Welcome to Thinking
About Home I am Kathy Matthews.
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Today we are going to
be talking about women as
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mothers and the
surrender that they go through
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Again our guest is
Arlita Winston and she has
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grown up in the
Jungles of Sumatra and went
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through many bouts of
turmoil in her years as her
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parents were missionaries
and they were in the
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Orient and now she
lives in New Jersey
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with her husband
Joe. Thank You Arlita
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for being with us.
Thank You for having me.
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You Know Arlita
you've been talking so much
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about women as wives
and the surrender that
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wives especially go
through and now we're
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going to address
women as mothers and
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you have five children.
Did you ever feel yourself
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deprived because of
the things that you gave
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up in your life? No
actually I feel like
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it's the best thing
that ever happened to me, but
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I know that one person
I had a conversation with
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friend years ago all
the children were at home
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that time I can remember
the day as clear as it was
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yesterday, the
children were cheerfully doing
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their jobs, music was
playing through out the
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house and this friend
and I were washing the dishes
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and doing them up
and she was engaged to be
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married to another friend
of ours, so she stood there
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and I said tell me
about your family and she
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ignored my question
altogether and she turned
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to me and she said
Arlita, don't you feel that your
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body has been insulted
by having to bear children?
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Oh! My! Don't you
feel that motherhood is an
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insult that you've
been taking advantage of?
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How did you feel about that?
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I nearly dropped the plate
at the time. And I told her
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a story, I didn't
know what else to do except
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to tell her the story of
the incredible joy that was
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to be a mother. Good
girl. And she knew that I had
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given up going into
medicine to be a wife and
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a mother and so she
knew that much but she didn't
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know that I was
glad that I had done it.
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So, I took her back to
those days when I was in
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Shanghai, I was
12-years-old and.
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Beautiful story I love
this. Well the communists
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were just coming in
to Shanghai, Peking had
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already fallen. My
sister and I were coming home
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from school one day
and we passed by the long
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rows of soldiers,
they were the nationalist
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soldiers at that point
and we burst into our home
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glad to be in safety
in our own home and mother
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met us at the door and
her eyes were just shining
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and she said I have a
surprise for you girls,
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and we looked at each
other and said what is it,
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and she said you're
just going to have to go and
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look for it. And she
just waved anywhere here on
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the first floor, just
look for it, well Andrea was
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the first to find it
behind the heavy drapes there in
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the living room she
found a little pair of hand
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crocheted booties. We
took one look at those
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booties we already had
three little brothers and
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we said mother are
we going to have another
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baby? She said yes.
And then just hugged the
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two of us. Well in
those next months Shanghai did
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fall to the communists
and we were routed out
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of our house and
placed under house arrest and
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mother was very near
to giving birth to number
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six. And she wasn't sure
that she wanted to go in a
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rickshaw in labor, so she
decided and definitely not
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a petty cab, so she
decided to check-in to the
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mission hospital
early. Well nearly the whole
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family had already
checked-in, dad was in
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there with a
severe case of asthma.
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Two of my little
brothers who were in for
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Tonsillectomies and so
mother might as well be
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there, that left my
little brother five and some
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missionaries took him
into their home and that
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left Andrea and me at
the home with the Cook
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Alma. We continued
going to school and
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Shanghai John was
born. Shanghai John.
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Shanghai John. What a name.
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Well, his name is
really John Robert. But, we
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loving called him
Shanghai John and he is
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admittedly the
favorite of the whole family.
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This is not the one
that's the attorney is it? Yes.
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It is? And so there
John was born and Andrea
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I could hardly wait
until that day when the whole
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family came home from
the hospital and I came
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running in, taking the
steps two in time where
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as Andrea walked
rather sedately behind me.
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And I bust into the
room and suddenly just a hush
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and awe fell over me.
And I closed the door on
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all the chaos of
Shanghai and I looked in that
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bedroom room. With
mother dressed in a satin
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robe that women in
America had given to her
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for the last baby. And
roses were spilling all
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over it and this
lovely afternoon sunlight was
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pouring in through the
curtains and I just walked
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in to peace and there
was mother holding the baby
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and daddy sitting next
to her and we came in and
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mother lifted the baby
up and said here don't you
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want to hold him, and I
just cradled that baby in
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my arms, and I just
looked down into his face
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and I knew it was foolish
to say it, 'cause as soon as
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I said it, but I said
mother could he belong to me?
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And she said yes.
He could belong to you,
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I figured she had five
of her own, this one could
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be mine and she said yes
he could belong to all of
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us and you could take
care of him whenever you
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like. Well the
years passed and that dear
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brother of mine I
feel very special, special
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attachment to you
because of that, but that,
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at that moment, that's
why it's so vivid in my
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mind, 'cause at that moment.
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Something happened.
Something happened, and
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I knew that the
scripture Psalm 127 verse 3,
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"Lo, children are an
heritage of the Lord: and
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the fruit of the womb is
his reward." So, I knew this
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is what I wanted more
than anything else in the
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world. Here I was looking
at my mother in the midst
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of all the confusion
of Shanghai, the bombings,
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the takeover, wondering
if we would live for one
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day to the next and
yet she was sitting there
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radiant holding
this gift from the Lord.
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What a miracle. And
I said yes Lord that's
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what I want, I want to
say yes Lord to your plan for
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families, knowing
that we cannot depend on a
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security of our
times. We can not depend on
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anything except the Lord
and I was saying yes Lord
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to families, yes
Lord to leading me into
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dangerous places, if
it was he that was leading
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me that was alright,
but I just wanted to say yes
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and so really the
longing to be a mother was born
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that day in that
room holding baby John.
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That's beautiful.
So, I related this story,
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this retelling of when
I was 12 to this friend at
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the kitchen sink and then
I told her I said you know
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I know that a lot of
women today have that
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great fear and I can
understand it because
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I think it's part of
the whole curse that we
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brought on
ourselves when we sinned.
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And in Genesis it
talks about when God came to
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Eve and told her that
because of her taking the
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fruit and deciding that
she wanted to be God of her
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life and she wanted to
be as wise as God that as a
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result she would
have great pain in child
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bearing. But, to
the woman he said I will
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greatly increase
your chains, your pains in
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childbearing. Now in
fact I feel that when we give
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birth to children, yes
we go through that pain but
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we're also saved in
childbearing because we
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die to ourselves. And
that whole self fulfillment has
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to be set aside in
favor of getting up to feed a
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helpless baby. Right.
Of nursing, of nurturing.
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Constant caring.
Of constant 24 hours a
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day but a woman does
have to lose her life in
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bearing another child and
giving herself to that child.
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And it's a joy so. It's a joy.
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I don't have better
memories when I do of
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taking care of my children.
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Well it's one of
the deepest fulfillments
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I have ever had. It is.
And the most challenging
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there is no question. Oh! Yes.
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The most challenging.
Developing that character
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is a heavy thought,
it's a very heavy thought.
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Your mother went
through this with sounds
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like full of grace and
her words about herself
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talking to you as
you were 12-years-old,
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when you burst into
that room. It's a beautiful
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memory. But, what you
do with women who don't
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have children.
They didn't you know,
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they're suffering. What you do?
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I stumbled the more
of course, but what about
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somebody like
Hannah? Yes I, you know she,
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I was just thinking
of Hannah, here she was
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dearly beloved by her
husband, dearly beloved
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but she couldn't bear
children. What made it
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even more grievous is
that he was also married
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to Peninnah and she was
giving birth right and left
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to children. And dear
Elkanah says to Hannah
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aren't I as
wonderful as of 10 sons to you.
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He's trying to,
trying take the place.
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Why is not my love
enough for you and She
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says I want a child, I
want a child and so when they
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go down for their
yearly sacrifice, because
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Elkanah was a very
God fearing man, they
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went down yearly. She
understandably was not
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going down to rejoice
like everybody else was and
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when she got to the
temple she just poured
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out her soul, so much so
that Eli the priest thought
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she was drunk. And
there was something
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I would like to say
about that desire for a child
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because all the women of
Israel were taught that the
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Messiah would come.
That's right. They wanted
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a child, they wanted a boy.
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That's right. And
there was such deep
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spiritual connection
with having children.
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That's right, that's
right and I think Hannah
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certainly longed for
that child in that same way,
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but it's interesting
to me how she very quickly
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when she pours out
her soul to God, that she
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pours out even the
bitterness, it says in.
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You can find the story
in First Samuel 1 and in
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verses 10 and 11 it
says, In bitterness of soul
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Hannah wept much
and prayed to the Lord,
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remember me, give me a son,
I will give him to the Lord.
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She decided if you give
that gift to me I am going
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to just give him
right back to you Lord and
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when I think of this bitter
soul, bitterness starts with
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hurts, she's been hurt by
the other wife, she's been
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hurt by probably
other women looking to see
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that she was barren
and she had been hurt for
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really no fault of her
own. And because that hurt
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wasn't fully dealt with
it, it turns to self pity and
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I see a progression,
it goes from hurts that we
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receive of no fault of
our own if they're not dealt
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with, they develop into
self pity and that self pity
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goes rancid and it
turns into bitterness, then if
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that's not dealt
with it turns into anger.
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Anger turns into hatred
and from what Jesus tells
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us, hatred turns
into. Murder. Murder,
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so here you see this
chain that all started way back
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here from a hurt
that we didn't even cause.
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And so here is
Hannah she gets to the point
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where she is bitter and
she just pours it out to
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her God with all
that she can and she prays
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earnestly and then she
just relinquishes, but she
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knew, she had a very
definite prayer that she
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asked of God, I
think some of us don't pray
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definitely enough.
Not specifically enough.
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So, that I don't know
that we would recognize the
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answer if we saw
it. But, she prayed, she
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poured it all out to
the Lord, she prayed with
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deep conviction of
what she wanted and she
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relinquished it and it
says that she went, got up off
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her knees and she went
and began to eat, 'cause
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up until that point she
has been weeping so hard she
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couldn't even eat
and she went home her
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burden completely gone,
and it says that when they
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went home she conceived a child.
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I don't. That kind of
an answer to immediately
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remove all that
burden must have been a
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wonderful peace
from God that she felt.
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And what do you think
that Hannah did the most
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in her family,
that would help Samuel.
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You know before we
get to that I think you've
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touched on something,
this bitterness area that
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maybe would be
helpful because I think Hannah
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had to do this first.
Okay. Before she really raised
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that child but how do you
deal with bitterness, aside
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from just pouring it out
to God. I think number one
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we can't do
anything about what somebody
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does to us but we
can do something about
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our reaction. Now if we
see where our reaction is,
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where we are in that
chain, self pity, bitterness
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anger, hatred, murder, we
may be already at this end
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of the murder but if we
can recognize it for what
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it is and say Oh! God,
I need your forgiveness
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as much as that person
who hurt me. I need your
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blood to forgive, to
cleanse me from my sins.
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So, I think I call it
the Balm of Gillard there are
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four ingredients to
this wonderful ointment that
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you can just carry in
your pocket all day long.
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So, that you can use
over and over and over and
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over again. Good.
Seventy times seven.
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Okay. And that is number
one, I repent of my sin of
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self pity or whether
it's anger or whatever.
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Number two please
forgive me and wash me.
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Number three, please
forgive the person who
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hurt. Number four,
bless that person, bless that
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person. Love your enemies.
Yes, you see I don't think
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for a minute that
Hannah went back to her home
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and gloated. To the other wife.
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And when she conceived
I really don't think that
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she gloated before Peninnah.
And we can learn from that.
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Yes, and I think she was
so taken up with the fact
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that God had given
her a gift and now she was
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preparing to give
this gift right back.
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She wasn't going to
let the hatred or the
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bitterness ruin her
moment. Right, right.
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So, now back to your
other question. Yes, what
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do you think that
Hannah did most in that family,
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for little Samuel? I
think she brought him
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up in the fear for the
Lord and when I try to translate
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that into today, I feel
that we need to take a page
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out of Hannah's book
and we need to take that
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scripture where she
says I prayed for this child,
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now I give him to the
Lord, for his whole life he
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will be given over to
the Lord. Now, I think are we
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raising our children for
ourselves, are we raising
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them for their sakes?
Or we are raising them for
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Christ's sake? We
want to raise them for
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Christ's sake. But,
generally we're raising
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them for
ourselves. I know. We want to
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realize and fulfill all
our own dreams in that child,
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right. And Hannah
straight off says and
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I give him back to
you. So, I think that was
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number one, her first sin
but then I think as soon as
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he could even understand,
he began understanding
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what it was to talk to
God and I think in their
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normal daily life,
she talked with him while
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they sat down, while
they walked, while they read,
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while they ate, while
they played, I think she talked
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about the Lord. Amen. I
agree with you. That he was
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going to serve, because
she had to prepare him to
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be ready at a very
early age to go and listen to
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this, she had to
prepare him to go and serve with
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a priest whose own
sons were defying God.
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Were disobedient and defying.
And were being rebellious.
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Yes. Can you imagine
how Hannah felt knowing
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she was relinquishing her child.
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Oh! that would bother me
a great deal. And putting
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him in the hands of
the priest but whose own
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sons did not regard
God. So, I can imagine those
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early days were spent
particularly preparing him
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to know the fear of
the Lord and how to worship
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him and I think of our
own families, how do we
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do it. I think we need to
do it from the very start.
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I agree with you,
because that early preparation,
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that's just what I
was thinking. If you have
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done a great deal
of preparation, God can
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honor that. But, you
can't just say well I have done
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the best that I can do,
you better be sure that you've
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done all that you can
do. And followed what the
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Lord has for us to do,
you know seek out the Lord's
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Will in raising your
family. But, I think you have to
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do something more,
I think you do need to
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establish in actual
time, what I would call a
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family altar, she
offered him up to the work of
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the temple. As a
living sacrifice. As a living
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sacrifice, and we as
families need to have a
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daily family altar
where we as husbands and wives
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with our children in the
most natural of ways have
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a family altar. Now in
our family. Some may not
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really understand what
the family altar would be?
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I think one way to
describe it would be,
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it needs to become
very normal in the way you
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talk, so that with us
we brought it up at dinner
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time and we made
our dinner times very
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sacrosanct, my husband
is a busy physician, but all
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the time the children
were growing up, he made
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meal times very
important to be home
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with the children.
And during that time we
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would talk about all
sorts of things everything from
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why you don't punch
your brother in the nose when
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he's offended you or
why you have to honor your
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sister, even though she
is just a scamp, you can't
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stand her. And
things like this is were
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like the First Corinthians
13 would come in, love is
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not rude young man.
That's right and you can't
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say First Corinthians
13, the love chapter is an
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easy thing to do, that's a very.
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A divine sacrifice or
rather grace a work of
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grace in the heart
to be able to that?
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But, in order to work
that out you have to talk about
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it and live it with
you children. Yes. So, that
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I love that scripture
that says hide not thyself from
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thy own flesh. And it
was during those times around
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the dinner table that
we often talked about our
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own difficulties and
how God helped us and how
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we were able to relate
with the children, so that
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our family prayers we
kept them very simple,
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very short to the
point and always made it
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pertinent to what
the children were going
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through. It may be a math
test that day, it maybe the
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fact that a neighborhood
child had punched my
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child in the nose and
I needed to go and talk
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to the mother about it
and find out what really did
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happen. So, all
these things were discussed
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around the dinner
table. And that would build
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their faith wouldn't
it, as you're working those
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things out. And then
would talk to the Lord
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about it, we would
have games together around,
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Joe would read the
scriptures, usually a Bible
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story appropriate to
the ages that the children
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were, as they grew
older they were the ones who
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helped to lead it and
would initiate it and then
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we would have what we
call the M&M games and
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Joe would have a
stack of M&Ms and then he
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would ask questions of
the children about what
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were you talked about
and he would slide one
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down the table to you
if you got the answer right
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and they stacked up
their M&Ms at the end of the
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meal. As we nipped
together, the truths of
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God with where we were
living and this means of a
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family altar. Doing it
day after day after day.
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And never making it
just one time of the day, but
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incorporating it, the
sacred with the secular.
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So, that it was not
two separate things.
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We have because of
the scripture, we have
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Morning and
Evening worship like that.
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And you had more
that you would share on
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Hannah or shall we move into.
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Well, I was
thinking more of a woman who.
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Susanna? Yes. Susanna
Wesley. I was thinking
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actually of a woman
who was not in the Bible
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times, but a woman
who had a great many
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children, whom most of
our listeners will have
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heard of and
that's Susanna Wesley, the
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mother of John
and Charles Wesley.
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She had 19,
didn't she? 19 children.
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I don't think all of them lived?
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No, they didn't, I think
nine of them died and she
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was a firm minded
mother. But, she had a big
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household nevertheless to
take care of. She did well
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from the what the
history I read about her.
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In fact one thing I
love about her is that before
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her husband came home
at night, she always made
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sure that she had her
hair combed pretty and a new
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fresh hair ribbon.
Really? So, that she was lovely
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before he came
home. Another thing I love
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about her is that every
night she took turns and
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laid down with a different
child and had a time just
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alone talking with
that child. I like that.
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And I came across a
letter that she wrote to her
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husband, that's in the
journal that I would like
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to just read, where she
is talking to him about her
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ideals. Though I am not a
man nor a minister, yet if
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my heart was sincerely
devoted to God and I was
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inspired with the true
zeal for his glory, I might do
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somewhat more than I
do. I thought I might pray
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more for them and
might speak to those with who
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I converse, with
more warmth than affection
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and so I resolved to
begin with my own children,
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in which I observed the
following method, I take
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such proportion of time
as I can spare every night to
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discourse with each
child a part, as I am a woman,
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so I am also mistress of
a large family and though
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the superior charge of
the souls contained in it lies
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upon you, yet in your
absence I can't but look
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upon every soul you
leave under my care as a talent
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committed to me under a
trust by the Great Lord of
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all the families both
of heaven and earth, and if
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I am unfaithful to him
or you in neglecting to
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improve then I have failed.
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What a wonderful
model as a mother.
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A marvelous model and I
think of Eunice and Lois,
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in the New
Testament, how Paul commended
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them and they had
brought up Timothy and
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Second Timothy 3:15
says how from infancy
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you have known the Holy
Scriptures, which are able
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to make you wise for
Salvation through faith in
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Christ Jesus they will also
models for us to model after.
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Oh! Amen. You are
going to be back with us on
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mothers aren't you?
Yes. Good, I am glad,
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we will be looking
forward. Thank You.
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And I want to invite
you to be back with us again
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until next time on
Thinking About Home.
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