Praise God, from whom all blessings flow 00:00:41.89\00:00:47.43 Praise Him, all creatures here below 00:00:47.46\00:00:52.48 Alleluia! Alleluia! 00:00:52.51\00:00:58.47 Praise Him above, ye heavenly host 00:00:58.50\00:01:03.26 Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost 00:01:03.29\00:01:08.76 Oh, praise Him! Oh, praise Him! 00:01:08.79\00:01:13.89 Alleluia! Alleluia! 00:01:13.92\00:01:18.96 Alleluia! 00:01:18.99\00:01:25.43 Holy Father, on this first Sabbath of 2007 00:01:31.15\00:01:35.20 with Moses we too pray. 00:01:35.23\00:01:38.73 Lord, you've been our dwelling place in all generations. 00:01:38.76\00:01:42.29 Before the mountains were brought forth 00:01:42.32\00:01:43.93 or ever You had formed the earth and the world 00:01:43.96\00:01:46.85 even from everlasting to everlasting You are God. 00:01:46.88\00:01:52.06 For a thousand years in Your side are like yesterday 00:01:52.09\00:01:54.43 when it is passed like a watch in the night. 00:01:54.46\00:02:00.06 Oh, God, our help 00:02:00.09\00:02:01.82 and ages passed our hope for years to come 00:02:01.85\00:02:04.57 teach us we pray even as we worship You 00:02:04.60\00:02:07.91 in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ 00:02:07.94\00:02:09.80 teach us to number our days 00:02:09.83\00:02:13.31 that we may gain our heart of wisdom. 00:02:13.34\00:02:16.72 Amen. 00:02:16.75\00:02:18.18 O God, our help in ages past 00:02:55.71\00:03:02.25 Our hope for years to come 00:03:02.28\00:03:07.79 Our shelter from the stormy blast 00:03:07.82\00:03:13.79 And our eternal home! 00:03:13.82\00:03:21.71 Under the shadow of Thy throne 00:03:21.74\00:03:27.47 Still may we dwell secure 00:03:27.50\00:03:32.70 Sufficient is Thine arm alone 00:03:32.73\00:03:38.89 And our defense is sure 00:03:38.92\00:03:45.98 Before the hills in order stood 00:03:46.01\00:03:52.06 Or earth received her frame 00:03:52.09\00:03:57.26 From everlasting Thou art God 00:03:57.29\00:04:03.26 To endless years the same 00:04:03.29\00:04:11.26 A thousand ages, in thy sight 00:04:11.29\00:04:17.38 Are like an evening gone 00:04:17.41\00:04:22.87 Short as the watch that ends the night 00:04:22.90\00:04:29.29 Before the rising sun 00:04:29.32\00:04:35.29 O God, our help in ages past 00:04:50.38\00:04:57.84 Our hope for years to come 00:04:57.87\00:05:04.06 Be Thou our guide while life shall last 00:05:04.09\00:05:10.87 And our eternal home! 00:05:10.90\00:05:18.87 I am he that comforteth 00:05:27.29\00:05:33.24 Be not afraid, be not afraid 00:05:33.27\00:05:36.42 For I am thy God 00:05:36.45\00:05:39.98 I am he that comforteth 00:05:40.01\00:05:45.64 Be not afraid, be not afraid 00:05:45.67\00:05:48.77 For I am thy God 00:05:48.80\00:05:51.96 I will strengthen thee 00:05:51.99\00:05:55.54 Thy Lord will strengthen thee 00:05:55.57\00:06:02.33 For thy Lord will strengthen thee 00:06:04.18\00:06:11.31 See and behold white cloud 00:06:11.34\00:06:15.48 See and behold white cloud 00:06:15.51\00:06:18.78 That thou art afraid of a man that shall die 00:06:18.81\00:06:25.97 And forgettest the Lord 00:06:26.00\00:06:29.62 Thy Lord our maker 00:06:29.65\00:06:34.31 Who hath stretched forth the heavens 00:06:34.34\00:06:41.81 And laid the earth's foundations 00:06:41.84\00:06:46.22 The earth's foundations 00:06:46.25\00:06:51.23 Saith the Lord God of hosts 00:06:51.26\00:06:57.57 All the people are called for to 00:06:57.60\00:07:04.23 Be not afraid, be not afraid 00:07:04.26\00:07:11.77 For I am thy God. 00:07:11.80\00:07:17.12 Be not afraid, be not afraid 00:07:17.15\00:07:23.49 For I am thy God 00:07:23.52\00:07:30.71 Be not afraid, be not afraid 00:07:30.74\00:07:38.53 For I am thy God 00:07:38.56\00:07:46.53 I will strengthen thee 00:07:48.19\00:07:55.93 Happy new year to you. 00:08:02.90\00:08:04.63 I have a story today about a young man 19 years old. 00:08:04.66\00:08:08.65 Anybody here 19? 19 years old. 00:08:08.68\00:08:13.50 His name--Cameron is his name, Cameron. 00:08:13.53\00:08:17.27 Let me just take a little peek here 00:08:17.30\00:08:19.24 'cause this story happened just a bit a few day ago 00:08:19.27\00:08:22.15 but let me get his last name to make sure I had a Hollopeter. 00:08:22.18\00:08:25.95 Hollopeter as I-- I predict that 00:08:25.98\00:08:28.90 he pronounces it Hollopeter from Littleton, Massachusetts. 00:08:28.93\00:08:32.66 All right, Cameron, 19 years old. 00:08:32.69\00:08:35.75 Oh, Cameron says when I grow up I want to be a film, 00:08:35.78\00:08:39.87 movie director, producer. 00:08:39.90\00:08:43.90 So he is living in Massachusetts 00:08:43.93\00:08:45.24 but he says I'm gonna go to New York, the New York City 00:08:45.27\00:08:48.36 and I'm gonna go to a special film school 00:08:48.39\00:08:51.06 so that's what he did. 00:08:51.09\00:08:53.24 And he is in New York City 00:08:53.27\00:08:55.01 and he says oh, I need to go on the subway. 00:08:55.04\00:08:57.29 Now do you know what a subway is? 00:08:57.32\00:08:58.87 What is a subway? 00:08:58.90\00:09:00.85 Yes, sir, what is a subway? Train underground. 00:09:00.88\00:09:02.87 Train underground, train underground. 00:09:02.90\00:09:04.33 You got it right. Train underground. 00:09:04.36\00:09:07.41 When I was a boy growing up in Tokyo 00:09:07.44\00:09:09.80 we used to take those trains underground all the time. 00:09:09.83\00:09:12.86 So he said, I've got to get on the subway. 00:09:12.89\00:09:15.71 So he went underground, 00:09:15.74\00:09:17.40 the stairs go down, down, down, down, down, down 00:09:17.43\00:09:20.27 and you are underground. 00:09:20.30\00:09:21.71 And he is in the-- he is at the train station 00:09:21.74\00:09:23.89 now he is on the platform, 00:09:23.92\00:09:25.39 he is walking down the platform 00:09:25.42\00:09:27.59 when--oh, I'm sorry to report this. 00:09:27.62\00:09:29.97 When all of the sudden his body began to experience something. 00:09:30.00\00:09:34.97 Oh, no not here. 00:09:35.00\00:09:38.12 But it was right there, he began to have-- 00:09:38.15\00:09:41.43 now this is a--these are two big words, 00:09:41.46\00:09:43.57 an epileptic seizure. 00:09:43.60\00:09:47.47 That's where your body begins to go into a seizure, 00:09:47.50\00:09:50.69 the muscles begin to contract and expand 00:09:50.72\00:09:53.12 and you can't control it. 00:09:53.15\00:09:54.52 It just comes and sometimes it just happens. 00:09:54.55\00:09:57.92 But you can take medicine for it 00:09:57.95\00:09:59.27 and doctors can help you live through it. 00:09:59.30\00:10:01.38 But he started having the seizure 00:10:01.41\00:10:04.20 and because the muscles were now moving 00:10:04.23\00:10:06.33 and he couldn't control them 00:10:06.36\00:10:07.80 they were taking him closer and closer 00:10:07.83\00:10:09.56 to the edge of the track, edge of the platform 00:10:09.59\00:10:12.17 and before he knew it he had fallen on to the subway tracks, 00:10:12.20\00:10:17.55 four feet down below the platform. 00:10:17.58\00:10:20.60 And in the distance there was the sound 00:10:20.63\00:10:24.73 of the rumbling New York subway. 00:10:24.76\00:10:28.52 It just so happened at that split second. 00:10:28.55\00:10:32.57 There was the father name Wesley Autrey 00:10:32.60\00:10:35.41 and his two little girls of your age. 00:10:35.44\00:10:37.91 And the father was going-- 00:10:37.94\00:10:39.17 it's holiday times just a few days ago 00:10:39.20\00:10:40.87 and he was taking his girls on the subway. 00:10:40.90\00:10:43.56 And as he was walking with his girls down the track 00:10:43.59\00:10:47.70 he saw Cameron had the seizure 00:10:47.73\00:10:51.13 and fall down on to the track 00:10:51.16\00:10:53.85 and father Autrey looked around and say, 00:10:53.88\00:10:56.48 okay, well, somebody is going to do something now I'm sure, 00:10:56.51\00:10:59.33 'cause the subway is coming, the boy will be killed 00:10:59.36\00:11:02.68 and everybody were just, just frozen like this. 00:11:02.71\00:11:06.73 And suddenly father Wesley said, 00:11:06.76\00:11:09.77 if anybody is gonna do anything it's gonna have to be me 00:11:09.80\00:11:13.14 and without thinking he pushed his girls back 00:11:13.17\00:11:15.72 and he jumped down the 4 feet on to the track 00:11:15.75\00:11:19.20 by the--19 years old boy by his body 00:11:19.23\00:11:22.56 and he is saying, okay, now the train is coming, 00:11:22.59\00:11:25.24 train is coming I've got to get him up on that platform 00:11:25.27\00:11:28.85 and he start to lift that. 00:11:28.88\00:11:29.97 You know, 19 years old is pretty big. 00:11:30.00\00:11:32.15 So he started to lift that 19 years old boy 00:11:32.18\00:11:33.99 and said, I'm gonna get you up, four feet up. 00:11:34.02\00:11:35.89 I'm gonna get you up. 00:11:35.92\00:11:37.03 He realized I'll never be able to get him 00:11:37.06\00:11:40.65 up on the platform on time 00:11:40.68\00:11:42.27 because now the lights are shining 00:11:42.30\00:11:44.14 the train is coming around the tunnel corner. 00:11:44.17\00:11:47.02 And he realized they both be gone if he tries to wait. 00:11:47.05\00:11:51.60 He said, what am I gonna do 00:11:51.63\00:11:53.02 and in that split second 00:11:53.05\00:11:55.41 number two he made another decision 00:11:55.44\00:11:57.70 and grab Cameron and he throw him, 00:11:57.73\00:12:01.50 pushed him down between the subway railway tracks, 00:12:01.53\00:12:07.49 those iron tracks that the underground trains ride on, 00:12:07.52\00:12:10.00 between them is a trough, 00:12:10.03\00:12:12.49 it's a ditch where water and cigarette buds 00:12:12.52\00:12:15.68 and gum wrappers are all thrown. 00:12:15.71\00:12:18.05 It's a ditch and he said, this will-- 00:12:18.08\00:12:20.43 I hope and pray this will work 00:12:20.46\00:12:22.50 as he shed Cameron down into the ditch 00:12:22.53\00:12:25.86 and then he threw himself right on top of that 19 year old boy. 00:12:25.89\00:12:32.46 And in that third split second boom! 00:12:32.49\00:12:37.60 There came the subway roaring over the top of them. 00:12:37.63\00:12:42.47 That's the subway engineer 00:12:42.50\00:12:44.03 saw at the last second he slammed on his brakes. 00:12:44.06\00:12:47.61 There were sparks as those iron wheels 00:12:47.64\00:12:50.87 against the iron tracks skidded to a stop. 00:12:50.90\00:12:56.32 The crowd was screaming. 00:12:56.35\00:12:58.54 They had seen it. 00:12:58.57\00:13:00.12 They knew what had happened. 00:13:00.15\00:13:02.32 The two are now dead 00:13:02.35\00:13:05.26 when suddenly a voice came up from underneath the train. 00:13:05.29\00:13:10.51 We're both okay, can you get us out. 00:13:10.54\00:13:15.09 Ah. Oh, my. 00:13:15.12\00:13:19.67 When they pulled Wesley Autrey and Cameron Hollopeter up 00:13:19.70\00:13:25.93 the whole crowd erupted in a cheer. 00:13:25.96\00:13:29.79 Everybody is walking up to Wesley 00:13:29.82\00:13:31.60 and giving him a hug and pounded him on the back. 00:13:31.63\00:13:33.96 You are a hero. 00:13:33.99\00:13:37.11 You saved that boy's life. 00:13:37.14\00:13:41.78 I'm no hero, father Autrey said, 00:13:41.81\00:13:44.31 I just did what had to be done. 00:13:44.34\00:13:47.09 I want to show you a picture of father Autrey 00:13:47.12\00:13:49.47 and his two little girls. 00:13:49.50\00:13:50.65 We'll put it on the big screen too. 00:13:50.68\00:13:52.22 There they are. 00:13:52.25\00:13:53.98 There they are outside the subway station. 00:13:54.01\00:13:58.24 They are calling father Autrey now the hero of Harlem, 00:13:58.27\00:14:03.25 the man who would have risked his life 00:14:03.28\00:14:07.34 to save that 19 year old boy. 00:14:07.37\00:14:10.39 Now I want to show you another picture 00:14:10.42\00:14:11.59 because this was taken just a few days ago 00:14:11.62\00:14:13.88 because all of the New York City is celebrating. 00:14:13.91\00:14:16.72 The Mayor said, Mr. Autrey, you now receive the bronze medallion 00:14:16.75\00:14:22.83 that's given to famous people like General Douglas Macarthur. 00:14:22.86\00:14:26.98 You are a hero to New York City. 00:14:27.01\00:14:29.55 And Donald Trump, have you ever heard of him? 00:14:29.58\00:14:32.55 I'm sorry you have. All right. 00:14:32.58\00:14:35.62 Donald Trump, Donald Trump said bring that man in. 00:14:35.65\00:14:39.67 They brought him in with his little girls, 00:14:39.70\00:14:41.75 he gave him $10,000 and a trip to Disneyland 00:14:41.78\00:14:47.23 and the subway company said, 00:14:47.26\00:14:49.08 we're gonna give you a free years riding on our subways 00:14:49.11\00:14:53.95 and the film school that little Cameron was going to they said, 00:14:53.98\00:14:58.18 we're starting a $2,500 scholarship for your girls. 00:14:58.21\00:15:03.99 Oh, what a hero that man is. 00:15:04.02\00:15:10.09 You know, when I heard that story this week, 00:15:10.12\00:15:11.65 I said, hey, timeout, wow, wow, wow. 00:15:11.68\00:15:15.12 Wait a minute. 00:15:15.15\00:15:16.30 This reminds me of somebody else who is watching 00:15:16.33\00:15:20.84 and he saw all of the earth children 00:15:20.87\00:15:23.72 thrown on to the railway tracks of sin 00:15:23.75\00:15:26.32 and he said, they are gonna die 00:15:26.35\00:15:27.96 and somebody else jumped down on to those tracks to save us. 00:15:27.99\00:15:34.94 Oh, I thought--what is His name that I'm thinking of? 00:15:34.97\00:15:38.48 Jesus. 00:15:38.51\00:15:39.54 I'm thinking of God, I'm thinking of Jesus. 00:15:39.57\00:15:41.87 You are absolutely right. 00:15:41.90\00:15:43.55 And you know what, He said I'm-- 00:15:43.58\00:15:46.46 because you know that train I forgot to tell you this, 00:15:46.49\00:15:48.28 the train pass within two inches, 00:15:48.31\00:15:50.30 two inches of the man underneath. 00:15:50.33\00:15:53.44 But when the train went over Jesus, hit Him. 00:15:53.47\00:15:57.47 Jesus was killed because He came to save us from our sins. 00:15:57.50\00:16:03.22 Oh, my. 00:16:03.25\00:16:04.71 I tell you that's the real hero. 00:16:04.74\00:16:06.57 And you know what, 00:16:06.60\00:16:07.63 if you accept the hero as your savior 00:16:07.66\00:16:09.42 you are not going to Disneyland, 00:16:09.45\00:16:10.79 you are going to heaven. 00:16:10.82\00:16:13.05 Oh, hallelujah he is right. 00:16:13.08\00:16:15.02 How many want to put one hand up and say, 00:16:15.05\00:16:16.99 oh, how thankful I am for the hero of heaven 00:16:17.02\00:16:20.25 who jumped down to save the whole world. 00:16:20.28\00:16:23.36 And now with your other hand how many want to say, 00:16:23.39\00:16:25.69 this New Year I want to follow Jesus every step of the way. 00:16:25.72\00:16:31.82 Oh, let's pray together. 00:16:31.85\00:16:33.16 Dear Jesus, You jumped down on the track, 00:16:33.19\00:16:37.25 in front of the roaring train 00:16:37.28\00:16:39.46 that would have killed us and You saved us. 00:16:39.49\00:16:42.84 Oh, Jesus, one hand says we love You, 00:16:42.87\00:16:46.30 and we thank You forever 00:16:46.33\00:16:47.52 and the other hand says we want to follow You not to Disneyland, 00:16:47.55\00:16:51.11 we want to follow You back home to heaven. 00:16:51.14\00:16:53.55 Bless these boys and girls, 00:16:53.58\00:16:54.99 make 2007 the best year ever in their lives. 00:16:55.02\00:17:00.05 Because of your love we pray in Your name, amen. 00:17:00.08\00:17:04.88 As you go quietly now and reverently back to your seats 00:17:04.91\00:17:07.80 you can be saying that in your heart 00:17:07.83\00:17:09.17 oh, thank you Jesus, 00:17:09.20\00:17:11.15 thank you Jesus for jumping on to the tracks and saving me. 00:17:11.18\00:17:17.16 God bless and happy New Year to you. 00:17:17.19\00:17:19.59 And that's why we gather to do today Father, 00:17:25.30\00:17:27.97 a new song, we're tired of the old song 00:17:28.00\00:17:32.17 we're ready for the new one. 00:17:32.20\00:17:33.95 Please set the pitch for the song that we shall sing. 00:17:36.76\00:17:42.69 And let the melody of its refrain be locked in our hearts. 00:17:42.72\00:17:46.66 What we learn this morning 00:17:46.69\00:17:50.03 lock it within for the rest of the journey. 00:17:50.06\00:17:54.71 To keep the song new, we pray in Christ Jesus name, amen. 00:17:54.74\00:18:02.71 I hold here in my hands the report, fascinating, 00:18:02.74\00:18:07.44 fascinating bit of research. 00:18:07.47\00:18:09.15 Report that just came out three weeks ago 00:18:09.18\00:18:12.23 published in that preeminent scientific journal 00:18:12.26\00:18:15.05 called Nature. 00:18:15.08\00:18:16.32 You've heard of Nature. I know you have. 00:18:16.35\00:18:18.22 This is the Associated Press's report 00:18:18.25\00:18:20.21 just came out three weeks ago. 00:18:20.24\00:18:22.16 Here's the report and as it would happen 00:18:22.19\00:18:24.47 also datelined New York. 00:18:24.50\00:18:26.69 Let me read to you just a line or two. 00:18:26.72\00:18:29.76 "In a discovery," listen to this, 00:18:29.79\00:18:31.97 "in a discovery that could lead to better painkillers," 00:18:32.00\00:18:37.20 all right. 00:18:37.23\00:18:39.89 "Scientists have identified a genetic defect in children 00:18:39.92\00:18:43.48 who cannot feel pain. 00:18:43.51\00:18:47.83 Sound like a blessed way to live, it is not. 00:18:47.86\00:18:51.45 The article goes on, listen now. 00:18:51.48\00:18:52.92 In today's issue the journal Nature, 00:18:52.95\00:18:54.40 "Scientists have found the defect described 00:18:54.43\00:18:57.68 in six related children who have never felt physical pain 00:18:57.71\00:19:01.64 because of the very rare disorder. 00:19:01.67\00:19:03.41 The children come from three families 00:19:03.44\00:19:05.23 with roots in Northern Pakistan, all right. 00:19:05.26\00:19:10.81 Now the reports was on to note 00:19:10.84\00:19:12.85 there is nothing neurologically wrong with these kids. 00:19:12.88\00:19:15.41 Now as they can feel warm and cold, 00:19:15.44\00:19:17.08 they can feel pressure, they can be tickled, 00:19:17.11\00:19:19.59 there is nothing wrong with their brains, 00:19:19.62\00:19:21.37 they just cannot feel pain." 00:19:21.40\00:19:25.54 Incredible. 00:19:25.57\00:19:26.60 Now listen to the effects of this. 00:19:26.63\00:19:30.67 "Because the children felt no pain 00:19:30.70\00:19:32.61 from biting themselves, for example. 00:19:32.64\00:19:36.15 All six had injuries to their lips 00:19:36.18\00:19:37.99 some later requiring plastic surgery, 00:19:38.02\00:19:40.17 two had lost one third of their tongues." 00:19:40.20\00:19:45.79 Isn't that awful? 00:19:45.82\00:19:46.85 I mean, do you ever bite the inside of your mouth 00:19:46.88\00:19:48.59 when you're eating-- you're so excited to eat? 00:19:48.62\00:19:51.07 And then that thing that little bite gets the biggest the swell 00:19:51.10\00:19:53.48 and you keep biting it over and over 00:19:53.51\00:19:54.79 and you are in agony for months. 00:19:54.82\00:19:58.76 No pain, they don't know that they are bitten. 00:19:58.79\00:20:02.18 Listen on. 00:20:02.21\00:20:04.21 "Most had suffered fractures or bone infections 00:20:04.24\00:20:06.75 that were diagnosed only later on 00:20:06.78\00:20:08.42 because of limping or the lack of the use of the limp." 00:20:08.45\00:20:10.72 What's the matter with your arm? 00:20:10.75\00:20:11.78 Well, I don't know I just can't use it anymore. 00:20:11.81\00:20:13.11 It was broken. No pain. 00:20:13.14\00:20:16.08 "Some also had been scalded by boiling liquids or steam, 00:20:16.11\00:20:19.06 or burned from sitting on radiators, 00:20:19.09\00:20:21.13 said C. Geoffrey Woods, a geneticist 00:20:21.16\00:20:25.26 at the Cambridge Institute for Medical Research in England. 00:20:25.29\00:20:28.24 He and colleagues wrote the Nature report." 00:20:28.27\00:20:30.24 Now here is one little sad ending. 00:20:30.27\00:20:31.53 "Woods had been asked to see another patient, 00:20:31.56\00:20:33.58 a boy who took advantage of the condition 00:20:33.61\00:20:35.27 by performing street theater, 00:20:35.30\00:20:36.97 piercing his arms with knives out on the sidewalks, 00:20:37.00\00:20:39.78 walking on burning coals. 00:20:39.81\00:20:41.89 But the boy died before Woods saw him, 00:20:41.92\00:20:44.93 after jumping off the roof of a house on his 14th birthday." 00:20:44.96\00:20:49.15 Had no idea this would hurt. 00:20:49.18\00:20:52.64 That's the moral of the story here. 00:20:52.67\00:20:55.13 Summation here 00:20:55.16\00:20:56.19 "Their experience illustrates 00:20:56.22\00:20:57.47 that pain is an important warning of injury, 00:20:57.50\00:20:59.69 disease or danger that signals people 00:20:59.72\00:21:01.47 to save themselves from further injury. 00:21:01.50\00:21:03.37 Life without that signal, the report shows, 00:21:03.40\00:21:05.81 life without that signal is dangerous." 00:21:05.84\00:21:10.33 So here's the question. 00:21:10.36\00:21:13.48 If pain is good for us, all right, 00:21:13.51\00:21:16.04 if pain is good for us 00:21:16.07\00:21:17.35 how much of pain shall we take into this New Year? 00:21:17.38\00:21:22.00 I'm not thinking about physical pain, 00:21:22.03\00:21:24.92 God bless those six children. 00:21:24.95\00:21:26.81 I'm thinking about the pain of the heart, 00:21:26.84\00:21:29.04 the pain of the emotions, the pain of the spirit, 00:21:29.07\00:21:32.20 pain over past memories, pain for memories, 00:21:32.23\00:21:38.78 pain over past failing, past falling. 00:21:38.81\00:21:43.98 Come on guys, 00:21:44.01\00:21:45.04 don't be looking at everybody else in this church, 00:21:45.07\00:21:47.40 we all carry, do we not, 00:21:47.43\00:21:49.29 we all carry that pain, come on. 00:21:49.32\00:21:52.41 Pain over a past decision, 00:21:52.44\00:21:55.13 or choice, a past sorrow, 00:21:55.16\00:22:00.66 a past sin, a past guilt, painful past. 00:22:00.69\00:22:06.45 How much of it do we carry into the New Year 00:22:06.48\00:22:08.63 that's the question, I mean if it's good for us? 00:22:08.66\00:22:14.32 Painful memories of last year 00:22:14.35\00:22:16.04 and for some of us are like a ball 00:22:16.07\00:22:17.87 and chain clasped to our ankles. 00:22:17.90\00:22:22.64 I mean, can you imagine how much pain 00:22:22.67\00:22:24.45 they must have dragged that ball and chain the two of them. 00:22:24.48\00:22:27.50 I tell you what-- if it had been me 00:22:27.53\00:22:30.15 and I have to wake in that morning after 00:22:30.18\00:22:34.23 with that awful, awful grief hangover 00:22:34.26\00:22:37.98 I would not have the strength 00:22:38.01\00:22:39.26 to crawl out of bed that day, impossible. 00:22:39.29\00:22:41.86 Do you ever have great mornings like that 00:22:41.89\00:22:43.19 where you just don't want to get out of bed? 00:22:43.22\00:22:45.79 I mean, maybe it all been a nightmare, 00:22:45.82\00:22:47.98 maybe we here only been dreaming, 00:22:48.01\00:22:49.71 but they knew that they had not been dreaming 00:22:49.74\00:22:51.85 because of the carved out pain, 00:22:51.88\00:22:54.37 terrible and awful pain deep within their hearts. 00:22:54.40\00:22:58.67 And so early the next morning 00:22:58.70\00:23:00.63 just to make sure two grownups, 00:23:00.66\00:23:04.28 grownup children hand in hand 00:23:04.31\00:23:06.54 race back through the morning mist, 00:23:06.57\00:23:08.32 across that wet green carpet. 00:23:08.35\00:23:09.89 And they are gasping for air, 00:23:09.92\00:23:11.59 they stand outside the front door of their old home, 00:23:11.62\00:23:15.18 old home barred and blacked 00:23:15.21\00:23:21.22 by the truth of the Orange Sword. 00:23:21.25\00:23:28.30 Open your Bible with me please to the Book of Beginnings. 00:23:28.33\00:23:30.82 I can't take you a better place to begin, 00:23:30.85\00:23:32.52 when you're beginning a new year than to the Book of Beginnings. 00:23:32.55\00:23:34.41 Go to the book of Genesis please. 00:23:34.44\00:23:37.39 Relive with me for a moment. 00:23:37.42\00:23:39.35 What had to be excruciating pain over the past in their hearts, 00:23:39.38\00:23:45.69 talking about Adam and Eve of course? 00:23:45.72\00:23:48.48 If you didn't bring a Bible you have to see this for yourself. 00:23:48.51\00:23:51.04 Take the pew Bible in front of you, 00:23:51.07\00:23:52.59 It'd be the same translation I'm using New Kings James. 00:23:52.62\00:23:54.42 It's page three in the pew Bible. 00:23:54.45\00:23:57.51 Genesis, please, the truth of the Orange Sword. 00:23:57.54\00:24:03.92 Genesis Chapter 3, 00:24:03.95\00:24:06.38 very last line of this heartbreaking chapter. 00:24:06.41\00:24:08.53 You know, what happens in this chapter, 00:24:08.56\00:24:09.67 the human race falls, it's over, curtains. 00:24:09.70\00:24:13.05 The very last line of this chapter 3 verse 24. 00:24:13.08\00:24:17.71 So He it would be God, the Creator. 00:24:17.74\00:24:22.28 John 1, Colossians 1, Hebrews 1 00:24:22.31\00:24:24.34 very clear this is the pre-incarnate Christ. 00:24:24.37\00:24:27.25 This is their forever friend. 00:24:27.28\00:24:29.16 "So He drove out the man and the woman, 00:24:29.19\00:24:34.39 and He placed cherubim at the east of the Garden of Eden, 00:24:34.42\00:24:37.50 and a flaming sword which turned every way, 00:24:37.53\00:24:40.64 to guard the way to the tree of life." 00:24:40.67\00:24:43.97 Did you catch that? 00:24:44.00\00:24:45.30 A flaming sword which turned every way. 00:24:45.33\00:24:50.58 The bitter truth of the Orange Sword, 00:24:50.61\00:24:53.85 four words long, you cannot go back. 00:24:53.88\00:25:00.12 You cannot go back. 00:25:00.15\00:25:04.45 Listen if you've ever been a parent of a first grader 00:25:04.48\00:25:07.93 you'll learn that lesson way too quickly. 00:25:07.96\00:25:12.44 We had the joy of having our children home over the holiday. 00:25:12.47\00:25:15.36 So we're pulling out some of the family photos, 00:25:15.39\00:25:17.65 some of these were going to pass on to the kids 00:25:17.68\00:25:19.45 and all my to the memories come flooded back. 00:25:19.48\00:25:22.58 Now I'm gonna talk a certain segment of you, 00:25:22.61\00:25:24.92 the rest of you listening 00:25:24.95\00:25:26.35 you know that your parents went through this. 00:25:26.38\00:25:28.57 But do you remember the snapshots 00:25:28.60\00:25:30.18 you took of your child's first day at school, remember those? 00:25:30.21\00:25:36.27 We took them in the same place 00:25:36.30\00:25:37.68 always on the stairs in front of the house, 00:25:37.71\00:25:39.26 first it's Kirk, first with dad, 00:25:39.29\00:25:41.80 then with mom, we didn't have any self timer 00:25:41.83\00:25:43.17 just chuk, chuk, chuk, chuk. 00:25:43.20\00:25:44.33 Six years later then Kristy, 00:25:44.36\00:25:45.85 first with dad and then with mom, 00:25:45.88\00:25:46.91 chuk, chuk, chuk, chuk. 00:25:46.94\00:25:49.29 By the way that was back before digital cameras 00:25:49.32\00:25:52.78 which guaranteed that you got 00:25:52.81\00:25:54.45 your pictures develop for posterity. 00:25:54.48\00:25:57.17 I tell you what, we're losing folks, side. 00:25:57.20\00:25:58.90 I don't want to get distracted here 00:25:58.93\00:26:00.29 but digital cameras there must be a billion photographs 00:26:00.32\00:26:03.17 on this earth that will never see the light a day. 00:26:03.20\00:26:07.18 Nobody's print them off. 00:26:07.21\00:26:09.37 And I'm saying that to you young parents, 00:26:09.40\00:26:11.25 hey, hey, you better print those prints off 00:26:11.28\00:26:13.94 because nobody is gonna put a computer disc, 00:26:13.97\00:26:15.73 nobody is gonna ask for your laptop 00:26:15.76\00:26:17.65 when that child's growing up you better print them off. 00:26:17.68\00:26:20.50 Don't get me going. 00:26:20.53\00:26:22.35 Anyway, there is your child, 00:26:25.61\00:26:27.88 you remember that picture of your child. 00:26:27.91\00:26:28.97 Some of you wore the picture. 00:26:29.00\00:26:30.57 You remember that picture there is your child 00:26:30.60\00:26:33.53 in what appears to be an oversize backpack 00:26:33.56\00:26:36.74 hanging way down the back. 00:26:36.77\00:26:38.58 Inside that backpack stuffed are new crayons, 00:26:38.61\00:26:43.46 new pencils, a new notebook 00:26:43.49\00:26:45.71 and a lunch lovingly crafted by mother 00:26:45.74\00:26:49.03 for your first lunch away from home. 00:26:49.06\00:26:53.28 Yeah. 00:26:53.31\00:26:54.84 But here's the point, here's the point, 00:26:54.87\00:26:56.14 ladies and gentlemen, 00:26:56.17\00:26:57.20 when you say goodbye at the classroom door, 00:26:57.23\00:26:59.81 'cause the first day you took them all the way in. 00:26:59.84\00:27:03.26 When you say goodbye at the classroom door 00:27:03.29\00:27:05.95 to that little tiny first grader you knew didn't you? 00:27:05.98\00:27:09.85 Come on I know you knew, you knew, 00:27:09.88\00:27:12.45 I know you knew because 00:27:12.48\00:27:13.87 I know I knew even that we didn't know 00:27:13.90\00:27:15.73 that we knew at the time. 00:27:15.76\00:27:18.33 You knew something is passing away today, 00:27:18.36\00:27:24.01 something is gone. 00:27:24.04\00:27:26.03 And when he comes home, when she comes home, 00:27:26.06\00:27:29.55 the story is changed just a little forever. 00:27:29.58\00:27:36.41 A door what's happen here a door 00:27:36.44\00:27:38.91 that old love song the theme to the days of wine and roses, 00:27:38.94\00:27:43.72 a door--how does that song described it. 00:27:43.75\00:27:45.27 "A door marked nevermore, that wasn't there before." 00:27:45.30\00:27:49.97 There it is. 00:27:50.00\00:27:51.53 Never knew that door was coming but it's there. 00:27:51.56\00:27:56.38 The door marked nevermore like, 00:27:56.41\00:27:57.95 because you cannot go back. 00:27:57.98\00:27:59.31 The growing up of a child, the passing of an innocence, 00:27:59.34\00:28:02.51 the loosing of your own innocence, 00:28:02.54\00:28:05.68 the death of a spouse, the diminishing of a friendship 00:28:05.71\00:28:11.30 you can't go back, it's gone. 00:28:11.33\00:28:15.53 For the thousand tugs at our hearts from yesterday 00:28:15.56\00:28:19.60 it's the truth of the Orange Sword, you cannot go back. 00:28:19.63\00:28:25.00 No matter how deeply you long to, 00:28:25.03\00:28:26.97 no matter how hard you try to, you cannot go back, 00:28:27.00\00:28:29.84 not to joy, not to sorrow, not to success, not to failure, 00:28:29.87\00:28:32.52 not to a friend, not to an enemy, 00:28:32.55\00:28:34.37 you just can't get back period. 00:28:34.40\00:28:36.35 Oh, it's true, we try, oh mercy do we try. 00:28:36.38\00:28:39.54 We spend billions of dollars trying. 00:28:39.57\00:28:43.99 We dye our hair. 00:28:44.02\00:28:47.26 Why do people dye their hair? 00:28:47.29\00:28:48.74 I don't. 00:28:48.77\00:28:50.24 Why we dye hair 'cause we don't want to look like we really are. 00:28:53.31\00:28:57.40 I want to look like I was. 00:28:57.43\00:29:00.35 We shave our faces. Why we shave our face? 00:29:00.38\00:29:01.81 Because you know if you leave that on 00:29:01.84\00:29:02.87 you look terribly old, get off. 00:29:02.90\00:29:07.13 We spend billions on wardrobes 00:29:07.16\00:29:09.53 because we got to get rid off those wide lapels 00:29:09.56\00:29:12.01 and those leisure nylon suits. 00:29:12.04\00:29:14.70 We don't want to look who we are. 00:29:14.73\00:29:18.22 You can't go back. You can try. 00:29:18.25\00:29:22.18 The nation mourned this last week 00:29:22.21\00:29:25.44 the death of the 38th president of the United States. 00:29:25.47\00:29:29.07 A fellow Michigander like us Gerald R. Ford there he is. 00:29:29.10\00:29:34.74 I have to say this by a way of inside. 00:29:34.77\00:29:37.74 I don't recall ever hearing such a unanimous outpouring 00:29:37.77\00:29:43.26 and admiration and respect for a political leader 00:29:43.29\00:29:45.84 as we heard this week across the board. 00:29:45.87\00:29:49.81 There has to be a lesson 00:29:49.84\00:29:51.26 somewhere in that for us, doesn't there? 00:29:51.29\00:29:54.82 Anyway, I'm watching the talking heads this last week 00:29:54.85\00:29:58.88 and they share a statistic. 00:29:58.91\00:30:00.37 This statistic blew me out of the water 00:30:00.40\00:30:02.20 and I have to share with you so that you suffer with me. 00:30:02.23\00:30:05.08 Forty percent of Americans alive today were not alive 00:30:05.11\00:30:07.77 when President G.R. Ford became president. 00:30:07.80\00:30:10.83 Forty percent. 00:30:10.86\00:30:13.37 Talking about making you feel 00:30:13.40\00:30:14.74 oh, Karen I got married while he was vice president. 00:30:14.77\00:30:19.39 We got married in June he becomes president in August 00:30:19.42\00:30:21.89 and we're coming back to the theological seminary 00:30:21.92\00:30:23.90 for the very first time in our lives 00:30:23.93\00:30:26.01 and we're going through Canada went on a Sunday morning 00:30:26.04\00:30:29.19 it is announced on the radio 00:30:29.22\00:30:30.39 he has pardon the previous president. 00:30:30.42\00:30:33.05 Talking about feeling, oh. 00:30:33.08\00:30:35.53 It stats like that. 00:30:35.56\00:30:37.32 And by the way if this were chapel 00:30:37.35\00:30:38.81 and this is the-- the kids are all back 00:30:38.84\00:30:40.73 and this is chapel you know what I could say, 00:30:40.76\00:30:42.51 100% of you were not alive back there. 00:30:42.54\00:30:47.30 Man, it stats like that that keep you and me 00:30:47.33\00:30:49.61 so earnestly spending energy and capital to feel young again, 00:30:49.64\00:30:53.98 we call it a midlife crisis. 00:30:54.01\00:30:57.85 We self medicate our minds, we Botox our faces, 00:30:57.88\00:31:05.38 we plastic surgery our bodies, 00:31:05.41\00:31:08.99 some buy expensive toys to feel young again, 00:31:09.02\00:31:12.13 others turn to sexual exploits 00:31:12.16\00:31:14.39 just to prove they are still virile. 00:31:14.42\00:31:17.70 But we can't go back, it's for nothing. 00:31:17.73\00:31:22.69 It's a truth of the Orange Sword, you cannot go back. 00:31:22.72\00:31:27.57 I wish you would write that down 00:31:27.60\00:31:28.83 and never forgot it for the rest of your lives 00:31:28.86\00:31:30.56 because what we're about to learn from this truth 00:31:30.59\00:31:32.14 is it has way more serious implications 00:31:32.17\00:31:35.36 for the life of the Spirit as you know it in just a moment. 00:31:35.39\00:31:37.74 Take your new study guide out please. 00:31:37.77\00:31:39.56 Let's jot it down the truth of the Orange Sword. 00:31:39.59\00:31:42.98 It's in your worship Bulletin, thank you ushers 00:31:43.01\00:31:45.30 right now it would be a good time 00:31:45.33\00:31:46.62 for you to begin distributing these. 00:31:46.65\00:31:48.33 Hold your hand up if you didn't' get a worship bulletin. 00:31:48.36\00:31:50.57 There is a tiny little piece of dynamite in this 00:31:50.60\00:31:52.64 that you want to keep for the rest of your life. 00:31:52.67\00:31:54.50 So hold you hand up, make sure you receive it. 00:31:54.53\00:31:56.66 Those of you watching on television 00:31:56.69\00:31:58.27 let me put our website on the screen for you. 00:31:58.30\00:31:59.84 You can get the same study guide 00:31:59.87\00:32:01.60 there it is www.pmchurch, 00:32:01.63\00:32:05.01 pioneer memorial, www.pmchurch.tv 00:32:05.04\00:32:08.33 click on to the teaching 00:32:08.36\00:32:10.14 "The truth of the Orange Sword." 00:32:10.17\00:32:12.35 This is a standalone. 00:32:12.38\00:32:13.48 By the way, I don't know where you gonna be next week on earth 00:32:13.51\00:32:16.98 but you must be here as we begin a brand new series 00:32:17.01\00:32:20.09 called "Mercy came a running." 00:32:20.12\00:32:21.77 We will never be the same again. 00:32:21.80\00:32:23.97 Trust me, because of this study on mercy. 00:32:24.00\00:32:28.06 Be here next week when we begin it. 00:32:28.09\00:32:29.68 But this is a standalone. 00:32:29.71\00:32:31.02 We might take it on to the series 00:32:31.05\00:32:32.80 as a prequel, the truth of the Orange Sword, 00:32:32.83\00:32:35.01 you see study guide right there 00:32:35.04\00:32:36.22 click on study guide on your computer screen boom, 00:32:36.25\00:32:38.91 you'll have the same one. 00:32:38.94\00:32:39.98 Okay, everybody has the study guide. 00:32:40.01\00:32:45.04 Very good. Let's fill it in please. 00:32:45.07\00:32:47.92 What is the truth of the Orange Sword? 00:32:47.95\00:32:49.25 Fill it in, you already know it. 00:32:49.28\00:32:50.63 "You cannot go back." 00:32:50.66\00:32:54.64 Genesis, right in the book, Genesis 3:24. 00:32:54.67\00:32:59.88 In fact let's read Genesis 3:24. 00:32:59.91\00:33:02.04 Read it again, you got your Bible still open. 00:33:02.07\00:33:04.00 Genesis 3:24 read that last line again. 00:33:04.03\00:33:08.90 "So He" the loving creator, 00:33:08.93\00:33:11.74 "He drove out the man and woman," Adam and Eve, 00:33:11.77\00:33:15.35 "and He placed cherubim at the east of the Garden of Eden, 00:33:15.38\00:33:18.39 and a flaming sword which turned every way, 00:33:18.42\00:33:21.29 to guard the way to the tree of life." 00:33:21.32\00:33:26.48 Keep your pen moving. 00:33:26.51\00:33:27.54 Which makes this, it has to make this, jot it down. 00:33:27.57\00:33:30.61 "A God truth." 00:33:30.64\00:33:32.56 It has to be a God truth for our human good. 00:33:32.59\00:33:35.65 Come on, can you imagine God doing anything bad for us? 00:33:35.68\00:33:39.42 It can't be--a divine angry action that's bad. 00:33:39.45\00:33:43.33 It's got to be good. 00:33:43.36\00:33:44.41 That angel with the drawn Orange Sword 00:33:44.44\00:33:47.47 standing and guarding the gate 00:33:47.50\00:33:49.19 that's truth of the Orange Sword 00:33:49.22\00:33:50.66 it has to be a good truth for us. 00:33:50.69\00:33:54.00 For human good, because let's face it. 00:33:54.03\00:33:59.24 An untutored and that's the key word right here 00:33:59.27\00:34:02.80 an untutored conscience. 00:34:02.83\00:34:06.04 We all have consciences and untutored, 00:34:06.07\00:34:09.46 untaught conscience forever rattles 00:34:09.49\00:34:12.78 at the gate marked nevermore. 00:34:12.81\00:34:14.57 Have you noticed, always. 00:34:14.60\00:34:17.88 And it is precisely here. 00:34:17.91\00:34:19.33 I've lived a few years on this planet 00:34:19.36\00:34:22.28 and I've listen to a lot of people talk and I'm convinced. 00:34:22.31\00:34:26.91 Ladies and gentlemen, I'm convinced 00:34:26.94\00:34:28.06 that the deepest pain of the human heart 00:34:28.09\00:34:32.87 is not a death pain, 00:34:32.90\00:34:35.29 it's the pain over the past. 00:34:35.32\00:34:40.34 I'm thinking about moral falling or failing, 00:34:40.37\00:34:43.47 pain over sins that have passed. 00:34:43.50\00:34:44.80 In fact we have a name for this pain. 00:34:44.83\00:34:46.16 Listen carefully. The name is guilt, guilt. 00:34:46.19\00:34:53.84 But I want to be quick to insert here 00:34:53.87\00:34:55.67 I don't believe that's the most painful guilt. 00:34:55.70\00:34:57.90 Here's the most painful guilt of all, of all, 00:34:57.93\00:34:59.96 of all and that is the guilt. 00:34:59.99\00:35:03.63 The recurring-- returning guilt 00:35:03.66\00:35:05.79 even after you have confessed 00:35:05.82\00:35:07.90 and forsaken that sin in the past 00:35:07.93\00:35:10.04 it still comes back to you 00:35:10.07\00:35:11.66 and it still hurts and that's the killer. 00:35:11.69\00:35:14.75 That's the killer. What do we do? 00:35:14.78\00:35:18.12 Even we who are followers of the Lord Jesus Christ, 00:35:18.15\00:35:20.92 have you noticed what we do, 00:35:20.95\00:35:22.07 we all of a suddenly want to become 00:35:22.10\00:35:23.17 like the kid in the children story. 00:35:23.20\00:35:25.09 We all want to become Hollywood film directors, all of us. 00:35:25.12\00:35:29.58 And what do we do when we are film directors? 00:35:29.61\00:35:31.43 We attempt to go back to the scene of the crime, 00:35:31.46\00:35:35.57 the sin, the fall, that moral transgression 00:35:35.60\00:35:37.88 that our conscience for some reason 00:35:37.91\00:35:39.65 will not let us forget. 00:35:39.68\00:35:41.13 Why do we want to go back? 00:35:41.16\00:35:42.95 Because we want to re-shoot the scene, 00:35:42.98\00:35:46.33 sans, without our sin in it. 00:35:46.36\00:35:51.39 And thus we attempt to fool ourselves. 00:35:51.42\00:35:52.67 That's how we're doing. 00:35:52.70\00:35:53.73 We attempt to trick ourselves into reliving 00:35:53.76\00:35:56.49 what in fact cannot be relived 00:35:56.52\00:35:59.58 for it is on the other side of a door that marked nevermore. 00:35:59.61\00:36:04.23 You can't go back. And yet we try. 00:36:04.26\00:36:08.34 Oh, how hard we try. 00:36:08.37\00:36:11.98 Bearing the pain of a guilty conscience. 00:36:12.01\00:36:14.78 Get this, tormented by a virtual reality 00:36:14.81\00:36:18.55 no longer accessible to the human race, 00:36:18.58\00:36:21.27 it isn't even real anymore, the past, it's gone. 00:36:21.30\00:36:26.64 But we try to get back to it, how sad. 00:36:26.67\00:36:30.90 No, no, no, no the word is not sad, how painful. 00:36:30.93\00:36:35.06 I know of what I speak. 00:36:35.09\00:36:37.74 Intellectually oh, come we're a bright university parish. 00:36:42.12\00:36:45.63 Intellectually we know we can't 00:36:45.66\00:36:47.21 but emotionally we still try, 00:36:47.24\00:36:49.27 how many thousands of times do you suppose 00:36:49.30\00:36:51.80 Adam and Eve attempted to go back 00:36:51.83\00:36:53.82 and relive that fateful day 00:36:53.85\00:36:55.96 when they ate the forbidden fruit. 00:36:55.99\00:36:57.52 If only I hadn't, if only I hadn't. 00:36:57.55\00:37:01.43 Like amateur film directors 00:37:04.72\00:37:06.26 attempting to re-shoot the scene of our crime 00:37:06.29\00:37:08.43 minus the crime this time. 00:37:08.46\00:37:11.15 Even when we've confessed 00:37:11.18\00:37:14.06 and forsaken that sin 00:37:14.09\00:37:16.31 why is it that for some of us the memory still lingers 00:37:16.34\00:37:19.28 and the pain of its guilt still throbs inside of us, why? 00:37:19.31\00:37:25.12 That's because we either never learned it 00:37:27.46\00:37:31.62 or we have never believed it the truth of the Orange Sword. 00:37:31.65\00:37:35.55 You can't go back, you cannot go back. 00:37:35.58\00:37:40.08 And it is only feudal self medication. 00:37:40.11\00:37:42.53 And by the way, self is the operative word 00:37:42.56\00:37:46.14 and that's my problem. 00:37:46.17\00:37:47.77 I'll tell you really cannot be honest with it, 00:37:47.80\00:37:50.13 that's why I deal with pain. 00:37:50.16\00:37:53.47 Because somehow I think in my mind-- 00:37:53.50\00:37:57.02 look at boy you are a big boy 00:37:57.05\00:37:58.97 you can handle this, deal with it, 00:37:59.00\00:38:01.81 get it, kill it this time. 00:38:01.84\00:38:05.67 Somehow I think self-ego pride 00:38:05.70\00:38:08.10 I can self medicate my conscience. 00:38:08.13\00:38:12.31 This time around you can't, 00:38:12.34\00:38:15.07 you can't, no possibly, impossible. 00:38:15.10\00:38:22.51 You know, what's happened? 00:38:22.54\00:38:24.09 We believe the subtle hiss of the garden serpent. 00:38:24.12\00:38:28.59 You will be as God. 00:38:28.62\00:38:31.39 And so with all the might doomed might we try so hard to be God. 00:38:31.42\00:38:36.64 I can extricate this because you see what, 00:38:36.67\00:38:38.97 you see the reality is I don't want to be helpless. 00:38:39.00\00:38:44.00 I don't want to be hopeless. 00:38:44.03\00:38:45.90 I want to be able to set the terms for my life story. 00:38:45.93\00:38:51.35 And it drives me crazy 00:38:51.38\00:38:53.23 that there is some place beyond my touch 00:38:53.26\00:38:56.20 I cannot get back to it but I keep trying. 00:38:56.23\00:38:59.11 You keep trying and the pain keeps eating your heart out. 00:38:59.14\00:39:05.45 Even those of us who call Jesus Lord and Savior 00:39:05.48\00:39:08.39 and so the pain of that unresolved guilt festers on 00:39:08.42\00:39:10.83 we pound, we plead, we cry and that door marked nevermore. 00:39:10.86\00:39:15.28 Thinking that even if we could get back to the past 00:39:15.31\00:39:17.23 we can heal it, we can't, we are humanly impossible. 00:39:17.26\00:39:21.32 Because did you notice by the way 00:39:21.35\00:39:22.66 the truth of the flaming sword 00:39:22.69\00:39:24.14 is that it turns every way that angel is a fencer. 00:39:24.17\00:39:27.10 You ever watched fencing in the Olympics, fencing? 00:39:27.13\00:39:28.95 No matter which you go, go, go that sword is blocking your way. 00:39:28.98\00:39:34.29 Every effort, every route blocked. 00:39:34.32\00:39:37.23 You cannot, you cannot go back. 00:39:37.26\00:39:39.91 But hallelujah write this down, will you? 00:39:39.94\00:39:41.82 The good news, hallelujah, is that you don't have to. 00:39:41.85\00:39:45.38 Write that down please, write now. 00:39:45.41\00:39:47.71 Keep your pen moving. 00:39:47.74\00:39:48.77 Why don't we have to go back. 00:39:48.80\00:39:49.93 "Because the God who locked the gate to the past," 00:39:49.96\00:39:51.83 write it in, "is the same God 00:39:51.86\00:39:53.24 who has unlocked the door to the future." 00:39:53.27\00:39:55.36 Write that in. And how did He do it. 00:39:55.39\00:39:57.75 "He did it by planting," write this in, 00:39:57.78\00:39:59.75 "another tree of life." Hallelujah. 00:39:59.78\00:40:03.89 Not in the garden this time, 00:40:03.92\00:40:05.33 this tree planted just outside the garden 00:40:05.36\00:40:08.27 and up the hill called Calvary. 00:40:08.30\00:40:10.21 And on that tree this God did what? 00:40:10.24\00:40:12.41 He has decree we shall not do. 00:40:12.44\00:40:16.01 He went back. He went back. 00:40:16.04\00:40:19.28 He went back to the very first sin you ever committed, 00:40:19.31\00:40:21.61 He went back to my very first sin 00:40:21.64\00:40:23.27 and He took all of our sins from the very beginning 00:40:23.30\00:40:26.20 and He board in His own body 00:40:26.23\00:40:28.05 and He buried those sins 00:40:28.08\00:40:30.01 on the top of the mountain called Calvary. 00:40:30.04\00:40:32.22 Hallelujah. 00:40:32.25\00:40:34.33 That's the point of the ancient prophet 00:40:34.36\00:40:36.91 and a little minor prophet Micah 00:40:36.94\00:40:39.32 that now be let us in reading just a moment ago. 00:40:39.35\00:40:42.67 Scribble this down in your study guild please. 00:40:42.70\00:40:44.80 This New Year Scripture who--Micah 7:18, 19. 00:40:44.83\00:40:48.38 "Who is a God like you, pardoning iniquity 00:40:48.41\00:40:51.20 and passing over the transgression 00:40:51.23\00:40:52.80 of the remnant of His heritage? 00:40:52.83\00:40:54.43 He does not retain His anger forever, 00:40:54.46\00:40:56.70 because He delights in mercy. 00:40:56.73\00:40:59.40 He will again have compassion on us, 00:40:59.43\00:41:01.99 and will subdue our iniquities." 00:41:02.02\00:41:03.79 And here it comes and I love this. 00:41:03.82\00:41:05.79 "You will cast" and this is the key word "All" write it in. 00:41:05.82\00:41:11.53 "You will cast all our sins into the depths of the sea." 00:41:11.56\00:41:17.57 Every shred of evidence from the past, hallelujah, 00:41:17.60\00:41:22.35 has been buried at Calvary. 00:41:22.38\00:41:24.86 Ladies and gentlemen, that is the everlasting gospel. 00:41:24.89\00:41:26.98 Do you understand that when Jesus died on the cross 00:41:27.01\00:41:29.26 God forgave the entire human race, pardon the race, 00:41:29.29\00:41:32.00 acquitted every sinner to ever be born? 00:41:32.03\00:41:34.33 That's the everlasting Gospel, buried. 00:41:34.36\00:41:37.39 And because He buried it, God through Isaiah cries out. 00:41:37.42\00:41:40.89 You got to write this down. 00:41:40.92\00:41:42.03 Isaiah 43:25 God cries out 00:41:42.06\00:41:44.45 "I even I, am He who blots out 00:41:44.48\00:41:47.59 your transgressions for My own sake, 00:41:47.62\00:41:49.66 and I will not remember" write that down. 00:41:49.69\00:41:52.81 "I will not remember, I will not remember your sins." 00:41:52.84\00:41:59.57 Hallelujah. 00:41:59.60\00:42:02.02 I will not remember your sins. 00:42:02.05\00:42:06.44 Hallelujah. 00:42:06.47\00:42:08.68 You know what that means, ladies and gentlemen. 00:42:08.71\00:42:11.89 If He offers to bury our sins 00:42:11.92\00:42:15.84 and to remember them no more 00:42:15.87\00:42:19.50 then surely He must be inviting us to do the same. 00:42:19.53\00:42:22.49 Don't you supposed He wants us do the same? 00:42:22.52\00:42:25.73 For each others sins by the way, for each others. 00:42:25.76\00:42:29.89 This New Year for God sake quit remembering her sins, 00:42:29.92\00:42:35.91 quit remembering his sins. 00:42:35.94\00:42:40.05 It's been buried. It's gone. 00:42:40.08\00:42:44.68 How many marriages have been buried 00:42:44.71\00:42:48.33 because one or the other or both of them have refused to forget? 00:42:48.36\00:42:55.48 And by the way, not only the sins of others, 00:42:55.51\00:42:57.74 it has to mean I have been given freedom 00:42:57.77\00:43:00.65 to quit remembering my own sins. 00:43:00.68\00:43:04.23 If God says hey, boy, I've taken your sins 00:43:04.26\00:43:05.76 and I've buried them in the depths of the sea 00:43:05.79\00:43:07.46 and I remember them no more, 00:43:07.49\00:43:08.76 I'm sure that that is license for me 00:43:08.79\00:43:11.61 to remember them no more. 00:43:11.64\00:43:13.97 If God has buried them in the depths of sea 00:43:17.19\00:43:19.21 should we not just leave them there and forgot it. 00:43:19.24\00:43:22.51 Come on. 00:43:22.54\00:43:26.44 Which I must warn you 00:43:26.47\00:43:28.72 that leaving and forgetting 00:43:28.75\00:43:30.00 is more than a wishful prayer and wishful thinking. 00:43:30.03\00:43:33.06 And here's what I have learned and I'm still working on it. 00:43:33.09\00:43:39.48 It requires, listen carefully now, 00:43:39.51\00:43:42.43 this could be the key for you in 2007. 00:43:42.46\00:43:45.41 It requires the intentional act of the will, 00:43:45.44\00:43:50.64 the mind, and the heart. 00:43:50.67\00:43:52.24 You have to choose. 00:43:52.27\00:43:53.64 Would you write that down? 00:43:53.67\00:43:54.70 We must choose to forget. 00:43:54.73\00:44:01.05 Just like a mighty sinner turn saint what's his name? 00:44:01.08\00:44:04.24 Paul. 00:44:04.27\00:44:05.30 Paul who cries out Philippians 3:13. 00:44:05.33\00:44:07.67 Jot it down "This one thing I do, forgetting." 00:44:07.70\00:44:11.26 I want you to see that word forgetting, 00:44:11.29\00:44:13.32 the verse forgetting this one thing I do, 00:44:13.35\00:44:16.73 forgetting that which is behind, 00:44:16.76\00:44:18.84 re-passed and reaching forward on to that 00:44:18.87\00:44:21.44 which is ahead re-future I have chosen to forgive 00:44:21.47\00:44:24.83 and forget, I have chosen to forget 00:44:24.86\00:44:30.36 because to live without the pain of the past 00:44:30.39\00:44:33.41 is an intentional choice. 00:44:33.44\00:44:36.64 And I got to tell you this. 00:44:36.67\00:44:39.08 Listen carefully, it's a choice 00:44:39.11\00:44:41.73 you will have to intentionally make every day of your life. 00:44:41.76\00:44:48.21 Which means the next time that demon comes to your mind 00:44:53.46\00:44:57.31 He knows where your conscience is, 00:44:57.34\00:44:59.74 he knows all about your mind, 00:44:59.77\00:45:01.08 he knows every hot button you own. 00:45:01.11\00:45:03.08 The next time that demon comes to your mind 00:45:03.11\00:45:05.53 and he says. I want to remind you, 00:45:05.56\00:45:08.09 I want to remind you about that little fall part 00:45:08.12\00:45:11.55 that was huge and he cites chapter and verse. 00:45:11.58\00:45:17.52 By the way, let me hit the pause button. 00:45:17.55\00:45:18.87 If you have confessed and forsaken your sin 00:45:21.01\00:45:25.24 trust me it will not be God coming to you 00:45:25.27\00:45:29.23 and reminding you of the past. 00:45:29.26\00:45:31.30 Haven't we just read that He buries it in that-- 00:45:31.33\00:45:33.28 He remembers it no more? 00:45:33.31\00:45:35.48 If you have confessed and forsaken your sin-- 00:45:35.51\00:45:37.61 let me hit the pause button again. 00:45:37.64\00:45:39.33 If you have not confessed, 00:45:39.36\00:45:42.35 if there is something you are carrying into the New Year 00:45:42.38\00:45:46.14 that better be confessed, then it isn't a demon, 00:45:46.17\00:45:52.12 because he don't want that confessed. 00:45:52.15\00:45:54.76 That would be your forever friend 00:45:54.79\00:45:56.64 who saying there is a little something here 00:45:56.67\00:45:58.31 between you and me and a wonderful New Year. 00:45:58.34\00:46:01.43 I need you to let go over it come to me. 00:46:01.46\00:46:04.03 If we confess our sins I'm faithful 00:46:04.06\00:46:05.52 and just to forgive you your sins 00:46:05.55\00:46:07.05 and to cleanse you from all unrighteous 00:46:07.08\00:46:08.29 just give it to me, I'll take it away and bury it, 00:46:08.32\00:46:10.92 I'll never remember, I'll never bring it up again, 00:46:10.95\00:46:12.89 but you have to give it to me the first time. 00:46:12.92\00:46:16.55 Assuming that you've already done that. 00:46:16.58\00:46:19.71 If that voice comes to you 00:46:19.74\00:46:23.62 then you know from whence that voice comes 00:46:23.65\00:46:25.60 three sources, could be the demon, 00:46:25.63\00:46:29.70 or I can tell you this 00:46:29.73\00:46:30.76 'cause the demon doesn't always know what's going on your mind. 00:46:30.79\00:46:32.55 It can be number two, an untutored conscience 00:46:32.58\00:46:35.44 that is still attempting. 00:46:35.47\00:46:37.30 Number three, self-medication. 00:46:37.33\00:46:39.08 I'm trying to get this taken care on my own. 00:46:39.11\00:46:42.83 Either way you must do what Paul did. 00:46:42.86\00:46:45.50 I want to tell you something if you want to talk about 00:46:45.53\00:46:47.11 somebody who had about the worst memories 00:46:47.14\00:46:49.46 any Christian could have and it was with him 00:46:49.49\00:46:52.28 his whole life, it was the Apostle Paul. 00:46:52.31\00:46:54.03 Write this down, will you? 00:46:54.06\00:46:55.09 It's right there, it's in your study guide. 00:46:55.12\00:46:56.31 1 Timothy 1:15 this is a sure saying worthy of acceptance. 00:46:56.34\00:47:01.12 "Christ Jesus came into the world 00:47:01.15\00:47:03.32 to save sinners of whom I am the worst." 00:47:03.35\00:47:07.21 Write it in, the worst. 00:47:07.24\00:47:10.97 So the next time that demon comes to you and says 00:47:11.00\00:47:12.71 boy, girl, I remember something about you, don't I? 00:47:12.74\00:47:18.06 You declare to that demon Christ Jesus. 00:47:18.09\00:47:21.04 Yes, you remember. 00:47:21.07\00:47:22.10 Oh, thank you for reminding me of the gospel. 00:47:22.13\00:47:23.92 Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners 00:47:23.95\00:47:25.99 and I want to tell you something demon 00:47:26.33\00:47:27.76 I am the worst of them so bug off. 00:47:27.79\00:47:31.40 I got covered by that tree of life. 00:47:31.43\00:47:34.07 And my past has been buried and you may bring it up 00:47:34.10\00:47:36.53 I refuse to touch this. 00:47:36.56\00:47:38.96 You can take it with you to hell 00:47:38.99\00:47:42.41 because that's where He sent the sins, all right. 00:47:44.96\00:47:49.79 Forgetting those things which are behind. 00:47:49.82\00:47:55.19 You got to forget. 00:47:55.22\00:47:56.25 Ladies and gentlemen, it's the good news of the gospel, 00:47:56.28\00:47:59.33 it's the choice of the gospel. 00:47:59.36\00:48:01.42 Listen to this, bad news, 00:48:01.45\00:48:04.42 bad news you cannot go back. 00:48:04.45\00:48:10.97 Good news, you cannot go back. Hallelujah. 00:48:11.00\00:48:17.74 Can't go back, can't go back and don't have to. 00:48:17.77\00:48:23.21 You never have to go back again 00:48:23.24\00:48:26.10 because the only one who could did 00:48:26.13\00:48:30.97 and because He did it's taken care of 00:48:31.00\00:48:35.21 that unrelenting conscience sin, 00:48:35.24\00:48:37.56 those unforgiving memories God says 00:48:37.59\00:48:41.66 move them, I've already buried that boy, leave it there. 00:48:41.69\00:48:47.38 Now here's a little piece of dynamite 00:48:47.41\00:48:48.52 that I hope you keep forever. 00:48:48.55\00:48:52.38 That little book Oswald Chambers book 00:48:52.41\00:48:54.39 My Utmost for His Highest. 00:48:54.42\00:48:56.63 My mother-in-law, it's her birthday this weekend 00:48:56.66\00:48:58.59 so I can kind of brag about her 00:48:58.62\00:49:00.15 she is here in the audience right now. 00:49:00.18\00:49:01.54 She gave me probably the most 00:49:01.57\00:49:04.53 impacting Christmas gift I've ever received. 00:49:04.56\00:49:06.67 She gave it to me back in Christmas in 1987. 00:49:06.70\00:49:09.56 I've read it ever year since except for the year 1991 00:49:09.59\00:49:12.72 which now I read it in 1991. 00:49:12.75\00:49:15.52 It is a great book, Oswald Chambers New Year prayer. 00:49:15.55\00:49:19.27 It's in your study guide, 00:49:19.30\00:49:20.33 you keep your study guide just for this. 00:49:20.36\00:49:22.14 I want to read it out loud to you. 00:49:22.17\00:49:24.05 God's hand, Oh, this is something, 00:49:24.08\00:49:25.83 "God's hand reaches back to the past 00:49:25.86\00:49:29.36 and makes a clearing-house for conscience." 00:49:29.39\00:49:32.26 Isn't that great? 00:49:32.29\00:49:34.78 "God's hand reaches back to the past 00:49:34.81\00:49:36.28 and makes a clearing-house for conscience. 00:49:36.31\00:49:38.33 It is true that we have lost opportunities 00:49:38.36\00:49:42.44 which will never return." 00:49:42.47\00:49:44.25 Yep, can't change that fact. 00:49:44.28\00:49:48.34 "But God can transform this destructive anxiety 00:49:48.37\00:49:53.98 into a constructive thoughtfulness for the future." 00:49:54.01\00:49:57.43 And now here comes, I love this. 00:49:57.46\00:49:59.21 "Let the past sleep, but let it sleep on the bosom of Christ. 00:49:59.24\00:50:04.80 Leave the Irreparable Past in His hands, and step out 00:50:04.83\00:50:08.69 into the Irresistible Future with Him." 00:50:08.72\00:50:15.25 Isn't that dynamite, forgetting those things 00:50:15.28\00:50:19.72 which are behind. 00:50:19.75\00:50:23.84 All right, remember your transgressions no more 00:50:23.87\00:50:26.77 I have buried them, I have buried them 00:50:26.80\00:50:30.18 in the depths of the sea. 00:50:30.21\00:50:31.77 I was visiting a few days ago with one of our members 00:50:35.18\00:50:37.08 whose parent has Alzheimer's. 00:50:37.11\00:50:40.73 Can't remember, you know, Alzheimer's, 00:50:40.76\00:50:42.03 everybody knows Alzheimer's. 00:50:42.06\00:50:43.09 Now, can't remember. 00:50:43.12\00:50:45.05 My dad had a similar form of dementia. 00:50:45.08\00:50:48.17 But I'm gonna say this and I hope I'm not misunderstood here. 00:50:48.20\00:50:52.45 I'm gonna say that the upside of memories lost 00:50:52.48\00:50:55.02 is the absence of pain associated with those memories. 00:50:55.05\00:50:59.00 If you can't remember the pain is gone 00:50:59.03\00:51:02.12 from that memory. 00:51:02.15\00:51:03.18 Dispose that's why God allows our pain 00:51:06.03\00:51:08.72 over the past in the first place. 00:51:08.75\00:51:10.92 Not to keep driving us back, back, back. 00:51:10.95\00:51:12.65 God knows we can't go back, 00:51:12.68\00:51:13.90 He not gonna drive us back, 00:51:13.93\00:51:15.06 no, no, no, no but rather to compel us 00:51:15.09\00:51:17.95 through that attendant pain to seek Him 00:51:17.98\00:51:20.36 who by healing our past can fade the memories 00:51:20.39\00:51:23.94 and sooth away the pain. 00:51:23.97\00:51:26.79 I tell you what? 00:51:26.82\00:51:27.85 Maybe those scientists in the journal Nature were right. 00:51:27.88\00:51:30.85 And pain is good if it leads us to help. 00:51:30.88\00:51:37.40 Capital H, Help. 00:51:37.43\00:51:41.10 Well, I have buried your sins in the depths of the sea 00:51:41.13\00:51:45.63 and I will remember them, halleluiah, no more. 00:51:45.66\00:51:52.46 I don't suppose God has Alzheimer's. 00:51:52.49\00:51:57.59 But whatever He has I hope He keeps it. 00:51:57.62\00:52:02.16 And I'd like to have it to this New Year. 00:52:02.19\00:52:05.10 Wouldn't you? 00:52:05.13\00:52:07.28 Oh, Father, it is an Alzheimer's, 00:52:07.31\00:52:11.44 it is a heart that loves your children 00:52:11.47\00:52:13.23 so much including Adam and Eve 00:52:13.26\00:52:18.99 that You have made provision 00:52:19.02\00:52:22.44 to get back to where we cannot go back to 00:52:22.47\00:52:26.23 and because You've planted that other tree of life 00:52:26.26\00:52:30.06 and took all of our sins 00:52:30.09\00:52:32.76 and buried them at the foot of the cross, oh, Father. 00:52:32.79\00:52:37.88 No wonder they call it mercy, 00:52:37.91\00:52:41.92 no wonder we speak of grace. 00:52:41.95\00:52:47.52 Oh, God, freely we have received, 00:52:47.55\00:52:50.62 freely let us give to others 00:52:50.65\00:52:54.34 who need our forgetter and to ourselves 00:52:54.37\00:52:58.25 we need the forgetter most of all 00:52:58.28\00:53:02.48 You have buried our sins and You will remember 00:53:02.51\00:53:05.09 our transgressions no more as with joy 00:53:05.12\00:53:10.39 we go for with you into this journey uncharted. Amen. 00:53:10.42\00:53:16.74 Is this a day of new beginnings 00:53:52.32\00:53:58.81 Time to remember and move on 00:53:58.84\00:54:04.43 Time to believe what love is bringing 00:54:04.46\00:54:11.09 Laying to rest the pain that's gone? 00:54:11.12\00:54:17.66 How can the seasons of a planet 00:54:20.19\00:54:25.97 Mindlessly spinning round its sun 00:54:26.00\00:54:33.08 With just a human name and number 00:54:33.11\00:54:39.25 Say that some new thing has begun? 00:54:39.28\00:54:46.00 Yet thro' the life and death of Jesus 00:54:48.37\00:54:55.04 Love's mighty Spirit, now as then 00:54:55.07\00:55:01.64 Can make for us a world of difference 00:55:01.67\00:55:09.11 As faith and hope are born again 00:55:09.14\00:55:14.20 Then let us, with the Spirit's daring 00:55:18.06\00:55:24.46 Step from the past and leave behind 00:55:24.49\00:55:31.19 Its disappointment, guilt and grieving 00:55:31.22\00:55:38.49 Seeking new paths, and sure to find 00:55:38.52\00:55:45.03 Christ is alive, and goes before us 00:55:47.55\00:55:53.71 To show and share what love can do 00:55:53.74\00:55:59.85 This is a day of new beginnings 00:55:59.88\00:56:06.98 Our God is making all things new 00:56:07.01\00:56:14.48 And now onto Him 00:56:23.44\00:56:25.54 who is able to keep us from falling 00:56:25.57\00:56:29.58 and to present us before His throne 00:56:29.61\00:56:31.34 with great joy to the only wise God 00:56:31.37\00:56:35.61 our Savior be glory and majesty dominion and power 00:56:35.64\00:56:39.62 both now and forever more. 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