Chapter 10, A Knowledge of God. 00:00:33.03\00:00:35.76 Hello and welcome, Today we will be looking at 00:00:37.93\00:00:40.44 how to get to know God. In a saving confident 00:00:40.47\00:00:43.34 relationship. In John 17:3 it tells us that to know 00:00:43.37\00:00:47.61 God is eternal life. This means that eternal life 00:00:47.64\00:00:50.58 is wrapped up in an intimate relationship with God 00:00:50.61\00:00:52.88 But, before we study such an important topic, 00:00:52.91\00:00:56.58 we should never do so without first praying. 00:00:56.99\00:00:59.09 And, so I'm gonna ask Caitlin, if she can 00:00:59.52\00:01:00.86 lead us in a word of prayer. 00:01:01.02\00:01:02.26 Let's bow our heads. Dear heavenly Father, thank you 00:01:03.22\00:01:07.76 for your creation and thank you for the lessons 00:01:07.76\00:01:10.63 that you show us through nature. Jesus you have made 00:01:10.67\00:01:15.07 everything with your own hands. From the stars and 00:01:15.10\00:01:19.57 the mountains all way down to the tiny little 00:01:19.61\00:01:21.68 hummingbird. We can see your perfect design. 00:01:21.71\00:01:26.55 And God, you care for everything and sustain 00:01:28.32\00:01:31.29 everything that you have created. Thank you for 00:01:31.32\00:01:34.46 the promise that although you are the God of the 00:01:34.49\00:01:36.73 whole Universe. That at the same time you care 00:01:36.76\00:01:39.89 for the wants of the little brown sparrow. 00:01:39.93\00:01:41.66 And, no matter who I am or what I've done, 00:01:43.00\00:01:45.47 that you are watching over me. Thank you for this 00:01:46.20\00:01:50.94 eternal life, in Jesus' name, Amen. Amen. 00:01:51.14\00:01:54.48 The Bible says in John 17:3 that this is eternal 00:01:58.08\00:02:01.58 life, that they might know thee, the only true God, 00:02:01.62\00:02:04.89 and Jesus Christ whom thou has sent. But, you might be 00:02:05.29\00:02:08.29 asking how do I get to know a God that I can't see. 00:02:08.52\00:02:11.56 The simple quick answer is that we get to know God, 00:02:12.53\00:02:15.00 through studying what he has created and through 00:02:15.96\00:02:17.90 reading the Bible. So it's true, we can't see God 00:02:17.93\00:02:21.54 face-to-face, at least not right now, but we can 00:02:21.57\00:02:24.57 get to know him through his written word and his 00:02:24.61\00:02:26.78 created works. In fact by looking at nature through 00:02:26.91\00:02:31.08 the right glasses, we can get a pretty good idea of 00:02:31.11\00:02:33.65 what God is like. The Bible often uses 00:02:33.68\00:02:36.75 illustrations from nature to help us understand 00:02:36.79\00:02:39.69 God. For example the universe is a pretty big 00:02:39.72\00:02:43.99 place and God runs it off, but at the same time 00:02:44.03\00:02:48.40 the Bible says, that not even a sparrow worth only half 00:02:48.43\00:02:52.67 a penny can fall to the ground without your 00:02:52.70\00:02:55.47 Father knowing it. And the very hairs 00:02:55.67\00:02:58.01 you head are all numbered. So, don't be afraid you 00:02:58.04\00:03:01.48 are more valuable than a whole flock of sparrows. 00:03:01.51\00:03:04.11 So, Jesus says, that God becomes visible to us. 00:03:05.31\00:03:08.32 When we examine the way he cares for the sparrows. 00:03:08.92\00:03:11.39 See God cares about what happens in your life. 00:03:12.32\00:03:14.66 And he is not going to let anything happen that 00:03:15.46\00:03:17.79 won't work out for your eternal good. 00:03:17.83\00:03:19.63 This thought should relieve most of the daily 00:03:20.60\00:03:22.66 stresses that many of us go through. And that's just what 00:03:22.80\00:03:26.43 God is like, he wants to lift our burdens. And believe 00:03:26.47\00:03:30.67 me, He is big enough to do it. 00:03:30.71\00:03:32.51 Why Should I Feel Discouraged, 00:04:33.20\00:04:39.34 Why Should The Shadows Come, 00:04:40.94\00:04:47.75 Why Should My Heart Be Lonely, 00:04:49.02\00:04:55.39 And Long For Heaven And Home, 00:04:56.42\00:05:01.40 When Jesus Is My Portion? 00:05:04.87\00:05:12.84 My Constant Friend Is He: 00:05:12.87\00:05:19.81 His Eye Is On The Sparrow, 00:05:20.35\00:05:26.49 And I Know He Watches Me; 00:05:28.36\00:05:35.16 His Eye Is On The Sparrow, 00:05:36.00\00:05:43.67 And I Know He Watches Me. 00:05:44.71\00:05:51.38 I Sing Because I'm Happy, 00:05:52.48\00:05:57.22 I Sing Because I'm Free, 00:05:57.49\00:06:01.96 For His Eye Is On The Sparrow, 00:06:01.99\00:06:07.83 And I Know He Watches Me. 00:06:08.66\00:06:15.57 Whenever I Am Tempted, 00:06:21.11\00:06:26.98 Whenever Clouds Arise, 00:06:28.88\00:06:35.92 When Songs Give Place To Sighing, 00:06:37.53\00:06:43.23 When Hope Within me Dies, 00:06:45.20\00:06:51.24 I Draw more Closer To Him, 00:06:52.47\00:06:59.45 From Care He Sets Me Free; 00:07:00.15\00:07:07.22 his Eye Is On The Sparrow, 00:07:07.86\00:07:14.10 And I Know He Watches Me; 00:07:15.23\00:07:21.87 his Eye Is On The Sparrow, 00:07:22.74\00:07:29.38 And I Know He Watches Me. 00:07:30.45\00:07:37.69 I Sing Because I'm Happy, 00:07:43.53\00:07:50.43 I Sing Because I'm Free, 00:07:51.00\00:07:56.04 For His Eye Is On The Sparrow, 00:07:56.07\00:08:02.61 And I Know He Watches Me. 00:08:03.38\00:08:13.09 Caitlin that song "His eyes on the sparrow" 00:08:31.61\00:08:33.61 I wanna tell you that God spoke to me directly 00:08:34.01\00:08:37.48 through your voice singing that song once. 00:08:37.51\00:08:39.25 I was in my office and the orchestra was 00:08:39.41\00:08:41.52 recording and you were singing and I was asking 00:08:42.02\00:08:44.92 God, has my life really made a difference? And 00:08:44.95\00:08:49.09 through that song, his eyes on the sparrow, 00:08:49.62\00:08:51.99 it was like God was speaking directly to me 00:08:52.13\00:08:54.13 and I thought if God has blessed me so much, 00:08:54.56\00:08:57.23 how has he blessed the one who has been singing 00:08:57.70\00:08:59.30 it, and so I wanted to ask you how have you been 00:08:59.33\00:09:01.77 blessed by singing that song? 00:09:01.80\00:09:03.27 Well it's just so encouraging to me to know 00:09:03.81\00:09:06.64 that God is watching everything, like if he cares 00:09:06.68\00:09:10.18 for the little brown sparrow, how much more 00:09:10.21\00:09:12.71 valuable am I to him. He cares about me personally 00:09:12.75\00:09:15.88 and just knowing that he is control of everything, 00:09:16.85\00:09:19.95 and that He sees what I'm going through personally, 00:09:19.99\00:09:22.39 frees from all care. Like, how important is for 00:09:22.99\00:09:25.89 me to remember this I don't even have to worry. 00:09:25.93\00:09:28.13 Yeah, in that song you sing those words I sing 00:09:28.40\00:09:31.10 because I'm happy, and who better to think of, 00:09:31.13\00:09:34.34 then Ceri as someone who's life is joyful and 00:09:34.47\00:09:37.87 happy. And I hope you don't mine me saying 00:09:37.91\00:09:40.21 that but what makes you so happy Ceri? 00:09:40.24\00:09:42.28 Kind of a big question, what it started when I was younger 00:09:42.58\00:09:45.95 I had to start there anyway. I, well I guess you can say I 00:09:45.98\00:09:49.18 was a good kid, but I don't know if I call 00:09:49.32\00:09:51.15 myself a Godly kid, I did what was right and I 00:09:51.19\00:09:54.92 had high standards. But, I knew I was missing 00:09:55.09\00:09:58.19 something like I saw my mom every morning, she 00:09:58.23\00:10:00.56 had to spend about an hour with God and there was 00:10:00.60\00:10:02.90 a driving force that made her obey God and really 00:10:02.93\00:10:07.47 be a Christian that I knew I didn't have and I 00:10:08.00\00:10:12.47 wanted it, there are many people in my life like 00:10:12.51\00:10:15.38 this and I wanted it and so at night I'd prayed Lord 00:10:15.41\00:10:19.41 please, I really want this like I want that whatever 00:10:19.45\00:10:23.08 is that my mom has. I just want that relationship 00:10:23.12\00:10:26.86 with you, I don't know how to get it though; I 00:10:26.89\00:10:30.09 just was begging and begging him more, please 00:10:30.13\00:10:32.33 give us to me. And if you show me I'll tell other 00:10:32.36\00:10:34.46 people, I just want to know, yeah, and I had a 00:10:34.46\00:10:37.40 big headboard on my bed, it was my great 00:10:37.43\00:10:40.07 grandfather's bed and I felt like my prayers of 00:10:40.10\00:10:42.17 hours bounce off of that, but I continued to pray 00:10:42.20\00:10:44.81 and I prayed and prayed no matter how much I 00:10:44.84\00:10:46.91 felt like it wasn't reaching heaven. It was later 00:10:46.94\00:10:49.84 that year I went to academy and at academy 00:10:50.08\00:10:52.68 they taught me that spending that half an hour 00:10:52.71\00:10:54.88 with God is important, and they set aside time for 00:10:54.92\00:10:57.59 us, and so I started with a book just that showed 00:10:57.62\00:11:02.29 Christ's life and who he was. And that's really 00:11:02.42\00:11:05.69 like I saw who he was and why we should love 00:11:05.73\00:11:08.60 him so much and I, that love just came out and now 00:11:08.76\00:11:12.17 like it's just like everyday I get to spend time with 00:11:12.20\00:11:14.40 my best friend, yeah and it's awesome! Yeah. 00:11:14.44\00:11:16.97 Yeah, so you have a saving relationship with God 00:11:17.01\00:11:20.48 and it brings joy to your life. 00:11:20.61\00:11:22.41 Yeah, totally, yeah thanks for sharing that 00:11:22.61\00:11:24.68 I can see that, okay. 00:11:25.01\00:11:26.31 God's been trying to communicate with us, 00:11:28.18\00:11:29.98 ever since our forefathers Adam and Eve. 00:11:30.12\00:11:32.32 Shut themselves away from heaven through sin. 00:11:32.55\00:11:35.06 He wants us to know him and one of the most 00:11:35.72\00:11:37.93 powerful methods he's used throughout history has been 00:11:37.96\00:11:40.93 the written word of God, the Bible. 00:11:40.96\00:11:42.56 In the Bible we see how God relates to defective 00:11:43.47\00:11:45.50 people like you and me, and as we behold 00:11:45.53\00:11:48.90 his patience and forgiveness towards 00:11:48.94\00:11:51.04 characters like King David and the Apostle Peter. 00:11:51.07\00:11:53.84 We've realized that he is someone we can 00:11:54.28\00:11:56.34 trust. God described himself to Moses with 00:11:56.38\00:12:00.58 these words in Exodus 34:6 and 7, the Lord God 00:12:00.72\00:12:05.12 merciful and gracious, long suffering and abounding 00:12:05.52\00:12:09.26 in goodness and truth. Keeping mercy for 00:12:09.29\00:12:12.19 thousands, and forgiving iniquity and transgression, 00:12:12.33\00:12:15.23 and sin. I just wanna encourage you to take 00:12:15.40\00:12:18.67 time to get to know God through his word. 00:12:18.80\00:12:21.10 Holy words long preserved for our walk in this world, 00:13:18.29\00:13:27.90 They resound with God's own heart 00:13:28.47\00:13:32.44 Oh, let the Ancient words impart. 00:13:32.97\00:13:39.65 Words of Life, Words of Hope 00:13:40.98\00:13:45.52 Give us strength, help us cope 00:13:45.82\00:13:50.29 In this world, where'er we roam 00:13:50.66\00:13:55.06 Ancient words will guide us Home. 00:13:55.43\00:14:02.54 Ancient words ever true 00:14:02.57\00:14:07.31 Changing me, and changing you. 00:14:07.48\00:14:11.88 We have come with open hearts 00:14:12.18\00:14:16.45 Oh let the ancient words impart. 00:14:16.65\00:14:23.56 Holy words of our Faith Handed down to this age. 00:14:29.00\00:14:37.67 Came to us through sacrifice 00:14:38.14\00:14:42.21 Oh heed the faithful words of Christ. 00:14:42.48\00:14:47.28 Martyr's blood stains each page 00:14:47.32\00:14:51.89 they have died for this faith, hear them cry 00:14:51.92\00:14:59.23 through the years oh heed these words and hold them dear, 00:14:59.26\00:15:05.87 Ancient words ever true 00:15:06.30\00:15:10.94 Changing me, and changing you. 00:15:10.97\00:15:14.98 We have come with open hearts 00:15:15.78\00:15:19.91 Oh let the ancient words impart. 00:15:19.95\00:15:27.92 Ancient words ever true 00:15:28.19\00:15:33.60 Changing me, and changing you. 00:15:33.93\00:15:38.97 Everyday our hearts renew, oh cleanse and 00:15:39.43\00:15:45.77 change us through and through. 00:15:46.11\00:15:51.75 We have come with open hearts 00:15:53.58\00:15:58.79 Oh let the ancient words impart. 00:15:59.12\00:16:05.66 We have come with open hearts 00:16:06.36\00:16:14.50 Oh let the ancient words impart. 00:16:15.07\00:16:31.82 There has never been a book so hated and yet so 00:16:46.80\00:16:49.90 so loved as the Bible. Thousands of people 00:16:49.94\00:16:53.34 have given their whole lives for a book. Now tell me what 00:16:53.38\00:16:56.81 would possess a man to do such an unthinkable 00:16:56.85\00:17:00.12 thing, but in this book are words of comfort, 00:17:00.15\00:17:05.75 words of hope, words of strength, words of life, 00:17:06.42\00:17:11.16 the very words of Jesus Christ. Now, if man is to 00:17:11.46\00:17:16.46 find this life, this precious life, eternal life, he will 00:17:16.73\00:17:20.47 find them in these ancient words, the Bible, 00:17:20.50\00:17:23.04 which leads us to our heavenly Father. 00:17:23.51\00:17:26.07 You're right Matthew those ancient words they 00:17:26.94\00:17:30.18 give us a knowledge of God. David, I have a 00:17:30.21\00:17:33.15 question for you, how did you get to know God, 00:17:33.31\00:17:35.85 was it through the ancient words of the 00:17:35.88\00:17:37.59 Bible or how did it work in your life? 00:17:37.79\00:17:39.85 Well I grew up as a Christian. Recalling how 00:17:40.36\00:17:43.56 Ceri said, I was the good boy but not the Godly 00:17:43.59\00:17:47.20 boy. And, when I would be talking to a friend or a 00:17:47.23\00:17:50.03 relative it was great until the conversation 00:17:50.20\00:17:53.60 started to get a little bit like too preachy 00:17:53.64\00:17:55.77 a little bit about God and all that and then, 00:17:55.80\00:17:57.91 okay I have to admit it that I will find it repulsive. 00:17:59.17\00:18:01.58 I just didn't want to talk about those type of 00:18:01.84\00:18:03.68 conversations, those were just not my thing. 00:18:03.81\00:18:05.81 And back then, I did not know that I needed 00:18:06.45\00:18:09.35 a relationship with God, but then when I came 00:18:09.38\00:18:12.02 to Fountain View, I could see in the students, 00:18:12.05\00:18:15.92 in the staff and like this close in a relationship 00:18:15.96\00:18:18.89 with God and that's when I knew that he was real, 00:18:18.93\00:18:22.70 It wasn't a fairytale, like it wasn't 00:18:22.73\00:18:24.57 impossible to achieve and then during my junior 00:18:24.60\00:18:27.77 year, I started to feel like this is spiritual 00:18:27.90\00:18:30.21 emptiness, like this hole in my heart. 00:18:30.24\00:18:32.27 And I just didn't know how to fill it up, and then 00:18:33.17\00:18:36.48 later I started to realize, you know what? 00:18:36.81\00:18:38.68 I just don't know God and I haven't had that close 00:18:39.18\00:18:42.08 connection with God and I really want to do that. 00:18:42.12\00:18:45.12 I really want to become, to be good friend with 00:18:45.52\00:18:47.36 him. And then I start asking God you know I 00:18:47.39\00:18:50.16 I want you to make it real for me, I want you to show me, 00:18:50.19\00:18:53.50 was is to be with, to be with you. Then one 00:18:54.00\00:18:56.20 morning I was reading the book 00:18:56.23\00:18:58.03 "Steps to Christ' my devotions, then it says 00:18:58.07\00:19:01.24 many are the ways in which God is seeking to 00:19:01.27\00:19:03.84 make Himself known to us and bring us into 00:19:03.87\00:19:06.27 communion with Him. So, I just thought that God 00:19:06.41\00:19:08.98 is actually leading me through this, I could go to 00:19:09.01\00:19:12.08 towards him. He really wants to get to know me 00:19:12.11\00:19:14.62 and I kept reading and it says, God speaks to 00:19:15.25\00:19:17.29 us through His providential workings and through 00:19:17.32\00:19:19.79 the influence of His Spirit upon the heart. 00:19:19.82\00:19:21.69 So I was like, you know what God, you definitely 00:19:22.29\00:19:24.79 want to get to know me, you really want 00:19:24.83\00:19:26.16 to get know me, and that's just amazing, because 00:19:26.19\00:19:29.00 like I still struggle with this, I still struggle with 00:19:29.70\00:19:32.13 pray before I go to bed, I still struggle with 00:19:32.40\00:19:35.44 reading my devotions still. But, the amazing thing 00:19:35.60\00:19:38.44 is that he's still calling me. And so he still wants 00:19:38.47\00:19:41.78 to get to know me and that just really blows my 00:19:41.81\00:19:43.68 mind. Amen, okay David so, would it be safe to 00:19:43.81\00:19:47.75 say the you grew up as a Christian and you really 00:19:47.78\00:19:53.56 didn't have a hungering and thirsting. You didn't even 00:19:53.59\00:19:55.76 know that you needed God and you saw it real 00:19:56.26\00:20:01.36 in the lives of other Christians. And when you 00:20:01.80\00:20:04.70 saw that it drove you to the Bible, yeah, yeah. 00:20:04.73\00:20:08.14 Yeah, because of that points like He actually 00:20:08.34\00:20:11.74 made himself real to me. Yeah. And so daily you 00:20:11.77\00:20:15.48 started to read the Bible and it became a real 00:20:15.51\00:20:18.05 relationship that you needed like breathing, 00:20:18.08\00:20:20.88 like eating every single day. Thank you, 00:20:20.92\00:20:23.85 David for sharing your story with us, it's really 00:20:23.89\00:20:27.36 meaningful to see that God has changed 00:20:27.39\00:20:29.49 you through his word and through the Holy Spirit 00:20:29.52\00:20:31.99 in our life. Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord, Amen. 00:20:32.03\00:20:34.56 There is one more secret to knowing God, and 00:20:36.33\00:20:38.47 that is, we need to have help interpreting what 00:20:38.50\00:20:41.97 nature and the Bible say about him. Because of sin 00:20:42.10\00:20:45.91 our perceptions of God are not always accurate. 00:20:46.07\00:20:48.61 But he is provided a way for us to see things in their 00:20:49.14\00:20:52.15 true light. In John 16:13 the Apostle says, 00:20:52.18\00:20:56.08 'when he, the spirit of truth has come he will 00:20:56.58\00:20:59.09 guide you unto all truth. When acquainting yourself 00:20:59.12\00:21:02.42 with God, either through nature or the Bible, you 00:21:02.46\00:21:05.16 do well to pray for God's Holy Spirit to guide 00:21:05.19\00:21:08.20 you into truth. So, make this your rule, I will never 00:21:08.23\00:21:12.40 attempt to study about God in the Bible or in 00:21:12.43\00:21:15.17 nature without first praying. 00:21:15.20\00:21:17.24 Spirit of God, descend upon my heart; 00:21:20.01\00:21:32.22 Wean it from earth; through all its pulses move; 00:21:33.02\00:21:45.40 Stoop to my weakness, mighty as Thou art, 00:21:46.10\00:21:58.65 And make me love Thee as I ought to love. 00:21:59.25\00:22:12.76 Hast Thou not bid us love thee, God and King? 00:22:14.10\00:22:26.74 All, all Thine own, soul, heart and strength and mind. 00:22:27.54\00:22:39.75 I see Thy cross; there teach my heart to cling. 00:22:40.86\00:22:53.27 O let me seek Thee, and O let me find. 00:22:53.80\00:23:07.12 Teach me to feel that Thou art always nigh; 00:23:08.05\00:23:20.10 Teach me the struggles of the soul to bear. 00:23:20.66\00:23:32.84 To check the rising doubt, the rebel sigh, 00:23:33.34\00:23:45.42 Teach me the patience of unanswered prayer. 00:23:45.85\00:24:02.90 You know, I was thinking about what David said, 00:24:05.54\00:24:07.31 and how that he didn't really know that he needed Christ. 00:24:07.34\00:24:10.65 We are pretty helpless if we don't know that we need Christ. 00:24:10.68\00:24:13.95 or that we don't even know what our true needs are. 00:24:13.98\00:24:15.48 That's why when I wake up in the morning I really 00:24:15.75\00:24:18.85 try to remember, God, please reveal yourself to me, 00:24:18.89\00:24:21.92 teach me how to love you, teach me to have a passion 00:24:21.96\00:24:26.90 for what's right and how to detest evil. 00:24:26.93\00:24:29.10 When I want to learn a skill, I need a teacher to help me, 00:24:29.13\00:24:33.87 show me how to learn it. Well, I was thinking 00:24:33.90\00:24:38.04 God should be our ultimate teacher and ask him every day, 00:24:38.07\00:24:41.41 will you be my teacher. Yes! 00:24:41.44\00:24:43.28 In Mathew chapter 7, it talks about, Jesus' 00:24:43.31\00:24:47.85 is talking there about a very sad experience 00:24:47.88\00:24:50.45 he says that when he comes there will be many, 00:24:50.49\00:24:52.39 many people who will come to him and say I knew you, 00:24:52.42\00:24:54.82 I knew you, I knew you, and he replies to them 00:24:54.86\00:24:57.33 I'm sorry but I don't know you, and looking at 00:24:57.36\00:25:00.26 that and thinking to myself, now is it possible 00:25:00.30\00:25:04.57 for me to think that I know someone but they 00:25:04.60\00:25:06.97 actually don't know me. And in James 2:19 00:25:07.00\00:25:10.61 it says that the devils they believe in God, they 00:25:10.64\00:25:13.27 know God but they fear and tremble. 00:25:13.31\00:25:14.84 So they don't have a saving knowledge of God. 00:25:14.88\00:25:16.88 And we don't want to get to the end and God 00:25:16.91\00:25:20.98 turn to us and say I don't know you. To have God 00:25:21.02\00:25:25.12 know us means we have an intimate relationship 00:25:25.15\00:25:27.56 with him, we let him into our lives. And I can see 00:25:27.59\00:25:30.46 in your life Matthew that you have let God into 00:25:30.49\00:25:32.89 your life that you know him and he knows you, 00:25:32.93\00:25:35.23 how have you gotten that that's a real relationship. 00:25:35.26\00:25:38.07 Well, boy where to start, growing up my parents 00:25:38.10\00:25:43.77 always were trying to lead me to Christ and to 00:25:43.81\00:25:46.64 do what was right. I just threw it back in their 00:25:46.68\00:25:49.18 face, I just tried to ignore them 00:25:49.21\00:25:50.85 and I didn't want to have 00:25:50.88\00:25:51.91 anything to do with it. And I was really involved 00:25:51.95\00:25:54.42 in things that just really bring me down. 00:25:54.45\00:25:56.69 I was really, really into video games, 00:25:56.72\00:25:58.75 for example. I played video games like you wouldn't 00:25:58.79\00:26:01.16 believe and the thing was I was really, really, 00:26:01.19\00:26:04.03 really good and that was why I loved it so much, 00:26:04.06\00:26:06.56 because I was so good I would play like 00:26:06.59\00:26:08.00 10 to 12 hours in one day. These aren't just 00:26:08.03\00:26:10.90 like little kids games? No, these are games 00:26:10.93\00:26:12.87 where your, like shooting or blowing people up 00:26:12.90\00:26:14.77 It's very violent. It's very violent. 00:26:14.80\00:26:17.04 And then I was really involved in watching 00:26:17.07\00:26:19.67 movies with lots of you know language, violence, 00:26:19.71\00:26:22.81 sex and all the stuff and but over time I just 00:26:22.84\00:26:30.09 these things were not satisfying. They were 00:26:30.12\00:26:32.59 pleasurable for a time but really overall they just did 00:26:32.62\00:26:35.39 not satisfy me completely. And I wanted to have 00:26:35.42\00:26:41.20 something that I saw in people's life that I didn't 00:26:41.70\00:26:44.97 have, my parents change people's life and I saw that 00:26:45.00\00:26:47.57 they had a real walk with God and I'm like God 00:26:47.60\00:26:49.57 is real and if you bring such a joy into somebody's 00:26:49.60\00:26:53.58 life. I want that, I really want that, and 00:26:53.61\00:26:55.58 being here at Fountain View Academy has really 00:26:55.91\00:27:00.28 shown me and taught so much about, 00:27:00.32\00:27:03.79 who Christ is really all about, and when I really 00:27:03.82\00:27:06.69 came here to this school I wanted to really do 00:27:06.72\00:27:09.06 what was right. And God says, if you really want 00:27:09.09\00:27:11.39 to get to know me, you need to sacrifice and give 00:27:11.43\00:27:13.83 up these things of the World. I said Lord no, 00:27:13.86\00:27:15.50 I cant give up these things, 00:27:15.53\00:27:17.37 I'm good at these things and I love 00:27:17.40\00:27:18.83 these things and done this so much but, 00:27:18.87\00:27:20.97 he says no you have to trust me and over just 00:27:21.00\00:27:23.51 fighting this for so long. I finally just said that's 00:27:23.54\00:27:28.31 enough and I just got rid of it. And I could 00:27:28.34\00:27:31.18 remember just coming to a friend of mine in tears 00:27:31.21\00:27:34.35 and I had these CDs and they were torn 00:27:34.38\00:27:37.12 apart and I just said you could have them. 00:27:37.15\00:27:38.42 'Cause he was the person that 00:27:38.45\00:27:40.02 was encouraging me to give these things 00:27:40.06\00:27:41.46 up. And ever since then my life has never, 00:27:41.49\00:27:43.99 never been the same, it hasn't and 00:27:44.03\00:27:47.10 it's only by God's grace. 00:27:47.13\00:27:48.30 Amen. Amen. And it makes me think of freedom is 00:27:48.33\00:27:53.44 not found in the things that we own, but it is 00:27:53.47\00:27:56.10 in the power to do what is right. Amen, Amen 00:27:56.14\00:27:58.81 you know in Jeremiah 29:13 it tells us that 00:27:58.84\00:28:02.08 if you seek God you will find him, if you seek for 00:28:02.11\00:28:05.38 him with all heart and all of you have told me 00:28:05.41\00:28:08.58 about how you've been seeking God with all 00:28:08.62\00:28:10.29 your heart and you have found him and you 00:28:10.32\00:28:13.32 continue to seek him everyday. Lets close with 00:28:13.36\00:28:15.72 a word of prayer. Heavenly Father, we 00:28:15.76\00:28:18.99 thank you that you give us a desire to want to 00:28:19.03\00:28:20.90 know you and you give us that saving relationship. 00:28:20.93\00:28:24.63 Thank you for sending your Holy Spirit to lead us 00:28:24.67\00:28:26.67 and into all truth, in Jesus name, Amen, Amen. 00:28:26.70\00:28:30.41 Steps to Christ in Song is a 13 part series 00:28:33.04\00:28:36.61 from Fountain View Productions. 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