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Ellen White - When Every Nerve Shrieked With Pain

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00:29 O come, let us sing to the Lord
00:34 Come, let us every one
00:38 A joyful noise make to the Rock of our salvation
00:49 Let us before his presence come
00:54 With praise and thankful voice
00:58 Let us sing psalms of praise to Him
01:03 And make a joyful noise
01:18 Our call to joy this morning is Psalm 100
01:21 and you can find that on page 10
01:22 of your worship bulletin.
01:27 "Make a joyful shout to the Lord,
01:29 all you lands!
01:31 Serve the Lord with gladness,
01:34 Come before His presence with singing.
01:37 Know that the Lord, He is God, It is He who has made us,
01:42 and not we ourselves.
01:44 We are His people and the sheep of His pasture.
01:49 Enter into His gates with thanksgiving,
01:51 and into His courts with praise.
01:53 Be thankful to Him, and bless His name.
01:57 For the Lord is good, His mercy is everlasting,
02:01 and His truth endures to all generations."
03:21 Praise to the Lord
03:23 The Almighty, the King of creation
03:32 O my soul, praise Him
03:36 For He is thy health and salvation
03:43 All ye who hear
03:47 Now to His temple draw near
03:52 Join ye in glad adoration
04:01 Praise to the Lord
04:03 Who over all things so wondrously reigneth
04:11 Shieldeth thee under His wings
04:15 Yea, so gently sustaineth
04:22 Hast thou not seen
04:26 How thy desires ever have been
04:31 Granted in what he ordaineth?
04:40 Praise to the Lord, who doth prosper
04:45 Thy work and defend thee
04:52 Surely His goodness and mercy
04:57 Here daily attend thee
05:03 Ponder anew
05:07 What the Almighty can do
05:13 If with his love He befriend thee
06:56 Praise to the Lord
06:58 Oh, let all that is in me adore Him
07:08 All that hath life and breath
07:11 Come now with praises before Him
07:19 Let the amen
07:23 Sound from His people again
07:29 Gladly for all we adore Him
07:48 Our words of joy are taken from Psalm 98
07:53 "O sing to the Lord a new song
07:56 for He hath done marvelous things,
07:59 His right hand, and His holy arm,
08:01 have gained Him the victory.
08:03 The Lord has made known His salvation,
08:06 His righteousness,
08:07 He has revealed in the sight of the nations.
08:10 He has remembered His mercy
08:11 and His faithfulness to the house of Israel.
08:14 All the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God.
08:18 Shout joyfully to the Lord, all the earth.
08:21 Break forth in song, rejoice, and sing praises.
08:25 Sing to the Lord with the harp,
08:27 with the harp and the sound of a psalm.
08:29 With trumpets and the sound of a horn.
08:32 Shout joyfully before the lord the King.
08:36 Let the sea roar in all its fullness.
08:39 Let the world and all those who dwell in it.
08:42 Let the rivers clap their hands.
08:44 Let the hills be joyful together before the Lord,
08:47 for He is coming to judge the earth,
08:50 with righteousness,
08:51 He shall judge the world and the peoples with equity.
08:55 This is God's word.
08:57 May we be touched by God's abundant joy today.
10:02 We have heard a joyful sound
10:05 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
10:09 Spread the gladness all around
10:12 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
10:16 Bear the news to every land
10:19 Climb the steeps and cross the waves
10:23 Onward, 'tis our Lord's command
10:27 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
10:33 Waft it on the rolling tide
10:36 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
10:40 Tell to sinners, far and wide
10:44 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
10:48 Sing, ye islands of the sea
10:51 Echo back, ye ocean caves
10:55 Earth shall keep the jubilee
10:59 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
11:04 Sing above the battle strife
11:08 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
11:12 By His death and endless life
11:15 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
11:19 Sing it softly through the gloom
11:23 When the heart for mercy craves
11:27 Sing in triumph o'er the tomb
11:30 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
11:36 Give the winds a mighty voice
11:40 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
11:43 Let the nations now rejoice
11:47 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
11:51 Shout salvation full and free
11:55 Highest hills and deepest caves
11:58 This our song of victory
12:02 Jesus saves, Jesus saves
12:18 Holy Father, Holy Son, Holy Spirit,
12:22 what can we say, Triune God,
12:27 our hearts are full, we have every reason
12:29 to be gathered in your presence to bow before you.
12:32 You have done all things well this year
12:37 and in gratitude we praise Your name.
12:42 Now as we jangle our nerves
12:46 and radically shift our thinking for a moment,
12:53 may Holy Scripture engage our minds,
12:56 encourage our lives,
12:59 we pray in Christ's name, amen.
13:05 In the runaway international bestseller,
13:08 The Road Less Traveled, you may remember that book.
13:14 The late psychiatrist M. Scott Peck opens the book,
13:20 three words, nobody's gonna deny the veracity
13:23 of these three words, "Life is difficult."
13:30 So stuff of human existence, our survival, it's difficult.
13:35 Just a few days ago, I sat down with a man,
13:38 his heart breaking over the immensity
13:43 of what he is suffering right now.
13:46 By the way, you don't have to be old to suffer.
13:51 I looked into that crystalline pain
13:53 of a young co-ed on this campus.
13:56 Struggling to find divine courage
13:59 in the midst of what she is going through.
14:02 I'll tell you the truth, "Life is difficult."
14:08 We know it intuitively and by the way,
14:12 some of you haven't suffered yet.
14:14 You've done all right, but trust me,
14:17 but they'll come before you exit this life.
14:20 You will suffer, can't avoid it, cannot.
14:25 So here's the question, how then,
14:27 how then should we live in the midst of suffering?
14:32 Bible word on this Thanksgiving season weekend
14:39 is entitled "The Gift:
14:42 When Every Nerve Shrieked With Pain."
14:46 Those of you watching on television,
14:48 you are gonna move to a study guide,
14:49 without any interruption,
14:50 not going to mention a word about it when we get to it.
14:52 So that's the website you want,
14:54 you see it on the screen right now.
14:55 Go to our website, you will get the same study guide
14:58 and we'll plunge into it.
15:00 For our case study today, all right, Thanksgiving season,
15:02 our case study today, we're going to examine
15:05 a little 5-foot 2-inch woman who lived a century ago,
15:11 that's our case study.
15:13 She has just boarded a sailing vessel
15:16 preparing to leave the western shores of this nation,
15:20 her destination, a rugged outback nation,
15:27 Australia.
15:29 You got it.
15:32 Leaders of the church that she serves in America
15:35 have sent her on a mission to build up the work of Christ
15:38 in that almost forsaken land at the time
15:44 across the pacific halfway around the world.
15:47 The truth is however
15:49 she has been politely banished for a season,
15:53 prophets are not always
15:55 the most popular people to have around,
15:56 you understand and she understands it.
16:01 And so she goes with everything within her
16:04 resisting this assignment to leave her home
16:10 and the comforts of her homeland,
16:13 at her age as a widow.
16:17 But she must practice what she preached.
16:20 Namely, submit to the counsel of the leadership,
16:24 however mistaken and uninformed the leaders maybe.
16:28 So she goes, but little does she know on this day
16:31 that she sails away from our shores
16:32 that she is sailing straight into the vortex
16:36 of the most intense physical suffering of her entire life.
16:42 Just days after she lands near Melbourne, Australia,
16:46 the suffering descends and I want you to take note
16:50 of her words as she describes what she went through.
16:53 Put it on the screen for you.
16:55 Ellen White writing, "I made the long journey
16:58 across the Pacific
16:59 and attended the conference held in Melbourne.
17:01 Just before the conference closed
17:03 I was stricken with a severe illness.
17:07 For the next eleven months
17:09 I suffered from malarial fever and inflammatory rheumatism."
17:13 Now hit the pause button right there,
17:14 so, Karen, my wife, is a nurse,
17:17 and I go to her, I say, hey, listen,
17:18 what's up with this inflammatory rheumatism?
17:22 She pulls down her big thick medical dictionary,
17:24 we look at it, go on Google when you can't find the answer
17:28 you are looking for, found it on Google, here it is.
17:33 Acute rheumatism,
17:34 inflammation of the joints attended with fever
17:38 and attacking usually the larger joints
17:41 which become swollen, hot, and extremely painful.
17:46 All right, 11 months of that, let's put it back up.
17:49 "During this period" Ellen White wrote,
17:52 "I experienced the most
17:54 terrible suffering of my whole life."
17:57 This by a woman who at the age of 9,
18:00 face struck by that angry classmate's stone,
18:04 intense suffering at the beginning,
18:05 but no, no, no, this was the worst.
18:09 "I was unable to lift my feet from the floor
18:10 without suffering great pain."
18:12 "My right arm," now watch this, "from the elbow down,
18:14 was the only part of my body that was free from pain.
18:18 My hips, my spine were in constant pain.
18:21 I could not lie on my cot for more than two hours at a time,
18:23 though I had rubber cushions under me.
18:25 I would drag myself
18:27 to a similar bed to change my position.
18:29 Physicians said I would never be able to walk again,
18:32 and I had fears that my life
18:34 was to be a perpetual conflict with suffering."
18:39 How did that go, "Life is difficult."
18:45 Even for the friends of God or maybe we ought to say
18:49 especially for the friends of God.
18:53 Eleven months of suffering
18:55 and what can we learn from this case study.
18:57 How to suffer, how to suffer.
19:01 I hold here in my hands, I'm really excited about this,
19:03 I hold here in my hands an entrusted loan,
19:06 all right, keyword, loan, from my friend Marlon Byrd
19:10 who is the director of the Center for Adventist Research
19:13 here at Andrews University.
19:15 I emailed Merlin this last week.
19:16 I say, hey, Merlin, any chance you would have
19:21 Ellen White's diary entries
19:23 during these 11 months of intense suffering?
19:26 I'd love to see those.
19:28 He shows up two hours later in my office
19:30 bearing this right here.
19:34 He said, Dwight, I'm doing something
19:36 I am not supposed to do.
19:40 I'm gonna let you use this,
19:43 but listen to me carefully, boy,
19:48 if anything happens to what I have loaned you,
19:53 you will never be heard from again.
19:58 All right, I got the message, Merlin.
20:02 He's down in Atlanta today, so he says,
20:05 the associate director at the Center for Adventist Research
20:08 will meet you immediately following second service
20:11 and we'll remove from your hands, this folder.
20:14 I got it.
20:16 All right, well, I got the boy, so anyway here they are.
20:21 I want to read a few diary entries,
20:23 these are all written in Australia,
20:24 those of you from down under.
20:28 These were written at Preston, Victoria, Australia.
20:31 Some of you will know where that is.
20:33 I'm going to begin with May 9,
20:35 just read a line or two here, share this with you.
20:39 "The past night" okay, she's writing,
20:40 oh, by the way, this is not the original diary.
20:46 The original diaries are in a vault
20:48 somewhere outside the nation's capital.
20:51 After she wrote, these were turned over to a secretary,
20:55 she had a secretarial pool.
20:56 They sat down with old typewriters.
21:01 They used-- some of you don't understand what this is,
21:03 but they used what was called carbon paper.
21:07 All the old timers are not in their heads,
21:10 by the way, we still put it at the bottom of letters, CC,
21:12 that means carbon copy
21:14 though we don't use carbon copies anymore.
21:17 So these are all these, but she went back over,
21:19 this was her practice to go back over
21:21 the typed entries and she would make corrections.
21:25 And I'll show you one in just a moment.
21:26 All right, so what's the date on this one.
21:27 May 9th, okay, May 9th, listen, onion skin paper here,
21:33 "The past night has been a very long one
21:35 and I am so restless that I long for the day."
21:37 You ever had nights like that
21:38 where you were just praying for day to come.
21:41 I long for the day, I keep my mind
21:43 as much as possible on the promises of God.
21:45 I do not claim these promises because I deserve them,
21:47 but because they are bestowed upon
21:49 erring human beings as a free gift.
21:51 I am comforted with the assurance
21:53 that although constantly suffering pain,
21:55 I am never forsaken.
21:57 I put my trust in One who is too wise to err
21:59 and too good to do me harm.
22:01 He will restore me to health.
22:02 I shall yet speak forth His praise in the congregation.
22:05 I am determined not to encourage feelings
22:07 of despondency and gloom..."
22:10 May 9, May 10, oh, listen to this,
22:16 "I have had a rather singular night."
22:19 That means unforgettable.
22:21 Watch this, "Sometime during the night
22:24 I woke to find myself lying stretched out on my back.
22:27 My heart was beating only feebly.
22:29 I felt as if my body were being crushed under a mass.
22:32 I could hardly move any of my limbs."
22:34 It almost feels, sounds like a heart attack it's not.
22:37 "I did not know where I was.
22:38 I called my nurse, but she did not hear me.
22:40 After trying several times, I succeeded in moving my limbs,
22:42 but my body seemed helpless.
22:44 It was more than half an hour before I could understand
22:46 that I was in bed, and before I could use my mind
22:48 or move my limbs freely.
22:50 Then the thought came to me
22:52 that the angels of the Lord had awakened me,
22:55 or else I should soon have breathed my last."
22:59 You university students do not understand this, trust me,
23:02 it'll come, the older you get, the more sensitive you are,
23:06 and in tune you are to this little ticker
23:08 and anything that feels abnormal,
23:10 you are on red alert, what is happening now,
23:13 that's what's going on there.
23:15 "I dared not try to sleep again."
23:17 I'm not going back to sleep now.
23:20 "For my heart seemed to be very feeble in action."
23:24 She's worried, sums on, sums up.
23:29 All right, May 11,
23:31 "I thank the Lord for the precious light today."
23:33 You can hear that a lot.
23:34 "The sleepless hours of the past night
23:36 were very wearing but I was not comfortless,
23:40 I find consolation in presenting my case to Jesus.
23:43 The grace of Christ strengthens me in my affliction."
23:47 So since this is a case study, Ladies and Gentlemen,
23:49 let's jot these down.
23:50 Seven of them.
23:51 I want to share with you now seven
23:53 how to live through your own
23:54 suffering principles, all right?
23:56 Grab your study guide it's tucked away in your
23:58 Thanksgiving bulletin today, grab the study guide,
24:01 we're not gonna take time to get it to you.
24:03 Grab your study guide, if you need one afterwards,
24:05 you can ask for it.
24:06 Let's jot these down.
24:07 How to live through your own suffering?
24:09 Here's the list, number one, put it on the screen, please.
24:12 In your suffering look to Jesus.
24:15 That's exactly what just happened
24:16 with these diary entries.
24:17 In your suffering, some of you, by the way,
24:19 listening on the radio right now and by the--
24:21 I need to say we're very delighted to have you
24:24 who are from WAUS, we've made a special invitation
24:26 to our WAUS listeners.
24:29 You're sitting by one today perhaps,
24:31 we've invited you to come and join us
24:32 and we're delighted to have you.
24:34 We got a special dinner for you right afterwards,
24:36 down those stairs behind me,
24:38 and I'm looking for to meeting you
24:39 and greeting you then.
24:40 But those of you watching on television, you know,
24:43 listening on the radio, you know about suffering,
24:49 some of you are experiencing it right now.
24:50 Number one, in your suffering, look to Jesus.
24:55 All right, here comes number two,
24:56 May 12, this is the very next day,
24:58 "The past night has been severe in trying."
25:00 You are going to hear this again and again.
25:02 "But I am determined not to be discouraged.
25:05 I will press my petitions to the throne of grace.
25:08 I spend many of my sleepless hours in earnest prayer to God
25:11 and I know that he hears me
25:13 and that he will not disappoint me."
25:16 There it is, principle number two,
25:17 before I share that with you,
25:19 let me put on the screen for you
25:21 and you have it in your study guide,
25:22 it's a little excerpt from a letter
25:24 she wrote back to the States
25:25 describing what she's going through.
25:27 Put it on the screen,
25:29 "In the long weary hours of the night,"
25:33 all right, "in the long weary hours of the night,
25:35 when sleep has been out of the question,
25:38 I have devoted much time to prayer
25:41 and when every nerve seemed to be shrieking with pain,
25:45 when if I considered myself,
25:46 it seemed that I would go frantic,
25:47 the peace of Christ has come into my heart in such measure
25:50 that I have been filled with gratitude and thanksgiving.
25:53 I know that Jesus loves me, and I love Jesus.
25:55 Some nights I have slept three hours,
25:57 a few nights four hours, and much of the time only two,
26:00 and yet in these long Australian nights,
26:02 in the darkness, all seems light about me,
26:05 and I enjoy sweet communion with God."
26:11 Isn't that beautiful? Yeah, jot it down.
26:13 Principle number two, there it is.
26:15 In your suffering, talk to God.
26:19 In your suffering look to Jesus,
26:21 in your suffering, talk to God.
26:26 Okay, here's May 13, we'll pick up another principle,
26:32 May 13, here we go,
26:35 "I cannot yet move my left arm without pain,
26:39 but thankfulness is constantly welling up in my heart."
26:43 Remember, the only part of her body
26:45 without pain was from the elbow here,
26:47 this was her writing hand, right arm.
26:49 I can't move this arm yet,
26:51 "But thankfulness is constantly welling up in my heart,
26:54 my head is perfectly clear, and my memory undimmed."
26:56 I have something I can be thankful for.
26:58 Would you jot that down, please, number three.
27:00 Number three, In your suffering, give Him thanks.
27:04 In your suffering, look to Jesus,
27:05 in your suffering, talk to God.
27:07 In your suffering, give Him thanks.
27:11 May 14, "The past night has been
27:15 one of great tediousness.
27:17 I was obliged to get up six times
27:20 to change my position, for my back
27:22 and limbs were full of pain.
27:23 My neck was so painful
27:24 that it distressed me to lie on the pillow.
27:27 But the Lord is good, and He draws near to me
27:29 as I lift up my heart in prayer to Him,
27:31 beseeching Him for grace and for restoration to health.
27:35 I have a longing desire to get well."
27:40 And then she does, she does what the scriptures say to do.
27:44 You're suffering?
27:45 Watch what the scriptures say, put it on the screen for you.
27:47 This is-- this is James 5.
27:49 "Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray."
27:53 We don't pray alone, here it goes,
27:55 "Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing songs."
27:58 Next, "Is anyone among you sick?
28:00 Let her call for the elders of the church
28:03 and let them pray over her,
28:04 anointing her with oil in the name of the Lord."
28:06 Keep reading "And the prayer of faith will save the sick,
28:09 and the Lord will raise him up.
28:11 And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.
28:13 Confess your trespasses to one another,
28:15 pray for one another, that you may be healed.
28:17 The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man
28:20 or a woman avails much."
28:23 Jot it down, will you, number four,
28:24 In your suffering, ask for prayer.
28:27 Some people are very private about this,
28:29 they'll be like, ah, listen, I don't like to tell anybody,
28:31 I don't want people to feel sorry for me.
28:34 That's a big mistake.
28:35 You should not be trying to suffer alone.
28:38 What's the point of it?
28:39 You'll get some little hero award for being private?
28:42 No, no, no, don't suffer alone. Ask others to join you.
28:45 Ask others to join you in praying.
28:51 Number four, In your suffering, ask for prayer.
28:54 All right, I'm gonna jump up to June 15 now,
29:00 "The night has been long and trying."
29:02 She says it over and over again,
29:04 those nights were tough.
29:05 "The night has been long and trying.
29:07 I lay awake from half past ten till half past two,
29:11 so full of nervous pain that I could not rest.
29:13 But I will not repine.
29:16 Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him."
29:22 In fact, you know, in keeping
29:24 with that invitation in James 5,
29:26 watch this, she calls for the elders of the church,
29:33 she calls for the pastors to come and pray for her.
29:36 I got it right here,
29:38 "The trying, almost sleepless night is ended.
29:42 Yesterday afternoon Pastor Daniells and his wife,
29:45 Pastor Tenney and his wife, and two men named
29:47 Stockton and Smith came to our house at my request
29:49 to pray that the Lord would heal me.
29:51 We had a most earnest season of prayer,
29:53 and we were all much blessed.
29:54 I was relieved" and you can tell,
29:56 she's just wishing she could write,
29:59 "I was relieved but not restored."
30:01 It will come up again and again,
30:02 why have I not been healed.
30:04 Some of you know what that's all about, don't you?
30:07 I was relieved, but not restored.
30:10 I have now done all that I can to follow the Bible directions,
30:12 and I shall wait for the Lord to work,
30:14 believing that in His own good time, He will heal me."
30:18 You just keep praying.
30:24 June 17, here's another principle that emerges,
30:28 I read this to you, all right, careful as I turn these pages,
30:34 June 17, here it is,
30:40 all right, one more, got it.
30:46 "During the past night I have slept but little."
30:50 Sounds like a broken record.
30:52 She isn't writing for you, or for me, this is her diary.
30:56 "The past night I have slept but little.
30:58 I tried to look to Jesus, to place my hands--
31:01 to place myself rather in the hands of the great physician.
31:04 He has said, My grace is sufficient for thee.
31:07 The grace of Christ leads men to speak right words
31:10 under all circumstances.
31:11 Bodily suffering is no excuse for unchrist like actions."
31:16 That's something, you know, when I'm not feeling well,
31:18 look at Karen, look at everybody that I bump into,
31:20 because you're going to hear about it.
31:23 Bodily suffering tends to draw from us a really grouchy
31:27 and gripey spirit, doesn't it?
31:30 Isn't that something, bodily suffering
31:31 is no excuse to I for unchrist like words.
31:36 But isn't that something?
31:37 She says, "He said-- He has said,
31:40 My grace is sufficient for thee."
31:41 Let me show you where she got that, this is Paul suffering.
31:44 The great prophet and Apostle Paul,
31:45 2 Corinthians 12:7
31:47 "And lest I should be exalted above measure
31:49 by the abundance of the revelations"
31:51 he was receiving visions, all right, that's what prophets do.
31:54 They receive visions.
31:55 "A thorn in the flesh was given to me,
31:57 a messenger of Satan to buffet me,
31:59 lest I be exalted above measure."
32:02 Now watch this, "Concerning this thing
32:04 I pleaded with the Lord
32:05 three times that it might depart from me."
32:08 This is it, now I lay me down to sleep,
32:09 and, oh, by the way, heal me, God,
32:11 three of those prayers, are you kidding?
32:13 That is to the mat, facing the carpet with God,
32:15 I'm begging You'll heal me.
32:18 Heal me of this.
32:19 Three times, three times I begged Him
32:23 and what did He say to me?
32:25 "My grace" that's all she wrote,
32:27 she just scribbled this into her dairy
32:28 "My grace is sufficient for you,
32:31 for My strength is made perfect in weakness.
32:33 Therefore--" Paul, exclaims, "most gladly
32:36 I will rather boast in my infirmities
32:38 and in my sicknesses that the power of Christ
32:40 may rest upon me.
32:42 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches,
32:45 in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake."
32:49 Now here's the principle "For when I am weak,
32:53 then I am strong."
32:54 Wow, how does that work?
32:55 Because when I am weak and I can't get myself through,
32:58 I lean hard on God and He comes shining through
33:01 'cause it isn't right anymore, and that's what's happening.
33:05 My grace is sufficient for you.
33:07 Would you jot that down, please.
33:08 Principle number five, there are only seven of these.
33:10 In your suffering, trust His grace.
33:12 What did we write?
33:13 In your suffering, give Him thanks.
33:16 In your suffering, ask for prayer.
33:17 In your suffering, trust His grace.
33:21 Now let me share this one,
33:23 this is June 20, so I go few pages up to June 20.
33:27 "I slept for the first part of the night,
33:29 but during the latter part I could not rest.
33:31 I committed my case to the Lord,
33:32 and was comforted by the thought
33:34 that I am a subject of His care.
33:36 I do find peace and comfort in prayer,
33:38 but I should look upon it as a great blessing from the Lord
33:41 if I could pass from the hours of the night in sleep."
33:43 You know what, God, it's really great
33:45 to have some time to pray with you,
33:46 but I would really rather sleep than pray.
33:51 Very candid, I mean, this sleep,
33:54 this prayer thing is gone on long enough now,
33:56 how about some rest?
33:58 That's what she's saying,
34:00 when the next time you have a night in your bed
34:02 and go to sleep and you are as wide awake
34:04 as you can possibly be.
34:06 Yeah, you know.
34:10 "I do find peace and comfort in prayer,
34:14 but I should look upon it as a great blessing from the Lord
34:16 if I could pass the hours of the night in sleep.
34:17 These words comfort and strengthen me.
34:19 'Be therefore renewed in the spirit of your mind.'"
34:23 That begins in one diary entry
34:26 a series of seven biblical quotations,
34:29 no references, she just quotes them.
34:31 She's been memorizing scriptures,
34:32 she scribbles them into her dairy,
34:34 that leads us to principle number 6.
34:36 Would you jot this down, please.
34:37 In your suffering, read His Word.
34:41 She was saturated in the word.
34:42 She kept going back to the book,
34:44 to the Bible, to the Bible.
34:46 In your suffering, read His word.
34:50 All right.
34:52 One, two, three, just two more now, one last principle,
34:56 and I'm going to June 30 to get this one,
34:59 and I read this to you, June 30.
35:02 "Another night has nearly passed."
35:04 Remember I told you the secretary
35:05 has typed this up and then she went back over them
35:06 and made little emendations.
35:09 She did here, "Another night has nearly passed"
35:12 was what she originally wrote in her diary, then she wrote,
35:14 "Another night of great weariness"
35:16 she scribbles that in her handwriting--
35:18 great weariness has nearly passed.
35:20 "Although I continue to suffer much pain,
35:22 I know that I am not forsaken by God."
35:25 Later, when she rereads it, she strikes out the name God
35:28 and she writes "I know that I am
35:30 not forsaken by my Savior."
35:33 They're very personal, intensity in this suffering
35:37 through which she journeys.
35:39 "My prayer is, Help me, Jesus, that I may not dishonor
35:42 Thee with my lips.
35:43 Let no unkind words be spoken by me."
35:48 Wow.
35:49 Here it comes, here is the last entry,
35:52 that I'm reading to you.
35:53 This is July 15,
35:57 "The Lord has brought me through another night.
36:02 I did not sleep well.
36:05 The weather this winter" remember in July,
36:08 it's winter in Australia,
36:10 summer here, but winter down there.
36:12 The weather this winter has not been unpleasant,
36:14 but the air is very penetrating,
36:16 and I cannot manage to keep comfortably warm
36:18 in these high rooms," apparently high ceilings
36:20 "with only a grate fire."
36:21 Little fire in the grate, "I have had two severe chills,
36:24 and this has greatly increased the lameness
36:26 in my shoulders and hips."
36:27 Listen, "But notwithstanding this,
36:30 I was able to spend most of yesterday
36:32 writing on the life of Christ."
36:34 Now may I hit the pause button right here
36:36 in this little interjection,
36:41 one of the profound gifts of God through Ellen White
36:44 as a result of this intense season of suffering
36:48 was the eventual completion of her magnum opus
36:51 entitled The Desire Of Ages.
36:53 The greatest book, bar none, that I have read
36:56 on the life of Jesus and George Barna
36:58 when he surveys his clergy,
37:01 the Christian demographer discovers that 40
37:03 and under clergy list Ellen White as one--
37:06 all denominations by the way,
37:08 40 and under clergy list Ellen White
37:10 as one of theauthors they turn to,
37:13 amazing and I know, it's the book Desire Of Ages.
37:16 Classic, next time you and I are together,
37:19 it will be an opportunity to get that book.
37:23 So here she is, intense suffering
37:26 but could it be that through her own pain
37:28 the divine suffering and passion of her Lord
37:30 was refracted.
37:34 Could it be the Desire Of Ages has become
37:36 the inspirational classic that it has
37:41 because of this season,
37:44 the suffering in the life of the author,
37:47 one wonders.
37:49 So she writes here but not withstanding this,
37:51 "By suffering I was able to spend most of yesterday
37:53 writing on the life of Christ."
37:54 Now listen to this, this is the principle number seven,
37:56 "I praise the Lord because I feel a nearness to my Savior.
38:00 My faith feeds on the rich promises of God,
38:03 which are full of comfort and hope."
38:05 And then she starts singing,
38:06 how do we know she started singing
38:08 because with her pen,
38:09 it was all fountain pens back then,
38:10 with her pen,
38:11 she starts writing the words of Charles Wesley,
38:14 remember, she grew up in the Methodist Church.
38:16 Charles Wesley, the beloved hymn writer,
38:18 she starts writing, you can see that pen scratching
38:21 across the parchment.
38:22 "Jesus, lover of my soul
38:26 Let me to Thy bosom fly
38:28 While the billows near me roll
38:30 While the tempest still is high
38:32 Hide me, O my Savior, hide!
38:35 Till the storm of life is past
38:37 Safe into the haven guide
38:39 O, receive my soul at last
38:42 You know when I learn a hymn, I'll get the first stanza,
38:44 everything else is gone.
38:46 I don't know any other stanzas.
38:48 She breaks out into the second stanza,
38:49 she keeps writing.
38:50 Other refuge have I none Hangs my helpless soul on Thee,
38:55 Leave, O leave me not alone, Still support and comfort me
39:00 All my trust on Thee is stayed, All my help from Thee I bring
39:05 Cover my defenseless head, With the shadow of Thy wing
39:12 The memorized words of Charles Wesley
39:15 entered into her diary,
39:17 there it is, principle number 7,
39:19 jot it down, In your suffering, sing His praise.
39:24 Sing His praise.
39:26 Start singing when you're feeling the worst,
39:29 start singing, and see if the spirit of Christ
39:33 doesn't begin to leave, leave you
39:39 higher than the pain that has been your focus.
39:43 But interestingly as soon as she's finished singing
39:45 this Hymn into her diary, she pens this line up.
39:47 I'll put it on the screen for you.
39:48 "My whole being longs after the Lord.
39:51 I am not content to be satisfied
39:53 with occasional flashes of light.
39:55 I must have more."
39:57 My whole being longs after the Lord.
39:59 Ladies and Gentlemen,
40:00 I think it was a time ago, or two,
40:02 that you and I know the Jesus principle by their fruits,
40:07 you know, by their fruits.
40:12 You will know, how should I suffer,
40:14 how did she put it?
40:15 My whole being longs after the Lord.
40:18 I must have more,
40:20 that's how you suffer through your suffering.
40:23 You do it with Jesus.
40:29 Won't you sit back.
40:30 Choir has a very special, moving arrangement
40:34 of an old gospel hymn.
40:35 I want you to listen to this.
40:37 "There's not a Friend like the lowly Jesus:
40:41 No, not one! No, not one!
40:43 None else could heal all our souls' diseases.
40:49 No, not one! No, not one!"
41:07 There's not a Friend like the lowly Jesus
41:13 No, not one!
41:15 No, not one
41:19 None else could heal all our souls' diseases
41:25 No, not one!
41:27 No, not one
41:31 Jesus knows all about our struggles
41:37 He will guide till the day is done
41:43 There's not a Friend like the lowly Jesus
41:49 No, not one!
41:52 No, not one
41:59 There's not an hour that He is not near us
42:05 No, not one!
42:08 No, not one
42:12 No night so dark, but His love can cheer us
42:18 No, not one!
42:21 No, not one
42:25 Jesus knows all about our struggles
42:31 He will guide till the day is done
42:38 There's not a Friend like the lowly Jesus
42:44 No, not one!
42:47 No, not one
42:53 Did ever saint find this Friend forsake him
42:59 No, not one!
43:02 No, not one
43:06 Or sinner find that He would not take him
43:12 No, not one!
43:15 No, not one
43:19 Jesus knows all about our struggles
43:25 He will guide till the day is done
43:32 There's not a Friend like the lowly Jesus
43:39 No, not one!
43:44 No, not one.
45:04 What gift can we bring
45:08 What present, what token
45:13 What words can convey it
45:17 The joy of this day
45:22 When grateful we come
45:26 Remembering, rejoicing
45:30 What song can we offer
45:35 In honor and praise
45:45 Give thanks for the past
45:48 For those who had vision
45:52 Who planted and watered
45:56 So dreams could come true
46:00 Give thanks for the now
46:04 For study, for worship
46:08 For mission that bids us
46:12 Turn prayer into deed
46:20 Give thanks for our friends
46:24 For families and strangers
46:28 For all those who touch us
46:32 In numberless ways
46:35 With token of love
46:40 Affection and caring
46:44 Reflecting their Maker
46:48 In deeds larger and small
46:56 Give thanks for tomorrow
47:00 Full of surprises
47:04 For knowing whatever
47:08 Tomorrow may bring
47:12 God gives us His Word
47:16 That always, forever
47:20 We rest in God's keeping
47:24 And live in God's love
47:32 This gift we now bring
47:36 This present, this token
47:40 These words can convey it
47:44 The joy of this day
47:48 When grateful we come
47:52 Remembering, rejoicing
47:56 This song we now offer
48:00 In honor and praise!
50:37 To God be the glory
50:41 Great things He hath done
50:44 So loved He the world that
50:47 He gave us His Son
50:50 Who yielded His life an
50:53 Atonement for sin
50:56 And opened the life gate
51:00 That all may go in
51:03 Praise the Lord, praise the Lord
51:06 Let the earth hear His voice
51:09 Praise the Lord, praise the Lord
51:13 Let the people rejoice
51:16 O, come to the Father
51:19 Through Jesus the Son
51:22 And give Him the glory
51:26 Great things He hath done
51:31 Great things He hath taught us
51:34 Great things He hath done
51:37 And great our rejoicing
51:40 Through Jesus the Son
51:43 But purer, and higher
51:46 And greater will be
51:50 Our wonder, our transport
51:53 When Jesus we see
51:57 Praise the Lord, praise the Lord
52:00 Let the earth hear His voice
52:04 Praise the Lord, praise the Lord
52:07 Let the people rejoice
52:10 O, come to the Father
52:14 Through Jesus the Son
52:17 And give Him the glory
52:21 Great things He hath done
52:42 Praise God, from whom all blessings flow
52:48 Praise Him, all creatures here below
52:55 Praise Him above, ye heavenly host
53:02 Praise Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost
53:12 Amen.
53:46 Now thank we all our God
53:51 With heart and hands and voices
53:57 Who wondrous things hath done
54:02 In whom His world rejoices
54:08 Who, from our mothers' arms
54:13 Hath blessed us on our way
54:18 With countless gifts of love
54:23 And still is ours today
54:31 O may this bounteous God
54:35 Through all our life be near us
54:42 With ever joyful hearts
54:47 And blessed peace to cheer us
54:53 And keep us in His grace
54:58 And guide us when perplexed
55:04 And free us from all ills
55:09 In this world and the next
55:17 All praise and thanks to God
55:21 The Father now be given
55:27 The Son and Him who reigns
55:33 With them in highest heaven
55:39 The One eternal God
55:44 Whom earth and heaven adore
55:49 For thus it was, is now
55:55 And shall be evermore
56:08 But my God shall supply all your need
56:11 according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
56:15 Now unto God and our Father be glory forever and ever.
56:19 Amen.
56:26 God in three persons
56:33 Blessed Trinity!
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