Do you know what it is to give yourself away, 00:00:01.06\00:00:03.80 to give yourself totally and completely to Jesus Christ? 00:00:03.83\00:00:07.24 Do you know that you can only be happy in Christ 00:00:07.27\00:00:10.07 when you give Him you'll 00:00:10.10\00:00:12.99 and everything and all you have? 00:00:13.02\00:00:16.93 Brain Eldridge, knows what it is to give yourself away. 00:00:16.96\00:00:21.13 Lemuel Vega knows what it to give yourself away. 00:00:21.16\00:00:24.55 The men in the scoop know what it is 00:00:24.58\00:00:26.02 to give yourself completely to Jesus. 00:00:26.05\00:00:28.96 I submit to you, you will only be happy, 00:00:28.99\00:00:32.13 you will only be content, you will only be complete 00:00:32.16\00:00:35.95 when you give Jesus what He demands 00:00:35.98\00:00:38.80 and He deserves and that's all of you. 00:00:38.83\00:00:42.35 I'm free indeed. 00:00:57.28\00:01:01.05 I give myself away. 00:01:01.08\00:01:03.81 The Bible says in the Book of Romans 12th Chapter. 00:01:03.84\00:01:07.59 He says, "I beseech you, I beg you, 00:01:07.62\00:01:11.72 I empower you, I had admonish you." 00:01:11.75\00:01:15.25 Amen, He says it right? 00:01:15.28\00:01:20.22 He--I beseech you brothers by the mercy of God 00:01:20.25\00:01:23.19 to present your bodies a living sacrifice. 00:01:23.22\00:01:26.02 Holy and acceptable which is our reasonable, 00:01:26.05\00:01:30.02 reasonable, reasonable service. 00:01:30.05\00:01:33.45 How many want to give yourself away to Christ? 00:01:33.48\00:01:35.84 Hallelujah, come on. Hallelujah. 00:01:35.87\00:01:38.25 The things that landed me in prison 00:01:38.28\00:01:42.82 was I was out there being a knucklehead. 00:01:42.85\00:01:46.92 I don't do drugs, I don't drink, I don't smoke. 00:01:46.95\00:01:51.21 I just had certain things that I was doing out there 00:01:51.24\00:01:55.26 that weren't really you know, nice. 00:01:55.29\00:01:59.54 You know, I didn't want any one to see 00:01:59.57\00:02:01.34 a bad part of me 00:02:01.37\00:02:03.04 as when everybody can see the good part of me 00:02:03.07\00:02:04.89 but I had demons that I was working with 00:02:04.92\00:02:08.51 and that's what got me here. 00:02:08.54\00:02:10.51 And I just wish, you know, I had-- 00:02:10.54\00:02:15.47 had to let my mom and dad down. 00:02:15.50\00:02:17.30 That's what I feel, I let my mom 00:02:17.33\00:02:18.73 and dad down, my daughter. 00:02:18.76\00:02:23.59 The old Brian 00:02:23.62\00:02:26.42 was more immature, 00:02:26.45\00:02:30.36 widely. 00:02:30.39\00:02:33.42 The old Brian was basically out 00:02:33.45\00:02:36.84 for selfish at needs and selfish self. 00:02:36.87\00:02:42.64 In the new Brian I have calm down lot more. 00:02:42.67\00:02:46.33 I smile a lot more even in prison. 00:02:46.36\00:02:53.31 And I am more well rounded, well rounded 00:02:53.34\00:02:57.01 and more mature and I'm more-- 00:02:57.04\00:03:02.61 I'm more spiritual. 00:03:02.64\00:03:04.80 You know, I believe that 00:03:04.83\00:03:07.84 before I ask God for things now I'm able to listen to Him 00:03:07.87\00:03:13.89 and He already has got to say because He speaks to me 00:03:13.92\00:03:16.23 through different people 00:03:16.26\00:03:17.29 and different programs and different stuff. 00:03:17.32\00:03:19.82 So, the new Brian is, is a lot more matured, 00:03:19.85\00:03:23.92 a lot more spiritually grounded. 00:03:23.95\00:03:27.32 I was-- when I was on the streets I was, 00:03:27.35\00:03:34.75 I was just kind of bowed in out there. 00:03:34.78\00:03:37.94 I didn't have any real direction 00:03:37.97\00:03:40.33 as to where I was going and what I wanted to do 00:03:40.36\00:03:43.23 and I asked the Lord and, you know, I asked the Lord, 00:03:43.26\00:03:46.14 you know, because I was, you know, I knew of God, 00:03:46.17\00:03:49.35 I knew of Jesus and I asked the Lord I said, 00:03:49.38\00:03:51.64 well put me in the right place. 00:03:51.67\00:03:54.07 I was in Atlanta at the time 00:03:54.10\00:03:56.03 and I believe God speaks to me through people 00:03:56.06\00:03:59.78 and one day this woman said, 00:03:59.81\00:04:01.23 well, Brian you do music 00:04:01.26\00:04:05.54 may be the reason why you can't keep a job 00:04:05.57\00:04:07.45 is because God wants you to do music. 00:04:07.48\00:04:10.31 And I said, that's it 00:04:10.34\00:04:13.25 and so I start new job working 00:04:13.28\00:04:15.33 and write my songs and write music. 00:04:15.36\00:04:18.29 Well, everything was okay until all of sudden these, 00:04:18.32\00:04:22.70 you start doing stuff 00:04:22.73\00:04:23.76 and then you hit a brick wall again 00:04:23.79\00:04:25.66 and I said well, what I'm I suppose to do now. 00:04:25.69\00:04:29.34 And usually I look for answer and I didn't get one. 00:04:29.37\00:04:35.40 Probably starting to think I got one not 00:04:35.43\00:04:37.80 but I have seen now my uncle came to me and he said, 00:04:37.83\00:04:40.53 I need you do some songs for my church 00:04:40.56\00:04:42.96 and I, I did them but I did them all 00:04:42.99\00:04:46.44 you know, haphazardly because I wasn't really, 00:04:46.47\00:04:49.11 you know, into church music. 00:04:49.14\00:04:53.30 Yeah, I like to write music, I write songs, 00:04:53.33\00:04:56.60 I started of when you are writing lyrics 00:04:56.63\00:04:59.04 and writing then I brunched off in writing, 00:04:59.07\00:05:03.15 you know, playing the piano 00:05:03.18\00:05:04.37 and then I started putting piano music 00:05:04.40\00:05:06.41 to my lyrics and from then it just open straight up 00:05:06.44\00:05:11.21 because I know how to program music 00:05:11.24\00:05:14.19 and I did my studio engineering, and I sang a lot of my stuff, 00:05:14.22\00:05:17.95 I was--I was kind of like a triple threat 00:05:17.98\00:05:21.36 because I didn't need any one in there 00:05:21.39\00:05:24.47 and people would tell me 00:05:24.50\00:05:26.51 well, you should play for the church 00:05:26.54\00:05:27.80 and you should play for this and you should play for that. 00:05:27.83\00:05:30.16 And I'm like well, I wasn't really filling there 00:05:30.19\00:05:32.60 because I can really get into, 00:05:32.63\00:05:35.18 you know, writing spiritual songs. 00:05:35.21\00:05:37.02 I just wasn't really that spiritual 00:05:37.05\00:05:39.70 and I guess this you know, God need to sit me down 00:05:39.73\00:05:44.25 and say well, I want you to do this. 00:05:44.28\00:05:46.23 And He has a way of making you do, 00:05:46.26\00:05:47.84 whatever He wants you to do. 00:05:47.87\00:05:49.81 So, now, I'm writing more spiritual songs 00:05:49.84\00:05:51.72 and I write more, you know, writing a lot, 00:05:51.75\00:05:56.07 lot a lot better than I used to do. 00:05:56.10\00:06:00.06 My life is not my own to you I belong, 00:06:00.09\00:06:06.94 I give myself I give myself to You. 00:06:06.97\00:06:14.21 Before I came to prison I was on a way of doing something. 00:06:14.24\00:06:19.63 I had meetings that I had to set up, 00:06:19.66\00:06:22.33 that I had set up with people 00:06:22.36\00:06:25.03 you know to listen to my music and start. 00:06:25.06\00:06:27.85 You know, I had singers that were coming in 00:06:27.88\00:06:29.87 and wrappers that were coming in, 00:06:29.90\00:06:31.28 wrapping on my stuff. 00:06:31.31\00:06:33.70 And come into prison kind of like shut that all down. 00:06:33.73\00:06:39.52 It everything ended so quickly 00:06:39.55\00:06:46.50 and I wasn't really ready for it 00:06:46.53\00:06:48.92 because I didn't want to come here. 00:06:48.95\00:06:51.28 It wasn't like I was out there 00:06:51.31\00:06:53.78 robbing people and killing them. 00:06:53.81\00:06:55.86 I mean the stuff that I did was real stupid 00:06:55.89\00:06:57.66 but I didn't, I didn't know it would bring me here. 00:06:57.69\00:07:01.24 Believe me, if I had known 00:07:01.27\00:07:03.83 I cut that stuff off long period 00:07:03.86\00:07:06.57 but you know, it hasn't stopped me from writing, 00:07:06.60\00:07:10.36 It hasn't stopped me from, from you know, creating. 00:07:10.39\00:07:15.28 It hasn't stopped me from doing any of that. 00:07:15.31\00:07:17.65 I Give My Self Away, that song it means a lot to me 00:07:17.68\00:07:23.41 really because when I think about, 00:07:23.44\00:07:28.95 you know, how I use to be 00:07:28.98\00:07:30.81 and what I ask of the Lord, you know, to do for me 00:07:30.84\00:07:36.67 I used to give myself to every thing else 00:07:36.70\00:07:39.39 and now, you know, I find myself writing for the Lord. 00:07:39.42\00:07:43.38 So, now He says, you know I guess by me writing 00:07:43.41\00:07:48.95 for the Lord that's how I give, 00:07:48.98\00:07:50.33 you know, I give myself away Him. 00:07:50.36\00:07:52.92 Because I use to give myself away to, to women 00:07:52.95\00:07:56.93 and, you know, trying to please them 00:07:56.96\00:07:58.70 and trying to please all these other people 00:07:58.73\00:08:01.79 all these producers, all these writers, 00:08:01.82\00:08:03.64 all these technicians and every thing 00:08:03.67\00:08:06.24 but now, all I got to do is just please Him. 00:08:06.27\00:08:08.61 So I have to worry about anything else 00:08:08.64\00:08:10.90 so I just gave myself to Him now. 00:08:10.93\00:08:12.70 Amen, let's make this declaration 00:08:12.73\00:08:14.73 this morning to give ourselves away. 00:08:14.76\00:08:16.97 I give myself away 00:08:32.22\00:08:35.73 I give myself away 00:08:39.98\00:08:43.53 So You can use me 00:08:43.56\00:08:47.70 I give myself away, 00:08:47.73\00:08:53.15 oh Lord I give myself away 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sacrifice 00:10:39.47\00:10:45.54 All my dreams 00:10:45.57\00:10:49.50 All my plans 00:10:49.53\00:10:54.20 Lord I place them in Your hands 00:10:54.23\00:11:00.32 I give myself away 00:11:00.35\00:11:05.66 Lord, I surrender all I give myself away 00:11:05.69\00:11:11.02 So You can use me Jesus 00:11:11.05\00:11:15.35 I give myself away 00:11:15.38\00:11:19.69 I don't want my way tomorrow 00:11:19.72\00:11:23.24 I give myself away 00:11:23.27\00:11:25.62 So You lead the way 00:11:25.65\00:11:32.47 My life is not my own 00:11:32.50\00:11:35.98 To You I belong 00:11:36.01\00:11:39.48 I give myself, I give myself to You Oh Lord 00:11:39.51\00:11:46.85 My life is not my own 00:11:46.88\00:11:50.45 To You I belong 00:11:50.48\00:11:54.24 I give myself, I give myself to You 00:11:54.27\00:11:59.41 Oh Lord My life is not my own 00:11:59.44\00:12:04.90 To You I belong 00:12:04.93\00:12:08.69 I give myself, I give myself to You 00:12:08.72\00:12:16.04 My life is not my own 00:12:16.07\00:12:19.31 To You I belong 00:12:19.34\00:12:21.64 I give myself, I give myself to You 00:12:21.67\00:12:25.02 I give myself to You 00:12:25.05\00:12:30.48 My life is not my own 00:12:30.51\00:12:33.91 To You I belong 00:12:33.94\00:12:39.48 I give myself, I give myself to You 00:12:39.51\00:12:46.12 Amen. Hallelujah. 00:12:46.15\00:12:51.85 Amen. Let's pray. 00:12:51.88\00:12:54.19 Father God, we just praise You and thank You, 00:12:54.22\00:12:56.64 for Jesus for the power that we receive from Him. 00:12:56.67\00:13:00.52 We ask now Lord, that You would speak to our hearts 00:13:00.55\00:13:04.55 because we need to hear a word from You 00:13:04.58\00:13:07.16 and only You and we thank You in Jesus name, Amen. 00:13:07.19\00:13:11.93 Sticks and stones may break my bones 00:13:11.96\00:13:14.77 but words will never hurt me. 00:13:14.80\00:13:17.85 How many have heard that? 00:13:17.88\00:13:19.99 Yeah, how many think that's true? 00:13:20.02\00:13:22.44 That's a lie. 00:13:22.47\00:13:25.96 Okay, it is a lie like most of those things 00:13:25.99\00:13:31.11 it's a lie there is power in words. 00:13:31.14\00:13:36.43 Words are extremely powerful. 00:13:36.46\00:13:38.23 In fact next to the love of God 00:13:38.26\00:13:43.39 the most powerful thing in the universe is a Word. 00:13:43.42\00:13:49.70 Earth was created by the Word of God. 00:13:49.73\00:13:55.10 Paul, Paul in his letter to young Timothy, 00:13:55.13\00:13:59.38 when he is trying to give him some instruction 00:13:59.41\00:14:00.80 before he took over the church he said, preach the Word. 00:14:00.83\00:14:07.03 John began his gospel by saying in the beginning 00:14:07.06\00:14:12.37 was the Word 00:14:12.40\00:14:15.45 and the Word became flesh and lived among us. 00:14:15.48\00:14:19.66 So there is power in a Word, in fact the Bible says 00:14:19.69\00:14:22.60 the only thing that God exults above His own name is His Word. 00:14:22.63\00:14:30.16 So, that's power, power, power in words. 00:14:30.19\00:14:35.31 In fact words are so powerful-- let's look at some of them. 00:14:35.34\00:14:38.21 Matthew Chapter 12, see a preacher 00:14:38.24\00:14:43.49 and a microphone is a dangerous combination. 00:14:43.52\00:14:47.67 And I'm trying to get to Matthew 12:34. 00:14:47.70\00:14:51.30 In fact let's turn to verse 35 save a little time. 00:14:51.33\00:14:54.27 Bible says, Matthew 12:35. 00:14:54.30\00:14:58.44 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart 00:14:58.47\00:15:02.97 brings forth good things, 00:15:03.00\00:15:05.89 and an evil man out of the evil treasure 00:15:05.92\00:15:09.31 brings forth evil things. 00:15:09.34\00:15:11.98 But I say to you that for every " what? 00:15:12.01\00:15:17.64 "Word that men may speak, 00:15:17.67\00:15:21.02 they will give account of it in the day of judgment." 00:15:21.05\00:15:24.51 Every word. 00:15:24.54\00:15:27.42 "For by your words you will be justified, 00:15:27.45\00:15:32.07 and by your words you will be condemned." 00:15:32.10\00:15:39.70 God is saying, your salvation hinges 00:15:39.73\00:15:45.11 on what comes out of your mouth. That's right. 00:15:45.14\00:15:49.55 God is saying, we've got to use our words 00:15:49.58\00:15:52.14 to build up or to tear down. 00:15:52.17\00:15:56.03 We got to build up with our words. 00:15:56.06\00:15:59.71 Your words will be weighed by God, 00:15:59.74\00:16:03.74 so we must speak the truth and love. 00:16:03.77\00:16:05.54 I had a lady come to me years ago 00:16:05.57\00:16:07.40 I pastured in New York City. 00:16:07.43\00:16:08.46 My last church was 2,000 members. 00:16:08.49\00:16:11.24 So you get all kind of stories 00:16:11.27\00:16:12.37 when you are pastoring 2,000 people. 00:16:12.40\00:16:14.98 I had a lady come and she said, 00:16:15.01\00:16:16.15 you know, my husband don't know how to fight. 00:16:16.18\00:16:20.90 He is, he is give himself to Jesus 00:16:20.93\00:16:24.45 and he forgot how to fight. 00:16:24.48\00:16:27.78 And he said, I didn't, I dint forget how to fight. 00:16:27.81\00:16:30.74 He said, I just got to new mind. 00:16:30.77\00:16:33.23 And with my mind, my new mind I got a new mouth. 00:16:33.26\00:16:40.71 With my new mind came a new mouth and a new heart. 00:16:40.74\00:16:44.40 So I don't say anything. 00:16:44.43\00:16:46.01 So you see her way of fighting was 00:16:46.04\00:16:48.85 when you're mad anything that comes into your heart 00:16:48.88\00:16:51.20 ought to come out of your mouth. 00:16:51.23\00:16:53.48 And he was saying when you get a new heart, you get a mouth. 00:16:53.51\00:16:57.74 So I don't fight like I use to fight, 00:16:57.77\00:16:59.42 I don't argue like I used to argue. 00:16:59.45\00:17:01.31 I don't try to tear down everything out. 00:17:01.34\00:17:03.27 Think of saying I don't say. 00:17:03.30\00:17:06.41 I have a sermon, I wish I had time to preach. 00:17:06.44\00:17:07.97 It is a hour sermon, it is a whole hour, 00:17:08.00\00:17:10.58 called arguing with God. 00:17:10.61\00:17:15.91 I'll teach people how to argue with God 00:17:15.94\00:17:20.14 like you can argue with God. 00:17:20.17\00:17:25.17 But he said, with my new mind comes 00:17:25.20\00:17:27.09 my new mouth and my new heart. 00:17:27.12\00:17:30.54 So there is power in our words, 00:17:30.57\00:17:34.48 one of the tests of our Christianity 00:17:34.51\00:17:37.73 is that the words that we-- we say now have meaning 00:17:37.76\00:17:44.22 and power 00:17:44.25\00:17:45.84 and are used to build up and not to tear down. 00:17:45.87\00:17:49.81 And when, when Christ is in the heart-- 00:17:49.84\00:17:51.71 you see the Bible says, "Let the redeemed 00:17:51.74\00:17:53.61 of the Lord say so." 00:17:53.64\00:17:56.61 Use your words to say so 00:17:56.64\00:17:58.67 and it's important that you say so. 00:17:58.70\00:18:01.65 Heard a story years ago, 00:18:01.68\00:18:03.71 lady took her husband to the lawyer. 00:18:03.74\00:18:07.49 They have been married 25 years. 00:18:07.52\00:18:09.27 She said, I want a divorce 00:18:09.30\00:18:13.74 and then the lawyer said well, why does he beat you? 00:18:13.77\00:18:16.72 No, no. Does he starve you? 00:18:16.75\00:18:19.59 No, no. Does he not feed you? 00:18:19.62\00:18:22.64 Said no. Is he unkind to the kids? 00:18:22.67\00:18:26.39 Said no. Then why you want a divorce? 00:18:26.42\00:18:30.48 She said, I have been married to this man for 25 years 00:18:30.51\00:18:36.04 and only one time in 25 years 00:18:36.07\00:18:39.55 has he said, that he loves me and I can't take it. 00:18:39.58\00:18:44.93 I want a divorce. 00:18:44.96\00:18:47.89 So the lawyer looks at him and said, 00:18:47.92\00:18:50.06 my brother what's, what's your story? 00:18:50.09\00:18:53.37 He said, I told her at the weeding, 00:18:53.40\00:18:58.86 that I loved her and I would love her forever. 00:18:58.89\00:19:03.57 Now, she is a bright girl. 00:19:03.60\00:19:06.20 I though she would understand 00:19:06.23\00:19:07.26 if I change my mind I'll let her know. 00:19:07.29\00:19:09.62 Let the redeemed of the Lord say you got to say so, 00:19:20.17\00:19:24.50 there is power in your word. 00:19:24.53\00:19:26.68 And if you love the Lord you got to say Him, 00:19:26.71\00:19:28.90 I love the Lord. Amen. 00:19:28.93\00:19:33.22 That's what He told, He told Timothy preach the word, 00:19:33.25\00:19:35.88 preach, preach the word. 00:19:35.91\00:19:38.75 Tell the truth and tell the truth in love. 00:19:38.78\00:19:42.02 You know, the Book of James and 3rd chapter 00:19:42.05\00:19:43.98 He talks a lot about the word. 00:19:44.01\00:19:46.39 Talks about the tongue, talks about how a little ship 00:19:46.42\00:19:50.73 is controlled by a little tiny rudder, 00:19:50.76\00:19:53.19 little tiny rudder control that big whole ship. 00:19:53.22\00:19:55.80 It's a same way with your mouth. 00:19:55.83\00:20:00.74 With your tongue, little tiny tongue 00:20:00.77\00:20:03.43 can set continents of fire, can burn cities down. 00:20:03.46\00:20:07.04 That have people shooting and killing one another, 00:20:07.07\00:20:10.17 can get you in a whole heap of trouble 00:20:10.20\00:20:14.32 or it can free your soul. 00:20:14.35\00:20:19.01 It's power in your words. 00:20:19.04\00:20:23.84 My last text is Colossians 4:6. 00:20:23.87\00:20:26.11 I like this one, I really like this one, 00:20:26.14\00:20:29.74 I'll close with this. 00:20:29.77\00:20:31.13 Latter says, "Let your speech always 00:20:36.44\00:20:41.20 be seasoned with salt, 00:20:41.23\00:20:45.15 that you may know how you ought to answer each one." 00:20:45.18\00:20:50.97 Now here is the truth. 00:20:51.00\00:20:53.92 Everybody is not always gonna be thoughtful 00:20:53.95\00:20:57.07 when they are speaking to you. 00:20:57.10\00:21:01.62 Everybody's words are not always gonna be kind. 00:21:01.65\00:21:05.99 Sometimes people are gonna say things to you 00:21:06.02\00:21:09.44 that are just plain stupid. 00:21:09.47\00:21:16.03 Amen. 00:21:16.06\00:21:17.93 Yeah, sometimes people are gonna say 00:21:17.96\00:21:19.15 stuff that they really are to just keep their mouth shut. 00:21:19.18\00:21:22.75 And sometimes they just plan. 00:21:22.78\00:21:24.17 You know, some may say, hey how are you doing, ugly. 00:21:24.20\00:21:27.23 Now they just plan. 00:21:27.26\00:21:30.66 Some days that's funny. Come on. Amen. 00:21:30.69\00:21:36.81 And some days that ain't funny. 00:21:36.84\00:21:40.97 So if you decided yesterday, we have to laugh, 00:21:41.00\00:21:44.42 but today I don't have any mood for that. 00:21:44.45\00:21:46.96 And the day you are not in a mood for it, guess what? 00:21:46.99\00:21:50.59 That's a day you won't get it. 00:21:50.62\00:21:54.92 Yeah, because the devil knows you are not in a mood for it. 00:21:54.95\00:21:58.92 You know, you know the Lord never sleeps 00:21:58.95\00:22:00.67 never slumbers you know that. 00:22:00.70\00:22:02.46 You know the devil never sleeps never slumbers either. 00:22:02.49\00:22:05.79 So the day when you get up, 00:22:05.82\00:22:07.45 I was telling the guys in baptism class 00:22:07.48\00:22:08.87 you have bad days, you get up, 00:22:08.90\00:22:10.04 as you get out of bed 00:22:10.07\00:22:11.18 and this is going to be a bad day. 00:22:11.21\00:22:12.58 And the day you don't need to be bothered 00:22:12.61\00:22:14.20 is a day somebody is going to push you to wrong way. 00:22:14.23\00:22:16.94 And say or do something that's where you got one nerve 00:22:16.97\00:22:19.50 they are gonna pluck it, that last nerve. 00:22:19.53\00:22:23.01 That's the time when Colossians says, 00:22:23.04\00:22:26.35 "Let your speech be seasoned with salt." 00:22:26.38\00:22:31.46 So before you haul off verbally 00:22:31.49\00:22:34.17 or physically give Jesus a chance. 00:22:34.20\00:22:39.49 Yeah, give Jesus a chance. 00:22:39.52\00:22:42.42 Get a new mind, praise God gave new mouth. Amen. 00:22:42.45\00:22:46.32 Amen. Keep you out of trouble. 00:22:46.35\00:22:49.04 But more than that, more than that, 00:22:49.07\00:22:50.52 more than that it gives you a chance to show who Jesus is. 00:22:50.55\00:22:58.25 Give you a chance to show 00:22:58.28\00:23:00.35 that you not the person you used to be. 00:23:00.38\00:23:05.78 I used to think that there was 00:23:05.81\00:23:08.03 something to be gained by fighting. 00:23:08.06\00:23:12.80 When I was younger, I was blind through sixth grade. 00:23:12.83\00:23:17.03 Went to blind school, Braille and the whole thing. 00:23:17.06\00:23:19.08 Got little sight in sixth grade 00:23:19.11\00:23:20.65 and went to public school for the first time. 00:23:20.68\00:23:22.43 But I had glasses that are so thick, 00:23:22.46\00:23:23.99 that were so thick, you know, thick, 00:23:24.02\00:23:26.52 thick glasses make your eyes look like peas. 00:23:26.55\00:23:28.34 You know, little thick, thick glasses Coke bottle. 00:23:28.37\00:23:31.03 I have got all the names. 00:23:31.06\00:23:33.18 I was constantly fighting, 00:23:33.21\00:23:34.50 you know, just somebody said, you got slap her 00:23:34.53\00:23:36.40 because you have you know-- you say always fight. 00:23:36.43\00:23:43.43 I would come and ask them what's the matter with you, boy? 00:23:43.46\00:23:45.92 You know, just calls out, tour up, you know always fight 00:23:45.95\00:23:48.89 and always lose it. 00:23:48.92\00:23:51.26 You know, it's always good but my head would-- 00:23:51.29\00:23:54.85 I am gonna tell you the truth, 00:23:54.88\00:23:55.91 that I'm the-- I had I had 00:23:55.94\00:23:57.27 when I was in the sixth grade 00:23:57.30\00:23:58.75 Frances Craig almost beat me to death. 00:23:58.78\00:24:04.55 It was a girl, man. 00:24:04.58\00:24:06.49 But first of all she was bigger than me, 00:24:06.52\00:24:08.47 see out weighted me by 50 pounds. 00:24:08.50\00:24:10.18 I means she was, you know, when you up until about 00:24:10.21\00:24:12.39 age 10 girls are bigger than boys. 00:24:12.42\00:24:13.97 And then boys get the little growth fast 00:24:14.00\00:24:15.29 and you pass them. 00:24:15.32\00:24:16.50 So I came out of blind school really skinny real small. 00:24:16.53\00:24:20.52 Frances Craig was well over five feet young, 00:24:20.55\00:24:24.45 she is I guess now she is close to 6 for sure. 00:24:24.48\00:24:27.35 Big girl. 00:24:27.38\00:24:29.46 Big girl and so she made this crack about my glasses. 00:24:29.49\00:24:32.18 You know, so now I got to be a man, you know. 00:24:32.21\00:24:35.04 You know, so then we want to ask she that girl please. 00:24:35.07\00:24:38.38 And I looked back at that how much we do for pride. 00:24:44.14\00:24:49.24 You know, when you got to let Jesus 00:24:49.27\00:24:51.02 you can't beat up everybody in the world. 00:24:51.05\00:24:53.60 You can't fight everybody in the world. 00:24:53.63\00:24:55.63 You got to let Jesus fight those battles. 00:24:55.66\00:24:58.03 And the Bible says, " A soft answer 00:24:58.06\00:25:01.51 turneth away wrath." 00:25:01.54\00:25:03.11 And then it says, "Answer not a fool 00:25:03.14\00:25:06.81 according to his folly." 00:25:06.84\00:25:09.51 So there is power in your words. 00:25:09.54\00:25:12.66 So when you give your mind to Jesus 00:25:12.69\00:25:15.88 and give your heart to Jesus 00:25:15.91\00:25:19.06 you also give your mouth to Jesus. 00:25:19.09\00:25:22.68 And Jesus control can control your mind, 00:25:22.71\00:25:25.58 He can control your heart, He controls your mouth. 00:25:25.61\00:25:30.87 So when you have something to say, say it for Jesus 00:25:30.90\00:25:35.53 and "Let the redeemed of the Lord say so." 00:25:35.56\00:25:40.03 Christmas Behind Bars, never dreamed 00:25:46.60\00:25:49.16 when we partnered with 3ABN of the beauty 00:25:49.19\00:25:52.49 and value of a new program called Free Indeed. 00:25:52.52\00:25:57.16 These men and women are behind bars perhaps, 00:25:57.19\00:26:00.07 most of them forgotten by society, 00:26:00.10\00:26:02.38 but not one has been forgotten by God. 00:26:02.41\00:26:05.54 The new program Free Indeed, that you are viewing 00:26:05.57\00:26:08.45 has been a partnership and we thank you 00:26:08.48\00:26:11.35 for being willing to sponsor 3ABN 00:26:11.38\00:26:14.77 and Christmas Behind Bars to bring this together 00:26:14.80\00:26:18.36 for the honor and glory of God 00:26:18.39\00:26:20.08 and for the furtherance of the kingdom of heaven. 00:26:20.11\00:26:22.57 We would like you to be involved on a personal level. 00:26:22.60\00:26:25.83 Please contact us at Christmas Behind Bars, 00:26:25.86\00:26:28.64 we need new Bibles, used Bibles, we need devotional books. 00:26:28.67\00:26:32.49 There is a lot of different aspects 00:26:32.52\00:26:34.03 that you and your church 00:26:34.06\00:26:35.54 can bring this program to your area. 00:26:35.57\00:26:37.85 Because many more people to reach 00:26:37.88\00:26:39.79 and we look forward 00:26:39.82\00:26:40.85 to the kingdom of heaven being full. 00:26:40.88\00:26:43.13 Blessings to you until we meet again. 00:26:43.16\00:26:46.77 I was born in the church but mom and dad got divorced. 00:26:46.80\00:26:50.20 High school kind of swept me away. 00:26:50.23\00:26:51.30 I wanted to be popular and cool. 00:26:51.33\00:26:53.04 And I was going back and forward, 00:26:53.07\00:26:54.10 back and forward, back and forward. 00:26:54.13\00:26:56.09 On one weekend, I went out party 00:26:56.12\00:26:57.45 and a lady came to pick me up, I insisted to driver her. 00:26:57.48\00:27:01.69 And for some reason she let me drive, 00:27:01.72\00:27:03.53 we hit a tree, I woke up in a helicopter, 00:27:03.56\00:27:06.31 I woke up in a hospital bed and next day she died. 00:27:06.34\00:27:09.45 So here I sit now, 00:27:09.48\00:27:11.54 God took me to the very brink of dead 00:27:11.57\00:27:13.35 and let me see face to face how the wages of sin is death. 00:27:13.38\00:27:17.76 Somebody lost their life that night? 00:27:17.79\00:27:19.90 Yes, yes, absolutely. In a car accident. Yes. 00:27:19.93\00:27:22.76 But God's love and His compassion 00:27:22.79\00:27:24.89 her family called me three days later 00:27:24.92\00:27:27.92 and the opened their heart and their home 00:27:27.95\00:27:29.13 when they writes to me, and they come visit me, 00:27:29.16\00:27:31.43 and they totally forgiven me. 00:27:31.46\00:27:32.66 This--this I got big love, that only God can give it. 00:27:32.69\00:27:35.33 I see it I see it in them and it's just so powerful that, 00:27:35.36\00:27:39.49 He could take me from a drug addict 00:27:39.52\00:27:41.59 and actual an alcoholic beyond alcoholic 00:27:41.62\00:27:44.09 I was drunk six, seven days a week. 00:27:44.12\00:27:45.74 I get paid six, seven hundred dollars a week, 00:27:45.77\00:27:47.56 I bowled every weekend. 00:27:47.59\00:27:49.67 We could take that, and actually transform my life 00:27:49.70\00:27:53.33 to the only reason that I-- I live and breathe 00:27:53.36\00:27:55.50 and even have my being now, is proclaim the gospel 00:27:55.53\00:27:57.94 and how I can be free indeed even while I am locked up. 00:27:57.97\00:28:01.12 But there is-- there is many here 00:28:01.15\00:28:02.46 that you men in here are more free 00:28:02.49\00:28:03.78 than a lot men that are out there 00:28:03.81\00:28:05.52 that are locked up, bound up. 00:28:05.55\00:28:07.66 That are bound up we're free indeed. 00:28:07.69\00:28:09.78 He is--He is the God of liberty and freedom of peace. 00:28:09.81\00:28:12.33 Peace that passes anything absolutely anything. 00:28:12.36\00:28:15.52