>> Welcome to It Is Written 00:00:01.66\00:00:03.00 Canada. 00:00:03.00\00:00:03.97 Thank you for joining us. 00:00:03.97\00:00:06.13 May we ask you a question? 00:00:06.13\00:00:08.24 What are the odds of you 00:00:08.24\00:00:09.74 being born? 00:00:09.74\00:00:10.84 >> Maybe one in a trillion. 00:00:10.84\00:00:12.41 >> Oh, no. 00:00:12.41\00:00:13.31 Much greater than that. 00:00:13.31\00:00:14.98 Think about the probability of 00:00:14.98\00:00:16.85 your parents meeting, marrying, 00:00:16.85\00:00:19.31 and the single reproductive cell 00:00:19.31\00:00:21.32 of the possible trillions from 00:00:21.32\00:00:23.49 your father uniting with the 00:00:23.49\00:00:25.55 precise egg of the average 00:00:25.55\00:00:28.19 hundred thousand viable eggs 00:00:28.19\00:00:30.16 from your mother, uniting 00:00:30.16\00:00:32.16 to make you. 00:00:32.16\00:00:33.29 >> But the same process had to 00:00:33.29\00:00:35.10 take place to create your 00:00:35.10\00:00:36.63 parents and grandparents and all 00:00:36.63\00:00:38.47 your ancestors back to the 00:00:38.47\00:00:40.27 beginning of creation. 00:00:40.27\00:00:42.70 If even one microscopic change 00:00:42.70\00:00:45.31 occurred at any stage in 00:00:45.31\00:00:47.18 history, you would not be here. 00:00:47.18\00:00:49.68 >> So if one of your ancestors 00:00:49.68\00:00:51.98 died in a war, a car crash, or 00:00:51.98\00:00:54.38 from sickness, you would not 00:00:54.38\00:00:56.18 exist. 00:00:56.18\00:00:57.32 So what are the odds of you 00:00:57.32\00:00:59.45 being born? 00:00:59.45\00:01:00.76 The most conservative estimates 00:01:00.76\00:01:03.39 are one in 400 trillion, 00:01:03.39\00:01:05.93 but it's more like one in 00:01:05.93\00:01:07.50 400 quadrillion. 00:01:07.50\00:01:09.40 [MIKE] So you might not realize 00:01:09.40\00:01:10.60 what 400 quadrillion looks like. 00:01:10.60\00:01:13.57 So let me give you an idea. 00:01:13.57\00:01:15.64 If you were to live for one 00:01:15.64\00:01:16.84 million seconds, then you would 00:01:16.84\00:01:18.34 live for 11.57 days. 00:01:18.34\00:01:21.68 Whereas one billion seconds 00:01:21.68\00:01:23.45 equals 31.7 years. 00:01:23.45\00:01:27.02 And one trillion seconds equals 00:01:27.02\00:01:30.12 3,179 years. 00:01:30.12\00:01:32.49 And a quadrillion seconds is 00:01:32.49\00:01:35.29 31,700,700 years. 00:01:35.29\00:01:38.66 So if the odds of you being born 00:01:38.66\00:01:40.56 are one in 400 quadrillion, 00:01:40.56\00:01:44.23 then it's a miracle that you 00:01:44.23\00:01:47.20 are here. 00:01:47.20\00:01:48.54 >> A miracle is an event so 00:01:48.54\00:01:51.04 unlikely that it is almost 00:01:51.04\00:01:53.17 impossible. 00:01:53.17\00:01:54.44 So by that definition, you are 00:01:54.94\00:01:57.88 definitely a miracle. 00:01:57.88\00:02:00.42 The Bible records God saying... 00:02:00.42\00:02:02.78 Isn't it beautiful 00:02:17.73\00:02:19.73 and comforting to know that God 00:02:19.73\00:02:22.50 knew you before you were born? 00:02:22.50\00:02:25.44 >> Today on It Is Written 00:02:25.44\00:02:26.24 Canada, you will meet Ricardo 00:02:26.24\00:02:27.68 Mena, who, as a young person was 00:02:27.68\00:02:29.74 angry with God, acting out 00:02:29.74\00:02:31.48 certain self-destructive 00:02:31.48\00:02:33.11 behaviours, getting caught in a 00:02:33.11\00:02:34.78 cycle of addictions, not 00:02:34.78\00:02:36.08 realizing that he was anything 00:02:36.08\00:02:38.42 special. 00:02:38.42\00:02:39.42 >> In a moment, Ricardo will 00:02:40.39\00:02:42.19 tell you his true story of how 00:02:42.19\00:02:45.13 God completely changed the way 00:02:45.13\00:02:47.23 he saw his life. 00:02:47.23\00:02:48.80 [theme music playing] 00:02:50.97\00:02:53.94 ¤¤ 00:02:53.94\00:03:25.87 [chains clanking] 00:03:26.50\00:03:28.97 [sound of metal shattering] 00:03:28.97\00:03:31.04 >> Welcome again to It Is 00:03:33.74\00:03:34.84 Written Canada. 00:03:34.84\00:03:35.78 Thank you for joining us. 00:03:35.78\00:03:37.18 >> Sometimes I hear people say, 00:03:37.85\00:03:39.98 "I'm really a nobody, 00:03:39.98\00:03:41.22 I'm just me." 00:03:41.22\00:03:42.92 Do you know that God, your 00:03:42.92\00:03:44.45 Creator, has a different 00:03:44.45\00:03:46.39 perspective? 00:03:46.39\00:03:47.72 He says, "You are not 00:03:47.72\00:03:49.76 just you." 00:03:49.76\00:03:51.26 God says... 00:03:51.26\00:03:52.49 [MIKE] As a young person, our 00:03:55.76\00:03:56.90 special guest today, Ricardo 00:03:56.90\00:03:58.40 Mena, did not believe that he 00:03:58.40\00:04:00.64 was a miraculous chosen child 00:04:00.64\00:04:03.07 of God. 00:04:03.07\00:04:04.34 >> But obviously, something 00:04:04.34\00:04:05.94 happened to change all that. 00:04:05.94\00:04:08.51 Pastor Ricardo, thank you for 00:04:09.18\00:04:11.25 being willing to share your 00:04:11.25\00:04:12.65 story with us today. 00:04:12.65\00:04:14.65 And thank you for joining us on 00:04:14.65\00:04:16.22 It Is Written Canada. 00:04:16.22\00:04:17.79 >> Thank you for inviting me. 00:04:17.79\00:04:19.02 It's a pleasure to be here. 00:04:19.02\00:04:20.56 [MIKE] Pastor Ricardo, we 00:04:21.02\00:04:22.66 received a lot of hope from your 00:04:22.66\00:04:24.46 story, but before we get into 00:04:24.46\00:04:25.83 the details of that, I wonder if 00:04:25.83\00:04:27.40 you can tell us about your past, 00:04:27.40\00:04:28.50 about your family. 00:04:28.50\00:04:29.66 [RICARDO] Of course. 00:04:29.66\00:04:31.03 I was born in South America, in 00:04:31.03\00:04:32.53 Chile, to be more specific. 00:04:32.53\00:04:34.24 I'm a fourth generation 00:04:35.60\00:04:37.14 Seventh-day Adventist, which 00:04:37.14\00:04:38.84 doesn't mean much, because my 00:04:38.84\00:04:40.71 mom married outside the church. 00:04:40.71\00:04:43.61 So for a little bit my dad was 00:04:44.25\00:04:45.98 in the church, but then they 00:04:45.98\00:04:47.35 left the church. 00:04:47.35\00:04:48.22 So I was born outside. 00:04:48.22\00:04:52.02 >> Pastor Ricardo, as a child, 00:04:52.69\00:04:54.72 you started exhibiting certain 00:04:54.72\00:04:57.36 behavioural problems. 00:04:57.36\00:04:58.93 At what age did that begin? 00:04:58.93\00:05:01.10 >> As I go back, it begins about 00:05:01.96\00:05:05.97 five, six years old. 00:05:05.97\00:05:07.57 I started wetting my bed, 00:05:07.57\00:05:11.71 a lot of fighting, getting in 00:05:11.71\00:05:15.28 trouble in school, fighting 00:05:15.28\00:05:17.08 all the time. 00:05:17.08\00:05:18.01 My mom had to go in the school 00:05:18.01\00:05:20.38 almost every other day. 00:05:20.38\00:05:21.72 I was very violent. 00:05:22.62\00:05:24.15 I got kicked out of school. 00:05:25.12\00:05:27.06 Then I had issues trying to find 00:05:27.06\00:05:29.79 a school that would accept me, 00:05:29.79\00:05:31.79 and that's kind of what 00:05:31.79\00:05:32.79 happened. 00:05:32.79\00:05:33.63 I didn't know exactly why all 00:05:33.63\00:05:35.50 these things were happening. 00:05:35.50\00:05:37.03 My parents had no idea. 00:05:37.03\00:05:38.83 They took me to a psychologist 00:05:38.83\00:05:41.34 to see what's going on with this 00:05:41.34\00:05:43.37 kid, and the psychologist 00:05:43.37\00:05:46.31 couldn't find out what was 00:05:46.31\00:05:47.94 happening. 00:05:47.94\00:05:48.94 So nobody knew what was really 00:05:48.94\00:05:51.25 taking place in my life. 00:05:51.25\00:05:53.18 >> When you look back, what do 00:05:53.82\00:05:55.15 you think was the root cause of 00:05:55.15\00:05:57.59 what you were experiencing? 00:05:57.59\00:05:58.92 >> As I look back into my life, 00:05:59.59\00:06:01.56 what was really happening is 00:06:01.56\00:06:04.06 something that nobody knew. 00:06:04.06\00:06:05.29 I was sexually abused. 00:06:06.33\00:06:07.83 I believe somewhere around, I 00:06:07.83\00:06:10.00 have done the math, basically 00:06:10.00\00:06:12.30 looking back at some trips with 00:06:12.30\00:06:13.90 my family to try to realize, 00:06:13.90\00:06:15.30 pinpoint when this happened, 00:06:15.30\00:06:17.17 about five years old, somewhere 00:06:17.17\00:06:19.07 there I was sexually abused 00:06:19.07\00:06:21.01 by a cousin. 00:06:21.01\00:06:22.21 Very unfortunate situation, but 00:06:23.08\00:06:25.31 that's really what happened. 00:06:25.31\00:06:27.35 And based on that, that I didn't 00:06:27.35\00:06:29.58 even know that I was reacting to 00:06:29.58\00:06:31.22 that traumatic event, I was 00:06:31.22\00:06:34.69 involved with drugs very early, 00:06:34.69\00:06:37.73 at a very early age, where I 00:06:37.73\00:06:40.06 began to smoke at the age 00:06:40.06\00:06:43.06 of eight. 00:06:43.06\00:06:44.30 I was just asking, you know, 00:06:44.30\00:06:46.23 some other people to let me have 00:06:46.23\00:06:49.60 a couple of puffs on their 00:06:49.60\00:06:51.24 cigarette. 00:06:51.24\00:06:52.14 I remember my grandpa, he would 00:06:52.47\00:06:54.48 give me money and I would go and 00:06:54.48\00:06:55.68 buy a cigarette in the corner 00:06:55.68\00:06:56.98 store. 00:06:56.98\00:06:57.85 You would do that and they 00:06:58.25\00:06:59.25 wouldn't question. 00:06:59.25\00:07:00.45 This is different times. 00:07:00.45\00:07:01.95 And I remember I started 00:07:01.95\00:07:03.55 drinking with my cousin. 00:07:03.55\00:07:06.12 My cousin, he had a father that 00:07:06.12\00:07:08.52 was an alcoholic and he was kind 00:07:08.52\00:07:10.43 of going into that. 00:07:10.43\00:07:11.53 I had no idea about that either. 00:07:11.53\00:07:13.53 But he would go out on the 00:07:13.53\00:07:15.53 weekends with his friends. 00:07:15.53\00:07:17.00 My cousin is way older than me. 00:07:17.00\00:07:18.83 I would stay at my grandma's 00:07:18.83\00:07:20.07 place and I would just come back 00:07:20.07\00:07:22.90 drunk, wasted with my cousin, 00:07:22.90\00:07:24.74 right, at the age of 13. 00:07:24.74\00:07:26.54 Had no idea. 00:07:26.54\00:07:27.61 At the same age, I started 00:07:28.21\00:07:29.98 smoking marijuana, which my 00:07:29.98\00:07:32.05 parents had no idea that that 00:07:32.05\00:07:33.75 was taking place. 00:07:33.75\00:07:35.32 And at the age of 16, all this 00:07:35.32\00:07:37.79 is progressing very rapidly 00:07:37.79\00:07:40.26 where I'm already experimenting 00:07:40.26\00:07:41.59 with cocaine, with hash, 00:07:41.59\00:07:43.26 and it's just, 00:07:43.26\00:07:44.16 it's just getting bad. 00:07:44.16\00:07:45.29 It's just getting bad. 00:07:45.83\00:07:47.03 >> And then, Pastor Ricardo, at 00:07:47.23\00:07:49.26 the age of 19 you moved from 00:07:49.26\00:07:51.83 Chile to Winnipeg, Manitoba 00:07:51.83\00:07:55.44 in Canada. 00:07:55.44\00:07:56.77 Can you tell us about that 00:07:56.77\00:07:58.71 experience? 00:07:58.71\00:07:59.87 >> Yes, that was a traumatic 00:07:59.87\00:08:02.91 experience, not just because of 00:08:02.91\00:08:04.71 the move, but February is summer 00:08:04.71\00:08:09.05 in Chile. 00:08:09.05\00:08:10.05 So I remember very vividly that 00:08:10.05\00:08:12.55 day because I left on February 00:08:12.55\00:08:15.22 the 12th with plus 37 in 00:08:15.22\00:08:18.79 Santiago, plus 37 Celsius. 00:08:18.79\00:08:21.20 I arrive in Winnipeg with the 00:08:21.70\00:08:25.40 next day, February the 13th, 00:08:25.40\00:08:27.54 with -37. 00:08:27.54\00:08:29.04 So you can make the math, 00:08:29.40\00:08:30.77 you know? 00:08:30.77\00:08:31.74 So that was a huge change. 00:08:31.74\00:08:33.34 I remember coming out of the 00:08:33.34\00:08:34.61 airport, I couldn't breathe, I'm 00:08:34.64\00:08:36.44 choking, I'm [gasps]. 00:08:36.44\00:08:37.68 "What is this?" Right? 00:08:37.68\00:08:39.31 So, yeah, it was a very 00:08:39.31\00:08:40.78 traumatic experience. 00:08:40.78\00:08:41.98 But having said that, also the 00:08:41.98\00:08:45.32 culture was very different. 00:08:45.32\00:08:46.82 I remember that as I got here at 00:08:47.89\00:08:51.99 4:00, around 4:00 in the 00:08:51.99\00:08:54.00 afternoon, I remember that my 00:08:54.00\00:08:55.96 cousin was waiting for me at the 00:08:55.96\00:08:58.00 airport with my uncle and 00:08:58.00\00:08:59.50 whatever, and I arrive at 4:00, 00:08:59.50\00:09:03.94 at 6:00 I was already high, 00:09:03.94\00:09:07.11 I was already smoking weed. 00:09:07.11\00:09:09.08 So it was very easy to kind of 00:09:10.41\00:09:14.92 get your hands on any kind of 00:09:14.92\00:09:16.92 drugs here in Canada. 00:09:16.92\00:09:18.89 >> And that was at a time when 00:09:19.35\00:09:20.66 it wasn't legal. 00:09:20.66\00:09:22.26 [RICARDO] No. 00:09:22.26\00:09:23.43 Of course, now you can go to any 00:09:23.43\00:09:26.76 store that is licensed 00:09:26.76\00:09:27.66 to do that. 00:09:27.66\00:09:28.26 Yeah, no, it wasn't legal. 00:09:28.26\00:09:29.16 We're talking about 20 years 00:09:29.16\00:09:30.73 ago, right? 00:09:30.73\00:09:31.73 >> So everything changed. 00:09:32.33\00:09:33.84 What was the turning point? 00:09:34.64\00:09:36.37 I mean, what happened when 00:09:36.37\00:09:37.84 you were in Canada? 00:09:37.84\00:09:38.94 Did things get better or worse? 00:09:38.94\00:09:41.21 [RICARDO] No, things escalated, 00:09:41.21\00:09:42.84 they got rapidly worse. 00:09:42.84\00:09:45.51 I was already struggling with 00:09:45.51\00:09:47.18 addictions from Chile, I came 00:09:47.18\00:09:50.19 here just as a drug addict. 00:09:50.19\00:09:52.19 I mean, I was smoking every 00:09:52.19\00:09:53.82 single day, I was doing hash, I 00:09:53.82\00:09:55.32 was doing cocaine before I came 00:09:55.32\00:09:57.79 to Canada. 00:09:57.79\00:09:58.63 So here was just like the door 00:09:58.63\00:10:00.20 to all the opportunities, 00:10:00.20\00:10:02.80 very easy. 00:10:02.80\00:10:03.80 So I remember going to high 00:10:04.20\00:10:05.47 school and this was in the 00:10:05.47\00:10:07.30 school yard, you had like 00:10:07.30\00:10:09.50 three, four kids selling 00:10:09.50\00:10:10.57 marijuana, right? 00:10:10.57\00:10:11.94 So yeah, no, I got-- it was very 00:10:12.51\00:10:14.94 easy, things escalated. 00:10:14.94\00:10:16.71 And because I was so hooked to 00:10:16.71\00:10:18.95 this, I was so addicted that I 00:10:18.95\00:10:20.92 couldn't afford it anymore. 00:10:20.92\00:10:22.68 It's expensive, it's very 00:10:22.68\00:10:24.45 expensive. 00:10:24.45\00:10:25.19 And on top of that, I was 00:10:25.19\00:10:26.32 smoking a pack of cigarettes 00:10:26.32\00:10:27.62 a day. 00:10:27.62\00:10:28.62 So I couldn't afford it. 00:10:28.62\00:10:29.79 So then what is the next thing 00:10:29.79\00:10:31.53 you do? 00:10:31.53\00:10:32.53 I started dealing. 00:10:32.96\00:10:34.60 I started selling marijuana. 00:10:34.60\00:10:36.13 And the interesting thing 00:10:36.70\00:10:38.83 is that... 00:10:38.83\00:10:39.97 ...I was basically in contact 00:10:40.94\00:10:44.94 with all of these crazy people 00:10:44.94\00:10:47.61 and one of the guys that was 00:10:47.61\00:10:49.41 giving me the marijuana for me 00:10:49.41\00:10:50.78 to sell was a cop 00:10:50.78\00:10:52.98 or a part-time cop. 00:10:52.98\00:10:54.48 So a crooked police. 00:10:54.98\00:10:56.62 So imagine that. 00:10:56.62\00:10:58.95 So this is how bad things were. 00:10:58.95\00:11:00.59 >> So how did things change? 00:11:01.12\00:11:02.39 Was there a specific turning 00:11:02.39\00:11:03.53 point? 00:11:03.53\00:11:04.46 [RICARDO] Yes, of course. 00:11:05.29\00:11:06.83 As I was saying, things got 00:11:06.83\00:11:09.56 really bad to the point that I'm 00:11:09.56\00:11:11.40 now selling marijuana. 00:11:11.40\00:11:13.84 My parents don't know what's 00:11:14.47\00:11:16.60 going on... 00:11:16.60\00:11:17.61 ...but I'm just getting 00:11:18.54\00:11:20.94 more hooked due to the 00:11:20.94\00:11:23.35 addiction and... 00:11:23.35\00:11:24.65 And one of the things that began 00:11:25.58\00:11:27.35 to happen is that one night I 00:11:27.35\00:11:29.35 experienced something that is... 00:11:29.35\00:11:30.95 ...called, like, this, basically 00:11:32.02\00:11:34.52 the feeling of death. 00:11:34.52\00:11:36.12 I didn't even know what it was. 00:11:36.79\00:11:38.99 Later on, I knew that it was a 00:11:38.99\00:11:40.36 panic attack, but I didn't know. 00:11:40.36\00:11:42.26 It was just like a heart attack. 00:11:42.26\00:11:43.93 Like your throat's, like, 00:11:43.93\00:11:46.07 closing up, you start feeling, 00:11:46.07\00:11:47.70 you know, your heart is racing 00:11:47.70\00:11:49.67 very fast, pain in your chest, 00:11:49.67\00:11:52.34 your arm is just in excruciating 00:11:52.34\00:11:54.48 pain that I thought I was having 00:11:54.48\00:11:57.15 a heart attack, like... 00:11:57.15\00:11:58.55 And at one point, basically 00:11:58.81\00:12:01.35 you're so scared, but at one 00:12:01.35\00:12:02.82 point you just kind of give up 00:12:02.82\00:12:05.55 and you're ready to go. 00:12:05.55\00:12:06.86 That moment just was the 00:12:07.56\00:12:10.76 beginning of the turning point. 00:12:10.76\00:12:12.39 From that moment on, I started 00:12:12.39\00:12:14.23 experiencing this often. 00:12:14.23\00:12:15.96 I couldn't do any drugs, my body 00:12:16.60\00:12:19.10 would start reacting. 00:12:19.10\00:12:20.90 I went through kind of a 00:12:20.90\00:12:23.04 withdrawal process that lasted a 00:12:23.04\00:12:24.87 long time where I'm having these 00:12:24.87\00:12:26.88 panic attacks all the time, 00:12:26.88\00:12:28.38 where I can't sleep, I cannot 00:12:28.38\00:12:29.94 hear my heart. 00:12:29.94\00:12:31.11 I have a-- even till now, I have 00:12:31.11\00:12:32.68 a hard time listening to my 00:12:32.68\00:12:34.48 heart. 00:12:34.48\00:12:35.08 If I put my my head on the 00:12:35.08\00:12:36.25 pillow and I hear my heart, I 00:12:36.25\00:12:37.32 need to change positions. 00:12:37.32\00:12:38.62 And through that moment, I 00:12:39.02\00:12:41.36 remember also that I, I was 00:12:41.36\00:12:43.29 feeling like I was losing it, 00:12:43.29\00:12:44.46 that I was going crazy, that I 00:12:44.46\00:12:46.06 couldn't control my body. 00:12:46.06\00:12:48.30 And I would wake up at night, 00:12:48.30\00:12:50.43 2:00 in the morning and just kin 00:12:50.43\00:12:51.57 of sit by the window. 00:12:51.57\00:12:52.97 I couldn't sleep well, I was 00:12:52.97\00:12:54.10 sleeping in a fetal position, 00:12:54.10\00:12:55.67 hugging a pillow sometimes. 00:12:55.67\00:12:57.04 It was just a scary moment in my 00:12:57.04\00:12:58.37 life where my parents didn't 00:12:58.37\00:13:00.18 know what was happening. 00:13:00.18\00:13:01.44 One of the things that through 00:13:03.14\00:13:04.28 that process was happening is 00:13:04.28\00:13:05.71 that my mom felt the need to go 00:13:05.71\00:13:07.75 back to church and my dad was 00:13:07.75\00:13:10.72 the one that follow after that. 00:13:10.72\00:13:12.42 And then my little sister. 00:13:13.25\00:13:15.76 Meanwhile, I'm just turning to 00:13:15.76\00:13:18.76 drinking now because drinking is 00:13:18.76\00:13:21.13 okay, my body doesn't react. 00:13:21.13\00:13:22.73 So I'm drinking, I'm drinking, 00:13:22.73\00:13:25.00 like, over, you know, more than 00:13:25.00\00:13:26.43 $300 a weekend and I'm just 00:13:26.43\00:13:29.84 grabbing a backpack, getting a 00:13:29.84\00:13:31.21 six pack in my backpack and then 00:13:31.21\00:13:33.71 just walking by myself downtown 00:13:33.71\00:13:35.78 Winnipeg, see if I could pick up 00:13:35.78\00:13:37.65 a fight or something like that. 00:13:37.65\00:13:38.95 Just angry with the world, just 00:13:38.95\00:13:40.55 losing it. 00:13:40.55\00:13:41.48 That's kind of what is happening 00:13:41.48\00:13:42.95 at that time. 00:13:42.95\00:13:44.22 >> And was there something that 00:13:45.55\00:13:49.16 your parents said or how did how 00:13:49.16\00:13:51.56 did they reach you 00:13:51.56\00:13:52.76 in that place? 00:13:52.76\00:13:53.53 They must have been, you know, 00:13:53.53\00:13:54.93 watching something and seeing 00:13:54.93\00:13:57.37 our son is not the same. 00:13:57.37\00:13:58.93 >> So that time as they're going 00:13:58.93\00:14:00.30 back to church, one of the-- of 00:14:00.30\00:14:02.57 course, they are scared for what 00:14:02.57\00:14:03.64 is happening in my life, they 00:14:03.64\00:14:04.87 don't know how to deal with it. 00:14:04.87\00:14:06.44 And they invited me to church. 00:14:06.98\00:14:09.61 And they invited me to church 00:14:11.05\00:14:13.62 and they were persistent 00:14:13.62\00:14:15.05 about it. 00:14:15.05\00:14:16.05 So I went to an evangelistic 00:14:16.05\00:14:18.32 series. 00:14:18.32\00:14:19.32 Now picture the worst 00:14:19.32\00:14:20.62 evangelistic series you can 00:14:20.62\00:14:21.62 imagine. 00:14:21.62\00:14:22.62 It's like we had Doug Batchelor, 00:14:22.62\00:14:24.66 it's not that he's a bad 00:14:24.66\00:14:25.59 speaker, he's a great speaker, 00:14:25.59\00:14:27.03 but Doug Batchelor speaking in 00:14:27.03\00:14:28.53 English. 00:14:28.53\00:14:29.43 Now this is translated over, 00:14:29.43\00:14:31.33 like, you can hear the English 00:14:31.33\00:14:32.83 and then you hear the Spanish 00:14:32.83\00:14:35.00 and it's in a satellite so you 00:14:35.00\00:14:36.47 have it on a projector and a 00:14:36.47\00:14:37.84 screen in the basement of a 00:14:37.84\00:14:39.61 church. 00:14:39.61\00:14:40.61 That's the evangelistic series 00:14:40.61\00:14:42.01 that I went to. 00:14:42.01\00:14:43.21 And-- but this is how God works. 00:14:43.21\00:14:46.08 He spoke something that just 00:14:47.15\00:14:48.98 caught my attention. 00:14:48.98\00:14:50.22 Didn't go back to church again, 00:14:50.22\00:14:52.52 but I followed that through the 00:14:52.52\00:14:53.96 computer. 00:14:53.96\00:14:54.96 And that was the beginning 00:14:55.46\00:14:56.99 of a change. 00:14:56.99\00:14:57.99 >> So it wasn't a polished 00:14:58.73\00:15:00.23 message, it was the message that 00:15:00.23\00:15:03.60 you heard, it was the content, 00:15:03.60\00:15:04.87 really, that spoke to you. 00:15:04.87\00:15:06.47 [RICARDO] Yes, the content. 00:15:06.47\00:15:08.14 Basically the appeal to my 00:15:09.27\00:15:10.91 intelligence and I think that 00:15:10.91\00:15:12.44 that's how God works, He appeals 00:15:12.44\00:15:14.31 to our intellect. 00:15:14.31\00:15:15.78 Now, one of the things that 00:15:15.78\00:15:16.64 happened there, Mike, is that as 00:15:16.64\00:15:19.35 time progressed, I felt the need 00:15:19.35\00:15:22.32 to spend-- to get to know God. 00:15:22.32\00:15:26.05 And one day I remember I made 00:15:26.05\00:15:29.16 the decision to go to church. 00:15:29.16\00:15:30.86 And my parents didn't know, they 00:15:31.66\00:15:32.99 were having breakfast so I 00:15:32.99\00:15:34.36 grabbed the towel, I went right 00:15:34.36\00:15:35.66 across the living room to the 00:15:35.66\00:15:36.90 bathroom. 00:15:36.90\00:15:38.07 And they were wondering, "What 00:15:38.07\00:15:39.57 is this guy doing Saturday 00:15:39.57\00:15:40.94 morning? 00:15:40.94\00:15:41.67 Usually he's coming back on 00:15:41.67\00:15:42.64 Saturday morning, so what is he 00:15:42.64\00:15:44.24 doing?" 00:15:44.24\00:15:44.91 So I went to the shower, I said, 00:15:44.91\00:15:45.97 "Oh, I'm gonna take a shower." 00:15:45.97\00:15:47.61 "Where are you going?" 00:15:47.61\00:15:48.51 "I'm going to church." 00:15:48.51\00:15:49.98 And they were super surprised, 00:15:49.98\00:15:50.91 they were, as you can imagine, 00:15:50.91\00:15:52.31 they were happy. 00:15:52.31\00:15:53.62 So we made it to church and one 00:15:53.62\00:15:55.22 of the things that I experienced 00:15:55.22\00:15:56.72 there is that as the service 00:15:56.72\00:16:00.56 ended, the elder of the church 00:16:00.56\00:16:04.16 approached me and he says, 00:16:04.16\00:16:06.23 "Welcome, I knew you would 00:16:06.23\00:16:08.23 come." 00:16:08.23\00:16:09.23 And I'm looking at him all kind 00:16:10.10\00:16:12.47 of suspicious, how this guy knew 00:16:12.47\00:16:14.20 that I was gonna come here 00:16:14.20\00:16:16.14 when I made the decision this 00:16:16.14\00:16:17.24 morning? 00:16:17.24\00:16:18.24 And so I confronted him and I 00:16:18.67\00:16:20.24 asked him, "How do you know?" 00:16:20.24\00:16:22.08 So he said, "I knew you would 00:16:23.11\00:16:24.81 come because we were praying 00:16:24.81\00:16:27.05 for you." 00:16:27.05\00:16:28.08 And that moment, I just knew 00:16:28.92\00:16:31.72 that along that time as my mom 00:16:31.72\00:16:35.09 was going to church, as my dad 00:16:35.09\00:16:36.46 was going to church, people were 00:16:36.46\00:16:37.96 praying for me and that made the 00:16:37.96\00:16:40.33 difference. 00:16:40.33\00:16:41.63 [MIKE] You didn't know they were 00:16:42.53\00:16:43.90 praying for you? 00:16:43.90\00:16:45.17 >> I had no idea. 00:16:45.57\00:16:47.10 I had no idea that people were 00:16:47.10\00:16:48.30 praying for me. 00:16:48.30\00:16:49.44 >> And that really spoke to your 00:16:49.77\00:16:51.67 heart? 00:16:51.67\00:16:52.64 >> I mean, I believe that 00:16:53.34\00:16:54.34 everything that happened, to be 00:16:54.34\00:16:55.94 honest, from the panic attacks 00:16:55.94\00:16:57.75 through the whole journey, that 00:16:57.75\00:16:59.41 was God reaching out, just 00:16:59.41\00:17:01.25 pulling me out of the mess. 00:17:01.25\00:17:02.82 [RENÉ] This is so encouraging, 00:17:04.39\00:17:06.52 Pastor, because it reminds those 00:17:06.52\00:17:10.43 viewing who are parents and 00:17:10.43\00:17:12.96 might be feeling so discouraged 00:17:12.96\00:17:14.76 about their children, but just 00:17:14.76\00:17:17.00 to know that don't stop praying 00:17:17.00\00:17:19.70 for your kids. 00:17:19.70\00:17:21.30 Prayer is so powerful and God 00:17:21.30\00:17:25.14 knows each of our children so 00:17:25.14\00:17:27.24 well and He knows exactly how to 00:17:27.24\00:17:29.64 reach them, just like He reached 00:17:29.64\00:17:31.35 you. 00:17:31.35\00:17:32.35 And He's promised in His word 00:17:32.68\00:17:34.45 that He's going to save our 00:17:34.45\00:17:36.22 children. 00:17:36.22\00:17:37.12 [RICARDO] Amen. 00:17:37.12\00:17:38.12 [RENÉ] And so what an experience 00:17:38.12\00:17:39.92 it must have been for your mom 00:17:39.92\00:17:41.22 and your dad. 00:17:41.22\00:17:42.26 >> So did you get involved in 00:17:44.03\00:17:45.96 the church? 00:17:45.96\00:17:46.96 >> Of course. 00:17:47.36\00:17:48.00 This is the amazing thing that 00:17:48.00\00:17:49.16 God does, right? 00:17:49.16\00:17:50.40 He not only changes you inside, 00:17:51.23\00:17:53.94 but He uses you. 00:17:53.94\00:17:56.14 And I began to get involved with 00:17:56.14\00:17:59.67 the youth and we were doing 00:17:59.67\00:18:01.91 different activities, different 00:18:01.91\00:18:03.58 things in the church. 00:18:03.58\00:18:05.55 I remember one of the things 00:18:05.55\00:18:06.68 that changed my life was 00:18:06.68\00:18:09.48 the fact that we used to go to 00:18:09.48\00:18:10.62 the nursing home and we used to 00:18:10.62\00:18:12.69 do this service for a couple 00:18:12.69\00:18:14.52 Hispanic guys that were there. 00:18:14.52\00:18:16.29 And I remember that one day, one 00:18:16.29\00:18:18.63 Saturday afternoon, as I was 00:18:18.63\00:18:21.46 coming home, I was riding in the 00:18:21.46\00:18:23.53 back of the car with my parents 00:18:23.53\00:18:25.20 and I was just reflecting about 00:18:25.20\00:18:26.33 the day. 00:18:26.33\00:18:27.34 I was feeling so... how can I-- 00:18:27.34\00:18:30.51 so joyful, so satisfied about 00:18:30.51\00:18:32.57 the day. 00:18:32.57\00:18:33.24 I was happy, I was enjoying what 00:18:33.24\00:18:35.31 I was doing. 00:18:35.31\00:18:36.64 I remember as I'm riding, I'm 00:18:36.64\00:18:39.21 thinking about the whole day and 00:18:39.21\00:18:41.32 I felt that this is what I had 00:18:41.32\00:18:42.92 to do. 00:18:42.92\00:18:43.99 I felt that this is what I need 00:18:44.32\00:18:46.09 to be doing my whole life. 00:18:46.09\00:18:48.02 And I spoke to my parents and I 00:18:48.02\00:18:49.59 said, "I know what I want to do 00:18:49.59\00:18:51.83 with my life." 00:18:51.83\00:18:53.03 I had no idea before, but this 00:18:53.43\00:18:55.26 moment it was just so clear 00:18:55.26\00:18:56.80 to me. 00:18:56.80\00:18:57.57 And they asked, "So yeah, what 00:18:57.57\00:18:58.60 do you want to do?" 00:18:58.60\00:18:59.57 I said, "I wanna be a minister." 00:18:59.57\00:19:01.70 Of course they were super happy 00:19:01.70\00:19:04.11 about that. 00:19:04.11\00:19:05.24 But that moment just 00:19:05.24\00:19:07.38 changed my life. 00:19:07.38\00:19:08.44 It changed my life. 00:19:08.44\00:19:09.84 >> Pastor Ricardo, you really 00:19:11.08\00:19:12.98 had to face a lot. 00:19:12.98\00:19:15.32 Were you ever angry with God for 00:19:15.32\00:19:18.49 what happened to you as a child? 00:19:18.49\00:19:20.32 >> Of course, and I think that 00:19:21.32\00:19:23.26 most and I would say maybe all 00:19:23.26\00:19:25.89 of the victims that go through 00:19:25.89\00:19:28.30 something as dramatic as I did, 00:19:28.30\00:19:30.43 they have questioned God at one 00:19:30.43\00:19:32.37 point or another. 00:19:32.37\00:19:33.64 And one of the things that I 00:19:34.04\00:19:35.27 question is where was God? 00:19:35.27\00:19:37.87 Where was God in that moment? 00:19:38.97\00:19:40.88 Because in that moment, as I 00:19:40.88\00:19:42.44 grew up and as I tried to cope 00:19:42.44\00:19:44.81 with what happened, not telling 00:19:44.81\00:19:46.38 anyone, I felt guilty, I felt 00:19:46.38\00:19:48.32 ashamed, I felt lonely, I felt 00:19:48.32\00:19:52.35 that I was just battling this 00:19:52.35\00:19:54.46 myself, I felt even incapable of 00:19:54.46\00:19:56.83 overcoming all this stuff. 00:19:56.83\00:19:58.46 So I questioned, where was God? 00:19:58.46\00:19:59.96 If there is a loving God, 00:19:59.96\00:20:01.23 where is He? 00:20:01.23\00:20:02.23 Why did He allow that to happen 00:20:02.23\00:20:03.50 to me? 00:20:03.50\00:20:04.47 I was mad at God. 00:20:04.47\00:20:05.33 At one point I just, I became an 00:20:05.33\00:20:07.00 atheist, I didn't care for God 00:20:07.00\00:20:08.94 because if there is a loving God 00:20:08.94\00:20:11.54 somewhere, how He can allow this 00:20:11.54\00:20:14.01 to happen to me? 00:20:14.01\00:20:15.08 >> And now that you have become 00:20:15.68\00:20:17.51 a pastor, you study the Bible, 00:20:17.51\00:20:19.51 what do you understand about 00:20:19.51\00:20:20.92 where God was when you were 00:20:20.92\00:20:22.92 going through that? 00:20:22.92\00:20:23.95 >> It's amazing, that journey, 00:20:24.55\00:20:26.42 to understand where God was in 00:20:26.42\00:20:28.26 the picture. 00:20:28.26\00:20:29.39 You know, God was always 00:20:29.39\00:20:31.56 in the picture. 00:20:31.56\00:20:32.89 Now, one of the things is that 00:20:32.89\00:20:34.20 we have choice, and I understand 00:20:34.20\00:20:36.16 that we have freedom of choice 00:20:36.16\00:20:38.83 and we live, unfortunately, in a 00:20:38.83\00:20:40.14 world that is sinful. 00:20:40.14\00:20:41.87 And we can exercise that choice 00:20:41.87\00:20:43.44 where God doesn't manipulate, 00:20:43.44\00:20:45.14 God doesn't control, and those 00:20:45.14\00:20:48.21 things that happen to us, they 00:20:48.21\00:20:49.71 are the product of somebody 00:20:49.71\00:20:50.98 else's choice that affect 00:20:50.98\00:20:54.12 your life. 00:20:54.12\00:20:55.52 So in reality, I mean, God was 00:20:55.52\00:20:59.42 there, but in His love He 00:20:59.42\00:21:01.96 allowed choice to take place 00:21:01.96\00:21:04.03 and, unfortunately, because of 00:21:04.03\00:21:05.43 sin, those things come to us 00:21:05.43\00:21:08.00 without us asking for it. 00:21:08.00\00:21:10.00 Now, the cool thing about it is 00:21:10.67\00:21:13.13 that He doesn't leave you there. 00:21:13.13\00:21:14.54 He doesn't leave you broken, 00:21:15.70\00:21:17.57 He mends you, He brings you up, 00:21:17.57\00:21:20.51 He builds you up 00:21:20.51\00:21:21.94 and He heals you. 00:21:21.94\00:21:23.48 Ultimately, He brings healing 00:21:23.48\00:21:24.85 into your life. 00:21:24.85\00:21:26.15 >> How were you able to move 00:21:26.15\00:21:28.25 forward from your past to-- was 00:21:28.25\00:21:31.05 there some kind of mechanism 00:21:31.05\00:21:32.55 for you? 00:21:32.55\00:21:33.46 Was it forgiveness? 00:21:33.46\00:21:34.79 What was it that allowed you to 00:21:34.79\00:21:36.49 move forward and not be ruled by 00:21:36.49\00:21:38.66 your past? 00:21:38.66\00:21:39.66 >> It was tough, it was a tough 00:21:40.23\00:21:41.63 journey. 00:21:41.63\00:21:42.30 Still, like, there are moments 00:21:42.30\00:21:44.50 that is difficult. 00:21:44.50\00:21:45.93 I did a lot of psychology 00:21:46.74\00:21:47.70 classes trying to understand 00:21:47.70\00:21:49.40 what happened, why I reacted the 00:21:49.40\00:21:51.24 way I did, but ultimately it was 00:21:51.24\00:21:54.01 understanding that you are not 00:21:54.01\00:21:56.31 the product of the past, that 00:21:56.31\00:21:59.08 you can create a future, that 00:21:59.08\00:22:01.92 you don't have to be ruled by 00:22:01.92\00:22:03.35 the things of the past. 00:22:03.35\00:22:04.85 Usually when we go through these 00:22:04.85\00:22:07.09 experiences, those experiences, 00:22:07.09\00:22:09.02 they become the things that are 00:22:09.02\00:22:10.56 ruling your present and you 00:22:10.56\00:22:13.36 almost define yourself by those 00:22:13.36\00:22:15.06 things. 00:22:15.06\00:22:16.10 God showed me through His Word 00:22:16.40\00:22:18.57 that I didn't have to define 00:22:18.57\00:22:20.10 myself by what happened to me, 00:22:20.10\00:22:22.74 that I could be a son of God, 00:22:22.74\00:22:24.24 that I could have a future, that 00:22:24.24\00:22:25.84 He could break-- that He could 00:22:25.84\00:22:27.31 let me actually have the 00:22:27.31\00:22:29.38 experience of breaking free from 00:22:29.38\00:22:30.88 that experience and not be ruled 00:22:30.88\00:22:32.55 by it. 00:22:32.55\00:22:33.55 Just, doesn't mean that you're 00:22:33.55\00:22:34.65 gonna forget. 00:22:34.65\00:22:35.82 It's always there. 00:22:35.82\00:22:37.15 You remember, but you're not 00:22:37.15\00:22:39.22 ruled by it, so you break free 00:22:39.22\00:22:40.76 and you can create a future with 00:22:40.76\00:22:42.36 God leading that future. 00:22:42.36\00:22:43.79 And it's amazing, it's amazing 00:22:43.79\00:22:45.03 when that happens, your whole 00:22:45.03\00:22:47.13 world changes. 00:22:47.13\00:22:48.23 [RENÉ] Pastor Ricardo, have you 00:22:49.63\00:22:51.47 had any opportunities to 00:22:51.47\00:22:54.14 minister to others because of 00:22:54.14\00:22:55.60 your traumatic experiences? 00:22:55.60\00:22:57.81 >> That's one of the things that 00:22:59.47\00:23:00.71 is strange. 00:23:00.71\00:23:01.98 You may you may think that how 00:23:02.94\00:23:04.65 can you minister with something 00:23:04.65\00:23:05.78 that, you know, happened to you 00:23:05.78\00:23:06.88 that is so horrible? 00:23:06.88\00:23:08.38 But it's amazing how God turned 00:23:09.05\00:23:10.62 bad things into something that 00:23:10.62\00:23:12.19 can be useful. 00:23:12.19\00:23:13.39 I have had many experiences 00:23:14.29\00:23:15.62 where a young girl or someone, 00:23:15.62\00:23:18.59 even a young male, approached me 00:23:18.59\00:23:21.33 and opens up and say, "This is 00:23:21.33\00:23:23.70 what happened." 00:23:23.70\00:23:24.90 And I said, "I know what you're 00:23:25.53\00:23:27.14 going through." 00:23:27.14\00:23:28.24 And of course, people, they say, 00:23:28.24\00:23:29.70 "No, you don't know what you're 00:23:29.70\00:23:30.77 going through-- what I'm going 00:23:30.77\00:23:31.84 through." 00:23:31.84\00:23:33.01 I say, "Yes, I know what you're 00:23:33.01\00:23:33.81 going through." 00:23:33.81\00:23:34.64 "No, you don't." 00:23:34.64\00:23:35.41 And I'm like, "Yes, I know 00:23:35.41\00:23:36.38 exactly what you're going 00:23:36.38\00:23:37.25 through because I went through 00:23:37.25\00:23:38.15 it also." 00:23:38.15\00:23:39.18 And it gives you an opportunity 00:23:39.18\00:23:41.15 to just not only share how God 00:23:41.15\00:23:44.65 has taken you out of there, but 00:23:44.65\00:23:46.92 to provide hope for people to 00:23:46.92\00:23:48.59 know that you don't have to be 00:23:48.59\00:23:49.99 stuck in the same place that 00:23:49.99\00:23:51.66 you've been for years. 00:23:51.66\00:23:53.26 >> You also have a very creative 00:23:54.60\00:23:56.36 side to you and you've done some 00:23:56.36\00:23:57.77 creative ministry cutting hair. 00:23:57.77\00:23:59.73 Tell us a little bit about that. 00:23:59.73\00:24:01.57 [RICARDO] Yeah, cutting hair is. 00:24:01.94\00:24:03.27 I came to this church when 00:24:03.27\00:24:06.41 COVID started, so everything was 00:24:06.41\00:24:08.71 closed and I'm like, "What do 00:24:08.71\00:24:09.78 you use to get to know people 00:24:09.78\00:24:13.18 when you are just behind 00:24:13.18\00:24:14.22 cameras?" 00:24:14.22\00:24:15.45 [RICARDO] You want zero to two. 00:24:15.45\00:24:16.58 >> Yeah. 00:24:16.58\00:24:17.12 >> Okay, so we'll blend this 00:24:17.25\00:24:18.19 side here and then we'll just 00:24:18.19\00:24:20.22 blend it in. 00:24:20.22\00:24:20.96 Okay. 00:24:20.96\00:24:21.56 >> Sure, yeah yeah, that'll be 00:24:21.66\00:24:22.22 good. 00:24:22.22\00:24:22.82 [RICARDO] So yes, I cut hair. 00:24:22.96\00:24:25.93 I started that as an initiative 00:24:25.93\00:24:27.66 to get to know the youth in the 00:24:27.66\00:24:30.53 church and has worked. 00:24:30.53\00:24:32.47 Of course, that's something that 00:24:33.37\00:24:34.70 began, before that I use this in 00:24:34.70\00:24:37.27 the States, I use this in Cuba 00:24:37.27\00:24:39.84 as creative evangelism. 00:24:39.84\00:24:41.28 It's an awesome opportunity to 00:24:41.28\00:24:42.71 get to know people. 00:24:42.71\00:24:44.01 You know, when you go and you 00:24:44.01\00:24:44.95 sit in a barber chair, you just 00:24:44.95\00:24:47.92 kind of talk and walls come down 00:24:47.92\00:24:51.32 and then you get to get in 00:24:51.32\00:24:52.39 contact with people. 00:24:52.39\00:24:53.62 So, yeah, that's what is 00:24:53.62\00:24:54.62 happening. 00:24:54.62\00:24:55.39 We're thinking about opening 00:24:55.39\00:24:56.36 that to the community, too, 00:24:56.36\00:24:57.39 so... 00:24:57.39\00:24:58.19 So that's where we are 00:24:58.19\00:24:58.99 with that. 00:24:58.99\00:24:59.86 >> So can you tell us a little 00:25:01.26\00:25:02.53 bit more about your church here 00:25:02.53\00:25:05.30 in Winnipeg, Manitoba? 00:25:05.30\00:25:07.40 >> Yes, Henderson Highway Church 00:25:07.40\00:25:09.90 is a very loving church. 00:25:09.90\00:25:12.51 It's a multicultural church. 00:25:12.51\00:25:14.78 We have, I think, if I'm not 00:25:14.78\00:25:17.31 mistaken, over 20 countries that 00:25:17.31\00:25:19.21 are here in this church so it's 00:25:19.21\00:25:22.02 very nice. 00:25:22.02\00:25:23.15 You can find people from a lot 00:25:23.15\00:25:24.52 of places within the church, 00:25:24.52\00:25:26.39 yeah. 00:25:26.39\00:25:27.39 [RENÉ] And so one final 00:25:28.09\00:25:29.86 question. 00:25:29.86\00:25:31.03 Do you have a favourite Bible 00:25:31.53\00:25:33.60 verse that you can share 00:25:33.60\00:25:35.20 with us? 00:25:35.20\00:25:36.20 >> Yes, of course. 00:25:36.20\00:25:37.73 My favourite Bible verse is how 00:25:37.73\00:25:39.40 God spoke to me in those moments 00:25:39.40\00:25:41.77 of darkness and it's Jeremiah 00:25:41.77\00:25:44.21 chapter 1, verses 4 to 9. 00:25:44.21\00:25:46.44 It talks about that before God 00:25:47.11\00:25:49.98 created you, He already knew you 00:25:49.98\00:25:52.48 and He had a purpose for you. 00:25:52.48\00:25:54.05 And He says, "I assign you as a 00:25:54.05\00:25:55.82 prophet for the nations, and 00:25:55.82\00:25:56.99 wherever you go, 00:25:56.99\00:25:58.32 I will be with you." 00:25:58.32\00:25:59.89 That passage has been with me 00:25:59.89\00:26:02.29 throughout my ministry, 00:26:02.29\00:26:03.83 understanding that God knew me 00:26:03.83\00:26:05.63 before He even created me. 00:26:05.63\00:26:07.10 [MIKE] Pastor Ricardo, before we 00:26:08.46\00:26:09.63 go, I wonder if you could pray 00:26:09.63\00:26:11.40 for our viewers. 00:26:11.40\00:26:12.90 There may be someone who is 00:26:12.90\00:26:14.00 watching, who has been through 00:26:14.00\00:26:15.04 something traumatic. 00:26:15.04\00:26:16.47 Could you pray for them 00:26:16.47\00:26:17.64 for healing? 00:26:17.64\00:26:18.77 [RICARDO] Of course. 00:26:18.77\00:26:19.77 Let us pray. 00:26:19.77\00:26:21.01 Father God, we're so thankful 00:26:21.01\00:26:23.28 that we have a safe place, a 00:26:23.28\00:26:25.98 refuge place, where we can come 00:26:25.98\00:26:27.85 and run without brokenness, 00:26:27.85\00:26:29.18 knowing that we accepted, 00:26:29.18\00:26:30.45 that we are loved. 00:26:30.45\00:26:32.09 Father, You never intended for 00:26:32.09\00:26:33.76 us to experience the pain that 00:26:33.76\00:26:36.29 we go through in this world of 00:26:36.29\00:26:37.49 suffering. 00:26:37.49\00:26:38.56 But, Lord, thank You that You 00:26:38.56\00:26:39.56 have manifested Yourself in 00:26:39.56\00:26:41.03 tangible ways, in a way to tell 00:26:41.03\00:26:43.30 us that You love us, that You 00:26:43.30\00:26:44.67 care, that You are in our lives, 00:26:44.67\00:26:46.60 that we are not abandoned, that 00:26:46.60\00:26:47.77 we are not alone. 00:26:47.77\00:26:49.10 And Father, I pray that You will 00:26:49.10\00:26:50.04 break some chains today, that 00:26:50.04\00:26:51.67 You will set some people free. 00:26:51.67\00:26:53.34 You came to set the captives 00:26:53.34\00:26:54.54 free, and I pray that You will 00:26:54.54\00:26:56.14 do that. 00:26:56.14\00:26:56.98 Whoever is struggling, Lord, 00:26:56.98\00:26:58.38 with self esteem issues, whoever 00:26:58.38\00:27:00.98 is struggling with the pain and 00:27:00.98\00:27:02.82 the suffering of abuse, I pray, 00:27:02.82\00:27:04.89 Lord, that You will come into 00:27:04.89\00:27:06.15 their lives and that You will 00:27:06.15\00:27:07.22 let them know how much You love 00:27:07.22\00:27:09.42 them and how valuable they are 00:27:09.42\00:27:11.09 to You, that You gave Your own 00:27:11.09\00:27:12.76 life, the most precious thing 00:27:12.76\00:27:14.66 that you had, You gave it for 00:27:14.66\00:27:16.73 them so that they could actually 00:27:16.73\00:27:18.23 spend eternity with You. 00:27:18.23\00:27:19.93 Father, please put that in their 00:27:19.93\00:27:21.57 minds, in their hearts, make 00:27:21.57\00:27:22.70 that part of their experience, 00:27:22.70\00:27:24.04 for we pray in Jesus' name, 00:27:24.04\00:27:25.57 amen. 00:27:25.57\00:27:26.57 [MIKE & RENÉ] Amen. 00:27:26.57\00:27:27.81 >> Pastor Ricardo, thank you so 00:27:27.81\00:27:29.31 much for joining us on It Is 00:27:29.31\00:27:31.11 Written Canada today. 00:27:31.11\00:27:32.58 >> Thank you. 00:27:33.28\00:27:33.75 It was a pleasure 00:27:33.75\00:27:34.75 to be with you. 00:27:34.75\00:27:35.95 >> Just like Pastor Ricardo's 00:27:38.72\00:27:40.42 story, our free offer, Changed 00:27:40.42\00:27:42.92 For Life, will give you hope. 00:27:42.92\00:27:45.43 >> Changed For Life features the 00:27:45.43\00:27:47.76 incredible true stories of 00:27:47.76\00:27:49.66 people who faced unbelievable 00:27:49.66\00:27:52.03 challenges. 00:27:52.03\00:27:53.20 No matter who you are, where you 00:27:53.20\00:27:55.07 come from, or what kind of pain 00:27:55.07\00:27:57.34 you are facing today, you will 00:27:57.34\00:27:59.81 see how God has a solution 00:27:59.81\00:28:02.18 for you. 00:28:02.18\00:28:03.01 >> Before you go, we would also 00:28:05.31\00:28:06.92 like to invite you to follow us 00:28:06.92\00:28:09.15 on Instagram and Facebook and 00:28:09.15\00:28:11.92 subscribe to our YouTube channel 00:28:11.92\00:28:14.49 and also listen to our podcasts. 00:28:14.49\00:28:17.59 And if you go to our website, 00:28:17.59\00:28:19.69 you can see our latest programs. 00:28:19.69\00:28:22.30 >> You, too, can experience the 00:28:22.30\00:28:23.70 fullness of life found in the 00:28:23.70\00:28:25.37 words of Jesus when He said, "It 00:28:25.37\00:28:27.47 is written, 'Man shall not live 00:28:27.47\00:28:29.37 by bread alone, but by every 00:28:29.37\00:28:31.54 word that proceeds out of the 00:28:31.54\00:28:33.31 mouth of God.'" 00:28:33.31\00:28:34.84 [inspirational music playing] 00:28:34.84\00:28:37.71 ¤¤ 00:28:37.71\00:28:58.63