Hello again my name is Jay Rosario 00:00:17.44\00:00:18.86 and welcome to "Engage." 00:00:18.87\00:00:20.14 In this show we're gonna attempt to address 00:00:20.15\00:00:22.82 some of the most relevant issues facing young people 00:00:22.83\00:00:25.74 who are striving to have a successful Christian life. 00:00:25.75\00:00:28.05 And today we have an exciting discussion 00:00:28.06\00:00:30.69 and I want you to introduce those that are here. 00:00:30.70\00:00:32.35 We have Ezekiel and my good friend Dan. 00:00:32.36\00:00:34.61 Hey, Jay--Dan, tell us a little bit about yourself? 00:00:34.62\00:00:36.44 Well, my name is Daniel McGrath, 00:00:36.45\00:00:38.14 I am living in the Upper Peninsula now 00:00:38.15\00:00:40.01 and pasturing churches there and that it's good to be here. 00:00:40.02\00:00:42.38 We also have a friend Ezequiel who's joining us today. 00:00:42.39\00:00:45.73 And Ezequiel just maybe tell us little bit about yourself? 00:00:45.74\00:00:49.19 Well, I was raised in California 00:00:49.20\00:00:51.19 and I'm associate pastor in Birmingham right now. 00:00:51.20\00:00:53.48 So that's from where I'm at. 00:00:53.49\00:00:54.65 All right well, reason why Ezequiel is here today 00:00:54.66\00:00:57.75 is because we're we attempting to address one of the issue 00:00:57.76\00:01:01.37 that young people face which is Atheism. 00:01:01.38\00:01:04.36 This is something that many people find a challenge 00:01:04.37\00:01:07.78 in their life either dealing with atheist 00:01:07.79\00:01:10.22 or having questions themselves about the existence of God. 00:01:10.23\00:01:13.53 And so we are glad that you're here today, 00:01:13.54\00:01:14.95 we're glad that you know, you have an experience, 00:01:14.96\00:01:17.37 you have the testimony that you can share with us 00:01:17.38\00:01:19.70 some of the other young viewers watching today. 00:01:19.71\00:01:22.29 Now, Ezequiel, you know, when we think of the subject of Atheism, 00:01:22.30\00:01:25.67 why is it that we as Christians maybe I'm speaking of myself. 00:01:25.68\00:01:29.39 Why is that we tend to be so intimidated by Atheism, 00:01:29.40\00:01:34.13 the subject or even atheist? 00:01:34.14\00:01:36.16 Literally when we as Christians 00:01:36.17\00:01:37.29 we find person who is an atheist we feel intimated. 00:01:37.30\00:01:41.00 Why in your experience, 00:01:41.01\00:01:42.00 why do you suppose this is a case? 00:01:42.01\00:01:43.41 Well, it's a world view, this is totally different 00:01:43.42\00:01:45.61 from something that we're used to. 00:01:45.62\00:01:47.59 I think a lot of the time intimidation comes from 00:01:47.60\00:01:49.83 not being familiar with the situation. 00:01:49.84\00:01:52.54 I think a lot of times we also don't listen to atheists 00:01:52.55\00:01:54.60 and we think that we need to tell them 00:01:54.61\00:01:55.79 what they need to believe. 00:01:55.80\00:01:57.80 And I mean a lot of what Jesus did was listen to people. 00:01:57.81\00:02:00.63 You know, talk to people and listen to people 00:02:00.64\00:02:02.14 and understand what they're coming from. 00:02:02.15\00:02:03.89 And when you listen 00:02:03.90\00:02:05.51 you use a same letters that spelt silent. 00:02:05.52\00:02:07.42 So it's important to be quite just to listen to him. 00:02:07.43\00:02:09.67 So in other words part of the main reason 00:02:09.68\00:02:11.27 what you're suggesting that Atheism is so intimidating 00:02:11.28\00:02:13.43 is just because we're so unfamiliar with it-- 00:02:13.44\00:02:15.69 And the reason why we aren't familiar with this, 00:02:15.70\00:02:16.88 just because we don't listen to what they're proposing. 00:02:16.89\00:02:19.45 Now, Ezequiel, tell us a little bit about yourself, 00:02:19.46\00:02:23.30 how did, how did you kind of get into Atheism. 00:02:23.31\00:02:26.42 Where you raised in a Christian home? 00:02:26.43\00:02:27.81 Tell us about your childhood? 00:02:27.82\00:02:28.85 Well, you know, I'm Mexican, so if you know anything about 00:02:28.86\00:02:31.89 the Mexican cultures that you're normally not raised atheist. 00:02:31.90\00:02:35.07 I mean, most of Mexico is Catholic. 00:02:35.08\00:02:36.93 Yeah. Yeah. 00:02:36.94\00:02:38.19 So I was raised in a Catholic home, 00:02:38.20\00:02:40.56 but ironically enough my dad was not really a Catholic. 00:02:40.57\00:02:44.33 Growing up he would always say, 00:02:44.34\00:02:46.12 "Yeah, you should believe the Bible, 00:02:46.13\00:02:47.44 but you should only believe about 10 % of it. 00:02:47.45\00:02:50.31 So you know, it was an interesting dynamic. 00:02:50.32\00:02:51.78 My Mom was more devote Catholic, 00:02:51.79\00:02:54.13 but things start to change in a little bit 00:02:54.14\00:02:55.62 whenever they separated. 00:02:55.63\00:02:56.89 They separated when I was really young. 00:02:56.90\00:02:58.35 My mom didn't go to churches often, 00:02:58.36\00:02:59.82 at least not from what I remember. 00:02:59.83\00:03:01.89 But so religion wasn't a huge part of my life, 00:03:01.90\00:03:04.69 it was just something that 00:03:04.70\00:03:05.95 was kind of like a visage of culture that I was raised. 00:03:05.96\00:03:09.48 So did it bring any, did it bring confusion to you 00:03:09.49\00:03:11.30 being that your father was not very devotes 00:03:11.31\00:03:14.20 and your mother was? 00:03:14.21\00:03:15.30 Did you kind of-how do you relate to that? 00:03:15.31\00:03:17.53 Yes and no. 00:03:17.54\00:03:19.56 Yes, because I heard all the questions 00:03:19.57\00:03:21.21 that my dad would ask in. 00:03:21.22\00:03:22.21 You know because he left when I was so young 00:03:22.22\00:03:23.97 but yeah, those questions really resonated with me. 00:03:23.98\00:03:26.26 You know, he asked really good questions 00:03:26.27\00:03:27.69 and they were meaningful questions. 00:03:27.70\00:03:29.32 But I didn't really get answers from him. 00:03:29.33\00:03:31.30 So when did you fully identified yourself as an atheist 00:03:31.31\00:03:36.03 and how old where you and what led up to that experience? 00:03:36.04\00:03:39.70 Well, I think the transition happened first 00:03:39.71\00:03:42.59 with my nonreligious background persuade, 00:03:42.60\00:03:45.79 because we didn't go to church too often. 00:03:45.80\00:03:48.49 But then at the age of like 12 or 13 00:03:48.50\00:03:50.62 my mom started getting really into a church. 00:03:50.63\00:03:52.86 It was a strange little church down the street, 00:03:52.87\00:03:55.51 Seventh-day Adventist, you know. 00:03:55.52\00:03:57.36 And they would have these interesting potlucks with 00:03:57.37\00:03:59.97 the different types of food and-- 00:03:59.98\00:04:01.93 How old are you around this time? 00:04:01.94\00:04:03.56 You know, I think she started attending 00:04:03.57\00:04:05.11 when I was about 10 or so when-- 00:04:05.12\00:04:07.23 But she really got into when I was about 12, 12 years old. 00:04:07.24\00:04:11.31 And reason I thought it was interesting was just because 00:04:11.32\00:04:13.70 there was--I mean a little bit of the social group. 00:04:13.71\00:04:15.58 So when I went to church 00:04:15.59\00:04:16.77 I went for all the wrong reasons, you know. 00:04:16.78\00:04:18.49 I went because they played games. 00:04:18.50\00:04:19.86 They took us out to like theme parks and stuff like that. 00:04:19.87\00:04:22.51 But it wasn't necessarily something that I was 00:04:22.52\00:04:24.99 necessarily committed to, because I mean at the age of 12 00:04:25.00\00:04:28.11 I was already doing things like partying and stuff like that, 00:04:28.12\00:04:31.05 so it was definitely interesting situation. 00:04:31.06\00:04:33.43 So then you just kind of attended church 00:04:33.44\00:04:35.22 to accompany your mother-- 00:04:35.23\00:04:37.33 obviously at a young age, you didn't really know 00:04:37.34\00:04:38.62 what was it about? You were just going 00:04:38.63\00:04:40.51 for social reasons etcetera. 00:04:40.52\00:04:42.09 And when did you decide, yeah this thing, 00:04:42.10\00:04:44.94 this Christianity thing is not really for me? 00:04:44.95\00:04:47.03 I identify myself a little bit better with Atheism. 00:04:47.04\00:04:49.83 Yeah, what actually happened as I was telling you 00:04:49.84\00:04:51.94 the journey of when I started getting introduced to Adventism 00:04:51.95\00:04:55.55 was amongst this group, it was a youth group? 00:04:55.56\00:04:59.27 And I remember sitting down and everyone behaved as long as 00:04:59.28\00:05:02.42 the teacher was in the room, but as soon as he walked out 00:05:02.43\00:05:04.63 they talked about all the worldly stuff 00:05:04.64\00:05:06.31 that I talked about with my friends. 00:05:06.32\00:05:08.25 So it, it really confused me. 00:05:08.26\00:05:09.71 I thought to myself if they've been in this so long 00:05:09.72\00:05:12.59 then maybe they know something about this that I don't know. 00:05:12.60\00:05:15.75 So I thought to myself, am I missing something here. 00:05:15.76\00:05:18.56 But then I backed off and I kind of become resentful, 00:05:18.57\00:05:20.67 you know. I thought of myself 00:05:20.68\00:05:22.21 is this all there is to it, 00:05:22.22\00:05:23.89 just a bunch of hypocrisy. 00:05:23.90\00:05:25.58 But, you know, 00:05:25.59\00:05:26.58 it made me think about this passage 00:05:26.59\00:05:27.77 in the Bible in Mathew 6. 00:05:27.78\00:05:30.93 Jesus had a deal with hypocrisy also. 00:05:30.94\00:05:32.89 He had to talk about the hypocrisy of the Pharisees 00:05:32.90\00:05:35.41 and there's three specific instances in Mathew 6, 00:05:35.42\00:05:39.18 Mathew 6:2 is the first verse I'm gonna read, 00:05:39.19\00:05:42.35 its says this, "Therefore when you do a charitable deed 00:05:42.36\00:05:47.22 do not sound the trumpet before as a hypocrites do 00:05:47.23\00:05:51.16 in the synagogues and in the streets, 00:05:51.17\00:05:53.28 that they may have glory of men." 00:05:53.29\00:05:55.34 Now it's interesting because Jesus says, 00:05:55.35\00:05:56.94 okay this is what the hypocrites do, 00:05:56.95\00:05:58.68 but don't do this. 00:05:58.69\00:06:00.30 And then verse five He goes on and says this, 00:06:00.31\00:06:03.10 "And when you pray, you should not be like the hypocrites, 00:06:03.11\00:06:05.48 for they love to pray standing in the synagogues 00:06:05.49\00:06:08.00 on the corners of the street that they may be seen by men. 00:06:08.01\00:06:11.87 Assuredly, I say to you, they have their reward." 00:06:11.88\00:06:14.52 Again He say, listen don't try to be overly religious 00:06:14.53\00:06:17.48 just for the sake of other people seeing you, 00:06:17.49\00:06:18.89 this is a hypocritical. 00:06:18.90\00:06:21.09 And then He goes on again to same verse 16 00:06:21.10\00:06:23.83 that the hypocrites do this, they say, they're fast 00:06:23.84\00:06:26.32 and they try to make themselves seem religious. 00:06:26.33\00:06:27.95 Now it's interesting because Jesus is saying 00:06:27.96\00:06:29.81 hypocrisy is not a reason not to be religious. 00:06:29.82\00:06:32.94 You know, there is a famous French historian that said 00:06:32.95\00:06:36.14 hypocrisy is the tribute vice pays to virtue. 00:06:36.15\00:06:41.27 So when we see hypocrisy 00:06:41.28\00:06:43.17 suddenly we used to walk away from the religion. 00:06:43.18\00:06:45.70 We're actually acknowledging that there is something good 00:06:45.71\00:06:47.39 in it that should be lived out. 00:06:47.40\00:06:49.01 We should be the example and may be living it out. 00:06:49.02\00:06:51.33 I think that's a challenge from Jesus in these messages 00:06:51.34\00:06:53.45 specifically these three verses when He talks about hypocrites. 00:06:53.46\00:06:56.52 Well, when you say the hypocrisy in your class, in your school, 00:06:56.53\00:07:00.93 what did that do to you? 00:07:00.94\00:07:02.72 Well, you know, 00:07:02.73\00:07:03.72 I definitely wasn't one that took the high road. 00:07:03.73\00:07:06.46 I decided to just back out and just not be a part of that. 00:07:06.47\00:07:09.83 As a matter of fact, by the time I got into high school 00:07:09.84\00:07:12.21 I declared myself a full blown atheist. 00:07:12.22\00:07:15.56 A lot of my friends were still Christians, 00:07:15.57\00:07:18.53 and they always kind of joke around, 00:07:18.54\00:07:20.77 you know, oh yeah, Ezequiel the atheist, 00:07:20.78\00:07:22.51 and they would always bust jokes on that. 00:07:22.52\00:07:24.45 But I was the only atheist amongst my group, 00:07:24.46\00:07:27.08 but I thought I was completely convinced that God 00:07:27.09\00:07:29.64 did not exist, at least at that time. 00:07:29.65\00:07:32.17 So then, when you had this kind of epiphany 00:07:32.18\00:07:35.22 when you saw the hypocrisy in the church, 00:07:35.23\00:07:36.94 it kind of turned you out, you're like ah, 00:07:36.95\00:07:38.15 this is not really something genuine, something authentic. 00:07:38.16\00:07:41.75 How, how did your mother relate to that situation? 00:07:41.76\00:07:46.05 That was tough. 00:07:46.06\00:07:47.29 My mom would argue with me 00:07:48.95\00:07:50.17 'cause she would try to drag me to go to church. 00:07:50.18\00:07:51.95 This was more so towards the mid-teens, 00:07:51.96\00:07:54.53 later teens years in my life. 00:07:54.54\00:07:56.94 She would try to pull me, read Bible verses to me 00:07:56.95\00:07:59.64 and I would ask her, 00:07:59.65\00:08:00.79 mom I'll go to church 00:08:00.80\00:08:02.19 if you could prove to me that God exists. 00:08:02.20\00:08:04.55 And I mean, I feel ashamed that some of the situations 00:08:04.56\00:08:07.41 we'd get into 'cause we'd argue back and forth 00:08:07.42\00:08:09.16 and my mom, you know, 00:08:09.17\00:08:10.21 would just cry and say you know, I'm praying for you son, 00:08:10.22\00:08:12.42 I hope that you come around, I hope you come around. 00:08:12.43\00:08:14.62 And she will quote Bible verses to me and, 00:08:14.63\00:08:16.72 you know, at that time they didn't do anything to me 00:08:16.73\00:08:18.31 but I will say that the prayers of my mom 00:08:18.32\00:08:21.08 throughout those substantial years 00:08:21.09\00:08:22.73 really made a difference in the end. 00:08:22.74\00:08:25.04 So it doesn't matter what situation 00:08:25.05\00:08:28.15 us young people can find ourselves in, 00:08:28.16\00:08:30.16 whether its intellectual complexities 00:08:30.17\00:08:32.48 or whether it's addictions, the prayers of the mother, 00:08:32.49\00:08:35.36 the prayers of the parent or grandmother 00:08:35.37\00:08:37.72 goes a long way through. Oh, yeah it's totally important. 00:08:37.73\00:08:40.23 I think it's essential, in order for anything to happen, 00:08:40.24\00:08:42.62 specially the battles of spiritual battle. 00:08:42.63\00:08:44.53 You can't fight it just through ideas. 00:08:44.54\00:08:46.63 So, so, Ezequiel, what were those principles in Atheism that 00:08:46.64\00:08:50.91 that were probably the most convincing for you? 00:08:50.92\00:08:53.46 Atheism, obviously is a very complex worldview. 00:08:53.47\00:08:56.01 There's a lot of thing that it proposes but 00:08:56.02\00:08:57.97 what were maybe one, or two, or three 00:08:57.98\00:08:59.63 of the big reasons why you said no, 00:08:59.64\00:09:03.52 this is what make sense. 00:09:03.53\00:09:04.63 Life makes a lot more sense, this principle over this idea. 00:09:04.64\00:09:08.34 What were one or two or three of those? 00:09:08.35\00:09:10.53 Well, I think if I really, really think about it, 00:09:10.54\00:09:12.40 I could definitely pullout three hurdles 00:09:12.41\00:09:13.96 that I dealt within in my own Atheism. 00:09:13.97\00:09:16.19 The first was a problem with evil and suffering. 00:09:16.20\00:09:19.11 I mean that's a problem for even Christians. 00:09:19.12\00:09:21.77 But I remember, you know, just reading the book of Job 00:09:21.78\00:09:24.13 and I was just unsettled in my own heart. 00:09:24.14\00:09:27.46 There is actually three specific experiences 00:09:27.47\00:09:30.39 after I had read Job, 00:09:30.40\00:09:31.81 I remember back and often think, 00:09:31.82\00:09:33.33 you know, I don't want anything do with religion. 00:09:33.34\00:09:35.40 But these three experiences that I had really 00:09:35.41\00:09:37.38 challenged my experience with religion. 00:09:37.39\00:09:40.27 I thought that in order for me to be a man 00:09:40.28\00:09:42.21 I need to move out when I was 17 years old. 00:09:42.22\00:09:44.68 So I moved into an apartment 00:09:44.69\00:09:45.78 in it have been in Ceres, California. 00:09:45.79\00:09:47.64 All by yourself? Well, I had a roommate, 00:09:47.65\00:09:50.47 but you know he was 18 and I was 17. 00:09:50.48\00:09:52.95 But we lived by the beach, 00:09:52.96\00:09:54.14 so life was good-at least we thought so. 00:09:54.15\00:09:56.93 And there was a guy upstairs they had turrets 00:09:56.94\00:09:59.32 and you guys know what turrets is, right? 00:09:59.33\00:10:00.94 He--I remember when I would walk by him 00:10:00.95\00:10:02.84 and like on the sidewalk 00:10:02.85\00:10:05.00 he would cuss me out and but you know, 00:10:05.01\00:10:06.81 obviously you can't take offences 00:10:06.82\00:10:08.00 someone has a disease like this. 00:10:08.01\00:10:10.88 What ended happening is before I was gonna go to bed 00:10:10.89\00:10:13.11 I had the room right underneath his. 00:10:13.12\00:10:16.29 And he said something that send chills down my spine. 00:10:16.30\00:10:19.38 At night right before I was gonna go to bed 00:10:19.39\00:10:21.17 can you imagine going to sleep to these thoughts. 00:10:21.18\00:10:22.99 I hate my life, I hate my life 00:10:23.00\00:10:24.39 it stinks I am lonely, I am sad. 00:10:24.40\00:10:26.20 Their's no one that loves me, he would just screamed 00:10:26.21\00:10:28.17 that all over and over and over again. 00:10:28.18\00:10:29.83 And I try to ignore and I thought of myself 00:10:29.84\00:10:31.59 maybe if I go talk to him 00:10:31.60\00:10:33.73 and I thought of so to myself 00:10:33.74\00:10:35.01 what am I gonna can say to this guy. 00:10:35.02\00:10:37.73 To be honest I don't even really wanna talk to him. 00:10:37.74\00:10:39.46 I don't wanna feel miserable like he does. 00:10:39.47\00:10:41.33 And to be honest I don't even really care of helping him. 00:10:41.34\00:10:43.66 But I started asking myself the questions. 00:10:43.67\00:10:46.05 So how am I kind a make sure that I don't end up like him. 00:10:46.06\00:10:49.94 You know, how am I not gonna end up lonely 00:10:49.95\00:10:51.94 and sad and just miserable. 00:10:51.95\00:10:54.34 That hassle really got me questioning. 00:10:54.35\00:10:56.45 And at the same time there's a homeless guy 00:10:56.46\00:10:58.29 down the same road whenever I, 00:10:58.30\00:10:59.54 I worked at the Halloween shop down there. 00:10:59.55\00:11:01.36 And I walked down main street. 00:11:01.37\00:11:03.10 And the cops were really, really harsh on homeless people. 00:11:03.11\00:11:07.70 And one time there's a homeless guy I was walking by 00:11:07.71\00:11:09.52 and he, you know, his face is all worn out 00:11:09.53\00:11:11.65 and he looked at me and said 00:11:11.66\00:11:12.65 every time I walk through here the cops kick me out. 00:11:12.66\00:11:15.76 And he says they don't understand 00:11:15.77\00:11:16.87 that I am a person too. 00:11:16.88\00:11:18.31 And he looked at me 00:11:18.32\00:11:19.81 and I remember seeing so much pain in his eyes 00:11:19.82\00:11:22.44 and I thought to myself-- 00:11:22.45\00:11:23.92 man like stinks what can I do to help him 00:11:23.93\00:11:26.57 and again I saw suffering and I could not explain it. 00:11:26.58\00:11:29.06 You know, I could push away the book of Job 00:11:29.07\00:11:30.71 and I could push away the concept of God and suffering, 00:11:30.72\00:11:33.38 but ultimately suffering was a very real thing 00:11:33.39\00:11:35.39 and it was in my face. 00:11:35.40\00:11:37.01 So that's very interesting because you're saying that 00:11:37.02\00:11:39.45 it wasn't something external that made you. 00:11:39.46\00:11:42.07 You know, question it was the introspection 00:11:42.08\00:11:43.72 that you did inside after you saw these things 00:11:43.73\00:11:46.78 that really started getting you to think about God. 00:11:46.79\00:11:48.93 Yeah, I think that's a, that's a good way to put in 00:11:48.94\00:11:50.93 introspection really got me to reflect 00:11:50.94\00:11:53.45 on why I didn't believe of what I believed and, 00:11:53.46\00:11:55.96 and what were some of the hurdles that 00:11:55.97\00:11:57.95 were definitely keeping me from believing. 00:11:57.96\00:11:59.99 Now this is, this is good because I think a lot of times 00:12:00.00\00:12:03.00 Adventist especially misunderstand atheist or atheism 00:12:03.01\00:12:07.54 because we tend to stay in our own little bubbles 00:12:07.55\00:12:10.39 and we don't really know many atheists. 00:12:10.40\00:12:12.48 Yeah, I went to a public university 00:12:12.49\00:12:13.87 so I've been confronted with this. 00:12:13.88\00:12:15.77 But how is it that an atheist comes to understand the Bible 00:12:15.78\00:12:21.07 and into a relationship with Jesus. 00:12:21.08\00:12:22.99 And I think you, you know, you say that introspection 00:12:23.00\00:12:25.27 and personal thought is a big thing 00:12:25.28\00:12:28.41 and so I appreciate you bringing that out. 00:12:28.42\00:12:30.62 Yeah. So, Ezequiel, what happen next? 00:12:30.63\00:12:32.96 So you have this introspection. 00:12:32.97\00:12:34.44 You had this kind of hunting voices. 00:12:34.45\00:12:36.20 We want to say like that, that were kind of tormenting you. 00:12:36.21\00:12:38.76 Definitely haunting what what's, what was the next stage 00:12:38.77\00:12:41.96 How did that introspection become a kind of reconsideration 00:12:41.97\00:12:46.86 of maybe the existence of God? 00:12:46.87\00:12:48.65 What I mean more open minded that was an immediate 00:12:48.66\00:12:51.06 conversion experience but it did make me more open mind 00:12:51.07\00:12:53.47 into the potential of God actually existing. 00:12:53.48\00:12:55.95 Because you know at this point 00:12:55.96\00:12:57.65 I wondered where I came from, 00:12:57.66\00:12:59.18 where I found meaning and where I found hope. 00:12:59.19\00:13:01.82 So I was more open to God 00:13:01.83\00:13:03.28 not necessarily specifically Christianity. 00:13:03.29\00:13:05.52 I just wanted to be open to anything. 00:13:05.53\00:13:08.58 But at this point I got to my second hurdle. 00:13:08.59\00:13:11.30 My second hurdle was a fact that 00:13:11.31\00:13:14.05 I had never experienced God. 00:13:14.06\00:13:15.85 I never had an experiential--a experience 00:13:15.86\00:13:18.30 with the divine Creator and 00:13:18.31\00:13:21.26 what ended up happening is 00:13:21.27\00:13:23.02 actually it's a really interesting story. 00:13:23.03\00:13:25.08 I always hesitate as to how I should tell the story. 00:13:25.09\00:13:28.28 But my Mom wanted me to go to a Christian school. 00:13:28.29\00:13:32.13 So I decided to signup for one an Adventist school. 00:13:32.14\00:13:35.46 So I got a phone call and someone asked me to go 00:13:35.47\00:13:38.79 coopering and I thought myself wait, 00:13:38.80\00:13:40.19 they don't know that I am an atheist. 00:13:40.20\00:13:41.41 Now what's coopering for the viewers? 00:13:41.42\00:13:42.70 Becuase I have no idea what you're talking about. 00:13:42.71\00:13:43.85 Well, coopering is where you go around door to door 00:13:43.86\00:13:46.79 selling mega books, these yeah-- Okay, so literature evangelism-- 00:13:46.80\00:13:50.09 Literature evangelism exactly and they give you 00:13:50.10\00:13:51.98 scholarship they match whatever you make 00:13:51.99\00:13:54.04 and it helps you go to school, right. 00:13:54.05\00:13:55.47 So I thought to myself wow, 00:13:55.48\00:13:56.54 this sounds like a great opportunity 00:13:56.55\00:13:57.87 even though I'm an atheist I thought myself 00:13:57.88\00:13:59.16 maybe I'm a good salesman. 00:13:59.17\00:14:00.25 You know, hang on, hang on a second, 00:14:00.26\00:14:01.25 so you are university atheist young person. Yeah. 00:14:01.26\00:14:03.95 You are a full blown atheist and you're considering 00:14:03.96\00:14:06.43 whether or not to get involved in literature evangelism? 00:14:06.44\00:14:08.42 Yes, You know, I mean, 00:14:08.43\00:14:10.03 God works in mysterious ways, right. 00:14:10.04\00:14:11.55 So what happen so you signup and you go. 00:14:11.56\00:14:13.45 Yeah, so I signup and its interesting because 00:14:13.46\00:14:16.34 I thought of myself man this would be 00:14:16.35\00:14:18.41 quite an experience, you know, 00:14:18.42\00:14:19.41 talk about religion when I don't ultimately believe in it. 00:14:19.42\00:14:22.36 Well, I mean, it was definitely harder than I thought. 00:14:22.37\00:14:25.34 You know, you never really fact as an atheist. 00:14:25.35\00:14:27.01 I never really fact the spiritual aspect 00:14:27.02\00:14:28.93 of literature evangelism I just thought it was 00:14:28.94\00:14:31.29 a business transaction a sale that I can make 00:14:31.30\00:14:34.00 and it wasn't that easy. 00:14:34.01\00:14:35.70 I definitely gone to some difficult situations. 00:14:35.71\00:14:37.81 But I think that there was specific experiences 00:14:37.82\00:14:40.45 that really got me to be open to God 00:14:40.46\00:14:43.20 and by the end of the summer 00:14:43.21\00:14:44.77 I was committed to Jesus, 00:14:44.78\00:14:46.00 because of what I had experience. 00:14:46.01\00:14:47.98 I'll tell a little bit about my experiences. 00:14:47.99\00:14:50.44 My first experience was when I was talking to someone 00:14:50.45\00:14:53.47 and I said well, 00:14:53.48\00:14:54.47 I like to have an experience while praying something happens. 00:14:54.48\00:14:57.91 So I prayed in a car and as soon as I walked out 00:14:57.92\00:15:00.49 and knock on the door, this lady opens the door and says 00:15:00.50\00:15:03.26 "Are you the Seventh-day Adventist?" 00:15:03.27\00:15:04.45 And usually if you ever been door to door, 00:15:04.46\00:15:06.59 that's not a good thing. Right. 00:15:06.60\00:15:08.29 If they ask you if you are Seventh-day Adventist 00:15:08.30\00:15:09.97 that usually means get out of my face, 00:15:09.98\00:15:11.72 get out of my porch right. 00:15:11.73\00:15:13.04 And I was hesitant, I was like ah, ah, 00:15:13.05\00:15:15.05 and I was like what were the big blue books. 00:15:15.06\00:15:17.14 You know, I showed them the page and she was like 00:15:17.15\00:15:19.29 no, no, no are you, do you attend 00:15:19.30\00:15:21.03 a Seventh-day Adventist Church and I said yes ma'am. 00:15:21.04\00:15:23.17 Specifically I am a Seventh-day Adventist 00:15:23.18\00:15:25.29 that's the church that I go to. 00:15:25.30\00:15:26.79 And she says good I've been having 00:15:26.80\00:15:28.60 questions about the Sabbath 00:15:28.61\00:15:30.35 and we just started having this interactions, 00:15:30.36\00:15:32.19 she says actually I just read about the Sabbath 00:15:32.20\00:15:35.01 I've been talking to my pastor 00:15:35.02\00:15:36.46 and just as you were knocking on my door 00:15:36.47\00:15:38.45 I was on my knees praying, 00:15:38.46\00:15:40.20 that God would help me understand the Sabbath 00:15:40.21\00:15:41.98 in the better way and here you are. 00:15:41.99\00:15:44.50 And it was amazing I thought of myself wow, 00:15:44.51\00:15:46.12 this is kind of an interesting experience. 00:15:46.13\00:15:48.81 So you're knocking on her door 00:15:48.82\00:15:51.05 still kind of atheist in your mind. 00:15:51.06\00:15:53.01 Yeah, but I said a prayer. 00:15:53.02\00:15:54.12 Helping this woman to understand the Sabbath. 00:15:54.13\00:15:55.71 Yeah, exactly. 00:15:55.72\00:15:56.71 And because your mother was the Seventh-day Adventist 00:15:56.72\00:15:58.11 you kind of identify yourself as an Adventist-- 00:15:58.12\00:16:00.14 Well, I knew-- Kind of identify yourself 00:16:00.15\00:16:01.50 as an atheist, kind of as well. 00:16:01.51\00:16:02.65 Yeah, I had a book that talked about the Sabbath, 00:16:02.66\00:16:04.75 so I thought of myself I mean that's a start, right. 00:16:04.76\00:16:06.54 So I pulled off the book and I started going over 00:16:06.55\00:16:08.77 God's answers to your questions, right and you know, 00:16:08.78\00:16:11.21 we looked at the Sabbath part and I said 00:16:11.22\00:16:13.04 this would be a book that will really interest her. 00:16:13.05\00:16:15.32 We actually signed her up for Bible studies 00:16:15.33\00:16:17.01 and I mean from that point I mean 00:16:17.02\00:16:20.39 time after, time after, time I don't think a week went by 00:16:20.40\00:16:23.21 where I didn't have the tupendous like experience 00:16:23.22\00:16:25.44 with someone like, well, I knew God was leading. 00:16:25.45\00:16:28.59 There was another experience with this guy was 00:16:28.60\00:16:30.90 he got so upset at me when I was trying to canvas him 00:16:30.91\00:16:33.72 that he literally was gonna fight. 00:16:33.73\00:16:35.08 Yeah, I remember seen him clutch his fist 00:16:35.09\00:16:37.66 and saw walking towards me 00:16:37.67\00:16:39.70 and as he clutch his fist, 00:16:39.71\00:16:40.72 I remember saying in my head God if you real, 00:16:40.73\00:16:43.42 its time to do something 'cause I don't want to get into a fight 00:16:43.43\00:16:45.63 in the street, you know. 00:16:45.64\00:16:46.75 Well, he dropped his keys I remember picking up the keys 00:16:46.76\00:16:48.83 and I was praying out I felt impressed and God said 00:16:48.84\00:16:51.53 pickup his keys and just give him back to his hand 00:16:51.54\00:16:53.52 and just walk away. 00:16:53.53\00:16:54.52 So I grabbed the keys put back in his hand 00:16:54.53\00:16:56.15 and I'm walking away. 00:16:56.16\00:16:57.15 I feel the strong impression 00:16:57.16\00:16:58.16 at this point I don't really know what it is. 00:16:58.17\00:17:00.26 As I'm walking away the guy says 00:17:00.27\00:17:03.84 I don't know what went over me. 00:17:03.85\00:17:05.08 I'm really sorry but God is working through you, 00:17:05.09\00:17:07.01 God is working through you and at this point 00:17:07.02\00:17:08.61 remember I'm an atheist. 00:17:08.62\00:17:10.32 I was like what God is working through me 00:17:10.33\00:17:13.79 and I think my favorite experience was when there was 00:17:13.80\00:17:17.47 a group of gangsters there's about eight, or twelve 00:17:17.48\00:17:20.62 I don't remember their exact number. 00:17:20.63\00:17:21.95 But they would sit on the corner and when I walked up to them 00:17:21.96\00:17:24.82 at first I thought they were gonna jump to me. 00:17:24.83\00:17:26.13 They had this, this mean mug looking face 00:17:26.14\00:17:28.85 and it look like they wanted, 00:17:28.86\00:17:31.11 they don't want any books they wanted something else. 00:17:31.12\00:17:33.03 You know- But you're pretty tall guy-- 00:17:33.04\00:17:34.59 I'm a pretty tall guy but-- 00:17:34.60\00:17:35.74 I'm in trouble, then I would be in trouble. 00:17:35.75\00:17:37.21 You're sitting down and Jay is standing up very high. 00:17:37.22\00:17:39.22 If I, if I ever go-- Yeah, I know it's true. 00:17:39.23\00:17:41.03 If I ever go door to door I wanna to be right 00:17:41.04\00:17:42.61 by your sides like David and Goliath. 00:17:42.62\00:17:44.00 So what happened, what happened to this? 00:17:44.01\00:17:45.45 But if there's eight guys there's not much you could do, 00:17:45.46\00:17:47.21 you know, but what ended up happening is I actually 00:17:47.22\00:17:49.24 started interacting with these guys. 00:17:49.25\00:17:50.64 And at first they started making fun of me 00:17:50.65\00:17:52.26 they said oh, look at this guy you know, 00:17:52.27\00:17:53.68 he is trying to speak all proper, 00:17:53.69\00:17:55.63 I remember them mocking me about that. 00:17:55.64\00:17:57.41 And I started getting frustrated 00:17:57.42\00:17:59.54 but what ended up happening at this point is that 00:17:59.55\00:18:01.95 I started interacting with one of them 00:18:01.96\00:18:03.87 to the point where I signed him up for Bible studies. 00:18:03.88\00:18:07.83 And he started crying hugging me 00:18:07.84\00:18:09.61 and the end of that experience I got 00:18:09.62\00:18:11.74 all of them to signup for Bible studies 00:18:11.75\00:18:13.17 they began knocking me and at the end of that experience 00:18:13.18\00:18:17.38 they were all signed up for Bible studies, 00:18:17.39\00:18:18.56 'cause at this point I was so open to God, 00:18:18.57\00:18:20.40 I remember praying 00:18:20.41\00:18:21.50 and experiencing very real way. 00:18:21.51\00:18:23.26 Wow. Amen, that's powerful. Praise God. 00:18:23.27\00:18:24.48 Well, so, so number one you, you definitely had some, 00:18:24.49\00:18:28.35 some heavy introspection going on, 00:18:28.36\00:18:30.49 number two you had no 00:18:30.50\00:18:31.82 real experiential knowledge of God. 00:18:31.83\00:18:33.96 So through these experiences what he was telling us 00:18:33.97\00:18:36.10 is that God kind of let you know that He was there, 00:18:36.11\00:18:38.80 that He was answering your prayers. Yeah. 00:18:38.81\00:18:40.34 But there is also, 00:18:40.35\00:18:41.83 there is also has to be another component, 00:18:41.84\00:18:43.21 because from your time at university, 00:18:43.22\00:18:45.72 you know, from 13 onward you had some real 00:18:45.73\00:18:48.98 solid intellectual arguments 00:18:48.99\00:18:51.15 that went right against the existence of God. 00:18:51.16\00:18:53.56 So what kind of intellectual hurdles 00:18:53.57\00:18:55.65 did you have to overcome for that? 00:18:55.66\00:18:57.34 Well, the intellectual hurdles were really, 00:18:57.35\00:19:00.04 is there any evidence for the existence of God in general 00:19:00.05\00:19:02.99 you know, 'cause although I had experience, 00:19:03.00\00:19:04.88 and although I had come to terms with, with evil 00:19:04.89\00:19:07.28 and how evil was real and how the way 00:19:07.29\00:19:09.66 that Bible portrayed evil seems to be pretty accurate 00:19:09.67\00:19:12.20 to the way we experience in the world. 00:19:12.21\00:19:14.99 I still needed intellectual, the intellectual hurdle 00:19:15.00\00:19:19.60 'cause you know, that I, I never heard a real good argument 00:19:19.61\00:19:22.83 at this point for the existence of God. 00:19:22.84\00:19:24.13 You know, I had read things in the Bible 00:19:24.14\00:19:25.71 that seem to be true and real. 00:19:25.72\00:19:27.09 And at this point I was a Christian, 00:19:27.10\00:19:28.74 but I still had this dark cloud dooming over me 00:19:28.75\00:19:31.23 where I kept asking myself, 00:19:31.24\00:19:33.31 but what about the truth you know. 00:19:33.32\00:19:36.76 Well, I went to GYC back in 2004 00:19:36.77\00:19:40.08 when it was San Jose, your hometown-- 00:19:40.09\00:19:42.07 Now, what is GYC for those who don't know what GYC? 00:19:42.08\00:19:43.79 GYC is a Generation of Youth for Christ. 00:19:43.80\00:19:46.15 At this point I was-were actually been converted so-- 00:19:46.16\00:19:48.99 This is an event, this is a program. 00:19:49.00\00:19:50.31 It's a Youth event yeah, 00:19:50.32\00:19:52.07 thousands of young people get together 00:19:52.08\00:19:53.52 and well, this is where I had my first real experience 00:19:53.53\00:19:57.22 with anything that talked about Christianity 00:19:57.23\00:19:59.82 within an intellectuals fear. 00:19:59.83\00:20:01.50 Right 'cause you--with some that you did 00:20:01.51\00:20:03.53 the literature evangelism it was more an experiential-- 00:20:03.54\00:20:06.51 Kind of a thing, but you still had confusion 00:20:07.19\00:20:09.65 and complexities in your mind 00:20:09.66\00:20:10.82 so at GYC, what happened at GYC? 00:20:10.83\00:20:12.89 Well at GYC I looked at the workshops that were going on 00:20:12.90\00:20:17.19 and I saw this one particular workshop. 00:20:17.20\00:20:19.08 It looks like the apologetics. 00:20:19.09\00:20:21.07 And I thought it was a yard of apologizing 00:20:21.08\00:20:23.32 and at this point, at this point 00:20:23.33\00:20:25.80 I was very, very young in my Christian experience. 00:20:25.81\00:20:28.80 And I had wronged the lot of people. 00:20:28.81\00:20:30.82 And I thought of myself man I really need to apologize 00:20:30.83\00:20:32.66 to a lot of people I need to go to the seminar 00:20:32.67\00:20:34.18 in order for me to learn-- 00:20:34.19\00:20:36.01 So you went to the apologetic seminar thinking 00:20:36.02\00:20:38.76 that it was a seminar that taught you 00:20:38.77\00:20:40.34 how to apologize if you were. 00:20:40.35\00:20:42.33 That makes sense, I mean we could all benefit 00:20:42.34\00:20:44.27 from seminar apologizing-- 00:20:44.28\00:20:46.07 Yeah, apologizing especially after I just got converted 00:20:46.08\00:20:48.06 because I had wrong people like I said. 00:20:48.07\00:20:49.57 So then what is apologetic, 00:20:49.58\00:20:50.65 when you got there what did you learn? 00:20:50.66\00:20:52.70 Well, apologetics is actually a field in theology 00:20:52.71\00:20:56.01 and it stands for apologia in the Greek 00:20:56.02\00:20:58.64 it means actual, 'defense.' 00:20:58.65\00:21:00.21 It's a defense of the Gospel, defense of Christianity, 00:21:00.22\00:21:02.78 defense of God in general. 00:21:02.79\00:21:04.04 So it's defending the faith against all the accusation 00:21:04.05\00:21:07.55 and the attacks and arguments that are presented to it. 00:21:07.56\00:21:10.49 The way I had to define before is how to communicate 00:21:10.50\00:21:15.10 accurately the faith through a secular perspective. 00:21:15.11\00:21:18.43 So I mean, I mean, it covers so many different realms, 00:21:18.44\00:21:21.09 but yeah, that's basically. 00:21:21.10\00:21:22.22 So I attended one of those seminars 00:21:22.23\00:21:24.13 and I thought of myself this is apologetics, 00:21:24.14\00:21:25.58 it feel great I'm loving, you know. 00:21:25.59\00:21:27.08 For the first time I had to heard arguments 00:21:27.09\00:21:28.96 for the existence of God. 00:21:28.97\00:21:30.41 And I started looking for classes 00:21:30.42\00:21:32.55 and I realize that my particular 00:21:32.56\00:21:34.31 Adventist University didn't teach any courses in apologetics 00:21:34.32\00:21:37.24 and I was kind of bummed out. 00:21:37.25\00:21:39.05 But I saw that there was a school out in Michigan, 00:21:39.06\00:21:44.18 out almost in, in the Detroit area at that point 00:21:44.19\00:21:48.86 call the ARISE I was bummed out 'cause it wasn't credited. 00:21:48.87\00:21:51.84 Now what is the ARISE, what was that, what is that? 00:21:51.85\00:21:53.69 ARISE is a Resource Institute for Soul Winning Evangelism 00:21:53.70\00:21:56.34 is a four months crash course on Christianity. 00:21:56.35\00:21:58.65 So its four month, its not-- How to evangelize, yeah-- 00:21:58.66\00:22:00.22 It's not a four year thing, only four months. 00:22:00.23\00:22:02.21 Yeah, it was only four months and to be I mean, 00:22:02.22\00:22:05.34 particularly honest I just went 00:22:05.35\00:22:07.12 because I wanted the apologetic course. 00:22:07.13\00:22:09.57 So I started talking to people on the phone 00:22:09.58\00:22:11.80 you know, I got signed up for school 00:22:11.81\00:22:12.96 and I ended up going to the school 00:22:12.97\00:22:14.63 just for the apologetic course. 00:22:14.64\00:22:16.37 But I mean, I got so much more, 00:22:16.38\00:22:17.58 but I couldn't find any other courses 00:22:17.59\00:22:20.07 in any other Adventist institution 00:22:20.08\00:22:21.54 that talked about apologetics 00:22:21.55\00:22:22.70 so that's what drew me there specifically. 00:22:22.71\00:22:25.42 So from the, from the apologetics course 00:22:25.43\00:22:28.18 you kind of solidified in your own mind 00:22:28.19\00:22:29.87 that the arguments are there that God exist. 00:22:29.88\00:22:32.99 So you had, you had the experiential part down 00:22:33.00\00:22:35.88 and now you match that with you know, the knowledge base. 00:22:35.89\00:22:39.53 What can you tell somebody 00:22:39.54\00:22:41.15 who's trying to reach out to an atheist 00:22:41.16\00:22:43.68 and how do you reach your atheist friends. 00:22:43.69\00:22:46.53 You know, like I said in the very beginning 00:22:46.54\00:22:47.79 the best thing you could do is listen to them, 00:22:47.80\00:22:50.11 because lot of times people are atheist for different reasons. 00:22:50.12\00:22:53.19 You know, I know a physiologist, Dr. Paul Vitz, 00:22:53.20\00:22:56.62 actually talks about the lot of people are atheist, 00:22:56.63\00:22:58.27 because they had influence of their fathers. 00:22:58.28\00:22:59.91 He actually has strong documentation for this 00:22:59.92\00:23:01.83 in his book Faith of the Fatherless. 00:23:01.84\00:23:04.22 But usually you really have to listen to 00:23:04.23\00:23:06.49 what they struggling with 00:23:06.50\00:23:07.78 and then deal with it at that point 00:23:07.79\00:23:09.12 because ultimately I think what happens a lot of times 00:23:09.13\00:23:11.71 is that atheists and Christians 00:23:11.72\00:23:13.16 talk over each others heads 00:23:13.17\00:23:14.93 and don't necessarily even sit down and try to listen-- 00:23:14.94\00:23:16.83 Like they're speaking two different languages. 00:23:16.84\00:23:18.32 Yeah, exactly. Right. 00:23:18.33\00:23:19.46 And they just kind spin the wheels and they get nowhere. 00:23:19.47\00:23:21.90 So what about for maybe not how to reach an atheist, 00:23:21.91\00:23:25.28 but what about a young adult 00:23:25.29\00:23:27.54 maybe raised in a Christian church 00:23:27.55\00:23:29.91 who is tempted with the idea of maybe going 00:23:29.92\00:23:33.87 towards the road of Atheism doubting the existence of God. 00:23:33.88\00:23:36.74 What message would you give to young person 00:23:36.75\00:23:39.45 watching this program has entertaining those thoughts 00:23:39.46\00:23:41.79 in may be 30 seconds? 00:23:41.80\00:23:42.79 What would you tell a young person? 00:23:42.80\00:23:44.69 Well, you know Mathew 22 verse 37 talks about 00:23:44.70\00:23:49.04 loving God with all your heart, your mind, and your soul. 00:23:49.05\00:23:52.58 We usually include our heart and our soul, 00:23:52.59\00:23:55.20 we usually exclude our mind. 00:23:55.21\00:23:57.86 For someone that's struggling with that 00:23:57.87\00:24:00.00 you could read on the issue, there's so much, 00:24:00.01\00:24:02.14 so much out there, 00:24:02.15\00:24:03.42 that could really help you and benefit you in those situations. 00:24:03.43\00:24:06.49 I mean there's plenty of books, I could recommend 00:24:06.50\00:24:08.25 the first one I recommend is 00:24:08.26\00:24:09.75 5 Minute Apologist by Rick Cornish. 00:24:09.76\00:24:11.50 What's the title again? Amazing, 5 Minute Apologist. 00:24:11.51\00:24:14.21 5 Minute Apologist. By Rick Cornish 00:24:14.22\00:24:15.68 is a very simple down to earth apologetic-- 00:24:15.69\00:24:17.66 Sounds like it's written for busy people too, 00:24:17.67\00:24:19.46 5 Minute Apologist. Yeah, 00:24:19.47\00:24:20.63 it's only like every argument has one or two pages, 00:24:20.64\00:24:22.69 very simple to understand and its amazing. 00:24:22.70\00:24:24.89 You know, I recommend that book for starters 00:24:24.90\00:24:27.03 for those that are questioning in. 00:24:27.04\00:24:28.53 for those You know, I really looking for answers 00:24:28.54\00:24:30.44 special intellectual answers. Awesome. 00:24:30.45\00:24:32.53 Well, I think in this program we've definitely seen that 00:24:32.54\00:24:34.98 you know, when we bumped into atheist, 00:24:34.99\00:24:37.42 it doesn't mean that they're unreachable, 00:24:37.43\00:24:39.89 I think, Ezequiel, you are prime example of the power 00:24:39.90\00:24:42.87 of the Gospel and that sometimes it takes time--Yeah. 00:24:42.88\00:24:45.41 Obviously you had to go through your three hurdles. 00:24:45.42\00:24:47.67 Sometimes as Christians, we want, we want atheist 00:24:47.68\00:24:50.48 to maybe we convert him right now, 00:24:50.49\00:24:52.60 maybe in a weeks time but sometimes 00:24:52.61\00:24:54.26 people have to go through experience such as you did. 00:24:54.27\00:24:56.78 And I think its critical for us to remember that as Christians. 00:24:56.79\00:24:59.21 But the journey is very, very important. 00:24:59.22\00:25:00.89 Right, it involves the mind, it involves the heart 00:25:00.90\00:25:03.30 and it involves many, many different things. 00:25:03.31\00:25:05.70 What do you think, 00:25:05.71\00:25:07.65 what should we say if an Atheism 00:25:07.66\00:25:09.83 challenges us as Adventist, 00:25:09.84\00:25:11.62 or an atheist challenges us as Adventist? 00:25:11.63\00:25:13.95 You know, does God really exist prove to me that He exist, 00:25:13.96\00:25:16.54 what can we tell them? 00:25:16.55\00:25:17.66 I mean, one of the geniuses think, 00:25:17.67\00:25:20.08 one of the things that, 00:25:20.09\00:25:21.20 that did that Jesus did was absolutely genius 00:25:21.21\00:25:23.36 was the fact that He asked questions 00:25:23.37\00:25:24.99 whenever He was posed the question. 00:25:25.00\00:25:27.34 So I usually would shoot right back out them and say 00:25:27.35\00:25:29.86 why don't you believe God exist. 00:25:29.87\00:25:32.79 And based on that response you will actually know 00:25:32.80\00:25:35.17 how to respond to it. 00:25:35.18\00:25:36.35 'Cause I mean, they could say there's no evidence 00:25:36.36\00:25:38.57 or it because of evil or because my dad was Christian 00:25:38.58\00:25:41.93 and he beat me, you know, I mean, 00:25:41.94\00:25:42.99 it all depends on where they are at 00:25:43.00\00:25:45.12 and its hard to just say this is the blanket silver bullet 00:25:45.13\00:25:48.37 answer from that all atheist. 00:25:48.38\00:25:49.81 Just like every other person, everyone's had 00:25:49.82\00:25:52.22 different experiences you have to really listen, so-- 00:25:52.23\00:25:55.86 Yeah, so that make sense-sometimes we want to fit 00:25:55.87\00:25:58.02 everybody into one size. Yeah. 00:25:58.03\00:25:59.77 But the reality is just like there's different strands 00:25:59.78\00:26:02.05 of Christians, there's different strands of atheists 00:26:02.06\00:26:04.50 from what it sounds like. 00:26:04.51\00:26:06.43 It sounds like some atheist, are atheist 00:26:06.44\00:26:08.24 because of emotional reasons, 00:26:08.25\00:26:10.13 because of experiential reasons in church 00:26:10.14\00:26:11.86 like you mentioned in the beginning 00:26:11.87\00:26:13.29 were you were exposed to hypocrisy. 00:26:13.30\00:26:15.30 Others maybe for academic intellectual reasons, 00:26:15.31\00:26:18.15 maybe they have questions inside their hearts 00:26:18.16\00:26:20.55 that they just haven't found 00:26:20.56\00:26:23.08 the right individual who has probably led them 00:26:23.09\00:26:26.57 in the right direction to find answers. 00:26:26.58\00:26:28.67 So I just, I'm really excited of the fact that 00:26:28.68\00:26:31.71 a young person like you went from Atheism to Adventism 00:26:31.72\00:26:36.13 to Christianity and that just encourage me that 00:26:36.14\00:26:38.89 just because somebody is an atheist, 00:26:38.90\00:26:40.07 it doesn't mean that there is, there isn't any hope for him. 00:26:40.08\00:26:42.99 So, Ezequiel, we just wanna thank you for coming 00:26:43.00\00:26:45.16 and sharing your experience and I think this is a message 00:26:45.17\00:26:48.43 of kind of encouragement to those maybe who are in 00:26:48.44\00:26:53.49 the doubting experience and maybe those who are trying 00:26:53.50\00:26:56.68 to reach out to the atheistic friends 00:26:56.69\00:26:58.64 and find it very frustrating. 00:26:58.65\00:26:59.90 So I just thank you for just coming 00:26:59.91\00:27:01.30 and sharing your experience 00:27:01.31\00:27:02.69 with each and every one of us. 00:27:02.70\00:27:04.35 And hopefully those that have been watching 00:27:04.36\00:27:05.80 have been encouraged that just because 00:27:05.81\00:27:08.73 friend or maybe your coworker 00:27:08.74\00:27:10.21 and maybe even a family member is, 00:27:10.22\00:27:12.06 has declared themselves an atheist 00:27:12.07\00:27:14.30 it doesn't mean that they're not possible to reach. 00:27:14.31\00:27:18.31 And I think most of the time when we think about reaching 00:27:18.32\00:27:20.49 atheist, we always think about having the right answer. 00:27:20.50\00:27:23.41 But sometimes its more than just words 00:27:23.42\00:27:25.85 sometimes it has be something in your life. 00:27:25.86\00:27:27.74 They have to see it something different, 00:27:27.75\00:27:29.86 they have to be attracted 00:27:29.87\00:27:31.58 and see that you have something that they do not have. 00:27:31.59\00:27:34.00 And also for that young person that maybe 00:27:34.01\00:27:36.53 born and raise in a church someone like kind of what, 00:27:36.54\00:27:39.13 like Ezequiel was who's entertaining thoughts of Atheism 00:27:39.14\00:27:42.29 we want to encourage you that Christianity has answers 00:27:42.30\00:27:45.09 that the Bible has intellectual reasons 00:27:45.10\00:27:47.32 as to why you can believe in God. 00:27:47.33\00:27:49.38 Believing in God doesn't have to be just an emotional 00:27:49.39\00:27:51.98 exercise it could be an intellectual discipline. 00:27:51.99\00:27:55.15 So thank you for tuning in. 00:27:55.16\00:27:56.59 God bless you, till next time. 00:27:56.60\00:27:58.70