Everlasting Gospel

A Cold Confession

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Participants: Pr. Doug Batchelor

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00:00 (MUSIC)
00:11 >>ON CHRISTMAS EVE 1971, 17-YEAR-OLD JULIANE KOEPCKE
00:15 BOARDED LANSA FLIGHT #508 WITH HER MOTHER IN LIMA, PERU.
00:19 THEY INTENDED TO JOIN HER FATHER FOR CHRISTMAS AT HIS RESEARCH
00:23 STATION IN THE AMAZON RAIN FOREST.
00:26 AFTER CROSSING THE ANDES AT ABOUT 21,000 FEET, THEIR
00:29 AIRCRAFT WAS ENVELOPED BY LARGE, DARK THUNDERCLOUDS AND IT
00:33 ENCOUNTERED SEVERE TURBULENCE. LIGHTNING WAS FLASHING
00:36 EVERYWHERE AND THE PLANE WAS SHAKEN VIOLENTLY, WHICH
00:39 NATURALLY TERRIFIED THE PASSENGERS.
00:42 THEN, A BOLT OF LIGHTNING STRUCK THE PLANE'S ENGINE AND TORE OFF
00:46 A WING. AS THE DOOMED AIRLINER HURTLED
00:49 TOWARDS THE EARTH, THE CABIN CAME APART AND THE NEXT THING
00:52 SHE KNEW, JULIANE FOUND HERSELF STRAPPED ALONE TO A ROW OF SEATS
00:56 FALLING AND SPINNING SILENTLY FROM OVER 10,000 FEET
01:00 ABOVE THE RAIN FOREST. SHE PLUMMETED THROUGH THE JUNGLE
01:03 CANOPY AND SLAMMED ON THE FOREST FLOOR.
01:06 WHEN SHE AWOKE THE NEXT DAY, JULIANE WAS AMAZED TO REALIZE
01:10 SHE HAD SURVIVED THE TWO-MILE FALL WITH JUST A BROKEN
01:13 COLLARBONE AND A BAD GASH IN HER ARM.
01:16 AFTER FAILING TO FIND ANY OTHER SURVIVORS, JULIANE RELIED ON
01:20 WHAT HER FATHER HAD TAUGHT HER: THAT WALKING DOWNSTREAM WILL
01:23 ALWAYS LEAD TO CIVILIZATION. SO, WITH A BAG OF CANDY THAT HAD
01:27 FALLEN FROM THE PLANE AND ONE SANDAL, SHE STARTED WALKING.
01:31 FOR TEN DAYS JULIANE HOBBLED, SWAM, OR FLOATED DOWNSTREAM.
01:36 HER WOUNDS BECAME INFECTED AND SHE WAS PLAGUED BY MAGGOTS WHILE
01:39 HAVING TO DODGE CROCODILES, PIRANHAS, AND RELENTLESS
01:42 INSECTS. EVENTUALLY SHE CAME TO A SHACK
01:46 WHERE SHE SLEPT AND SHE WAS SOON DISCOVERED BY PERUVIAN LOGGERS.
01:50 EVENTUALLY JULIANE WAS UNITED WITH HER AMAZED FATHER.
01:54 IT'S HARD TO IMAGINE A 17-YEAR-OLD GIRL SURVIVING SUCH
01:58 A FALL AND THEN HIKING ALONE OUT OF THE WORLD'S LARGEST
02:01 RAINFOREST. YOU KNOW, THE BIBLE TALKS ABOUT
02:05 SOME WHO SURVIVED AN EVEN GREATER FALL THAN JULIANE.
02:08 IN FACT, ACCORDING TO THE SCRIPTURES, WHEN ADAM AND EVE
02:11 FELL IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN, IT BROUGHT THE WHOLE HUMAN RACE
02:14 DOWN. BUT JESUS CAME TO REDEEM THE WORLD FROM SIN.
02:18 PERHAPS YOU'RE THINKING TO YOURSELF, 'WELL, THAT'S OKAY FOR
02:20 THE WORLD, BUT I'VE FALLEN TOO FAR.
02:23 WELL, IF THE LORD CAN SAVE JULIANE, GOD CAN SAVE YOU.
02:27 YOU'VE NOT GONE FARTHER THAN MOSES, WHO WAS GUILTY OF MURDER,
02:30 OR DAVID, WHO WAS GUILTY OF ADULTERY, OR PETER, WHO DENIED
02:33 JESUS - AND ALL OF THEM WERE SAVED AND RESTORED FROM THEIR
02:37 FALL. OR MAYBE YOU'RE THINKING, 'I'VE
02:39 FALLEN TOO MANY TIMES.' BE OF GOOD COURAGE.
02:42 IT SAYS IN PROVERBS CHAPTER 24, VERSE 16, "FOR A RIGHTEOUS MAN
02:46 MAY FALL SEVEN TIMES AND RISE AGAIN" - AND JESUS CAST SEVEN
02:50 DEVILS OUT OF MARY MAGDALENE. SO DON'T GET DISCOURAGED,
02:52 FRIEND, IF YOU'VE FALLEN, GET BACK UP AGAIN.
02:55 THE SAME WAY THAT HE COULD SAVE JULIANE - LEAD HER FROM THAT
02:58 LOST CONDITION IN THE RAINFOREST AND RESTORE HER TO HER FATHER,
03:02 JESUS CAN LEAD YOU FROM YOUR LOST CONDITION AND RESTORE YOU
03:06 TO YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER. (MUSIC)
03:15 >>DID YOU KNOW THAT NOAH WAS PRESENT AT THE BIRTH OF ABRAHAM?
03:18 OKAY, MAYBE HE WASN'T IN THE ROOM, BUT HE WAS ALIVE AND
03:22 PROBABLY TELLING STORIES ABOUT HIS FLOATING ZOO.
03:26 FROM THE CREATION OF THE WORLD TO THE LAST-DAY EVENTS OF
03:28 REVELATION, 'BIBLEHISTORY.COM' IS A FREE RESOURCE WHERE YOU CAN
03:32 EXPLORE MAJOR BIBLE EVENTS AND CHARACTERS.
03:36 ENHANCE YOUR KNOWLEDGE OF THE BIBLE AND DRAW CLOSER TO GOD'S
03:39 WORD. GO DEEPER. VISIT THE AMAZING BIBLE TIME
03:43 LINE AT 'BIBLEHISTORY.COM'. (MUSIC)
03:50 >>AMAZING FACTS CHANGED LIVES. (MUSIC)
03:58 >>I GREW UP HERE IN NEW YORK CITY, I GUESS DEALING WITH
04:02 ALL THE TEMPTATIONS THAT YOU WOULD HAVE IN A BIG CITY.
04:05 EVERYTHING THAT YOU COULD IMAGINE THAT YOU COULD RUN INTO
04:09 - DRUGS, CRIME - WAS ALWAYS HERE.
04:13 WHEN I WAS AT A YOUNG AGE I ACTUALLY GOT INTO TROUBLE WITH
04:16 THE LAW AND MY ONLY OUT WAS TO JOIN THE MILITARY AT THE TIME,
04:21 IN ORDER TO NOT DO TIME.
04:23 SO I LEFT NEW YORK AND TRAVELED THE WORLD A LITTLE BIT WHILE I
04:27 WAS IN THE MILITARY. EVENTUALLY I CAME BACK.
04:31 HAVING GROWN UP AS A HIP-HOP KID I EVENTUALLY FOUND MYSELF
04:34 WORKING IN THE MUSIC BUSINESS, ACTUALLY.
04:37 I WORKED AT A COUPLE OF MAJOR RADIO STATIONS - HIP-HOP, REGGAE
04:41 - I WAS AT ALL THE BIG REGGAE SHOWS WORKING THEM. NO MATTER
04:43 WHAT I DID TO TRY AND SATISFY MYSELF, NOTHING REALLY WORKED.
04:49 I REMEMBER I USED TO PLAY AT THIS ONE CLUB IN MANHATTAN.
04:52 WE USED TO PLAY THERE EVERY FRIDAY NIGHT.
04:55 SO I CAME HOME ONE SATURDAY MORNING AFTER LEAVING THE CLUB
04:59 AND I TURNED ON THE VIDEO CHANNEL LIKE I USUALLY DO.
05:02 SO THERE WAS THIS GUY ON THE VIDEO CHANNEL TALKING AND HE WAS
05:05 DEFINITELY OUT OF PLACE, BUT THE THINGS THAT HE WERE - THAT HE
05:08 WAS SAYING - JUST TOTALLY AMAZED ME.
05:11 I NEVER HEARD ANYONE SPEAK ABOUT THE BIBLE LIKE THIS BEFORE.
05:15 SO I STARTED COMING HOME EARLY ON SATURDAY MORNINGS JUST TO
05:18 CATCH THIS SHOW. I FOUND THE THINGS THAT HE WAS
05:21 SAYING ABSOLUTELY AMAZING, TO THE POINT WHERE IT LITERALLY
05:26 MADE ME STOP AND START TO THINK ABOUT HOW I WAS LIVING MY LIFE.
05:31 SO I FOUND THAT ALL OF THESE THINGS THAT I HAD BEEN DOING TO
05:33 TRY AND FIND HAPPINESS WERE ACTUALLY NOT MAKING ME HAPPY AT
05:37 ALL, BUT WERE REALLY JUST LEAVING ME EMPTY INSIDE.
05:41 WHEN I STARTED READING THE BIBLE AND IT STARTED TO MAKE SENSE, I
05:44 STARTED TO MAKE CHANGES. I EVEN TRIED TO KEEP THE
05:48 SABBATH, WHICH I FAILED AT MISERABLY.
05:51 SO I WAS ACTUALLY INVITED BY AMAZING FACTS TO GO TO SEE A
05:55 LIVE SERIES AT ONE OF THE LOCAL CHURCHES, BUT AFTER GOING THE
05:59 FIRST NIGHT I ENDED UP GOING ANOTHER NIGHT AND ANOTHER NIGHT.
06:03 I STAYED FOR THE ENTIRE SERIES. THAT WAS THE DAY I MADE A
06:06 DECISION THAT CHANGED THE REST OF MY LIFE FOREVER.
06:09 I GAVE MY LIFE TO CHRIST AND EVERYTHING WAS DIFFERENT AFTER
06:12 THAT. I MADE A DECISION TO GIVE UP THE
06:14 MUSIC BUSINESS AND STOP HANGING OUT AT ALL OF THE CLUBS.
06:17 I MADE A DECISION THAT WAS ETERNAL FOR ME AND FOR MY
06:20 FAMILY. I STARTED GOING TO CHURCH.
06:24 I GOT A POSITION IN CHURCH WHERE I WAS ACTUALLY IN CHARGE OF THE
06:28 PERSONAL MINISTRIES DEPARTMENT AND THE SAME AMAZING FACTS
06:32 STUDIES THAT CHANGED MY LIFE, I ACTUALLY GOT TO SHARE THEM WITH
06:36 PEOPLE AND SIT DOWN WITH THEM AND TELL THEM ABOUT JESUS.
06:41 (MUSIC)
07:04 >>THE MESSAGE THIS MORNING - SOME OF YOU ARE WONDERING -
07:07 KAREN WAS WONDERING ON THE WAY TO CHURCH. SHE SAID, 'WHAT ARE
07:08 YOU TALKING ABOUT?' A COLD CONFESSION .
07:15 AND THAT'S BECAUSE, TODAY, I'M GOING TO BE MAKING A COLD
07:18 CONFESSION. I'M GOING TO BE SHARING
07:22 SOMETHING VERY PERSONAL WITH YOU AND MAKING A CONFESSION.
07:26 YOU'VE HEARD IT SAID BEFORE, 'CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE
07:28 SOUL, BUT VERY BAD FOR THE REPUTATION.' AND THAT MAY BE THE
07:33 CASE TODAY, BUT YOUR PASTOR WAS ADDICTED AND INVOLVED IN
07:43 SUBSTANCE ABUSE FOR OVER 30 YEARS.
07:49 YEAH, THEY GOT THE SUBSTANCE THERE ON THE SCREEN RIGHT NOW.
07:52 (LAUGHTER) NOW YOU THINK I'M KIDDING. SOME OF THIS MAY BE A
08:00 LITTLE BIT TONGUE IN CHEEK, BUT THERE IS A POINT.
08:04 BUT I HAD A VERY SERIOUS PROBLEM WITH AN ADDICTION TO ICE CREAM.
08:13 NOW, WHEN I GET DONE - YOU DESCRIBE - YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT
08:15 YOU THINK - THAT - IF IT FITS THE DEFINITION.
08:19 NOW I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHEN IT BEGAN, BUT I KNOW IT STARTED A
08:22 LONG TIME AGO AND - MY SUBSTANCE ABUSE STARTED INNOCENTLY ENOUGH
08:29 - AND I WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING, I AM
08:31 NOT SAYING THAT ICE CREAM IS A SIN. IS THAT CLEAR?
08:37 BUT IT GOT TO THE PLACE WHERE IT WAS FOR ME.
08:43 THE BIBLE SAYS IN 1 CORINTHIANS 10:31, "THEREFORE, WHETHER YOU
08:46 EAT OR DRINK, OR WHATEVER YOU DO, DO ALL TO THE GLORY OF GOD."
08:50 AND I CERTAINLY WAS NOT DOING IT TO THE GLORY OF GOD.
08:53 NOW, I DON'T KNOW IF ANY OF YOU REMEMBER A DAY WHERE YEARS AGO
08:58 THEY HAD AN ICE CREAM MAN THAT WOULD GO UP AND DOWN THE
09:01 NEIGHBORHOOD AND A BELL WOULD RING AND A SONG WOULD PLAY -
09:05 I DON'T' REMEMBER WHAT THE SONG IS.
09:07 ANYONE REMEMBER THE GOOD HUMOR MAN?
09:09 >>YES. >>DO YOU HAVE HAPPY MEMORIES?
09:13 ON THOSE HOT SUMMER DAYS AND YOU'D HEAR THAT MUSIC, IT WAS
09:16 LIKE THE GATES OF HEAVEN HAD OPENED UP, RIGHT?
09:20 (LAUGHTER) AND YOU'D HEAR THAT MUSIC PLAYING AND THIS LITTLE
09:22 WHITE TRUCK WOULD COME OUT AND ALL THE KIDS WOULD CROWD INTO
09:25 CERTAIN SET SPOTS IN THE STREET AND JUST ABOUT THROW THEMSELVES
09:28 IN FRONT OF THIS VEHICLE. AND HE WOULD STEP OUT AND
09:32 USUALLY HE WAS FRIENDLY AND THERE IN THE TRUCK HE
09:36 HAD HIS DRIED ICE - IT WAS ALWAYS SO AMAZING TO ME - HE
09:38 SHOWED ME A PIECE OF THE DRIED ICE AND THE FOG BILLOWING OUT
09:44 AND HE'D PULL OUT THESE EXOTIC TREATS.
09:46 AND I REMEMBER SOME OF MY FAVORITES WERE - THEY HAD ONE
09:49 CALLED A RAINBOW ROCKET - IT WAS A DOUBLE POPSICLE THAT HAD TWO
09:52 STICKS THAT WENT UP THROUGH IT.
09:54 YOU COULD BREAK IT IN HALF AND SHARE IT WITH A FRIEND.
09:56 SO I, OFTEN, WOULD SPLIT A RAINBOW ROCKET.
09:58 I'M SURE IT WAS FULL OF COLORS AND CHEMICALS AND THINGS BUT IT
10:01 WAS DELICIOUS. IT WAS PROBABLY ALL CORN SYRUP.
10:04 THEY HAD ANOTHER ONE THAT WAS ORANGE WITH VANILLA INSIDE - IT
10:08 WAS AN ORANGE POPSICLE WITH VANILLA - ANYONE?
10:10 >>CREAMSICLE. >>THEY STILL MAKE THOSE?
10:13 DO YOU KNOW THEY STILL HAVE ICE CREAM TRUCKS IN SOME
10:16 NEIGHBORHOODS IN SACRAMENTO? HAVE YOU HEARD THEM?
10:18 >>YES. >>AND THE THING THAT'S SO FUNNY
10:21 - I REMEMBER, I WAS AT BONNIE'S HOUSE NOT LONG AGO AND I
10:23 HEARD ONE COMING AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND HE WAS PLAYING
10:27 THE SONG - DOM DOM DOM DOM DOM DOM DA DA DA DOM DOM DOM DOM DOM
10:31 - WHICH IS LITTLE BROWN JUG . (LAUGHTER) ANY OF YOU KNOW WHAT
10:35 I'M TALKING ABOUT? LITTLE - 'HA HA HA HEE HEE HEE LITTLE
10:37 BROWN JUG HOW I LOVE THEE' - WHICH IS ABOUT A JUG OF WHISKEY.
10:41 (LAUGHTER) I THOUGHT, WHAT KIND OF SONG IS THAT FOR KIDS?
10:43 (LAUGHTER) BECAUSE RIGHT THERE YOU KNOW THAT THERE'S AN
10:45 ADDICTION ISSUE CONNECTED WITH THIS.
10:49 SO THEY STILL HAVE DEALERS THAT GO THROUGH THE NEIGHBORHOOD.
10:52 BUT IT GOES WAY BACK AND I REMEMBER THAT IT WAS SO
10:56 IMPORTANT TO ME, I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY MY GRANDMOTHER
10:58 WOULD NOT GIVE ME TEN OR TWENTY-FIVE CENTS - THAT'S ALL
11:01 IT WAS BACK THEN - EVERY DAY. AND SHE SAID, 'IT'S A TREAT.
11:05 YOU CAN'T HAVE IT EVERY DAY.' AND I'M ASHAMED TO TELL YOU THAT
11:08 I VIVIDLY REMEMBER STEALING MONEY FROM MY GRANDMOTHER.
11:11 SHE - THIS IS ONE OF MY EARLIEST MEMORIES - SHE HUNG HER BLACK
11:16 LEATHER PURSE OVER THE DOORKNOB OF HER BEDROOM AND INSIDE HER
11:20 PURSE SHE HAD ANOTHER LITTLE PURSE THAT HAD ONE OF THOSE VERY
11:22 DIFFICULT SNAPS ON IT THAT YOU HAD TO TWIST.
11:25 IT WAS THE CHANGE PURSE. AND SHE CAUGHT ME ONE DAY.
11:30 I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I DID IT - MORE THAN ONCE.
11:33 THAT'S WHERE MY LIFE OF CRIME BEGAN.
11:34 IT WAS FOR ICE CREAM MONEY. (LAUGHTER) YOU SEE?
11:39 AND, YEAH, MY GRANDMOTHER WAS TOUGH.
11:45 I REMEMBER STICKING OUT MY TONGUE ONE TIME AND SHE SAID,
11:48 'BOY, YOU'VE GOT SUCH A PRETTY TONGUE.
11:50 DO THAT AGAIN.' I STUCK OUT MY TONGUE AND SHE SLAPPED ME
11:54 UNDERNEATH MY CHIN (LAUGHTER) AND MADE ME BITE DOWN ON MY
11:57 TONGUE, WHICH REALLY HURT. AND I NEVER FORGOT THAT AND I
12:03 NEVER STUCK OUT MY TONGUE AT MY GRANDMOTHER AGAIN.
12:06 BUT MY GRANDMOTHER WAS PRETTY TOUGH.
12:08 ANYWAYS, SHE CAUGHT ME STEALING AND THAT'S ALL I'M GOING TO SAY
12:09 ABOUT THAT. BUT IT WAS FOR ICE CREAM MONEY. WELL, I TOOK MY -
12:15 IT WAS JUST, YOU KNOW, IT WAS A SMALL OBSESSION AT THAT POINT.
12:18 WHEN I GOT TO NEW YORK CITY - PARENTS DIVORCED - AND MAYBE I
12:23 WAS LOOKING FOR COMFORT, BUT ONE OF THE HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY WAS
12:28 WHEN I WOULD SNUGGLE UP WITH MY MOTHER AND MY BROTHER AND WE
12:32 WOULD EAT ICE CREAM AND WATCH THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF DISNEY OR
12:38 THE ED SULLIVAN SHOW OR ONE OF THOSE PROGRAMS.
12:40 WE ONLY HAD THREE CHANNELS BACK THEN, WE HAD THE COAT HANGER ON
12:44 TOP OF THE TV WITH THE TINFOIL, TO IMPROVE RECEPTION IN OUR
12:48 APARTMENT. ANYONE REMEMBER? >>YEAH.
12:51 >>AND THEN WHEN I WENT TO LIVE WITH DAD - THERE WAS A SPELL
12:54 ALSO AT MILITARY SCHOOL.
12:56 EVEN IN MILITARY SCHOOL I REMEMBER THAT ONCE A WEEK WE'D
13:00 GET ICE CREAM AND I'D LOOK FORWARD TO THAT DAY AND IT CAME
13:04 WRAPPED UP AND IT WAS NEAPOLITAN - IT WAS AN ICE CREAM SANDWICH
13:08 WITH CHOCOLATE, STRAWBERRY, AND VANILLA IN IT.
13:11 AND I WOULD RELISH THAT - I WOULD BEG AND BRIBE THE OTHER
13:13 CADETS IF I COULD GET THEIR SANDWICH. I'D GIVE THEM ANY OF
13:16 THE FOOD THEY WANTED ON MY PLATE IF I COULD GET THEIR ICE CREAM.
13:20 AND THEN I WENT TO LIVE WITH DAD AND THAT'S WHEN IT REALLY
13:23 STARTED TO GET SERIOUS, IS IN FLORIDA, WE ACTUALLY HAD - I
13:29 KNOW YOU DON'T THINK OF MIAMI BEACH HAVING MILKMEN, BUT WE HAD
13:32 A MILKMAN AND I LOOKED IT UP ONLINE TO SEE - THEY'RE STILL IN
13:35 BUSINESS - THE COMPANY WAS CALLED MCARTHUR DAIRY - AND THEY
13:38 WOULD BRING THE MILK TO THE DOOR AND MY STEP-MOTHER WOULD FILL
13:41 OUT A FORM AND - IT WASN'T EVERY DAY, BUT LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY,
13:46 HE WOULD BRING THE ORDER. BUT THIS WAS REALLY NEAT: IN
13:50 MIAMI BEACH, THE MILKMEN NOT ONLY BROUGHT MILK, THEY BROUGHT
13:54 FRESH-SQUEEZED TROPICANA ORANGE JUICE IN A JAR - A GLASS JAR -
14:01 AND THEY WOULD SQUEEZE IT THAT DAY AND YOU WOULD GET FRESH
14:04 ORANGE JUICE - AND THEY BROUGHT ICE CREAM.
14:08 NOW WE ALWAYS KNEW WHEN HE WAS COMING BECAUSE YOU CAN'T LEAVE
14:10 YOUR ICE CREAM OUT ON THE PORCH FOR VERY LONG.
14:13 AND, YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T - I WAS LIVING WITH MY DAD AND MY
14:20 STEP-MOTHER AND MY STEP-BROTHER AND MY BROTHER WAS SICK AND I
14:22 WAS STRUGGLING DURING THOSE YEARS.
14:25 ONE OF THE TREATS FOR ME WAS I WOULD TAKE A HALF A PINT OF ICE
14:31 CREAM AND POUR IN TROPICANA ORANGE JUICE AND MIX IT ALL - IT
14:35 REMINDED ME OF THOSE ORANGE THINGS THE GOOD HUMOR MAN HAD.
14:39 IT WAS REALLY GOOD. BUT IT GOT TO WHERE MY
14:42 STEP-MOTHER STARTED SAYING, 'WHO ATE ALL THE ICE CREAM?'
14:45 BECAUSE I WAS EATING ALL OF THE ICE CREAM.
14:48 I MEAN, I STARTED DOING IT EVERY DAY AND I REALLY ENJOYED IT.
14:53 IT WAS THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY. BUT THEN THINGS REALLY TURNED
14:57 FROM BAD TO WORSE BECAUSE SUMMER CAME AND I NEEDED TO FIND A JOB
15:02 - AND GUESS WHERE I GOT A JOB? >>ICE CREAM SHOP.
15:05 >>I GOT A JOB WORKING AT BASKIN ROBBINS.
15:08 KAREN AND I WERE IN MIAMI BEACH NOT TOO LONG AGO.
15:11 I TOOK HER BY - TRIED TO FIND WHERE THE OLD ICE CREAM SHOP WAS
15:14 AND I GUESS IT'S NOT THERE ANYMORE - IN LINCOLN MALL.
15:16 BUT I WORKED AT 31 FLAVORS AND THE OWNER WAS LEE SCOTT.
15:23 AND I REMEMBER WHEN HE HIRED ME - I WAS ONLY LIKE 14 - 15 YEARS
15:26 OLD. HE REALLY LIKED ME BECAUSE I'D BEEN TO MILITARY SCHOOL AND
15:30 I WAS A CLEANING FANATIC AND I KEPT THE STORE CLEAN AND HE HAD
15:35 THIS WAXING MACHINE AND NONE OF THE KIDS KNEW HOW TO USE THE
15:38 WAXING MACHINE - YOU KNOW, THOSE FLOOR BUFFERS?
15:41 IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE ONE OF THOSE, YOU CAN REALLY GET
15:42 HURT. BUT WE USED THEM IN MILITARY SCHOOL.
15:45 I SAID, 'OH YEAH, I CAN.' AND SO I WOULD BUFF AND WAX THE FLOOR
15:48 AND EVERYTHING WAS JUST SPIC AND SPAN.
15:49 AND I SAID - WHEN HE WAS HIRING ME I SAID, 'NOW, I'M JUST
15:53 WONDERING, ARE WE ALLOWED TO EAT THE PRODUCT?'
15:56 (LAUGHTER) HE SAID, 'NO PROBLEM' - HE SAID, 'YOU CAN EAT
16:01 AS MUCH AS YOU WANT. YOU'LL GET TIRED OF IT.'
16:05 I NEVER EVEN GOT CLOSE TO GETTING TIRED OF IT. (LAUGHTER)
16:10 HE HAD - NOW YOU KNOW BASKIN ROBBINS IS CALLED 31 - NOT
16:14 BECAUSE THEY'VE GOT 31 FLAVORS, THEY GUARANTEE HAVING 31 FLAVORS
16:18 IN THE STORE AT ANY GIVEN TIME.
16:21 THEY HAVE HUNDREDS OF FLAVORS AND WE HAD NEW FLAVORS ROTATING
16:24 IN ALL THE TIME. AND I'M NOT KIDDING YOU, I WOULD
16:28 EAT A PRALINES AND CREAM BANANA SPLIT FOR LUNCH AND THEN I WOULD
16:32 HAVE A HOT FUDGE JAMOCHA SUNDAE FOR DINNER.
16:37 AND IT'S AMAZING, WHEN YOU'RE A TEENAGER, WHAT YOU CAN DO TO
16:40 YOURSELF. AND YOU FEEL INDESTRUCTIBLE.
16:45 BUT I REALLY WAS - IT WAS GETTING BAD.
16:47 I MEAN, I ATE A LOT OF ICE CREAM.
16:49 AND THE PROBLEM WAS, I WAS NOT ONLY NOW A USER, I WAS A DEALER.
16:53 (LAUGHTER) BECAUSE PEOPLE WERE COMING IN AND NOW I'M SELLING
16:58 IT. AND SOMETIMES PEOPLE WOULD COME
17:02 IN FOR ICE CREAM CAKES FOR A BIRTHDAY PARTY.
17:07 AND I REMEMBER MR. SCOTT, ONE DAY HE SAID, 'DOUG' - HE SAID,
17:10 'WHY DON'T YOU TRY' - YOU KNOW, YOU PERSONALIZE THE TOP OF THE
17:13 CAKE AND YOU WRITE ON IT - AND I WAS NO GOOD AT THAT.
17:17 HAVE ANY OF YOU EVER SEEN MY HANDWRITING?
17:19 PEOPLE WOULD COME TO PICK UP THEIR ICE CREAM BIRTHDAY CAKES
17:21 AND THEY'D GO, 'WHAT DOES THAT SAY?'
17:25 'IT SAYS 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM' - CAN'T YOU READ IT?'
17:29 YOU HAVE TO SQUEEZE THE STUFF OUT OF A TUBE WHILE YOU'RE
17:32 WRITING - I WASN'T ANY GOOD AT THAT.
17:34 BUT I WORKED THERE UNTIL I RAN AWAY FROM HOME.
17:37 AND THEN IT WAS HIT AND MISS ON THE ROAD FOR A LITTLE WHILE -
17:41 WITH ICE CREAM, BUT EVEN WHEN I MOVED UP INTO THE MOUNTAINS IN A
17:46 CAVE - NO REFRIGERATION, OBVIOUSLY - VERY LONG WAY TO
17:52 TOWN - GRUELING HIKE - BUT IT WAS THE DESERT.
17:55 BACK THEN THEY HAD THRIFTY'S DRUGSTORES EVERYWHERE.
18:00 I DON'T SEE - THRIFTY'S DRUGSTORE IS EVIDENTLY OUT OF
18:02 BUSINESS. I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN STILL
18:04 GET THRIFTY'S ICE CREAM, BUT IN ALL THEIR DRUG STORES THEY
18:07 HAD AN ICE CREAM COUNTER. DO YOU REMEMBER?
18:10 I'M NOT KIDDING. DO ANY OF YOU REMEMBER WHEN
18:13 IT WAS A NICKEL A SCOOP? >>AMEN! (LAUGHTER)
18:17 >>AND YOU COULD GET A TRIPLE SCOOP FOR FIFTEEN CENTS.
18:21 GO TRY AND FIND THAT. BUT WHEN YOU'RE LIVING IN A CAVE
18:26 IN A DESERT AND YOU'VE GOT NO REFRIGERATION, THE HIGHLIGHT FOR
18:28 ME WAS TO GO PANHANDLE AND SEE IF I COULD GET FIFTEEN CENTS.
18:34 I WOULD BEG ON THE STREET AND SAY, 'COULD I PLEASE HAVE
18:36 FIFTEEN CENTS FOR SOMETHING TO EAT?'
18:39 I DIDN'T TELL THEM WHAT I WAS GOING TO EAT, BUT IT'S TRUE, I
18:44 WOULD SPEND MY LAST FIFTEEN CENTS ON ICE CREAM.
18:49 AND I REMEMBER - I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE.
18:52 A LOT OF THE STREET PEOPLE - IT WAS A BIG DEAL.
18:54 THERE WERE OTHERS THAT WERE LIVING IN THE DESERT.
18:56 MOST OF THEM LIVED IN THE FIRST VALLEY.
18:58 I LIVED WAY BACK IN THE CANYON.
19:00 AND I REMEMBER, I WAS HANGING OUT ON THE STREET ONE DAY WITH
19:03 MY FRIENDS AND SOME KID HAD WALKED OUT OF THRIFTY'S WITH A
19:09 TRIPLE SCOOP OF ICE CREAM AND HE WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION AND THE
19:14 ICE CREAM GUY AT THE COUNTER - YOU KNOW, AT THRIFTY'S, WHEN YOU
19:16 GOT YOUR ICE CREAM, THE SAME GUY THAT WORKED THE CASH REGISTER,
19:19 HE WORKED THE COUNTER. AND HE DIDN'T ALWAYS KNOW WHAT
19:21 TO DO WITH ICE CREAM AND SO HE DIDN'T PRESS - THAT FIRST SCOOP
19:24 HAS TO GET PRESSED DOWN INTO THE CONE OR IT CAN BECOME DETACHED.
19:28 AND HE HAD A TRIPLE SCOOP AND THIS KID WALKED OUT ON THE
19:30 STREET AND HE TURNED AND THE THING FELL OFF THE CONE.
19:34 BUT IT LANDED - NOT FLAT - BUT IT LANDED STILL INTACT WITH
19:38 THREE SCOOPS - I KIND OF REPRODUCED THAT - THAT'S A
19:41 LITTLE BIT OF PHOTOSHOP (LAUGHTER) BUT IT LOOKED LIKE
19:44 THAT. IT LANDED - THREE SCOOPS - LIKE
19:46 THE TOWER OF PISA, STICKING STRAIGHT UP.
19:49 AND THE KID BEGAN TO CRY AND THE PARENTS, 'OH, COME ON IN, WE'LL
19:52 GET YOU ANOTHER ONE.' AND THEY WALKED IN THE STORE.
19:54 I'M STANDING THERE WITH MY FRIENDS (LAUGHTER) AND WE'RE
19:58 LOOKING AT THAT AND I SAID, 'YOU KNOW, ONLY PART OF THAT HIT THE
20:01 GROUND. KID DIDN'T EVEN LICK IT YET AND
20:04 IF HE DID LICK IT, THE PART HE LICKED IS THE PART
20:06 ON THE GROUND. THE OTHER STUFF IS STILL GOOD.'
20:09 AND WHILE WE WERE PROCESSING THAT, BEFORE I COULD ACT ON MY
20:12 THOUGHT, MY FRIEND RICHIE GOT DOWN ON ALL FOURS AND HE BEGAN
20:16 TO EAT THE ICE CREAM OFF THE STREET LIKE THAT.
20:22 REALLY, I DIDN'T DO IT. BUT I THOUGHT ABOUT IT BECAUSE I
20:25 THOUGHT, 'THAT'S SOME PERFECTLY GOOD ICE CREAM THAT'S GOING TO
20:27 WASTE RIGHT NOW.' AND I WAS MAD THAT RICHIE DID IT FIRST BECAUSE
20:34 I - I REALLY HAD IT PRETTY BAD. AND I WOULDN'T JUST EAT ONE
20:39 TRIPLE THING OF ICE CREAM, I WOULD EAT ONE WHEN I ARRIVED TO
20:42 TOWN AND THEN LATER IN THE DAY I'D GET ANOTHER ONE
20:44 BEFORE I WENT UP THE HILL. AND THAT WOULD HAVE TO LAST ME.
20:47 YOU KNOW, I USED TO WONDER WHY WAS IT SO IMPORTANT TO ME.
20:52 AND I LATER FOUND OUT THERE WAS A STUDY - BELIEVE IT OR NOT
20:56 THERE'S MEDICAL RESEARCH - JOURNAL OF CLINICAL
20:59 INVESTIGATION - THIS IS A STUDY DONE IN 2011.
21:03 A TEAM OF RESEARCHERS LED BY LUKAS VAN OUDENHOVE, UNIVERSITY
21:08 OF BELGIUM. THEY WERE PUBLISHING IMAGES OF
21:11 BRAIN ACTIVITY DURING TIMES OF SADNESS. AND THEY HAD TWELVE
21:16 VOLUNTEERS THAT HAD THEIR BRAINS SCANNED WITH AN MRI AND ALSO
21:21 AGREED TO HAVE A FEEDING TUBE PUT INTO THEIR STOMACH.
21:25 THEN THEY WERE SHOWN IMAGES AND PLAYED SOME NEUTRAL OR SAD MUSIC
21:30 AND SHOWN NEUTRAL OR SAD IMAGES AND THEN THEY WOULD RATE HOW
21:33 THEY FELT ON A SCALE OF ONE TO NINE.
21:35 AND WHEN THEY WERE FEELING SAD THEY WOULD THEN INJECT IN THEIR
21:38 STOMACHS A SOLUTION - SOME OF THEM GOT A SALT SOLUTION - THEY
21:41 DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING IN THEIR STOMACH.
21:44 SOME OF THEM WOULD GET A FAT SOLUTION THAT WOULD BE SIMILAR
21:47 TO WHAT YOU WOULD FIND IN ICE CREAM.
21:49 AND THEN THEY WOULD EVALUATE THEM AFTERWARD AND THEY FOUND
21:52 OUT, IN ALMOST EVERY CASE, THOSE WHO WERE SAD, AFTER BEING GIVEN
21:56 THE FATTY SOLUTION, IT SAYS THE EFFECT WAS SIGNIFICANT.
22:01 IN A PHARMACOLOGICAL SENSE, THE FATTY SOLUTION REDUCED THE
22:05 INTENSITY OF SAD EMOTIONS BY ALMOST HALF, WHICH IS ABOUT AS
22:09 MUCH AS ANY PRESCRIPTION ANTIDEPRESSANT CAN ACHIEVE.
22:14 AND SO YOU WERE WONDERING WHY YOU THOUGHT ICE CREAM WAS
22:16 COMFORT FOOD. THEY'VE FINALLY DONE RESEARCH TO
22:19 SAY THAT IT ACTUALLY DOES WORK AS AN ANTIDEPRESSANT.
22:24 SO I GUESS YOU COULD SAY I WAS ADDICTED TO ANTIDEPRESSANTS,
22:28 BUT IT CAME IN THE FORM OF HAAGAN DAZS.
22:30 (LAUGHTER) AND IT WAS PRETTY SERIOUS.
22:35 NOW YOU THINK I JEST. YOU KNOW, THE BIBLE SAYS THAT A
22:40 LITTLE BIT OF CERTAIN THINGS IS OKAY, BUT SOMETHING CAN BE TAKEN
22:45 TO AN EXTREME AND IT BECOMES SIN ECCLESIASTES 10:17, "BLESSED ARE
22:52 YOU O LAND, WHEN YOUR KING IS A CHILD, AND YOUR PRINCES
22:55 FEAST...AT THE PROPER TIME - FOR STRENGTH AND NOT FOR
22:58 DRUNKENNESS!" I MEAN, IT WAS TO EXCESS WITH ME.
23:03 AND EVEN WHEN I MOVED OUT OF THE CAVE - I LIVED FOR AWHILE - I
23:06 HAD A MEAT BUSINESS - LIVED IN PALM SPRINGS.
23:08 I AM NOT KIDDING YOU, I WOULD EAT ICE CREAM EVERY NIGHT AND I
23:13 WOULD, MORE THAN ONCE, EAT A HALF A QUART.
23:17 ONCE I ATE A WHOLE QUART. I STAYED UP LATE AND I LISTENED
23:21 TO CAL WORTHINGTON COMMERCIALS ON A LITTLE BLACK AND WHITE TV.
23:25 ANY OF YOU KNOW WHO THAT WAS? CAL WORTHINGTON? GO SEE CAL?
23:30 NOW THAT IS DEPRESSING, ISN'T IT? BUT, YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU'RE
23:33 LIKE 19 - 20 YEARS OLD, IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH YOU CAN EAT.
23:37 KAREN AND I CAN'T BELIEVE IT - NOW THAT BOTH THE BOYS ARE GONE
23:40 TO COLLEGE, WE OPEN THE REFRIGERATOR, THERE'S STILL FOOD
23:44 (LAUGHTER) IN THE REFRIGERATOR. IT'S AMAZING.
23:49 BUT, I MEAN, I REALLY WAS - I HAD A PROBLEM.
23:56 AND THEN EVEN AFTER I MOVED INTO THE HILLS IN COVELO, I GOT
24:00 BAPTIZED - THIS IS WHEN IT, I THINK, GOT REALLY SERIOUS - YOU
24:06 KNOW, WHEN YOU GIVE UP YOUR ADDICTIONS AND YOU'VE ONLY GOT
24:08 A FEW LEFT, YOU OVERCOMPENSATE. AND AS I GAVE UP DRUGS AND THE
24:14 SMOKING AND THE DRINKING, ALL I HAD LEFT WAS THE ICE CREAM.
24:19 THEN YOU REALLY GO OVERBOARD. AND I REMEMBER LIVING UP IN
24:25 COVELO, I WOULD QUOTE THE BIBLE AND I'D SAY, 'GOD IS TAKING US
24:31 TO A LAND FLOWING WITH MILK AND HONEY.
24:34 GOD BELIEVES IN ICE CREAM. THIS IS HEAVENLY FOOD.'
24:39 I MEAN, WHY WOULD HE SAY THAT HE'S GOING TO TAKE THEM TO A
24:41 LAND OF MILK AND HONEY? AND THEN I WENT TO THE STORE
24:44 AND I FOUND HAAGAN DAZS HONEY VANILLA.
24:46 I SAID, 'PRAISE THE LORD.' (LAUGHTER) 'THIS IS BIBLICAL.'
24:50 (LAUGHTER) AND I HAD SCRIPTURE FOR IT.
24:55 BUT, YOU KNOW, THERE'S A VERSE THAT SAYS IF YOU FOUND HONEY -
24:59 PROVERBS 25:16 - "HAVE YOU FOUND HONEY?
25:01 EAT ONLY AS MUCH AS YOU NEED, LEST YOU BE FILLED WITH IT AND
25:07 VOMIT." SOME THINGS THAT ARE GOOD - THAT
25:11 ARE MEANT TO BE A TREAT - THAT GOD WOULD BLESS, YOU
25:13 CAN DO TO EXCESS. NOW THIS IS A VERY IMPORTANT
25:17 PRINCIPLE OF WHAT I'M SHARING WITH YOU TODAY.
25:19 AND I KNOW YOU'RE LAUGHING - AND I'M MEANING FOR YOU TO - AND
25:22 SOME OF WHAT I'M SAYING IS TONGUE IN CHEEK, BUT I'M SHARING
25:25 THIS ODYSSEY WITH YOU BECAUSE IT RELATES TO REAL LIFE.
25:28 WHAT I'M SHARING WITH YOU IS TRUE.
25:29 I'M NOT MAKING THIS UP. I MEAN, I WAS ADDICTED.
25:34 FOR YEARS - I LOOK BACK AND IT'S JUST OVER THE - MY LIFE WAS
25:37 DEFINED - I HAD MY TONSILS TAKEN OUT WHEN I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD.
25:41 MY MOTHER JUST COULDN'T FIGURE - THOUGHT I HAD BAD TONSILS - I
25:43 WAS JUST EATING SO MUCH DAIRY I COULDN'T BREATHE.
25:47 DIDN'T REALIZE I WAS ALLERGIC TO IT.
25:50 SO MOVED UP IN THE HILLS AND EVEN IN COVELO, I WOULD DRIVE
25:58 HALF AN HOUR ROUND TRIP TO TOWN - NO, ONE HOUR ROUND TRIP - ONE
26:02 HOUR - HALF AN HOUR EACH WAY - THANK YOU, DEAR - I'VE GOT A
26:05 WITNESS HERE - TO GET MY ICE CREAM.
26:10 AND I'M ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I THINK I ALSO WAS INFLUENCING
26:15 OTHERS. EVEN WHEN KAREN AND I BEGAN TO
26:17 DATE I'D SAY, 'YOU WANT TO SPLIT SOME ICE CREAM?'
26:23 (LAUGHTER) AND I'D GET VANILLA ALMOND AND I'D EAT SWISS VANILLA
26:31 - SWISS ALMOND - YEAH, I'D EAT THE ICE CREAM, SHE'D EAT THE
26:33 CHOCOLATE-COVERED ALMONDS. I REMEMBER JOHN LOMACANG WAS
26:37 REALLY WEIRD - YOU KNOW, WE'D BE ON THE ROAD DOING
26:39 EVANGELISTIC MEETINGS. 'HOW ABOUT SOME
26:40 ICE CREAM, JOHN?' I WAS A BAD INFLUENCE.
26:44 SO WE'D GO GET A PINT OF HAAGAN DAZS AND WE'D SIT DOWN AND
26:48 USUALLY WE WERE IN A HOTEL BECAUSE WE WERE DOING MEETINGS
26:50 AND I'D SAY, 'DON'T YOU WANT SOME OF THIS?'
26:53 'YEAH, JUST NOT YET. YEAH, I WANT SOME.
26:54 SAVE ME SOME.' AND SO I'D - I'D - 'HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT?'
26:57 'WELL, JUST, YOU KNOW, ABOUT HALF.
26:58 JUST SAVE ME SOME.' SO I'D EAT MINE AND SAY, 'DON'T YOU' - I'D
27:01 SET IT DOWN. HE WAITED UNTIL IT MELTED.
27:04 HE LIKED IT MELTED, THEN HE'D EAT IT.
27:08 I HAD ANOTHER FRIEND, WHEN I'D BE ON THE ROAD, WE'D TAKE THE
27:10 HAAGAN DAZS THING AND WE'D TAKE A KNIFE AND HE'D SAY, 'I'LL
27:14 SPLIT IT WITH YOU.' AND WE'D JUST CUT IT IN HALF AND
27:18 SOMEONE WOULD EAT OUT OF ONE HALF AND SOMEONE
27:19 WOULD EAT OUT OF THE OTHER. BUT ANY OF MY FRIENDS THAT WERE
27:23 CLOSE TO ME KNOW, AT THE END OF THE DAY, I WENT ON A HUNT.
27:28 I WENT ON A SAFARI LOOKING FOR ICE CREAM - AND I'D GO A LONG
27:33 WAY BECAUSE I - TO ME IT REPRESENTED COMFORT OR
27:40 SOMETHING, I DON'T KNOW. I COULDN'T STOP.
27:42 BY THE WAY, IN SPITE OF THAT VERSE THAT SAYS HE'S BRINGING US
27:45 TO A LAND FLOWING WITH MILK AND HONEY, THAT DOESN'T MEAN GOD
27:47 WANTED US TO MIX IT ALL TOGETHER AND EAT IT AT ONCE.
27:51 IN THE BOOK COUNSELS ON DIET AND FOODS IT SAYS, "SOME USE MILK
27:55 AND A LARGE AMOUNT OF SUGAR ON THEIR MUSH" - THEIR CEREAL OR
27:57 OATMEAL - "THINKING THAT THEY'RE CARRYING OUT HEALTH REFORM, BUT
28:01 THE SUGAR AND THE MILK COMBINED ARE LIABLE TO CAUSE FERMENTATION
28:04 IN THE STOMACH AND THUS HARMFUL."
28:07 WHICH MEANS I PROBABLY WENT TO BED DRUNK A LOT FROM ICE CREAM.
28:14 AND THEN I REALIZED, FINALLY, IT HAD GONE TOO FAR.
28:20 NOW, I'M EMBARRASSED TO TELL YOU THIS, BUT WHEN I TRAVELED AND I
28:28 STAYED AT A HOTEL, ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS I'D DO IS I'D FIND
28:31 OUT 'WHERE'S A 7-11?' BECAUSE 7-11 CARRIES HAAGAN
28:35 DAZS OR BEN AND JERRY'S. BEN AND JERRY'S WAS NOT AS GOOD,
28:38 BUT - I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I WAS SUPPORTING A COUPLE OF DRUGGIES
28:41 WITH BEN AND JERRY'S, YOU KNOW? THEY HAD ICE CREAM CALLED
28:44 'CHERRY GARCIA' NAMED AFTER THE - YEAH, ANYWAY.
28:51 SO I'D GO TO A 7-11 - I'D LOOK FOR ONE - AND ONE TIME WHEN I
28:58 WAS GOING TO A HOTEL TO DO A MEETING AND BONNIE SAID, 'WELL,
29:02 THEY'VE GOT A SHUTTLE THAT GOES TO THE AIRPORT.' I SAID, 'WELL,
29:05 I'M GOING TO NEED A RENTAL CAR.' 'WELL, YOU WON'T NEED IT.' I
29:09 SAID, 'WELL, I MIGHT NEED TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND' -
29:12 YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING? HOTEL WAS TOO FAR AWAY FROM ICE
29:16 CREAM - I WAS AT THIS CONFERENCE CENTER AND I NEEDED A CAR
29:22 SO I COULD GET ICE CREAM. AND THEN, WHEN I REALIZED THAT
29:26 HERE, I HAD RENTED A CAR AND AMAZING FACTS SUPPORTERS WERE
29:29 PAYING FOR ME TO HAVE A RENTAL CAR SO I COULD GET ICE CREAM.
29:32 I FELT GUILTY. AND SO I REFUNDED THE MONEY AND
29:34 IT OCCURRED TO ME THAT ICE CREAM COST ME $35.00 A PINT.
29:38 (LAUGHTER) I'M NOT KIDDING. IT WAS THAT BAD.
29:45 ONLY ONCE OR TWICE DID I ORDER ROOM SERVICE - $8.00 FOR ICE
29:50 CREAM AND THEN YOU WANT TO TIP THE PERSON WHO BRINGS IT.
29:53 BECAUSE I'D TELL THEM, 'PLEASE HURRY' - BECAUSE THEY'D BRING IT
29:55 TO YOU ALL MELTED AND THEN IT'S NO GOOD.
29:59 AND I REALIZED THIS IS JUST STARTING TO - THIS HAS GONE TOO
30:02 FAR. I THOUGHT, 'I'VE GOT A PROBLEM.'
30:05 AND SO I STARTED PRAYING ABOUT IT.
30:07 I SAID, 'LORD, I'VE GOT TO STOP EATING ICE CREAM.
30:10 CERTAINLY, ANYTHING THAT IS PREOCCUPYING MY DAY - MY FATHER
30:14 WAS AN ALCOHOLIC AND I THINK I'VE GOT THAT NATURE.
30:18 MY FATHER WOULD PLAN HIS DAY AROUND ALCOHOL.
30:23 WHEN HE MADE LUNCH APPOINTMENTS, HE WOULDN'T JUST TAKE A PERSON
30:26 TO A RESTAURANT BECAUSE HE LIKED THE FOOD; THE RESTAURANT HAD TO,
30:30 FIRST AND FOREMOST, HAVE ALCOHOL.
30:33 THEN HE'D FIGURE OUT WHAT ELSE THEY HAD.
30:35 AND THEN, AFTER WORK, HE'D STOP AT THE BAR.
30:37 AND IF HE WENT ON VACATION IT HAD TO BE SOMEWHERE WHERE THERE
30:40 WAS A BAR. AND IF HE WENT ON A FISHING TRIP
30:43 OR IF HE WENT RACING OR WHATEVER HE DID, THERE WAS ALWAYS
30:45 THE ICE CHEST WITH ALCOHOL. HIS WHOLE LIFE THAT WAS JUST -
30:49 HAD TO BE THERE IN THE PICTURE. AND I WAS REALIZING ICE
30:51 CREAM WAS DOING THAT TO ME. I'D GET ON TV IN FRONT OF
30:55 EVERYBODY AND PREACH ABOUT THE HEALTH MESSAGE, DO A BACK HAND
30:58 SPRING AND THEN GO HOME AND EAT A PINT OF HAAGAN DAZS.
31:02 YES, SOMETIMES I'D EAT A WHOLE PINT.
31:05 THE AVERAGE AMERICAN EATS 42 PINTS OF ICE CREAM A YEAR.
31:10 I WAS EATING ABOUT 120. I'M NOT EXAGGERATING.
31:16 AND THEN I'D GO TO THE DOCTOR AND HE'D SAY, 'DOUG, CHOLESTEROL
31:19 LOOKS GOOD. BLOOD PRESSURE OKAY.' I'D SAY,
31:22 'NOT BOTHERING ME.' AND I HAD ALL THESE RATIONALIZATIONS.
31:28 BUT I KNEW I WAS ADDICTED. HOW DO YOU KNOW?
31:31 BECAUSE I COULDN'T STOP. I'D SPEND MY LAST FIFTEEN
31:35 CENTS ON ICE CREAM. I COULD TELL YOU MORE STORIES,
31:41 BUT I THINK YOU GET THE PICTURE. FINALLY I BECAME CONVINCED,
31:44 'ALRIGHT, I'VE GOT TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.' THEN I
31:46 WENT THROUGH A COUPLE OF YEARS OF A REAL STRUGGLE.
31:50 I THINK I WENT THROUGH ALL OF THE THROES AND THE TWISTS AND
31:52 THE TURNS OF ALL KINDS OF ADDICTIONS.
31:54 I'D STOP - I'D GO A DAY OR TWO AND FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT IT
31:57 AND THEN I'D SAY, 'I'M UNDER CONTROL NOW.
32:00 I THINK I CAN JUST HAVE A LITTLE BIT.' AND I GOT TO THE POINT
32:02 WHERE, INSTEAD OF EATING A PINT A DAY, I GOT TO WHERE IT WAS
32:07 HALF A PINT A DAY. AND THEN I GOT DOWN TO A THIRD
32:11 - ONE LITTLE PINT OF HAAGAN DAZS WOULD LAST ME THREE DAYS - AND
32:16 I FELT LIKE I WAS DOING PRETTY GOOD.
32:18 THAT WENT ON FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS.
32:21 KAREN'S HERE - SHE'S NOT DISAGREEING WITH ME.
32:25 BONNIE WOULD INVITE ME OVER AND OFFER DESSERT.
32:28 SHE'D SAY, 'WE'VE GOT SOME ICE CREAM.' I'D SAY, 'NO, THANKS.'
32:31 BECAUSE I HAD GOOD STUFF AT HOME. (LAUGHTER)
32:34 SO I COULD TURN IT DOWN AS LONG AS I KNEW I COULD HAVE IT BEFORE
32:37 I WENT TO BED. AND, FOR SOME REASON, EVEN IF I
32:45 ATE LATE AND I ATE WAY TOO MUCH, IT ALWAYS SEEMED I HAD
32:49 ROOM FOR ICE CREAM. IF I DIDN'T HAVE IT I
32:53 WAS LIKE, INCOMPLETE. REALLY - I DON'T KNOW WHY.
32:59 AND THEN I GOT WHERE I'D GO A DAY OR TWO WITHOUT EATING ICE
33:01 CREAM. I'D GO TO THE MARKET AND -
33:07 BOY, IT WOULD BE A STRUGGLE. I'D SAY, 'KAREN, I'VE GOT TO GO
33:10 GET SOME CHIPS.' OR - SHE KNOWS - THAT'S THE OTHER THING I'M
33:14 ADDICTED TO, BUT THAT'S UNDER CONTROL - CORN CHIPS -
33:17 AND SALSA. I EAT A LOT OF CHIPS AND SALSA.
33:19 AND SO, I'D GO GET THE CHIPS AND THEN I'D GO UP AND DOWN THE
33:22 AISLE BY THE FROZEN SECTION AND LOOK AT IT.
33:26 (LAUGHTER) AND I'D - I'D SEE IT ON SALE.
33:32 NORMALLY IT WAS ALMOST THREE DOLLARS OR MORE AND IT WOULD BE
33:34 TWO FOR FIVE DOLLARS. I'D GO, 'LORD, IT MUST BE YOUR
33:36 WILL TODAY.' (LAUGHTER) 'BECAUSE IT'S ON SALE.' AND THEN I
33:43 FIGURED I'M NOT GOING TO BUY IT ANYMORE UNLESS IT'S ON SALE.
33:47 THAT'S HOW I GRAPPLED WITH MY GUILT. BUT WHEN I BOUGHT IT ON
33:49 SALE, I BOUGHT ENOUGH TO LAST UNTIL THE NEXT SALE.
33:53 AND THEN, YOU KNOW, WHAT MADE THINGS DIFFICULT IS ONE OF THE
33:57 MEMBERS OF OUR CHURCH, WHO MIGHT BE HERE TODAY, I DON'T WANT TO
34:00 POINT HER OUT, WORKED AT THE SUPERMARKET WHERE I SHOPPED.
34:05 DON'T YOU LOVE IT WHEN THE PERSON WHO'S CHECKING YOU OUT AT
34:09 THE MARKET LOOKS AT WHAT'S IN YOUR SHOPPING CART AND SAYS
34:11 STUFF LIKE, 'OH, SOMEBODY'S GOT A SWEET TOOTH.' THEY COMMENT ON
34:16 WHAT YOU'RE BUYING. (LAUGHTER) AND SHE NOTICED
34:22 SEVERAL TIMES - I WOULD BE SHOWING UP 10:00 AT
34:26 NIGHT JUST FOR ICE CREAM. AND THEN I'D GO TO THE STORE AND
34:33 I'D LOOK FOR HER AND I'D SEE IF SHE WAS DOWN THERE AND I'D SNEAK
34:39 AROUND THE AISLES AND I'D THROW IT IN AND I'D LOOK BACK AND SAY,
34:44 'OH, SHE'S HELPING SOMEBODY ELSE. GO CHECK OUT -
34:45 SELF CHECK OUT - QUICK!' (LAUGHTER) I WAS LIVING A SECRET
34:49 LIFE. YEAH, IT WAS PRETTY BAD.
34:59 SO I WAS A HYPOCRITE. I'M PREACHING ABOUT THE HEALTH
35:04 MESSAGE AND I WAS ADDICTED TO JUNK FOOD.
35:10 AND I KNOW IT WASN'T GOOD FOR ME, EVEN THOUGH THE LORD BLESSED
35:13 ME WITH A RELATIVELY GOOD CONSTITUTION.
35:16 YOU KNOW, JESUS TALKS ABOUT THIS, WHERE HE SAID, 'WOE TO YOU
35:19 SCRIBES AND PHARISEES, HYPOCRITES!
35:21 YOU DEVOUR WIDOWS' HOUSES AND FOR A PRETENSE YOU MAKE LONG
35:24 PRAYERS.' IN LUKE 11, 'WOE TO YOU LAWYERS FOR YOU LOAD MEN
35:29 WITH BURDENS HARD TO BEAR AND YOU YOURSELVES DO NOT TOUCH THE
35:32 BURDENS WITH ONE OF YOUR FINGERS. SO I'D PREACH A SERMON
35:35 ON GAINING THE VICTORY OVER SIN WHEN I WAS A SLAVE.
35:39 NOW THE REASON I PICKED THIS SUBJECT - AND I PRAYED ABOUT
35:41 THIS - I THINK THE LORD WANTED ME TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS.
35:45 THE REASON I PICKED THIS SUBJECT BECAUSE THIS IS AT LEAST
35:47 SOMETHING I CAN CONFESS TO YOU AND YOU'RE PROBABLY NOT GOING TO
35:49 GET ME FIRED. BUT IT WAS VERY REAL.
35:53 I WAS ADDICTED. AND I WAS HIDING IT.
35:57 AND I WAS WASTING MONEY. IT WAS EXPENSIVE - ADDICTION.
36:02 BUT LITTLE BY LITTLE - ANY OF YOU EVER HEARD THAT SONG CALLED
36:07 JUNK FOOD JUNKIE ? YEARS AGO - NOW THIS IS GOING TO
36:12 DATE YOU IF YOU KNOW THE WORDS TO THIS SONG.
36:15 YEARS AGO A GUY NAMED LARRY GROCE WROTE A SONG ABOUT - THIS
36:21 WAS BACK WHEN THE HIPPIES BEGAN TO GET INTO THE HEALTH-FOOD
36:23 MOVEMENT - ANY OF YOU REMEMBER EUELL GIBBONS AND THE NATURE
36:26 CEREAL? YEAH, OKAY.
36:30 THIS GUY WROTE A SONG CALLED JUNK FOOD JUNKIE AND IT ACTUALLY
36:38 KIND OF RELAYS THE KIND OF HYPOCRISY THAT SOME PEOPLE
36:41 STRUGGLE WITH - YOU'VE GOT YOUR PUBLIC LIFE AND THEN YOU'VE GOT
36:43 WHAT'S REAL. HE SAID, 'YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE
36:47 ORGANIC COOKING, I ALWAYS ASK FOR MORE, THEY CALL ME
36:49 MR. NATURAL ON DOWN AT THE HEALTH FOOD STORE.
36:52 I ONLY EAT GOOD SEA SALT, WHITE SUGAR DON'T TOUCH MY LIPS, AND
36:56 MY FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS BEGGING ME TO TAKE THEM ON MACROBIOTIC
36:59 TRIPS, BUT AT NIGHT I TAKE OUT MY STRONGBOX THAT I KEEP UNDER
37:03 LOCK AND KEY, AND I TAKE IT OFF TO MY CLOSET WHERE NO ONE ELSE
37:07 CAN SEE. I OPEN THE DOOR SO SLOWLY, TAKE
37:10 A PEEK UP NORTH AND SOUTH, AND THEN I PULL OUT A HOSTESS
37:13 TWINKIE AND I STUFF IT IN MY MOUTH.
37:16 IN THE DAYTIME I'M MR. NATURAL, JUST AS HEALTHY AS I CAN BE, BUT
37:21 AT NIGHT I'M A JUNK FOOD JUNKIE, DEAR LORD, HAVE PITY ON ME."
37:25 AND HE'S GOT SEVERAL VERSES THAT TELL A SIMILAR STORY ABOUT HOW
37:29 ALL OF HIS FRIENDS THINK HE'S SO NATURAL BUT - THE LAST ONE IS
37:33 ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD. HE SAID, 'OH FOLKS, BUT LATELY
37:40 I'VE BEEN SPOTTED WITH A BIG MAC ON MY BREATH, STUMBLING IN TO A
37:44 COLONEL SANDERS WITH A FACE AS WHITE AS DEATH.
37:47 I'M AFRAID SOMEDAY THEY'LL FIND ME JUST STRETCHED OUT ON MY BED,
37:51 WITH A HANDFUL OF PRINGLES POTATO CHIPS AND A DING-DONG BY
37:54 MY HEAD. IN THE DAYTIME I'M MR. NATURAL,
37:58 JUST AS HEALTHY AS I CAN BE, BUT AT NIGHT I'M A JUNK FOOD
38:01 JUNKIE.' YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS TALKING ABOUT IS KIND
38:04 OF LIVING A DOUBLE LIFE. NOW THIS PLAYS ITSELF OUT - I'M
38:10 TALKING ABOUT A PROBLEM WITH ICE CREAM.
38:13 THIS PLAYS ITSELF OUT IN A LOT OF DIFFERENT WAYS.
38:17 NOW SOME OF YOU ARE GOING TO BE REALLY SELF-CONSCIOUS IF YOU
38:20 INVITE PASTOR DOUG OVER AND YOU HAVE ICE CREAM FOR DESSERT.
38:23 DON'T WORRY, I GOT THE VICTORY, PRAISE GOD.
38:25 IT'S TAKEN YEARS BUT I GOT THE VICTORY.
38:28 I'M OKAY. I'M NOT SAYING ICE CREAM IS A SIN.
38:30 SHOPPING ONLINE IS NOT A SIN FOR EVERYBODY.
38:38 BUT I KNOW A PASTOR THAT HE WOULD GET ONLINE AND START
38:43 BUYING STUFF AND HE COULDN'T STOP. AND HIS HOUSE AND HIS
38:48 GARAGE WERE FILLED WITH PRODUCTS THAT WERE NOT EVEN OPENED - THAT
38:52 HE BOUGHT IMPULSIVELY, EITHER FROM SHOPPING CHANNEL OR SOME
38:57 SALE ONLINE - AND HE HAD SPENT ALL OF HIS MONEY - ALL OF HIS
39:01 RETIREMENT - AND WAS DEEPLY IN DEBT.
39:04 NOW IS THERE ANY SIN IN SHOPPING ON LINE?
39:08 I'VE DONE IT THIS YEAR. YOU CAN BUY STUFF.
39:09 YOU CAN SAVE MONEY. BUT SOME PEOPLE CAN'T.
39:14 AND YOU MAY HAVE WEAKNESSES AND YOU THINK, 'WELL, THIS ISN'T SO
39:17 BAD.' BUT HAS IT GOTTEN TOO BIG FOR YOU?
39:21 IS IT TAKING OVER IN YOUR LIFE? IS IT SOMETHING THAT'S OUT
39:24 OF BALANCE IN YOUR LIFE? SOMETHING THAT YOU'RE,
39:27 MAYBE, COVERING UP? NOW, I GOT SO BAD THAT I WAS ON
39:33 MY KNEES - YOU WOULD PROBABLY NEVER THINK THAT SOMEONE WOULD
39:36 HAVE TO GET ON THEIR KNEES AND PLEAD FOR THE VICTORY
39:39 OVER ICE CREAM. WELL I DID.
39:42 I FINALLY SAID, 'LORD,' - I'D QUIT FOR A WHILE AND THEN I'D
39:45 START AGAIN. I'D SAY, 'I'VE GOT
39:46 IT UNDER CONTROL. NOTHING'S WRONG WITH A LITTLE
39:48 BIT.' BUT I COULDN'T HANDLE A LITTLE BIT.
39:51 AND I FINALLY HAD TO SAY, 'LORD, HELP ME.' AND YOU KNOW, IT
39:56 REQUIRED HUMAN EFFORT BUT I BELIEVE GOD INTERVENED.
40:01 AND AS I MADE MY EFFORTS HUMANLY, THE LORD THEN TAKES IT
40:04 AWAY - HE GIVES YOU A SUPERNATURAL POWER.
40:07 THERE'S A STATEMENT TO THAT EFFECT. 'THE DIVINE COMBINED
40:12 WITH A HUMAN EFFORT WILL GIVE TO ALL PERFECT AND ENTIRE VICTORY.
40:16 EVERY BELIEVING MIND WILL BE FILLED WITH CONSCIOUS POWER.
40:20 THE LANGUAGE OF THE SOUL WILL BE 'I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH
40:23 CHRIST THAT STRENGTHENS ME.'' NOW I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU, IN
40:30 FOLLOWING UP FROM MY PERSONAL STRUGGLE - I KNOW YOU THINK THIS
40:33 IS KIND OF STRANGE BUT THERE IS A POINT TO IT.
40:37 I PRAISE GOD - YOU MIGHT THINK IT'S ODD, BUT I PRAISE GOD
40:42 BECAUSE I WAS A SLAVE. IT CONTROLLED MY TIME, IT TOOK
40:46 MY MONEY, IT - AT THE END OF THE DAY IT HAD TO BE PART OF MY DAY.
40:49 IT WAS LIKE I ASSOCIATED IT WITH COMFORT.
40:51 IT WAS ALMOST EMOTIONAL. BUT I WAS ADDICTED.
40:55 BUT THE LORD TOOK IT AWAY FROM ME.
40:56 IT'S BEEN YEARS NOW. NOW I'M A VEGAN.
40:58 CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?
40:59 FOR YEARS I WAS USING RICE DREAM AND ALMOND MILK AND SOY MILK IN
41:04 MY CEREAL AND TOLD EVERYONE I'M A VEGETARIAN - AND I WAS - BUT
41:08 AT NIGHT I WAS A GLUTTON WITH ICE CREAM.
41:14 DAYTIME I'M MR. NATURAL. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED - AND
41:20 ONE REASON I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS?
41:21 WHEN I FINALLY WENT TWO WEEKS WITHOUT EATING ICE CREAM - NO
41:25 DAIRY - I STARTED REALIZING, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I WAS
41:31 BREATHING. I'M NOT EXAGGERATING.
41:34 I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD AN ALLERGY TO MILK.
41:37 THIS IS NOT RELIGIOUS, I'M JUST TELLING YOU ME.
41:39 KAREN STILL EATS DAIRY - AND THE KIDS. I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT ITS
41:43 BEING SOMETHING RELIGIOUS. ALL MY LIFE I WAS ALLERGIC TO
41:47 MILK AND I DIDN'T KNOW IT AND I COULD NOT BREATHE THE WAY NORMAL
41:51 PEOPLE BREATHE AND I DIDN'T KNOW IT.
41:53 I DIDN'T EVEN - NOT KNOW WHAT IT FELT LIKE - BECAUSE EVEN IN THE
41:56 CAVE I'D GO DOWN AND I'D GET MY ICE CREAM.
41:58 IT TAKES A COUPLE WEEKS BEFORE IT ALL OF A SUDDEN HIT ME.
42:01 AND I STARTED BEING ABLE TO BREATHE. MY HEAD CLEARED UP.
42:05 MY SINUSES CLEARED UP - AND ONCE I REALIZED, 'SO THIS IS WHAT IT
42:11 FEELS LIKE TO BREATHE WITHOUT SNORTING AND COUGHING ALL THE
42:14 TIME.' MAN, I AM SO EXCITED THAT IF YOU OFFER ME ICE CREAM I SAY,
42:21 'OH MAN, I LIKE BREATHING. NO WAY.' THERE ARE
42:25 BENEFITS - SO PRAISE GOD. I MEAN, I AM JUST SO THANKFUL
42:28 THAT I GOT THE VICTORY IN THIS DEPARTMENT.
42:31 BUT THE SAME DYNAMICS THAT I STRUGGLED WITH ARE REAL IN OUR
42:36 LIVES ON SOMETHING THAT IS A LOT MORE SERIOUS.
42:40 SOME PEOPLE, MAYBE IT'S NOT ICE CREAM - MAYBE IT'S ALCOHOL.
42:45 THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT GO TO CHURCH AND THEY GO THROUGH THE
42:48 MOTIONS OF BEING A CHRISTIAN AND THEY'VE GOT AN ADDICTION TO
42:51 SHOPPING. THEY CAN'T CONTROL IT.
42:55 THEY DO IT FOR COMFORT. IT COULD BE SOME DRUG.
42:59 SOME PEOPLE SIT AT THE COMPUTER AND THEY'RE ADDICTED TO OTHER
43:01 THINGS. IT MIGHT BE PORNOGRAPHY.
43:05 AND IT'S LIKE YOU LIVE A SECRET LIFE.
43:08 THERE'S A LOT OF DIFFERENT WAYS THAT IT PLAYS OUT.
43:10 JESUS DOESN'T JUST COME TO SAVE US IN OUR SIN, HE COMES TO SAVE
43:14 US FROM OUR SIN - AND HE CAN. AND YOU'LL HAVE A PEACE AND A
43:18 JOY, WHEN HE DOES, THAT'S UNLIKE ANYTHING YOU CAN IMAGINE.
43:21 ROMANS 6, VERSE 12 - THIS WAS OUR MEMORY VERSE - "THEREFORE DO
43:25 NOT LET SIN REIGN" - NOW GOD DIDN'T SAY THAT WE'RE
43:29 NEVER GOING TO STUMBLE AND FALL.
43:31 HE SAYS, 'IF ANY MAN SIN WE HAVE AN ADVOCATE WITH THE FATHER.'
43:34 WHAT HE DOES SAY, THOUGH, IS SIN SHOULD NOT REIGN OVER YOU - "IN
43:39 YOUR MORTAL BODY, THAT YOU SHOULD OBEY IT IN ITS LUSTS.
43:42 AND DO NOT PRESENT YOUR MEMBERS AS INSTRUMENTS OF
43:44 UNRIGHTEOUSNESS TO SIN, BUT PRESENT YOURSELVES TO GOD AS
43:48 BEING ALIVE FROM THE DEAD, AND YOUR MEMBERS AS INSTRUMENTS OF
43:51 RIGHTEOUSNESS TO GOD. FOR SIN SHALL NOT HAVE DOMINION
43:54 OVER YOU, FOR YOU ARE NOT UNDER LAW BUT UNDER GRACE."
43:58 JUMP DOWN TO VERSE 17 IN ROMANS 6, "BUT GOD BE THANKED THAT
44:03 THOUGH YOU WERE SLAVES OF SIN, YET YOU OBEYED FROM THE HEART
44:06 THAT FORM OF DOCTRINE TO WHICH YOU WERE DELIVERED.
44:09 AND HAVING BEEN SET FREE FROM SIN, YOU BECAME SLAVES OF
44:12 RIGHTEOUSNESS. I SPEAK IN HUMAN TERMS BECAUSE
44:14 OF THE WEAKNESS OF YOUR FLESH. FOR JUST AS YOU PRESENTED
44:18 YOUR MEMBERS AS SLAVES OF UNCLEANNESS, AND OF LAWLESSNESS
44:21 LEADING TO MORE LAWLESSNESS, SO NOW PRESENT YOUR MEMBERS AS
44:25 SLAVES OF RIGHTEOUSNESS FOR HOLINESS." AND HE GOES ON TO SAY
44:30 IN VERSE 23, "FOR THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH, BUT THE GIFT OF
44:33 GOD IS ETERNAL LIFE IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD."
44:37 YOU KNOW, IF YOU LOOK UP HIGHER IN THE SAME CHAPTER, PAUL SAYS,
44:40 IN 1 CORINTHIANS CHAPTER 10, 'ALL THINGS ARE LAWFUL FOR ME
44:47 BUT NOT ALL THINGS ARE EXPEDIENT.' YOU MIGHT EVEN FIND
44:50 SOMETHING THAT INHERENTLY MAY NOT BE BAD, BUT IT IS OUT OF
44:53 BALANCE IN YOUR LIFE AND IT'S TAKING UP YOUR TIME.
44:58 SOME PEOPLE, THEY ARE ADDICTED TO A TV PROGRAM.
45:04 I KNOW, IT'S HARD FOR US TO UNDERSTAND IT, SOMETIMES.
45:08 THE THINGS THAT TEMPT YOU MAY NOT TEMPT ME.
45:10 YOU MIGHT LAUGH AT WHAT WAS A PROBLEM FOR ME.
45:13 'SO, YOU'VE GOT A PROBLEM WITH - I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT.' IT'S NOT
45:16 YOUR PROBLEM, IT WAS MY PROBLEM. WHO KNOWS WHY?
45:19 BUT THOSE SAME PEOPLE - I KNOW PEOPLE THAT ARE CHRISTIANS - A
45:26 LOT OF THEM - AND AT A CERTAIN TIME EVERY DAY THEY'VE GOT TO BE
45:30 WHERE A TV IS OR THEY TAPE IT AND THEY'VE GOT TO WATCH A SOAP
45:34 OPERA BECAUSE THEY'VE GOTTEN SUCKED INTO THIS ARTIFICIAL -
45:38 NOW I LAUGH AT THAT. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE
45:41 WILL LOOK AT THESE ACTORS GOING THROUGH THESE BIZARRE THINGS ON
45:45 TV SAYING, 'OH NO, WAS IT WITH HER?'
45:47 'YES, IT'S WITH HER.' 'OH, BUT DID YOU KILL HIM?'
45:50 'NO, I KILLED' - AND THEY'RE GOING 'AAAAAH!'
45:52 AND THEY'RE CRYING WATCHING ALL THIS.
45:54 I'VE TRIED TO GIVE BIBLE STUDIES TO PEOPLE - THEY'VE GOT THE SOAP
45:57 OPERA ON AND THEY SAY, 'OH, JUST A MINUTE.' 'OH!'
46:00 AND THEY GET - I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT, BUT IT GETS AHOLD
46:04 OF THEM AND THEIR LIVES REVOLVE AROUND THAT PROGRAM AS MY
46:09 STOMACH TURNS - OR WHATEVER IT'S CALLED - AND IT TAKES OVER
46:13 THEIR LIFE. AND FOR MOST PEOPLE IT'S NOT AN ISSUE.
46:18 NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PET TEMPTATION IS.
46:20 WE'RE ALL DIFFERENT. SOME OF YOU ARE PETER.
46:24 SOME ARE JAMES. SOME ARE JOHN. SOME ARE MARY. SOME ARE MARTHA.
46:28 THE DEVIL KNOWS WHAT IT IS AND HE WANTS TO GET AHOLD OF YOU SO
46:33 IT CONTROLS YOU - SO IT BECOMES THE DEFINING INFLUENCE IN YOUR
46:36 LIFE INSTEAD OF JESUS BEING THE ONE WHO'S IN CONTROL OF YOUR
46:40 LIFE. AND, AT SOME POINT, THE FIRST
46:43 STEP IS YOU'VE GOT TO - LIKE I DID - SAY 'THIS
46:45 IS OUT OF CONTROL. I'VE GOT A PROBLEM AND, LORD, I
46:49 NEED YOUR HELP.' AND IT'S NOT A GOOD WITNESS.
46:54 YOU KNOW, WHEN - UP IN THE HILLS NEAR OUR CABIN, WE'VE GOT A FEW
47:02 TREES THAT ARE NICE LOOKING TREES.
47:05 AND I WAS OUT WALKING ONE DAY AND I REMEMBER SEEING THAT THIS
47:09 POISON OAK VINE WAS BEGINNING TO GO UP A RATHER PICTURESQUE OAK
47:14 TREE UP THERE IN THE HILLS AND I DIDN'T THINK MUCH OF IT.
47:19 NOW, USUALLY, THE POISON OAK, IT JUST KIND OF CRAWLS ALONG THE
47:22 GROUND. IT'S NOT VERY BIG.
47:23 OR IT MIGHT GET UP IN THE MANZANITA BUSHES A LITTLE BIT,
47:25 BUT THEY ARE VINES AND, UNENCUMBERED, THEY WILL CONTINUE
47:28 TO GROW AND THEY GET PRETTY MASSIVE.
47:31 AND A FEW YEARS LATER I WENT WALKING BY THAT SAME TREE AND I
47:35 NOTICED THAT THE POISON OAK VINE HAD WRAPPED AROUND AND WAS GOING
47:39 UP INTO THE TREE AND IT WAS CREATING A LOT OF WEIGHT ON THE
47:43 BRANCHES - TAKING OVER THE WHOLE LOWER HALF OF THIS VERY BIG,
47:46 MAJESTIC OAK TREE, WHICH NORMALLY WOULD BE VERY STRONG
47:48 AND INDEPENDENT - AND I REALIZED THAT SOMETHING HAD TO BE DONE
47:53 OR, WHEN THE SNOW CAME, THE WEIGHT WAS GOING TO TAKE THAT
47:55 TREE DOWN. ALL IT TOOK WAS A CHAINSAW AND
48:00 ONE CUT AND I KNEW IT WOULD DIE. EVEN THOUGH I MADE THE CUT, THE
48:08 VINE WAS STILL HANGING THERE, BUT I WASN'T WORRIED ANYMORE
48:10 BECAUSE ONCE I KNEW I MADE THE CUT, IT WAS GOING TO DIE.
48:14 AND, SURE ENOUGH, AS TIME WENT BY, THE VINE ROTTED, IT BLEW OUT
48:18 OF THE TREE, THE TREE CONTINUED TO FLOURISH AND STAND STRONG.
48:22 SOME OF US KNOW WE'VE GOT TENDRILS - AND THEY START SMALL
48:26 - IN OUR LIVES, BUT THEY'LL CONTINUE TO GROW AND WRAP
48:28 THEMSELVES AROUND YOUR LIFE AND START SAPPING THE STRENGTH AND
48:32 DISTRACTING YOUR ENERGY AND YOUR TIME FROM WHAT GOD WANTS YOU TO
48:35 DO. NOW, I'LL INTERPRET YOUR SILENCE
48:41 TO MEAN THAT MAYBE THE HOLY SPIRIT IS SPEAKING TO YOU AND
48:45 YOU KNOW THERE'S THINGS IN YOUR LIFE THAT ARE OUT OF BALANCE.
48:49 IT MAY BE SOMETHING AS OUTWARDLY HARMLESS AS ICE CREAM.
48:54 IT MAY BE SOMETHING MORE SERIOUS.
48:56 IT MIGHT BE A SERIOUS SUBSTANCE ABUSE OR PRACTICE OR
49:00 RELATIONSHIP THAT IS UNHEALTHY AND YOU NEED TO SAY, 'LORD, I
49:06 CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOUR HELP.' AND YOU COME TO JESUS AND
49:10 YOU CONFESS THAT YOU NEED SUPERNATURAL INTERVENTION AND
49:14 THE LORD CAN GIVE YOU THE VICTORY AND YOU WILL REJOICE.
49:18 AND IT IS SO NICE WHEN YOU CAN LOOK BACK AND SAY, 'FREE AT
49:23 LAST, FREE AT LAST, THANK GOD ALMIGHTY I'M FREE AT LAST.' IT
49:27 IS SO NICE TO KNOW THAT THING DOESN'T HAVE DOMINION OVER YOU
49:31 ANYMORE. IT'S NOT CONTROLLING
49:32 AND DEFINING YOUR LIFE. HE WANTS YOU TO HAVE THAT
49:35 FREEDOM AND THAT EXPERIENCE.
49:37 >>CAN'T GET ENOUGH
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49:56 HOURS A DAY 7 DAYS A WEEK, RIGHT FROM YOUR COMPUTER OR MOBILE
50:00 DEVICE. WHY WAIT A WEEK? VISIT 'AFTV.ORG'.
50:05 IT'S THAT EASY. (MUSIC)
50:18 >>WHAT CAN BE MORE IRRESISTIBLE THAN A KITTEN?
50:20 THESE GUYS MIGHT LOOK CUTE NOW, BUT SOME OF THEIR ANCESTORS HAVE
50:23 GROWN INTO MAN EATERS. (BIG CATS ROARING) WE'RE HERE
50:30 IN A LION PARK IN SOUTH AFRICA, NOW, WHERE WE CAN VIEW THESE
50:33 CREATURES IN RELATIVE SAFETY. BUT THERE'S A REASON THEY'RE
50:35 KNOWN AS THE KING OF BEASTS. SO WHAT IS IT THAT PEOPLE FIND
50:39 SO ENCHANTING AND FRIGHTENING ABOUT LIONS?
50:42 IS IT THEIR SPEED? THEIR CLAWS?
50:44 THEIR SHARP TEETH? OR ALL OF THE ABOVE?
50:47 IT MIGHT ALSO BE SOME OF THE STORIES ABOUT MAN-EATING LIONS,
50:50 LIKE IN 1898 RIGHT HERE IN AFRICA, THEY WERE BUILDING A
50:54 BRIDGE OVER THE SABO RIVER IN KENYA AND TWO BROTHER LIONS
50:58 TERRORIZED THE CONSTRUCTION PROCESS, EATING 135 WORKERS.
51:04 DID YOU KNOW LIONS ARE MENTIONED IN THE BIBLE OVER 100 TIMES AND
51:08 YOU CAN FIND THEM ALL THE WAY FROM GENESIS TO REVELATION.
51:11 IT'S USUALLY IN REFERENCE TO THEIR FEROCITY AND HOW DANGEROUS
51:14 THEY ARE. OF COURSE, SAMSON KILLED A
51:16 LION WITH HIS BARE HANDS. DAVID KILLED A LION.
51:20 THERE ARE MAN-EATING LIONS IN THE BIBLE.
51:22 THE WAY THAT THEY PUNISHED CRIMINALS WAS BY THROWING THEM
51:24 IN THE LIONS DEN - AND EARLY CHRISTIANS WERE EVEN FED TO
51:27 LIONS. BUT, AMAZINGLY, AS THE BIBLE
51:30 MENTIONS, NOT ALL LIONS ARE TO BE FEARED.
51:33 THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW FRIENDLY LIONS IN HISTORY.
51:36 FOR EXAMPLE, IN THE 1950S A COUPLE, GEORGE AND MARGARET
51:40 WESTBEAU, WHO LIVED UP AT A RANCH NEAR SEATTLE, WASHINGTON,
51:44 ADOPTED AN ABANDONED LION CUB. THEY NAMED IT LITTLE TYKE
51:48 BECAUSE THEY FELT SORRY FOR IT. BUT THEY DISCOVERED, AS THEY
51:51 TRIED TO FEED HER, SHE REFUSED TO EAT ANY MEAT AT ALL.
51:55 THEY WERE CONCERNED, THINKING THERE WAS NO HOPE FOR THIS
51:58 LITTLE LIONESS TO SURVIVE - AND EVERYBODY TOLD THEM THE SAME,
52:01 BECAUSE WE KNOW, IN THE WILD, LIONS SURVIVE ON ALMOST AN
52:04 ENTIRELY MEAT DIET. THEN SOMEONE SHOWED THE
52:07 WESTBEAUS THAT VERSE IN THE BIBLE THAT TALKS ABOUT, IN
52:10 HEAVEN, THE ANIMALS ARE VEGETARIANS AND THE LION
52:13 WILL EAT STRAW LIKE THE OX. THAT ENCOURAGED THEM AND SO THEY
52:18 BEGAN TO FEED LITTLE TYKE A PURELY VEGETARIAN DIET.
52:21 NOT ONLY DID SHE SURVIVE, SHE THRIVED, GROWING INTO A LION
52:25 THAT WAS OVER 352 POUNDS AND OVER TEN FEET LONG.
52:30 IN FACT, ZOOLOGISTS THAT EXAMINED LITTLE TYKE, WHEN SHE
52:33 WAS FULL GROWN, SAID THEY HAD NEVER SEEN SUCH A PERFECT
52:36 SPECIMEN OF A LIONESS IN THEIR LIFE - A PURE VEGETARIAN.
52:41 YOU KNOW, WHEN WE HEAR INCREDIBLE STORIES ABOUT THAT OF
52:43 LITTLE TYKE, IT REMINDS US THAT GOD'S ORIGINAL PLAN WAS TO MAKE
52:47 A WORLD OF TOTAL PEACE. IT DESCRIBES IT HERE IN THE
52:50 BIBLE IN ISAIAH CHAPTER 11, VERSE 6, "THE WOLF ALSO SHALL
52:54 DWELL WITH THE LAMB, THE LEOPARD SHALL LIE DOWN WITH THE YOUNG
52:57 GOAT, THE CALF AND THE YOUNG LION AND THE FATLING TOGETHER;
53:01 AND A LITTLE CHILD SHALL LEAD THEM."
53:03 NOTHING IS GOING TO HURT AND DESTROY IN THE NEW HEAVENS AND
53:06 THE NEW EARTH THAT GOD IS GOING TO CREATE.
53:08 WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN A KINGDOM WHERE THERE'S PERFECT
53:10 PEACE - WHERE THERE'S NO MORE DEATH OR KILLING OR PAIN?
53:13 GOD SAYS THAT HE WANTS YOU IN THAT KINGDOM.
53:16 THE LAMB OF GOD MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO HAVE AN ENCOUNTER
53:20 WITH THE LION OF THE TRIBE OF JUDAH.
53:23 WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO MEET HIM TODAY?
53:25 (MUSIC)
53:32 >>LET'S FACE IT, IT'S NOT ALWAYS EASY TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING
53:35 YOU READ IN THE BIBLE. WITH OVER 700,000 WORDS CONTAINED IN
53:39 66 BOOKS, THE BIBLE CAN GENERATE A LOT OF QUESTIONS. TO GET
53:43 BIBLICAL STRAIGHTFORWARD ANSWERS CALL IN TO BIBLE ANSWERS LIVE -
53:47 A LIVE NATIONWIDE CALL-IN RADIO PROGRAM WHERE YOU CAN TALK TO
53:51 PASTOR DOUG BATCHELOR AND ASK HIM YOUR MOST DIFFICULT BIBLE
53:54 QUESTIONS. FOR TIMES AND STATIONS IN YOUR AREA, OR TO
53:57 LISTEN TO ANSWERS ONLINE, VISIT BAL.AMAZINGFACTS.ORG .
54:11 >>AMAZING FACTS, CHANGED LIVES.
54:20 >>WELL, MY CONVERSION STORY IS WHEN I WAS IN THE PHILIPPINES I
54:25 JUST GRADUATED AS A NURSE AND AFTERWARDS I DID NOT HAVE ANY
54:30 RELIGION AND ONE TIME I FOUND MYSELF INSIDE A SMALL CHURCH -
54:36 CATHOLIC CHURCH IN MANILLA AND BEFORE A BIG CROSS.
54:42 AND I WAS KNEELING BEFORE AND I COULD HEAR JESUS TELLING ME TO
54:48 ENTER THE CONVENT - SAVE MYSELF AND ALSO MY FAMILY.
54:53 AND I SAID, 'LORD, I WOULD LIKE TO FOLLOW YOU ALL THE WAY.' AT
54:56 THAT POINT, I SEEMED TO BE HAPPY EXTERNALLY BUT, BECAUSE INSIDE
55:01 THE CONVENT WE DON'T READ OUR BIBLE - WE DON'T STUDY ABOUT THE
55:05 WORD OF GOD. WE PRAY THE ROSARIES.
55:08 WE ALSO, AT THE SAME TIME, STUDY THE LIVES OF THE SAINTS AND ALSO
55:13 OUR FOUNDERS AND THE ENCYCLICALS OF THE POPE AND THE VIRGIN MARY.
55:19 AND SO I DO NOT KNOW THE TRUTH AND I HAD THIS TORTURE OF
55:22 CONSCIENCE - THE GUILTY FEELINGS THAT CANNOT BE RESOLVED.
55:27 SO I WOULD CONFESS TO THE PRIEST IN THE CONFESSIONAL BOX SAYING,
55:31 'FATHER FORGIVE ME. SINCE - MY LAST CONFESSION WAS
55:34 LAST WEEK - SINCE THEN I HAVE COMMITTED THE FOLLOWING SIN,
55:39 INCLUDING THE ROOT CAUSE, WHY AM I FALLING AND FALLING IN THAT
55:43 SAME SIN OVER AND OVER AGAIN?' AND STILL, FOR 21 LONG YEARS, I
55:49 STRUGGLE AND I STRUGGLE AND I STRUGGLE.
55:53 I REALIZED THAT I WAS TOTALLY EMPTY.
55:57 I WAS TOTALLY HELPLESS AND HOPELESS AND SO DEPRESSED AND SO
56:01 DESPERATE THAT I WOULD LIKE ALREADY TO END MY LIFE.
56:06 I WAS WORKING FOR FIVE YEARS AS DEAN OF THE UNIVERSITY OF SAINT
56:10 AUGUSTINE COLLEGE OF NURSING IN ILOILO CITY ON ONE OF THE
56:14 ISLANDS IN THE PHILIPPINES. AFTER FIVE YEARS I RECEIVE MY
56:20 COMMISSION FROM MY PARENTS TO HELP MY SISTER WHO IS
56:25 BEING A BATTERED WOMAN. THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I
56:29 CAME OVER TO UNITED STATES, IT IS BECAUSE MY SISTER
56:34 NEEDS MY HELP. AS I WAS WORKING IN THE HOSPITAL
56:37 IN NEW YORK, MY BOSS SERAPHIN, HE WAS SO GRACIOUS ENOUGH TO
56:41 GIVE ME AN INVITATION TO THE MILLENNIUM PROPHECY.
56:45 AS I WAS LISTENING TO PASTOR DOUG BATCHELOR'S PRESENTATION,
56:50 MY HEART REALLY WAS BEATING SO FAST AND MY MIND - I'M ABLE TO
56:55 GRASP THE TRUTH THAT THIS IS THE TRUTH THAT I'VE BEEN LONGING TO
57:01 HEAR ALL MY LIFE - THAT I'VE BEEN SEEKING FOR SO LONG.
57:07 MY PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS - I CAN SEE JESUS AS MY
57:11 PERSONAL SAVIOR. HE IS NOT ONLY THE SAVIOR OF
57:15 THE WHOLE WORLD, BUT HE IS MY PERSONAL SAVIOR.
57:19 HE WAS THE ONE WHO DELIVERED ME MIGHTILY FROM THE DEPTHS OF SIN
57:25 - FROM THE MIREY CLAY. PASTOR DOUG BATCHELOR HAS
57:29 BEEN USED BY THE LORD IN MY CONVERSION.
57:32 THE AMAZING FACTS I OWE TO THEM. THE LORD REALLY BLESSED THIS
57:38 MINISTRY AND I'M SO PROUD I WAS ABLE TO ATTEND THIS
57:43 MILLENNIUM PROPHECY. MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THE SAME.
57:47 IT HAS GIVEN ME THAT PEACE - THAT JOY THAT NEVER - I HAVE
57:53 NEVER TASTED IN MY LIFE AND NOW I'M SET FREE TO BE ABLE TO WORK
57:59 FOR HIM AND TO FOLLOW HIM.
58:03 (MUSIC)


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