Come let us reason together. 00:00:01.06\00:00:02.09 "Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as wool." 00:00:02.12\00:00:04.97 Though your sins be dark and black, 00:00:05.00\00:00:07.05 they can be cleaned through Jesus Christ. 00:00:07.08\00:00:10.01 This is the prison laundry. 00:00:10.04\00:00:11.61 Lives are cleaned in cells 00:00:11.64\00:00:14.04 as clothes are cleared in this laundry. 00:00:14.07\00:00:17.00 It's all about cleaning from the inside to the out. 00:00:17.03\00:00:20.42 Clothes are washed and cleaned outside to in. 00:00:20.45\00:00:23.59 Lives are washed and cleaned inside to out. 00:00:23.62\00:00:27.44 I'm free indeed. 00:00:40.01\00:00:43.73 We are in cell block B. 00:00:43.76\00:00:45.32 We are on, I think the fourth tier. 00:00:45.35\00:00:47.87 The gentlemen behind me are all in single cells, 00:00:47.90\00:00:50.20 they've all received their Christmas Behind Bars, 00:00:50.23\00:00:52.55 a package as we had a chance to talk to any number of them. 00:00:52.58\00:00:56.24 I just talk to a young man, I suspect early mid 30s. 00:00:56.27\00:01:00.09 He has got 75 years he is looking at, 00:01:00.12\00:01:02.95 but he is happy, he is joyous, 00:01:02.98\00:01:05.14 he is talking about the goodness of the Lord. 00:01:05.17\00:01:07.24 He got sometime shaved off and he is thanking God for that. 00:01:07.27\00:01:10.32 And he says though I'm in prison, 00:01:10.35\00:01:11.98 my heart is free, my head is free. 00:01:12.01\00:01:13.91 My brother has given his heart to the Lord, 00:01:13.94\00:01:15.54 left drugs and become a pastor. And now we have become closer, 00:01:15.57\00:01:18.58 so I get one visit from a brother who loves me 00:01:18.61\00:01:21.56 and I know that the Lord loves me, 00:01:21.59\00:01:22.97 that's the spirit here in places like this. 00:01:23.00\00:01:26.14 They appreciate what's happening, 00:01:26.17\00:01:28.09 they appreciate the gifts that they are given. 00:01:28.12\00:01:30.29 They appreciate the fact that somebody cares enough 00:01:30.32\00:01:33.09 to come and say hello to pray with them, 00:01:33.12\00:01:35.25 to hold their hand, to tell them they are not worthless 00:01:35.28\00:01:37.87 but that they have great value in the eyes of Jesus. 00:01:37.90\00:01:42.95 God bless you guys very, very much, very, very, very much. 00:01:42.98\00:01:47.16 There is no words to express the gratitude 00:01:47.19\00:01:50.51 that I feel in my heart personally you know, 00:01:50.54\00:01:53.95 and I know there are many others, 00:01:53.98\00:01:56.79 I'm not the only one but for me 00:01:56.82\00:01:59.22 it means more than me to me 00:01:59.25\00:02:01.61 then I can put in the words, it really does. 00:02:01.64\00:02:04.75 This tray is provided for everyone of these inmates 00:02:04.78\00:02:08.85 in this housing location, they can't walk out to chow, 00:02:08.88\00:02:12.59 they can't get fresh air. 00:02:12.62\00:02:14.58 They are locked in here 23 hours a day, 00:02:14.61\00:02:17.96 day by day and the only hope 00:02:17.99\00:02:20.83 that they are able to receive 00:02:20.86\00:02:22.63 is a gift package from Christmas Behind Bars. 00:02:22.66\00:02:25.99 For this gift package only comes once a year, 00:02:26.02\00:02:28.61 but I know that my brothers in this lockup unit 00:02:28.64\00:02:31.62 appreciate these perhaps more than those people 00:02:31.65\00:02:34.76 out there in the population in the populated area. 00:02:34.79\00:02:39.09 So they get their meals here three times a day, 00:02:39.12\00:02:41.80 put through their little food slot right here 00:02:41.83\00:02:44.87 and that's how they get fed 00:02:44.90\00:02:46.80 and that's - that's the only interaction they have 00:02:46.83\00:02:49.83 during this time of lock up here on this unit, 00:02:49.86\00:02:52.10 so it's a tremendous blessing that they allow us to come here 00:02:52.13\00:02:55.03 and allow them to get these gift packages 00:02:55.06\00:02:57.12 because some facilities don't allow the lock up people 00:02:57.15\00:03:00.11 to get a package. 00:03:00.14\00:03:01.22 And in my point of view, these are the people, 00:03:01.25\00:03:03.52 these are my brothers and they, they deserve 00:03:03.55\00:03:06.43 and they need a word of encouragement 00:03:06.46\00:03:08.68 and clear down in the bottom of the bag 00:03:08.71\00:03:10.82 every one of these has a devotional book. 00:03:10.85\00:03:14.40 This book was donated by Three Angels Broadcasting Network 00:03:14.43\00:03:17.76 that they can begin to read and understand 00:03:17.79\00:03:19.86 the prophecies of Daniel in Revelation. 00:03:19.89\00:03:22.28 In every bag there is a different book 00:03:22.31\00:03:24.93 and so that's a great blessing, 00:03:24.96\00:03:26.03 we want to say thank you for your sponsorship. 00:03:26.06\00:03:28.94 At the age of three 00:03:28.97\00:03:30.38 I was a-- I was child abused by my stepfather 00:03:30.41\00:03:33.97 and I started going to foster homes, 00:03:34.00\00:03:39.26 probably right before I turned four, 00:03:39.29\00:03:42.23 and I have been in several foster homes, 00:03:42.26\00:03:44.22 five or six foster homes and two group homes. 00:03:44.25\00:03:49.54 It was challenging. 00:03:49.57\00:03:51.60 There was a time when I felt like, 00:03:51.63\00:03:53.77 you know, no one really wanted me, 00:03:53.80\00:03:57.07 especially coming up as a kid, immature, 00:03:57.10\00:03:59.23 not really knowing what's going on. 00:03:59.26\00:04:02.11 In my teenage years, 00:04:02.14\00:04:04.69 I had the normal teenage problems as far as stress, 00:04:04.72\00:04:09.14 of course with the added shaky background that I came from, 00:04:09.17\00:04:15.00 it drew some anger problems. 00:04:15.03\00:04:17.39 I had a temper when I was a kid, 00:04:17.42\00:04:19.60 I got introduced to drugs. 00:04:19.63\00:04:21.52 When I got introduced to drugs, 00:04:21.55\00:04:23.87 that's where the down experiment started, 00:04:23.90\00:04:28.36 I started going--I started doing things to get drugs 00:04:28.39\00:04:35.10 and that's what landed me here in prison 00:04:35.13\00:04:38.01 because of burglary that went bad. 00:04:38.04\00:04:41.53 You know, I'll be honest with you. 00:04:41.56\00:04:44.61 When I was doing burglaries and I was on drugs, 00:04:44.64\00:04:48.64 I still believe in God, and I still believe in Jesus. 00:04:48.67\00:04:53.17 And things got so tight for me one day, 00:04:53.20\00:04:58.25 and I cursed out God. 00:04:58.28\00:05:03.30 I rejected Him out loud, yelling, screaming 00:05:03.33\00:05:08.43 and I turned away from Him 00:05:08.46\00:05:13.34 and two weeks later I caught in murder case. 00:05:13.37\00:05:16.25 My wife didn't know about it. 00:05:16.28\00:05:21.54 I'd completely lay the blame with myself, completely. 00:05:21.57\00:05:26.32 Like I said earlier, I knew right from wrong. 00:05:26.35\00:05:31.23 And I knew--all though I didn't know 00:05:31.26\00:05:35.67 how to handle doing right at that time because of the drugs. 00:05:35.70\00:05:43.29 Because now that I got it more centered on myself, 00:05:43.32\00:05:46.48 I know what to stay away from, 00:05:46.51\00:05:48.01 so I won't get to that point, you know, 00:05:48.04\00:05:50.51 I know the steps to take right now. 00:05:50.54\00:05:53.48 Then I didn't know the steps to take. 00:05:53.51\00:05:55.36 I just kind of just--I was just like, man, you know, 00:05:55.39\00:05:58.68 I know what is right, I know what is wrong, 00:05:58.71\00:06:01.02 but actually I used to do wrong 00:06:01.05\00:06:02.86 and I didn't--I was cloudy in my head, man, 00:06:02.89\00:06:04.99 I didn't have a idea what, you know, 00:06:05.02\00:06:09.38 what I really should be doing. 00:06:09.41\00:06:12.91 When I came to prison, I got an account letter here 00:06:12.94\00:06:18.50 and I still had some bad habits even on the account letter 00:06:18.53\00:06:23.95 and I was listening to the word 00:06:23.98\00:06:26.68 and everything seems so familiar to me, 00:06:26.71\00:06:29.79 because of coming up in my first foster home. 00:06:29.82\00:06:32.77 Everything is like okay, did you know this. 00:06:32.80\00:06:35.63 So I started reading more, studying more, praying more. 00:06:35.66\00:06:39.51 I didn't have no visitors at the time 00:06:39.54\00:06:42.09 for like two and a half years. 00:06:42.12\00:06:46.31 It seemed like every one just went away from me. 00:06:46.34\00:06:50.26 And as I'm reading the Bible and studying the Bible, 00:06:50.29\00:06:54.72 I'm realizing that my only foundation 00:06:54.75\00:06:57.38 can't be in-- it cannot be in man. 00:06:57.41\00:07:00.02 My foundation has to be spiritually 00:07:00.05\00:07:02.48 and has to be in God, 00:07:02.51\00:07:03.54 because I knew He was with me all the way, 00:07:03.57\00:07:06.06 even when I was doing wrong, 00:07:06.09\00:07:07.86 you know, I knew God was with me. 00:07:07.89\00:07:11.32 How many know that Jesus said in the word, 00:07:11.35\00:07:16.40 nevertheless not my will, see not the will of man. 00:07:16.43\00:07:23.72 See, man want it easy. See, man don't want to suffer. 00:07:23.75\00:07:27.47 See, but He said, 00:07:27.50\00:07:28.77 nevertheless not my will not the will of his flesh, 00:07:28.80\00:07:32.62 but thy will be done. Amen. 00:07:32.65\00:07:34.92 The will of the divine one. Hallelujah . 00:07:34.95\00:07:37.87 Hallelujah. Hallelujah. 00:07:37.90\00:07:40.59 I will do Your will 00:08:05.10\00:08:10.15 O Lord I will do Your will 00:08:10.18\00:08:16.43 How many feel like that this morning? 00:08:16.46\00:08:18.74 I will do Your will 00:08:18.77\00:08:23.44 O Lord 00:08:23.47\00:08:26.32 I will do Your will 00:08:26.35\00:08:31.97 If the Lord 00:08:32.00\00:08:33.53 If the Lord 00:08:33.56\00:08:37.28 If the Lord want somebody 00:08:37.31\00:08:40.26 Want somebody 00:08:40.29\00:08:47.29 Here am I, O Lord. 00:08:47.32\00:08:53.77 I will do Your will 00:08:53.80\00:09:00.67 I will do Your will 00:09:00.70\00:09:04.47 Whatever you want this morning, Lord. 00:09:04.50\00:09:07.43 I will do Your will 00:09:07.46\00:09:14.31 I will do Your will 00:09:14.34\00:09:18.26 O Lord 00:09:18.29\00:09:21.12 I will do Your will 00:09:21.15\00:09:25.51 If the Lord If the Lord 00:09:25.54\00:09:30.36 If my God want somebody Want somebody 00:09:30.39\00:09:36.92 If my God needs somebody 00:09:36.95\00:09:39.16 I'm not ashamed Its heaven here 00:09:39.19\00:09:43.37 O Lord O Lord 00:09:43.40\00:09:47.88 I will do Your will 00:09:47.91\00:09:50.16 I want to testify just a little bit 00:09:50.19\00:09:54.21 It may get rough 00:09:54.24\00:09:57.14 It's going to get rough sometime, 00:09:57.17\00:09:58.92 but you tell God 00:09:58.95\00:10:00.75 I will do Your will 00:10:00.78\00:10:05.23 It won't only get rough 00:10:05.26\00:10:07.48 There may be storms running all through your life 00:10:07.51\00:10:12.80 but you tell God I will do Your will 00:10:12.83\00:10:17.96 See if the Lord holds somebody 00:10:17.99\00:10:20.70 If the Lord If the Lord needs somebody 00:10:20.73\00:10:25.96 If the Lord got to have somebody You should not be ashamed 00:10:25.99\00:10:30.33 To tell the Lord this morning Here am I 00:10:30.36\00:10:34.05 Here am I 00:10:34.08\00:10:36.23 O Lord O Lord 00:10:36.26\00:10:40.62 I will do Your will 00:10:40.65\00:10:43.56 Listen. 00:10:43.59\00:10:46.87 You may get tired 00:10:46.90\00:10:50.12 We all get tired sometime but you tell God 00:10:50.15\00:10:53.64 I will do Your will. 00:10:53.67\00:11:00.14 You may be the last person down here on earth 00:11:00.17\00:11:04.68 in your little family But tell God 00:11:04.71\00:11:06.92 I will do Your will 00:11:06.95\00:11:10.21 See, if Lord, if God got to have somebody this morning 00:11:10.24\00:11:13.65 If the Lord 00:11:13.68\00:11:15.63 If God needs to have somebody this morning 00:11:15.66\00:11:18.70 If He calls out somebody this morning 00:11:18.73\00:11:21.72 You should be at the front of the line with your hands up 00:11:21.75\00:11:24.94 telling him He's my He's my Lord 00:11:24.97\00:11:28.51 O Lord O Lord 00:11:28.54\00:11:32.65 I will do Your will 00:11:32.68\00:11:35.39 And sometime you just got to steal away and tell him 00:11:35.42\00:11:38.35 That's right. I will do Your will 00:11:38.38\00:11:41.57 Whatever you want, Lord Whatever you need 00:11:41.60\00:11:44.64 I will do your will 00:11:44.67\00:11:47.97 I'm down here in the world of sin, Lord 00:11:48.00\00:11:50.28 But I will do Your will I will do Your will 00:11:50.31\00:11:54.59 There might be trouble all around, Lord 00:11:54.62\00:11:57.00 But I will do Your will I will do Your will 00:11:57.03\00:12:01.36 There may be storm I'm in the ferry 00:12:01.39\00:12:03.46 But I will do Your will I will do Your will 00:12:03.49\00:12:07.56 I may be talking about I may be persecuted 00:12:07.59\00:12:10.40 But I will do Your will I will do Your will 00:12:10.43\00:12:14.28 I may be called everything But a child of God 00:12:14.31\00:12:16.95 But I will do Your will I will do Your will 00:12:16.98\00:12:21.18 They may not like me They may not want to speak to me 00:12:21.21\00:12:24.23 But I... I will do Your will 00:12:24.26\00:12:27.23 If you want me to stop If you want me to preach 00:12:27.26\00:12:29.55 Whatever you want me to do, Lord If the Lord 00:12:29.58\00:12:33.66 If my God wants somebody If my God needs somebody 00:12:33.69\00:12:37.61 If my God want to have somebody this morning 00:12:37.64\00:12:40.71 I will stay and tell the world 00:12:40.74\00:12:43.07 Here am I Here am I 00:12:43.10\00:12:47.21 O Lord O Lord O Lord 00:12:47.24\00:12:51.20 I will do Your will 00:12:51.23\00:12:56.06 Hallelujah Hallelujah 00:12:56.09\00:13:00.58 Hallelujah 00:13:00.61\00:13:04.07 Leading and direction in the choir 00:13:04.10\00:13:05.90 has taught me to be more responsible. 00:13:05.93\00:13:12.02 There is a spirit that I feel, when the choir sings. 00:13:12.05\00:13:17.50 I heard choirs coming up in my first foster home. 00:13:17.53\00:13:21.47 And there was always that sprit that I felt in it 00:13:21.50\00:13:24.10 and I always wanted to say Lord, 00:13:24.13\00:13:28.76 I want You to use me to send that spirit right there, 00:13:28.79\00:13:33.30 so direction in the choir, 00:13:33.33\00:13:37.28 it teaches me responsibility to help assuming that spirit. 00:13:37.31\00:13:43.42 The new days uses a leadership positively versus the old days 00:13:43.45\00:13:49.50 I was very, very negative and selfish. 00:13:49.53\00:13:51.72 We have a lot of rough times behind the scenes 00:13:51.75\00:13:54.24 but you know it makes it all worth it. 00:13:54.27\00:13:58.52 You know it gives us strength to know 00:13:58.55\00:14:00.60 that we can minister to someone. 00:14:00.63\00:14:04.30 You know, Bible says, we know not the hour, 00:14:09.86\00:14:14.45 seasons come, seasons go, 00:14:14.48\00:14:18.25 we wake up, we go to sleep 00:14:18.28\00:14:21.19 but you never know when Christ is going to come. 00:14:21.22\00:14:27.22 Perhaps one of the most powerful texts is in Revelation. 00:14:27.25\00:14:32.11 We read it just a little while ago, 00:14:32.14\00:14:33.64 Revelation 22:12, Jesus said, 00:14:33.67\00:14:36.99 "And behold, I am coming quickly, 00:14:37.02\00:14:41.35 suddenly and My reward is with Me, 00:14:41.38\00:14:45.23 to give to everyone according to his work." 00:14:45.26\00:14:51.46 The hour is late. Amen. 00:14:54.04\00:14:57.77 Remembering a story years ago about the little boy 00:14:57.80\00:14:59.90 who used to like to listen to stay awake 00:14:59.93\00:15:01.74 and listen to the church clock chime 00:15:01.77\00:15:04.10 and he would count the chimes 00:15:04.13\00:15:05.78 and at 12 o'clock he would go to sleep 00:15:05.81\00:15:07.54 and he really should have been to sleep 00:15:07.57\00:15:09.15 long before then but he would, 00:15:09.18\00:15:10.89 he does want to hear the chimes. 00:15:10.92\00:15:12.69 And one night he counted to 12 and it chimed one more time, 00:15:12.72\00:15:16.34 it chimed 13 times. So he ran into his daddy's room 00:15:16.37\00:15:22.10 and he said, daddy, daddy, the clock chimed 13 times. 00:15:22.13\00:15:27.48 It's later than it's ever been before. 00:15:27.51\00:15:30.51 And that's the statement for us. 00:15:33.50\00:15:35.37 It's later than it's ever been before. 00:15:35.40\00:15:41.16 One day soon and very soon Jesus is coming, 00:15:41.19\00:15:45.81 So what I say to you who sit in this house. 00:15:45.84\00:15:49.11 I say to the world, the question is asked in the old song, 00:15:49.14\00:15:54.51 are you ready for Jesus to come? 00:15:54.54\00:16:00.21 There is a song we used to sing that ask the question, 00:16:00.24\00:16:02.18 do you love God more than anything, 00:16:02.21\00:16:03.99 do you love God? 00:16:04.02\00:16:05.08 Do you love God more than your car or home? 00:16:05.11\00:16:08.30 Do you love God more than your family? 00:16:08.33\00:16:10.21 Do you love God more than all you own? 00:16:10.24\00:16:13.17 Do you love God? Well, if you do, 00:16:13.20\00:16:18.15 just let the whole world know that's all He asked of you. 00:16:18.18\00:16:24.65 Live for Him and if you live for Him and die in Him, 00:16:24.68\00:16:30.59 Jesus says, you will live to ever. 00:16:30.62\00:16:33.00 Don't you forever? Don't you want that promise, 00:16:33.03\00:16:36.22 to live for ever with Jesus? 00:16:36.25\00:16:39.25 Let me have you to do a quick exercise, 00:16:39.28\00:16:41.08 close your eyes real fast, think about heaven. 00:16:41.11\00:16:44.49 Now open your eyes and look at me. 00:16:47.78\00:16:49.86 I just asked you to do something which is really unfair, 00:16:49.89\00:16:53.67 because you have nothing to compare heaven to, Amen. 00:16:53.70\00:16:58.06 The Bible says, "Eye hath not seen, 00:16:58.09\00:17:00.33 ear have not heard, neither has it entered into the heart of God 00:17:00.36\00:17:04.09 the things that he's prepared for them." 00:17:04.12\00:17:05.71 So we are much more comfortable thinking about the things 00:17:05.74\00:17:07.85 that won't be in heaven, Amen. 00:17:07.88\00:17:10.34 We don't really know what's going to be there, 00:17:10.37\00:17:12.80 so we got to look at heaven in terms of what won't be there, 00:17:12.83\00:17:16.72 no more prisons. Amen. 00:17:16.75\00:17:20.76 No more prisoners, no more sickness, 00:17:20.79\00:17:25.56 no more pain, no more doctors, 00:17:25.59\00:17:29.96 no more diseases, no more AIDS, 00:17:29.99\00:17:32.64 no more cancer, no more arthritis, 00:17:32.67\00:17:34.87 no more rheumatism, no more glasses... 00:17:34.90\00:17:38.44 or contact lenses, or cataract surgery, 00:17:43.47\00:17:49.71 no more arthritis, no more rheumatism, 00:17:49.74\00:17:52.07 no more wheelchairs, no more canes, 00:17:52.10\00:17:54.04 no more crutches, no more false teeth, 00:17:54.07\00:17:58.18 no more bad breath. 00:17:58.21\00:18:00.28 All of that would be gone. 00:18:08.35\00:18:11.08 No more taxis, no more rent, 00:18:11.11\00:18:14.11 no more mortgage payments. 00:18:14.14\00:18:16.55 You want to go to someplace, 00:18:16.58\00:18:17.61 you don't[] call a cab, just fly to where you want to go. 00:18:17.64\00:18:23.15 I think about that sometimes when I lay on my bed at night. 00:18:23.18\00:18:26.67 How heaven is going to be and I wanted to be there. 00:18:26.70\00:18:32.01 And most of all I really, really, really 00:18:32.04\00:18:38.97 want to see Jesus. Amen. 00:18:39.00\00:18:42.17 I got a million questions to ask Him. 00:18:42.20\00:18:45.70 He has got a million answers. 00:18:45.73\00:18:48.98 And I don't know how He's going to make time for my million 00:18:49.01\00:18:51.03 and your million but since we got for ever to do it, 00:18:51.06\00:18:54.42 we ain't got to worry about that. Amen. 00:18:54.45\00:18:58.73 So, those who are sitting here 00:18:58.76\00:19:00.73 and those of you who are watching 00:19:00.76\00:19:02.47 by the hundreds of thousands, your television set 00:19:02.50\00:19:05.69 or your computer screen or listening on radio for 3ABN. 00:19:05.72\00:19:09.96 Make a commitment now. 00:19:09.99\00:19:13.92 Come what may, I'm going to see Jesus 00:19:13.95\00:19:19.96 and I'm going to see Him in peace. 00:19:19.99\00:19:21.59 You know I said something, when I was pastoring New York, 00:19:21.62\00:19:24.80 my last church was 2,142 members 00:19:24.83\00:19:30.34 and I preached 117 funerals 00:19:30.37\00:19:34.25 in seven years of pastoring that church 00:19:34.28\00:19:36.70 and in every funeral I said to them, 00:19:36.73\00:19:39.61 to the family what I'm going to say to you now. 00:19:39.64\00:19:43.54 Death in Christ is not a bad thing. 00:19:43.57\00:19:50.63 Better to die in Jesus than to live without Him, 00:19:50.66\00:19:58.60 because if you live with Jesus and die in Jesus, 00:19:58.63\00:20:05.20 you will live for ever more. 00:20:05.23\00:20:10.89 The Bible says in your haste to get, 00:20:10.92\00:20:13.87 get wisdom and the fear of the Lord 00:20:13.90\00:20:18.21 is the beginning of wisdom. 00:20:18.24\00:20:21.79 And all wisdom, all power is wrapped up in Jesus. 00:20:21.82\00:20:28.86 You guys have been an unparalleled blessing 00:20:30.61\00:20:35.25 to me and my crew. 00:20:35.28\00:20:38.07 And you will be a blessing to the millions of people 00:20:38.10\00:20:41.66 who will see this broadcast. 00:20:41.69\00:20:44.62 Thank you for giving your lives to Jesus 00:20:44.65\00:20:48.53 and giving us of your time, your talent and your love. 00:20:48.56\00:20:51.59 Stay on God's side. 00:20:51.62\00:20:55.69 And one day we're going to walk through the gates 00:20:55.72\00:20:59.36 and into the city. 00:20:59.39\00:21:00.42 Oh yeah, one more thing that will not be in heaven, 00:21:00.45\00:21:04.27 there will be no more party, no more goodbyes, 00:21:04.30\00:21:08.86 no more sadness and no more sorrow. 00:21:08.89\00:21:12.71 Shall we pray, Father God, 00:21:12.74\00:21:16.18 we look forward to the day when Jesus will come, 00:21:16.21\00:21:23.84 when the eyes of the blind will be open, 00:21:23.87\00:21:27.69 when there will be no more sickness, 00:21:27.72\00:21:28.91 no more sadness, no more death, no more pain, 00:21:28.94\00:21:33.54 only life and joy and eternal peace in Christ. 00:21:33.57\00:21:41.23 Father, keep us. 00:21:41.26\00:21:45.66 Let nothing separate us from you, 00:21:45.69\00:21:49.41 until the day we walk with Christ Jesus through the gates 00:21:49.44\00:21:57.28 and into the heavenly holy city, that's our home. 00:21:57.31\00:22:02.88 We are just pilgrims here. 00:22:02.91\00:22:06.24 This is just a stopping place 00:22:06.27\00:22:07.94 as it were a hotel on the way home. 00:22:07.97\00:22:12.51 Soon Lord, we got to pack our bags and make that journey. 00:22:12.54\00:22:19.59 Keep us Lord, and walk with us everyday of our lives. 00:22:19.62\00:22:25.34 Oh, we love You, we praise You, 00:22:25.37\00:22:29.11 and we thank You in Jesus' name. Amen. 00:22:29.14\00:22:35.01 Scott, how long you have been locked up this time around? 00:22:50.24\00:22:52.18 This clinic, I have been locked up a year. 00:22:52.21\00:22:54.45 So that isn't like real long, I mean a lot of people feel 00:22:54.48\00:22:56.57 like they can do one year, 00:22:56.60\00:22:57.98 five years no big deal, no worries. 00:22:58.01\00:23:00.12 Right, right. 00:23:00.15\00:23:01.18 But locked up is a feeling of what? 00:23:01.21\00:23:03.45 Its empty, it's lonely, it's desolate. 00:23:03.48\00:23:08.32 It's something that--I reached a stage in my life 00:23:08.35\00:23:11.71 at age 52 that, you know, 00:23:11.74\00:23:13.46 this ain't easy no more you know. 00:23:13.49\00:23:15.08 I did time when I was 25, I did time when I was 35. 00:23:15.11\00:23:18.64 Now I'm 52 and I'm back again. 00:23:18.67\00:23:21.53 It's the emptiness that leaves you right in and you don't-- 00:23:21.56\00:23:24.93 I can't take it like I used to anymore. 00:23:24.96\00:23:27.24 I can't lie at myself and laugh about it and joke about it. 00:23:27.27\00:23:30.37 It just doesn't happen anymore. 00:23:30.40\00:23:31.61 Because it hurts. It hurts. 00:23:31.64\00:23:32.67 It's internal all the way to the core, amen. 00:23:32.70\00:23:34.23 It hurts, it hurts. 00:23:34.26\00:23:35.40 I ran from God, I ran away from God, 00:23:35.43\00:23:37.29 I ran away from this charge. 00:23:37.32\00:23:39.01 These charges were given to me in ten years ago, 00:23:39.04\00:23:41.17 when I ran away I ran down South to Mobile, 00:23:41.20\00:23:43.34 Alabama when I got down there I was living under a fake name 00:23:43.37\00:23:46.92 and when I went to a church, I just showed up 00:23:46.95\00:23:48.65 because I didn't had nothing better to do 00:23:48.68\00:23:50.82 and was just trying to get out of myself there 00:23:50.85\00:23:53.72 I got there early and there was this little guy there 00:23:53.75\00:23:56.31 with the guitar and an amplifier may be a musician 00:23:56.34\00:23:58.77 and I just wanted to see what was going on, 00:23:58.80\00:24:00.71 so I go over to see what's happening and he said, 00:24:00.74\00:24:02.94 well, my base player idn't showed up and I said, 00:24:02.97\00:24:04.74 well, I can play guitar, can you play base. 00:24:04.77\00:24:07.84 And I got up and I played based guitar with this guy 00:24:07.87\00:24:09.98 and I found out that he wasn't even from that church 00:24:10.01\00:24:12.09 and that church didn't allow guitar 00:24:12.12\00:24:13.85 and they were mad at him for bringing guitars in the church 00:24:13.88\00:24:16.71 and I was prophesied over by some minister 00:24:16.74\00:24:19.01 that he know me and told me 00:24:19.04\00:24:20.25 I was going to be some kind of evangels, 00:24:20.28\00:24:21.81 and I did even know what evangelism was at that point. 00:24:21.84\00:24:24.64 That was the beginning on it. 00:24:24.67\00:24:26.08 So, you were on the run. 00:24:26.11\00:24:27.62 And you wanted to try this stay low, 00:24:27.65\00:24:29.69 so you went to the church. 00:24:29.72\00:24:30.79 Yeah, lying everybody, tell them, 00:24:30.82\00:24:32.31 tell them my name was Nelson not Scott. 00:24:32.34\00:24:34.40 Nobody knew who I was. 00:24:34.43\00:24:35.46 Well, you know what, Christ wants to give us all 00:24:35.49\00:24:37.02 a new identity, amen, a new identity. 00:24:37.05\00:24:40.14 And the Bible says that he has a new name 00:24:40.17\00:24:42.75 for each and every one of us. 00:24:42.78\00:24:44.26 So like Paul was Saul, God had a new name 00:24:44.29\00:24:47.83 and a new purpose, amen? That's right. 00:24:47.86\00:24:49.66 I want to talk to you just a little bit, bro, 00:24:49.69\00:24:51.56 about the Bible that you have been hustling high and low 00:24:51.59\00:24:55.15 to get Bibles tattered, torn, old or new. 00:24:55.18\00:24:58.35 Can you tell me about the Bible 00:24:58.38\00:24:59.82 that was presented to you that all can see. 00:24:59.85\00:25:00.88 Yeah, in fact if you guys-- 00:25:00.91\00:25:02.75 you guys went in for the other one, 00:25:02.78\00:25:03.85 but I read a scripture out of the Bible that was given to me 00:25:03.88\00:25:08.28 by Brother Vega at RDC 00:25:08.31\00:25:11.03 and I was mad when I got that Bible. 00:25:11.06\00:25:13.42 It was a paper bag Bible and I was watching these guys 00:25:13.45\00:25:16.61 getting these nice black shining with gold lettering all on 00:25:16.64\00:25:19.83 and I just had to have one of those bibles, 00:25:19.86\00:25:22.17 I was mad, I get stuck with this. 00:25:22.20\00:25:24.20 But you know something, it's a one year Bible, 00:25:24.23\00:25:26.17 and it's got a scripture reading for everyday 00:25:26.20\00:25:28.17 and I have been faithfully reading that Bible, 00:25:28.20\00:25:30.26 ever since I've been down here 00:25:30.29\00:25:31.32 and it has been a blessing to me. 00:25:31.35\00:25:32.53 I got just what I needed. 00:25:32.56\00:25:34.46 I got just what I needed from that Bible. 00:25:34.49\00:25:36.66 And I think moreover the thing that I can most identify 00:25:36.69\00:25:39.79 with more than anything else, 00:25:39.82\00:25:41.33 one of the best people in the Bible has been Paul, 00:25:41.36\00:25:44.12 because of what Paul did because Paul went after the church 00:25:44.15\00:25:47.20 and he said in one scripture, I'm like you. 00:25:47.23\00:25:49.04 I can't remember the chapter and verse. 00:25:49.07\00:25:51.12 He says, it's a true saying that Jesus Christ 00:25:51.15\00:25:54.56 came to save sinners of which I'm chief 00:25:54.59\00:25:57.61 because he was chief because he murdered the church, 00:25:57.64\00:25:59.53 because he went after the church. 00:25:59.56\00:26:01.10 He had, he had a bunch of warrants 00:26:01.13\00:26:04.43 for the arrest of people in Damascus to bring him back 00:26:04.46\00:26:06.73 and stand from and stoned him and kill him 00:26:06.76\00:26:09.43 and Jesus knocked him off his donkey 00:26:09.46\00:26:11.22 and blinded him and said, 00:26:11.25\00:26:12.41 look now you are not going to do this, 00:26:12.44\00:26:13.70 you are going to be my man, you are my man. 00:26:13.73\00:26:15.99 But he still had a choice in the equation. 00:26:16.02\00:26:17.71 God didn't come and forcedly take him and change him, 00:26:17.74\00:26:20.92 yet through the circumstances like Jonah cried out to God 00:26:20.95\00:26:24.11 in the belly of the whale because of his adversities, 00:26:24.14\00:26:26.45 so because of Paul situation he was willing. 00:26:26.48\00:26:29.84 He was willing to do that. 00:26:29.87\00:26:30.95 And Gods bring us through these situations 00:26:30.98\00:26:32.79 and through these trails, 00:26:32.82\00:26:34.44 He helps our willingness to stay refocus to get refocused. 00:26:34.47\00:26:37.69 What would you say to our sponsors 00:26:37.72\00:26:39.28 that provided that tattered, 00:26:39.31\00:26:41.25 torn cheap paper bag Bible to you? 00:26:41.28\00:26:44.42 I'd say keep up the good work because of having that Bible, 00:26:44.45\00:26:47.46 you know, I can say this out of what I have read, you know. 00:26:47.49\00:26:51.11 When I was a child I spoke as a child 00:26:51.14\00:26:54.22 and I acted as a child. 00:26:54.25\00:26:56.13 I was bought up and caught up by the world, 00:26:56.16\00:26:58.31 all the smoke and whistles, bells and mirrors 00:26:58.34\00:27:01.58 that Satan puts out there in our body, 00:27:01.61\00:27:03.46 every bit of it I want to be rock and roll star 00:27:03.49\00:27:06.33 but you know what I didn't come to patty cake for Jesus anymore, 00:27:06.36\00:27:10.07 I'm not coming to play church I'm going to praise Him 00:27:10.10\00:27:12.15 with all I got and I'm going to go hard, 00:27:12.18\00:27:14.82 I'm going hard after it 00:27:14.85\00:27:16.68 and I'm going to give him all that I had. 00:27:16.71\00:27:18.57 I'm gonna bring it for Him 00:27:18.60\00:27:19.80 and that's and I just want to say thank you all 00:27:19.83\00:27:22.05 for providing that Bible and giving us a chance 00:27:22.08\00:27:25.20 to have the word in prison. Thank you. 00:27:25.23\00:27:27.48 But, brother, brother our pallet of Bibles is empty 00:27:27.51\00:27:29.67 we just passed out on 700 last Saturday a few days ago 00:27:29.70\00:27:33.37 and now we need more Bibles and we do have a sponsor 00:27:33.40\00:27:36.50 for every new Bible that we buy, 00:27:36.53\00:27:38.94 there is a sponsor willing to buy another Bible 00:27:38.97\00:27:41.02 to put with it, so praise God. 00:27:41.05\00:27:42.49 Hopefully there would be more new Bibles 00:27:42.52\00:27:44.45 instead of the tattered, torn Bibles 00:27:44.48\00:27:46.06 but that was specific for you. 00:27:46.09\00:27:47.44 But I want you to know something brother, 00:27:47.47\00:27:49.28 my desire is we're passing out 8,000 Bibles a year 00:27:49.31\00:27:52.56 once a months 700 Bibles. 00:27:52.59\00:27:54.35 My desire is that every brother 00:27:54.38\00:27:55.99 that goes to the diagnostic centre 00:27:56.02\00:27:57.34 gets him a pair of shower shoes 00:27:57.37\00:27:58.92 or gets him one of those itchy wool blankets, 00:27:58.95\00:28:01.09 you have an opportunity to go over and pick up a Bible. 00:28:01.12\00:28:04.06 Please, please keep us in your prayers 00:28:04.09\00:28:06.04 God bless you brother. 00:28:06.07\00:28:07.10 Thank you for sharing that over. Bless you. 00:28:07.13\00:28:10.66 If you would like to sponsor or learn more 00:28:10.69\00:28:12.63 about the Christmas Behind Bars Outreach Ministries, 00:28:12.66\00:28:15.74 please contact us at Christmas Behind Bars. 00:28:15.77\00:28:18.82 P.O Box 474 Bluffton, Indiana 46714 00:28:18.85\00:28:25.77