(MUSIC) 00:00:00.30\00:00:10.74 >>FRIENDS, ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? 00:00:10.74\00:00:12.94 IF SO, YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK AWAY RIGHT NOW. 00:00:12.94\00:00:15.64 ONE OF THE MOST FAMOUS ATTRACTIONS IN THE SAN FRANCISCO 00:00:15.64\00:00:18.15 BAY AREA IS THE ICONIC GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE. 00:00:18.15\00:00:22.12 WHILE THIS WORLD-FAMOUS BRIDGE WAS NAMED AS ONE OF THE SEVEN 00:00:22.12\00:00:24.85 WONDERS OF THE MODERN WORLD, FEW PEOPLE KNOW THE STORY OF THE 00:00:24.85\00:00:27.86 BRAVE MEN WHO WERE INVOLVED IN ITS CONSTRUCTION AND - ALSO 00:00:27.86\00:00:30.93 KNOWN AS THE HALFWAY TO HELL CLUB . 00:00:30.93\00:00:34.10 DESIGNED BY A GROUP OF VISIONARY ENGINEERS AT 4200 FEET END TO 00:00:34.10\00:00:38.60 END, THE GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE WAS, AT ONE TIME, THE LONGEST 00:00:38.60\00:00:41.94 SUSPENSION BRIDGE IN THE WORLD. DURING ITS CONSTRUCTION, FROM 00:00:41.94\00:00:45.77 1933 TO 1937, THE GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE HAD ONE OF THE BEST 00:00:45.77\00:00:50.18 SAFETY CONSTRUCTION RECORDS OF ANY PROJECT DURING THAT TIME. 00:00:50.18\00:00:53.78 KEEP IN MIND, THEY WOULD FACTOR IN AND CALCULATE THAT ONE MAN 00:00:53.78\00:00:57.19 WOULD DIE FOR EVERY MILLION DOLLARS THAT WAS SPENT, SO WITH 00:00:57.19\00:01:00.46 A BUDGET OF 35 MILLION DOLLARS, THEY KNEW THAT LOSS OF LIFE 00:01:00.46\00:01:03.96 WOULD BE UNACCEPTABLE. THIS IS WHY THE CHIEF ENGINEER, 00:01:03.96\00:01:06.96 JOSEPH P. STRAUSS, WAS ABSOLUTELY ADAMANT ABOUT USING 00:01:06.96\00:01:10.43 THE MOST RIGOROUS SAFETY PRECAUTIONS THAT HAD EVER 00:01:10.43\00:01:13.10 BEEN USED IN BRIDGE BUILDING. HE HAD A LOCAL MANUFACTURER OF 00:01:13.10\00:01:16.71 SAFETY EQUIPMENT DESIGN SPECIAL HEADGEAR THAT HE INSISTED 00:01:16.71\00:01:19.81 BE WORN ON EVERY JOB. THIS BECAME THE PROTOTYPE FOR 00:01:19.81\00:01:22.94 THE MODERN HARD HAT, WORN FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. 00:01:22.94\00:01:25.95 BUT THE SAFETY PRECAUTIONS WENT EVEN FARTHER. STRAUSS PROVIDED A 00:01:25.95\00:01:29.42 SPECIAL HAND AND FACE CREAM TO PROTECT THEIR SKIN FROM THE 00:01:29.42\00:01:32.39 COLD, BITING WIND, AND GLARE-FREE GOGGLES TO PROTECT 00:01:32.39\00:01:35.82 THEIR EYES. IN ADDITION, THEY ALSO ATE A SPECIAL DIET TO HELP 00:01:35.82\00:01:40.10 WARD OFF DIZZINESS WHEN THEY WERE WORKING AT THOSE EPIC 00:01:40.10\00:01:43.26 HEIGHTS. BUT THE MOST CONSPICUOUS SAFETY PRECAUTION 00:01:43.26\00:01:47.24 WAS A GIGANTIC NET THAT WAS SUSPENDED FROM END TO END UNDER 00:01:47.24\00:01:50.11 THE ENTIRE CONSTRUCTION AREA OF THE GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE. 00:01:50.11\00:01:53.31 IN FACT, DURING CONSTRUCTION, THIS NET SAVED THE LIVES OF 19 00:01:53.31\00:01:57.88 MEN, WHO LATER BECAME KNOWN AS THE HALFWAY TO HELL CLUB . 00:01:57.88\00:02:02.62 NOW, YOU NEED TO KEEP IN MIND, THESE WERE SOME OF THE MOST 00:02:02.62\00:02:04.79 DANGEROUS CONSTRUCTION CONDITIONS YOU CAN IMAGINE. 00:02:04.79\00:02:07.82 THE WIND WAS CONSTANTLY BLOWING. THEY WERE WALKING AROUND ON IRON 00:02:07.82\00:02:12.19 THAT SOMETIMES HAD ICE FROM THE FREEZING FOG. 00:02:12.19\00:02:15.53 IN PLACES, THEY WERE OVER 700 FEET ABOVE THE ICY WATERS. 00:02:15.53\00:02:20.14 YET THE MEN, COMING FROM ALL WALKS OF LIFE, WERE WILLING TO 00:02:20.14\00:02:23.07 TAKE THESE RISKS BECAUSE IT WAS DURING THE GREAT DEPRESSION AND 00:02:23.07\00:02:26.61 THEY WOULD GET PAID UP TO ELEVEN DOLLARS A DAY, WHICH WAS A 00:02:26.61\00:02:29.48 FORTUNE BACK THEN. ONE OF THE OTHER BENEFITS OF THE 00:02:29.48\00:02:33.18 NET WAS THEY DISCOVERED THAT THE MEN WERE MUCH MORE COURAGEOUS - 00:02:33.18\00:02:36.89 EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE WALKING HIGH ON THOSE SLIPPERY SURFACES, 00:02:36.89\00:02:39.89 BECAUSE THEY KNEW THERE WAS A MECHANISM TO PROTECT 00:02:39.89\00:02:42.32 THEM IF THEY SHOULD FALL. THIS GAVE THEM THE CONFIDENCE 00:02:42.32\00:02:45.26 AND THE COURAGE TO PRESS ON AND GET THE BRIDGE BUILT 00:02:45.26\00:02:47.83 IN RECORD TIME. YOU KNOW, FRIENDS, AS 00:02:47.83\00:02:50.00 CHRISTIANS, WE HAVE A GREAT WORK TO DO. 00:02:50.00\00:02:52.23 THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT WE GET TO PARTICIPATE WITH JESUS IN 00:02:52.23\00:02:55.44 BUILDING A BRIDGE THAT CONNECTS HEAVEN AND EARTH AND THERE ARE 00:02:55.44\00:02:59.01 DANGERS ALONG THE WAY. THE DEVIL WOULD LIKE TO PARALYZE 00:02:59.01\00:03:02.18 US WITH FEAR THAT WE MIGHT FALL OR MAKE A MISTAKE, BUT WE KNOW 00:03:02.18\00:03:05.88 THAT JESUS HAS PROVIDED A SAFETY NET FOR US AND WE DON'T 00:03:05.88\00:03:08.95 HAVE TO BE AFRAID. WE CAN PRESS ON WITH CONFIDENCE 00:03:08.95\00:03:11.72 BECAUSE IT PROMISES, IN THE BOOK OF JUDE, VERSE 24, 'HE IS ABLE 00:03:11.72\00:03:15.56 TO KEEP US FROM FALLING.' BUT SOMETIMES WE MAKE MISTAKES. 00:03:15.56\00:03:19.39 STILL, DON'T BE DISCOURAGED, FRIENDS, IF YOU READ IN 1 JOHN 00:03:19.39\00:03:22.13 CHAPTER 2, VERSE 1, THE BIBLE SAYS, 'IF WE FALL...IF WE SIN WE 00:03:22.13\00:03:26.70 HAVE AN ADVOCATE WITH THE FATHER, JESUS CHRIST.' SO LET'S 00:03:26.70\00:03:29.90 PRESS ON TOGETHER AND BUILD THAT BRIDGE WITH CHRIST. 00:03:29.90\00:03:32.54 (MUSIC) 00:03:32.54\00:03:40.22 >>DID YOU KNOW THAT NOAH WAS PRESENT AT THE BIRTH OF ABRAHAM? 00:03:40.22\00:03:43.25 OKAY, MAYBE HE WASN'T IN THE ROOM, BUT HE WAS ALIVE AND 00:03:43.25\00:03:47.16 PROBABLY TELLING STORIES ABOUT HIS FLOATING ZOO. FROM THE 00:03:47.16\00:03:50.83 CREATION OF THE WORLD TO THE LAST-DAY EVENTS OF REVELATION, 00:03:50.83\00:03:54.56 'BIBLEHISTORY.COM' IS A FREE RESOURCE WHERE YOU CAN EXPLORE 00:03:54.56\00:03:57.97 MAJOR BIBLE EVENTS AND CHARACTERS. ENHANCE YOUR 00:03:57.97\00:04:01.17 KNOWLEDGE OF THE BIBLE AND DRAW CLOSER TO GOD'S WORD. GO DEEPER. 00:04:01.17\00:04:06.14 VISIT THE AMAZING BIBLE TIME LINE AT 'BIBLEHISTORY.COM'. 00:04:06.14\00:04:11.88 (MUSIC) 00:04:11.88\00:04:28.40 >>BY THE TIME I GOT TO HIGH SCHOOL ABUSE WAS JUST A WAY OF 00:04:28.40\00:04:32.17 LIFE FOR ME. I JUST THOUGHT THAT THAT WAS THE 00:04:32.17\00:04:34.17 WAY IT WAS AND THAT MANY PEOPLE WERE GOING THROUGH THAT. 00:04:34.17\00:04:37.54 AND I FOUND OUT THAT A LOT OF THE GIRLS WERE NOT GOING THROUGH 00:04:37.54\00:04:40.64 THE ABUSE THAT I WAS GOING THROUGH. 00:04:40.64\00:04:43.31 I STARTED ACTING OUT AND PLAYING UP AND MISBEHAVING IN SCHOOL. 00:04:43.31\00:04:49.32 I FELT WHEN I SPOKE TO MOM, SHE WAS TOO BUSY WORRYING ABOUT 00:04:49.32\00:04:54.59 WHERE DAD WAS, WHAT DAD WAS DOING. 00:04:54.59\00:04:56.76 WHEN I SPOKE TO THE OLDER SIBLINGS, THEY COULDN'T BE 00:04:56.76\00:04:58.86 BOTHERED - I HAD STUPID QUESTIONS. 00:04:58.86\00:05:02.26 I SEEMED TO FEEL VERY LONELY ALL THE TIME AND I JUST FORGOT, AT 00:05:02.26\00:05:06.70 THAT POINT, WHERE GOD WAS, AND FELT THAT I DIDN'T NEED HIM 00:05:06.70\00:05:12.34 BECAUSE, ANYWAY, WHEN I DID NEED HIM HE WAS NEVER AROUND FOR ME. 00:05:12.34\00:05:17.05 I WAS LIVING A VERY, VERY BUSY LIFE WORKING 'TIL 2:00 - 3:00 IN 00:05:17.05\00:05:23.82 THE MORNING AND THEN DRINKING ALCOHOL 'TIL 5:00 SO THAT I 00:05:23.82\00:05:27.16 COULD GET TO SLEEP FOR A FEW HOURS, WAKE UP AND THEN GET BACK 00:05:27.16\00:05:30.29 TO WORK AT 8:00 AT NIGHT. SO MY LIFE CONTINUED AND 00:05:30.29\00:05:33.90 SPIRALED UNTIL I DECIDED I NEEDED TO DO 00:05:33.90\00:05:36.26 SOMETHING DIFFERENT. SO I PACKED MY BAGS AND SPENT 00:05:36.26\00:05:39.30 ELEVEN MONTHS CROSSING AFRICA FROM ZIMBABWE ALL THE 00:05:39.30\00:05:42.60 WAY THROUGH TO SWITZERLAND. MET A LADY IN A MISSIONARY WHO 00:05:42.60\00:05:46.84 SPOKE TO ME ABOUT GOD AND GAVE ME A BIBLE AND THAT WAS WHEN I 00:05:46.84\00:05:50.81 STARTED THINKING AGAIN THAT, 'GOD, MAYBE YOU LED ME ON THIS 00:05:50.81\00:05:55.12 TRIP.' AND THAT WAS THE START OF ME REALLY RETHINKING, 'WHAT 00:05:55.12\00:06:00.52 AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?' I'D MADE A DECISION THAT, 'GOD, 00:06:00.52\00:06:05.39 THIS TIME I'M NEVER GOING TO LET YOU GO. I KNOW YOU'VE NEVER LET 00:06:05.39\00:06:09.33 ME GO, IT WAS ALWAYS ME WHO LET GO.' MY RETURN TO JESUS WAS THE 00:06:09.33\00:06:16.14 MOST AMAZING FEELING THAT I'D EVER EXPERIENCED. 00:06:16.14\00:06:20.24 I FELT AS IF THIS TIME I'D MADE A CONNECTION WITH GOD. 00:06:20.24\00:06:27.95 MY NAME IS IOLANI HILL AND I RECLAIMED MY FAITH. 00:06:27.95\00:06:34.29 >>YOU KNOW, MANY OF THESE TESTIMONIES YOU'RE HEARING ARE 00:06:34.29\00:06:36.36 PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY WENT TO THE AFCOE PROGRAM. 00:06:36.36\00:06:39.36 THEY'RE PEOPLE FROM ALL AROUND THE COUNTRY AND THE WORLD - WHO 00:06:39.36\00:06:42.10 CAME TO AMAZING FACTS AND THEY TRAINED IN HOW TO SHARE THEIR 00:06:42.10\00:06:44.90 FAITH WITH OTHERS AND WE WERE SURPRISED WHAT A LARGE 00:06:44.90\00:06:48.34 PERCENTAGE OF PEOPLE THAT WERE ALL OF A SUDDEN FILLED WITH A 00:06:48.34\00:06:50.84 BURNING DESIRE TO SHARE THEIR FAITH WITH OTHERS. 00:06:50.84\00:06:54.28 THEY HAD DRIFTED AWAY. WHEN THEY CAME BACK THEY 00:06:54.28\00:06:57.35 REALIZED THAT THE KEY TO LIFE IS RECEIVING CHRIST AND SHARING 00:06:57.35\00:07:01.05 CHRIST AND THEIR WHOLE PERSPECTIVE CHANGED. 00:07:01.05\00:07:04.72 WELL, WE'D LIKE TO WELCOME YOU ONCE AGAIN TO 'RECLAIM YOUR 00:07:04.72\00:07:08.79 FAITH' FRIENDS. AND I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR 00:07:08.79\00:07:11.16 THOSE WHO HAVE COME HERE IN THE MARYLAND AREA AND THOSE 00:07:11.16\00:07:14.60 WHO MAY BE WATCHING ALL OVER THE WORLD AND ALL OVER NORTH AMERICA 00:07:14.60\00:07:18.40 AND WE'RE VERY THANKFUL THAT YOU'VE TUNED IN. 00:07:18.40\00:07:20.94 WE'RE TALKING ABOUT SOME OF THE DIFFERENT REASONS THAT 00:07:20.94\00:07:23.94 PEOPLE BECOME DISCOURAGED AND STOP GOING TO CHURCH AND WHAT 00:07:23.94\00:07:26.61 THE SOLUTION TO THOSE THINGS IS - SO WHAT'S THE RIGHT VIEW THAT 00:07:26.61\00:07:30.91 WE SHOULD HAVE REGARDING SOME OF THE ISSUES THAT DISCOURAGE 00:07:30.91\00:07:34.08 PEOPLE AND GET THEM TO JUMP SHIP SO TO SPEAK. 00:07:34.08\00:07:38.32 ONE OF THE PRINCIPLE THINGS WHEN WE INTERVIEW PEOPLE IS DEALING 00:07:38.32\00:07:42.56 WITH WHAT WE CALL 'FRIENDLY FIRE'. 00:07:42.56\00:07:46.16 SOMEBODY IN THE CHURCH DID SOMETHING TO HURT THEM OR SOME 00:07:46.16\00:07:49.90 GROUP OR SOME CLIQUE IN THE CHURCH HURT THEM. 00:07:49.90\00:07:53.84 SOMETIMES THEY'RE EVEN UPSET WITH GOD SO THEY'VE 00:07:53.84\00:07:57.31 PULLED BACK BECAUSE THEY'VE BEEN HURT. 00:07:57.31\00:07:59.81 YOU KNOW, I UNDERSTAND THAT DURING THE GULF WAR, 1991 - 00:07:59.81\00:08:03.41 THAT FIRST INVASION - BY THE WAY, OUR SON DANIEL WAS 00:08:03.41\00:08:06.21 THERE THEN IN IRAQ - THAT OUT OF THE 131 - I'M SORRY 00:08:06.21\00:08:11.29 NO - 148 YOUNG MEN AND WOMEN THAT WERE KILLED DURING THAT 00:08:11.29\00:08:16.59 TIME IN THAT WAR - 31% WERE AS A RESULT OF FRIENDLY FIRE. 00:08:16.59\00:08:21.93 THERE WAS NO OTHER WAR LIKE THAT WHERE YOU'VE GOT 31% OF THE 00:08:21.93\00:08:24.73 CASUALTIES WERE FRIENDLY FIRE. THEY WERE ACCIDENTAL DEATHS. 00:08:24.73\00:08:30.17 NOW, YOU MIGHT BE THINKING, 'WELL, BUT PASTOR DOUG, AT LEAST 00:08:30.17\00:08:33.31 THEY WERE ACCIDENTS - WHAT THESE PEOPLE DID TO ME IN CHURCH 00:08:33.31\00:08:36.01 THAT WAS ON PURPOSE.' I MIGHT ALSO MENTION AT THIS 00:08:36.01\00:08:39.38 TIME, OF ALL THE CALLS THAT POLICE GET, YOU KNOW WHAT THE 00:08:39.38\00:08:43.62 LARGEST CATEGORY IS OF POLICE CALLS? 00:08:43.62\00:08:46.45 DOMESTIC PROBLEMS. FAMILY FIGHTS. 00:08:46.45\00:08:52.83 YOU KNOW, I'VE JUST LEARNED THAT WHEN PEOPLE GET TOGETHER YOU'RE 00:08:52.83\00:08:56.73 SOMETIMES GOING TO HAVE PROBLEMS. 00:08:56.73\00:08:58.97 AND YOU SEE THAT WAS TRUE ALSO IN THE BIBLE. 00:08:58.97\00:09:03.37 DO NOT GET DISCOURAGED, DO NOT LEAVE CHURCH BECAUSE SOMEONE IN 00:09:03.37\00:09:07.01 THE CHURCH HURT YOU. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT THE DEVIL 00:09:07.01\00:09:09.88 WANTS YOU TO DO. THINK IN THE BIBLE OF ALL THE 00:09:09.88\00:09:13.42 CHARACTERS THAT STRUGGLED WITH FRIENDLY FIRE. 00:09:13.42\00:09:18.75 THE FIRST MURDER IN THE BIBLE IS CAIN KILLING HIS BROTHER ABEL. 00:09:18.75\00:09:26.16 YOU'VE GOT THE STORY OF JOSEPH IN THE BIBLE - 00:09:26.16\00:09:28.53 WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM? HIS BROTHERS JUST COULDN'T GET 00:09:28.53\00:09:31.40 ALONG WITH HIM - DID HE DO ANYTHING WRONG? 00:09:31.40\00:09:34.47 IT WASN'T HIS FAULT. BY THE WAY, WITH ABEL, CAIN WAS 00:09:34.47\00:09:38.34 UPSET WITH NOT HIS BADNESS, BUT HIS GOODNESS. 00:09:38.34\00:09:41.54 WITH JOSEPH HIS BROTHERS WERE NOT UPSET AT HIS BADNESS, 00:09:41.54\00:09:44.48 THEY WERE UPSET AT HIS DREAMS AND HIS GOODNESS. 00:09:44.48\00:09:48.78 KING DAVID - HE HAD HIS PROBLEMS. 00:09:48.78\00:09:51.22 HE HAD A LOT MORE PROBLEMS WITH HIS OWN SON AND HIS OWN KING 00:09:51.22\00:09:54.72 THAN HE HAD FROM GOLIATH. GOLIATH HE TOOK CARE OF 00:09:54.72\00:09:57.36 PRETTY QUICKLY. FOR YEARS HE RAN FROM KING SAUL 00:09:57.36\00:10:01.00 AND HIS OWN SON TRIED TO KILL HIM. 00:10:01.00\00:10:02.96 PROBLEMS IN THE HOUSE - FRIENDLY FIRE. 00:10:02.96\00:10:06.77 AND DAVID LEFT FOR AWHILE - FLED TO THE LAND OF THE 00:10:06.77\00:10:09.27 PHILISTINES AND THEN GOD SAID, 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?' 00:10:09.27\00:10:12.91 YOU KNOW, I THINK WHAT WILL HELP US - SOME OF YOU WHO ARE 00:10:12.91\00:10:15.74 WATCHING WILL SAY, 'OH, PASTOR DOUG, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY 00:10:15.74\00:10:18.05 DID TO ME. I KNOW, GENERALLY, THAT MIGHT BE 00:10:18.05\00:10:20.28 TRUE, BUT 'WHAT THEY DID TO ME' - I THINK YOU'VE GOT TO REALIZE 00:10:20.28\00:10:24.02 THAT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT THE DEVIL WANTS US TO DO. 00:10:24.02\00:10:27.26 HE WANTS US TO BE HURT BY THIS FRIENDLY FIRE - BY THE 00:10:27.26\00:10:33.09 HORIZONTAL PROBLEMS THAT WE HAVE SO WE TURN AWAY FROM HIM - 00:10:33.09\00:10:36.67 OR WE BLAME GOD. 00:10:36.67\00:10:38.67 PICTURE, IF YOU WILL, FOR A MOMENT, SOME PEOPLE PAY TO GO ON 00:10:38.67\00:10:42.97 A SAFARI THROUGH A JUNGLE IN SOUTH AMERICA OR AFRICA AND 00:10:42.97\00:10:46.88 THEY'RE LOOKING AT THE RAIN FOREST AND THEY'RE GOING SINGLE 00:10:46.88\00:10:48.41 FILE THROUGH THE JUNGLE AND THEY'RE LOOKING TO THE RIGHT AND 00:10:48.41\00:10:50.45 THEY'RE LOOKING TO THE LEFT AND THERE ARE MONKEYS IN THE TREES - 00:10:50.45\00:10:53.28 AND THESE ARE BAD MONKEYS - AND THE MONKEYS ARE THROWING NUTS 00:10:53.28\00:10:58.72 AND BRANCHES AND FRUIT AT ONE OF THE MEN BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW 00:10:58.72\00:11:02.42 WHERE IT COMES FROM AND HE TURNS AROUND HE THINKS IT'S THE PERSON 00:11:02.42\00:11:05.13 IN LINE BEHIND HIM. HE SAYS, 'WHY DID YOU DO THAT?' 00:11:05.13\00:11:08.00 'I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.' 'I KNOW YOU DID. 00:11:08.00\00:11:09.06 YOU JUST BONKED ME ON THE HEAD WITH A PIECE OF FRUIT!' 00:11:09.06\00:11:10.87 I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!' AND SO THEY TURN AROUND AND ARE 00:11:10.87\00:11:13.44 WALKING DOWN THE TRAIL. THEY'RE BOTH LOOKING OFF AT THE 00:11:13.44\00:11:14.90 FLOWERS AGAIN AND THEN 'BING!' 'WHAT DID I DO?' 00:11:14.90\00:11:17.57 AND PRETTY SOON THEY'RE ALL FIGHTING AMONG THEMSELVES AND 00:11:17.57\00:11:20.08 THE MONKEYS ARE LAUGHING IN THE TREES. ARE THERE DEVILS AND 00:11:20.08\00:11:26.08 DEMONS OUT THERE? DO THEY DO EVERYTHING THEY CAN TO ACCENT 00:11:26.08\00:11:30.55 AND ACCENTUATE OUR DISAGREEMENTS? 00:11:30.55\00:11:34.19 MANUFACTURING THINGS THAT REALLY AREN'T REAL - SOMETIMES BECAUSE 00:11:34.19\00:11:38.39 OF OUR SLIGHTED PRIDE - AND THEY GET MAGNIFIED AND THE DEVIL IS 00:11:38.39\00:11:43.73 WORKING ALL THE TIME TO CREATE DIVISION AND CAUSE 00:11:43.73\00:11:47.64 FRIENDLY FIRE. THIS IS HIS PLAN. HE IS TRYING TO CAUSE PROBLEMS. 00:11:47.64\00:11:53.04 LIKE I SAID A MINUTE AGO, YOU MIGHT BE THINKING, 'WELL, PASTOR 00:11:53.04\00:11:55.71 DOUG, YEAH BUT THIS PERSON, IT WASN'T IMAGINED, THEY REALLY 00:11:55.71\00:11:59.05 DID SOMETHING VERY MEAN TO ME.' ALL RIGHT. ANOTHER SCENARIO. 00:11:59.05\00:12:05.29 NICE FAMILY INVITES YOU OVER TO THEIR HOUSE FOR DINNER SOME DAY 00:12:05.29\00:12:09.32 AFTER CHURCH AND YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE, THEY SEEM 00:12:09.32\00:12:12.26 LIKE SWEET PEOPLE AND YOU SIT AROUND AS DINNER'S BEING 00:12:12.26\00:12:14.86 PREPARED, YOU VISIT, YOU'RE HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME AND THEY 00:12:14.86\00:12:16.97 SAY, WELL, WE'RE GOING TO GO SIT DOWN AT THE DINING TABLE AND 00:12:16.97\00:12:19.17 WE'RE GOING TO EAT.' AND YOU SAY, 'IS THERE SOMEWHERE 00:12:19.17\00:12:20.34 I CAN WASH MY HANDS?' 'SURE, THERE DOWN THE HALL 00:12:20.34\00:12:22.64 TO THE RIGHT.' AND SO YOU MEANDER THROUGH THEIR 00:12:22.64\00:12:24.41 HOUSE, YOU FIND THE RESTROOM, YOU WASH YOUR HANDS 00:12:24.41\00:12:25.91 AND AS YOU COME OUT OF THE RESTROOM THERE IS THIS GRUMPY 00:12:25.91\00:12:29.18 OLD MAN THERE AND HE SAYS, 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 00:12:29.18\00:12:33.98 THIS IS MY BATHROOM, DON'T YOU USE MY BATHROOM.' 00:12:33.98\00:12:37.19 AND HE SAYS, 'BY THE WAY, YOU'RE UGLY. 00:12:37.19\00:12:40.99 AND I DON'T LIKE STRANGERS IN MY HOUSE AND I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO 00:12:40.99\00:12:44.56 EAT WHEN ALL THESE STRANGE PEOPLE COME OVER EATING MY 00:12:44.56\00:12:47.00 FOOD AND I HOPE I NEVER SEE YOU' - AND THEN THEY BEGIN TO HURL 00:12:47.00\00:12:50.17 INSULTS AND CURSE AT YOU - JUST AS MEAN AS YOU CAN IMAGINE. 00:12:50.17\00:12:55.10 AND BOY, YOUR HEART STARTS TO RACE AND YOU GET ALL UPSET AND 00:12:55.10\00:12:58.81 PRETTY SOON YOU GO TO THE HALL AND YOU'RE GOING TO GET YOUR 00:12:58.81\00:13:00.84 COAT AND THE HOST SAYS, 'WHAT'S HAPPENING?' 00:13:00.84\00:13:02.61 AND YOU SAY, 'I'M LEAVING!' 'WHAT'S HAPPENING?' 00:13:02.61\00:13:03.68 'THIS MAN - I'VE NEVER BEEN SPOKEN TO LIKE THAT BEFORE 00:13:03.68\00:13:06.98 IN MY LIFE.' AND THEY SAY, 'YOU DIDN'T RUN 00:13:06.98\00:13:09.58 INTO GRANDPA DID YOU?' 'I DON'T KNOW WHO HE IS.' 00:13:09.58\00:13:13.59 'YOU RAN INTO GRANDPA. PLEASE, DON'T GET UPSET. 00:13:13.59\00:13:17.56 GRANDPA'S NOT WELL. GRANDPA HAS DEMENTIA. 00:13:17.56\00:13:24.80 HE USED TO BE THE NICEST GUY IN THE WORLD, BUT JUST PART OF HIS 00:13:24.80\00:13:27.24 BRAIN ISN'T HEALTHY AND HE JUST NOW - WE DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING 00:13:27.24\00:13:30.81 ON BUT' - AND AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE THAT GRANDPA IS SICK 00:13:30.81\00:13:37.21 YOU SAY, 'OH, YEAH, I GUESS I UNDERSTAND NOW. 00:13:37.21\00:13:39.31 THEY CAN'T HELP IT. THEY'RE NOT WELL.' 00:13:39.31\00:13:41.98 THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE CHURCH WHO ARE SICK. 00:13:41.98\00:13:46.65 AND THEY DO MEAN THINGS. IF THEY ARE NOT FILLED WITH 00:13:46.65\00:13:51.53 GOD'S SPIRIT THEY'VE GOT A DIABOLICAL DEMENTIA AND THEY'RE 00:13:51.53\00:13:55.73 DOING EXACTLY WHAT YOU WOULD EXPECT THEM TO DO. 00:13:55.73\00:13:59.40 AND SO, DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON JESUS. 00:13:59.40\00:14:02.70 DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON THE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE CHURCH AND YOUR 00:14:02.70\00:14:05.37 RELATIONSHIP WITH THE CHURCH - JUST SAY, 'ALL RIGHT BROTHER, 00:14:05.37\00:14:07.84 SISTER, SORRY YOU FEEL THAT WAY.' 00:14:07.84\00:14:10.35 AND THEN YOU CAN WALK - YOU CAN SAY TO YOURSELF, 00:14:10.35\00:14:13.15 'SPIRITUAL DEMENTIA. THEY'RE JUST NOT WELL. 00:14:13.15\00:14:18.79 THEY DON'T HAVE THAT LOVE IN THEIR HEART.' 00:14:18.79\00:14:20.36 WE ALL DO SELFISH THINGS. EVEN IN JESUS' DAY. 00:14:20.36\00:14:24.83 ONE MOMENT JESUS SAYS TO THE APOSTLES, 'WHO DO YOU SAY THAT 00:14:24.83\00:14:29.73 I AM?' PETER JUMPS UP HE SAYS, 'YOU ARE 00:14:29.73\00:14:31.73 THE CHRIST, THE SON OF THE LIVING GOD.' 00:14:31.73\00:14:34.34 AND JESUS GIVES PETER THE GREATEST COMPLIMENT HE EVER HAD 00:14:34.34\00:14:37.81 - HE SAYS, 'SIMON PETER, FLESH AND BLOOD DID NOT REVEAL THAT 00:14:37.81\00:14:40.11 UNTO YOU BUT THE HOLY SPIRIT. GOD SPOKE TO YOU.' 00:14:40.11\00:14:43.68 BEFORE 20 MINUTES GO BY JESUS SAYS, 'I'VE GOT TO GO TO 00:14:43.68\00:14:47.38 JERUSALEM - I'M GOING TO BE BETRAYED THERE, I'LL BE 00:14:47.38\00:14:49.32 CRUCIFIED, AND I'LL RISE THE THIRD DAY.' 00:14:49.32\00:14:50.89 PETER COMES OVER, HE SAYS, 'LORD, DON'T TALK LIKE THAT. 00:14:50.89\00:14:54.19 THIS IS NOT GOD'S PLAN FOR YOU.' THAT SAME JESUS TURNS TO PETER 00:14:54.19\00:14:58.63 AND HE SAYS, 'GET BEHIND ME SATAN.' 00:14:58.63\00:15:02.40 'YOU GOT DEMENTIA.' JESUS LOOKED BEHIND HIS FRIEND 00:15:02.40\00:15:07.60 PETER TO WHO WAS OPERATING THROUGH PETER AND HE DIDN'T 00:15:07.60\00:15:11.11 BLAME PETER, HE BLAMED THE DEVIL. 00:15:11.11\00:15:14.11 PEOPLE IN THE CHURCH HURT EACH OTHER BECAUSE THE DEVIL OFTEN 00:15:14.11\00:15:17.05 SPEAKS SOMETIMES THROUGH THOSE CLOSEST TO US. 00:15:17.05\00:15:20.72 YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BEST FIGHTS ON YOUR WAY TO CHURCH 00:15:20.72\00:15:25.35 WITH YOUR LOVED ONES. ISN'T THAT RIGHT? 00:15:25.35\00:15:29.96 BECAUSE THE DEVIL IS WORKING OVERTIME, LIKE THE MONKEY IN THE 00:15:29.96\00:15:33.16 TREES, TO TRY AND CREATE DIVISION AMONG US ON THE GROUND. 00:15:33.16\00:15:37.90 WE'RE ALL SINNERS. 00:15:37.90\00:15:40.14 IT'S INTERESTING, THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT WE ARE TO LOVE OUR 00:15:40.14\00:15:42.44 NEIGHBOR - NEIGHBOR IS A NIGH BROTHER - NIGH BROTHERS ARE NOT 00:15:42.44\00:15:45.97 ANY CLOSER THAN THOSE IN YOUR FAMILY OR THOSE IN YOUR CHURCH. 00:15:45.97\00:15:48.64 IT SAYS LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AND THEN JESUS SAYS, 00:15:48.64\00:15:50.25 'AND LOVE YOUR ENEMY.' I THINK IT'S INTERESTING THAT HE 00:15:50.25\00:15:53.25 SAYS WE SHOULD LOVE OUR NEIGHBOR AND LOVE OUR ENEMY - 00:15:53.25\00:15:55.05 IS IT BECAUSE - IS IT POSSIBLE THAT OUR NEIGHBOR OFTEN 00:15:55.05\00:15:58.65 BECOMES OUR ENEMY? IT'S SOMETIMES OUR NIGH BROTHER 00:15:58.65\00:16:02.92 OR SISTER - WHO CAN BECOME OUR GREATEST ADVERSARY. 00:16:02.92\00:16:08.36 DAVID COMES HOME FROM PRAISING THE LORD IN THE STREET. 00:16:08.36\00:16:10.87 THERE'S A PARADE WITH GOD AND HIS ARK AND EVERYBODY SINGING 00:16:10.87\00:16:13.54 AND HE'S ON CLOUD NINE AND HE WALKS THROUGH DOOR AND HIS WIFE 00:16:13.54\00:16:16.50 SAID, 'BOY, YOU MADE SUCH A SPECTACLE OUT OF 00:16:16.50\00:16:18.54 YOURSELF TODAY.' BRING HIM RIGHT BACK DOWN AGAIN. 00:16:18.54\00:16:23.91 SOMETIMES IT'S THOSE RIGHT IN THE FAMILY. 00:16:23.91\00:16:26.92 DON'T BE DISCOURAGED BY THAT. 00:16:26.92\00:16:30.52 1 PETER CHAPTER 5, VERSES 5 THROUGH 7 - "LIKEWISE YOU 00:16:30.52\00:16:35.69 YOUNGER PEOPLE, SUBMIT YOURSELVES TO YOUR ELDERS. 00:16:35.69\00:16:38.19 YES, ALL OF YOU BE SUBMISSIVE TO ONE ANOTHER - BE SUBMISSIVE TO 00:16:38.19\00:16:42.00 ONE ANOTHER, AND BE CLOTHED WITH HUMILITY" - I'VE DONE MORE 00:16:42.00\00:16:47.27 MARRIAGE COUNSELING THAN I'M QUALIFIED TO DO OR THAN I WANT 00:16:47.27\00:16:50.34 TO DO, BUT ONE THING I'VE FOUND IN MOST CASES, THERE'S AN 00:16:50.34\00:16:56.31 ELEMENT OF SELFISHNESS AND PRIDE INVOLVED. 00:16:56.31\00:17:00.78 SOMEBODY'S BEING - USUALLY BOTH - THERE'S SOME SELFISHNESS AND 00:17:00.78\00:17:04.25 PRIDE - AND WE'D HAVE A LOT FEWER CONFLICTS IN THE CHURCH 00:17:04.25\00:17:08.12 FAMILY IF WE WOULD HUMBLE OURSELVES BEFORE THE LORD AND 00:17:08.12\00:17:11.53 BEFORE EACH OTHER. SUBMIT YOURSELVES CLOTHED WITH 00:17:11.53\00:17:14.36 HUMILITY BECAUSE "GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, BUT HE GIVES GRACE 00:17:14.36\00:17:17.83 TO THE HUMBLE." SO, DID YOU LEAVE? 00:17:17.83\00:17:22.57 YOU WERE OUT WORKING FOR GOD? YOU WERE DOING ALL THE RIGHT 00:17:22.57\00:17:24.17 THINGS AND THEN THEY STILL MISTREATED YOU. 00:17:24.17\00:17:27.58 AFTER YEARS OF PATIENCE ELIJAH TRIED TO BRING REVIVAL TO 00:17:27.58\00:17:30.85 ISRAEL, PRAYING FOR REVIVAL - GOD EVEN ANSWERED HIS PRAYER 00:17:30.85\00:17:34.12 THROUGH - THE FAMINE WAS AN ANSWER TO PRAYER - AND THEN 00:17:34.12\00:17:37.79 LATER HE HAD THIS INCREDIBLE MIRACULOUS EXPERIENCE ON MOUNT 00:17:37.79\00:17:40.69 CARMEL - FIRE COMES DOWN FROM HEAVEN. 00:17:40.69\00:17:42.76 THEN HE PRAYS AGAIN AND RAIN COMES DOWN FROM HEAVEN. 00:17:42.76\00:17:44.99 AND AFTER THE RAIN FROM GOD AND THE FIRE OF GOD, PEOPLE IN THE 00:17:44.99\00:17:49.16 CHURCH STILL WANT TO KILL HIM. AND ELIJAH SAYS, 00:17:49.16\00:17:53.30 'I'M OUTTA HERE. I MEAN, YOU CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH.' 00:17:53.30\00:17:56.97 AND HE GETS UP AND HE RUNS. 00:17:56.97\00:17:58.51 AND YOU CAN FIND THIS IN YOUR BIBLE IF YOU LOOK IN THE FIRST 00:17:58.51\00:18:00.51 BOOK OF KINGS CHAPTER 19, VERSE 9. 00:18:00.51\00:18:07.35 OH, I CAN START AT VERSE 4 - "ELIJAH HIMSELF WENT A DAY'S 00:18:07.35\00:18:11.45 JOURNEY IN THE WILDERNESS, AND...HE PRAYED THAT HE 00:18:11.45\00:18:13.52 MIGHT DIE.' HERE IS A SERVANT OF GOD. 00:18:13.52\00:18:17.49 HE LEAVES ISRAEL AND STARTS HEADING AS FAR AWAY AS HE CAN 00:18:17.49\00:18:20.60 AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF HE KNOWS WHERE HE'S GOING AT FIRST. 00:18:20.60\00:18:23.06 'I'M NO BETTER THAN MY FATHERS.' AND, YOU KNOW, GOD STILL SPEAKS 00:18:23.06\00:18:26.53 TO HIM THERE, EVEN THOUGH HE'S RUNNING THE WRONG WAY. 00:18:26.53\00:18:29.67 DOES THE LORD STILL TRY TO REACH US WHEN WE'RE RUNNING THE 00:18:29.67\00:18:31.44 WRONG WAY? AN ANGEL APPEARS TO HIM AND 00:18:31.44\00:18:35.08 GIVES HIM FOOD AND GIVES HIM WATER AND IN THE STRENGTH OF THE 00:18:35.08\00:18:37.85 FOOD THE ANGEL GAVE HIM, HE TAKES THAT AND INSTEAD OF GOING 00:18:37.85\00:18:40.25 BACK TO ISRAEL, HE RUNS FURTHER IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. 00:18:40.25\00:18:43.92 IT SAYS IN VERSE 9 HE GOES TO MOUNT SINAI. 00:18:43.92\00:18:47.92 AND HE WENT TO A CAVE AND HE SPENT A NIGHT IN THAT PLACE AND 00:18:47.92\00:18:52.26 - I'VE DONE THAT BEFORE. "AND BEHOLD, THE WORD OF THE 00:18:52.26\00:18:57.00 LORD CAME TO HIM, AND SAID TO HIM, 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE 00:18:57.00\00:19:00.97 ELIJAH?'" - TRANSLATION: 'WHY DID YOU LEAVE? 00:19:00.97\00:19:06.71 I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DO. 00:19:06.71\00:19:08.58 I ANSWERED YOUR PRAYERS. I HAVE BEEN GUIDING YOU, 00:19:08.58\00:19:10.48 BUT I DON'T REMEMBER TELLING YOU 'RUN FROM YOUR PEOPLE. 00:19:10.48\00:19:14.25 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?' AND HE THEN BEGAN TO GIVE 00:19:14.25\00:19:17.45 THE LORD HIS EXCUSES. 00:19:17.45\00:19:19.62 YOU TALK TO A PERSON THAT'S LEFT CHURCH AND THEY USUALLY HAVE A 00:19:19.62\00:19:22.16 LIST BECAUSE THE HOLY SPIRIT'S BOTHERING THEM SO THEY HAVE TO 00:19:22.16\00:19:24.29 GET A LIST TO CALM THEIR CONSCIENCE. 00:19:24.29\00:19:27.30 AND THEY'VE GOT ALL THESE RATIONALIZATIONS FOR WHY THEY 00:19:27.30\00:19:29.03 DON'T GO TO CHURCH, IN SPITE OF THE FACT JESUS TELLS US THAT 00:19:29.03\00:19:32.77 THIS IS HIS BODY. HE SAID, 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?' 00:19:32.77\00:19:37.67 HE SAID, 'I'VE BEEN ZEALOUS FOR THE LORD GOD OF HOSTS.' - 00:19:37.67\00:19:40.41 'I'VE STILL GOT A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.' - 00:19:40.41\00:19:42.01 'AND FOR THE CHILDREN OF ISRAEL BUT THEY'VE FORSAKEN YOUR 00:19:42.01\00:19:44.01 COVENANT' - 'THEY'VE COMPROMISED' - 00:19:44.01\00:19:46.82 THEY'VE TORN DOWN YOUR ALTARS' - 'THEY'RE NOT WORSHIPING RIGHT' - 00:19:46.82\00:19:50.02 'THEY'VE KILLED YOUR PROPHETS' - THEY DON'T RESPECT 00:19:50.02\00:19:52.12 THE TRUE PREACHERS AND THEY PERSECUTE THE TRUE ONES 00:19:52.12\00:19:54.89 AND INSTALL THE FALSE ONES' - YOU EVER HEAR PEOPLE STOP GOING 00:19:54.89\00:19:57.96 FOR THOSE REASONS? AND I'M THE ONLY ONE LEFT. 00:19:57.96\00:20:03.23 AND NOW THEY TRIED TO TAKE MY LIFE SO I'M OUTTA HERE.' - 00:20:03.23\00:20:07.14 'I TRIED TO STAY AND I WAS THE ONLY PERSON EXCITED ON FIRE 00:20:07.14\00:20:10.01 IN THAT CHURCH AND I LEFT.' AND THEN GOD SAID, 'GO OUT AND 00:20:10.01\00:20:14.11 STAND ON THE MOUNTAIN' AND ELIJAH WENT OUT AND STOOD ON THE 00:20:14.11\00:20:17.61 MOUNTAIN AND IT SAYS 'THE LORD PASSED BY AND THERE WAS A GREAT 00:20:17.61\00:20:20.92 AND STRONG WIND AND IT TORE THE MOUNTAINS, IT TORE THE ROCKS' - 00:20:20.92\00:20:25.42 GOOD THING HE WAS IN THE CAVE. 00:20:25.42\00:20:27.82 'BUT THE LORD WASN'T IN THE WIND. AND AFTERWARD THERE WAS 00:20:27.82\00:20:32.29 AN EARTHQUAKE AND THE LORD WAS NOT IN THE EARTHQUAKE.' AND 00:20:32.29\00:20:36.83 IT SAYS THERE WAS A FIRE 'AND THE LORD WAS NOT IN THE FIRE.' 00:20:36.83\00:20:41.57 AND AFTER HE HEARD IT HE WENT AND STOOD AT THE MOUTH OF THE 00:20:41.57\00:20:44.34 CAVE AND GOD SAYS TO ELIJAH, 'AFTER ALL OF THIS' - HE SAYS, 00:20:44.34\00:20:47.71 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?' YOU CAN SEE ALL KINDS OF 00:20:47.71\00:20:52.08 POWERFUL THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING BUT NONE OF THEM MIGHT 00:20:52.08\00:20:55.38 HAVE THE LORD IN IT. SOMETIMES WE CAN CONFUSE 00:20:55.38\00:20:58.25 POWERFUL THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING FOR THE WILL OF GOD 00:20:58.25\00:21:02.06 AND GOD WAS SAYING TO ELIJAH, 'JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE THE FIRE 00:21:02.06\00:21:05.49 AND THE EARTHQUAKE AND THE WIND, I WASN'T IN THOSE THINGS. 00:21:05.49\00:21:08.60 I WAS BACK IN ISRAEL AND I WANTED YOU BACK THERE. 00:21:08.60\00:21:12.03 I BROUGHT YOU IN TO BRING REVIVAL.' 00:21:12.03\00:21:13.87 BY THE WAY, HAVE YOU NOTICED IT'S HARD TO CLEAN A HOUSE WHEN 00:21:13.87\00:21:15.94 YOU'RE NOT IN THE HOUSE? IF YOU'VE GOT A BOAT THAT'S 00:21:15.94\00:21:21.71 FILLING UP WITH WATER - YOU'RE OUT IN THE OCEAN - A LITTLE 00:21:21.71\00:21:24.01 SAILBOAT - AND IT'S GOT A LITTLE HOLE IN IT - IT'S HARD TO BAIL 00:21:24.01\00:21:27.05 THE BOAT WHEN YOU'RE IN THE WATER. 00:21:27.05\00:21:30.15 YOU'VE GOT TO BE IN THE BOAT. AND SO AFTER ALL THIS HAPPENS, 00:21:30.15\00:21:33.79 GOD SAYS TO ELIJAH ANOTHER TIME, 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?' 00:21:33.79\00:21:39.43 FINALLY, VERSE 15, GOD SAYS, "GO, RETURN." 00:21:39.43\00:21:45.83 MATTER OF FACT, WOULD YOU SAY THAT WITH ME? GO, RETURN. 00:21:45.83\00:21:52.01 SOME OF YOU WHO ARE LISTENING OR WATCHING OUT THERE, THAT'S THE 00:21:52.01\00:21:56.31 WORD OF GOD WHEN HE SAYS, 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?' 00:21:56.31\00:21:59.05 'BUT LORD, AFTER ALL THEY'VE DONE TO ME, I'M THE ONLY 00:21:59.05\00:22:01.55 ONE LEFT.' - YOU KNOW WHAT THE LORD SAID TO ELIJAH? 00:22:01.55\00:22:04.12 'I'VE GOT 7000 KNEES THAT STILL HAVEN'T BOWED TO BAAL. 00:22:04.12\00:22:07.42 DON'T THINK THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT STILL LOVES ME OUT 00:22:07.42\00:22:09.42 THERE - THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY TRUE BELIEVER STILL LEFT 00:22:09.42\00:22:12.23 IN THE CHURCH. YOU'RE NOT THE BEST JUDGE OF 00:22:12.23\00:22:15.20 PEOPLE'S HEARTS. GO, RETURN. 00:22:15.20\00:22:19.17 I WANT A REVIVAL AND IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN IF YOU'RE 00:22:19.17\00:22:21.07 NOT THERE.' ONE OF THE THINGS THAT'S GOING 00:22:21.07\00:22:23.67 TO BRING REVIVAL IS IF GOD'S PEOPLE PULL TOGETHER. 00:22:23.67\00:22:28.04 AND WE'VE GOT TO STOP FRAGMENTING AND RUNNING FOR THE 00:22:28.04\00:22:30.25 HILLS LIKE ELIJAH - ELIJAH WAS A GOOD MAN OF GOD - 00:22:30.25\00:22:33.31 SINCERE AND HONEST - BUT HE WENT THE WRONG WAY. 00:22:33.31\00:22:37.59 GO AND RETURN. AND HE DID. 00:22:37.59\00:22:41.26 YOU KNOW, WE HAVE A TENDENCY SOME TIME TO BE HURT AND BECAUSE 00:22:41.26\00:22:45.89 WE'RE HURT WE WITHDRAW - LIKE A TURTLE, YOU KNOW, YOU BONK IT ON 00:22:45.89\00:22:50.20 IT'S SHELL AND IT PULLS IN. ANY OF YOU EVER PLAY WITH THOSE 00:22:50.20\00:22:54.20 LITTLE SOW BUGS WHEN YOU WERE A KID? 00:22:54.20\00:22:56.00 WE CALLED THEM 'ROLY POLYS' - YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT? 00:22:56.00\00:22:59.21 THEY'RE PRETTY HARMLESS - THEY'VE GOT A THOUSAND LITTLE 00:22:59.21\00:23:00.48 LEGS AROUND THE EDGES AND YOU DINK THEM AND THEY CURL UP IN A 00:23:00.48\00:23:02.74 BALL - AND YOU CAN JUST, YOU KNOW, PLAY MARBLES WITH THEM AT 00:23:02.74\00:23:05.61 THAT POINT - THEY JUST STAY CURLED UP BECAUSE THEY 00:23:05.61\00:23:07.22 DON'T WANT TO GET HURT. 00:23:07.22\00:23:08.45 THEY CRAWL INTO THEIR SHELL - OR LIKE A SNAIL, YOU JUST FLICK IT 00:23:08.45\00:23:10.42 AND IT WITHDRAWS AND THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT HUMAN NATURE 00:23:10.42\00:23:14.29 THAT WHEN WE'VE BEEN HURT WE PULL BACK. 00:23:14.29\00:23:18.19 I MEAN, IF YOU TOUCH A STOVE, YOU PULL BACK IF IT'S HOT. 00:23:18.19\00:23:20.90 IT'S A PROTECTIVE MECHANISM AND SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE HURT IN THE 00:23:20.90\00:23:25.17 CHURCH, THEIR INSTINCT IS 'GET OUT OF THERE QUICK. 00:23:25.17\00:23:28.60 I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT ANYMORE.' 00:23:28.60\00:23:31.11 SOME ARE HURT IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS AND THEIR 00:23:31.11\00:23:32.67 MARRIAGES AND THEY THINK THE ANSWER IS TO RUN. GET OUT. 00:23:32.67\00:23:38.08 YOU KNOW, WE DON'T LEARN LOVE THAT WAY, WE DON'T LEARN 00:23:38.08\00:23:39.78 SALVATION THAT WAY, BUT WE LEARN IT BY LEARNING TO BE COMMITTED 00:23:39.78\00:23:44.99 AND STAYING TOGETHER. I REMEMBER HEARING AN 00:23:44.99\00:23:47.56 INTERESTING STORY FROM HISTORY. I LIKE HISTORY. ONE OF MY 00:23:47.56\00:23:51.46 FAVORITE PRESIDENTS, TEDDY ROOSEVELT, MIGHT NEVER HAVE BEEN 00:23:51.46\00:23:54.93 PRESIDENT BECAUSE HE WENT THROUGH AN EXTREMELY PAINFUL 00:23:54.93\00:23:58.03 EXPERIENCE. HE WAS THE RISING STAR IN NEW YORK POLITICS. 00:23:58.03\00:24:02.94 YOUNG MAN - BRILLIANT MAN - AND HE FELL IN LOVE WITH A BEAUTIFUL 00:24:02.94\00:24:07.41 LADY NAMED ALICE - ALICE HATHAWAY - BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY 00:24:07.41\00:24:12.41 WAY - BEAUTIFUL CHARACTER, DEDICATED CHRISTIAN, BEAUTIFUL 00:24:12.41\00:24:16.32 TO LOOK AT, SWEET, SELFLESS, THEY WERE ENGAGED, 00:24:16.32\00:24:21.49 THEY GOT MARRIED. AFTER A FEW YEARS OF DELIGHTFUL 00:24:21.49\00:24:24.09 MARRIAGE SHE WAS EXPECTING HER FIRST CHILD - TEDDY'S FATHER HAD 00:24:24.09\00:24:28.63 DIED SO HIS MOTHER WAS LIVING IN THE HOUSE WITH THEM. 00:24:28.63\00:24:31.20 HE WAS AWAY ON BUSINESS - HE CAME HOME - HE WANTED TO BE HOME 00:24:31.20\00:24:34.24 IN TIME FOR HIS WIFE TO GIVE BIRTH, AND THE DAY HE CAME HOME, 00:24:34.24\00:24:38.91 WHICH HAPPENED TO BE VALENTINE'S DAY, HAPPENED TO BE THE 00:24:38.91\00:24:43.28 ANNIVERSARY OF THEIR ENGAGEMENT, HIS WIFE DIED GIVING BIRTH TO 00:24:43.28\00:24:47.15 THEIR FIRST CHILD. THE BABY GIRL SURVIVED AND HIS 00:24:47.15\00:24:52.32 MOTHER DIED THE SAME DAY. AND HE WAS ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATED 00:24:52.32\00:24:58.89 HAVING ALREADY LOST HIS FATHER. HE ALMOST NEVER SPOKE OF 00:24:58.89\00:25:03.90 HIS FIRST WIFE AGAIN FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE. 00:25:03.90\00:25:07.20 IN HIS DIARY - AND HE WAS A VERY VERBOSE WRITER - ON THE PAGE 00:25:07.20\00:25:10.77 THAT THIS HAPPENED HE PUT A BIG 'X' THROUGH THE PAGE AND HE 00:25:10.77\00:25:14.24 SAID, 'THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE HAS GONE OUT.' 00:25:14.24\00:25:18.11 HE DID WRITE ONE THING TO THE FAMILY AND HE SAID, "SHE WAS 00:25:18.11\00:25:22.52 BEAUTIFUL IN FACE AND FORM AND LOVELIER STILL IN SPIRIT. 00:25:22.52\00:25:26.22 AS A FLOWER SHE GREW AND A FAIR YOUNG FLOWER SHE DIED. 00:25:26.22\00:25:29.79 HER LIFE HAD ALWAYS BEEN IN SUNSHINE, THERE HAD NEVER COME 00:25:29.79\00:25:33.16 TO HER A SINGLE SORROW AND NONE EVER KNEW HER WHO DID NOT LOVE 00:25:33.16\00:25:36.70 AND REVERE HER FOR HER BRIGHT SUNNY TEMPER AND HER SAINTLY, 00:25:36.70\00:25:40.34 UNSELFISH, FAIR, PURE, AND JOYOUS BEHAVIOR. 00:25:40.34\00:25:44.04 SHE WAS A TENDER MAIDEN AND A HAPPY YOUNG WIFE AND WHEN SHE 00:25:44.04\00:25:48.28 HAD JUST BECOME A MOTHER, WHEN IT SEEMED THAT HER LIFE HAD JUST 00:25:48.28\00:25:51.91 BEGUN AND THE YEAR SEEMED SO BRIGHT, THEN BY A STRANGE AND 00:25:51.91\00:25:56.02 TERRIBLE FATE, DEATH CAME TO HER. 00:25:56.02\00:25:58.65 AND WHEN MY HEART'S DEAREST DIED, THE LIGHT WENT OUT FROM MY 00:25:58.65\00:26:01.36 LIFE FOREVER." A BIG 'X' IN HIS DIARY. 00:26:01.36\00:26:05.59 WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT ROOSEVELT DID? 00:26:05.59\00:26:07.13 HE SAID, 'I'M OUTTA HERE.' HE LEFT NEW YORK. 00:26:07.13\00:26:10.33 HE WENT TO THE BADLANDS OF DAKOTA AND HE SAID, 00:26:10.33\00:26:13.17 'I'M GOING TO RUN AWAY.' AND HE STAYED THERE FOR TWO 00:26:13.17\00:26:15.84 YEARS AND THEY SAID HE WAS A PRETTY TOUGH COWBOY. 00:26:15.84\00:26:20.44 SOMEONE WOULD MAKE FUN OF THE WAY HE TALKED, BECAUSE HE WAS 00:26:20.44\00:26:22.84 FROM BACK EAST - HE'D JUST SLUG THEM. HE WAS ANGRY. 00:26:22.84\00:26:26.48 HE GOT A REPUTATION FOR BEING PRETTY TOUGH. 00:26:26.48\00:26:29.42 HE TRIED TO GO INTO THE CATTLE BUSINESS BUT, YOU KNOW, NEW YORK 00:26:29.42\00:26:31.85 POLITICIANS DON'T MAKE THE BEST COWBOYS AND THEY HAD SOME BAD 00:26:31.85\00:26:36.76 FREEZES AND HE HAD SOME SETBACKS WITH HIS RANCH LIFE - 00:26:36.76\00:26:40.36 HE LEARNED A LOT THAT ACTUALLY HELPED THE COUNTRY GET THE 00:26:40.36\00:26:42.70 NATIONAL PARKS SYSTEM, BUT HE STARTED TO GET A CALL FROM HIS 00:26:42.70\00:26:46.87 FRIENDS IN NEW YORK AND THEY SAID, 'YOU KNOW, 00:26:46.87\00:26:48.57 YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY. YOU'VE GOT TOO MUCH PROMISE. 00:26:48.57\00:26:51.21 YOU'VE GOT TO COME BACK. 00:26:51.21\00:26:52.54 WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT THERE?' AND HE FINALLY REALIZED, 00:26:52.54\00:26:56.01 'YOU KNOW, I'M JUST MAD AT GOD AND I'VE GOT TO STOP. 00:26:56.01\00:26:59.18 GOD'S GOT A PLAN FOR MY LIFE.' AND HE CAME BACK. 00:26:59.18\00:27:02.12 HE MARRIED A GIRL THAT HE KNEW FROM CHILDHOOD AND THEY HAD MANY 00:27:02.12\00:27:05.02 HAPPY YEARS TOGETHER AND THEN HE BECAME THE GREATEST GOVERNOR OF 00:27:05.02\00:27:10.26 NEW YORK AND AFTER THAT BECAME ONE OF THE GREATEST PRESIDENTS - 00:27:10.26\00:27:13.36 SERVED TWO TERMS AND HE'S ENSHRINED IN MOUNT RUSHMORE 00:27:13.36\00:27:16.23 BECAUSE HE LEARNED NOT TO RUN AWAY FOR EVER. 00:27:16.23\00:27:19.23 HE DECIDED TO TURN AROUND AND COME BACK. 00:27:19.23\00:27:21.80 HE GOT HURT AND HE WAS MAD AT GOD AND HE WITHDREW. 00:27:21.80\00:27:25.14 YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE I KNOW - THEY STOP GOING TO CHURCH 00:27:25.14\00:27:28.68 BECAUSE THEY'VE GONE THROUGH SOME TRAGEDY AND THEY'RE ANGRY 00:27:28.68\00:27:31.45 AT GOD. THEY'RE MAD AT JESUS - OR THEY'RE MAD AT SOMEBODY ELSE. 00:27:31.45\00:27:37.49 YOU KNOW, WE NEED TO BE SENSITIVE TOO, BECAUSE SOME 00:27:37.49\00:27:41.26 PEOPLE ARE HURTING AND WE DON'T KNOW. 00:27:41.26\00:27:43.69 WE'RE ALWAYS GOING TO CHURCH WONDERING HOW PEOPLE TREAT US. 00:27:43.69\00:27:46.66 WE OUGHT TO BE THINKING MORE SELFLESSLY AND SAYING, 00:27:46.66\00:27:49.30 'LORD, WHEN I GO TO CHURCH I WANT TO GO AND MINISTER. 00:27:49.30\00:27:51.53 GIVE ME THAT SENSITIVITY TO ASK 'HOW IS THIS PERSON FEELING? 00:27:51.53\00:27:56.34 HOW CAN I MINISTER TO THEM?' 00:27:56.34\00:27:57.91 WE'VE GOT TO GET OUT OF OURSELVES AND THINK ABOUT 00:27:57.91\00:28:00.81 CARING FOR AND CONSOLING AND COMFORTING ONE ANOTHER. 00:28:00.81\00:28:03.71 1 THESSALONIANS 5:11 - "THEREFORE COMFORT EACH OTHER, 00:28:03.71\00:28:08.18 EDIFY ONE ANOTHER JUST AS YOU ARE ALSO DOING." 00:28:08.18\00:28:12.85 GALATIANS 6:2 PAUL SAID, "BEAR ONE ANOTHER'S BURDENS, 00:28:12.85\00:28:17.43 AND SO FULFILL THE LAW OF CHRIST." 00:28:17.43\00:28:21.60 'CONFESS YOUR FAULTS TO ONE ANOTHER AND PRAY FOR 00:28:21.60\00:28:24.70 ONE ANOTHER.' WE NEED TO CARE ABOUT EACH 00:28:24.70\00:28:27.07 OTHER'S HEALTH BECAUSE IF YOU'RE DOING POORLY, THE WHOLE CHURCH 00:28:27.07\00:28:30.54 IS DOING POORLY AND THEN I'M DOING POORLY. 00:28:30.54\00:28:33.51 YOUR SPIRITUAL HEALTH AND WELFARE IS GOING TO AFFECT 00:28:33.51\00:28:36.14 ALL OF US. IF MY TOE HURTS, THE WHOLE BODY LIMPS. 00:28:36.14\00:28:41.95 AND SO, WE NEED TO REALLY CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER BECAUSE AS A 00:28:41.95\00:28:45.05 WHOLE WE'RE MUCH STRONGER. WE'RE PART OF AN ARMY, GOD SAYS. 00:28:45.05\00:28:49.46 AND IT'S IMPORTANT THAT WE KNOW WE'VE GOT EACH OTHER'S BACKS. 00:28:49.46\00:28:53.33 NOW, WE'RE NOT STABBING EACH OTHER IN THE BACK. 00:28:53.33\00:28:55.66 WE'VE GOT TO CARE FOR ONE ANOTHER. 00:28:55.66\00:28:57.77 LORD NELSON, THAT FAMOUS ADMIRAL OF ENGLAND, WHEN THEY WERE 00:28:57.77\00:29:02.30 INVOLVED IN THE BATTLE OF TRAFALGAR THERE AGAINST THE 00:29:02.30\00:29:05.54 FRENCH, THERE WERE THOUSANDS OF SHIPS AND TWO OF HIS PRINCIPAL 00:29:05.54\00:29:10.45 OFFICERS WERE IN A BITTER DISPUTE WITH EACH OTHER AND ALL 00:29:10.45\00:29:15.35 THE SHIPS WERE OUT THERE ROLLING ON THE SEA, FACING OFF, 00:29:15.35\00:29:17.99 READY TO GO INTO BATTLE. 00:29:17.99\00:29:19.12 NELSON CALLED THEM UP ON THE DECK AND HE HAD ONE OFFICER ON 00:29:19.12\00:29:21.92 THE RIGHT AND ONE OFFICER ON THE LEFT AND THEY HAD BEEN IN A 00:29:21.92\00:29:23.89 BITTER FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER - DIVIDING THE MEN. 00:29:23.89\00:29:26.73 HE SAID, 'GENTLEMEN' - POINTING TO THE FRENCH - 00:29:26.73\00:29:30.07 HE SAID, 'THERE IS THE ENEMY.' HE SAID, 'NOW SHAKE HANDS 00:29:30.07\00:29:34.34 AND GET ALONG.' SOMETIMES WE FORGET 00:29:34.34\00:29:37.34 WHO THE ENEMY IS. JESUS CAME TO SAVE ME. 00:29:37.34\00:29:42.08 I ALWAYS LIKE TO REMEMBER ME FIRST. 00:29:42.08\00:29:45.05 HE CAME TO SAVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS HE WANTS TO SAVE ME. 00:29:45.05\00:29:49.52 HE LOVES YOU JUST AS MUCH AS HE LOVES ME. 00:29:49.52\00:29:52.55 I OUGHT TO LOVE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE HIM AND IF HE LOVES YOU, 00:29:52.55\00:29:55.46 I OUGHT TO LOVE WHAT HE LOVES, RIGHT? 00:29:55.46\00:29:59.63 AND I HAVE LEARNED THAT THE LORD KIND OF CARES ABOUT HOW WE TREAT 00:29:59.63\00:30:03.30 EACH OTHER AND WHEN WE SLIGHT EACH OTHER IT PAINS HIM AND IT 00:30:03.30\00:30:08.34 HURTS OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. 00:30:08.34\00:30:11.97 LET ME JUST SAY SOMETHING I FEEL IMPRESSED TO SAY. 00:30:11.97\00:30:14.38 I DON'T SPEAK IN ANY OFFICIAL CAPACITY FOR THE CHURCH EXCEPT 00:30:14.38\00:30:16.81 THAT I AM A PASTOR, BUT MAYBE YOU'RE STAYING AWAY FROM THE 00:30:16.81\00:30:20.58 CHURCH BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN HURT AND YOU'RE WAITING FOR SOMEONE 00:30:20.58\00:30:23.42 TO APOLOGIZE. WELL, I DON'T KNOW WHO IT IS 00:30:23.42\00:30:25.85 THAT HURT YOU AND I DON'T KNOW IF THEY'RE EVER GOING TO 00:30:25.85\00:30:27.56 APOLOGIZE, BUT IN THEIR BEHALF, WOULD YOU ACCEPT MY APOLOGY? 00:30:27.56\00:30:33.76 PLEASE FORGIVE US IF THE CHURCH HAS NOT TREATED YOU RIGHT. 00:30:33.76\00:30:38.17 I KNOW THE LORD WANTS YOU TO COME BACK. DON'T BE CHASED 00:30:38.17\00:30:42.94 AWAY BY THE FRIENDLY FIRE. DON'T BE MAD AT GOD. 00:30:42.94\00:30:46.51 I'VE MET PEOPLE BEFORE - 'WHY'D YOU STOP GOING TO CHURCH?' 00:30:46.51\00:30:50.98 I TALKED TO ONE GENTLEMAN - GREW UP IN THE CHURCH, MOTHER WAS A 00:30:50.98\00:30:54.32 CHRISTIAN TEACHER, WENT TO CHRISTIAN SCHOOL, THEN HIS 00:30:54.32\00:30:58.85 BROTHER IN HIS ADULT LIFE CAME DOWN WITH CANCER. 00:30:58.85\00:31:01.62 HE HAD DRIFTED FROM THE CHURCH AND HE STARTED PRAYING FOR HIS 00:31:01.62\00:31:05.23 BROTHER AND HE PRAYED LIKE HE HAD NEVER PRAYED BEFORE. 00:31:05.23\00:31:09.10 AND HE MADE PROMISES TO GOD AND HE SAID, 'LORD, IF YOU'LL JUST 00:31:09.10\00:31:11.13 HEAL MY BROTHER I'LL COME BACK.' AND HIS BROTHER DIED. 00:31:11.13\00:31:17.14 AND HE BECAME VERY ANGRY AT GOD AND VERY BITTER. AND HE SAID, 00:31:17.14\00:31:22.14 'YOU KNOW, I'M NEVER GOING TO PRAY AGAIN.' 00:31:22.14\00:31:24.15 HE MADE A SILLY VOW. 00:31:24.15\00:31:26.48 YOU KNOW, GOD WILL FORGIVE YOU IF YOU MAKE THOSE SILLY, 00:31:26.48\00:31:28.25 RECKLESS PROMISES, JUST SAY, 'LORD, I'M SORRY, I WAS SPEAKING 00:31:28.25\00:31:30.52 IN ANGER, FORGIVE ME.' AND HE WILL. 00:31:30.52\00:31:32.72 'I'M NEVER COMING BACK TO CHURCH AGAIN.' 00:31:32.72\00:31:34.66 IF YOU MADE A DUMB PROMISE LIKE THAT FRIENDS, 00:31:34.66\00:31:36.73 IT WAS A DUMB PROMISE. DON'T KEEP IT. 00:31:36.73\00:31:40.23 THE DEVIL WANTS YOU TO MAKE THOSE KIND OF VOWS. 00:31:40.23\00:31:43.23 AND HE SAID, 'I'M NEVER GOING TO PRAY AGAIN. 00:31:43.23\00:31:45.57 I'M NEVER GOING TO ASK GOD FOR ANYTHING. 00:31:45.57\00:31:46.87 I'LL THANK GOD FOR HIS BLESSINGS BUT I'M NEVER GOING TO ASK HIM 00:31:46.87\00:31:48.90 FOR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WANTED THAT MORE THAN ANYTHING AND HE 00:31:48.90\00:31:50.94 DIDN'T HEAL MY BROTHER. AND THEY WERE ANGRY AND BITTER AT GOD. 00:31:50.94\00:31:55.21 OR PEOPLE WHO STOP GOING TO CHURCH - MARRIED FOR YEARS, 00:31:55.21\00:31:57.75 THEY'VE GOT A FAMILY, LOVE THEIR FAMILY, AND THEN SOMETHING 00:31:57.75\00:32:02.02 HAPPENS IN THE FAMILY AND THEY PRAY LIKE THEY'VE NEVER PRAYED, 00:32:02.02\00:32:04.79 'LORD, I'LL COME BACK TO YOU, I'LL DO EVERYTHING, JUST SAVE MY 00:32:04.79\00:32:07.89 FAMILY' - AND THEIR SPOUSE DIVORCES THEM. 00:32:07.89\00:32:11.23 THEY GET ANGRY AT GOD AND THEY SAY, 'WELL, I'M NOT GOING BACK 00:32:11.23\00:32:13.70 TO CHURCH ANYMORE.' NOW, WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT, 00:32:13.70\00:32:17.10 SOMETIMES, SOMETIMES WE WANT TO HURT THOSE WHO HURT US. 00:32:17.10\00:32:25.44 OH, COME ON NOW, 'FESS UP. 00:32:25.44\00:32:27.61 THOSE OF YOU IN FAMILIES - YOU'RE MARRIED, YOU KNOW - 00:32:27.61\00:32:29.78 SPOUSE HURTS YOU, YOU SAY, 'OKAY, IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE 00:32:29.78\00:32:31.45 THAT WAY, TIME FOR THE SILENT TREATMENT. 00:32:31.45\00:32:35.98 BECAUSE I KNOW YOU HATE THE SILENT TREATMENT AND SO, 00:32:35.98\00:32:38.99 I'M GOING TO NOW PUNISH YOU.' OR SHE SAYS, 'I'M GOING TO 00:32:38.99\00:32:44.39 PUNISH YOU - I KNOW HOW YOU HATE WHEN THE LAUNDRY PILES UP. 00:32:44.39\00:32:47.50 WASH YOUR OWN CLOTHES.' WE TRY TO RETALIATE - 00:32:47.50\00:32:52.50 NO, I'M NOT SPEAKING ABOUT ANY PARTICULAR FAMILY 00:32:52.50\00:32:54.44 I CAN THINK OF. WE TRY TO HURT THOSE WHO HURT US. 00:32:54.44\00:32:59.94 AND YOU KNOW, IT'S REALLY GOOFY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT - 00:32:59.94\00:33:02.61 THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY THINK, 'GOD HURT ME AND SO 00:33:02.61\00:33:05.75 I'M GOING TO GET EVEN WITH GOD. AND I AM GOING TO HURT GOD. 00:33:05.75\00:33:09.08 I KNOW GOD WANTS ME TO BE SAVED AND THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO HURT 00:33:09.08\00:33:11.52 GOD IS I'M GOING TO BE LOST. AND THEN WHEN JESUS COMES BACK 00:33:11.52\00:33:14.62 AND I'M OUT THERE IN THAT LAKE OF FIRE AND IT'S CREEPING UP 00:33:14.62\00:33:17.16 AROUND MY ANKLES, I'M GOING TO SAY, 'NOW HOW DO YOU FEEL GOD?' 00:33:17.16\00:33:21.30 AS THOUGH YOU'RE GOING TO FIND SOME CONSOLATION IN THAT. 00:33:21.30\00:33:25.07 NO REALLY, PEOPLE THINK THAT WAY. GOD HURT ME - 00:33:25.07\00:33:28.80 SO, I KNOW GOD LOVES ME - I'M GOING TO HURT HIM BACK. 00:33:28.80\00:33:32.01 THE SAME KIND OF THING PEOPLE DO IN THEIR FAMILIES WITH THEIR 00:33:32.01\00:33:33.88 PARENTS AND THEIR SPOUSES AND THEIR CHILDREN - WE TRY TO 00:33:33.88\00:33:36.61 RETALIATE AND SO WE THINK WE'RE GOING TO RETALIATE AGAINST GOD 00:33:36.61\00:33:39.55 BY BEING LOST - WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT THE DEVIL WANTS YOU TO DO. 00:33:39.55\00:33:45.52 THAT'S SILLY. ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO FEEL BETTER, STANDING 00:33:45.52\00:33:48.82 IN THE LAKE OF FIRE SAYING, 'HA! I GET THE LAST WORD. SEE, I'M 00:33:48.82\00:33:52.33 LOST. NOW HOW DO YOU FEEL?' THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE DO. 00:33:52.33\00:33:56.67 ISN'T THAT RIGHT? THEY'RE TRYING TO - 00:33:56.67\00:33:58.80 THEY WANT TO HURT GOD BECAUSE THEY'VE BEEN HURT. 00:33:58.80\00:34:01.47 GOD DOESN'T WANT YOU TO HURT AND GOD DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU. 00:34:01.47\00:34:04.77 THE DEVIL IS IN THE TREES THROWING FRUIT AND STICKS 00:34:04.77\00:34:07.58 AND NUTS. HE IS TRYING TO DIVIDE US. 00:34:07.58\00:34:11.15 WE ARE SUPPOSED TO ALL BE PART OF THAT TEMPLE OF GOD. 00:34:11.15\00:34:14.58 WE ARE ALL PART OF THAT HOUSEHOLD OF GOD. 00:34:14.58\00:34:17.79 THE BIBLE SAYS WE ARE LIVING STONES. 00:34:17.79\00:34:20.86 HE WANTS TO BUILD UP A CHURCH. WE ARE HIS BODY. 00:34:20.86\00:34:23.73 JESUS SAID, 'DESTROY THIS TEMPLE THAT IS MADE WITH HANDS AND IN 00:34:23.73\00:34:28.43 THREE DAYS I WILL MAKE A TEMPLE WITHOUT HANDS' AND HE LATER 00:34:28.43\00:34:31.00 EXPLAINED HE WAS SPEAKING OF HIS BODY. 00:34:31.00\00:34:34.07 AND WHAT IS THE CHURCH CALLED? IT'S THE BODY OF CHRIST. 00:34:34.07\00:34:38.31 YOU CAN READ IN EPHESIANS CHAPTER 2, VERSE 19 - THIS IS A 00:34:38.31\00:34:40.88 GOOD VERSE - "NOW, THEREFORE, YOU ARE NO LONGER STRANGERS AND 00:34:40.88\00:34:46.41 FOREIGNERS, BUT FELLOW CITIZENS WITH THE SAINTS" - 00:34:46.41\00:34:49.68 WE'RE NOT STRANGERS, WE'RE ALL PART OF THE SAME COUNTRY NOW. 00:34:49.68\00:34:54.76 "FELLOW CITIZENS" - YOU KNOW, IT'S ALWAYS NICE WHEN YOU'VE GOT 00:34:54.76\00:34:58.29 SOME KIND OF IDENTITY AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU BELONG SOMEWHERE. 00:34:58.29\00:35:03.20 I, YOU KNOW, I'LL BE TRAVELING OVERSEAS AND NOBODY SPEAKS MY 00:35:03.20\00:35:06.43 LANGUAGE AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I'LL HEAR A LITTLE BIT OF 00:35:06.43\00:35:08.47 AMERICAN AND YOU KIND OF GO, 'OH, HEY, YOU FROM AMERICA?' 00:35:08.47\00:35:11.47 'I'M FROM AMERICA.' 'OH, REALLY, THAT'S NEAT. 00:35:11.47\00:35:13.04 WHERE ARE YOU FROM?' 'I'M FROM CALIFORNIA.' 00:35:13.04\00:35:14.54 'YOU'RE FROM CALIFORNIA? 00:35:14.54\00:35:15.64 I'M FROM CALIFORNIA!' 'HEY, I'VE GOT A BROTHER IN 00:35:15.64\00:35:17.58 CALIFORNIA, DO YOU KNOW HIM?' PEOPLE - I GET THE DUMBEST 00:35:17.58\00:35:21.15 QUESTIONS WHEN PEOPLE HEAR THAT I WAS FROM NEW YORK - 00:35:21.15\00:35:23.45 'I GOT A BROTHER FROM NEW YORK!' - SO I'M GOING TO - YOU KNOW, 00:35:23.45\00:35:26.42 20 MILLION PEOPLE THERE - BUT, WE JUST, WE FEEL LIKE WE'RE 00:35:26.42\00:35:30.13 LOOKING FOR IDENTITY - WE WANT TO BELONG, RIGHT? 00:35:30.13\00:35:34.20 WELL, YOU'RE PART OF A NEW COUNTRY WHEN YOU'RE A CHRISTIAN 00:35:34.20\00:35:37.63 - YOU'RE PART OF A NEW PEOPLE. 00:35:37.63\00:35:39.20 AND WE OUGHT TO FEEL THAT CAMARADERIE OF SAYING, 'WE ARE 00:35:39.20\00:35:42.94 FELLOW CITIZENS WITH THE SAINTS, AND MEMBERS OF THE HOUSEHOLD OF 00:35:42.94\00:35:47.31 GOD, HAVING BEEN BUILT ON THE FOUNDATION OF THE APOSTLES AND 00:35:47.31\00:35:51.38 THE PROPHETS, JESUS CHRIST HIMSELF BEING THE CHIEF 00:35:51.38\00:35:54.72 CORNERSTONE, IN WHOM THE WHOLE BUILDING, BEING JOINED TOGETHER, 00:35:54.72\00:35:59.52 GROWS IN A HOLY TEMPLE IN THE LORD. 00:35:59.52\00:36:02.72 IN WHOM YOU ARE BEING" - NOTICE YOU'RE NOT ALL BUILT YET - 00:36:02.72\00:36:06.19 "YOU ARE BEING BUILT TOGETHER FOR A DWELLING PLACE." 00:36:06.19\00:36:11.13 1 PETER 2:5 - "YOU ALSO, AS LIVING STONES, ARE BEING BUILT 00:36:11.13\00:36:14.74 UP INTO A SPIRITUAL HOUSE" - NOW, YOU KNOW, WHEN GOD GETS THE 00:36:14.74\00:36:20.04 STONES, FIRST FROM THE QUARRY, THEY'RE NOT ALL SHAPED 00:36:20.04\00:36:23.38 THE RIGHT WAY TO BEGIN WITH. 00:36:23.38\00:36:25.75 IF YOU WANT TO BE A STONE IN THE TEMPLE OF GOD, HE DIGS YOU OUT 00:36:25.75\00:36:28.75 OF A HILL AND WE DON'T ALL COME OUT SQUARE AND FIT AND READY. 00:36:28.75\00:36:32.65 WE NEED TO BE PREPARED TO BE JEWELS IN THAT TEMPLE AND THAT 00:36:32.65\00:36:38.39 SOMETIMES TAKES A LITTLE BIT OF THE CHISEL AND A LITTLE BIT OF 00:36:38.39\00:36:42.70 THE WORK. PASTOR ROSS AND I, A COUPLE OF 00:36:42.70\00:36:45.77 TIMES WE'VE GONE ON THESE CAMPING TRIPS WHERE WE RIDE 00:36:45.77\00:36:47.80 AROUND IN THE BACK COUNTRY OF NEVADA. 00:36:47.80\00:36:51.47 WE GO PLACES WHERE NO MAN HAS BEEN BEFORE, I MEAN, JUST WAY 00:36:51.47\00:36:54.21 OUT THERE AND YOU RUN INTO SOME HILLS - WE GO ON THESE FOUR 00:36:54.21\00:36:58.18 WHEELERS - WHERE YOU FIND JEWELS AND GEMS. 00:36:58.18\00:37:01.85 THEY'RE, YOU KNOW, PRECIOUS STONES AND THERE ARE JUST ALL 00:37:01.85\00:37:04.95 KINDS OF INTERESTING BRIGHT COLORFUL STONES BUT THEY'RE 00:37:04.95\00:37:07.09 USUALLY IN A VERY ROUGH FORM - SHARP EDGES - AND YOU'LL SEE 00:37:07.09\00:37:12.16 WHEN YOU DRIVE ACROSS NEVADA THEY'VE GOT ROCK SHOPS. 00:37:12.16\00:37:16.03 AND YOU CAN TAKE THE STONES THAT YOU FOUND - THESE PRETTY STONES, 00:37:16.03\00:37:19.07 BUT THEY'RE - THEY GOT SHARP EDGES - 00:37:19.07\00:37:20.37 LIKE OBSIDIAN IS LIKE GLASS. 00:37:20.37\00:37:22.44 YOU GIVE THEM TO THE OLD GEEZER WHO'S THERE IN THE ROCK SHOP AND 00:37:22.44\00:37:25.71 YOU GIVE HIM A FEW DOLLARS, HE TAKES ALL OF YOUR LITTLE STONES 00:37:25.71\00:37:28.81 AND HE PUTS THEM IN A ROCK TUMBLER AND HE POURS IN A 00:37:28.81\00:37:31.68 GRINDING SOLUTION AND HE TURNS IT ON. 00:37:31.68\00:37:35.38 IT MAKES THE MOST AWFUL RUCKUS THAT YOU'VE EVER HEARD - 00:37:35.38\00:37:40.09 AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE'S DOING? POLISHING THE STONES. 00:37:40.09\00:37:44.99 IT MAKES A LOT OF NOISE. 00:37:44.99\00:37:47.73 CHURCHES ARE LIKE A TUMBLER WHERE WE'RE BEING POLISHED. 00:37:47.73\00:37:52.33 AND ANY STONE THAT FALLS OUT OF THE TUMBLER DOESN'T 00:37:52.33\00:37:55.87 GET POLISHED. IT'S GOT TO STAY IN THERE. 00:37:55.87\00:37:57.91 AND AS THEY BOUNCE OFF ONE ANOTHER AND THE SOLUTION IS 00:37:57.91\00:38:02.84 MINGLING AND CIRCULATING AMONG THE STONES, IT'S TAKING OFF THE 00:38:02.84\00:38:05.61 ROUGH EDGES, IT'S POLISHING THE DULLNESS AWAY AND PRETTY SOON HE 00:38:05.61\00:38:09.68 DUMPS THEM OUT AND HE CLEANS THEM OFF AND THEY'RE SHINING. 00:38:09.68\00:38:13.79 BUT YOU'VE GOT TO STAY IN THERE AND TUMBLE WITH EVERYBODY ELSE 00:38:13.79\00:38:16.42 AND IT MAKES A LOT OF RUCKUS - AND A CHURCH IS SOMETHING 00:38:16.42\00:38:19.53 LIKE A STONE TUMBLER. SO, WE'VE GOT TO STAY TOGETHER. 00:38:19.53\00:38:23.97 WE'VE GOT THIS IDEA THAT CHURCH IS SUPPOSED TO BE A RESORT WHERE 00:38:23.97\00:38:26.17 EVERYBODY IS NICE. EVERYBODY'S GOING TO BE NICE AND LOVE ME. 00:38:26.17\00:38:31.37 BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT THE CHURCH IS. 00:38:31.37\00:38:34.04 THE CHURCH IS ACTUALLY A LABORATORY WHERE GOD IS 00:38:34.04\00:38:36.71 REFINING US THROUGH - WE'RE BEING SANCTIFIED. 00:38:36.71\00:38:40.68 WE ARE BEING BUILT. WE'RE BEING REFINED AND CHISELED 00:38:40.68\00:38:43.89 AND POLISHED. CHURCH IS A HOSPITAL. 00:38:43.89\00:38:50.46 NOT EVERYBODY IN THE HOSPITAL IS WELL. 00:38:50.46\00:38:53.66 AND SOMETIMES EVEN THE STAFF IN THE HOSPITAL GET SICK. 00:38:53.66\00:38:58.00 THAT'S WHY THEY CALL IT STAFF INFECTION, RIGHT? 00:38:58.00\00:39:02.04 ISN'T THAT WHERE THAT COMES FROM? 00:39:02.04\00:39:09.41 OUR PLANET IS QUARANTINED BECAUSE OF SIN. 00:39:09.41\00:39:12.75 THAT'S WHY WE DON'T TALK TO ALIENS FROM OTHER 00:39:12.75\00:39:14.75 UNFALLEN WORLDS. WE'VE GOT A DISEASE DOWN HERE. 00:39:14.75\00:39:18.82 AND THE CHURCH IS A HOSPITAL WHERE GOD IS HEALING US, 00:39:18.82\00:39:23.96 BUT WE'VE GOT TO WORK TOGETHER, OTHERWISE, WE TEAR 00:39:23.96\00:39:27.66 EACH OTHER APART. YOU KNOW, THERE WAS A MAN WHO 00:39:27.66\00:39:30.73 WENT TO VISIT A FRIEND WHO WAS GUARDING AN ASYLUM. 00:39:30.73\00:39:34.77 HE WAS A SECURITY GUARD IN AN ASYLUM. 00:39:34.77\00:39:36.67 AND HE WENT TO SEE HIS FRIEND AND HE WAS OUT THERE AND THERE 00:39:36.67\00:39:38.27 WAS THIS FIELD AND ALL OF THESE PEOPLE WHO ARE REALLY MENTALLY 00:39:38.27\00:39:40.51 ILL ARE OUT ROAMING OUT ON THE FIELDS AND UNDER THE TREES AND 00:39:40.51\00:39:43.91 DOING VERY BIZARRE THINGS AND THERE WAS A HUNDRED OF THEM OR 00:39:43.91\00:39:47.28 SO AND HE'S THE GUARD. 00:39:47.28\00:39:49.02 AND HIS FRIEND SAYS TO HIM, HE SAYS, 'YOU'RE GUARDING 00:39:49.02\00:39:50.35 ALL THESE PEOPLE?' HE SAYS, 'ALL THEY GIVE YOU 00:39:50.35\00:39:52.52 IS A STICK?' HE SAYS, 'AREN'T YOU AFRAID THAT 00:39:52.52\00:39:54.79 THEY'RE GOING TO ORGANIZE AND OVERPOWER YOU?' 00:39:54.79\00:39:57.79 AND HE SAID, 'NO, THAT'S ONE OF THE CHARACTERISTICS OF BEING 00:39:57.79\00:40:00.76 INSANE IS THEY CAN'T GET ORGANIZED.' 00:40:00.76\00:40:06.03 HE SAID, 'I DON'T EVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THAT.' 00:40:06.03\00:40:09.47 AND, YOU KNOW, ONE OF THE CHARACTERISTICS OF SIN IS THAT 00:40:09.47\00:40:13.01 SATAN TRIES TO MAKE US WHERE WE JUST CAN'T WORK TOGETHER. 00:40:13.01\00:40:17.68 BUT WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING TOGETHER. 00:40:17.68\00:40:22.58 WHEN WE JUST CAN'T GET ALONG, THE DEVIL IS ZAPPING US ALL WITH 00:40:22.58\00:40:25.12 HIS SPIRITUAL INSANITY AND IT'S EXACTLY WHAT HIS PLAN IS. 00:40:25.12\00:40:30.66 FRIENDS, IT'S TIME FOR US TO PRESS TOGETHER. 00:40:30.66\00:40:33.60 WHEN I WAS A KID WE PLAYED DOCTOR - I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU, 00:40:33.60\00:40:38.67 BUT I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE THE DOCTOR - I WANTED TO USE MY 00:40:38.67\00:40:41.40 LITTLE HAMMER AND BEAT HIM ON THE KNEE AND I WANTED TO USE MY 00:40:41.40\00:40:43.84 STETHOSCOPE AND MY FISHER PRICE PLASTIC SAW TO AMPUTATE AND 00:40:43.84\00:40:49.98 EVERYBODY BUT - YOU KNOW, WHEN WE PLAYED DOCTOR WITH OUR 00:40:49.98\00:40:52.01 FRIENDS EVERYBODY SAID, 'I WANT TO BE THE DOCTOR.' 00:40:52.01\00:40:53.55 'I WANT TO BE THE DOCTOR.' BUT, YOU KNOW, IN THE CHURCH, 00:40:53.55\00:40:56.25 I FIND THAT EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE THE PATIENT. 00:40:56.25\00:40:59.49 EVERYBODY SAYS, 'I'M THE ONE THAT WANTS THE ATTENTION. 00:40:59.49\00:41:03.09 I WANT YOU TO MASSAGE ME.' AND THAT'S WHY WE HAVE 00:41:03.09\00:41:06.66 SO MANY PROBLEMS. WE'VE GOT TO REALIZE THAT ALL OF US COME IN 00:41:06.66\00:41:08.96 BECAUSE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO HEAL AND CARE FOR ONE ANOTHER. 00:41:08.96\00:41:13.10 1 CORINTHIANS 5:4 - "IN THE NAME OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, WHEN 00:41:13.10\00:41:18.67 YOU ARE GATHERED TOGETHER, ALONG WITH MY SPIRIT, WITH THE POWER 00:41:18.67\00:41:21.74 OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST" WE ARE TO COME TOGETHER IN HIS SPIRIT. 00:41:21.74\00:41:26.72 'OH, BUT PASTOR DOUG, THERE'S SO MANY HYPOCRITES IN THE CHURCH. 00:41:26.72\00:41:31.65 I STOPPED GOING BECAUSE THERE'S ALL THESE HYPOCRITES 00:41:31.65\00:41:33.72 IN THE CHURCH." HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED THAT IF 00:41:33.72\00:41:38.06 YOU LET A HYPOCRITE GET BETWEEN YOU AND GOD, WHO'S CLOSER 00:41:38.06\00:41:41.36 TO GOD? ARE YOU GOING TO LET THE 00:41:41.36\00:41:45.43 HYPOCRITE BE CLOSER TO GOD THAN YOU? 00:41:45.43\00:41:52.14 IF YOU AREN'T GOING TO CHURCH BECAUSE OF HYPOCRITES IN THE 00:41:52.14\00:41:54.28 CHURCH, WELL, YOU COULD AT LEAST BE CONSISTENT AND YOU COULD GO 00:41:54.28\00:41:57.58 AND THERE'S JUST ONE MORE. BECAUSE WE ALL STRUGGLE WITH 00:41:57.58\00:42:00.72 HYPOCRISY - PRETENDING THINGS THAT AREN'T GENUINE. 00:42:00.72\00:42:03.89 WERE THERE HYPOCRITES IN THE EARLY CHURCH? 00:42:03.89\00:42:07.16 EVEN AFTER GOD POURED OUT HIS SPIRIT AND GOD WAS WORKING IN 00:42:07.16\00:42:10.46 MAGNIFICENT WAYS AMONG THE DISCIPLES, YOU HAD ANANIAS 00:42:10.46\00:42:14.10 AND SAPPHIRA. ACTS CHAPTER 5 - PIUS PROFESSION THEY GO AND SAY, 00:42:14.10\00:42:19.80 'WE'RE MAKING THIS BIG OFFERING. WE'VE SOLD ALL OUR PROPERTY. 00:42:19.80\00:42:22.20 WE'RE GOING TO GIVE 100% - LYING THROUGH THEIR TEETH. 00:42:22.20\00:42:26.47 AND DID GOD DEAL WITH THE HYPOCRITES BACK THEN? 00:42:26.47\00:42:30.85 AND CAN GOD STILL DEAL WITH THEM? 00:42:30.85\00:42:33.42 SOME OF THEM ARE CONVERTED. PETER WAS A HYPOCRITE WHEN HE 00:42:33.42\00:42:35.75 DENIED KNOWING CHRIST, WASN'T HE? AND SOME WHO WON'T BE 00:42:35.75\00:42:40.89 CONVERTED, WELL, THE LORD TOOK CARE OF ANANIAS AND SAPPHIRA. 00:42:40.89\00:42:46.46 THERE ARE ACHANS IN THE CAMP AND GOD CAN TAKE CARE OF THEM. 00:42:46.46\00:42:49.40 GOD ALSO KNOWS HOW TO SEPARATE THE WHEAT FROM THE CHAFF, BUT 00:42:49.40\00:42:52.37 NOT COMING TO CHURCH BECAUSE THERE ARE HYPOCRITES IN THE 00:42:52.37\00:42:54.50 CHURCH - YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE GONE TO THE CHURCH IN JESUS' DAY 00:42:54.50\00:42:57.44 IF THAT'S YOUR EXCUSE FOR NOT GOING. 00:42:57.44\00:43:00.24 HE WANTS US TO BE TOGETHER AND TO STAY TOGETHER. 00:43:00.24\00:43:04.45 'OH, BUT PASTOR, YOU DON'T KNOW THERE'S ACTUALLY LEADERS IN 00:43:04.45\00:43:09.75 OUR CHURCH THAT ARE JUST UNCONVERTED. 00:43:09.75\00:43:11.72 I CAN'T STAND TO BE THERE. IT'S SO HARD TO SIT THERE AND TO 00:43:11.72\00:43:14.66 LISTEN TO THEM PONTIFICATE AS THEY TEACH THE LESSON OR 00:43:14.66\00:43:18.23 AS THEY PREACH. AND THEY'RE JUST NOT CONVERTED. 00:43:18.23\00:43:21.20 HOW CAN I GO THERE? WERE THERE UNCONVERTED LEADERS 00:43:21.20\00:43:24.90 IN BIBLE HISTORY? WERE THEY STILL GOD'S PEOPLE? 00:43:24.90\00:43:30.37 I MEAN IN THE DAYS, DID AARON - HE WAS THE HIGH PRIEST. 00:43:30.37\00:43:33.64 DID HE MAKE SOME BAD DECISIONS AND START WORSHIPING WRONG? 00:43:33.64\00:43:37.18 BUT DID HE FINALLY COME AROUND? BE CAREFUL NOT TO PREJUDGE 00:43:37.18\00:43:41.55 ANYBODY AND CONSIGN THEM TO ETERNAL TORMENT. 00:43:41.55\00:43:44.72 YOU DON'T KNOW HOW THE LORD MIGHT CHANGE THEM LATER. 00:43:44.72\00:43:48.09 SOME PEOPLE WHO I THOUGHT, 'THIS IS HOPELESS. 00:43:48.09\00:43:49.86 NOBODY'S' - YOU KNOW, YOU THINK THEY GRIEVED AWAY THE HOLY 00:43:49.86\00:43:51.76 SPIRIT - THE LORD'S NEVER GOING TO REACH THEM. 00:43:51.76\00:43:53.60 THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THEY GO THROUGH A RADICAL CONVERSION AND 00:43:53.60\00:43:56.73 THEY BECOME THE NICEST PERSON YOU'VE EVER MET. 00:43:56.73\00:44:00.27 SO, DON'T WRITE ANYBODY OFF - YOU'RE UNDERESTIMATING HOW GOD 00:44:00.27\00:44:04.11 CAN CHANGE PEOPLE. ALL OF US ARE IN PROCESS - 00:44:04.11\00:44:07.08 REMEMBER THAT - THEY MAY BE IN A DIFFERENT PLACE ALONG THE 00:44:07.08\00:44:10.11 PROCESS THAN YOU'RE IN. FURTHERMORE, GOD PREDICTED THERE 00:44:10.11\00:44:15.55 WOULD BE THESE PROBLEMS IN THE CHURCH. 00:44:15.55\00:44:17.95 HE WARNED AHEAD OF TIME THAT IN THE CHURCH THERE WERE GOING TO 00:44:17.95\00:44:20.79 BE THE DEVIL'S REPRESENTATIVES. WAS THAT A REASON NOT TO GO? 00:44:20.79\00:44:27.40 ACTS CHAPTER 20, PAUL - PAUL KNOWS HE'S GETTING READY TO GO 00:44:27.40\00:44:30.57 TO PRISON AND THE LORD GIVES HIM A PROPHECY - 00:44:30.57\00:44:35.07 THIS IS ACTS 20, VERSE 29. 00:44:35.07\00:44:37.67 "FOR THIS I KNOW, THAT AFTER MY DEPARTURE SAVAGE WOLVES WILL 00:44:37.67\00:44:43.78 COME IN AMONG YOU, NOT SPARING THE FLOCK." 00:44:43.78\00:44:48.28 HAVE YOU EVER SEEN WOLVES AMONG A FLOCK? 00:44:48.28\00:44:52.15 THEY DON'T JUST GO PICK OFF ONE SHEEP AND DRAG THEM OFF, THEY 00:44:52.15\00:44:55.36 ALMOST SEEM TO REVEL IN BITING AND TAKING DOWN - IT'S LIKE 00:44:55.36\00:44:58.36 ENTERTAIN - 'OH, WE GOT THAT ONE DOWN AND WOUNDED, LET'S GO GET 00:44:58.36\00:45:00.90 ANOTHER ONE.' AND IF YOU ASK A SHEPHERD THAT 00:45:00.90\00:45:03.50 HAS WOLVES RUNNING AMONG THEIR SHEEP, THEY DON'T JUST KILL ONE 00:45:03.50\00:45:06.37 AND EAT IT, THEY'LL SOMETIMES GO KILL SEVERAL AND EAT PARTS 00:45:06.37\00:45:09.40 OF SEVERAL. THEY'RE SAVAGE. 00:45:09.40\00:45:13.27 AND THE DEVIL SOMETIMES HAS HIS REPRESENTATIVES AND THEY GET 00:45:13.27\00:45:16.48 INTO THE CHURCH AND THEY GO CIRCULATE AND THEY CAUSE 00:45:16.48\00:45:18.31 PROBLEMS AND CARNAGE. GOD SAID THAT WOULD HAPPEN. 00:45:18.31\00:45:22.65 THE DEVIL WANTS TO DESTROY THE CHURCH BECAUSE THE CHURCH IS THE 00:45:22.65\00:45:26.62 OBJECT ON EARTH UPON WHICH GOD BESTOWS HIS SUPREME REGARD. 00:45:26.62\00:45:32.63 WHEN JESUS LOOKS DOWN FROM HEAVEN, IF THERE IS A GROUP OR 00:45:32.63\00:45:36.20 A BODY ON THE PLANET THAT HE'S INTENSELY INTERESTED IN, 00:45:36.20\00:45:40.04 WHO IS IT? IT'S HIS CHURCH. IT'S HIS BRIDE. 00:45:40.04\00:45:46.34 AND YOU KNOW HOW HE CARES ABOUT HIS BRIDE. 00:45:46.34\00:45:49.21 AND THAT'S WHY HE WANTS US TO STAY IN THE CHURCH. 00:45:49.21\00:45:52.48 HE SAID, 'I KNOW SAVAGE WOLVES WILL COME IN AMONG YOU NOT 00:45:52.48\00:45:55.55 SPARING THE FLOCK.' NOTICE, HE SAID, 'ALSO FROM 00:45:55.55\00:45:58.39 AMONG YOURSELVES. EVEN' - HE SAID - 'FROM AMONG SOME OF YOU. 00:45:58.39\00:46:03.39 MEN ARE GOING TO RISE UP SPEAKING PERVERSE THINGS' - 00:46:03.39\00:46:07.50 NOT TO TEACH THE TRUTH OR BRING PEOPLE TO JESUS, 00:46:07.50\00:46:10.00 BUT TO DRAW AWAY DISCIPLES FOR THEMSELVES. 00:46:10.00\00:46:14.57 SOME PEOPLE GO TO CHURCH AND THEY'RE PREDATORS BECAUSE 00:46:14.57\00:46:19.11 THEY'RE TRYING TO FIND FOLLOWERS FOR THEMSELVES. YOU KNOW, I - 00:46:19.11\00:46:25.25 WE HAD SOME EVANGELISTIC MEETINGS IN SACRAMENTO AND 00:46:25.25\00:46:28.62 WHEREVER YOU'VE GOT A CROWD, SALESMEN SEEM TO SHOW UP. 00:46:28.62\00:46:33.25 AND WE HAD ONE PERSON WHO CAME TO OUR MEETINGS AND WE FOUND OUT 00:46:33.25\00:46:36.73 THAT THEY WERE SELLING SOME MULTI-LEVEL MARKETING PRODUCT 00:46:36.73\00:46:40.70 AND EVERY NIGHT DURING THE MEETINGS THEY WOULD SIT DOWN BY 00:46:40.70\00:46:43.33 SOMEBODY ELSE IN THE MEETINGS AND THEY WOULD START TO TALK 00:46:43.33\00:46:46.70 ABOUT THIS PRODUCT THAT THEY HAD FOR SALE AND WE NOTICED THE 00:46:46.70\00:46:49.17 PERSON WASN'T ABLE TO LISTEN. THEY WERE JUST OUT THERE 00:46:49.17\00:46:51.81 PEDALING THIS WARE AND TRYING TO ENGAGE THEM AS TO BUY THE 00:46:51.81\00:46:55.38 PRODUCT AND AS A SALESMAN FOR THE PRODUCT AND IT WAS JUST - 00:46:55.38\00:46:58.98 WOLVES - THEY WERE THE DEVIL'S REPRESENTATIVES THAT 00:46:58.98\00:47:01.82 WERE COMING. THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT WHAT THE 00:47:01.82\00:47:03.05 PREACHER WAS SAYING, THEY CAME TO SELL THEIR PRODUCT. 00:47:03.05\00:47:07.06 AND THEY'D SIT IN A DIFFERENT PLACE EVERY NIGHT. 00:47:07.06\00:47:09.06 AND, YOU KNOW, AS PASTORS WE HAD TO TELL THEM, 00:47:09.06\00:47:10.69 'THANK YOU BUT DON'T COME BACK ANYMORE BECAUSE THAT'S NOT WHAT 00:47:10.69\00:47:14.00 WE'RE DOING HERE. SO, YOU KNOW THE DEVIL'S GOT HIS PEOPLE. 00:47:14.00\00:47:20.60 I'VE HEARD THAT IF THOROUGHBRED HORSES ARE SURROUNDED BY A PACK 00:47:20.60\00:47:28.74 OF WOLVES THAT WHAT THEY DO IS THEY FORM A CIRCLE AND THEY PUT 00:47:28.74\00:47:34.05 THEIR HEADS TOGETHER AND AS THE WOLVES TRY TO COME IN THEY KICK 00:47:34.05\00:47:38.22 AT THE WOLVES AND THEY CAN BUILD A BARRIER THAT THE WOLVES CANNOT 00:47:38.22\00:47:42.72 GET THROUGH. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND - I'VE NOT 00:47:42.72\00:47:46.33 SEEN THIS BUT WHAT I'VE READ IS THAT WHEN DONKEYS GET TOGETHER 00:47:46.33\00:47:51.23 AND THEY'RE THREATENED BY WOLVES OR SOME MOUNTAIN LION OR 00:47:51.23\00:47:53.47 A PREDATOR. THEY PUT THEIR HEADS OUT - THEY 00:47:53.47\00:47:58.67 ALL INDIVIDUALLY THINK, 'I'M GOING TO WATCH FOR THE WOLVES" - 00:47:58.67\00:48:01.44 AND THEN THEY GET NERVOUS AND THEY KICK EACH OTHER. 00:48:01.44\00:48:05.68 THEY ALSO FORM A CIRCLE BUT THEY'VE GOT THE HEADS GOING THE 00:48:05.68\00:48:09.02 WRONG WAY AND THEY KICK EACH OTHER. 00:48:09.02\00:48:13.05 MAYBE THE SOLUTION IN THE LAST DAYS IS FOR US TO GET OUR HEADS 00:48:13.05\00:48:16.19 TOGETHER AND TO PRAY TOGETHER AND DON'T BE KICKING EACH OTHER 00:48:16.19\00:48:21.06 BUT BE KICKING THE ENEMY. WE'VE ALL BEEN HURT, BUT THE 00:48:21.06\00:48:25.50 LORD WANTS US TO STAY TOGETHER. 'OH, PASTOR DOUG, BUT THERE WAS 00:48:25.50\00:48:29.17 A SCANDAL IN MY CHURCH. IF YOU KNEW WHAT THEY DID WITH 00:48:29.17\00:48:33.27 THE MONEY.' YOU EVER HEARD THAT ONE? WELL, FIRST OF ALL, 00:48:33.27\00:48:38.85 WHENEVER YOU'VE GOT MONEY AND PROJECTS, THERE'S GOING TO BE 00:48:38.85\00:48:41.72 AN ELEMENT OF RISK AND WASTE. I SUSPECT THAT AFTER DINNER 00:48:41.72\00:48:45.49 THERE MIGHT BE LEFTOVERS AT YOUR HOUSE TOO. WHENEVER YOU DO 00:48:45.49\00:48:49.59 ANYTHING, SOMETIMES THERE'S THAT RISK. DID JESUS HAVE PROBLEMS 00:48:49.59\00:48:54.36 WITH SOMEBODY IN HIS CHURCH MISMANAGING MONEY? 00:48:54.36\00:48:58.03 IF JESUS WAS ALIVE AND WALKING THE WORLD TODAY, 00:48:58.03\00:49:01.20 WOULD YOU WANT TO BE PART OF HIS CHURCH? 00:49:01.20\00:49:03.24 IF YOU LIVED 2000 YEARS AGO, EVEN THOUGH YOU KNEW THERE WAS 00:49:03.24\00:49:06.17 A JUDAS IN THE GROUP, WOULD YOU WALK WITH JESUS? 00:49:06.17\00:49:09.48 DON'T LET MISMANAGEMENT OF RESOURCES BE THE LAME EXCUSE - 00:49:09.48\00:49:13.42 PARDON ME - DON'T WANT TO BE TOO HARD ON YOU, BUT THAT 00:49:13.42\00:49:16.18 IS A LAME EXCUSE. 'I'M NOT GOING TO CHURCH ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY 00:49:16.18\00:49:18.75 WASTED THE MONEY. SOMEONE ABSCONDED WITH GOD'S MONEY. 00:49:18.75\00:49:22.42 I GAVE A VERY GENEROUS TITHE AND OFFERING AND THE CHECK WAS 00:49:22.42\00:49:25.39 CASHED AND IT NEVER WENT TO THE CHURCH. I NEVER GOT A RECEIPT. 00:49:25.39\00:49:27.86 THEY STOLE IT FROM ME.' I'VE HEARD PEOPLE SAY, 00:49:27.86\00:49:30.07 'I'M PULLING OUT' FOR REASONS LIKE THAT. 00:49:30.07\00:49:32.43 YOU WILL GET YOUR BLESSING FOR GIVING TO GOD, OTHER PEOPLE WILL 00:49:32.43\00:49:36.04 PAY TO GOD AND ANSWER TO GOD IF THEY'VE MISMANAGED THE MONEY. 00:49:36.04\00:49:39.77 SO DON'T WORRY, YOU WEREN'T ROBBED. 00:49:39.77\00:49:42.51 YOU NEED TO BE FAITHFUL WITH WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU. 00:49:42.51\00:49:46.61 YOU KNOW, ONE OF THE TEMPTATIONS THAT THE DEVIL BROUGHT TO JESUS 00:49:46.61\00:49:51.19 - HE TRIED TO GET HIM TO JUMP FROM THE CHURCH. 00:49:51.19\00:49:55.39 NOT ONLY DID HE SAY 'TURN THESE STONES INTO BREAD.' 00:49:55.39\00:49:59.83 AND NOT ONLY DID HE ASK HIM TO WORSHIP HIM AND SHOWED HIM ALL 00:49:59.83\00:50:03.13 THE KINGDOMS OF THE WORLD, THE DEVIL TOOK JESUS TO THE TEMPLE 00:50:03.13\00:50:09.34 AND THEN HE SAID, 'I WANT YOU TO JUMP FROM THE CHURCH.' 00:50:09.34\00:50:14.24 DOES THE DEVIL STILL TEMPT PEOPLE TODAY TO JUMP 00:50:14.24\00:50:16.71 FROM THE CHURCH? HE WANTS US TO LEAVE. 00:50:16.71\00:50:20.08 THIS IS THE DEVIL AND JESUS SAID, 'NO, I AM NOT GOING 00:50:20.08\00:50:23.42 TO TEMPT THE LORD.' AND WHEN WE TURN AWAY FROM JESUS 00:50:23.42\00:50:27.92 AND WHEN WE SAY, 'I THINK I'M GOING TO GO OUT THERE IN THE 00:50:27.92\00:50:30.43 WORLD AND I CAN - I CAN BE A CHRISTIAN WITHOUT BEING 00:50:30.43\00:50:32.73 IN GOD'S HOUSE.' WE ARE PLAYING WITH 00:50:32.73\00:50:36.63 ETERNAL LIFE. WE ARE TEMPTING THE DEVIL. 00:50:36.63\00:50:40.27 WE'VE GOT TO BE WHERE GOD'S WORD TELLS US WE NEED TO BE. 00:50:40.27\00:50:43.14 WE NEED TO BE TOGETHER IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD. 00:50:43.14\00:50:46.17 YOU KNOW, FRIENDS, WE'VE ALL BEEN HURT AND SOME OF US ARE 00:50:46.17\00:50:49.18 MAD AT SOMEBODY. SOME OF US ARE MAD AT THE LORD. 00:50:49.18\00:50:54.25 YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT'S BEEN HURT. WAS JESUS EVER HURT? 00:50:54.25\00:51:00.92 WAS JESUS EVER HURT BY A FRIEND? WHAT DID JUDAS DO? 00:51:00.92\00:51:10.23 BETRAYED HIS FRIEND. DAVID, JOSEPH, MANY OTHERS IN 00:51:10.23\00:51:15.90 THE BIBLE, THEY WERE HURT BY FRIENDLY FIRE. THERE'S A 00:51:15.90\00:51:20.34 PROPHECY THAT YOU CAN READ IN ZECHARIAH 3:16, SPEAKING 00:51:20.34\00:51:25.25 OF CHRIST, "AND THEY WILL SAY TO HIM, 'WHAT ARE THESE WOUNDS THAT 00:51:25.25\00:51:30.39 YOU HAVE IN YOUR HANDS?' AND HE WILL ANSWER AND SAY, 00:51:30.39\00:51:34.99 'THOSE WITH WHICH I WAS WOUNDED IN THE HOUSE OF MY FRIENDS.'" 00:51:34.99\00:51:41.06 WOUNDED IN THE HOUSE OF HIS FRIENDS. 00:51:41.06\00:51:43.73 YOU KNOW, JESUS WAS WOUNDED. 00:51:43.73\00:51:47.14 HE TOLD US THAT WHEN JUDAS CAME TO KISS HIM IN THE GARDEN. 00:51:47.14\00:51:52.37 JESUS SAID, 'FRIEND' - DO YOU - 'ARE YOU BETRAYING THE SON OF 00:51:52.37\00:51:56.88 MAN WITH A KISS?' HE SAID 'FRIEND.' 00:51:56.88\00:52:00.15 AND SOMETIMES FRIENDS HURT EACH OTHER. 00:52:00.15\00:52:03.92 YOU KNOW, YOU TAKE A RISK WHENEVER YOU LOVE SOMEBODY. 00:52:03.92\00:52:06.42 WHENEVER YOU OPEN YOURSELF UP AND YOU DEVELOP A RELATIONSHIP 00:52:06.42\00:52:08.82 AND YOU CHOOSE TO TRUST SOMEBODY AND YOU CHOOSE TO LOVE SOMEBODY 00:52:08.82\00:52:11.63 AND YOU SHARE WHO YOU ARE WITH THAT PERSON. 00:52:11.63\00:52:14.66 THERE'S ALWAYS THAT RISK THAT THEY'RE GOING TO BETRAY THAT 00:52:14.66\00:52:16.63 CONFIDENCE, THAT THEY'RE GOING TO SLIGHT YOUR LOVE AND YOU'RE 00:52:16.63\00:52:19.17 GOING TO BE HURT. SO WHAT'S THE ANSWER? 00:52:19.17\00:52:21.90 RUN OFF TO SOUTH DAKOTA? TO JUST GO TO MOUNT SINAI 00:52:21.90\00:52:26.54 AND HIDE IN A CAVE? MAYBE YOU'VE BEEN RUNNING FROM GOD. 00:52:26.54\00:52:31.78 JESUS IS WANTING YOU TO KNOW 'I AM YOUR FRIEND AND I WILL 00:52:31.78\00:52:35.62 NEVER LET YOU DOWN. I WILL NEVER BETRAY YOU.' 00:52:35.62\00:52:38.55 DO YOU KNOW THAT JESUS IS YOUR FRIEND? HE'S STILL YOUR FRIEND. 00:52:38.55\00:52:42.82 HE WON'T LET YOU DOWN. HE'LL NEVER HURT YOU. 00:52:42.82\00:52:45.76 >>CAN'T GET ENOUGH AMAZING FACTS BIBLE STUDY? 00:52:45.76\00:52:48.63 YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL NEXT WEEK TO ENJOY MORE TRUTH- 00:52:48.63\00:52:51.37 FILLED PROGRAMMING, VISIT THE AMAZING FACTS MEDIA LIBRARY AT 00:52:51.37\00:52:55.60 'AFTV.ORG'. AT 'AFTV.ORG' YOU CAN ENJOY VIDEO AND AUDIO 00:52:55.60\00:53:02.04 PRESENTATIONS AS WELL AS PRINTED MATERIAL ALL FREE OF CHARGE, 00:53:02.04\00:53:06.45 24 HOURS A DAY 7 DAYS A WEEK, RIGHT FROM YOUR COMPUTER OR 00:53:06.45\00:53:10.12 MOBILE DEVICE. VISIT 'AFTV.ORG'. 00:53:10.12\00:53:16.56 >>DID YOU KNOW THIS BOAT COULD SHARE THE GOSPEL WITH 20,000 00:53:16.56\00:53:19.19 PEOPLE? OR A CAR LIKE THIS ONE COULD 00:53:19.19\00:53:21.90 REACH 10,000 SOULS SEEKING HOPE IN JESUS. (CAR HONKING) 00:53:21.90\00:53:26.00 IF YOU HAVE A VEHICLE YOU'RE NOT USING AND WOULD LIKE TO REACH 00:53:26.00\00:53:28.54 HEARTS FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD, PRAYERFULLY CONSIDER DONATING 00:53:28.54\00:53:31.84 YOUR VEHICLE TO AMAZING FACTS TODAY. 00:53:31.84\00:53:34.94 IT'S EASY TO TURN YOUR UNNEEDED CAR, BOAT, RV, MOTORCYCLE - EVEN 00:53:34.94\00:53:40.05 ATVS AND JET SKIS - INTO A SOUL-WINNING VEHICLE FOR CHRIST 00:53:40.05\00:53:44.32 AND GET A TAX DEDUCTION. 00:53:44.32\00:53:46.69 AMAZING FACTS WILL ARRANGE TO PICK UP YOUR VEHICLE AND PROVIDE 00:53:46.69\00:53:49.52 YOU WITH A TAX-DEDUCTIBLE RECEIPT. 00:53:49.52\00:53:51.86 THE PROCEEDS FROM THE RESALE WILL BE USED TO SHARE GOD'S 00:53:51.86\00:53:54.56 TRUTH WITH MILLIONS OF PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD. 00:53:54.56\00:53:58.70 DON'T LEAVE YOUR VEHICLE IN THE GARAGE COLLECTING DUST. 00:53:58.70\00:54:01.90 USE IT TO TRANSFORM LIVES THROUGH AMAZING FACTS. 00:54:01.90\00:54:05.41 CONTACT US TODAY AND LET US HELP TURN YOUR CAR, BOAT, RV, OR 00:54:05.41\00:54:09.34 MOTORCYCLE INTO LIVES SAVED FOR CHRIST. 00:54:09.34\00:54:16.95 >>I GREW UP IN A CHURCH-GOING FAMILY. I MEAN, WE WERE AT EVERY 00:54:16.95\00:54:20.72 MEETING. I SANG IN FOUR OF THE CHOIRS THERE. I DIRECTED THREE - 00:54:20.72\00:54:25.73 VERY INVOLVED - VERY ACTIVE. IT ALMOST SEEMED LIKE BUSY 00:54:25.73\00:54:30.20 WORK SOMETIMES, YOU KNOW? I WENT TO SUNDAY SCHOOL. 00:54:30.20\00:54:33.87 I KNEW ABOUT GOD. I KNEW ABOUT JESUS, BUT I DIDN'T 00:54:33.87\00:54:38.21 HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST. 00:54:38.21\00:54:42.84 MY SENIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL I GOT THE NEWS THAT MY FATHER HAD 00:54:42.84\00:54:48.28 BEEN MURDERED. NOW, I PLAYED IT OFF WELL. 00:54:48.28\00:54:52.42 NO ONE REALLY SAW THAT I WAS STRUGGLING WITH IT. 00:54:52.42\00:54:59.59 IT JUST REALLY FELT LIKE THERE WAS A HOLE THAT NEEDED TO BE 00:54:59.59\00:55:02.33 FILLED AND I TRIED TO FILL IT WITH DRUGS, WITH ALCOHOL, WITH 00:55:02.33\00:55:07.54 PARTYING. AFTER COLLEGE, I JUST STOPPED 00:55:07.54\00:55:10.74 GOING TO CHURCH ALTOGETHER. ONE DAY, ON A SUNDAY, BECAUSE I 00:55:10.74\00:55:16.75 DIDN'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO CHURCH WITH MY MOM, I THOUGHT, 'YOU 00:55:16.75\00:55:20.78 KNOW, I SHOULD GET A LITTLE BIT OF WORD.' SHE HAD THE SATELLITE 00:55:20.78\00:55:25.09 SYSTEM HOOKED UP AND I'M FLIPPING THROUGH CHANNELS AND 00:55:25.09\00:55:28.36 THEN THE LOGO POPS ACROSS - AMAZING FACTS PRESENTS . 00:55:28.36\00:55:32.73 I'VE LISTENED TO A LOT IF DIFFERENT MINISTERS, BUT HERE 00:55:32.73\00:55:35.16 WAS - THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT HE'S ACTUALLY SAYING 00:55:35.16\00:55:37.53 SOMETHING WHERE I HAD TO GRAB MY BIBLE AND ACTUALLY PICK IT UP 00:55:37.53\00:55:40.97 AND I'VE NEVER HEARD THIS BEFORE. LET ME LOOK THROUGH AND 00:55:40.97\00:55:44.27 FIND THIS. I WENT THROUGH ALL THE STORACLES . I WENT THROUGH 00:55:44.27\00:55:47.51 ALL THE STUDY GUIDES AND I JUST COULDN'T GET ENOUGH. 00:55:47.51\00:55:50.28 AND THEN THE SABBATH CAME UP AND HE'S GOING THROUGH THE APPEAL 00:55:50.28\00:55:53.85 AND I'M JUST GOING, 'LORD, I HEAR YOU. I HAVE TO GO TO 00:55:53.85\00:55:57.32 CHURCH.' SO I SHOW UP - IT WAS FUNNY, I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE I WAS 00:55:57.32\00:56:02.09 GOING TO BE JUDGED - ANYTHING JUDGMENTAL - ANYTHING. 00:56:02.09\00:56:05.93 AND I WALKED IN THE DOOR AND I JUST FELT AT HOME. 00:56:05.93\00:56:08.43 BUT THERE'S STILL A PROBLEM. I'M STILL PARTYING. 00:56:08.43\00:56:13.97 I WAS STILL GOING OUT TO THE BARS. 00:56:13.97\00:56:16.04 AT THIS TIME I WAS SELLING COCAINE TO PAY MY RENT. 00:56:16.04\00:56:20.51 SIXTEEN DAYS LATER I FIND MYSELF IN A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION. 00:56:20.51\00:56:25.65 I HAD JUST COME BACK FROM A LIQUOR STORE AND I GRABBED A 00:56:25.65\00:56:28.68 BOTTLE OF VODKA. AND THERE I AM, HIGH OFF 00:56:28.68\00:56:32.72 COCAINE, WITH MY BIBLE IN HAND, TRYING TO DO A BIBLE STUDY. 00:56:32.72\00:56:39.59 AND I HEARD AN AUDIBLE VOICE, 'JUST LOOK AT YOURSELF!' 00:56:39.59\00:56:44.67 AND I DID AND I WAS LIKE, 'WHAT AM I DOING?' 00:56:44.67\00:56:51.54 AND I GOT ON MY KNEES. I SAID, 'LORD, IF YOU DO NOT 00:56:51.54\00:56:54.44 TAKE THIS AWAY FROM ME NOW, I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF.' I WAS 00:56:54.44\00:57:00.15 GOING TO CONTINUE THIS LIFESTYLE AND I WAS GOING TO END UP 00:57:00.15\00:57:02.72 OVERDOSING, HAVING A HEART ATTACK, WHATEVER IT WAS. 00:57:02.72\00:57:07.69 'YOU HAVE TO TAKE THIS AWAY - ALL OF IT.' AND THAT DAY HE 00:57:07.69\00:57:16.46 LIFTED ALL OF IT AWAY FROM ME. IT WAS ALL GONE. 00:57:16.46\00:57:20.47 WHEN GOD DOES SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE, HE DOES IT COMPLETE. 00:57:20.47\00:57:27.31 (MUSIC) 00:57:27.31\00:57:33.62 >>I REALLY WANTED TO START A NEW DEVOTIONAL HABIT BUT LIFE GOT IN 00:57:33.62\00:57:36.95 THE WAY. 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