As-Salaam-Alaikum, to our
Muslim brother and sisters,
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Shalom to our Hebrew cousins,
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peace be upon you to
our Christian friends.
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Welcome to "The
Descendants of Abraham."
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Today, we'll be
speaking to a young man
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by the name of Abdul Saeed.
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And he will tell us about his
journey to the God of Abraham.
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I would like to welcome
Abdul Saeed. As-Salaam-Alaikum.
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Walikum Salam, sister.
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Abdul tell us a little
bit about where you were born
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and your journey
to the God of Abraham.
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Sister I was
born in Saudi Arabia
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in a Sunni Muslim family.
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My parents, my mom and
dad were strictly Muslims.
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And they were not
only practiced Islam
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not only just by the name
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but they were
practicing Islam strictly.
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So my journey as a Muslim--
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I was raised in
Saudi Arabia as a young kid
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and grew up in this environment
where everybody is Muslim.
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In Saudi Arabia-- Yes.
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It is, there are lot
of-- it's all Muslim.
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Yes, majority of them is Muslim.
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We cannot find
anybody other believers.
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Because they're pretty
strictly to themselves.
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Okay. And how
did you worship God?
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When you're
living in Saudi Arabia.
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Oh, living in Saudi Arabia,
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obviously, you really don't
have access to anything else
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beside that as a
Muslim and that was it for us
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that my parents
raised as a Muslim.
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That admit us in Islamic school
where we used to go everyday
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to learn and read
Koran and they also taught
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to how to pray in a
mosque five times a day.
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So as a Muslim over
there, that was my ritual,
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my work that I
have to do everyday
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to pray namaz five
times a day and read Koran.
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Okay, and you learned Arabic.
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Yes, I do learn.
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I mean it's amazing the
way anybody can read Koran,
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but I read Koran so
many times but I have,
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is amazing I don't know
what's the meanings are.
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Interesting. It's just
difficult to explain people.
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Lot of time people asked me.
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If you learned how to
read Koran and know Arabic
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you should know the meaning.
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I said it's different because
to learn how to read Koran
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only thing you need
to know about alphabetics
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and they have sings on the top.
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If something comes on the
top you pronounce this way.
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So I learned, I
read Koran so many times
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but I really don't
know what the meanings are.
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Okay, and you know,
it's the same with me
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as I was growing up,
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we learned Arabic
to read the Koran,
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but we also spoke our
native, our native language,
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throughout, you
know, with the family,
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throughout the day.
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What language do you speak?
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My parents were from
Pakistan and I speak Urdu.
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Okay, Urdu, right.
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And, you know, it's amazing.
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Living there, but every
place you go in Saudi Arabia
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all the Saudi learn how
to speak Pakistani Urdu.
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So we really don't have time to
learn Arabic or speak to them.
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So only thing I used to do,
I used to communicate with them
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if I go to grocery store
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if I see some
Saudi working there.
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Okay. And they
were familiar with Urdu.
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Yes. Oh, they because that's
the business there stores are.
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So they know lot of people don't
speak Arabic so they learned.
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They learned Urdu. Urdu.
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So they can
communicate with the customers.
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Right, and I always
found that interesting
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and I have the
same thing people say
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well, as a
Muslim you speak Arabic
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and I said no we learn
Arabic to read the Koran
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but we speak
our native language,
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the Muslims around the world.
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And when you were in Saudi
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what was your
life like as a Muslim.
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In Saudi Arabia life as a Muslim
that was pretty different.
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Everything is rules.
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Then you have to do
certain rules as Muslim
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to earn your good heaven.
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We used to pray
namaz five times a day.
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And as a Muslim you must
follow and pray namaz Allah's,
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you know it was like
if you miss your prayer--
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morning Prayer,
you cannot make up.
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You will get punished for that.
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So we just used to get up
in the morning regardless,
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we don't know what we're doing
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our God's going to
accept those prayers.
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You just have to pray.
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And you know as a
Muslim we used to fast
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and it was amazing thing
to me during month of Ramadan
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when we used to
fast for thirty days.
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All of people think you
might loose some weight.
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I said no. I
actually gained lot of weight.
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Because you're hungry all
day and soon it's time to open,
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break your fast.
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You just stuff
everything in your mouth.
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So I grew up in
Islamic country as a Muslim,
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I never see anything different.
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I see all those things you're
doing just for your works.
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Okay, and let's
speaking of Ramadan,
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you've been about
Ramadan, when I used to--
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I keep Ramadan and the
fasting throughout the month.
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As a child too I
enjoyed that time.
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Like you say, you fast all day,
but after sunset you feast. Yes.
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And before
sunrise, you eat well too.
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And it was like a really
a month of really feasting.
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And we had special
foods at that time. And so on.
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But like you said
it was ritualistic
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and you didn't really
understand what it meant.
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Exactly, same thing.
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I mean only the
reason I like that month
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that you can eat a
lot of different foods
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and a lot of time your
family get together everyday.
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You know, your
friends coming to your house.
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You're making food for them.
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And they're
bringing different food.
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But really nobody is
caring what is exactly mean is.
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The only thing
they see, they're okay,
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if this person is
fasting or we're fasting
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let's go stuff ourselves
when it's time to open.
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And, you know,
that was it for us
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month of Ramadan
and nothing else.
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You know, I mean
you can see the bazaar
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that used to get full.
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Lot of people
will go for shopping,
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for different
cloth you're buying,
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I mean that was it for us.
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All right. So you saw
this celebration. Yes.
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And that you told me
too about Hajj and Umrah.
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Yes, living in Saudi
Arabia one of those thing
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you can say
privileges as a Muslim
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or was for us it was
so easy to go to holy city
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to perform Umrah or Hajj.
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I mean Hajj is the lifetime
responsibility for one Muslim.
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And Umrah is
pretty much similar thing.
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But Hajj has lot of things that
you have to do in certain times
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and Hajj journey
lasts for 3 days.
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Umrah you just go
around Kaba seven times.
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And you're done.
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So for us-- I
performed Umrah so many times
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that I can't
recount on my fingers.
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But it was all same
thing. It was the ritual stuff.
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You really don't know why
you are performing for that.
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You just know, okay
that's you got to do it.
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Because you're Muslim.
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So did you do umrah
daily or weekly how many times
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did you performed Umrah.
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No, Umrah was like
every time my dad got a time
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to take a long weekend.
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And we used to go to
Mecca and perform Umrah.
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Right. So--
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And because you lived
close by to in Saudi Arabia,
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you're able to
do that more often.
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Yes, yes compared to people
who lived different countries
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because you have to get a
visa to come to Saudi Arabia.
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For us there was
no visa, nothing.
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Only thing we have to
do just get a long weekend
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and just go
drive to holy cities.
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To holy city and
perform Umrah. Yes.
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And Hajj, you know, for
people who don't understand,
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you know, Hajj.
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Did you perform
Hajj? Did you go to Hajj?
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Did you make that pilgrimage?
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Yes, I did perform Hajj.
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And a lot of
people who don't know
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what exactly Hajj is,
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Hajj is long three day journey
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where you have
to go from one day,
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when you're done one day.
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It has a timing.
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You have to be make sure
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you're in different
city after certain time.
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If you don't get there
before the time is over
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then you're not
going to be accept,
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your Hajj is not
going to be accepted.
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So Hajj is a once a year come
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and that's only the
time you can perform Hajj.
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And you know,
it's amazing to me.
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Every time I
have been to Holy City
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to perform Umrah or Hajj,
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lot of time we used to
hear that somebody steals
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something from other person.
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Because there are so many
people like so much crowded.
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But I always
used to think myself.
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Okay, you're
here to the holy city,
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God's house basically
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and you're stealing
right over the God house is.
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So I never get
it, how come people
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can do those kinds of things.
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But basically
they're just coming.
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They don't know why there're
coming to perform Umrah or Hajj.
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They're just coming to you
know coming to this holy city
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and just stealing somebody.
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So what's going
to interesting to me
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that why this thing happening.
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So seeing all of that
started to put questions.
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Yeah, starting to mind,
you know, that's not right.
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If you're believing
that you're in the God house,
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you're going to be afraid.
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You're going to be respect him.
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You're not going to be
stealing somebody stuff
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and just move on to your life.
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You're going to be have
some kind of feeling guilty.
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So always used to
thought in my mind,
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you know, how come people
can do those kinds of things
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when they are
coming to Holy City.
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Okay, okay. That's
interesting. That's interesting.
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With your family and
your parents and all that,
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you know, because I you
know came up the same way
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you know in a
Muslim family and so.
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One of the things I miss and
I did enjoy was the community.
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Did you have that there
in Saudi or was it different?
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Oh, yes there was one of those
biggest thing I miss community.
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Community was for
us was it was like
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if anybody gets
sick or get hurt,
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you just see
everybody come to our house,
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you know, asking for us if
we need anything regardless
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what time it is.
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You know, things people
use to pour things to us.
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And just say okay,
let us know don't think
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that it's going to bother to us
if it's 2 or 3 in the morning.
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And we were so
close to each other.
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We were just like one
bonded family regardless
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if you're family member or not.
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I really missed that sometimes.
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Yes, that I can understand that.
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You know, it's hard when
you're separated from the family
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and then after you left Saudi
you told me that you moved.
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Where did you moved to?
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I moved to Pakistan.
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My dad send all of us to
Pakistan, to go back home
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because we were
really from Pakistan.
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We lived there.
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I lived there for most
of my life, my young life.
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And obviously I was
Muslim still that time.
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And I had to perform
everything one Muslim has to do,
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take all the responsibility
to pray namaz five times a day.
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You know, doing
fasting for month of Ramadan.
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We use to zakat,
giving to your poor.
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So I moved there for few years.
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And you mentioned zakat. Yes.
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And I know I'm
familiar with zakat,
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but for those who're
not familiar with zakat,
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what is that.
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Zakat is one of those
things that you have to,
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is the set of amount
that you have to take
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from your whatever
you've money in your saving.
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And give towards to God.
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I think that's seven percentage
or one percentage something.
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I'm not sure. I
don't remember now.
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But one of things that if
you have money in your saving
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or if you have a gold
jewelry then you have to weigh
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that jewelry in whatever
pound is or jewelry is weight--
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The pound for gold, yes.
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Then you have to give
that money towards to the poor.
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Okay. Okay.
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When you're
praying five times a day
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and when you're performing Umrah
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what was going through
your mind and your heart.
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Did you feel close to God?
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Did you feel
God was hearing you?
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What was your
relationship to God?
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Oh, you know what,
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I remember I used to
perform all those things.
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You know, praying
namaz five times a day.
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Fasting for the
month of Ramadan,
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but I never felt I'm
getting close to God.
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I always thought
I'm just doing works
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that this is my responsibility
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I need to do everyday regardless
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if you're
accepting my prayers or not.
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So for me, okay I was
like okay, I'm praying namaz.
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I'm not even sure my God
accepted my prayers or not.
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Because it was
amazing to me that, you know,
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lot of a time you forget
things what we have to do.
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Sooner we're
ready to pray namaz,
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everything starts
coming in my mind.
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And I remember, you know,
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namaz should be
focusing towards God.
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But instead of focus towards God
I'm focusing things I forget.
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So I never felt close
to my God, close to God.
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I always told that ritual
stuff that my parents told me
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that I have to do
to earn my heaven.
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Yeah, okay so.
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You're more concerned with
are you doing the right things
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to earn your way to heaven
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and focusing on that
than really being able
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to form this relationship,
this personal relationship.
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I never further have
relationship with God.
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I was thought I have
to do things to make sure,
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you know, you always
put it on a skill level.
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If you do good deeds,
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your skills are
going to be higher.
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If you do bad deeds your
skills going to be higher.
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So always, you know, for me
that I better do it those things
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because I want to make
sure I can go to heaven.
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So it was just like I was
hoping that God is merciful
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and hopefully, He is merciful.
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He is going to
let me go to heaven.
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Otherwise I will
be big time trouble.
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So never had an assurance
that God accepted your prayers.
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No, never.
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I mean a lot of times they say
when you're ready to pray namaz
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you're focusing towards God,
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but my gosh Every time
I'm ready to pray namaz
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my mind is some place
else beside focusing to God.
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So I know that same time,
man, I am done praying namaz.
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Now I'm not even, I
was some place else.
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Not even focusing my God.
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I'm not sure He
accept my prayers or not.
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But I thought, you
know, He is merciful.
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Hopefully He'll
accept my prayers.
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So there was no relationship.
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It's just, one of
those things works
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that we have to
do to earn heaven.
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Okay, so when
you moved to Pakistan
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did you miss Saudi Arabia?
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Yes, because I was born there.
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Right, It's your
home. That was my home town.
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And I miss their living style
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that I used to
be in Saudi Arabia.
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And, you know, what's for
me so easy to go to holy cities
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because you know
I used to go a lot.
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And was not only
that to go holy city.
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I missed that much.
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I missed the
time with my parents
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because it used to
take us at least a day
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to get to the holy city,
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and we used to drive down
there with as a whole family.
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So that's the part I miss.
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Because it was for us
like a one day picnic thing,
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my mom cooking dinner,
cooking food, making sandwiches
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to taking to us to
go down to holy cities.
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That's the part I miss.
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I mean other than that I
don't miss anything else.
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I can see that in your
eyes when you talk about
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those times your eyes light up.
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How is your prayer
life different today?
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Oh, my, when I
accept Christ I find out
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that I don't have
to pray certain times.
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Because in Islam everything
has to do certain timing.
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And you have to focus
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and then you have
to do on one direction.
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Now I'm believer
I can pray any time.
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It's not necessary that I have
to be in certain place to pray
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or I have to be in
different direction.
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I can be laying
down. I can pray.
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I can be watching TV.
I can pray at that time.
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You know, sitting on the
couch or on the computer.
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Now it's
amazing that my prayers,
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I'm praying more
often now then I was Muslim.
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Because when you're Muslim
you can do certain prayers,
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at certain timings.
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And that was it and you have
to do certain direction. Right.
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Facing east,
facing Mecca. Facing east.
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We always have to
face Mecca when we pray.
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So now you just
pray when you're driving,
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pray when you're sitting,
pray when you're working.
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And you believe God hears you.
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Yes, because now I have
a relationship with Him.
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Because that time I was
doing just that I'm not sure
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I have a relationship or not.
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Because that was a stuff
I thought that those thing
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you have to do earn to heaven.
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Now I don't have
to earn to heaven
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because He came on to
us and die for our sins.
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So we can have
relationship with him.
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Because he came as a human being
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because he know that
we're in work doing enough
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to be in heaven with him.
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And you know, his
heaven's a pure place.
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But as a human being do sense
regardless where we are at.
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So God knows
that we're not worthy
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and we are not good
enough to go to heaven.
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So he came to earth
to die for our sins.
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So I don't have, now
I don't have to worry
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that how I'm
going to go to heaven.
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That part is over done.
He already paid price for us.
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Only thing we need to
worry now what he did for us
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so I can tell
good news to others.
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And that's what
you're doing today.
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You know, how did
you come to Christ?
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how did you come to know Christ?
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Oh, it was a
long journey for me.
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When I came and when I
almost start struggling that,
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you know, that I'm doing
all those good deeds good stuff
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I really don't know
God accepting my prayers,
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accepting my good deeds,
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because you still
have to depend on Him
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then He is merciful.
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I was restless, I
couldn't go to sleep
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and I cannot
understand everything
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but my friends
they were Christians.
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This is in Pakistan.
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No, that wasn't Pakistan,
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I went to America
for the education.
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Oh, that's right.
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You said that your father
sent to be educated in America.
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Yes, I came to America.
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When I came to
America was amazing thing
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that I find out
about the Christianity.
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Because in
Pakistan or Saudi Arabia
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what they say about Christianity
was totally different.
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You know, you heard a lot
of things that Christian do
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all the sinful
things because God die.
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You know, Christian believed
that he died for our sins.
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Now they can do as many sins.
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And I find out
it's totally wrong.
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He didn't said, you know,
yeah he died for our sins,
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but we should
follow what he did for us.
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So we can tell
other people about him.
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So my journey was long journey
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and I always start
questioning myself.
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I started asking
God who you really are?
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Show me? Tell me?
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And I used to ask my friends,
tell me, give me the answer?
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And there was amazing
people. They never judged me.
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They never point to me
that you need to blame him
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otherwise you will go to hell.
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You know, they
always showed me the love.
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The love I never got
it from any place else.
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And I won friends.
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He really gave me this example.
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He said look, he said listen
I want to tell you one thing.
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That he said if you have a
son, and if he did the crime,
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a crime is he murdered somebody
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and during in front of judge,
judge will give you two options.
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Either let your son
get the death penalty
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or you take his
blame and let you,
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let your son go free
and you die for your son.
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You know, I say, you know what,
you love your kids so much.
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You do everything for them.
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Christ did
exactly same thing for us.
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He loved us so much.
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He came to this earth because
he knew we are not worthy.
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We're not good enough.
So he died for our sins.
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Because he wanted to be
have relationship with us.
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So we can be in
heaven with him forever.
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Yeah, I like that. I
like your analogy there.
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Does your family
know you're Muslim?
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Yes, my family found out
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few months ago
that I am a Muslim.
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It took me almost
four years to let them know
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that I'm a believer now.
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And at first they
were really upset.
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I understand
they were heartbroken,
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I totally agree
what they were saying.
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Now they see the
differences I have in my life.
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I'm a new person. I
am more respect to them.
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I'm loving. I'm caring.
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I do everything, you
know, obey my parents.
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And now they've
start seeing difference
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and now they've
started accepting me who I am.
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Okay, what's your
favorite Bible verse?
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Oh, the one Bible verse
that really got me the most,
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a friend he said you need to
read this verse was John 3:16.
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I'm going to read to you.
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It says "For God
so loved the world
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that He gave His
only begotten Son
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that whoever believes
in Him should not perish,
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but him everlasting life."
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It's amazing, you
know, they told me regardless
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what kind of sense you did
if you just believe in him,
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he will forgive all your sins.
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And, you know, he died for us.
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I mean who is going to do that.
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Our Lord he came
and he died for us
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because he loved us so much.
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So that's my favorite
verse when he gave it to me.
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He showed to me.
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I say guess
what, you got me now.
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So John 3:16 touched you heart.
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Touched my heart, yes.
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And that's when you
started studying more
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and come to the
God of Abraham. Yes.
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This is the God of Abraham. Yes.
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If you have, if
you could say something
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to our brothers and sisters,
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okay, one thing
you can say to them
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what would you like to say?
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I just want to tell my
brothers and sisters that,
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you know, we're
living in Muslim world,
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Muslim countries
where we don't have access
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for too many things.
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One thing that we have
to do all the ritual stuff,
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that we make sure do
this thing, do this thing.
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To pray namaz, do fasting.
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And we do all those things.
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You know, it makes us just,
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you know, I just want to
let my brothers and sisters
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know it's not worthy.
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Regardless how good you are,
00:24:55.61\00:24:57.51
how much you do
all the good deeds
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you still don't know
He accepting your prayers
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or accepting your fasting.
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But it just amazed that our
God, our savior, he died for us.
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And he told us you
don't have to worry now
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how you going to go to heaven.
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Only thing you need to worry
to tell other people good news.
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And I just to other my
brother and sister know,
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you know what, you need to get
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on those words and read closely.
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So hopefully
you'll accept Christ.
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Well, thank you so much, Abdul.
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I'm so thrilled
that you're here with us
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and what you did
today was telling
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your brothers and sisters,
my brothers and sisters--
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Thank you sister to let me come
and let me shared my journey
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with other brothers
and sisters. Thank you.
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When you get to the
Descendants of Abraham,
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you can be sure that
you're lighting the way
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for all in search
of the Creator God
00:25:50.11\00:25:52.90
and His message of love
and forgiveness to all nations.
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You know, we read in
Injil, the holy book of God,
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that He says whoever denies me
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I will deny them in
front of the father.
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But whoever,
whoever talks about me
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I will bring them to the father.
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And the scripture says,
he who loves father or mother
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more than me is not worthy of me
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and he who loves son
or daughter more than me
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is not worthy of me.
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Today you heard the
story of Abdul Saeed,
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and what he did today
the story he told today
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I would like to say,
Abdul, you are worthy of him.
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You have given up a lot for him
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and I would like to thank
you for taking a stand for God,
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for our Lord
and showing yourself
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worthy of his sacrifice.
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God bless you. Thank you.
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Join us again next week
as we continue to search
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for the truth of
the God of Abraham.
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