Hi, I'm Dr. Kim Logan-Nowlin. I'm Arthur Nowlin. 00:00:01.06\00:00:03.33 And welcome to "Making It Work." 00:00:03.36\00:00:05.77 Arthur, throughout our lives we take many journeys. 00:00:36.86\00:00:41.27 Your journey become Seventh-day Adventist, 00:00:41.30\00:00:44.52 serve in the military. 00:00:44.55\00:00:46.36 My journey being able to take on different roles in my life, 00:00:46.39\00:00:52.07 starting a business from nothing 00:00:52.10\00:00:53.91 and allowing God to move that to a new direction every day. 00:00:53.94\00:00:58.12 And some of you viewing right now, 00:00:58.15\00:01:00.18 you're on a journey but you don't know 00:01:00.21\00:01:01.74 where that journey is taking you. 00:01:01.77\00:01:03.60 Or some of you are going to the left, 00:01:03.63\00:01:05.95 to the right because you're totally not sure 00:01:05.98\00:01:08.78 if it's from God. 00:01:08.81\00:01:10.58 Well, the Bible says that God is not the father of confusion. 00:01:10.61\00:01:14.35 Today we have a very special guest with us, 00:01:14.38\00:01:17.06 Pastor Ariel Roldan. 00:01:17.09\00:01:19.83 He is the pastor of the Oakwood Seventh-day Adventist Church 00:01:19.86\00:01:23.41 in Taylor, Michigan. 00:01:23.44\00:01:24.82 Welcome, pastor. 00:01:24.85\00:01:25.95 Thank you. Thank you so much. Welcome. 00:01:25.98\00:01:27.67 Oh, God bless you. 00:01:27.70\00:01:29.91 We want to talk about today our topic, The Journey. 00:01:29.94\00:01:33.58 You've had a tremendous journey 00:01:33.61\00:01:35.38 and I'm excited about hearing it. 00:01:35.41\00:01:37.45 So I'm going to turn it over-- 'cause I want you to tell, 00:01:37.48\00:01:40.12 share with our viewers your journey. 00:01:40.15\00:01:42.58 Sure. 00:01:42.61\00:01:44.70 My journey begins many years ago 00:01:44.73\00:01:47.41 in another continent, in South America, 00:01:47.44\00:01:49.75 in the country of Argentina 00:01:49.78\00:01:51.85 where I was born to Alfredo and Maria Roldan. 00:01:51.88\00:01:57.63 My dad, when I was born he was a coal porter 00:01:57.66\00:01:59.97 or a literature evangelist 00:02:00.00\00:02:01.03 which is someone that basically, 00:02:01.06\00:02:03.24 it's like a missionary but with literature. 00:02:03.27\00:02:05.36 In fact, they brings the Gospel to people through books. 00:02:05.39\00:02:07.92 But before that he had been a police officer in Argentina. 00:02:07.95\00:02:11.26 So someone shared the Gospel with him more fully 00:02:11.29\00:02:14.35 and he accepted. 00:02:14.38\00:02:15.41 My mom was Catholic, 00:02:15.44\00:02:17.07 and they both took Bible studies together, 00:02:17.10\00:02:19.14 and they decided to be baptized 00:02:19.17\00:02:21.65 and join the Seventh-day Adventist Church. 00:02:21.68\00:02:24.04 So I was born into that kind of a home. 00:02:24.07\00:02:26.44 My dad loved the work of doing literature evangelism 00:02:26.47\00:02:31.95 and we traveled quite a bit. 00:02:31.98\00:02:33.53 So you're talking about a journey 00:02:33.56\00:02:34.77 one from Argentina to Bolivia 00:02:34.80\00:02:37.09 and the Lord used that ability that my dad had, 00:02:37.12\00:02:40.34 He really did bless my dad with that, 00:02:40.37\00:02:42.62 to come into United States. 00:02:42.65\00:02:43.76 We came to Harrisburg Pennsylvania in 1984. 00:02:43.79\00:02:47.07 I was 11 years old when we arrived. 00:02:47.10\00:02:49.15 It was a quite a memorable event. 00:02:51.55\00:02:54.88 My dad came first, 6 months and worked to raise some money 00:02:54.91\00:02:58.00 and then was able to pay for tickets for my mom, 00:02:58.03\00:03:00.72 myself and my younger brother, too, to join him. 00:03:00.75\00:03:03.26 And when we arrived, it was interesting, 00:03:03.29\00:03:06.63 the United States is not at all what you see on television. 00:03:06.66\00:03:09.93 Back in those days "Magnum, PI" was hot in South America. 00:03:09.96\00:03:12.79 Right, right. 00:03:12.82\00:03:13.85 No one was driving Lamborghinis, 00:03:13.88\00:03:14.91 there was no beach in Harrisburg Pennsylvania. 00:03:14.94\00:03:18.26 And where we lived, 00:03:18.29\00:03:19.40 the neighborhood we moved into saw a lot of hooties, 00:03:19.43\00:03:22.87 no Lamborghinis. 00:03:22.90\00:03:24.48 Some hooties. 00:03:24.51\00:03:26.00 We were like, where's, where are the mansions, 00:03:26.03\00:03:27.59 where are the, the rich people 'cause in South America, 00:03:27.62\00:03:30.50 the idea is every American lives 00:03:30.53\00:03:33.78 as the television portrays them to be. 00:03:33.81\00:03:36.74 So we began to see that the United States, 00:03:37.84\00:03:40.05 so it is a land of opportunity also is a land of challenges. 00:03:40.08\00:03:44.48 And one of the first ones was the language, 00:03:44.51\00:03:47.38 trying to pick up English. 00:03:47.41\00:03:50.20 And at that time we did not have 00:03:50.23\00:03:52.85 what we have today with many Hispanic popular artists 00:03:52.88\00:03:57.45 whether in the movies or in the music industry. Right. 00:03:57.48\00:03:59.62 Back in those days being a Hispanic was not necessarily 00:03:59.65\00:04:02.51 something that inspired pride and your ethnic background. 00:04:02.54\00:04:08.37 And so most Hispanics would try to learn English 00:04:08.40\00:04:10.80 as fast as possible and hide their accent. 00:04:10.83\00:04:13.83 Many-- My friends at school would deny 00:04:13.86\00:04:17.03 being able to speak Spanish 00:04:17.06\00:04:18.40 so they wouldn't have to translate for me. 00:04:18.43\00:04:20.51 But I would hear them speak Spanish. 00:04:20.54\00:04:21.76 It was just an embarrassing thing to be a Hispanic, 00:04:21.79\00:04:24.14 during that time, during the early '80s. 00:04:24.17\00:04:26.04 I think the only popular one was Gloria Estefan 00:04:26.07\00:04:29.41 but she hadn't totally crossed over at that time. 00:04:29.44\00:04:31.55 Yeah, okay. 00:04:31.58\00:04:32.61 Only conga was in style back then. 00:04:32.64\00:04:35.26 But that-- that was some of the things 00:04:36.58\00:04:39.29 that began to set the stage for this journey that my family 00:04:39.32\00:04:43.60 and myself more prolonged to go through, 00:04:43.63\00:04:47.23 trying to adjust-- 00:04:47.26\00:04:48.31 Excuse me for interrupting but the journey 00:04:48.34\00:04:52.15 when your father left South America 00:04:52.18\00:04:54.90 there was a purpose in that. 00:04:54.93\00:04:57.57 Yes. Yeah. 00:04:57.60\00:04:58.64 What was that purpose, to just come to America 00:04:58.67\00:05:01.30 and find the land of milk and honey or... 00:05:01.33\00:05:06.01 Well, the United States was going through a transition. 00:05:06.04\00:05:10.20 New York which had been the capital 00:05:10.23\00:05:12.76 of many other South American countries, 00:05:12.79\00:05:14.83 like Arabian countries with Hispanics. 00:05:14.86\00:05:16.92 Many Hispanics were actually, 00:05:16.95\00:05:18.74 were leaving, exiting New York City, 00:05:18.77\00:05:20.62 finding lower cost housing, 00:05:20.65\00:05:23.14 better neighborhoods for their children. 00:05:23.17\00:05:25.57 They were moving into Virginia, Pennsylvania and so they, 00:05:25.60\00:05:29.23 the Allegheny East Conference was looking for mini-- 00:05:29.26\00:05:34.56 individuals who could minister 00:05:34.59\00:05:35.73 to this growing Hispanic population. 00:05:35.76\00:05:38.43 And so they brought some pastors 00:05:38.46\00:05:39.83 and these pastors decided, 00:05:39.86\00:05:40.95 well, we need some people in the ground 00:05:40.98\00:05:43.11 to get in contact with people in their neighborhoods. 00:05:43.14\00:05:45.98 We need some good LEs, and so someone called 00:05:46.01\00:05:49.45 from North America to Bolivia. 00:05:49.48\00:05:51.56 And providence, for us providence worked it out 00:05:51.59\00:05:55.06 that a lady mentioned my dad's name 00:05:55.09\00:05:58.61 and he got a good report from the leadership 00:05:58.64\00:06:01.65 and so they brought in here 00:06:01.68\00:06:02.78 to work as a literature evangelist, 00:06:02.81\00:06:05.36 in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, that's why we came. 00:06:05.39\00:06:08.17 Excellent. Excellent. 00:06:08.20\00:06:09.98 So you said the transition was difficult 00:06:10.01\00:06:12.83 in the beginning, you know. 00:06:12.86\00:06:14.22 How long did it take you before you really settled in? 00:06:14.25\00:06:18.06 Um, I think for my brother and I, 00:06:19.06\00:06:21.96 it took about 2-3 years. 00:06:21.99\00:06:24.00 My parents are still... 00:06:24.03\00:06:25.22 Oh, yeah. Still in the process. 00:06:25.25\00:06:28.02 I mean, it's interesting as I speak to you, 00:06:28.05\00:06:30.22 my dad retired now, some years ago. 00:06:30.25\00:06:32.74 My mom is in the process of retiring. 00:06:32.77\00:06:35.03 But when we first came, he was, I think difficult 00:06:35.06\00:06:38.51 for my parents to be so helpless. 00:06:38.54\00:06:41.81 And especially my dad who was a very, 00:06:41.84\00:06:43.58 I mean, he was almost like an entrepreneur. 00:06:43.61\00:06:46.23 You mentioned about having your own business. 00:06:46.26\00:06:48.25 To go from that type of independence, 00:06:48.28\00:06:50.34 to being dependant on your child 00:06:50.37\00:06:51.74 to translate for you at the bank, 00:06:51.77\00:06:53.27 to open up a bank account, 00:06:53.30\00:06:55.61 to always be looking for a Hispanic dentist 00:06:55.64\00:06:58.42 or a dentist that has a Hispanic dental hygienist 00:06:58.45\00:07:00.76 to translate for you. 00:07:00.79\00:07:02.34 It took a while for my parents to digest this reality 00:07:03.61\00:07:05.99 and my dad was painted or told, 00:07:06.02\00:07:09.54 you know, hey, you be in a Hispanic environment, 00:07:09.57\00:07:12.01 with Hispanic supermarkets, with Spanish radio, 00:07:12.04\00:07:14.29 with Spanish television, you don't need English. 00:07:14.32\00:07:17.70 But that's not the reality. 00:07:17.73\00:07:19.80 And when my parents came here they quickly realized that 00:07:19.83\00:07:22.35 they would need to learn English, 00:07:22.38\00:07:23.41 they were very proactive. 00:07:23.44\00:07:24.55 They learn--They enrolled 00:07:24.58\00:07:25.75 in some community classes for English. 00:07:25.78\00:07:28.29 But they always had this, 00:07:30.24\00:07:31.33 the mindset that we would stay here temporarily 00:07:31.36\00:07:33.25 and then move back. 00:07:33.28\00:07:34.31 Is that right? 00:07:34.34\00:07:35.72 They missed family, all our cousins and aunts, 00:07:35.75\00:07:40.09 stayed down in South America. 00:07:40.12\00:07:42.91 So he was, he was always with his thought 00:07:42.94\00:07:45.70 in the back of our heads, someday we'll go back. 00:07:45.73\00:07:48.21 Okay. 00:07:48.24\00:07:49.27 So originally we were not settling with too many routes. 00:07:49.30\00:07:53.44 We thought it's only gonna be temporary but, 00:07:53.47\00:07:55.94 and once you learned the language, 00:07:55.97\00:07:57.17 once you begin to get a job and you begin to get a-- 00:07:57.20\00:07:59.76 a rhythm of how things work here, 00:07:59.79\00:08:01.78 you begin to realize that 00:08:01.81\00:08:02.84 it is a land of tremendous opportunity, 00:08:02.87\00:08:04.59 a lot more than we would have had in, in South America. 00:08:04.62\00:08:08.84 Let's talk about how long it took you to become a citizen. 00:08:08.87\00:08:14.04 Talk about your father 00:08:14.07\00:08:15.57 and what he went through in his journey, 00:08:15.60\00:08:17.38 and then what happened to you at the age of 11? 00:08:17.41\00:08:19.68 Okay. 00:08:19.71\00:08:21.40 My brother was 10 and I was 11, 00:08:21.43\00:08:22.97 we landed in Miami, then we landed in Philadelphia, 00:08:23.00\00:08:25.73 my dad picked us up. 00:08:25.76\00:08:28.91 And at that point our legal status... 00:08:28.94\00:08:32.73 I guess, you're a foreigner 00:08:32.76\00:08:35.40 most of these processes are not commonly known. 00:08:35.43\00:08:39.61 You start out with a visa. 00:08:39.64\00:08:41.31 My dad entered with a religious visa 00:08:41.34\00:08:42.84 an R-1 it's called. 00:08:42.87\00:08:44.74 And after you proved yourself that you know, you're here to-- 00:08:44.77\00:08:47.63 The government's afraid 00:08:47.66\00:08:48.76 that people will come here and get wealthier. 00:08:48.79\00:08:50.88 That's one of their fears that they have. 00:08:50.91\00:08:53.01 They'll come, you get people into this country 00:08:53.04\00:08:54.77 and then they'll become dependant on the government. 00:08:54.80\00:08:56.38 What they want to see is, people that will come 00:08:56.41\00:08:57.88 and be productive. 00:08:57.91\00:08:58.97 So after a certain period, 00:08:59.00\00:09:00.06 when they see that you've been productive, 00:09:00.09\00:09:01.70 then they'll allow you to apply to become a legal resident. 00:09:01.73\00:09:04.67 Okay. 00:09:04.70\00:09:05.73 And you can stay for that, 00:09:05.76\00:09:07.18 in that status for indefinitely. 00:09:07.21\00:09:09.01 You have to renew it every 10 years. 00:09:09.04\00:09:11.25 Should you want to become a US citizen 00:09:12.35\00:09:14.08 after you become a US resident for 5 years 00:09:14.11\00:09:16.61 in good standing, you can apply to become a US citizen. 00:09:16.64\00:09:20.18 When we came here my had a R-1 visa 00:09:20.21\00:09:22.73 and the whole family fell underneath that umbrella. 00:09:22.76\00:09:25.21 Okay. 00:09:25.24\00:09:26.89 About a year of being here in 1985, 00:09:26.92\00:09:30.58 my parents got a phone call from the lawyers 00:09:30.61\00:09:32.87 that work with the Allegheny East Conference in New York, 00:09:32.90\00:09:35.14 telling us-- telling my parents what happened? 00:09:35.17\00:09:38.26 My parents were like, what do you mean what happened? 00:09:38.29\00:09:40.20 What happened? We just called the immigration. 00:09:40.23\00:09:42.69 The INS, that's what it was called back in the days, 00:09:42.72\00:09:44.54 Immigration and Naturalization Services, 00:09:44.57\00:09:46.21 now it's Homeland Security. 00:09:46.24\00:09:47.48 What happened? 00:09:48.80\00:09:51.02 We just called to see what the update in your case is, 00:09:51.05\00:09:53.80 what is your status and it's been closed 00:09:53.83\00:09:55.22 and you've been denied. 00:09:55.25\00:09:56.34 Really. Oh. 00:09:56.37\00:09:57.52 And so my parents were shocked. 00:09:57.55\00:09:59.16 Everything was going fine. 00:09:59.19\00:10:00.38 Everything, all the paperwork was there. 00:10:00.41\00:10:02.15 It was a legit call. 00:10:02.18\00:10:03.48 I mean, it was a legit institution, 00:10:03.51\00:10:04.61 the Allegheny East, 00:10:04.64\00:10:05.67 the Seventh-day Adventist Church. 00:10:05.70\00:10:06.80 My dad obviously had the skills and when they began to enquire, 00:10:06.83\00:10:12.19 the sad irony was that, 00:10:13.19\00:10:15.26 it was the pastor that was overseeing my dad. 00:10:15.29\00:10:18.63 This was the last step in this whole process. 00:10:18.66\00:10:21.51 Immigration caught him. 00:10:21.54\00:10:22.99 At that time immigration was very innocent. 00:10:23.02\00:10:25.37 It was-- Pretty much everything was done over the phone. 00:10:25.40\00:10:27.73 They would call the immediate supervisor 00:10:27.76\00:10:30.36 just to verify that this whole application was legitimate. 00:10:30.39\00:10:33.21 Right. 00:10:33.24\00:10:34.27 So all this pastor had to say was yes. 00:10:34.30\00:10:35.68 The Allegheny East Conference 00:10:35.71\00:10:36.82 has made a call for Alfredo Roldan. 00:10:36.85\00:10:39.38 We are financially responsible for him. 00:10:39.41\00:10:41.26 He's working for us. 00:10:41.29\00:10:43.56 We make ourselves responsible for him and his family. 00:10:43.59\00:10:47.04 And all he had to say was yes, 00:10:47.07\00:10:48.15 that all those things were true 00:10:48.18\00:10:49.21 and he said that he doesn't know 00:10:49.24\00:10:51.21 what happened to him that day. 00:10:51.24\00:10:52.59 He got nervous and he said no. No. 00:10:52.62\00:10:56.02 And they hung up the phone. 00:10:56.05\00:10:57.81 And when my parents found that out, 00:10:57.84\00:11:01.12 the Allegheny East Conference obviously was frustrated. 00:11:01.15\00:11:03.80 They had to restart that process 00:11:03.83\00:11:05.59 which meant more expenses. 00:11:05.62\00:11:07.63 And just in that one year immigration laws changed. 00:11:07.66\00:11:11.01 When they tried to go through the process again, 00:11:12.96\00:11:14.56 my parents no longer qualified. 00:11:14.59\00:11:16.36 They put new, new requirements 00:11:16.39\00:11:18.85 that my parents no longer had anymore. 00:11:18.88\00:11:22.26 And so that began the 10-year journey of waiting 00:11:22.29\00:11:26.70 and waiting to see what would happen. 00:11:26.73\00:11:27.93 And my parents had to make that choice. 00:11:27.96\00:11:29.55 Our visas would expire in just a few months. 00:11:29.58\00:11:32.04 Do they stay and let it expire? 00:11:32.07\00:11:34.13 Do we stay legal or do we go back to South America? 00:11:34.16\00:11:37.43 South America that time was in tremendous turmoil. 00:11:37.46\00:11:40.17 And my parents decided or my brother and I's sake to, 00:11:40.20\00:11:43.87 to bear the brunt and stay here and see what happens. 00:11:43.90\00:11:46.68 So we stayed for 10 years 00:11:46.71\00:11:48.86 waiting for our papers to finalize then. 00:11:48.89\00:11:51.58 Every problem, every difficulty, 00:11:51.61\00:11:53.49 every challenge we would encounter, 00:11:53.52\00:11:55.24 we would blame that pastor, blame that pastor. 00:11:55.27\00:11:57.55 That began to have an effect on my brother and I. 00:11:57.58\00:11:59.36 My personal journey in that regards 00:11:59.39\00:12:01.92 was I began to resent the church. 00:12:01.95\00:12:03.68 I began to resent spiritual leadership. 00:12:03.71\00:12:05.82 If there was one thing I swore, 00:12:05.85\00:12:07.61 I would never become is a pastor. 00:12:07.64\00:12:09.41 Is a pastor. 00:12:09.44\00:12:10.60 I thought that's the last thing. 00:12:10.63\00:12:12.20 Amazing. Boil me in oil. 00:12:12.23\00:12:15.20 I'm not gonna become a pastor. 00:12:15.23\00:12:16.34 The last you say. Those pa-- 00:12:16.37\00:12:18.60 A pastor was a coward. 00:12:18.63\00:12:20.26 I thought, you know, I thought the lowest in me was that guy. 00:12:20.29\00:12:24.34 But, I mean, in retrospect, 00:12:24.37\00:12:26.21 God has took- taken me through a journey 00:12:26.24\00:12:28.50 where I have met with that pastor 00:12:28.53\00:12:30.77 and we have made peace. 00:12:30.80\00:12:32.25 I needed that. 00:12:32.28\00:12:33.38 So you talked to him. 00:12:33.41\00:12:35.36 This is much later. 00:12:35.39\00:12:36.43 Yeah, but you did talk to him. 00:12:36.46\00:12:38.36 I confronted him 00:12:38.39\00:12:40.01 because I carried bitterness in my heart for decades. 00:12:40.04\00:12:45.04 My parents in 1994-- 00:12:45.07\00:12:47.84 1993, a new pastor from New York 00:12:47.87\00:12:50.04 was transferred to the church we were in Harrisburg. 00:12:50.07\00:12:52.71 And he saw my family's plight. 00:12:52.74\00:12:54.54 He took compassion and said, let me make some phone calls 00:12:54.57\00:12:57.26 and once again he tried to process my dad's papers 00:12:57.29\00:13:01.50 and this time it worked. 00:13:01.53\00:13:03.70 For some reason the Lord opened the doors, 00:13:03.73\00:13:06.02 but unfortunately by 1994, 00:13:06.05\00:13:08.20 10 years had gone by and I turned 21. 00:13:08.23\00:13:10.90 So I turned 21 that April, 00:13:10.93\00:13:13.13 that August was our interview 00:13:13.16\00:13:15.10 in Argentina to get our green card. 00:13:15.13\00:13:16.56 So because of 4 months 00:13:16.59\00:13:18.48 I was exempted from the family package. 00:13:18.51\00:13:21.53 My younger brother got his green card, 00:13:21.56\00:13:22.93 my parents got their green cards. 00:13:22.96\00:13:24.49 And that was another hard decision for my parents. 00:13:24.52\00:13:26.25 You know, we came here as a family, 00:13:26.28\00:13:28.53 we were gonna stay here as a family 00:13:28.56\00:13:29.78 and now one of our family members is out, 00:13:29.81\00:13:32.35 because of that pastor, because of that pastor. 00:13:32.38\00:13:36.66 I decided to stay, the-- the lawyers told us, 00:13:36.69\00:13:38.47 if we take Ariel to Argentina to get your residency cards, 00:13:38.50\00:13:42.78 that's the-- that's the way the law work-- was back then. 00:13:42.81\00:13:47.61 There's a risk that he won't be allowed to come back 00:13:47.64\00:13:49.78 because once they see that he's 21, 00:13:49.81\00:13:51.73 they may say, oh, he's out of a family package, 00:13:51.76\00:13:54.95 cancel his papers 00:13:54.98\00:13:56.04 and he won't be allowed to come back here. 00:13:56.07\00:13:57.91 So my parents didn't want to take that risk. 00:13:57.94\00:13:59.38 They told me to stay here. 00:13:59.41\00:14:00.60 Why don't we come back, we'll apply for you. 00:14:00.63\00:14:03.17 So that's what my mom did. 00:14:03.20\00:14:04.42 And she came and obviously it was a big financial drain, 00:14:04.45\00:14:08.21 so they had to wait to build up a little bit of funds, 00:14:08.24\00:14:10.88 but my mom applied for me as a direct relative, 00:14:10.91\00:14:13.78 but because I was an adult it took a lot longer. 00:14:13.81\00:14:17.60 It took another 11 years. 00:14:17.63\00:14:19.79 Eleven years? Really? 00:14:19.82\00:14:20.89 Till I finally was able to get my, my green card. 00:14:20.92\00:14:23.95 But in the process, 00:14:23.98\00:14:26.07 after I realized that I was not gonna get my green card, 00:14:26.10\00:14:29.91 questions began to arise because I had-- 00:14:29.94\00:14:31.86 this is 1994, I was out of high school for 2 years now. 00:14:31.89\00:14:35.64 It began to dawn on me what being an illegal immigrant 00:14:35.67\00:14:38.03 in this country would do to me. 00:14:38.06\00:14:39.26 Number one, no education, 00:14:39.29\00:14:41.15 and no opportunity for education, 00:14:41.18\00:14:43.18 which highly limited my employment, 00:14:43.21\00:14:45.36 which has highly limited my income. 00:14:45.39\00:14:47.65 And so I began to realize, what do I do here in America? 00:14:47.68\00:14:52.57 I can't become an American and so who do I become? 00:14:52.60\00:14:56.28 And I began to realize that, 00:14:56.31\00:14:57.47 I didn't really know who I was, what I was to be. 00:14:57.50\00:15:00.81 I had learned like so many undocumented people 00:15:01.98\00:15:04.58 in this country do with that-- 00:15:04.61\00:15:05.64 There is a market for illegal immigrants in this country. 00:15:05.67\00:15:08.01 You mean, you want to work, you'll find work. Right. 00:15:08.04\00:15:10.66 So I was working under the table for people 00:15:10.69\00:15:13.02 and making money. 00:15:13.05\00:15:16.52 But still feeling like this was not it. 00:15:16.55\00:15:18.92 This-- There has to be something more, 00:15:18.95\00:15:20.98 to why God has allowed us to come into this country. 00:15:21.01\00:15:24.79 After waiting for, like I said some years, 00:15:24.82\00:15:30.69 the church that we were attending, 00:15:30.72\00:15:32.04 we transferred to an English speaking church which, 00:15:32.07\00:15:35.99 maybe I should say this in a little blurb. 00:15:36.02\00:15:39.04 Because I grew up in inner-city and primarily Hispanic, 00:15:39.07\00:15:42.91 congregation-- 00:15:42.94\00:15:44.99 It's interesting that it's in this country 00:15:45.02\00:15:46.79 that I began to learn about things like racism. 00:15:46.82\00:15:49.12 My country never had that. Okay. 00:15:49.15\00:15:51.40 It's more of a homogeneous type. 00:15:51.43\00:15:54.13 We have social class prejudice but not color prejudice. 00:15:54.16\00:15:58.22 And I began to realize that, 00:15:58.25\00:16:00.29 yes, there were some individuals 00:16:00.32\00:16:01.84 who go occasion race type of prejudice. 00:16:01.87\00:16:04.16 But within the Hispanic culture, 00:16:04.19\00:16:06.41 I began to hear Puerto Ricans, 00:16:06.44\00:16:08.44 say things about Mexicans 00:16:08.47\00:16:09.58 and Dominicans say things and... 00:16:09.61\00:16:11.68 And then all of us together 00:16:11.71\00:16:13.00 would say things against Anglos. 00:16:13.03\00:16:15.05 The white man was evil. 00:16:15.08\00:16:16.53 That's what the sentiment was in the inner-city 00:16:16.56\00:16:18.53 and my mom began to attend a pretty much all white church. 00:16:18.56\00:16:21.95 So I was already with this presupposition 00:16:21.98\00:16:24.01 that these are evil Christians Sabbath keepers. 00:16:24.04\00:16:26.67 But God used those, that church, 00:16:28.79\00:16:32.12 to correct and show me that... 00:16:32.15\00:16:34.81 these were some of the most self sacrificing people 00:16:36.01\00:16:38.44 'cause they helped me with lawyers, 00:16:38.47\00:16:40.77 they contacted state representatives. 00:16:40.80\00:16:42.98 They-- One of them, my youth leader 00:16:43.01\00:16:44.34 even wanted to adopt me to resolve my problems. 00:16:44.37\00:16:47.80 So the Lord helped me 00:16:47.83\00:16:48.86 cure my racist heart of the prejudice 00:16:48.89\00:16:50.87 that I had been infected with and correct my view. 00:16:50.90\00:16:54.14 And I began to realize everyone's racist. 00:16:54.17\00:16:56.94 The paradox of the race, the race, 00:16:56.97\00:16:58.34 it's a virus, it affects every race. 00:16:58.37\00:17:00.54 So every race needs to be immunized against that. 00:17:01.62\00:17:05.50 And the Lord immunized me 00:17:05.53\00:17:06.56 by taking me to an Anglo church in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, 00:17:06.59\00:17:09.78 who loved me tremendously and sacrificed a lot. 00:17:09.81\00:17:13.52 And in spite of all of that I was for sure, 00:17:13.55\00:17:15.61 now God will definitely do things through the church, 00:17:15.64\00:17:18.52 everything failed, everything failed, 00:17:18.55\00:17:20.40 everything failed. 00:17:20.43\00:17:22.39 There was, all these roadblocks and I finally began 00:17:22.42\00:17:24.98 to transfer my resentment to the pastor to God. 00:17:25.01\00:17:27.63 What do you have against me? 00:17:27.66\00:17:28.95 Why can't I have a life? 00:17:28.98\00:17:30.72 I'm not choosing to go in the pathway of drugs. 00:17:30.75\00:17:33.16 I'm not choosing to go the pathway of this. 00:17:33.19\00:17:35.13 Let me interrupt you again. 00:17:35.16\00:17:37.53 Those are one of the thoughts to my mind, 00:17:37.56\00:17:40.15 you know, why didn't you just give it? 00:17:40.18\00:17:42.31 Why didn't you just make a decision, 00:17:42.34\00:17:44.65 okay, I'm gonna go and be a drug dealer 00:17:44.68\00:17:47.90 or someone as participating in some street gang? 00:17:47.93\00:17:51.81 What kept you solid? 00:17:51.84\00:17:53.60 I-- It's a tragedy. 00:17:53.63\00:17:55.06 It's a sad-- part of my journey here 00:17:55.09\00:18:00.19 when I got to see a friend of mine, 00:18:00.22\00:18:01.47 a Cuban friend of mine named Carlos Baccau, 00:18:01.50\00:18:04.58 who in the attempts to try to fit in into the society 00:18:04.61\00:18:09.85 be chose to choose these paths of drug dealing 00:18:09.88\00:18:12.85 which was very profitable. 00:18:12.88\00:18:15.13 In the neighborhood that I was, those were the guys 00:18:15.16\00:18:16.80 with the nice cars with the-- 00:18:16.83\00:18:18.11 At that time, these big fat gold chains 00:18:18.14\00:18:19.90 with their names hanging there. 00:18:19.93\00:18:21.89 And he had those and he had lots of money 00:18:23.39\00:18:26.03 and he invited me to sell for him. 00:18:26.06\00:18:27.82 He actually told me that he would take care of me 00:18:27.85\00:18:29.69 because we were Adventists. 00:18:29.72\00:18:31.14 I'll watch your back. He was Adventist? 00:18:31.17\00:18:33.93 Yeah. Okay. 00:18:33.96\00:18:35.08 He was a Cuban refugee. Okay. 00:18:35.11\00:18:37.05 Which in his journey, I mean, he survived. 00:18:37.08\00:18:39.39 His parents, their parents 00:18:39.42\00:18:40.48 when they came into this country, 00:18:40.51\00:18:41.60 they got in this little makeshift raft 00:18:41.63\00:18:42.95 that should have sank coming from Cuba to Miami, 00:18:42.98\00:18:47.43 but in the providence of God it survived 00:18:47.46\00:18:49.30 and he was a baby in arms when he came here. 00:18:49.33\00:18:52.53 So... 00:18:52.56\00:18:53.59 but, you know, we make our choices. 00:18:54.60\00:18:57.03 And he died at the age of 19, shot 00:18:57.06\00:19:00.49 because he did some things with people in New York 00:19:00.52\00:19:02.97 that he shouldn't have. 00:19:03.00\00:19:04.03 Sort of tried to maneuver some things financially that, 00:19:04.06\00:19:08.14 that he shouldn't have. 00:19:08.17\00:19:09.46 Shouldn't have been in that business anyways, 00:19:09.49\00:19:11.47 but he died and that was a wake up call for me in a-- 00:19:11.50\00:19:14.28 in a definite I'm not going down that path. 00:19:14.31\00:19:16.92 But you had considered it? 00:19:16.95\00:19:19.59 Well, asides from the drug dealers, 00:19:19.62\00:19:21.83 in the Hispanic culture you feared this thing 00:19:21.86\00:19:24.24 called the chancleta. 00:19:24.27\00:19:25.30 Okay. 00:19:25.33\00:19:26.36 And it's your parents' belt and it's a flip-flop. 00:19:26.39\00:19:29.24 Changu-- Okay. Chancleta. It's the flipper. 00:19:29.27\00:19:32.06 South America is hot, so they wore slippers-- 00:19:32.09\00:19:35.40 It's a awesome, awesome instrument of righteousness. 00:19:35.43\00:19:38.22 I can imagine. 00:19:38.25\00:19:39.28 It's local, you can throw it, 00:19:39.31\00:19:41.99 at a long distance. 00:19:42.02\00:19:44.39 And I fear my parents' disapproval. 00:19:44.42\00:19:47.25 I mean, they, they had struck out their necks 00:19:47.28\00:19:49.10 to stay here in this country for me. 00:19:49.13\00:19:50.72 I feared not just like they would corporately punish me. 00:19:50.75\00:19:53.39 I just felt that they would be disappointed 00:19:53.42\00:19:55.88 and that I would actually bring harm to them. 00:19:55.91\00:19:58.72 Because when you mess with these individuals, 00:19:58.75\00:20:00.41 I know that they would go after your family and... 00:20:00.44\00:20:02.85 Take everyone. So but when-- 00:20:02.88\00:20:05.04 Carlos was to me a wakeup call that it can happen to me. 00:20:05.07\00:20:09.19 It happened that close to me 00:20:09.22\00:20:10.34 that a dear friend of mine is dead at 19. 00:20:10.37\00:20:12.52 I was 18. 00:20:12.55\00:20:14.13 He would have been 40 years old this year. 00:20:14.16\00:20:16.82 And with family and children and probably like me, 00:20:16.85\00:20:19.16 but he's no longer, he was cut short violently. 00:20:19.19\00:20:22.90 So that, that part of me was just not attractive at all. 00:20:22.93\00:20:26.52 God used that experience 00:20:26.55\00:20:27.94 to totally close those doors for me. 00:20:27.97\00:20:32.73 But still, you know, the bitterness, the resentment 00:20:32.76\00:20:35.14 and the like of knowing who I am. 00:20:35.17\00:20:37.73 Finally in 98 I decided to leave this country 00:20:37.76\00:20:40.19 and say, phooey, you know, I don't want. 00:20:40.22\00:20:42.03 This country doesn't want me, I don't want this country. 00:20:42.06\00:20:44.86 Went back to South America to Bolivia. 00:20:44.89\00:20:46.95 You did go back. 00:20:46.98\00:20:48.05 I went back, um... only for 3 months. 00:20:48.08\00:20:53.75 It wasn't planned, I was just gonna go there forever 00:20:53.78\00:20:55.62 and never come back to this country, 00:20:55.65\00:20:56.76 but landed, through the God-- 00:20:56.79\00:20:58.51 Lord's providence, in a-- in Bolivia, 00:20:58.54\00:21:01.83 I had a branch from this organization 00:21:01.86\00:21:03.34 called ADRA 00:21:03.37\00:21:04.88 which is that relief agency 00:21:04.91\00:21:06.26 of the Adventist Church for Hawaii. 00:21:06.29\00:21:08.23 And they had a branch in Bolivia 00:21:08.26\00:21:09.71 for drug addicted children, glue sniffers. 00:21:09.74\00:21:12.57 They needed a translator 00:21:12.60\00:21:13.70 to help write letters for sponsors in the US 00:21:13.73\00:21:15.62 and since I was bilingual, they asked me to help out. 00:21:15.65\00:21:18.69 Where they sent me to the mountains, 00:21:18.72\00:21:19.94 they didn't tell me that part. 00:21:19.97\00:21:21.00 Really. 00:21:21.03\00:21:22.06 And where their center was located, 00:21:22.09\00:21:24.66 no electricity, no running water. 00:21:24.69\00:21:26.39 They had running water 00:21:26.42\00:21:27.58 but not like the kind that we have. 00:21:27.61\00:21:29.49 But these children 00:21:29.52\00:21:30.55 the Lord used to begin to show me my calling. 00:21:30.58\00:21:34.48 I began to feel a natural attraction 00:21:34.51\00:21:37.16 to talking to them about Jesus and praying with them. 00:21:37.19\00:21:39.08 The children were sniffing glue. 00:21:39.11\00:21:40.96 Yes, these were 9-12-year-olds. 00:21:40.99\00:21:43.33 Actually 6-12-year-olds that were at the center, 00:21:43.36\00:21:46.25 to get detoxed, emotionally, 00:21:46.28\00:21:48.91 not just physically, detox spiritually. 00:21:48.94\00:21:51.75 Then I began to realize, 00:21:51.78\00:21:52.81 it's natural for me to want to share the Lord. 00:21:52.84\00:21:54.19 It's natural for me to explain the Bible 00:21:54.22\00:21:55.76 and I began to realize that people actually understood 00:21:55.79\00:21:58.42 when I explained the Bible to them. 00:21:58.45\00:21:59.89 The Lord had used somehow, 00:21:59.92\00:22:01.17 something in my brain that I can understand 00:22:01.20\00:22:03.62 how they would understand it. 00:22:03.65\00:22:04.78 And I began to discover skills and things inside of me 00:22:04.81\00:22:08.25 and then all of sudden I thought, 00:22:08.28\00:22:09.46 you know, I-- 00:22:09.49\00:22:10.52 Lord, if I was only back in the States, 00:22:10.55\00:22:12.30 why did you close the doors? 00:22:12.33\00:22:14.04 And all of a sudden a door opened 00:22:14.07\00:22:15.65 which I don't have time to, to share, 00:22:15.68\00:22:18.19 but it was a tremendous miracle both legal and financial 00:22:18.22\00:22:22.32 that only 3 months after I left, 00:22:22.35\00:22:24.48 I was landing in Miami airport once again. 00:22:24.51\00:22:27.07 The Lord did another miracle to get me into this country... 00:22:27.10\00:22:30.49 still illegal. 00:22:30.52\00:22:31.60 Still illegal. And I didn't have to-- 00:22:31.63\00:22:34.27 This journey, you know, 00:22:34.30\00:22:36.43 after it took you to the United States 00:22:36.46\00:22:39.92 and then it took you back to South America 00:22:39.95\00:22:42.64 because you said you were really searching to find out 00:22:42.67\00:22:45.06 who you were and-- 00:22:45.09\00:22:47.05 I left because I was angry. Okay. 00:22:47.08\00:22:48.95 But in Bolivia the Lord began to challenge me. 00:22:48.98\00:22:50.73 You don't know who you are. 00:22:50.76\00:22:53.06 Now you can go to school here in Bolivia, 00:22:53.09\00:22:54.80 there was Adventist University were I was at 00:22:54.83\00:22:56.99 What do you want to be? 00:22:57.02\00:22:58.21 You are right in the university. 00:22:58.24\00:22:59.60 What do you want to take? 00:22:59.63\00:23:00.91 And I began to realize, I don't know. 00:23:00.94\00:23:03.46 So you went in searching, 00:23:03.49\00:23:04.76 so eventually you had to find your purpose. 00:23:04.79\00:23:06.86 I began to realize, I don't know who I am 00:23:06.89\00:23:08.55 and God is trying to show me. 00:23:08.58\00:23:10.30 And through this drug-addicted children, 00:23:10.33\00:23:12.63 the Lord began to awaken inside of me a desire to serve, 00:23:12.66\00:23:16.04 a journey of service for Him. 00:23:16.07\00:23:18.31 So I came back to the United States, 00:23:18.34\00:23:19.70 went to Pennsylvania, 00:23:19.73\00:23:20.84 I have to really fast-forward through this part. 00:23:20.87\00:23:23.05 The Lord moved upon different things 00:23:23.08\00:23:25.16 that ended up in California for a whole year 00:23:25.19\00:23:27.25 learning how to do massage. 00:23:27.28\00:23:29.23 Then I went back to Pennsylvania 00:23:29.26\00:23:30.66 to work as a youth leader, as a massage therapist. 00:23:30.69\00:23:34.40 Still illegal but I thought hey, 00:23:34.43\00:23:35.55 I'm not gonna go and turn myself 00:23:35.58\00:23:37.21 into immigration services. 00:23:37.24\00:23:38.40 I myself, I'm self employed. 00:23:38.43\00:23:40.40 But I still felt like this was not fulfilling. 00:23:42.13\00:23:44.28 There's something more that I have to be doing, 00:23:44.31\00:23:45.90 not just massaging people. 00:23:45.93\00:23:48.37 I began to feel the need to be more trained, 00:23:48.40\00:23:50.86 how to share Jesus with others 00:23:50.89\00:23:52.11 and I found out about this school in South Dakota 00:23:52.14\00:23:53.96 called Mission College of Evangelism. 00:23:53.99\00:23:56.12 The Lord opened up a door for me to be there, 00:23:56.15\00:23:57.61 when I got there, 00:23:57.64\00:23:58.72 there massage therapist was leaving 00:23:58.75\00:24:00.75 and they found out that I was there, 00:24:00.78\00:24:02.05 that I had those skills and they said, hey, 00:24:02.08\00:24:04.25 well, you want to swap education for, 00:24:04.28\00:24:07.27 you know, you work at our health clinic 00:24:07.30\00:24:08.82 because they had a Black Hills Health and Education Center 00:24:08.85\00:24:11.46 and they needed a male massage therapist. 00:24:11.49\00:24:13.44 So I stayed there for 2 years, took their evangelism course, 00:24:13.47\00:24:16.61 their pastoral course, 00:24:16.64\00:24:18.25 then when I decided that I need to 00:24:18.28\00:24:19.36 go to nursing school, I left. 00:24:19.39\00:24:23.02 Pastor Torres asked me to do 00:24:23.05\00:24:24.08 an evangelistic series in Columbus, Ohio with ASI. 00:24:24.11\00:24:27.63 I ended up staying there for 2 years, 00:24:27.66\00:24:29.07 church planting and that church is a full-fledged church now. 00:24:29.10\00:24:32.39 God is awesome, yes. Praise God. 00:24:32.42\00:24:34.64 I finished nursing. 00:24:34.67\00:24:36.86 I started nursing in 2004, finished nursing in 2008. 00:24:36.89\00:24:40.43 I started working. I got married that year. 00:24:40.46\00:24:42.63 Six months after I got married, 00:24:42.66\00:24:44.50 I told my wife I want her conviction. 00:24:44.53\00:24:47.20 I'm quitting my job at the hospital. 00:24:47.23\00:24:49.62 We need to move to Berrien Springs, Michigan. 00:24:49.65\00:24:52.14 God is calling me to be a pastor 00:24:52.17\00:24:54.20 and I need to get education. 00:24:54.23\00:24:55.87 So we left in 2008, Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, 00:24:55.90\00:24:59.06 landed in Andrews University. 00:24:59.09\00:25:02.26 Finished my bachelors, finished my MDF, 00:25:02.29\00:25:04.55 and I graduated this past May of 2012. 00:25:04.58\00:25:07.03 Praise the Lord. Congratulations. Praise God. 00:25:07.06\00:25:10.39 It's fantastic. 00:25:10.42\00:25:11.66 You know, so the way you tell, 00:25:11.69\00:25:14.09 you know, new immigrants coming in to the United States. 00:25:14.12\00:25:19.98 Number one, pay your taxes. 00:25:20.01\00:25:21.39 And take car insurance. 00:25:23.09\00:25:24.78 Okay. 00:25:24.81\00:25:25.84 I used to tell him my illegal-- 00:25:25.87\00:25:27.23 Ah, in Columbus, Ohio, 00:25:27.26\00:25:28.30 80% of my congregation was illegal immigrants. Wow. 00:25:28.33\00:25:30.70 So I really began to see that 00:25:30.73\00:25:31.76 I wasn't the only one struggling. 00:25:31.79\00:25:33.18 Just with papers but with identity. 00:25:33.21\00:25:35.19 When I finally got my green card 00:25:35.22\00:25:37.07 already knew who I was. 00:25:37.10\00:25:38.44 Nothing changed that the day I got my green card. 00:25:38.47\00:25:40.81 Because there was a divine identity that extends beyond-- 00:25:40.84\00:25:44.33 You see, even Americans don't know who they are. 00:25:44.36\00:25:46.64 And if you become a US citizen, 00:25:46.67\00:25:48.74 the US government cannot tell you 00:25:48.77\00:25:50.13 what your calling for your life is. 00:25:50.16\00:25:52.17 What will give you fulfillment, that purpose, 00:25:52.20\00:25:54.05 that meaning for your existence. 00:25:54.08\00:25:55.96 Only your Creator can do that. 00:25:55.99\00:25:57.92 And God through His various circumstances 00:25:57.95\00:25:59.91 delayed my process so that I could not tell you 00:25:59.94\00:26:04.12 that I know that I'm a pastor because I'm a US citizen, 00:26:04.15\00:26:06.86 rather I know that I am supposed to be what I am 00:26:06.89\00:26:10.08 because God showed a knucklehead Hispanic 00:26:10.11\00:26:12.92 through many years, His calling for my life. 00:26:12.95\00:26:16.97 So I tell would immigrants surrender to the Lord. 00:26:17.00\00:26:20.66 Trust the Lord. He can move mountains. 00:26:20.69\00:26:23.57 Even if you're in this country, 00:26:23.60\00:26:24.70 I mean, I was a massage therapist, 00:26:24.73\00:26:26.32 I did all these things, 00:26:26.35\00:26:27.58 in spite of having a green card, 00:26:27.61\00:26:28.98 but I was submitted to the Lord. 00:26:29.01\00:26:30.29 If the Lord said, go, I stepped out in faith, 00:26:30.32\00:26:32.95 trusting that He would open doors for me. 00:26:32.98\00:26:35.65 I was given the privilege of baptizing people 00:26:35.68\00:26:39.13 that I was giving Bible studies in Columbus, Ohio, 00:26:39.16\00:26:41.55 though I wasn't even a pastor. 00:26:41.58\00:26:42.95 Right. So-- And those-- 00:26:42.98\00:26:45.05 I used to weep at night thinking, 00:26:45.08\00:26:46.23 Lord, you know, I never thought 00:26:46.26\00:26:48.65 life with You would be like this. 00:26:48.68\00:26:49.88 I'm getting to do stuff that in my wildest dreams 00:26:49.91\00:26:54.06 I wouldn't have thought of. 00:26:54.09\00:26:55.14 Now you're the pastor 00:26:55.17\00:26:56.69 of the Oakwood Seventh-day Adventist Church, 00:26:56.72\00:26:59.09 Taylor, Michigan. 00:26:59.12\00:27:01.19 Are you enjoying your journey here at-- 00:27:01.22\00:27:02.99 Oh, I, I have these visions and all these passion 00:27:03.02\00:27:10.45 and things that I just want to pour into the church, 00:27:10.48\00:27:13.61 there's not enough Sabbath for me to preach. 00:27:13.64\00:27:16.29 I could preach there every day of the week 00:27:16.32\00:27:18.25 if I was allowed. 00:27:18.28\00:27:20.20 But it's a wonderful church. 00:27:20.23\00:27:22.39 I've received my family with tremendous welcoming arms, 00:27:22.42\00:27:27.24 and I'm humbled because the Lord-- 00:27:27.27\00:27:30.64 I keep pictures, 00:27:30.67\00:27:31.70 I keep memorabilia of what reminds me 00:27:31.73\00:27:35.94 just like the people of Israel, 00:27:35.97\00:27:37.39 that God told them, remember who you used to be. 00:27:37.42\00:27:40.28 Don't forget where I took you out of. 00:27:40.31\00:27:42.15 You were a nobody, but you're out where you're at 00:27:42.18\00:27:45.04 because I had mercy upon you. 00:27:45.07\00:27:46.64 Amen. My Lord. 00:27:46.67\00:27:47.94 Well, listen, I want to thank you, pastor, 00:27:47.97\00:27:50.77 so much and we want to thank you from "Making It Work" 00:27:50.80\00:27:53.72 for allowing the church to host our program here. 00:27:53.75\00:27:57.39 It's our blessing. Thank you so much. 00:27:57.42\00:27:59.41 Absolutely, absolutely. 00:27:59.44\00:28:00.47 We all have our own journeys, but with God, 00:28:00.50\00:28:03.26 your journey can be done through great miracles, 00:28:03.29\00:28:06.52 and a blessing to bless others. 00:28:06.55\00:28:09.37 Well, I'm Dr. Kim Logan-Nowlin. And I'm Arthur Nowlin. 00:28:09.40\00:28:12.21 And remember your journey can have a purpose to serve. 00:28:12.24\00:28:16.04 Yes. God bless. 00:28:16.07\00:28:17.14