I want to spend my life 00:00:01.46\00:00:07.34 Mending broken people 00:00:07.37\00:00:12.41 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.44\00:00:18.48 Removing pain 00:00:18.51\00:00:23.49 Lord, let my words 00:00:23.52\00:00:29.79 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:29.82\00:00:34.26 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.30\00:00:40.07 Mending broken people 00:00:40.10\00:00:45.54 I want to spend my life 00:00:45.57\00:00:51.11 Mending broken people 00:00:51.15\00:00:54.32 Hello, and welcome to another 3ABN Today program. 00:01:06.83\00:01:10.27 Thank you again for joining us as you do each and every day. 00:01:10.30\00:01:13.94 And you know again, we can't thank you enough 00:01:13.97\00:01:16.17 for your prayers 00:01:16.20\00:01:17.54 and your financial support of the ministry of 3ABN 00:01:17.57\00:01:21.04 because if it weren't for you and the Lord Jesus Christ, 00:01:21.08\00:01:23.28 3ABN wouldn't be able to spread the gospel around the world. 00:01:23.31\00:01:27.82 And it's a blessing to be able to join with you 00:01:27.85\00:01:30.25 as team members. 00:01:30.29\00:01:31.65 You know, you have the people here at 3ABN 00:01:31.69\00:01:33.72 that work behind the scenes, 00:01:33.76\00:01:35.09 maybe in front of the camera, some, 00:01:35.12\00:01:36.66 but also you at home are very, very important, 00:01:36.69\00:01:40.20 especially for your prayers, 00:01:40.23\00:01:41.56 and again, your financial support. 00:01:41.60\00:01:42.93 Thank you for standing with us, 00:01:42.96\00:01:44.30 some of you for many, many years. 00:01:44.33\00:01:45.83 Now I love that song, 00:01:45.87\00:01:47.20 you know, you just watch the open 00:01:47.24\00:01:48.60 and it's talking about mending broken people. 00:01:48.64\00:01:51.94 And today, we'll just hear a testimony of the ministry. 00:01:51.97\00:01:55.61 We're actually gonna be talking about a school, 00:01:55.64\00:01:57.45 the Holbrook Indian School 00:01:57.48\00:01:59.68 is really talking about 00:01:59.71\00:02:01.05 really, you can say mending broken people. 00:02:01.08\00:02:03.18 And all of us, 00:02:03.22\00:02:04.55 you know, God can use us in multiple ways. 00:02:04.59\00:02:07.76 So all of us have a ministry. 00:02:07.79\00:02:09.12 We're talking about this school in particular today. 00:02:09.16\00:02:10.86 And, boy, some amazing testimonies 00:02:10.89\00:02:13.13 of how God has worked in people's lives, 00:02:13.16\00:02:15.83 how God is using the school. 00:02:15.86\00:02:17.57 So make sure you don't turn the television off, 00:02:17.60\00:02:19.27 or turn the radio off, 00:02:19.30\00:02:20.67 or if you're watching online, turn you computer off. 00:02:20.70\00:02:22.37 You want to stay tuned and see how God is working. 00:02:22.40\00:02:25.34 But, you know, we're talking about 00:02:25.37\00:02:26.71 how God can use all of us. 00:02:26.74\00:02:28.18 It's easy sometimes to say, "Oh, that's them. 00:02:28.21\00:02:32.15 I don't know what God's given me to do." 00:02:32.18\00:02:33.75 But, you know, God has a purpose 00:02:33.78\00:02:35.88 for each one of us. 00:02:35.92\00:02:37.65 So we want to encourage you 00:02:37.69\00:02:39.55 to whatever talent God has given you 00:02:39.59\00:02:41.62 to use it for Him. 00:02:41.66\00:02:42.99 And you can't go wrong with that. 00:02:43.02\00:02:44.36 But anyway, I don't want to talk too much 00:02:44.39\00:02:45.73 so, sweetie, tell us who we have here today. 00:02:45.76\00:02:47.10 We are excited about our special program today. 00:02:47.13\00:02:49.63 We do have Holbrook Indian School with us. 00:02:49.66\00:02:52.13 And as you mentioned, sweetheart, 00:02:52.17\00:02:54.47 each one of us are broken in some way, 00:02:54.50\00:02:57.31 but the Lord, Jesus Christ came that 00:02:57.34\00:02:59.54 He would bring deliverance to the captives, 00:02:59.57\00:03:01.68 to set at liberty those who are abound 00:03:01.71\00:03:03.98 and to pour in the oil of His Holy Spirit, 00:03:04.01\00:03:06.11 to bring comfort, peace, and healing. 00:03:06.15\00:03:09.25 And so in a special way, 00:03:09.28\00:03:10.95 this school ministers to those who are broken or alone, 00:03:10.99\00:03:14.89 and brings healing and hope. 00:03:14.92\00:03:16.86 And we are so excited to have them here. 00:03:16.89\00:03:19.36 We have some testimonies, 00:03:19.39\00:03:21.13 testimonies right here 00:03:21.16\00:03:22.50 on the set of what God is doing in their lives. 00:03:22.53\00:03:24.33 So we want to introduce them to you at this time. 00:03:24.37\00:03:27.64 Sitting right here on my right is Jovannah Poor Bear-Adams, 00:03:27.67\00:03:32.67 did I get that name? 00:03:32.71\00:03:34.04 Perfect. 00:03:34.08\00:03:35.61 And we welcome you. 00:03:35.64\00:03:36.98 And tell us, what is your role with Holbrook? 00:03:37.01\00:03:38.88 Well, right now, I'm the dean of Student Services 00:03:38.91\00:03:40.98 and Programming. 00:03:41.02\00:03:42.35 And what that means is, 00:03:42.38\00:03:43.99 I just developed different programming 00:03:44.02\00:03:46.39 to encompass and connect bridges at our school, 00:03:46.42\00:03:49.16 and developed a dorm curriculum through this school year 00:03:49.19\00:03:52.56 'cause we get a wide range of students, 00:03:52.59\00:03:54.93 1st through 12th grade. 00:03:54.96\00:03:56.30 And there's a lot of stuff we cover, hygiene, 00:03:56.33\00:03:59.87 and how to brush your teeth with some of them, 00:03:59.90\00:04:02.54 all the way up into coping skills and study skills. 00:04:02.57\00:04:04.84 So there's a wide range of things 00:04:04.87\00:04:06.64 that our kids need in the dorm 00:04:06.68\00:04:08.64 and that's one of the things that I do there. 00:04:08.68\00:04:10.25 Amen. 00:04:10.28\00:04:11.61 Now you have an... 00:04:11.65\00:04:12.98 Jovannah has an amazing testimony. 00:04:13.01\00:04:14.35 And we want to unpackage your testimony 00:04:14.38\00:04:16.48 during the interview here. 00:04:16.52\00:04:17.85 You went to Holbrook and how God used the school 00:04:17.89\00:04:20.72 and other methods to bring healing to your life. 00:04:20.76\00:04:23.29 And now you're giving back, 00:04:23.32\00:04:24.66 so we're excited to hear your testimony. 00:04:24.69\00:04:26.66 And sitting next to you is Adrienna Billy. 00:04:26.70\00:04:30.60 And, Adrienna, you're currently a student there, 00:04:30.63\00:04:32.50 is that correct? 00:04:32.53\00:04:33.87 Yes. 00:04:33.90\00:04:35.24 And tell us what your role is, what your grade is. 00:04:35.27\00:04:37.84 And you actually have a student office there too. 00:04:37.87\00:04:40.64 So tell us about it? 00:04:40.68\00:04:44.71 Well, I am a Student Association 00:04:44.75\00:04:46.75 Religious Vice President. 00:04:46.78\00:04:48.22 And my role there is to help the students 00:04:48.25\00:04:50.92 become more closer to God 00:04:50.95\00:04:52.55 because lots of kids who're in a reservation, 00:04:52.59\00:04:57.43 they really grow up knowing about God, 00:04:57.46\00:05:00.23 and so they grew apparently traditional. 00:05:00.26\00:05:02.70 So most of them may not like it 00:05:02.73\00:05:05.37 when, like, I go out or doing activity 00:05:05.40\00:05:08.84 that has to do something with God. 00:05:08.87\00:05:10.21 But I respect that, so I really don't push them. 00:05:10.24\00:05:14.08 But then, still lots of people like most set of students 00:05:14.11\00:05:18.48 there at the school, they know a lot now. 00:05:18.51\00:05:22.45 And so it's kind of like my job 00:05:22.48\00:05:24.29 to really get them closer to God 00:05:24.32\00:05:26.52 and to let them know that God is there with them. 00:05:26.55\00:05:28.36 Amen. 00:05:28.39\00:05:29.72 Well, that's wonderful 00:05:29.76\00:05:31.09 and we want to hear your testimony too. 00:05:31.13\00:05:32.46 And sitting at the far end is Loren Fish. 00:05:32.49\00:05:34.66 And you and your wife moved to Holbrook 00:05:34.70\00:05:36.70 just a couple of years ago. 00:05:36.73\00:05:38.07 And what is your role there? 00:05:38.10\00:05:39.43 Yes, thanks for having us. 00:05:39.47\00:05:40.80 I'm a clinical counselor there at Holbrook Indian School. 00:05:40.84\00:05:43.41 And it's an honor to be able to work with the students 00:05:43.44\00:05:47.08 and have a counseling center right there on campus. 00:05:47.11\00:05:50.61 It's much more convenient, 00:05:50.65\00:05:51.98 provides Christian counseling for the students. 00:05:52.01\00:05:54.65 Amen. 00:05:54.68\00:05:56.02 It's a blessing, isn't it, 00:05:56.05\00:05:57.39 to be able to work for the Lord, isn't it? 00:05:57.42\00:05:58.75 Got to see lives being changed, 00:05:58.79\00:06:00.12 you're building the relationship with God, 00:06:00.16\00:06:01.49 isn't that neat? 00:06:01.52\00:06:02.86 It's so exciting. 00:06:02.89\00:06:04.23 And you're talking about too, 00:06:04.26\00:06:05.86 Adrienna, far as, 00:06:05.89\00:06:07.23 you know, building the relationship, right? 00:06:07.26\00:06:08.80 You're talking to other students, 00:06:08.83\00:06:10.17 your fellow students that you're with. 00:06:10.20\00:06:11.73 That is just great 00:06:11.77\00:06:14.77 You can't go wrong with that. Amen. 00:06:14.80\00:06:16.60 Well, we're excited about the program 00:06:16.64\00:06:18.14 and to hear the testimonies 00:06:18.17\00:06:19.61 and stories of what God's doing in the school, 00:06:19.64\00:06:22.51 the Holbrook Indian School. 00:06:22.54\00:06:23.88 But before we do that, we have music, sweetheart. 00:06:23.91\00:06:26.11 And you have a scripture as well, don't you? 00:06:26.15\00:06:27.65 Yeah, you know, that's right. 00:06:27.68\00:06:29.02 Yes, we have Philippians 1:6. 00:06:29.05\00:06:33.62 And this is what Loren especially liked. 00:06:33.66\00:06:35.72 Yeah, there's, yes. Oh, yeah. 00:06:35.76\00:06:37.76 Do you have that one actually, Loren? 00:06:37.79\00:06:39.13 You want to read that actually for us to change it up here? 00:06:39.16\00:06:40.50 I do. I do. 00:06:40.53\00:06:42.43 Philippians 1:6, 00:06:42.46\00:06:43.80 "Being confident of this very thing, 00:06:43.83\00:06:46.07 that he who has begun a good work in you 00:06:46.10\00:06:48.30 will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ." 00:06:48.34\00:06:51.71 And why is that important? 00:06:51.74\00:06:53.07 Why is that one your favorite? 00:06:53.11\00:06:54.44 I know there's many in the Bible. 00:06:54.48\00:06:56.01 As a clinical counselor there at Holbrook SDA Indian school, 00:06:56.04\00:06:59.35 I don't always get to see the result 00:06:59.38\00:07:01.35 of my work with the students. 00:07:01.38\00:07:02.75 I don't always get to see the fruits 00:07:02.78\00:07:04.39 of even the spiritual seeds they're planted. 00:07:04.42\00:07:06.55 And so for me, it gives me confidence 00:07:06.59\00:07:08.69 that God's in charge of these changes 00:07:08.72\00:07:10.39 that are going on and not me. 00:07:10.43\00:07:12.06 And so this is a promise that I hold dear to, 00:07:12.09\00:07:15.26 I have it on the wall in my office. 00:07:15.30\00:07:16.77 You know, that's great. 00:07:16.80\00:07:18.13 I think, one of the word, 00:07:18.17\00:07:19.50 keyword you mentioned there is promise. 00:07:19.53\00:07:20.87 You know, and God has a promise. 00:07:20.90\00:07:22.27 He is committed 00:07:22.30\00:07:24.11 that, yeah, He'll complete it and finish it. 00:07:24.14\00:07:26.71 Amen, that's a great text. 00:07:26.74\00:07:28.48 We do want to go to music like we mentioned. 00:07:28.51\00:07:29.84 Then we'll get into a full story here. 00:07:29.88\00:07:31.38 And we have Natalia Nesteruk here with us today. 00:07:31.41\00:07:34.55 And she's gonna be singing a beautiful song, 00:07:34.58\00:07:36.79 "Prayer for a Friend". 00:07:36.82\00:07:38.29 Lord, I lift my friend to You 00:07:55.07\00:07:58.51 I've done all that I know to do 00:07:58.54\00:08:01.81 I lift my friend to You 00:08:01.84\00:08:09.78 Complicated circumstances 00:08:09.82\00:08:13.19 Have clouded his view 00:08:13.22\00:08:17.13 Lord, I lift my friend up to You 00:08:17.16\00:08:24.37 I fear that I won't have the words 00:08:24.40\00:08:29.37 That he needs to hear 00:08:29.40\00:08:31.71 I pray for Your wisdom, oh God 00:08:31.74\00:08:36.85 And a heart that's sincere 00:08:36.88\00:08:42.98 Lord, I lift my friend up to You 00:08:43.02\00:08:46.62 Lord, I lift my friend to You 00:08:54.06\00:08:57.50 My best friend in the world I know 00:08:57.53\00:09:01.24 He means much more to You 00:09:01.27\00:09:04.97 I want so much to help him 00:09:05.01\00:09:07.74 But this is something he has to do 00:09:07.78\00:09:12.38 And Lord, I lift my friend up to You 00:09:12.41\00:09:19.49 'Cause there's a way that seems so right to him 00:09:19.52\00:09:24.83 But You know where that leads 00:09:24.86\00:09:27.26 He's becoming a puppet of the world 00:09:27.30\00:09:32.43 Too blind to see the strings 00:09:32.47\00:09:38.41 Lord, I lift my friend up to You 00:09:38.44\00:09:43.24 My friend up to You 00:09:47.48\00:09:51.65 Lord, I lift my friend to You 00:10:04.23\00:10:07.74 I've done all that I know to do 00:10:07.77\00:10:11.07 I lift my friend to You 00:10:11.11\00:10:16.64 Amen. 00:10:27.06\00:10:28.39 What a powerful song, "Lift my fried up to you". 00:10:28.42\00:10:31.09 You know, isn't that great? All of us can pray. 00:10:31.13\00:10:32.69 We're talking about the ministry. 00:10:32.73\00:10:34.06 And thank you for praying for the ministry of 3ABN. 00:10:34.10\00:10:35.90 All these other ministries like 00:10:35.93\00:10:37.27 the Holbrook Indian Seventh-day Adventist School. 00:10:37.30\00:10:39.43 I tell you, ministry is around the world and also our friends. 00:10:39.47\00:10:41.87 It could be... 00:10:41.90\00:10:43.24 This is the powerful thing of prayer 00:10:43.27\00:10:44.67 is that you can be going down the street. 00:10:44.71\00:10:46.31 Sometimes, Jill and I will be doing this. 00:10:46.34\00:10:47.68 And then, ambulance will go by, just sirens blaring. 00:10:47.71\00:10:50.05 We have no clue who is in the ambulance, 00:10:50.08\00:10:51.58 what emergency they're going to, 00:10:51.61\00:10:52.95 but the power of prayer! 00:10:52.98\00:10:54.32 And then we always say, 00:10:54.35\00:10:55.68 "Let's stop and pray right now," as we're driving. 00:10:55.72\00:10:57.05 You can pray and say, "Lord, be with that person 00:10:57.09\00:10:58.42 whatever the emergency situation is." 00:10:58.45\00:10:59.79 So, wow, what a powerful song! 00:10:59.82\00:11:01.16 Thank you, Natalia. 00:11:01.19\00:11:02.52 Amen. 00:11:02.56\00:11:03.89 If you're just joining us, 00:11:03.93\00:11:05.26 we have Holbrook Indian School with us. 00:11:05.29\00:11:06.63 And we have Jovannah Poor Bear-Adams, 00:11:06.66\00:11:10.07 and Adrienna Billy, and Loren Fish. 00:11:10.10\00:11:12.60 And we want to unpackage your story 00:11:12.63\00:11:14.84 and hear more about the Holbrook Indian School. 00:11:14.87\00:11:16.81 But before we go to that, 00:11:16.84\00:11:18.17 we wanted to go to a special roll. 00:11:18.21\00:11:19.77 Terry Benedict was at the school 00:11:19.81\00:11:23.04 some time ago, 00:11:23.08\00:11:24.41 and produced this short film, short documentary. 00:11:24.45\00:11:26.95 It features some of your story, Jovannah, 00:11:26.98\00:11:29.05 and then some other statistics. 00:11:29.08\00:11:30.55 And we want to use it 00:11:30.59\00:11:31.92 as our springboard for discussion. 00:11:31.95\00:11:33.62 So let's go to that roll at this time. 00:11:33.66\00:11:36.02 Just tell it like it is. 00:11:42.90\00:11:45.13 Well, let me try in and do that. 00:11:45.17\00:11:47.50 When the Christian boarding school 00:11:53.04\00:11:54.44 first came into existence here in America, 00:11:54.48\00:11:58.91 the motto and the driving force behind it 00:11:58.95\00:12:01.75 was to "kill the Indian and save the man". 00:12:01.78\00:12:05.29 And that is the part of the stigma 00:12:05.32\00:12:07.72 that a lot of tribes, a lot of native Americans, 00:12:07.76\00:12:10.43 especially traditional native Americans 00:12:10.46\00:12:12.69 carry against schools like us. 00:12:12.73\00:12:16.26 Our school is not about killing the Indian. 00:12:16.30\00:12:18.97 It's not about killing what is native in the kids. 00:12:19.00\00:12:21.67 It is about healing them. 00:12:21.70\00:12:23.81 It is about claiming their identity, 00:12:23.84\00:12:27.78 their culture, their faith, their, themselves. 00:12:27.81\00:12:32.38 I was molested by one of my step dads 00:13:47.09\00:13:49.79 for a year and a half, 00:13:49.82\00:13:51.53 maybe two years before I even knew anything, 00:13:51.56\00:13:53.96 even before I was... 00:13:54.00\00:13:55.33 I was afraid that my mom was gonna be mad at me 00:13:55.36\00:13:57.40 that it was my fault for not saying anything 00:13:57.43\00:13:59.43 or my fault for pretending I was sleeping every time. 00:13:59.47\00:14:04.61 You know, I was raped by my older cousin. 00:14:04.64\00:14:07.21 And I remember telling him that he was hurting me. 00:14:07.24\00:14:12.78 And he said I was getting... 00:14:12.81\00:14:14.15 he was getting me ready to be an adult. 00:14:14.18\00:14:16.28 And so what that told me was being an adult hurts 00:14:16.32\00:14:20.32 and it's something that you just have to deal with it. 00:14:20.36\00:14:22.32 It's something that just happens, 00:14:22.36\00:14:23.69 it's gonna happen all through your life. 00:14:23.73\00:14:25.73 You're going to hurt. 00:14:25.76\00:14:27.10 People are going to hurt you. 00:14:27.13\00:14:28.46 They're going to use your body for themselves 00:14:28.50\00:14:31.77 for the rest of your life. 00:14:31.80\00:14:33.50 And that was my reality. 00:14:33.54\00:14:34.90 Jovannah, what are you feeling right now? 00:15:03.73\00:15:05.73 I feel sick. 00:15:12.31\00:15:13.64 I feel like people shouldn't have to go 00:15:27.02\00:15:28.69 through this. 00:15:28.72\00:15:30.06 I know that these kids live in this right now. 00:15:34.60\00:15:38.97 I know that when I go into the dorm 00:15:39.00\00:15:41.54 and I talk to those girls, 00:15:41.57\00:15:42.90 and I tell them about who I am and where I came from, 00:15:42.94\00:15:47.04 I can see it on their faces that they're in it right now. 00:15:47.08\00:15:51.35 And when we call CPS 00:15:51.38\00:15:52.88 because somebody's step dad is sexually abusing them, 00:15:52.91\00:15:55.65 and CPS does nothing about it, 00:15:55.68\00:15:57.85 or the tribe does nothing about it. 00:15:57.89\00:15:59.49 And they still have to go home to that 00:15:59.52\00:16:01.72 and they have to stay with their mom 00:16:01.76\00:16:03.56 who blames them for their step dad having to leave 00:16:03.59\00:16:06.49 or having to go to jail. 00:16:06.53\00:16:08.53 It makes me sick. 00:16:08.56\00:16:11.73 They shouldn't have to go through this. 00:16:11.77\00:16:15.30 And if they do, 00:16:15.34\00:16:16.67 if they have to go through this, 00:16:16.71\00:16:18.04 it shouldn't be normal. 00:16:18.07\00:16:19.47 They shouldn't feel like this is just the way it is 00:16:19.51\00:16:22.74 and this is the way it's always gonna be, 00:16:22.78\00:16:24.41 and that's what you just have to accept. 00:16:24.45\00:16:26.41 I don't want to be stuck on the edge, 00:16:42.66\00:16:44.93 because once you're on the edge, 00:16:44.97\00:16:46.63 you stay on the edge. 00:16:46.67\00:16:48.54 And I want to start something new. 00:16:48.57\00:16:50.97 The one thing my grandpa taught me 00:16:51.01\00:16:52.47 is that God's there for you. 00:16:52.51\00:16:55.74 You just keep looking forward, don't look backward. 00:16:55.78\00:16:59.45 That's why I came to Holbrook. 00:16:59.48\00:17:02.12 And Holbrook's been my home. 00:17:02.15\00:17:03.62 When I'm riding horses, 00:17:13.09\00:17:16.16 it does feels amazing 00:17:16.20\00:17:17.80 because it's silent, it's peaceful. 00:17:17.83\00:17:21.44 The only thing you can hear is just the birds chirping 00:17:21.47\00:17:25.04 and the breeze under leaves. 00:17:25.07\00:17:29.21 I feel more myself 00:17:29.24\00:17:33.21 when I conquered my fears and riding horses and stuff. 00:17:33.25\00:17:38.72 And I have no reason to be scared of it, the horse, 00:17:38.75\00:17:42.56 because they're just horses. 00:17:42.59\00:17:47.10 When I run, it just, it feels like home to me. 00:18:02.14\00:18:05.55 I just like the smell of the trees 00:18:05.58\00:18:07.58 and, you know, I can just... 00:18:07.62\00:18:09.38 I like the feeling of the dirt. 00:18:09.42\00:18:12.65 My brothers, they drink and they smoke. 00:18:12.69\00:18:17.93 I don't like that. 00:18:17.96\00:18:19.56 So I tried to get away from it as possible. 00:18:19.59\00:18:23.93 I decided I wanted to come to Holbrook. 00:18:23.97\00:18:26.63 And when I got there, I noticed it was different. 00:18:26.67\00:18:31.97 I noticed the kids there were a lot more different. 00:18:32.01\00:18:35.34 They weren't so mean or so irritating. 00:18:35.38\00:18:39.25 The teachers too, they were really different. 00:18:39.28\00:18:41.65 They didn't seem so mean 00:18:41.68\00:18:43.08 or they just seem calm and nice. 00:18:43.12\00:18:47.26 They really helped you with all your stuff, 00:18:47.29\00:18:48.86 your education. 00:18:48.89\00:18:51.96 I believe that this school provided 00:18:51.99\00:18:53.60 more that just a 100 percent 00:18:53.63\00:18:56.50 and I like that and it's awesome. 00:18:56.53\00:19:02.10 I've seen kids coming here and trust no one. 00:19:02.14\00:19:08.44 I've seen them coming here addicted 00:19:08.48\00:19:13.08 to anything that you can be addicted to, 00:19:13.11\00:19:15.15 anything they can get their hands on, 00:19:15.18\00:19:17.59 anything that numbs. 00:19:17.62\00:19:20.79 I've seen them coming here homeless. 00:19:20.82\00:19:22.39 We've had kids coming here and stay in the dorms 00:19:22.42\00:19:25.79 because they're too afraid to go home. 00:19:25.83\00:19:29.66 And I've seen them change from that. 00:19:29.70\00:19:33.67 There are people who may want to see numbers. 00:19:33.70\00:19:36.47 They want to see how many people were baptized that year. 00:19:36.50\00:19:41.01 But there is more 00:19:41.04\00:19:44.18 when a kid learns to trust somebody, 00:19:44.21\00:19:47.52 or when they're being abused at home, 00:19:47.55\00:19:50.69 or someone's yelling and they can call. 00:19:50.72\00:19:53.12 They can call me, or they can call the pastor, 00:19:53.15\00:19:55.02 or they can call the teacher. 00:19:55.06\00:19:56.39 And they can say, "Come, pick me up. I'm scared." 00:19:56.42\00:20:00.16 That's worth it, 00:20:00.20\00:20:03.57 because they have nobody before that. 00:20:03.60\00:20:07.20 When I look back at my life, 00:20:07.24\00:20:09.54 I love, I love my experience here. 00:20:09.57\00:20:11.91 And it's where I changed 00:20:11.94\00:20:14.38 and then I changed more in college. 00:20:14.41\00:20:17.05 And then I changed more 00:20:17.08\00:20:18.78 when I came back to school here. 00:20:18.81\00:20:20.62 And I can tell you I am still living my dream. 00:20:20.65\00:20:24.12 I'm living it. 00:20:30.36\00:20:31.69 Thank you so much Terry Benedict 00:22:03.65\00:22:05.59 for putting that together. 00:22:05.62\00:22:06.96 I understand he volunteered his time, 00:22:06.99\00:22:09.16 is that correct, 00:22:09.19\00:22:10.53 to put this together and he did an incredible job. 00:22:10.56\00:22:13.13 Absolutely, he did. 00:22:13.16\00:22:14.96 Heavy duty statistics. It is. 00:22:15.00\00:22:16.90 Yeah, and what amazing testimony. 00:22:16.93\00:22:18.80 And as I sat and watched that, 00:22:18.83\00:22:21.07 I had the opportunity to see it right before the program here. 00:22:21.10\00:22:26.07 And I just sat and cried a minute. 00:22:26.11\00:22:28.51 It's heavy topic, 00:22:28.54\00:22:31.41 difficult thing, Jovannah, that you've had to deal with. 00:22:31.45\00:22:36.99 Is that, I know you said 00:22:37.02\00:22:38.35 it was normal in your home growing up, 00:22:38.39\00:22:40.56 but is that normal, would you say, 00:22:40.59\00:22:42.39 across the board for many growing up? 00:22:42.42\00:22:46.09 One of things that as you cross reservations 00:22:46.13\00:22:49.40 all across the United States, 00:22:49.43\00:22:50.77 and actually, that's more than 500 registered 00:22:50.80\00:22:54.80 native American tribes in the United States. 00:22:54.84\00:22:57.91 But overwhelmingly as you learn about them, 00:22:57.94\00:23:01.14 there is high alcohol, high diabetes, 00:23:01.18\00:23:05.91 high abuse rates across the board. 00:23:05.95\00:23:09.98 There are people who manage and they work very hard 00:23:10.02\00:23:14.42 to create healthy environments for their families 00:23:14.46\00:23:16.76 but it's few and far between. 00:23:16.79\00:23:18.89 And there are reservations, 00:23:18.93\00:23:20.26 as a whole that are doing very, very well. 00:23:20.30\00:23:22.53 But again, that's few and far between, 00:23:22.56\00:23:25.53 across the 500 plus that there are. 00:23:25.57\00:23:28.40 Would say this is generational like, 00:23:28.44\00:23:30.61 this is how I was raised 00:23:30.64\00:23:31.97 and then you pass it down to your kids, 00:23:32.01\00:23:33.74 like that cycle of dysfunction, that cycle of abuse? 00:23:33.78\00:23:36.98 Would you say that continues generationally? 00:23:37.01\00:23:39.45 Definitely. Okay. 00:23:39.48\00:23:40.82 One of the places that it started again 00:23:40.85\00:23:42.78 as the United States was being colonized, 00:23:42.82\00:23:46.22 it was a breaking down of a people. 00:23:46.25\00:23:49.69 First by completely trying to eliminate them. 00:23:49.72\00:23:54.10 And then breaking them down 00:23:54.13\00:23:56.70 like the video had said to kill the Indian 00:23:56.73\00:23:58.57 and save the man, 00:23:58.60\00:23:59.93 to break down what's native in them. 00:23:59.97\00:24:01.30 Their identity as native people, 00:24:01.34\00:24:03.37 to break that down. 00:24:03.41\00:24:04.74 And that is what started this cycle of abuse, 00:24:04.77\00:24:07.41 broken people, raising broken people 00:24:07.44\00:24:11.35 and it continuing down the line. 00:24:11.38\00:24:13.85 And that's what we're dealing with today 00:24:13.88\00:24:15.42 is that long history of abuse and brokenness. 00:24:15.45\00:24:19.72 Yes. 00:24:19.75\00:24:21.09 So how did you, I just want to know some of your story. 00:24:21.12\00:24:23.69 How did you first hear about Holbrook? 00:24:23.73\00:24:25.83 And first of all, tell us what tribe you're from? 00:24:25.86\00:24:28.63 I'm in Oglala Lakota Sioux. 00:24:28.66\00:24:30.17 I'm from the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation in South Dakota. 00:24:30.20\00:24:33.70 And if you're not familiar with that, 00:24:33.74\00:24:35.97 it is the tribe of Crazy Horse. 00:24:36.00\00:24:37.91 Okay, we know about him, so. Was actually from that tribe. 00:24:37.94\00:24:39.94 Yeah. 00:24:39.97\00:24:41.31 Good. 00:24:41.34\00:24:42.68 A big, amazing monument, Crazy Horse. 00:24:42.71\00:24:44.51 Yes. 00:24:44.55\00:24:45.88 Right next to Mountain Rushmore. 00:24:45.91\00:24:47.25 Yeah, right next to it. 00:24:47.28\00:24:49.62 In, on our reservation specifically, 00:24:49.65\00:24:53.29 it's much smaller. 00:24:53.32\00:24:54.66 Again, it's one of the larger ones, 00:24:54.69\00:24:56.02 but the Navajo reservation 00:24:56.06\00:24:57.39 is the largest in the United States. 00:24:57.43\00:24:59.03 And that's where our school is just off of. 00:24:59.06\00:25:02.43 But on our reservation I grew up on and off of it. 00:25:02.46\00:25:07.04 It's a, like the properties around it 00:25:07.07\00:25:11.17 are like farmers and ranchers. 00:25:11.21\00:25:14.48 And I had experienced like the video said 00:25:14.51\00:25:18.78 being sexually abused, being raped. 00:25:18.81\00:25:21.52 My mom had been married four times 00:25:21.55\00:25:23.95 and divorced four times 00:25:23.99\00:25:25.32 by the time that I was 16 years old. 00:25:25.35\00:25:27.62 Wow. 00:25:27.66\00:25:29.32 And... 00:25:29.36\00:25:30.69 Did you tell anyone? 00:25:30.73\00:25:32.06 Did you try to reached out to your mom and say, 00:25:32.09\00:25:34.03 "Hey, this is what's going on to me," 00:25:34.06\00:25:35.56 or were you too ashamed to say anything or...? 00:25:35.60\00:25:37.93 I was very scared. 00:25:37.97\00:25:39.30 One of the thing is 00:25:39.33\00:25:40.67 I knew that it was supposed to be a secret. 00:25:40.70\00:25:43.61 And I was afraid, I was afraid of my step dad, 00:25:43.64\00:25:47.04 I was afraid that if I did tell somebody 00:25:47.08\00:25:49.94 that they would blame it on me. 00:25:49.98\00:25:52.68 And the truth is 00:25:52.71\00:25:54.52 when I told my mom, she stood by me. 00:25:54.55\00:25:56.48 Oh, did she? She did. 00:25:56.52\00:25:57.85 She divorced him, we went to court, 00:25:57.89\00:26:00.76 the court didn't necessarily stand by us. 00:26:00.79\00:26:03.96 We got a restraining order and that's a... 00:26:03.99\00:26:07.10 like the extent of that. 00:26:07.13\00:26:09.86 But a lot of our students and a lot of people, 00:26:09.90\00:26:12.17 they either don't report it or when they do 00:26:12.20\00:26:14.17 or they tell their parents 00:26:14.20\00:26:16.74 they might get it blamed on them. 00:26:16.77\00:26:18.44 We've had students who have come forward 00:26:18.47\00:26:21.28 and the parents say, 00:26:21.31\00:26:23.01 "Oh, I don't understand, 00:26:23.04\00:26:24.38 this is, this happened to me and I'm fine. 00:26:24.41\00:26:26.28 I don't know why she is making such a big deal about this." 00:26:26.31\00:26:28.52 Wow. 00:26:28.55\00:26:29.88 And so... 00:26:29.92\00:26:31.25 So it becomes normal. Yeah. 00:26:31.29\00:26:32.65 And it's painfully so or a painful secret. 00:26:32.69\00:26:39.43 And so that's something at our school 00:26:39.46\00:26:40.83 that we try to work on. 00:26:40.86\00:26:42.20 This is not pain that you should have to carry, 00:26:42.23\00:26:44.70 and this isn't something that you should 00:26:44.73\00:26:47.24 have to hide within yourself. 00:26:47.27\00:26:48.70 It's a, something you can heal from 00:26:48.74\00:26:50.21 and you should work for that. 00:26:50.24\00:26:53.24 So, I know we're in the middle of your story 00:26:53.27\00:26:55.54 but it just made me think, Loren, 00:26:55.58\00:26:57.71 you work is specifically with counseling, 00:26:57.75\00:26:59.85 so what are some of the things that you 00:26:59.88\00:27:02.38 and I think you have a female counselor there too. 00:27:02.42\00:27:04.65 So what are some of the things that you all work 00:27:04.69\00:27:06.82 with the students who come in 00:27:06.86\00:27:08.19 'cause they would come in with this background of neglect 00:27:08.22\00:27:10.83 or abuse or trauma, 00:27:10.86\00:27:12.49 obviously not all of them 00:27:12.53\00:27:13.86 but some of them coming with that? 00:27:13.90\00:27:15.66 I would say about 75 percent have PTSD symptoms of some kind 00:27:15.70\00:27:20.10 and that's from various forms of abuse. 00:27:20.14\00:27:23.41 We do have a female counselor, 00:27:23.44\00:27:25.61 she's actually in her last semester 00:27:25.64\00:27:28.34 of getting her masters in counseling. 00:27:28.38\00:27:29.74 Wow. 00:27:29.78\00:27:31.11 And, so she is a case manager right now Giselle Ortiz, 00:27:31.15\00:27:34.68 but she does a really awesome job 00:27:34.72\00:27:36.05 especially with the girls. 00:27:36.08\00:27:37.42 She does things, 00:27:37.45\00:27:38.79 she works with them in ways that I can't. 00:27:38.82\00:27:40.16 Of course, She has girls groups 00:27:40.19\00:27:42.59 with the different age levels, 00:27:42.62\00:27:45.49 elementary, middle school and high school. 00:27:45.53\00:27:47.70 In fact, Adrienna is the member 00:27:47.73\00:27:49.10 of her high school girls group, so... 00:27:49.13\00:27:50.50 Wow. Oh, that's great. 00:27:50.53\00:27:51.87 And she works with them on things like trust 00:27:51.90\00:27:56.14 and especially finding their worth in Christ. 00:27:56.17\00:28:01.58 Because that's, a lot of them come, 00:28:01.61\00:28:04.68 when you have abuse of any kind, 00:28:04.71\00:28:06.38 you get negative beliefs about yourself 00:28:06.41\00:28:09.15 that are produced in those negative events. 00:28:09.18\00:28:11.72 And so, if my negative belief about myself 00:28:11.75\00:28:13.82 is that I'm not good enough or I'm not worthy 00:28:13.86\00:28:15.52 or I'm not lovable, 00:28:15.56\00:28:16.89 then you can say God loves you, 00:28:16.93\00:28:18.99 but if you don't believe that you're lovable, 00:28:19.03\00:28:21.06 then you're not gonna buy it. 00:28:21.10\00:28:22.50 So a lot of times it's helping them see themselves differently 00:28:22.53\00:28:25.50 so that they can allow that perception 00:28:25.53\00:28:29.00 that God does care for you and loves you. 00:28:29.04\00:28:31.24 Yeah. Wow. 00:28:31.27\00:28:33.54 Yeah, I know that's powerful, it really is. 00:28:33.58\00:28:35.61 And I'm thinking that 'cause it's just amazing to me 00:28:35.64\00:28:37.61 how, you know, God, you know, just horrible, 00:28:37.65\00:28:40.72 you know, background, you know, 00:28:40.75\00:28:42.08 as far as, you know, all the pain 00:28:42.12\00:28:43.45 and abuse in your life 00:28:43.49\00:28:44.82 to how God is using you... 00:28:44.85\00:28:46.59 Now at Holbrook to work as a vessel 00:28:46.62\00:28:50.16 that God can pour through to others, 00:28:50.19\00:28:52.23 to help them in their terrible situations that they are in. 00:28:52.26\00:28:55.56 So I'm just curious that how did you go, 00:28:55.60\00:28:57.23 I know you went to school, 00:28:57.27\00:28:58.60 but how did you end up going to Holbrook Indian School? 00:28:58.63\00:29:02.57 Something that... 00:29:02.60\00:29:05.61 On our reservation something that I had decided for myself 00:29:05.64\00:29:09.41 in being with my mom 00:29:09.44\00:29:12.21 is that I would not be stuck there. 00:29:12.25\00:29:14.58 I would not continue there 00:29:14.62\00:29:16.58 and, I wouldn't, I wouldn't drink 00:29:16.62\00:29:19.62 because something that, 00:29:19.65\00:29:22.32 after my mom decided that she wasn't going to drink, 00:29:22.36\00:29:24.76 well, we started going to AA meetings 00:29:24.79\00:29:26.56 and sobriety events and we went with her. 00:29:26.59\00:29:29.53 I went with her to those things 00:29:29.56\00:29:31.03 and so it was ingrained in me 00:29:31.07\00:29:32.67 that this is not the way that it should be, 00:29:32.70\00:29:35.00 this is not something that should continue. 00:29:35.04\00:29:38.11 And after my mom had taken my step dad to court 00:29:38.14\00:29:42.84 and divorced him 00:29:42.88\00:29:44.21 and it crashed on her and it crashed on us. 00:29:44.25\00:29:47.58 She left us and she left us with my grandma 00:29:47.62\00:29:51.05 and she lived two hours away from us. 00:29:51.09\00:29:54.06 So your mom was broken because of that... 00:29:54.09\00:29:55.96 Yeah. Okay. 00:29:55.99\00:29:57.33 Look, she's definitely experienced 00:29:57.36\00:29:58.93 her own trauma, severe trauma and I believe 00:29:58.96\00:30:02.03 that this triggered in her that and so she left. 00:30:02.06\00:30:06.20 And we lived on the reservation on Treaty Land with my grandma. 00:30:06.23\00:30:10.37 And it was there on the reservation 00:30:10.41\00:30:13.51 that I experienced hunger, like I had never in my life 00:30:13.54\00:30:16.68 and never since then. 00:30:16.71\00:30:19.18 There were times 00:30:19.21\00:30:20.92 that my grandma would get her meals on wheels, 00:30:20.95\00:30:26.22 lunch thing and we would all crowd around her 00:30:26.25\00:30:29.59 and she would open it up and choose the one thing 00:30:29.62\00:30:33.19 that she was going to eat out of it 00:30:33.23\00:30:34.96 and then pass it to the rest of us. 00:30:35.00\00:30:36.50 And we'd be standing around her 00:30:36.53\00:30:37.87 and we take, to get to choose our one thing out of her meal. 00:30:37.90\00:30:42.74 There was another time I sat out on the lawn 00:30:42.77\00:30:45.27 and I started eating a weed that was growing in the lawn 00:30:45.31\00:30:48.24 because I was hungry... 00:30:48.28\00:30:49.61 So hungry. 00:30:49.64\00:30:50.98 And I start eating... 00:30:51.01\00:30:52.35 Final one, there was another time 00:30:52.38\00:30:54.15 my stomach was so tight 00:30:54.18\00:30:55.75 and there was such a pain in my stomach 00:30:55.78\00:30:57.55 and I was so young that I just, I was so smart I knew 00:30:57.59\00:31:01.36 that if I started swallowing the air 00:31:01.39\00:31:03.06 and I just expanded my stomach, it would stop hurting. 00:31:03.09\00:31:06.06 And so I just started taking big copes 00:31:06.09\00:31:08.06 to make the pain stop in my stomach. 00:31:08.10\00:31:11.47 And just... 00:31:11.50\00:31:12.83 I'm sorry. 00:31:12.87\00:31:14.20 You know, I mean, I'm sorry for what you've experienced. 00:31:14.24\00:31:16.67 That's a lot of pain. 00:31:16.71\00:31:18.17 I sincerely believe that this whole process, this, 00:31:18.21\00:31:23.91 the life that I grew up in the way 00:31:23.95\00:31:25.95 that I grew up prepared me for the work 00:31:25.98\00:31:28.08 that I'm in right now. 00:31:28.12\00:31:29.45 And it's one of the reasons that I work so hard 00:31:29.48\00:31:31.79 at what I'm doing. 00:31:31.82\00:31:33.15 The reason we try and my families where we are, 00:31:33.19\00:31:36.52 it's because God was preparing me for this work, 00:31:36.56\00:31:40.23 to work with native people. 00:31:40.26\00:31:41.90 Yes. Yes. 00:31:41.93\00:31:43.26 When I was in the eighth grade, I had started drinking, 00:31:43.30\00:31:47.90 I started getting high and going out. 00:31:47.94\00:31:51.57 And it wasn't until my little sister had told me 00:31:51.61\00:31:53.88 that she hated me 00:31:53.91\00:31:56.68 that I realized I had become what I had feared. 00:31:56.71\00:31:59.81 Yeah. 00:31:59.85\00:32:01.18 What you had seen growing up, you're turning into that. 00:32:01.22\00:32:03.49 Yes, I was just continuing that process. 00:32:03.52\00:32:07.36 And a friend of mine, her uncle had actually gone 00:32:07.39\00:32:10.33 to Holbrook Indian School 00:32:10.36\00:32:12.29 and he was Seventh-day Adventist 00:32:12.33\00:32:13.66 and which I had not even heard about. 00:32:13.70\00:32:15.46 I didn't know that he was even Christian 00:32:15.50\00:32:18.47 because there's not very many Christians 00:32:18.50\00:32:20.47 on the reservation. 00:32:20.50\00:32:23.51 Adrienna is very fortunate 00:32:23.54\00:32:25.07 to come from a Christian family. 00:32:25.11\00:32:27.14 Her mom has taken them to church, 00:32:27.18\00:32:30.38 and taken them and taught her family about God, 00:32:30.41\00:32:34.25 but that's not very common on the reservation. 00:32:34.28\00:32:37.29 What would be the religion of most of the Indians 00:32:37.32\00:32:40.16 on the reservation? 00:32:40.19\00:32:42.16 Most of our students, well, 00:32:42.19\00:32:44.13 a lot of them come from traditional beliefs. 00:32:44.16\00:32:46.39 Maybe not practicing very much, 00:32:46.43\00:32:49.20 but they come from a traditional understanding. 00:32:49.23\00:32:52.33 And a lot of people don't think, 00:32:52.37\00:32:55.94 the nicest way to say, 00:32:55.97\00:32:57.31 very fondly of Christians or Christianity. 00:32:57.34\00:33:00.04 When I had actually become Seventh-day Adventist 00:33:00.08\00:33:03.01 and I was baptized, I had told my mother 00:33:03.04\00:33:05.51 that I could no longer do ceremonies, 00:33:05.55\00:33:07.92 I couldn't participate in the ceremonies. 00:33:07.95\00:33:12.15 And what she had told me 00:33:12.19\00:33:13.52 was that I had turned my back on my family, 00:33:13.56\00:33:16.42 and on my people, and on her. 00:33:16.46\00:33:19.29 And she had told me that she loved me so much, 00:33:19.33\00:33:24.17 past tense that she had loved me so much 00:33:24.20\00:33:27.37 and that everything that I was to her. 00:33:27.40\00:33:29.24 Everything I was gonna do for my people and my family 00:33:29.27\00:33:31.97 that my younger sister would take that. 00:33:32.01\00:33:34.14 That was her place now. 00:33:34.18\00:33:35.81 Wow. Oh, boy. 00:33:35.84\00:33:39.28 That's difficult, I mean, that's, 00:33:39.31\00:33:40.82 did your mom ever changed or is it still that way? 00:33:40.85\00:33:44.32 My mom is actually, probably she's grown so much then 00:33:44.35\00:33:47.42 and we have grown together. 00:33:47.46\00:33:49.52 We didn't talk about it for probably two years. 00:33:49.56\00:33:52.29 Wow. 00:33:52.33\00:33:53.86 And I would go home and be made fun of 00:33:53.90\00:33:56.87 and sometimes we still do, we still do. 00:33:56.90\00:34:01.10 But when I graduated high school, 00:34:01.14\00:34:03.91 in our culture you get a new traditional outfit. 00:34:03.94\00:34:08.04 And so she had made me a new traditional outfit, 00:34:08.08\00:34:10.75 new bead work everything. 00:34:10.78\00:34:12.55 And so when I graduated from Holbrook, 00:34:12.58\00:34:15.02 I wore a new outfit and she showed me the moccasins 00:34:15.05\00:34:18.55 and on the back of the leggings was a cross beaded into it. 00:34:18.59\00:34:22.96 And it... 00:34:22.99\00:34:24.39 she did never said anything about it 00:34:24.43\00:34:26.29 but what it was a huge identity thing for me. 00:34:26.33\00:34:31.37 It was my traditional moccasins, 00:34:31.40\00:34:34.00 my bead work with a Christian symbol, 00:34:34.04\00:34:37.01 a symbol of Christianity in there. 00:34:37.04\00:34:38.87 And so it ties in who I am, 00:34:38.91\00:34:41.68 I'm Native American and I'm Christian. 00:34:41.71\00:34:43.91 Amen. Amen. 00:34:43.95\00:34:45.28 I love that. So you went in eighth grade...? 00:34:45.31\00:34:48.38 Ninth grade. Ninth grade. 00:34:48.42\00:34:49.78 You went to Holbrook 00:34:49.82\00:34:51.15 and then you were there all four years...? 00:34:51.19\00:34:52.52 Yes. 00:34:52.55\00:34:53.89 And where in that process, what year were you baptized? 00:34:53.92\00:34:56.49 It was during that or was it after? 00:34:56.52\00:34:58.03 I was baptized when I was 16 years old 00:34:58.06\00:34:59.89 so I was a sophomore in school. 00:34:59.93\00:35:02.26 And I actually went to the school 00:35:02.30\00:35:04.73 not wanting to be Christian. 00:35:04.77\00:35:06.47 My mom had said before I left that she didn't want me to go, 00:35:06.50\00:35:09.94 but that if I was going go then, 00:35:09.97\00:35:12.57 if it's what you have to do, then go but know this, 00:35:12.61\00:35:16.08 that school, it's a Christian school 00:35:16.11\00:35:18.01 and they will lie to you. 00:35:18.05\00:35:20.15 They will tell you anything that they have to, 00:35:20.18\00:35:22.82 to get you to believe the way that they do. 00:35:22.85\00:35:25.05 And so when I went to the school I fought it. 00:35:25.09\00:35:27.69 And I tried hard in everything that I could, 00:35:27.72\00:35:30.73 but I also tried hard not to be Christian. 00:35:30.76\00:35:33.70 And I had A's that first quarter 00:35:33.73\00:35:36.26 in all of my classes except for Bible. 00:35:36.30\00:35:40.30 Except for Bible. 00:35:40.34\00:35:41.67 And I was determined, 00:35:41.70\00:35:44.61 I was gonna have perfect grades, 00:35:44.64\00:35:46.07 so I needed to take a Bible study 00:35:46.11\00:35:47.88 so that I can learn how pretend to be Christian 00:35:47.91\00:35:51.41 and get an A in this class too. 00:35:51.45\00:35:53.45 And when that Bible study was finished, I want it more, 00:35:53.48\00:35:56.52 and so I went to another Bible study with just me 00:35:56.55\00:36:00.66 and a friend of mine with the some of the staff, 00:36:00.69\00:36:03.43 a husband and a wife. 00:36:03.46\00:36:04.79 And after that Bible study I had to be a part of this, 00:36:04.83\00:36:09.10 I had to be a part of the church. 00:36:09.13\00:36:11.93 And I wanted more of Christ in my life. 00:36:11.97\00:36:14.64 Amen. 00:36:14.67\00:36:16.34 So... Go ahead. 00:36:16.37\00:36:17.71 I was just thinking, So, Loren, 00:36:17.74\00:36:19.07 so then just describe what Holbrook is 00:36:19.11\00:36:21.34 because, you know, it's actually 00:36:21.38\00:36:23.35 where you would learn reading, writing and arithmetic, 00:36:23.38\00:36:26.08 so they say it's not just as like a center for, 00:36:26.11\00:36:30.49 I mean, there' healing there obviously, you know, 00:36:30.52\00:36:32.19 all the emotional and all that healing. 00:36:32.22\00:36:33.86 But this is actually an academic school 00:36:33.89\00:36:35.49 plus you add in all this, 00:36:35.52\00:36:37.86 I guess the counseling would be a good... 00:36:37.89\00:36:39.49 Yeah. 00:36:39.53\00:36:40.86 Way of describing it. 00:36:40.90\00:36:42.23 We have a holistic approach there 00:36:42.26\00:36:44.30 at Holbrook SDA Indian School. 00:36:44.33\00:36:47.77 The new U program, nutrition, exercise and wellness 00:36:47.80\00:36:52.37 that really kind of undermine, 00:36:52.41\00:36:55.14 undergirds a lot of what we do there. 00:36:55.18\00:36:57.38 We have a horse program as you saw on the video 00:36:57.41\00:37:00.95 and that can be very healing for students. 00:37:00.98\00:37:04.09 And we have a garden program, a garden to play 00:37:04.12\00:37:06.92 where the students can actually work in the garden, 00:37:06.96\00:37:09.09 get their hands dirty 00:37:09.12\00:37:10.46 and then they get to eat the product in the cafeteria 00:37:10.49\00:37:12.19 afterwards so... 00:37:12.23\00:37:13.56 Well, that's fun. 00:37:13.60\00:37:14.93 It's very, very, yeah, very rewarding for them. 00:37:14.96\00:37:17.00 And the counseling department is just a small part 00:37:17.03\00:37:19.23 of that holistic approach 00:37:19.27\00:37:20.97 where we try to help them to learn to trust 00:37:21.00\00:37:23.84 not only the staff there but also God as well. 00:37:23.87\00:37:27.74 And I would think trust would be a big deal, 00:37:27.78\00:37:29.91 because really when think about home 00:37:29.94\00:37:31.81 and we think of home as the place 00:37:31.85\00:37:33.68 where you have the highest trust for your family. 00:37:33.72\00:37:35.98 And here that's been, I mean, 00:37:36.02\00:37:37.82 totally just ripped out from under you. 00:37:37.85\00:37:40.56 And so how do you deal with that 00:37:40.59\00:37:42.12 as far as the whole trusting 00:37:42.16\00:37:43.49 because here they are coming to school, 00:37:43.53\00:37:44.86 they probably don't know the staff, 00:37:44.89\00:37:46.23 they're trying to know, 00:37:46.26\00:37:47.60 learn some of the students maybe... 00:37:47.63\00:37:48.96 How do you deal with that? 00:37:49.00\00:37:50.33 It's very interesting, actually my wife tells a story 00:37:50.37\00:37:53.80 that we'd been there a few months 00:37:53.84\00:37:55.54 and a student came up to her and said, 00:37:55.57\00:37:58.14 "So when you guys are leaving?" 00:37:58.17\00:38:00.48 And so there is, there is... 00:38:00.51\00:38:02.18 Oh, what a question. 00:38:02.21\00:38:03.55 "So when are you leaving?" Yeah. 00:38:03.58\00:38:04.91 And there was a staff just recently came too 00:38:04.95\00:38:07.22 and they were asked the same thing, 00:38:07.25\00:38:08.58 "When are you leaving?" 00:38:08.62\00:38:09.95 So there is a level of trust that needs to be build. 00:38:09.98\00:38:13.92 It was very fortunate for me as a counselor 00:38:13.96\00:38:16.02 that we had the case manager, Miss Ortiz already there 00:38:16.06\00:38:19.46 because she was able to establish that trust 00:38:19.49\00:38:21.66 and then sort of hand some of the students to me 00:38:21.70\00:38:24.07 and say he can help you, and so that was a huge help. 00:38:24.10\00:38:29.50 But it takes time, literally it takes time 00:38:29.54\00:38:32.47 and so we have to be very patient 00:38:32.51\00:38:34.31 and sometimes the students come there 00:38:34.34\00:38:36.08 and then their parents take them away 00:38:36.11\00:38:37.65 and then sometimes they come back. 00:38:37.68\00:38:39.98 But one of the things I like is that we work with the students 00:38:40.02\00:38:43.79 just because they mess up, 00:38:43.82\00:38:45.15 we're not like, "Okay, you're out of here..." 00:38:45.19\00:38:46.52 That's good. 00:38:46.55\00:38:47.89 We really take the time to work with them individually. 00:38:47.92\00:38:50.49 We have individual plans for each student 00:38:50.53\00:38:52.99 that gets in trouble. 00:38:53.03\00:38:54.36 We say this is the best way for you 00:38:54.40\00:38:55.73 to get to where you wanna be 'cause a lot of times, 00:38:55.76\00:38:59.33 I mean even when I was in a Adventist academy, 00:38:59.37\00:39:02.97 when I was in high school, you know, 00:39:03.00\00:39:05.27 we'd send the kids, we're bad apples, 00:39:05.31\00:39:07.84 we'd send them away. 00:39:07.88\00:39:09.21 Yes. 00:39:09.24\00:39:10.58 And to me even as a sophomore in high school, I said, 00:39:10.61\00:39:13.05 "Man, I said, when I grow up, I want to be a counselor, 00:39:13.08\00:39:16.35 and I want to live right near an Adventist academy, 00:39:16.38\00:39:18.75 and I want to work with those kids to help them. 00:39:18.79\00:39:21.12 And so it's really awesome 00:39:21.16\00:39:22.62 that God is kind of fulfilled the desires of my heart 00:39:22.66\00:39:25.89 to be in this role where I'm at now, 00:39:25.93\00:39:27.83 and I know that I'm exactly where God wants me to be. 00:39:27.86\00:39:30.50 Amen. 00:39:30.53\00:39:31.87 God put that in your heart, I mean, that's incredible 00:39:31.90\00:39:34.30 and then God fulfilled the desire of your heart. 00:39:34.34\00:39:36.20 Yeah. And that's beautiful. 00:39:36.24\00:39:37.57 Yeah, He's awesome, isn't He? 00:39:37.61\00:39:38.94 You were gonna say something, Jovannah. 00:39:38.97\00:39:40.31 Yeah, I'm sorry. 00:39:40.34\00:39:41.68 The family is so huge, 00:39:41.71\00:39:43.48 it's such a huge part of Native American culture 00:39:43.51\00:39:46.55 and a lot of cultures, 00:39:46.58\00:39:49.48 so tight and so much love like, 00:39:49.52\00:39:54.22 and responsibility to each other. 00:39:54.26\00:39:57.99 And so when the trust is broken 00:39:58.03\00:40:01.53 and when the hurt and the pain comes from family, 00:40:01.56\00:40:06.57 it's so severely internalized 00:40:06.60\00:40:09.67 and like what you're talking about a break of trust, 00:40:09.70\00:40:13.07 it's like a break of human, like, of self. 00:40:13.11\00:40:17.08 And so one of the ways and one of the biggest ways 00:40:17.11\00:40:20.38 that our students are able to learn to trust us 00:40:20.42\00:40:23.95 is we try to become family to them. 00:40:23.99\00:40:26.12 Oh, that's great. 00:40:26.15\00:40:27.59 And it's a small community, I mean, 00:40:27.62\00:40:31.73 our student body is about 70 students 00:40:31.76\00:40:34.60 on our campus and then may be 15 to 20 00:40:34.63\00:40:36.80 in our Chinle School 00:40:36.83\00:40:38.73 that's actually on the reservation, 00:40:38.77\00:40:41.40 but we have faculty families. 00:40:41.44\00:40:43.84 So in my family I have about five students 00:40:43.87\00:40:47.88 that come into my home and we spend time with them. 00:40:47.91\00:40:50.71 And we pray together and we eat together 00:40:50.75\00:40:54.25 and we spend the Sabbath together. 00:40:54.28\00:40:57.35 So each staff is assigned as you could say 00:40:57.39\00:40:59.52 certain students to become a family. 00:40:59.55\00:41:01.26 Yeah. I love that. 00:41:01.29\00:41:02.62 And that's a part of what builds trust in them. 00:41:02.66\00:41:06.23 As we become closer to them 00:41:06.26\00:41:08.10 and we allow them to become closer to us. 00:41:08.13\00:41:11.90 Our ministry means more. 00:41:11.93\00:41:13.84 We show them the kind of love and the kind of connections 00:41:13.87\00:41:18.04 that you can have with God. 00:41:18.07\00:41:19.51 Yes. 00:41:19.54\00:41:20.88 So, Adrienna, you came from a different background 00:41:20.91\00:41:25.91 than Jovannah, is that correct? 00:41:25.95\00:41:27.58 You came from, you had food when you're growing up 00:41:27.62\00:41:30.35 and you came from a stable home 00:41:30.39\00:41:31.75 or what was your home life growing up? 00:41:31.79\00:41:35.16 My home was kind of like comfortable a lot, 00:41:35.19\00:41:40.30 and I will come home after school 00:41:40.33\00:41:42.26 like wanting to be home 00:41:42.30\00:41:43.63 but wanting to play outside with my friends. 00:41:43.67\00:41:46.00 And so my mom, 00:41:46.03\00:41:48.04 my parents were really nice too, 00:41:48.07\00:41:50.74 they will provide me the things 00:41:50.77\00:41:52.97 that I need and all that, and so, yeah. 00:41:53.01\00:41:57.11 So Holbrook is a boarding school, correct? 00:41:57.15\00:41:59.68 But you also have day students 00:41:59.71\00:42:01.05 that come or it's only boarding? 00:42:01.08\00:42:02.82 It's actually only boarding. Only boarding. 00:42:02.85\00:42:04.52 So yeah, you're boarding there then, 00:42:04.55\00:42:05.89 you're staying there? 00:42:05.92\00:42:07.26 How long have you been at the school? 00:42:07.29\00:42:09.22 I've been there for like about three years, 00:42:09.26\00:42:11.06 this is my fourth year, so. 00:42:11.09\00:42:12.49 Okay. 00:42:12.53\00:42:13.86 So you came in elementary school 00:42:13.90\00:42:15.23 then if you're... 00:42:15.26\00:42:16.67 No, I came as a seventh grader in junior high. 00:42:16.70\00:42:20.04 Junior high, okay, perfect. 00:42:20.07\00:42:21.60 So what would a day in the life of a student be like? 00:42:21.64\00:42:24.44 If you were to walk us through what a normal day looks like, 00:42:24.47\00:42:28.14 what would that be like? 00:42:28.18\00:42:29.51 Like what time do you get up and get ready for school? 00:42:29.54\00:42:32.51 You know, it would kind like be, 00:42:32.55\00:42:33.88 like be pretty normal again at the same time 00:42:33.92\00:42:36.58 as I do that every time a lot 00:42:36.62\00:42:39.59 and I think like there's really nothing different about it 00:42:39.62\00:42:43.16 'cause that's what I've been doing 00:42:43.19\00:42:45.26 like most of my whole life. 00:42:45.29\00:42:47.53 So really then you probably have there's a... 00:42:47.56\00:42:49.43 do you have a chapel time or devotional time as a group 00:42:49.46\00:42:51.43 as a whole student...? 00:42:51.47\00:42:52.80 Or do you meet with your individual families 00:42:52.83\00:42:54.47 for year for that or how is that? 00:42:54.50\00:42:56.27 No, what we do is like we have worship 00:42:56.30\00:42:59.34 in the chapel in our own dorms, 00:42:59.37\00:43:00.71 so all the girls in the dorm 00:43:00.74\00:43:02.71 would all go to the chapel together 00:43:02.74\00:43:04.58 and all the boys in the boys' chapel 00:43:04.61\00:43:06.65 all together. 00:43:06.68\00:43:08.02 That's great. 00:43:08.05\00:43:09.38 And then do you do, is it a work study program, 00:43:09.42\00:43:11.49 Loren, or is it just... 00:43:11.52\00:43:12.99 Because you're talking about like the garden and... 00:43:13.02\00:43:14.72 Do you do some of that? 00:43:14.76\00:43:16.09 The garden is and the horsemanship 00:43:16.12\00:43:17.46 are classes that the students take, 00:43:17.49\00:43:19.39 so it's more considered classes. 00:43:19.43\00:43:21.26 We do have some students working in the cafeteria 00:43:21.30\00:43:24.17 and in this ration building and stuff like that but... 00:43:24.20\00:43:27.60 Is that you? I said, if you like that. 00:43:27.64\00:43:31.14 Adrienna says, "That's me." 00:43:31.17\00:43:32.51 Well, just, you know, when I was going to school 00:43:32.54\00:43:34.24 I worked in the cafeteria too so... 00:43:34.28\00:43:36.85 I enjoyed that. It was fun. 00:43:36.88\00:43:39.71 I'm sorry, go ahead, you're... 00:43:39.75\00:43:41.42 Describing the work study in... 00:43:41.45\00:43:43.65 Yeah. It's more classes. More classes. 00:43:43.69\00:43:46.09 We also have wielding which is very important... 00:43:46.12\00:43:51.69 It's a good trade, isn't it? Class, yeah, yeah. 00:43:51.73\00:43:54.36 Some of the students go on to trade school 00:43:54.40\00:43:57.93 and get their wielding degrees. 00:43:57.97\00:43:59.87 Oh, that's great. Yes. 00:43:59.90\00:44:01.77 So how is Holbrook then supported then 00:44:01.80\00:44:03.87 is it supported by donations strictly or the tuition... 00:44:03.91\00:44:09.04 How do you guys fund or funded? 00:44:09.08\00:44:11.41 About 20 percent of our budget 00:44:11.45\00:44:13.85 comes from the Pacific Union Conference 00:44:13.88\00:44:15.85 as we're under the Pacific Union. 00:44:15.88\00:44:19.42 But 80 percent of it comes from donations 00:44:19.45\00:44:22.22 and from support to the school. 00:44:22.26\00:44:24.73 We have a tuition of $87 for each of our students... 00:44:24.76\00:44:30.20 Per... 00:44:30.23\00:44:31.57 Per month? Per month. 00:44:31.60\00:44:32.93 87 dollars for a month. Which is extremely low. 00:44:32.97\00:44:34.30 Yeah. Yeah. 00:44:34.34\00:44:35.67 It's... 00:44:35.70\00:44:37.04 Does it include the board? 00:44:37.07\00:44:38.41 I'm just... It includes everything. 00:44:38.44\00:44:39.77 Everything. 00:44:39.81\00:44:41.14 All your academics... 00:44:41.18\00:44:42.51 Wow, it's wonderful. Yeah, it includes everything. 00:44:42.54\00:44:43.88 And in all actuality 00:44:43.91\00:44:45.25 there are a lots of our students 00:44:45.28\00:44:46.61 and probably most of them do not pay that. 00:44:46.65\00:44:49.25 Okay. 00:44:49.28\00:44:50.62 Because if you imagine a home without running water, 00:44:50.65\00:44:55.36 without electricity 00:44:55.39\00:44:57.69 and sometimes even like a dirt floor, 00:44:57.73\00:45:01.06 $87 a month is huge. 00:45:01.10\00:45:04.97 And so many of our students don't pay that 00:45:05.00\00:45:07.94 because they can't 00:45:07.97\00:45:09.30 because that is food money or this is the gas money 00:45:09.34\00:45:12.51 we used to get them to school. 00:45:12.54\00:45:15.84 And so it's more a matter 00:45:15.88\00:45:18.35 of if you can invest in your school, 00:45:18.38\00:45:21.88 be a part of this. 00:45:21.92\00:45:23.92 The kids that apply for scholarships and stuff, 00:45:23.95\00:45:26.59 so it's an introduction to continuing 00:45:26.62\00:45:29.39 and valuing your education. 00:45:29.42\00:45:31.33 It's good. Yeah. 00:45:31.36\00:45:32.69 So then I know that we're going to the address break soon, 00:45:32.73\00:45:35.16 but I'm wondering then as far as sponsors 00:45:35.20\00:45:37.40 or the people who sponsor then students. 00:45:37.43\00:45:39.43 Do you do that or more it's just like worthy student 00:45:39.47\00:45:41.47 where people can actually donate. 00:45:41.50\00:45:42.84 We're gonna be talking about that here surely 00:45:42.87\00:45:44.77 where you can if you feel a burden that well, 00:45:44.81\00:45:47.14 you can may be part of the ministry 00:45:47.18\00:45:49.84 even in your local area, but you say, 00:45:49.88\00:45:51.21 "Man, I just feel impressed 00:45:51.25\00:45:52.58 the Holy Spirit to support this." 00:45:52.61\00:45:53.95 You accept donations from those that are viewing on 3ABN, 00:45:53.98\00:45:57.02 correct, to support the students 00:45:57.05\00:45:58.75 to continue to support this wonderful school. 00:45:58.79\00:46:01.06 Yes, of course. 00:46:01.09\00:46:02.42 There's a wide variety, if you go to our website 00:46:02.46\00:46:05.26 you can actually donate right on the website 00:46:05.29\00:46:07.60 and go on there... 00:46:07.63\00:46:08.96 Oh, that's easy. 00:46:09.00\00:46:10.33 Yeah, really easy and that's new too, 00:46:10.37\00:46:11.70 that's again something 00:46:11.73\00:46:13.07 that Terry Benedict has helped us 00:46:13.10\00:46:14.44 to start with our school 00:46:14.47\00:46:16.00 and a part of his ministry for our school. 00:46:16.04\00:46:19.74 But there's, we do have sponsoring kids 00:46:19.77\00:46:22.91 where you can decide we have a worthy student fund 00:46:22.94\00:46:24.91 where you can put towards it for students 00:46:24.95\00:46:27.52 that can't pay the $87. 00:46:27.55\00:46:29.55 And that's where a lot of the tuition comes 00:46:29.58\00:46:31.55 or goes to the kids for that. 00:46:31.59\00:46:34.69 But then there is sponsoring students 00:46:34.72\00:46:36.32 through our development director, 00:46:36.36\00:46:38.23 she has students that she knows are very high need. 00:46:38.26\00:46:43.33 This year we had a five year old 00:46:43.37\00:46:44.80 coming to our dorm. 00:46:44.83\00:46:46.17 Oh, wow. 00:46:46.20\00:46:47.54 As in the first grade and five year olds 00:46:47.57\00:46:49.17 are typically in the kindergarten... 00:46:49.20\00:46:51.54 Kindergarten, oh, yes. 00:46:51.57\00:46:52.91 But she, her family, she's with her grandparents 00:46:52.94\00:46:56.91 and she needed help, her brother was at the school 00:46:56.95\00:47:00.02 and I interviewed with her 00:47:00.05\00:47:01.38 before we accepted her into the first grade 00:47:01.42\00:47:04.49 and I had her sing the ABCs with me 00:47:04.52\00:47:07.92 and see how high she could count. 00:47:07.96\00:47:10.89 And then I asked her where she sleeps 00:47:10.93\00:47:13.09 and that was intentional 00:47:13.13\00:47:14.60 because of the dorm especially when little kids, 00:47:14.63\00:47:17.20 it's very hard for them to be in the dorm. 00:47:17.23\00:47:19.03 Of course. 00:47:19.07\00:47:20.40 And she had said, 00:47:20.44\00:47:21.94 "Well, I sleep on the floor with my grandma." 00:47:21.97\00:47:25.51 And... 00:47:25.54\00:47:26.88 On the floor. 00:47:26.91\00:47:28.24 Yeah, on the floor with her grandma 00:47:28.28\00:47:29.61 and so we knew during the interview 00:47:29.64\00:47:32.95 that we had to take her not that she need to come, 00:47:32.98\00:47:36.95 she sees her grandma all the time. 00:47:36.99\00:47:39.09 So and, but that she needed help. 00:47:39.12\00:47:43.63 And the environment 00:47:43.66\00:47:44.99 that she would be in would be much better. 00:47:45.03\00:47:46.36 Yes. And so she has a sponsor. 00:47:46.39\00:47:49.36 Oh, wow. 00:47:49.40\00:47:50.73 And so there is someone who sends her some clothes 00:47:50.77\00:47:53.70 every now and then and some letters... 00:47:53.74\00:47:56.50 That's precious. 00:47:56.54\00:47:57.87 You know, just that almost like taking her 00:47:57.91\00:48:00.54 as a part of themselves 00:48:00.58\00:48:02.21 and so through our development director 00:48:02.24\00:48:03.95 she helps sponsor kids as well. 00:48:03.98\00:48:06.72 But overall the overwhelming need is to support the programs 00:48:06.75\00:48:11.05 that these kids are part of 00:48:11.09\00:48:12.49 to send money for the counseling 00:48:12.52\00:48:14.46 or for the horsemanship program or for the general fund period. 00:48:14.49\00:48:19.29 Yeah, operational. Yes. 00:48:19.33\00:48:20.83 Yeah. Loren? 00:48:20.86\00:48:22.50 Please don't be discouraged 00:48:22.53\00:48:23.87 if you can't financially support the school 00:48:23.90\00:48:26.77 because we need prayer warriors too 00:48:26.80\00:48:28.60 and I know that 3ABN has some awesome prayer warriors... 00:48:28.64\00:48:30.71 That's right. 00:48:30.74\00:48:32.07 We literally can see the great controversy 00:48:32.11\00:48:33.64 play out there almost every day at school. 00:48:33.68\00:48:36.14 So we really need to be backed up 00:48:36.18\00:48:38.81 with some prayer warriors, 00:48:38.85\00:48:40.18 yeah. Amen. 00:48:40.22\00:48:41.55 Do you have prayer warriors there 00:48:41.58\00:48:42.92 who are part of the staff, who, I mean, 00:48:42.95\00:48:44.29 do you guys gather and do that or...? 00:48:44.32\00:48:46.09 Yeah, yeah. 00:48:46.12\00:48:47.46 But we would like to do it more regular 00:48:47.49\00:48:48.82 but we have, we meet every day as a staff 00:48:48.86\00:48:52.29 and we have specific prayers and then we have some people 00:48:52.33\00:48:55.26 that are really good at it that we could say, 00:48:55.30\00:48:56.70 "Hey, could you pray especially for this." 00:48:56.73\00:48:58.80 Now I like what you said earlier 00:48:58.83\00:49:00.17 and I know we're just running out of time, 00:49:00.20\00:49:01.54 it's amazing how fast this hour has gone 00:49:01.57\00:49:02.90 but you mentioned something about a program called a New... 00:49:02.94\00:49:05.37 New You. 00:49:05.41\00:49:06.74 New You and I know you touched on just briefly, 00:49:06.78\00:49:08.44 but again describe that real quick 00:49:08.48\00:49:09.81 what that is 'cause I like that, you know, 00:49:09.84\00:49:11.18 we're used to is it Newstart, 00:49:11.21\00:49:13.08 you go through nutrition and all that 00:49:13.11\00:49:14.45 but I like the New You. 00:49:14.48\00:49:15.82 New You. 00:49:15.85\00:49:17.19 Yeah, it's something that we use as a wrap around 00:49:17.22\00:49:18.99 for all of the extracurricular holistic approach 00:49:19.02\00:49:22.86 to helping the students 00:49:22.89\00:49:25.03 become more well-rounded, you know, 00:49:25.06\00:49:29.16 a lot of times you know, 00:49:29.20\00:49:32.10 people think that the first effort should be 00:49:32.13\00:49:33.87 what we need to make Christians out of them first. 00:49:33.90\00:49:36.54 I say the first effort should be to help them 00:49:36.57\00:49:39.44 restore their minds to health. 00:49:39.47\00:49:42.98 And so that would be with exercise and nutrition 00:49:43.01\00:49:46.31 that would be getting outside 00:49:46.35\00:49:47.68 working in the garden, exercise... 00:49:47.72\00:49:49.05 In the fresh air. Yeah. 00:49:49.08\00:49:50.52 Running is a big part of the Navajo tradition 00:49:50.55\00:49:52.82 and so we like to allow the students 00:49:52.85\00:49:55.52 to do a lot of running for PE program. 00:49:55.56\00:49:58.33 And then you have the counseling program, 00:49:58.36\00:50:01.20 you have Jovannah working with the deans 00:50:01.23\00:50:04.80 to incorporate some life skills into the dorm program 00:50:04.83\00:50:08.90 and so it's a really a team approach. 00:50:08.94\00:50:11.61 And my wife likes to tell the staff 00:50:11.64\00:50:14.54 as the development director, 00:50:14.58\00:50:15.91 she says, "Everyone here is a development director." 00:50:15.94\00:50:18.68 And so as a counselor I like to tell the staff 00:50:18.71\00:50:22.18 you all are counselors, 00:50:22.22\00:50:23.55 we all need to be working on this together, 00:50:23.59\00:50:25.65 it's a team effort. 00:50:25.69\00:50:27.02 Amen. Amen. That's wonderful. 00:50:27.06\00:50:28.39 Well, we're gonna go to your contact 00:50:28.42\00:50:29.76 in just a moment 00:50:29.79\00:50:31.13 but Jovannah we did not even finish your story 00:50:31.16\00:50:32.53 so you left Holbrook, you went, 00:50:32.56\00:50:35.03 after you graduated you went to Union College... 00:50:35.06\00:50:37.73 Yes. 00:50:37.77\00:50:39.10 And you got your degree in... 00:50:39.13\00:50:40.47 English education. 00:50:40.50\00:50:41.84 I'm a certified English teacher. 00:50:41.87\00:50:43.47 And you met your husband there at Union? 00:50:43.51\00:50:45.24 Yes, I did. 00:50:45.27\00:50:46.88 I love theater 00:50:46.91\00:50:48.68 and so I was a part of Union College's dram... 00:50:48.71\00:50:52.08 Sorry I love drama. 00:50:52.11\00:50:54.12 I was a part of the drama department 00:50:54.15\00:50:56.35 and my husband built sets. 00:50:56.38\00:50:57.75 Oh, yeah? 00:50:57.79\00:50:59.12 And so we met on the set of Union College. 00:50:59.15\00:51:02.46 And now you have a precious little girl. 00:51:02.49\00:51:04.46 I have three precious... 00:51:04.49\00:51:05.93 Oh, really, I didn't know that. 00:51:05.96\00:51:07.56 I just met the one, so... 00:51:07.60\00:51:09.00 I'm starting my own tribes. 00:51:09.03\00:51:11.90 I've got two boys and one girl and my son is seven 00:51:11.93\00:51:16.07 and he actually goes to our school, 00:51:16.10\00:51:17.44 he is in the second grade. 00:51:17.47\00:51:19.24 Well, it's just been an incredible journey 00:51:19.27\00:51:21.88 hearing each one of your testimonies 00:51:21.91\00:51:23.85 and hearing about what God is doing in 00:51:23.88\00:51:26.28 and through the ministry of Holbrook Indian School. 00:51:26.31\00:51:29.05 So we want to encourage you, may be you know a young person 00:51:29.08\00:51:31.65 who would be interested in attending, 00:51:31.69\00:51:33.46 may be you wanna sponsor and help out financially, 00:51:33.49\00:51:36.56 here's how you can get in touch with Holbrook Indian School. 00:51:36.59\00:51:40.06 If you would like to learn more about Holbrook Indian School, 00:51:45.40\00:51:48.27 you can do so by writing to PO Box 910, 00:51:48.30\00:51:52.31 Holbrook, Arizona 86025. 00:51:52.34\00:51:55.24 That's PO Box 910, Holbrook, Arizona 86025. 00:51:55.28\00:52:01.28 You can call them at 928-524-6845 Ext. 109. 00:52:01.32\00:52:06.96 That's 928-524-6845 Ext. 109. 00:52:06.99\00:52:12.66 You can also find them online at HolbrookIndianSchool.org. 00:52:12.69\00:52:16.90 That's HolbrookIndianSchool.org. 00:52:16.93\00:52:20.87