LOT OF PROBLEMS THEN DURING THAT
TIME WE WERE BORN AND I LEARNED
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SOMETHING BECAUSE OF
THE PERSPECTIVE I COME FROM.
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LET ME HE'LL BUT DAD AND TO
FINISH THE STORY, DAD WAS PILOT
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EVEN BEFORE WORLD WAR II.
HE GREW UP WITH NO FATHER.
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FATHER DIED WHEN HE WAS SEVEN.
MOTHER HAD FOUR BOYS DURING THE
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DEPRESSION. FLED TO
CALIFORNIA LIKE GRAPES
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OF WRATH. BROKE OUT HE FLEW.
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AND TO EUROPE AND ALSO
INSTRUCTOR AND CAPTAIN IN THE
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AIR FORCE AND HAD
MEDALS. HE BEGAN T BUY AND SELL
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AIRCRAFT, AND ENDED UP, AT ONE
POINT, HE OWNED TWO AIRLINES, AN
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AIRLINE LEASING COMPANY, WAS
FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE LIKE HOWARD
00:11:01.09\00:11:03.99
HUGHES, AND, OWNED CONTROLLING
INTERESTS IN WESTERN AIRLINES.
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HE OWNED CAPITAL AIRLINE, ARROW
AIR, HE WAS A VERY WEALTHY,
00:11:08.23\00:11:13.17
SUCCESSFUL MAN, WORK
ALCOHOLIC. HAD A LOT OF MONEY.
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GEORGE, MR. AVIATION, ANOTHER
MAGAZINE MOST INFLUENTIAL PERSON
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OF THE YEAR. HE HAD
TOYS THAT MILLIONAIRES
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HAD. IT WAS THE
BACHELOR PARTY IN A
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TOOK THIS PICTURE
OFF OF GOOGLE EARTH.
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BISCAYNE BAY AND THREE BOATS IN
THE BACKYARD AND OUR NEIGHBORS
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WERE MILLIONAIRES
THAT LIVED ON THE ISLAND.
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MAYBE YOU HEARD
OF FIRESTONE TIRES.
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SORRY, DEAR. AND, YEAH.
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HOOVER VACUUM CLEANER,
THE FAMILY PLAYED WITH US.
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BOAT AND WE KNEW
THE KIDS ON THE ISLAND.
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I JUST SAW MONEY
DIDN'T BRING HAPPINESS.
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HIMSELF TO SLEEP
BECAUSE OF THE STRESS.
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HE HAD A LOT OF MONEY. HE
HAD MILLIONS OF DOLLARS SNELL
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RACED CARS. HE WAS VERY ACTIVE.
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HE FLEW PLANES. HE
HELPED ME GET MY PILOT SEA
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LICENSE. OF THE
LEARJETS AND HE HAD A
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HOME IN ASPEN,
COLORADO, JUST ALL THE TOYS.
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THAT WAS JUST A WHOLE DIFFERENT
LIFE FROM WHAT I LIVE NOW FROM
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WHAT I LIVE NOW,
LET ME ASSURE YOU.
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HERE IS A NEWSPAPER CLIPPING
FROM MIAMI HAROLD, AT 71 HE IS
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NOT READY TO DESEN HE RUNS THE
MOST SUCCESSFUL BUSINESS, RACES
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CARS, WHERE PILOTS JET, WALTER
SKIS AND SOON TO TAKE BRIDE 29.
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THIS WAS MY MOM
WAS WIFE NUMBER TO.
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CRASH WITH HIS SON. YEAH.
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SACRAMENTO, ACTUALLY.
WIFE NUMBER THREE MARRIED TO
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BETTY AND MISS
KENTUCKY FOR 30 YEARS.
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SO THAT FELL APART. AND
YOU CAN SEE, IN THE MIAMI
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HAROLD, IT SAID ONE OF THE
LARGEST SETTLEMENTS IN FLORIDA
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HISTORY $17.5
MILLION ALIMONY SETTLEMENT.
00:13:34.11\00:13:36.75
AND THIS IS
PRENUPTIAL AGREEMENT.
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SO HERE IS DAD
WITH WIFE NUMBER 4.
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I WAS NAMED DOUGLAS AFTER
THE McDONALD DOUGLAS AND FALCON
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WAS MAIMED AFTER FALCON.
HAD A TOUGH TIME BECAUSE HE HAD
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FLAMING RED HAIR. SAME SIDE.
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HAD BRIGHT RED HAIR, FRECKLES,
BROWN ICE, BLUE ICE, NO
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FRECKLES, NO HAIR.
STRUGGLED ALL HIS LIFE.
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THERE IS DAD WITH HIS
29-YEAR-OLD BRIDE WHO WAS
00:14:20.12\00:14:24.43
YOUNGER THAN MY WIFE. IN
FACT IF YOU WANT TO -- I KNOW
00:14:24.43\00:14:27.13
THE WOMEN ENJOY THESE DETAILS.
MY FATHER'S MOTHER-IN-LAW WAS
00:14:27.13\00:14:33.34
YOUNGER THAN ME. AND
WHEN I MARRIED THIS YOUNG
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LADY, HE HAD A
BROTHER-IN-LAW. HE WAS 72.
00:14:38.87\00:14:43.58
HE HAD
BROTHER-IN-LAW THAT WAS 11.
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WHEN WE WENT TO THE
WEDDING, YEAH, I TELL YOU IT WAS
00:14:47.08\00:14:50.99
SOMETHING.
GONDOLA BOATS COMING BY,
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HELICOPTERS IN
THE EVERYONE INNING.
00:14:57.33\00:15:03.13
DIDS, DANIEL, HE SAID, DANIEL,
WHEN YOU GET THERE, CLIMB UP
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INTO MARY ANN'S LAP, SAY GRANDMA
TELL US ABOUT THE GOOD OLD DAYS.
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HE DIDN'T DO THAT.
YOU KNOW, HEED THAT MONEY.
00:15:13.48\00:15:18.85
BUT HE HAD SO MUCH STRESS.
KAREN IS P.T. AND GIVING DADS
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BACK RUB BECAUSE KEY NOT SLEEP.
HE SLEPT WITH A GUN UNDER HIS
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PILLOW. BUT THAT
WORLD IS A DIFFICULT
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WORLD. DAD WAS JOHN PAUL II.
00:15:36.33\00:15:40.90
HE KNEW THE PRESIDENTS BECAUSE
HE WOULD DONATE TO DIFFERENT
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PRESIDENTS. IF
YOU DONATE $2 MILLION.
00:15:45.01\00:15:48.44
YOU CAN VISIT THE POPE.
BUT JESUS SAID, ONCE LIFE DOES
00:15:48.44\00:15:58.39
NOT CONE THIN ABUNDANCE OF
LAY UP NOT ON EARTH TREASURES,
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MOTH DOES CORRUPT AND MY DAD HAD
LAMBORGHINIS IN THE PARKING LOT,
00:16:07.50\00:16:13.44
ROLLS-ROYCE, CORVETTES, AND I
ACTUALLY BORROW MY STEP MOTHER'S
00:16:13.44\00:16:19.94
JAGUAR AND WRECKED
IT ONCE IN REVERSE.
00:16:19.94\00:16:25.08
DRIVEWAY AND THEY NEVER KNEW
UNTIL I CONFESSED WHEN I BECAME
00:16:25.08\00:16:28.28
A CHRISTIAN THEY THOUGHT SOMEONE
CAME IN THE DRIVEWAY AND HIT IT.
00:16:28.28\00:16:33.49
I WRECKED IT. WE
HAD ALL OF THIS TOYS AND
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MONEY. THEY WERE MISERABLE.
00:16:36.46\00:16:42.73
NOW MOM AND DAD WERE DIFFERENT.
MY DAD CAME UP BAPTIST
00:16:42.73\00:16:47.70
BACKGROUND BUT
ATHEIST. PRETTY MUCH ATHEIST.
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SHE WAS VERY TALENTED. SHE
STARTED WRITING SONGS IN HER
00:16:54.38\00:16:57.98
TEENS FOR ELVIS PRESLEY.
SHE TOOK ME A COUPLE OF TIMES TO
00:16:57.98\00:17:01.52
MEET HIM AT EVENTS.
AND SHE WAS ACTRESS.
00:17:01.52\00:17:08.59
SHE HAD A COUPLE OF PARTIES IN
MOVIES WITH BUCCANEER, AND TEN
00:17:08.59\00:17:14.60
COMMANDMENTS AND OTHER, YOU
KNOW, MOVIES YOU PROBABLY NEVER
00:17:14.60\00:17:19.43
HEARD OF. FRANK
SINATRA TO ANDIIAMS,
00:17:19.43\00:17:27.11
FRANKY AVA LISTEN AND THE
STANDARD SOME OF YOU DON'T KNOW
00:17:27.11\00:17:30.08
WHO I AM
TALKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW.
00:17:30.08\00:17:37.02
SHE CAME BECAME THE PRESIDENT OF
THE FILM CRITIC IN BEVERLY HILLS
00:17:37.02\00:17:40.66
AND SHE WAS THE FILM CRITIC FOR
GOOD MORNING AMERICA AND KNEW
00:17:40.66\00:17:43.99
EVERYBODY IN HOLLYWOOD.
WAS A POWERFUL POSITION.
00:17:43.99\00:17:47.86
AND THEY WERE GETTING HER
FREE TICKETS, FREE CRUISES AND
00:17:47.86\00:17:53.30
VIRGINIACATION BECAUSE THEY
ON THE MOVIE AND GOOD RATINGS ON
00:17:53.30\00:17:58.21
THE RESTAURANTS. THEY
SOMETIMES DON'T THINK IT IS
00:17:58.21\00:18:02.51
TRUE. MOM AND
JUST TO SHOW HER IS MOM
00:18:02.51\00:18:07.05
WITH DUSTIN HOFFMAN.
HE DIDN'T LOOK VERY HAPPY.
00:18:07.05\00:18:11.29
SILVERS
STALLONE. PAUL McCARTNEY.
00:18:11.29\00:18:19.06
SIR PAUL
McCARTNEY. JIMMY STEWART.
00:18:19.06\00:18:22.16
THESE ARE ALL BLACK AND WHITE
BECAUSE I GOT THESE ALL FROM ONE
00:18:22.16\00:18:25.43
MURAL THAT MOM HAD AND ALL
CONVERTED TO BLACK AND WHITE.
00:18:25.43\00:18:29.77
BOB HOPE AND SOMEONE SAID
THEY LOOKED A LITTLE ALIKE.
00:18:29.77\00:18:36.95
CLINT EASTWOOD, SALLYFIELDS,
PAUL NEWMAN, AND ROGER MOORE,
00:18:36.95\00:18:44.72
ONE OF THE JAMES BONDS, I
THREW IN A COUPLE OF PICTURES.
00:18:44.72\00:18:48.26
I WAS THERE WHEN
THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN.
00:18:48.26\00:18:50.83
THIS IS A TV SPECIAL.
MOM WROTE A MUSICAL FOR
00:18:50.83\00:18:56.23
TELEVISION THAT HAD FRANKIE
AVALON, SINATRA, THE THREE
00:18:56.23\00:19:00.67
STOOGES WERE IN IT.
THEY WERE SEVEN YEARS OLDER.
00:19:00.67\00:19:05.91
CURLY HAD DIED.
WAS MO AND LARRY.
00:19:05.91\00:19:08.74
VERY FUNNY GUYS AND
PLAYING CHECKERS BETWEEN TAKES.
00:19:08.74\00:19:12.88
WHEN MOM DIED, SHE
KNEW ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE.
00:19:12.88\00:19:15.98
SHE WAS ALONE. VERY
CUTTHROAT BUSINESS IN
00:19:15.98\00:19:22.22
HOLLYWOOD. ROOM
WITH GRAND PARENTS.
00:19:22.22\00:19:26.56
NO ONE REALLY CARED.
EVERYBODY WAS CLAWING AFTER
00:19:26.56\00:19:29.66
EVERYONE TO GET AHEAD.
KNEW KIDS, SOME OF THESE ACARD
00:19:29.66\00:19:32.83
MY AWARD WINNERS WERE FRIENDS.
THEY WOULD DOM OUR HOUSE.
00:19:32.83\00:19:36.50
I SAW THEY WERE MISERABLE.
I HAD FRIENDS, I REMEMBER ONE
00:19:36.50\00:19:40.51
FRIEND, A FAMOUS
CHILD ACTOR. HAND SOME.
00:19:40.51\00:19:43.88
HEALTHY. LOCKED
HIMSELF IN THE GARAGE,
00:19:43.88\00:19:49.88
TURNED ON THE
CAR, KILLED HIMSELF.
00:19:49.88\00:19:55.19
SO MANY WERE ON DRUGS.
THEIR LIVESES WERE OUT OF
00:19:55.19\00:20:00.36
CONTROL. HERE IS
MOM'S OBITUARY, FOUNDER
00:20:00.36\00:20:04.43
OF L.A. YOU LIVE
YOUR LIFE, YOU GET GET
00:20:04.43\00:20:08.40
A LIG DASH. THAT IS YOUR LIFE.
00:20:08.40\00:20:13.61
MOM MOVED TO NEW YORK CITY.
I GREW UP MOSTLY IN MANHATTAN.
00:20:13.61\00:20:21.75
I WENT TO 14
DIFFERENT SCHOOLS GROWING UP.
00:20:21.75\00:20:25.39
PARTLY BECAUSE MOM AND
DADDY INVESTIGATORSED AND I GOT
00:20:25.39\00:20:30.53
GRANDPARENTS IN L.A. L AND DAD
WHO MOVED TO FLORIDA, MOM TO NEW
00:20:30.53\00:20:34.56
YORK CITY, MOM WENT TO LONDON,
SO I WAS BOUNCING ALL OVER THIS
00:20:34.56\00:20:37.83
PLACE, PART OF IT BECAUSE I GOT
IN TROUBLE AND SHE KEPT MOVE ME
00:20:37.83\00:20:41.94
FROM SCHOOL TO SCHOOL. MY
MOTHER AND FATHER WERE DRIVEN
00:20:41.94\00:20:45.01
AND SO MY BROTHER IN A
FELT LIKE WE PRN THE WAY.
00:20:45.01\00:20:52.51
THEY KEPT SENDING US TO
CALM. GET THEM OUT OF HERE.
00:20:52.51\00:20:55.25
IT WAS BOARDING SCHOOL.
THE FIRST BOARDING SCHOOL I WAS
00:20:55.25\00:20:58.29
FIVE YEARS OLD.
MILITARY ACADEMY IN SOUTHERN
00:20:58.29\00:21:02.32
CALIFORNIA. BOARDING SCHOOL?
00:21:02.32\00:21:07.23
THEN I WENT, I
WENT TO JEWISH SCHOOLS.
00:21:07.23\00:21:12.90
CATHOLIC SCAM SCHOOLS. SCHOOLS.
00:21:12.90\00:21:28.22
ARE TEACHERS WERE
RETIRED MILITARY NERN.
00:21:28.22\00:21:34.82
A LITTLE FOOTNOTE. THAT
WAS MY FRIEND BOBBY WHO I
00:21:34.82\00:21:37.83
KNEW SUNS I WAS
KID IN CALIFORNIA.
00:21:37.83\00:21:42.90
REAGAN'S SECONDARY WHEN HE WAS
GOVERNOR AND WITH THE PRESIDENT
00:21:42.90\00:21:47.30
REAGAN WHEN HE WAS SHOT. TODAY.
00:21:47.30\00:21:54.94
I WENT TO ALL THE
SCHOOLS. HAD NO PURPOSE.
00:21:54.94\00:21:59.08
THOUGHT, I THOUGHT, WELL,
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE.
00:21:59.08\00:22:02.42
YOU DIE. YOU
TURN INTO FERTILIZER.
00:22:02.42\00:22:06.55
IF MOST PEOPLE ARE NOT
HAPPY. WHY NOT KILL YOURSELF.
00:22:06.55\00:22:09.49
JUST G GET IT OVER WITH.
IT DOESN'T BRINK HAPPINESS.
00:22:09.49\00:22:16.30
LIFE SEEMS SO EMPTY,
PURPOSELESS, I USED TO THINK
00:22:16.30\00:22:19.43
ABOUT SUICIDE. 7
YIELDS, WHAT HA WOULD BE THE
00:22:19.43\00:22:23.57
BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF?
CITY AND GO THOUGH ROOF.
00:22:23.57\00:22:28.28
THEY DIDN'T
LOCK THE ROOF ACCESS.
00:22:28.28\00:22:32.11
WOULD STAND AND PLAY GAME WHERE
I WOULD SEE HOW FAR OUT I COULD
00:22:32.11\00:22:36.79
LEAN. THE ONLY
ARE IN DIDN'T JUMP
00:22:36.79\00:22:43.19
BECAUSE I REMEMBER READING IN
THE PAPER ABOUT SOMEONE IN NEW
00:22:43.19\00:22:47.00
YORK THAT COMMITTED SUICIDE THAT
TRIED BY JUMPING BUT ENDED UP
00:22:47.00\00:22:51.03
HITTING ONE OF THE TREES LINING
THE STREET THEN A CAR AND LIVED
00:22:51.03\00:22:54.84
THROUGH IT AND ALL CRIPPLED
UP AND WORSE FROM BEFORE.
00:22:54.84\00:22:59.94
WHAT I DON'T DIE. SUCCEED.
00:22:59.94\00:23:05.81
DON'T SUCCEED. OH,
THAT WOULD BE TERRIBLE.
00:23:05.81\00:23:08.48
HOW PATHETIC. THEN I
STARTED THINKING, I AM
00:23:08.48\00:23:12.39
GOING TO TAKE
PILLS AND GO TO SLEEP.
00:23:12.39\00:23:18.99
OI KNEW MOM TOOK
SLEEPING PILLS EVERY NIGHT.
00:23:18.99\00:23:21.90
MY BROTHER WAS LIVING WITH
MY FATHER FOR THE CYST SICK
00:23:21.90\00:23:25.90
FIBROSIS. THERE.
00:23:25.90\00:23:29.87
SHE WALLS ALWAYS AT FUNCTION AND
PARTIES AND GOT MYSELF UP AND
00:23:29.87\00:23:33.98
WENT TO SCHOOL ON MY OWN. I
WAS IN TROUBLE ALL THE TIME.
00:23:33.98\00:23:37.45
IT WAS MISERABLE. I
WANTED TO GO TO SLEEP AND
00:23:37.45\00:23:41.22
AND I WENT TO MOM'S BEDROOM AND
KNEW SHE TOOK SLEEPING PILLS AND
00:23:41.22\00:23:45.65
RIVAL. AND TRAVELED TAKE ONE AT
00:23:45.65\00:23:50.39
BEDTIME. TO TAKE
THEM AND A BUNCH OTHER
00:23:50.39\00:23:55.00
BOTTLE AND SOME THAT WERE
CLEARLY PILL FORCE LADIES.
00:23:55.00\00:23:59.93
I LOOKED AT THE BOTTLE.
THE BOTT DL NOT SAY SLEEPING
00:23:59.93\00:24:04.31
IT SAID VALIUM
TAKE ONE AT BEDTIME.
00:24:04.31\00:24:12.68
THAT COULD SOUND LIKE A LADY'S
MEDICATION IF I TAKE A HANDFUL
00:24:12.68\00:24:16.42
OF THAT WHO KNOWS
WHAT COULD HAPPEN.
00:24:16.42\00:24:20.29
I WASN'T GOING TO DIE AGAIN.
SO I PUT THEM BEEN AND WAITED.
00:24:20.29\00:24:24.03
SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY, I
REMEMBER I WATCHED COMMERCIAL
00:24:24.03\00:24:29.56
THEY HAD FOR BEER ON TV AND SAID
YOU ONLY GO AROUND ONCE IN LIFE,
00:24:29.56\00:24:35.24
GET ALL THE GUSTO YOU CAN.
I THOUGHT THAT IS WHAT I WILL
00:24:35.24\00:24:39.07
DO. THINGS I CAN DO.
00:24:39.07\00:24:43.45
GET THE GUSTO I CAN.
WHY DIE BY JUMPING OFF A
00:24:43.45\00:24:47.02
BUILDING OR GOING TO SLEEP.
WHY NOT JUST SEIZE THE DAY.
00:24:47.02\00:24:51.22
I AM GOING TO TRY LIVE A
WILD EXCITING LIFE AS I COULD.
00:24:51.22\00:24:54.39
AND I REALLY DO.
WELL, IT IS INTERESTING THAT
00:24:54.39\00:24:58.63
ABOUT THAT SAME TIME, I TOLD
MOM DIDN'T WANT TO GO BACK TO
00:24:58.63\00:25:02.66
MILITARY SCHOOL BECAUSE TODAY,
NEW YORK MILITARY ACADEMY HAS
00:25:02.66\00:25:05.97
BOYS AND GIRLS. AM 13
WANTEDDED GIRLS AROUND.
00:25:05.97\00:25:12.24
GOT THROWN IN JAIL THAT SUMMER.
MY MOTHER TOLD MY FATHER.
00:25:12.24\00:25:15.14
DOUG NEEDS MORE
FREEDOM. THEY ARE OPPOSITE.
00:25:15.14\00:25:18.95
DAD MILITARY SCHOOL. MOM
NEEDS TO EXPRESS HIMSELF.
00:25:18.95\00:25:21.42
I FOUND A SCHOOL. IT IS
CALLED PINE HINGE THAT IS
00:25:21.42\00:25:27.76
EXPERIMENTAL SCHOOL, WELL, THIS
SCHOOL, YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO
00:25:27.76\00:25:31.26
GLASS YOU DIDN'T WANT TO.
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO WAKE UP IF
00:25:31.26\00:25:34.30
YOU DIDN'T WANT TO. AND
SO KIDS WILL LEARN WHEN THEY
00:25:34.30\00:25:38.30
WANT TO LEARN WHAT THEY LEARN.
AND I WILL TELL YOU, THE WHOLE
00:25:38.30\00:25:42.00
YEAR WAS PARTY. THEY
HAD THREE RULES AT THE
00:25:42.00\00:25:44.71
SCHOOL. ONE PAID
ATTENTION TO THE THREE
00:25:44.71\00:25:48.88
RULES THEY HAD. IT
WAS THE MOST BIZARRE WILD
00:25:48.88\00:25:54.75
INCOHERENT PARTY I REMEMBER
EVER SET SITHING IN A CLASS THAT
00:25:54.75\00:25:57.85
WHOLE YEAR AND THE
SCHOOL EXPERIMENT FAILED.
00:25:57.85\00:26:02.16
BUY WAS GETTING INTO
MORE AND MORE TROUBLE.
00:26:02.16\00:26:05.39
YOU SEE? SAT DOWN
WITH ME AND SAID, LOOK.
00:26:05.39\00:26:09.50
I KNOW YOU RUN INTO DROWNINGS
THE STREET, I WILL FEEL BET FIR
00:26:09.50\00:26:12.60
DO IT HERE AT HOME.
AND I WAS 13 YEARS OLD.
00:26:12.60\00:26:17.94
MOM SMOKED POT WITH ME. MOM
AND DAD SMOKED CIGARETTE AND
00:26:17.94\00:26:23.08
DRANK WE HAD ALCOHOL
WITH THE DRINK WINE AS KIDS.
00:26:23.08\00:26:26.72
AND I STARTED DRINK EARLY
BECAUSE MY DAD USED TO LEAVE HIS
00:26:26.72\00:26:31.49
MARTINIS LAYING AROUND AND I
LIKED THE OLIVES HE LEFT IN THE
00:26:31.49\00:26:35.42
MAR TUNIS I WOULD GO
AROUND WITH THE OLIVES.
00:26:35.42\00:26:38.59
I STARTED LIKING WHATEVER
THE OLIVE WAS FERMENTED IN AND
00:26:38.59\00:26:43.20
DRAINING THE GLASS AD I
DEVELOPED A TASTE FOR ALCOHOL
00:26:43.20\00:26:45.73
WHEN I WAS LIVING
WITH DAD AS A KID.
00:26:45.73\00:26:52.37
A REGULAR PATTERN. I
WOULD SMOKE POT WITH MOM, EAT
00:26:52.37\00:26:56.78
ICE REAM, WATCH T HAVE.
MY BROTHER WOULD VISIT FROM
00:26:56.78\00:26:59.95
FLORIDA. BECAUSE
IT CYST SICK FIBROSIS
00:26:59.95\00:27:04.85
WAS LUNG DY SEER. DON'T WORRY.
00:27:04.85\00:27:08.76
MY MOM WAS MAKING CANNABIS
COOKIES A LONG TIME AGO AND SH
00:27:08.76\00:27:13.73
WOULD MAKE BROWN KNITS OR
CANNABIS COOKIES FAR FALCON.
00:27:13.73\00:27:17.83
AND ME. I
REMEMBER ONE TIME, I TOOK
00:27:17.83\00:27:20.27
SOME. TO SCHOOL
AND GAVE THEM TO A
00:27:20.27\00:27:23.10
TEACHER. I SAID
MY MOM MADE EXTRA
00:27:23.10\00:27:27.51
BROWNIES. I DIDN'T TELL MOM.
00:27:27.51\00:27:31.38
I WONDERED WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.
TEACHER WAS HAPPY THE NEXT DAY.
00:27:31.38\00:27:39.32
SO I WAS GETTING
IN A LOT OF TROUBLE.
00:27:39.32\00:27:43.39
DAD, IN THE SUMMER, WE WOULD
SPEND DAD OR ON THE ISLAND, WE
00:27:43.39\00:27:50.67
KNOW, WATER SKIING OUT THE BACK
OF THE HOUSE, WE HAD YACHT, SKI
00:27:50.67\00:27:55.50
BOAT, A SAILBOAT, I WOULD HANG
OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND GOT SO
00:27:55.50\00:28:00.11
BORED. HERE ARE
ALL OF THAT THESE
00:28:00.11\00:28:03.51
STIFF IN THE SUMMERTIME SO
WE STARTED, WE STARTED BREAKING
00:28:03.51\00:28:07.12
INTO EACH OTHER'S
HOUSES AND STEALING.
00:28:07.12\00:28:11.05
IT WAS NOT LIKE WE WOULD SAY, WE
BREAK INTO MY HOUSE LET'S BREAK
00:28:11.05\00:28:14.66
INTO YOUR HOUSE. WE BR
BREAK HOUSES OF THE OTHER
00:28:14.66\00:28:18.59
MILLIONAIRES. NO
PURPOSE IN LAV AND KITEMENT
00:28:18.59\00:28:24.80
AND ALL THE KIDS WERE
USING DRUGS BACK THEN.
00:28:24.80\00:28:36.01
THEY WERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT
HOW THE THIEVES THAT WERE DIDN'T
00:28:36.01\00:28:40.05
MATTER WHAT WE STOLE, MY
FRIENDS, I CARE TO YOU BACK TO
00:28:40.05\00:28:44.05
THE THAT HOUSE. I
WOULD BACK TO THE THE HOUSE.
00:28:44.05\00:28:48.96
WE WOULD STEAL ANYTHING.
STEREOS, BICYCLE, WHATEVER WE
00:28:48.96\00:28:55.13
COULD. AND
SECURITY WAS TRYING TOKING
00:28:55.13\00:28:58.70
IF YOU ARE FIGURE WITH A
WAS GOING ON AND HIRED POLICE IN
00:28:58.70\00:29:01.67
BOATS TO PATROL THE ISLAND
BECAUSE THEY WERE SURE THAT
00:29:01.67\00:29:04.84
THIEVES WERE COMING BY BOAT.
ALL THE KIDS WOULD SIT AND WATCH
00:29:04.84\00:29:08.41
THE POLICE CIRCLE THE ISLAND
AND LAUGH BECAUSE KIDS CAN AND
00:29:08.41\00:29:12.18
MILLIONAIRES
BREAKING INTO EACH OR'S HOMES.
00:29:12.18\00:29:16.15
LIKE ME. LIKE I HAD
NO ATTENTION AT HOME.
00:29:16.15\00:29:22.26
AND I WOULD DO WHATEVER THEY
DARED ME TO DO AND CRAZY AS I
00:29:22.26\00:29:26.90
COULD BE. BURGLARY,
STEALING, USING DRUGS
00:29:26.90\00:29:30.77
AND WHEN I WAS IN FLORIDA, I
WOULD INVITE THE FRIENDS OVER
00:29:30.77\00:29:33.94
DURING THE DIE DRINK. MY
DAD HAD A BAR IN THE HOUSE
00:29:33.94\00:29:36.64
BETTER THAN SOME BAR
YOU WOULD FIND DOWNTOWN.
00:29:36.64\00:29:40.98
THE BUTLER KEPT RESUPPLYING THE
BAR THINKING MY FATHER WAS DRINK
00:29:40.98\00:29:44.25
IT. AND WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE
00:29:44.25\00:29:47.72
SCHEDULE WAS. DAD NEVER KNEW.
00:29:47.72\00:29:51.55
I SHOULD PAUSE HERE AND
MENTION YOU KNOW, I USE A LOT OF
00:29:51.55\00:29:55.39
DIFFERENT DRUGS. HERB WIN.
00:29:55.39\00:29:59.23
I WOULD USE COCAINE,
SPEED, UPS, DOWNS, ALCOHOL.
00:29:59.23\00:30:10.54
THINK ITS OK TO DRINK ALCOHOL
AND CONCERNS ME BECAUSE IT IS
00:30:10.54\00:30:14.38
ONE OF THE MOST
DESTRUCTIVE DRUGS OUT THERE.
00:30:14.38\00:30:21.28
I STARTED
RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME.
00:30:21.28\00:30:24.75
I WANTED TO GET
OUT IN THE COUNTRY.
00:30:24.75\00:30:28.49
AMAZING TO ME. BUT IN
THE CITY, NEW YORK CITY,
00:30:28.49\00:30:32.93
I WAS VERY UNHAPPY. I
REASON AWAY FROM HOME.
00:30:32.93\00:30:40.80
GOT ARRESTED. YOU GOT ARRESTED.
00:30:40.80\00:30:44.01
MY FATHER MY STEPMOTHER SAID I
CAN'T HANDLE HIM ANY MORE AND MY
00:30:44.01\00:30:48.68
FATHER HAD ME LIVING IN
HOTEL. MY DATA OWNED HOTEL.
00:30:48.68\00:30:54.05
HOTEL BECAUSE HE
DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME.
00:30:54.05\00:30:59.05
I WAS IN AND OUT OF JAIL
SEVEN TIMES BEFORE I WAS 16.
00:30:59.05\00:31:04.23
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO WITH YOU.
00:31:04.23\00:31:07.66
I CAN'T HANDLE IT
ANY MORE. I SAID AMEN.
00:31:07.66\00:31:14.84
CAN'T HAN IT DID EITHER.
COULDN'T WAIT TO GET OUT.
00:31:14.84\00:31:17.61
I AM SURE I HAD
ALL THE ANSWERS. 15-16.
00:31:17.61\00:31:22.74
I WENT HITCHHIKING.
SY TOOK OFF FOR MIAMI.
00:31:22.74\00:31:27.32
ENDED UP IN BASTON. I
KIND OF KNEW TO TAKE THE BUS
00:31:27.32\00:31:31.32
AND THE PLANES BACK AND FORTH
BETWEEN MIAMI AND NEW YORK.
00:31:31.32\00:31:35.26
I WENT TO SCHOOL
IN CAMP IN MAINE.
00:31:35.26\00:31:43.43
I STARTED LIVING LIKE A THIEF.
IT WAS BREAKING INTO HOMES.
00:31:43.43\00:31:45.87
IT WAS STEALING. STEALING CARS.
00:31:45.87\00:31:47.87
ON THE SIDE I HAD A
JOB AS SECURITY GUARD.
00:31:47.87\00:31:55.51
I WAS A 16 YEAR OLD BUT HAD
DRIVER LICENSE THAT SAID I WAS
00:31:55.51\00:32:00.25
OLDER. THAT TO
GET AUTHENTIC DRIVER'S
00:32:00.25\00:32:04.95
LICENSE HERE I HAVE A JOB AND
THINK I AM ADULT AND 16 YEARS
00:32:04.95\00:32:10.66
OLD WALKING AROUND BOSTON WITH
A WEAPON AND MAY OWN APARTMENT.
00:32:10.66\00:32:22.97
I HAD A FRIEND WHO
KNEW I WAS STEALING.
00:32:22.97\00:32:29.11
I WOULD GUARD PLACES ATNATING
IF YOU WALK OUT OF THE APARTMENT
00:32:29.11\00:32:32.68
DURING THE NIGHT WITH
A TV YOU LOOK SUSPICIOUS.
00:32:32.68\00:32:36.28
IF YOU CARR RY THE TV OUT IN
BROAD DAYLIGHT THEY THINK YOU
00:32:36.28\00:32:38.92
ARE MOVING. AND
SO, HE FOUNDS WHAT WAYS
00:32:38.92\00:32:47.93
YOU NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH MONEY.
YOUR CHAR IS GOING TO GET YOU.
00:32:47.93\00:32:54.64
INTRIGUED. YOU ARE
GOING TO GET PAID BACK
00:32:54.64\00:32:58.41
FOR IT. YOU DO
GOOD IT COMES BACK.
00:32:58.41\00:33:02.34
OH, MAN. THERE IS NO GOD.
00:33:02.34\00:33:04.71
I STOLE THAT TV.
STOW STOLE THAT CAR.
00:33:04.71\00:33:09.18
HE SAY YOU WILLING
SEE. A FEW DAYS AFTER THIS
00:33:09.18\00:33:12.39
CONVERSATION, I WOKE UP WITH
IN MY APARTMENT IN BOSTON AND I
00:33:12.39\00:33:15.29
WONDERED WHY MY
DOOR WAS HALFWAY OPEN.
00:33:15.29\00:33:19.93
MY TV WAS GONE. AND MY RADIO.
00:33:19.93\00:33:22.50
I WAS REALLY MAD.
KILLED A THE POLICE, TOO.
00:33:22.50\00:33:27.54
WANTED WHAT THIS
IS WORLD COMING TO.
00:33:27.54\00:33:34.68
THEN EVERYTHING I
DID SEEMED TO BACKFIRE.
00:33:34.68\00:33:40.92
I WOULD STEAL CAR. I
TOOK TO IT NEW YORK CITY TO
00:33:40.92\00:33:43.65
TRY TO SELL IT. IT GAT
FLAT TIRE BUT NOT A GOOD
00:33:43.65\00:33:47.09
CAR THIEF I COULD NOT GET IN
THE CHUNK TO CHANGE THE TIRE.
00:33:47.09\00:33:52.06
HAD TO HITCHHIKE IN
THE RAIN AND IT WAS MISSER.
00:33:52.06\00:33:55.06
I WOULD HIDE IT AND THEN I
WOKE UP I KNEW I STOLE IT BUT I
00:33:55.06\00:33:58.83
COULDN'T REMEMBER WHERE I
HID WELL I WOULD STEAL SOMETHING
00:33:58.83\00:34:02.64
THEN I GET BACK AND FINDS OUT
I HAD STOL AND BROKEN STEREO.
00:34:02.64\00:34:06.64
IT DIDN'T EVEN
WORK. THEN I WAS MAD.
00:34:06.64\00:34:10.65
WHY WOULD SOMEONE
KEEP BROKEN STEREO?
00:34:10.65\00:34:13.92
AND I WOULD STEAL SOMETHING
AND THEY WOULD STEAL IT FROM ME.
00:34:13.92\00:34:18.59
I STARTED THINKING
THIS IS NOT GOING WELL.
00:34:18.59\00:34:21.16
WHAT FINALLY CONVINCED ME.
AM GUY, IT WAS SMALL THING.
00:34:21.16\00:34:28.30
I WENT TO SOMEONE'S HOUSE AND I
STOLE A BOX OF CRUSTY'S INSTANT
00:34:28.30\00:34:34.14
PANCAKE MIX. WHOLE
WHEAT VARIETY AND A
00:34:34.14\00:34:38.54
BRAND-NEW BOX EVEN THOUGH I WAS
DRINK AND SMOKING CIGARETTE AND
00:34:38.54\00:34:41.91
USING DRUGSES IN EVERYTHING I
WANTED WHOLE WHEAT PANCAKE MIX.
00:34:41.91\00:34:47.68
I STILL LAUGH THAT.
I REMEMBER I STOLE IT.
00:34:47.68\00:34:52.42
TOP OF THE BOX AND STAMMED $1.19
I WINT BACK TO MY HOME AND THAT
00:34:52.42\00:34:57.83
DAY, SOME FRIENDS CAME THROUGH.
I HAD A BRAND-NEW JAR, THEY
00:34:57.83\00:35:03.67
DRINK THE WHOLE THING ANTHEM
TY JAR WAS W THE LID ON THE TELB
00:35:03.67\00:35:08.54
AND IT SADDLER 1!  19
AND SAID, OH, THAT IS WEIRD.
00:35:08.54\00:35:13.54
THERE MUST BE A
GOD. IT STRUCK ME.
00:35:13.54\00:35:17.28
THERE MUST BE A GOD.
THIS COULDN'T BE AN ACCIDENT.
00:35:17.28\00:35:20.42
THEN, I THOUGHT,
MAYBE THERE IS A HEAVEN.
00:35:20.42\00:35:23.49
MAYBE THERE IS THE OTHER
PLACE. I KNEW WHERE I WAS GOING.
00:35:23.49\00:35:29.16
I BETTER FINE OUT MORE
THIS. I WAS NOT INTERESTED IN
00:35:29.16\00:35:32.26
CHRISTIAN AUNTIE.
CHRISTIANS ARE ALL HYPOCRITES SO
00:35:32.26\00:35:35.13
WENT ON THE SEARCH AND TRYING
TO FIGURE WHAT US THE TRUE REGOG
00:35:35.13\00:35:39.40
GONE. EASTERN RELIGIONS.
00:35:39.40\00:35:45.07
THEY ARE ALL HYPOCRITES.
WHEN WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT A
00:35:45.07\00:35:48.94
CHRISTIAN IS, YOU LOOK AT
CHRISTIANANCE I WAS LESS THAN
00:35:48.94\00:35:51.61
IMPRESSED. YEP,
THEY ARE BLOWING UP THE
00:35:51.61\00:35:57.42
KILLING PROTESTANTS AND
THEY SAY THEY ARE CHRISTIANS.
00:35:57.42\00:36:00.72
THEY ARE ALL HYPOCRITES.
DON'T JUDGE CHRISTIANITY BY
00:36:00.72\00:36:06.29
CHRISTIANS. HE
WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN.
00:36:06.29\00:36:10.30
SO I STARTED GOING
INTO THE EASTERN RELIGIONS.
00:36:10.30\00:36:13.80
I GOT INTO MEDITATION, YOGA,
BUDDHA IM, MIND CONTROL, AND I
00:36:13.80\00:36:19.14
WAS DID EVERYTHING I
COULD LOOKING FOR GOD.
00:36:19.14\00:36:22.48
KNEW ABOUT JUDAISM. AND
YOGA YOU DO THE CONCOCTION
00:36:22.48\00:36:28.25
ANCONE READY TORTED EXERCISE
TRYING TO FIND GOOD AND STAND ON
00:36:28.25\00:36:31.99
YOUR HEAD AND MY HAIR
FELL OUT WHEN I DID THAT.
00:36:31.99\00:36:35.29
I WENT TO, I WENT
HITCHHIKING AROUND 16 YEARS OLD?
00:36:35.29\00:36:39.46
AND HITCHHIKING AROUND SOUTHERN
CALIFORNIA, SAN TAN MONICA, AND
00:36:39.46\00:36:43.63
THEY SAID, AT THE CHRISTIAN
MISSION FINISH IF YOU WENT THERE
00:36:43.63\00:36:49.34
THEY WOULD GIVE YOU FREE FOOD
BUT YOU HAD TO THROWN SERVICE.
00:36:49.34\00:36:56.31
CHRISTIAN
SERVICE AND WE SAT THERE.
00:36:56.31\00:37:00.48
PREACH. BORN AGAIN, SANCTIFIED.
00:37:00.48\00:37:06.39
LIKE ANOTHER LANGUAGE FOR ME.
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THEY MEANT.
00:37:06.39\00:37:09.29
I FELT SO EMBARRASSED BECAUSE
SITTING THERE WITH THE DRUNKS
00:37:09.29\00:37:13.06
AND DRUGGIES AND MY
FRIENDS AND BEING SO DISR.
00:37:13.06\00:37:17.67
BURPING, SICK,
THESE PEOPLE WERE SO NICE.
00:37:17.67\00:37:20.04
THEY BROUGHT OUT THE
NICE FOOD. IT WAS STEW.
00:37:20.04\00:37:24.04
CHERRY PIE. I NEVER FORGOT THAT.
00:37:24.04\00:37:26.11
IT WAS GOOD FOOD. THEN
A FEW LAY DAYS LATER, YOU
00:37:26.11\00:37:30.38
CAN GET FREE FOOD IF
YOU GO THOUGH MISSION.
00:37:30.38\00:37:36.02
THEY BELIEVE IN RECARNATION.
THAT IS WHAT I WANT.
00:37:36.02\00:37:39.62
I WENT WITH MY
FRIENDS. BROOKLYN NEW YORK.
00:37:39.62\00:37:43.09
AND WE WENT INSIDE.
THEY HAD DRUMS GOING.
00:37:43.09\00:37:47.50
THE ELECTRIC
GUITAR. IT LOOKED LIKE.
00:37:47.50\00:37:51.80
AND JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND
PLAYING THE DRUMS AND ELECTRIC
00:37:51.80\00:37:56.74
GUITAR AND KEPT SAYING I
DON'T WANT TO BE DISRESPECTFUL.
00:37:56.74\00:37:59.67
THIS IS WHAT I SAW. ¤ ¤
00:37:59.67\00:38:07.48
¤ I NEVER FORGOT IT.
THEY DID IT FOR TWO HOURS.
00:38:07.48\00:38:12.89
HALFWAY THROUGH IT. OH, MAN.
00:38:12.89\00:38:18.06
AND WAITED. I
THOUGHT THEY WERE WINDING
00:38:18.06\00:38:20.73
DOESN'T AND WENT BACK
IN. MY SON JAY WAS GET NIGHT.
00:38:20.73\00:38:24.47
KNOCK IT OFF. AND
THEN, THEY GIVE US YOGURT
00:38:24.47\00:38:31.54
AND RAISINS. I AM
NOT JOINING THIS CHURCH.
00:38:31.54\00:38:36.75
3:00 SO I WAS
SEARCHING. I WAS OPEN.
00:38:36.75\00:38:39.58
YOU KNOW? I EVEN
TOOK A COURSE IN MIND
00:38:39.58\00:38:46.19
CONTROL.
SOMETHING ABOUT JUDAHISM.
00:38:46.19\00:38:52.49
I WENT BACK TO BOSTON. MY
FATHER CAME UP TO VISIT ME.
00:38:52.49\00:38:57.33
3:00 HE SAID, DOUG,
YOU ARE WASTING YOUR LIFE.
00:38:57.33\00:39:02.20
DAD, I AM ON MY OWN. AM 16.
00:39:02.20\00:39:07.78
LET ME BUY YOU DINNER. HE
SAID, I AM NOT IMPRESSED I
00:39:07.78\00:39:13.18
HAVE $1 MILLION IN THE
THAT IS WHAT HE TOLD ME.
00:39:13.18\00:39:18.02
WAS THERE FOR A BUSINESS DEAL.
HE SAID YOU ARE WASTING YOUR
00:39:18.02\00:39:20.92
LIFE. MY BROTHER WAS SICK.
00:39:20.92\00:39:24.69
HE SAID, YOU KNOW, I GOT
THIS BUSINESS I BELT ARE BECAME.
00:39:24.69\00:39:29.16
YOU ARE HEALTHY. YOU
ARE WASTING YOUR LIFE.
00:39:29.16\00:39:33.90
HE SAID I FOUND A SCHOOL.
I SAID I AM NOT GOING BACK TO
00:39:33.90\00:39:37.04
MILITARY SCHOOL. IT IS GREAT.
00:39:37.04\00:39:41.48
IT SAIL SASS AND AROUND
THE WORLD AND IT IS TWO BOATS.
00:39:41.48\00:39:45.51
THE FLINT SCHOOL ABROAD.
ONE OF THEM THEY MADE A MOVIE
00:39:45.51\00:39:50.85
ABOUT CALLED WHITE SQUALL
WITH JEFF BRIDGES THAT ONE SANK.
00:39:50.85\00:39:54.49
THIS SCHOOL IS
HOT THE ONE THAT SANK.
00:39:54.49\00:39:58.39
SCHOOL AND SAID THERE IS GIRLS
YOU WILL GET TOT GO DIVING AND
00:39:58.39\00:40:01.86
HAVE FUN. THE STREET
AND SEEMED DESPERATE.
00:40:01.86\00:40:07.57
HE DROPPED EVERYTHING HE AND GOT
ME A PASSPORT IN 24 HOURS AND PE
00:40:07.57\00:40:11.87
FLU ME FROM BOSTON TO ITALY,
WE WENT AND MET THE BOAT, AND HE
00:40:11.87\00:40:19.25
HANDED THEM MY PASS PORTED
AND WELCOMED NOEL THE SCHOOL.
00:40:19.25\00:40:22.15
SCHOOL HAD BEGUN. TRICKED.
00:40:22.15\00:40:29.59
THIS WAS A KIND OF
EXCLUSIVE SCHOOL FOR THE KIDS OF
00:40:29.59\00:40:34.23
POLITICIANS AND MILLIONAIRES
THAT HAD GOT CONTINUE IN TROUBLE
00:40:34.23\00:40:36.33
WITH DRUGS OR GOTTEN IN CULTS
AND TO SEPARATE THEM FROM THE
00:40:36.33\00:40:40.94
ENVIRONMENT AND GET
THEM STRAIGHTENED OUT.
00:40:40.94\00:40:44.34
AND IT HAD INTENSE PROGRAM
OF TEACHING ATH THREE IM.
00:40:44.34\00:40:48.81
THEY WERE SHOWING
US THERE IS NO GOD.
00:40:48.81\00:40:53.88
YOU GOT TO MAKE YOURSELF. I
SAID, WOW, THIS IS DIFFERENT.
00:40:53.88\00:40:57.85
THIS IS WHERE I WAS.
I AM NOT THERE ANY MORE.
00:40:57.85\00:41:04.26
I RESPELLED LITTLE BIT. IT
WAS NEAT LIVING ON THE BOAT.
00:41:04.26\00:41:07.30
IT IS REGIMENTED. I
KIND OF REBELLED AT FIRST I.
00:41:07.30\00:41:11.87
I DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN
CLASS. HAD BEEN ON MY OWN.
00:41:11.87\00:41:14.97
I FEEL LIKE I AM KID AGAIN.
THEN NO YOU BACK IN SCHOOL AND
00:41:14.97\00:41:19.71
MY GRADES WENT IN THE
TANK. I WAS NOT PARTICIPATING.
00:41:19.71\00:41:26.08
THE CAPTAIN TALKED TO ME, DOUG,
WHAT DO WE HAVE TO DO TO GET TO
00:41:26.08\00:41:30.35
YOU
PARTICIPATE? AT FIRST I SAID.
00:41:30.35\00:41:33.22
IF YOU DON'T PARTICIPATE.
YOU ARE TO SIT ON THE FLOOR.
00:41:33.22\00:41:35.96
SO I WOULD SIT ON THE
FLOOR AND DISRESPECT THINGS.
00:41:35.96\00:41:41.50
YOU WOULD SAIL AROUND AND HAVING
CLA KLAAS OR WORKING THE SHIP
00:41:41.50\00:41:45.53
THEN YOU DON'T GET YOUR FOOD.
MAY FRIENDS AND ROOMMATES WOULD
00:41:45.53\00:41:49.97
MUGGLE FOOD. WHOLE PROGRAM.
00:41:49.97\00:41:52.84
WHAT DO WE GOT TO DO
TO GET YOU TO PARTIES.
00:41:52.84\00:41:57.11
I AM YOU LET ME GO HOME FOR
CHRISTMAS BREAK AND I WILL WORK
00:41:57.11\00:42:00.38
WITH THE PROGRAM. HE
WENT WE WERE IN AFRICA AND HE
00:42:00.38\00:42:06.05
WENT RIGHT TO THE TELEPHONE AND
MADE INTERNATIONAL CALL AND WOKE
00:42:06.05\00:42:09.69
UP MY FATHER. WE GOT GOOD NEWS.
00:42:09.69\00:42:13.26
DOUG IS SHOWING REMARKABLE
PROGRESS AND READY TO COME HOME.
00:42:13.26\00:42:19.07
YOU HAD NOT COME HOME. WE
THINK IS READY TO COME HOME.
00:42:19.07\00:42:24.71
MY DAD WAS SO HAPPY.
BEHAVED FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS.
00:42:24.71\00:42:28.74
I LEARNED INTERESTING LESSON.
WE WERE SAILING FROM NORTHERN
00:42:28.74\00:42:32.95
AFRICA, BACK ACROSS THE
MEDITERRANEAN, TO SPAIN.
00:42:32.95\00:42:36.18
KNOW I AM A P ON THE MAP
MED TRAIR WRIN LOOKS SMALL.
00:42:36.18\00:42:42.19
YOU ARE IN. IT LOOKS BIG.
00:42:42.19\00:42:44.66
CAN READ ABOUT IN THIS
THE LAST CHAPTERS OF ACTS.
00:42:44.66\00:42:47.86
PAUL GOT INTO ONE OF THOSE
STORMS WHERE THEY HAD SUN OR
00:42:47.86\00:42:51.80
MOON FOR 14 DAYS THEY ALL
HOPED OF BEING SAVED WAS GONE.
00:42:51.80\00:42:56.87
A SERIOUS STORM THAT CAUGHT US
BACK THEN THE BOAT WAS IRON SHIP
00:42:56.87\00:43:00.08
AND I WAS ON ONE. THE
OTHER ONE WAS FOLLOWING.
00:43:00.08\00:43:06.92
A SAILBOAT. THE
WAVES WERE COMING OVER THE
00:43:06.92\00:43:10.29
FRONT OF THE
BOAT. IT WAS WINTER.
00:43:10.29\00:43:12.59
THE WATER WAS COLD.
EVERWON A WAS SEASICK.
00:43:12.59\00:43:15.66
THE WIND WAS HOWLING SO HARD
WHEN YOU WERE UP ON THE DECK,
00:43:15.66\00:43:19.43
YOU COULD YELL AT PERSON
FIVE THEY COULD NOT HEAR YOU.
00:43:19.43\00:43:23.90
THE MAINSAIL RIPPED.
EVERYBODY WAS SEASICK INCLUDING
00:43:23.90\00:43:26.60
THE CAPTAIN. THE
CAPTAIN NOTIFIED EVERYBODY?
00:43:26.60\00:43:29.60
YOU FALL OVERBOARD, BE CAREFUL
IF YOU FALL OVERBOARD WE CANNOT
00:43:29.60\00:43:33.51
TURN AROUND TO GET
YOU IN THIS WEATHER.
00:43:33.51\00:43:36.34
WE'LL MARK THE SPOT
AND TELL YOUR PREANS.
00:43:36.34\00:43:39.25
WHAT DO YOU THINK ATH LEIST DO
WHEN THEY THINK THEY ARE GOING
00:43:39.25\00:43:44.42
TO DIE. HOW ALL OF
THE SUDDEN, EVERYBODY
00:43:44.42\00:43:51.66
BECAME RELIGIOUS.
PEOPLE WERE PRAYING AND THEY
00:43:51.66\00:43:55.20
CONFESSED TOO. DAY,
MAKING PROMISES TO GOD.
00:43:55.20\00:44:00.27
OF COURSE WE SURVIVED.
THAT TAUGHT ME FEARS OF REASONS
00:44:00.27\00:44:03.94
TO TURN TO GOD.
MATE BE A STARTING POINT.
00:44:03.94\00:44:08.01
BECAUSE BUT ARE
FRAYED OF THE YOU LOVE HIM.
00:44:08.01\00:44:12.61
I WAS MAKING PROM MITS AND
PRAYERS AND NOBODY WAS GOING.
00:44:12.61\00:44:18.99
THEY WERE ALL TALKING THOUGH
LORD AND AND SO, THEY GOT HOME
00:44:18.99\00:44:22.56
AND TOOK ME TO THE AIRPORT
AND THE OTHER STUDENTS THAT WERE
00:44:22.56\00:44:26.16
ALLOWED TO GO HOME GOT ON THE
AIRPLANE BACK TO THE STATES AND
00:44:26.16\00:44:29.83
I BOUGHT A PACK OF
CIGARETTES AND BOUGHT A BEER.
00:44:29.83\00:44:34.07
DRINK ON THE PLANES BACK THEN.
HE THEY SAID ARE GOING TO BE IN
00:44:34.07\00:44:38.07
BIG TROUBLE.
3:00 NOW YOU GOT HOME.
00:44:38.07\00:44:43.48
DAD TOOK THE FAMILY. NO SKIING.
00:44:43.48\00:44:48.32
TIME TOM GO BACK TO SCHOOL.
MY BROTHER WONDERED WHY I WAS
00:44:48.32\00:44:51.39
SELLING EVERYTHING I HAD TO HIM.
HE WAS ALWAYS ANXIOUS TO MAKE A
00:44:51.39\00:44:55.26
DEAL. AND I GOT
AS MUCH MONEY AS I
00:44:55.26\00:44:58.63
COULD. I LEFT
OUT PICTURES OF THE
00:44:58.63\00:45:03.13
STORM. FLINT SCHOOL.
00:45:03.13\00:45:06.94
ITS THE TWO BOAT BOATS ONE OF
THE GRAPHIC DEA SIGNERS PUT IT
00:45:06.94\00:45:10.07
OUT IN THE STORM. THAT WAS NICE.
00:45:10.07\00:45:16.11
HITCHHIKING. I
WANTED TO GO TO CALIFORNIA.
00:45:16.11\00:45:21.88
I HAD FOUND CAVES IN THE
MOUNTAINS WHEN WAS 16 YEARS OLD
00:45:21.88\00:45:27.59
AND HITCHHIKING AROUND AND I
THOUGHT I WILL GO OUT THERE AND
00:45:27.59\00:45:30.83
LIVE IN THE MOUNTAINS.
BUT THIS IS NOT WINTERTIME
00:45:30.83\00:45:34.40
BECAUSE I JUST LEFT
DURING CHRISTMAS BREAK.
00:45:34.40\00:45:37.23
LIKE NEW YEAR'S. I AM
HITCHHIKING ACROSS THE
00:45:37.23\00:45:40.60
COUNTRY AND WAS NOT START ARE
SMART AND WEARING A THIN FLORIDA
00:45:40.60\00:45:45.31
WINDBREAKER. FREEZING.
00:45:45.31\00:45:52.28
INTERSTATE 40.
PLAYPLAYING POOL THE DAY BEFORE.
00:45:52.28\00:45:59.69
DUMB BETS. AND I
KNEW THERE WAS GOD.
00:45:59.69\00:46:05.26
I GOT SO DESPERATE AT TIMES I
WOULD BEING WHEN THE CARS WENT
00:46:05.26\00:46:09.96
BY. WOULD SEE
BIG OLD CARS WITH A
00:46:09.96\00:46:15.87
HEATER AND ONE PERSON IN THE
BIG OLD CADILLAC AND THEY DIDN'T
00:46:15.87\00:46:19.51
CARE ABOUT ME ON THE ROAD.
LORD, IF I GET A CAR I WILL PICK
00:46:19.51\00:46:24.81
UP EVERY HITCH HIKER THAT I SEE.
I HOPE THE LORD HAS FORGIVEN ME
00:46:24.81\00:46:31.15
SINCE THEN. ANYWAY, I PRAYED.
00:46:31.15\00:46:33.82
I PRAYED A SAVING PRAYER.
I SAID, LORD, I NEED HEM.
00:46:33.82\00:46:40.90
I KNOW I AM A TERRIBLE
PERSON. I KNOW I WAS ROTTEN.
00:46:40.90\00:46:45.27
I HAD A FRIEND WHO GOT A
BRAND-NEW BICYCLE FOR THE
00:46:45.27\00:46:49.34
BIRTHDAY. HE HAD NICE BIKE.
00:46:49.34\00:46:52.64
I STOLE THE TEN SPEED BAKE
AND SOLD TO IT ANTHER FRIEND WHO
00:46:52.64\00:46:56.75
WENT TO GREAT LENGTHS TO CHANGE
AND KNEW WITH ITS A HOT BIKE AND
00:46:56.75\00:47:01.75
PAINTED.  IT I THEN STOLE IT
FROM MINIMAL STOLE IT TO SOMEONE
00:47:01.75\00:47:06.89
AND I DIDN'T CARE
ABOUT ANYBODY. YOU KNOW WHY?
00:47:06.89\00:47:09.49
I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS
ANYONE WHO CARED ABOUT ME.
00:47:09.49\00:47:12.39
I COME FROM THE MIND SET
SIT IS SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.
00:47:12.39\00:47:16.67
SO I WAS ON THE HIGHWAY.
LORD I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON.
00:47:16.67\00:47:19.93
I WAS NOT EXAGGERATING.
WOULD YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
00:47:19.93\00:47:23.81
WOULD YOU PLEASE HELP ME.
ASKED GOOD FOR FOUR THINGS.
00:47:23.81\00:47:27.61
PLEASE, HELP ARE HELP ME
GET A RIDE TO WHERE I AM GOING
00:47:27.61\00:47:30.78
1600 MILES AWAY IN CALIFORNIA.
1:00 I SAID HELP ME GET FOOD.
00:47:30.78\00:47:34.72
I WAS HUNGRY. I SAID,
HELP ME GET SOME MONEY.
00:47:34.72\00:47:37.85
IT WAS BROKE. THEN,
THE LAST THING, GIVE ME A
00:47:37.85\00:47:42.69
RIDE WITH SOMEONE NORMAL.
BECAUSE THERE IS A SAYING, TE
00:47:42.69\00:47:48.80
ONLY PEOPLE THAT PICK YOU ARE
ARE CHRISTIANS AND CRAZY PEOPLE.
00:47:48.80\00:47:52.83
GOT PICKED UP BY
THIS ONE GUY WAS DRINKING.
00:47:52.83\00:47:56.44
HE SAID, WATCH THIS.
HIGHWAY 1 IN CALIFORNIA.
00:47:56.44\00:48:02.54
NIGHT. SCARED ME HALF TO DEATH.
00:48:02.54\00:48:05.85
I GOT PICKED UP BY THESE COLLEGE
STUDENTS THAT WERE SMOKING SO
00:48:05.85\00:48:10.92
MUCH POT IN THE CAR THEY COULD
NOT SEE AND WENT ACROSS THE
00:48:10.92\00:48:14.29
INTERSTATE TO ONCOMING TRAFFIC
SO YOU THINK IT IS DANGEROUS
00:48:14.29\00:48:19.76
PICK UP HITCHHIKERS IT
IS DANGER TO GET PICKED UP.
00:48:19.76\00:48:25.47
NORMAL. THE
NEXT VEHICLE STOPPED.
00:48:25.47\00:48:28.77
IT WAS WHITE VAN.
THE GUY PICKED ME UP.
00:48:28.77\00:48:35.28
CALIFORNIA TO THE
AREA WHERE I WAS GOING.
00:48:35.28\00:48:38.71
I DIDN'T ASK HIM TO DO.
EVERY TIME WE STOPPED HE WOULD
00:48:38.71\00:48:41.98
FEED ME AND GAVE ME
$40. I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT.
00:48:41.98\00:48:45.39
ALSO DID NOT ASK FOR HIM TO
PREACH ALL THE WAY FROM OKLAHOMA
00:48:45.39\00:48:49.92
TO CALIFORNIA. HE
WAS A NEW CHRISTIAN.
00:48:49.92\00:48:53.63
HE WAS TELLING EVERYBODY
LANG THE WAY ABOUT JESUS HE WAS
00:48:53.63\00:48:57.13
TOTALLY BOLD. SO THEY
CALLED JESUS FREAKS AND
00:48:57.13\00:49:02.97
THE YOUNG PEOPLE
WERE BOLD FOR CHRIST.
00:49:02.97\00:49:05.91
I HAD TO LISTEN TO
HIM. HE DROVE ALONG.
00:49:05.91\00:49:08.81
HE IT IS A ARE
TAKING TO ABOUT REVIVAL.
00:49:08.81\00:49:11.91
I DIDN'T WANT TO GET BACK
OUT. IT WAS COLD OUT THERE.
00:49:11.91\00:49:14.92
I WAS NICE. I
THOUGHT HE WAS KOOKY.
00:49:14.92\00:49:17.82
BUT YOU KNOW, I DID
FIND A GOOD WAY TO WITNESS.
00:49:17.82\00:49:21.09
I PICK UP HITCHHIKERS AND WAIT
UNTIL I AM GOING 65 AND MAKE MY
00:49:21.09\00:49:26.80
GOSPEL PRESENTTITION AND THEN
I LOOK AT THEM WOULD YOU LIKE TO
00:49:26.80\00:49:30.57
ACCEPT JESUS. I DO.
00:49:30.57\00:49:34.17
I DO PICK UP PEOPLE. I
DON'T SCARE THEM TOLL DEATH
00:49:34.17\00:49:36.54
THOUGH. RY TALE.
00:49:36.54\00:49:44.65
SO I MOVED TO THE MOUNTAINS THE
CALFS I FOUND WHEN I WAS 15 UP
00:49:44.65\00:49:49.65
ABOVE PALM
SPRINGS SHALL CALIFORNIA.
00:49:49.65\00:49:54.69
CANYON, I LIVED, THE
MOUNTAIN IS 11,000 FEET HIGH.
00:49:54.69\00:49:59.79
A TALL MOUNTAIN DOWN THERE.
HALFWAY UP, VERY RUGGED ROUGH
00:49:59.79\00:50:04.23
DESERT MOUNTAINS.
NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC HAS PROGRAMS
00:50:04.23\00:50:08.64
ABOUT PEOPLE WHO GOT LOST
AND DIED UP THERE AND RESCUED UP
00:50:08.64\00:50:12.77
THERE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL SPOT.
00:50:12.77\00:50:18.35
THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL VIEW.
THIS IS BEFORE YOU HEAD DONE THE
00:50:18.35\00:50:24.15
AND ALL THE CLIFFS YOU CANNOT
GET AROUND AND CANNOT HIKE DOWN
00:50:24.15\00:50:27.36
THE MOUNTAIN.
THE MOUNT DOWN THERE.
00:50:27.36\00:50:32.09
AND AT THE BASE OF THAT
MOUNTAIN THERE WAS CREEK.
00:50:32.09\00:50:36.30
THERE WAS A SET OF
CAVES. THERE WAS LARGE CAVE.
00:50:36.30\00:50:39.87
RATING BAY WATERFALL. I
LIVED THERE FOR A YEAR AND A
00:50:39.87\00:50:42.87
HALF. FIND GOD THROUGH NATURE.
00:50:42.87\00:50:47.64
WORE NO CLOTHES. I
THOUGHT IT WAS BIBLICAL,
00:50:47.64\00:50:51.88
ACTUALLY. I WAS NOT
THE ONLY ONE BACK THEN
00:50:51.88\00:50:56.75
THAT WAS DOING THAT.
THAT WAS THE AGE OF THE FLOWER
00:50:56.75\00:51:00.22
CHILDREN. SPRINGS
ONCE OR TWICE A WEEK.
00:51:00.22\00:51:03.89
I WOULD GET MY GROCERIES. I
WOULD PANHANDLE AND PLAY THE
00:51:03.89\00:51:08.63
GUITAR, FLUTE, BEING FOR MONEY.
SOMETIMES I WOULD DO WHAT THEY
00:51:08.63\00:51:12.67
CALL DUMPSTER DIVING. I
WENT IN THE DUMPSTER AND I
00:51:12.67\00:51:17.71
SAID MY GRAND FATH EARN MY
GRANDMOTHER LIVED IN DESERT HOT
00:51:17.71\00:51:21.84
SPRINGS AND GOTTEN ARRESTED AT
ONE POINT FOR INDECENT EX PESH
00:51:21.84\00:51:25.91
SURE. JILL AND
MY GRANDFATHER FOUND
00:51:25.91\00:51:29.75
OUT I HAD BEEN GETTINGED IF OUT
OF A GARBAGE CAN WHEN MY FATHER
00:51:29.75\00:51:34.16
FOUND OUT HE WORKED ALL HIS LIFE
THROUGH DEPRESSION SO HIS KID
00:51:34.16\00:51:38.59
WAS NEVER HAVE TO STRUGGLE.
HE FOUND OUT I WAS GETTING FOOD
00:51:38.59\00:51:42.96
OUT OF THE GARBAGE
CAN IT BREAK HIS HEART.
00:51:42.96\00:51:48.60
WONDERED HOW MUCH IT HURTS
OUR HEAVENLY FATHER WHEN HIS
00:51:48.60\00:51:52.71
CHILDREN GO TO THE GARBAGE
OF THE WORLD LOOK FOR HAPPINESS
00:51:52.71\00:51:56.71
INSTEAD OF ACCEPTING HIS SON.
SO THE MIRACLE IS WHEN I MOVED
00:51:56.71\00:52:00.65
TO THIS AND THE
PICTURE OF A STRANGER.
00:52:00.65\00:52:06.45
LIVED WITH ME FOR A YEAR AND
A HE KEPT THE MOUSE POPULATION
00:52:06.45\00:52:10.89
DOWN IN THE CALF. HE
DID STEAL MY STEAK ONCE WHEN
00:52:10.89\00:52:14.03
WAS COOK IT AND
THIS THAT MADE ME MAD.
00:52:14.03\00:52:18.17
NIGHT IN THE WINTERTIME AND PUSH
ON THE FACE AFTER HE WAS DONE
00:52:18.17\00:52:21.90
HUNTING AND SLEEPING, AND I
WOULD OPEN UP THE SLEEPING BAG
00:52:21.90\00:52:25.77
HE WOULD CRAWL DOWN AND PURR.
I DON'T KNOW HOW HE STOOD THE
00:52:25.77\00:52:32.18
SMELL DOWN THERE. I
HAD MY CAT STRANGER.
00:52:32.18\00:52:35.45
YEARS LATER I WENT UP WITH OUR
ON THE CAVE THIS IS PICTURE OF
00:52:35.45\00:52:40.69
OUTSIDE. DESERT
MOUNTAINS AND VERY HARD
00:52:40.69\00:52:45.89
TO GET TO. AND THE
MIRACLE IS WHILE WAS
00:52:45.89\00:52:51.13
LIVING UP THERE SOMEBODY AT SOME
POINT HAD LEFT A BIBLE IN THE
00:52:51.13\00:52:54.00
CAVE. TOTALLY CLEAN.
00:52:54.00\00:52:58.24
PEOPLE CAMPED THERE BEFORE.
THERE WAS CALM 7 FIRESTONES BLAN
00:52:58.24\00:53:02.71
ON THE CEILING AND POTS AND
PANS AND SOME OTHER DEBRIS THAT
00:53:02.71\00:53:06.78
CAMPERS LEFT AND A
BIBLE THAT SOMEONE LEFT THERE.
00:53:06.78\00:53:11.32
PI DIDN'T THINK ANYTHING OF IT.
THERE WAS BIBLE ALONG WITH THE
00:53:11.32\00:53:14.26
JUNK. BUT AFTER LIVING THERE FOR
00:53:14.26\00:53:16.62
AWHILE I WAS
RUNNING INTO IN TOWN.
00:53:16.62\00:53:21.06
JESUS FREAKS SAY,
ARE YOU BORN AGAIN.
00:53:21.06\00:53:25.43
QUESTIONS. WHAT
ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
00:53:25.43\00:53:30.17
HOW IG AND?
BECAUSE I WAS ALL INTO
00:53:30.17\00:53:36.75
REINCARNATION AND NOW INTO THE
AMERICAN INDIAN RELIGION AND I
00:53:36.75\00:53:39.98
WANTED TO BE THERE FOR YEARS
MY DAD TOLD US WE WERE ALL PART
00:53:39.98\00:53:43.85
CHAR KEY AND TOLD EPP EVERYONE
GROWING UP AND AT ONE WITH THE
00:53:43.85\00:53:48.26
ROOTS THEN MY KIDS CAN BOUGHT
MIZ A TEST AND NO AMERICAN
00:53:48.26\00:53:51.16
INDIAN IN ME AT ALL. I
AM ACTUALLY PART INDIAN FROM
00:53:51.16\00:53:54.96
INDIA. BUT I WAS
TRYING TO BE AT WAR
00:53:54.96\00:53:58.03
WITH THE INDIAN AND TAKING
COYOTE AND HALLUCSIN GEPPICS I
00:53:58.03\00:54:04.44
WANT TO READ THE BIBLE AND
ARGUING WITH THESE CHRISTIANS I
00:54:04.44\00:54:07.21
STARTED READING THROUGH GENESIS
AND IT IS FAS NASE ITING I GOT
00:54:07.21\00:54:11.38
BOGGED DOWN INDEX CUSS.
SAID IN ONE OF THE CHRISTIAN
00:54:11.38\00:54:14.48
FRIENDS SAID, DOUG,
JUMP TOP THE NEW TESTAMENT.
00:54:14.48\00:54:18.69
I WENT TO THE NEWEST T.
EVERY MORNING I WOULD EAT BANANA
00:54:18.69\00:54:22.59
BREAD. FROM DAY
OLD BANANAS I WOULD GET
00:54:22.59\00:54:26.86
AT THE STORE AND I
WOULD READ THE BIBLE.
00:54:26.86\00:54:30.37
AS I WAS READING THE
BIBLE I AM DOING ARE GOING, WOW.
00:54:30.37\00:54:34.87
I HAVE BEEN HEARING THE QUOTES
ALL MY LIFE AND DIDN'T KNOW THEY
00:54:34.87\00:54:39.84
CAMEL FROM THE BIBLE.
YOUR TEETH, AT YOUR WITH IT'S
00:54:39.84\00:54:44.18
END, HAND WRITE ON THE
WALL. TURNING THE OTHER CHEEK.
00:54:44.18\00:54:46.48
OH. OH.
00:54:46.48\00:54:52.22
I HAVE BEEN
QUOTING THIS ALL MY LIFE.
00:54:52.22\00:54:57.79
I WAS REALLY SHOOK.
THE -- ONE OF THE SPIRITUAL
00:54:57.79\00:55:05.07
ENLIGHTENED ONES I HAD NO
IDEA. I THOUGHT HE IS A LIAR.
00:55:05.07\00:55:08.40
I AM THE ONLY WAY. HE
DIDN'T SAY I AM ONE OF MANY.
00:55:08.40\00:55:12.04
HE SAID I AM IT. IN IS
NO OTHER NAME WHEREBY WE
00:55:12.04\00:55:17.95
MUST BE SAVED. GOD'S SON.
00:55:17.95\00:55:25.29
AND I INNED UP GRAPPLING
WITH THE SAME STRUGGLE.
00:55:25.29\00:55:29.26
WHETHER JESUS WAS EITHER
A LIAR, LUNATIC OR A LORD.
00:55:29.26\00:55:34.83
THOSE ARE THE ONLY OPTION.
WAS LIAR BECAUSE EVERYTHING I
00:55:34.83\00:55:39.27
READ JUST RESONATED WITH TRUTH.
I WAS AMAZED AT HOW PROFOUND THE
00:55:39.27\00:55:42.94
TEACHING OF JESUS WAS. SO
MUCH BETTER THAN THE EASTERN
00:55:42.94\00:55:45.57
BOOKS I ED READE.
NOTHING COMPARED TO JESUS.
00:55:45.57\00:55:50.05
THE PEOPLE WHO HEARD HIM TALK.
EVERY MAN SPOKE LIKE THIS MAN.
00:55:50.05\00:55:52.68
I KNEW HE WAS NOT CRAZY.
BECAUSE WHAT HE SAID WAS SO
00:55:52.68\00:55:55.68
BRILLIANT HE DIED IN
DEFENSE OF THE TRUTH.
00:55:55.68\00:55:59.49
HE COULD HAVE JUST LIED TO SAVE
HIS LIFE BUT BECAUSE TRUTH WAS
00:55:59.49\00:56:03.69
SO IMPORTANT HE WAS WILLING
TO DIE FOR WHAT HE BELIEVED.
00:56:03.69\00:56:06.43
AND I KNEW HE WAS NOT
CRAZY. WHICH MEANS HE WAS NOT A
00:56:06.43\00:56:10.50
LUNATIC. WHICH
MEANINGS THE ONLY OTHER
00:56:10.50\00:56:14.40
OPTION HE WAS LORD. AND
THAT REALLY SHOOK MY WORLD.
00:56:14.40\00:56:18.74
AND I THOUGHT Y YOU
KNOW WHAT WHAT DO I GOT LOSE.
00:56:18.74\00:56:22.64
IT WAS PREJUDICE AGAINST
CHRISTIANS BECAUSE MY MOTHER
00:56:22.64\00:56:25.28
GROWING. PURSE CUTE
AND THE NAZIS CLAIMED
00:56:25.28\00:56:29.78
TO BE CHRISTIANS AND KILLED THE
JEWS AND A REAL BARRIER AGAINST
00:56:29.78\00:56:33.79
CHRISTIANITY BUT I THOUGHT, YOU
KNOW, I TRIED EVERYTHING ELSE.
00:56:33.79\00:56:36.96
MAYBE I WAS TAUGHT WRONG.
MAYBE THESE PEOPLE KILLING
00:56:36.96\00:56:40.66
EACHER ON THE NAME OF
CHRIST WERE R NOT CHRISTIANS.
00:56:40.66\00:56:43.37
SO I GOT ON MY
KNEES UP IN THE MOUNTAINS.
00:56:43.37\00:56:46.57
PRAYER. AND IT IS
INTERESTING I SHOULD
00:56:46.57\00:56:50.04
MENTION THAT. IT WAS
A PRAYER WHERE ITING IN
00:56:50.04\00:56:54.44
THE BIBLE. AND I
DIDN'T PAY MUCH ATTENTION
00:56:54.44\00:56:56.54
TO IT. REMEMBER.
00:56:56.54\00:56:59.41
THEY SAID, BORN AGAIN,
ON SUCH AND UP OF DATE.
00:56:59.41\00:57:03.08
I HOPE WHOEVER FINES THIS
BOOK FINES  THE PEACE AND JOY I
00:57:03.08\00:57:06.09
FOUND. THE BIBLE.
00:57:06.09\00:57:11.83
YEARSING LATE ITER FELL IN THE
CREEK AND IT GOT SWELLED UP AND
00:57:11.83\00:57:16.30
I LOST IT. WISHED
KNEW THE NAME OF THAT
00:57:16.30\00:57:18.83
PERSON. LOOK I IN
ON THE KNEES IN THE
00:57:18.83\00:57:23.47
CAVE. NAKED IN THE
MOUNTAINS EATING UT
00:57:23.47\00:57:28.18
MUCH CANS, LYING, DRINK, LIVING
IMMORAL RALLY AND NOT HAPPY.
00:57:28.18\00:57:33.55
I SAID, I SAID IF JESUS IS REAL,
WILL YOU FORGIVE MY SINS, GIVE
00:57:33.55\00:57:37.89
KNOW SOME PURPOSE FOR LIVE,
COME INTO MY HEART, AND THEN YOU
00:57:37.89\00:57:41.99
KNOW, I FELT
EVERYTHING CHANGE THAT DAY.
00:57:41.99\00:57:45.83
DATE I DID NOT VET A CALLER THEN
CAVE I DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY IT
00:57:45.83\00:57:49.86
WAS. I FELT THE PEACE.
00:57:49.86\00:57:56.17
NOT EVERYTHING CHANGED AT ONCE.
IN FACT THE FIRST FEW BIBLE
00:57:56.17\00:58:01.01
STUDIES I GAVE I
DIDN'T HAVE CLOTHES ON.
00:58:01.01\00:58:06.08
LITTLE BY LITTLE. LORD
STARTED CHANGING MY HEART,
00:58:06.08\00:58:09.55
TRANSFORMING ME AND I REMEMBER
BEING UP IN THE CAVE AND SAYING,
00:58:09.55\00:58:13.19
LORD, I WANT YOU TO
LIVE LIKE THIS FOREVER.
00:58:13.19\00:58:16.12
I FELT DESIRE TO TELL EVERYBODY
I WAS IN THE CAVE BECAUSE I
00:58:16.12\00:58:19.09
WANTED TO GET
AWAY FROM EVERYONE.
00:58:19.09\00:58:23.43
PEOPLE. WANTED TO
BE BY MYSELF AND THE
00:58:23.43\00:58:27.94
BURNING DESIRE
TO TELL EVERYBODY.
00:58:27.94\00:58:36.64
SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW BECAUSE
I KNOW I CAN'T DO MUCH UP HERE
00:58:36.64\00:58:38.88
IN THE CAVE. I WENT
TO TOWN A FEW DAYS AFTER.
00:58:38.88\00:58:43.08
I CALLED MY MOM IN BEVERLY HILLS
AND I SAID, I USED TO CHECK IN
00:58:43.08\00:58:46.42
WITH HER AND JUST
CALL ME. I CALLED.
00:58:46.42\00:58:50.73
ARE YOU UP AT THE CAVE
IN THE INCOMES FEW DAYS.
00:58:50.73\00:58:55.20
I WANT TO COME
UP WITH A FILM CREW.
00:58:55.20\00:59:00.67
SOMEBODY FROM NBC. YEAH
HIGH SON IS A MILLIONAIRE
00:59:00.67\00:59:03.91
AND LIVING IN A CAVE.
THAT IS A GREAT HUMAN INTEREST
00:59:03.91\00:59:08.44
INTERVIEW HIM. WE
HAVE A HARD TIME GETTING
00:59:08.44\00:59:11.48
THERE. HELICOPTER.
00:59:11.48\00:59:19.32
PAID TO FLY ME BACK
UP TO THE CAVE GAIN.
00:59:19.32\00:59:27.50
WITH THE FILM
CREW. THIS PICTURE OF ME.
00:59:27.50\00:59:31.27
PRAISE THE LORD, I NEVER HAD
THAT PICTURE NBC TOOK IT THAT
00:59:31.27\00:59:36.44
DAY. TIMES THAT DAY.
00:59:36.44\00:59:47.25
I WAS THINKING,
WILL SHARE MY TESTIMONY.
00:59:47.25\00:59:50.42
I THOUGHT HERE, PARADE LORD,
YOU WANT ME TO TELL SOMEBODY.
00:59:50.42\00:59:54.16
SHOW ME. GOD IS GOOD, FRIENDS.
00:59:54.16\01:00:00.96
I HAVE BEEN UP
THERE TELLER JUST IN CASE.
01:00:00.96\01:00:06.43
YOU KNOW, THIS YEAR WAS ABLE TO
HIKE UP WITH OUR YOUNGEST SON,
01:00:06.43\01:00:11.21
STEVEN. HE HAS BEEN UP THERE.
01:00:11.21\01:00:13.38
KAREN HAS BEEN UP THERE.
THIS IS THE WHOLE CREW WENT UP
01:00:13.38\01:00:15.94
ONCE. AT THAT TIME.
01:00:15.94\01:00:20.22
THEN THIS YEAR, SOME GOOD THINGS
HAVE COME OUT OF COVID I WAS
01:00:20.22\01:00:24.52
ABLE TO HIKE UP THE CAVE
FOR THE FIRST TIME WITH NATHAN.
01:00:24.52\01:00:28.96
I AM GETTING OLD.
THAT MAY BE MY LAST TRIP UP
01:00:28.96\01:00:32.83
THERE WITHOUT A HELICOPTER.
I THINK ABOUT HOW GOD BLESSED.
01:00:32.83\01:00:36.43
YOU KNOW? BROTHER'S WEDDING.
01:00:36.43\01:00:41.90
THAT IS ONE OF THE FEW
PICTURES I GOT OF MY MOM AND DA
01:00:41.90\01:00:44.61
TOGETHER. THERE
WITH THE BEARD I HAD HAIR
01:00:44.61\01:00:48.74
AT ONE POINT ON THE
RIGHT. THEY PASSED AWAY.
01:00:48.74\01:00:55.55
AND I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE
STORY THAT WE STARTED WITH IN
01:00:55.55\01:00:58.85
THE BALL IN. HERE
JESUS MET AND SELF
01:00:58.85\01:01:06.03
DESTRUCTIVE RUNNING AROUND NAKED
IN A CAVE, A TOMB SURROUNDED BY
01:01:06.03\01:01:10.10
THE DEAD AND THE PIGS HE CAME
TO JESS SUGGESTION AS HE WAS.
01:01:10.10\01:01:13.77
YOU KNOW? FRIENDS
NOBODY IS SUCH A BIG
01:01:13.77\01:01:16.37
SINNER YOU CAN'T COME TO CHRIST.
YOU ARE NOT A BIGGER SINNER THAN
01:01:16.37\01:01:21.24
THAN ME OR ME.
JESUS SET HIM FREE.
01:01:21.24\01:01:26.31
HE CLOTHED HIM. THEN
SAID GO TELL OTHERS WHAT
01:01:26.31\01:01:29.65
GREAT THINGS GOD
HAS DONE FOR YOU.
01:01:29.65\01:01:33.59
GOD OPENS THE DOOR FOR EACH ONE
OF US TO COME JUST THE WAY THEY
01:01:33.59\01:01:36.22
ARE. ANSWERED WILL ACCEPT US.
01:01:36.22\01:01:39.56
YOU KNOW, A FEW YEARS AGO I GOT
A CALL FROM MY SISTER IN LAW AND
01:01:39.56\01:01:44.40
SAID YOUR BROTHER ARE IS NOT
AND, AND, FALCON STRUGGLED ALL
01:01:44.40\01:01:48.90
HIS LIFE. THE
FLORIDA KEYS AND USED TO BE
01:01:48.90\01:01:53.07
A CAMP PASTOR. AND I
WENT TO SEE HIM ONE TIME.
01:01:53.07\01:01:58.95
NOT LONG BEFORE HE DIED I WOULD
TRY TO WALK AROUND THE GOLF
01:01:58.95\01:02:02.85
CURSE AND STOP AND COUGH AND
CATCH HIS BREATH AND WE WOULD
01:02:02.85\01:02:05.72
WALK AND TALK.
DOUG, LIFE IS NOT FAIR.
01:02:05.72\01:02:08.86
WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
HE SAID, I AM SMART.
01:02:08.86\01:02:14.10
IN FACT I AM
BRILLIANT. BUT I AM SICK.
01:02:14.10\01:02:17.40
HE SAID YOU ARE
HEALTHY. BURR YOU STUPID.
01:02:17.40\01:02:22.17
BUT BUT ARE STUPID. HAD
THE TOYS HE HAD THE HOUSE,
01:02:22.17\01:02:26.44
HE HAD THE CAR AND
THE BET AND EVERYTHING.
01:02:26.44\01:02:31.85
I HAVE GOT DOUG IF I COULD HAVE
YOUR LUNGS AND LIVE A LITTLE
01:02:31.85\01:02:36.45
LONGER. EARTHLY
THING AND GOD GAVE HIS
01:02:36.45\01:02:44.86
SON. I WAS
THANKFUL I WAS ABLE TO BE
01:02:44.86\01:02:48.73
AT THE BEDSIDE WHEN HE PASSED
AWAY AND FALCON WILL YOU LET ME
01:02:48.73\01:02:52.53
PRAY WITH YOU.
TEASE ME ABOUT RELIGION.
01:02:52.53\01:02:56.04
AT THE END, PLEASE, PRAY FOR ME.
WOULD PRI AND ASK JESUS TO COME
01:02:56.04\01:03:01.18
TO HIS HEART AND FORGIVE THE
SINS I HOPE TO SEE HIM IN THE
01:03:01.18\01:03:06.78
KINGDOM. THAT THIS
LIFE FAME AND FORTUNE
01:03:06.78\01:03:14.09
MONEY DON'T BRING HAP PINS.
HAPPINESS COMES FROM HAVING YOUR
01:03:14.09\01:03:17.76
SINS FORGIVEN AND KNOWING YOU
WILL BE CHRIST IN A AND LIVE IN
01:03:17.76\01:03:21.30
A WORLD MADE KNEW AND GET OUT OF
THIS WORD AND SICK OF TIRED OF
01:03:21.30\01:03:26.53
BEING SICK AND TIRED. THE
WORLD IS A PANDEMIC FRIENDS.
01:03:26.53\01:03:29.30
NOTHING KNEW. THAT SICKNESS.
01:03:29.30\01:03:34.74
AND BEFORE I CLOSE THIS SEGMENT
WITH, WITH PRAYER, I JUST LIKE
01:03:34.74\01:03:39.55
TO ASK IF THERE ARE SOME HERE
TODAY, MAYBE GOD IS SPEAKING TO
01:03:39.55\01:03:42.85
YOUR HEART. TO FULLY
SUR REN DUR YOUR LIFE
01:03:42.85\01:03:47.89
THOUGH WORLD AND YOU ARE
WATCHING REVELATION NOW PROGRAM
01:03:47.89\01:03:51.46
RIGHT NOW. IF YOU
WOULD LIKE TO SAY YES TO
01:03:51.46\01:03:57.30
HIM. TOWN.
01:03:57.30\01:04:03.41
MAYBE YOU HAVE BECOME DISTRACTED
WITH THE THINGS OF THIS WORLD,
01:04:03.41\01:04:07.31
AND YOU WOULD LIKE TO SAY, LORD,
I WANT TO GIVE JESUS FIRST PLACE
01:04:07.31\01:04:10.71
MINE HEART. WOULD
YOU BE WILL BE TO LIFT
01:04:10.71\01:04:14.48
YOUR HAND AND
SAY, LORD, THAT IS ME.
01:04:14.48\01:04:17.32
FATHER IN HEAVEN. THE HANDS.
01:04:17.32\01:04:23.19
THE HEALTH AND YOU WILL DO FOR
WHAT YOU DY FOR ME AND SO MANY
01:04:23.19\01:04:27.96
OTHERS AND ACCEPT AND JUST
LIKE AND TRANSFORM THEM, LORD.
01:04:27.96\01:04:32.80
BLESSING THEM WITH EXPERIENCE
AND THAT PEACE RIGHT NOW.
01:04:32.80\01:04:39.81
NOW DON'T GO AWAY FRIENDS YOU
WILL SEE PASTOR ROSS UP ON THE
01:04:39.81\01:04:43.08
SCREEN IN JUST A MOMENT WITH
BIBLE QUESTIONS THINK PASTOR
01:04:43.08\01:04:47.82
ANNOUNCEMENTS. TIME
HERE ON REVELATION NOW FOR
01:04:47.82\01:08:46.92
THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW WE ARE
MOVED FROM THE SANCTUARY D DOWN
01:08:46.92\01:08:51.36
TO THE STUDIO WHICH IS AMAZING
FACTANCE PASTOR DOUG AND I HAVE
01:08:51.36\01:08:55.60
ARE ON THE WAY. WHICH
ARE DELIGHTED TO TAKE YOUR
01:08:55.60\01:09:00.74
BIBLE QUESTION
AND AS ALWAYS WE OK.
01:09:00.74\01:09:12.08
FOR TODAY. AWFUL
GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS OF
01:09:12.08\01:09:19.02
PEOPLE SINCE? WELL,
YOU KNOW, THAT IS ONE
01:09:19.02\01:09:21.42
REASON WE KNOW THE BIBLE IS TRUE
BECAUSE GOOD DOES NOT GLOSS OVER
01:09:21.42\01:09:25.59
THE REAL WILL YOU TY OF WHAT THE
STRUGGLES ARE THAT PEOPLE HAVE
01:09:25.59\01:09:29.36
IN SCRIPTURE AND SO, IT
GIVES A REAL DEPICTION OF PEOPLE
01:09:29.36\01:09:34.87
UNDERSTAND THAT SIN HAS CAUSED A
LOT OF EF STILL IN THE WORLD AND
01:09:34.87\01:09:37.31
WHAT IT DOES TO US AND THE BIBLE
WAS A FAIRY TALE OR THEN IT
01:09:37.31\01:09:42.64
WOULD MAYBE SMOOTH THINGS OUT
BUT THE BIBLE ACTUALLY A VERY
01:09:42.64\01:09:45.78
ACCURATE HISTORY OF THE BATTLE
BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL AND SON I
01:09:45.78\01:09:50.35
THINK IT BASE OF THE
FAITHFULNESS OF GOD'S WORD, THAT
01:09:50.35\01:09:52.65
IT IS DOING THAT. AND,
YOU KNOW, I KNOW, THERE ARE
01:09:52.65\01:09:58.76
PARTS IN THE BOBBLE YOU MAY NOT
READ THE CHILDREN AND THEN THEY
01:09:58.76\01:10:02.66
MAKE SURE AND POKES HE
IS SOME OF THOSE PASSAGES.
01:10:02.66\01:10:06.70
AND THEATER RACE OF WAR AND
INTRIGUE AND THAT ARE GRAPHIC.
01:10:06.70\01:10:12.37
>> YES. DESCRIBING
THOSE YOU CAN SEE HOW
01:10:12.37\01:10:17.05
GOD CHANGED REAL PEOPLE
WITH REAL LIFE ISSUE AND REAL
01:10:17.05\01:10:20.92
STRUGGLES AND GIVES HOPE TO
US. LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCES.
01:10:20.92\01:10:26.76
I THE NEXT QEZ. IT US
INSPIRED OR JUST A PART OF
01:10:26.76\01:10:31.76
THE BIBLE? TIMOTHY
ALL VIP!  SCRIPTURE IS
01:10:31.76\01:10:36.13
GIVEN BAY INSPIRATION OF GOD AND
JESUS SAID MAN SHOULD NOT LIVE
01:10:36.13\01:10:40.80
BY BREAD ALONE BUT EVERY WORD
THAT PROCEED INTERESTS THE MOUTH
01:10:40.80\01:10:43.44
OF GOD.
SOMETHING SUPERNATURAL AND
01:10:43.44\01:10:48.94
MIRACULOUS IN THE WAY HE
PRESERVED THE CONTENTS OF THE
01:10:48.94\01:10:52.01
BIBLE THE SCRIPTURES. AND
EVEN IN THE CHOICE OF WHAT
01:10:52.01\01:10:55.52
BOOKS WOULD BE RECOGNIZED AS THE
SACRED BOOKS OF THE BIBLE AND
01:10:55.52\01:10:59.45
OTHERS THAT MAY BE, THEY MAY
HAVE VALUE WHERE YOU LEFT OUT OF
01:10:59.45\01:11:03.06
THE SACRED CANYON AND THEN, OF
COURSE, YOU KNOW, THE NEWEST T.
01:11:03.06\01:11:07.03
SHALL THE BOOKS WE HAVE NOW,
MAJORITY OF THE EARLY CHURCH
01:11:07.03\01:11:12.67
FATHERS AND BOTH APOSTLE AND THE
OLD TEST T. IS WRITTEN BY THE
01:11:12.67\01:11:18.27
PROPHET, KINGS THAT WERE SPONDER
AND SO FILLED WITH THE HOLE ZY
01:11:18.27\01:11:23.18
RITE HOLDING THEN SPOKE AS THEY
WERE MOVED BY THE HOLY SPIRIT.
01:11:23.18\01:11:26.15
THE BIBLE TELL US, SO, WE
BELIEVE BE THAT IF THERE IS A
01:11:26.15\01:11:29.78
COMMUNICATION FROM HEAVE TON
EARTH, THAT IS CONSIDERED SACRED
01:11:29.78\01:11:33.15
AND TRUSTWORTHY IN A SPIRED
THE BIBLE HAS PASSED THAT TEST.
01:11:33.15\01:11:37.53
ABSOLUTELY. WHEN
THE EARLY CHURCH FATHERS
01:11:37.53\01:11:42.16
ORGANIZE THE CANNON OR THE
BIBLE AND THE NEW TESTAMENT IN
01:11:42.16\01:11:46.57
PARTICULAR ONE OF CRE TIE CRY
YEAR TO THEY WANTED TO MAKE SURE
01:11:46.57\01:11:50.94
THE BOOKS WERE PROVE IT.
AND INTERESTING TO NOTE WITH
01:11:50.94\01:11:55.91
SENSE OF PAUL, ALL OF THE NEWEST
T. WRITERS WERE EYEWITNESSES OF
01:11:55.91\01:11:58.91
THE WORK OF
CHRIST. THAT IS RIGHT.
01:11:58.91\01:12:01.22
SO OF COURSE, PAUL MET JESUS AND
DURING THE CONVERSE BUT PRETTY
01:12:01.22\01:12:06.62
CERTAIN THAT THESE BOOKS WERE
WHERE IT BIN THE INDIVIDUALS.
01:12:06.62\01:12:10.79
>> EVEN PAUL THOUGH HE WAS NOT
A CHRISTIAN DURING THE TIME OF
01:12:10.79\01:12:13.80
JESUS, HE WAS LIVE DURING THE
TIME OF JESUS AND AWARE OF THE
01:12:13.80\01:12:17.33
REALITY OF CRIST'S TEACHINGS
AND THE TIME IN WHICH HE LIVED.
01:12:17.33\01:12:20.87
OK. HOW DO I
CONVINCE A PERSON WHO
01:12:20.87\01:12:25.54
BELIEVES IN EVOLUTION
THAT THE BIBLE IS TRUE?
01:12:25.54\01:12:28.88
WITH, I KNOW WE GOT A LOT OF
FRIENDS IN THIS SOCIETY TODAY
01:12:28.88\01:12:33.01
THAT EVOLUTION IS THEIR WORLD
VIEW AND HOW DO YOU REACH THEM?
01:12:33.01\01:12:37.35
WELL, FIRST OF ALL. YOU
CANNOT CONVINCE IN OTHER
01:12:37.35\01:12:39.92
WORD, ARGUMENTS NOT
ALWAYS THE BEST WAY TO DO IT.
01:12:39.92\01:12:43.43
AND LIKE MARK TWAIN SAID.
WILL AND THE SAME OPINION STILL.
01:12:43.43\01:12:48.13
AND YOU CAN TRY
TO REASON WITH THEM.
01:12:48.13\01:12:51.90
PEOPLE THAT STRUGGLED WITH
EVOLUTION, ONCE YOU ACKNOWLEDGE
01:12:51.90\01:12:55.64
THERE IS A GOD THEN
THEY ACKNOWLEDGED THERE IS A
01:12:55.64\01:12:59.24
ACCOUNTABILITY FOR YOUR LIFE
AND FOR FULFILLING THAT PURPOSE
01:12:59.24\01:13:02.24
THATTIC MASS
SOME PEOPLE NERVOUS.
01:13:02.24\01:13:06.15
LOVING GOOD AND THE BIBLE IS
TRUE, THEN, I WOULD REASON WITH
01:13:06.15\01:13:08.98
THEM SOME THE PROVESIES OF THE
BIBLE THEN WHEN YOU SHOW THAT
01:13:08.98\01:13:14.49
GOD WAS ABLE TO FOR TEAL
THE FUTURE SO PERFECT LISTEN THE
01:13:14.49\01:13:19.33
PROPHECIES IT HELPS US RECOGNIZE
THAT GOD'S OVERALL TIME AND THEN
01:13:19.33\01:13:23.23
THEY BELIEVE THE OTHER PARTS OF
THE BOOK BUT THE DATING METHODS
01:13:23.23\01:13:27.40
SAN I PERSONALLY THINK ABOUT
THERE IS GOOD PROGRAMS OUT THERE
01:13:27.40\01:13:30.34
THAT DEAL WITH THE SUBJECT OF
REVOLUTION AND EXPLAIN CREATION
01:13:30.34\01:13:34.01
AS A MORE VIABLE SCHEME. >>
WE LOOK IN THE BIBLE AT SOME
01:13:34.01\01:13:39.85
KINDS GIVE TON
HISTORY AND THE FLOOD.
01:13:39.85\01:13:44.32
MUCH OF WHAT WE SEE IN
THIS HE NATURAL WORLD TODAY.
01:13:44.32\01:13:49.06
AND UP A MILE ABOVE SEA LEVEL IN
COLORADO AND IN THE MOUNTAIN AND
01:13:49.06\01:13:54.03
HOW DID SEASHELLS GET UP THERE.
THE FLOOD DOES EX PALESTINIAN A
01:13:54.03\01:13:57.63
LOT OF THINGS WE SEE IN NATURE.
BURIALS OF AN MALL AND EXPLAIN.
01:13:57.63\01:14:01.80
THAT YEAH. YEAH
BASED ON SCIENTIFIC
01:14:01.80\01:14:04.87
STATEMENTS IN THE
BIBLE. CONTROL IN.
01:14:04.87\01:14:14.45
VERSE 3. WE'LL
YOU HAVE LOOK THAT.
01:14:14.45\01:14:30.57
VERSE 3. WRITTEN
IN OUR HEART AND KNOWN
01:14:30.57\01:14:37.07
AND RED BY ALL MEN AND CLEARLY
IN STERRED TO US AND BY THE
01:14:37.07\01:14:42.94
SPIRIT AND THE LIVING GOOD NOT
ON THE STORM BUT ON THE TABLETS
01:14:42.94\01:14:48.05
OF THIS HEART AND
TABLETS OF FLESH OF THE HEART.
01:14:48.05\01:14:52.39
SAYING YOU KNOW, IT IS ANY WITH
A WAY INVALID AND SAYING THAT
01:14:52.39\01:14:56.76
WHEN WE HAVE THE NEW COVENANT
THE WHOLE NEW OF NENT IN THE
01:14:56.76\01:15:00.70
HEART AND SO, INCLUDED IN HAVING
THAT LAW BRITTEN IN OUR HEART
01:15:00.70\01:15:07.47
AND SPIRITUAL SIDE
AND EXPLAIN IT THIS WAY.
01:15:07.47\01:15:11.31
JESUS CAME TO SHOW
A SPIRITUAL ASPECT.
01:15:11.31\01:15:19.81
YOU SHALL NOT
COMMIT MURDER AND ANGRY.
01:15:19.81\01:15:29.22
DO NOT COMMIT AUDREY ARE DULL
TRY AND DO NOT BE THINKING IN
01:15:29.22\01:15:33.03
YOUR HEARD. AN ATTITUDE.
01:15:33.03\01:15:43.37
AND IN THE SAME WAY, THE LETTER
OF THE LAW SAYS REMEMBER THE
01:15:43.37\01:15:46.44
SABBATH DAY AND COME TO JESUS
AND HAVE REST IN OUR HEARTS.
01:15:46.44\01:15:49.51
AND SO, FOR EVERY SPIRITUAL LAW,
THERE IS THE LITTER FOUNDATION
01:15:49.51\01:15:55.15
AND THE LITTLE RAT LAW THERE IS
AND WANT TO BE GOING AND MAKING
01:15:55.15\01:15:59.02
SURE NOT TOT BE LEGALISTIC BUT
KEEPING THE SPIRIT OF THE LAW.
01:15:59.02\01:16:05.59
REMIND THE PACKAGE OF DUT IRANI
WHERE GOD SAYS TO MOSE HE SES.
01:16:05.59\01:16:09.20
AFTER THE LAW WAS GAIN CHILDREN
OF ISRAEL SAID EVERYTHING GOD IS
01:16:09.20\01:16:12.77
SAVED WE'LL DO. OH,
BE THERE WAS HEART WITHIN
01:16:12.77\01:16:16.27
THEM. COMMANDPS
THAT I MAY GOOD FOR
01:16:16.27\01:16:19.84
THEM. BE
SPRINGING SUPPORT FROM LOVE
01:16:19.84\01:16:24.41
TO HIM AND LOVE
TO OUR FELLOW MAN.
01:16:24.41\01:16:31.09
HOW CAN WE ACTUALLY BE HOLY?
HOW CAN WE BE HOLE FLY WELL, TWO
01:16:31.09\01:16:35.92
WAYS WE PIECE,ED HOLINESS.
ONE IS WHEN WE DOM CHRIST AND
01:16:35.92\01:16:40.06
YOU CAN SAY THAT WE
RECEIVE THROUGH JUSTIFICATION.
01:16:40.06\01:16:48.50
DECLARES US HOLY. WE
CONTINUE TO FOLLOW THE LORD
01:16:48.50\01:16:54.51
AND NOT JUST COVER UP OF
OUR SIN AND SOMETHING CALLED
01:16:54.51\01:16:58.81
SANCTIFICATION. TO
LIVE IN THE NEWNESS OF LAV
01:16:58.81\01:17:03.08
AND TURNING YOU A WAY FROM WHAT
IS WRONG AND DOING WHAT IS RIGHT
01:17:03.08\01:17:06.15
AND THE WORD HOLINESS TO BE SET
ASIDE AND WHEN WE ACCEPT JESUS
01:17:06.15\01:17:12.16
WE TRUST OUR LIVES
ARE SET ASIDE FOR HIM.
01:17:12.16\01:17:18.53
BELONG TO YOU.
SET ASIDE FOR YOU.
01:17:18.53\01:17:21.04
THEY ARE CALLED HOLY MATRIMONY
AND THAT COUPLE MAY HAVE
01:17:21.04\01:17:25.31
INTERESTING DILLSCUSSIONS
MORE AND SET ASIDE FOR EACH
01:17:25.31\01:17:31.08
OTHER. MAKE THAT AND TERM ARE
01:17:31.08\01:17:39.65
SINCE AND HOLINESS THERE.
SHOULD WE HAVE A CHILD NOW
01:17:39.65\01:17:47.03
SEEING THE WORLD IS IN MESS?
YOU KNOW, NOW, WITH WHAT IS
01:17:47.03\01:17:51.83
GOING ON. WHETHER IT
IS NOT FOR GOD'S WILL
01:17:51.83\01:17:59.57
FOR THEM TO HAVE CHILDREN.
AND HE SAID THEY MISSED THEIR
01:17:59.57\01:18:10.62
OPPORTUNITY SO I PRAY ABOUT THAT
AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU YOU GOT
01:18:10.62\01:18:15.62
FRES THE LORD JESUS DID SAW THAT
ARE NURSING WITH CHILD AND IN
01:18:15.62\01:18:20.50
THE TIME WE HAVE TO FLEE FOR OUR
LIVES THEY KNOW WHAT THE DATE IS
01:18:20.50\01:18:24.70
GOING TO BE BUT IT IS
A BRING CHILDREN INTO.
01:18:24.70\01:18:27.94
>> OK. >> SOMEONE
ELSE IS ASKING SHOULD
01:18:27.94\01:18:31.57
CHRISTIANS GET INVOLVED
IN SECRET SOCIETIES LIKE
01:18:31.57\01:18:33.91
FREEMASONS? >> NO.
01:18:33.91\01:18:38.41
NOTHING SECRET BUILT.
SOMEONE SAID ONE TIME.
01:18:38.41\01:18:40.82
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS
SECRET CHRISTIAN ETH ARE YOU ARE
01:18:40.82\01:18:46.19
SECRECY OR THE SEEK SY WILL
REAL KRISTIN YOU CANNOT KEEP IT
01:18:46.19\01:18:51.43
SICK CRET AS SOMEONE BELONGS
TO SECRET SETTED SOCIETY AND A
01:18:51.43\01:18:54.40
WHOLE SPECTRUM OF THEM.
WHAT ARE YOU MID HIKING?
01:18:54.40\01:18:56.87
CHRISTIANS OUGHT TO BE OPEN
AND TRANSPARENT ABOUT WHAT THEY
01:18:56.87\01:18:59.53
BELIEVE? YEAH.
01:18:59.53\01:19:06.54
SUSPECT AND SOME OF THEM I THINK
THEY GOT PAGANISM AND DIABOLICAL
01:19:06.54\01:19:12.51
WORSHIP. >> GOT TO
BE CARE OF THINGS YOU
01:19:12.51\01:19:15.58
GOT TO SWEAR TO SECRECY IN AS
CHRISTIANS JESUS WAS NOT PART OF
01:19:15.58\01:19:19.79
ANYTHING LIKE THAT. MEDITATE.
01:19:19.79\01:19:27.10
KNOW DAVID AND THE SAMES TAS
ABOUT MEDITATING ON GOD'S LAW.
01:19:27.10\01:19:33.13
HE ARE VERY DIFFERENT FROM
EASTERN MEDITATION I USED TO BE
01:19:33.13\01:19:35.87
INVOLVED IN EASTERN MEDITATION
AND THE IDEA THERE IS TO SORT OF
01:19:35.87\01:19:38.91
EMPTY YOUR MIND YOU KNOW?
YOU SAY THIS OVER AND OVER
01:19:38.91\01:19:44.65
AGAIN. BECAUSE
YOU ARE SAYING EMPTY
01:19:44.65\01:19:49.68
WORD WITH NO MEANING ATTACHED
AND NOW YOU CAN CREATE A SELF IN
01:19:49.68\01:19:55.36
DUESED BLISS AND IT IS NO REAL.
BUT NOT EXPANDING YOUR MIND AND
01:19:55.36\01:20:00.03
BASICALLY EMPTYING YOUR MIND AND
GET COUNTERFEIT PEACE AND REAL
01:20:00.03\01:20:07.34
ABOUT THE MAJESTY OF GOD'S WORD
GOD SAYS LET US REASON TOGETHER.
01:20:07.34\01:20:12.77
SO ACTUALLY THINKING COGNITIVE
THING AND REASONING ABOUT THE
01:20:12.77\01:20:16.28
WONDERS OF GOD'S WORD.
THAT IS MID TATATING ON THE WORD
01:20:16.28\01:20:18.88
OF GOD. COMMUNING
WITH JESUS NOT THE
01:20:18.88\01:20:22.78
EASTERN MEDITATION THAT
IS IN THE HEAD AND YEAH.
01:20:22.78\01:20:25.49
YOU ARE FILLED WITH
WHATEVER COMES AWAY.
01:20:25.49\01:20:31.09
THIS PERSON IS ASKING WHERE IN
THE BIBLE AND PROBABLY WANT TO
01:20:31.09\01:20:35.20
SHARE IT WITH
SENSELESS. THAT JESUS IS GOD.
01:20:35.20\01:20:41.00
OH. GOOD.
01:20:41.00\01:20:47.21
WELL ONE THING THE BOBBLE SAYS
IN THE BEGINNING GOD CREATED.
01:20:47.21\01:20:52.08
SAYS ALL THINGS WERE
MADE WERE MADE BY CHRIST.
01:20:52.08\01:20:55.95
HE THIS IS WORD. CHRIST POD.
01:20:55.95\01:21:00.62
THE TEN COMMAND AND
JESUS ROSE TO THE DEAD.
01:21:00.62\01:21:04.69
HEBREW, YOU KNOW THE VERSE,
EVEN THE ANGELS WORSHIPED HIM.
01:21:04.69\01:21:09.46
THE BIBLE SAYS ONLY
GOD CAN FORGIVE SIN.
01:21:09.46\01:21:13.17
HE CAN FORGIVE SIN
AND MARK CHAPTER 2.
01:21:13.17\01:21:20.31
THE BIBLE TELL US ONLY GOD KNOWS
JESUS KNEW WHAT WAS MAN JOHN 2
01:21:20.31\01:21:25.88
AND MARK 2 ALSO. JETS
JESUS NEW MAN'S HEART.
01:21:25.88\01:21:28.85
YOU LOOK AT THE DIFFERENT
DEFINITIONS OF GOD AND JESUS SAW
01:21:28.85\01:21:34.89
THOSE DEFINITIONS. AND
THE OLD TESTAMENT THAT SPONT
01:21:34.89\01:21:36.96
TO THE COMING MESSIAH THAT
EQUATE WITH CHRISTS AS BEING
01:21:36.96\01:21:41.56
PART OF DIVINITY AND WE ARE
KNOWS ALL AND BEING CREATOR AND
01:21:41.56\01:21:47.54
THE PAGE SAYS I AM WITH YOU
WHEREVER YOU GO ONE HEF WAYS WE
01:21:47.54\01:21:50.57
KNOW GOD. HEAR
THE PRAYERS AT ONE ARE
01:21:50.57\01:21:55.61
ONCE. YOU ARE
OMNIPRESENCE THROUGH THE
01:21:55.61\01:22:00.85
SPIRIT. I WAS
THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING
01:22:00.85\01:22:06.69
THIS MORNING.
TRUSTWORTHINESS OF CHRIST IN THE
01:22:06.69\01:22:15.50
YOU OUR BELIEVE HE IS A MASTER
LIAR AND CAN REACH CONCLUSION
01:22:15.50\01:22:20.14
IS A GOOD MAN AND
WHO SAID CERTAIN THINGS.
01:22:20.14\01:22:23.94
OH CLAIMED TO BE ONE WITH THE
FATHER AND YOU SEE ME IN A YOU
01:22:23.94\01:22:28.11
SEE THE FATHER YOU
GOT TO ACCEPT WHAT SAYS.
01:22:28.11\01:22:31.85
AXE LATELY. ANOTHER
QUESTION WE HAVE WHERE
01:22:31.85\01:22:35.65
DOES GOD DWELL? >>
WELL, WE TALKED ABOUT THE
01:22:35.65\01:22:39.45
OMNIPRESENCE OF GOD THE BIBLE
ALSO SEEMS TO CAPE GATE COD IS A
01:22:39.45\01:22:43.63
SPIR REASON AND FORM OF SOME
FORM BECAUSE THERE IS A PLACE
01:22:43.63\01:22:49.23
AND THE PLACE OF
GOD. WHEN WE PRAY.
01:22:49.23\01:22:54.70
OUR FATHER IN HEAVE. WE
CALL IT HEAVEN OR PARADISE.
01:22:54.70\01:23:04.58
PAUL SAYS CAUGHT  UP TO
THE THIRD HEAVEN AND EYE JAY IN
01:23:04.58\01:23:08.98
CHAPTER 6 DESCRIBES
SEEING GOD ON HIS THRONE.
01:23:08.98\01:23:13.49
YOU CAN READ EYE JAY 6
LIFTED UP IN HEAVEN THE TEMPLE.
01:23:13.49\01:23:19.96
GOD SITHS IN THE HOLLY OF HOLIES
AND THE YAWN VERSE WHICH DON'T
01:23:19.96\01:23:23.77
GET ANY HOLLIER THAN THAT.
I SAW THE SON OF MAN BROUGHT
01:23:23.77\01:23:30.81
BEFORE THE ANCIENT OF
DAYS AND THERE IS A PLACE.
01:23:30.81\01:23:32.97
GOT DOES SEEM TOLL HAVE A PLACE
WHERE HE CAN BE KNOWN IN TIME
01:23:32.97\01:23:35.11
AND SPACE. LIVE
OUTSIDE IN SPACE, TOO.
01:23:35.11\01:23:40.78
SOMEBODY ELSE IS ASKING HOW DO I
KNOW IF I HAVE FORGIVEN SOMEONE.
01:23:40.78\01:23:46.86
WELL, YOU CHOOSE TO. YOU
MAY REMEMBER THE THINGS THEY
01:23:46.86\01:23:51.06
DO THAT BOTH HE YOU. I
REMEMBER HEARING A STORY A
01:23:51.06\01:23:57.27
NAMMOUS NURSE. ONE
OF FRIENDS SAID WHAT DID
01:23:57.27\01:24:11.11
THEY SAY. MAY COME
BACK AND YOU CHOOSE TO
01:24:11.11\01:24:14.32
FORGIVE. YOU READ
THEM AND DON'T BRING IT
01:24:14.32\01:24:19.22
UP AGAIN SO THAT PERSON THAT
FORGIVES YOU AND KEEP REMINDING
01:24:19.22\01:24:22.06
YOU. YOU.
01:24:22.06\01:24:25.99
HUMANLY FORGIVE AND FORGET.
WE CAN'T FORGET LIKE GOD FOR
01:24:25.99\01:24:30.27
GITES US YOU DON'T DWELL ON. OK.
01:24:30.27\01:24:35.87
LITTLE BIT MORE AB
01:24:35.87\01:24:50.89