Hello, and welcome to Help in Daily Living. 00:00:38.23\00:00:40.43 Today, we're gonna be talking about 00:00:40.44\00:00:41.92 The Discipline of Trial. 00:00:41.93\00:00:44.03 You know, trials and obstacles are the Lord's 00:00:44.04\00:00:47.58 chosen methods of discipline 00:00:47.59\00:00:49.86 and His appointed conditions of success. 00:00:49.87\00:00:54.17 That sounds completely opposite 00:00:54.18\00:00:55.58 of what we really want. 00:00:55.59\00:00:57.28 We want to have success and we want to have it 00:00:57.29\00:00:59.97 smoothly and peacefully and we don't want 00:00:59.98\00:01:02.78 trials and obstacles, but that's the way 00:01:02.79\00:01:05.78 the Lord has appointed it for us. 00:01:05.79\00:01:07.37 We grow through going through these trials and obstacles. 00:01:07.38\00:01:11.47 And so as we go into this very important 00:01:11.48\00:01:14.40 and sacred topic, I'm gonna ask Katie 00:01:14.41\00:01:16.49 to lead us in a word of prayer. 00:01:16.50\00:01:18.40 All right, Father in heaven, 00:01:18.41\00:01:22.64 thank you so much for taking so much interest in us 00:01:22.65\00:01:25.67 that you would make us like you 00:01:25.68\00:01:29.80 and that you would purify us. 00:01:29.81\00:01:32.73 Father, I just pray now that You'll guide us to see 00:01:32.74\00:01:37.05 how You lead and how Your ways 00:01:37.06\00:01:39.80 are so much different than ours. 00:01:39.81\00:01:42.39 Please help us to trust You even as 00:01:42.40\00:01:44.62 we go through trials and obstacles. 00:01:44.63\00:01:46.22 Thank you so much for being our guide, 00:01:46.23\00:01:48.77 in Jesus name, amen. Amen. 00:01:48.78\00:01:50.57 When I was a little kid, I remember feeling 00:01:54.09\00:01:56.07 really scared about the future. 00:01:56.08\00:01:58.38 One time I was riding in my family Suburban with my mom 00:01:58.39\00:02:00.81 telling her how I didn't think I could stay 00:02:00.82\00:02:03.01 close to God, if certain trials came in my life. 00:02:03.02\00:02:06.48 What if I was persecuted from my faith? 00:02:06.49\00:02:09.10 At that point in time, I didn't feel that I had 00:02:09.11\00:02:11.62 the strength to stand up for 00:02:11.63\00:02:12.83 what I believed and be a marker. 00:02:12.84\00:02:15.45 However after talking with my mom, 00:02:15.46\00:02:17.67 I learned something really encouraging. 00:02:17.68\00:02:20.13 I don't have to worry about future trails, 00:02:20.14\00:02:22.74 because when those hardships come, 00:02:22.75\00:02:25.15 God will give me the strength I need to bear them. 00:02:25.16\00:02:28.02 He doesn't give me that strength today, 00:02:28.03\00:02:29.64 because I don't need it today. 00:02:29.65\00:02:32.67 The Bible says in Deuteronomy 33:25 00:02:32.68\00:02:36.10 "As your days, so shall your strength be." 00:02:36.11\00:02:38.84 God knows what each day in my life will bring, 00:02:38.85\00:02:41.32 whether its heartache or joy. 00:02:41.33\00:02:43.06 And He has the exact amount of grace I need to make it 00:02:43.07\00:02:46.36 through each of one of those days. 00:02:46.37\00:02:48.38 I don't have to be anxious wondering how I'll cope 00:02:48.39\00:02:50.91 if I lose everything financially or if 00:02:50.92\00:02:53.68 a member of my family dies, 00:02:53.69\00:02:55.44 God has the strength set aside if that happens. 00:02:55.45\00:02:58.67 Each day bring something new and eventually 00:02:58.68\00:03:01.33 we're all going to experience the feeling 00:03:01.34\00:03:03.07 of our world crumbling at our feet, 00:03:03.08\00:03:05.76 but God Has promised that if we trust Him, 00:03:05.77\00:03:08.20 He will hold us together day by day. 00:03:08.21\00:03:11.00 Day by day, and with each passing moment 00:03:36.49\00:03:42.89 Strength I find, to meet my trials here 00:03:42.90\00:03:50.93 Trusting in my Father's wise bestowment 00:03:50.94\00:03:57.97 I've no cause for worry or for fear 00:03:57.98\00:04:05.73 He Whose heart is kind beyond all measure 00:04:05.74\00:04:12.93 Gives unto each day what He deems best 00:04:12.94\00:04:20.40 Lovingly, its part of pain and pleasure 00:04:20.41\00:04:28.13 Mingling toil with peace and rest 00:04:28.14\00:04:38.21 The protection of His child and treasure 00:05:08.38\00:05:15.99 Is a charge that on Himself He laid 00:05:16.00\00:05:22.94 "As thy days, thy strength shall be in measure" 00:05:22.95\00:05:30.61 This is the pledge to me He made 00:05:30.62\00:05:38.48 Help me then in every tribulation 00:05:40.21\00:05:46.99 So to trust Thy promises, O Lord 00:05:47.00\00:05:54.50 That I lose not faith's sweet consolation 00:05:54.51\00:06:01.68 Offered me within Thy holy Word. 00:06:01.69\00:06:10.12 Help me, Lord, when toil and trouble meeting, 00:06:10.13\00:06:17.49 E'er to take, as from a father's hand 00:06:17.50\00:06:24.72 One by one, the days, the moments fleeting 00:06:24.73\00:06:32.40 Till I reach the Promised Land 00:06:32.41\00:06:40.74 Till I reach the Promised Land 00:06:56.11\00:07:08.29 You know, while we were recording that song, 00:07:19.93\00:07:22.26 I actually had a sort of trial experience. 00:07:22.27\00:07:26.88 You know, I sit right in the front of the mic 00:07:26.89\00:07:28.91 because I'm the concertmistress. 00:07:28.92\00:07:30.20 And I guess sitting there kind of brings 00:07:30.21\00:07:33.14 a little bit of responsibility and like 00:07:33.15\00:07:35.89 in concert if you start playing the wrong song and-- 00:07:35.90\00:07:38.04 Everyone hears it. 00:07:38.05\00:07:39.09 Half of the people will start playing the wrong song 00:07:39.10\00:07:40.90 and it's just the big mess 00:07:40.91\00:07:42.08 and it's kind of embarrassing. 00:07:42.09\00:07:44.54 But another thing is that, that Craig, our conductor, 00:07:44.55\00:07:48.49 He like, he trust my opinion I guess 00:07:48.50\00:07:51.52 and he likes to ask for it sometimes. 00:07:51.53\00:07:52.94 Sometimes he doesn't ask for it 00:07:52.95\00:07:54.87 and I end up giving it at the wrong time. 00:07:54.88\00:07:57.19 And in this particular situation there is a chord 00:07:57.20\00:08:01.45 in the song and it wasn't quite working, 00:08:01.46\00:08:04.19 we're trying to fix it, I think it's right 00:08:04.20\00:08:05.81 at the key change and all of us music kids 00:08:05.82\00:08:09.14 were talking over each other and we're trying 00:08:09.15\00:08:11.58 to fix chord and its taking quite a bit of time 00:08:11.59\00:08:14.94 and we're getting nowhere. 00:08:14.95\00:08:16.14 And, you know, every precious second counts 00:08:16.15\00:08:19.33 when we're recording, so Craig turns to us and says, 00:08:19.34\00:08:22.22 so how much time do you want to spend on this. 00:08:22.23\00:08:25.33 What you want to do about it? 00:08:25.34\00:08:26.59 And in my state of mind I was just focused on trying 00:08:26.60\00:08:29.40 to fix the chord and so I guess in my partake 00:08:29.41\00:08:33.20 kind of thought, well, if he wants us to fix it, 00:08:33.21\00:08:36.23 why is he telling us it's a waste of time. 00:08:36.24\00:08:38.68 And then I didn't think before I spoke 00:08:38.69\00:08:42.48 and I started to say, well no body is going 00:08:42.49\00:08:45.54 to want to act sir and then I paused because 00:08:45.55\00:08:49.66 warning bells are going up in my mind and Craig said, 00:08:49.67\00:08:53.61 no, say what, finish what you're gonna say. 00:08:53.62\00:08:55.71 And so I just had to finish and I said nobody is gonna 00:08:55.72\00:08:59.66 want to answer, if we're addressed that way. 00:08:59.67\00:09:02.76 And Katie was there, she remembers the tension 00:09:02.77\00:09:06.94 was palpable and I felt really bad and embarrassed 00:09:06.95\00:09:10.07 about what I'd said and I just wanted to, 00:09:10.08\00:09:13.43 I just wanted to leave and get out of there. 00:09:13.44\00:09:16.36 But I couldn't and Craig said, well, 00:09:16.37\00:09:18.72 how would you like to be addressed and situation 00:09:18.73\00:09:21.24 was just very uncomfortable and afterwards 00:09:21.25\00:09:26.35 we've had figured out the chord and it was 00:09:26.36\00:09:28.06 all good, the song went well. 00:09:28.07\00:09:31.23 But afterwards I apologized to Craig, 00:09:31.24\00:09:33.19 and we talked in and it was all good. 00:09:33.20\00:09:36.79 But it seem that this type of thing happened to me 00:09:36.80\00:09:39.08 too often and that I find myself in situations 00:09:39.09\00:09:42.40 where I let my tongue get the better of me or my pride 00:09:42.41\00:09:45.65 and it reminds me of a section 00:09:45.66\00:09:48.38 in Help in Daily Living, where it says 00:09:48.39\00:09:51.57 "Many who sincerely consecrate their lives 00:09:51.58\00:09:54.15 to God's service are surprised and disappointed 00:09:54.16\00:09:56.60 to find themselves, as never before, 00:09:56.61\00:09:58.99 confronted by obstacles and beset 00:09:59.00\00:10:01.18 by trials and perplexities. 00:10:01.19\00:10:03.04 They pray for Christ-likeness of character, 00:10:03.05\00:10:05.97 for a fitness for the Lord's work, and they are placed 00:10:05.98\00:10:08.74 in circumstances that seem to call forth 00:10:08.75\00:10:11.08 all the evil of their nature." 00:10:11.09\00:10:13.21 Now in my devotions I've been praying and asking God 00:10:13.22\00:10:16.57 to make me more like Him and it seems that especially 00:10:16.58\00:10:20.13 those times that I would pray that, 00:10:20.14\00:10:21.62 I'd find myself in these situations that call forth 00:10:21.63\00:10:24.43 all the evil of my nature. 00:10:24.44\00:10:25.79 And it's kind of discouraging, 00:10:25.80\00:10:27.26 but as I was reading this, God was teaching me that, 00:10:27.27\00:10:31.08 that He-- that I needed to go through those trials, 00:10:31.09\00:10:34.78 so that He could show me the defects in my character 00:10:34.79\00:10:37.83 and it's the only way that I'll be able to give them 00:10:37.84\00:10:40.82 to Him and ask Him to help me with them. 00:10:40.83\00:10:43.64 Yes, so you go through, we pray to the Lord that 00:10:43.65\00:10:46.71 You'll make us like Christ and then all of sudden 00:10:46.72\00:10:48.91 we realize all these evil things are inside of us, 00:10:48.92\00:10:51.70 and we're like what's going on, 00:10:51.71\00:10:53.01 why is this happening and it's because the Lord 00:10:53.02\00:10:56.02 loves us so much, He knows that's in there, 00:10:56.03\00:10:58.41 and He reveals it to us. 00:10:58.42\00:11:02.05 On another note Zach, kind of from different angle how, 00:11:02.06\00:11:06.07 how God led you through a trail, through an obstacle 00:11:06.08\00:11:09.47 that was in your life, but to a deeper 00:11:09.48\00:11:12.23 relationship with Him to trusting Him. 00:11:12.24\00:11:15.32 Yeah, I'd always wondered how I would react and, 00:11:15.33\00:11:18.39 you know, in trails situation how, how my faith 00:11:18.40\00:11:21.61 would be tested and if I'll succeed. 00:11:21.62\00:11:23.80 And I had the opportunity to put my faith into action. 00:11:23.81\00:11:26.37 I'd gotten very sick, and I had some lumps 00:11:26.38\00:11:30.04 underneath my neck and there were producing 00:11:30.05\00:11:33.09 some weird symptoms and the doctor said 00:11:33.10\00:11:35.43 there is a chance it was cancer gallstones lymphoma. 00:11:35.44\00:11:38.85 I-- there is one night in particular, 00:11:38.86\00:11:41.76 I was very fatigued, I was so tired, 00:11:41.77\00:11:44.17 it was like 8 o'clock I skipped on vespers 00:11:44.18\00:11:46.26 and I was going to bed as I was just ways beyond belief. 00:11:46.27\00:11:50.64 And I was crawling into bed and the reality situation 00:11:50.65\00:11:55.29 that thoughts hit me, you know, 00:11:55.30\00:11:57.26 what if I don't wake tomorrow, you know, 00:11:57.27\00:11:59.28 I mean cancer is a dangerous thing, you know, 00:11:59.29\00:12:01.45 what if I'm so tired I just don't wake up. 00:12:01.46\00:12:04.62 This thoughts that I have plaguing my mind, 00:12:04.63\00:12:06.15 I did my best to try to give to the God where 00:12:06.16\00:12:07.89 I didn't try not to like encourage these thoughts 00:12:07.90\00:12:09.83 before I knew I'd fallen to sleep and woke up 00:12:09.84\00:12:12.09 the next morning, praise God. 00:12:12.10\00:12:14.15 Another time I was having a needle biopsy done 00:12:14.16\00:12:16.66 and it was excruciatingly painful, I was in a lot pain 00:12:16.67\00:12:20.09 and really the only thing that could bring me thought 00:12:20.10\00:12:21.76 right then was that could bring me comfort was that, 00:12:21.77\00:12:25.13 you know, Jesus suffered more than I have, 00:12:25.14\00:12:27.69 He and He is right there suffering with me, 00:12:27.70\00:12:29.47 He is right there, you know, like holding me 00:12:29.48\00:12:31.33 and that brought me like a lot comfort, you know, 00:12:31.34\00:12:35.55 numerous school days missed, lots of dodge provision 00:12:35.56\00:12:39.14 test done and later, you know, a small surgery 00:12:39.15\00:12:41.62 taking them out reveal that it wasn't lymphoma but just 00:12:41.63\00:12:44.20 reacting influence for the staph infection. 00:12:44.21\00:12:46.31 Praise the Lord, and I was, you know, 00:12:46.32\00:12:47.99 my family was so thankful and so excited to hear that. 00:12:48.00\00:12:50.68 And I can now look back and see that these trails, 00:12:50.69\00:12:53.25 they really, they taught me to rely on God to refine 00:12:53.26\00:12:55.97 my character in a way that I hadn't expected 00:12:55.98\00:12:58.40 and showed me that, you know, 00:12:58.41\00:12:59.68 He is the God, that you can trust, 00:12:59.69\00:13:01.23 you know, you can cling to. 00:13:01.24\00:13:02.31 Absolutely, praise the Lord. 00:13:02.32\00:13:04.67 When I was growing up, my family frequently 00:13:06.63\00:13:09.15 went on Sabbath afternoon hikes but I hated them. 00:13:09.16\00:13:12.31 After a short time, I would slowdown and complaint 00:13:12.32\00:13:15.25 that I was tired and I wanted to go home. 00:13:15.26\00:13:17.37 But my dad would encourage me, 00:13:17.38\00:13:19.43 take my hand and help me up to steep through. 00:13:19.44\00:13:22.22 And when I became too exhausted, he would 00:13:22.23\00:13:25.04 pick me up put me on his shoulders and carry me. 00:13:25.05\00:13:29.18 God is the same way, He calls us to walk 00:13:29.19\00:13:32.18 the straight and narrow path, 00:13:32.19\00:13:33.87 but He doesn't want us to walk it alone. 00:13:33.88\00:13:36.41 He promises in Hebrews 13:5 that 00:13:36.42\00:13:39.01 "He will never leave us, nor forsake us." 00:13:39.02\00:13:41.45 We may became tired and exhausted, 00:13:41.46\00:13:44.04 but God will never fail to take our hands 00:13:44.05\00:13:46.44 and lead us among His narrow path. 00:13:46.45\00:13:48.31 He leadeth me! O blessed thought 00:14:14.75\00:14:21.27 O words with heavenly comfort fraught 00:14:21.28\00:14:29.13 Whatever I do, wherever I be 00:14:29.14\00:14:35.73 Still 'tis God's hand that leadeth me 00:14:35.74\00:14:44.69 He leadeth me, He leadeth me 00:14:44.70\00:14:50.37 By His own hand He leadeth me 00:14:50.38\00:14:58.16 His faithful follower I would be 00:14:58.17\00:15:03.63 For by His hand He leadeth me 00:15:03.64\00:15:11.79 Sometimes mid scenes of deepest gloom 00:15:23.96\00:15:30.11 Sometimes where Eden's bowers bloom 00:15:30.12\00:15:39.70 By waters still, over troubled sea 00:15:39.71\00:15:45.18 Still 'tis His hand that leadeth me 00:15:45.19\00:15:52.62 Lord, I would place my hand in Thine 00:16:19.82\00:16:25.48 Nor ever murmur nor repine 00:16:25.49\00:16:33.52 Content, whatever lot I see 00:16:33.53\00:16:40.53 Since 'tis my God that leadeth me 00:16:40.54\00:16:49.48 He leadeth help me He leadeth help me 00:16:49.49\00:16:55.70 For by His hand He leadeth me 00:16:55.71\00:17:02.80 His faithful follower I would be 00:17:02.81\00:17:09.32 For by His hand He leadeth with me 00:17:09.33\00:17:17.65 And when my task on earth is done 00:17:46.35\00:17:52.39 When by Thy grace the victory's won 00:17:52.40\00:17:59.86 E'en death's cold wave I will not flee 00:17:59.87\00:18:07.61 Since God through Jordan leadeth with me 00:18:07.62\00:18:18.21 He leadeth me, He leadeth me 00:18:18.22\00:18:25.68 By His own hand He leadeth me 00:18:25.69\00:18:35.37 His faithful follower I would be 00:18:35.38\00:18:45.07 For by His hand He leadeth me 00:18:45.08\00:18:55.37 You know, the Lord has a divine appointment for us, 00:19:24.11\00:19:27.63 a something that we don't, we wouldn't 00:19:27.64\00:19:31.66 choose for ourselves, a divine appointment. 00:19:31.67\00:19:33.25 We think of a divine appointment, 00:19:33.26\00:19:34.40 ah there is light shining down on me 00:19:34.41\00:19:36.45 and it's a glorious day. 00:19:36.46\00:19:37.65 But that divine appointment is going 00:19:37.66\00:19:39.46 to be a trail or an obstacle. 00:19:39.47\00:19:42.40 And He has appointed that, so that 00:19:42.41\00:19:43.89 you can be successful, and I think of our bird. 00:19:43.90\00:19:47.22 We had a bird and his name was Prince. 00:19:47.23\00:19:48.79 And he was a Cockatiel and we put him in a cage 00:19:48.80\00:19:52.30 and we wanted him to sing. 00:19:52.31\00:19:54.51 We wanted to sing-- wanted to teach him 00:19:54.52\00:19:56.42 how to sing the Canadian national anthem. 00:19:56.43\00:19:58.47 But he was singing all the other bird songs because, 00:19:58.48\00:20:01.92 you know, he was at home during the day 00:20:01.93\00:20:03.58 and he would pick up and so he would 00:20:03.59\00:20:05.01 sing these other bird songs. 00:20:05.02\00:20:07.01 And so during the day, we covered the cage 00:20:07.02\00:20:09.34 and I put on the Canadian national anthem, 00:20:09.35\00:20:11.97 so that he would sing it. 00:20:11.98\00:20:13.23 Eventually he learnt to sing that song and so 00:20:13.24\00:20:17.36 I could lift the top of it, you know, 00:20:17.37\00:20:20.01 the covering from the cage 00:20:20.02\00:20:21.51 and he would sing it ever after. 00:20:21.52\00:20:24.27 And the Lord has that way kind of sometimes 00:20:24.28\00:20:27.01 He puts us in a dark or in a place where we can 00:20:27.02\00:20:29.50 just hear His voice, where we can hear Him leading us 00:20:29.51\00:20:33.47 and guiding us the way He wants to. 00:20:33.48\00:20:38.16 Rachel, can you relate to that. 00:20:38.17\00:20:39.70 Yeah, well actually your story about the bird 00:20:39.71\00:20:41.78 reminded me of a similar experience. 00:20:41.79\00:20:45.64 I remember one day I was taking walk in PT class. 00:20:45.65\00:20:48.76 It was during the fall and the all the PT class 00:20:48.77\00:20:50.95 were out and everything. 00:20:50.96\00:20:51.93 And I've been super stressed out and I was up late 00:20:51.94\00:20:54.68 studying the night before, I was really tired. 00:20:54.69\00:20:56.54 So eventually I just fell behind all my other 00:20:56.55\00:20:58.76 classmates as I was walking really slow 00:20:58.77\00:21:00.50 just kind of enjoying the nature. 00:21:00.51\00:21:02.26 And I notice this little stream just like 00:21:02.27\00:21:04.56 flowing by there, and so I was trying to hear 00:21:04.57\00:21:06.96 the sound of a water, but I couldn't, 00:21:06.97\00:21:08.73 so I stopped and I listened 00:21:08.74\00:21:10.17 and I still couldn't hear it. 00:21:10.18\00:21:11.50 So I just stood still for like ten or fifteen minutes 00:21:11.51\00:21:14.71 just like holding my breath and finally 00:21:14.72\00:21:17.40 I can just barely hear just trickling along. 00:21:17.41\00:21:20.26 It was really cool and later I was thinking about it 00:21:20.27\00:21:23.23 and it made me realize that when I've been having 00:21:23.24\00:21:26.45 my devotions and like spending time in God's words 00:21:26.46\00:21:28.66 though, I wasn't really focusing on it. 00:21:28.67\00:21:30.96 Yeah. Like I needed to come to a more quite place 00:21:30.97\00:21:34.55 where I can just like tune out everything. 00:21:34.56\00:21:37.18 Yes. That was happening around me like the bird 00:21:37.19\00:21:39.02 that when you cover the cage everything. 00:21:39.03\00:21:40.88 Just need to come to that quite place and be still 00:21:40.89\00:21:43.62 and just let my mind settle down, so I can really 00:21:43.63\00:21:45.53 focus on what God had to tell me for the day. 00:21:45.54\00:21:48.14 Awesome, you know, that divine appointment Aaliyah, 00:21:48.15\00:21:51.63 you were telling me about how Sasha 00:21:51.64\00:21:53.60 had told you about you need a divine appointment. 00:21:53.61\00:21:56.13 Yeah. Well, these are some, I like canvassing 00:21:56.14\00:21:59.10 and it was definitely a really trying experience. 00:21:59.11\00:22:03.25 And the first week I was really discouraged 00:22:03.26\00:22:05.08 and I was talking to my leader Sasha and she-- 00:22:05.09\00:22:08.71 I was just lending to all my frustrations. 00:22:08.72\00:22:10.54 And she said, Aaliyah, I don't think you really 00:22:10.55\00:22:12.44 had one of those experiences, where you know, 00:22:12.45\00:22:15.00 God used you, one of those divine appointments. 00:22:15.01\00:22:17.85 And she told me, she said pray for that today. 00:22:17.86\00:22:21.28 So all that day we prayed, she prayed with me, 00:22:21.29\00:22:24.75 we've stopped in some of these yards and pray 00:22:24.76\00:22:26.46 together and really it was one of my hardest days, 00:22:26.47\00:22:29.74 I got four books by 8:30 and that's not very good. 00:22:29.75\00:22:33.93 And you prayed for a divine appointment, 00:22:33.94\00:22:35.25 now have you your hardest day. 00:22:35.26\00:22:36.44 Yeah, it was really not a very good day. 00:22:36.45\00:22:38.73 And so about 8:30 P.M. she finally dropped me off 00:22:38.74\00:22:41.95 the street and I knocked on the door and I started 00:22:41.96\00:22:45.83 showing the gentlemen one of the books and it was on 00:22:45.84\00:22:48.05 Bible Prophecy and End Times Events. 00:22:48.06\00:22:49.82 And it turned out he already read it, and so we started 00:22:49.83\00:22:52.86 talking and I showed him another DVD 00:22:52.87\00:22:54.26 on the same thing, and he started telling me 00:22:54.27\00:22:57.70 all these things that he had been learning 00:22:57.71\00:22:58.89 from his own studying the Bible. 00:22:58.90\00:23:00.04 And it was just crazy how much God had taught him 00:23:00.05\00:23:03.00 and he started asking me questions and I was like 00:23:03.01\00:23:05.53 look you just have to get that book, 00:23:05.54\00:23:07.78 it's gonna answer, sorry not the book, the DVD. 00:23:07.79\00:23:10.20 Yeah. I told almost, you have to get the DVD 00:23:10.21\00:23:11.74 it's gonna answer everything. 00:23:11.75\00:23:13.55 And so I went inside and he was writing on the check 00:23:13.56\00:23:16.64 and his wife asked me about if I had anything, 00:23:16.65\00:23:19.22 it's just like more devotional about Jesus 00:23:19.23\00:23:21.83 in his life and though we did have a book about that, 00:23:21.84\00:23:25.36 but it was one book I didn't have because 00:23:25.37\00:23:27.02 I come late to the program. 00:23:27.03\00:23:28.12 So meanwhile my leader Sasha is on a totally 00:23:28.13\00:23:31.17 different street and she kept getting impression 00:23:31.18\00:23:33.33 go work with Aaliyah she's inside 00:23:33.34\00:23:34.89 the house and bring the book. 00:23:34.90\00:23:37.09 And so while I was in the house, I just decided 00:23:37.10\00:23:40.50 to tell lady about the book anyway even though 00:23:40.51\00:23:42.78 I didn't have it, I just started telling her 00:23:42.79\00:23:44.37 about it and just a couple minutes after that 00:23:44.38\00:23:46.26 my leader walks in with the book. 00:23:46.27\00:23:48.25 And I walked away from that house being able to leave 00:23:48.26\00:23:51.48 with them like four books, there was a couple 00:23:51.49\00:23:53.98 for her son and some for her and the gentleman 00:23:53.99\00:23:56.90 and then the DVD as well. 00:23:56.91\00:23:59.39 And it was just so amazing and even though 00:23:59.40\00:24:02.26 that was one of the hardest days and if my leader 00:24:02.27\00:24:03.85 and I hadn't persevere and praying 00:24:03.86\00:24:05.42 and striving to be faithful, yes. 00:24:05.43\00:24:07.97 Then we never would have received that blessing 00:24:07.98\00:24:10.51 and they wouldn't have either, maybe they are 00:24:10.52\00:24:12.51 gonna be in heaven because of that. 00:24:12.52\00:24:14.04 Oh, that be wonderful. Praise the Lord. 00:24:14.05\00:24:16.63 When I feel unimportant, it's often because 00:24:19.31\00:24:22.41 I'm trying to be someone I'm not. 00:24:22.42\00:24:24.55 God has created me to do a specific work and in that 00:24:24.56\00:24:27.74 line of work there are those whom 00:24:27.75\00:24:29.38 I maybe blessing to and be blessed by. 00:24:29.39\00:24:32.05 When I'm dissatisfied with my apparently low calling 00:24:32.06\00:24:35.19 and try to do something I think is best for me, 00:24:35.20\00:24:37.89 I end up dissatisfied and disillusioned. 00:24:37.90\00:24:40.59 It's in those times I realize that I need to go 00:24:40.60\00:24:43.54 to God and give Him my life, my heart and my will. 00:24:43.55\00:24:46.67 During the duty God has called me to gives me peace, 00:24:46.68\00:24:49.96 joy and makes me feel fulfilled. 00:24:49.97\00:24:51.81 No matter how insignificant the duty it seems. 00:24:51.82\00:24:55.21 When I surrender self, His spirit can fill the void 00:24:55.22\00:24:58.60 and change me into others can 00:24:58.61\00:25:00.24 clearly see Christ example in my life. 00:25:00.25\00:25:02.59 Have thine own way, Lord! Have thine own way 00:25:04.84\00:25:11.59 Thou art the potter, I am the clay 00:25:11.60\00:25:19.08 Mold me and make me after Thy will 00:25:19.09\00:25:26.31 While I am waiting, yielded and still 00:25:26.32\00:25:34.10 Have Thine own way, Lord! Have Thine own way 00:25:34.11\00:25:41.07 Search me and try me, Master, today 00:25:41.08\00:25:48.34 Whiter than snow, Lord, wash me just now 00:25:48.35\00:25:55.80 As in Thy presence humbly I bow 00:25:55.81\00:26:04.48 Have Thine own way, Lord! Have Thine own way 00:26:04.49\00:26:11.55 Wounded and weary, help me, I pray 00:26:11.56\00:26:19.43 Power, all power, surely is Thine 00:26:19.44\00:26:27.13 Touch me and heal me, Savior divine 00:26:27.14\00:26:36.12 Have thine own way, Lord! Have thine own way 00:26:36.13\00:26:43.70 Hold o'er my being absolute sway 00:26:43.71\00:26:51.39 Fill with Thy Spirit 'till all shall see 00:26:51.40\00:26:58.89 Christ only, always, living in me 00:26:58.90\00:27:08.82 This last semester I got sick for two weeks. 00:27:13.00\00:27:15.52 And my parents and my deans they wanted me 00:27:15.53\00:27:18.49 to go home just to recover. 00:27:18.50\00:27:20.34 But I didn't really want to, because I wanted to attend 00:27:20.35\00:27:25.41 the class banquet that my class is going to have. 00:27:25.42\00:27:28.37 But I had to just give it to God and I decided to go home 00:27:28.38\00:27:33.52 and I'm really glad that I did, 00:27:33.53\00:27:35.60 because if I hadn't gone home and mostly likely 00:27:35.61\00:27:37.85 would not have been able to go 00:27:37.86\00:27:39.58 on the mission trip with my class. 00:27:39.59\00:27:42.16 You made a choice to let God have His way 00:27:42.17\00:27:44.83 and you're healthy and strong. 00:27:44.84\00:27:46.78 Zach, can you close with the word of prayer for us. 00:27:46.79\00:27:49.38 Dear Heavenly Father, Lord, 00:27:49.39\00:27:50.84 have Your own way in your lives. 00:27:50.85\00:27:52.42 Guide us with Your hand of mercy and help us to 00:27:52.43\00:27:56.14 realize that when trails be falls that it's your 00:27:56.15\00:27:59.09 method of to find character Lord and lead us to success. 00:27:59.10\00:28:02.22 You've been such a good God, 00:28:02.23\00:28:03.69 you've been so good in our lives and I just pray 00:28:03.70\00:28:05.54 you continue leading us thinking that we can all 00:28:05.55\00:28:07.51 be together, I'm healthy and happy and Lord 00:28:07.52\00:28:10.66 that we love you and you love us. 00:28:10.67\00:28:12.18 Come into our hearts today, in your name, amen, amen. 00:28:12.19\00:28:15.39 Help in Daily Living is a 13 part series from 00:28:20.49\00:28:23.46 Fountainview Productions designed to share the solid 00:28:23.47\00:28:26.75 principles of practical everyday Christianity. 00:28:26.76\00:28:29.72 It's a simple way to share the good news about 00:28:29.73\00:28:32.46 the power of the gospel with your friends, 00:28:32.47\00:28:34.57 family and coworkers. 00:28:34.58\00:28:36.43 Order your copies now by calling 1877-490-4141 00:28:36.44\00:28:42.73 or visit us online at www.fountainviewproductions.com. 00:28:42.74\00:28:49.27 Help in Daily Living is also available 00:28:49.28\00:28:51.99 at your local ABC Christian Book Stores. 00:28:52.00\00:28:54.79