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>> Welcome to It Is Written
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Canada.
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Thank you for joining us.
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From a heart surgery when he was
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a year and a half to multiple
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surgeries to his legs and ears,
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to surviving a tornado that
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collapsed the entire barn onto
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himself and his family when he
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was five years old, Clint Wahl
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kept getting up from one
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setback after another.
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>> With each challenge to his
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very existence, Clint woke up to
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the picture of a larger reality
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and a divine plan for his life.
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>> Today our special guest is
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Clint Wahl who has agreed to
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share with us his exhilarating
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story.
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>> Clint, thank you for joining
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us on It Is Written Canada.
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>> Thank you.
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It's my pleasure.
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>> Clint, tell us a bit about
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yourself to begin with, where
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you were born, your family,
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where you're raised and
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what you do.
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>> Yeah, I was born on a hog
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farm just outside Saskatoon 30
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minutes, born and raised on a
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farm, doing a little bit of
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everything.
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I have three siblings.
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I have an older sister who is
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ten years older than me, an
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older brother who's five years
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older than me, and a younger
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brother who's four years.
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And I grew up in a Christian
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home with great parents and farm
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community all around, doing a
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little bit of everything and
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currently I'm in construction.
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>> So you're a builder now and I
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find that very interesting
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'cause you told me a little bit
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about your story and how did you
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get into the building industry?
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[CLINT] I actually got into the
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building industry on a bet with
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my mother-in-law, more like a
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dare actually.
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We were having a conversation
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and she said to me, "I don't
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think you can get a job with
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just one phone call," and I
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said, "I-- watch me,
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I'll do it."
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And I called my current youth
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pastor at the time, who was a
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framer, and I asked him for a
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job and he said, "Monday
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morning, bring your hammer,
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bring your tools, and we'll have
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you on site."
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So that's how I got my start.
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And the funny part is, is going
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through high school, I didn't
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even take IA shop so it
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became a little bit more of an
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interesting part of my life.
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But I got hooked on construction
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very early on and it just became
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a part of my life.
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>> Clint, you had some
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challenges to your health and
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wellbeing when you were
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growing up.
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Can you tell us about those?
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>> Very early on, I was about a
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year old and I had a heart
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problem where I actually had an
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artery that was closed.
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So they had to do a procedure
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where I had a balloon go up into
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my artery and they opened it and
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put a stint in.
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And then a couple of years
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later, I was about, you know,
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five, six years old and I
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started having hearing issues
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and I wasn't able to hear
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properly.
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So I went in and that's when I
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started getting my surgeries for
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my tubes in my ears.
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Then at-- actually two weeks
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before I turned six, we had an
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event that happened in our life
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that changed my family forever.
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We were working out in the barn
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one day, my older brother, my
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mom and my dad and myself, and
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we were working outside and this
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storm started coming through and
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there was a lot of wind and we
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ended up getting inside
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the barn.
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And we actually had a situation
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where we went through an F3
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tornado and the entire barn
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was-- the roof was lifted off,
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the walls collapsed it on us,
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and we ended up, by the grace of
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God, He got us out of there and
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He made a lot of amazing things
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happen that day.
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There's a lot of miracles.
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And we ended up getting into our
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old water truck and my dad got
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everybody together and got us
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out of this dangerous situation.
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And we ended up-- the whole barn
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was completely gone.
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It tore off the roof section of
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our house, it flooded pretty
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well everything around us, it
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destroyed our neighbour's yard
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as well.
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But by the grace of God,
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we made it out safely.
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Then that was about the age of
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six and then when I was about 14
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years old, I started going
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through some some pain.
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We all know what growing pain
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feels like, but I started
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experiencing a lot of pain
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in my knees.
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And you get a lot of advice from
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people saying, "You'll grow out
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of it, you'll be okay."
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I ended up at the age of 15
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going to the doctor, and the
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doctor essentially looked at my
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knees and said, "Well, you're
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extremely bowlegged."
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I was so bowlegged I could put
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almost a full size soccer ball
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between my knees with my
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feet together.
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So to me, it was normal, to me,
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that's how life was, but
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apparently that's not exactly
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how your knees are supposed to
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be shaped.
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So we ended up going through,
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having conversations in regards
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to procedures of how to fix it
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and what the doctor ended up
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telling me was if we didn't
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start these procedures to fix
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it, by the time I hit the age
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20, 25, I would need my knees
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and likely my hips, everything
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completely replaced.
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So it was a long journey, but
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that was kind of the start where
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we went in, I got staples put on
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the outsides of my knees to stop
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the growth plates so they could
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continue on the inside and I
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would naturally grow in.
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And found out two weeks, about
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two weeks after the surgery,
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that my growth platelets had
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actually stopped on the inside
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of my knees.
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So I ended up in a situation
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with the doctor where we had to
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get into a little bit more
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invasive surgery.
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So what they ended up doing was
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they had to break my tibia and
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they had to break my fibula on
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my leg, essentially disconnect
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my foot from the rest of my
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body and then my hip would
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bring everything in and it would
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take about six months before I'd
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be back up on my feet, so...
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It was a very long process.
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Again, I was 15, 16, I was very
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active at the time, I wanted to
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be involved and do a lot of
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things, but my life got
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massively interrupted because
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of this.
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So it took about a year
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and a half.
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I went through a lot of dark
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places in my life at that point,
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but God helped get me through it
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and He helped guide me that
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direction.
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And as of now, I have had a
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number of scopes done on my
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knees as well, I have cartilage
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that continues to break down and
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break off.
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Very early on when I was 15,
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again, I was told I also had
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arthritis in my joints, in
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pretty well every one of my
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joints.
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That's a fun thing to be told
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when you're 15.
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And then I've had a number of
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different surgeries in my body.
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I've had a cyst that was removed
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out of my face, I've had a
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couple of hernia surgeries and a
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number of ear surgeries as well,
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so...
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>> So, Clint, how did these very
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challenging experiences impact
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you?
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>> They definitely turned my
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entire personality upside down.
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They made me do a lot of
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reevaluating.
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There was very, I wouldn't say
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brief stint, it definitely took
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a lot to get through it, but
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there was a while going through
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my surgeries where I remember
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laying on the couch, being such
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a physically active guy, wanting
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to do so many things.
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And I remember laying on the
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couch and getting so depressed.
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I got into a very, very dark
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place.
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I got very mad at myself, I got
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very mad at God as well because,
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you know, you ask the question,
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why?
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Why am I made like this?
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Why am I built this way?
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And I remember getting to a very
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difficult, low, very dark place
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where, God, I didn't feel like
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He was there, I didn't feel like
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I could hear His voice.
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And I remember getting so
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frustrated and I said, "You know
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what?
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I'm ready to just be done.
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If this is-- if I'm 15, if I'm
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16 at this moment, I'm not even
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a quarter way through my life
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and already I'm going through
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this much pain and this much
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struggling.
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Why is there a point to keep
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going?"
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And I developed a plan.
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Looking back, it wasn't a very
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good plan, I'll be honest, but I
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developed a plan that I was--
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when it got to -30, -40, I was
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so mad that I was just gonna go
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outside, I was gonna walk as far
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as I could, I was just gonna
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throw my crutches, I was gonna
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just lay in the snow and I was
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just gonna give up.
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I was just gonna forfeit.
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And what's interesting is,
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looking back, is God blessed me
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with two very interesting
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abilities and one is the ability
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to forget and the other one is
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the ability to sleep.
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I can sleep very quickly.
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And I remember being so mad that
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night, I was so angry with God,
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but I fell asleep.
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And I woke up the next morning
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and I was, again, I was so angry
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with God because I fell asleep,
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I was mad at myself, and my
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family and I ended up going to a
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family breakfast.
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And sitting around the table at
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our family breakfast, the uncle
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who I didn't really talk to very
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much, we didn't chat a lot, but
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he was very into music and he
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said, "Well," he looked at me,
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he said, "If you have all this
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time on your hands sitting
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there, why don't you keep
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playing the guitar?"
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And I had started, I started
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about age 11 playing, and I had
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let it go for a number of years.
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And so it struck me that that
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was the opportunity, that was
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the moment where I could say,
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you know what?
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I have time, I might as well
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practice it.
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So I started picking up the
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guitar and God used the guitar
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as something to bring joy into
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my life, something to take that
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pain, that darkness, and give me
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an opportunity to play
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something.
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And it would-- it became an
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integral part of my life.
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I loved music and music is
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something that I am always, it's
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always around me, I like to have
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it playing, I like to be playing
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it, I like to be singing every
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chance I get.
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So God has definitely taken that
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and he's moulded that into
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my life.
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>> Clint, at a young age, you
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went on a spiritual journey.
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Tell us what that looked like.
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>> So when going through all my
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struggles, I began to realize
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that I love to work with people
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and youth especially.
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That was something that I found,
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I connected with youth
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really well.
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And the other relationship that
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I had that I loved was music and
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I loved to play music.
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So early on, as a young boy, I
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remember going to my church and
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I went to the leaders in my
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church and I said, "I wanna be
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involved in youth ministry."
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And they said, I basically got
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the response of, "You're not old
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enough, so we're not gonna
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let you."
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And it was disheartening for me
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because I really had a passion
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for it, but I thought, "Okay, if
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I'm not old enough, I'll wait."
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And so I thought, "I'm gonna do
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music, I'm gonna do worship
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ministry."
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And so I remember going to a
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couple of practices and I had my
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guitar out and I was excited
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to play.
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And then a number of people
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approached me and they said,
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"You can practice with your
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guitar, but we don't want you to
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play with your guitar."
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And it was crushing.
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It was something that as a young
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kid I had to passions and both
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of them were extinguished
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at that point.
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So it broke me a little bit and
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I ended up getting to a point
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where I knew that God was
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calling me to these two things.
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So I said, I'm gonna go start
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looking around and I'm gonna
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find where God has called
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me to be.
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And so for a number of years, I
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hopped churches and I crested
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the doors and came into
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different places where I had
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friends, I had people that I
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knew, and no matter where I
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went, I never really felt like I
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fully connected.
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There were pieces that fit,
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but I didn't have all of them.
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And one day a beautiful woman
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who is now my wife, she invited
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me to come to church with her.
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And I remember thinking to
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myself, "Well, church on
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Saturdays is peculiar.
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That's weird.
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I don't think that's really for
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me, but I'll give it a try."
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And I walked in the doors of the
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church and within the first few
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minutes the greeter approached
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me and I didn't know him, I had
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never met him, never talked to
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him before, and found out that a
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few minutes later he actually
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knew a lot of my family and he
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had actually been around some of
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my family before.
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And so there was a connection
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there and I remember he making
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eye contact with me and he
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looked at me, he said, "What do
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you wanna do?
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What is your passion?" and I
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said, I'm like, "I have passion
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in youth ministry, I wanna
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serve," and I said, "I have
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passion in worship ministry."
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And before I even got into the
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sanctuary, he said, "We have a
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great opportunity.
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You can come play music here,
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you can come worship with us,
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and we don't have someone to
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lead youth right now, we would
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love to have you here."
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And it was that moment of
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understanding right when you get
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into that situation and you're
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like, "This is a place that God
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has put me in.
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This is the place God's called
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me to be."
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And so having that opportunity
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to walk in the door and then we
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have another, one of our elders
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now, she she approached me and
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she basically became my church
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mom where she-- if there was
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anything I needed, she's like,
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"You can come to me, we can talk
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about it."
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And so not only did I feel
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included, but I felt welcome and
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I felt loved at the same time.
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So it was a long journey, it was
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a hard journey and there was a
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lot of questions, there was a
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lot of times where there was a
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lot of doubt in my life, there
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was a lot of pain, a lot of
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struggle that way.
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But in the end, I found the
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place where God had put me and
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it has become my home and it's
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become my home church.
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>> And because you're such an
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energetic and enthusiastic guy,
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Clint, you have taken on some
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leadership positions in the
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church.
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Tell us about that.
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>> I am currently-- well, as I
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mentioned, I do-- I run youth
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ministry in the church, I'm
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involved in the worship ministry
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that way, I took on a position
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as being an elder, a couple of
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years ago I took on personal
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ministries, so that means I get
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to be in charge of making sure
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we're coordinating a lot of the
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ministries that are coming on,
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women's ministry, men's
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ministry, family ministry, our
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health ministries as well.
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And speaking of health
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ministries, then I was able to
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assist with the Depression
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Anxiety program as well,
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becoming a facilitator for that.
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So there's definitely been a lot
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of things that I've had an
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opportunity to do and, like you
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said, with the energy that God
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gives me, I just, I'm able to
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keep going, so...
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>> Clint, you and your wife,
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Theresa, don't have any children
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of your own, but you're very
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actively involved in the local
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community with young people and
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young adults.
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Can you tell us about that?
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>> Like I said, when I came to
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church, there was a handful of
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youth that were here, and it was
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always a passion of mine to try
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and get as many kids in the
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church, as much youth as we can,
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because the youth is definitely
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the future of the church,
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they're what push us forward.
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So we've definitely put a lot of
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effort into trying to grow that.
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And this year has been
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incredible.
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We have an amazing group.
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We went from having about 5
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to 7 every year for the last
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couple of years and this year we
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typically have between 16 to 24
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and our youth has just expounded
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and it's grown exponentially.
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And so it's a huge blessing
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from God.
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And apart from that as well,
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I've been given an opportunity
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to work with a local ministry.
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And so what we do is we run
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what's called the Youth for
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Christ Hockey League and it's a
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little floor hockey league that
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we run.
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You'd think that it would be a
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small little league.
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We, this year we had 110 kids
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for our first year and we're
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consistently around 60, 70 kids.
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So the joke that my wife and I
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have is we don't have kids of
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our own, but we-- I-- we really
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have, like, 100 kids.
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So-- and with working with youth
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ministry in regards to downtown
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and with the inner city kids,
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it's everything from kids that
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come from a good situation to
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kids that come from a very
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difficult situation.
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Kids that don't have a family,
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they don't have a home.
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There's a lot of kids that get
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bounced around from home to
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home, sleeping on couches and
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things like that.
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They've never actually
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experienced the love of Christ.
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And so it's been an amazing
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opportunity to get involved
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doing this ministry and being
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able to be His hands in His feet
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and watching these young men and
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women grow and seeing how they
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just become more and more
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accomplished in their life.
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And then especially with the
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church ministry, watching them
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take on roles and relieving that
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stress that comes from
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leadership as well of maybe
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overburdening on the roles
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as well.
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>> Clint, you mentioned that you
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work with the Depression
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Recovery program.
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Why is it that you got involved
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in helping people overcome
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depression and anxiety?
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>> So as I mentioned, when I was
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15, I went through a very
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difficult point in my life and
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it seems, my personality today
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seems like I'm very upbeat and
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I'm very excited, but depression
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has been something I've
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struggled with for a number
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of years.
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Having gone through what I went
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through and having, you know,
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felt that influence from God and
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that direction and being at that
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lowest point, when you get to a
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state where you don't know if
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there's a tomorrow, you don't,
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maybe you don't even wanna know,
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you don't even wanna be a part
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of tomorrow.
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So being able to be a part of
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the Depression Recovery program
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and help with that, it's been a
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huge opportunity.
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And I love it because we get a
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small group together, you get a
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great chance to get to know
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people and you actually get to
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connect with people and connect
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with where they're coming from
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and seeing how people are
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struggling, seeing people
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where they are and connecting
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with them where they are.
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That's-- it's amazing.
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And so it's been an absolute
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opportunity to do it and I
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love it.
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And we're growing and we're
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really hoping that we can
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continue to develop the program
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so that way we can reach more of
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the community in that way.
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>> I have one more question for
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you with regards to your work
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with the inner city children and
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the youth, why did you choose
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hockey as a medium of reaching
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these young people?
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>> So growing up, stereotypical
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Canadian, hockey was a big part
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of our life, especially having
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not been Seventh-day Adventist,
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Saturday night, that was what
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we did.
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My dad played a lot of hockey on
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Sunday nights in the local town,
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so we would go and we'd
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watch him.
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And I remember, despite the pain
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that I was going through with my
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knees, my goal was always to get
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as healthy as I can as quickly
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as I can, 'cause I wanted to get
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back on the ice.
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I wanted to play.
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I was an active kid.
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I loved it.
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And I remember I was going
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through my junior hockey in the
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little town of Hague, just
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outside Saskatoon, and I
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remember we got into playoffs
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and I was such-- I'm a
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competitive person as well, and
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we got into playoffs and I was
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so excited to go.
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And I remember sitting down one
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night and I had a prayer 'cause
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I was the goalie that was
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starting and the pressure
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was on me.
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And I remember sitting down and
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I prayed and I was like, "Lord,
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if you want me to be involved in
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hockey in my life going forward,
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then You'll help us win this
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game."
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The classic prayer that most
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kids do, right?
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"Lord, help us win this game.
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We wanna win!"
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And I remember praying that
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prayer and that next game, we
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had a really good game, it was a
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home game, we won.
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And I remember going home
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thinking this was great, like,
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God is on our side, He's helping
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us win.
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And then I went a step farther
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and I said, "God, if You want me
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to go far in my career, if You
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want me to, you know, go really
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far, WHL, the NHL, something big
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like that, You'll help us get to
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the next one."
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And we lost.
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And it was very deflating as a
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young boy because I thought I
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was on the right path, I thought
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I was asking the right
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questions.
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And it took a number of years,
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it actually took a long time.
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It was probably about six, seven
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years ago that I was working
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with Youth for Christ in
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Saskatoon and I remember coming,
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I was late getting one of the
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games and I was stopped behind
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a train.
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And, you know, when you're late
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and you feel all that pressure
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and everything is bundling up
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inside and I remember sitting at
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the train being helpless, and I
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felt God's peace come in my
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life and I felt God say, "Hey,
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I've got you where I need
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you to be.
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You're working with at-risk
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youth, you're working with kids
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that need to hear Me and they
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want-- they've gone through
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pain, they've gone through
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depression."
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Some of them have gone through
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bodily issues as well, where
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they've had a number of
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surgeries.
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And I just felt this peace from
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God saying, "I've got you where
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I want you to be."
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And that kind of brought me to
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peace with working in the league
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and it fired up a little bit
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more of that passion, if you
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could say, I didn't have enough
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already, that definitely fired
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up some more.
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And I started getting really
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excited.
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And then any chance I get, I try
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to talk to as many kids as
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we can.
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We try, if we're not coaching on
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the floor or if we're not
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playing, the goal is to try and
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build relationships and to
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mentor with a lot of the youth
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that are there.
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And there have been a few
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situations where God has taken
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me out of my comfort zone, very
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far out of my comfort zone and
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He's broke my heart, where I
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start talking to some of these
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kids and you hear the stories of
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where they come from, you hear
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the struggle of what they have
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and-- or what they don't have,
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and you start feeling that pain
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that they go through.
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Being an empathic person, it
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helps being able to feel that.
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And what I found is that God has
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given me so many opportunities
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to just be able to speak His
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peace into their life and to be
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able to try and show them a
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little bit of his strength,
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saying, "God can make miracles
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happen at any time.
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You just have to trust and you
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have to believe."
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And so that is why hockey is
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such a big part of me is I get a
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chance to work with these kids,
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I get a chance to push them to
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their limits, get them away from
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the devices and their cell
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phones, get them to work with
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each other and just be able to
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build those relationships.
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And every once in a while, it's
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humbling for me, too, when you
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watch these young kids that
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you've seen since they were
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seven, eight, ten years old, and
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now they're in their late teens
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and they're definitely surpassed
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what my skill level is.
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It's definitely humbling for me
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as well that way, too, so...
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>> Clint, you see your life as a
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beautiful struggle.
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So two final questions: why do
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you see your life like that?
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And secondly, is there a Bible
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passage that has helped you with
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this beautiful struggle?
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I'll start by saying there's
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gotta be a shoutout to my youth
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group that way.
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We started painting some ceiling
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tiles downstairs and one of the
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girls did a beautiful, beautiful
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tile and she wrote on there,
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"The Beautiful Struggle."
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And it really hit me, it really
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impacted me when I read that
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because it became very relatable
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in my life that what I had gone
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through was something I maybe
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had to go through.
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If I wouldn't have gone through
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it, I look back and I always
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think to myself, "Who would I
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have been? What if, right?
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We think, "What if?" a lot.
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And I think, "What if I wasn't
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in chronic pain?
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What if I didn't have arthritis?
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What if I didn't have the
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situation with my knees?
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What if I didn't have the pain
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that I go through?
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What if I hadn't gone through a
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tornado when I was six?
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Things like that.
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And what really makes it stand
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out to me is that I firmly
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believe that if I didn't have
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these things, if I didn't have
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these, I'm gonna call them
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"deficiencies" or "thorns" that
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are in my literal flesh, I would
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be a completely different
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person.
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I would be, honestly, I would be
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a very arrogant person, I would
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be a very prideful person.
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I can guarantee you I would not
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be sitting in this chair and I
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guarantee you that my religion,
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my relationship, my faith with
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God, it would not be there
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because in my life I wanted me,
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I wanted I and I wanted to get
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better and better.
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And so I look back with the
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phrase "Beautiful struggle," and
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I think, God has walked me
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through this journey and it has
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been a beautiful journey and
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it's gonna be a beautiful
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journey.
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There's gonna be a lot more pain
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coming down the road, there's
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gonna be a lot more struggle
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as well.
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I'm not through the weeds
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just yet.
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But at the same time, I look
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back and I say, "I have to rely
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on His joy," and that's what
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makes it beautiful and the
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struggle that I go through,
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which, as we mentioned as well,
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also makes it relatable with the
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inner city kids, it makes it
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relatable with depression,
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anxiety, it gives me an
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opportunity to become not just
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someone that you meet, but
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actually a person that has
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walked in that journey before,
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even though I am young,
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you know?
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And so that's why I see my life
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as a beautiful struggle.
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And the verse that I would share
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would be 2 Corinthians chapter
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2, sorry, chapter 12 rather.
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So 2 Corinthians chapter 12,
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verses 5 to 10.
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And this is from Paul and it
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says...
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And that has been very relatable
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in my life.
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Physical thorns, emotional
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thorns, spiritual thorns, and it
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has been something that has
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impacted me and given me
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encouragement when I'm going
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through those struggles.
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And like I said, I'm not out of
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the weeds just yet, there's
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gonna be a lot more that's gonna
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come around, and I'm gonna have
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to deal with a lot more, but...
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The struggle is-- when you get a
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chance, and this is what I'm
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excited for, I'm excited to sit
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before the throne of God.
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I'm excited in the end when He
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gathers everybody together and
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He shows us the big picture and
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He opens our eyes and we
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can understand it.
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My prayer is that when that
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happens, I wanna see, I want Him
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to be able to say, "Hey, you
00:24:16.89\00:24:18.02
remember that struggle that you
00:24:18.02\00:24:19.45
went through?
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You remember that time that you
00:24:20.19\00:24:21.12
were just completely broken and
00:24:21.12\00:24:22.92
you were depressed and you
00:24:22.92\00:24:24.03
thought your life was just
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completely over and you wanted
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to quit and yet you persevered
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and you pushed through?
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Because of that, this whole
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branch exists.
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There was one person that you
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don't even know, you never met
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them, but there was one person
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that was impacted."
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And that's my prayer, is that
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God will use this weakness that
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is-- I have this thorn that's in
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my flesh and use it to be able
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to create a couple more houses
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in heaven.
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I know I won't be able to build
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them, but I know it'll be
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something that when we all get
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together, it's just gonna be a
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beautiful picture.
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>> Thank you, Clint.
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It's so inspirational what you
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shared, but we've come to the
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end of our time and I wonder if
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as we close, you could pray for
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our viewers.
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Maybe there's someone who's
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struggling with something right
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now that they can see it as
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you're seeing it, as God wants
00:25:09.60\00:25:10.84
them to see it as a beautiful
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struggle so that they can look
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back and they can say,
00:25:13.44\00:25:14.98
"I would have it no other way,
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because this is the way that God
00:25:16.98\00:25:19.85
is using me to reach others and
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to grow me for His kingdom."
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>> Absolutely I would.
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Let's pray.
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Heavenly Father, I wanna thank
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You for this day.
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Father, I wanna thank You so
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much for the people that are
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listening to It Is Written today
00:25:33.29\00:25:34.73
and, Lord, I pray for someone
00:25:34.73\00:25:36.33
that is out there.
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God, maybe there's a lot of
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people, maybe it's just one.
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Maybe this entire video is
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just for one specific person
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that's in this world.
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But God, my prayer is that You
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will hold Your ear a little
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closer to them, You'll hold them
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a little closer to Your heart.
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God, I know the pain and the
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struggle that they're going
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through.
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Father, I just pray for a little
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bit of easing for that pain.
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Father, if it is distracting
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them, if it is clouding their
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judgment, I ask, Lord, that You
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will come upon them, Father,
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that Your Holy Spirit will move
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into their life, that You will
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open up their eyes, Lord, that
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they will see the bigger
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picture, Father, that you will
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light the lamp a little bit
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farther in front of their feet
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that they will see why they have
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to go through what they're going
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through, why they have to
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struggle in that weakness.
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And, Lord, my prayer is that
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they will continue to push on.
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Father, they will not give up,
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they will not wanna take
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themselves out of the equation
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because maybe for them, maybe
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for the whole life that they
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live, Lord, You can bring one
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more person to Your heaven.
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God, You can bring one more
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person to eternity.
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And my prayer, Father, is that
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You will grant them an audience
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that's a little bit closer to
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You, You'll hold them close,
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You'll comfort them, You'll
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guide them.
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And, Father, my prayers that You
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will bless them, open their
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eyes, and help them to see
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Your plan.
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In Jesus' name, we pray, amen.
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[MIKE] Amen.
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[RENÉ] Clint, thank you so much
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>> It's my pleasure.
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Thank you very much for
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