い 00:00:00.40\00:00:34.83 [ominous musi] 00:00:37.00\00:00:40.84 >> Hello and welcome to It Is 00:00:44.11\00:00:45.57 Written Canada. 00:00:45.57\00:00:46.57 Thank you for joining us. 00:00:46.57\00:00:48.21 To say everything in life is 00:00:48.21\00:00:49.78 easy to understand is far from 00:00:49.78\00:00:51.48 the truth. 00:00:51.48\00:00:52.48 Traumatic accidents happen and 00:00:52.48\00:00:54.55 we wonder why. 00:00:54.55\00:00:55.85 >> Why did this happen to me? 00:00:56.92\00:00:58.82 How do I makes sense of this? 00:00:58.82\00:01:00.89 >> These are the types of 00:01:00.89\00:01:02.49 questions Arden Brock found 00:01:02.49\00:01:04.29 himself asking after facing 00:01:04.29\00:01:06.59 more than one life-threatening 00:01:06.59\00:01:08.73 encounter. 00:01:08.73\00:01:10.27 >> When the big one caught him 00:01:10.27\00:01:12.20 by surprise, he saw the face 00:01:12.20\00:01:14.37 of The Evil One tempting him 00:01:14.37\00:01:16.27 to take the easy way out and 00:01:16.27\00:01:18.51 end it all. 00:01:18.51\00:01:20.34 [ARDEN] Hi, I'm Arden Brock, 00:01:22.44\00:01:24.15 I live in Kynoch, a small 00:01:24.15\00:01:27.18 community near Iron Bridge, 00:01:27.18\00:01:29.95 just east of Sault Ste. Marie. 00:01:29.95\00:01:32.72 We own a beef farm and do some 00:01:32.72\00:01:36.36 logging, retail firewood from 00:01:36.36\00:01:39.89 the logging industry to a 00:01:39.89\00:01:42.13 market near us. 00:01:42.13\00:01:43.80 [gentle piano music] 00:01:43.80\00:01:47.67 I met Kristen at a regional 00:01:47.67\00:01:50.17 camp meeting where a bunch of 00:01:50.17\00:01:52.14 the churches got together once 00:01:52.14\00:01:54.18 a year for religious meetings 00:01:54.18\00:01:57.21 and she came from a different 00:01:57.21\00:02:01.38 church in the area than I did. 00:02:01.38\00:02:03.35 So we have three children 00:02:05.02\00:02:06.22 together and Natalie is our 00:02:06.22\00:02:08.42 oldest and then Isaac and 00:02:08.42\00:02:10.83 Aaron's youngest. 00:02:10.83\00:02:12.79 They bring a lot of joy to 00:02:12.79\00:02:14.46 life, they're awesome kids and 00:02:14.46\00:02:18.53 they're fun to be with and 00:02:18.53\00:02:20.94 they enjoy time with the 00:02:20.94\00:02:22.57 family and I love them. 00:02:22.57\00:02:25.27 I've always been involved in 00:02:27.24\00:02:29.31 equipment operation as part of 00:02:29.31\00:02:31.35 the industries we work in and 00:02:31.35\00:02:34.98 it involves a lot of danger. 00:02:34.98\00:02:38.02 The equipment is good 00:02:38.02\00:02:40.22 equipment, but just by nature, 00:02:40.22\00:02:42.86 working with animals and 00:02:42.86\00:02:45.03 working with primary industry, 00:02:45.03\00:02:48.23 it involves a level of danger 00:02:48.23\00:02:52.00 similar to that of the mining 00:02:52.00\00:02:53.40 industry. 00:02:53.40\00:02:54.77 We are the softest thing that 00:02:54.77\00:02:56.00 we work with. 00:02:56.00\00:02:57.57 As such, I've had a number of 00:02:57.57\00:03:00.54 incidents in my life where 00:03:00.54\00:03:02.38 it's clear that God is the One 00:03:02.38\00:03:05.08 that takes the credit, that is 00:03:05.08\00:03:07.42 the one that provided the 00:03:07.42\00:03:09.95 protection. 00:03:09.95\00:03:11.55 I remember one incident when 00:03:11.55\00:03:13.12 we were in the logging 00:03:13.12\00:03:14.82 industry, I was driving a 00:03:14.82\00:03:17.13 slasher up a hill and as I got 00:03:17.13\00:03:20.36 on this hill, I realized that 00:03:20.36\00:03:22.50 I didn't have enough traction 00:03:22.50\00:03:24.10 to make it over the top, but 00:03:24.10\00:03:25.67 at that point you're committed 00:03:25.67\00:03:26.94 so what can you do? 00:03:26.94\00:03:28.67 So I made the decision, "Well, 00:03:28.67\00:03:30.61 I'll go until I spin out and 00:03:30.61\00:03:32.57 hopefully it'll get enough 00:03:32.57\00:03:34.61 traction that I can at least 00:03:34.61\00:03:36.24 hold it on the hill." 00:03:36.24\00:03:37.98 I wasn't able to so I started 00:03:37.98\00:03:40.08 to slide back down the hill 00:03:40.08\00:03:42.38 backwards and although you're 00:03:42.38\00:03:45.25 sliding, you have some 00:03:45.25\00:03:46.49 steering control and I 00:03:46.49\00:03:48.06 thought, well, maybe if I 00:03:48.06\00:03:49.82 can steer the back end of 00:03:49.82\00:03:52.49 the trailer into the snow bank 00:03:52.49\00:03:54.46 it'll stop me and there's a 00:03:54.46\00:03:56.33 drop-off on the left side. 00:03:56.33\00:03:59.17 The trailer goes into the bank 00:03:59.17\00:04:00.60 on the right hand side and it 00:04:00.60\00:04:02.10 pushes the truck sideways and 00:04:02.10\00:04:04.41 I look over through the window 00:04:04.41\00:04:07.38 and I see a stump of a tree 00:04:07.38\00:04:09.28 and I'm like, "Oh, what's this 00:04:09.28\00:04:10.65 gonna feel like?" 00:04:10.65\00:04:12.35 And all of a sudden, the truck 00:04:12.35\00:04:14.08 rattles and just stops and... 00:04:14.08\00:04:17.15 Why? 00:04:17.92\00:04:19.35 And when I get out and look 00:04:19.35\00:04:21.49 and crawled out the passenger 00:04:21.49\00:04:23.43 side because I'm hanging mid 00:04:23.43\00:04:25.89 air on the driver's side, I 00:04:25.89\00:04:27.86 notice that the boom of the 00:04:27.86\00:04:29.66 slasher has rested up against 00:04:29.66\00:04:31.60 a tree that was standing on 00:04:31.60\00:04:33.30 the side of the road and it's 00:04:33.30\00:04:35.10 what kept the slasher from 00:04:35.10\00:04:36.91 rolling over. 00:04:36.91\00:04:38.74 So that's one of the examples 00:04:38.74\00:04:40.61 of how God's intervened in 00:04:40.61\00:04:43.48 my life. 00:04:43.48\00:04:44.98 My accident happened a month 00:04:48.62\00:04:50.85 and a day after my first born 00:04:50.85\00:04:52.85 was born. 00:04:52.85\00:04:54.59 As a new parent, you don't get 00:04:54.59\00:04:56.12 as much sleep as you normally 00:04:56.12\00:04:58.03 would so there was a lot of 00:04:58.03\00:04:59.86 influencing factors, it was a 00:04:59.86\00:05:01.80 hectic period of time on the 00:05:01.80\00:05:04.60 farm, it was the beginning of 00:05:04.60\00:05:08.04 haying season so there was 00:05:08.04\00:05:10.94 obviously a lot of work, we're 00:05:10.94\00:05:12.74 just wrapping up some of the 00:05:12.74\00:05:14.58 forestry side of things so, 00:05:14.58\00:05:16.81 again, that was taking a lot 00:05:16.81\00:05:18.78 of time. 00:05:18.78\00:05:20.12 So we baled baleage, if you're 00:05:20.12\00:05:23.15 familiar with farm work, 00:05:23.15\00:05:25.29 there's a round baler that you 00:05:25.29\00:05:27.72 bale green hay. 00:05:27.72\00:05:29.82 When we bale that, if the 00:05:29.82\00:05:31.26 moisture content isn't 00:05:31.26\00:05:33.03 perfect, it'll tend to wrap on 00:05:33.03\00:05:35.16 the rollers and if it does 00:05:35.16\00:05:38.43 that, often times we don't 00:05:38.43\00:05:40.34 deal with it right away, we'll 00:05:40.34\00:05:42.14 deal with it later in the day 00:05:42.14\00:05:44.31 or as a preventative 00:05:44.31\00:05:46.94 maintenance the following 00:05:46.94\00:05:48.24 morning which was what I did 00:05:48.24\00:05:49.68 this day. 00:05:49.68\00:05:50.91 That happened the night 00:05:50.91\00:05:52.68 before, we had worked late 00:05:52.68\00:05:54.22 into the night to wrap up some 00:05:54.22\00:05:55.95 baleage and the following 00:05:55.95\00:05:57.72 morning I was doing this 00:05:57.72\00:05:59.35 preventative maintenance where 00:05:59.35\00:06:01.22 I would cut off the wrapped 00:06:01.22\00:06:03.93 material on those rollers. 00:06:03.93\00:06:06.03 So you take an X-Acto knife 00:06:06.03\00:06:08.96 and just score the material 00:06:08.96\00:06:12.23 and then turn the baler on, 00:06:12.23\00:06:14.67 turn the PTO on on the tractor 00:06:14.67\00:06:16.34 and it turns the rollers and 00:06:16.34\00:06:18.11 usually the material will come 00:06:18.11\00:06:19.51 come off, if it doesn't, you 00:06:19.51\00:06:21.51 shut the PTO off and get back 00:06:21.51\00:06:23.45 in and score it in a 00:06:23.45\00:06:24.88 different location. 00:06:24.88\00:06:26.25 I had done that a number of 00:06:26.25\00:06:27.48 times and this one rubber 00:06:27.48\00:06:28.98 roller, it didn't want to 00:06:28.98\00:06:30.29 flake off so I thought, "Well, 00:06:30.29\00:06:31.99 I'll just use a putty knife 00:06:31.99\00:06:33.66 and scrape that while it's 00:06:33.66\00:06:35.96 turning," an unsafe procedure 00:06:35.96\00:06:38.96 so if somebody's listening and 00:06:38.96\00:06:40.40 you think, "Well, it won't 00:06:40.40\00:06:41.46 happen to me," I'm here to 00:06:41.46\00:06:42.93 tell you that it can happen 00:06:42.93\00:06:44.13 to you. 00:06:44.13\00:06:45.27 So I went up there with a 00:06:45.27\00:06:47.00 putty knife and since I knew 00:06:47.00\00:06:48.94 the danger, I was very 00:06:48.94\00:06:50.51 cautious that, you know, you 00:06:50.51\00:06:51.97 don't let the putty knife get 00:06:51.97\00:06:53.54 pulled in and so you're there 00:06:53.54\00:06:56.54 being very careful that as-- 00:06:56.54\00:06:59.75 just flip it up a little bit 00:06:59.75\00:07:01.38 and if that putty knife gets 00:07:01.38\00:07:02.85 caught, you're gonna let it go. 00:07:02.85\00:07:05.19 Well, what I didn't take into 00:07:05.19\00:07:06.62 consideration what that the 00:07:06.62\00:07:08.12 leather glove I was wearing 00:07:08.12\00:07:09.69 had a tab on the back side and 00:07:09.69\00:07:11.49 that tab got caught between 00:07:11.49\00:07:13.29 the roller and the belt and 00:07:13.29\00:07:15.40 pulled me in backwards. 00:07:15.40\00:07:17.07 And as soon as I got caught in 00:07:18.27\00:07:19.80 there, I recognized that this 00:07:19.80\00:07:22.57 wasn't going to have a good 00:07:22.57\00:07:24.01 ending, I didn't probably 00:07:24.01\00:07:26.14 anticipate how bad it was 00:07:26.14\00:07:27.71 gonna be at the time, but it 00:07:27.71\00:07:29.38 pulled me in and there I am 00:07:29.38\00:07:31.08 stuck and it stuck right about 00:07:31.08\00:07:34.58 the knuckles where I'm pulled 00:07:34.58\00:07:36.75 back in toward this pinch 00:07:36.75\00:07:39.09 point and the belt's turning, 00:07:39.09\00:07:41.09 of course, now I can't get to 00:07:41.09\00:07:42.56 the tractor to shut it off, no 00:07:42.56\00:07:44.09 one else is around, I'm in the 00:07:44.09\00:07:45.49 shop by myself. 00:07:45.49\00:07:46.63 You can yell and holler, call 00:07:46.63\00:07:48.36 for help, but nobody's gonna 00:07:48.36\00:07:49.83 hear you, it's half a mile to 00:07:49.83\00:07:51.37 the nearest house. 00:07:51.37\00:07:53.03 So I did those things, I 00:07:53.03\00:07:54.67 yelled and hollered and, 00:07:54.67\00:07:56.17 you know, called. 00:07:56.17\00:07:57.67 And then because of that, I 00:07:59.54\00:08:01.31 lost my grip and I went in 00:08:01.31\00:08:03.11 further so now I'm up about 00:08:03.11\00:08:05.58 the forearm, halfway or a 00:08:05.58\00:08:08.48 little higher between the 00:08:08.48\00:08:09.82 elbow and the wrist. 00:08:09.82\00:08:11.75 And that's where I recognized 00:08:14.02\00:08:15.92 that this had the potential to 00:08:15.92\00:08:17.96 kill me. 00:08:17.96\00:08:19.29 [machinery whirring] 00:08:19.29\00:08:21.20 There was no way out and more 00:08:21.20\00:08:25.57 than likely the only way that 00:08:25.57\00:08:28.77 I'm getting out is by going 00:08:28.77\00:08:30.21 through. 00:08:30.21\00:08:31.51 So I looked out a window, I 00:08:33.07\00:08:35.01 was up on top of the machine 00:08:35.01\00:08:36.48 so I could see out a window, 00:08:36.48\00:08:38.71 it was maybe ten feet high 00:08:38.71\00:08:40.62 and I was looking to the 00:08:40.62\00:08:42.42 east and you just see light 00:08:42.42\00:08:44.22 and kind of the hills in the 00:08:44.22\00:08:47.49 background and you wonder if, 00:08:47.49\00:08:49.72 you know, that's the last time 00:08:49.72\00:08:51.46 you're going to see the day. 00:08:51.46\00:08:53.76 So I looked down at the 00:08:54.83\00:08:56.40 rollers and I see as they're 00:08:56.40\00:08:58.60 turning like a thousand RPM, 00:08:58.60\00:09:00.37 they're turning very quickly, 00:09:00.37\00:09:02.67 and The Devil tempts at that 00:09:02.67\00:09:05.74 point in time, like, "Arden, 00:09:05.74\00:09:07.44 just put in the other arm." 00:09:07.44\00:09:10.11 It's like he's looking you in 00:09:10.11\00:09:11.51 the face and says, you know, 00:09:11.51\00:09:12.81 "End it all, just put in the 00:09:12.81\00:09:14.28 other hand and be done with it." 00:09:14.28\00:09:16.02 And the prayer that I had 00:09:17.72\00:09:19.55 prayed, you know, "Lord, help 00:09:19.55\00:09:21.12 me, dear Jesus, help me," that 00:09:21.12\00:09:22.69 was essentially four-worded 00:09:22.69\00:09:24.36 prayer, very simple. 00:09:24.36\00:09:27.00 And that's when God gave me 00:09:28.83\00:09:30.17 the intuition, if you just 00:09:30.17\00:09:32.00 hold back a little bit longer, 00:09:32.00\00:09:35.67 the rollers will go through 00:09:35.67\00:09:38.37 the muscle, when it hits the 00:09:38.37\00:09:40.01 bone, it's going to be 00:09:40.01\00:09:41.74 slippery and then you can jump 00:09:41.74\00:09:44.48 from the machine and be free, 00:09:44.48\00:09:47.22 it'll break those bones off. 00:09:47.22\00:09:48.72 Sometimes it's easier to die 00:09:50.65\00:09:52.42 than to live for God. 00:09:52.42\00:09:54.22 So I decided at that moment I 00:09:56.06\00:09:58.39 will try to do what God asks 00:09:58.39\00:10:04.00 me to. 00:10:04.00\00:10:05.80 It's not an easy thing and I 00:10:05.80\00:10:08.64 jumped from the machine, I 00:10:08.64\00:10:10.97 landed on the floor on my 00:10:10.97\00:10:12.64 feet, but I was dismembered. 00:10:12.64\00:10:15.98 My arm, my right arm, was gone 00:10:16.91\00:10:19.51 from mid-way between the elbow 00:10:19.51\00:10:21.75 and the wrist and that is the 00:10:21.75\00:10:26.65 moment that now you have to 00:10:26.65\00:10:28.66 struggle for your life. 00:10:28.66\00:10:30.19 Even though you're free from 00:10:30.19\00:10:31.89 the machine, that doesn't mean 00:10:31.89\00:10:33.80 you're alive for long. 00:10:33.80\00:10:36.10 So there was a phone in the 00:10:37.07\00:10:38.40 shop, I went over to the phone 00:10:38.40\00:10:40.87 and called 9-1-1, filed a 00:10:40.87\00:10:43.84 report with them and they 00:10:43.84\00:10:46.31 said, "Where are you?" and I 00:10:46.31\00:10:48.18 tried to explain the location. 00:10:48.18\00:10:50.65 I said, "Well, I can't stay on 00:10:50.65\00:10:52.11 the phone with you, I need to 00:10:52.11\00:10:53.42 go out to the road so you'll 00:10:53.42\00:10:54.85 know where I am," and they 00:10:54.85\00:10:57.89 reluctantly agreed that that 00:10:57.89\00:11:00.09 was the best scenario and I 00:11:00.09\00:11:03.89 hung up with them and then I 00:11:03.89\00:11:05.63 called my wife. 00:11:05.63\00:11:06.83 Again, as I had mentioned, our 00:11:08.33\00:11:10.30 daughter's a month and a day 00:11:10.30\00:11:11.87 old and Kristen took Natalie 00:11:11.87\00:11:15.87 and put her in the back seat 00:11:15.87\00:11:17.64 of the car, grabbed some 00:11:17.64\00:11:19.31 towels, she didn't know what 00:11:19.31\00:11:20.88 she was in for, I had simply 00:11:20.88\00:11:22.84 told her that I had tore my 00:11:22.84\00:11:24.55 arm off in the baler and I'd 00:11:24.55\00:11:26.38 called 9-1-1, but I'd probably 00:11:26.38\00:11:28.25 need some help before the 00:11:28.25\00:11:29.75 ambulance got there. 00:11:29.75\00:11:31.12 So it was a moment of panic 00:11:31.65\00:11:34.12 for her, she was very certain 00:11:34.12\00:11:38.59 that I wouldn't survive, but 00:11:38.59\00:11:40.96 she wanted to do what she 00:11:40.96\00:11:42.50 could to comfort my last 00:11:42.50\00:11:44.53 moments. 00:11:44.53\00:11:46.17 So she attempted to come to 00:11:46.17\00:11:48.90 the location. 00:11:48.90\00:11:51.21 In the meantime, I shut the 00:11:52.61\00:11:54.91 machine off and then I exited 00:11:54.91\00:11:57.38 the building and as I exited 00:11:57.38\00:12:00.38 the building, my dad and my 00:12:00.38\00:12:04.19 sister, they were coming down 00:12:04.19\00:12:07.42 the road and there's one break 00:12:07.42\00:12:10.86 in the buildings where you can 00:12:10.86\00:12:12.83 see from the shop door up to 00:12:12.83\00:12:14.56 the road and my sister had 00:12:14.56\00:12:16.06 noticed me walking out the 00:12:16.06\00:12:17.63 door and said to my dad, you 00:12:17.63\00:12:20.24 know, "Looks like Aden's 00:12:20.24\00:12:22.30 coming out of the shop, maybe 00:12:22.30\00:12:23.74 he wants to talk to us." 00:12:23.74\00:12:25.14 So they slowed down as they're 00:12:25.14\00:12:26.74 passing behind the other 00:12:26.74\00:12:28.31 building and I saw that they 00:12:28.31\00:12:29.88 were coming so I went a little 00:12:29.88\00:12:31.35 bit to the left to meet them 00:12:31.35\00:12:32.91 at the roadway and that's when 00:12:32.91\00:12:35.85 my dad saw for the first time 00:12:35.85\00:12:38.65 that, you know, I had been 00:12:38.65\00:12:40.42 involved in this accident and 00:12:40.42\00:12:41.82 was dismembered. 00:12:41.82\00:12:43.12 It was a huge shock to him. 00:12:43.12\00:12:44.86 As a parent now, you know, 00:12:44.86\00:12:46.80 I can only kind of begin to 00:12:46.80\00:12:49.60 recognize the... 00:12:49.60\00:12:51.50 ...the upheaval and the sorrow 00:12:54.50\00:12:58.87 that he experienced 00:12:58.87\00:13:00.64 in that moment. 00:13:00.64\00:13:02.28 You know, it's such a loss for 00:13:02.28\00:13:05.45 us personally to experience a 00:13:05.45\00:13:07.38 loss, but for a parent to 00:13:07.38\00:13:09.18 experience a loss is also a 00:13:09.18\00:13:11.19 great tragedy. 00:13:11.19\00:13:13.36 So I went over to the pickup, 00:13:13.36\00:13:15.69 my sister had gotten out, I 00:13:15.69\00:13:18.56 walked around behind, as I was 00:13:18.56\00:13:20.40 getting in I noticed some 00:13:20.40\00:13:22.20 flagging tape that was laying 00:13:22.20\00:13:24.30 on the dash of the truck and I 00:13:24.30\00:13:26.03 asked my sister to put a 00:13:26.03\00:13:27.84 tourniquet on, even though it 00:13:27.84\00:13:29.44 wasn't bleeding all that bad, 00:13:29.44\00:13:31.11 I don't know why it wasn't 00:13:31.11\00:13:32.94 bleeding tremendously, at that 00:13:32.94\00:13:35.28 point it should have been 00:13:35.28\00:13:36.68 gushing blood, but it was, you 00:13:36.68\00:13:38.35 know, there was blood there, 00:13:38.35\00:13:39.95 it wasn't that it was 00:13:39.95\00:13:41.55 bloodless, but it wasn't 00:13:41.55\00:13:43.92 pouring out. 00:13:43.92\00:13:45.15 We got in the truck, Dad drove 00:13:46.65\00:13:48.39 as fast as the truck would 00:13:48.39\00:13:50.53 allow him to and we met the 00:13:50.53\00:13:53.06 ambulance partway to the 00:13:53.06\00:13:54.86 hospital. 00:13:54.86\00:13:55.80 In the first mile of that is 00:13:57.27\00:14:00.10 where we met Kristen coming 00:14:00.10\00:14:01.74 and we just briefly slowed 00:14:01.74\00:14:03.37 down and explained that Dad 00:14:03.37\00:14:04.84 was taking me to the 00:14:04.84\00:14:06.21 ambulance, she turned around 00:14:06.21\00:14:07.88 and started to follow us. 00:14:07.88\00:14:09.84 We met the ambulance, I got 00:14:09.84\00:14:14.18 out of the pickup and got in 00:14:14.18\00:14:16.22 the ambulance, when we got in 00:14:16.22\00:14:19.35 the ambulance they asked me, 00:14:19.35\00:14:20.89 "Well, where's the rest of 00:14:20.89\00:14:22.46 your arm?" and that's when I 00:14:22.46\00:14:25.79 recalled, I'd never thought of 00:14:25.79\00:14:27.66 picking it up before, but I 00:14:27.66\00:14:29.40 recalled when I was on the 00:14:29.40\00:14:31.13 phone with 9-1-1, I heard it go 00:14:31.13\00:14:33.30 through the compression 00:14:33.30\00:14:34.80 rollers. 00:14:34.80\00:14:35.97 He came back to pick that up, 00:14:37.57\00:14:39.74 another gruesome task that he 00:14:39.74\00:14:42.98 did, essentially because he 00:14:42.98\00:14:47.48 loved me, because there was 00:14:47.48\00:14:50.25 the possibility or we were 00:14:50.25\00:14:52.65 informed that maybe there was 00:14:52.65\00:14:54.26 a possibility that they could 00:14:54.26\00:14:55.99 do a reattachment so he was 00:14:55.99\00:14:59.26 willing to do whatever it took 00:14:59.26\00:15:01.96 to, you know, follow through 00:15:01.96\00:15:06.00 with the possibility of that. 00:15:06.00\00:15:08.50 I got in the ambulance, they 00:15:09.84\00:15:12.04 took me to the local hospital 00:15:12.04\00:15:14.48 which is a small hospital. 00:15:14.48\00:15:17.21 There they, you know, just 00:15:17.21\00:15:19.85 more or less assessed the 00:15:19.85\00:15:21.32 situation, made sure I was 00:15:21.32\00:15:22.98 stable and started a pain 00:15:22.98\00:15:27.02 management program and then 00:15:27.02\00:15:29.49 from there, we did a land 00:15:29.49\00:15:32.76 transfer in an ambulance to 00:15:32.76\00:15:34.56 Sault Ste. Marie. 00:15:34.56\00:15:36.53 At that hospital, a fellow was 00:15:36.53\00:15:41.04 already being prepped and the 00:15:41.04\00:15:43.20 OR team was ready to do a 00:15:43.20\00:15:46.78 surgery on a broken leg and 00:15:46.78\00:15:50.78 that man graciously offered up 00:15:50.78\00:15:53.05 his spot in the operating room 00:15:53.05\00:15:55.95 for me to have revisionary 00:15:55.95\00:15:57.79 surgery at that time, which is 00:15:57.79\00:16:01.49 not a common thing, often 00:16:01.49\00:16:03.36 times with trauma 00:16:03.36\00:16:05.26 dismemberment you end up 00:16:05.26\00:16:06.90 having at least one 00:16:06.90\00:16:09.73 revisionary surgery if not a 00:16:09.73\00:16:11.53 number of revisionary 00:16:11.53\00:16:12.93 surgeries over a period of 00:16:12.93\00:16:14.24 weeks or months. 00:16:14.24\00:16:16.00 And so in my case, they did an 00:16:16.00\00:16:20.11 amputation, a revisionary 00:16:20.11\00:16:21.71 amputation on the day of my 00:16:21.71\00:16:23.48 accident and I've never had a 00:16:23.48\00:16:25.25 surgery on the residual 00:16:25.25\00:16:27.12 limb since. 00:16:27.12\00:16:28.28 God, I believe, guided that 00:16:29.82\00:16:31.92 team in a way that they could 00:16:31.92\00:16:35.42 do an adequate job on the day 00:16:35.42\00:16:37.43 of the injury, that it didn't 00:16:37.43\00:16:39.43 have to be revisited later on. 00:16:39.43\00:16:41.26 I remember the trip, 00:16:41.96\00:16:44.93 the individuals going into the 00:16:46.47\00:16:48.44 x-ray room, going into the 00:16:48.44\00:16:50.11 operating room, and right up 00:16:50.11\00:16:53.61 until the... 00:16:53.61\00:16:55.34 anaesthesia set in, 00:16:57.68\00:16:59.31 I remember everything clearly 00:16:59.31\00:17:00.92 and I believe it was God that 00:17:00.92\00:17:02.58 gave that clarity, right? 00:17:02.58\00:17:04.65 I also remember waking up from 00:17:04.65\00:17:07.26 the surgery. 00:17:07.26\00:17:08.72 Prior to the surgery, I 00:17:08.72\00:17:10.16 remember having a conversation 00:17:10.16\00:17:11.73 with the doctor saying, "Well, 00:17:11.73\00:17:13.19 we're gonna see what we can 00:17:13.19\00:17:14.83 do, we might be able to 00:17:14.83\00:17:17.73 reattach, but we'll see what 00:17:17.73\00:17:20.50 we can do," and they held out 00:17:20.50\00:17:23.17 a glimmer of hope, 00:17:23.17\00:17:24.94 but not a lot. 00:17:24.94\00:17:27.61 When I woke up, I remember I 00:17:29.28\00:17:31.75 still had the sensation of a 00:17:31.75\00:17:33.75 full arm and I thanked them 00:17:33.75\00:17:36.75 profusely and I remember 00:17:36.75\00:17:39.25 distinctly the doctor kinda 00:17:39.25\00:17:43.53 floundering for words as he 00:17:43.53\00:17:48.96 thought I was too optimistic 00:17:48.96\00:17:51.13 to know that they had 00:17:51.13\00:17:52.70 amputated and that he was 00:17:52.70\00:17:57.34 trying to inform me that, 00:17:57.34\00:17:58.97 "Well, we weren't able to save 00:17:58.97\00:18:00.81 your arm, Arden, we had to 00:18:00.81\00:18:03.88 amputate and you don't have a 00:18:03.88\00:18:07.95 right arm." 00:18:07.95\00:18:09.15 And I still just continued to 00:18:09.68\00:18:11.49 thank them for doing what they 00:18:11.49\00:18:13.39 could and it was an emotional 00:18:13.39\00:18:16.62 scene in the operating room, a 00:18:16.62\00:18:19.46 number of the nurses had to 00:18:19.46\00:18:21.23 leave because they were used 00:18:21.23\00:18:25.27 to someone that would be angry 00:18:25.27\00:18:27.54 in that situation, right? 00:18:27.54\00:18:29.67 And I don't say that in part 00:18:29.67\00:18:31.47 of that grieving process I 00:18:31.47\00:18:33.14 wasn't angry, but God gave me 00:18:33.14\00:18:35.51 the ability to be grateful 00:18:35.51\00:18:38.05 even in the loss. 00:18:38.05\00:18:40.18 It just comes down to our focal 00:18:41.48\00:18:43.22 point, right, are we gonna focus 00:18:43.22\00:18:44.75 on the loss or are we gonna 00:18:44.75\00:18:46.12 focus on what remains. 00:18:46.12\00:18:47.39 So from that point on, we went 00:18:47.99\00:18:50.53 into rehab, there was a few 00:18:50.53\00:18:54.73 nights in-- two nights, I 00:18:54.73\00:18:57.00 guess, in the ICU where they 00:18:57.00\00:18:59.73 watched carefully and then 00:18:59.73\00:19:02.44 they transferred me into a 00:19:02.44\00:19:03.87 private room. 00:19:03.87\00:19:05.24 Of course, very concerned 00:19:05.24\00:19:07.01 about PTSD and my mental state 00:19:07.01\00:19:10.38 at that point to try and 00:19:10.38\00:19:14.15 mitigate any attempt to do 00:19:14.15\00:19:18.89 anything further. 00:19:18.89\00:19:20.49 So I believe God is the one 00:19:21.39\00:19:24.39 that gave me the strength to 00:19:24.39\00:19:26.06 not become despondent and I 00:19:26.06\00:19:29.40 can't help but credit my 00:19:29.40\00:19:32.00 family and friends at that 00:19:32.00\00:19:34.30 time for their immense 00:19:34.30\00:19:35.87 support, there was a huge 00:19:35.87\00:19:37.51 amount of support from the 00:19:37.51\00:19:42.38 farming community, from my 00:19:42.38\00:19:44.08 friends, and most of all from 00:19:44.08\00:19:46.08 my family. 00:19:46.08\00:19:47.52 My children don't know Dad 00:19:47.52\00:19:49.55 with two arms. 00:19:49.55\00:19:51.22 My oldest was a month and a 00:19:51.22\00:19:53.02 day old when the accident 00:19:53.02\00:19:54.76 happened so her memory-- 00:19:54.76\00:19:58.19 I have one picture of me holding 00:20:00.10\00:20:03.83 my daughter with two arms. 00:20:03.83\00:20:06.23 My two sons, I was one-handed 00:20:08.34\00:20:13.54 before they were conceived. 00:20:13.54\00:20:16.11 So my daughter was the only 00:20:16.11\00:20:17.35 one that even has the 00:20:17.35\00:20:20.48 knowledge that I had two arms 00:20:20.48\00:20:23.35 at one point in time. 00:20:23.35\00:20:24.82 Why I didn't die of shock or 00:20:26.39\00:20:29.32 bleed out is a miracle. 00:20:29.32\00:20:32.66 I don't believe there's any 00:20:32.66\00:20:34.83 explanation of why 00:20:34.83\00:20:39.03 that didn't happen. 00:20:39.03\00:20:41.10 I didn't need a transfusion 00:20:41.10\00:20:43.81 from the trauma or from the 00:20:43.81\00:20:48.84 followup revisionary surgery. 00:20:48.84\00:20:51.28 Not that I was opposed to 00:20:51.28\00:20:53.25 having a blood transfusion, 00:20:53.25\00:20:55.05 there was just no need for one. 00:20:55.05\00:20:56.99 I had signed the paperwork to 00:20:56.99\00:20:58.85 allow it, but the medical team 00:20:58.85\00:21:01.96 deemed that there was no 00:21:01.96\00:21:03.83 necessity for me to have any 00:21:03.83\00:21:06.06 transfusion. 00:21:06.06\00:21:07.60 So I believe it was God's 00:21:07.60\00:21:10.33 intervention. 00:21:10.33\00:21:11.73 Naturally I would have bled 00:21:12.87\00:21:15.77 out a number of times over 00:21:15.77\00:21:17.34 again, I would have died from 00:21:17.34\00:21:19.11 blood loss, I would have died 00:21:19.11\00:21:20.84 from shock, it was strictly a 00:21:20.84\00:21:24.45 miracle of God that I survived 00:21:24.45\00:21:27.52 that incident, not through my 00:21:27.52\00:21:30.29 strength, not through any of 00:21:30.29\00:21:31.89 my keen-wittedness or 00:21:31.89\00:21:34.66 intellect, it was God's 00:21:34.66\00:21:36.46 direction, following God's 00:21:36.46\00:21:38.43 direction. 00:21:38.43\00:21:40.03 Yeah, so there was one doctor 00:21:40.03\00:21:42.73 that, he was responsible for 00:21:42.73\00:21:45.73 pain management and he came to 00:21:45.73\00:21:48.10 visit me in my room after the 00:21:48.10\00:21:50.71 surgery kind of to explain 00:21:50.71\00:21:52.91 pain management and I asked 00:21:52.91\00:21:55.01 him the question of why didn't 00:21:55.01\00:21:57.85 I bleed out, why didn't I 00:21:57.85\00:22:00.22 bleed? 00:22:00.22\00:22:01.48 And he's like, "I don't know." 00:22:01.48\00:22:03.45 He says, "If I would have 00:22:03.45\00:22:05.79 heard even from the team that 00:22:05.79\00:22:08.36 you didn't need a blood 00:22:08.36\00:22:10.43 transfusion, I wouldn't have 00:22:10.43\00:22:12.03 believed it." 00:22:12.03\00:22:13.80 He says, "Because I was there, 00:22:13.80\00:22:16.46 I know that's what happened, 00:22:16.46\00:22:18.63 but I don't understand why." 00:22:18.63\00:22:20.74 So in that moment, I chose to 00:22:20.74\00:22:23.87 do what God had asked me to do 00:22:23.87\00:22:26.37 and He gave the the strength 00:22:26.37\00:22:28.01 to do it, it wasn't something 00:22:28.01\00:22:30.25 that I did of myself and He 00:22:30.25\00:22:32.88 gave me the strength following 00:22:32.88\00:22:34.75 that to be positive because 00:22:34.75\00:22:37.45 you can't go through trauma 00:22:37.45\00:22:38.99 and not decide. 00:22:38.99\00:22:41.16 You have to decide tomorrow's 00:22:41.16\00:22:43.02 another day, yes, but it's not 00:22:43.02\00:22:45.66 the same as yesterday. 00:22:45.66\00:22:47.46 So now you have to decided 00:22:47.46\00:22:48.80 whether you're going to be 00:22:48.80\00:22:50.07 grateful for what remains or 00:22:50.07\00:22:52.43 whether you're going to be 00:22:52.43\00:22:54.04 bitter for what you've lost. 00:22:54.04\00:22:55.50 And, really, a bad attitude is 00:22:55.50\00:22:58.14 the worst disability. 00:22:58.14\00:23:00.14 You don't have to be 00:23:00.14\00:23:01.71 physically disabled to be 00:23:01.71\00:23:03.48 disabled by a bad attitude. 00:23:03.48\00:23:05.11 God has made our body awesome. 00:23:06.18\00:23:09.78 The way the body will adapt to 00:23:09.78\00:23:13.89 loss and compensate is 00:23:13.89\00:23:17.99 incredible. 00:23:17.99\00:23:19.56 With a little modification, 00:23:19.56\00:23:22.13 operated equipment, do 00:23:22.13\00:23:24.40 mechanical work, work in the 00:23:24.40\00:23:26.07 forestry industry. 00:23:26.07\00:23:27.90 The mechanical work is 00:23:27.90\00:23:29.60 probably one of the most 00:23:29.60\00:23:31.14 challenging, but it's 00:23:31.14\00:23:33.11 interesting how, even though I 00:23:33.11\00:23:34.74 was right-hand dominant 00:23:34.74\00:23:36.41 before, now I can take a bolt 00:23:36.41\00:23:38.11 between my thumb, index finger 00:23:38.11\00:23:39.98 and I can thread a nut on with 00:23:39.98\00:23:43.39 one hand. 00:23:43.39\00:23:44.82 Before I couldn't do that with 00:23:44.82\00:23:46.02 my right hand. 00:23:46.02\00:23:47.62 But God has done something in 00:23:47.62\00:23:49.32 our brains that when we do 00:23:49.32\00:23:52.33 stuff like that, He gives us 00:23:52.33\00:23:56.10 the ability if we set our mind 00:23:56.10\00:23:58.00 to it. 00:23:58.00\00:23:59.30 So moving forward, God has 00:23:59.30\00:24:01.94 given me the ability to 00:24:01.94\00:24:06.41 continue to be positive 00:24:06.41\00:24:08.81 because of His strength, not 00:24:08.81\00:24:10.98 because of my ability. 00:24:10.98\00:24:13.18 >> So, Arden, you, Kristen, 00:24:15.02\00:24:16.62 and your three precious 00:24:16.62\00:24:18.35 children are going to drive 00:24:18.35\00:24:21.26 all the way from here, 00:24:21.26\00:24:23.63 Ontario, to Alberta, Lacombe, 00:24:23.63\00:24:27.03 and you're going to start a 00:24:27.03\00:24:29.03 new chapter in your lives. 00:24:29.03\00:24:31.37 >> Yes, and since we love the 00:24:31.37\00:24:33.30 farm so much, we intend to 00:24:33.30\00:24:35.00 come back in the summer time 00:24:35.00\00:24:36.81 and spend our summers here 00:24:36.81\00:24:38.84 helping out with the family 00:24:38.84\00:24:40.74 farm and then we follow God's 00:24:40.74\00:24:42.68 leading and go through the 00:24:42.68\00:24:45.08 education and we'll find out 00:24:45.08\00:24:47.48 what God has in the future 00:24:47.48\00:24:49.75 when that time comes. 00:24:49.75\00:24:51.49 >> Arden, before we go, I 00:24:52.09\00:24:53.66 wonder if you could pray for 00:24:53.66\00:24:54.76 our viewers. 00:24:54.76\00:24:56.09 There may be someone 00:24:56.09\00:24:57.69 struggling right now with 00:24:57.69\00:24:59.16 feelings of bitterness, maybe 00:24:59.16\00:25:00.50 questions, maybe they're 00:25:00.50\00:25:01.80 struggling to go on. 00:25:01.80\00:25:03.87 Could you pray for those 00:25:03.87\00:25:05.17 people right now? 00:25:05.17\00:25:06.23 >> Certainly, certainly. 00:25:06.23\00:25:07.14 Let's pray. 00:25:07.14\00:25:08.30 Our Father in Heaven, we thank 00:25:09.64\00:25:11.61 You for Your love for us, 00:25:11.61\00:25:13.98 Father. 00:25:13.98\00:25:14.98 You know that there's 00:25:15.98\00:25:17.48 individuals out there that are 00:25:17.48\00:25:19.65 struggling with bitterness, 00:25:19.65\00:25:21.35 with loss. 00:25:21.35\00:25:23.42 Life isn't easy on us here in 00:25:23.42\00:25:25.19 this world and, Father, I pray 00:25:25.19\00:25:27.22 that through Your Holy Spirit 00:25:27.22\00:25:28.76 You'll be near each one, 00:25:28.76\00:25:30.69 encourage them, reassure them 00:25:30.69\00:25:33.66 of Your love for us and may 00:25:33.66\00:25:37.60 the joy of service to You be 00:25:37.60\00:25:41.40 in their heart. 00:25:41.40\00:25:42.87 I pray, in Jesus' name, amen. 00:25:42.87\00:25:45.01 [MIKE & REN蒥 Amen. 00:25:45.01\00:25:46.07 >> Arden, thank you so much 00:25:47.54\00:25:48.81 for joining us on It Is 00:25:48.81\00:25:50.38 Written Canada. 00:25:50.38\00:25:51.81 >> Thank you so much for 00:25:51.81\00:25:52.88 having me. 00:25:52.88\00:25:53.88 [ARDEN] We're doing well. 00:25:59.95\00:26:01.59 The first few days after we 00:26:01.59\00:26:03.16 moved here was an incredible 00:26:03.16\00:26:06.16 transition. 00:26:06.16\00:26:07.36 We have found a new church 00:26:09.73\00:26:11.03 family and my children are 00:26:11.03\00:26:12.70 involved there, my wife is-- 00:26:12.70\00:26:15.40 feels very accepted and the 00:26:15.40\00:26:16.87 church family's very 00:26:16.87\00:26:18.14 welcoming. 00:26:18.14\00:26:19.34 My children started on a new 00:26:21.48\00:26:24.01 platform in school and, of 00:26:24.01\00:26:26.15 course, I had an awesome 00:26:26.15\00:26:28.05 transition from being in the 00:26:28.05\00:26:30.72 industry to being as a 00:26:30.72\00:26:33.32 student, but God provided and 00:26:33.32\00:26:36.26 we made that transition and 00:26:36.26\00:26:37.96 now we're underway and 00:26:37.96\00:26:40.83 everything is going along 00:26:40.83\00:26:42.23 smoothly. 00:26:42.23\00:26:43.26 >> Listening to Arden's 00:26:45.57\00:26:47.07 experience has taught us many 00:26:47.07\00:26:49.07 practical lessons such as how 00:26:49.07\00:26:51.77 to live with optimism in the 00:26:51.77\00:26:53.78 face of traumatic setbacks. 00:26:53.78\00:26:56.04 Our free offer for you today 00:26:56.04\00:26:57.88 is Words of Hope. 00:26:57.88\00:27:00.05 >> Words of Hope will help you 00:27:00.05\00:27:01.82 understand other life lessons 00:27:01.82\00:27:03.82 to guide you in your Christian 00:27:03.82\00:27:05.55 walk such as the blessing of 00:27:05.55\00:27:07.66 generosity, the power of 00:27:07.66\00:27:09.92 humility, and the way to 00:27:09.92\00:27:12.09 persevere when life is tough. 00:27:12.09\00:27:15.03 Before you go, we would also 00:27:16.16\00:27:17.77 like to invite you to follow 00:27:17.77\00:27:19.67 us on Instagram and Facebook 00:27:19.67\00:27:22.27 and subscribe to our YouTube 00:27:22.27\00:27:23.81 channel and also listen to our 00:27:23.81\00:27:26.17 Podcasts. 00:27:26.17\00:27:27.88 And if you go to our website, 00:27:27.88\00:27:29.94 you can see our latest 00:27:29.94\00:27:31.71 programs. 00:27:31.71\00:27:33.01 >> You, too, can experience 00:27:33.01\00:27:34.58 the fullness of life found in 00:27:34.58\00:27:35.98 the words of Jesus when He 00:27:35.98\00:27:37.52 said, "It is written, 'Man 00:27:37.52\00:27:39.32 shall not live by bread alone, 00:27:39.32\00:27:41.22 but by every word that 00:27:41.22\00:27:42.82 proceeds out of the mouth 00:27:42.82\00:27:44.59 of God.'" 00:27:44.59\00:27:45.93 >> While working hard for his 00:27:47.73\00:27:49.26 family, he lost an arm and was 00:27:49.26\00:27:52.37 suddenly afraid. 00:27:52.37\00:27:54.67 "From now on, I shall only be 00:27:54.67\00:27:56.54 able to do things by halves. 00:27:56.54\00:27:59.61 I shall reap a half harvest, 00:27:59.61\00:28:02.51 I shall be able to play either 00:28:02.51\00:28:04.21 the tune or the accompaniment 00:28:04.21\00:28:06.18 on the piano, but never both 00:28:06.18\00:28:08.15 parts together. 00:28:08.15\00:28:09.85 I shall be able to bang with 00:28:09.85\00:28:11.69 only one fist on the doors and 00:28:11.69\00:28:14.82 worst of all, I shall only be 00:28:14.82\00:28:17.16 able to half hold my love 00:28:17.16\00:28:18.66 close to me. 00:28:18.66\00:28:20.70 There will be things I cannot 00:28:20.70\00:28:22.26 do at all, applaud, for 00:28:22.26\00:28:24.27 example, at shows where 00:28:24.27\00:28:26.27 everyone applauds." 00:28:26.27\00:28:28.27 From that moment on, he set 00:28:28.27\00:28:30.44 himself to do everything with 00:28:30.44\00:28:32.67 twice as much enthusiasm. 00:28:32.67\00:28:34.18 And where the arm had been 00:28:35.61\00:28:36.95 torn away, a wing grew. 00:28:36.95\00:28:39.78 [hopeful music playin] 00:28:39.78\00:28:43.08 い 00:28:43.08\00:28:52.93