I'm Free Indeed. 00:00:13.23\00:00:18.15 When Lemuel Vega, was inmate here 00:00:18.18\00:00:20.66 in that particular house right there so many decades ago. 00:00:20.69\00:00:24.43 He had no idea how God was going to use him and change his life. 00:00:24.46\00:00:28.71 And now that Free Indeed and Christmas Behind Bars 00:00:28.74\00:00:30.96 have come back to this facility, we have no idea how lives 00:00:30.99\00:00:34.83 are going to be changed. 00:00:34.86\00:00:36.20 We just know that when you bring Christ into a place, 00:00:36.23\00:00:39.30 into a life something happens. 00:00:39.33\00:00:41.88 Lives are changed, destinies are rearranged 00:00:41.91\00:00:45.08 and men become free in Christ Jesus. 00:00:45.11\00:00:49.22 Well, and I play in the band and I started, 00:00:57.05\00:01:00.75 I started taking lesson here from a guy at rack, 00:01:00.78\00:01:03.73 spending my life as an introvert, 00:01:03.76\00:01:05.96 anything than being in front of people, 00:01:05.99\00:01:07.42 I mean my first time doing, I mean I was shaken, 00:01:07.45\00:01:09.82 I almost passed out, I was so scared 00:01:09.85\00:01:11.31 and so I began and it made me feel good about myself 00:01:11.34\00:01:16.23 and it made me believe the things were possible. 00:01:16.26\00:01:20.76 I have an older brother and served 20 plus years 00:01:20.79\00:01:24.76 in prison and has many, many more to go but I couldn't 00:01:24.79\00:01:29.27 be prouder of him because of the changes 00:01:29.30\00:01:31.41 that had taken place in his life, 00:01:31.44\00:01:33.94 his faith he has put in Christ 00:01:33.97\00:01:36.32 and the corporeal, the real, the tangible difference 00:01:36.35\00:01:41.42 that it's making in his life and then watching him making 00:01:41.45\00:01:45.39 that same difference in other people's life. 00:01:45.42\00:01:47.70 My childhood was very confusing. 00:01:47.73\00:01:51.22 There was no stability. 00:01:51.25\00:01:53.29 My mom remarried several other times. 00:01:53.32\00:01:55.68 I didn't feel loved so, it was hard 00:01:55.71\00:01:57.28 for me to accept love, and it's hard for me to accept 00:01:57.31\00:01:59.55 Gods love because I was sort of raised where love 00:01:59.58\00:02:03.39 was something you had to earn. 00:02:03.42\00:02:04.65 You either had to be straight A's 00:02:04.68\00:02:06.70 or you got be great in sports or some if you want 00:02:06.73\00:02:08.53 any kind of positive attention. 00:02:08.56\00:02:11.10 You had to do something remarkable for anybody to notice 00:02:11.13\00:02:14.16 you and I didn't really tried that hard, 00:02:14.19\00:02:18.02 I was just-I mean I probably could have more, 00:02:18.05\00:02:20.55 but I spent most of my childhood day dreaming just escaping. 00:02:20.58\00:02:24.02 Yeah, but when I really began to see a change in David's life, 00:02:24.05\00:02:29.12 in a really quick downward and spiral was, you know, 00:02:29.15\00:02:32.75 when he was introduced to alcohol and drugs. 00:02:32.78\00:02:36.11 The things that--he was always a kind of a trouble kid. 00:02:36.14\00:02:41.82 You know, just never felt like he fit in. 00:02:41.85\00:02:43.79 He had friends but you know not a lot of friends 00:02:43.82\00:02:45.81 and that sort of things and so, 00:02:45.84\00:02:48.25 you know, he kind of struggled 00:02:48.28\00:02:49.36 with some of that fitting in. 00:02:49.39\00:02:52.99 But, you know, one thing is that alcoholics 00:02:53.02\00:02:56.82 and druggists everybody fits in. 00:02:56.85\00:02:58.84 you know, if you got money to buy, you're their buddy. 00:02:58.87\00:03:01.50 And so immediately I got all these buddies, 00:03:01.53\00:03:03.96 I get all these friends to get on, 00:03:03.99\00:03:05.32 I'm totally accepted and so he really began, 00:03:05.35\00:03:08.23 really went head over hills into the hole. 00:03:08.26\00:03:10.77 You know, we are talking early 70's 00:03:10.80\00:03:14.68 so the end of the drug culture and of course 00:03:14.71\00:03:16.91 then the inhibitions are just gone. 00:03:16.94\00:03:19.22 There was a party going on and my mom and my step dad 00:03:19.25\00:03:23.01 were out of town and I just, I didn't care anymore. 00:03:23.04\00:03:25.99 I said, I just like I was mad at God, 00:03:26.02\00:03:29.31 you know, and I started getting high 00:03:29.34\00:03:31.66 and once I started that, I mean I took 00:03:31.69\00:03:35.63 to that like a fish to water. 00:03:35.66\00:03:37.01 And before that I was like, I would never drink 00:03:37.04\00:03:38.83 and I was like Mr. Straight, you know, just didn't do, 00:03:38.86\00:03:41.58 I was in the sports and working out 00:03:41.61\00:03:43.34 in school and all that stuff. 00:03:43.37\00:03:45.15 I just went to whole hogged to other direction. 00:03:45.18\00:03:47.87 Just like I don't care about anything anymore 00:03:47.90\00:03:49.61 and so when I finally, I reached a point like after 00:03:49.64\00:03:55.41 I got arrested I was in jail, and I was planning suicide 00:03:55.44\00:04:01.46 and I had money, so I was buying all these, 00:04:01.49\00:04:04.83 they wouldn't give me, they know I was suicidal, 00:04:04.86\00:04:06.92 my warden said, he's suicidal, 00:04:06.95\00:04:08.82 I attempted suicide a couple of time also, 00:04:08.85\00:04:10.52 so they wouldn't give me any antidepressants 00:04:10.55\00:04:12.55 or any of that stuff. 00:04:12.58\00:04:13.91 So I'm buying these antidepressants from other guys, 00:04:13.94\00:04:17.05 so I can sleep plus I'm saving them all, 00:04:17.08\00:04:18.69 my plan was I'm going to go to sensing, 00:04:18.72\00:04:21.02 I want to make my statement, I'm gonna apologize 00:04:21.05\00:04:22.59 for everything, then I'm going to come back 00:04:22.62\00:04:24.36 and life would be over now, I won't feel any more pain. 00:04:24.39\00:04:27.23 I mean I had cursed God out. 00:04:27.26\00:04:30.16 Got mad, looked up at the sky 00:04:30.19\00:04:32.03 and just cursed at Him, told Him, I hated Him. 00:04:32.06\00:04:34.13 I said kill me and stuff, and doing all these crazy things 00:04:34.16\00:04:38.54 and this guy-there was this one person came in, 00:04:38.57\00:04:41.00 he was different than these other guys. 00:04:41.03\00:04:42.35 A lot of guys, you know, jailhouse religion 00:04:42.38\00:04:44.65 and this one guy and he was just different 00:04:44.68\00:04:46.56 and he started talking to me and I said look, 00:04:46.59\00:04:49.55 I said I understand what you are saying. 00:04:49.58\00:04:51.87 I believe in what you said, but I can't 00:04:51.90\00:04:53.26 ask God to forgive me. 00:04:53.29\00:04:54.32 I said, there is no way He could, 00:04:54.35\00:04:55.95 and even though God kept giving me opportunities 00:04:55.98\00:04:58.67 and I kept rejecting them. 00:04:58.70\00:05:00.84 He kept showing me mercy, He never gave up on me 00:05:00.87\00:05:03.67 and I have thanked Him so many times 00:05:03.70\00:05:05.57 to say thank you Lord for never giving up on me. 00:05:05.60\00:05:10.13 God never gives up on us. 00:05:10.16\00:05:11.94 And no matter who you are, what you have done. 00:05:11.97\00:05:17.35 I know that every person has had to have heard that voice inside. 00:05:17.38\00:05:23.41 Who am I, that the lord of all the earth 00:05:23.44\00:05:29.64 Would care to know my name 00:05:29.67\00:05:33.62 Would care to feel my hurt? 00:05:33.65\00:05:38.86 Who am I, that the bright and morning star 00:05:38.89\00:05:44.81 Would choose to light the way 00:05:44.84\00:05:48.63 For my ever wandering heart? 00:05:48.66\00:05:54.25 Not because of who I am 00:05:54.28\00:05:57.99 But because of what you've done 00:05:58.02\00:06:01.66 Not because of what I've done 00:06:01.69\00:06:05.20 But because of who you are 00:06:05.23\00:06:10.04 I am a flower quickly fading 00:06:10.07\00:06:14.60 Here today and gone tomorrow 00:06:14.63\00:06:18.80 A wave tossed in the ocean 00:06:18.83\00:06:22.27 A vapor in the wind 00:06:22.30\00:06:26.07 Still you hear me when I'm calling 00:06:26.10\00:06:29.24 Lord, you catch me when I'm falling 00:06:29.27\00:06:32.98 And you've told me who I am 00:06:33.01\00:06:38.15 I am yours That's right, that's right 00:06:38.18\00:06:41.68 Hallelujah, Hallelujah. 00:06:41.71\00:06:44.65 It seemed like there was times and there was actually 00:06:44.68\00:06:47.64 I can remember a time, you know, God was always 00:06:47.67\00:06:50.71 trying to break through and like I said different times 00:06:50.74\00:06:53.00 I would and there was actually a time before 00:06:53.03\00:06:55.14 I even got arrested, 00:06:55.17\00:06:57.89 you know, while I was going to end up doing that. 00:06:57.92\00:06:59.93 And I would hear God's word so clearly said, 00:06:59.96\00:07:02.80 "Dave, you got to stop, stop now." 00:07:02.83\00:07:07.58 When I would hear I was like... and it was so clear 00:07:07.61\00:07:11.55 and I just and I'd say, man that's right, I got to. 00:07:11.58\00:07:14.84 And then the next day it would be like, 00:07:14.87\00:07:16.75 right back in the same thing but God never stopped. 00:07:16.78\00:07:20.04 That's the thing that amazed me about God is no matter 00:07:20.07\00:07:22.52 how much I rejected Him, every chance 00:07:22.55\00:07:25.63 where I was in a certain state of mind, 00:07:25.66\00:07:27.42 where His voice can get through and I could hear. 00:07:27.45\00:07:30.07 He spoke to me and He tried everyway 00:07:30.10\00:07:33.38 to stop me to make me turn this way, 00:07:33.41\00:07:35.71 turn that way to just, and you know, 00:07:35.74\00:07:39.04 I look back at all those times when I would only listen. 00:07:39.07\00:07:42.53 If I would only just, because He was right, 00:07:42.56\00:07:44.94 He is always right. 00:07:44.97\00:07:46.73 Who am I, that the eyes that see my sins 00:07:54.52\00:08:00.47 Would look on me with love 00:08:00.50\00:08:03.80 And watch me rise again? 00:08:03.83\00:08:09.45 Who am I, that the voice who calmed the sea 00:08:09.48\00:08:15.33 Would call out through the rain 00:08:15.36\00:08:18.78 And calm the storm in me 00:08:18.81\00:08:24.46 Not because of who I am 00:08:24.49\00:08:28.19 But because of what you've done 00:08:28.22\00:08:31.80 Not because of what I've done 00:08:31.83\00:08:35.50 But because of who you are 00:08:35.54\00:08:40.49 I am a flower quickly fading 00:08:40.52\00:08:44.75 Here today and gone tomorrow 00:08:44.78\00:08:48.81 A wave tossed in the ocean 00:08:48.84\00:08:52.56 A vapor in the wind 00:08:52.59\00:08:55.36 Still you hear me when I'm calling 00:08:55.39\00:08:59.52 Lord, you catch me when I'm falling 00:08:59.55\00:09:03.32 And you've told me who I am 00:09:03.35\00:09:08.33 I am yours 00:09:08.36\00:09:12.46 The day my life changed, 00:09:20.12\00:09:23.71 it wasn't like I went to all church 00:09:23.74\00:09:25.26 that the sinners pray and do other things like people. 00:09:25.29\00:09:27.16 I just said, God you really forgive me. 00:09:27.19\00:09:31.05 And there is a resounding yes, 00:09:31.08\00:09:32.55 and I heard His voice so clear, Yes. 00:09:32.58\00:09:35.72 It's all he could wait for me to do as you say, 00:09:35.75\00:09:37.50 can you really and my life began to change, 00:09:37.53\00:09:41.31 you know, because I realized God borrows 00:09:41.34\00:09:45.48 my mind because after all I had is, 00:09:45.51\00:09:47.84 I'm still here for you, I still love you, 00:09:47.87\00:09:50.68 that makes no sense to me, no logic or sense. 00:09:50.71\00:09:56.27 Not because of who I am 00:09:56.30\00:09:59.89 But because of what you've done 00:09:59.92\00:10:03.55 Not because of what I've done 00:10:03.58\00:10:07.16 But because of who you are 00:10:07.19\00:10:11.49 I am a flower quickly fading 00:10:11.52\00:10:16.13 Here today and gone tomorrow 00:10:16.16\00:10:20.17 A wave tossed in the ocean 00:10:20.20\00:10:23.98 A vapor in the wind 00:10:24.01\00:10:26.56 Still you hear me when I'm calling 00:10:26.59\00:10:30.29 Lord, you catch me when I'm falling 00:10:30.32\00:10:34.63 And you've told me who I am 00:10:34.66\00:10:38.60 I am yours 00:10:39.78\00:10:41.45 I am a flower quickly fading 00:10:41.48\00:10:45.46 Here today and gone tomorrow 00:10:45.49\00:10:49.03 I am yours 00:11:08.81\00:11:12.57 I am yours 00:11:12.60\00:11:16.17 I am yours 00:11:16.20\00:11:19.73 I am yours 00:11:19.76\00:11:23.87 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:23.90\00:11:25.89 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:25.92\00:11:28.21 'Cause I am yours 00:11:28.24\00:11:31.61 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:31.64\00:11:33.21 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:33.24\00:11:34.82 'Cause I am yours 00:11:34.85\00:11:38.32 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:38.35\00:11:40.57 God is in my life 00:11:40.60\00:11:42.59 Jesus does it through me 00:11:42.62\00:11:44.18 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:44.21\00:11:45.87 Whom shall I fear? 00:11:45.90\00:11:47.06 'Cause I am yours 00:11:47.09\00:11:48.79 I am yours Hallelujah. 00:12:16.44\00:12:19.11 I don't know how much time I have, 00:12:25.26\00:12:27.91 so I want to just share a little secret text, 00:12:27.94\00:12:32.74 it's one of those shouting kind of text 00:12:32.77\00:12:34.42 when you really understand it. 00:12:34.45\00:12:36.32 It doesn't look like much of a text. 00:12:36.35\00:12:38.48 If you have a Bible, go to Hebrews 11, 00:12:38.51\00:12:46.10 and I'm gonna start with verse 40 then I'm gonna backup, 00:12:46.13\00:12:50.32 then I'm gonna go forward, then I'll back up some more, 00:12:50.35\00:12:51.96 I'll go forward some more. 00:12:51.99\00:12:53.23 Hebrews 11:40, doesn't look like much of a text, 00:12:53.26\00:12:58.76 till you play with it just a little bit. 00:12:58.79\00:13:00.19 Let's pray Father God, 00:13:00.22\00:13:02.40 we need You to speak to us again. 00:13:02.43\00:13:04.54 You spoke into us so eloquently this morning through the music 00:13:04.57\00:13:08.86 and the testimonies but we want You to speak to us just, 00:13:08.89\00:13:13.59 just one more time and we promise Lord 00:13:13.62\00:13:17.70 that we will hear and we will 00:13:17.73\00:13:20.47 do in Jesus' name. Amen. 00:13:20.50\00:13:26.12 I'm-- well let's look 00:13:26.15\00:13:31.00 at verse 39, Hebrews 11:39. " 00:13:31.03\00:13:34.15 All these, having obtained a good testimony, 00:13:34.18\00:13:38.58 I mean in the New King James, through faith, 00:13:38.61\00:13:41.64 did not received the promise. 00:13:41.67\00:13:45.94 God having provided something better for us, 00:13:45.97\00:13:50.31 that they should not be made perfect apart from us." 00:13:50.34\00:13:55.41 It's a nice little text till you realize where it sits. 00:13:55.44\00:14:01.09 Now let's go on to Chapter 12. 00:14:01.12\00:14:04.37 "Therefore we also, since we are surrounded 00:14:04.40\00:14:07.90 by so great a cloud of witnesses, 00:14:07.93\00:14:11.92 let us lay aside every weight, 00:14:11.95\00:14:13.88 and sin which so easily ensnares us." 00:14:13.91\00:14:18.63 Now, you may have beset us, depending upon your translation. 00:14:18.66\00:14:22.42 "And let us run with patience or endurance 00:14:22.45\00:14:27.64 the race that is set before us." 00:14:27.67\00:14:31.19 Now, to get the context for 39 and 40 you got to back up, 00:14:31.22\00:14:35.51 so let's back up to verse 32 00:14:35.54\00:14:38.37 this how you study the Bible, find the context. 00:14:38.40\00:14:44.82 So, Paul is saying to the Hebrews 00:14:44.85\00:14:46.28 "And what more shall I say? 00:14:46.31\00:14:50.96 For the time would fail me to tell you of Gedeon 00:14:50.99\00:14:53.50 and Barak and Samson and Jephthah also of David, 00:14:53.53\00:14:56.40 and Samuel, and the prophets, 00:14:56.43\00:14:58.18 who through faith subdued kingdoms, 00:14:58.21\00:15:02.43 worked righteousness, obtained promises, 00:15:02.46\00:15:04.78 stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the violence of fire, 00:15:04.81\00:15:08.43 escaped the edge of the sword, 00:15:08.46\00:15:10.02 out of weakness were made strong, 00:15:10.05\00:15:11.88 became valiant in battle, 00:15:11.91\00:15:14.54 turned to flight the armies of aliens. 00:15:14.57\00:15:17.17 Women received their dead raised to life again. 00:15:17.20\00:15:19.55 Others tortured, not accepting deliverance 00:15:19.58\00:15:22.11 that they might obtain a better resurrection. 00:15:22.14\00:15:24.49 Still others had trial of mocking and scourging, yes, 00:15:24.52\00:15:28.01 of chains and imprisonment." 00:15:28.04\00:15:29.67 This is tough stuff they went through. 00:15:29.70\00:15:33.26 "They were stoned, they were sawn in two, 00:15:33.29\00:15:37.70 were tempted, were slain with the sword. 00:15:37.73\00:15:40.88 They wandered about n sheepskins and goatskins, 00:15:40.91\00:15:43.99 being destitute, afflicted, 00:15:44.02\00:15:46.11 tormented of whom the world was not worthy. 00:15:46.14\00:15:50.78 They wandered in deserts and mountains, 00:15:55.71\00:15:57.56 in dens and caves of the earth. 00:15:57.59\00:16:00.06 And all these, having obtained a good testimony through faith, 00:16:00.09\00:16:05.06 did not receive the promise." 00:16:05.09\00:16:07.98 Now what is the promise? 00:16:08.01\00:16:10.60 Well you got to back up to verse 16. 00:16:10.63\00:16:16.85 Same Chapter Hebrew 11:16. 00:16:16.88\00:16:19.79 "But now they desire a better, 00:16:19.82\00:16:24.77 that is, a heavenly country. 00:16:24.81\00:16:28.45 Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God." 00:16:28.48\00:16:32.04 Now let's stop right there. 00:16:32.07\00:16:33.74 That nobody in here this morning who is in here because 00:16:33.77\00:16:38.96 you stole paper clips from your boss. Amen. Amen. 00:16:38.99\00:16:45.96 If you are in here, you are in a maximum security institution 00:16:45.99\00:16:50.62 because you did a little something 00:16:50.65\00:16:52.20 more than steal paper clips, amen. 00:16:52.23\00:16:56.99 And yet God is saying, 00:16:57.02\00:17:00.32 I'm not ashamed of you. 00:17:00.35\00:17:05.21 Your family may be ashamed, your friends may be ashamed 00:17:05.24\00:17:09.33 but God says, I'm not ashamed. 00:17:09.36\00:17:13.78 I'm not ashamed we called you a God 00:17:13.81\00:17:16.44 because you are not ashamed of me. 00:17:16.47\00:17:20.44 So I'm not ashamed of you, in fact I love you, 00:17:20.47\00:17:24.88 because you are not ashamed of me. 00:17:24.91\00:17:27.28 So, the promise Christ says Revelation 22:12, 00:17:27.31\00:17:32.18 "Behold, I come quickly, and My reward is with Me." 00:17:32.21\00:17:36.84 What's the reward? 00:17:36.87\00:17:38.06 Well, it's right here. 00:17:38.09\00:17:41.21 "For he, I'm in verse 16, 00:17:41.24\00:17:44.19 has prepared a city for them." 00:17:44.22\00:17:49.53 That's the promise. 00:17:49.56\00:17:51.97 The promise is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. 00:17:52.00\00:17:55.32 Now, go back to 11:1. 00:17:55.35\00:18:00.17 "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, 00:18:00.20\00:18:02.14 the evidence of things not seen. 00:18:02.17\00:18:05.36 For it the elders obtained a good testimony." 00:18:05.39\00:18:08.20 Then you got what we call the wall of faith, 00:18:08.23\00:18:11.08 the hall of faith, the super hero list of faith. 00:18:11.11\00:18:15.34 "By faith Abel, I'm in verse 4, verse 5 "By faith Enoch." 00:18:15.37\00:18:21.61 Then that great text "Without faith it is impossible 00:18:21.64\00:18:26.13 to please Him, for he who comes to God 00:18:26.16\00:18:28.19 must believe one that He is, and two that He is a rewarder 00:18:28.22\00:18:33.63 of those who diligently seek Him." 00:18:33.66\00:18:35.33 So you need both, first you got to believe 00:18:35.36\00:18:36.79 that when you fall in your knees and talk to God, 00:18:36.82\00:18:39.71 there is somebody up there on the other end of your prayer 00:18:39.74\00:18:42.54 who is listening for you. 00:18:42.57\00:18:45.16 Then you got to believe not only does He hear you, 00:18:45.19\00:18:47.93 but that He will honor and listen 00:18:47.96\00:18:50.34 to your prayers, so you need both. 00:18:50.37\00:18:51.95 You got to believe that He is and that He cares. Amen. 00:18:51.98\00:18:55.18 All righty. Then, "By faith Noah, 00:18:55.21\00:18:59.70 By faith Abraham, By faith I'm in verse 11 Sarah. 00:18:59.73\00:19:07.38 These all died in faith, I'm in verse 13 00:19:07.41\00:19:10.79 not having received the promise." 00:19:10.82\00:19:13.44 17, "By faith Abraham." 00:19:13.47\00:19:18.32 20, "By faith Isaac." 00:19:18.35\00:19:20.28 22, "By faith Joseph." 00:19:20.31\00:19:22.05 21 "By faith Jacob." 00:19:22.08\00:19:23.55 23, "By faith Moses." 00:19:23.58\00:19:28.16 It's going down, going down, going down, 00:19:28.19\00:19:30.23 "By faith of rehab, by faith the wall of Jericho, 00:19:30.26\00:19:34.20 by faith they passed through Red Sea. 00:19:34.23\00:19:38.56 And then he says I talked about that what more can I say? 00:19:38.59\00:19:41.87 These are great men who have done great things. 00:19:41.90\00:19:45.03 Then comes this little text. 00:19:45.06\00:19:47.40 "All these, having obtained a good testimony through faith, 00:19:47.43\00:19:52.42 did not receive the promise." 00:19:52.45\00:19:54.72 All of these people, who did all of these 00:19:54.75\00:19:57.03 great things didn't get the promise. 00:19:57.06\00:19:58.72 What's the promise? 00:19:58.75\00:20:00.19 Promise is eternal life in heaven. 00:20:00.22\00:20:02.95 Now, here is the text you need to underline 40. 00:20:02.98\00:20:07.25 "But God having provided something better for us, 00:20:07.28\00:20:15.24 that they should not be made perfect apart from us." 00:20:15.27\00:20:19.90 You note what that little text is saying? 00:20:19.93\00:20:21.53 As good as Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, Rehab, 00:20:21.56\00:20:26.71 as good as all of those were, God has made you a promise. 00:20:26.74\00:20:31.80 They are not going to get theirs before you get yours. 00:20:31.83\00:20:36.90 That's what that text is saying. 00:20:36.93\00:20:43.24 He is saying, look at how great 00:20:43.27\00:20:45.48 these people were, look at all of the wonderful 00:20:45.51\00:20:48.58 stop lion's jaws, defeated armies, 00:20:48.61\00:20:51.66 took down kings, did great things for the Lord. 00:20:51.69\00:20:59.63 But here is your promise? 00:20:59.66\00:21:01.79 They are not going to get theirs before you get yours. Amen. 00:21:01.82\00:21:06.48 God has provided, that's how much God loves you 00:21:06.51\00:21:10.06 in Jesus all of these haven't doubted 00:21:10.09\00:21:13.73 in their faith didn't get in heaven. 00:21:13.76\00:21:15.82 So on today you get yours they will get theirs 00:21:15.85\00:21:20.47 and not one day before. 00:21:20.50\00:21:22.41 Amen, that's powerful, that's powerful. 00:21:22.44\00:21:26.48 That's God's guarantee of His love for you. 00:21:26.51\00:21:30.78 You didn't sit in anybody's lions' den. 00:21:30.81\00:21:35.27 Anybody been in a fiery furnace, or sometimes you like 00:21:35.30\00:21:38.82 you're in a fiery furnace, 00:21:38.85\00:21:40.16 you know, but you haven't been in a fiery furnace. 00:21:40.19\00:21:44.07 But Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, 00:21:44.10\00:21:46.97 while their real names are Hananiah, 00:21:47.00\00:21:48.74 and Azariah and Mishael, and Shadrach, 00:21:48.77\00:21:50.51 Meshach is a Chaldean name. 00:21:50.54\00:21:53.30 They are not going to get their before you get yours. 00:21:53.33\00:21:56.11 God has provided something better, 00:21:56.14\00:21:58.54 that we all going to get it together. Amen. 00:21:58.57\00:22:02.83 That's how much God respects your love for Him. 00:22:02.86\00:22:07.37 So Christ says, "If your are not ashamed of me, 00:22:07.40\00:22:08.87 I'm not going to be ashamed of you before My Father." 00:22:08.90\00:22:10.88 And then God says, "I'm not going 00:22:10.91\00:22:11.94 to be ashamed to be your God." 00:22:11.97\00:22:14.98 I'll tell the universe, those are my children. 00:22:15.01\00:22:19.11 They belong to me. 00:22:19.14\00:22:21.03 Now let me close with just a sermon I heard a little story 00:22:21.06\00:22:24.78 I heard in the seminary 00:22:24.81\00:22:27.30 and I have carried it all these years. 00:22:27.33\00:22:33.16 There was a farmer who lived on a farm, 00:22:33.19\00:22:38.60 his wife had died, 00:22:38.63\00:22:40.45 children had grown up, moved away. 00:22:40.48\00:22:42.54 So he had this fairly big farm, 00:22:42.57\00:22:45.84 lot of animals but for some reason 00:22:45.87\00:22:48.93 he had a pet goat that he just seemed to bond with. 00:22:48.96\00:22:56.14 He had a dog and the dog was nice 00:22:56.17\00:22:58.05 but there is something about this goat, 00:22:58.08\00:22:59.34 so he would leave food at the back door 00:22:59.37\00:23:01.38 and everyday like clock work at 4 o'clock 00:23:01.41\00:23:05.23 this goat would come, 00:23:05.26\00:23:06.96 eat food and it was just the goat, 00:23:06.99\00:23:09.32 following him around and helping him out on the farm, 00:23:09.35\00:23:11.69 he just, just kind of like this goat. 00:23:11.72\00:23:15.78 He had a well on the farm that had dried up and really 00:23:15.81\00:23:22.82 he needed to fill it in with dirt. 00:23:22.85\00:23:26.20 But you know sometimes you make a pledge to yourself, 00:23:26.23\00:23:28.04 I'm going to do it but you never get around 00:23:28.07\00:23:29.71 to do in it so just kind off sits there, 00:23:29.74\00:23:31.51 you know, year after year kind of sits here. 00:23:31.54\00:23:33.25 He had fenced it often, the sheep didn't stay 00:23:33.28\00:23:36.07 in their pasture, the cow stayed in pasture, 00:23:36.10\00:23:38.06 but this goat had to run in the farm and he said, 00:23:38.09\00:23:40.13 you know I need to fill in that well because one day 00:23:40.16\00:23:44.20 this nosey goat, is going to nose around 00:23:44.23\00:23:46.65 and fall on it, I think hurt himself 00:23:46.68\00:23:48.19 and he meant to do it but he never did it. 00:23:48.22\00:23:50.78 So, one day on a weekend, he put the food out 00:23:50.81\00:23:53.46 there and 4 o'clock comes and no goat, 00:23:53.49\00:23:56.37 4:30, 5, 5:30, quarter to 6, no goat. 00:23:56.40\00:23:59.77 He said, let me go and look into, 00:23:59.80\00:24:00.83 so he looks all over the farm can't find him. 00:24:00.86\00:24:03.32 And he says, now, let me go look down this well, 00:24:03.35\00:24:09.84 just in case and sure enough he shines his flashlight down 00:24:09.87\00:24:12.64 there at the bottom of the well is the goat. 00:24:12.67\00:24:16.06 And he said, you know, I should have, 00:24:16.09\00:24:18.08 I should have taken care of that long ago. 00:24:18.11\00:24:22.02 So now he get his tractor and he says, 00:24:22.05\00:24:24.58 this well would be his tomb, 00:24:24.61\00:24:27.74 I'll just bury it and do now 00:24:27.77\00:24:30.26 what I should have done years ago. 00:24:30.29\00:24:33.50 So he turns on the engine and he is beginning 00:24:33.53\00:24:36.16 to dump the dirt down, but you know 00:24:36.19\00:24:37.85 the goat wasn't dead, just had been stunned 00:24:37.88\00:24:42.81 by the depth of the fall. 00:24:42.84\00:24:49.34 So basically now he is burying his pet goat alive, 00:24:49.37\00:24:55.44 but you know that goat had been around humans a long, 00:24:55.47\00:24:57.66 that goat was no fool. 00:24:57.69\00:25:00.67 He knew a couple of things, so every time a shovel full 00:25:00.70\00:25:05.93 of dirt came down, the goat would shake it off 00:25:05.96\00:25:12.26 and pack it down. Amen. 00:25:12.29\00:25:18.78 He just shake it off, pack it down, 00:25:18.81\00:25:23.39 and every time he shook it off and packed it down, 00:25:23.42\00:25:27.42 he rose up a little higher. 00:25:27.45\00:25:32.53 It just shake it off and pack it down, 00:25:32.56\00:25:35.75 rose up a little higher. 00:25:35.78\00:25:39.41 And after a while he got up high enough 00:25:39.44\00:25:43.21 that he could be heard and rescued. Amen. 00:25:43.24\00:25:48.80 Now, I taught about that story from years ago in a seminary 00:25:48.83\00:25:53.60 because it's talking about goats 00:25:53.63\00:25:54.86 but it's really respecting humans. 00:25:54.89\00:25:58.06 In your life you go and meet people 00:25:58.09\00:26:03.04 who want to throw dirt on your aspirations. 00:26:03.07\00:26:06.91 They gonna tell you, you can't do it, 00:26:06.94\00:26:08.44 you're too old, you're too dumb, 00:26:08.47\00:26:11.67 you're too black, you're too white, 00:26:11.70\00:26:13.28 you're too fat, you're too thin, 00:26:13.31\00:26:14.43 you're too stupid whatever. 00:26:14.46\00:26:17.82 Why should you carry around 00:26:17.85\00:26:19.74 the weight of their disappointment? 00:26:19.77\00:26:24.09 Why should you be saddled with their dirt? 00:26:24.12\00:26:27.92 When people try to heap dirt on you, 00:26:27.95\00:26:29.55 shake it off, pack it down, 00:26:29.58\00:26:35.46 you rise up a little higher. Amen. 00:26:35.49\00:26:37.48 Amen. I'll carry that dirt? 00:26:37.51\00:26:45.15 I'll carry that dirt? 00:26:46.92\00:26:49.43 Shake it off, pack it down and you rise up a little higher, 00:26:49.46\00:26:55.67 you rise up in your heart, you rise up in your mind, 00:26:55.70\00:26:59.21 you rise up in your soul, and you get so high 00:26:59.24\00:27:03.94 all you can see is Jesus. 00:27:03.97\00:27:06.64 You can't see anybody else, I say pause, pause it, 00:27:06.67\00:27:10.80 I'm determined to know nothing. 00:27:10.83\00:27:12.24 I don't want to know your dirt say Jesus Christ 00:27:12.27\00:27:17.93 and him crucified. Amen. 00:27:17.96\00:27:22.36 So, when they tell you can't, 00:27:22.39\00:27:23.63 listen the next time they tell you, 00:27:23.66\00:27:26.24 you can't tell them, oh, yes I can. 00:27:26.27\00:27:30.20 The next time they tell you that you won't yeah I will. 00:27:30.23\00:27:36.75 Amen. 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