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00:25 Welcome to the Liberty Insider.
00:27 This is your program
00:29 that will bring you up-to-date news,
00:30 views, discussion, analysis on religious liberty
00:34 in the US and around the world.
00:36 My name is Lincoln Steed,
00:38 and I'm editor of Liberty Magazine.
00:41 And my guest on this program is Pati Lawrence.
00:44 Pati, welcome. Thank you.
00:46 And I could characterize you
00:47 as a religious liberty advocate.
00:50 You're a Seventh-day Adventist.
00:52 A very Seventh-day Adventist.
00:56 But, you know, I'd like to,
00:57 before we talk about some of the things
00:59 that you've done recently and experienced,
01:01 because I know you're just
01:03 full of the excitement of possibilities
01:05 in the religious liberty advocacy work
01:07 in contacting government leaders
01:09 and officials in the community.
01:13 How did you come to where you are?
01:15 How did you become even a Seventh-day Adventist?
01:17 What's your background? Well, I'm glad you asked.
01:19 But first, thank you for having me.
01:21 And it's always good to see you.
01:22 It's always good. Yeah. We had many contacts.
01:24 Oh, great conversations also.
01:26 I grew up in a home
01:28 where we didn't have prayer in the home.
01:30 My parents were Catholic.
01:32 I was baptized Catholic as a baby,
01:34 which I didn't have any upbringing in the church.
01:38 I think the only time we went to church
01:39 was if there was a wedding or a funeral.
01:43 But I can remember I was about 10 years old.
01:45 And I started to feel that
01:47 there's something somewhere that
01:49 I should worship, but what?
01:51 I had no idea.
01:52 So I started my journey.
01:55 And it may sound strange, but when I was 10,
01:57 I'm going to age myself
01:58 but the Beatles were coming to America.
02:01 The Beatles, and they started studying,
02:04 I'd see on television,
02:06 Maharishi Mahesh and I thought that's it.
02:08 That's who I'm supposed to.
02:09 And what did your parents say about this?
02:11 They were oblivious.
02:13 They really didn't pay any attention there.
02:15 I don't think I ever heard
02:16 the word God or Jesus in the home.
02:17 We didn't own a Bible in the home.
02:19 So they were Catholic you said they were born into...
02:20 They were born into.
02:22 Into sort of an identity rather than the calling.
02:23 Exactly.
02:26 And so I would try to watch the off channels.
02:28 I think it was 5428 with a static
02:31 when the Beatles would sit cross leg
02:32 with the Maharishi
02:34 and I would do the same 10, 11, 12 years old.
02:36 And after a while, I thought, "No, this can't be it."
02:39 It just felt like it was shallow.
02:40 It was empty.
02:42 Then Hare Krishna emerged on the scene.
02:44 Okay, so there I was.
02:45 That's it. Uh-huh. That's it.
02:47 That's what I'm supposed to worship.
02:49 Again emptiness.
02:50 So I went through the years of Jehovah Witness, Mormon.
02:55 So you really didn't get involved
02:57 with Hare Krishnas,
02:58 you just were attracted to it briefly.
03:00 I would begin the study.
03:03 And I would learn a little bit about it.
03:04 But I would then start to feel this pullback
03:07 where it just didn't feel
03:09 that there was any substance to it.
03:11 I didn't feel any connection.
03:13 It was empty. It was really empty.
03:14 I've got to tell you something.
03:16 You know, I grew up in roughly the same era.
03:19 And I do remember the attraction
03:22 of the not so much the Maharishi
03:25 but the Hare Krishnas.
03:27 And I remember I was back in Australia at that time,
03:30 and one Christmas time,
03:31 I was sitting at the town square in Melbourne.
03:37 Just sort of watching the crowd and suddenly,
03:40 I hear tambourines banging in and I look around,
03:43 and here is a crowd of Santa Clauses,
03:46 probably 30 or 40 of them all dressed
03:49 in beautiful Santa Claus outfits,
03:51 with tambourines came along.
03:53 And then I looked and they were all barefoot.
03:56 They were Hare Krishnas dressed
03:57 of the Santa Claus to attract people
04:00 to the season wandering funds.
04:02 And which was sort of crazy, but it shared the appeal.
04:06 And I do remember in that era,
04:08 there was a great spiritual hunger
04:10 with young people.
04:11 And this is what was going on.
04:13 And many older people saw this, sneered at it,
04:16 but even then I took it that
04:18 there was something serious going on.
04:20 And, of course, it manifested itself later
04:22 with the Jesus movement if you remember.
04:24 Keep going. Exactly, exactly.
04:27 And the barefootness
04:28 I think I still hold on to that.
04:29 I love being, I'm barefoot and in flip flops that I...
04:32 Well, I got cured of it
04:33 when I got plantar warts on my foot.
04:35 Okay, yeah.
04:37 There's a lot of bugs that you could pick up.
04:38 Exactly.
04:40 So I just, then I stopped for a while.
04:43 I sort of gave up and I thought, all right,
04:45 I'm not meant to worship or know who God Jesus creator,
04:51 I didn't know.
04:53 I was married.
04:55 My daughter was turning five years old.
04:57 And then this calling again.
04:59 And there's something inside me that kept saying,
05:02 "Don't put her in a public school.
05:03 Find a private school for her."
05:05 So I searched, I tried the Lutheran schools didn't,
05:09 I didn't care for it.
05:10 Catholicism, I tried the Catholic and nope,
05:12 that's not going to work.
05:14 So one evening, my father owned a lot of rental properties.
05:16 And one evening I was at his home,
05:18 and he's playing with my daughter
05:20 and everybody's having fun.
05:21 And I said, "Dad,
05:22 do you have any books that I can read?"
05:24 Then he says, "You know,
05:25 I just cleaned out an apartment.
05:26 There's a box of books they left behind.
05:28 Go on the garage, you'll see a big box of books."
05:30 Well, yes.
05:31 This was in about 1980/81.
05:35 And I found a book called "The Legacy."
05:37 Now, The Legacy was about Kellogg,
05:39 and it was about
05:40 Adventist hospitals and schools.
05:42 A little bit about the church,
05:44 but more about the hospitals
05:45 and the schools and I said, "Schools."
05:47 Where are Seventh-day Adventists?
05:48 I didn't know.
05:50 I had no, I'd never heard about Seventh-day Adventists.
05:53 I read the book took it home with me.
05:55 I started calling around the closest Adventists school
05:59 was West Covina Hills,
06:00 but at the time we were renting,
06:02 we were renting, this church still hadn't been built there
06:05 in West Covina Hills.
06:06 My wife's sister used to live in that area
06:08 so I know it very, very well.
06:09 Okay.
06:10 I lived in Claremont.
06:12 I lived in the Clermont area.
06:13 So I called and I spoke with the pastor's wife,
06:15 and she was very friendly and said,
06:17 "Come on down, come visit us."
06:19 So I did and I felt
06:22 just the acceptance of the sincerity of her
06:25 and many of the other mothers that were there.
06:27 I said, "This is it.
06:28 I'm putting her in the school here."
06:30 She went through K through eight West Covina Hills
06:33 and I went through the years with her.
06:35 The pastor and his wife,
06:36 his family, they took us under their wing.
06:39 It was and the pastor's wife would always say to me,
06:43 John 3:16.
06:45 And I was like, "Okay."
06:46 I would listen to her through the years.
06:47 But I enrolled her in the school,
06:49 I think 1980/81 like I said,
06:53 we were building our church,
06:54 the church was finally built, the school was built,
06:56 she was one of the first classes
06:57 in the school.
06:59 And it didn't, it took until 1989
07:01 that I was baptized.
07:03 And I'll tell you why it took that long.
07:04 I don't know why it took so long.
07:05 I was, she was in the adventurers,
07:07 she was in the school, we were active in the church,
07:10 but there was something I don't know.
07:13 I found a book one day at an antique store
07:15 called Synopsis of the Present Truth
07:16 by Uriah Smith, 1884.
07:19 You're throwing me at every point.
07:21 When you found the first book
07:23 I thought you're going to say Great Controversy,
07:24 because I know this, many of those
07:26 that have been sold and put on shelves,
07:29 and I've myself seen them in sight on sidewalk sales
07:32 and just sort of been cleared out.
07:34 And on one level yes, they weren't used.
07:37 But they disseminated, they're just in the system.
07:40 And many people have discovered truth
07:42 because of them.
07:44 But yeah, you're right.
07:45 It was The Legacy of a Kellogg and the health message.
07:47 You were getting at the source.
07:50 Uriah Smith. Yeah.
07:51 Synopsis of the Present Truth, 1884.
07:54 It's an original copy.
07:56 And that started with Daniel
07:57 and then Revelation that convicted me.
08:00 I said, "Thank you, God.
08:03 Thank you, God."
08:04 And I was baptized, I still have the book.
08:07 And I did a search recently.
08:08 And the search I found said there aren't many copies
08:11 or any, any around.
08:13 And it's very rare.
08:14 And I think one article I read said,
08:16 there is one copy around, I thought I have that copy.
08:20 I won't tell you my address, I have that copy.
08:23 Should check with the White Estate
08:25 that keep a record of these things.
08:26 I should.
08:28 Well, they might try to steal it from you,
08:31 but that's a treasure.
08:33 And more than just the book what it contains, of course,
08:36 that's the root thinking that established our church.
08:40 Exactly.
08:41 And I hold on to our pioneers on my refrigerator.
08:44 I have a article on Joseph Bates,
08:46 Our Core Values, Back To Our Core Values.
08:49 And what do you know, discovering naturally
08:52 that Adventism is not Ellen White.
08:54 Ellen White was a major pioneer,
08:56 but they were a number of others
08:58 that were deeply studying the Bible
09:00 and prophecies and arrived at these determinations.
09:03 And then there was the confirmation
09:05 we believe divinely
09:07 but it's not right at all to think
09:10 that it was sort of a singular prophetic voice
09:13 and everyone getting around.
09:14 No, that's like Joseph Bates, Uriah Smith, James White.
09:18 Yes. So I was convicting.
09:20 Even A.T. Jones, first editor
09:22 of our religious liberty channel.
09:23 I have one of his books
09:25 I believe it's called Rights of the People.
09:26 I have read his books. Yes.
09:27 And he wrote about the two kingdoms.
09:29 And a lot of political, religio-political analysis.
09:32 Yes.
09:33 So there was the substance, there was the truth for me,
09:38 unlike any other thing that I've ever dabbled with.
09:41 And as you move through the faith spectrum,
09:45 you'd come across even some more.
09:47 I did.
09:49 Well, my daughter was baptized.
09:50 I was baptized in '89.
09:52 Years later, I left Adventism I don't know why,
09:56 I still to this day try to think why did I leave.
09:59 And I embraced Islam,
10:01 I became a Muslim for quite a few years.
10:03 And what attracted you to Islam?
10:05 What was the contact on that?
10:06 You know, I met a family, I worked with someone,
10:08 I met a family, and the love that they had
10:12 and there're similarities to Adventism.
10:15 And it was after 9/11.
10:17 And my heart just was drawn to these people.
10:20 First of all, just for compassion.
10:22 I saw some of the...
10:25 I saw some of the family went through their teenage boy,
10:28 one day when I was over visiting,
10:29 and he comes home,
10:31 and he didn't want his mother to pick him up
10:32 from school anymore.
10:33 She wore the hijab, she wore,
10:35 and he would be teased in school.
10:36 He came home one day,
10:38 yelling and screaming at his mother and say,
10:40 I'm ashamed of you, don't dress like that,
10:41 I'm being picked on, I'm being beat up in school.
10:44 And it was sad. It just broke my heart.
10:45 But I had already left the church,
10:48 I really can't say why, but I embraced it.
10:52 And it was. I don't have...
10:55 You know you've had a personal journey.
10:57 And there are so many dynamic personal dynamics
11:01 that affect that.
11:02 But I think at the end,
11:04 it's given you more than a typical understanding
11:07 of different faith viewpoints.
11:09 It has.
11:10 And this is and I'm sure you understand,
11:12 but we need to reiterate it for our viewers,
11:14 that religious liberty is not a matter of defending
11:18 just any one religion.
11:21 It comes hard to a lot of people.
11:23 At this point, you and I are quite convinced
11:27 that we found the truth.
11:29 But with religious liberty principles,
11:31 even knowing you have the truth,
11:33 you have to defend the right
11:34 of all other believers of whatever system
11:38 because they're children of God,
11:39 they've made a choice of conviction and conscience,
11:42 and you defend them
11:44 even to the death if necessary,
11:45 doesn't mean you think they're right.
11:48 In fact, I think, you know, some of the belief systems are,
11:52 you know, I almost wonder how could anybody come with it,
11:55 you know, it's just craziness?
11:58 But they have a right and I have to respect it
12:00 and the dignity of humanity means that
12:04 they might think the same as me.
12:05 So I give them
12:07 the full freedom for protection.
12:08 Let's take a break now
12:10 and we'll come back and talk a little bit more
12:12 with Pati about her faith journey.


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