I want to spend my life 00:00:01.70\00:00:07.67 Mending broken people 00:00:07.70\00:00:12.57 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.61\00:00:18.81 Removing pain 00:00:18.85\00:00:23.82 Lord, let my words 00:00:23.85\00:00:30.06 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:30.09\00:00:34.73 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.76\00:00:40.34 Mending broken people 00:00:40.37\00:00:45.87 I want to spend my life 00:00:45.91\00:00:51.45 Mending broken people 00:00:51.48\00:00:55.25 Hello, and welcome so much to 3ABN Today. 00:01:07.20\00:01:10.73 We are so glad that you are with us 00:01:10.77\00:01:12.53 as so many of you do, 00:01:12.57\00:01:13.90 each and every day tuning in and taking this hour. 00:01:13.94\00:01:17.17 I think that you'll be blessed by the testimony 00:01:17.21\00:01:19.97 that you're going to hear today 00:01:20.01\00:01:21.74 because it shows God's faithfulness, 00:01:21.78\00:01:24.25 and it's an exciting thing when someone 00:01:24.28\00:01:27.62 can take a stand for the Lord. 00:01:27.65\00:01:29.88 But before we begin 00:01:29.92\00:01:32.05 and I do want to also thank you for your prayers 00:01:32.09\00:01:34.72 and your financial support to 3ABN. 00:01:34.76\00:01:36.96 Before we begin and before I introduce our guest, 00:01:36.99\00:01:39.76 let me read a scripture to you, because I think this kind of, 00:01:39.79\00:01:44.47 will help each and everyone of us 00:01:44.50\00:01:46.10 but it also applies to today's testimony. 00:01:46.13\00:01:49.54 This comes from 1 Corinthians 10, 00:01:49.57\00:01:52.47 I'll read verses 12 and 13 and it says, 00:01:52.51\00:01:56.14 "Therefore let him who thinks he stands 00:01:56.18\00:01:59.41 take heed lest he fall." 00:01:59.45\00:02:02.05 In other words, we each should examine ourselves day by day 00:02:02.08\00:02:05.82 and make certain 00:02:05.85\00:02:07.19 that we really are standing for the Lord. 00:02:07.22\00:02:09.69 And then he says this remarkable thing, 00:02:09.72\00:02:11.76 this is Paul writing to the Corinthians, 00:02:11.79\00:02:14.06 "No temptation has overtaken you, 00:02:14.10\00:02:17.30 except such as is common to man, 00:02:17.33\00:02:23.10 but God is faithful, 00:02:23.14\00:02:26.11 God is faithful who will not allow you be tempted 00:02:26.14\00:02:30.31 beyond what you are able but with the temptation 00:02:30.35\00:02:34.52 will also make the way of escape 00:02:34.55\00:02:36.85 that you may be able to bear it." 00:02:36.89\00:02:39.12 So many times we think, 00:02:39.15\00:02:40.79 something's happening in our life and it's like, 00:02:40.82\00:02:43.89 "I don't know how to get around this." 00:02:43.93\00:02:47.10 But if we're faithful to God, He is always faithful to us. 00:02:47.13\00:02:51.23 He is a covenant making, covenant keeping God of love. 00:02:51.27\00:02:55.94 And so I just want to encourage you 00:02:55.97\00:02:57.37 with that scripture and you'll see 00:02:57.41\00:02:58.74 how that ties in to today's testimony. 00:02:58.77\00:03:02.58 Well, our special guest, 00:03:02.61\00:03:03.95 I'm so excited to introduce him is Pastor Melvin Matthews. 00:03:03.98\00:03:09.68 And, Pastor Mel, I guess I'll call you if I may. 00:03:09.72\00:03:11.42 Yes, Pastor Mel is good. All right, Pastor Mel. 00:03:11.45\00:03:14.09 You are also a retired lieutenant colonel 00:03:14.12\00:03:17.59 from the air force. 00:03:17.63\00:03:18.96 Army. Uh, from the army, of course. 00:03:18.99\00:03:20.36 Retired lieutenant colonel from the army. 00:03:20.40\00:03:22.13 Yes. 00:03:22.16\00:03:23.50 And how long have you been pastoring 00:03:23.53\00:03:25.47 and where do you pastor? 00:03:25.50\00:03:26.84 I pastor in Southern Illinois, 00:03:26.87\00:03:28.40 I'm sorry I'm in Southern Illinois, 00:03:28.44\00:03:30.34 Southern Indiana. 00:03:30.37\00:03:31.71 I grew up in Southern Illinois, I grew up near 3ABN. 00:03:31.74\00:03:34.34 Really? 00:03:34.38\00:03:35.71 Yeah, over in Du Quoin about 30 miles away and... 00:03:35.74\00:03:38.85 We're gonna look forward to that testimony. 00:03:38.88\00:03:41.28 Now, how many churches do you pastor now in Indiana? 00:03:41.32\00:03:44.95 I pastor a small churches of three. 00:03:44.99\00:03:48.22 Okay. 00:03:48.26\00:03:49.59 Over in Southern Indiana, Tell City, 00:03:49.62\00:03:51.16 Huntingburg and Paoli. 00:03:51.19\00:03:53.50 And that keeps you very busy, does it not? 00:03:53.53\00:03:55.63 Yeah, it can and it does, 00:03:55.66\00:03:57.70 because there is a lot going on even in the small churches. 00:03:57.73\00:04:01.64 Most certainly. 00:04:01.67\00:04:03.00 Yeah, absolutely, trying to grow. 00:04:03.04\00:04:04.47 And that's wonderful but that is your, you know, 00:04:04.51\00:04:08.01 some small churches seem to be content, 00:04:08.04\00:04:11.65 it's kind of like a little country club circle 00:04:11.68\00:04:13.68 so it's wonderful that you focuses on evangelism 00:04:13.72\00:04:16.25 and bringing others in. 00:04:16.28\00:04:17.85 Before we get into your testimony, 00:04:17.89\00:04:19.82 I know you like music and I like music and we know 00:04:19.85\00:04:24.29 that you our audience love the Burchfield Brothers. 00:04:24.33\00:04:27.50 We hear from them so comments whenever they are playing. 00:04:27.53\00:04:32.57 This is an instrumental that they are going to do for us 00:04:32.60\00:04:35.44 called "Wayfaring Stranger". 00:04:35.47\00:04:37.41 Well, that was the Burchfield Brothers 00:08:54.46\00:08:56.90 on the guitar and the xylophone there 00:08:56.93\00:08:59.93 and wayfaring stranger, 00:08:59.97\00:09:02.40 we are all just wayfaring strangers 00:09:02.44\00:09:04.54 passing through, 00:09:04.57\00:09:05.91 because our citizenship is really in heaven. 00:09:05.94\00:09:08.38 If you are joining us just a moment late, 00:09:08.41\00:09:10.58 our special guest today is Pastor Mel Matthews 00:09:10.61\00:09:14.38 and he is also a retired lieutenant colonel 00:09:14.42\00:09:17.09 from the army 00:09:17.12\00:09:18.45 and we're going to hear an amazing testimony today 00:09:18.49\00:09:21.96 of God's faithfulness. 00:09:21.99\00:09:23.69 Now, Pastor Mel, let us go back just a little bit 00:09:23.73\00:09:28.33 because you took a great stand for the Lord, 00:09:28.36\00:09:32.47 but let's get your background so people will understand 00:09:32.50\00:09:36.91 how and why you could. 00:09:36.94\00:09:38.74 Were you born into a Christian family? 00:09:38.77\00:09:40.98 I was, my mom and dad were farmers at a small farm 00:09:41.01\00:09:46.78 here in Southern Illinois. 00:09:46.82\00:09:48.65 I went to my first six grades of school were 00:09:48.68\00:09:52.45 in a Christian grade school, 00:09:52.49\00:09:53.89 I went to public school for three years. 00:09:53.92\00:09:55.42 And were they Adventist Christians or what? 00:09:55.46\00:09:56.79 They were Adventist Christians, yes. 00:09:56.83\00:09:58.16 They were Adventist Christians. Yes, faithful Adventist. 00:09:58.19\00:09:59.56 Actually I'm a fourth generation 00:09:59.59\00:10:02.26 Seventh-day Adventist. 00:10:02.30\00:10:03.63 Okay, all right. 00:10:03.67\00:10:05.00 So long background of that but, 00:10:05.03\00:10:10.41 yes, we, I grew up near 3ABN, 00:10:10.44\00:10:13.04 30 miles away, 00:10:13.07\00:10:14.58 so I'm very familiar with what goes on here 00:10:14.61\00:10:17.58 and number of interesting things. 00:10:17.61\00:10:18.95 So you understand the cornfield concept? 00:10:18.98\00:10:20.32 Oh, yes, and I would say, 00:10:20.35\00:10:22.12 "Do you all go, I'm living in Indiana, 00:10:22.15\00:10:24.05 maybe three cornfields over from here. 00:10:24.09\00:10:26.32 Yes, right, right. 00:10:26.35\00:10:28.32 Now growing up and being a fourth generation Adventist 00:10:28.36\00:10:33.23 really means nothing 00:10:33.26\00:10:34.60 because God doesn't have grandchildren, 00:10:34.63\00:10:38.13 He's only got children. 00:10:38.17\00:10:39.60 Amen. So He's... 00:10:39.63\00:10:41.34 Your parents were children of God. 00:10:41.37\00:10:43.41 When did it become real for you 00:10:43.44\00:10:45.87 more than just training or Bible knowledge? 00:10:45.91\00:10:49.11 When did your relationship with the Lord 00:10:49.14\00:10:52.05 really take that intimate connection, 00:10:52.08\00:10:54.72 where you knew He was your God? 00:10:54.75\00:10:56.99 Well, of course most children that are growing up 00:10:57.02\00:11:00.79 in a Christian home, you know, are taught to love Jesus 00:11:00.82\00:11:04.23 and I was baptized when I was 12, 00:11:04.26\00:11:06.86 but then as you become a teenager 00:11:06.90\00:11:08.66 and things happen in your life, you know, 00:11:08.70\00:11:10.67 it really is more like the training 00:11:10.70\00:11:12.80 that you just mentioned in how your family reacts 00:11:12.83\00:11:16.44 and chooses things and I really don't think 00:11:16.47\00:11:19.81 that I had that relationship 00:11:19.84\00:11:23.55 until I was going to Andrews University 00:11:23.58\00:11:26.55 and one summer I went to Alaska with a friend of mine, 00:11:26.58\00:11:32.72 and at that particular time I had met several individuals 00:11:32.75\00:11:38.39 and they weren't Christians and I... 00:11:38.43\00:11:42.93 There was a contrast between my choices 00:11:42.96\00:11:45.73 and how they were living 00:11:45.77\00:11:47.34 and I ended up sharing my faith with them, 00:11:47.37\00:11:51.51 and I think that was the first step 00:11:51.54\00:11:54.71 in beginning to understand who I was 00:11:54.74\00:11:58.31 and my personal choices about these things 00:11:58.35\00:12:02.58 and not just at being 00:12:02.62\00:12:06.19 a family choice or my background. 00:12:06.22\00:12:09.96 Now what were you studying at Andrews at the time? 00:12:09.99\00:12:12.13 I was studying business. 00:12:12.16\00:12:14.33 Business, okay, 00:12:14.36\00:12:15.70 and you are there then in Alaska, 00:12:15.73\00:12:20.04 what happened? 00:12:20.07\00:12:21.70 You had told me in the green room 00:12:21.74\00:12:23.34 there was an event that happened in Alaska 00:12:23.37\00:12:25.47 that kept you away 00:12:25.51\00:12:27.24 from the post office for a little while, 00:12:27.28\00:12:28.61 you were what, about 20 years old? 00:12:28.64\00:12:30.21 I was, I had just turned 21. Just turned 21. 00:12:30.25\00:12:33.72 But this was a summer of 67' in Fairbanks. 00:12:33.75\00:12:37.09 Our listeners I'm sure up there think 00:12:37.12\00:12:39.62 that's a specific date, we had a flood, 00:12:39.65\00:12:43.19 ten foot of water in downtown Fairbanks. 00:12:43.22\00:12:46.16 Everybody really evacuated from town up 00:12:46.19\00:12:48.80 either to the university campus or north of town 00:12:48.83\00:12:53.07 into the higher ground 00:12:53.10\00:12:55.04 and I was evacuated 00:12:55.07\00:13:00.58 to the college campus, 00:13:00.61\00:13:03.41 but of course after the water went down, 00:13:03.45\00:13:05.61 went down to the post office to get my mail 00:13:05.65\00:13:08.62 and there was my draft notice. 00:13:08.65\00:13:11.55 So this is draft for the Vietnam War? 00:13:11.59\00:13:14.16 Yes, it was. 00:13:14.19\00:13:15.52 And of course I traveled back to Perry County, 00:13:15.56\00:13:17.76 the next county over from where we are 00:13:17.79\00:13:20.20 and on the 13th of September I was taken by train 00:13:20.23\00:13:24.90 to St. Louis and sworn in to the army as a solider. 00:13:24.93\00:13:29.27 All right, so let's fast forward 00:13:29.30\00:13:30.91 and tell us what story you are here to share today? 00:13:30.94\00:13:35.41 I want to give a little background to it, 00:13:35.44\00:13:37.18 in the sense of, we don't have a draft now. 00:13:37.21\00:13:41.22 And of course Word War II and Vietnam and Korea 00:13:41.25\00:13:46.72 there was the draft, 00:13:46.76\00:13:48.69 and the reason that I'm here today 00:13:48.72\00:13:53.09 is because there is a lot of special interest 00:13:53.13\00:13:55.93 in the conscientious objector status 00:13:55.96\00:13:59.33 simply because of the movie Hacksaw Ridge. 00:13:59.37\00:14:02.24 Yes. 00:14:02.27\00:14:03.61 Many, many people have seen that movie, 00:14:03.64\00:14:05.67 it may win the Academy award for best picture of the year 00:14:05.71\00:14:09.98 and so more people if it wins 00:14:10.01\00:14:12.01 that I'm sure will see it later, 00:14:12.05\00:14:14.12 but in that movie there is a soldier, 00:14:14.15\00:14:15.98 name of Desmond Doss, who takes a stand for God 00:14:16.02\00:14:20.49 from the very beginning of the movie, 00:14:20.52\00:14:23.02 not to carry a weapon, not to kill, 00:14:23.06\00:14:28.63 and as you watch the movie it's like it's his decisions 00:14:28.66\00:14:32.97 based on the Ten Commandments, that commandment that says, 00:14:33.00\00:14:37.04 thou shalt not kill, and he is ridiculed 00:14:37.07\00:14:42.94 by everyone that he meets in the military for that, 00:14:42.98\00:14:49.28 because of course it's World War II 00:14:49.32\00:14:51.25 and people are saying, you need to defend our country. 00:14:51.29\00:14:53.89 Yes. 00:14:53.92\00:14:55.26 But you're not awarded a conscientious objector status 00:14:55.29\00:14:59.66 for a political reason or for any reason 00:14:59.69\00:15:03.40 other than your personal belief that you serve God, 00:15:03.43\00:15:08.60 and because you serve Him and obey what He has commanded 00:15:08.64\00:15:13.51 that you will not take another person's life. 00:15:13.54\00:15:16.11 So in other words, God as your commander, 00:15:16.14\00:15:21.15 you take your direct orders from Him first 00:15:21.18\00:15:23.55 and anything that might be at odds with His commandments, 00:15:23.59\00:15:29.26 then you would not take the commandments 00:15:29.29\00:15:32.63 of your officers in the army. 00:15:32.66\00:15:35.36 In the army, and it's interesting too, 00:15:35.40\00:15:37.90 because of that status during the Vietnam War, 00:15:37.93\00:15:42.50 people who declared themselves when they are registering 00:15:42.54\00:15:45.34 for the army for the draft 00:15:45.37\00:15:48.64 because you can be at that time drafted 00:15:48.68\00:15:50.45 into Marine Corp or the army. 00:15:50.48\00:15:53.05 We are given the option of a different training, 00:15:53.08\00:15:56.92 it was instead of the eight week basic training, 00:15:56.95\00:16:00.09 you only receive six weeks, 00:16:00.12\00:16:01.69 you didn't receive the rightful training. 00:16:01.72\00:16:03.53 Okay. 00:16:03.56\00:16:04.89 So you... 00:16:04.93\00:16:06.26 a little bit different 00:16:06.29\00:16:07.63 than what Desmond Doss' situation was, 00:16:07.66\00:16:10.00 but basically every conscientious objector 00:16:10.03\00:16:15.64 did not have to receive that rightful training. 00:16:15.67\00:16:17.67 Now, there is two levels of conscientious objector. 00:16:17.71\00:16:20.84 There is religious organizations 00:16:20.88\00:16:23.88 in the United States and worldwide 00:16:23.91\00:16:26.01 that do not believe in saluting the flag 00:16:26.05\00:16:29.48 or wearing the uniform. 00:16:29.52\00:16:31.69 And then there is another level where, 00:16:31.72\00:16:34.86 yes, you are like Desmond Doss said, 00:16:34.89\00:16:37.46 a conscientious cooperator, 00:16:37.49\00:16:39.76 where you do not mind serving your country 00:16:39.79\00:16:42.46 and doing the best that you can for your country, 00:16:42.50\00:16:45.77 but not taking a weapon and killing someone. 00:16:45.80\00:16:50.61 All right, so you are obviously 00:16:50.64\00:16:52.54 one of those conscientious cooperators. 00:16:52.57\00:16:55.08 Yes, indeed. 00:16:55.11\00:16:56.44 You wore the uniform, you saluted the flag, 00:16:56.48\00:16:57.81 but you did chose not to 00:16:57.85\00:16:59.95 because of your religious beliefs, 00:16:59.98\00:17:01.92 not to carry a rifle, 00:17:01.95\00:17:04.55 so what unit where you assigned to? 00:17:04.59\00:17:06.42 I was, I went to Vietnam, you weren't assigned 00:17:06.45\00:17:09.92 until you actually arrived in Vietnam 00:17:09.96\00:17:11.93 to a reception station 00:17:11.96\00:17:13.76 and then you were assigned from there. 00:17:13.80\00:17:15.56 I went to the first infantry division. 00:17:15.60\00:17:19.00 People know it is the big red one 00:17:19.03\00:17:21.34 and infantry unit within that 2nd 18th inventory. 00:17:21.37\00:17:25.97 I remember arriving at that particular station 00:17:26.01\00:17:32.25 for the 2nd Brigade in Zeon Vietnam 00:17:32.28\00:17:35.42 and walking in the gate area and over it, 00:17:35.45\00:17:39.25 it had a banner and it said "No mission", 00:17:39.29\00:17:42.52 this was the first division motto, 00:17:42.56\00:17:44.79 "No mission too difficult, 00:17:44.83\00:17:46.63 no sacrifice too great, duty first." 00:17:46.66\00:17:50.90 I have also remembered that because it seems like that, 00:17:50.93\00:17:54.30 that is not just a motto for an army unit, 00:17:54.34\00:17:59.21 that is a motto for one's life. 00:17:59.24\00:18:01.51 No mission too difficult, 00:18:01.54\00:18:03.28 no sacrifice too great, duty first. 00:18:03.31\00:18:05.45 That's a great one for Christians, isn't it? 00:18:05.48\00:18:07.32 Absolutely. 00:18:07.35\00:18:08.68 So now, as a conscientious objector 00:18:08.72\00:18:12.45 you were assigned to this unit, and what was your position? 00:18:12.49\00:18:15.49 I was a combat medic. 00:18:15.52\00:18:17.23 Combat medic, very much... 00:18:17.26\00:18:18.96 If you were a conscientious objector, 00:18:18.99\00:18:22.26 basically in a unit like that you were either a radio man 00:18:22.30\00:18:26.50 or a rifle man 00:18:26.53\00:18:27.87 which you had a lot of infantry, 00:18:27.90\00:18:32.34 people who trained as infantry soldiers 00:18:32.37\00:18:34.81 are a medic, and conscientious objectors 00:18:34.84\00:18:39.28 were assigned to that medic position 00:18:39.31\00:18:41.15 if you were a non weapon carrying soldier. 00:18:41.18\00:18:45.45 Did you receive a lot of ridicule for your decision? 00:18:45.49\00:18:50.46 Quite a bit, you know, just like today 00:18:50.49\00:18:54.73 even then many people don't, didn't understand 00:18:54.76\00:18:59.23 why you would be in the army at all 00:18:59.27\00:19:01.74 and not carrying a weapon 00:19:01.77\00:19:03.10 and that you were a fool to be out there 00:19:03.14\00:19:04.71 in the field without a weapon 00:19:04.74\00:19:06.84 and, but, I remember one specific officer 00:19:06.88\00:19:12.01 who was a very caring understanding individual too, 00:19:12.05\00:19:15.72 because it was like, 00:19:15.75\00:19:18.55 I was assigned to two different platoons, 00:19:18.59\00:19:20.62 one at the first part and one at the second part. 00:19:20.66\00:19:23.63 And this officer when I was assigned 00:19:23.66\00:19:26.19 to his platoon came to me and said, 00:19:26.23\00:19:28.60 Mel, you know, I don't have a problem with you 00:19:28.63\00:19:30.87 not wanting to carry a weapon and I give you, 00:19:30.90\00:19:34.00 no matter what your status is if you want to carry a rifle 00:19:34.04\00:19:38.14 or a 45 pistol, you know, just protect yourself. 00:19:38.17\00:19:42.51 He said, what would you do if you're on ambush with this 00:19:42.54\00:19:47.75 and that was basically their main function 00:19:47.78\00:19:50.89 were ambushes where we would helicopter out at night 00:19:50.92\00:19:54.26 travel to the country side, rice paddy, you know, 00:19:54.29\00:19:58.79 rubber plantation or whatever area we were in 00:19:58.83\00:20:01.90 and basically set up for up an ambush 00:20:01.93\00:20:04.67 with mines and machine guns. 00:20:04.70\00:20:07.54 He said what would you do if you were overrun 00:20:07.57\00:20:10.57 and a soldier jumped into the holes where you were, 00:20:10.61\00:20:14.91 he said this happened to me last night, 00:20:14.94\00:20:17.65 this happened to him that night before we had this conversation 00:20:17.68\00:20:21.32 and he said, I got up 00:20:21.35\00:20:22.88 and put a whole clip of ammunition into him, 00:20:22.92\00:20:24.72 what would you do? 00:20:24.75\00:20:26.12 So you hear the theoretical situations... 00:20:26.15\00:20:29.42 But that necessary, it weren't theoretical for him. 00:20:29.46\00:20:32.06 No, it wasn't theoretical, 00:20:32.09\00:20:33.43 it was just real as could possibly be 00:20:33.46\00:20:38.13 and when it comes to theoretical explanations, 00:20:38.17\00:20:43.91 there isn't really an answer for those 00:20:43.94\00:20:46.64 except that I depend upon God to protect me. 00:20:46.68\00:20:49.68 I depend upon God to not put me in that situation 00:20:49.71\00:20:52.88 if I can't take care of it. 00:20:52.91\00:20:55.28 Right, but now let me ask you another question. 00:20:55.32\00:20:57.25 Sure. One of the... 00:20:57.29\00:20:58.95 your decision to be a conscientious objector, 00:20:58.99\00:21:03.02 cooperator was because of your belief 00:21:03.06\00:21:07.66 in the Ten Commandments of God, and God Jesus said, 00:21:07.70\00:21:11.33 "If you love Me, keep My commandments." 00:21:11.37\00:21:14.14 But one of those commandments also is that we should, 00:21:14.17\00:21:18.87 that God has given us the Sabbath day, 00:21:18.91\00:21:21.41 the seventh day as a day of rest, 00:21:21.44\00:21:24.35 a day of as He says in Exodus 31:13 00:21:24.38\00:21:28.22 that it is a day to, 00:21:28.25\00:21:30.49 that's a memorial to show us that He is the one 00:21:30.52\00:21:34.12 that is sanctifying us. 00:21:34.16\00:21:35.49 It's a sign between a covenant keeping God 00:21:35.52\00:21:39.29 and us, 00:21:39.33\00:21:40.66 as well as it's a day to remember Him as creator, 00:21:40.70\00:21:43.13 a memorial of creation. 00:21:43.16\00:21:44.73 What did you do, did you just say, 00:21:44.77\00:21:48.44 hey, I don't wanna work Saturdays 00:21:48.47\00:21:50.11 and how did that go? 00:21:50.14\00:21:52.14 It's interesting because 00:21:52.17\00:21:55.58 I had been in the combat area 00:21:55.61\00:22:00.98 and because of what went on, I had been in the hospital 00:22:01.02\00:22:05.35 for about a week 00:22:05.39\00:22:06.96 and the army would call it a profile, 00:22:06.99\00:22:12.26 I was given a profile 00:22:12.29\00:22:13.63 I wouldn't have to go back out to the field. 00:22:13.66\00:22:15.60 So you were wounded, you were in the hospital? 00:22:15.63\00:22:17.37 Yes. Okay. 00:22:17.40\00:22:18.73 And so in that sense 00:22:18.77\00:22:20.74 I went back to the headquarters unit 00:22:20.77\00:22:24.61 where we ran a battalion aid station 00:22:24.64\00:22:27.38 and of course 00:22:27.41\00:22:28.74 soldiers that were sick or wounded came in, 00:22:28.78\00:22:31.18 we would send them out to the hospital 00:22:31.21\00:22:33.08 or different transportation functions that we did. 00:22:33.11\00:22:36.18 We had all their medical records, 00:22:36.22\00:22:39.45 but the medic platoon there 00:22:39.49\00:22:42.32 had a officer was assigned to it, 00:22:42.36\00:22:44.93 and when I got there we had a new officer. 00:22:44.96\00:22:50.43 Captain Smith, who I just met 00:22:50.47\00:22:56.10 when I got out of the hospital 00:22:56.14\00:22:57.87 and so that first week I was out, I said to him, 00:22:57.91\00:23:01.88 "Captain, I am a Seventh-day Adventist 00:23:01.91\00:23:04.61 and I would do anything that's necessary 00:23:04.65\00:23:07.38 when I'm in combat, whatever, 00:23:07.42\00:23:09.28 no matter what day of the week it is," 00:23:09.32\00:23:11.85 but if I am back here working and I was assigned to work 00:23:11.89\00:23:15.76 in the office to keep the medical records 00:23:15.79\00:23:19.13 to login people that came in and basically be his secretary, 00:23:19.16\00:23:23.87 because he had the cubby-hole in right next to my position 00:23:23.90\00:23:27.64 and it ended up, I was the only that was back there 00:23:27.67\00:23:31.17 that can type so I was typing all of his reports, 00:23:31.21\00:23:34.34 but I said to him on the Sabbath 00:23:34.38\00:23:38.28 because of being Seventh-day Adventist 00:23:38.31\00:23:41.18 and believing that I should not work on the Sabbath, 00:23:41.22\00:23:44.32 other than if it's an emergency that I was doing in the field, 00:23:44.35\00:23:48.69 that I would appreciate and want and request 00:23:48.72\00:23:52.19 to have my Sabbath off. 00:23:52.23\00:23:54.30 And he said that's not a problem, he said, 00:23:54.33\00:23:57.03 I dealt with a couple of Seventh-day Adventist soldiers 00:23:57.07\00:24:00.00 in Germany where I came from, 00:24:00.04\00:24:01.47 but first of all I want you to go talk to our chaplain, 00:24:01.50\00:24:04.64 we had a battalion chaplain. 00:24:04.67\00:24:07.41 So on Friday before that first Sabbath, 00:24:07.44\00:24:10.48 I met with the chaplain, he was a very young 00:24:10.51\00:24:15.28 just out of seminary with no army experience, 00:24:15.32\00:24:19.95 first assignment being that unit, 00:24:19.99\00:24:22.89 and I told him about what I believed 00:24:22.92\00:24:27.36 and who I was and what I believed, 00:24:27.40\00:24:30.87 and the chaplain said to me, 00:24:30.90\00:24:33.03 "Well, if that's how you feel about it, 00:24:33.07\00:24:36.27 you'll just have to disobey a direct order 00:24:36.30\00:24:40.14 and take the consequences." 00:24:40.18\00:24:44.11 That's as close the quote 00:24:44.15\00:24:45.85 as I can remember from 49 years ago. 00:24:45.88\00:24:50.29 And it was like well, I'm sure that he talked 00:24:50.32\00:24:54.32 to the Captain Smith, 00:24:54.36\00:24:58.59 that was Friday on Sabbath morning 00:24:58.63\00:25:01.66 we had a formation of all the soldiers in that unit 00:25:01.70\00:25:06.74 right after breakfast, 8 o'clock. 00:25:06.77\00:25:10.94 As soon as formation was over, 00:25:10.97\00:25:13.07 the senior NCO of that medic platoon 00:25:13.11\00:25:16.34 came up to me and he said, 00:25:16.38\00:25:18.21 "Captain Smith wants to talk to you." 00:25:18.25\00:25:20.82 He walked me into Captain Smith's office 00:25:20.85\00:25:23.45 and Captain Smith said, 00:25:23.49\00:25:24.85 "Here is a sanitation report that needs to be redone, 00:25:24.89\00:25:28.66 there has been some changes, I need you to type it up." 00:25:28.69\00:25:31.66 And I simply said, 00:25:31.69\00:25:33.19 "I cannot do it, sir, it's my Sabbath." 00:25:33.23\00:25:35.70 He had the NCO standing there as a witness 00:25:35.73\00:25:39.33 so that he could use this as what went on. 00:25:39.37\00:25:43.44 He became very angry 00:25:43.47\00:25:45.64 and he told me to go sit in the bunker, 00:25:45.67\00:25:47.94 we had a bunker near the aid station, 00:25:47.98\00:25:53.05 because we would at times receive mortar fire 00:25:53.08\00:25:55.65 in to that particular area 00:25:55.68\00:25:58.09 and he told me to go down there and sit there 00:25:58.12\00:26:00.09 and basically I was in the bunker all day long. 00:26:00.12\00:26:03.02 All day Sabbath I sat in the bunker by myself 00:26:03.06\00:26:05.96 and believe me I was praying, I didn't know what to do, 00:26:05.99\00:26:11.40 I did do one thing, 00:26:11.43\00:26:12.77 I wrote a letter home to my mother, and, you know, 00:26:12.80\00:26:15.67 I say I was praying, I wasn't praying for the missionaries, 00:26:15.70\00:26:17.97 I was praying for myself. 00:26:18.01\00:26:19.51 All right. What am I going to do, Lord? 00:26:19.54\00:26:22.21 And so I... 00:26:22.24\00:26:24.48 The mail service was very good there. 00:26:24.51\00:26:28.85 I wrote that letter and I believe I got it 00:26:28.88\00:26:31.62 into the mail slot before that Sabbath day was over, 00:26:31.65\00:26:35.66 telling my mother about the situation. 00:26:35.69\00:26:38.53 She was a member over here at Du Quoin. 00:26:38.56\00:26:41.50 She received that letter the following Friday 00:26:41.53\00:26:45.07 and took it to church with her on Sabbath 00:26:45.10\00:26:48.30 to show to the pastor. 00:26:48.34\00:26:50.54 The pastor's name was Elder Weinberg, 00:26:50.57\00:26:52.91 who had I believed married in West Frankfurt, 00:26:52.94\00:26:55.61 Du Quoin at that time. 00:26:55.64\00:26:57.28 And Elder Weinberg had a associate, 00:26:57.31\00:27:03.08 I don't know his name, who was currently assigned 00:27:03.12\00:27:06.76 to our North American division headquarters 00:27:06.79\00:27:09.82 at Takoma Park in Washington, D.C. 00:27:09.86\00:27:13.56 I am told that this individual 00:27:13.60\00:27:18.33 was at the chief of chaplain's office 00:27:18.37\00:27:20.20 at the Pentagon at 7 o'clock 00:27:20.24\00:27:23.04 in the morning the next Monday morning. 00:27:23.07\00:27:25.21 Praise God. 00:27:25.24\00:27:27.58 And to have support like that 00:27:27.61\00:27:30.28 even though I didn't seem to have any support in Vietnam, 00:27:30.31\00:27:33.21 there were Adventist chaplains there, 00:27:33.25\00:27:35.62 but I had no idea of how to reach them 00:27:35.65\00:27:38.12 or how to make contact with them, 00:27:38.15\00:27:41.19 and so to have that network here in North America, 00:27:41.22\00:27:46.46 where someone who is well, 00:27:46.49\00:27:51.07 that following week I know the individuals 00:27:51.10\00:27:53.84 in the personnel office, 00:27:53.87\00:27:55.20 they were actually typing up the court-martial papers for me 00:27:55.24\00:27:58.97 to be court-martialled. 00:27:59.01\00:28:00.64 What they didn't know is that 00:28:00.68\00:28:02.01 God was already had the religious liberty folk 00:28:02.04\00:28:04.05 in the States 00:28:04.08\00:28:05.41 that are getting ready to come to your defense. 00:28:05.45\00:28:08.58 So they tried to court-martialled you? 00:28:08.62\00:28:12.99 Yes, the intervention happened this way. 00:28:13.02\00:28:17.66 The word came down from the chief of chaplain's office 00:28:17.69\00:28:20.90 to the brigade, 2nd Brigade, 00:28:20.93\00:28:23.87 1st Infantry Division headquarters 00:28:23.90\00:28:26.67 that was just across the field from where my office was. 00:28:26.70\00:28:31.04 And before the next Sabbath 00:28:31.07\00:28:34.11 there was a lieutenant colonel chaplain 00:28:34.14\00:28:36.64 who walked from that headquarters to my office, 00:28:36.68\00:28:41.22 introduced himself and said, 00:28:41.25\00:28:43.18 "I want to see you and Captain Smith together." 00:28:43.22\00:28:47.12 So this is within two weeks? 00:28:47.16\00:28:48.69 Absolutely. Wow! 00:28:48.72\00:28:50.06 It happened miraculously and he sat down 00:28:50.09\00:28:54.20 and explained to Captain Smith 00:28:54.23\00:28:56.26 what liberties that I should have been given 00:28:56.30\00:29:01.57 as for as the Sabbath. 00:29:01.60\00:29:03.91 And he did some things that 00:29:03.94\00:29:06.78 I believe made Captain Smith very angry. 00:29:06.81\00:29:09.88 In front of me, he put his finger 00:29:09.91\00:29:12.51 in Captain Smith's face 00:29:12.55\00:29:14.22 and he said you will never do this again. 00:29:14.25\00:29:18.49 Well, that started another scenario of things 00:29:18.52\00:29:21.96 of Captain Smith trying to put me 00:29:21.99\00:29:27.53 out of the unit or out of the army. 00:29:27.56\00:29:29.93 So you were not very well liked by Captain Smith, 00:29:29.96\00:29:33.67 because you were kind of what he is looking at 00:29:33.70\00:29:36.54 as the catalyst for all this trouble he is now in. 00:29:36.57\00:29:39.37 And, the next step was 00:29:39.41\00:29:46.01 probably two to three days later, 00:29:46.05\00:29:48.32 the first sergeant of the unit walked into 00:29:48.35\00:29:50.99 where I was at my desk, 00:29:51.02\00:29:53.76 laid some paper down and he said this is a transfer, 00:29:53.79\00:29:57.63 I need you to sign this particular line right here. 00:29:57.66\00:30:01.43 And by then I was getting a little more educated 00:30:01.46\00:30:03.70 about what was going on, 00:30:03.73\00:30:05.10 because until you're put into a situation, 00:30:05.13\00:30:08.10 you really don't know how to react to 00:30:08.14\00:30:10.41 some of the situations presented to you. 00:30:10.44\00:30:12.91 And I said, "First sergeant, is this a request 00:30:12.94\00:30:16.81 that I am making to leave the unit?" 00:30:16.85\00:30:18.88 He said, "Yes." 00:30:18.91\00:30:20.25 And I said, "I am not making a request to leave the unit. 00:30:20.28\00:30:23.42 I don't want to sign that." 00:30:23.45\00:30:25.15 And he basically picked up the paperwork, 00:30:25.19\00:30:28.76 I believe his name was first sergeant Barnes 00:30:28.79\00:30:31.29 and stormed out the door. 00:30:31.33\00:30:35.73 So you're not making any brownie points. 00:30:35.76\00:30:38.13 I have offended everybody that's in supervision above me 00:30:38.17\00:30:42.27 at this time, 00:30:42.30\00:30:43.64 because the first sergeant of the company deals 00:30:43.67\00:30:46.11 with the enlisted man and that's what I was. 00:30:46.14\00:30:48.94 And so I really didn't know what was happening next 00:30:48.98\00:30:54.25 or if anything was happening next. 00:30:54.28\00:30:56.72 And about two weeks later I am, like say, 00:30:56.75\00:31:01.79 I'm working for Captain Smith, I'm doing his paperwork, 00:31:01.82\00:31:04.89 I'm in the next office and I'm taking stuff 00:31:04.93\00:31:08.16 around the corner 00:31:08.20\00:31:09.53 and putting in his in basket 00:31:09.56\00:31:10.90 and I see a letter laying on his desk 00:31:10.93\00:31:13.67 that he has typed up 00:31:13.70\00:31:15.50 and written to the battalion commander, 00:31:15.54\00:31:17.74 the lieutenant colonel of this combat unit, 00:31:17.77\00:31:20.48 requesting that I receive a general discharge. 00:31:20.51\00:31:25.75 And down at the bottom of the letter 00:31:25.78\00:31:29.45 it has a signature 00:31:29.48\00:31:30.82 of the lieutenant colonel commander 00:31:30.85\00:31:32.45 and it says denied. 00:31:32.49\00:31:36.29 And it's like, oh my goodness, 00:31:36.32\00:31:38.16 I didn't even know this had been going on. 00:31:38.19\00:31:40.26 Wow. 00:31:40.30\00:31:41.63 And now, and see 00:31:41.66\00:31:43.83 as I read later on the book 00:31:43.87\00:31:48.44 that was written about Desmond Doss, 00:31:48.47\00:31:50.71 basically he went through 00:31:50.74\00:31:52.07 a couple of these exact same steps, 00:31:52.11\00:31:55.34 trying to get him out of the military, 00:31:55.38\00:31:58.21 trying to get him coursed into cooperating 00:31:58.25\00:32:03.02 with everybody else despite his moral decisions. 00:32:03.05\00:32:08.16 But you know, you can at least, 00:32:08.19\00:32:11.19 you can step back from the situation 00:32:11.23\00:32:13.13 and I can see that this captain 00:32:13.16\00:32:15.33 who did not share this relation with the Lord, 00:32:15.36\00:32:19.47 did not share these beliefs who is feeling like, 00:32:19.50\00:32:22.90 you're asking to be something special. 00:32:22.94\00:32:25.27 He wasn't seeing it as you being loyal to God 00:32:25.31\00:32:29.44 and being obedient so much as it was like, you know, 00:32:29.48\00:32:33.25 they could think, well, you know, 00:32:33.28\00:32:34.72 why did they think they should get special. 00:32:34.75\00:32:36.85 It's not just him in those situations, 00:32:36.89\00:32:39.29 it's most of the other soldiers that you shoulder, 00:32:39.32\00:32:43.46 shoulder within the unit, 00:32:43.49\00:32:44.83 it's like this guy is trying to get something, 00:32:44.86\00:32:47.36 a leg up on what the rest of us have to do. 00:32:47.40\00:32:49.33 Sure. 00:32:49.36\00:32:50.70 When in fact is, you know, I would do, 00:32:50.73\00:32:53.23 did do in so many ways everything else 00:32:53.27\00:32:56.34 that they would do, 00:32:56.37\00:32:57.71 but I would not violate God's law. 00:32:57.74\00:32:59.74 Okay, so the long and the short of it, 00:32:59.77\00:33:02.24 'cause I kind of wanna fast forward here is 00:33:02.28\00:33:05.28 you had some rough time with this captain, 00:33:05.31\00:33:08.58 but in the end what happened? 00:33:08.62\00:33:13.05 You know, one of the things that we were allowed back then 00:33:13.09\00:33:15.76 is that even though we were assigned for 12 months, 00:33:15.79\00:33:19.49 if you were a draftee, 00:33:19.53\00:33:20.90 you are really in for two years time period. 00:33:20.93\00:33:24.57 But they would allow you to extend in Vietnam 00:33:24.60\00:33:30.87 to be able so that when you left Vietnam, 00:33:30.91\00:33:33.51 that you only had 150 days left 00:33:33.54\00:33:35.88 and so when you got back to the United States, 00:33:35.91\00:33:38.31 they would discharge you rather than assigning you 00:33:38.35\00:33:40.82 to another place, so I extended to 00:33:40.85\00:33:43.35 where I ended up staying 14 plus months in Vietnam. 00:33:43.39\00:33:47.96 So I had several months that I ended up working 00:33:47.99\00:33:52.09 for Captain Smith, day after day 00:33:52.13\00:33:54.83 and he did not have an easy situation to deal with. 00:33:54.86\00:33:58.37 He was dealing with young men 00:33:58.40\00:34:01.10 who had been in combat in some really tough situations 00:34:01.14\00:34:04.91 that were coming back out of the field, 00:34:04.94\00:34:07.38 and of course there is a lot of drug 00:34:07.41\00:34:09.54 and alcohol abuse. 00:34:09.58\00:34:10.91 I mean, once you are out of the field, 00:34:10.95\00:34:12.81 it was like you had escaped death. 00:34:12.85\00:34:17.29 And now, you know, any other assignment was 00:34:17.32\00:34:24.26 not really very realistic 00:34:24.29\00:34:26.13 and so anyone that came out of the field was 00:34:26.16\00:34:29.16 tough to control and he was the main supervisor. 00:34:29.20\00:34:32.03 And I'm sure that anyone coming out of the field 00:34:32.07\00:34:35.14 had such mental images that they are trying to escape, 00:34:35.17\00:34:40.14 I mean, it was, they saw some gruesome things. 00:34:40.18\00:34:42.74 Sure, and I had gotten out of the field somewhat early. 00:34:42.78\00:34:47.15 I had spent about six months in combat. 00:34:47.18\00:34:51.09 But most many and most of the others had to spend, 00:34:51.12\00:34:55.62 you know, seven, eight, nine months in combat 00:34:55.66\00:34:57.86 before they were rotated out of the field 00:34:57.89\00:35:00.26 back to the back and so, you know, 00:35:00.30\00:35:05.47 but he was dealing with this, 00:35:05.50\00:35:07.27 but on my very last day in Vietnam 00:35:07.30\00:35:11.24 I was in the bricks, we had bricks 00:35:11.27\00:35:17.18 that had sandbags all around them 00:35:17.21\00:35:19.01 to keep from getting killed with the motors 00:35:19.05\00:35:21.25 that might come in. 00:35:21.28\00:35:22.62 I was down there packing up and the very same NCO 00:35:22.65\00:35:26.42 that had got me out of formation 00:35:26.45\00:35:29.66 to be the witness for Captain Smith, 00:35:29.69\00:35:33.06 giving me the direct order came walking down the side walk 00:35:33.09\00:35:37.00 into the building and said Matthews, 00:35:37.03\00:35:40.84 Captain Smith wants to talk to you 00:35:40.87\00:35:42.70 and I was like, oh, no. 00:35:42.74\00:35:46.07 You know, I had no idea of what was about to occur 00:35:46.11\00:35:51.28 and so he and I walked back to the medic station 00:35:51.31\00:35:55.12 to Captain Smith's office and standing there, 00:35:55.15\00:35:59.39 you know, I mean, 00:35:59.42\00:36:00.76 when you're reporting lieutenant, and it's not a, 00:36:00.79\00:36:04.39 you know, when you're told to report 00:36:04.43\00:36:05.89 you don't just walk, you report. 00:36:05.93\00:36:09.30 And Captain Smith stood there after I reported him 00:36:09.33\00:36:13.54 and he said, "Matthews, I know all about you." 00:36:13.57\00:36:18.41 He said, "I know what you did in combat, 00:36:18.44\00:36:20.58 I know the experiences you went through, 00:36:20.61\00:36:22.41 I have learned 00:36:22.44\00:36:23.78 what you are like as a soldier." 00:36:23.81\00:36:26.08 He said, "You know, when you disobey the direct order 00:36:26.11\00:36:29.25 that was really a significant thing" 00:36:29.28\00:36:33.05 and he said, "Matthews 'cause of what you did 00:36:33.09\00:36:37.43 and what you reacted to, 00:36:37.46\00:36:39.19 to the situation you have been in, 00:36:39.23\00:36:41.33 I believe that the Seventh-day Adventist church 00:36:41.36\00:36:45.30 is the true church." 00:36:45.33\00:36:46.90 Now, I would have expected 00:36:46.94\00:36:48.27 maybe him to say something about... 00:36:48.30\00:36:49.80 Glory to God. 00:36:49.84\00:36:51.17 You know, the spiritual things or the, you know, 00:36:51.21\00:36:54.74 my decisions but he related it to my church 00:36:54.78\00:36:58.41 and you could have knocked me over with a feather. 00:36:58.45\00:37:01.25 Yes, yes. 00:37:01.28\00:37:02.62 I was... 00:37:02.65\00:37:03.99 So you are a walking memorial to God 00:37:04.02\00:37:05.59 and to the biblical doctrines 00:37:05.62\00:37:08.52 of the Seventh-day Adventist church, hallelujah. 00:37:08.56\00:37:10.96 And so, you know, I really didn't have a lot to say to him 00:37:10.99\00:37:13.96 other than thanking him for his words 00:37:14.00\00:37:15.50 and within an hour I was on the bus headed 00:37:15.53\00:37:17.87 for the airplane to come back to the United States, 00:37:17.90\00:37:19.93 and I've never known 00:37:19.97\00:37:21.64 where he has been or contacted him since. 00:37:21.67\00:37:23.91 I don't know if he is still alive, 00:37:23.94\00:37:25.67 of course he was probably 00:37:25.71\00:37:28.01 six or eight, ten years older than I, 00:37:28.04\00:37:30.98 so maybe he's passed away this time, 00:37:31.01\00:37:32.98 I did see on Facebook, 00:37:33.01\00:37:35.85 the picture a memorial to that NCO, 00:37:35.88\00:37:39.59 I just found it last year, 00:37:39.62\00:37:42.02 he looks like he's passed away this time too. 00:37:42.06\00:37:44.16 Okay. 00:37:44.19\00:37:45.53 Now, what I want, obviously you had, 00:37:45.56\00:37:48.50 how many years where you in the army all together? 00:37:48.53\00:37:51.83 If you counted my active duty time at Vietnam, 00:37:51.87\00:37:55.47 my inactive duty 00:37:55.50\00:37:57.77 and then I got back in the army about seven years later, 00:37:57.81\00:38:01.71 eight years later 00:38:01.74\00:38:03.21 and received a commission, 00:38:03.24\00:38:05.98 I was in the national guard, I was back on active duty, 00:38:06.01\00:38:09.98 I got out of the active duty 00:38:10.02\00:38:13.76 in the early in '94 based on a program 00:38:13.79\00:38:18.46 where they wanted to reduce the size of the military 00:38:18.49\00:38:21.73 especially the senior type 00:38:21.76\00:38:23.13 during the Clinton administration, 00:38:23.16\00:38:26.47 and then I stayed in the reserves 00:38:26.50\00:38:28.97 as a active reserve member and was mobilized back in, 00:38:29.00\00:38:32.51 in '03 and '04 for another 14 years, 14 months 00:38:32.54\00:38:37.18 when the Iraq war started. 00:38:37.21\00:38:39.71 Okay. 00:38:39.75\00:38:41.08 So I really spent about 30 years of total active, 00:38:41.12\00:38:45.65 a total service not active duty service 00:38:45.69\00:38:48.32 but different services. 00:38:48.36\00:38:49.69 And you also said, you were commissioned 00:38:49.72\00:38:51.09 and you were a lieutenant, 00:38:51.13\00:38:52.46 you are retired lieutenant colonel. 00:38:52.49\00:38:53.83 Okay. Here is where I would like to go now. 00:38:53.86\00:38:57.17 Sure. 00:38:57.20\00:38:58.77 You took a stand for God. 00:38:58.80\00:39:01.54 He seems like He moved heaven and earth to support you, 00:39:01.57\00:39:05.34 He was, God was very faithful to you, 00:39:05.37\00:39:08.14 but because you've got this personal relationship, 00:39:08.18\00:39:11.75 because you took this stand, does that mean 00:39:11.78\00:39:16.28 that you've just walked faithfully with your Lord 00:39:16.32\00:39:18.79 day by day 00:39:18.82\00:39:20.16 and now you're a pastor, tell us about that? 00:39:20.19\00:39:22.89 You know, as most of us old soldiers know 00:39:22.92\00:39:26.93 Vietnam was a tough thing. 00:39:26.96\00:39:28.33 Yes. 00:39:28.36\00:39:30.00 Whether you were in combat or whether you were, you know, 00:39:30.03\00:39:33.17 just in during that time period there was so much going on 00:39:33.20\00:39:35.97 in the late '60s, society wise, culture wise 00:39:36.00\00:39:40.18 and other wise that we look at, things changing now 00:39:40.21\00:39:45.61 but it seems like for us 00:39:45.65\00:39:47.22 that really vividly remember the '60s things 00:39:47.25\00:39:49.92 were really crazy. 00:39:49.95\00:39:52.52 After Vietnam, because of I would say bad decisions 00:39:52.55\00:39:59.23 that I made, I fell away from any activity, 00:39:59.26\00:40:05.53 even going to church for a number of years, 00:40:05.57\00:40:09.57 fell into alcoholism, 00:40:09.60\00:40:12.14 fell into living very rotten life 00:40:12.17\00:40:17.78 even though I was, you know, 00:40:17.81\00:40:20.12 I mean, I was a army officer 00:40:20.15\00:40:22.95 and I am doing my duty every day 00:40:22.98\00:40:26.76 as far as any connection with the Lord, 00:40:26.79\00:40:31.03 it just became my, the history 00:40:31.06\00:40:35.83 and minimalized in my life completely 00:40:35.86\00:40:39.53 until really the late '80s and it seem like 00:40:39.57\00:40:42.70 in the late '80s that people... 00:40:42.74\00:40:47.24 Things that people would say to me, 00:40:47.28\00:40:49.34 things that would happen to me, 00:40:49.38\00:40:50.91 it was just like the Lord was asking me 00:40:50.95\00:40:53.92 to change my life and it was like, 00:40:53.95\00:40:56.65 like I can remember in a number of occasions it's like, 00:40:56.69\00:41:00.09 you know, people wherever I was in the wrong place 00:41:00.12\00:41:03.83 somebody would say, you don't belong here, Mel. 00:41:03.86\00:41:06.36 Praise God. 00:41:06.39\00:41:07.93 And it's like, maybe I, and I'm not talking about 00:41:07.96\00:41:10.63 somebody trying to straighten my life out, 00:41:10.67\00:41:12.50 I'm talking about another person 00:41:12.53\00:41:13.97 that was doing the same type of stuff that I was doing. 00:41:14.00\00:41:16.60 But they just recognized God had His hand on you, 00:41:16.64\00:41:19.97 He was chasing you down. 00:41:20.01\00:41:21.34 And then the Lord sent a really special lady along to me, 00:41:21.38\00:41:24.15 who had also been a Seventh-day Adventist, 00:41:24.18\00:41:28.42 who would been away from the church 00:41:28.45\00:41:29.78 for a number of years herself and it's so interesting, 00:41:29.82\00:41:35.32 the first time I ever went out with her, 00:41:35.36\00:41:37.99 my brother and sister-in-law were together and we were, 00:41:38.03\00:41:41.00 she had been a friend of the family for a year. 00:41:41.03\00:41:45.83 She was working at Hinsdale Hospital, 00:41:45.87\00:41:48.67 and so we went out, 00:41:48.70\00:41:54.78 we were sitting in a night club 00:41:54.81\00:41:56.71 in the night club area of Chicago 00:41:56.75\00:41:59.45 in a Blues Club. 00:41:59.48\00:42:01.32 And I said to her, 00:42:01.35\00:42:02.68 she remembers it a little bit different, 00:42:02.72\00:42:04.19 but the way I remember I said it to her, 00:42:04.22\00:42:06.35 and I believe it was maybe the Holy Spirit 00:42:06.39\00:42:08.22 speaking through me. 00:42:08.26\00:42:10.16 I said, I'm tired of living like this 00:42:10.19\00:42:13.83 and we kind of made an agreement 00:42:13.86\00:42:15.93 on this long distance relationship right there 00:42:15.96\00:42:19.07 that we wanted to change our lives. 00:42:19.10\00:42:20.84 Praise God. 00:42:20.87\00:42:22.20 And that letter to, I was stationed in Nome, Alaska 00:42:22.24\00:42:27.81 that particular time as operations officer 00:42:27.84\00:42:30.71 for national guard battalion, 00:42:30.75\00:42:32.08 I was on active duty doing that, 00:42:32.11\00:42:34.22 and she applied at the hospital 00:42:34.25\00:42:38.85 and got hired over the telephone to come up 00:42:38.89\00:42:41.12 and we got re-baptized 00:42:41.16\00:42:46.56 and made decisions 00:42:46.59\00:42:48.46 not to live the way that we had before, 00:42:48.50\00:42:51.80 and we got married about six months later 00:42:51.83\00:42:55.40 and we had two little girls within the next two years. 00:42:55.44\00:42:58.81 Wow. 00:42:58.84\00:43:00.18 You know, when I was telling you 00:43:00.21\00:43:02.08 little bit about this 00:43:02.11\00:43:03.45 before that it seemed like 00:43:03.48\00:43:04.81 even before all those things happened, 00:43:04.85\00:43:06.92 God was saying to me, Mel, if you just follow Me, 00:43:06.95\00:43:09.65 I will give you everything in your life 00:43:09.68\00:43:11.85 that you ever wanted 00:43:11.89\00:43:13.49 and that is certainly the way that it's happened. 00:43:13.52\00:43:16.29 You know what I love about your story is 00:43:16.32\00:43:20.40 it's just as I read in 1 Corinthians 10:12, 00:43:20.43\00:43:25.17 "Take heed lest he think he stand you fall." 00:43:25.20\00:43:27.74 Here Mel you took a stand for God, 00:43:27.77\00:43:30.64 you would not violate His commandments, 00:43:30.67\00:43:33.41 you would not carry the rifle, 00:43:33.44\00:43:35.04 you would not break His Sabbath, 00:43:35.08\00:43:40.02 but things happen and you know, 00:43:40.05\00:43:43.99 when there are so many people 00:43:44.02\00:43:45.35 who have returned from the Vietnam war 00:43:45.39\00:43:47.19 and not only the Vietnam war but there is so many wars 00:43:47.22\00:43:50.36 who they come home and they have seen 00:43:50.39\00:43:53.53 and experienced such a horrific thing is 00:43:53.56\00:43:57.73 that they will self medicate with alcohol or with drugs, 00:43:57.77\00:44:00.54 you see that so often. 00:44:00.57\00:44:03.10 So God gave you a way of escape, He, 00:44:03.14\00:44:06.01 I'm sure he had offered you another way of escape 00:44:06.04\00:44:08.08 but you were just in that frame of mind 00:44:08.11\00:44:10.81 that you kind of turned your back on the Lord for a while, 00:44:10.85\00:44:13.88 but isn't it amazing. 00:44:13.92\00:44:15.78 I went through the same thing. 00:44:15.82\00:44:17.59 I grew up in and for, it's not my testimony 00:44:17.62\00:44:22.32 so I won't share it all but there was something 00:44:22.36\00:44:24.69 that happened in my life 00:44:24.73\00:44:26.06 that made me turn from the Lord. 00:44:26.09\00:44:27.43 Sure. 00:44:27.46\00:44:28.80 And I was kind of living away from Him for a couple of years 00:44:28.83\00:44:32.17 and He just chased me down. 00:44:32.20\00:44:34.17 And that's what He did with you 00:44:34.20\00:44:35.64 and then bring you and Carol together. 00:44:35.67\00:44:37.01 It's like the prodigal son. Yes. 00:44:37.04\00:44:38.41 That story resonates so much with me. 00:44:38.44\00:44:40.88 Yeah, but it's so... 00:44:40.91\00:44:42.91 I'm glad that you have got that testimony 00:44:42.94\00:44:44.91 'cause I just want to tell you there at home, 00:44:44.95\00:44:47.72 God will do the same for you, 00:44:47.75\00:44:50.05 it doesn't matter if you have walked away from Him, 00:44:50.09\00:44:54.19 all you have to do is turn back in His direction, take a step. 00:44:54.22\00:44:58.76 He says, "Draw near to Me and I will draw near to you." 00:44:58.79\00:45:02.73 And as you said that prodigal son, 00:45:02.76\00:45:04.73 He doesn't just stand there with open arms, 00:45:04.77\00:45:07.70 He will run towards you, because God loves you so much. 00:45:07.74\00:45:11.41 Mel, I'm sure I want to be sure 00:45:11.44\00:45:13.98 and get your address up right now, 00:45:14.01\00:45:16.34 because I just believe that there are gonna be people 00:45:16.38\00:45:18.91 who want to call you to either come 00:45:18.95\00:45:21.78 and speak at their church 00:45:21.82\00:45:23.15 or just call you and share some of their testimony 00:45:23.18\00:45:26.05 and how you can minister to. 00:45:26.09\00:45:29.62 Maybe someone out there who is a vet, 00:45:29.66\00:45:32.19 who feels like life is not the same 00:45:32.23\00:45:36.60 and you don't know if it will ever be the same 00:45:36.63\00:45:39.03 or maybe your relationship with the Lord 00:45:39.07\00:45:41.10 is being fractured in some way and God wants you back, 00:45:41.14\00:45:45.07 so what we want to do is put up Pastor Mel Matthews address 00:45:45.11\00:45:51.21 and a telephone number 00:45:51.25\00:45:52.58 so that you can get in touch with him. 00:45:52.61\00:45:57.05 If you would like to contact Melvin Matthews, 00:45:57.09\00:45:59.29 you can do so by writing to 8721 North Hickory Grove Road, 00:45:59.32\00:46:04.86 Dubois, Indiana 47527. 00:46:04.89\00:46:08.26 That's 8721 North Hickory Grove Road, 00:46:08.30\00:46:11.60 Dubois, Indiana 47527. 00:46:11.63\00:46:14.70 You can call him at 812-631-5130. 00:46:14.74\00:46:19.11 That's 812-631-5130. 00:46:19.14\00:46:22.88 You can also email him at MelvinMatthews@gmail.com. 00:46:22.91\00:46:28.12 That's MelvinMatthews@gmail.com. 00:46:28.15\00:46:32.85 Contact him today, he would love to hear from you. 00:46:32.89\00:46:35.46 I'm sure he would like to hear from you. 00:46:43.06\00:46:45.30 Now Mel, Pastor Mel, 00:46:45.33\00:46:47.84 what is it like in today's army, 00:46:47.87\00:46:50.67 as you said it is no longer a draft to dissolve 00:46:50.71\00:46:53.81 and listed and they have been listed, 00:46:53.84\00:46:56.18 have things changed for today's army? 00:46:56.21\00:46:58.88 Our volunteer army has completely changed, 00:46:58.91\00:47:01.55 and even though abide the laws 00:47:01.58\00:47:07.06 and regulations in Vietnam or in Korea, at World War II, 00:47:07.09\00:47:12.79 I had the right at that time 00:47:12.83\00:47:15.40 based on those regulations to ask for my Sabbath off. 00:47:15.43\00:47:21.07 To ask that I specifically deny wearing, 00:47:21.10\00:47:26.57 carrying a weapon. 00:47:26.61\00:47:28.14 Now in the our volunteer army 00:47:28.18\00:47:30.91 it's like you are under the command 00:47:30.95\00:47:33.35 of your commanding officer 00:47:33.38\00:47:35.02 and if you want your Sabbath off, 00:47:35.05\00:47:37.39 it will only be at the liberty 00:47:37.42\00:47:43.66 that your commander gives you. 00:47:43.69\00:47:45.33 Wow. 00:47:45.36\00:47:46.70 There is no more army regulation 00:47:46.73\00:47:48.70 that says that you have the right to have a conscience 00:47:48.73\00:47:53.87 in regard to those things. 00:47:53.90\00:47:56.30 Now of course the army does have 00:47:56.34\00:47:58.44 a conscience in the sense of, 00:47:58.47\00:48:00.28 it has specific regulations statues 00:48:00.31\00:48:06.28 that you have to live by. 00:48:06.31\00:48:10.79 So I salute the moral integrity of 00:48:10.82\00:48:15.56 how the army controls itself 00:48:15.59\00:48:19.69 and its soldiers, and sailors, and marines, 00:48:19.73\00:48:22.76 and air force personnel. 00:48:22.80\00:48:24.83 But as a Seventh-day Adventist 00:48:24.87\00:48:27.44 and we do have quite a number of Seventh-day Adventists 00:48:27.47\00:48:31.97 men and women in the military 00:48:32.01\00:48:35.48 they are at the mercy... 00:48:35.51\00:48:39.65 Mercy. 00:48:39.68\00:48:41.02 Yes, I appreciate for the word there, 00:48:41.05\00:48:42.62 I was missing it. 00:48:42.65\00:48:43.99 Of their commander, you know, 00:48:44.02\00:48:45.45 and the people that are in charge, 00:48:45.49\00:48:49.02 the commanders in most cases are 00:48:49.06\00:48:50.76 very intelligent caring human beings 00:48:50.79\00:48:53.63 that are caring for their soldiers or the sailors, 00:48:53.66\00:48:56.03 but it doesn't always mean that you have that right. 00:48:56.06\00:48:59.43 I was not aware that our armed services 00:48:59.47\00:49:02.80 today did not offer that same right, 00:49:02.84\00:49:05.74 that religious liberty right as we think of, 00:49:05.77\00:49:09.51 for those who are enlisted, so we do definitely need to be 00:49:09.54\00:49:13.35 praying for those who are serving 00:49:13.38\00:49:15.32 in this all volunteer arm services, 00:49:15.35\00:49:17.75 no matter what department, right? 00:49:17.79\00:49:19.12 That's right. 00:49:19.15\00:49:20.49 Well, we are going to have another song 00:49:20.52\00:49:23.36 and then we will come back for a closing thought 00:49:23.39\00:49:25.76 from Pastor Mel Matthews, 00:49:25.79\00:49:27.13 but right now we have the Burchfield Brothers 00:49:27.16\00:49:29.63 who are going to play for us, 00:49:29.66\00:49:31.67 "When I Survey the Wondrous Cross". 00:49:31.70\00:49:34.44