Welcome back! We are
talking to a group from
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Teen Challenge, Teen Challenge
is a ministry that works
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with, and it sounds like
were working with only teens.
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Not true, they work
with people from every age,
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I think it started out
with just teens and we will find
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out a little bit
about that later.
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We will talk to
Apryl one of the directors.
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But now, they work with all
ages and I went a few months
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ago and talked with
Teen Challenge group out of
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Massachusetts, and I
never say that right.
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I don't know how to say
that, but you know it is that
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part of the country, but
I talked with this group and
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met these girls and
invited them on the program.
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I am glad they
came, I love them.
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When I met them I feel
like I am talking to myself.
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I am looking at their struggles
and looking at the fact
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that they may be have to
feel and deal with the hurts
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in their lives for the
first time ever. They are
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going to deal with whether
they were abandoned by a Father
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or they were loved, or
their home was functional or
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dysfunctional, what
their anger issues are.
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The fact that they
acted out in certain ways.
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The drugs they took, the
relationships they got into
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far too early and they
are looking at all of that.
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I'm looking at them
thinking you know what?
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I'm so glad you landed in
a place that is going to help
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you to do that safely.
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That was just cool to me
and I want to introduce you to
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Megan, and Megan thank you
for coming on and thank you
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for sharing with us your stuff.
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You are living at
Teen Challenge now? - yes.
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Did you go because you
thought I'd like to go to
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Teen Challenge? I was
actually told that I have to go.
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Whether or not I wanted
to go or not, I had to go.
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Really, they just said
like you are going? - yes.
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So tell me where you came
from and then we will get to
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that point where somebody said
this is where you are going.
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So what was your
home like... Life like!
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I first living with
my mom until the age of
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six in New York.
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She was a drug addict. - your
mom was? - my mom was a drug
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Did you know that at six? -
I didn't know until I grew up.
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I didn't know what was going
on and I wasn't aware what she
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was doing or anything she
was doing until I had grown up
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and they had told me
what really had happened.
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So early on, even though
you were living with her did it
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seemed normal or was your
normal just kind of crazy?
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To me it seemed normal
because I was younger I didn't
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know what, like
what she was doing.
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I just knew that she
never really paid much attention
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to me. - okay. - every
time I would see people around
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the house and I don't know
who they were, or what they were
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doing, but I would notice
that my mom would not even look
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at me. - okay, so that you knew.
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To me I just want to as a
little girl, I just want to say
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I'm sorry, it's almost like
you, do you ever get the sense
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that you just want to
hold that little girl?
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And say I am sorry, so your
mom would have people in and
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out and you had no idea who
they were so you just kind of
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stayed out of the way?
- yes. - okay, you learned
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that pretty young? - yes.
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What happened at six? Did
you get taken from the house?
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Well at six my mom started
going out of control with
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drugs, and she
eventually lost her apartment.
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Most importantly lost her
children which was me and my
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older sister and older
brother and she had gave full
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custody of us to my aunt,
because she didn't want us
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to go to a complete
stranger so she decided to send
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me to my aunt. - okay, at
least that part was good, aye?
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Yeah so we were actually lucky
to be with family instead of
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someone who was a stranger
and didn't even know who
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they are. - a lot of
people go to foster homes and
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they don't know who they
are and I hear that over and
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over, I went to a foster
home and didn't fit in and
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they didn't know me
and I didn't know them.
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So I am glad that you
got to go with your auntie.
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So what happened with
them? What was it like to all of
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a sudden to have a new home
and maybe people that actually
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paid attention to you?
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Well I started to feel that
there was nobody in my life.
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Like I felt unwanted, because
I never had my father by my
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side, I never actually
knew my father until I was 12.
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And she was like you're
father just called me up on the
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phone and wants to speak to
you, and I'm like who is this?
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I don't know, you sound
like a complete stranger to me.
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So I actually spoke
to him at the age of 12.
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What was he like? - he
was like nothing I really
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expected him to be.
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Like you would want to say
I love you but it was hard for
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me to say I love you back
because I was saying it to
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a complete stranger and I
don't know who you are and
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I can't hug you and
kiss you like a real father.
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Because I don't, where were you?
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Did you ask him that?
Where were you all this time?
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I still don't know some
things that I want to know.
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But he told me he went to
Florida to take care of his
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mom and stuff like that.
- okay, one of these days
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you are going to ask him
those things you want to know?
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Yeah. - where is mom at?
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My mom now, she has recovered
and she is not doing drugs
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anymore and she has an
apartment and now she is in
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my life and I see her
like anytime I want to.
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Wow, so let's go back to
when you were with your aunt.
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Your dad comes in like age
12, when did you start having
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your own problems outside
of what was going on with them?
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Because you know as a kid
we think we are never going
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to be that, I'm
never going to do drugs.
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I'm not going to
be like my parents.
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Did you ever say that?
Because I said that as a kid.
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I'm never going to do that.
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Yeah I actually thought
I would never do anything,
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I thought it would ruin my life.
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But I started to feel angry
that I didn't have my mother
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or my father by my side
and I felt lost and unwanted.
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So I soon started hurting
myself and cutting myself.
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It continued until I was
15. - what did cutting do?
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It, to me, really
stressed an anger.
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Like if you got to angry I
could cut on myself, at least
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seeing the blood or feeling
that pain that it just gave me
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a release, a
sense of being present.
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Because some people think,
I know a lot of people think
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that is like a suicide
attempt, but it is not a suicide
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attempt, it's
just I want attention.
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It's not that I don't want to
feel so stressed, I don't want
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to be in this much pain.
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Did you feel that? It's
kind of a solution to that?
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Yeah I did, I felt like
there was nothing I could do
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to make my life better.
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So I didn't want to take
it out on my aunt, I wasn't
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the type of
person to disrespect her.
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Like I would listen to
her, but I felt like there was
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nothing I could do and I
would take anything possible
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that was near me to
hurt myself or cut myself.
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Did you sometimes cut yourself
even while somebody was in
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the room? Were they
didn't even know? - no!
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Some people do that
even, it's like nobody knows
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I'm cutting myself
right now, you know?
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So you didn't want to take
it out on her, so you took it
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out on yourself. -
yes. - did it work?
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I thought it would
but it didn't help at all.
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It just seemed to
make things worse.
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Because I always say that
because I know in my own life
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that it didn't work.
Just continues to get worse.
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So as it got worse what does
that look like in your life?
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It just made like, it
just made things worse in my
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family, like they didn't
know at the beginning I was
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doing it and so one time I
was in my room and I was angry.
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Most of the time they would
leave me alone in my room and
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say she's angry and
not even go into the room.
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They stepped into my room
where I was actually cutting
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myself and they stepped in
and took my arm and started
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putting pressure on it. - right.
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Then they knew everything
because I can see you have scars
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on your arms. - yes, they
are just scars, never went away.
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So is that why they
brought you to Teen Challenge?
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Well that is part of the
reason why they sent me here.
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But, - even thinking about
that time causes you to feel
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sad, doesn't it? - yeah.
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What's the sadness?
Where does that come from?
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My family. - that it is
just hard, it really is hard.
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Yeah. - do you want to
have a prayer before we go on?
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Sure. - okay, dear Father
in Jesus name, there is so
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much sadness, so many
broken homes, but right now I am
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praying for Megan and I am
just asking You for the places
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that she is so hurt, she
was so lost, the times she felt
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so abandon, I just pray
Father that Your heart opens up
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to her and she feels it.
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I pray for healing of her heart,
I pray God tell her how much
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You love her and how much
You adore her and how much
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You have never
stopped thinking about her.
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You are sad about what she
has gone through and let her
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get a sense of where
You were that whole time.
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I just ask You Father that
as she stands up in recovery
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that she will
never feel alone again.
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She will never feel abandoned
again and that anger she can
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give freely to You and she
doesn't have to hurt herself
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and just can freely grab
hold of the life that You are
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going to offer her.
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I pray for the Holy
Spirit to fill her up.
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I pray for healing in
every part of her mind and heart
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and her body and I just
ask You Father in Jesus name
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that as she stands up and
helps the people around her
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that she will heal
more, and more, and more.
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I pray for anybody watching
and just ask You that as
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people are watching the program
it is hard to look at her
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sadness, but we can get on
the other side of it and that
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is the most incredible
thing about Your love for us and
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I pray for You to let Your
love for us, let us feel it to
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the point that we don't
even have to stand in the places
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of abandonment and the
places of hopelessness.
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In the name of the Father,
the Son and the Holy Spirit
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I just ask all of
that. In Jesus name Amen!
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You know I can tell just by
talking to you that your pain
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was very deep. - yeah. -
and at that point in your
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life and you are dealing
with those deep hurts is that
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did you finally just
start to go and act out?
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Did you jump into
the drugs yourself?
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Well, I started hanging out
with people who I thought was
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my real friends, but they
introduced me to things, into
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marijuana and I thought,
they told me you will feel fine
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with just doing this.
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I decided okay let me just
try it, it is not a big deal.
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So I tried it and I
felt good, I felt great.
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It's nothing
that I normally felt.
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So I started to do that,
even though I knew I was not
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addicted to it and could
live without it, I just did it
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whenever I was angry. Thank you.
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What is really interesting
is that is where a lot of
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people don't realize is
that you have all this hurt,
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all this pain and all this
anger and somebody gives you
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some weed to smoke and I am
laughing and connecting with
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people and it doesn't
seem that intense and it works.
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Initially it works, after
a while it becomes a problem.
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But at first it works.
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You started to connect
with friends. - yes, and they
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at the age of 14 I started to go
to parties and drinking alcohol.
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I just wanted to have fun,
and I thought that was the fun
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that everybody has so
why couldn't I have that fun?
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That felt a lot better
than cutting on yourself.
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And I don't want to
sound like I am saying that was
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a great choice, but I'm
saying the choices you had was
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that I am alone and cutting
on myself or I'm angry or I'm
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out having a great time
with my friends and just
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drinking and
forgetting everything.
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And so for you it sounds
like I found something that
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works. - yeah, so the
reason why I started to leave
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the house when I wanted and
started going to parties and
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stuff like that because
my aunt never really thought
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I was old enough to be with
friends and go out to places
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that I wanted to, she
kept me from all that.
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So I decided to just
leave, I start running away and
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it made things worse.
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Because you were running
away and staying at different
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friends house, staying wherever?
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Whenever I ran away I
would mostly run away to be with
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a boyfriend. - okay. -
but I would actually stay
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with the boyfriend the whole
day but then go to my moms and
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stay with my mom. I always
wanted to live with my mom.
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I use that as an excuse
for my running away but that
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wasn't the main
excuse why I ran away.
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It was mainly to be with
friends? - your boyfriend?
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Was her mom still
using then? - no! - okay so
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at that point she had
stopped? - yeah I was 14-15.
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Okay, so who said
enough? I mean who said enough?
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We have got to get
you some help? - my aunt.
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Okay. - she at the
time she knew I was in a bad
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relationship with my last
boyfriend before I came here.
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Because he was 18, so
she thought no this can't be.
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This was illegal, anything
I was with, the stuff that
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was illegal she was
not for at all, of course.
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So she said I can't see
you destroy your life and go
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even further in destroying
your life so she decided,
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Megan I'm going to send
you to a boarding school.
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So I am thinking it's
just a boarding school where we
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could talk on phones, go
on the Internet. - surprise.
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Yeah, but the day I woke
up and I was in my mom's house
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because before I came here
in September she let me stay
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with my mom to see if I
would do better with her.
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But instead of taking it as
my last chance to turn my whole
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life around and I continue
to do whatever I wanted to do.
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So she said Megan you are
going to Teen Challenge and
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I was shocked, and she
actually told me that was going
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to happen. - before you
went? - that day she told me.
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There's no Internet, no
phones and you are not going
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to be around
friends for a while.
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You can't even contact
your family at first, because
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they really don't want,
they want you here's the program
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and they really want
you to do the program.
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Well we were allowed to
get letters from my mom and my
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aunt, but I wasn't supposed
to send letters out or like
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on the phone or anything
until my month was made.
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So that time in Teen Challenge
I felt like I didn't want
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to listen to anything, I
felt angry, I didn't want to.
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- you're not
telling me what to do.
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I don't want to stay here.
- but I just thought go along
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with the rules and soon I
just came out of control and
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started to not even listen
to what they did and stayed in
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bed and eventually received
my consequences which was a 30
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day restriction which means
I can't have any phone calls
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or any mail from any of my
family until 30 days are over.
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You know your are
going to laugh at this.
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There is a program in Idaho
and is called Project Patch.
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And I love the program too,
but they if you don't do the
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program, they give you a
tent and a can of beans or
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something and a can
opener and you can just stay out
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on the property
in a tent. - wow!
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So they say if you can't
follow the rules in the house
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here you go, and the person
is like you are not going to
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make me stay in a
tent? Oh yes! We are.
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To me it is a brilliant
because it is like, you know,
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then they always come and
say okay I will follow the rules
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but it is like that sense
of, I think in our own anger and
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rebellion and all that kind
of stuff, at least for me in
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my life, is I didn't know
how to deal with authority.
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I didn't know how to let
people be in those positions
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over me because it
would just make me mad.
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It's like somebody has to
teach us again how to allow
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people to be an
authority without getting mad.
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That takes a while.
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- yes. - so for
you it took a while.
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Yes it took a while, but I
am only actually two months
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in the program. -
that's it? - that's it.
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After that 30 day restriction
I realized I'm not leaving
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this is probably what
God has called me to do.
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You knew that in
your heart? - in my heart.
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- I'm so proud
of you. - thank you.
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Last month, February, I accepted
God in the church which,
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the church I love
and feel comfortable in.
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God I just am sorry for every-
thing I've done, I don't want
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to go back to anything I
have done and just that my whole
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life over, and just
be with You and know that
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You are there for me.
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Did you sense His
forgiveness? - yes. - yeah.
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You know that is what
I think is amazing to me.
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God says I am so
glad you are home.
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It was hard watching you
get hurt, and it was hard
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watching you hurt yourself.
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I'm proud of you,
and I'm proud of God.
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So you turned it over, and
pretty quick, you turned it
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over and you are going to
stay and do the program and
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you get your life back. - yeah.
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When I was there and talked
about does anybody want to do
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ministry your
hand went up. - yeah.
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So your hand went up and
you do want to do ministry.
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What is it going to look
like? Do you have any sense
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of what you would like to do?
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Well my brother had done
something like that, but he had
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went to Nicaragua where he
helped people and build houses
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and I was like he showed
me pictures of stuff like that
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and that sounds really cool
and interesting so I wanted to
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help people, not only
just because I know how it is,
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but to help people who
are struggling in any way.
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In anyway, because you
know what is interesting is that
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somebody will say that the
things you did as far as your
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acting out, as far as your
anger and drugs or whatever,
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that the core issue for
you, because we are looking at
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this whole
season one core issues.
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The core issue for you is
you didn't feel loved or cared
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for or wanted, and that
is kind of a universal thing.
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I mean that is every
country you can find kids that
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nobody is taking care of,
so it sounds like your heart
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is really for those
kids. - yeah. - wow!
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So as you stand up, as you
do your recovery God can open
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up the world for you as
far as to help someone else.
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Yes! - are you excited
about that? - I am, I just
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want any opportunity I get
I want to do it right away.
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You want to help God. - yes.
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I want to talk with Apryl,
because Apryl is your director
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for the house that you are in.
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So I want to just talk and
say you know Apryl that she
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just won my heart, she just
won my heart and I think she
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won the heart of
people all over the world.
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Just that sincerity of wanting
to come back to God and to
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do the right thing and stand up.
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The understanding that she
was so forgiven, but I know
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that you are the director
of the Teen Challenge she is in
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so I want you to say a little
bit about that facility and
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about the girls
that spoke today.
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Well Cheri our program,
we have programs all over the
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United States, but our
program which is located in
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Fitchburg Massachusetts is
a 15 month minimum residential
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program. - minimum? -
minimum, so for many it takes
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more than the 15 months
and over the long term that is
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where you see the real change.
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And it is unfortunate that
it has to be so long but really
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that is where we have seen
the greatest changes in those
00:21:12.30\00:21:16.08
final months when
they do begin to take that
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responsibility and put it
into action at home, on visits,
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seeing their families,
and as their old patterns are
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falling away even in their
old scenarios, even in their
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own environments, when they
are back in their own bedroom.
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The fact that Megan is not
going to go to her room and cut
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anymore is going to be a
place of sanctuary for her.
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It is going to be a
place where she can go get rest
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instead of being a place
of unrest and a place where
00:21:41.88\00:21:45.13
she took matters into her
own hands, she will be able
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to give thanks
to the Lord there.
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That is where we see so
much of the change coming is at
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the end of the program.
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But just like here, you
have Megan who is so new in our
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program, God can get a
hold of a heart just like that.
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So it is such an amazing
privilege to be able to work
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with young ladies just like
these girls that are here today.
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Who are making the change,
God is making the change in
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them and so our program
has school element enrollment,
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you know they are in school
with us while they are with
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us, and they are also receiving
counseling by a licensed
00:22:23.29\00:22:26.41
Christian counselor while
they are with us at the program.
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Then you have dedicated
residential staff members who
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are there to be able to meet the
needs through out the shifts.
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Whether they be in
the evening, the daytime,
00:22:36.82\00:22:38.92
over the weekend, we
have very dedicated staff
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who are there as well.
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And so it really is our
program in a nutshell, and it
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really is a privilege to be
able to work with Young ladies
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whose hearts are being changed
and it is such a privilege.
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What an incredible
job, I think what a lot of
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people don't get to see in
their own job is that a life
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change, where you know that
this person is not only have
00:23:03.55\00:23:06.60
they changed, but they are
going to make a difference in
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the community they are in.
00:23:09.68\00:23:10.65
When they have their
families, their families are not
00:23:10.66\00:23:13.08
going to have the same dys-
function, or the same heartache,
00:23:13.12\00:23:15.95
or the same junk and I
just love what you guys do.
00:23:15.98\00:23:20.24
I love what you guys do.
00:23:20.28\00:23:21.64
I am blessed by your
journey so far and I know that,
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how old are you now?
- 15. - you're just 15
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so you're still a baby,
but you are still a baby
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and I am so excited.
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We are going to go ahead
and take a break and come back
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and I would like for you to
come back and also for Mylynda
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to come back and talk about
a little bit about what you
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want to do in ministry,
but Megan I would also ask you
00:23:53.79\00:23:57.90
to when we come back I want
you to say a few things to maybe
00:23:57.93\00:24:03.19
somebody that is listening
that has that heartbreak and
00:24:03.22\00:24:06.51
they don't feel like anybody
sees them or loves them or
00:24:06.54\00:24:09.79
that kind of thing.
00:24:09.83\00:24:10.80
What would you say to her
and what do you know now that
00:24:10.81\00:24:14.10
you didn't know then that
you could just encourage them
00:24:14.13\00:24:17.84
with? And Mylynda, I know
you talked about your dad in
00:24:17.87\00:24:21.19
the different things that
you have gone through and we
00:24:21.23\00:24:24.17
come back I would like to
talk a little bit about how you
00:24:24.21\00:24:27.65
are dealing with the pain
of his death and your recovery.
00:24:27.69\00:24:30.60
Because you are doing a
lot of things all at one time.
00:24:30.63\00:24:33.51
I would like to find out that.
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So we will be right back
and as we take this break think
00:24:36.28\00:24:41.34
about in your own life,
these girls are looking at some
00:24:41.38\00:24:45.32
painful issues and they
are looking at them not because
00:24:45.36\00:24:49.52
it is fun, not because they
don't have anything to do but
00:24:49.56\00:24:52.98
because if they don't get
rid of these issues, if they
00:24:53.01\00:24:56.55
don't unload these core things
they will be tripped up the
00:24:56.59\00:24:59.54
rest of their life and the
next generation will have to
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do the same battle.
00:25:02.54\00:25:04.28
Right now they are brave
enough to do the battle not only
00:25:04.32\00:25:08.01
for them, but for
generations to come.
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I just think it's just too cool.
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We will be right
back, stay with us!
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