Jesus says, 00:48:00.41\00:48:03.78 "He does nothing 00:48:03.81\00:48:05.15 that the Father has not revealed to Him," 00:48:05.18\00:48:07.68 His plans are laid out. 00:48:07.72\00:48:09.05 Amen. 00:48:09.08\00:48:10.42 God directs His path 00:48:10.45\00:48:11.79 and that's the goal I have in my life 00:48:11.82\00:48:13.15 that God directs my path. 00:48:13.19\00:48:14.52 You know, I think you hit on a very, wonderful point 00:48:14.56\00:48:18.36 and that is wait for peace. 00:48:18.39\00:48:20.76 Don't get ahead of God, don't get behind God, 00:48:20.80\00:48:23.23 just wait for the peace of God to empowering your heart, 00:48:23.26\00:48:27.07 to rule in your heart and then it's time. 00:48:27.10\00:48:29.70 Amen, and that was the same scripture 00:48:29.74\00:48:31.41 I was thinking of too, that's incredible. 00:48:31.44\00:48:34.01 As you were sharing, Pastor Tom, 00:48:34.04\00:48:35.38 we're glad that God brought you here. 00:48:35.41\00:48:37.38 And that's just a wonderful thing. 00:48:37.41\00:48:38.75 The scripture I was thinking of is Colossians 3:15, 00:48:38.78\00:48:41.85 "And let the peace of God rule in your hearts 00:48:41.88\00:48:46.35 to which also you were called in one body and be thankful." 00:48:46.39\00:48:49.16 Let the peace of God rule in your hearts. 00:48:49.19\00:48:51.43 I think when Greg and I were making the decision 00:48:51.46\00:48:54.93 should we move forward, should we get married, 00:48:54.96\00:48:57.57 that's one of those pivotal life decisions 00:48:57.60\00:49:00.34 and God had led and we had peace. 00:49:00.37\00:49:02.54 And then we came to an impasse like a time of difficulty. 00:49:02.57\00:49:07.84 And I believed one way about a certain thing 00:49:07.88\00:49:10.51 and He thought something else and for us it was, 00:49:10.55\00:49:13.75 I'm not talking scriptural or doctrine, 00:49:13.78\00:49:16.42 all this was just other stuff. 00:49:16.45\00:49:18.35 And he said, "Well, I don't think 00:49:18.39\00:49:21.46 this is going to work." 00:49:21.49\00:49:22.82 And so we had a long distance relationship 00:49:22.86\00:49:25.59 then I remember he said, 00:49:25.63\00:49:27.00 "Well, let's pray about it, Jilly, and see what God does." 00:49:27.03\00:49:31.03 So I went to bed in Massachusetts, 00:49:31.07\00:49:33.97 he was here in Illinois 00:49:34.00\00:49:35.34 and I remember praying and saying, 00:49:35.37\00:49:36.71 "God, well, I just don't see how I can, 00:49:36.74\00:49:39.71 and I surrendered, God, I don't want my will, 00:49:39.74\00:49:43.18 I want Your will in this situation." 00:49:43.21\00:49:46.15 And there were two issues, 00:49:46.18\00:49:47.98 so the one issue say the first issue 00:49:48.02\00:49:49.78 he changed my viewpoint entirely God did. 00:49:49.82\00:49:53.19 And after I was through praying, 00:49:53.22\00:49:55.62 I knew instantly Greg was right 00:49:55.66\00:49:57.83 and I needed to yield on this point. 00:49:57.86\00:50:00.63 But interestingly enough, on the other point I felt like, 00:50:00.66\00:50:03.87 "No, that was right and I still needed to hold to that." 00:50:03.90\00:50:06.87 Well, the next morning Greg called me 00:50:06.90\00:50:08.77 and he said, "Well, Jilly, I prayed and I have peace 00:50:08.80\00:50:12.01 over these issues and this is how I feel." 00:50:12.04\00:50:14.31 So the issue God had changed me on 00:50:14.34\00:50:16.88 Greg still held to and he felt firmly about. 00:50:16.91\00:50:19.68 But the issue where I was still holding firmly 00:50:19.71\00:50:22.18 Greg said, "Oh, God changed my mind on that." 00:50:22.22\00:50:24.75 And I view the other way around. 00:50:24.79\00:50:26.89 So to me we knew then when we had that assurance 00:50:26.92\00:50:31.13 and that peace that then you can move forward. 00:50:31.16\00:50:33.80 So I think any time we're facing those decisions 00:50:33.83\00:50:36.30 to know that if we are walking in step with Jesus, 00:50:36.33\00:50:40.94 in line with Him we have that peace 00:50:40.97\00:50:43.77 that comes from above. 00:50:43.81\00:50:45.14 Amen. Well said. 00:50:45.17\00:50:46.51 In Matthew 11 the Lord tells us that... 00:50:46.54\00:50:50.15 He hides some things from those who are wise 00:50:50.18\00:50:53.31 in their own sight and reveals them to children 00:50:53.35\00:50:56.32 which says to me that understanding the will of God 00:50:56.35\00:50:59.15 is not a matter of intellect or wisdom 00:50:59.19\00:51:01.22 or even acquired knowledge. 00:51:01.26\00:51:02.82 It's a matter of having childlike faith and trust 00:51:02.86\00:51:05.93 to do and accept whatever God shows you to do. 00:51:05.96\00:51:08.40 And Ellen White buttresses this by saying that, 00:51:08.43\00:51:11.23 "Our effectiveness in the world 00:51:11.27\00:51:12.67 is not a matter of us making a big noise," 00:51:12.70\00:51:14.94 and she used that term, a big noise. 00:51:14.97\00:51:16.77 "Our effectiveness and hearing the voice of God 00:51:16.81\00:51:19.47 and carrying out the will of God 00:51:19.51\00:51:21.24 is in direct proportion to our surrender 00:51:21.28\00:51:24.08 to the Holy Spirit." 00:51:24.11\00:51:25.61 So your mind has to be surrendered, 00:51:25.65\00:51:27.78 your heart has to be surrendered, 00:51:27.82\00:51:29.55 all that you are within has to be surrendered. 00:51:29.58\00:51:32.45 And if you want to hear the voice of God 00:51:32.49\00:51:34.79 and are willing to follow that voice when heard, 00:51:34.82\00:51:37.56 you will hear the voice of God 00:51:37.59\00:51:39.36 and the Lord will be more than pleased to direct your steps. 00:51:39.39\00:51:43.33 We're gonna go to our news break now, 00:51:43.37\00:51:44.70 then we'll come back, put a little bow on this 00:51:44.73\00:51:46.43 with some closing thoughts. 00:51:46.47\00:51:48.64