Hello, and welcome to Heart Lift. 00:00:25.42\00:00:26.82 I'm Jill Morikone, and I'm so glad that you 00:00:26.86\00:00:29.72 have joined us today. 00:00:29.79\00:00:31.13 We're on a journey toward hope, toward healing, 00:00:31.16\00:00:34.33 toward the transformation that the Lord Jesus wants to work 00:00:34.36\00:00:39.10 in your heart and in mine as women, as daughters of God. 00:00:39.13\00:00:43.84 If you're just joining us, we're in the middle 00:00:43.87\00:00:45.97 of a section on pride. 00:00:46.01\00:00:47.68 We talked about the boastful heart, and how God wants us to 00:00:47.74\00:00:51.75 turn our eyes heavenward and behold Him, and give thanks. 00:00:51.78\00:00:55.52 We talked about, our last program, we talked about the 00:00:55.55\00:00:59.22 the critical heart, the critical spirit, and how God wants 00:00:59.25\00:01:03.93 to enable us to esteem other people as better than ourselves. 00:01:03.99\00:01:08.63 To focus on other people. 00:01:08.66\00:01:10.53 To give of ourselves and sacrifice for other people. 00:01:10.57\00:01:15.14 Today's program is on jealousy; The Jealous Heart. 00:01:15.20\00:01:19.77 Our Scripture for today is Philippians 4:11. 00:01:19.81\00:01:23.55 We're going to spend a lot of time in Philippians today. 00:01:23.58\00:01:27.92 Philippians 4:11. The Bible says, the second part of the 00:01:27.95\00:01:32.22 verse: I have learned in whatsoever state I am 00:01:32.25\00:01:36.93 therewith to be content. 00:01:36.96\00:01:40.33 Let's pray. Father we come before You right now 00:01:40.36\00:01:43.77 in the name of Jesus. 00:01:43.80\00:01:45.13 Thank You for the deliverance that You want to bring 00:01:45.17\00:01:48.54 to each one of us. 00:01:48.60\00:01:49.94 Thank You that You can get rid of whatever jealousy 00:01:49.97\00:01:53.54 is in our heart, and You can replace it with a spirit of 00:01:53.58\00:01:58.21 contentment, with a spirit of thankfulness. 00:01:58.25\00:02:01.12 And right now I ask that you would hide me, 00:02:01.15\00:02:03.92 and that we could hear whatever you have from Your Word. 00:02:03.99\00:02:08.32 And we thank You in the precious and holy name of Jesus, Amen. 00:02:08.36\00:02:12.99 He was apparently a shy man. 00:02:13.03\00:02:16.56 Quiet, so quiet in fact that when the prophet Samuel first 00:02:16.60\00:02:21.64 spoke to him he responded by saying that he was from the 00:02:21.67\00:02:26.68 least tribe in all of Israel. 00:02:26.71\00:02:29.31 And in addition to that, he was from the smallest 00:02:29.34\00:02:32.78 family in that tribe. 00:02:32.81\00:02:36.18 The prophet Samuel wanted to see him, 00:02:36.22\00:02:38.95 and wanted to spend time with him. 00:02:38.99\00:02:41.66 The man's name was Saul. 00:02:41.72\00:02:44.56 God had chosen Saul to be the first king of Israel. 00:02:44.59\00:02:48.63 And I believe in the beginning that he was a good king. 00:02:48.66\00:02:52.67 It wasn't in God's will for them to have a king. 00:02:52.70\00:02:55.50 The Bible's clear about that. 00:02:55.54\00:02:57.17 But at the same time the Lord said, 00:02:57.21\00:02:59.87 If this is what you want, that's okay. 00:02:59.91\00:03:02.54 I'll give you a king. 00:03:02.58\00:03:03.91 And the Lord Himself chose Saul for their first king. 00:03:03.95\00:03:07.85 Over time a young upstart, a young man by the name of David, 00:03:07.88\00:03:14.76 who followed after God's heart, stole the heart of 00:03:14.79\00:03:19.86 everybody there in Israel. 00:03:19.89\00:03:23.13 He killed the giant Goliath. 00:03:23.16\00:03:26.33 And everybody started talking about him. 00:03:26.37\00:03:28.87 We see Saul's pride crop up in several areas. 00:03:28.90\00:03:34.11 We see it when he offered the burnt offerings himself 00:03:34.14\00:03:37.88 instead of waiting for the prophet Samuel, 00:03:37.91\00:03:40.45 like the Lord had instructed him to do. 00:03:40.48\00:03:42.95 We see it in his treatment of his son Jonathan after Jonathan 00:03:42.98\00:03:47.56 had stormed the Philistines garrison. 00:03:47.59\00:03:49.99 We see it in his direct defiance to God's command to destroy 00:03:50.03\00:03:55.00 everything that belonged to the Amalekites. 00:03:55.03\00:03:58.63 So there was some pride going on there, some refusal to follow 00:03:58.67\00:04:03.10 what God had directly commanded. 00:04:03.17\00:04:05.61 And then David comes on the scene, 00:04:05.67\00:04:08.41 and there was this competition. 00:04:08.44\00:04:11.15 Saul's pride, I really think, shifted to a jealous pride. 00:04:11.18\00:04:15.25 He saw David as a competitor, as someone who was going 00:04:15.28\00:04:19.29 to take the throne. 00:04:19.32\00:04:20.66 And he became jealous of David. 00:04:20.69\00:04:23.99 Jealousy is usually directed at other people; 00:04:24.03\00:04:27.40 maybe what they have, what they possess, 00:04:27.43\00:04:30.40 what they look like. 00:04:30.43\00:04:31.77 The spirit of jealousy is really closely related to the 00:04:31.80\00:04:35.77 spirit of covetousness. 00:04:35.80\00:04:37.87 And if you get all of the way down to the roots, 00:04:37.91\00:04:40.61 if you go all the way through the plant to the bottom, 00:04:40.64\00:04:43.71 the root of that covetousness, the root of that 00:04:43.75\00:04:46.92 jealousy is really pride. 00:04:46.95\00:04:49.58 Lets do our self evaluation. 00:04:49.62\00:04:52.19 Ask yourself, How much does jealousy control my life? 00:04:52.22\00:04:57.49 How much does it control my life? 00:04:57.53\00:05:00.63 With all our self evaluations be honest. 00:05:00.66\00:05:02.00 Put down what you feel, which category you most 00:05:04.03\00:05:07.50 closely identify with. 1. 00:05:07.54\00:05:09.77 Maybe you're at the last one, 4. 00:06:12.40\00:06:16.17 I don't know where you feel you are today in your walk with God. 00:06:33.72\00:06:38.23 You might say, Jill I've got jealousy all over me. 00:06:38.26\00:06:42.26 When I hear that I'm definitely at number one. 00:06:42.30\00:06:46.27 And I know that jealousy. 00:06:46.30\00:06:48.74 I feel it toward my boss. 00:06:48.77\00:06:51.14 I feel it toward my co-workers. 00:06:51.17\00:06:53.64 I feel it toward my neighbor, and my friend, 00:06:53.68\00:06:57.08 and even my spouse. 00:06:57.11\00:06:59.15 It's just all over me. 00:06:59.18\00:07:01.15 God said, I came to set you free. 00:07:01.18\00:07:04.82 I came to release you from that spirit of jealousy. 00:07:04.85\00:07:09.62 Of course God knows of ourselves we can't get rid of it. 00:07:09.66\00:07:12.83 But He said, I came to set you free. 00:07:12.89\00:07:16.63 The spirit of jealousy, the spirit of pride is not really 00:07:16.67\00:07:20.97 new with us as humans. 00:07:21.00\00:07:22.34 It began several thousand years ago in heaven. 00:07:22.37\00:07:27.34 How sin began in a pure and sinless atmosphere in heaven, 00:07:27.38\00:07:34.38 I have no idea. But the point is it did. 00:07:34.45\00:07:38.45 Lucifer, he was called Lucifer then, 00:07:38.49\00:07:41.16 now we just call him Satan. 00:07:41.19\00:07:43.16 He was the covering cherub. 00:07:43.19\00:07:45.09 Of all the angels, of all the created beings there in heaven, 00:07:45.13\00:07:49.83 he was the most, I think, beautiful, maybe not, 00:07:49.86\00:07:54.54 but he was at least, we know, 00:07:54.57\00:07:57.04 he had the most exalted position. 00:07:57.07\00:08:01.11 He was right next to God Himself. 00:08:01.14\00:08:04.88 He had that job right next to God. 00:08:04.91\00:08:07.62 And how sin began in his heart, is really to me 00:08:07.65\00:08:11.99 a confusing thing. 00:08:12.02\00:08:13.36 I mean, how could it even start when everything's pure there? 00:08:13.39\00:08:15.89 That's a question I want to ask God about. 00:08:15.92\00:08:18.73 But lets turn over to Isaiah 14. 00:08:18.76\00:08:24.03 It gives us just a little glimpse of Lucifer here. 00:08:24.07\00:08:27.60 Isaiah 14, verse...Let's look at 13 and 14. 00:08:27.64\00:08:32.44 Talking about Lucifer, son of the morning, You said in your 00:08:32.47\00:08:36.61 heart, I'm going to ascend into heaven. 00:08:36.64\00:08:38.81 I will exalt my throne above the stars of God. 00:08:38.85\00:08:42.68 I will sit on the mount of the congregation on the farthest 00:08:42.72\00:08:45.85 sides of the north, where God sits. 00:08:45.89\00:08:48.59 Then verse 14. Isaiah 14:14. 00:08:48.62\00:08:51.99 I will ascend above the heights of the clouds. 00:08:52.03\00:08:56.33 I will be like the Most High. 00:08:56.36\00:09:00.84 Pride never just stays with us. 00:09:00.87\00:09:04.37 In Lucifer's case, he became prideful. 00:09:04.41\00:09:09.34 He had pride in his heart. 00:09:09.38\00:09:11.15 And his pride was, I think, a jealous pride, 00:09:11.18\00:09:15.15 because he wanted to be like God. 00:09:15.18\00:09:16.75 He was jealous of who God is. 00:09:16.79\00:09:20.16 However, his pride didn't stay with him. 00:09:20.19\00:09:23.53 It spread. Remember that? 00:09:23.56\00:09:25.49 And it influenced one third of the angels 00:09:25.53\00:09:30.60 to join his encampment. 00:09:30.63\00:09:32.50 And, you know what? 00:09:32.53\00:09:33.87 When they came down to this earth, and Adam and Eve 00:09:33.90\00:09:36.30 took of the forbidden fruit, and they fell. 00:09:36.34\00:09:39.37 That pride spread to you and I. 00:09:39.41\00:09:42.98 That jealousy spread. 00:09:43.01\00:09:44.61 It's part of our human condition. 00:09:44.65\00:09:47.32 Pride never just stays with ourselves. 00:09:47.35\00:09:50.42 It influences and spreads to other people; those around us. 00:09:50.45\00:09:54.72 Pretty soon it involves them in our sin as well. 00:09:54.76\00:09:59.29 I think the jealous heart is never really satisfied. 00:09:59.33\00:10:02.90 If I have one dollar, what do I want? 5 more, or 500 more, 00:10:02.93\00:10:07.77 or 5,000,000 more. 00:10:07.80\00:10:10.17 If five people think I'm pretty special, then what do I want? 00:10:10.21\00:10:14.68 I wish another five people would think the same thing; 00:10:14.71\00:10:19.31 always reaching, always grasping. 00:10:19.35\00:10:22.62 But you know, the beautiful thing, when God shows us our 00:10:22.65\00:10:26.72 heart, He never shows us for us to sit in shame, 00:10:26.76\00:10:29.99 in guilt, in condemnation. 00:10:30.03\00:10:32.96 He always shows us because He has a solution. 00:10:32.99\00:10:36.53 Because He deals redemptively. 00:10:36.56\00:10:40.04 Because He wants to change us. 00:10:40.07\00:10:43.00 How do we break free from jealousy? 00:10:43.04\00:10:47.11 In my own experience I have found that surrender 00:10:47.14\00:10:51.28 is one of the keys. 00:10:51.31\00:10:52.65 1. Surrender. And as I surrender learn to practice contentment. 00:10:52.68\00:10:59.02 We're going back to the book of Philippians. 00:10:59.05\00:11:01.72 It's actually one of my favorite books in the Bible. 00:11:01.76\00:11:04.23 Philippians, and we're going to look at Philippians 4. 00:11:04.26\00:11:09.50 Philippians 4:11. This was our opening Scripture. 00:11:09.53\00:11:13.60 I have learned in whatever state I am to be content. 00:11:13.64\00:11:18.77 How do we practice contentment and thankfulness? 00:11:18.81\00:11:23.55 Begin by surrender. 00:11:23.58\00:11:26.38 Are you jealous of how many friends your co-worker has? 00:11:26.41\00:11:30.42 Surrender that desire to God; that desire for more friends. 00:11:30.45\00:11:35.39 Thank God for the friends that you do have, 00:11:35.42\00:11:38.56 and strive to be a better friend to other people. 00:11:38.59\00:11:41.63 Do you wish that your job paid more? 00:11:41.66\00:11:44.43 Surrender that need. 00:11:44.47\00:11:46.60 Thank God that you do have a job in today's economy. 00:11:46.63\00:11:50.91 Ask Him to provide for your needs, and enable you to do the 00:11:50.94\00:11:55.41 best work you possibly can at the job you have. 00:11:55.44\00:11:59.45 Do you envy your friend's gift of singing? 00:11:59.48\00:12:03.25 Surrender that dream. 00:12:03.28\00:12:05.55 Thank God that your friend is using her gift for Jesus, 00:12:05.59\00:12:10.23 and strive to use the gifts that God has given you for His honor, 00:12:10.26\00:12:15.70 and for His glory. 00:12:15.73\00:12:17.70 You know, contentment doesn't always come easily to me. 00:12:17.73\00:12:21.40 I can surrender it, and want to be content, but contentment 00:12:21.44\00:12:25.51 is not always an easy thing for me. 00:12:25.54\00:12:27.64 My husband Greg often tells me, Everything you have Jilly, 00:12:27.68\00:12:32.48 hold onto it with an open hand. 00:12:32.51\00:12:35.18 Sometimes the people I love, the things around me, 00:12:35.22\00:12:40.76 I want to hang onto tightly, with a tightly clenched fist, 00:12:40.79\00:12:46.43 because somehow I feel safer. 00:12:46.46\00:12:49.96 I feel more in control; I feel better. 00:12:50.00\00:12:53.87 But God comes to me and says, Will you open up your fist Jill? 00:12:53.90\00:12:59.57 Are you willing to practice contentment? 00:12:59.61\00:13:02.31 Are you willing to surrender those things you have, 00:13:02.34\00:13:05.45 and those things maybe even that you don't want, 00:13:05.48\00:13:09.18 that you don't have, but that you wish you did have. 00:13:09.22\00:13:12.09 Are you willing to surrender that to Me? 00:13:12.12\00:13:16.66 You know what? I've tried to surrender. 00:13:16.69\00:13:19.63 And sometimes my fist is clenched so tightly that the 00:13:19.66\00:13:23.33 knuckles are white, and I say, God I can't. 00:13:23.37\00:13:26.57 I've tried. I can't do it. 00:13:26.60\00:13:29.80 And He says, Are you willing to let Me do it? 00:13:29.84\00:13:34.04 And I say, Okay. God please open up my fist. 00:13:34.08\00:13:39.85 Open up that hand. 00:13:39.88\00:13:42.52 Philippians 2:13 talks about that very thing. 00:13:42.55\00:13:46.55 It says: It is God who works in us both to will and to do 00:13:46.59\00:13:53.93 of His good pleasure. 00:13:53.96\00:13:55.76 I love looking up the Greek, the Greek origin of words. 00:13:55.80\00:14:00.34 Or if you're in the Old Testament, 00:14:00.37\00:14:01.70 the Hebrew origin of words. 00:14:01.74\00:14:03.71 I love seeing where they came from, and what their original 00:14:03.74\00:14:07.28 meaning is in the original language. 00:14:07.31\00:14:09.41 If you look up, in that verse, it says, It is God who works 00:14:09.44\00:14:14.88 in us both to will and to do of His good pleasure. 00:14:14.92\00:14:20.49 If you look at those two verbs, will and do, 00:14:20.52\00:14:24.23 in the Greek will means wish. 00:14:24.26\00:14:27.83 Do you know what God says? 00:14:27.86\00:14:29.56 He said, I'm going to give you the desire to open up that 00:14:29.60\00:14:32.50 tightly clenched fist. 00:14:32.53\00:14:34.10 I'm going to give you the desire to break free from jealousy. 00:14:34.14\00:14:37.67 I know you can't even create that desire. 00:14:37.71\00:14:40.31 I'm going to give it to you. 00:14:40.34\00:14:41.68 God works in us both to will, to give us desire, and to do. 00:14:41.71\00:14:48.28 Now in the Greek do means aid: power. 00:14:48.32\00:14:53.12 God wants to not only give us the desire to break free, 00:14:53.15\00:14:58.13 He wants to give us the power. 00:14:58.16\00:15:00.43 Andrew Murray, in the book Humility and Absolute Surrender, 00:15:00.46\00:15:04.67 said this about surrender: I give myself absolutely to God 00:15:04.70\00:15:11.37 to do His will, to be only what He wants. 00:15:11.41\00:15:16.68 And I think that's the key. 00:15:16.71\00:15:18.51 As we surrender, we give ourself to God. 00:15:18.55\00:15:22.05 God, I want to be Yours. 00:15:22.08\00:15:24.09 Whatever You want me to be, I want to be Yours. 00:15:24.12\00:15:28.12 I give myself to God to be only His; to do His will, 00:15:28.16\00:15:33.73 to do only what God wants. 00:15:33.76\00:15:37.70 To obey when it seems the hardest 00:15:37.73\00:15:41.40 is true surrender to God. 00:15:41.44\00:15:44.24 Sometimes I say, Oh, I'm obeying, and I'm doing a 00:15:44.27\00:15:47.91 really good job of it. 00:15:47.94\00:15:49.28 But maybe its something that I want to do, 00:15:49.31\00:15:51.25 or something that I like. 00:15:51.28\00:15:52.68 Truly to obey, when it seems the hardest, 00:15:52.71\00:15:56.48 that's when the rubber meets the road. 00:15:56.52\00:16:00.59 That's when we experience true surrender. 00:16:00.62\00:16:04.59 So first, we want to surrender and to practice contentment. 00:16:04.63\00:16:10.97 Second, Give thanks. 00:16:11.00\00:16:14.30 Matthew Henry, I don't know if you're familiar with him, 00:16:14.34\00:16:17.24 but he's a Christian speaker, and author. 00:16:17.27\00:16:19.87 This was years ago. 00:16:19.91\00:16:21.24 He wrote this in his diary. 00:16:21.28\00:16:23.68 He said he was robbed. 00:16:23.71\00:16:26.58 And after he was robbed, he wrote these four things: 00:16:26.61\00:16:32.29 I'm thankful that first, I was never robbed before. 00:16:32.32\00:16:37.89 Second, although they took my purse, they didn't take my life. 00:16:37.93\00:16:44.00 Third, Although they took my all, it wasn't much. 00:16:44.03\00:16:49.14 And fourth, that it was I who was robbed, not I who robbed. 00:16:49.17\00:16:56.61 You see that thankful spirit? 00:16:56.64\00:16:58.61 If I had been robbed, I probably would have been mad. 00:16:58.68\00:17:01.92 But instead, what did he do? 00:17:01.95\00:17:04.45 He went to God. He chose to give thanks in the midst of that. 00:17:04.49\00:17:11.49 1 Thessalonians 5:18, Paul says, In everything give thanks. 00:17:11.53\00:17:17.57 For this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. 00:17:17.60\00:17:23.61 Now that does not mean that everything, 00:17:23.64\00:17:26.01 we should be thankful for everything. 00:17:26.04\00:17:28.34 Of course not! Not everything is thankworthy. 00:17:28.38\00:17:31.91 But it does mean that in everything we can give thanks. 00:17:31.95\00:17:37.32 It means when we drive a high mileage car we thank God that 00:17:37.35\00:17:42.66 we don't have to walk. 00:17:42.69\00:17:44.03 Learning to practice contentment, 00:17:44.06\00:17:46.23 learning to give thanks for the blessings we do have, 00:17:46.29\00:17:50.37 even if it's not the one I wished I had. 00:17:50.40\00:17:53.54 It means that if we didn't get the job at church that we 00:17:53.60\00:17:57.57 wanted, or we didn't get the promotion at work that we 00:17:57.61\00:18:01.91 wanted, we thank Jesus that He knew what was best for us, 00:18:01.94\00:18:06.45 and we practice contentment serving in the job we have, 00:18:06.48\00:18:10.92 serving in the job where God has called us to, 00:18:10.99\00:18:15.06 serving in the ministry that He has given to us. 00:18:15.09\00:18:19.09 I called one of my girlfriends on the phone not too long ago, 00:18:19.13\00:18:22.86 and I said to her, How are you doing today? 00:18:22.90\00:18:25.77 It was before we actually got into the business 00:18:25.80\00:18:28.64 of why I called her. 00:18:28.67\00:18:30.01 I just said, How's your day going? 00:18:30.04\00:18:31.81 And do you know what she said? 00:18:31.87\00:18:33.21 She said, Today I have a thankful heart. 00:18:33.24\00:18:36.95 A thankful heart is a beautiful thing, 00:18:36.98\00:18:40.68 and it's not only a beautiful thing, it's Biblical. 00:18:40.72\00:18:44.19 And I believe a thankful heart is the God given antidote 00:18:44.22\00:18:50.09 to dealing with jealousy. 00:18:50.13\00:18:52.89 We practice contentment, and we surrender 00:18:52.93\00:18:55.50 those jealous feelings. 00:18:55.53\00:18:56.90 If our fist is tightly clenched, 00:18:56.97\00:18:58.80 and we can't open it up, we ask God for the desire. 00:18:58.83\00:19:02.40 We ask Him to open it. 00:19:02.44\00:19:04.24 We ask God for the power. 00:19:04.27\00:19:06.01 And then we practice giving thanks. 00:19:06.04\00:19:09.24 One of my friends, somebody I respect highly; 00:19:09.28\00:19:14.22 a friend of Greg and myself. 00:19:14.25\00:19:15.95 He's been through some painful experiences in his life. 00:19:15.98\00:19:20.72 And do you know what he said? 00:19:20.76\00:19:22.76 He said in the midst of those painful experiences 00:19:22.82\00:19:26.76 I chose to praise God. 00:19:26.80\00:19:30.53 I chose to give thanks. 00:19:30.57\00:19:34.34 I chose to give praise. 00:19:34.40\00:19:38.11 He went through the loss of his son, the death of his son. 00:19:38.14\00:19:43.41 His business failed. 00:19:43.45\00:19:46.31 He lost a marriage. 00:19:46.35\00:19:48.78 That's a lot of pain. 00:19:48.85\00:19:51.22 One of those would be enough pain, wouldn't it? 00:19:51.25\00:19:53.49 Yet you think your business failed; that would be horrible. 00:19:53.52\00:19:56.76 I think you go through a painful divorce, 00:19:56.79\00:19:59.79 or a death the spouse; that would be horrible. 00:19:59.83\00:20:03.26 You go through the death of a child; that is horrible. 00:20:03.30\00:20:07.54 But yet in the midst of that he said, I'm going to praise, 00:20:07.57\00:20:11.74 I'm going to give thanks. 00:20:11.77\00:20:13.68 And he said, every time he does that, 00:20:13.71\00:20:17.01 every time he gives thanks, you know what God does? 00:20:17.05\00:20:22.02 He opens up his heart. 00:20:22.05\00:20:24.42 He said it's like a weight coming off of his shoulders. 00:20:24.45\00:20:27.96 And he said, I'm free. 00:20:27.99\00:20:30.69 It sets me free. Do you want to be free from the jealous heart? 00:20:30.73\00:20:35.83 Do you want to be set free from that that binds you so tightly, 00:20:35.86\00:20:40.64 or that tightly clenched fist that doesn't want to open up? 00:20:40.67\00:20:45.41 Then give thanks. Praise God. 00:20:45.44\00:20:48.64 You might not feel like it at the beginning. 00:20:48.71\00:20:51.85 We've talked about this on previous programs. 00:20:51.88\00:20:54.98 When we don't feel like it, that really doesn't matter. 00:20:55.02\00:20:58.12 We bring our thoughts, and our words into line with what God's 00:20:58.15\00:21:02.72 word says, and God will change your feelings. 00:21:02.76\00:21:07.50 God will bring those feelings into line. 00:21:07.56\00:21:10.37 We have to take a short break right now. 00:21:10.40\00:21:12.83 We're going to come back in just a moment. 00:21:12.87\00:21:15.20 We will do our application, our assignment for this week, 00:21:15.24\00:21:19.64 something that will, hopefully, help and encourage you as you 00:21:19.67\00:21:24.05 seek to break free from the jealous heart. 00:21:24.08\00:21:27.15