I want to spend my life 00:00:01.35\00:00:07.33 Mending broken people 00:00:07.36\00:00:12.27 I want to spend my life 00:00:12.30\00:00:18.55 Removing pain 00:00:18.58\00:00:23.52 Lord, let my words 00:00:23.55\00:00:29.81 Heal a heart that hurts 00:00:29.84\00:00:34.33 I want to spend my life 00:00:34.36\00:00:40.09 Mending broken people 00:00:40.12\00:00:45.58 I want to spend my life 00:00:45.61\00:00:51.12 Mending broken people 00:00:51.15\00:00:55.04 Hello, and welcome to another program from 3ABN today. 00:01:07.40\00:01:11.27 We're happy that we've this moment 00:01:11.30\00:01:14.00 to share with you and it is my pleasure 00:01:14.03\00:01:16.61 to be with you during this hour. 00:01:16.64\00:01:18.66 My name is John Dinzey and I've-- 00:01:18.69\00:01:20.72 we've a special guest that is with us. 00:01:20.75\00:01:22.96 We're talking with Pastor Carlos Cruz. 00:01:22.99\00:01:26.38 Welcome. Thank you, John. 00:01:26.41\00:01:28.55 We're happy that you're here 00:01:28.58\00:01:30.91 and grateful that you're able to take some Spanish programs, 00:01:30.94\00:01:34.26 hopefully some programs in English in the future. 00:01:34.29\00:01:37.01 But where are you currently at this moment? 00:01:37.04\00:01:40.09 Right now I'm at Andrews University 00:01:40.12\00:01:42.42 that's Berrien Springs, Michigan. 00:01:42.45\00:01:45.04 Very good. Very good. 00:01:45.07\00:01:46.20 Well, we're going to get to know 00:01:46.23\00:01:47.98 Pastor Cruz during this hour. 00:01:48.01\00:01:50.61 And we would like to ask you to at this moment 00:01:50.64\00:01:53.68 to join us in prayer and again 00:01:53.71\00:01:55.91 as some of you remember Pastor Ricardo, 00:01:55.94\00:01:58.22 he's to like to say, 00:01:58.25\00:01:59.31 we've one of the largest prayer chains in the world. 00:01:59.34\00:02:02.10 And we have prayer partners practically all over the world. 00:02:02.13\00:02:06.21 And we praise the Lord for our prayer partners. 00:02:06.24\00:02:08.44 So if you have a prayer request 00:02:08.47\00:02:09.91 we encourage you to call 3ABN 00:02:09.94\00:02:12.14 or email your prayer request because we have many people 00:02:12.17\00:02:16.04 that are willing to pray for you. 00:02:16.07\00:02:17.91 And this is a ministry of faith 00:02:17.94\00:02:19.74 and we're grateful to the Lord for His blessings 00:02:19.77\00:02:22.65 and Pastor Cruz is amazing 00:02:22.68\00:02:24.93 how the people call and tell us sometimes how the Lord blessed 00:02:24.96\00:02:29.35 and answer the prayer that was being sent. 00:02:29.38\00:02:32.04 So we praise the Lord that He still performs miracles. 00:02:32.07\00:02:35.39 And if the Lord has blessed you with a miracle 00:02:35.42\00:02:38.21 we would like to hear about it 00:02:38.24\00:02:40.14 and we praise the Lord for what He's done. 00:02:40.17\00:02:42.95 If 3ABN has been a blessing to you write to us 00:02:42.98\00:02:46.25 and share what the Lord has done in your life. 00:02:46.28\00:02:48.94 At this moment we like to go to the Lord in prayer 00:02:48.97\00:02:51.17 and we'd like to invite you to be a part of it. 00:02:51.20\00:02:53.42 And so please take a moment and pray with us. 00:02:53.45\00:02:56.44 Let's pray together. 00:02:56.47\00:02:59.30 Our precious Heavenly Father, 00:02:59.33\00:03:01.97 we want to thank You for Your goodness and mercy. 00:03:02.00\00:03:06.96 We thank You Lord, that we can trust in You 00:03:06.99\00:03:09.93 and that you our present help in time of trouble. 00:03:09.96\00:03:14.35 We thank you Father, 00:03:14.38\00:03:15.41 that there is no limit to the amount of times 00:03:15.44\00:03:18.62 we can come before Your throne of grace. 00:03:18.65\00:03:20.95 That there is time when the offices are closed 00:03:20.98\00:03:24.09 or the lines are too busy, 00:03:24.12\00:03:26.72 at any time we can approach Your throne of grace 00:03:26.75\00:03:29.81 and know that You will be there, 00:03:29.84\00:03:32.03 that You will listen to our needs, 00:03:32.06\00:03:33.51 You will listen to our request. 00:03:33.54\00:03:35.39 And we bring to You this request and the petitions, 00:03:35.42\00:03:39.05 that have come into 3ABN during this day. 00:03:39.08\00:03:42.62 We pray that You will consider each one 00:03:42.65\00:03:44.88 and we ask you Father, that in moment that it is best. 00:03:44.91\00:03:48.09 You will bring a blessing to Your children. 00:03:48.12\00:03:50.67 And we thank You, for 3ABN that 00:03:50.70\00:03:52.89 You have raised up to proclaim a message to the world. 00:03:52.92\00:03:56.35 We ask You to be with us 00:03:56.38\00:03:57.67 during this hour in Jesus name, amen. 00:03:57.70\00:03:59.98 Amen. Amen. 00:04:00.01\00:04:01.91 Well, we praise the Lord for the Holy Scriptures 00:04:01.94\00:04:04.97 and really practically anywhere you read 00:04:05.00\00:04:08.12 you will find a blessing. 00:04:08.15\00:04:09.86 At this time we like to share a scripture 00:04:09.89\00:04:11.90 from the Book of Deuteronomy 00:04:11.93\00:04:14.59 and that book we're going to go to chapter 5 00:04:14.62\00:04:18.87 and Pastor Cruz has a verse here 00:04:18.90\00:04:21.48 that has impacted his life. 00:04:21.51\00:04:23.61 So it's verse 29. 00:04:23.64\00:04:25.09 So I'll read it to your reading and it says thus. 00:04:25.12\00:04:28.84 "O that there were such an heart in them, 00:04:28.87\00:04:33.20 that they would fear me, 00:04:33.23\00:04:35.08 and keep all my commandments always, 00:04:35.11\00:04:39.40 that it might be well with them, 00:04:39.43\00:04:41.66 and with their children for ever!" 00:04:41.69\00:04:44.70 Praise the Lord. 00:04:44.73\00:04:46.13 And so we see here God's desire that we would be-- 00:04:46.16\00:04:51.42 we'll have such a heart, such a way of living 00:04:51.45\00:04:55.97 that we want to with joy keep His commandments, you know. 00:04:56.00\00:04:58.90 I wonder if you have some thoughts 00:04:58.93\00:05:00.50 that you would like to share with us. 00:05:00.53\00:05:01.75 Yeah, what impacted me from this verse is that, 00:05:01.78\00:05:05.08 God's intention for us its obedience 00:05:05.11\00:05:08.04 but it's not obedience for His own sake, 00:05:08.07\00:05:09.92 it's obedience for our own sake. 00:05:09.95\00:05:11.90 Obedience to us, it's a blessing 00:05:11.93\00:05:13.87 and that's the way God sees it. 00:05:13.90\00:05:16.17 And the fact that we find this verse 00:05:16.20\00:05:19.13 basically in the core of the Old Testament 00:05:19.16\00:05:22.57 in the Pentateuch. 00:05:22.60\00:05:24.20 It's to me a important fact to understand 00:05:24.23\00:05:28.41 what God is actually trying to do throughout history. 00:05:28.44\00:05:32.41 Amen. Amen. 00:05:32.44\00:05:34.61 Apparently we see in this scripture 00:05:34.64\00:05:37.01 also that obedience brings blessings 00:05:37.04\00:05:42.37 through the Lord to us. 00:05:42.40\00:05:44.35 Because it says, that it might be well with them 00:05:44.38\00:05:46.45 and with their children it says. 00:05:46.48\00:05:49.95 It is as an expression that God wants to bless us 00:05:49.98\00:05:55.21 but sometimes we limit the Lord by this obedience. 00:05:55.24\00:06:02.39 And so it's a longing all that they were such a heart in them. 00:06:02.42\00:06:06.81 And so I know we can talk more about this. 00:06:06.84\00:06:08.88 You probably have presented the sermons on this. 00:06:08.91\00:06:12.51 But today we're going to dedicate time 00:06:12.54\00:06:15.05 to know Pastor Cruz 00:06:15.08\00:06:16.11 and how the Lord has ministered his life. 00:06:16.14\00:06:18.33 And I believe you will be blessed. 00:06:18.36\00:06:20.10 So I encourage you to stay by with us during this hour. 00:06:20.13\00:06:22.92 At this moment we will like to share a song with you, 00:06:22.95\00:06:26.42 a musical offering I like to call them. 00:06:26.45\00:06:28.62 And we have Sandra Entermann with us 00:06:28.65\00:06:32.48 and on the piano we have Sanja Kitevski. 00:06:32.51\00:06:35.98 And we'll hear an offering from the-- 00:06:36.01\00:06:39.11 musical offering entitled "One More Song." 00:06:39.14\00:06:42.63 As long as there is time 00:07:00.06\00:07:04.26 And one breath left in me 00:07:04.29\00:07:07.81 There will always be one more song for You 00:07:07.84\00:07:15.75 And as long as there is room 00:07:15.78\00:07:20.67 For one more voice in praise 00:07:20.70\00:07:24.20 And a need 00:07:24.23\00:07:26.45 For a word of love and truth 00:07:26.48\00:07:30.79 To help my brother through 00:07:30.82\00:07:34.17 There'll be one more song for You 00:07:34.20\00:07:39.13 You were there with your songs of laughter 00:07:45.39\00:07:49.65 Words of hope for my fears 00:07:49.68\00:07:53.67 But what are songs when no one else will sing them 00:07:53.70\00:07:57.91 What are words when no one hears 00:07:57.94\00:08:02.04 Every day was filled with questions 00:08:02.07\00:08:06.09 And when I asked, no one knew 00:08:06.12\00:08:09.83 Till I found the answer in You 00:08:09.86\00:08:17.60 And as long as there is time 00:08:17.63\00:08:22.54 And one breath left in me 00:08:22.57\00:08:26.11 There will always be one more song for You 00:08:26.14\00:08:34.02 And as long as there is room 00:08:34.05\00:08:38.85 For one more voice in praise 00:08:38.88\00:08:42.37 And a need 00:08:42.40\00:08:44.64 For a word of love and truth 00:08:44.67\00:08:48.94 To help my brother through 00:08:48.97\00:08:52.31 There'll be one more song for You 00:08:52.34\00:08:56.31 Love in the air around me 00:09:03.47\00:09:07.64 Hope abounds everywhere 00:09:07.67\00:09:11.64 Living life in the arms of Jesus 00:09:11.67\00:09:15.70 Learning how to really care 00:09:15.73\00:09:19.82 Every day is filled with purpose 00:09:19.85\00:09:23.94 All the old is made new 00:09:23.97\00:09:27.37 And I know I owe it all to You 00:09:27.40\00:09:35.35 And as long as there is time 00:09:35.38\00:09:40.27 And one breath left in me 00:09:40.30\00:09:43.83 There will always be one more song for You 00:09:43.86\00:09:51.70 And as long as there is room 00:09:51.73\00:09:56.58 For one more voice in praise 00:09:56.61\00:10:00.07 And a need 00:10:00.10\00:10:02.35 For a word of love and truth 00:10:02.38\00:10:06.80 To help my brother through 00:10:06.83\00:10:10.11 There'll be one more song for You 00:10:10.14\00:10:14.88 Amen, amen. Praise the Lord. 00:10:33.44\00:10:35.03 We want to thank Sandra Entermann 00:10:35.06\00:10:37.18 and of course Sanja Kitevski. 00:10:37.21\00:10:39.44 I hope I'm pronouncing that right 00:10:39.47\00:10:40.91 that was on the piano. 00:10:40.94\00:10:41.98 "One More Song" 00:10:42.01\00:10:43.73 a beautiful, inspirational message we have 00:10:43.76\00:10:47.31 and we want to thank you. 00:10:47.34\00:10:48.67 Actually she came all the way 00:10:48.70\00:10:49.91 from Australia to record that music. 00:10:49.94\00:10:52.37 Oh, that's very impressive. 00:10:52.40\00:10:53.85 Sandra did. 00:10:53.88\00:10:54.94 Well, we would like to get to know Pastor Cruz better. 00:10:54.97\00:10:57.54 Your name is Pastor Carlos Cruz 00:10:57.57\00:10:59.83 and this is a Spanish name. 00:10:59.86\00:11:01.51 So we want find out where you are from. 00:11:01.54\00:11:04.92 I was born in the Caribbean, 00:11:04.95\00:11:07.11 in an island called Dominican Republic. 00:11:07.14\00:11:08.95 Praise the Lord. 00:11:08.98\00:11:10.02 I was also born in the Caribbean 00:11:10.05\00:11:12.10 actually in Dominican Republic. 00:11:12.13\00:11:15.60 So welcome to 3ABN. 00:11:15.63\00:11:17.33 This is, I think your second time here. 00:11:17.36\00:11:19.66 And we would like to get to know you better. 00:11:19.69\00:11:22.36 Sure. 00:11:22.39\00:11:23.47 Our English viewers would like to may see you in future. 00:11:23.50\00:11:26.94 So they like to put a little more history to the person. 00:11:26.97\00:11:30.46 Tell us about-- 00:11:30.49\00:11:31.92 if you were raised in a Christian home 00:11:31.95\00:11:34.45 and how you came to know the Lord Jesus Christ? 00:11:34.48\00:11:38.77 Well, I was born and raised in a home 00:11:38.80\00:11:41.78 that had some religious background 00:11:41.81\00:11:44.24 but not necessarily in a Christian home. 00:11:44.27\00:11:48.48 My father was not present at an early age of mine, 00:11:48.51\00:11:54.06 so basically I grew up with my mom 00:11:54.09\00:11:57.13 back in Dominican Republic. 00:11:57.16\00:11:58.59 And she used to attend certain Christian church 00:11:58.62\00:12:03.58 form time to time. 00:12:03.61\00:12:04.64 So I can say that I actually was born 00:12:04.67\00:12:08.15 within a Christian background. 00:12:08.18\00:12:10.99 Okay, so there was some Christian background to you 00:12:11.02\00:12:14.19 and as you grew up eventually 00:12:14.22\00:12:16.12 there must have been a moment in time 00:12:16.15\00:12:18.24 when you decided to look a little more into this. 00:12:18.27\00:12:22.55 How was it that the Lord reached you? 00:12:22.58\00:12:25.52 Was it at Church? 00:12:25.55\00:12:27.77 On your own that you're reading 00:12:27.80\00:12:29.71 or you were visiting church? 00:12:29.74\00:12:32.59 I've always been a very curious person about religion. 00:12:32.62\00:12:36.75 There's something about the knowledge of God 00:12:36.78\00:12:38.77 that catch my attentions-- my attention immediately. 00:12:38.80\00:12:43.27 And what happened was that, 00:12:43.30\00:12:44.54 one of my neighbors actually moved close to my home 00:12:44.57\00:12:48.25 and that person invited all the kids 00:12:48.28\00:12:50.85 around that sector was about 17 kids. 00:12:50.88\00:12:54.25 I was the... 00:12:54.28\00:12:57.06 let's say was the younger from all of them. 00:12:57.09\00:13:02.03 And they started to give us Bible studies 00:13:02.06\00:13:04.35 and that's basically my first contact 00:13:04.38\00:13:06.69 with the Bible truth. 00:13:06.72\00:13:08.54 Excellent. 00:13:08.57\00:13:09.74 And so what age do you remember this was? 00:13:09.77\00:13:12.72 That was about when I was 10-years-old. 00:13:12.75\00:13:16.25 Ten years old? 00:13:16.28\00:13:17.37 Okay, so now you hear more about the Lord 00:13:17.40\00:13:21.18 and you became interested or was it, 00:13:21.21\00:13:24.40 well, that is fun to be with the friends 00:13:24.43\00:13:26.91 or you had a real interest? 00:13:26.94\00:13:28.84 I had a real interest 00:13:28.87\00:13:30.30 and I was the first among the group 00:13:30.33\00:13:32.20 that actually decided to get baptized. 00:13:32.23\00:13:35.29 It actually-- the truth that 00:13:35.32\00:13:37.47 I was learning was so impacting, 00:13:37.50\00:13:39.54 so amazing that I decided that I had, 00:13:39.57\00:13:42.00 I had to take the decision 00:13:42.03\00:13:44.46 and come into this new world that I was discovering. 00:13:44.49\00:13:48.39 And so how did your decision impact your family, 00:13:48.42\00:13:52.42 was it your mother, any brothers and sisters? 00:13:52.45\00:13:57.43 I grew up with a sister. 00:13:57.46\00:13:59.60 By the time I took the decision to get baptized 00:13:59.63\00:14:01.79 was about when I was 11-years-old. 00:14:01.82\00:14:04.52 The truth is that I didn't cause 00:14:04.55\00:14:07.35 a great impact in my family 00:14:07.38\00:14:09.74 because I was actually getting to know 00:14:09.77\00:14:13.22 what Christianity was all about. 00:14:13.25\00:14:15.50 Unfortunately I had to travel 00:14:15.53\00:14:17.36 to different places in the world 00:14:17.39\00:14:19.38 and by the age of 12 I decided 00:14:19.41\00:14:22.82 that I didn't want anything. 00:14:22.85\00:14:26.11 I didn't want any part of Christianity at all 00:14:26.14\00:14:30.29 since that point on. 00:14:30.32\00:14:31.44 So one year later, 00:14:31.47\00:14:34.10 the way your world was developing 00:14:34.13\00:14:37.73 you lost interest for some reason. 00:14:37.76\00:14:39.34 That's true. 00:14:39.37\00:14:40.54 I did find the truth of the Bible interesting 00:14:40.57\00:14:45.24 but I didn't want to live the Christian life anymore. 00:14:45.27\00:14:49.61 Okay, would you say that 00:14:49.64\00:14:51.22 when you were baptized you had your Bible? 00:14:51.25\00:14:54.10 You studied the Bible for a while, 00:14:54.13\00:14:55.92 went to church for a while 00:14:55.95\00:14:57.39 but you said some traveling came in 00:14:57.42\00:15:00.42 that disconnected you from the group 00:15:00.45\00:15:02.83 that you were normally being a part of. 00:15:02.86\00:15:06.20 That's exactly what happened. 00:15:06.23\00:15:07.61 The persons that were actually given us Bible studies 00:15:07.64\00:15:11.89 they had to move out of their house 00:15:11.92\00:15:14.27 and they moved to another place 00:15:14.30\00:15:15.94 and the whole group was actually disconnected 00:15:15.97\00:15:18.20 from constant communion with the Bible 00:15:18.23\00:15:21.25 and with the church. 00:15:21.28\00:15:22.62 So at the end of the day basically all of us 00:15:22.65\00:15:26.09 decided to leave the church 00:15:26.12\00:15:28.03 and only one of us remained in the church 00:15:28.06\00:15:31.07 and he's still there, 00:15:31.10\00:15:32.47 thank God for that, it wasn't me. 00:15:32.50\00:15:34.25 Now 12-years-old you decided to depart from the Lord. 00:15:34.28\00:15:37.55 Now from 11 to 12 your sister, 00:15:37.58\00:15:41.39 was she younger than you or older than you? 00:15:41.42\00:15:42.90 No, she's older, eight years older than me. 00:15:42.93\00:15:44.51 Eight years older. 00:15:44.54\00:15:45.67 So when you made your decision to become a Christian, 00:15:45.70\00:15:49.62 did she become interested? 00:15:49.65\00:15:51.38 Did she visit the church with you, 00:15:51.41\00:15:53.82 the group with you at all? 00:15:53.85\00:15:54.88 Not at the moment. She had her own life. 00:15:54.91\00:15:56.51 Yes, she had her own life. 00:15:56.54\00:15:58.93 And my mom was actually worried about me. 00:15:58.96\00:16:02.17 At the beginning she didn't want me to get baptized. 00:16:02.20\00:16:06.66 She said that I was too young 00:16:06.69\00:16:08.72 and that eventually I leave the church, 00:16:08.75\00:16:12.75 that was her concern. 00:16:12.78\00:16:14.12 And interesting enough, 00:16:14.15\00:16:15.65 in some sense that's exactly what happened. 00:16:15.68\00:16:18.53 The interesting part for me is that if I had this-- 00:16:18.56\00:16:23.54 have I decided to take another decision back there, 00:16:23.57\00:16:26.65 I'll actually not being in the church right now. 00:16:26.68\00:16:31.28 In some sense-- During 11-years-old? 00:16:31.31\00:16:33.64 Eleven, twelve? Yeah. 00:16:33.67\00:16:34.71 You would not have decided, looking back? 00:16:34.74\00:16:36.47 Yeah. If I-- no, no, no. 00:16:36.50\00:16:38.33 If I have decided differently back than I'll not be here 00:16:38.36\00:16:42.56 because the reason I'm here right now, 00:16:42.59\00:16:44.40 it's because somehow that experience 00:16:44.43\00:16:46.59 that I had with Christ back then it stood with me. 00:16:46.62\00:16:49.15 Okay, made an impact on your life. 00:16:49.18\00:16:50.45 It did. 00:16:50.48\00:16:51.51 So that was a reference point for you. 00:16:51.54\00:16:53.16 Yes, it was. Okay. 00:16:53.19\00:16:54.73 So then somewhere after 12-years-old, 00:16:54.76\00:16:58.12 of course when you walked away from the Lord, 00:16:58.15\00:17:00.12 the Lord did not walk away from you. 00:17:00.15\00:17:01.31 That is true. 00:17:01.34\00:17:02.41 So He kept-- He continued trying to reach you somehow. 00:17:02.44\00:17:06.37 Do you have probably some memories 00:17:06.40\00:17:09.88 that help us to see that? 00:17:09.91\00:17:11.52 I do. 00:17:11.55\00:17:13.62 He used a very particular method, 00:17:13.65\00:17:16.34 that when He tried to reconnect with me 00:17:16.37\00:17:19.59 was actually through dreams. 00:17:19.62\00:17:21.80 He started giving me the same dream 00:17:21.83\00:17:24.61 over and over and over and over again. 00:17:24.64\00:17:27.21 The same dream? 00:17:27.24\00:17:28.32 Almost everyday for two and half years. 00:17:28.35\00:17:30.73 Now-- would you classify this dream as a nightmare 00:17:30.76\00:17:35.23 that you were afraid or it was something nice? 00:17:35.26\00:17:37.87 It was-- it wasn't a nightmare. 00:17:37.90\00:17:43.00 It was a factual dream. 00:17:43.03\00:17:44.39 Basically what I saw was a mountain 00:17:44.42\00:17:47.46 that was been shaken by a hurricane. 00:17:47.49\00:17:50.96 The setting was a storm 00:17:50.99\00:17:53.11 but somehow a light came from sky 00:17:53.14\00:17:56.19 and illuminated the whole panorama 00:17:56.22\00:17:58.37 and a voice told me, 00:17:58.40\00:17:59.84 what happens if Christ comes today? 00:17:59.87\00:18:02.72 Wow. 00:18:02.75\00:18:03.93 And the voice answered me, 00:18:03.96\00:18:05.27 the voice answered me and said, 00:18:05.30\00:18:06.83 you're gonna get lost. 00:18:06.86\00:18:08.06 Wow. 00:18:08.09\00:18:09.59 It didn't get me afraid. 00:18:09.62\00:18:12.79 It get me to think about my life. 00:18:12.82\00:18:15.46 I was concerned about the decision that I was making, 00:18:15.49\00:18:19.14 that I was making constantly back then, 00:18:19.17\00:18:21.37 that's exactly what happened with me with those dreams. 00:18:21.40\00:18:24.28 Wow, so you had this dream more than once. 00:18:24.31\00:18:27.27 You said many times. Yeah, yeah. 00:18:27.30\00:18:28.97 Probably several times a week and for two and half years. 00:18:29.00\00:18:33.48 Wow. That's impressive. 00:18:33.51\00:18:34.97 The interesting thing about it is that sometimes 00:18:35.00\00:18:37.23 I used to forget it. 00:18:37.26\00:18:39.29 I remember myself remembering the dream 00:18:39.32\00:18:41.66 when I was like two or three minutes 00:18:41.69\00:18:44.60 right after I wake up and then like five minutes 00:18:44.63\00:18:47.92 after that the dream was absolutely gone, 00:18:47.95\00:18:50.28 completely gone. 00:18:50.31\00:18:51.34 And sometimes I could not dream it for one or two days 00:18:51.37\00:18:54.48 and then the dream just comes back. 00:18:54.51\00:18:56.64 So I specialized myself in the art of forgetting 00:18:56.67\00:19:01.95 about this dream, let's say. 00:19:01.98\00:19:03.35 Okay. 00:19:03.38\00:19:04.48 So then, at what point do we see-- 00:19:04.51\00:19:08.75 can you tell us in your life that 00:19:08.78\00:19:10.94 God made another approach to you and how was that? 00:19:10.97\00:19:13.59 Yes, well, two and half years after that one of the friends 00:19:13.62\00:19:19.94 that I had in the church came and visit me. 00:19:19.97\00:19:23.76 And he was talking to me and like, 00:19:23.79\00:19:26.42 when we were into the conversation 00:19:26.45\00:19:27.93 for about an hour and a half or something, 00:19:27.96\00:19:30.68 he told me, Carlos, you know what? 00:19:30.71\00:19:32.63 You should come back 00:19:32.66\00:19:34.80 and that's the only thing I needed to hear. 00:19:34.83\00:19:36.74 When he said that I said, 00:19:36.77\00:19:38.66 you know, Nicolas, you're right. 00:19:38.69\00:19:41.40 I'm gonna get baptized. 00:19:41.43\00:19:43.11 And month after that I was getting baptized in the church. 00:19:43.14\00:19:45.55 Wow. Praise the Lord. 00:19:45.58\00:19:47.38 God has been preparing me all the way for that decision, 00:19:47.41\00:19:50.71 for that specific thing, that's what I can say. 00:19:50.74\00:19:52.68 Wow. Praise the Lord. 00:19:52.71\00:19:53.80 Now, I don't know if you're ready for this question? 00:19:53.83\00:19:56.34 Go ahead. 00:19:56.37\00:19:57.40 What about that dream after you became baptized? 00:19:57.43\00:19:59.34 Did you have it again? No. 00:19:59.37\00:20:00.79 No more? No more. 00:20:00.82\00:20:02.82 Okay, so now if the mountain is shaking you will be saved. 00:20:02.85\00:20:07.10 That's my hope. 00:20:07.13\00:20:08.30 So we know that you're a pastor now, 00:20:08.33\00:20:12.21 we want to get from the moment 00:20:12.24\00:20:13.79 you were baptized to that story. 00:20:13.82\00:20:15.86 Oh, that's a long story. But you were Christian. 00:20:15.89\00:20:18.60 Yes. 00:20:18.63\00:20:19.80 What type of school did you go to? 00:20:19.83\00:20:22.31 Did you go to a Christian school, 00:20:22.34\00:20:24.05 a public school, what type of school was it? 00:20:24.08\00:20:26.21 I did go to a Christian school 00:20:26.24\00:20:29.75 based in traditional religion, let's say. 00:20:29.78\00:20:33.69 I didn't attend a Seventh-day Adventist Church before. 00:20:33.72\00:20:37.34 So when you were baptized-- The school I went. 00:20:37.37\00:20:39.86 When you were baptized you were baptized 00:20:39.89\00:20:41.17 into the Seventh-day Adventist Church? 00:20:41.20\00:20:42.75 Yes, I was. Okay. 00:20:42.78\00:20:43.92 So you were going then 00:20:43.95\00:20:45.53 not to a Seventh-day Adventist School, 00:20:45.56\00:20:48.20 you say a traditional religious school. 00:20:48.23\00:20:51.29 Yes. 00:20:51.32\00:20:52.59 So what was your experience like there, 00:20:52.62\00:20:54.25 it was different than your beliefs? 00:20:54.28\00:20:56.41 Oh, completely different. 00:20:56.44\00:20:58.57 I felt like I was alone in a school 00:20:58.60\00:21:01.06 of about 2,000 people. 00:21:01.09\00:21:04.07 I used to believe that I was the only one 00:21:04.10\00:21:06.50 with my particular set of beliefs in that school 00:21:06.53\00:21:08.90 and that made it difficult 00:21:08.93\00:21:10.62 and interesting at the same time. 00:21:10.65\00:21:12.41 I was constantly challenged to defend myself 00:21:12.44\00:21:16.36 against the teachings of professors that, 00:21:16.39\00:21:20.21 they didn't think the same way, 00:21:20.24\00:21:21.93 they didn't alike and they didn't the same way 00:21:21.96\00:21:23.91 I used to do. 00:21:23.94\00:21:25.46 And I was also challenged by my friends. 00:21:25.49\00:21:28.02 Why do you believe that? Why do you do that? 00:21:28.05\00:21:29.88 Why don't you do that? 00:21:29.91\00:21:31.27 What's happening to you? What changed? 00:21:31.30\00:21:33.49 That was a constant question 00:21:33.52\00:21:34.99 that I actually had to face when I was studying. 00:21:35.02\00:21:36.82 So from one year-- what years of your life 00:21:36.85\00:21:39.56 were these 13, 14, 15-years-old? 00:21:39.59\00:21:42.50 Since I was, no, since I was 15 all the way to 17. 00:21:42.53\00:21:48.14 All the way to 17? 00:21:48.17\00:21:49.73 So were-- that was there any time 00:21:49.76\00:21:51.83 that in your mind you said, 00:21:51.86\00:21:53.64 man, I don't like to be different? 00:21:53.67\00:21:55.32 Maybe I should be like them 00:21:55.35\00:21:57.01 or were you happy in your experience? 00:21:57.04\00:21:59.33 To be true to my experience 00:21:59.36\00:22:02.95 I didn't processed information in the way. 00:22:02.98\00:22:05.10 Why am I right and they are wrong 00:22:05.13\00:22:06.76 or why they are right and I am wrong? 00:22:06.79\00:22:09.58 I then processed information that way. 00:22:09.61\00:22:11.20 I just knew what God was asking me do 00:22:11.23\00:22:13.46 and I didn't question it. 00:22:13.49\00:22:15.24 It wasn't a concern of mine whether they believe me or not, 00:22:15.27\00:22:18.07 whether they were in agreement with me or not 00:22:18.10\00:22:20.43 or whether I was in agreement with them or not? 00:22:20.46\00:22:22.75 I just knew what God was asking me to do. 00:22:22.78\00:22:25.65 And I just opened the Bible 00:22:25.68\00:22:27.34 and start teaching the word in my school. 00:22:27.37\00:22:29.08 Praise the Lord. Praise the Lord. 00:22:29.11\00:22:30.17 So I would suggest or think-- 00:22:30.20\00:22:33.71 I know a little bit about the churches 00:22:33.74\00:22:35.59 in Dominican Republic. 00:22:35.62\00:22:36.91 I left there when I was 11-years-old 00:22:36.94\00:22:38.70 but I've been a few times. 00:22:38.73\00:22:42.79 I know that the youth programs are very active program, 00:22:42.82\00:22:47.58 Friday nights maybe, Saturday afternoons. 00:22:47.61\00:22:51.57 Was that your experience also? 00:22:51.60\00:22:54.75 Was there a strong youth activity in your church? 00:22:54.78\00:22:59.62 Did that draw you to be continued to be a part of it? 00:22:59.65\00:23:02.96 Yes, my church used to be is actually, 00:23:02.99\00:23:07.82 is still actually a very active church. 00:23:07.85\00:23:12.36 I used to see the church as a place 00:23:12.39\00:23:14.51 in which I want to see-- to connect good friends. 00:23:14.54\00:23:18.79 Good friends that believe exactly the same thing 00:23:18.82\00:23:21.66 I believed and they had similar experience to mine. 00:23:21.69\00:23:24.73 So it was actually a very important aspect 00:23:24.76\00:23:28.11 of my religious life. 00:23:28.14\00:23:30.55 Praise the Lord. Praise the Lord. 00:23:30.58\00:23:32.29 Well, here is Carlos Cruz in Dominican Republic 00:23:32.32\00:23:36.44 going through school, in a school 00:23:36.47\00:23:38.50 that doesn't believe the same as his. 00:23:38.53\00:23:40.97 At what point in time did you understand 00:23:41.00\00:23:44.86 that God was calling you to be a minister? 00:23:44.89\00:23:49.75 Like, even before I finished school one of my professors, 00:23:52.43\00:23:58.75 a professor of philosophy in literature 00:23:58.78\00:24:01.36 that used to be a catholic seminarian 00:24:01.39\00:24:04.77 was teaching a class on ethics in civics. 00:24:04.80\00:24:10.91 And he made an example that I know right now 00:24:10.94\00:24:14.22 he wasn't aware of the implications 00:24:14.25\00:24:16.67 but he said something about-- 00:24:16.70\00:24:18.73 he was talking about something on concerning 00:24:18.76\00:24:21.51 the civics in Dominican Republic. 00:24:21.54\00:24:24.12 And he stopped the class for a second 00:24:24.15\00:24:26.44 and he pointed at me and he said to the whole class, 00:24:26.47\00:24:29.54 for example you see him? 00:24:29.57\00:24:31.94 He's a pastor. 00:24:31.97\00:24:33.23 You look at him, he's a pastor. 00:24:33.26\00:24:35.75 And then he just stopped right there 00:24:35.78\00:24:37.75 and continued the class as if nothing happened. 00:24:37.78\00:24:41.45 And that impacted my life 00:24:41.48\00:24:42.67 because I knew right then that it wasn't him. 00:24:42.70\00:24:47.04 I knew right then that it was God 00:24:47.07\00:24:49.33 calling me through him. 00:24:49.36\00:24:50.76 Very interesting. Very interesting. 00:24:50.79\00:24:53.51 How did this become solidify in your mind? 00:24:53.54\00:24:57.06 You say you knew it then but there is a moment in time 00:24:57.09\00:25:01.96 when you make a decision, I'm gonna do this. 00:25:01.99\00:25:04.54 Now were you at the Catholic school? 00:25:04.57\00:25:06.20 I mean, the traditional school still, 00:25:06.23\00:25:09.79 how was your-- 00:25:09.82\00:25:11.50 did they tried to convert you to that belief? 00:25:11.53\00:25:15.61 Well, the school that I attended to is a school 00:25:15.64\00:25:20.12 that it's very active in religious activities. 00:25:20.15\00:25:25.23 So I have to in some sense participate in those activities 00:25:25.26\00:25:29.27 but I had to participate from a perspective 00:25:29.30\00:25:33.32 in which I do not affect my beliefs 00:25:33.35\00:25:35.02 because I was not in the mood for compromising. 00:25:35.05\00:25:38.34 Okay. 00:25:38.37\00:25:40.63 I had to face several issues in my school. 00:25:40.66\00:25:43.68 One of them was that I was so passionate about the Word 00:25:43.71\00:25:47.02 that I was teaching the Book of Daniel 00:25:47.05\00:25:49.15 and the Book of Revelation in the school. 00:25:49.18\00:25:51.06 In the school? Yes. 00:25:51.09\00:25:52.39 As a teenager? Yeah. 00:25:52.42\00:25:54.05 That was my passion. 00:25:54.08\00:25:55.25 I founded so interesting that I even-- 00:25:55.28\00:25:58.95 I took from the church a board like this big, 00:25:58.98\00:26:01.78 like, meter long 00:26:01.81\00:26:05.53 and that board had the sanctuary painted in it 00:26:05.56\00:26:09.52 and I took it to my school and in the break, 00:26:09.55\00:26:13.76 the break was about 30 minutes, 00:26:13.79\00:26:15.54 I use the time to teach the people in my school 00:26:15.57\00:26:20.23 about the sanctuary 00:26:20.26\00:26:21.57 and about Daniel and Revelation, 00:26:21.60\00:26:22.63 that was my passion. 00:26:22.66\00:26:23.69 That's fascinating that you had that opportunity. 00:26:23.72\00:26:26.78 I mean, you're coming in 00:26:26.81\00:26:28.23 with this big board into school. 00:26:28.26\00:26:30.90 Did you have to walk far through the streets? 00:26:30.93\00:26:33.74 I mean, was it far from your house to walk to school? 00:26:33.77\00:26:36.66 It was about a mile and half. 00:26:36.69\00:26:38.49 So you were walking with this board across, 00:26:38.52\00:26:41.06 the people probably looking at you. 00:26:41.09\00:26:42.83 So then you're teaching was, 00:26:42.86\00:26:44.41 did you see interest in the people 00:26:44.44\00:26:46.03 as you were teaching? 00:26:46.06\00:26:47.10 Actually I did. 00:26:47.13\00:26:49.24 I was sharing the Word of God with about four or five persons 00:26:49.27\00:26:56.04 and one of them got baptized, 00:26:56.07\00:26:58.59 one of them decided after that to get baptized, 00:26:58.62\00:27:01.14 like a year or year and a half after that. 00:27:01.17\00:27:03.95 And the other ones actually were convinced 00:27:03.98\00:27:08.12 that the Word of God 00:27:08.15\00:27:09.55 was actually been taught in that moment. 00:27:09.58\00:27:12.84 Amen. Amen. 00:27:12.87\00:27:14.44 So let's go back to the time that you decided. 00:27:14.47\00:27:16.37 Okay, your mothers-- 00:27:16.40\00:27:18.00 you know, all the mothers have aspirations. 00:27:18.03\00:27:19.95 They want the children to be this or that, 00:27:19.98\00:27:22.16 doctors, attorneys. 00:27:22.19\00:27:24.67 I don't know if such expectations 00:27:24.70\00:27:28.47 were also shared with you. 00:27:28.50\00:27:29.77 Yes. 00:27:29.80\00:27:30.87 So when you told your family 00:27:30.90\00:27:32.90 this is what I would like to do, 00:27:32.93\00:27:34.92 they were extreme happiness. 00:27:34.95\00:27:36.50 Well, let me-- let me tell you something about my family. 00:27:36.53\00:27:41.63 My mom is an incredible woman. Amen. 00:27:41.66\00:27:44.50 And one thing that characterizes her 00:27:44.53\00:27:47.72 back then and still do, 00:27:47.75\00:27:49.54 is that she always puts her-- 00:27:49.57\00:27:54.59 me and my sister right in front of her 00:27:54.62\00:27:57.44 in every decision that she had to make 00:27:57.47\00:27:59.90 because she was very demanding with us too. 00:27:59.93\00:28:02.17 That means, she had very high expectations with us. 00:28:02.20\00:28:03.86 Expectations, great. She didn't believe. 00:28:03.89\00:28:06.50 She didn't used to believe the same way I believed. 00:28:06.53\00:28:09.08 So we had several problems, 00:28:09.11\00:28:11.26 one of them was my belief in the Sabbath, 00:28:11.29\00:28:14.08 one of them was my decision to eat healthy, 00:28:14.11\00:28:18.03 one of them was my decision 00:28:18.06\00:28:20.84 to get back to the Lord what its His, money related. 00:28:20.87\00:28:26.18 And my lifestyle as a whole, 00:28:26.21\00:28:28.76 my constant habit of studying the Bible, 00:28:28.79\00:28:31.72 she had problems with that. 00:28:31.75\00:28:32.88 She was very worried about me. 00:28:32.91\00:28:35.92 One of the things that she mentioned, 00:28:35.95\00:28:37.20 that she mentioned back then is that, 00:28:37.23\00:28:39.44 she was worried that I would go crazy 00:28:39.47\00:28:42.01 if I continue study the Bible. 00:28:42.04\00:28:43.71 Oh, really? Yeah. 00:28:43.74\00:28:44.99 So right now how many years have passed 00:28:45.02\00:28:47.01 and she sees you're not crazy. 00:28:47.04\00:28:50.75 Right now her experience is very different. 00:28:50.78\00:28:55.57 Right now she sees God through me. 00:28:55.60\00:28:57.88 Amen. 00:28:57.91\00:28:58.98 And that is a blessing I cannot explain with words. 00:28:59.01\00:29:02.68 Amen. Amen. 00:29:02.71\00:29:03.82 Right now she's convinced that God is leading me 00:29:03.85\00:29:06.01 and that is a blessing to me. 00:29:06.04\00:29:07.45 Praise the Lord. 00:29:07.48\00:29:08.51 So you decided to be a minister and how did that go? 00:29:08.54\00:29:14.00 It didn't go well at all. 00:29:14.03\00:29:16.34 When my mom heard 00:29:16.37\00:29:17.77 that I decided to go into ministry she said, 00:29:17.80\00:29:21.13 you're gonna starve, 00:29:21.16\00:29:23.22 you're gonna die with a cent in your pocket. 00:29:23.25\00:29:26.73 You're gonna die with a cent? 00:29:26.76\00:29:28.31 Without a cent. 00:29:28.34\00:29:29.45 Oh, without a cent in your pocket. 00:29:29.48\00:29:30.73 Wow. 00:29:30.76\00:29:32.58 She was convinced that, 00:29:32.61\00:29:33.94 that was not the kind of career I shall choose. 00:29:33.97\00:29:37.62 I was very proficient in mathematics. 00:29:37.65\00:29:41.90 So the first thing that came into her mind was, 00:29:41.93\00:29:44.32 you had to be an engineer. 00:29:44.35\00:29:45.75 Okay. You have to be an engineer. 00:29:45.78\00:29:47.28 Go and study computers. You know a lot about that. 00:29:47.31\00:29:49.78 You like them. 00:29:49.81\00:29:51.50 But I said, mom, 00:29:51.53\00:29:53.30 this is what God is asking me to do 00:29:53.33\00:29:55.10 and this is what I'm gonna be doing. 00:29:55.13\00:29:56.90 And when I told her the first time I just said mom, 00:29:56.93\00:30:01.28 I want to study theology, 00:30:01.31\00:30:03.06 that was a nuclear bomb right there. 00:30:03.09\00:30:05.21 Wow. 00:30:05.24\00:30:06.29 It took me like two months to actually say 00:30:06.32\00:30:10.11 something that make sense to her. 00:30:10.14\00:30:11.77 I came to her, 00:30:11.80\00:30:13.26 she was actually arguing with me about it 00:30:13.29\00:30:15.90 and she said, you're gonna die starving 00:30:15.93\00:30:18.02 because you're not gonna get enough money 00:30:18.05\00:30:19.59 to cover your expenses. 00:30:19.62\00:30:21.30 And I said mom, 00:30:21.33\00:30:22.87 I'm gonna say you this only once. 00:30:22.90\00:30:25.76 God told me that that is what I've to do 00:30:25.79\00:30:28.36 because that is what He needs to be doing 00:30:28.39\00:30:31.84 and that is exactly what I'm gonna do. 00:30:31.87\00:30:33.80 Once I said those words that God was the one calling me, 00:30:33.83\00:30:37.50 no problems whatsoever, she accepted it. 00:30:37.53\00:30:39.70 She accepted it, praise the Lord. 00:30:39.73\00:30:41.80 She wasn't happy though, she accepted it. 00:30:41.83\00:30:43.70 Well, we can praise the Lord for that. 00:30:43.73\00:30:45.86 How did you understand that 00:30:45.89\00:30:48.55 that is what God wanted you to do? 00:30:48.58\00:30:50.74 I mean, there was the first message 00:30:50.77\00:30:54.98 from the person that was saying, 00:30:55.01\00:30:56.89 hey, he's gonna be a pastor, that person right there. 00:30:56.92\00:31:00.07 You said that you were sure-- 00:31:00.10\00:31:01.79 that's what God wanted you to do. 00:31:01.82\00:31:03.33 Was there a dream? 00:31:03.36\00:31:04.40 Was there a message in your mind? 00:31:04.43\00:31:06.78 Was there an audible voice? How did you understand that? 00:31:06.81\00:31:08.98 It wasn't an audible voice. 00:31:09.01\00:31:10.94 When I heard the professor 00:31:10.97\00:31:12.23 I distinguished the voice, let's say. 00:31:12.26\00:31:15.19 I knew something was different, 00:31:15.22\00:31:16.54 that wasn't him and I was-- and I heard that voice before. 00:31:16.57\00:31:19.80 So since that moment I knew it was God talking through him. 00:31:19.83\00:31:23.49 And since that moment on I just had the natural 00:31:23.52\00:31:27.02 or that is what I was born to do 00:31:27.05\00:31:29.73 and that is what I was going to do. 00:31:29.76\00:31:31.95 So I didn't question it, I just accept it. 00:31:31.98\00:31:35.11 Since that moment on I knew I was going to be a theologian. 00:31:35.14\00:31:38.00 Praise the Lord. Praise the Lord. 00:31:38.03\00:31:39.62 Well, you're graduation. 00:31:39.65\00:31:42.69 Anything you can share about that? 00:31:42.72\00:31:45.10 My graduation was on a Sabbath, 00:31:45.13\00:31:48.63 on a Saturday afternoon. 00:31:48.66\00:31:49.98 From that traditional school. 00:31:50.01\00:31:51.23 From that school. 00:31:51.26\00:31:52.70 Yes. Okay. 00:31:52.73\00:31:54.25 And I told my professors that I'll not attend. 00:31:54.28\00:31:57.24 And when they ask me why, I said, 00:31:57.27\00:31:59.32 well, because the Bible says 00:31:59.35\00:32:01.45 that Christians should keep the Sabbath 00:32:01.48\00:32:03.42 because that is the day that God consecrated for Him. 00:32:03.45\00:32:06.68 And they said, we don't believe that. 00:32:06.71\00:32:08.81 We believe the day we shall keep is the Sunday, 00:32:08.84\00:32:12.30 but we'll accept that. 00:32:12.33\00:32:13.46 And I said well, 00:32:13.49\00:32:15.22 I'll not go and they said you should go, 00:32:15.25\00:32:16.51 you have to go. 00:32:16.54\00:32:17.59 And I said, I will not. 00:32:17.62\00:32:19.12 So I talked to mom and I said, mom, 00:32:19.15\00:32:20.67 I'm not gonna go to do my graduation. 00:32:20.70\00:32:23.01 She was devastated. Wow. 00:32:23.04\00:32:25.32 But some days after the director 00:32:25.35\00:32:29.35 of the school came to me 00:32:29.38\00:32:30.57 and she asked to explain the situation and I said, 00:32:30.60\00:32:34.04 I believe in the Bible and I'm a Christian 00:32:34.07\00:32:35.85 and I will like to keep the Sabbath. 00:32:35.88\00:32:37.89 I'll not break the Sabbath for my graduation. 00:32:37.92\00:32:40.05 And she said, well, the ceremony is going to start, 00:32:40.08\00:32:43.38 what you call the Sabbath but it's gonna end after that. 00:32:43.41\00:32:46.65 So can you come after the Sabbath passes 00:32:46.68\00:32:48.71 and I said I would. 00:32:48.74\00:32:49.95 Now let me ask you a question. 00:32:49.98\00:32:51.08 You're saying that, she said the ceremony 00:32:51.11\00:32:53.38 is going to start-- 00:32:53.41\00:32:55.11 she knew your belief on the Sabbath 00:32:55.14\00:32:57.67 that after sunset on Saturday, 00:32:57.70\00:33:00.74 the next day begins, Sunday begins, 00:33:00.77\00:33:03.27 the evening of Saturday is Sunday. 00:33:03.30\00:33:05.89 So she-- did you tell her that time or she already? 00:33:05.92\00:33:09.88 Well, I actually told her-- You had told her. 00:33:09.91\00:33:11.57 My beliefs about the Sabbath 00:33:11.60\00:33:13.49 and how this Sabbath starts on Friday afternoon 00:33:13.52\00:33:17.13 and ends on the Saturday afternoon. 00:33:17.16\00:33:19.28 So she knew at that moment what I was talking about. 00:33:19.31\00:33:22.73 So when you-- what was your reaction to her offer? 00:33:22.76\00:33:27.54 Well, I said, well, if that is the case 00:33:27.57\00:33:29.33 than I'm willing to go to the graduation 00:33:29.36\00:33:31.68 but I'm just gonna tell you this, 00:33:31.71\00:33:33.42 I'm gonna-- I'm gonna go exactly 00:33:33.45\00:33:35.93 after the Sabbath has passed and that's what I did. 00:33:35.96\00:33:40.22 That Sabbath I was actually listening to my music, 00:33:40.25\00:33:42.98 my Christian music in the computer 00:33:43.01\00:33:44.33 and my mom was exceedingly worried. 00:33:44.36\00:33:46.71 She was saying every five or ten minutes, 00:33:46.74\00:33:49.41 just go ahead take a shower and get dress. 00:33:49.44\00:33:52.80 Just get ready. 00:33:52.83\00:33:53.93 So as soon as the suns come down we can go. 00:33:53.96\00:33:57.33 And I said, mom, 00:33:57.36\00:33:58.70 this is my personal day to be with Christ. 00:33:58.73\00:34:01.97 I don't want to worry and I don't worry to rush it. 00:34:02.00\00:34:04.14 Let me enjoy this blessing. 00:34:04.17\00:34:06.49 And right when I finished my devotional 00:34:06.52\00:34:09.15 for the end of the Sabbath and I started the new week, 00:34:09.18\00:34:11.87 than I went and shower, take my clothes on, 00:34:11.90\00:34:14.84 putting on and then arrived to the graduation. 00:34:14.87\00:34:18.83 When I opened the door I was actually 00:34:18.86\00:34:20.87 the last name been called in the list. 00:34:20.90\00:34:24.50 And when all my friends saw me approaching the door, 00:34:24.53\00:34:28.36 actually entering the door, they all stand up clapping. 00:34:28.39\00:34:31.82 They did? Thankfully that I was-- 00:34:31.85\00:34:34.43 that I made it to the graduation. 00:34:34.46\00:34:35.92 Praise the Lord. Amen. 00:34:35.95\00:34:37.40 At the end of the ceremony 00:34:37.43\00:34:39.89 a couple of parents came to me 00:34:39.92\00:34:41.43 and actually ask me about why I was late. 00:34:41.46\00:34:44.13 And I had the opportunity to share my beliefs. 00:34:44.16\00:34:46.35 I said, I was late because I didn't want to break 00:34:46.38\00:34:49.08 the Sabbath, the Sabbath is holy. 00:34:49.11\00:34:51.30 And they were very impressed 00:34:51.33\00:34:52.80 and that something that I actually, 00:34:52.83\00:34:55.58 that I thank God for giving me the opportunity. 00:34:55.61\00:34:58.53 Amen. Amen. 00:34:58.56\00:34:59.93 So you began your studies as a minister. 00:34:59.96\00:35:02.86 You begin that in Dominican Republic? 00:35:02.89\00:35:04.55 No I didn't. 00:35:04.58\00:35:06.14 My, my original intension was to go Andrews in Michigan 00:35:06.17\00:35:09.59 where I'm studying right now. 00:35:09.62\00:35:11.24 But when I was praying about it 00:35:11.27\00:35:12.71 God said clearly that's not the place you're gonna go, 00:35:12.74\00:35:15.61 you're gonna somewhere else. 00:35:15.64\00:35:16.73 I didn't know where but I just knew 00:35:16.76\00:35:18.91 I was gonna to another place. 00:35:18.94\00:35:21.36 And somehow I got connected with somebody 00:35:21.39\00:35:24.29 that I was studying at Andrews 00:35:24.32\00:35:26.07 that suggested me to go Puerto Rico. 00:35:26.10\00:35:28.26 Okay. 00:35:28.29\00:35:29.32 And when I received that message, 00:35:29.35\00:35:33.09 God than told me that's the place you have to go 00:35:33.12\00:35:36.03 and I decided to go to Puerto Rico. 00:35:36.06\00:35:37.90 Then I got my bachelors degree in theology there. 00:35:37.93\00:35:40.40 Praise the Lord. 00:35:40.43\00:35:41.50 So you went to the-- 00:35:41.53\00:35:42.93 Mayaguez Seventh-day Adventist University? 00:35:42.96\00:35:44.75 I did, Antillean. 00:35:44.78\00:35:46.17 Antillean Seventh-day Adventist University 00:35:46.20\00:35:48.62 in Mayaguez, Puerto Rico. 00:35:48.65\00:35:49.88 Yes. Praise the Lord. 00:35:49.91\00:35:51.01 So now you're in the United States of America. 00:35:51.04\00:35:56.96 I think earlier this-- 00:35:56.99\00:35:58.82 earlier this year you participated 00:35:58.85\00:36:03.26 in one of 3ABN Latinos events in Chicago 00:36:03.29\00:36:07.63 and we invited you to preach one sermon. 00:36:07.66\00:36:10.43 Yes. 00:36:10.46\00:36:12.63 What was your reaction 00:36:12.66\00:36:13.98 when you received the invitation? 00:36:14.01\00:36:17.99 I was shocked. 00:36:18.02\00:36:20.37 I've never been behind a camera 00:36:20.40\00:36:23.39 for something different than an interview 00:36:23.42\00:36:27.02 just like this one. 00:36:27.05\00:36:28.13 And it's not the same experience. 00:36:28.16\00:36:30.76 When you're behind a camera you actually, 00:36:30.79\00:36:33.09 I'll ease myself, I get a little worried. 00:36:33.12\00:36:35.41 In front of the camera? Yeah, in front of the camera. 00:36:35.44\00:36:37.52 For me it's easy to talk to the people 00:36:37.55\00:36:39.87 than talk to a camera, I don't know why. 00:36:39.90\00:36:42.45 And it has been difficult to me to do it 00:36:42.48\00:36:45.37 but when I hear that I got an invitation 00:36:45.40\00:36:48.69 to preach in front of a camera 00:36:48.72\00:36:50.37 in one of the main events of 3ABN 00:36:50.40\00:36:52.67 I was very grateful but at the same time 00:36:52.70\00:36:54.42 I was very, very worried. 00:36:54.45\00:36:56.73 Well, praise the Lord. I remember the message. 00:36:56.76\00:36:59.41 It was a message from the Lord. Praise the Lord. 00:36:59.44\00:37:02.42 We are grateful for your participation. 00:37:02.45\00:37:04.99 And do you believe then 00:37:05.02\00:37:06.24 that the Lord is leading your life? 00:37:06.27\00:37:08.10 Of course without doubt. 00:37:08.13\00:37:10.21 Without doubt He has been the One 00:37:10.24\00:37:13.41 pulling and pushing the Cruz all the way. 00:37:13.44\00:37:17.10 Amen. 00:37:17.13\00:37:18.29 Well, I guess we should reveal to our friends 00:37:18.32\00:37:23.06 that are listening and watching 00:37:23.09\00:37:25.87 if you have been starving 00:37:25.90\00:37:28.35 as what prophesized by your mother 00:37:28.38\00:37:30.61 or would you say the Lord has blessed you? 00:37:30.64\00:37:33.64 Well, to be very honest with you, 00:37:33.67\00:37:36.02 there's no one thing I have been in need off 00:37:36.05\00:37:38.67 that I haven't received. 00:37:38.70\00:37:39.89 Sometimes in a miracles way 00:37:39.92\00:37:41.28 that I not even myself can explain so far. 00:37:41.31\00:37:44.18 So I will tell you very honestly 00:37:44.21\00:37:46.72 that the prophecy that my mom told me 00:37:46.75\00:37:51.52 is not been fulfilled. 00:37:51.55\00:37:52.79 God has been really good to me. 00:37:52.82\00:37:54.83 So we see-- 00:37:54.86\00:37:56.11 I'm thinking of Psalms 34 where it says, 00:37:56.14\00:37:58.17 "The Lord will bless you in such a way 00:37:58.20\00:38:01.30 that you will not lack any good thing." 00:38:01.33\00:38:03.43 So we praise the Lord for that. 00:38:03.46\00:38:04.65 That is my experience 00:38:04.68\00:38:06.00 and I think that's what God wants to do 00:38:06.03\00:38:08.46 to every human being in this world. 00:38:08.49\00:38:10.60 Amen. Amen. 00:38:10.63\00:38:11.76 Well, at this point we know that you, 00:38:11.79\00:38:14.20 you were pastoring a church in Michigan. 00:38:14.23\00:38:16.54 Where was this in Michigan? In Grand Rapids, Michigan. 00:38:16.57\00:38:19.13 Grand Rapids, Michigan, a Spanish church. 00:38:19.16\00:38:20.66 Yeah, it was a Spanish church, Maranatha. 00:38:20.69\00:38:22.75 Maranatha Spanish Church in Grand Rapids, Michigan. 00:38:22.78\00:38:26.13 Well, then you are now studying. 00:38:26.16\00:38:28.73 You continue your studies. 00:38:28.76\00:38:29.79 What are you studying currently? 00:38:29.82\00:38:31.22 I'm finishing a master's degree in systematic theology. 00:38:31.25\00:38:35.85 Right now I'm writing the thesis 00:38:35.88\00:38:37.14 and I'm planning to go into my Phd in theological ethics 00:38:37.17\00:38:40.77 as soon as I finish the thesis that probably is gonna go on 00:38:40.80\00:38:45.80 until January or February of next year. 00:38:45.83\00:38:51.53 I would like to know 00:38:51.56\00:38:52.59 because the way you're expressing yourself 00:38:52.62\00:38:55.75 is that God is leading your life, 00:38:55.78\00:38:58.23 you graduate in Puerto Rico. 00:38:58.26\00:38:59.68 Yes. 00:38:59.71\00:39:00.74 How did you get to Michigan? 00:39:00.77\00:39:03.37 How did the Lord say, Pastor Carlos Cruz, 00:39:03.40\00:39:06.51 now he's going to Michigan 00:39:06.54\00:39:07.59 or was there another place before this? 00:39:07.62\00:39:09.46 Actually no. 00:39:09.49\00:39:11.19 When I was studying in Puerto Rico 00:39:11.22\00:39:12.96 I remember one year before finishing I ask Him, 00:39:12.99\00:39:17.08 I'm about to finish, Lord. 00:39:17.11\00:39:18.33 What do You want me to do now? 00:39:18.36\00:39:20.20 And He said, you're gonna go and study. 00:39:20.23\00:39:22.67 And I said, that is a wonderful idea. 00:39:22.70\00:39:24.60 What do You want me to study? 00:39:24.63\00:39:26.31 And He said, well, you're gonna study 00:39:26.34\00:39:27.66 systematic theology in New Testament. 00:39:27.69\00:39:30.30 And I said, well, that sounds like a good deal. 00:39:30.33\00:39:32.49 And when I finished that, what do You want me to do? 00:39:32.52\00:39:34.96 And He said, as soon you get there, 00:39:34.99\00:39:37.25 two years from now I'm gonna tell you exactly 00:39:37.28\00:39:40.04 what you have to do. 00:39:40.07\00:39:41.10 So just go there and do what I'm asking you. 00:39:41.13\00:39:44.31 Praise the Lord. Praise the Lord. 00:39:44.34\00:39:46.34 So God is leading your life? Yes, He is. 00:39:46.37\00:39:49.09 Well, we'll be-- 00:39:49.12\00:39:50.29 hopefully we can do another part to this 00:39:50.32\00:39:52.48 and see how the Lord has led in your life 00:39:52.51\00:39:54.98 but you have said the Lord has blessed you 00:39:55.01\00:39:56.75 and you seem to have this firm belief 00:39:56.78\00:39:59.99 that God performs miracles. 00:40:00.02\00:40:01.61 Oh, yes. 00:40:01.64\00:40:02.69 Would you share one of those with us? 00:40:02.72\00:40:07.06 Which one? 00:40:07.09\00:40:09.41 Well, first of all I do believe in different kind of miracles. 00:40:09.44\00:40:13.30 I do not believe that the only kind of miracles 00:40:13.33\00:40:15.91 that God does is resurrecting someone from the death. 00:40:15.94\00:40:19.75 In fact, I believe the most difficult miracle 00:40:19.78\00:40:21.95 God can do is actually to transform a heart 00:40:21.98\00:40:25.57 because at the end of the day the dust is not-- 00:40:25.60\00:40:30.83 even though it's organic 00:40:30.86\00:40:32.05 it actually responds to God's word. 00:40:32.08\00:40:34.35 The truest respond to God's word, 00:40:34.38\00:40:36.95 but the heart not necessarily always do that. 00:40:36.98\00:40:40.53 So the biggest miracle 00:40:40.56\00:40:42.70 that I've seen is my own transformation, 00:40:42.73\00:40:45.07 the transformation of the people that I love. 00:40:45.10\00:40:47.42 Amen. 00:40:47.45\00:40:49.08 There are miracles that I can mention about protection. 00:40:49.11\00:40:52.42 God sending His angels to save me 00:40:52.45\00:40:55.32 from different dangerous situations. 00:40:55.35\00:41:00.86 For example, one time in Puerto Rico 00:41:00.89\00:41:02.26 when I was studying I was very troubled. 00:41:02.29\00:41:05.24 I remember that, that week I was preaching in a church 00:41:05.27\00:41:08.76 and my heart was very, very, very troubled 00:41:08.79\00:41:11.70 for some situations I was dealing with. 00:41:11.73\00:41:14.03 And I went to a wig tree that we have at the university 00:41:14.06\00:41:18.09 that we call the seva, 00:41:18.12\00:41:19.68 it's a humungous tree, humungous. 00:41:19.71\00:41:22.65 And I pray to God and I put to God 00:41:22.68\00:41:24.49 and I said, God, I really need Your help. 00:41:24.52\00:41:26.16 I really need to see the angels now. 00:41:26.19\00:41:28.28 I really need to see that 00:41:28.31\00:41:30.80 You're with me in the midst of this difficult situation. 00:41:30.83\00:41:34.23 When I opened my eyes 00:41:34.26\00:41:35.32 I saw the angels surrounding the camping, 00:41:35.35\00:41:38.19 forming a circle around me 00:41:38.22\00:41:39.78 and that was one of the most beautiful experiences 00:41:39.81\00:41:42.80 I've ever had in my life. 00:41:42.83\00:41:44.26 Praise the Lord. Yes. 00:41:44.29\00:41:45.36 Praise the Lord. 00:41:45.39\00:41:46.44 Well, we're praising the Lord for that. 00:41:46.47\00:41:49.53 It's amazing how God works. 00:41:49.56\00:41:51.21 He works in each individual's life 00:41:51.24\00:41:53.68 and as we give the Lord opportunity, 00:41:53.71\00:41:58.77 He does more for us. 00:41:58.80\00:41:59.84 Sure. 00:41:59.87\00:42:00.94 And, but also it is an opportunity 00:42:00.97\00:42:03.36 for us to praise Him 00:42:03.39\00:42:04.67 because He does so many wonderful things. 00:42:04.70\00:42:07.86 I think, I can safely say 00:42:07.89\00:42:09.62 that there's not a day that passes 00:42:09.65\00:42:10.96 by where the Lord does not perform a blessing 00:42:10.99\00:42:15.77 for us in some way, many blessing every day. 00:42:15.80\00:42:20.06 So as we open our hearts to Him, 00:42:20.09\00:42:23.51 it's like it gives permission for Him to say, 00:42:23.54\00:42:26.73 I'll now show you something more. 00:42:26.76\00:42:28.71 We're the ones that set the limit. 00:42:28.74\00:42:30.65 We're the one-- it has very well put. 00:42:30.68\00:42:32.45 God, God, it's able to bestow all the blessing of heaven 00:42:32.48\00:42:37.57 if we ask for them and if we believe 00:42:37.60\00:42:40.23 that He wants to do it. 00:42:40.26\00:42:41.80 So at the end of the day, 00:42:41.83\00:42:43.06 the ones that limit to God is not Himself, it's us. 00:42:43.09\00:42:48.56 So if we change our attitude towards Him, 00:42:48.59\00:42:51.31 we'll actually see, we'll be witness 00:42:51.34\00:42:54.29 of the wonderful things that He has to do 00:42:54.32\00:42:56.52 and that He wants to do. 00:42:56.55\00:42:58.41 Now what is your desire? 00:42:58.44\00:42:59.75 You're studying, you're preparing yourself, 00:42:59.78\00:43:03.20 do you have some goal in mind 00:43:03.23\00:43:05.82 or are you waiting for the Lord? 00:43:05.85\00:43:08.88 You said the Lord is gonna will reveal 00:43:08.91\00:43:10.80 to you what's next. 00:43:10.83\00:43:12.42 Well, to be honest with you, my passion is teaching. 00:43:12.45\00:43:16.22 But I do that whatever, whenever I go 00:43:16.25\00:43:18.91 and whatever I have the opportunity. 00:43:18.94\00:43:21.65 When God brought me to Michigan to study, 00:43:21.68\00:43:25.52 right after I started studying, a year after that 00:43:25.55\00:43:29.05 He told me that I was going to be a pastor. 00:43:29.08\00:43:31.06 In a year after that I was actually pastoring a church. 00:43:31.09\00:43:35.42 While I was pastoring the church 00:43:35.45\00:43:36.82 I was actually teaching. 00:43:36.85\00:43:38.69 So I can tell you that, that is my passion 00:43:38.72\00:43:40.93 but at the end of the day 00:43:40.96\00:43:42.00 I'm not the one deciding where I'm gonna be. 00:43:42.03\00:43:44.78 I do whatever He asks me to do. 00:43:44.81\00:43:46.79 Amen. Amen. 00:43:46.82\00:43:49.95 when you give evangelistic campaigns, 00:43:49.98\00:43:53.62 seminars, do you do any in English? 00:43:53.65\00:43:56.21 Our viewers, I'm sure want to know, 00:43:56.24\00:43:58.08 does he also do this English or is it just Spanish? 00:43:58.11\00:44:02.08 I have participated in some events in English. 00:44:02.11\00:44:07.55 I've given some series about the Great Controversy theme 00:44:07.58\00:44:10.35 and the writings E.G. White for example 00:44:10.38\00:44:12.20 and in the Bible in English. 00:44:12.23\00:44:15.72 And I had presented in other activities in English. 00:44:15.75\00:44:21.28 It's not I'm not used to it, 00:44:21.31\00:44:23.35 but I'd be happy to do it if necessary. 00:44:23.38\00:44:26.14 Okay. 00:44:26.17\00:44:27.20 What types of seminars or teachings do you-- 00:44:27.23\00:44:31.16 you mentioned the Great Controversies. 00:44:31.19\00:44:32.60 Yes. 00:44:32.63\00:44:33.93 Do you have-- it seems like the Lord takes us 00:44:33.96\00:44:38.16 thorough a different teachings, currently I will say that way, 00:44:38.19\00:44:43.11 currently if you were invited to speak somewhere 00:44:43.14\00:44:47.69 what would be the concentration of your message? 00:44:47.72\00:44:51.10 Right now at this moment it will be the love, 00:44:51.13\00:44:53.77 the immense love of God right now. 00:44:53.80\00:44:57.65 I believe that is the topic that can summarize everything 00:44:57.68\00:45:00.88 that has at going on in the Bible 00:45:00.91\00:45:03.33 and in my life, that's it. 00:45:03.36\00:45:06.31 Well, praise the Lord. Praise the Lord. 00:45:06.34\00:45:08.09 Well, when we look at the Bible 00:45:08.12\00:45:11.06 we see that God's universe runs on the great principle of love. 00:45:11.09\00:45:18.23 And you know, we even see 00:45:18.26\00:45:20.78 the scriptures tell us God is love. 00:45:20.81\00:45:24.66 And then, you know, the two great commandments 00:45:24.69\00:45:28.23 as summarized that love the Lord your God 00:45:28.26\00:45:31.52 with all your heart, with all your mind, 00:45:31.55\00:45:33.00 with all of your soul and your neighbor as yourself. 00:45:33.03\00:45:35.61 Love your neighbor as you love yourself. 00:45:35.64\00:45:38.42 Give us a little snippet about God's love that, 00:45:38.45\00:45:45.34 that has impacted you. 00:45:45.37\00:45:46.75 Well, I believe the center, 00:45:46.78\00:45:49.56 the real center, the ethical center of the Bible 00:45:49.59\00:45:52.04 is actually the principle of love. 00:45:52.07\00:45:54.19 As thesis summarized it, it is the same, 00:45:54.22\00:45:57.55 the basic principle that intertwines 00:45:57.58\00:45:59.94 in all the commandments. 00:45:59.97\00:46:01.70 Half of them have to be deal directly, let's say, 00:46:01.73\00:46:05.18 would God and the other have with our neighbor. 00:46:05.21\00:46:08.85 So basically God is trying to restore us 00:46:08.88\00:46:12.55 to that first principle that we use to believe in, 00:46:12.58\00:46:16.17 that we used to practice when we were created at first. 00:46:16.20\00:46:19.90 So the purpose of the Bible as a whole is to show God 00:46:19.93\00:46:24.81 and how He is trying to restore the human beings 00:46:24.84\00:46:27.56 into that principle of love 00:46:27.59\00:46:29.43 and to that connection with Him and for me that is amazing. 00:46:29.46\00:46:33.35 Amen. Amen. 00:46:33.38\00:46:34.57 And truly I believe it is also amazing 00:46:34.60\00:46:36.84 and so I think the more you study God's love 00:46:36.87\00:46:39.47 the more amazed you will be. 00:46:39.50\00:46:41.06 And so I encourage everyone to look at this topic. 00:46:41.09\00:46:46.07 I mean, its never ending 00:46:46.10\00:46:48.53 let's say to consider God's love 00:46:48.56\00:46:50.03 and His magnitude of His love and the expression of His love 00:46:50.06\00:46:53.89 and it will not surprise me that we'll have all eternity 00:46:53.92\00:46:57.78 to continue looking into God's love. 00:46:57.81\00:47:00.59 Amen. 00:47:00.62\00:47:01.70 Well, Pastor Cruz, 00:47:01.73\00:47:02.86 we like to share your contact information at this time. 00:47:02.89\00:47:06.10 And so for those of you 00:47:06.13\00:47:08.05 that would like to contact Pastor Cruz 00:47:08.08\00:47:09.65 here's the information you will need. 00:47:09.68\00:47:11.68 If you would like to contact Pastor Cruz, 00:47:13.74\00:47:15.72 then you can write to Carlos Cruz, 00:47:15.75\00:47:18.12 5079 West Bluffview Drive, 00:47:18.15\00:47:21.31 Berrien Springs, Michigan, 49103. 00:47:21.34\00:47:25.02 That's Carlos Cruz, 5079 West Bluffview Drive, 00:47:25.05\00:47:30.57 Berrien Springs, Michigan, 49103. 00:47:30.60\00:47:34.06 You can call 269-779-6932. 00:47:34.09\00:47:38.54 That's 269-779-6932 00:47:38.57\00:47:43.41 or you can email him at pr.ccruz@gmail.com. 00:47:43.44\00:47:50.37 That's pr.ccruz@gmail.com. 00:47:50.40\00:47:56.36 Very good. 00:47:58.04\00:47:59.10 Now we hope you were able to jot all that down 00:47:59.13\00:48:00.90 and if not you can contact us at 3ABN. 00:48:00.93\00:48:04.08 Well, at this time we would like 00:48:04.11\00:48:05.17 to share another musical offering with you 00:48:05.20\00:48:08.27 and we would like to encourage you 00:48:08.30\00:48:09.38 to listen to the words as Sandra Entermann sings, 00:48:09.41\00:48:12.28 "You Gave Me Love." 00:48:12.31\00:48:14.74 You gave me time 00:48:28.77\00:48:31.42 When no one gave me time of day 00:48:31.45\00:48:36.29 You looked deep inside 00:48:40.65\00:48:43.58 While the rest of the world looked away 00:48:43.61\00:48:49.11 You smiled at me 00:48:52.86\00:48:55.68 When there were just frowns everywhere 00:48:55.71\00:49:01.08 You gave me love 00:49:05.26\00:49:07.91 When nobody gave me a prayer 00:49:07.94\00:49:13.18 That's why I call You Savior 00:49:17.57\00:49:23.41 That's why I call You Friend 00:49:23.44\00:49:29.38 You touched my heart 00:49:29.41\00:49:32.57 You touched my soul 00:49:32.60\00:49:35.25 And helped me start all over again 00:49:35.28\00:49:41.69 That's why I love You, Jesus 00:49:41.72\00:49:47.81 That's why I'll always care 00:49:47.84\00:49:54.21 You gave me love 00:49:54.24\00:49:56.90 When nobody gave me a prayer 00:49:56.93\00:50:02.17 You gave me laughter 00:50:06.54\00:50:09.63 After I cried all of my tears 00:50:09.66\00:50:15.86 You heard my dreams 00:50:18.59\00:50:21.31 While the rest of the world closed its ears 00:50:21.34\00:50:26.70 I looked in Your eyes 00:50:30.22\00:50:33.21 And I found such tenderness there 00:50:33.24\00:50:38.80 You gave me love 00:50:42.30\00:50:44.84 When nobody gave me a prayer 00:50:44.87\00:50:50.33 And that's why I call You Savior 00:50:53.95\00:50:59.96 That's why I call You Friend 00:50:59.99\00:51:05.84 You touched my heart 00:51:05.87\00:51:08.93 You touched my soul 00:51:08.96\00:51:11.61 And helped me start all over again 00:51:11.64\00:51:17.85 That's why I love You, Jesus 00:51:17.88\00:51:23.75 That's why I'll always care 00:51:23.78\00:51:29.96 You gave me love 00:51:29.99\00:51:32.57 When nobody gave me a prayer 00:51:32.60\00:51:38.32 And that's why I call You Savior 00:51:41.45\00:51:47.65 That's why I call You Friend 00:51:47.68\00:51:53.58 You touched my heart 00:51:53.61\00:51:56.50 You touched my soul 00:51:56.53\00:51:59.21 And helped me start all over again 00:51:59.24\00:52:05.50 That's why I love You, Jesus 00:52:05.53\00:52:11.31 That's why I'll always care 00:52:11.34\00:52:18.55 You gave me love 00:52:18.58\00:52:21.51 When nobody gave me a prayer 00:52:21.54\00:52:27.68